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Update 61 The Secret Revealed
Sahi kaha tha aap ne ke mujhe shaan , shaukat, dhan Daulat ki bhook thi, haan shaayad thi unn dinon, aap se tulna karti thi Amit ki, to aap nicha dikhaayi dete the balke maa aap ko nicha dikhaati thi mujhe, main aap ko maa ki nazron se aur mehbob ke nazron se dekhti thi… aap ko apni nazron se tab se dekhna shuru kiya jab aap ko kho diya main ne……”
Ab aguey….
Abhi ne Ruhi ko phir wheelchair se apne goad mein uthaya aur iss baar Abhi sofe par baitha aur Ruhi ko apne goad mein bithaya ek bacche ki tarah… Abhi hamesha kehta aya tha unn dinon ko ke Ruhi bahot halki hai aur ab uss se bhi ziada halki ho gayi thi kyunke aur patli ho gayai thi, usski weight aur bhi ghatt gayi thi…. Sofe par Ruhi ko apne goad mein lekar baithne ke baad Ruhi ne Abhi ke gale mein apne baahon ko daal diya aur Abhi ke aankon ki gehraayi mein jhaankne lagi phir kaha,
“Aap ki Aankhen nahin badle shukar hai, wohi gehraayi, wohi khubsurti, aur aap ki eyebrows jo hai nah ab bhi weise hi hein, mujhe disturb feel hota tha jab isse dekhti thi pata hai kyun? Kyunke yeh mere eyebrows se bahut ziada khubsurat hein, ladkiyon ko peelings karwane padte hein eise eyebrows banaane ke liye aur aap ke natural itne khubsurat eyebrows hein, kia yeh pata hai aap ko?!”
“Abi ne muskuraate hue kaha,
“haan Naina hamesha kehti thi, phir baad mein Navina ne bhi kaha, usski behnon ne bhi kaha, aur Shhss….”
Abhi Shweta ka naam lene jaa raha tha magar ruk gaya…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi se ussko aur kiss karne ko kaha…. Abhi ne Ruhi ko kaske bahon mein bharke kiss kiya, aur Ruhi se kaha,
“jawaan tha, mauka tha, fursat bhi tha, tab to nakhrein karti thi, tab ki baat aur hoti nah, kitna tadapta tha tujhe kiss karne ke liye, jawani ki josh mein wo kiss kuch aur hi tha hai ke nahin? Aaj sab feeka nahin lag raha hmmm? Tab kyun itna tadpati thi mujhe?”
Ruhi ke aankhen bhar aaye aur kaha,
“Taana maar rahe ho aap? Aap ke jaane ke baad, umar dhalne se pehle kia aap ke unn kiss aur chhuwan ko miss nahin kiya main ne aap ke khayal se? pichle 25 Saalon mein karoron baar sochi hoon unn palon ko jiss jiss waqt aap ne mujhe chhua, kahan kahan chhua, kab kab chhua… wo sab aaj bhi feel karti hoon… yaad hai jab ghar ke piche pehli baar aap ne mere boob dabaya tha to main ne aap ko chhota sa chaata mara tha, aur aap zabardasti pakar rahe phir se?! kia main wo sab nahin sochti aap ke khayal se?... jiss din aap ko lunch ke liye invite kiya tha aap kitna chah rahe the, main ne aap ko refuse kiya tha aage badhne ke liye…. Jab aap se juda ho gaye to hazaar baar kaha ke aap ko sab kar dena chahiye tha, jitni baar aap ka mann tha mujhe aap ko free chorr dena chahiye tha… aap ne kitni baar kaha tha ke aap ne life mein kabhi nahin kiya hai aap ko bada mann tha wo sab karne ko magar main free thi karne de sakti thi kyunke virgin nahin thi magar pata nahin kyun nahin karne diya tha…..
Aap se bichadne ke baad itna afsos hua ke roti reh gayi unn palon ko soch soch kar… khoon ke aansoo roye hein main ne aap ko yaad kar kar ke Abhi….”
Itne mein Mahesh ki wife aayi Ruhi ke kamre mein aur kaha,
“Aap dinner karke ghar jana khana almost tayyaar hai….”
Abhi jaldi se khada ho gaya aur kaha,
“Oh no? 6 baj gaye? Itni jaldi, no I am sorry mujhe jaana hoga, phir kabhi dinner karunga, Ruhi I got to go, must go to take back Navina at the Uni…. Idhar se hi direct jaunga….”
Ruhi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhti rahi, bade pyar bhare nazron se aur tab Abhi ne apne mobile nikala aur Navina ko jaldi jaldi text likh kar send kiya, phir Ruhi ko dekhte hue kaha,
“You must now have a mobile nah? Do you? Give me your number Ruhi!”
Ruhi ne sisakte hue kaha,
“haan hai aksar roti hoon yeh soch kar ke kyun hamare jawani ke dinon mein nahin tha yeh mobile, jiss din aap aaye the aap ko mobile se keh deti nah nahin aane ko, sab thanda hone ke baad bulaati aap ko…. Aur aap ko nikala bhi gaya tha ghar se to aap ko call karke baat to kar sakti thi nah? Mobile to kia phone bhi nahin laga tha unn dinon aap ke jaane ke 5/6 mahine baad phone bhi lag gayi thi aap ko ghar ka number dena chahti thi magar unhi dinon aap ki mangni ki khabar mili thi to idea drop kiya tha main ne…..”
Abhi ne Ruhi ka number liya. Aur turant ussko miscall kiya aur kaha,
“Sunon, kal aunga tumse milne aur diaries launga, tumne bataya nahin kitne padhe the uss roz Diary ko?!”
Ruhi: “sirf 10 pages padhe the Abhi, bahot mann tha padhne ko kia likha tha aap ne…. unn 10 pehle pages ko padhte hue itni khush thi main aur aap ne describe kiya tha aap yahan kaam karne aaye ho aur ek ladki dikhi aap ko, aap sab explain kar rahe the, main badi dilchaspi se padh rahi thi ke achanak uss dayan ne mere haath se diaries chhina, main ne tab uss se baat karni bandh kar di thi, to wo mujhe aur sataana chahti thi… main ne socha tha kuch der baad mujhe wapas kar degi magar bilkool nahin socha tha ke wo Manoj ko de degi…. Main Manoj se bhi baat nahin karti thi to kaise uss se maangti…. Manoj ne thoda kuch padha aur wapas Mehboob ko de diya tha…”
Abhi: “kal to kia aaj raat ko hi laa sakta hoon aadhi raat mein padh logi…. Main chahta tha ke marne se pehle tumse ek baar mil paun aur wo tumko padhne ko de paun…. Tumhare bajae Navina ne padha tha unn diaries ko, tabhi usskko mujhse pyar hua… yaad rakhna mujhko Navina se pyar nahin hua tha ussko mujhse pyar hui thi, aur main tumhari tarah nahin tha ke ussko aur usske pyar ko thukra doon…. Accept kiya usske pyar ko aur hum donon aaj tak khush hein”
Ruhi: “Best kiya aap ne… aap ko thukraane ka matlab ka pata chal gaya tha yahan se reject hone ke baad… aap ko zaroor ussko accept karna hi tha.. bahot acha kiya aap ne kyunke usski jaisi aurat dunya mein karonron mein ek hote hein, mujhe pata hai kaisi hai wo….. main khush hoti thi; ussko jab aap ke saath sochti thi, pata tha aap ko koyi weisa hi chahiye tha jo aap ka achci tarah se khayal rakh sake, jo aap se behad pyar kare, Bahot deserving the aap weisi koyi apni life mein paane ke liye, main to tum donon ke salaamati ke liye duaein karti aayi hoon hamesha se Abhi…… Magar Abhi, abhi iss waqt jiss jhatke se aap ne mujhe sofe par ralh kar uthe, aur kaha ke 6 baj gaye aur aap ko navina ko lene jana hai wo dekh kar mujho jalan feel hui… iss liye ke socha aaj main hoti aap ki life mein to aap aaj ye mere liye keh rahe hote ke aap ko Ruhi ko lene jaana hai aap ko late ho rahi hai….. hamare life mein to yeh din bilkool nahin aya Abhi….”
Aabhi ne kaha,
“Hamare life mein bhi weh din agaye abhi, ab main navina se aksar kahunga ke mujhe Ruhi ko lene jana hai ya mujhe Ruhi ke ghar jana hai wo din aa gaye Ruhi”
Ruhi: “Wo aap ko mujhse milne ane degi?”
Abhi: “Tum usse nahin jaanti Ruhi wo farishta hai, wo to tumse milna chahti hai, mujhko bahot pehle keh diya hai ke kabhi aap ko Ruhi mili to mujhse zaroor milwana mujhe ussko thanks karna hai…”
Ruhi heyraan hote hue puchti hai,
“mujhko thanks karna hai kiss liye?!”
Abhi: “kiss liye wo main nahin bataunga jab uss se milogi tab khud puch lena… main kal hi Navina ko lekar aaun kia? No no no…. first you should complete reading the diaries then only I will make you meet Navina….. are sunon Ruhi, tum mere ghar chalogi?”
Ruhi: “What? Kia? Kab? Abhi iss waqt Abhi?!”
Abhi: “iss waqt agar nahin to kabhi bhi, ya to tumko apne ghar lechalun Navina se milne ya ussko lekar aaun tumse milne…”
Ruhi: “No, baad mein Abhi…… Weise Abhi mujhe aur bahot kuch kehna hai tumse…. Aur bahot important hai mujhe wo sab bata deni chahiye aaj abhi issi waqt….”
Abhi: “Okay aur 15/20 mins rukta hoon come on sweetheart tell me more….”
Ruhi ne himmat karke ab jo sabse zaroori baat Abhi ko itne saalon se bataani thi aaj bataane ko thaan liya tha, Ruhi ne gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha,
“Abhi yaad hai pehli baar jab aap ne mujhe bataya tha letter ke through ke aap mujhse pyar karte ho to main ne kuch der baad sabse pehli baat aap se yeh kahi thi ke kia aap mere ghalatiyon ko maaf kar sakte ho? yaad hai abhi? Aur aap ne turant bina soche samjhte jhat se kahaa tha ke haan aap mere sare ghalatiyon ko maaf kar doge….”
Abhi ne kaha,
“kaise bhool sakta hoon Ruhi? Sab ke sab written hein mere diaries mein kal tum sab khud padhna ab….”
Ruhi: “Abhi, aap ne kyun kabhi jaanne ki koshish nahin kiye ke meri ghalati kia thi? Kaun si ghalati kiya tha main ne wo aap ne kyun nahin pucha mujhse Abhi?”
Abhi: “Ari wo tumne bata diya tha nah ke tum virgin nahin ho to ussi ko ghalati samjha tha main, kyun aur koyi ghalati thi kia? Weise ab iss se kia lena dena Ruhi forget it nah yaar!!”
Ruhi: “No Abhi you need to know it is VERY IMPORTANT…. Abhi meri ussi ghalati ki vajah se Maa aur Mehboob mujhe aap se door karte gaye, ussi ghalati ki vajah se main aaj iss mukaam par hoon, ussi meri ek ghalati ki vajah se jo bhi maa kehti main karti gayi, kyunke main ek mujrim jaisi thi, sazaa bhugat rahi thi to jo bhi maa kehti mujhe karna padta tha, wo kahe yeh laal nahin safed hai to mujhe ussko laal rang ko safed kehna padta tha….”
Abhi: “ari aisa bhi kia? Aisa kia kiya tha tumne bhala? Kaun si galati kar daali thi ke itna bhi domination ho raha tha tumhare saath?”
Ruhi: “Abhi aap uss ghalati ko jaante ho, wo ghalati aap ke saamne tha, kayi baar wo ghalati aap ke paas bhi tha….”
Abhi: “Ruhi please stop playing games, no puzzles now saaf saaf batao jo batana hai!”
Ruhi ke Aankhen bhar aaye aur Abhi ko fix dekhte hue kaha,
“Abhi yaad hai ek roz jab hum ghar ke piche kiss kar rahe the to aap ne mujhse kaha tha ke main aap ko ek beti doon jo bilkool meri tarah dikhe itni hi khubsurat aur sweet? Yaad hai main ne kaha tha haan ek din dungi aap ko wo beti?!”
Abhi: “Wo kaise bhool sakta hoon main kabhi Ruhi? But now is it not too late for that?!”
Ruhi: “Abhi meri ghalati wohi meri beti hai Abhi!! I had a child in 1986 Abhi!!!”
Abhi ko jhatka laga, wo uth khada hua, aur usske dimagh sunn ho gaya, usske dil ke dhadkanen tez hue, ussko jaise saans lene mein takliff hone lage aur do chaar kadam room mein chala Abhi aur Ruhi ke paas aate hue kaha…..,
“Ruhi I hope ke wo nahin jisse main soch raha hoon iss waqt, She cannot be ….NO. N..N..N.. N.. NO… NO NO NO OH MY GOD!!! SHWETA????!!!”
Ruhi zor se rone lagi aur haan mein sar hillaya!!!
Abhi ghutnon ke bal agaya aur sisakne laga….. thoda hanff raha tha thoda ro raha tha, ussko bahot takliff ho rahi thi, usske aankhon ke saamne jaise andhera chaane laga tha… wo apne physical rishte ko sochne laga Shweta ke saath aur socha ke wo agar ab Ruhi ko pata chala to kia hoga….
Ruhi ne kaha,
“jab aap ne pehli baar Shweta ko dekha tha to mujhse kaha tha ke wo bilkool meri tarah dikhti hai aur main ne inkaar kiya tha aap se yeh kehte ke nahin wo meri tarah nahin dikhti…. Mujhe pata tha ke aap sahi the…. Aur Shweta aap ko itna pyar karti thi wo mujhe bahot hi achcha laga tha unn dinon, wo aap se bahot ghul mil gayi thi…. Ussko to yeh bhi nahin pata tha ke main usski maa thi unn dinon…..”
Abhi farsh par baitha ek sajde ke position mein tha aur rote jaa raha tha zameen par apna sar patakte hue….
Ruhi ne tab kaha,
“Abhi main ne aap ko, maangne se pehle hi wo beti de diya tha aap ko…. Yaad hai main ne usskko bheja tha kissy dene ke liye jab aap kaam se wapas jaa rahe the aur ussne oonchi awaaz mein sabko bata diya tha ke main ne usse aap ko kissy dene ko kaha tha?!!!”
Aabhi ki bolti bandh tha… wo hannff raha tha, jaise ussko saans lene mei takliff ho rahe the…. Abhi phir utha, chal kar khidki ke paas gaya thandi hawaa khaane ke liye, wahin khade rehkar mudhar wapas Ruhi ke chehre mei dekha aur pucha…..
“Abhi Shweta ko pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?!”
Ruhi: “haan ab pata hai ussko, jab 18 saal ki hui tab pata chala ussko, wo bahot ghussa hui mujhse ke kyun main ne ussko bachpan se nahin pata chalne diya ke main usski maa hoon, mujhse jhagda karke chali gayi wo aaj tak wapas nahin aayi…. Jaise main apni maa se baat nahin karti wo bhi mujhse baat nahin karti…. Bahot ghussa hai mujhse se kyunke wo kehti hai ke main ne ussko 18 saal apni maamta se mehroom rakha….ghussa hai ke kyun wo meri chachi ko apni maa samjhti rahi, kyun ussko affection nahin diya, kyun ussko main ne apne se door rakha…. Abhi main majboor thi…. Jiss haalaat mein wo paida hui mujhe samajh mein nahin aya ke kia karna chahiye, jo bhi gharwalon ne thik samjha wohi kiya aur mujhse sabke haan mein haan milana hi pada tha Abhi.”
Abhi ne rote hue Ruhi ke paas aakar kaha,
“Ruhi yeh kia kiya tumne… main ne tabhi tumse keh diya tha ke agar tum ek bachi ki maa bhi hoti tab bhi main tumse shaadi karne ko tayaar tha, yaar main tumse shaadi karta aur Shweta ko goad le leta mujhe kitna acha lagta ke Shweta meri beti hoti, tumne yeh baat chhupa kar itna badi ek aur ghalati kar diya ke main kaise bataun tujhe ke tum ne kia kiya hai Ruhi…. Main kitna pyar karti thi uss se…. ab bhi karta hoon….. magar Ruhi tmmne kaha ke Shweta ko usski 18 saal se pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?? Matlab ussko sab pata hote hue bhi mujh se……??!!”
Abhi sochne laga ke Sweta ko pata tha ke wo Ruhi ki beti hai phir bhi wo Abhi se sexual relationship mein banni rahi….. ab Abhi samjha ke jab Shweta ne kaha tha ke wo badla le rahi hai kissi se to wo Ruhi ko mean kar rahi thi…. Wo Abhi ko chhin rahi thi apni maa se….. yehi badla le rahi thi Shweta Apni maa se….!
OH!!! Abhi ne sar par donon haath rakh kar maathe ko peethne laga…. Ruhi heyraan ussko dekhti rahi magar shukar hai ke Ruhi kuch bhi nahin samjhi… Ruhi ko bilkool bhi nahin pata tha ke Abhi aur Shweta ek dusre se milte hein…..
Abhi ab Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,
“You were around 20/21 when I knew you right? Or were you older Ruhi?”
Ruhi: “I was almost same age as you rather I am 6 Months younger than you Abhi, I had lied when I had told you I was 20….”
Abhi ne sar khujaate hue kaha,
“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”
Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..
Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,
“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”
To be continued…. (2930 words)
Dhaansu update bhai. Emotional bhi hai aur exciting bhi.
Thrill banna shuru hua tabhi aap ne rok diya.
Ab to yehi jaanna hai k kiss ke saath sex kiya tha Ruhi ne uss umar mein? Kaun tha wo?
Mujhe saare last update padh kar ab Ruhi ke uss chacha par hi doubt ho raha hai jahan Shweta rehti hai. Kia wo Shweta ka asli baap tha?
Kia issi liye wo chachi chidhi rehti hai Ruhi ke pariwaar walon se?
Jaise Kamdev bhai ne kaha k hum sab ko shak to bilkool tha kyunke start me hi aap ne wo shak paida kar diya tha jab likha tha ke Shweta ki shakal kitna milta julta hai Ruhi se tabhi se shak to tha aur baad mein shweta ki jism se Ruhi ki khushbhoo se confirm ho gaya ke wo Ruhi ki hi beti hai.
Magar sab se bada sawaal to ab khada hua hai.... uss baali umar mein ye sab kaise hua?
Jo Saeed ne Mehboob k baare mein kaha tha wo Ruhi k asli chacha ne to nahin kiya tha? Ruhi wahan rehne gayi hogi.... chachi nurse thi to duty par gayi hogi aur chacha aur Ruhi akele to chacha ne kaam tamaam kiya hoga kia???
Bhai ab intejar karna mushkil hoga, KAL KAB AEGA??!!!@@$$%%$#
Update 61 The Secret Revealed
Sahi kaha tha aap ne ke mujhe shaan , shaukat, dhan Daulat ki bhook thi, haan shaayad thi unn dinon, aap se tulna karti thi Amit ki, to aap nicha dikhaayi dete the balke maa aap ko nicha dikhaati thi mujhe, main aap ko maa ki nazron se aur mehbob ke nazron se dekhti thi… aap ko apni nazron se tab se dekhna shuru kiya jab aap ko kho diya main ne……”
Ab aguey….
Abhi ne Ruhi ko phir wheelchair se apne goad mein uthaya aur iss baar Abhi sofe par baitha aur Ruhi ko apne goad mein bithaya ek bacche ki tarah… Abhi hamesha kehta aya tha unn dinon ko ke Ruhi bahot halki hai aur ab uss se bhi ziada halki ho gayi thi kyunke aur patli ho gayai thi, usski weight aur bhi ghatt gayi thi…. Sofe par Ruhi ko apne goad mein lekar baithne ke baad Ruhi ne Abhi ke gale mein apne baahon ko daal diya aur Abhi ke aankon ki gehraayi mein jhaankne lagi phir kaha,
“Aap ki Aankhen nahin badle shukar hai, wohi gehraayi, wohi khubsurti, aur aap ki eyebrows jo hai nah ab bhi weise hi hein, mujhe disturb feel hota tha jab isse dekhti thi pata hai kyun? Kyunke yeh mere eyebrows se bahut ziada khubsurat hein, ladkiyon ko peelings karwane padte hein eise eyebrows banaane ke liye aur aap ke natural itne khubsurat eyebrows hein, kia yeh pata hai aap ko?!”
“Abi ne muskuraate hue kaha,
“haan Naina hamesha kehti thi, phir baad mein Navina ne bhi kaha, usski behnon ne bhi kaha, aur Shhss….”
Abhi Shweta ka naam lene jaa raha tha magar ruk gaya…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi se ussko aur kiss karne ko kaha…. Abhi ne Ruhi ko kaske bahon mein bharke kiss kiya, aur Ruhi se kaha,
“jawaan tha, mauka tha, fursat bhi tha, tab to nakhrein karti thi, tab ki baat aur hoti nah, kitna tadapta tha tujhe kiss karne ke liye, jawani ki josh mein wo kiss kuch aur hi tha hai ke nahin? Aaj sab feeka nahin lag raha hmmm? Tab kyun itna tadpati thi mujhe?”
Ruhi ke aankhen bhar aaye aur kaha,
“Taana maar rahe ho aap? Aap ke jaane ke baad, umar dhalne se pehle kia aap ke unn kiss aur chhuwan ko miss nahin kiya main ne aap ke khayal se? pichle 25 Saalon mein karoron baar sochi hoon unn palon ko jiss jiss waqt aap ne mujhe chhua, kahan kahan chhua, kab kab chhua… wo sab aaj bhi feel karti hoon… yaad hai jab ghar ke piche pehli baar aap ne mere boob dabaya tha to main ne aap ko chhota sa chaata mara tha, aur aap zabardasti pakar rahe phir se?! kia main wo sab nahin sochti aap ke khayal se?... jiss din aap ko lunch ke liye invite kiya tha aap kitna chah rahe the, main ne aap ko refuse kiya tha aage badhne ke liye…. Jab aap se juda ho gaye to hazaar baar kaha ke aap ko sab kar dena chahiye tha, jitni baar aap ka mann tha mujhe aap ko free chorr dena chahiye tha… aap ne kitni baar kaha tha ke aap ne life mein kabhi nahin kiya hai aap ko bada mann tha wo sab karne ko magar main free thi karne de sakti thi kyunke virgin nahin thi magar pata nahin kyun nahin karne diya tha…..
Aap se bichadne ke baad itna afsos hua ke roti reh gayi unn palon ko soch soch kar… khoon ke aansoo roye hein main ne aap ko yaad kar kar ke Abhi….”
Itne mein Mahesh ki wife aayi Ruhi ke kamre mein aur kaha,
“Aap dinner karke ghar jana khana almost tayyaar hai….”
Abhi jaldi se khada ho gaya aur kaha,
“Oh no? 6 baj gaye? Itni jaldi, no I am sorry mujhe jaana hoga, phir kabhi dinner karunga, Ruhi I got to go, must go to take back Navina at the Uni…. Idhar se hi direct jaunga….”
Ruhi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhti rahi, bade pyar bhare nazron se aur tab Abhi ne apne mobile nikala aur Navina ko jaldi jaldi text likh kar send kiya, phir Ruhi ko dekhte hue kaha,
“You must now have a mobile nah? Do you? Give me your number Ruhi!”
Ruhi ne sisakte hue kaha,
“haan hai aksar roti hoon yeh soch kar ke kyun hamare jawani ke dinon mein nahin tha yeh mobile, jiss din aap aaye the aap ko mobile se keh deti nah nahin aane ko, sab thanda hone ke baad bulaati aap ko…. Aur aap ko nikala bhi gaya tha ghar se to aap ko call karke baat to kar sakti thi nah? Mobile to kia phone bhi nahin laga tha unn dinon aap ke jaane ke 5/6 mahine baad phone bhi lag gayi thi aap ko ghar ka number dena chahti thi magar unhi dinon aap ki mangni ki khabar mili thi to idea drop kiya tha main ne…..”
Abhi ne Ruhi ka number liya. Aur turant ussko miscall kiya aur kaha,
“Sunon, kal aunga tumse milne aur diaries launga, tumne bataya nahin kitne padhe the uss roz Diary ko?!”
Ruhi: “sirf 10 pages padhe the Abhi, bahot mann tha padhne ko kia likha tha aap ne…. unn 10 pehle pages ko padhte hue itni khush thi main aur aap ne describe kiya tha aap yahan kaam karne aaye ho aur ek ladki dikhi aap ko, aap sab explain kar rahe the, main badi dilchaspi se padh rahi thi ke achanak uss dayan ne mere haath se diaries chhina, main ne tab uss se baat karni bandh kar di thi, to wo mujhe aur sataana chahti thi… main ne socha tha kuch der baad mujhe wapas kar degi magar bilkool nahin socha tha ke wo Manoj ko de degi…. Main Manoj se bhi baat nahin karti thi to kaise uss se maangti…. Manoj ne thoda kuch padha aur wapas Mehboob ko de diya tha…”
Abhi: “kal to kia aaj raat ko hi laa sakta hoon aadhi raat mein padh logi…. Main chahta tha ke marne se pehle tumse ek baar mil paun aur wo tumko padhne ko de paun…. Tumhare bajae Navina ne padha tha unn diaries ko, tabhi usskko mujhse pyar hua… yaad rakhna mujhko Navina se pyar nahin hua tha ussko mujhse pyar hui thi, aur main tumhari tarah nahin tha ke ussko aur usske pyar ko thukra doon…. Accept kiya usske pyar ko aur hum donon aaj tak khush hein”
Ruhi: “Best kiya aap ne… aap ko thukraane ka matlab ka pata chal gaya tha yahan se reject hone ke baad… aap ko zaroor ussko accept karna hi tha.. bahot acha kiya aap ne kyunke usski jaisi aurat dunya mein karonron mein ek hote hein, mujhe pata hai kaisi hai wo….. main khush hoti thi; ussko jab aap ke saath sochti thi, pata tha aap ko koyi weisa hi chahiye tha jo aap ka achci tarah se khayal rakh sake, jo aap se behad pyar kare, Bahot deserving the aap weisi koyi apni life mein paane ke liye, main to tum donon ke salaamati ke liye duaein karti aayi hoon hamesha se Abhi…… Magar Abhi, abhi iss waqt jiss jhatke se aap ne mujhe sofe par ralh kar uthe, aur kaha ke 6 baj gaye aur aap ko navina ko lene jana hai wo dekh kar mujho jalan feel hui… iss liye ke socha aaj main hoti aap ki life mein to aap aaj ye mere liye keh rahe hote ke aap ko Ruhi ko lene jaana hai aap ko late ho rahi hai….. hamare life mein to yeh din bilkool nahin aya Abhi….”
Aabhi ne kaha,
“Hamare life mein bhi weh din agaye abhi, ab main navina se aksar kahunga ke mujhe Ruhi ko lene jana hai ya mujhe Ruhi ke ghar jana hai wo din aa gaye Ruhi”
Ruhi: “Wo aap ko mujhse milne ane degi?”
Abhi: “Tum usse nahin jaanti Ruhi wo farishta hai, wo to tumse milna chahti hai, mujhko bahot pehle keh diya hai ke kabhi aap ko Ruhi mili to mujhse zaroor milwana mujhe ussko thanks karna hai…”
Ruhi heyraan hote hue puchti hai,
“mujhko thanks karna hai kiss liye?!”
Abhi: “kiss liye wo main nahin bataunga jab uss se milogi tab khud puch lena… main kal hi Navina ko lekar aaun kia? No no no…. first you should complete reading the diaries then only I will make you meet Navina….. are sunon Ruhi, tum mere ghar chalogi?”
Ruhi: “What? Kia? Kab? Abhi iss waqt Abhi?!”
Abhi: “iss waqt agar nahin to kabhi bhi, ya to tumko apne ghar lechalun Navina se milne ya ussko lekar aaun tumse milne…”
Ruhi: “No, baad mein Abhi…… Weise Abhi mujhe aur bahot kuch kehna hai tumse…. Aur bahot important hai mujhe wo sab bata deni chahiye aaj abhi issi waqt….”
Abhi: “Okay aur 15/20 mins rukta hoon come on sweetheart tell me more….”
Ruhi ne himmat karke ab jo sabse zaroori baat Abhi ko itne saalon se bataani thi aaj bataane ko thaan liya tha, Ruhi ne gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha,
“Abhi yaad hai pehli baar jab aap ne mujhe bataya tha letter ke through ke aap mujhse pyar karte ho to main ne kuch der baad sabse pehli baat aap se yeh kahi thi ke kia aap mere ghalatiyon ko maaf kar sakte ho? yaad hai abhi? Aur aap ne turant bina soche samjhte jhat se kahaa tha ke haan aap mere sare ghalatiyon ko maaf kar doge….”
Abhi ne kaha,
“kaise bhool sakta hoon Ruhi? Sab ke sab written hein mere diaries mein kal tum sab khud padhna ab….”
Ruhi: “Abhi, aap ne kyun kabhi jaanne ki koshish nahin kiye ke meri ghalati kia thi? Kaun si ghalati kiya tha main ne wo aap ne kyun nahin pucha mujhse Abhi?”
Abhi: “Ari wo tumne bata diya tha nah ke tum virgin nahin ho to ussi ko ghalati samjha tha main, kyun aur koyi ghalati thi kia? Weise ab iss se kia lena dena Ruhi forget it nah yaar!!”
Ruhi: “No Abhi you need to know it is VERY IMPORTANT…. Abhi meri ussi ghalati ki vajah se Maa aur Mehboob mujhe aap se door karte gaye, ussi ghalati ki vajah se main aaj iss mukaam par hoon, ussi meri ek ghalati ki vajah se jo bhi maa kehti main karti gayi, kyunke main ek mujrim jaisi thi, sazaa bhugat rahi thi to jo bhi maa kehti mujhe karna padta tha, wo kahe yeh laal nahin safed hai to mujhe ussko laal rang ko safed kehna padta tha….”
Abhi: “ari aisa bhi kia? Aisa kia kiya tha tumne bhala? Kaun si galati kar daali thi ke itna bhi domination ho raha tha tumhare saath?”
Ruhi: “Abhi aap uss ghalati ko jaante ho, wo ghalati aap ke saamne tha, kayi baar wo ghalati aap ke paas bhi tha….”
Abhi: “Ruhi please stop playing games, no puzzles now saaf saaf batao jo batana hai!”
Ruhi ke Aankhen bhar aaye aur Abhi ko fix dekhte hue kaha,
“Abhi yaad hai ek roz jab hum ghar ke piche kiss kar rahe the to aap ne mujhse kaha tha ke main aap ko ek beti doon jo bilkool meri tarah dikhe itni hi khubsurat aur sweet? Yaad hai main ne kaha tha haan ek din dungi aap ko wo beti?!”
Abhi: “Wo kaise bhool sakta hoon main kabhi Ruhi? But now is it not too late for that?!”
Ruhi: “Abhi meri ghalati wohi meri beti hai Abhi!! I had a child in 1986 Abhi!!!”
Abhi ko jhatka laga, wo uth khada hua, aur usske dimagh sunn ho gaya, usske dil ke dhadkanen tez hue, ussko jaise saans lene mein takliff hone lage aur do chaar kadam room mein chala Abhi aur Ruhi ke paas aate hue kaha…..,
“Ruhi I hope ke wo nahin jisse main soch raha hoon iss waqt, She cannot be ….NO. N..N..N.. N.. NO… NO NO NO OH MY GOD!!! SHWETA????!!!”
Ruhi zor se rone lagi aur haan mein sar hillaya!!!
Abhi ghutnon ke bal agaya aur sisakne laga….. thoda hanff raha tha thoda ro raha tha, ussko bahot takliff ho rahi thi, usske aankhon ke saamne jaise andhera chaane laga tha… wo apne physical rishte ko sochne laga Shweta ke saath aur socha ke wo agar ab Ruhi ko pata chala to kia hoga….
Ruhi ne kaha,
“jab aap ne pehli baar Shweta ko dekha tha to mujhse kaha tha ke wo bilkool meri tarah dikhti hai aur main ne inkaar kiya tha aap se yeh kehte ke nahin wo meri tarah nahin dikhti…. Mujhe pata tha ke aap sahi the…. Aur Shweta aap ko itna pyar karti thi wo mujhe bahot hi achcha laga tha unn dinon, wo aap se bahot ghul mil gayi thi…. Ussko to yeh bhi nahin pata tha ke main usski maa thi unn dinon…..”
Abhi farsh par baitha ek sajde ke position mein tha aur rote jaa raha tha zameen par apna sar patakte hue….
Ruhi ne tab kaha,
“Abhi main ne aap ko, maangne se pehle hi wo beti de diya tha aap ko…. Yaad hai main ne usskko bheja tha kissy dene ke liye jab aap kaam se wapas jaa rahe the aur ussne oonchi awaaz mein sabko bata diya tha ke main ne usse aap ko kissy dene ko kaha tha?!!!”
Aabhi ki bolti bandh tha… wo hannff raha tha, jaise ussko saans lene mei takliff ho rahe the…. Abhi phir utha, chal kar khidki ke paas gaya thandi hawaa khaane ke liye, wahin khade rehkar mudhar wapas Ruhi ke chehre mei dekha aur pucha…..
“Abhi Shweta ko pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?!”
Ruhi: “haan ab pata hai ussko, jab 18 saal ki hui tab pata chala ussko, wo bahot ghussa hui mujhse ke kyun main ne ussko bachpan se nahin pata chalne diya ke main usski maa hoon, mujhse jhagda karke chali gayi wo aaj tak wapas nahin aayi…. Jaise main apni maa se baat nahin karti wo bhi mujhse baat nahin karti…. Bahot ghussa hai mujhse se kyunke wo kehti hai ke main ne ussko 18 saal apni maamta se mehroom rakha….ghussa hai ke kyun wo meri chachi ko apni maa samjhti rahi, kyun ussko affection nahin diya, kyun ussko main ne apne se door rakha…. Abhi main majboor thi…. Jiss haalaat mein wo paida hui mujhe samajh mein nahin aya ke kia karna chahiye, jo bhi gharwalon ne thik samjha wohi kiya aur mujhse sabke haan mein haan milana hi pada tha Abhi.”
Abhi ne rote hue Ruhi ke paas aakar kaha,
“Ruhi yeh kia kiya tumne… main ne tabhi tumse keh diya tha ke agar tum ek bachi ki maa bhi hoti tab bhi main tumse shaadi karne ko tayaar tha, yaar main tumse shaadi karta aur Shweta ko goad le leta mujhe kitna acha lagta ke Shweta meri beti hoti, tumne yeh baat chhupa kar itna badi ek aur ghalati kar diya ke main kaise bataun tujhe ke tum ne kia kiya hai Ruhi…. Main kitna pyar karti thi uss se…. ab bhi karta hoon….. magar Ruhi tmmne kaha ke Shweta ko usski 18 saal se pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?? Matlab ussko sab pata hote hue bhi mujh se……??!!”
Abhi sochne laga ke Sweta ko pata tha ke wo Ruhi ki beti hai phir bhi wo Abhi se sexual relationship mein banni rahi….. ab Abhi samjha ke jab Shweta ne kaha tha ke wo badla le rahi hai kissi se to wo Ruhi ko mean kar rahi thi…. Wo Abhi ko chhin rahi thi apni maa se….. yehi badla le rahi thi Shweta Apni maa se….!
OH!!! Abhi ne sar par donon haath rakh kar maathe ko peethne laga…. Ruhi heyraan ussko dekhti rahi magar shukar hai ke Ruhi kuch bhi nahin samjhi… Ruhi ko bilkool bhi nahin pata tha ke Abhi aur Shweta ek dusre se milte hein…..
Abhi ab Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,
“You were around 20/21 when I knew you right? Or were you older Ruhi?”
Ruhi: “I was almost same age as you rather I am 6 Months younger than you Abhi, I had lied when I had told you I was 20….”
Abhi ne sar khujaate hue kaha,
“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”
Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..
Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,
“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”
To be continued…. (2930 words)
Awesome updateUpdate 61 The Secret Revealed
Sahi kaha tha aap ne ke mujhe shaan , shaukat, dhan Daulat ki bhook thi, haan shaayad thi unn dinon, aap se tulna karti thi Amit ki, to aap nicha dikhaayi dete the balke maa aap ko nicha dikhaati thi mujhe, main aap ko maa ki nazron se aur mehbob ke nazron se dekhti thi… aap ko apni nazron se tab se dekhna shuru kiya jab aap ko kho diya main ne……”
Ab aguey….
Abhi ne Ruhi ko phir wheelchair se apne goad mein uthaya aur iss baar Abhi sofe par baitha aur Ruhi ko apne goad mein bithaya ek bacche ki tarah… Abhi hamesha kehta aya tha unn dinon ko ke Ruhi bahot halki hai aur ab uss se bhi ziada halki ho gayi thi kyunke aur patli ho gayai thi, usski weight aur bhi ghatt gayi thi…. Sofe par Ruhi ko apne goad mein lekar baithne ke baad Ruhi ne Abhi ke gale mein apne baahon ko daal diya aur Abhi ke aankon ki gehraayi mein jhaankne lagi phir kaha,
“Aap ki Aankhen nahin badle shukar hai, wohi gehraayi, wohi khubsurti, aur aap ki eyebrows jo hai nah ab bhi weise hi hein, mujhe disturb feel hota tha jab isse dekhti thi pata hai kyun? Kyunke yeh mere eyebrows se bahut ziada khubsurat hein, ladkiyon ko peelings karwane padte hein eise eyebrows banaane ke liye aur aap ke natural itne khubsurat eyebrows hein, kia yeh pata hai aap ko?!”
“Abi ne muskuraate hue kaha,
“haan Naina hamesha kehti thi, phir baad mein Navina ne bhi kaha, usski behnon ne bhi kaha, aur Shhss….”
Abhi Shweta ka naam lene jaa raha tha magar ruk gaya…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi se ussko aur kiss karne ko kaha…. Abhi ne Ruhi ko kaske bahon mein bharke kiss kiya, aur Ruhi se kaha,
“jawaan tha, mauka tha, fursat bhi tha, tab to nakhrein karti thi, tab ki baat aur hoti nah, kitna tadapta tha tujhe kiss karne ke liye, jawani ki josh mein wo kiss kuch aur hi tha hai ke nahin? Aaj sab feeka nahin lag raha hmmm? Tab kyun itna tadpati thi mujhe?”
Ruhi ke aankhen bhar aaye aur kaha,
“Taana maar rahe ho aap? Aap ke jaane ke baad, umar dhalne se pehle kia aap ke unn kiss aur chhuwan ko miss nahin kiya main ne aap ke khayal se? pichle 25 Saalon mein karoron baar sochi hoon unn palon ko jiss jiss waqt aap ne mujhe chhua, kahan kahan chhua, kab kab chhua… wo sab aaj bhi feel karti hoon… yaad hai jab ghar ke piche pehli baar aap ne mere boob dabaya tha to main ne aap ko chhota sa chaata mara tha, aur aap zabardasti pakar rahe phir se?! kia main wo sab nahin sochti aap ke khayal se?... jiss din aap ko lunch ke liye invite kiya tha aap kitna chah rahe the, main ne aap ko refuse kiya tha aage badhne ke liye…. Jab aap se juda ho gaye to hazaar baar kaha ke aap ko sab kar dena chahiye tha, jitni baar aap ka mann tha mujhe aap ko free chorr dena chahiye tha… aap ne kitni baar kaha tha ke aap ne life mein kabhi nahin kiya hai aap ko bada mann tha wo sab karne ko magar main free thi karne de sakti thi kyunke virgin nahin thi magar pata nahin kyun nahin karne diya tha…..
Aap se bichadne ke baad itna afsos hua ke roti reh gayi unn palon ko soch soch kar… khoon ke aansoo roye hein main ne aap ko yaad kar kar ke Abhi….”
Itne mein Mahesh ki wife aayi Ruhi ke kamre mein aur kaha,
“Aap dinner karke ghar jana khana almost tayyaar hai….”
Abhi jaldi se khada ho gaya aur kaha,
“Oh no? 6 baj gaye? Itni jaldi, no I am sorry mujhe jaana hoga, phir kabhi dinner karunga, Ruhi I got to go, must go to take back Navina at the Uni…. Idhar se hi direct jaunga….”
Ruhi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhti rahi, bade pyar bhare nazron se aur tab Abhi ne apne mobile nikala aur Navina ko jaldi jaldi text likh kar send kiya, phir Ruhi ko dekhte hue kaha,
“You must now have a mobile nah? Do you? Give me your number Ruhi!”
Ruhi ne sisakte hue kaha,
“haan hai aksar roti hoon yeh soch kar ke kyun hamare jawani ke dinon mein nahin tha yeh mobile, jiss din aap aaye the aap ko mobile se keh deti nah nahin aane ko, sab thanda hone ke baad bulaati aap ko…. Aur aap ko nikala bhi gaya tha ghar se to aap ko call karke baat to kar sakti thi nah? Mobile to kia phone bhi nahin laga tha unn dinon aap ke jaane ke 5/6 mahine baad phone bhi lag gayi thi aap ko ghar ka number dena chahti thi magar unhi dinon aap ki mangni ki khabar mili thi to idea drop kiya tha main ne…..”
Abhi ne Ruhi ka number liya. Aur turant ussko miscall kiya aur kaha,
“Sunon, kal aunga tumse milne aur diaries launga, tumne bataya nahin kitne padhe the uss roz Diary ko?!”
Ruhi: “sirf 10 pages padhe the Abhi, bahot mann tha padhne ko kia likha tha aap ne…. unn 10 pehle pages ko padhte hue itni khush thi main aur aap ne describe kiya tha aap yahan kaam karne aaye ho aur ek ladki dikhi aap ko, aap sab explain kar rahe the, main badi dilchaspi se padh rahi thi ke achanak uss dayan ne mere haath se diaries chhina, main ne tab uss se baat karni bandh kar di thi, to wo mujhe aur sataana chahti thi… main ne socha tha kuch der baad mujhe wapas kar degi magar bilkool nahin socha tha ke wo Manoj ko de degi…. Main Manoj se bhi baat nahin karti thi to kaise uss se maangti…. Manoj ne thoda kuch padha aur wapas Mehboob ko de diya tha…”
Abhi: “kal to kia aaj raat ko hi laa sakta hoon aadhi raat mein padh logi…. Main chahta tha ke marne se pehle tumse ek baar mil paun aur wo tumko padhne ko de paun…. Tumhare bajae Navina ne padha tha unn diaries ko, tabhi usskko mujhse pyar hua… yaad rakhna mujhko Navina se pyar nahin hua tha ussko mujhse pyar hui thi, aur main tumhari tarah nahin tha ke ussko aur usske pyar ko thukra doon…. Accept kiya usske pyar ko aur hum donon aaj tak khush hein”
Ruhi: “Best kiya aap ne… aap ko thukraane ka matlab ka pata chal gaya tha yahan se reject hone ke baad… aap ko zaroor ussko accept karna hi tha.. bahot acha kiya aap ne kyunke usski jaisi aurat dunya mein karonron mein ek hote hein, mujhe pata hai kaisi hai wo….. main khush hoti thi; ussko jab aap ke saath sochti thi, pata tha aap ko koyi weisa hi chahiye tha jo aap ka achci tarah se khayal rakh sake, jo aap se behad pyar kare, Bahot deserving the aap weisi koyi apni life mein paane ke liye, main to tum donon ke salaamati ke liye duaein karti aayi hoon hamesha se Abhi…… Magar Abhi, abhi iss waqt jiss jhatke se aap ne mujhe sofe par ralh kar uthe, aur kaha ke 6 baj gaye aur aap ko navina ko lene jana hai wo dekh kar mujho jalan feel hui… iss liye ke socha aaj main hoti aap ki life mein to aap aaj ye mere liye keh rahe hote ke aap ko Ruhi ko lene jaana hai aap ko late ho rahi hai….. hamare life mein to yeh din bilkool nahin aya Abhi….”
Aabhi ne kaha,
“Hamare life mein bhi weh din agaye abhi, ab main navina se aksar kahunga ke mujhe Ruhi ko lene jana hai ya mujhe Ruhi ke ghar jana hai wo din aa gaye Ruhi”
Ruhi: “Wo aap ko mujhse milne ane degi?”
Abhi: “Tum usse nahin jaanti Ruhi wo farishta hai, wo to tumse milna chahti hai, mujhko bahot pehle keh diya hai ke kabhi aap ko Ruhi mili to mujhse zaroor milwana mujhe ussko thanks karna hai…”
Ruhi heyraan hote hue puchti hai,
“mujhko thanks karna hai kiss liye?!”
Abhi: “kiss liye wo main nahin bataunga jab uss se milogi tab khud puch lena… main kal hi Navina ko lekar aaun kia? No no no…. first you should complete reading the diaries then only I will make you meet Navina….. are sunon Ruhi, tum mere ghar chalogi?”
Ruhi: “What? Kia? Kab? Abhi iss waqt Abhi?!”
Abhi: “iss waqt agar nahin to kabhi bhi, ya to tumko apne ghar lechalun Navina se milne ya ussko lekar aaun tumse milne…”
Ruhi: “No, baad mein Abhi…… Weise Abhi mujhe aur bahot kuch kehna hai tumse…. Aur bahot important hai mujhe wo sab bata deni chahiye aaj abhi issi waqt….”
Abhi: “Okay aur 15/20 mins rukta hoon come on sweetheart tell me more….”
Ruhi ne himmat karke ab jo sabse zaroori baat Abhi ko itne saalon se bataani thi aaj bataane ko thaan liya tha, Ruhi ne gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha,
“Abhi yaad hai pehli baar jab aap ne mujhe bataya tha letter ke through ke aap mujhse pyar karte ho to main ne kuch der baad sabse pehli baat aap se yeh kahi thi ke kia aap mere ghalatiyon ko maaf kar sakte ho? yaad hai abhi? Aur aap ne turant bina soche samjhte jhat se kahaa tha ke haan aap mere sare ghalatiyon ko maaf kar doge….”
Abhi ne kaha,
“kaise bhool sakta hoon Ruhi? Sab ke sab written hein mere diaries mein kal tum sab khud padhna ab….”
Ruhi: “Abhi, aap ne kyun kabhi jaanne ki koshish nahin kiye ke meri ghalati kia thi? Kaun si ghalati kiya tha main ne wo aap ne kyun nahin pucha mujhse Abhi?”
Abhi: “Ari wo tumne bata diya tha nah ke tum virgin nahin ho to ussi ko ghalati samjha tha main, kyun aur koyi ghalati thi kia? Weise ab iss se kia lena dena Ruhi forget it nah yaar!!”
Ruhi: “No Abhi you need to know it is VERY IMPORTANT…. Abhi meri ussi ghalati ki vajah se Maa aur Mehboob mujhe aap se door karte gaye, ussi ghalati ki vajah se main aaj iss mukaam par hoon, ussi meri ek ghalati ki vajah se jo bhi maa kehti main karti gayi, kyunke main ek mujrim jaisi thi, sazaa bhugat rahi thi to jo bhi maa kehti mujhe karna padta tha, wo kahe yeh laal nahin safed hai to mujhe ussko laal rang ko safed kehna padta tha….”
Abhi: “ari aisa bhi kia? Aisa kia kiya tha tumne bhala? Kaun si galati kar daali thi ke itna bhi domination ho raha tha tumhare saath?”
Ruhi: “Abhi aap uss ghalati ko jaante ho, wo ghalati aap ke saamne tha, kayi baar wo ghalati aap ke paas bhi tha….”
Abhi: “Ruhi please stop playing games, no puzzles now saaf saaf batao jo batana hai!”
Ruhi ke Aankhen bhar aaye aur Abhi ko fix dekhte hue kaha,
“Abhi yaad hai ek roz jab hum ghar ke piche kiss kar rahe the to aap ne mujhse kaha tha ke main aap ko ek beti doon jo bilkool meri tarah dikhe itni hi khubsurat aur sweet? Yaad hai main ne kaha tha haan ek din dungi aap ko wo beti?!”
Abhi: “Wo kaise bhool sakta hoon main kabhi Ruhi? But now is it not too late for that?!”
Ruhi: “Abhi meri ghalati wohi meri beti hai Abhi!! I had a child in 1986 Abhi!!!”
Abhi ko jhatka laga, wo uth khada hua, aur usske dimagh sunn ho gaya, usske dil ke dhadkanen tez hue, ussko jaise saans lene mein takliff hone lage aur do chaar kadam room mein chala Abhi aur Ruhi ke paas aate hue kaha…..,
“Ruhi I hope ke wo nahin jisse main soch raha hoon iss waqt, She cannot be ….NO. N..N..N.. N.. NO… NO NO NO OH MY GOD!!! SHWETA????!!!”
Ruhi zor se rone lagi aur haan mein sar hillaya!!!
Abhi ghutnon ke bal agaya aur sisakne laga….. thoda hanff raha tha thoda ro raha tha, ussko bahot takliff ho rahi thi, usske aankhon ke saamne jaise andhera chaane laga tha… wo apne physical rishte ko sochne laga Shweta ke saath aur socha ke wo agar ab Ruhi ko pata chala to kia hoga….
Ruhi ne kaha,
“jab aap ne pehli baar Shweta ko dekha tha to mujhse kaha tha ke wo bilkool meri tarah dikhti hai aur main ne inkaar kiya tha aap se yeh kehte ke nahin wo meri tarah nahin dikhti…. Mujhe pata tha ke aap sahi the…. Aur Shweta aap ko itna pyar karti thi wo mujhe bahot hi achcha laga tha unn dinon, wo aap se bahot ghul mil gayi thi…. Ussko to yeh bhi nahin pata tha ke main usski maa thi unn dinon…..”
Abhi farsh par baitha ek sajde ke position mein tha aur rote jaa raha tha zameen par apna sar patakte hue….
Ruhi ne tab kaha,
“Abhi main ne aap ko, maangne se pehle hi wo beti de diya tha aap ko…. Yaad hai main ne usskko bheja tha kissy dene ke liye jab aap kaam se wapas jaa rahe the aur ussne oonchi awaaz mein sabko bata diya tha ke main ne usse aap ko kissy dene ko kaha tha?!!!”
Aabhi ki bolti bandh tha… wo hannff raha tha, jaise ussko saans lene mei takliff ho rahe the…. Abhi phir utha, chal kar khidki ke paas gaya thandi hawaa khaane ke liye, wahin khade rehkar mudhar wapas Ruhi ke chehre mei dekha aur pucha…..
“Abhi Shweta ko pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?!”
Ruhi: “haan ab pata hai ussko, jab 18 saal ki hui tab pata chala ussko, wo bahot ghussa hui mujhse ke kyun main ne ussko bachpan se nahin pata chalne diya ke main usski maa hoon, mujhse jhagda karke chali gayi wo aaj tak wapas nahin aayi…. Jaise main apni maa se baat nahin karti wo bhi mujhse baat nahin karti…. Bahot ghussa hai mujhse se kyunke wo kehti hai ke main ne ussko 18 saal apni maamta se mehroom rakha….ghussa hai ke kyun wo meri chachi ko apni maa samjhti rahi, kyun ussko affection nahin diya, kyun ussko main ne apne se door rakha…. Abhi main majboor thi…. Jiss haalaat mein wo paida hui mujhe samajh mein nahin aya ke kia karna chahiye, jo bhi gharwalon ne thik samjha wohi kiya aur mujhse sabke haan mein haan milana hi pada tha Abhi.”
Abhi ne rote hue Ruhi ke paas aakar kaha,
“Ruhi yeh kia kiya tumne… main ne tabhi tumse keh diya tha ke agar tum ek bachi ki maa bhi hoti tab bhi main tumse shaadi karne ko tayaar tha, yaar main tumse shaadi karta aur Shweta ko goad le leta mujhe kitna acha lagta ke Shweta meri beti hoti, tumne yeh baat chhupa kar itna badi ek aur ghalati kar diya ke main kaise bataun tujhe ke tum ne kia kiya hai Ruhi…. Main kitna pyar karti thi uss se…. ab bhi karta hoon….. magar Ruhi tmmne kaha ke Shweta ko usski 18 saal se pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?? Matlab ussko sab pata hote hue bhi mujh se……??!!”
Abhi sochne laga ke Sweta ko pata tha ke wo Ruhi ki beti hai phir bhi wo Abhi se sexual relationship mein banni rahi….. ab Abhi samjha ke jab Shweta ne kaha tha ke wo badla le rahi hai kissi se to wo Ruhi ko mean kar rahi thi…. Wo Abhi ko chhin rahi thi apni maa se….. yehi badla le rahi thi Shweta Apni maa se….!
OH!!! Abhi ne sar par donon haath rakh kar maathe ko peethne laga…. Ruhi heyraan ussko dekhti rahi magar shukar hai ke Ruhi kuch bhi nahin samjhi… Ruhi ko bilkool bhi nahin pata tha ke Abhi aur Shweta ek dusre se milte hein…..
Abhi ab Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,
“You were around 20/21 when I knew you right? Or were you older Ruhi?”
Ruhi: “I was almost same age as you rather I am 6 Months younger than you Abhi, I had lied when I had told you I was 20….”
Abhi ne sar khujaate hue kaha,
“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”
Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..
Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,
“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”
To be continued…. (2930 words)
Update 60 Ruhi Had Lots To Say
Abhi ka haath kaamp gaya uss perfume ko haath mein lekar…pichle 25 saalon mein ussko yeh perfume mila hi nahin kahin bhi. Ruhi se alag hone ke baad Abhi ko 3 saal baad mila tha wo perfume matlab 1989 tak… uss ke baad importer ne Abhi se kaha tha ya to Bourjois ne uss perfume ko banana bandh kar diya ya naye perfumes banane lage iss liye “Soir De Paris” nahin milta ab…. France ki perfume hai aur isska matlab hai “Night Of Paris” Abhi ka passanjida perfume tha, aur aaj uss perfume ko 25 saal baad sungh kar sochiye Abhi ne kia feel kiya hoga, ussko kaisa laga hoga?.....
Abhi ke jism ke rowan rowan uth gaye wo sungh kar, wo zamana yaad agaya, weh din yaad agaye, har lamhe ki ek khushbhoo hoti hai, har pal ka ek khushbhoo hota hai, har waqt ki ek pehchaan hoti hai ussi tarah Abhi ke guzare hue weh din iss khushbhoo se iss tarah se jude hue the, uss khusbhoo se Ruhi judi hui thi, Ruhi ki yaadein jude hue the. Saeed, Mehboob, Mahesh, Shweta, sab jude hue the iss khushbhoo se… unn dinon jab Abhi gande kapdon mein kaam karta tha, aur shaam ko wash karne ke baad jab apna uss kamiz ko pehenta tha jiss se ab wo wapas bus se ghar jaega, to uss kamiz mein yeh khushbhoo laga hua hota tha, Abhi ke jeb ki rumal mein yeh Khushboo hua karta tha, aur Abhi ko weh din wapas yaad agaye, ussko laga ke abhi wapas bus se ghar jaega, shaam ho rahe the to kaam khatam karne ka waqt tha aur ussko ab ghar wapas jaana tha….. Abhi uss perfume ho haath mein liye almaari ke paas baith kar fur fut kar rone laga….
Ruhi ne bachon se apni wheelchair laane ko kaha, uss par kaise bhi karke baithi aur Abhi ke paas gayi, ussko apne seene se lagaate hue ussko chumban diye, aur aaj 25 saal baad Abhi ko Ruhi ke seene se dobara lagne ko aur usski jism ki khushbhoo ko feel karne ka naseeb prapt hua….. wo soch kar wo aur bhi kaske rone laga Ruhi ki chaati par usski dress ko bhigote hue….
Ruhi ko bhi ek chain ki saans lene ka mauka mila apne Abhi ko barson baad apne seene se kaske uss tarah se lagaane se…. wo bhi taras gayi thi apne Abhi ko uss tarah se mehsoos karne ke liye…. Aur Ruhi gungunaane lagi Abhi ke sar par haath ferrte hue, “pyar karte hein hum tumhein itna…. Pyar karte hein hum tumhein itna, do aankhen to kia do jahan mein samaaye nah jitnaaaaaaa pyar karte hein hum tumhein itnaaaaaa” aur iss gaane ko Ruhi ko gungunaate sunkar Abhi aur bhi rone laga….
Ruhi ne usske sar ko chumte hue kaha,
“Mera Abhi to ab bhi wohi bacha hai, ab bhi weise hi rota hai, kitna emotional tha aur aaj bhi hai mera Abhi hmmm? Kitna rote ho aap? Aur kitna roya hoga jab mere ghar se aakhri baar nikaale gaye the aap? Mera kaleja fatt jata tha buss wohi soch soch kar, kissi ko nahin pata tha mere siwa ke aap kitne emotional ho, dil ke kitne nazuk ho aap wo sirf mujhe pata tha, iss liye sab soch soch kar main bahot roti thi Abhi…. Main ne uss din aap ke chale jaane ke baad ghar mein toofaan khada kar diya tha, itni chilaayi thi, kitne chizon ko toda foda tha, nah meri dayan maa, nah baap nah manoj nah Mahesh sambhal paa rahe the mujhe, uss ghar ke takriban saara samaan tod fod diya tha main ne, ek bhoot jaisi sanwaar ho gaya tha mujh par….
Baahar ek toofan tha aur uss ghar ke andar main toofaan bani hui thi, ghar ke saamne wale saare seeshe tod daale the main ne yeh kehkar ke mere Abhi ko iss baarish mein tum logon ne bhigne ko bheja to lo main iss ghar ko bhigo deti hoon, tamaan seeshon ko ek lohe se tod dala tha main ne, haath mein lag bhi gayi thi tute hue seeshe se…. ghar terraase se andar lounge tak aise bheege ke aangan lagne laga tha…. itna barish ho raha tha ke sofon ko lounge se utha kar ghar ke andar karna pada un sab ko… main ek paagal jaise behave karne lagi thi, hanss rahi thi jab sab samaan utha utha kar andar le jaa rahe the aur main bahar khadi baarish mein bhig rahi thi yeh soch kar ke mera Abhi bheeg raha hoga unn kutton ki vajah se…. kuch der baad main bhi kaampne lagi thi, papa ghanton baad mujhe andar le gaye tab mujhe ehsaas hua ke aap bhi kaamp rahe honge, aur uss haalat mein inn logon ne aap ko wapas lautaya tha… yeh chillaate hue main keh rahi thi sab se, ke dekho main kitna kaamp rahi hoon Abhi bhi to issi haal mein hoga, kyun ussko wapas bheja tum logon ne….”
Abhi thoda shaant hua tha, Ruhi ke seene se hi laga hua tha, Ruhi ne bolna bandh kiya aur Abhi Ruhi ke dil ke dhadkanon ko sun raha tha….ussne ek kiss kiya Ruhi ke seene par, Ruhi ne ussne gardan ko chuma, aur Abhi ne sar uthaakar Ruhi ke chehre mein dekha, to Ruhi ne Abhi ke munh par ek chumban diya aur dhire se kaha,
“kiss karna to bhool hi gayi hoon main, 25 saalon tak kissi ko kiss nahin kiya nah? mujhe seekhadoge dobara kiss karna hmmm?!”
Abhi ne zor se chipka liya Ruhi ko ab apne seene par aur mudhkar bachon ko dekha, bache samajh gaye aur sab baahar nikal gaye…. Tab Abhi ne halke se Ruhi ke honton se apne honton ko lagaya, aur apne jeeb ko ferra Ruhi ke kaampte honton par, Ruhi ne aakhen bandh kar li, aur Abhi ne Ruhi ke chehre ko apne haathon mein thaam kar ek lamba wala passionate kiss kiya…. Ruhi ne jaise khudko Abhi ko surrender kar diya tha uss waqt, apne jism ko bilkool dhila chorr diya tha…. Abhi ko usski jeeb ka swadh dobara haasil hua aaj aur Shweta yaad aayi iss baar…. Aur kiss rokte hue Abhi ne socha Shweta ka zikr karen.. magar Ruhi ne kuch aur hi bolna shuru kar diya…. Uss ne kaha,
“Main ne 5 saal tak Manoj se baat nahin kiye uss 5th January 1987 ke baad, aur maa se to iss tarah baat karti jaise main usski maa thi wo meri naukrani…. Koyi kaam nahin karti, sirf ghar mein baithti aur kitabein padhti, Farzina aur dusre cousin se bahot saare kitabein magwati unnke school ke library se aur padhti…. Abhi aap ke jaane ke baad yeh aangan suna papd gaya tha, jitna meri Abhi ka naam goonja karta tha iss aangan mein utna hi sannaata chaa gaya tha, uss 24th December ko jab main chali gayi thi aur wapas aayi to aagan mein itna sannata tha ke mujhe darr lagne laga tha yahan rehne ko…. Mere kaanon mein baar baar aap ki seetiyon ki awaaz sunaayi dete, aap ussi gaane ki dhund ko seeti bajaate hue sunaayi dete mujhe… jiss din main wapas aayi thi 31st se pehle ya 31st ko hi abhi yaad nahin, to main prathna karti ke bus se utrun to aangan mein kissi kaaran dekhun ke Abhi tak kaam chal raha hai bus mein aur aap yahin ho, aisa anumaan ho raha tha ke aap zaroor kissi kaaran issi aangan mein miloge mujhe, main ne aankh bandh karke main road se aangan mein daakhil hui, aur aankhen kholi to sab khali khaali dekha, bus bhi nahin tha, koi shor sharaba nahin tha, sanaata tha, sab alag sa lag raha tha, mera dil baith gaya aur dil ne kaha chala gaya tera Abhi, ab kabhi nahin wapas aane ke liye chala gaya wo…..
Aur jab aap ki new year wali wishing card mila khat ke saath to dil jhum utha ke aap aoge…. Dil ko sukoon haasil hui…. Aur tab ek tamasha hua tha Abhi…. Family members mein ek bada tamasha hua tha…. aap gaye the nah meri chachi ke ghar mujhko dhundte hue…. Shayad 28th December thaa nah? Main wahi thi uss roz. Behad khush hui thi aap ko dekh kar, itna acha laga tha dekh kar ke aap mujhko dhunte hue wahan tak chale aaye the…. Abhi tabhi mujhe pura yakeen ho gaya tha ke aap mujhse kitna pyar karte ho aur serious ho…. ussi roz main ne decide kiya tha ke ab chaahe kuch bhi ho main kissi ki nahin banungi aap ke siwa, aur koyi maene nahin rakhta tha mere liye aap ke siwa uss din main ne decide kiya tha jab aap ko rote hue mere liye meri chachi se baat karte suna tha, chachi aur maa ki bilkool nahin banti dushman hein donon ek dusre ke iss liye mujhe chachi ki baat manni padi aur main kamre ke andar chali gayi thi usski lehaaz karte hue….
Magar wohi mauka tha aap ko sunne ki aur ap ki sachi muhabat ko pehchaanne ki. Meri chachi aap ke liye ek ajnabee thi aur aap ne ek ajnabee se roya tha mere liye, aap ne apna pyar saabit kiya tha mere liye uss roz Abhi… main ne tabhi decide kiya tha ke ab ghar wapas jaakar aap ke baare mein maa se kahungi ke main aur kissi ko bhi nahin accept karungi sirf Abhi ko accept karungi varna kissi ko bhi nahin….
Magar tamasha yeh hua tha ke chachi mere pahunchne se pehle meri maa aur baap ke kaan bharne chali aayi thi ke aap kiss tarah ke insaan ho ke usske ghar tak aa gaye the mujhko dhudne ke liye… aap ko gunda mawali kaha tha ussne aur maa aur papa usske baat ko lekar itna ghussa the, saath me Manoj bhi tha… sab aap ke khilaaf the uss baat ke liye ke aap usske ghar gaye hue the mere liye…. Sab ulta hua tha, balke chachi ne sab ulta karke bataya tha yahan aakar………”
Abhi ne Ruhi ko rokte hue kaha,
“Aur tum picnic gayi thi tab mujh tak sandesha pahuchna chahti thi George ke zarye hai nah?!”
Ruhi chahunka aur Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha,
“oh my God aap ko wo pata tha? aap ko sandesha mila tha? to kyun aaye the aap 5th ko?!”
Abhi: “Nahin mila tha sandesha Ruhi, agar mila hota to nahin ata main 5th ko…. Mujhko to karib ek mahine baad uss baat ka pata chala ke tum picnic gayi thi to George se mere bare mein puch rahi thi aur mujhe 5th ko nahin aane ko kaha tha…. khabar bahot late mila tha mujhe…. Usske baad main sochne laga tha aisa kia hua hoga ke tum nahin chahti thi ke mai 5th ko aaun….”
Ruhi: “main chahti thi ke Chachi wali baat thanda ho jaaye tab aap aao, wo baat garam thi 5th tak…Manoj, bhi naraaz tha ke aap kyun gaye the usske ghar jab aap ka koyi Rishta nahin tha uss se? ek mummy ki banti nahin thi uss se, Upar se ussne itna tamasha kiya tha ek purani baat ko lekar ke main kaise bataun aap ko meri samajh mein nahin ata abhi….
Meri uss chachi se aur hamara iss ghar se ek bada hi ajib o gharib Rishta hai Abhi main yeh baad mein bataungi aap ko…. Meri life ki sabse badi ghalati wali Rishta hai mera us ghar se Abhi…. Magar abhi mat puchna main dhire dhire aap se sab kuch bataungi…. Abhi kuch aur bolna hai mujhe aap se…
Jab aap ki shaadi ki khabar suni to bahot royi main….”
Abhi: “Pehle mujhe yeh batao ke tumko meri mangni phir shaadi ki khabar mili kaise? Navina to uss side rehti hai, yahan se 10/15 kilometres door hai, aur idhar ke log uss taraf se bilkool katte hue hein, tumhare main road se East jaate hein saare raste, usski road se south ziada tarr jaate hein to tumko kaise khabar milte the? Koyi related family members tha kia tumhara?!”
Ruhi ne muskuraya, apne chasme ko nikala aur phir Abhi ke chehre ko sehlaate hue kaha,
“main Aap ki khabar rakhti thi Abhi, mujhe sirf itna nahin pata ke rehte kidhar ho magar aap ke har harkat ki khabar rakhti thi main!”
Abhi: “magar kaise? Agar itna hi khabar rakhti thi mera to mujhse contact hi kar leti tum? Tumhein nahin lagta ke tumne ghalat kiya? Kumse kum tab to mujhse mil leti jab main Rahima ke ghar diaries chorrne aya tha, wo mera aakhri baar yahan aana tha, main aur bhi ana chahta tha magar jab Mehboob ne mujhe mere diaries wapas kiye to aisa kuch kaha ke yahan aana bandh karna hi pada mujhe!”
Ruhi: “Abhi taqdeer ka khel samjho ya yun kahun ke upar wala chahta tha ke mujhe aap ke baare mein sab pata chalta rahe hamesha… kissi tarah bhi mujhe aap ke baare mein pata chal hi jata tha…. ab batati hon ke kaisse mangni ki khabar mili aur phir kaise shaadi ka pata chala mujhe…. Ek tarah se kusoorwaar main thi nah? main ne aap ko takliff diya tha, main ne aap ko door kiya tha khud se, main ne aap ko thukraya tha, main ne apni maa ki baat suni thi aap ke pyar ko thukraya tha to mujhe sab saza milna tha aur main tab tayyaar ho gayi thi saare saza bhugatne ke liye, main ne thaan liya tha ke main datke saamna karungi apne mukadar ki, main ne bahot strongly decide kar liya tha aur maa aur papa se bahot gambhirta se oonchi awaaz mein rote hue Manoj aur Mahesh ke saamne keh diya tha ke umar bhar shaadi nahin karungi, bina shadi kiye hi marr jaungi, chaahe aap se nah bhi milun to aise hi marr jaungi, main dekhna chahti thi ke kismat mujhse se kab tak ruthi rehti hai, kab tak aap se door rakhti hai mujhe aur main sazaa bhugatna chahti thi, mere aur mere pariwar ke taraf se aap ko jitna dukh mila tha usska sazaa bhugatne ke liye tayyaar ho gayi thi main 1987 mein hi….
Aur dekho sazaa yeh mili ke wheelchair par baitha diya mukadar ne mujhe, aap ko bahut rulaya aur dukh diya tha nah main ne issi ki sazaa paaya main ne Abhi…. Aap dil ke bahot saaf the, main nahin thi, main double cards play kar rahi thi, aap se kitna jhoot bola tha, aap se kitna kuch chhupaya tha main ne, phir bhi aap mujhse pyar karte rahe, main ne aap ko bata bhi diya tha main virgin nahin phir bhi aap mujhse pyar karte rahe, aap ko maa aur papa se milkar jhoot kaha ke papa ke saath chali jaungi, aap ko yahan kitna tadpaati rahi, aap chahte the ke aap ke saamne dikhun phir bhi khidki band kar diya karti thi, aap ke saamne nahin aati thi, bahot tadpaati thi aap ko, sirf maa ki baton ko sunti thi, ek baar to aap ko suna bhi rahi thi ke aap kia samajhte ho ke main aap se shaadi karungi….
Aap ko kitna dukh diya tha main ne unn der mahinon mein… sab yaad hai mujhe Abhi ussi ki sazaa paane ke liye main tayyaar ho gayi thi… yeh ek aur vajah thi ke aap ko khat nahin likha aur aap se milne ki koshish nahin kiya tha main ne kyun ke main khud ko sazaa dena chahti thi, aap ke paak aur sache pyar ko jaise thukraya tha, waise hi khud ko sazaa dena shuru kar diya tha main ne aap se door hokar aur tey karke ke kissi ko bhi apni life mein nahin aane dungi, aap ki ban kar rahungi chaahe door hi sahi….
Haan mujhe pata kaise chala, to suniye Aap ki wife ek bahot achi teacher thi, itni achi ke hamare ilake ki kayi students jaate the usski college mein padhne, unn mein se ek thi Reza ki chhoti behen. Uss se mujhe khabar milti thi, kyunke wo aap ko janti thi, aur ussne aap ko ek roz apne teacher ke sath dekha tha jab aap ussko college ke saamne wait kar rahe the aap ki mangni ke baad.
Tab ussne apni teacher se pucha the ke aap kaun ho, aur teacher ne uss se kaha tha ke aap usski mangitar ho… aap ko English likhna padhna passand tha, mujhe bhi, to aap ko ek English teacher mili hmmm? Abhi? English likh kar hi pataya hoga ussko nah aap ne? aap itni achi love letter likhte the, to sochne lagi thi main ke zaroor aap ne ussko likha hoga, kuch to likha hoga aap ne jo usski dil ko bhaa gayi hogi aur aap se pyar ho gayi hogi ussko… main hi paagal thi ke aap ke teen behtareen love letters ko padhne ke baad bhi aap ke pyar ko nahin pehchana tha main ne, ya yun kehye ke pehchana to tha magar do ghode par sanwaar kar rahi thi uss France ke Amit ko behtar samajh rahi thi maa ki baton mein aakar…. Sahi kaha tha aap ne ke mujhe shaan , shaukat, dhan Daulat ki bhook thi, haan shaayad thi unn dinon, aap se tulna karti thi Amit ki, to aap nicha dikhaayi dete the balke maa aap ko nicha dikhaati thi mujhe, main aap ko maa ki nazron se aur mehbob ke nazron se dekhti thi… aap ko apni nazron se tab se dekhna shuru kiya jab aap ko kho diya main ne……”
To be continued…. (3035 words)
Dhaansu update bhai. Emotional bhi hai aur exciting bhi.
Thrill banna shuru hua tabhi aap ne rok diya.
Ab to yehi jaanna hai k kiss ke saath sex kiya tha Ruhi ne uss umar mein? Kaun tha wo?
Mujhe saare last update padh kar ab Ruhi ke uss chacha par hi doubt ho raha hai jahan Shweta rehti hai. Kia wo Shweta ka asli baap tha?
Kia issi liye wo chachi chidhi rehti hai Ruhi ke pariwaar walon se?
Jaise Kamdev bhai ne kaha k hum sab ko shak to bilkool tha kyunke start me hi aap ne wo shak paida kar diya tha jab likha tha ke Shweta ki shakal kitna milta julta hai Ruhi se tabhi se shak to tha aur baad mein shweta ki jism se Ruhi ki khushbhoo se confirm ho gaya ke wo Ruhi ki hi beti hai.
Magar sab se bada sawaal to ab khada hua hai.... uss baali umar mein ye sab kaise hua?
Jo Saeed ne Mehboob k baare mein kaha tha wo Ruhi k asli chacha ne to nahin kiya tha? Ruhi wahan rehne gayi hogi.... chachi nurse thi to duty par gayi hogi aur chacha aur Ruhi akele to chacha ne kaam tamaam kiya hoga kia???
Bhai ab intejar karna mushkil hoga, KAL KAB AEGA??!!!@@$$%%$#
