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Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

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Chinturocky

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Bahut dukh mahsoos ho raha hai ye sab padhkar.
Wakai me Thodi si ego ko kinare karta Abhi,
Thodi si himmat dikhai hoti Ruhi,
Gunah jiske Saath kiya hai saja dene ka hak bhi usi ko Dena chahiye, khud se faisala leke khud ko saja nahi dena chahiye.
Mahboob aur usaki maa ki baaton se nahi Lagta ke unhe koi pachhatawa bhi hai.
Jise saja milani thi use mili nahi aur 5 logon Abhi Ruhi Shweta Aaruhi aur Navina ki jindagi ulajh gayi dukho me kaati.
Aage Abhi aur Ruhi ki mulakat aur Abhi ke surprise ka besabari se intzaar hai.
 
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Casinar said:
Update 71 Ruhi And The Diaries II​

Ruhi ne jawaab likha:

“Abhi aaj bata doon aap ko ke main khaas kar aap ke liye hi wahan ziada aya karti thi, aap mujhe ache lagne lage the, aap se baat karne ka mera bi mann kar raha tha, haan mujhe pata chal gaya tha kea ap sirf mujhko dekhte rehte ho, aur mujhko dhundte ho har baar, aura ap shaayd hichkichate the mujhse baat karne mein to main ne uss din khud socha kea ap se kuch kahun to dekha aap cigarette pee rahe the, to ussi ke bare mein kaha tha aap se…. Thanks for describing me brooming my terrace Abhi, loved it.”

Ab aguey….

Ruhi ne diaries padhna jaari rakha:

{ To Saeed bhai chala gaya Tubes ke taraf aur Abhi wapas Ruhi ko dekha aur kaha,

“sunon please, ek baat puchni hai!”

Ruhi do kadam Abhi ke taraf muskuraati hui aayi aur pucha,

“kia? Cigarrte kyun nahin pina yeh puchoge aap?”

Abhi ne hansste hue kaha,

“are nahin puchna yeh hai ke aap ko main ne kuch der pehle good morning kaha to aap ne jawaab kyun nahin diya?!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Aap ne kab mujhse baat kiye, baat to main ne aap se kiya abhi abhi?!”

Abhi: “are yaar, jab tum garden se roses pick kar rahi thi aur main araha tha tab tumko good morning kaha tha nah?!”

Ruhi: “Really? Main ne to kuch nahin suna, sorry then, very good morning to you too and do have a nice day.”

Abhi bahot khush hua aur kaha,

“wow that’s great then, same to you my dear!”}

Ruhi ne yeh padh kar hansste hue reply likha:

“hmmmm Main ne jhoot kaha tha ke main ne nahin suna tha, kuch der pehle reason diya nah ke kyun main ne reply nahin kiya tha, magar aap ne iss conversation ko bahot khubsurat tarike se likha hai, main muskuraate hue padhti gayi…”


{Ruhi ne niche dekhte hue dhire se kaha,

“I am not your ‘dear’ aur aap to acha English bol lete ho to eisa kaam kyun karte ho aap?!”

Abhi: “Why? Iss kaam mein kia buraayi hai bhala?”

Ruhi: “meri mummy kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin hai kyunke iss mein future nahin hai!”

Abhi ne usski maa ke taraf dekha aur Ruhi ko jawaab diya,

“tumhari mummy ghalat kehti hai, this job is a perfect one.”}

Ruhi ne yahan reply yeh likha:

“Abhi, aap ghaur kijiyega, yahan main ne kaha MUMMY kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin, yeh mera kehna nahin tha Abhi….. aur aap ne bilkool sahi jawaab diya tha ke meri MUMMY GHALAT kehti hai”


Aur ruhi aaguey badhti gayi padhte hue:

{ Abhi phir kaam par lag gaya. Kaam karte waqt of course baar baar Ruhi ke ghar ke taraf dekh raha tha.

Koyi ek ghante tak abhi ko time hi nahin mila Ruhi ko dekhne ki magar Abhi ko pata nahin tha ke Ruhi apne ghar ke andar se khirki ke paas parde ke kone se Abhi ko wo kaam karte dekh rahi thi aur usski maa bhi dekh rahi thi Abhi ko uss lohe ko form dene ke liye kiss taraah hatoda maar raha tha. Ab wo loha Tony se sambhala nahin jaa raha tha kyun ke jab Abhi uss par hathoda maar raha tha to Tony ke haath mein shock lag raha tha iss liye kayi baar loha uss ke haath se chuth gira, aur ek baar loha jab Tony ke haath se chhuta to wo end wapas Abhi ke thik chehre ke paas laut kar ruka aur jhat se Abhi ne kuch kadam piche liya varna ussko gehra choat lag jata. Ruhi ne wo sab dekha aur usski aah nikli jiss waqt wo loha wapas Abhi ke chehre ke paas gaye to….

Kyunke jab loha bounce hokar gira ek ajeeb sa shor hua aur Tony zor se abhi ka naam chillaya ussko warn karne ke liye to Saeed, Vinay, Mehboob, Ruhi ka dada, Ruhi ki maa sab turant baahar aaye dekhne ko ke kia hua…..

Haath mein wo bada sa hatoda liye jiss action se upar chalaang laga kar Abhi kuda tha uss lohe se bachne ke liye, phir jiss jagah jaa kar Abhi land hua tha haath mein hathode sameth wo ek heroic action tha jissko Ruhi ne admire kiya. Hero lag raha tha Abhi uss action ko karte hue. Aur jahan land hua tha Abhi uss chalaang ke baad wo Ruhi ki terrace par tha, aur thik ussi jagah se ruhi Abhi ko jhaank rahi thi. Aur ussne turant khirki ki parde ko hatta kar abhi se kaha,

“Bahot dangerous hai yeh kaam, aap bahot khatarnaak tarike se abhi hurt ho sakte the, mujhko bahot darr laga jab main ne uss lohe ko aap ke sar ke taraf udh kar aate hue dekha to, mujhe laga ke aap ko lag gayi…. Aap bahot flexible body ke malik ho gymnastic karte ho kia aap? Aap wahan se kaise, jaise udhkar yahan pahunche?!”

Abhi ko bahot hi acha laga Ruhi ko wo sab kehte hue sun kar aur jawaab diya ke garage mein ek sophisticated machine hai jo lohe ko modta hai, yahan kuch nahin hai iss liye haath se karna pad raha hai varna kaam bilkool dangerous nahin hai…. Phir bhi Ruhi ki maa ne bhi join kiya Ruhi ko aur kaha ke dangerous hai yeh kaam.

Ruhi ne abhi se kaha baad mein :

“be very careful please, I am feeling scared!” }

Ye sab padhne ke baad Ruhi ne likha:

“Abhi uss din main sach mein bahot darr gayi thi, mujhe laga tha ke aap ke chehre par wo loha zor se lag gayi thi, aap ka handsome chehra bigar jata Abhi…. Haan aap mujhe bahot hi ziada handsome lagne lage the Abhi…. Jitney log kaam kar rahe the hamare aangan mein you were the most handsome, charismatic and very attractive young man…. Aap mein kuch tha jo dusron ko apne taraf attract karta tha, aap ki ek bahot hi strong personality hai Abhi, tab bhi tha ab bhi hai…. Ek to aap ka ooncha kad, upar se aap ki bolne aur dekhne ka andaz, aap ki smile, aap ki seriousness, aap ke chehre mein aisa kuch hai jo aapki personality ko bahot hi strong banata hai…. Hamare aangan mein ek aap hi the jiss se har koyi prabhaavit hota tha, ghar mein aap ke naam ka zikr hota tha jab sab log chale jaate the…. koyi saeed ki group ko nahin sab Abhi ki group ka naam lete jab bhi bus banaane wale ke baat karte the… Iss aangan mein aap main subject of talk hote the aksar…. Mahboob se lekar Rahima, Farzina, Manoj, Mahesh sab aap ka naam lete jab bhi kaam ki baat hoti thi….. Aur yeh to main ne aap se kaha hi tha ke hamare aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjta tha kabhi kissi aur ka naam nahin sunaayi diya meri life mein is aagan mein goonjte hue Abhi…. Aap chale gaye the to sanaata chhah gaya tha, main tarasti thi ke koyi chamatkaar ho jaaye aur koyi zor se ABHI ka naam ek baar to phukaar de!!.... mere kaan mein yeh awaaz ajaate ke ‘ABHI udhar dekho uss tin ko chipkana hai, ABHI zara uss lohe ko mod kar laado, ABHI kidhar ho idhar mera help karne aao, ABHI ek cigarette do mujhe…. ABHI … ABHI…. ABHI….. Iss naam se hi mujhe pyar ho gaya tha, iss naam ko sunne ke liye main tarasti reh gayi aap ke jaane ke baad, sapnon mein seikron baar aap ka naam kissi ko phukaarte hue sunkar jaagi hoon pichle 25 saalon mein Abhi….

Aap ko acha laga tha ke main ne care kiya tha aap ke liye uss roz yeh jaan kar acha laga abhi, magar ussi din se yeh confirm bhi ho gaya tha ke jo kaam aap karte ho wo bahot dangerous hai, yeh mummy ke taraf se aur bhi ziada serious ho gaya tha udhar nani ke ghar walon ke taraf se aur bhi aag mein tel daalne wali baat hua karta tha…. baad mein samjhaungi….”

Ruhi ne aaguey yeh padha:

{ Der ghante beet gaye aur ek do baar Abhi ne dekha ke ghar ke piche se ek do baar Ruhi ne ussko dekha weld karte hue. Buss jhank rahi thi phir ghar ke piche ho jaati thi, same time apni maa se baat kar rahi thi….. Abhi ko pyas laga aur dekha ke nal hai to ek khali botal lekar gaya paani bharne, ussi bahane Ruhi se ek do baat kar leta, magar usska plan fail hua kyunke tap number one tha yahin bus ke paas, to kyun karib ke tap ko chorr kar piche wale tap mein paani bharne jata?! Phir bhi pani lene se pehle Ruhi ki maa se permission liya ke kia uss nal se paani le sakta hai…. Jiss waqt Ruhi ki maa Abhi ko reply kar rahi thi, Ruhi saamne aayi Abhi ko dekhne ke usski maa se kia keh raha tha wo. Muskura rahi thi aur jab abhi pani bharne laga botal mein to Ruhi ne kaha,

“pani maangte nahin hein, buss le lete hein, agli baar puchna nahin buss nal kholna aur bhar lena okay?!”

Abhi ne muskuraate hue thanks kaha, thik tabhi Ruhi ki maa ne Ruhi se kuch kaha, aur turant Ruhi ne Abhi se kaha,

“Hello? Juice piyoge? Thoda sa juice bana doon kia?!”

Yehi bat keh rahi thi Ruhi se usski maa ke kyun nah thoda sa juice de diya jaaye unn logon ko…

Magar Abhi ne Ruhi se muskuraate hue kaha,

“suno dear, juice sahi hai magar ek problem ho jaega!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ko dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Juice se kia problem ho jaega bhala?”

To Abhi ne kaha,

“juice piyunga to cigarrete pine ka mann karega kyunke juice sweet hoga nah? tab tum kahogi ke cigarrte pina acha nahin!”

Abhi ki reply sunkar Ruhi ki maa zor se hanss padi, aur Ruhi ne munh banaate hue kaha,

“to phir thik nahin nahin banaugi juice mat pina cigarrete phir!”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Hmmm aap ko bahana chahiye tha cigarette pine ke liye… yeh sab 100% yaad ha mujhe Abhi kyun ke teesre ya chauthe din ke baad main khud aap se impress ho chuki thi aur aap ko dekhne lagi thi aur jaise aap mujhe dekhte rehte the main bhi aap ko dekhti rehti thi, jaise aap mujhe dhudte rehte the mujhe pata hota tha ke aap ko sirf bus ke taraf ke dekhna hota hai aap ko dekhne ke liye…. Mujhe hanssi aayi yeh read karke ke aap mere paas aana chahte the magar nal aap ke paas hi tha jabke aap dusri nal ke paas ana chahte the jahana main thi hihihihihi!..... waise ek baat kahun Abhi? Kabhi kabhi mujhe aap ko cherrne aur tang karne mein mujhe acha lagta tha…. aap cute jo lagne lage the mujhe… aap se bahot cherr chaani karne ko mann karta tha mujhe….


Aur aaguey padha ruhi ne:

{ Abhi ke chehre mein ek udaasi chaah gayi thi, jo shayad Ruhi ne note kiya, Abhi lagataar ussko dekhe jaa raha tha aur Ruhi uncomfortable feel karne lagi…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi ko dekha aur haath ke ishaare se pucha kia hua to Abhi ne naah mein sar hillaya matlab kuch bhi nahin kaha….. phir Abhi ne dekha ke Ruhi ki maa taar par kapde sukhne ke liye taang rahi thi to jaldi sse Abhi bina kuch soche samjhe Ruhi ke taraf gaya…


Abhi ko apne taraf aate dekh kar Ruhi ka chehra laal ho gaya jaise ussko pata tha Abhi uss se kia kehne araha hai, Ruhi kabhi apni maa ko dekhti to kabhi bus mein dusre logon ko kaam karte dekhti phir Abhi ko dekhti… wo kuch ghabra si gayi….

Abhi Ruhi ke bilkool karib pahuncha aur dheemi awaaz mein, aashikana andaz mein pucha,

“Tumhari life mein koyi hai? Please sach batana? Agar hai to be jhijhak batado please.”

Ruhi hanss padi, chehra laal to hua hi tha aur Abhi ki baat sun kar wo hanssne lagi phir pucha,

“iss sawaal ka ek sawaal se jawaab doon?!”

Abhi usski hanssi ko admire karne laga, kitni khubsurat dikhti hai Ruhi hansste hue. Phir Abhi ne kaha,

“okay wohi sahi bolo to!”

Ruhi ne hansste hue hi pucha,

“yeh sawaal kyun? Jaan sakti hoon?!”

Abhi ne bilkool heyraan hote hue kaha,

“Areeee?! Kamaal hai, yeh koyi jawaab hai? Sawaal bhi nahin fit baithta ab…. Mera sawaal to sawaal hi reh gaya nah?!”

Ruhi ki maa donon ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi kapde taar par taangte hue.

Abhi ne phir dhire se kaha,

“please batao nah mere liye ye bahot important hai bolo nah please.”

Ruhi ne intelligently jawaab diya,

“kaise important ho sakta hai bhala? Hum ek dusre ko jaante bhi nahin, abhi do din hue ek dusre se baat kiye hue to kia important ho sakta hai do dinon mein? Mujhe nahin yakeen ke kuch bhi important hai abhi, I don’t believe you!”

Abhi ne socha wo bhi sahi tha.

Ruhi ab blush karne lagi aur apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ke andar se honth ko fullaya, phir muskuraayi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. donon ek dusre ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekh rahe the… Abhi ne note kiya ke Ruhi ki nazrein usske chehre ko chaaro taraf dekh rahe the, usski peshaani ko dekha usski nazar ne, phir usske gaal ko dekha, tab usske chehre ko dekha tab usske aankhon mein wapas dekha….. aur Abhi ne kaha,

“samajhdaar ko ishara kaafi hai, mujhe jo kehna tha so main ne keh diya, aaguey tumhari marzi miss Ruhi”

Yeh keh kar Abhi mudhne wala tha wapas bus ke paas jaane ke liye magar Ruhi ne ussko yeh kehkar roka,

“bilkool nahin, aap ne kuch bhi kaha nahin, aap ne ek sawaal kiya tha mujhse, kuch kehne aur sawaal karne mein antar hote hein mister Abhi!”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“mera sawaal hi ishara tha meri baat ka, uss sawaal se ishara mil gaya hoga, samajhdaar to ho tum, to ishara kaafi hai tumko hehehehe!”

Aur Abhi jaane laga wapas, to Ruhi hanssne lagi aur kaha,

“bahot honshiyaar samajhte ho aap apne aap ko nah Abhi?!”

Tab tak Abhi bus ke paas reach ho chuka tha aur mudhkar Ruhi se kaha,

“samajhta nahin hoon Miss Ruhi, main HOON. Honshiyaar hoon main!”

Ruhi ussko dekhti rahi kaafi der tak hansste hue. Apni jagah se baar baar Abhi muskuraate hue Ruhi ko dekhe jaa raha tha weld karte hue, aur Ruhi bhi ab bade pyar se Abhi ko dekhti jaa rahi thi…….}

Yeh sab Ruhi ne do ya teen baar padha reply likhne se pehle… padhte hue kayi baar muskuraayi aur aakhir mein hanss padi, phir udaas ho gayi… phir se muskaayi aur yeh likha:

“Abhi main heyraan hoon yeh padh kar ke aap mujhko kiss tarah se perfectly describe karte ho, it is really amazing! I am shocked Abhi, aap sach mein koyi writer ho kia? Kaise iss tarah se mujhko, meri adaon ko, mere chehre ke hav bhaav ko describe kar lete ho Abhi? You are just incredible! Main blush karne lagi thi, apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ko fula kar phir main muskuraayi aap ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. uff itna mujhko observe karte the aap Abhi? Oh my God!

Abhi main hanss padi thi to aap meri hanssi ko admire karne lage the, aap kia kia admire nahin karte the mujh mein Abhi? Aur kyun itna admire karte the aap mujhe abhi? Main to kuch bhi nahin thi, main bahot mamooli chiz thi Abhi, daag thi mujh mein jo aap ko nahin dikh raha tha, phir bhi aap mujhko admire karte the…. Ek jagah aap ne likha ke aap ne note kiya ke meri nazrein aap ke chehre par chaaron taraf dekh rahe the, aap ke peshaani se lekar aap ki aankhon ko naak ko pure chehre ko…. Aap ko bata doon Abhi ussi din main ne aap ke eyebrows ko ghaur se dekha tha, kitna khubsurat hai, jaise peel kiye hue hein, jaise ladkiyan peel off karte hein aap ke eyebrows natural mein weise hein…. Aap ke baal dekh rahi thi kitne baal the aap ke full kale aur thick the aap ke baal, mujhe bahot passand the, sirf aap ke honth cigarette pine se thoda blackish hue the agar aap cigarette nahin pite to pinkish hote aap ke honth bhi…. Wohi sab dekh rahi thi main aap ke chehre mein Abhi uss din…

Aur Abhi jo sawal aap ne kiya tha usska jawaab main ne aap ko tod mod kar diya tha usski vajah ab to aap samajh chuke honge ke kyun main sahi jawaab nahin de paayi thi aap ko? Kaise aap ko bataati ke koyi nahin meri life mein Abhi jab main ek bache ki maa thi? Mujhko majbooran jawaab ko modna hi para tha abhi, forgive me again please. ------ Aur haan Abhi you were RIGHT. AAP SACH MEIN BAHOT BAHOT HI HONSHIYAAR THE AUR HO YOU ARE VERY INTELLIGENT, MUCH MORE THAN I AM!”

Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Maa: “Aur phir wo chala gaya kia?!”

Ruhi: “nahin bahot tez hai wo sach mein, padha likha lagta hai, English bhi acha bolta hai maa, ussne mujhe kaha ke samajhdar ko ishara kafi hai, aur kaha ke main samajhdar to hoon so samajh jaungi ke ussne ye sawaal kyun kiya mujhse, sach mein honshiyaar hai khud bhi kaha ussne hehehehe!”

Maa ne Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“to ab tu kia karegi? Bata? Kia wo pasand hai tujhe?”

Ruhi ne ek gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke taraf dekha, phir apni maa ke chehre mein ek ajeeb si sikanjh chehre par laate hue kaha,

“pata nahin maa, pata nahin mujhe, kitna handsome hai, hai nah maa? Padha likha bhi hai aur strong hai, kitna lamba hai maa!! Main kia karun maa?!”

Maa ne bhi ek gehri saans liye aur kaha,

“Mujhe kia pata mujhse kyun puch rahi hai, tu bol kia karna hai ab?!”

Ruhi ne phir muskuraate hue apni maa ke taraf dekha aur kaha,

“Abhi kuch nahin kehna mujhe, kuch aur din beet jaane do tab bataungi aap ko aur shaayad ussko bhi….”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi ab to aap samajh gaye honge nah ke kiss baare mein maa mujhse baat kar rahi thi? Yehi ke main kia karungi? Aap ko nahin pata tha ke main ek bachi ki maa thi, aap mujhe ek kunwari ladki samajh rahe the, maa ko pata tha ke mujhe to kisi se shaadi karne ka haq hi nahin yehi kehti aayi thi wo mujhse jiss din se main ne Shweta ko janam diya tha. umar bhar mujhe ghar mein bandh kar rakhna chahti thi. Ya kaha tha ke kissi aadher aadmi hi milega mujhse shaadi karne wala kyunke main ek maa hoon, single mother….. ya to phir maa ne ek hi raasta rakha tha jo mere liye safe thi wo tha France ki Amit. Maa kehti ke pardes mein tu hogi usske saath foreign mein rehne wale virginity ko koyi ehmiyat nahin dete ussne bhi gori ladkiyon ke saath khub gulcharre udaaye honge to tera virgin nah hona usske liye koyi important nahin hoga….. magar yahan ke ladke to weisa nahin hein yeh maa ka sochna tha…. issi liye wo puch rahi thi ke ab main kia karungi… aap ko kaise bataungi ke main ghalat hoon, ke mujh mein ek daag hai, ek dhabba lag chuka hai mujh par…. aap naye the, jawaan the, handsome the mujhko ek kunwari ladki samajhte the…. Mere liye kitna mushkil tha wo sab face karna aur aap ko sab batana ….. it was not easy Abhi….”

Itna likhne ke baad Ruhi rone lagi apni kismet par…..


Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Jab Abhi tayyar ho gaya, change kar liya, hair brush kar liya aur kitchen mein dekha to sirf Ruhi ki mummy thi wahan Ruhi nahin thi, Abhi udaas ho gaya aur socha ke kitchen ke stair par ja kar uss se puche ke Ruhi kidhar hai….

Phir abhi ne socha ke kia Ruhi kahin ghar ke andar se ussko dekh to nahin rahi? Kia ussne jaan bujh kar weisa kiya taake dekh sake ke Abhi ussko dhundta hai ya nahin? To Abhi ghar ke andar dekhne laga, khidkiyon ke paas dekhne laga ke koyi pardah hille, magar kuch nahin dikha aur aakhir mein ussko nikalna pada washroom se. Saeed bhai usska wait kar raha tha bus ke paas.}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi aaj mujhe bilkool bhi yaad nahin ke main uss shaam ko kia kar rahi thi, aur kyun aap ke jaane ke waqt wahan nahin thi…. Nahin Abhi main uss din andar se aap ko nahin dekkh rahi thi… ya to main so gayi hogi, ya read kar rahi hogi…. Bilkool yaad nahin…. Pata hai main kabhi baithe baithe 10/15 mins ke liye gehri neendh mein chali jaati hoon…. May be it was that on that day…..”

Aaguey read kiya Ruhi ne:

{ Wahan se ghar jaate waqt bus mein sirf Ruhi ke baare mein sochta gaya, ussko ek ghutan si feel hone laga tha, ek bhaaripan jaisa tha usske seene par, ek bojh feel ho raha tha usse, sirf iss liye ke Ruhi nazar nahin aayi aaj shaam ko. Ruhi ko dil mein basaaye, mann mein bithaaye safar kiya Abhi ne ghar tak.

Aur apni special diary mein sab likhne laga aaj ke din ke baare mein. Khud muskuraate hue likh raha tha ke kiss tarah se aaj Ruhi se baatein hui, kiss tarah uss se puchne gaya tha ke kia usski life mein koyi hai, aur Ruhi ka jawaab bhi likha sab kuch ek ek pal ko likha Abhi ne…….

Sab kuch likhne ke baad bahot der tak sochta raha ke kyun aaj shaam ko Ruhi nazar nahin aayi, yeh baat Abhi ko bahot disturb karne laga tha.

Raat der tak neendh nahin arahe the Abhi ko. Ussko sirf Ruhi nazar arahi thi har jagah. Sote, jaagte, uthte, baithte sirf Ruhi bassa hua tha Abhi ke khayaalon mein, bade mushkil se aankh lagi aur ussko laga ke buss kuch minaton mein subha ho gayi.}

Reply:

“I am very sorry ke aap ko udaas hokar wapas jaana pada tha Abhi, ek din main bhi soch rahi thi aap raat din mere baare mein sochte honge, aur jab aap ne bata diya tha ke har shaam ko aap ke saamne rahun jaate waqt tabse main samajh gayi thi ke aap bus mein jaate waqt raste bhar sirf mujhko sochte hue jaate honge… magar is din ke liye forgive me Abhi…

Aap ne diary mein jaakar sab likha aur main aaj 25 saal baad wo sab padh rahi hoon abhi! Kamaal hai nah?!.....

Aap raat ko so nahin paate the Abhi sirf mere baare mein sochte rehte the oh how nice of you, but aap ki health kharaab ho sakte the Abhi!!?”


Aaguey padha Ruhi ne:

{ Aur wo washroom reach hua. Ruhi ke kitchen mein dekha, khaali tha kitchen. Koyi nahin tha wahan. Subha ke 6 baje the. Kaam to 7 baje start hota hai aur 6 baje Abhi wahan pahunch gaya tha, sirf aur sirf Ruhi ke liye. Log so rahe the aur Abhi kaam ke site par aa chuka tha.

Ab Abhi ko Khushi hoti ke Ruhi ussko apne achche kapdon mein dekhti iss se pehle ke wo kaam karne wala purana kapda pehenta. Abhi subha subha fresh tha, dhoop mein jhulsa hua nahin tha, usska skin fresh tha, shave kiya tha aane se pehle, aftershave lagaya tha, thoda perfume bhi lagaya tha shirt par; ek Wrangler Blue Jeans aur ek safed shirt pehna hua tha. ek pair of khubsurat sport shoes mein tha… To chahta tha ke Ruhi ke saamne weise pesh aaye, taake wo Ruhi ko acha dikhe. Abhi yeh bhi soch kar early aya tha ke 6 se 7 baje tak pura ek ghanta hoga usske paas Ruhi se baat karne ko agar wo saamne aati to…. Magar wo dikh hi nahin rahi thi. Sab se pehla sawaal abhi ko yeh karna tha Ruhi se ke kal shaam ko wo kidhar thi, kyun saamne nahin aayi, aur aaj Abhi Ruhi se yeh request karne wala tha ke aaj se har shaam ko jab usska wapas jaane ka time aaye to Ruhi usske saamne rahe, kitchen ke stairs par present rahe taake Abhi ussko goodbye keh sake, ussko wave kar sake. Yeh kehna tha Abhi ko Ruhi se aaj. Magar wo dikhe tab nah?!}

Reply:

“Abhi aap itne savere aap kaam par ajaate the, thik se sote bhi nahin the sirf mere khaatir, nice of you but bad for your health…. You were too much in love Abhi, but at that time I was not in love with you….. yes, I liked you a lot but was not in love because my mind and heart were elsewhere thinking of lots of things regarding Shweta and my situation and position, so I had no time to fall in love like you did with me Abhi!.....

Abhi aap mere saamne ache kapdon mein rehna chahte the, aap chahte the ke main aap ko unn kapdon mein dekhun jiss se ap travel karke aate ho hmmm, samajhti hoon…. But Abhi, mere liye wo koyi maene nahin rakhta tha… mujhe aap ko unn gande kaam karne waale kapdon mein hi dekhna passand tha…. aap ke kapdon se nahin aap se lagao tha mujhe, aap impress karna chahte the okay, but I was already impressed by the way you were!....

Abhi yeh aap ke liye….. yun samajhiye ke aap ne yeh sab mujhse kaha hai……..


Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote


Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Aur kuch aap ki fitrat mein wafaa bhi kum hai

Varna jeeti hui baazi to nah haare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote….

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Saamne jaam tha aur jam utha bhi nah sake

Kaash hum ghairat -e-mehfil ke nah maare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa….


Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Tumse kia hum to zindagi se bhi sharminda hein

Marr hi jaate nah jo yadon ke sahare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamaare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa.


Ab rone lagi hoon yeh likh kar…..”


To be continued…(4512 words)
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Bahut bahut badhya. Too good.
Kia din the, kia jamana tha, Ek Abhi tha, Ek Ruhi thi, kia iskh tha, kia fasana tha.
 
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Casinar said:
Update 71 Ruhi And The Diaries II​

Ruhi ne jawaab likha:

“Abhi aaj bata doon aap ko ke main khaas kar aap ke liye hi wahan ziada aya karti thi, aap mujhe ache lagne lage the, aap se baat karne ka mera bi mann kar raha tha, haan mujhe pata chal gaya tha kea ap sirf mujhko dekhte rehte ho, aur mujhko dhundte ho har baar, aura ap shaayd hichkichate the mujhse baat karne mein to main ne uss din khud socha kea ap se kuch kahun to dekha aap cigarette pee rahe the, to ussi ke bare mein kaha tha aap se…. Thanks for describing me brooming my terrace Abhi, loved it.”

Ab aguey….

Ruhi ne diaries padhna jaari rakha:

{ To Saeed bhai chala gaya Tubes ke taraf aur Abhi wapas Ruhi ko dekha aur kaha,

“sunon please, ek baat puchni hai!”

Ruhi do kadam Abhi ke taraf muskuraati hui aayi aur pucha,

“kia? Cigarrte kyun nahin pina yeh puchoge aap?”

Abhi ne hansste hue kaha,

“are nahin puchna yeh hai ke aap ko main ne kuch der pehle good morning kaha to aap ne jawaab kyun nahin diya?!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Aap ne kab mujhse baat kiye, baat to main ne aap se kiya abhi abhi?!”

Abhi: “are yaar, jab tum garden se roses pick kar rahi thi aur main araha tha tab tumko good morning kaha tha nah?!”

Ruhi: “Really? Main ne to kuch nahin suna, sorry then, very good morning to you too and do have a nice day.”

Abhi bahot khush hua aur kaha,

“wow that’s great then, same to you my dear!”}

Ruhi ne yeh padh kar hansste hue reply likha:

“hmmmm Main ne jhoot kaha tha ke main ne nahin suna tha, kuch der pehle reason diya nah ke kyun main ne reply nahin kiya tha, magar aap ne iss conversation ko bahot khubsurat tarike se likha hai, main muskuraate hue padhti gayi…”


{Ruhi ne niche dekhte hue dhire se kaha,

“I am not your ‘dear’ aur aap to acha English bol lete ho to eisa kaam kyun karte ho aap?!”

Abhi: “Why? Iss kaam mein kia buraayi hai bhala?”

Ruhi: “meri mummy kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin hai kyunke iss mein future nahin hai!”

Abhi ne usski maa ke taraf dekha aur Ruhi ko jawaab diya,

“tumhari mummy ghalat kehti hai, this job is a perfect one.”}

Ruhi ne yahan reply yeh likha:

“Abhi, aap ghaur kijiyega, yahan main ne kaha MUMMY kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin, yeh mera kehna nahin tha Abhi….. aur aap ne bilkool sahi jawaab diya tha ke meri MUMMY GHALAT kehti hai”


Aur ruhi aaguey badhti gayi padhte hue:

{ Abhi phir kaam par lag gaya. Kaam karte waqt of course baar baar Ruhi ke ghar ke taraf dekh raha tha.

Koyi ek ghante tak abhi ko time hi nahin mila Ruhi ko dekhne ki magar Abhi ko pata nahin tha ke Ruhi apne ghar ke andar se khirki ke paas parde ke kone se Abhi ko wo kaam karte dekh rahi thi aur usski maa bhi dekh rahi thi Abhi ko uss lohe ko form dene ke liye kiss taraah hatoda maar raha tha. Ab wo loha Tony se sambhala nahin jaa raha tha kyun ke jab Abhi uss par hathoda maar raha tha to Tony ke haath mein shock lag raha tha iss liye kayi baar loha uss ke haath se chuth gira, aur ek baar loha jab Tony ke haath se chhuta to wo end wapas Abhi ke thik chehre ke paas laut kar ruka aur jhat se Abhi ne kuch kadam piche liya varna ussko gehra choat lag jata. Ruhi ne wo sab dekha aur usski aah nikli jiss waqt wo loha wapas Abhi ke chehre ke paas gaye to….

Kyunke jab loha bounce hokar gira ek ajeeb sa shor hua aur Tony zor se abhi ka naam chillaya ussko warn karne ke liye to Saeed, Vinay, Mehboob, Ruhi ka dada, Ruhi ki maa sab turant baahar aaye dekhne ko ke kia hua…..

Haath mein wo bada sa hatoda liye jiss action se upar chalaang laga kar Abhi kuda tha uss lohe se bachne ke liye, phir jiss jagah jaa kar Abhi land hua tha haath mein hathode sameth wo ek heroic action tha jissko Ruhi ne admire kiya. Hero lag raha tha Abhi uss action ko karte hue. Aur jahan land hua tha Abhi uss chalaang ke baad wo Ruhi ki terrace par tha, aur thik ussi jagah se ruhi Abhi ko jhaank rahi thi. Aur ussne turant khirki ki parde ko hatta kar abhi se kaha,

“Bahot dangerous hai yeh kaam, aap bahot khatarnaak tarike se abhi hurt ho sakte the, mujhko bahot darr laga jab main ne uss lohe ko aap ke sar ke taraf udh kar aate hue dekha to, mujhe laga ke aap ko lag gayi…. Aap bahot flexible body ke malik ho gymnastic karte ho kia aap? Aap wahan se kaise, jaise udhkar yahan pahunche?!”

Abhi ko bahot hi acha laga Ruhi ko wo sab kehte hue sun kar aur jawaab diya ke garage mein ek sophisticated machine hai jo lohe ko modta hai, yahan kuch nahin hai iss liye haath se karna pad raha hai varna kaam bilkool dangerous nahin hai…. Phir bhi Ruhi ki maa ne bhi join kiya Ruhi ko aur kaha ke dangerous hai yeh kaam.

Ruhi ne abhi se kaha baad mein :

“be very careful please, I am feeling scared!” }

Ye sab padhne ke baad Ruhi ne likha:

“Abhi uss din main sach mein bahot darr gayi thi, mujhe laga tha ke aap ke chehre par wo loha zor se lag gayi thi, aap ka handsome chehra bigar jata Abhi…. Haan aap mujhe bahot hi ziada handsome lagne lage the Abhi…. Jitney log kaam kar rahe the hamare aangan mein you were the most handsome, charismatic and very attractive young man…. Aap mein kuch tha jo dusron ko apne taraf attract karta tha, aap ki ek bahot hi strong personality hai Abhi, tab bhi tha ab bhi hai…. Ek to aap ka ooncha kad, upar se aap ki bolne aur dekhne ka andaz, aap ki smile, aap ki seriousness, aap ke chehre mein aisa kuch hai jo aapki personality ko bahot hi strong banata hai…. Hamare aangan mein ek aap hi the jiss se har koyi prabhaavit hota tha, ghar mein aap ke naam ka zikr hota tha jab sab log chale jaate the…. koyi saeed ki group ko nahin sab Abhi ki group ka naam lete jab bhi bus banaane wale ke baat karte the… Iss aangan mein aap main subject of talk hote the aksar…. Mahboob se lekar Rahima, Farzina, Manoj, Mahesh sab aap ka naam lete jab bhi kaam ki baat hoti thi….. Aur yeh to main ne aap se kaha hi tha ke hamare aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjta tha kabhi kissi aur ka naam nahin sunaayi diya meri life mein is aagan mein goonjte hue Abhi…. Aap chale gaye the to sanaata chhah gaya tha, main tarasti thi ke koyi chamatkaar ho jaaye aur koyi zor se ABHI ka naam ek baar to phukaar de!!.... mere kaan mein yeh awaaz ajaate ke ‘ABHI udhar dekho uss tin ko chipkana hai, ABHI zara uss lohe ko mod kar laado, ABHI kidhar ho idhar mera help karne aao, ABHI ek cigarette do mujhe…. ABHI … ABHI…. ABHI….. Iss naam se hi mujhe pyar ho gaya tha, iss naam ko sunne ke liye main tarasti reh gayi aap ke jaane ke baad, sapnon mein seikron baar aap ka naam kissi ko phukaarte hue sunkar jaagi hoon pichle 25 saalon mein Abhi….

Aap ko acha laga tha ke main ne care kiya tha aap ke liye uss roz yeh jaan kar acha laga abhi, magar ussi din se yeh confirm bhi ho gaya tha ke jo kaam aap karte ho wo bahot dangerous hai, yeh mummy ke taraf se aur bhi ziada serious ho gaya tha udhar nani ke ghar walon ke taraf se aur bhi aag mein tel daalne wali baat hua karta tha…. baad mein samjhaungi….”

Ruhi ne aaguey yeh padha:

{ Der ghante beet gaye aur ek do baar Abhi ne dekha ke ghar ke piche se ek do baar Ruhi ne ussko dekha weld karte hue. Buss jhank rahi thi phir ghar ke piche ho jaati thi, same time apni maa se baat kar rahi thi….. Abhi ko pyas laga aur dekha ke nal hai to ek khali botal lekar gaya paani bharne, ussi bahane Ruhi se ek do baat kar leta, magar usska plan fail hua kyunke tap number one tha yahin bus ke paas, to kyun karib ke tap ko chorr kar piche wale tap mein paani bharne jata?! Phir bhi pani lene se pehle Ruhi ki maa se permission liya ke kia uss nal se paani le sakta hai…. Jiss waqt Ruhi ki maa Abhi ko reply kar rahi thi, Ruhi saamne aayi Abhi ko dekhne ke usski maa se kia keh raha tha wo. Muskura rahi thi aur jab abhi pani bharne laga botal mein to Ruhi ne kaha,

“pani maangte nahin hein, buss le lete hein, agli baar puchna nahin buss nal kholna aur bhar lena okay?!”

Abhi ne muskuraate hue thanks kaha, thik tabhi Ruhi ki maa ne Ruhi se kuch kaha, aur turant Ruhi ne Abhi se kaha,

“Hello? Juice piyoge? Thoda sa juice bana doon kia?!”

Yehi bat keh rahi thi Ruhi se usski maa ke kyun nah thoda sa juice de diya jaaye unn logon ko…

Magar Abhi ne Ruhi se muskuraate hue kaha,

“suno dear, juice sahi hai magar ek problem ho jaega!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ko dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Juice se kia problem ho jaega bhala?”

To Abhi ne kaha,

“juice piyunga to cigarrete pine ka mann karega kyunke juice sweet hoga nah? tab tum kahogi ke cigarrte pina acha nahin!”

Abhi ki reply sunkar Ruhi ki maa zor se hanss padi, aur Ruhi ne munh banaate hue kaha,

“to phir thik nahin nahin banaugi juice mat pina cigarrete phir!”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Hmmm aap ko bahana chahiye tha cigarette pine ke liye… yeh sab 100% yaad ha mujhe Abhi kyun ke teesre ya chauthe din ke baad main khud aap se impress ho chuki thi aur aap ko dekhne lagi thi aur jaise aap mujhe dekhte rehte the main bhi aap ko dekhti rehti thi, jaise aap mujhe dhudte rehte the mujhe pata hota tha ke aap ko sirf bus ke taraf ke dekhna hota hai aap ko dekhne ke liye…. Mujhe hanssi aayi yeh read karke ke aap mere paas aana chahte the magar nal aap ke paas hi tha jabke aap dusri nal ke paas ana chahte the jahana main thi hihihihihi!..... waise ek baat kahun Abhi? Kabhi kabhi mujhe aap ko cherrne aur tang karne mein mujhe acha lagta tha…. aap cute jo lagne lage the mujhe… aap se bahot cherr chaani karne ko mann karta tha mujhe….


Aur aaguey padha ruhi ne:

{ Abhi ke chehre mein ek udaasi chaah gayi thi, jo shayad Ruhi ne note kiya, Abhi lagataar ussko dekhe jaa raha tha aur Ruhi uncomfortable feel karne lagi…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi ko dekha aur haath ke ishaare se pucha kia hua to Abhi ne naah mein sar hillaya matlab kuch bhi nahin kaha….. phir Abhi ne dekha ke Ruhi ki maa taar par kapde sukhne ke liye taang rahi thi to jaldi sse Abhi bina kuch soche samjhe Ruhi ke taraf gaya…


Abhi ko apne taraf aate dekh kar Ruhi ka chehra laal ho gaya jaise ussko pata tha Abhi uss se kia kehne araha hai, Ruhi kabhi apni maa ko dekhti to kabhi bus mein dusre logon ko kaam karte dekhti phir Abhi ko dekhti… wo kuch ghabra si gayi….

Abhi Ruhi ke bilkool karib pahuncha aur dheemi awaaz mein, aashikana andaz mein pucha,

“Tumhari life mein koyi hai? Please sach batana? Agar hai to be jhijhak batado please.”

Ruhi hanss padi, chehra laal to hua hi tha aur Abhi ki baat sun kar wo hanssne lagi phir pucha,

“iss sawaal ka ek sawaal se jawaab doon?!”

Abhi usski hanssi ko admire karne laga, kitni khubsurat dikhti hai Ruhi hansste hue. Phir Abhi ne kaha,

“okay wohi sahi bolo to!”

Ruhi ne hansste hue hi pucha,

“yeh sawaal kyun? Jaan sakti hoon?!”

Abhi ne bilkool heyraan hote hue kaha,

“Areeee?! Kamaal hai, yeh koyi jawaab hai? Sawaal bhi nahin fit baithta ab…. Mera sawaal to sawaal hi reh gaya nah?!”

Ruhi ki maa donon ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi kapde taar par taangte hue.

Abhi ne phir dhire se kaha,

“please batao nah mere liye ye bahot important hai bolo nah please.”

Ruhi ne intelligently jawaab diya,

“kaise important ho sakta hai bhala? Hum ek dusre ko jaante bhi nahin, abhi do din hue ek dusre se baat kiye hue to kia important ho sakta hai do dinon mein? Mujhe nahin yakeen ke kuch bhi important hai abhi, I don’t believe you!”

Abhi ne socha wo bhi sahi tha.

Ruhi ab blush karne lagi aur apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ke andar se honth ko fullaya, phir muskuraayi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. donon ek dusre ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekh rahe the… Abhi ne note kiya ke Ruhi ki nazrein usske chehre ko chaaro taraf dekh rahe the, usski peshaani ko dekha usski nazar ne, phir usske gaal ko dekha, tab usske chehre ko dekha tab usske aankhon mein wapas dekha….. aur Abhi ne kaha,

“samajhdaar ko ishara kaafi hai, mujhe jo kehna tha so main ne keh diya, aaguey tumhari marzi miss Ruhi”

Yeh keh kar Abhi mudhne wala tha wapas bus ke paas jaane ke liye magar Ruhi ne ussko yeh kehkar roka,

“bilkool nahin, aap ne kuch bhi kaha nahin, aap ne ek sawaal kiya tha mujhse, kuch kehne aur sawaal karne mein antar hote hein mister Abhi!”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“mera sawaal hi ishara tha meri baat ka, uss sawaal se ishara mil gaya hoga, samajhdaar to ho tum, to ishara kaafi hai tumko hehehehe!”

Aur Abhi jaane laga wapas, to Ruhi hanssne lagi aur kaha,

“bahot honshiyaar samajhte ho aap apne aap ko nah Abhi?!”

Tab tak Abhi bus ke paas reach ho chuka tha aur mudhkar Ruhi se kaha,

“samajhta nahin hoon Miss Ruhi, main HOON. Honshiyaar hoon main!”

Ruhi ussko dekhti rahi kaafi der tak hansste hue. Apni jagah se baar baar Abhi muskuraate hue Ruhi ko dekhe jaa raha tha weld karte hue, aur Ruhi bhi ab bade pyar se Abhi ko dekhti jaa rahi thi…….}

Yeh sab Ruhi ne do ya teen baar padha reply likhne se pehle… padhte hue kayi baar muskuraayi aur aakhir mein hanss padi, phir udaas ho gayi… phir se muskaayi aur yeh likha:

“Abhi main heyraan hoon yeh padh kar ke aap mujhko kiss tarah se perfectly describe karte ho, it is really amazing! I am shocked Abhi, aap sach mein koyi writer ho kia? Kaise iss tarah se mujhko, meri adaon ko, mere chehre ke hav bhaav ko describe kar lete ho Abhi? You are just incredible! Main blush karne lagi thi, apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ko fula kar phir main muskuraayi aap ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. uff itna mujhko observe karte the aap Abhi? Oh my God!

Abhi main hanss padi thi to aap meri hanssi ko admire karne lage the, aap kia kia admire nahin karte the mujh mein Abhi? Aur kyun itna admire karte the aap mujhe abhi? Main to kuch bhi nahin thi, main bahot mamooli chiz thi Abhi, daag thi mujh mein jo aap ko nahin dikh raha tha, phir bhi aap mujhko admire karte the…. Ek jagah aap ne likha ke aap ne note kiya ke meri nazrein aap ke chehre par chaaron taraf dekh rahe the, aap ke peshaani se lekar aap ki aankhon ko naak ko pure chehre ko…. Aap ko bata doon Abhi ussi din main ne aap ke eyebrows ko ghaur se dekha tha, kitna khubsurat hai, jaise peel kiye hue hein, jaise ladkiyan peel off karte hein aap ke eyebrows natural mein weise hein…. Aap ke baal dekh rahi thi kitne baal the aap ke full kale aur thick the aap ke baal, mujhe bahot passand the, sirf aap ke honth cigarette pine se thoda blackish hue the agar aap cigarette nahin pite to pinkish hote aap ke honth bhi…. Wohi sab dekh rahi thi main aap ke chehre mein Abhi uss din…

Aur Abhi jo sawal aap ne kiya tha usska jawaab main ne aap ko tod mod kar diya tha usski vajah ab to aap samajh chuke honge ke kyun main sahi jawaab nahin de paayi thi aap ko? Kaise aap ko bataati ke koyi nahin meri life mein Abhi jab main ek bache ki maa thi? Mujhko majbooran jawaab ko modna hi para tha abhi, forgive me again please. ------ Aur haan Abhi you were RIGHT. AAP SACH MEIN BAHOT BAHOT HI HONSHIYAAR THE AUR HO YOU ARE VERY INTELLIGENT, MUCH MORE THAN I AM!”

Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Maa: “Aur phir wo chala gaya kia?!”

Ruhi: “nahin bahot tez hai wo sach mein, padha likha lagta hai, English bhi acha bolta hai maa, ussne mujhe kaha ke samajhdar ko ishara kafi hai, aur kaha ke main samajhdar to hoon so samajh jaungi ke ussne ye sawaal kyun kiya mujhse, sach mein honshiyaar hai khud bhi kaha ussne hehehehe!”

Maa ne Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“to ab tu kia karegi? Bata? Kia wo pasand hai tujhe?”

Ruhi ne ek gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke taraf dekha, phir apni maa ke chehre mein ek ajeeb si sikanjh chehre par laate hue kaha,

“pata nahin maa, pata nahin mujhe, kitna handsome hai, hai nah maa? Padha likha bhi hai aur strong hai, kitna lamba hai maa!! Main kia karun maa?!”

Maa ne bhi ek gehri saans liye aur kaha,

“Mujhe kia pata mujhse kyun puch rahi hai, tu bol kia karna hai ab?!”

Ruhi ne phir muskuraate hue apni maa ke taraf dekha aur kaha,

“Abhi kuch nahin kehna mujhe, kuch aur din beet jaane do tab bataungi aap ko aur shaayad ussko bhi….”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi ab to aap samajh gaye honge nah ke kiss baare mein maa mujhse baat kar rahi thi? Yehi ke main kia karungi? Aap ko nahin pata tha ke main ek bachi ki maa thi, aap mujhe ek kunwari ladki samajh rahe the, maa ko pata tha ke mujhe to kisi se shaadi karne ka haq hi nahin yehi kehti aayi thi wo mujhse jiss din se main ne Shweta ko janam diya tha. umar bhar mujhe ghar mein bandh kar rakhna chahti thi. Ya kaha tha ke kissi aadher aadmi hi milega mujhse shaadi karne wala kyunke main ek maa hoon, single mother….. ya to phir maa ne ek hi raasta rakha tha jo mere liye safe thi wo tha France ki Amit. Maa kehti ke pardes mein tu hogi usske saath foreign mein rehne wale virginity ko koyi ehmiyat nahin dete ussne bhi gori ladkiyon ke saath khub gulcharre udaaye honge to tera virgin nah hona usske liye koyi important nahin hoga….. magar yahan ke ladke to weisa nahin hein yeh maa ka sochna tha…. issi liye wo puch rahi thi ke ab main kia karungi… aap ko kaise bataungi ke main ghalat hoon, ke mujh mein ek daag hai, ek dhabba lag chuka hai mujh par…. aap naye the, jawaan the, handsome the mujhko ek kunwari ladki samajhte the…. Mere liye kitna mushkil tha wo sab face karna aur aap ko sab batana ….. it was not easy Abhi….”

Itna likhne ke baad Ruhi rone lagi apni kismet par…..


Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Jab Abhi tayyar ho gaya, change kar liya, hair brush kar liya aur kitchen mein dekha to sirf Ruhi ki mummy thi wahan Ruhi nahin thi, Abhi udaas ho gaya aur socha ke kitchen ke stair par ja kar uss se puche ke Ruhi kidhar hai….

Phir abhi ne socha ke kia Ruhi kahin ghar ke andar se ussko dekh to nahin rahi? Kia ussne jaan bujh kar weisa kiya taake dekh sake ke Abhi ussko dhundta hai ya nahin? To Abhi ghar ke andar dekhne laga, khidkiyon ke paas dekhne laga ke koyi pardah hille, magar kuch nahin dikha aur aakhir mein ussko nikalna pada washroom se. Saeed bhai usska wait kar raha tha bus ke paas.}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi aaj mujhe bilkool bhi yaad nahin ke main uss shaam ko kia kar rahi thi, aur kyun aap ke jaane ke waqt wahan nahin thi…. Nahin Abhi main uss din andar se aap ko nahin dekkh rahi thi… ya to main so gayi hogi, ya read kar rahi hogi…. Bilkool yaad nahin…. Pata hai main kabhi baithe baithe 10/15 mins ke liye gehri neendh mein chali jaati hoon…. May be it was that on that day…..”

Aaguey read kiya Ruhi ne:

{ Wahan se ghar jaate waqt bus mein sirf Ruhi ke baare mein sochta gaya, ussko ek ghutan si feel hone laga tha, ek bhaaripan jaisa tha usske seene par, ek bojh feel ho raha tha usse, sirf iss liye ke Ruhi nazar nahin aayi aaj shaam ko. Ruhi ko dil mein basaaye, mann mein bithaaye safar kiya Abhi ne ghar tak.

Aur apni special diary mein sab likhne laga aaj ke din ke baare mein. Khud muskuraate hue likh raha tha ke kiss tarah se aaj Ruhi se baatein hui, kiss tarah uss se puchne gaya tha ke kia usski life mein koyi hai, aur Ruhi ka jawaab bhi likha sab kuch ek ek pal ko likha Abhi ne…….

Sab kuch likhne ke baad bahot der tak sochta raha ke kyun aaj shaam ko Ruhi nazar nahin aayi, yeh baat Abhi ko bahot disturb karne laga tha.

Raat der tak neendh nahin arahe the Abhi ko. Ussko sirf Ruhi nazar arahi thi har jagah. Sote, jaagte, uthte, baithte sirf Ruhi bassa hua tha Abhi ke khayaalon mein, bade mushkil se aankh lagi aur ussko laga ke buss kuch minaton mein subha ho gayi.}

Reply:

“I am very sorry ke aap ko udaas hokar wapas jaana pada tha Abhi, ek din main bhi soch rahi thi aap raat din mere baare mein sochte honge, aur jab aap ne bata diya tha ke har shaam ko aap ke saamne rahun jaate waqt tabse main samajh gayi thi ke aap bus mein jaate waqt raste bhar sirf mujhko sochte hue jaate honge… magar is din ke liye forgive me Abhi…

Aap ne diary mein jaakar sab likha aur main aaj 25 saal baad wo sab padh rahi hoon abhi! Kamaal hai nah?!.....

Aap raat ko so nahin paate the Abhi sirf mere baare mein sochte rehte the oh how nice of you, but aap ki health kharaab ho sakte the Abhi!!?”


Aaguey padha Ruhi ne:

{ Aur wo washroom reach hua. Ruhi ke kitchen mein dekha, khaali tha kitchen. Koyi nahin tha wahan. Subha ke 6 baje the. Kaam to 7 baje start hota hai aur 6 baje Abhi wahan pahunch gaya tha, sirf aur sirf Ruhi ke liye. Log so rahe the aur Abhi kaam ke site par aa chuka tha.

Ab Abhi ko Khushi hoti ke Ruhi ussko apne achche kapdon mein dekhti iss se pehle ke wo kaam karne wala purana kapda pehenta. Abhi subha subha fresh tha, dhoop mein jhulsa hua nahin tha, usska skin fresh tha, shave kiya tha aane se pehle, aftershave lagaya tha, thoda perfume bhi lagaya tha shirt par; ek Wrangler Blue Jeans aur ek safed shirt pehna hua tha. ek pair of khubsurat sport shoes mein tha… To chahta tha ke Ruhi ke saamne weise pesh aaye, taake wo Ruhi ko acha dikhe. Abhi yeh bhi soch kar early aya tha ke 6 se 7 baje tak pura ek ghanta hoga usske paas Ruhi se baat karne ko agar wo saamne aati to…. Magar wo dikh hi nahin rahi thi. Sab se pehla sawaal abhi ko yeh karna tha Ruhi se ke kal shaam ko wo kidhar thi, kyun saamne nahin aayi, aur aaj Abhi Ruhi se yeh request karne wala tha ke aaj se har shaam ko jab usska wapas jaane ka time aaye to Ruhi usske saamne rahe, kitchen ke stairs par present rahe taake Abhi ussko goodbye keh sake, ussko wave kar sake. Yeh kehna tha Abhi ko Ruhi se aaj. Magar wo dikhe tab nah?!}

Reply:

“Abhi aap itne savere aap kaam par ajaate the, thik se sote bhi nahin the sirf mere khaatir, nice of you but bad for your health…. You were too much in love Abhi, but at that time I was not in love with you….. yes, I liked you a lot but was not in love because my mind and heart were elsewhere thinking of lots of things regarding Shweta and my situation and position, so I had no time to fall in love like you did with me Abhi!.....

Abhi aap mere saamne ache kapdon mein rehna chahte the, aap chahte the ke main aap ko unn kapdon mein dekhun jiss se ap travel karke aate ho hmmm, samajhti hoon…. But Abhi, mere liye wo koyi maene nahin rakhta tha… mujhe aap ko unn gande kaam karne waale kapdon mein hi dekhna passand tha…. aap ke kapdon se nahin aap se lagao tha mujhe, aap impress karna chahte the okay, but I was already impressed by the way you were!....

Abhi yeh aap ke liye….. yun samajhiye ke aap ne yeh sab mujhse kaha hai……..


Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote


Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Aur kuch aap ki fitrat mein wafaa bhi kum hai

Varna jeeti hui baazi to nah haare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote….

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Saamne jaam tha aur jam utha bhi nah sake

Kaash hum ghairat -e-mehfil ke nah maare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa….


Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Tumse kia hum to zindagi se bhi sharminda hein

Marr hi jaate nah jo yadon ke sahare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamaare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa.


Ab rone lagi hoon yeh likh kar…..”


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Update 71 Ruhi And The Diaries II​

Ruhi ne jawaab likha:

“Abhi aaj bata doon aap ko ke main khaas kar aap ke liye hi wahan ziada aya karti thi, aap mujhe ache lagne lage the, aap se baat karne ka mera bi mann kar raha tha, haan mujhe pata chal gaya tha kea ap sirf mujhko dekhte rehte ho, aur mujhko dhundte ho har baar, aura ap shaayd hichkichate the mujhse baat karne mein to main ne uss din khud socha kea ap se kuch kahun to dekha aap cigarette pee rahe the, to ussi ke bare mein kaha tha aap se…. Thanks for describing me brooming my terrace Abhi, loved it.”

Ab aguey….

Ruhi ne diaries padhna jaari rakha:

{ To Saeed bhai chala gaya Tubes ke taraf aur Abhi wapas Ruhi ko dekha aur kaha,

“sunon please, ek baat puchni hai!”

Ruhi do kadam Abhi ke taraf muskuraati hui aayi aur pucha,

“kia? Cigarrte kyun nahin pina yeh puchoge aap?”

Abhi ne hansste hue kaha,

“are nahin puchna yeh hai ke aap ko main ne kuch der pehle good morning kaha to aap ne jawaab kyun nahin diya?!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Aap ne kab mujhse baat kiye, baat to main ne aap se kiya abhi abhi?!”

Abhi: “are yaar, jab tum garden se roses pick kar rahi thi aur main araha tha tab tumko good morning kaha tha nah?!”

Ruhi: “Really? Main ne to kuch nahin suna, sorry then, very good morning to you too and do have a nice day.”

Abhi bahot khush hua aur kaha,

“wow that’s great then, same to you my dear!”}

Ruhi ne yeh padh kar hansste hue reply likha:

“hmmmm Main ne jhoot kaha tha ke main ne nahin suna tha, kuch der pehle reason diya nah ke kyun main ne reply nahin kiya tha, magar aap ne iss conversation ko bahot khubsurat tarike se likha hai, main muskuraate hue padhti gayi…”


{Ruhi ne niche dekhte hue dhire se kaha,

“I am not your ‘dear’ aur aap to acha English bol lete ho to eisa kaam kyun karte ho aap?!”

Abhi: “Why? Iss kaam mein kia buraayi hai bhala?”

Ruhi: “meri mummy kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin hai kyunke iss mein future nahin hai!”

Abhi ne usski maa ke taraf dekha aur Ruhi ko jawaab diya,

“tumhari mummy ghalat kehti hai, this job is a perfect one.”}

Ruhi ne yahan reply yeh likha:

“Abhi, aap ghaur kijiyega, yahan main ne kaha MUMMY kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin, yeh mera kehna nahin tha Abhi….. aur aap ne bilkool sahi jawaab diya tha ke meri MUMMY GHALAT kehti hai”


Aur ruhi aaguey badhti gayi padhte hue:

{ Abhi phir kaam par lag gaya. Kaam karte waqt of course baar baar Ruhi ke ghar ke taraf dekh raha tha.

Koyi ek ghante tak abhi ko time hi nahin mila Ruhi ko dekhne ki magar Abhi ko pata nahin tha ke Ruhi apne ghar ke andar se khirki ke paas parde ke kone se Abhi ko wo kaam karte dekh rahi thi aur usski maa bhi dekh rahi thi Abhi ko uss lohe ko form dene ke liye kiss taraah hatoda maar raha tha. Ab wo loha Tony se sambhala nahin jaa raha tha kyun ke jab Abhi uss par hathoda maar raha tha to Tony ke haath mein shock lag raha tha iss liye kayi baar loha uss ke haath se chuth gira, aur ek baar loha jab Tony ke haath se chhuta to wo end wapas Abhi ke thik chehre ke paas laut kar ruka aur jhat se Abhi ne kuch kadam piche liya varna ussko gehra choat lag jata. Ruhi ne wo sab dekha aur usski aah nikli jiss waqt wo loha wapas Abhi ke chehre ke paas gaye to….

Kyunke jab loha bounce hokar gira ek ajeeb sa shor hua aur Tony zor se abhi ka naam chillaya ussko warn karne ke liye to Saeed, Vinay, Mehboob, Ruhi ka dada, Ruhi ki maa sab turant baahar aaye dekhne ko ke kia hua…..

Haath mein wo bada sa hatoda liye jiss action se upar chalaang laga kar Abhi kuda tha uss lohe se bachne ke liye, phir jiss jagah jaa kar Abhi land hua tha haath mein hathode sameth wo ek heroic action tha jissko Ruhi ne admire kiya. Hero lag raha tha Abhi uss action ko karte hue. Aur jahan land hua tha Abhi uss chalaang ke baad wo Ruhi ki terrace par tha, aur thik ussi jagah se ruhi Abhi ko jhaank rahi thi. Aur ussne turant khirki ki parde ko hatta kar abhi se kaha,

“Bahot dangerous hai yeh kaam, aap bahot khatarnaak tarike se abhi hurt ho sakte the, mujhko bahot darr laga jab main ne uss lohe ko aap ke sar ke taraf udh kar aate hue dekha to, mujhe laga ke aap ko lag gayi…. Aap bahot flexible body ke malik ho gymnastic karte ho kia aap? Aap wahan se kaise, jaise udhkar yahan pahunche?!”

Abhi ko bahot hi acha laga Ruhi ko wo sab kehte hue sun kar aur jawaab diya ke garage mein ek sophisticated machine hai jo lohe ko modta hai, yahan kuch nahin hai iss liye haath se karna pad raha hai varna kaam bilkool dangerous nahin hai…. Phir bhi Ruhi ki maa ne bhi join kiya Ruhi ko aur kaha ke dangerous hai yeh kaam.

Ruhi ne abhi se kaha baad mein :

“be very careful please, I am feeling scared!” }

Ye sab padhne ke baad Ruhi ne likha:

“Abhi uss din main sach mein bahot darr gayi thi, mujhe laga tha ke aap ke chehre par wo loha zor se lag gayi thi, aap ka handsome chehra bigar jata Abhi…. Haan aap mujhe bahot hi ziada handsome lagne lage the Abhi…. Jitney log kaam kar rahe the hamare aangan mein you were the most handsome, charismatic and very attractive young man…. Aap mein kuch tha jo dusron ko apne taraf attract karta tha, aap ki ek bahot hi strong personality hai Abhi, tab bhi tha ab bhi hai…. Ek to aap ka ooncha kad, upar se aap ki bolne aur dekhne ka andaz, aap ki smile, aap ki seriousness, aap ke chehre mein aisa kuch hai jo aapki personality ko bahot hi strong banata hai…. Hamare aangan mein ek aap hi the jiss se har koyi prabhaavit hota tha, ghar mein aap ke naam ka zikr hota tha jab sab log chale jaate the…. koyi saeed ki group ko nahin sab Abhi ki group ka naam lete jab bhi bus banaane wale ke baat karte the… Iss aangan mein aap main subject of talk hote the aksar…. Mahboob se lekar Rahima, Farzina, Manoj, Mahesh sab aap ka naam lete jab bhi kaam ki baat hoti thi….. Aur yeh to main ne aap se kaha hi tha ke hamare aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjta tha kabhi kissi aur ka naam nahin sunaayi diya meri life mein is aagan mein goonjte hue Abhi…. Aap chale gaye the to sanaata chhah gaya tha, main tarasti thi ke koyi chamatkaar ho jaaye aur koyi zor se ABHI ka naam ek baar to phukaar de!!.... mere kaan mein yeh awaaz ajaate ke ‘ABHI udhar dekho uss tin ko chipkana hai, ABHI zara uss lohe ko mod kar laado, ABHI kidhar ho idhar mera help karne aao, ABHI ek cigarette do mujhe…. ABHI … ABHI…. ABHI….. Iss naam se hi mujhe pyar ho gaya tha, iss naam ko sunne ke liye main tarasti reh gayi aap ke jaane ke baad, sapnon mein seikron baar aap ka naam kissi ko phukaarte hue sunkar jaagi hoon pichle 25 saalon mein Abhi….

Aap ko acha laga tha ke main ne care kiya tha aap ke liye uss roz yeh jaan kar acha laga abhi, magar ussi din se yeh confirm bhi ho gaya tha ke jo kaam aap karte ho wo bahot dangerous hai, yeh mummy ke taraf se aur bhi ziada serious ho gaya tha udhar nani ke ghar walon ke taraf se aur bhi aag mein tel daalne wali baat hua karta tha…. baad mein samjhaungi….”

Ruhi ne aaguey yeh padha:

{ Der ghante beet gaye aur ek do baar Abhi ne dekha ke ghar ke piche se ek do baar Ruhi ne ussko dekha weld karte hue. Buss jhank rahi thi phir ghar ke piche ho jaati thi, same time apni maa se baat kar rahi thi….. Abhi ko pyas laga aur dekha ke nal hai to ek khali botal lekar gaya paani bharne, ussi bahane Ruhi se ek do baat kar leta, magar usska plan fail hua kyunke tap number one tha yahin bus ke paas, to kyun karib ke tap ko chorr kar piche wale tap mein paani bharne jata?! Phir bhi pani lene se pehle Ruhi ki maa se permission liya ke kia uss nal se paani le sakta hai…. Jiss waqt Ruhi ki maa Abhi ko reply kar rahi thi, Ruhi saamne aayi Abhi ko dekhne ke usski maa se kia keh raha tha wo. Muskura rahi thi aur jab abhi pani bharne laga botal mein to Ruhi ne kaha,

“pani maangte nahin hein, buss le lete hein, agli baar puchna nahin buss nal kholna aur bhar lena okay?!”

Abhi ne muskuraate hue thanks kaha, thik tabhi Ruhi ki maa ne Ruhi se kuch kaha, aur turant Ruhi ne Abhi se kaha,

“Hello? Juice piyoge? Thoda sa juice bana doon kia?!”

Yehi bat keh rahi thi Ruhi se usski maa ke kyun nah thoda sa juice de diya jaaye unn logon ko…

Magar Abhi ne Ruhi se muskuraate hue kaha,

“suno dear, juice sahi hai magar ek problem ho jaega!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ko dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Juice se kia problem ho jaega bhala?”

To Abhi ne kaha,

“juice piyunga to cigarrete pine ka mann karega kyunke juice sweet hoga nah? tab tum kahogi ke cigarrte pina acha nahin!”

Abhi ki reply sunkar Ruhi ki maa zor se hanss padi, aur Ruhi ne munh banaate hue kaha,

“to phir thik nahin nahin banaugi juice mat pina cigarrete phir!”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Hmmm aap ko bahana chahiye tha cigarette pine ke liye… yeh sab 100% yaad ha mujhe Abhi kyun ke teesre ya chauthe din ke baad main khud aap se impress ho chuki thi aur aap ko dekhne lagi thi aur jaise aap mujhe dekhte rehte the main bhi aap ko dekhti rehti thi, jaise aap mujhe dhudte rehte the mujhe pata hota tha ke aap ko sirf bus ke taraf ke dekhna hota hai aap ko dekhne ke liye…. Mujhe hanssi aayi yeh read karke ke aap mere paas aana chahte the magar nal aap ke paas hi tha jabke aap dusri nal ke paas ana chahte the jahana main thi hihihihihi!..... waise ek baat kahun Abhi? Kabhi kabhi mujhe aap ko cherrne aur tang karne mein mujhe acha lagta tha…. aap cute jo lagne lage the mujhe… aap se bahot cherr chaani karne ko mann karta tha mujhe….


Aur aaguey padha ruhi ne:

{ Abhi ke chehre mein ek udaasi chaah gayi thi, jo shayad Ruhi ne note kiya, Abhi lagataar ussko dekhe jaa raha tha aur Ruhi uncomfortable feel karne lagi…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi ko dekha aur haath ke ishaare se pucha kia hua to Abhi ne naah mein sar hillaya matlab kuch bhi nahin kaha….. phir Abhi ne dekha ke Ruhi ki maa taar par kapde sukhne ke liye taang rahi thi to jaldi sse Abhi bina kuch soche samjhe Ruhi ke taraf gaya…


Abhi ko apne taraf aate dekh kar Ruhi ka chehra laal ho gaya jaise ussko pata tha Abhi uss se kia kehne araha hai, Ruhi kabhi apni maa ko dekhti to kabhi bus mein dusre logon ko kaam karte dekhti phir Abhi ko dekhti… wo kuch ghabra si gayi….

Abhi Ruhi ke bilkool karib pahuncha aur dheemi awaaz mein, aashikana andaz mein pucha,

“Tumhari life mein koyi hai? Please sach batana? Agar hai to be jhijhak batado please.”

Ruhi hanss padi, chehra laal to hua hi tha aur Abhi ki baat sun kar wo hanssne lagi phir pucha,

“iss sawaal ka ek sawaal se jawaab doon?!”

Abhi usski hanssi ko admire karne laga, kitni khubsurat dikhti hai Ruhi hansste hue. Phir Abhi ne kaha,

“okay wohi sahi bolo to!”

Ruhi ne hansste hue hi pucha,

“yeh sawaal kyun? Jaan sakti hoon?!”

Abhi ne bilkool heyraan hote hue kaha,

“Areeee?! Kamaal hai, yeh koyi jawaab hai? Sawaal bhi nahin fit baithta ab…. Mera sawaal to sawaal hi reh gaya nah?!”

Ruhi ki maa donon ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi kapde taar par taangte hue.

Abhi ne phir dhire se kaha,

“please batao nah mere liye ye bahot important hai bolo nah please.”

Ruhi ne intelligently jawaab diya,

“kaise important ho sakta hai bhala? Hum ek dusre ko jaante bhi nahin, abhi do din hue ek dusre se baat kiye hue to kia important ho sakta hai do dinon mein? Mujhe nahin yakeen ke kuch bhi important hai abhi, I don’t believe you!”

Abhi ne socha wo bhi sahi tha.

Ruhi ab blush karne lagi aur apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ke andar se honth ko fullaya, phir muskuraayi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. donon ek dusre ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekh rahe the… Abhi ne note kiya ke Ruhi ki nazrein usske chehre ko chaaro taraf dekh rahe the, usski peshaani ko dekha usski nazar ne, phir usske gaal ko dekha, tab usske chehre ko dekha tab usske aankhon mein wapas dekha….. aur Abhi ne kaha,

“samajhdaar ko ishara kaafi hai, mujhe jo kehna tha so main ne keh diya, aaguey tumhari marzi miss Ruhi”

Yeh keh kar Abhi mudhne wala tha wapas bus ke paas jaane ke liye magar Ruhi ne ussko yeh kehkar roka,

“bilkool nahin, aap ne kuch bhi kaha nahin, aap ne ek sawaal kiya tha mujhse, kuch kehne aur sawaal karne mein antar hote hein mister Abhi!”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“mera sawaal hi ishara tha meri baat ka, uss sawaal se ishara mil gaya hoga, samajhdaar to ho tum, to ishara kaafi hai tumko hehehehe!”

Aur Abhi jaane laga wapas, to Ruhi hanssne lagi aur kaha,

“bahot honshiyaar samajhte ho aap apne aap ko nah Abhi?!”

Tab tak Abhi bus ke paas reach ho chuka tha aur mudhkar Ruhi se kaha,

“samajhta nahin hoon Miss Ruhi, main HOON. Honshiyaar hoon main!”

Ruhi ussko dekhti rahi kaafi der tak hansste hue. Apni jagah se baar baar Abhi muskuraate hue Ruhi ko dekhe jaa raha tha weld karte hue, aur Ruhi bhi ab bade pyar se Abhi ko dekhti jaa rahi thi…….}

Yeh sab Ruhi ne do ya teen baar padha reply likhne se pehle… padhte hue kayi baar muskuraayi aur aakhir mein hanss padi, phir udaas ho gayi… phir se muskaayi aur yeh likha:

“Abhi main heyraan hoon yeh padh kar ke aap mujhko kiss tarah se perfectly describe karte ho, it is really amazing! I am shocked Abhi, aap sach mein koyi writer ho kia? Kaise iss tarah se mujhko, meri adaon ko, mere chehre ke hav bhaav ko describe kar lete ho Abhi? You are just incredible! Main blush karne lagi thi, apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ko fula kar phir main muskuraayi aap ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. uff itna mujhko observe karte the aap Abhi? Oh my God!

Abhi main hanss padi thi to aap meri hanssi ko admire karne lage the, aap kia kia admire nahin karte the mujh mein Abhi? Aur kyun itna admire karte the aap mujhe abhi? Main to kuch bhi nahin thi, main bahot mamooli chiz thi Abhi, daag thi mujh mein jo aap ko nahin dikh raha tha, phir bhi aap mujhko admire karte the…. Ek jagah aap ne likha ke aap ne note kiya ke meri nazrein aap ke chehre par chaaron taraf dekh rahe the, aap ke peshaani se lekar aap ki aankhon ko naak ko pure chehre ko…. Aap ko bata doon Abhi ussi din main ne aap ke eyebrows ko ghaur se dekha tha, kitna khubsurat hai, jaise peel kiye hue hein, jaise ladkiyan peel off karte hein aap ke eyebrows natural mein weise hein…. Aap ke baal dekh rahi thi kitne baal the aap ke full kale aur thick the aap ke baal, mujhe bahot passand the, sirf aap ke honth cigarette pine se thoda blackish hue the agar aap cigarette nahin pite to pinkish hote aap ke honth bhi…. Wohi sab dekh rahi thi main aap ke chehre mein Abhi uss din…

Aur Abhi jo sawal aap ne kiya tha usska jawaab main ne aap ko tod mod kar diya tha usski vajah ab to aap samajh chuke honge ke kyun main sahi jawaab nahin de paayi thi aap ko? Kaise aap ko bataati ke koyi nahin meri life mein Abhi jab main ek bache ki maa thi? Mujhko majbooran jawaab ko modna hi para tha abhi, forgive me again please. ------ Aur haan Abhi you were RIGHT. AAP SACH MEIN BAHOT BAHOT HI HONSHIYAAR THE AUR HO YOU ARE VERY INTELLIGENT, MUCH MORE THAN I AM!”

Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Maa: “Aur phir wo chala gaya kia?!”

Ruhi: “nahin bahot tez hai wo sach mein, padha likha lagta hai, English bhi acha bolta hai maa, ussne mujhe kaha ke samajhdar ko ishara kafi hai, aur kaha ke main samajhdar to hoon so samajh jaungi ke ussne ye sawaal kyun kiya mujhse, sach mein honshiyaar hai khud bhi kaha ussne hehehehe!”

Maa ne Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“to ab tu kia karegi? Bata? Kia wo pasand hai tujhe?”

Ruhi ne ek gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke taraf dekha, phir apni maa ke chehre mein ek ajeeb si sikanjh chehre par laate hue kaha,

“pata nahin maa, pata nahin mujhe, kitna handsome hai, hai nah maa? Padha likha bhi hai aur strong hai, kitna lamba hai maa!! Main kia karun maa?!”

Maa ne bhi ek gehri saans liye aur kaha,

“Mujhe kia pata mujhse kyun puch rahi hai, tu bol kia karna hai ab?!”

Ruhi ne phir muskuraate hue apni maa ke taraf dekha aur kaha,

“Abhi kuch nahin kehna mujhe, kuch aur din beet jaane do tab bataungi aap ko aur shaayad ussko bhi….”}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi ab to aap samajh gaye honge nah ke kiss baare mein maa mujhse baat kar rahi thi? Yehi ke main kia karungi? Aap ko nahin pata tha ke main ek bachi ki maa thi, aap mujhe ek kunwari ladki samajh rahe the, maa ko pata tha ke mujhe to kisi se shaadi karne ka haq hi nahin yehi kehti aayi thi wo mujhse jiss din se main ne Shweta ko janam diya tha. umar bhar mujhe ghar mein bandh kar rakhna chahti thi. Ya kaha tha ke kissi aadher aadmi hi milega mujhse shaadi karne wala kyunke main ek maa hoon, single mother….. ya to phir maa ne ek hi raasta rakha tha jo mere liye safe thi wo tha France ki Amit. Maa kehti ke pardes mein tu hogi usske saath foreign mein rehne wale virginity ko koyi ehmiyat nahin dete ussne bhi gori ladkiyon ke saath khub gulcharre udaaye honge to tera virgin nah hona usske liye koyi important nahin hoga….. magar yahan ke ladke to weisa nahin hein yeh maa ka sochna tha…. issi liye wo puch rahi thi ke ab main kia karungi… aap ko kaise bataungi ke main ghalat hoon, ke mujh mein ek daag hai, ek dhabba lag chuka hai mujh par…. aap naye the, jawaan the, handsome the mujhko ek kunwari ladki samajhte the…. Mere liye kitna mushkil tha wo sab face karna aur aap ko sab batana ….. it was not easy Abhi….”

Itna likhne ke baad Ruhi rone lagi apni kismet par…..


Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Jab Abhi tayyar ho gaya, change kar liya, hair brush kar liya aur kitchen mein dekha to sirf Ruhi ki mummy thi wahan Ruhi nahin thi, Abhi udaas ho gaya aur socha ke kitchen ke stair par ja kar uss se puche ke Ruhi kidhar hai….

Phir abhi ne socha ke kia Ruhi kahin ghar ke andar se ussko dekh to nahin rahi? Kia ussne jaan bujh kar weisa kiya taake dekh sake ke Abhi ussko dhundta hai ya nahin? To Abhi ghar ke andar dekhne laga, khidkiyon ke paas dekhne laga ke koyi pardah hille, magar kuch nahin dikha aur aakhir mein ussko nikalna pada washroom se. Saeed bhai usska wait kar raha tha bus ke paas.}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi aaj mujhe bilkool bhi yaad nahin ke main uss shaam ko kia kar rahi thi, aur kyun aap ke jaane ke waqt wahan nahin thi…. Nahin Abhi main uss din andar se aap ko nahin dekkh rahi thi… ya to main so gayi hogi, ya read kar rahi hogi…. Bilkool yaad nahin…. Pata hai main kabhi baithe baithe 10/15 mins ke liye gehri neendh mein chali jaati hoon…. May be it was that on that day…..”

Aaguey read kiya Ruhi ne:

{ Wahan se ghar jaate waqt bus mein sirf Ruhi ke baare mein sochta gaya, ussko ek ghutan si feel hone laga tha, ek bhaaripan jaisa tha usske seene par, ek bojh feel ho raha tha usse, sirf iss liye ke Ruhi nazar nahin aayi aaj shaam ko. Ruhi ko dil mein basaaye, mann mein bithaaye safar kiya Abhi ne ghar tak.

Aur apni special diary mein sab likhne laga aaj ke din ke baare mein. Khud muskuraate hue likh raha tha ke kiss tarah se aaj Ruhi se baatein hui, kiss tarah uss se puchne gaya tha ke kia usski life mein koyi hai, aur Ruhi ka jawaab bhi likha sab kuch ek ek pal ko likha Abhi ne…….

Sab kuch likhne ke baad bahot der tak sochta raha ke kyun aaj shaam ko Ruhi nazar nahin aayi, yeh baat Abhi ko bahot disturb karne laga tha.

Raat der tak neendh nahin arahe the Abhi ko. Ussko sirf Ruhi nazar arahi thi har jagah. Sote, jaagte, uthte, baithte sirf Ruhi bassa hua tha Abhi ke khayaalon mein, bade mushkil se aankh lagi aur ussko laga ke buss kuch minaton mein subha ho gayi.}

Reply:

“I am very sorry ke aap ko udaas hokar wapas jaana pada tha Abhi, ek din main bhi soch rahi thi aap raat din mere baare mein sochte honge, aur jab aap ne bata diya tha ke har shaam ko aap ke saamne rahun jaate waqt tabse main samajh gayi thi ke aap bus mein jaate waqt raste bhar sirf mujhko sochte hue jaate honge… magar is din ke liye forgive me Abhi…

Aap ne diary mein jaakar sab likha aur main aaj 25 saal baad wo sab padh rahi hoon abhi! Kamaal hai nah?!.....

Aap raat ko so nahin paate the Abhi sirf mere baare mein sochte rehte the oh how nice of you, but aap ki health kharaab ho sakte the Abhi!!?”


Aaguey padha Ruhi ne:

{ Aur wo washroom reach hua. Ruhi ke kitchen mein dekha, khaali tha kitchen. Koyi nahin tha wahan. Subha ke 6 baje the. Kaam to 7 baje start hota hai aur 6 baje Abhi wahan pahunch gaya tha, sirf aur sirf Ruhi ke liye. Log so rahe the aur Abhi kaam ke site par aa chuka tha.

Ab Abhi ko Khushi hoti ke Ruhi ussko apne achche kapdon mein dekhti iss se pehle ke wo kaam karne wala purana kapda pehenta. Abhi subha subha fresh tha, dhoop mein jhulsa hua nahin tha, usska skin fresh tha, shave kiya tha aane se pehle, aftershave lagaya tha, thoda perfume bhi lagaya tha shirt par; ek Wrangler Blue Jeans aur ek safed shirt pehna hua tha. ek pair of khubsurat sport shoes mein tha… To chahta tha ke Ruhi ke saamne weise pesh aaye, taake wo Ruhi ko acha dikhe. Abhi yeh bhi soch kar early aya tha ke 6 se 7 baje tak pura ek ghanta hoga usske paas Ruhi se baat karne ko agar wo saamne aati to…. Magar wo dikh hi nahin rahi thi. Sab se pehla sawaal abhi ko yeh karna tha Ruhi se ke kal shaam ko wo kidhar thi, kyun saamne nahin aayi, aur aaj Abhi Ruhi se yeh request karne wala tha ke aaj se har shaam ko jab usska wapas jaane ka time aaye to Ruhi usske saamne rahe, kitchen ke stairs par present rahe taake Abhi ussko goodbye keh sake, ussko wave kar sake. Yeh kehna tha Abhi ko Ruhi se aaj. Magar wo dikhe tab nah?!}

Reply:

“Abhi aap itne savere aap kaam par ajaate the, thik se sote bhi nahin the sirf mere khaatir, nice of you but bad for your health…. You were too much in love Abhi, but at that time I was not in love with you….. yes, I liked you a lot but was not in love because my mind and heart were elsewhere thinking of lots of things regarding Shweta and my situation and position, so I had no time to fall in love like you did with me Abhi!.....

Abhi aap mere saamne ache kapdon mein rehna chahte the, aap chahte the ke main aap ko unn kapdon mein dekhun jiss se ap travel karke aate ho hmmm, samajhti hoon…. But Abhi, mere liye wo koyi maene nahin rakhta tha… mujhe aap ko unn gande kaam karne waale kapdon mein hi dekhna passand tha…. aap ke kapdon se nahin aap se lagao tha mujhe, aap impress karna chahte the okay, but I was already impressed by the way you were!....

Abhi yeh aap ke liye….. yun samajhiye ke aap ne yeh sab mujhse kaha hai……..


Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote


Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Aur kuch aap ki fitrat mein wafaa bhi kum hai

Varna jeeti hui baazi to nah haare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote….

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Saamne jaam tha aur jam utha bhi nah sake

Kaash hum ghairat -e-mehfil ke nah maare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa….


Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Tumse kia hum to zindagi se bhi sharminda hein

Marr hi jaate nah jo yadon ke sahare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamaare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa.


Ab rone lagi hoon yeh likh kar…..”


To be continued…(4512 words)
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Dhamakedaar update bhai.
Ruhi ke jawaab bhi lajawaab hein.
Aur bahut acha lag raha hai dobara purane updates k hisson ko padh kar.
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Update 62 Birth of Shweta​

“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”

Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..

Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,

“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”

Ab Aaguey….

Bataane se pehle Ruhi ne nazrein jhuka liye, usski awaaz tut pade, usske honth thartharaane lage, aur ashkon ke samumdar se eise lehren uthe ke Ruhi wheelchair se girrne wali thi jab Abhi ne jhat se ussko sambhala, aur Ruhi niche zameen par baith gayi rote hue.

Abhi ne ussko baahon mein bhar liya aur chhup karate hue usske sar aur peeth par haath ferrne laga….. wo roti jaa rahi thi, aur Abhi ne in alfaazon se ussko tassalli dete hue kaha,

“Its okay sweetheart, hota hai tumhara koyi kusoor nahin iss mein, tum nadaan thi, tumhare bholepan ka kissi ne faeda uthaya hoga, aisa hua hai kitnon ke saath, ho jata hai issi ko ghalati kehte hein nah, buss chhup ho jao nah, tab nah bata paogi mujhe… dekho mujhe der ho rahi hai Navina ko lene jaana hai ab bata bhi do… phir chahe to aur ro lena mere chale jaane ke baad…. Shhhhhh ab chhup ho jao baby!”

Ruhi ne rote rote hanss diye yeh kehkar,

“Baby? ab bhi baby keh rahe ho mujhe? Baby main tab thi 25 saal pehle jab aap lunch karne aaye the mere yahan, ab to pakaati bhi nahin ke aap ke liye ek dish bana sakun….”

Yeh keh kar Ruhi ne baahon mein bhar liya Abhi ko. Abhi ne ussko weise hi goad mein uthaake sofe par bithaya aur Ruhi se sab bataane ko kaha.

Ruhi ne bolna shuru kiya,

“Abhi tab mera period regular nahin raha karta tha…. kabhi do to kabhi teen mahine baad aate the. Iss liye mujhe pata bhi nahin chala ke pregnant thi…. Varna late nahin hota ussko gira sakti thi, magar pata chala to chautha mahina chal raha tha doctor ne kaha khatra hai agar giraane ki koshish kiya gaya to…..”

Abhi: “are baba mujhe yeh batao ke bache ka baap kaun hai meri maa!!”

Ruhi: ”mera ek class mate tha jo mujhe bahot passand tha, mujhse pyar karta tha…. wo bhi same age ka tha! college ke din the, teenager thi main bhi, Chanchal shauk hasinaon mein gini jaati thi, khubsurat thi unn dinon larparwah raha karti thi, kissi chiz ka khayal nahin tha ke kia ho raha hai…. Uss ladke ne ek din mujhko propose kiya…. Main itni nadaan thi ke jhat se haan keh diya ussko…. Karti bhi kia, koyi boyfriend nahin tha mera, unn dinon hote bhi nahin the kissi ka boyfriend…. Wo ladka mujhse pyar karne ka dawaa karta tha….. “

Abhi ne Ruhi ko rokte hue kaha,

“kahan ka rehne wala tha? yahin kahin? Kidhar college jaati thi tum? Yahan se door?!”

Ruhi ne jo bayan kiya ussko ab flashback mein dikhaate hein.

Flashback Of Ruhi’s College Days

1980. Bahot saare Amitabh Bachchan ke fans the dunya bhar mein. Ek saal mein usski 5 super hits hote the, har saal 2 ya 3 filmein super duper hits hote the. Saare cinema gharon mein Amitabh Bachchan ki filmein lagte to hulad mach jaya karta tha.. aur saalon tak usske filmein theatres mein chalte rehte the. Dostana, Ram Balram, Shaan, Yarana, Naseeb, Lawaris, Kala Pathar, Mr.Natwarlaal, Sholay, jaise filmein iss saal mein tamaan theatres mein chal rahe the aur sab house full rehte the…. Aur sabke sab super hits the. Usske fans mein se Ruhi ek thi jo theatre jaya karti thi Amitabh ki Filmein dekhne.

Ruhi ko apne ghar se ek bus se college jana hota tha unn dinon. Sirf 30 mins ki route thi aur wo college early reach ho jaati thi har subha. Gaurav naam ka ladka usska ashik tha, wo har roz Ruhi ka wait karta aur donon ghumte the jab tak school ka time nahin ho jata. Donon hum umar the aur same class mein the.

Ek din Gaurav ne class bunk karne ko kaha Ruhi se aur cinema jaane ka plan banaya donon ne aur gaye bhi Amitabh ki Naseeb dekhne. Magar theatre jaane se pehle unnke paas bahut waqt tha 10 baje ka show tha to subha 8 se 10 baje tak donon parc mein ghumne gaye. Uss waqt parc khali tha subha jo tha, to donon ek door ke kone mein gaye aur kiss viss karne mein lag gaye…. Ruhi mana karti bhi thi aur karne bhi deti thi, thoda bahot nakhrein karti…. Gaurav chipak jata tha uss se aur usske haath Ruhi ke jism par chaaron taraf ferrta rehta…..

Ruhi kabhi ghussa hoti to kabhi afsos karti Gaurav par chillane ya ussko daantne ke baad… Gaurav kaafi aage badh gaya tha Ruhi ke blouse ne niche haath daal kar usski bra ki cup ke niche ungli karke usski boob aur nipple ko tatolta aur sehlata rehta… chussna chahta magar Ruhi aage nahin badhne deti thi….

Donon phir cinema chale gaye…. Cinema mein uss roz ziada log nahin the 10 ki show mein, hall khali khali tha, to ek behtaeen kone ko select kiya baithne ke liye donon ne aur film ke dauraan Gaurav film dekh hi nahin raha tha wo to laga hua tha Ruhi ko chumne aur usski jism ko massalne mein… baar baar Ruhi Gaurav ko maarti, magar Gaurav kuch ziada hi aage badh gaya tha Ruhi ki bra bhi unhook kar gaya tha aur usski skirt bhi ziada upar utha chuka tha aur usska haath Ruhi ke jism par chaaron taraf ferr rahe the….

Ruhi film dekhne mein itni doobi hui thi ke Gaurav usske saath kia kar raha tha wo khayal hi nahin kar rahi thi… Ruhi tab chahunki jab Gaurav ne Ruhi ke haath ko apne sex par rakha….. jhat se Ruhi ne haath khincha aur Gaurav ko ek chaanta mara….. baaki ke film donon ne bilkool khamosh hokar dekhe…. Kissi ne ek dusre ek baat nahin kiye, Ruhi ne apne dress ko charon taraf thik kiya…..

Jab movie end ho gayi to donon ko ghar jaane ke liye early tha iss liye wapas uss parc mein gaye ussi kone mein aur koyi tha hi nahin, parc bilkool khali tha….. Gaurav ne Ruhi ko kiss karte hue usski dress upar kar liya aur usski panty utaarne lagi….

Kyunke Ruhi ne Gaurav ko thapad mara tha cinema hall mein aur sorry feel kiya tha iss liye iss baar Ruhi compensate karne ke liye Gaurav ko wo karne de rahi thi jo wo karna chahta tha…

Der nahin laga bilkool Gaurav ko Ruhi ko ghanss par leytane ke liye aur ussko penetrate karne ke liye…. Sab bahot fast hua aur Gaurav Ruhi ke andar hi jhad gaya, nadaan tha, teenager tha ussko pata hi kahan tha ke baahar nikaalna chahiye, ya josh mein mauka hi nahin mila pull out karne ke liye aur kaam ho gaya…..

Ruhi ne bhi kuch khaas dhyan nahin diya, magar royi thi jab Gaurav ne ussko penetrate kiya tha, aur khoon ke kuch katre apne panty par dekh kar darr bhi gayi thi….

Dusre din iss baare mein donon ne baat bhi kiye the aur usske baad kabhi bhi Ruhi usske saath kahin nahin gayi aur nah hi Gaurav ko usse chhune diya…..

College girl thi to Ruhi ko pata tha sex karne se kia hota hai, aur wohi baat Gaurav ko bhi pata tha magar kyunke Ruhi ki menstruation regular nahin the to ussi ne hi Gaurav se kaha tha ke koyi problem nahin kyunke usski period hua hi nahin tha kayi mahinon se….

Aur din guzarte gaye phir chauthe mahine mein jab Ruhi ki period hua nahin aur ussko peth ka dard hone laga tab usski maa ussko doctor ke paas legayi to pata chala ke wo 4 mahinon se pregnant hai!!!

End of Flashback

Jo flashback mein likha abhi wo sab Ruhi ne Abhi ke seene se chipki hui bataya tha Abhi ko, aur phir Ruhi ne ab Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha;

“kia kiya tha hum ne? mujhe ek ridiculous bachon ke khel jaise laga tha uss din cinema ke baad jo parc mein hua tha, socha hi nahin tha usska gambhirta… kuch feel bhi nahin kiya tha main ne, kuch samajh mein aya hi nahin tha, buss ek chubhan si feel hui thi aur 4 mahine ki pregnancy aya result…. Aap mat puchiye mera kia haal kiya mummy ne, itni maar padi mujhe ke main bata nahin sakti, itni gali galoch sunne ko mila, ghar mein sharam ke maare munh nahin dikha paati thi, bhaiyon se munh chipaaye firti thi, college jana bandh hua aur mummy pata nahin kiss kiss se milkar kia kia bandobast karne lagi thi… papa ke saamne jaane se bahot sharm aati thi mujhe, phir bhi papa mujhe baar baar tassali dene aata tha… manoj ghussa karta tha, Mahesh to bahot chhota tha usske samajh mein kuch nahin ata tha…..”

Abhi Ruhi ke baalon mein apne ugliyon ko ferrte hue Ruhi ke maathe ko chuma aur pucha,

“phir kia kiya meri baby ne? kitna dukh uthayi thi? Hmm? Kyun main tab tumse nahin mila tha? tumko turant apna leta pregnancy ke saath….. aur uss Gaurav se nahin mili tumhari maa?”

Ruhi: “Manoj apne doston ke saath milkar ussko bahut mara tha, ussko hospitalize kar diya tha. Abhi aaj main aap ko batati hoon Meri dayan maa paison ki bhooki hai, usska bass chalta to mujhe bech bhi sakti thi paison ke liye. Mummy Gaurav ke gharwale se milne gayi aur dhamki diya ke police mein jaegi aur case karegi to Gaurav ko jail jana hoga… mummy ne unn dinon 25 hazaar rupay liye Gaurav ke pita se maamla ko rafa dafa karne ke liye…. Aap se meri chachi ne kaha tha nah ke meri maa ek laalchi aurat hai, bilkool sahi kaha tha…. maa hamesha se paison ki bhooki thi…. Papa yahin driver ka kaam karta tha aur sab acha chal raha tha… maa ne papa ko majboor kiya tha ke S.Arabia jaaye driving karne taake wahan ziada paisa kama sake…. Maa ke liye paisa sab kuch tha… paison ki diwaani hai wo aaj bhi…..

Jab aap ko TV par dekha to itna taana maara tha main ne usske muhn par ke jao bheek mango ab Abhi se, usske paas to ab karoron rupay honge, dekho kitna bada aadmi ban gaya hai, mahal hoga uske paas bade bade cars honge Abhi ke paas. Aap ke pati ke paas aap ke beton ke paas kia hai ghanta?!!”

Abhi ne pucha,

Phir kia hua sweetheart? Shweta tumhare chachi ke paas kaise pahunchi?”

Ruhi boli,

“Mera panchwa mahina shuru hua to mera tabiyat kharab hone laga…. Hospital lejaya gaya mujhe ek raat aur chachi uss raat ko duty par thi to ussko sab pata chal gaya.

Ek baat bataani bhool gayi aap ko, ghar mein mere papa ne mujhe utna nahin kaha jitna Mehboob ne mujhe sunaya tha… mummy ne Mehboob ko bata diya tha, Mehboob ne mere papa ke saamne mujhe bade bade gali diye the, kaha the tu randi banne chali hai? College padhne jaati thi ya kissi kothe wali ke yahan jati thi dhanda karne ke ek bacha lekar ayi hai tu peth mein?!’

Main uss din se Mehboob se darrne lagi thi. Mujhe kabhi kissi ne aise gaali nahin diya tha, Mehboob ne hi mummy se kaha tha ke bache ke paida hone ke baad ussko kissi anaathalay mein chorr diya jaaye ye kissi mandir, church ya masjid ke saamne rakh diya jaaye….

Mera peth ab dikhne laga tha, mohalle mein kissi ko mere parents ne kuch nahin bataya tha… papa sochne lage ke kia jawaab denge sabko, kaise munh dikhayenge sab ko, papa ki badi izat thi mohalle mein usska naam badnaam ho jata.. tab bhi Mehboob ne hi kaha ke mujhko kahin aur chorr dena chahiye jab tak bache ko janam nah de dun, kahin bahot door jaakar rehna chahiye mujhe aur udhar hi bache ko janam dene ke baad mohalle mein wapas aaun to kissi ko kuch pata nahin chalega….

Aur uss raat ko jab chachi ko pata chala ke main pregnant hoon to ussne sab bandobast kiye.. wo bhi buri hai, ghalat hai magar ussne meri bachi ko bachaya kissi aashram ya kahin aur jaane se…. kyunke usski shaadi ko kayi saal ho gaye the aur usski koyi aulaad nahin thi to ussne kaha ke wo bachi ki maa banegi, usska naam aayega birth certificate par, aur usski pati ka naam aega as father.

Uss raat ke baad mujhe chachi apni ghar legayi tab se Shweta ki birth tak main chachi ke ghar mein rahi, usski janam hone ke ek saal baad main apne ghar wapas aayi apne dil ke tukde ko chachi ke paas chorr kar…. Ek private clinic mein mujhko deliver karwaya chachi ne usski contacts the, aur uss doctor ne jissne meri delivery karwaya ussne mujhse sab saaf saaf samjhaya ke main koyi bacha nahin janam de rahi hoon, meri chachi pregnant hai aur wo birth de rahi hai, mera to naam bhi nahin register hua tha uss clinic mein balke chachi ka naam register hua tha as a pregnant woman aur meri birth ke turant baad meri baby ko chachi ke paas diya gaya kyunke ussi waqt ussi roz chachi bhi maternal ward mein ek bed par admit hui thi as a pregnant woman.

Main bahot royi thi jab aakhri din ko Shweta ko chorr kar wapas ghar ana pada tha…. ussko chorrne ko mann nahin kar raha tha, ussko doodh pilaayi thi main ne ek saal tak…. Bahot khubsuirat bachi ho gayi thi uss ek saal mein, ji karta tha ussko apne goad mein utha kar bhaag jaun magar police case hoti to main to usski maa nahin thi legally…. Legally to meri chachi Shweta ki maa aur mera chacha Shweta ki legal father tha!!

Main ghar wapas aayi… mahinon tak roti rahi, phir kayi mahine baad chachi Shweta ko lekar aayi mujhe dikhane aur mujhe usske saath khlne ko dene ke liye…… aur jab wapas jaane lagi to Shweta khud rone lagi, mere saath rehna chahti tji… mera kaleja fatt raha tha Abhi meri bachi ko koyi aur legayi aur main kuch nahin kar paayi…..”

To be continued….. (2502 Words)
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Casinar said:
Update 63 Abhi Very Angry With Shweta​

Main ghar wapas aayi… mahinon tak roti rahi, phir kayi mahine baad chachi Shweta ko lekar aayi mujhe dikhane aur mujhe usske saath khlne ko dene ke liye…… aur jab wapas jaane lagi to Shweta khud rone lagi, mere saath rehna chahti tji… mera kaleja fatt raha tha Abhi meri bachi ko koyi aur legayi aur main kuch nahin kar paayi…..”

Ab Aguey….

Abhi apne full taaqat se Ruhi ko baahon mein bharke ussko tassali deta raha kaafi der tak; Ruhi ke gaal sehlata raha, usski peeth thapthapata raha, ussko caress karta raha…. Aur Ruhi ne kaha,

“Barson baad aaj koyi mujhe iss tarah se comfort kar raha hai, mera gaal sehla raha hai, mera peeth thapthapa raha hai…. Abhi ab aap jao, Navina aap ka wait kar rahi hogi nah!!”

Abhi ko uss waqt ab jaane ko mann nahin kar raha tha magar ussko jaana tha, aur nikla wahan se Ruhi se vada karke ke kal phir aega, diaries ke saath, Ruhi ne kaha ke haan ussko kissi bhi keemat pe wo padhni hai.

Abhi Navina ko lene nahin gaya. Ussko call kiya ke ussko koyi emergency hai iss liye Navina Taxi se ghar chali jaaye. Abhi gaya Shweta se milne. Shweta ko pehle phone karke puchha ke iss raat ko usski mummy night shift karti hai aur jawaab haan mein aya to Abhi ne kaha ke wo pahunch raha hai. Shweta khush hokar Abhi ka wait karne lagi. Aaj Abhi ghusse mein jaa raha tha Shweta se milne. Abhi ko Shweta se bahot saare sawaal karna tha.

Shweta ke ghar reach hote hi Abhi ne Shweta se kaha ke ussko bahot zaroori baatein karni hai akele mein, aur Aruhi ko apne kamre mein jaane ko kaha, magar Aruhi zid kar rahi thi ke wo Abhi ke saath rahegi. Pehli baar abhi Aruhi par chillaaya, wo dekh kar Shweta ko shock laga, Shweta Abhi ko hi observe kar rahi thi kyunke jab se wo aya tha bilkool abnormal lag raha tha….

Jab Aruhi apni kamre mein chali gayi upar to Abhi ne shweta ka haath pakar kar khinchte hue lounge mein legaya…. Shweta ke samajh mein nahin araha tha ke kia ho raha tha, wo puchti rahi ke kia hua kuch to bolo, batao ke kia hua, magar Abhi khamosh tha aur ussko niche legaya aur lounge mein reach hue donon to Abhi ke khinch ke Shweta ko ek zor ka thapad mara usske chehre mein bahot gambhirta aur ghusse se dekhte hue…..

Shweta sofe par girr gayi uss thapad se aur usski honth ki ek hisse se khoon nikal pade….. Shweta royi nahin magar pucha,

“kia kiya main ne Abhi, kyun mara aap ne mujhe? Koyi ghalat faimi hui kia? Kia aap ne mujhe kissi ke saath dekha kahin kia? Shayad mera koyi dost hoga, colleague hoga, main ne aaj tak kissi mard ko apne paas nahin aane diya Abhi aap ke siwa….”

Abhi ne daant peeste hue kaha,

“Will you shut the fuck up bloody damn woman!!”

Shweta ki samajh mein nahin araha tha ke kia ho raha hai, Abhi ne kabhi aisa behave nahin kiya tha usske saath pichle 7 saalon mein, aur aaj pehli baar haath uthaya tha Shweta par to Shweta jaise bawkhla si gayi aur sawaali nazron se Abhi ko dekhti rahi, tab Abhi ne kaha,

“Ek hi thapad se khoon nikal aaye, tujhe to main 10/15 thapad maarne wala tha abhi!”

Shweta ne ashk bhare aankhon se pucha,

“Magar kyun Abhi? Kia kiya hai main ne? Aaj pehli baar mara aap ne mujhe, aap ne pichle 7 saal mujhse sirf pyar kiya hai, koyi baat nahin aaj mara bhi to, magar mera qusoor to batao nah!”

Abhi ne bade ghusse mein oonchi awaaz mein kaha,

“Main abhi Ruhi ke yahan se aa raha hoon Shweta!! 4 ghanton tak main usske saath tha…. ab samjhi? Ya kuch aur bataane ki zaroorat hai mujhe bolo?! Samajh gayi ab?!”

Shweta ne muhn kholte hue ek haath ko munh par rakha aur Abhi ko fix dekhti rahi iss intezaar mein ke Abhi ussko bataaye ke ussko kia pata chala Ruhi se….

Abhi hanff raha tha, thaka lag raha tha, baith gaya sofe par. Shweta uth kar usske paas aayi aur usske chehre par apne haath lagaate hue kuch kehne jaa rahi thi, magar Abhi ne usska haath jhatakte hue Shweta ko teerchi nazron se dekha….

Shweta Abhi se beinteha pyar karti thi, jitna Abhi ne Ruhi se kiya tha shayad uss se bhi ziada Shweta Abhi ko chahti thi, aur Shweta Abhi ko khona bilkool bhi nahin chahti thi, magar iss waqt Shweta ko haalaat kuch aisa lagne laga tha ke Abhi ko kho degi wo, aur Shweta bilkool nahin chahti thi ke aisa kuch ho….

Magar Abhi bhi to Shweta ko utna hi pyar karta tha, to ab kia karne wala tha Abhi?

Abhi ne thapad to maar diya tha Shweta ko magar pachtana bhi shuru kar diya tha ke Shweta ke komal chehre par itne zor se kyun maara ussne…

Abhi laachaar baitha tha sofe par aur Shweta dobara usske paas gayi, Abhi ke chehre par apne hatheli ko ferra aur apne sar ko Abhi ke seene se lagaa kar pucha,

“Naraz ho mujhse aap? Bahot naraaz ho? Meri vajah se aap ke dil ko choat pahuncha nah?!”

Abhi ne Shweta ko zor se baahon mein bhar liya, Shweta rone lagi, Abhi ke Aankhen bhar aaye magar wo roya nahin, sirf itna kaha,

“Tumko apni beti ki tarah paalta main, tumko aur tumhari maa donon ko apne ghar lekar jaata main, mere saath sirf Dulhan mere ghar nahin jaati, Dulhan aur usski beti bhi aati, tumse itna pyar karta tha jab tu itni si thi, sala meri taqdeer hi phooti hui thi ke jab chaha, jo chaha wo mila hi nahin, mila to zindagi ke aise mod par mila jab jiwan ki shaam hone lagi, andhera hone laga…. Ab milne se kia faeda jab kuch der baad andhera ho jaega zindagi mein!”

Shweta ne Abhi ke gaal chumte hue kaha,

“ssshhhh, aise nahin kehte, abhi to aap ko hamare sath aur bahot door tak chalna hai, aap himmat nah haaro, aap to bahot strong ho Abhi…. Maa ne aap se kia kaha?!”

Abhi: “Tum ussko maa kabse kehne lagi?

Shweta: “Bahot practice kiya tha, jab wo saamne hoti hai to ‘Ruhi di’ hi nikalta hai munh se…”

Abhi: “Ab hum donon ko hamesha ke liye alag ho jana chahiye Shweta, aisa nahin chal sakta…. Tum uss aurat ki beti ho jo aaj takdeer ne saat diya hota to meri patni hoti, uss lehaaz se tum meri beti hoti…. Nah, yeh ghalat hai…. Humare bich jo sambandh hai bilkool ghalat hai we get to stop this now!!”

Shweta ko issi baatka darr tha, yehi fikar thi, wo ghabra gayi yeh soch kar ke Abhi ussko ab chhhor dega…. Rone lagi aur rote hue kaha,

“Main ne aaj tak kissi bhi mard ko dekha bhi nahin, kitnon ne mere karib aane ki koshish kiye jab main ne divorce liya tha, kitnon ne mujhe propose kiya, main ne sab ko thukraya kyunke mujhe aap ki banke rehna tha…. main aur kissi ke baare mein soch bhi nahin sakti… aap mujh par yeh zulm mat kijiye, main kia karungi akeli? Mar jaungi aap ke baghair…. Aap Ruhi di se milna chaaho to milo, main nahin rokungi, aap uss se milo magar wapas phir mujhse bhi milne aana nah!!”

Abhi khada ho gaya jaane ke liye aur kaha,

“No, we have to ignore each other, tum bhool jana ke main kabhi exist bhi karta tha, get someone in your life and get settled, forget me now…. It’s a farewell Shweta!”

Abhi nikalne ke liye mudh gaya tha ke Shweta zameen par baith gayi aur Abhi ke donon paon pakar kar bilakte hue rone lagi aur zor zor se kehne lagi,

“mat chhorr ke jao mujhe aap, main aap ke baghair nahin reh paungi, hafte mein sirf ek baar hi to milte ho mujhse, ziada nahin mang rahi hoon aap se main, buss aap ki sakht zaroorat hai mujhe, aap meri zindagi ban chhuke ho Abhi mat jao please main paagal ho jaungi, kuch kar baithungi main, aap ke baghair main life ko sochti hi nahin….”

Abhi ne apne tangon ko Shweta ke sameth ek do kadam aaguey khicha darwaze ke taraf chalte hue, bahot sakht tha Abhi uss waqt, aur nahin chahta tha ke Shweta ke sweet ya dard bhari baton ka uss pe koyi assar ho, wo darwaze tak aa chuka tha Shweta ko ghasitte hue, ke Aruhi ne apni maa ko zoron se rote hue sunkar stairs par chali aayi aur apni maa ko Abhi ke peyron mein dekh kar Aruhi ne zor se kaha,

“PAPAAAAAAAA, MAT JAO NAH MUMMY KO MAT RULAO KAHAN JAA RAHE HO AAP RUK JAO NAH PAPAAAAAA!!!!”

Abhi ko ek aur jhatka laga, Aruhi ne ussko kabhi bhi papa nahin bulaya tha pichle 7 saalon mein, aur Abhi ko wo nazara yaad aya jiss din wo Ruhi ko dhundte hue iss ghar mein aya tha tab Shweta ussi tarah se stairs se utarte hue usske paas arahi thi, bilkool wohi drisht tha, magar aaj Shweta ki jagah par Aruhi khadi ussko papa bula rahi thi!!!

Abhi ka dil pighal gaya aaj usski life mein pehli baar kissi ne ussko papa bulaya tha, Abhi ke aanken bhar aaye aur jhapat ke Aruhi ko apne goad mein lekar ussko chumban se nehla diye Shweta ke chedhre mein dekhte hue….. Shweta khadi ho gayi aur donon ko dekhti rahi…. Abhi ne Shweta se pucha,

“kia tumne issko mujhe papa bulaane ko seekhaya hai?!”

Shweta: “bilkool bhi nahin main khud heyraan reh gayi ussko sunkar!”

Abhi ko ab Aruhi mein wohi cute si Shweta dikh raha tha, ussko hamesha ek beti chahiye tha aur aaj itni cute si Aruhi ne ussko papa bulaya iss se Abhi ko jitni Khushi hui usska ussko bilkool bhi umeed nahin thi….

Abhi ne Aruhi ko baahon mein bharke chumte hue usske aansoowon ko poncha aur pucha,

“mujhe tumne papa kyun bulaya aaj baby?!”

Aruhi: “to aap mere papa ho nah? aap kyun hamare saath nahin rehte aur ek hi din ko kuch der ke liye hi aate ho? mummy akeli rehti hai, mujhe darr lagti hai, papa aap sath hote ho tab mujhe darr nahin lagta. Mummy ko akeli mat chorro please papa!”

Abhi rone laga Aruhi ko seene se chipkaate hue, Aur Shweta ko ek haath se apne paas kiya aur ussko bhi seene se laga liya usski maatha chhumte hue.

To be continued….
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