Update ~~ 50
Rubi apne dharam ke bilkul viprit character ki sanjhi thi, baap factory mein kaam karta hua mara gaya jisme uska pariwar pissa par mila kya than-than gopal, maa ne kuch saal mehnat aur bache kuche paise se rubi ko school mein dala par unhi bich usne bhi bistar pakad liya. Ab rubi ko school ke sath uski padai ka kharcha, maa ki dawaiyu ka aur apne chote bhai ka kharcha bhi uthana tha. Itna sab uske liye karna asan nahi tha par jo chiz asan nahi hoti use karne ke liye ek khubi jarur hoti hai, aisi ek khubi usme thi vo thi uski damdar Mathematics. Hamare school mein us saal Maths Quiz ki scholarship nikli thi, jeetne wale bache ko 12vi tak padai ka kharcha nahi dena tha. Pure school ne zor laga diya lekin us din us quiz mein rubi ko koi na hara paya. Meri aur uski mulakat us samay hui jab main, apni ubharti hui jawani wali class yani 9th mein pahunchi thi aur un dino school mein Annual day function ki jabardast tayari chal rahi thi. Maine bhi hissa liya tha lekin unhi dino mere periods chal rahe the aur jada der khade rehne aur sharir ko jada kasht dene ki wajah se bleeding jada ho rahi thi isliye bich mein jab washroom ki taraf ayi tab dhayan aya ki pad bag mein hai aur bag uppar sabse uppari manzil par 9-12 ki class hua karti thi. Main uppar ayi, bag se pad nikal kar washroom ki taraf badhi aur is waqt uljhan itni thi ki bina kisi chiz par dhayan diye apne aap ko relief kiya aur jab bahar ayi to kuch hi kadam baad bagal walle staff room se kuch awaz sunai di, stool khiskaya gaya ho mano aisa kuch. Staff room ke kiwad ki taraf dekha to uspr kundi nahi thi, aamtor jab koi nahi hota to peon bahar se kundi laga dete hain. Maine ek pal socha aur fir apne sharir ke uljhan ki wajah se dhayan na dete hue wahan se chal padi lekin awaz ek baar fir ayi, is baar pehle se jada thi. Mere per ruke aur mein staff room ki taraf dekhne lagi. Jada duri nahi thi jitna corridor hota hai utna hi chauda corridor tha hamare school ka. Main bilkul bich mein chalti hui hi jaa rahi thi, matr 1-2 feet ya 3 nahi malum par jada duri nahi thi. Awaz sun kar bechain man se main us taraf badhi, kundi khuli thi, bas halka sa push aur andar ka nazara ankhon ke samne tha. Samne rubi deewar par hath rakhe aur ek tang ko stool par rakhi hui thi, uski skirt uppar thi aur piche se nitin usko chod raha tha. Meri nazar nitin ka lund khoj rahi thi lekin vo itna chipak kar chudai mein khoye hue the ki vo dikh nahi raha tha, dikh rahi thi to sirf rubi ki safed sudol ubharein aur nitin ki pent jo uski taraf hone se uski ubharon ko ek pal ke liye chupa leti. Nazar uske alawa uske chehre par bhi thi jo betasha maze mein andar hi andar gotte laga raha tha. Mujhe periods ho rahe the lekin ye sab dekh ek ajeeb si nami bhi daud rahi thi. Aise dino mein sex aur jada havvi kar deta hai, bhale hi aise dino mein ladke humse dur bhagte hai... pata nahi un madarjaat ladkon ko aisa kyun lagta hai ki ye gandha hai.. par vo ye samajhte ki ise carry karna vo bhi total zindagi ke 70% zindagi mein apne aap mein ek challenge hota hai.. mardon ke tatton ko thoda daba do to unki jaan nikal jati hai utna dard to hum ladkiyan in 3-4 din tak 24 ghante liye ghumti hai. Nitin ke dhakke tez tha ya rubi ka balance off tha jiski wajah se uska per stool se fisalta aur stool palat jata aur usi ki do baar awaz sunai di thi aur har baar aisa hone par unki chudai mein vighan ata lekin pichli do baar ki tarah is baar kuch alag tha, is baar jab vighan aya to rubi ki nazar stool theek karte hue kiwad par padi jiske piche se main khadi ye sab dekh rahi thi. Nitin ne bhi uski nazron ko follow kiya aur meri taraf dekha to main wahan khadi nahi reh payi aur hatt gayi. Na jane kyun par main niche jane ki jagah wahin sidiyun par baith gayi, himmat bator rahi thi ya drishye ko absorb kar rahi thi. Pata nahi kya tha, jo us din badal sa raha tha, aaj se pehle maine sirf suna tha, karne ki chahat thi ki kaise hoga par kabhi aisa socha nahi tha.
" hota hai.. " awaz sun kar jab maine uski taraf dekha to rubi mere bagal mein baithi apne baal bana rahi thi. Maine uski taraf dekha, chehre par koi tanav nahi tha, ek dum cool thi, jaise kuch hua hi na ho, agar mujhe koi dekh leta vo bhi aisi halat mein meri to fatt jati.. maa to katal kar deti meri " jo tu soch rahi hai vo hota hai "
" kya hota hai.. " mujhe abhi bhi samajh nahi aya to mene pucha.
" wahi jo tere sath ho raha hai, dekh kabhi bhi andar lene ke baad darna nahi chahie... aur agar darna hai to andar lena nahi chahie "
" main kuch samjhi nahi? "
" itni bholi to nahi dikh rahi tu, ban rahi hai hai na? "
" nahi.. main bas.. confused hun.. "
" yahi ki maine itni daring karke school ke staff mein kisi ladke ke sath chudai kaise kar li hai na? " vo jis andaz mein boli to ek pal ke liye meri hansi nikal ayi. " dekh darling, confused jo hota hai vo sirf khota hai.. aur jo leta hai vo sirf mauj banata hai.. ab tu soch le tujhe kya chahie? " us pal laga tha ki vo mujhe pata rahi hai taki main uski shikayat na karun, fasne wala banda to trick apnata hi hai na. Uppar se use kaun nahi janta tha, maths ke quiz ki famous ladki thi vo isliye vo apne aap ko chupa bhi nahi sakti thi. Par main galat thi vo apne aap ko bachane ke liye mere pas nahi ayi thi balki usne to ek solid tip bhi thi next time ke liye taki next time main easily kisi ko bhi blackmail kar sakun, remember those two boys jo class mein muth mar rahe the aur unhe mene record kiya tha? Idea rubi ka hi tha, ki proof aisi kutiya hai jisko chodo to bache paida honge hi ... Us din ke baad rubi ki shaksiyat se lagav ho gaya, vo kehte hai na apne dil ki icha ko samjhne ke liye koi disha dikhane wala chahie hota hai, to mere liye vo rubi hi thi jisne mere dil ki ichaon ko ya fir kahun ki jo main chahti thi par bol ya kar nahi sakti thi use improvise kiya. Usne mujhe samjhaya ki ' life is shit if you give a shit but if you fuck it, you'll love it' Gyan bahut hi ajeeb tha lekin behtarin tha, ideology follow karna hamare hath mein hota hai, meri ideology ab clear thi, ' FUCK IT' Aur finally maa ke dar ke sath maine apni idelogy ko follow kiya, kutiya to main thi hi bas bhokna baki tha. Rubi par main bahut jada relieable thi, ab vo school mein nahi thi lekin contact mein jarur thi isliye na mene use chhoda aur na hi uski guidance ko, we were not friends, neither we are still usne kabhi mujhe guide karne se mana nahi kiya. Mera school ka kissa khatam hone wala tha aur akhri ke 3 saal mene vo kiya tha jo kabhi kar nahi payi thi aur ab mujhe aage badhna tha, yahan apni maa ke sath reh kar jo rukawat meri life mein thi use ab khatam kar dena chahti thi. Isliye mene jii tod padai ki aur mera admission is college mein hua, remember maine aisa bataya tha? Bilkul bataya tha bas isme kuch chiz missing thi, aur vo thi Rubi, jisne mujhe guide kiya aur yahan bulaya, kitna aur kaise padna hai jisse yahan admission mil sake, maine ankh bandh kar bas wahi follow kiya and har bar ki tarah BINGO.
" ya tu to meghnath ke barre mein soch rahi hai ya Nitin ke bare mein " rubi ki baat ne shruti ka dhayan toda.
" nitin ko bhool jaa.. kab tak .. uske alawa kitne ladkon ki lee chuki hai "
" 17 or 18 .. .. no no... 17 hi.. nitin walle scene mein to kisi ne bich mein akar kaam hi rok diya tha.. hayee re garmiii... " rubi ne apna top aage ki taraf khincha jaise andar hawa chali jayegi.
" utar hi deti hun.. syapa hi khatam.. "
" yahan nahi yar.. public ko free mein film kyun dikhana "
" to kya paise legi? ye dhanda kab se kiya? "
" socha tha ek baar.. jab school mein thi.. paise nahi the.. tution padana chalu kiya tha mene tujhe bataya tha? " rubi wahin baithi aur piche se cigratte ke packet se ek cigratte nikali aur use muh mein daba kar lighter se use jalate hue piche ki taraf kasht khinchaa.. aur fir cigrate muh se nikal kar dhuain chhodte hue meri taraf cigratte badai. Mene na mein sar hila diya to usne wapis cigratte muh mein daba li.
" samne se mat hatio.. warna koi professor dekh lega to baval karega.. han to main kahan thi.. paise ki tangi se.. school ke baad tution chalu kiya.. ab scholarship se school chalta hai pet thodi na palta hai. Sabse best option laga tution padana " usne kash kincha aur fir dhuain chhoda. Mere man mein bas ek sawal tha, behenchod itni garmi mein cigratte se aur garmi nahi lag rahi kya ise? " dhanda acha hai ye tution padana.. par mere liye mushkil tha.. tere ko to pata hai.. sala hume to har koi apne ghar nahi bulata.. uppar se bulaya to pani ka glass bhi alag jaise hamare thuk mein sanp ka zeher ho, kai baar to basi pada saman padate samay paros dete the kuch parents ... salle madaharchod... par kuch kar nahi sakti thi to majburi thi.. pet ki bhuk ke liye karna padta hai darling.. " usne fir kassht liya.. " Malika thi ek student meri.. achi thi padne mein.. jab mene padana shuru kiya to sab laga tha.. lekin dhire-dhire malum hua ki uska bhai.. aur uska baap dono.. salle mere jism ke piche pade the.. malum to chal gaya tha mujhe.. ek din to uska bhai darwaje ke piche se chup kar pent ke uppar se lund ragad raha tha.. aur jab mein kitab uthane ke liye niche jhuki to sala usi samay jhad gaya.. sala dhilla.. kya hi sukh dega vo main to ye sochti hun apni aurat ko? " rubi ne mujhse sawal kiya. Main chup wahin khadi rahi, piche se karakari dhup padh rahi thi, pasina behta hua bra ke andar jata hua saaf mehsus ho raha tha, par main hili nahi aur kahani batane se pehle usne cigratte nipta di. Lekin abhi vo bhujai hi thi ki usne dusri nikali aur usko jala kar kashht khinchate hue dhuain chhodne ke baad boli. " Paise ke liye ignore kiya par sala nahi karna chahie tha, kuch dino baad uske baap ne ghar bulaya kyun ki malika ke kuch number kam aye the, mujhe vishwas sa nahi hua par jana pada, tution chhodne ki dhamki di thi, isliye main wahan gayi, wahan malika ka baap tha.. Shoaib .. ghar mein koi nahi tha, mene pucha to usne kaha malika saman lene gayi hai. Vo mujhe baitha kar dunia bhar ki baatein karne laga, mujhe ajeeb laga, sense of power hoti hai na hamare andar.. jise chudna ho uski bhi sense andar se ati hai aur jo hume ankhon se chod raha ho uski sense bhi.. Shoaib se wahi sense aa rahi thi, sala ankhon se jism chod raha tha mera. Baton hi baton mein samay beet raha tha, malika ke bare mein puchne par vo baat taal deta, janti thi ab jana padega.. par jati use pehle usne mujhe rok liya.. jabardasti baithane laga.. baithane ke bahane meri kamar.. se niche ubharon ko dabane laga.. ek-ek touch yaad hai mujhe uska.. " usne kashtt kincha aur is baar ek sath do baar aur fir dhuain chhoda.. " sine tak par salle ne hath saaf kar diya.. baat wahan thamti main kuch samjhti use pehle uska beta aa gaya piche se.. aur vo mujhse chupak gaya.. sala uska lund... mere dono ubharo par.. masalne laga... baap aage se, beta piche se.. ek pal ke liye sabhi senses band ho chuke the... sann ho gaya tha dimag... par jab samajh aya ki mere sharir ko mere khilaf bhoga jaa raha hai to samajh aya ki kya ho raha hai.. mene pehle to uske bete ko piche dhakka diya aur uske baap ko dekhar do-teen thapad laga diye. Kapde halke halke fatt gaye the, nakhun ke kuch nishan us jhapati mein gardan uske niche par lage hue the jime jalan ho rahi thi. Pet palna tha lekin aise? Mere andar ise jada koi himmat nahi thi, kuch aur karun.. kisi ko bataun? Police ko bulaun.. kuch nahi.. bas wahan un dono ko usi halat mein chhod nikli par salle ne mere jane se pehle jo baat kahi na vo sidhe yahan bas gayi.. sidhe yahan.. " usne apne dimag ki taraf ishara kiya.. cigrate ka kasht liyaa aur dhuain chhod use fenkte hue per se bhujane lagi. " do paise fekunga.. tu mere niche aa jayegi.. tu sirf apne jism se kama sakti hai.. padha kar nahi.. " rubi ne ek pal ke liye sans khinchi " Aur us din mujhe samajh aya ki ye samaj kitna badha Randwa hai.. jo majburi ko Randi samajhte hain... us din mene decide kiya ki ye sharir aaj nahi to kal lut hi jana hai.. koi bhi haramkhor kamina ayega.. to kyun na dhanda kar lun... fir laga nahi yaar.. sala apni bhi koi reputation hai.. dhanda nahi karungi.. par han..dhanda nahi kar sakti to kya hua.. lekin apne hosho awaz mein.. danke ki chot par.. khud to chud sakti hun... kam se kam meri raza mandi to hai usme... pani hai? "
" moot hai piyegi? " shruti ne turant jawab dia to rubi use ghurti rahi aur fir muskura di.
" acha sikh gayi hai.. acha hai acha hai.. "
" ab batayegi ya nahi? " shruti ne rubi ko itna jana par kabhi ye janne ki kosish hi nahi ki vo apna pet kaise palti hai aur na kabhi uske chehre par is chiz ki takleef dikhi.
" kya hua? Kyun puch rahi hai us Meghnath ke bare mein? kuch kiya kya usne.. dekh kiya to jane de.. vo ek number ka khamba hai "
" khamba? "
" han.. jaise kambhe par sar maro to khud ko lagti hai waisa hi scene uske sath hai.. vo sahi nahi hai use dur reh.. "
" sahi nahi hai matlab? "
" matlab, uske bare mein batein sahi nahi hai... suna hai sala kisi tarah ka kala jadu karta hai "
" chutiyaaaaaaap... " shruti ne lambe swar mein khincha.
" bilkul hoga.. maine to tujhe vo bataya jo baat hai.. "
" aur kuch? "
" kuch.. mein tujhe.. janna kya hai uspar depend karta hai.. "
" number malum hai tere ko uska? "
" uhmm.. ladki fida ho gayi kya... meghnath ki to nikal padi.. " usne apna phone nikala aur swipe karte hue bataya. " han likh.. " rubi se number le to liya lekin abhi karna kya tha ye socha nahi tha. Bas uski canteen mein kahi baat dimag se nahi jaa rahi thi. Shruti ne number save karte hue socha.
" to darling... "
" thanks for the number "
" remember the anthem darling... "
" fuck it... when life fucks... " dono ek sath boli aur rubi wahan se jane lagi, jate-jate na jane hath mein kya thama gayi . " Is band ka kya karungi? friendship day hai kya? " use pocket mein dal kar shruti class ki taraf badh gayi.
" badi der kar di.. kaun aya tha milne? " class mein baithte hi aaruhi ne pucha.
" koi nahi aya tha yaar.. i mean aya tha lekin kisi aur se milne aur vo peon mujhe le gaya "
" tab bhi itni der lag gayi? "
" ab tujhe to malum hai ek baar niklo to sab janch partal karke aao.. class mein kya rakha hai "
" next week exam hai.. fail ho jayegi shruti tu.. "
" fail to hamari jhantein bhi nahi hoti.. ye to fir bhi exam hai.. tu dekhti jaa.. class mein top nahi karungi.. par top 10 mein aa jaungi.. in chutiyon ko dekh.. inke pas knowledge nahi hai.. they are bloody gyanless.. "
" ohoo.. dekho to maharani ko overconfidence "
" bachpan se hai.. bas bachpan hi nahi bacha.. ruk apne walle se puchun kahan gulcharre uda raha hai "
" kahan kahan kya kar rahi hai.. abhi aya tha thodi der pehle tujhe khojte hue.. tu uska phone nahi utha rahi thi, aisa kya kar rahi thi? " aaruhi ne sawaliya nazaron se pucha.
" susu kar rahi thi jab uska phone aya tha, ab vo bhi na karun? waise ye bata.. assignment liya kya? "
" nandini miss ne to class nahi li lekin unhone kaha hai ki college ke baad dete hue jana hai... sun rahi hai? "
" han.. han.. " shruti ne vishal ko message kiya aur use college ke baad sports room mein milne ka program banaya. Vaise bhi bahut kuch tha jo us din adhura reh gaya tha aur uske aage badna tha. Man mein ye chiz to use bechain kare hi jaa rahi thi. " aaruhi tu library jayegi ab ya hostel? " akhri lecture pura hote hi shruti ne pucha.
" vaise to bahut exhaust ho gayi hun, but soch rahi hun preparation ke liye chali jati hun, tu bhi ayegi? "
" library aur main? dur ka rishta nahi hai.. kaise padh lete hai log udhar.. tu ek kaam kar.. wahan padh main apni padai karti hun.. fir milte hai sath chalenge.. aise akele akele hostel jane mein swag nahi hai "
" pagal hai ek number ki.. chal fir.. " shruti aur aaruhi class se bahar nikle aur dono apne apne jagah jaa pahunche.
" are you sure tum isse baat karogi? " vishal aur shruti room ke ek kone mein baithe the. Shruti ko usne apni bahon mein le rakha tha. Jawani ka pyar fut raha tha aur shruti janti thi ki is pyar ki tareekh najdeek hai jab vo palang par bhonk rahi hogi.
" Sab keh rahe hain ajeeb hai.. baat karke malum padega "
" aur agar kuch nahi mila to ? "
" to.. chhod dungi.. vaise bhi next week exam ke baad aaruhi ko dikhana to hai hi... "
" hmm.. ye nandini miss bhi tezz nikli tumhari "
" tezz nahi chalu.. vo aurat ab mujhe kuch gadbad lagne lagi hai "
" kyun? " vishal ne pucha.
" pata nahi kyun.. par ye girls wali strong feeling hai.. "
" acha.. aur kaisi feeling ati hai girls wali... " bahon mein bhari hui shruti ki chatiyun ko vishal ne halke hath se dabana chalu kiya jiska asar kuch hi pal mein ho utha aur shruti ne apni gardan uppar ki taraf uthai aur dono ek dusre ke honton ko chumne lage aur chumte hue shruti vishal ke uppar aa gayi. Vishal farsh par lait gaya aur shruti uske uppar aa gayi, dono betasha chumne mein lage hue the, vishal ka lund tight hokar shruti ko mehsus hone laga tha. Dono ke honth aur jeebh apas mein takra rahe the jiske sath uske hath shruti ki pith aur kamar se hote hue uske ubharon par akar unhe dabane mein lag gaye the. Pehli dafa koi ladka uske ubharo piche se is kadar daba raha tha, vo andar se apne aap ko itna gilla mehsus kar rahi thi jaise aaj se pehle kabhi nahi hui thi, uska bas chalta to abhi apne kapde utar kar vishal ka lund le leti.. aur shayad le bhi leti agar darwaje par se kisi ki awaz nahi ati. Darwaje par awaz hote hi dono ek dum se uth baithe. Dono ki nazar ek sath darwaje par gayi. " fuckk.. koi teacher " shruti boli.
" nahi.. yahan koi teacher nahi ata.. not possible.. let me check.. " vishal utha.. aur usne darwaje par dekha wahan koi nahi tha. Bahar mausam kharab ho gaya tha, hawa chal rahi thi. " mausam kharab hai hawa se khul gaya hoga.. " vishal vapis aya par tab tak shruti khade hokar kapde theek kar chuki thi aur phone par message kar rahi thi.
" jaa rahi ho? "
" han aaruhi ki library khatam ho gayi.. phone par baat karungi sham ko.. " shruti ne vishal ke honton par chumma aur bahar nikal gayi. " are you sure koi nahi tha? " bahar se andar atte hue usne ek dafa fir pucha.
" nahi.. "
" ok.. " shruti wahan se nikli aur uppar ayi, aaruhi se mili aur dono hostel ki taraf chal diye. " achanak mausam ko dekh.. subah itni garmi ab lagta hai kadakti baarish ayegi " shruti ki baat par aaruhi ne koi jawab nahi dia " aaruhi? "
" hmm "
" kya soch rahi hai... "
" kuch nahi... bas thak gayi hun.. " shruti ne uske baad kuch nahi kaha aur dono bina baat kiye hi hostel ki taraf badh chale. Abhi hostel pahunche ki use pehle hi shruti ki nazar police ki jeep par padi.
" police ayi hai.. " police ka naam sunte hi aaruhi apni soch se bahar ayi aur usne samne dekha.
" police.. fir se... " chalte hue aaruhi ek dum se ruk khadi hui.
" aaruhi.. kya hua.. tu dar kyun rahi hai.. "
" shruti vo fir mujhse sawal karenge "
" nahi karenge.. kuch kaam se ayi hogi.. tu chal.. kuch nahi hoga.. main hun na.. chal " shruti khud ghabra rahi thi lekin usne aaruhi ko na dikhaya na jataya aur uska hath pakad kar le jane lagi " tu chinta mat kar ho sakta hai lavanya ke khooni ko pakad liya gaya ho aur isliye ayi ho? " bich bich mein vo use samjha rahi thi. Kuch do se dahi minute chalne ke baad hostel ke gate par dono aa khadi hui jahan dekha ladkiyun ki bheed si lagi thi aur apas mein ghus-fus chal raha tha, police wala koi dikhai nahi de raha tha, shayad warden ke kamre mein hogi. Shruti ne sochte hue ladki ke kandhe par hath rakhte hue use pucha.
" lavanya ke khoon ke bare mein malum chala hai kya? " us ladki ne piche mud kar ek dafa shruti ko dekha. Shruti ka man kiya ki use bol de ' ab kya ankhon se rape karegi? ' par vo chup rahi.
" nahi.. uske liye nahi.. vo apna debu ... "
" apna? " shruti ne bich mein toka jise sun vo ladki ko thoda gussa aa gaya jiske baad usne jawab chid-chidate hue aur bahut short mein diya.
" debu hostel mein chori karke bhag gaya hai.. usi ke lye ayi hai.. " itna bol kar vo fir wahan se chali gayi. Baat sun shruti aaruhi ko aur vo use dekhne lagi.