Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

[Casinar]

Casinar ji, you hv a unique way of story telling which is very interesting and makes the read much more intense and gripping.
You hv once again started adding several parts already written in the start to get the replies of Ruhi upon them. Very very interesting indeed to re-read and live those parts again. Its real pleasure to once again read and feel what Abhi had been through together with Ruhi.
Its like some movies which have repeated scenes several times, thats the idea behind I think, but it is very good Casinar ji.
It may look repetitive to few but I love it this way, keep it going like this till Ruhi finishes it. Its a great idea and makes us also re-live those lovely moments Abhi had there, in that yard.
Ruhi's replies are coming good, that is how they should be and you are presenting it particularly well my dear. Keep it up and hats off.

thanks once again Amity dear

 

[Casinar]

Bahut badhya Shah bhai.
Bahut acha ja rahe hi. Aise hi chalne do jab tak Ruhi ne saare jawaab nahin likh diye, bahut acha idea hai dobara unn palon ko jine ka. Superb idea bhai. Keep it up

bahot bahot shukriya husein bhai

 

[Casinar]

Wow!!! Superb casi ji.
Jiss tarah se aap ne Ruhi ke replies ke saath unn hisson ko firse likha ya cnp kiya bahut badhya hai, mast hai, majedaar hai. Bahut acha idea mila aap ko dobara wo sab firse humko padhaane ki. So good to read them again and to get Ruhi's replies with them. Bright idea indeed. Mujhe ye idea bahut passand aaya.
Aap ne likha k update lamba jaega isska matlab ke jab tak Ruhi ke replies aate hein aisa hi chalega nah? Bahut hi acha hai rab to Casi ji, aise hi chalne dijiye nah behtareen tarika hai. Mujhe to bahut hu passand aayi.
Aap ne ye bhi likha ke isske baad Abhi aega Ruhi se milne, matlab aap sab ek update mein nahin likh paaye to shaayad aur 2 ta 3 updare3 mein Ruhi ke replies ayenge haan to thik hai nah, aane dijiye Casi ji, humko Ruhi ke saare replies padhni hai, ussko pachtawa to shuru se hi hone lagi hai, abhi to ussko bahut rona hai aage padhkar.... sab aane do...
Best way of describing and writing of Ruhi's replies. Keep it up.

appreciation ke liye bahot bahot shukriya Savi ear

 

[Casinar]

Bahut badhya update bhai.
Bahut passand aya mujhe.
Aur bahut replies padhna hai Ruhi ke taraf se mujhe.
Behtareen update.

bahot bajot shkriya shambh bhai

 

[Casinar]

Behtareen update casi ji.
Bahut acha feel hua dobara wo sab padhke.
Ruhi ke replies bhi ache aa rahe hein. Acha laga ke ab Ruhi bhi Abhi ko kuch likh to rahi hai 25 saal baad hi sahi.
Bahut acha likha hai aap be old updates ko repeat karke. Great idea.

bahot bahot shukriya komal dear apreciate karne ke liye

 

[Casinar]

Too good. Very well written mate.
Bright idea of repeating parts of the updates to make us also live those moments again.....
Very interesting. Good idea and very good going.
Nice to read replies from Ruhi. It is the first time we are getting her versions of the facts. So let us see what more she haa to say ahead.
Keep it going thr same way Casinar. Its great going indeed.

heartfelt thanks Vikram bro for the appreciation

 

[Casinar]

Casinar bhai.... Ajkal ghar se bahar hu.... Isliye ....lagbhag 10 sal bad nanihal aya hu... Nani to 25sal pahle nahi rahin aur nana ko bhi 15 sal ho gaye.... 2mamao ke pariwar rahte hain... Yahan... To unke sath time spend kiya... Ab aj subah ghar wapas jaunga.... Dopahar ko ghar pahuchunga

koyi baat nahin bhai chalta hai....

 

[Casinar]

Majedar update bidu
Bahut acha firse Abhi k unn dinon ko padhkar, saath mein Ruhi ki "Reviews" padhkar.
Acha idea hai aise likhne ki. Superb jaa rahe ho. Jhakaas update

bahot shukriya king bhai

 

[Casinar]

Update 71 Ruhi And The Diaries II​

Ruhi ne jawaab likha:

“Abhi aaj bata doon aap ko ke main khaas kar aap ke liye hi wahan ziada aya karti thi, aap mujhe ache lagne lage the, aap se baat karne ka mera bi mann kar raha tha, haan mujhe pata chal gaya tha kea ap sirf mujhko dekhte rehte ho, aur mujhko dhundte ho har baar, aura ap shaayd hichkichate the mujhse baat karne mein to main ne uss din khud socha kea ap se kuch kahun to dekha aap cigarette pee rahe the, to ussi ke bare mein kaha tha aap se…. Thanks for describing me brooming my terrace Abhi, loved it.”

Ab aguey….

Ruhi ne diaries padhna jaari rakha:

{ To Saeed bhai chala gaya Tubes ke taraf aur Abhi wapas Ruhi ko dekha aur kaha,

“sunon please, ek baat puchni hai!”

Ruhi do kadam Abhi ke taraf muskuraati hui aayi aur pucha,

“kia? Cigarrte kyun nahin pina yeh puchoge aap?”

Abhi ne hansste hue kaha,

“are nahin puchna yeh hai ke aap ko main ne kuch der pehle good morning kaha to aap ne jawaab kyun nahin diya?!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Aap ne kab mujhse baat kiye, baat to main ne aap se kiya abhi abhi?!”

Abhi: “are yaar, jab tum garden se roses pick kar rahi thi aur main araha tha tab tumko good morning kaha tha nah?!”

Ruhi: “Really? Main ne to kuch nahin suna, sorry then, very good morning to you too and do have a nice day.”

Abhi bahot khush hua aur kaha,

“wow that’s great then, same to you my dear!”}

Ruhi ne yeh padh kar hansste hue reply likha:

“hmmmm Main ne jhoot kaha tha ke main ne nahin suna tha, kuch der pehle reason diya nah ke kyun main ne reply nahin kiya tha, magar aap ne iss conversation ko bahot khubsurat tarike se likha hai, main muskuraate hue padhti gayi…”


{Ruhi ne niche dekhte hue dhire se kaha,

“I am not your ‘dear’ aur aap to acha English bol lete ho to eisa kaam kyun karte ho aap?!”

Abhi: “Why? Iss kaam mein kia buraayi hai bhala?”

Ruhi: “meri mummy kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin hai kyunke iss mein future nahin hai!”

Abhi ne usski maa ke taraf dekha aur Ruhi ko jawaab diya,

“tumhari mummy ghalat kehti hai, this job is a perfect one.”}

Ruhi ne yahan reply yeh likha:

“Abhi, aap ghaur kijiyega, yahan main ne kaha MUMMY kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin, yeh mera kehna nahin tha Abhi….. aur aap ne bilkool sahi jawaab diya tha ke meri MUMMY GHALAT kehti hai”


Aur ruhi aaguey badhti gayi padhte hue:

{ Abhi phir kaam par lag gaya. Kaam karte waqt of course baar baar Ruhi ke ghar ke taraf dekh raha tha.

Koyi ek ghante tak abhi ko time hi nahin mila Ruhi ko dekhne ki magar Abhi ko pata nahin tha ke Ruhi apne ghar ke andar se khirki ke paas parde ke kone se Abhi ko wo kaam karte dekh rahi thi aur usski maa bhi dekh rahi thi Abhi ko uss lohe ko form dene ke liye kiss taraah hatoda maar raha tha. Ab wo loha Tony se sambhala nahin jaa raha tha kyun ke jab Abhi uss par hathoda maar raha tha to Tony ke haath mein shock lag raha tha iss liye kayi baar loha uss ke haath se chuth gira, aur ek baar loha jab Tony ke haath se chhuta to wo end wapas Abhi ke thik chehre ke paas laut kar ruka aur jhat se Abhi ne kuch kadam piche liya varna ussko gehra choat lag jata. Ruhi ne wo sab dekha aur usski aah nikli jiss waqt wo loha wapas Abhi ke chehre ke paas gaye to….

Kyunke jab loha bounce hokar gira ek ajeeb sa shor hua aur Tony zor se abhi ka naam chillaya ussko warn karne ke liye to Saeed, Vinay, Mehboob, Ruhi ka dada, Ruhi ki maa sab turant baahar aaye dekhne ko ke kia hua…..

Haath mein wo bada sa hatoda liye jiss action se upar chalaang laga kar Abhi kuda tha uss lohe se bachne ke liye, phir jiss jagah jaa kar Abhi land hua tha haath mein hathode sameth wo ek heroic action tha jissko Ruhi ne admire kiya. Hero lag raha tha Abhi uss action ko karte hue. Aur jahan land hua tha Abhi uss chalaang ke baad wo Ruhi ki terrace par tha, aur thik ussi jagah se ruhi Abhi ko jhaank rahi thi. Aur ussne turant khirki ki parde ko hatta kar abhi se kaha,

“Bahot dangerous hai yeh kaam, aap bahot khatarnaak tarike se abhi hurt ho sakte the, mujhko bahot darr laga jab main ne uss lohe ko aap ke sar ke taraf udh kar aate hue dekha to, mujhe laga ke aap ko lag gayi…. Aap bahot flexible body ke malik ho gymnastic karte ho kia aap? Aap wahan se kaise, jaise udhkar yahan pahunche?!”

Abhi ko bahot hi acha laga Ruhi ko wo sab kehte hue sun kar aur jawaab diya ke garage mein ek sophisticated machine hai jo lohe ko modta hai, yahan kuch nahin hai iss liye haath se karna pad raha hai varna kaam bilkool dangerous nahin hai…. Phir bhi Ruhi ki maa ne bhi join kiya Ruhi ko aur kaha ke dangerous hai yeh kaam.

Ruhi ne abhi se kaha baad mein :

“be very careful please, I am feeling scared!” }

Ye sab padhne ke baad Ruhi ne likha:

“Abhi uss din main sach mein bahot darr gayi thi, mujhe laga tha ke aap ke chehre par wo loha zor se lag gayi thi, aap ka handsome chehra bigar jata Abhi…. Haan aap mujhe bahot hi ziada handsome lagne lage the Abhi…. Jitney log kaam kar rahe the hamare aangan mein you were the most handsome, charismatic and very attractive young man…. Aap mein kuch tha jo dusron ko apne taraf attract karta tha, aap ki ek bahot hi strong personality hai Abhi, tab bhi tha ab bhi hai…. Ek to aap ka ooncha kad, upar se aap ki bolne aur dekhne ka andaz, aap ki smile, aap ki seriousness, aap ke chehre mein aisa kuch hai jo aapki personality ko bahot hi strong banata hai…. Hamare aangan mein ek aap hi the jiss se har koyi prabhaavit hota tha, ghar mein aap ke naam ka zikr hota tha jab sab log chale jaate the…. koyi saeed ki group ko nahin sab Abhi ki group ka naam lete jab bhi bus banaane wale ke baat karte the… Iss aangan mein aap main subject of talk hote the aksar…. Mahboob se lekar Rahima, Farzina, Manoj, Mahesh sab aap ka naam lete jab bhi kaam ki baat hoti thi….. Aur yeh to main ne aap se kaha hi tha ke hamare aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjta tha kabhi kissi aur ka naam nahin sunaayi diya meri life mein is aagan mein goonjte hue Abhi…. Aap chale gaye the to sanaata chhah gaya tha, main tarasti thi ke koyi chamatkaar ho jaaye aur koyi zor se ABHI ka naam ek baar to phukaar de!!.... mere kaan mein yeh awaaz ajaate ke ‘ABHI udhar dekho uss tin ko chipkana hai, ABHI zara uss lohe ko mod kar laado, ABHI kidhar ho idhar mera help karne aao, ABHI ek cigarette do mujhe…. ABHI … ABHI…. ABHI….. Iss naam se hi mujhe pyar ho gaya tha, iss naam ko sunne ke liye main tarasti reh gayi aap ke jaane ke baad, sapnon mein seikron baar aap ka naam kissi ko phukaarte hue sunkar jaagi hoon pichle 25 saalon mein Abhi….

Aap ko acha laga tha ke main ne care kiya tha aap ke liye uss roz yeh jaan kar acha laga abhi, magar ussi din se yeh confirm bhi ho gaya tha ke jo kaam aap karte ho wo bahot dangerous hai, yeh mummy ke taraf se aur bhi ziada serious ho gaya tha udhar nani ke ghar walon ke taraf se aur bhi aag mein tel daalne wali baat hua karta tha…. baad mein samjhaungi….”

Ruhi ne aaguey yeh padha:

{ Der ghante beet gaye aur ek do baar Abhi ne dekha ke ghar ke piche se ek do baar Ruhi ne ussko dekha weld karte hue. Buss jhank rahi thi phir ghar ke piche ho jaati thi, same time apni maa se baat kar rahi thi….. Abhi ko pyas laga aur dekha ke nal hai to ek khali botal lekar gaya paani bharne, ussi bahane Ruhi se ek do baat kar leta, magar usska plan fail hua kyunke tap number one tha yahin bus ke paas, to kyun karib ke tap ko chorr kar piche wale tap mein paani bharne jata?! Phir bhi pani lene se pehle Ruhi ki maa se permission liya ke kia uss nal se paani le sakta hai…. Jiss waqt Ruhi ki maa Abhi ko reply kar rahi thi, Ruhi saamne aayi Abhi ko dekhne ke usski maa se kia keh raha tha wo. Muskura rahi thi aur jab abhi pani bharne laga botal mein to Ruhi ne kaha,

“pani maangte nahin hein, buss le lete hein, agli baar puchna nahin buss nal kholna aur bhar lena okay?!”

Abhi ne muskuraate hue thanks kaha, thik tabhi Ruhi ki maa ne Ruhi se kuch kaha, aur turant Ruhi ne Abhi se kaha,

“Hello? Juice piyoge? Thoda sa juice bana doon kia?!”

Yehi bat keh rahi thi Ruhi se usski maa ke kyun nah thoda sa juice de diya jaaye unn logon ko…

Magar Abhi ne Ruhi se muskuraate hue kaha,

“suno dear, juice sahi hai magar ek problem ho jaega!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ko dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Juice se kia problem ho jaega bhala?”

To Abhi ne kaha,

“juice piyunga to cigarrete pine ka mann karega kyunke juice sweet hoga nah? tab tum kahogi ke cigarrte pina acha nahin!”

Abhi ki reply sunkar Ruhi ki maa zor se hanss padi, aur Ruhi ne munh banaate hue kaha,

“to phir thik nahin nahin banaugi juice mat pina cigarrete phir!”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Hmmm aap ko bahana chahiye tha cigarette pine ke liye… yeh sab 100% yaad ha mujhe Abhi kyun ke teesre ya chauthe din ke baad main khud aap se impress ho chuki thi aur aap ko dekhne lagi thi aur jaise aap mujhe dekhte rehte the main bhi aap ko dekhti rehti thi, jaise aap mujhe dhudte rehte the mujhe pata hota tha ke aap ko sirf bus ke taraf ke dekhna hota hai aap ko dekhne ke liye…. Mujhe hanssi aayi yeh read karke ke aap mere paas aana chahte the magar nal aap ke paas hi tha jabke aap dusri nal ke paas ana chahte the jahana main thi hihihihihi!..... waise ek baat kahun Abhi? Kabhi kabhi mujhe aap ko cherrne aur tang karne mein mujhe acha lagta tha…. aap cute jo lagne lage the mujhe… aap se bahot cherr chaani karne ko mann karta tha mujhe….


Aur aaguey padha ruhi ne:

{ Abhi ke chehre mein ek udaasi chaah gayi thi, jo shayad Ruhi ne note kiya, Abhi lagataar ussko dekhe jaa raha tha aur Ruhi uncomfortable feel karne lagi…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi ko dekha aur haath ke ishaare se pucha kia hua to Abhi ne naah mein sar hillaya matlab kuch bhi nahin kaha….. phir Abhi ne dekha ke Ruhi ki maa taar par kapde sukhne ke liye taang rahi thi to jaldi sse Abhi bina kuch soche samjhe Ruhi ke taraf gaya…


Abhi ko apne taraf aate dekh kar Ruhi ka chehra laal ho gaya jaise ussko pata tha Abhi uss se kia kehne araha hai, Ruhi kabhi apni maa ko dekhti to kabhi bus mein dusre logon ko kaam karte dekhti phir Abhi ko dekhti… wo kuch ghabra si gayi….

Abhi Ruhi ke bilkool karib pahuncha aur dheemi awaaz mein, aashikana andaz mein pucha,

“Tumhari life mein koyi hai? Please sach batana? Agar hai to be jhijhak batado please.”

Ruhi hanss padi, chehra laal to hua hi tha aur Abhi ki baat sun kar wo hanssne lagi phir pucha,

“iss sawaal ka ek sawaal se jawaab doon?!”

Abhi usski hanssi ko admire karne laga, kitni khubsurat dikhti hai Ruhi hansste hue. Phir Abhi ne kaha,

“okay wohi sahi bolo to!”

Ruhi ne hansste hue hi pucha,

“yeh sawaal kyun? Jaan sakti hoon?!”

Abhi ne bilkool heyraan hote hue kaha,

“Areeee?! Kamaal hai, yeh koyi jawaab hai? Sawaal bhi nahin fit baithta ab…. Mera sawaal to sawaal hi reh gaya nah?!”

Ruhi ki maa donon ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi kapde taar par taangte hue.

Abhi ne phir dhire se kaha,

“please batao nah mere liye ye bahot important hai bolo nah please.”

Ruhi ne intelligently jawaab diya,

“kaise important ho sakta hai bhala? Hum ek dusre ko jaante bhi nahin, abhi do din hue ek dusre se baat kiye hue to kia important ho sakta hai do dinon mein? Mujhe nahin yakeen ke kuch bhi important hai abhi, I don’t believe you!”

Abhi ne socha wo bhi sahi tha.

Ruhi ab blush karne lagi aur apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ke andar se honth ko fullaya, phir muskuraayi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. donon ek dusre ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekh rahe the… Abhi ne note kiya ke Ruhi ki nazrein usske chehre ko chaaro taraf dekh rahe the, usski peshaani ko dekha usski nazar ne, phir usske gaal ko dekha, tab usske chehre ko dekha tab usske aankhon mein wapas dekha….. aur Abhi ne kaha,

“samajhdaar ko ishara kaafi hai, mujhe jo kehna tha so main ne keh diya, aaguey tumhari marzi miss Ruhi”

Yeh keh kar Abhi mudhne wala tha wapas bus ke paas jaane ke liye magar Ruhi ne ussko yeh kehkar roka,

“bilkool nahin, aap ne kuch bhi kaha nahin, aap ne ek sawaal kiya tha mujhse, kuch kehne aur sawaal karne mein antar hote hein mister Abhi!”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“mera sawaal hi ishara tha meri baat ka, uss sawaal se ishara mil gaya hoga, samajhdaar to ho tum, to ishara kaafi hai tumko hehehehe!”

Aur Abhi jaane laga wapas, to Ruhi hanssne lagi aur kaha,

“bahot honshiyaar samajhte ho aap apne aap ko nah Abhi?!”

Tab tak Abhi bus ke paas reach ho chuka tha aur mudhkar Ruhi se kaha,

“samajhta nahin hoon Miss Ruhi, main HOON. Honshiyaar hoon main!”

Ruhi ussko dekhti rahi kaafi der tak hansste hue. Apni jagah se baar baar Abhi muskuraate hue Ruhi ko dekhe jaa raha tha weld karte hue, aur Ruhi bhi ab bade pyar se Abhi ko dekhti jaa rahi thi…….}

Yeh sab Ruhi ne do ya teen baar padha reply likhne se pehle… padhte hue kayi baar muskuraayi aur aakhir mein hanss padi, phir udaas ho gayi… phir se muskaayi aur yeh likha:

“Abhi main heyraan hoon yeh padh kar ke aap mujhko kiss tarah se perfectly describe karte ho, it is really amazing! I am shocked Abhi, aap sach mein koyi writer ho kia? Kaise iss tarah se mujhko, meri adaon ko, mere chehre ke hav bhaav ko describe kar lete ho Abhi? You are just incredible! Main blush karne lagi thi, apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ko fula kar phir main muskuraayi aap ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. uff itna mujhko observe karte the aap Abhi? Oh my God!

Abhi main hanss padi thi to aap meri hanssi ko admire karne lage the, aap kia kia admire nahin karte the mujh mein Abhi? Aur kyun itna admire karte the aap mujhe abhi? Main to kuch bhi nahin thi, main bahot mamooli chiz thi Abhi, daag thi mujh mein jo aap ko nahin dikh raha tha, phir bhi aap mujhko admire karte the…. Ek jagah aap ne likha ke aap ne note kiya ke meri nazrein aap ke chehre par chaaron taraf dekh rahe the, aap ke peshaani se lekar aap ki aankhon ko naak ko pure chehre ko…. Aap ko bata doon Abhi ussi din main ne aap ke eyebrows ko ghaur se dekha tha, kitna khubsurat hai, jaise peel kiye hue hein, jaise ladkiyan peel off karte hein aap ke eyebrows natural mein weise hein…. Aap ke baal dekh rahi thi kitne baal the aap ke full kale aur thick the aap ke baal, mujhe bahot passand the, sirf aap ke honth cigarette pine se thoda blackish hue the agar aap cigarette nahin pite to pinkish hote aap ke honth bhi…. Wohi sab dekh rahi thi main aap ke chehre mein Abhi uss din…

Aur Abhi jo sawal aap ne kiya tha usska jawaab main ne aap ko tod mod kar diya tha usski vajah ab to aap samajh chuke honge ke kyun main sahi jawaab nahin de paayi thi aap ko? Kaise aap ko bataati ke koyi nahin meri life mein Abhi jab main ek bache ki maa thi? Mujhko majbooran jawaab ko modna hi para tha abhi, forgive me again please. ------ Aur haan Abhi you were RIGHT. AAP SACH MEIN BAHOT BAHOT HI HONSHIYAAR THE AUR HO YOU ARE VERY INTELLIGENT, MUCH MORE THAN I AM!”

Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Maa: “Aur phir wo chala gaya kia?!”

Ruhi: “nahin bahot tez hai wo sach mein, padha likha lagta hai, English bhi acha bolta hai maa, ussne mujhe kaha ke samajhdar ko ishara kafi hai, aur kaha ke main samajhdar to hoon so samajh jaungi ke ussne ye sawaal kyun kiya mujhse, sach mein honshiyaar hai khud bhi kaha ussne hehehehe!”

Maa ne Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“to ab tu kia karegi? Bata? Kia wo pasand hai tujhe?”

Ruhi ne ek gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke taraf dekha, phir apni maa ke chehre mein ek ajeeb si sikanjh chehre par laate hue kaha,

“pata nahin maa, pata nahin mujhe, kitna handsome hai, hai nah maa? Padha likha bhi hai aur strong hai, kitna lamba hai maa!! Main kia karun maa?!”

Maa ne bhi ek gehri saans liye aur kaha,

“Mujhe kia pata mujhse kyun puch rahi hai, tu bol kia karna hai ab?!”

Ruhi ne phir muskuraate hue apni maa ke taraf dekha aur kaha,

“Abhi kuch nahin kehna mujhe, kuch aur din beet jaane do tab bataungi aap ko aur shaayad ussko bhi….”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi ab to aap samajh gaye honge nah ke kiss baare mein maa mujhse baat kar rahi thi? Yehi ke main kia karungi? Aap ko nahin pata tha ke main ek bachi ki maa thi, aap mujhe ek kunwari ladki samajh rahe the, maa ko pata tha ke mujhe to kisi se shaadi karne ka haq hi nahin yehi kehti aayi thi wo mujhse jiss din se main ne Shweta ko janam diya tha. umar bhar mujhe ghar mein bandh kar rakhna chahti thi. Ya kaha tha ke kissi aadher aadmi hi milega mujhse shaadi karne wala kyunke main ek maa hoon, single mother….. ya to phir maa ne ek hi raasta rakha tha jo mere liye safe thi wo tha France ki Amit. Maa kehti ke pardes mein tu hogi usske saath foreign mein rehne wale virginity ko koyi ehmiyat nahin dete ussne bhi gori ladkiyon ke saath khub gulcharre udaaye honge to tera virgin nah hona usske liye koyi important nahin hoga….. magar yahan ke ladke to weisa nahin hein yeh maa ka sochna tha…. issi liye wo puch rahi thi ke ab main kia karungi… aap ko kaise bataungi ke main ghalat hoon, ke mujh mein ek daag hai, ek dhabba lag chuka hai mujh par…. aap naye the, jawaan the, handsome the mujhko ek kunwari ladki samajhte the…. Mere liye kitna mushkil tha wo sab face karna aur aap ko sab batana ….. it was not easy Abhi….”

Itna likhne ke baad Ruhi rone lagi apni kismet par…..


Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Jab Abhi tayyar ho gaya, change kar liya, hair brush kar liya aur kitchen mein dekha to sirf Ruhi ki mummy thi wahan Ruhi nahin thi, Abhi udaas ho gaya aur socha ke kitchen ke stair par ja kar uss se puche ke Ruhi kidhar hai….

Phir abhi ne socha ke kia Ruhi kahin ghar ke andar se ussko dekh to nahin rahi? Kia ussne jaan bujh kar weisa kiya taake dekh sake ke Abhi ussko dhundta hai ya nahin? To Abhi ghar ke andar dekhne laga, khidkiyon ke paas dekhne laga ke koyi pardah hille, magar kuch nahin dikha aur aakhir mein ussko nikalna pada washroom se. Saeed bhai usska wait kar raha tha bus ke paas.}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi aaj mujhe bilkool bhi yaad nahin ke main uss shaam ko kia kar rahi thi, aur kyun aap ke jaane ke waqt wahan nahin thi…. Nahin Abhi main uss din andar se aap ko nahin dekkh rahi thi… ya to main so gayi hogi, ya read kar rahi hogi…. Bilkool yaad nahin…. Pata hai main kabhi baithe baithe 10/15 mins ke liye gehri neendh mein chali jaati hoon…. May be it was that on that day…..”

Aaguey read kiya Ruhi ne:

{ Wahan se ghar jaate waqt bus mein sirf Ruhi ke baare mein sochta gaya, ussko ek ghutan si feel hone laga tha, ek bhaaripan jaisa tha usske seene par, ek bojh feel ho raha tha usse, sirf iss liye ke Ruhi nazar nahin aayi aaj shaam ko. Ruhi ko dil mein basaaye, mann mein bithaaye safar kiya Abhi ne ghar tak.

Aur apni special diary mein sab likhne laga aaj ke din ke baare mein. Khud muskuraate hue likh raha tha ke kiss tarah se aaj Ruhi se baatein hui, kiss tarah uss se puchne gaya tha ke kia usski life mein koyi hai, aur Ruhi ka jawaab bhi likha sab kuch ek ek pal ko likha Abhi ne…….

Sab kuch likhne ke baad bahot der tak sochta raha ke kyun aaj shaam ko Ruhi nazar nahin aayi, yeh baat Abhi ko bahot disturb karne laga tha.

Raat der tak neendh nahin arahe the Abhi ko. Ussko sirf Ruhi nazar arahi thi har jagah. Sote, jaagte, uthte, baithte sirf Ruhi bassa hua tha Abhi ke khayaalon mein, bade mushkil se aankh lagi aur ussko laga ke buss kuch minaton mein subha ho gayi.}

Reply:

“I am very sorry ke aap ko udaas hokar wapas jaana pada tha Abhi, ek din main bhi soch rahi thi aap raat din mere baare mein sochte honge, aur jab aap ne bata diya tha ke har shaam ko aap ke saamne rahun jaate waqt tabse main samajh gayi thi ke aap bus mein jaate waqt raste bhar sirf mujhko sochte hue jaate honge… magar is din ke liye forgive me Abhi…

Aap ne diary mein jaakar sab likha aur main aaj 25 saal baad wo sab padh rahi hoon abhi! Kamaal hai nah?!.....

Aap raat ko so nahin paate the Abhi sirf mere baare mein sochte rehte the oh how nice of you, but aap ki health kharaab ho sakte the Abhi!!?”


Aaguey padha Ruhi ne:

{ Aur wo washroom reach hua. Ruhi ke kitchen mein dekha, khaali tha kitchen. Koyi nahin tha wahan. Subha ke 6 baje the. Kaam to 7 baje start hota hai aur 6 baje Abhi wahan pahunch gaya tha, sirf aur sirf Ruhi ke liye. Log so rahe the aur Abhi kaam ke site par aa chuka tha.

Ab Abhi ko Khushi hoti ke Ruhi ussko apne achche kapdon mein dekhti iss se pehle ke wo kaam karne wala purana kapda pehenta. Abhi subha subha fresh tha, dhoop mein jhulsa hua nahin tha, usska skin fresh tha, shave kiya tha aane se pehle, aftershave lagaya tha, thoda perfume bhi lagaya tha shirt par; ek Wrangler Blue Jeans aur ek safed shirt pehna hua tha. ek pair of khubsurat sport shoes mein tha… To chahta tha ke Ruhi ke saamne weise pesh aaye, taake wo Ruhi ko acha dikhe. Abhi yeh bhi soch kar early aya tha ke 6 se 7 baje tak pura ek ghanta hoga usske paas Ruhi se baat karne ko agar wo saamne aati to…. Magar wo dikh hi nahin rahi thi. Sab se pehla sawaal abhi ko yeh karna tha Ruhi se ke kal shaam ko wo kidhar thi, kyun saamne nahin aayi, aur aaj Abhi Ruhi se yeh request karne wala tha ke aaj se har shaam ko jab usska wapas jaane ka time aaye to Ruhi usske saamne rahe, kitchen ke stairs par present rahe taake Abhi ussko goodbye keh sake, ussko wave kar sake. Yeh kehna tha Abhi ko Ruhi se aaj. Magar wo dikhe tab nah?!}

Reply:

“Abhi aap itne savere aap kaam par ajaate the, thik se sote bhi nahin the sirf mere khaatir, nice of you but bad for your health…. You were too much in love Abhi, but at that time I was not in love with you….. yes, I liked you a lot but was not in love because my mind and heart were elsewhere thinking of lots of things regarding Shweta and my situation and position, so I had no time to fall in love like you did with me Abhi!.....

Abhi aap mere saamne ache kapdon mein rehna chahte the, aap chahte the ke main aap ko unn kapdon mein dekhun jiss se ap travel karke aate ho hmmm, samajhti hoon…. But Abhi, mere liye wo koyi maene nahin rakhta tha… mujhe aap ko unn gande kaam karne waale kapdon mein hi dekhna passand tha…. aap ke kapdon se nahin aap se lagao tha mujhe, aap impress karna chahte the okay, but I was already impressed by the way you were!....

Abhi yeh aap ke liye….. yun samajhiye ke aap ne yeh sab mujhse kaha hai……..


Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote


Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Aur kuch aap ki fitrat mein wafaa bhi kum hai

Varna jeeti hui baazi to nah haare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote….

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Saamne jaam tha aur jam utha bhi nah sake

Kaash hum ghairat -e-mehfil ke nah maare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa….


Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Tumse kia hum to zindagi se bhi sharminda hein

Marr hi jaate nah jo yadon ke sahare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamaare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa.


Ab rone lagi hoon yeh likh kar…..”


To be continued…(4512 words)

 

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