Update - 39
" Takreeban us raat ke baad mene agli char raton tak wahi kiya jo pehli raat ko kiya tha. Wahi raat ko meri nind ka achanak se khulna, bistar se khoon ka farsh par tapakna, aaruhi ka yun khoon se latpat hona, meri safai.. aur usko agle din is baare mein sab kuch yaad na rehna.... huba-hu vaisa ho raha tha.. jaise main ek hi raat ko har roz jee rahi hun. Mene aaruhi se sirf isliye nahi bataya kyun ki main dekhna cha rahi thi ki kya aaruhi wakai mein bimar hai ya fir vo kisi tarah ka natak kar rahi hai. Ek do baar man mein aya ki iski mom se puchun vo to doctor hai unhe malum hoga ki aaruhi ko kisi tarah ki bimari hai par socha agar vo is baat se anjan hui to khma-kha ghabra jayegi aur aaruhi ko yahan se le jayegi.. Aaruhi waise bhi nahi jana chahti thi aur agar vo vakai nahi jana chahti thi to uske piche bhi koi reason hoga jo usne mujhe bataya nahi tha.. ek wajah mujhe ye bhi dikh rahi thi uski pareshani ki.. kahin na kahin mujhe aisa mehsus ho raha tha ki kuch hai jo uske atit mein hua hai aur vo sabse chupa rahi hai. 4 din tak na vo college gayi na main... par ab halat badal chuke the.. aaruhi mein badlav aa chuka tha.. Class mein aur baton mein kahin bhi kho jaya karti aur kai baar kya bolti kuch samajh nahi ata.. kai baar to vo baat bolti jiska humse ya hamari kabhi hui kisi bhi baton ka koi taluk hi nahi tha.. ye kuch naya tha.. lekin mujhe lag raha tha ki use khush rakhne ki jarurat hai.. aksar kisi tarah ka past abuse hone par kai baar is tarah ka mindset ban jata hai aur main nahi chahti thi ki aaruhi ko main is tarah chhod kar use duri bana lun balki mene use khush rakhne ka faisla kiya. Aksar hamari umar mein hum maa baap se jada apne doston se khulte hai.. unhe vo batate hain jo vo kabhi kisi ko nahi batate, main aaruhi se bas wahi janna chahti thi.. isliye miss mene kabhi kisi ko nahi bataya kyun ki mujhe is baat ka hi sandeh tha ki kuch baton apas mein doston ke bich hi rehni chahie taki humare bich trust bana rahe. Aur mene wahi kiya... Mene yahi samjha tha ki aaruhi ne sirf ek disguise paida kiya jo ki us samay ke hissab se sahi tha.. isliye ek baar ko main bhi uska sath dene ko tayar ho gayi bhale hi usne mujhe is disguise ke bare mein nahi bataya tha par mujhe laga ki ye aaruhi ke liye interesting hai aur vo usme khush hai to mene bhi uska sath diya, use mana nahi kiya aur na hi toka lekin " shruti bolte hue chup hui. Ghadi ki suiyan subah ke char baja chuki thi.. gaggan ek taraf so chuka tha.. nandini aur vishal dhayan se baat sun rahe the. Bahar thandi hawa chal rahi thi, baarish band ho chuki thi.. halki khidki khuli thi jo hawa se dhime dhime piche ki deewar se takra kar shor kar rahi thi.
" lekin? " nandini ne shruti ke kuch pal chup rehne par pucha.
" lekin vo disguise sirf hum sab ke naam badalne par nahi ruka... vo disguise ab kuch aur banta jaa raha tha.. " shruti ne gehri saans chhodi " Mera aur apna naam to vo pehle se hi badal baithi thi iske sath usne kai jano ke naamo mein badlav kiya... jaise vishal.. aakash.. lavanya.. tanu... aur hamare hostel ka peon.. debu ... sonu.. aur apko sunaina mam... " shruti ne nandini ki taraf dekh kar kaha to nandini ke chehre ke bhav badal gaye. Vo kuch nahi boli, jaise shruti ke aage bolne ka intezar kar rahi ho. " kuch naam jo the jinko usne nahi badla tha. Vo unhe theek tarah se bulati thi na unke liye usne kabhi kuch aisa kaha jise lage ki vo kisi aur ki baat kar rahi hai " shruti ne nandini ke bare mein batane ke bajaye baat continue rakha. " Sab kuch mujhe laga bas kuch hi din ki baat hai, lekin uske baad ki hui ghatnaye kuch is tarah ki thi, jo aaruhi ke periods wale kaand ke baad shuru hui " shruti ne kahani ko jari rakha aur pichle kuch dino ki baatein batane lagi.
" Mene ye baat isliye suni kyun ki tabhi main wahan pahunchi thi aur main bas isliye hairan thi ki usne jhuth kyun kaha.. pichli char raton se uski halat kaisi thi main janti thi.. par aaruhi ka apni mom se jhuth bolna ye darsha rahi thi ki uske sath jo raat ko hua vo use malum tha lekin usne mujhe nahi bataya.. kyun? Ye sawal ka jawab nahi mila.. par ise ek baat samajh aa rahi thi ki aaruhi ko ye problem pehle se thi aur vo janti thi lekin usne kisi ko nahi bataya tha... Par agar aisa tha to vo ghar mein kaise manage karti thi? Bahut se sawal chal rahe the man mein.. lekin janti thi ki sawal ka jawab abhi lena sahi nahi hai isliye main normal rahi.. ye soch kar ki mauka ane par baat honi jaruri hai.. "
" Mujhe laga tha aaruhi hostel chali jayegi aur main pehli baar vishal ke sath time spend karne ke liye jo mauka talash rahi thi vo mujhe us din mila isliye main uske sath chali gayi. Par mujhe nahi malum tha ki vo us kamre mein chali jayegi.. " shruti ne kahani rok apni baat ki jiska use abhi pachtwa sa ho raha tha.
" i like you playing.. acha khelte ho aur hot bhi lagte ho " mene vishal se kaha to vo hanste hue sharma gaya. Hum dono ground se nikal kar college ke piche se ghumte hue chakar lagane lage the, is samay wahan koi maujud nahi tha.
" i know.. soccer ki wajah se hamari kuch time se dhang se mulakat nahi hui hai.. tabhi itne dino ki baat cheet ke baad mil rahe hai "
" soccer busy ya fir tum shy ho mere se... isliye phone ke piche se chup kar bol patte ho samne nahi " mene puri tarah se saaf bola kyun ki kuch dino mein batein to khub ho rahi thi hamare bich jiski wajah se main uske uppar flat hoti jaa rahi thi aur vo ladka waisa hi tha. Meri baat sun kar vo sharmata hua hans diya bas... mujhe uski ye shyness bha rahi thi.. aise ladke hi ache lagte hai bas..
" tumhe comfortable ho to college se bahar chale? aagar tumhe room par nahi jana to? " kuch der ke humari chupi ke baad vo bola.
" yes.. sure " mene turant jawab diya. Main to intezar hi is chiz ka kar rahi thi. Bina der kiye hum college ke bahar nikle, pehle to vo mujhe roll wale ke pas le gaya wahan pahunch kar humne egg roll khaya aur fir batein karte hue hum college ke dusri taraf chal diye. Baton hi baton mein pata nahi chala ki hum kis taraf jaa rahe hai. Premises itna bada tha ki ek jagah se dusri jagah aur fir mujhe bas itna samajh aya ki hum apartments ki taraf se guzar rahe hain jo college ke premisis ka outskirt area tha aur uske piche jungle jaisi jhadiya aur ek kachi sadak. Dophar se sham hui mujhe bahut zor se susu lagi thi to hath mein pakda phone mene vishal ke hath mein diya aur use thodi dur jhadiyun mein susu karne chali gayi.
" feeling....relaxed... " mene dur se hi muskurate hue kaha to vishal bhi hans diya.
" vo tumhari friend ka phone... lo fir aa gaya " vishal ne baat puri ki aur phone ko meri taraf ghuma diya.
" aaruhi ka phone... " mene phone uthaya.
" helo... helo.... aaruhi awaz nahi aa rahi hai.. helo... " phone cut ho gaya. Mene ek do bar lagaya cut hote hi lekin mila nahi, message bhi dala par nahi gaya.
" any urgency? kya hum wapis chale? " vishal ne mujhe dekhte hi pucha.
" no.. nothing serious.. aaruhi hai na..meri roommate.. so jati hai kai baar .. to wahi batane ke liye phone kiya hoga.. ki vo raat ke dinner par na uthaye.. nothing serious we can continoue... " mene phone pocket mein dala aur vishal ke sath wahin ek boundary par baith gayi. Dur dur tak jhadiyan thi.. halki thandi hawa chal rahi thi aur dhalti dhup ki roshni sab wesa ho raha tha jaisa main chahti thi.
" shruti... " thodi der khamosh baithne ke baad vishal ne mera naam pukara. Mene uski taraf dekha to vo thoda nervous tha. " shruti "
" naam ka jaap karna hai ? " mene kaha to vo aur jada nervous ho gaya " chill... aage bol sakte ho.. main bhi wahi sunna chahti hun jo tum bolna chahte ho " mere to man mein kab sa tha ki main bol dun lekin aaruhi ke sath reh-reh kar kuch asar tha uska... jabse main vishal ke piche pagal hui thi vo mera control rakh rahi thi, bar-bar yahi keh rahi thi ki use ane de tere pas aur usi ne kaha tha ki mujhe samne se nahi kehna vo ... jo abhi vishal kehne wala tha.. ya kehne ki kosish kar raha tha.
Meri baat sun kar vishal ka nervous thoda kam hua " i like you shruti... " itna bolne mein usne puri energy laga di jitni vo soccer mein nahi lagata tha.
" i like you too vishal... " mene bina samay gawaye sayam todte hue bol dia. Mera chehra padne wala agar samjhdar hota to vo samajh jata ki main to tayar hi baithi thi ye sunne ke liye. Meri baat sunte hi vo relax ho gaya jaise jeet hassil kar li ho.
" pata hai main bahut nervous tha.. aaj se pehle kabhi kisi ladki ko mene aisa nahi bola.. to i was just ... " bol kar vo ruka aur uske muh se ye baat sun kar main aur khush hui.... reason jada kuch khas nahi tha lekin itna jarur malum hai ki naya naya taza maal hamesha jununi hota hai... pyar karne mein bhi aur palang todne mein bhi... experience to dhire-dhire aa jayega.. mujhe bhi kaun sa experience tha LOL
" i know.. i am too.. " mene jaan kar kaha.
" seriously? fir to theek hai.. ajeeb baat hai na.. itne dino se jaan rahe hai hum dono ek dusre ko par aise akele mein baat karne ka mauka aaj mila " usne jaise dukh aur excitment dono is baat mein zahir kar di. " i hope tumhe bura nahi laga hoga ki first day bhi humne sath mein time spend kiya vo bhi aisi jagah par "
" i love this place "
" seriously? "
" yeah... shanti mein hi to do jane apas mein baat kar sakte hain... "
" to you wanna go deeper in it? " usne samne jhadiyun ki taraf ishara kiya.
" tumhe rasta pata hai? "
" rasta nahi but hum bahar aa jayenge.. kai baar hum yahan aa chuke hain... "
" kai baar? wahh ji.. kiske sath " mene chedne wali tone mein pucha.
" ha haha.. nahi nahi tum jaisa soch rahi ho wesa nahi.. asal mein hostel ke launde i mean.. ladke log .. kisi ka game i mean.. kisi ko peetna ya dhamki deni ho to aksar isi jagah par atte hain "
" dhamki maar peet ke liye yahan? kyun? "
" taki college premisis mein kuch na ho aur college par koi naam na aye.. khas kar ke hostel par.. warden ne khuli chhut de rakhi hai jab marzi aao, jao lekin agar kuch gadbad hui aur uspar kuch aya to vo kisi ko nahi chhodega "
" sahi hai yaar.. hamari warden to jalad hai jalad "
" tumhari warden to vo hai na.. kya naam hai uska.. "
" shailja... "
" han.. shailja.. uske bade kisse hain.. "
" hain? kya baat kar rahe ho? mujhe bhi batao aisa kya hai "
" chalo chalte hue batate hain... " vo apni jagah se khada hua aur usne apna hath aage kiya. Ye ladka mujhe kasam se yahin kholne par majbur kar dega.. jaise jaise vo apni ladkon wali jaat dikha raha tha jo use karni chahie thi ek ladki ke sath utna mera control chhut raha tha. Mene apna hath aage badhaya jise usne bade dhayan se pakda... ab is kali ki har jadd ko yahi hath pakadne wale the... man mein sochte hi ghur-ghuri si daud gayi. Hum dono hath pakade jhadiyun mein andar ghuste gaye aur usne warden ke batana shuru kar diya.
Raat dhal chuki thi.. tez hawa aur bizli chamkna ye bata raha tha ki baarish kisi bhi waqt padh sakti hai. " i think hume ab wapis chalna chahie baarish hone wali hai " vishal ne kaha tab dhayan aya ki late ho gaya hai. Hostel mein jane ka time bhi guzar gaya hai.. warden to gand hi mar degi agar use malum hua toh.
" tumhare sath time ka pata hi nahi chala " hum dono jhadiyun ke bichon-bich kisi jagah par khade the. Kahan ye to sirf vishal ko malum tha.
" is it? " usne pucha apni tarif dubara sunna chahta tha.
" hm... " main bas itna hi keh payi kyun nahi malum... shayad main romantic type ki ladki nahi thi.. ya fir thi.. pata nahi.. ek dum se bizli kadki aur mene vishal ka hath zor se pakad liya. Dekhte hi dekhte dhuain dhun ek dum se baarish shuru ho gayi.
" itni tez baarish ek dum se.. "
" hostel chale "
" baarish mein pair fisalne ka dar hai.. abhi ek kaam karte hain.. shed ke niche chalte hai.. " vishal ne mujhse kaha.
" shed kahan hai? "
" aao... " usne mera hath pakda aur vo mujhe wahan se le gaya.. takreeban 2-3 minute hi thode tez kadam chale the ki ek shed ke niche aa kahde hue. Ek purana kacha chota sa makan bana hua tha jiske bahar tuti hui khat padi thi aur usi ke uppar tin ka shed tha jiske niche aa khade hue the.
" kam se kam bhigenge to nahi ... thodi der mein chalte hai.. are you fine? " vishal ne mujhse pucha to main apni soch se bahar ayi.
" han.. bas ye soch rahi thi ki aisi jhadi jungle ke bich kaise rehte hain log "
" jo bhi tha.. rehta tha.. haalat dekh kar lagta hai..kisan ka ghar raha hoga.. kheti hoti hogi pehle fir vo ya to chala gaya hoga ya mar gaya hoga "
" tumhe itna sab kaise malum? "
" kissan ka beta hu.. ganv mein aise hi hota hai.. zameen ki dekh bhal na karo vo jungle jaisa jhadiyun ki wajah se dikhne lagta hai.. aise ghar bahut hai ganv mein "
" ohh i see.. uii... thand lag rahi hai.. " mera sharir tez hawa mein kanp uthta.
" thoda pass aa jao "
" hain? " mene use ghrua jabki main to chahti yahi thi. Vo turant apni kahi baat samajh gaya.
" mera matlab.. thoda kareeb aa jao.. body heat.. mil jayegi.. to hawa ki thandak kam lagegi.. " baat uski sahi thi.. lekin use kaise samjhati ki ye body heat se kuch nahi hoga.. yahan to asli mein chahie.. Main uske kareeb aa khadi hui.. vo apne baal piche kar raha tha, main bas khadi samne dekh rahi thi.. tezz baarish chamkati bizli.. thandi hawa.. aisa masom to bas kuch karne ka hota hai.. Na jane kyun sochte hue ajeeb si bechaini hone lagi dil mein.. i am sure uske bhi aise hi ho rahi hogi.. mene chupki nazron se use dekha to vo bhi samne hi dekh raha tha. Tin par padti pani ki bund aur patton par padte pani ki bundon ke alawa koi shor nahi tha.. do insan gunge ban baithe the.. Yun dekhte hi dekhte kab meri choti ungli fudkti hui uske hath se takrane lagi aur uski bhi... pakka yahi sanket tha.. ab ek dusre ko daboch lene ka.. par betichod shuruwat kaun kare? Main karungi to aaruhi ko malum chalne par vo bahut sunayegi... lekin control bhi to nahi ho raha.. kya karun... kya karun.... bahut ulajh gaya tha dimag.. sharir aag jaisa andar se chimti kaat raha tha.. gile kapdo ke andar.. ajeeb si sar-sarhaat hone lagi thi. Vo chotti ungli ab ungliyun ke milan mein tabdeel ho gayi thi. Mujhe pata tha ye ladka to kuch karega nahi aur main direct bhi nahi bol sakti to bich ka idea nikalna jaruri tha.. Mere per ye soch mein kanp rahe the ya thand ki wajah se samajh nahi aa raha tha...are han idea..
" mujhe thand lag rahi hai.. puri wet ho gayi isliye andar se thand chadh rahi hai " mene kanpte hue kaha.
" ohoo shit.. baarish itni tez hai.. agar wapis abhi gaye to tum aur bhigogi aur kahi bimar na padh jao.. "
" to..to fir.. " mene jaan kar jada kanpte hue kaha.
" to.. shit yar.. kaise bolu " vo khud se bola...
" kya kaha? "
" no.. i mean ki.. yar ab tumhe heat milegi tab thand jayegi "
" to de do.. " mene chapak se jawab diya. Ab itna to malum tha.. ki vo itna bevakuf nahi hai.. ki samjhega nahi. Hum dono ek pal yun hi khade rahe.
" sure? " usne ye pucha aur mera man kiya ki tangon ke bich laat mar dun fir socha apna hi nuksan hai usme. Mene man mein panch che galiyan di aur samne se sirf han mein sar hilaya. Ye ladke log itne nasamajh gandu hote hain ki agar samne se kaha jaye ki le le to uska kuch aur matlab samajh kar bhag jayenge.. varna sara time madhumakhi ke jaise kabhi chatiyun par to kabhi gand par nazar tikaye rakhenge ki kab milegi.. kab.... aise to ghanta nahi milegi lawdon.. Akhir mene gusse par control kiya aur vishal ko hami di to vo najdeek to pehle se hi khada tha lekin use smajh nahi aya ki kaise vo mujhe hug kare... maa kasam.. aaj samajh aya ki mechinical walon ki machine kyun sirf unke hath se hi chalti hai.... Mujhse ab na ho raha tha intezar to main khud hi uske galle jaa lagi aur use chipak gayi. Jaise hi main chipki pure sharir mein ajib si sar-sarahat daud gayi. Vo ek-do second aise hi khada raha aur usne jaise hi mujhe kasa vo sar-sarahat aur jada badh gayi. Ek to gilla badan uppar se hot ladka aur vo bhi main uski fan... katai pighla dene wala waqt tha. Mujhe aisa laga baarish ke pani ke sath sharir ke andar kuch aur bhi chhu raha hai... hum ladkiyun ko to aise hi haalat ghayal kar dete hai.. chunne ki jarurat hi nahi padti. Sina vishal mein aise jud gaya tha ki jo nipple khade ho gaye the vo use chubte hue saaf mehsus ho rahe honge aisi feeling mujhe ane lagi thi kyun ki chub to mere hi rahe the. Vo pakad waqt ke sath tight hoti jaa rahi thi, ek pal to aisa laga jaise vo mere kandhe tod dega lekin mujhe to bada maza aa raha tha. Agle hi pal jab mujhe kuch mehsus hua to peron ke andar ki takat hi loose hone lagi. Main itna kho gayi thi ki malum nahi chala kab se chub raha hai mere pet aur pet ke niche... gila badan.. gille kapde.. halka ubhar bhi saaf mehsus ho raha tha itne chipke hone par. Jaise hi mujhe uske hardness ka ubhar mehsus hua, rongte khade ho gaye aur ek pal ke liye apne aap kamar hil gayi jaise use apne uppar adjust karna cha rahi ho. Main jaise hi adjust hui waise hi vishal bol pada.
" are you comfortable? " han han bachu.. ab to bolega hi.. malum hai.. tujhe ki main kyun adjust kar rahi hun..
" yes very... " mene bhi usi andaz mein jawab diya taki uska confidence badh jaye. Iske baad main bas use mehsus karne lagi, uski hardness mere jawab ke baad aur jada badh gayi thi jo mujhe chub rahi thi aur aisa pehli baar tha jab kisi ka ubhar mujhe is tarah chubne par acha lag raha tha.. Aisa pehle bhi ho chuka hai mere sath.. school atte time ya jatte time jab bus se atti thi to kuch harami launde jaan kar bhid ka fayda utha kar ghuste the aur chipak jatte the.. jinme ek do baar unka ubhar bhi mehsus kar chuki hun. Vo launde sochte hai ki hum ladkiyun ko pata nahi chalta.. lekin ye aisi chiz hai ki har ladki ya aurat ko mehsus ho jati hai... Salle maha tharki safar karte hai bus mein... ek baar to ek ko koni mari thi.. theek wahi par.. jaan kar sala.. pakad kar dard mein khada ho gaya tha.. bus ki bheed ka bahana to hum bhi bana hi sakte hai na.
" shruti... "
" hmm " vishal ke bolne par apni soch se bahar ayi.
" do you feel the same ? " ladka saaf to bol nahi paa raha tha lekin uske ishare samjh aa rahe the, koi aur din hota to nahi samjhti lekin ye samay nahi tha. Mene apna sar uske kandhe se hataya aur uski taraf dekha. Baarish aur thandi hawa.. fir bhi jism garam... behenkichut isi mahol ka intezar tha.. maa kasam.. maa tune mujhe ladki ke roop mein paida karke bada acha kaam kiya.. ye feeling sirf hum ladkiyun ko ati hai... ladke to sirf khade hone par hi feel lete hai.. fuck.. this shit.. right now is important.. vishal you fucker.. kiss kar behenke... Man se awaz ayi lekin vo mujhe dekhe aur main use.... Ye nahi karega.. " thand lag rahi hai.. honth kanp rahe hai.. " mene use kaha aur apne chehre ko kampane lagi. Sala kaisi acting karne lagi thi.. saaf bolne wali ladki main... Aaruhi ... tera kya karun main...
" honth to kanp rahe hain.. tumhare... par.. "
" to.. kuch karo... " main hi uske chehre ke thoda karib ayi. Par fir bhi vo mujhe dekhta raha.. sala ek bar ko shaq hua ki ise kuch hoga ya nahi? Kya meri hoshiyari ke chakar mein kahin main lut to nahi gayi bina laite hi... bhosdiwala .... bade wala madharchoda ho jayega.... vishal tujhe kya socha tha tu kya nikal rahe hai lod... Main itna hi soch payi kyun ki uske baad to pal hi badal gaya.. behenchod.. ehsas hi badal gaya... Usne apne honth mere honton par rakh diye aur agle hi pal mene un hoton ko chumte hue uska jawab dena shuru kar diya aur apni bahein uski gardan ke dono taraf bahein dal kar piche se lock kar liya. Mere andar jo khumari ayi thi use shayad vo bhi josh mein aa gaya aur mujhe apn taraf khinchte hue zoron se kas liya... itni takat thi ki laga tod hi dega abki baar lekin tut hi to jana chahti thi .. sala is kadar madod raha tha ki man kar raha tha yahin bich jaun aur iske honton ko peete hue apne andar iska le lu.. vo honth.. vo jeebh ... uska swad.. haye.. kya kehna... main is madhoshi mein khoyi hui thi tabhi ek jhatka laga.. jo umeed nahi tha vo hua.. vishal ke hath.. mere pet se hote hue dhire-dhire uppar ane lage.. aur mere sine ki aaur bade.. mera dil jo chahta tha jab ho raha tha to vo hadh se jada dhadak raha tha. Vishal ke sath kiss mein itna ho gayi ki kab usne mere sine par hath rakh mere chatiyun ko dabana shuru kar diya... daba kya.. usne to apni hath ki majbuti se masal hi diya... is kadar usne meri chatiyan masli ki mere honth aur jeebh uske sath aur ladne lagi... alag khumari jaag uthi sharir ke andar ... mein uski pith par zor-zor se hath ferne lagi aur vo kiss karte hue meri chatti dabane laga.. baarish ki wajah se badan bhiga hua tha lekin meri chut jo andar beh rahi thi vo sirf mujhe hi mehsus ho rahi thi.. aaj tak kabhi khud apni chut malte hue aisa feel nahi hua tha jaise abhi ho raha tha.. main to bas abhi ke abhi uska lund pakad lena chahti thi, man mein lund ka khayal atte hi jazbat havi hone lagi aur hath mera uski pith se hath kar uski chatti par aye aur dhire-dhire niche anne lage.. uske pet tak pahunche... ab bas.. thoda niche aur mere hath mein uska ubhar hone wala tha jo thodi der pehle chub raha tha... mere rongte baithne ka naam nahi le rahe the.. uppar se kissing ke sath ho rahe chatiyun ka dabna.. uff.. atyachar tha mujhpar. Mere hath vishal ke ubhar tak pahunchne ki wale the ki tabhi bizli itni zor se kadki aur itni teevr roshni hui ki hum dono hi chaunk pade aur alag ho gaye. What the fuck? meri sansein tezz thi, mene uski taraf dekha to uski bhi... par usne nazre ghuma rakhi thi.. sahi mein sala bolne ke liye kuch nahi tha.. ek ajeeb si mixed feeling thi.. jo abhi tak samajh nahi aa rahi thi.. hamesha socha tha aisa karungi.. aisa bolungi.. lekin pehli baar ladke ka sparsh uske hath mere sine par.. mehsus karne ke baad galle ki maa chud gayi thi..
" baarish dhire ho gayi hai.. yahi sahi time hai.. hostel chalein? " acha hua vishal bol pada warna main wahin khadi reh jati.
" chalo... " hum dono wahan se to ek dum shant nikle the lekin bich bich mein baat karte hue malum chala ki vishal hansata bhi hai. Jaruri tha ye mahol... kuch der pehle hue chumban ko to main nahi bhool sakti par awkard position se nikalna jaruri tha.. isliye vishal ke hasane par main khud ko hasne se rok nahi paye... Rasta aise katta ki pata hi nahi chala kab hum udhar aa gaye..
" vishal ye kaun si jagah hai.. " mene hanste hue kaha aur hansi band karte hue samne dekha.. Andhere ki chadar aur khamoshi ne jaise us jagah ko ghera hua tha.. shayad sham ke waqt bhi ye jagah padi ho lekin tab mene dhayan nahi diya tha aur ab andhere mein is jagah ke hone ka ehsas ho raha tha.
" hostel hai "
" hostel? "
" han.. shruti... college ka purana Girls Hostel "
" Girls hostel? Ek min ye wahi hostel hai jahan jane ke liye college mein mana kiya gaya tha first day ki..... Koi bhi college ke is disha mein nahi jayega.. wo restricted area hai? "
" Han.. wahi hai ye... "
" hmm.. yani hum restricted area mein hai? "
" hote agar boundary ke us paar hote.. kya soch rahi ho ? " mujhe sochta dekh usne pucha.
" wahi.. ki restrict kyun kiya.. waise to mene ye sawal kabhi kisi se pucha nahi.. par aaj yahan ayi to aisa laga ki iske bare mein bhi janna chahie "
" janna kaisa, sab kehte hain.. ye hostel haunted hai.. "
" haunted? as in like vo mansion? "
" mansion to haunted nahi hai.. par ye hostel jarur hai "
" tumhe kaise malum? "
" hostel ke ladke kehte hai "
" aise keh rahe ho jaise vo yahan akar ladkiyun ki... " main bolte hue ruk gayi aur mahol gambhir se fir badal kar mazakiya ho gaya.
" chalo chalein.. baarish tezz ho rahi hai.. waise bhi.. Is girls hostel ke bare mein kafi kahaniyan hai.. "
" tumhe bada pata hai.. "
" mujhe nahi.. par suna to ye bhi hai kitbo mein likha hai "
" kitabo mein ? " ye kuch naya tha
" han... kisi professor ne is hostel ke bare mein likha tha.. lekin baki baton ki tarah ye bhi suni hui baat hai "
" ooo.. to kahan hai vo kitab? "
" pata nahi.. "
" us professor ne bataya nahi ki kahan rakhi kitab ? "
" batane wala zinda nahi hai raha to shayad kissa bhi khatam ho gaya " hum baat karke wahan se chal diye the.. aur tabhi baarish fir tez ho gayi, to ye decide hua ki kahin ruka hi jaye.. warna andhere mein do bar to main fisal gayi thi vo to vishal ne bacha liya.. thand bhi lag rahi thi. Humara hostel mansion se dur tha isliye humne socha kyun na mansion ke pas jakar ruk jaye.. andar nahi jayenge lekin kahin to shed mil jayega.. isliye hum tezzi se chalte hue aage badh rahe the.. dur se mansion dikhai de gaya tha.. bas pahunchne hi walle the.. thodi jhadiyan aaur.. vishal mujhe yahi samjha raha tha par mere dimag mein abhi uski batein chal rahi thi. Hum jhadiyun se bahar nikle to tezz baarish ki aad mein khadi ek shaksiyat par nazar padi, vishal bhi wahi dekh raha tha aur shayad vo bhi wahi soch raha tha jo main..
" aaruhi... " main uski taraf daudi aur jaise hi use piche se pakda vo ghumte hue chillai aur behosh ho gayi.
" Main aur vishal use hostel le aye.. baarish band ho gayi thi isliye lane mein jada dikat nahi hui, raat bahut ho chuki thi, debu aaj gaya nahi tha vo aur hostel ka chaukidar wahin maujud the.. mujhe pata tha kaise patana hai debu ko aur usne ishare se hume uppar jane diya. Aaruhi ko kamre mein pahuncha kar vishal wahan se chala gaya aur main aaruhi ko hosh mein lane ki kosish karne lagi, kuch der baad use hosh aa gaya jisme vo bahut jada ghabra rahi thi, uski ghabrahat dekh mujhe use jhooth kehna pada ki main aur vishal use khoj rahe the sham se varna agar main use sach bata deti to na jane vo kaisa response deti aur shayad nahi batati ki vo wahan kaise pahunchi.. use samjhana jaruri tha ki kuch nahi hua aur vo ek dum theek hai... ab bas use janna tha ki kya hua tha uske sath.. aur mere puchne par usne batana shuru kiya.. ki kya hua tha... sham se raat ke bich.. aur kaise vo us mansion par jaa pahunchi thi... "