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UPDATE- 64

Main dard me bhi kisi tarah khada hua aur thakuraine ki taraf badhne laga to ek baar phir se uski gaand phat gayi aur vo tezi se bahar ki oor girte padte apni choot bacha kar bhagi…main bhi uske piche piche bhagte huye main road par aa gaya….thakuraine aage aage kewal peticot aur blouse me hi bhage ja rahi thi.

Bhagte bhagte meri taqat ab jawab dene lagi thi aur main vahi beech road par hi gir gaya….uske baad kya hua mujhe kuch pata nahi chala…..

Ek baar beech me jarur mujhe thoda sa hosh aaya, kintu meri ankhe nahi khul rahi thi…..par mujhe kisi ke baat karne ki halki halki awaz kaano me sunayi de rahi thi….koi admi kisi se kuch kah raha tha….

“Mona Darling, Ye Lo Isko Sleeping Pills Ke Sath Me Ye Viyagra Khila Dena,…. Jisse Ye Pada Bhi Rahega Aur Khada Bhi Rahega.”

Uske baad mere sath kya hua. Mujhe kuch yaad nahi raha aur main kisi gahri need ki agosh me doobta chala gaya…..

Ab aage…….

Kitni der tak mainneed me raha ye to pata nahi lekin jab mujhe hosh aaya to aisa mahsoos hua ki jaise ki mera lund kisi tapti aag ki bhatti ke bhitar ghusa hua hai aur koi uske upar baith kar uthak baithak laga raha hai…..bistar me khoon laga hua tha, shayad uski bur fatne ka hi hoga.

Maine dhire se ankhe khol kar dekha to shocked rah gaya….kyon ki ek aurat apni sari kamar tak uthaye huye ghapa ghap mere lund ko apni bur me ghused kar uss par uchhal kood macha rahi thi….sala mere lund me dard mahsoos ho raha tha lekin ye madarchod to apna maza lene me hi magan thi…..dekhne me bala ki khubsurat thi vo aur age bhi lagbhag 30-35 ke aas paas ki lag rahi thi.

Mujhe lund ke sath sath pith me bhi dard mahsoos ho raha tha….phir bhi uski khubsurat bilkul chikni bur ko dekh kar raha nahi gaya to maine apne dono hatho ko utha kar dhire se uske bade bade gore chutad par rakh diye aur unko jor se daba diya…..vo yakayak chihuk kar meri taraf dekhte huye chounk gayi.

Vo—aahhh…..uuiiiii…maaaa…..(chounk kar)—aa….aa….aap….!

Raj—aaahhh…..ye sab kya ho raha hai…..? koun ho tum…aur ye koun si jagah hai……?

Vo (haklate huye)—vo…vooo…..

Vo mere upar se uthne lagi to maine uski gaand ko jor se daba diya jisse chihuk kar phir se ghapppp se mera lund apni gori chikni bur me jad tak le kar dhadam se baith gayi.

Raj—dekho sab sach sach bata do warna main abhi police thane aise hi nanga khada lund teri bur me daale huye hi chala jaunga aur sab ko dikha kar tere khilaf FIR likhaunga ki tune mera balatkar kiya hai…..ab jaldi se batao ki koun ho tum..?

Vo (hadbadate huye)—vo…vooo….mujhe nahi malum…..mujhe jane do….

Raj (chutad jor se masalte huye)—aise kaise jane du….? Tum na jane kitni der se mere isss lund ke maze loot rahi ho aur ab pakde jane par sharafat dikha rahi ho......dekh bina dare sab bata degi to main tujhe duguna maza dunga.

"Main batata hu barkhurdar.. " tabhi bathroom ka gate khol kar andar aate huye ek admi ne kaha.

Uske aate hi vo aurat turant apni sari se apni bur aur gaand ko dhakne ki kosh karne lagi, lekin maine uski gaand ke golo ko nahi chhoda to usne mere hatho ko sari se dhank diya aur apni gardan jhuka kar chuchap mere lund ko apni bur me ghusede huye baithi rahi.

Main khud bhi uss admi ke aise achanak andar aane se chounk gaya tha….magar vo admi hum dono ko dekh kar khade khade mushkura raha tha.

Raj (shocked)—ab tum koun ho…..? kahi iski tarah tumne bhi to meri baja nahi di……?

Admi (haste huye)—arey nahi…nahii…….tum bilkul safe ho……..tum iss waqt hospital ke operation theatre me ho….tumhe ye jaan kar tajjub hoga ki ye aurat meri biwi hai aur main iska husband.

Raj (shocked)—whattttttt…….?

Admi—tum yahi soch kar hairan hoge na ki main kitna ghatiya admi hu jo apni biwi ko tumhare sath dekh kar bhi mushkura raha hu….?

Raj (shocked)—hmmmmm

Admi—actually main iss hospital ka owner bhi hu aur doctor bhi…..mera naam vicky hai , aur ye meri wife mona…. Hum dono ki shadi huye 15 saal ho chuke hain lekin main aaj tak baap banne ka sukh na pa saka aur na hi mona ko ek aurat hone ka sukh de saka…..kyon ki shadi ke ek hafte baad hi ek accident me main kisi se sambhog karne ki kshamta kho baitha…ye baat ghar me mona ke siwa koi nahi janta…..maine mona ko baby tube se bachcha paida karne ki salah di lekin yo taiyar nahi huyi…..bachcha god lene ki baat par maa razi nahi hai….aur ab to maa meri dusri shadi karne par adi huyi hain….mona ki zindagi to barbad ho hi chuki thi par main ab kisi aur ladki ki life barbad nahi karna chahta….sath me dusri shadi kar ke mona ke sath anyaya nahi karna chahta tha main isliye maine mona ko kisi aur admi se sambhog kar ke pregnant hone ko kaha par ye iske liye bhi taiyar nahi thi…..usko balck mailing aur badnami ke sath sath iss baat ka bhi darr tha ki kya pata uske sath sex karne ke baad bhi vo pregnant hoti hai ya nahi….?

Admi—magar aaj jab ACP Jyoti madam jo ki mona ki best friend aur jyoti madam ki bhabhi kumkum ki nanad bhi hain, tumhe behoshi ki halat me yaha layi kyon ki tumhari pith me chaku gahrayi tak ghusa hua tha…..tumhara check up karte huye jaise hi meri nazar tumhare lower me phoole huye vikral auzar par gayi to maine lower niche khiska ke jaise hi dekha to chounk gaya…..sanyog se ussi samay mona mere paas aa gayi aur vo bhi tumahre iss vishal hathiyar ko dekhte hi chounk kar lalchayi nazaro se dekhne lagi…..tabhi mona ko dekh mere dimag me turant ek idea aaya ki kyo na tumhare iss hathiyar se main mona ko pregnant kara du…?

Admi—maine apne dil ki baat jab mona ko batayi to pahle vo mana karne lagi lekin baad me taiyar ho gayi….par samasya ye thi ki kahi tum hamari badnami ya black mailing na karo to maine mona ko tumhe khilane ke liye sleeping pills ke sath viyagra de diya…jiske asar se tum raat bhar ke liye need me chale gaye…..aur tumhara hathiyar bhi khada rah gaya… jisse mona tumhare sath sex karne me kamyab rahi….lekin tumhari need do ghante me hi itna jaldi kaise khul gayi….?

Raj—ohhhh…to ye baat hai.…..

Mona (hath jod kar)—dekhiye pls….ye baat kisi ko mat batana….man tumhare hath jodti hu..chahe to tum paise le lo jo chaho….

Raj—hath mat jodo mere……..chinta mat karo ye baat iss kamre se bahar nahi jayegi…

Vicky—vaise barkhurdar tumhara naam kya hai aur kaam kya karte ho…..? dikhte to poore saand ho…

Raj—mera naam hi saand hai, vaise ghar wale mujhe raj kahte hain……..aur rahi baat kaam ki…..to dekhiye mujhe ghuma fira kara baate karni nahi aati…….mera kaam hi bur chodna hai..

Vicky—jyoti madam bahar hi baithi hain, main abhi unko tumhare hosh me aane ki baat batata hu…..

Raj—rukiye janab…..abhi subah nahi huyi hai….main subah tak hosh me aunga, abhi behosh hu…..aap yaha se jaye abhi aur mona darling tum apna kaam phir se shuru karo.

Dono (chounk kar)—whatttttt……?

Raj—isme itna chounkne wali kya baat hai….? Agar apki biwi ko mere bachche ki maa banna gai to jab usko main chodunga tabhi to banegi na…..lund ke upar koodne bhar se thodi hi maa banegi, aise me to lund ka poora pani mona darling ki bur se bah ke bahar nikal jayega….isliye main bol raha hu ki aap subah aana tab tak main mona ki bur ko dhang se chod leta hu.

Vicky—omg…kitna ganda bolte ho tum….

Raj—doctor sahab, chudai ke waqt gandi gandi baate karne se chudas jyada lagti hai….aur jab aurat full chudasi ho kar apni bur chudwati hai to uske gabhin hone ke chance bhi badh jate hain.

Mona (sharma kar)—nahii..nahiii….bas itna hi kafi hai….

Raj—agar meri baat manogi to confirm ladka paida hoga….kyon ki main ladkiyo ko gabhin karne aur ladka paida karne me master hu…..ab tum khud hi soch lo ki tumhe gabhin hona hai ki nahi…..?

Vicky—agar aisi baat hai to mujhe koi aitaraz nahi hai….theek hai…main subah hone ke time aunga…tab tak tum mona tumhare sath hi rahegi…..lekin tumhare to chot lagi hai, tum kaise karoge….?

Raj—aisi chot chodne se jaldi theek ho jati hain…aap tension mat lo…..aap jao yaha se…

Mona—lekinnn…

Vicky—mona…jara socho…ki kal ko tum maa banogi….hamara bhi ek bachcha hoga…..hum apna ek naya sansar banayenge….vaise bhi tum itni der se kar to rahi ho, agar koi result nahi nikla to kya fayda hoga…? Aur tum bhi apni nazaro me gir jaogi….

Vicky samjha bujha kar vaha se bahar chala gaya…..uske bahar jate hi mona ne uth kar darwaja andar se lock kar diya aur chupchap bed par baith gayi….maine uska hath pakad ke apne upar khich liya jisse vo sakpaka gayi.

Raj—daro mat…..mona, tum apni saheli ko kab se janti ho…..?

Mona—bachpan se...uska ghar aur mera ghar agal bagal hi tha mayke me....lekin jab se meri shadi ho gayi tab se usse mulaqat hi nahi huyi......uski shadi me bhi nahi ja payi main...

Raj—kumkum ke husband se kabhi mili ho... ?

Mona—nahi…lekin suna hai ki uske husband bhi police me hain…

Raj (mann me)—chalo achcha hai ki isne avinash ko nahi dekha hai warna meri musibat ho jati kabhi bhi….

Maine usko pakad kar uske hotho ko chumne ki koshish ki to vo apna chehra idhar udhar ghumane lagi…..maine dono hatho se uske chutad pakad kar jor jor se dabate huye apne niche le liya.

Raj—gabhin hona hai ya nahi…..?

Mona (sharam se)—hona hai…mujhe sharam aati hai…..light band kar do …

Raj—to phir mera sath do….mujhe laash ko chodne ka koi shouq nahi hai……aur is sharam ke parde ko utar do…..chudai ke waqt jitna besharm banogi utna jaldi maa banogi….light jalne do, phir dekho kamaal….

Mona ne kuch nahi kaha aage to maine dhire se uske hotho par apne hoth rakh diye aur unhe chusne laga…..usne apni ankhe band kar li….kuch der ke baad uske sharir me halchal hone lagi aur vo bhi dhire dhire mera sath dene lagi.

Maine apne hatho ko dhire se uski chuchiyo par rakh diya aur unko halke hatho se dabane laga…..pahle to usne mere hatho ko chuchiyo par se hatane ki koshish ki magar baad me kuch soch kar apna irada badal diya…..ab mere hatho ko poori azadi mil gayi thi mona ki kadak chuchiyo ko daba daba kar unko dheela karne ki……aur iss kaam me maine koi kanjusi bhi nahi ki….ab mere hath uski dono choochiyo ko jor jor se dabane, masalne me lag gaye the….maine jitni jor se uski choochiyo ko meesta, vo utni hi garam hoti ja rahi thi.

Karib dus pandrah minute tak aise hi main uske hotho ka ras chuste huye choochiyo ko masal masal kar pilpila karta raha uske baad maine uth kar uske kapde nikalne shuru kiye to usne sharam aur laaz se apne dono hatho se chehra chhupa liya.

Agle hi pal mona mere samne bistar me poori nangi padi huyi thi….jism par ek mangalsutra ke siwa kapde ka koi resha tak nahi tha uske…..mona ki nangi jawani dekh kar main bhi apne hosh gawane laga.

Maine uski ek chuchi ko muh me bhar liya aur usko jor jor se chuste huye dusri chuchi ko masal masal kar nichodne laga… mona aisa karne se machal uthi aur mere sir ko chumne lagi.

Mona—aaaahhhhh…..ohhhh….haaa…aise…chuso meri chuchiyo ko…..main kitne salo se tadap rahi thi….apni inn chuchiyo ko dabwane aur chuswane ke liye……aaj meri ye khwahish poori kar do…….aaaaaaahhhhh……poori raat dabao aur chuso meri chuchiyo ko……aaaahhhh…..aur jor jor se masalo inko….dheeli kar do aaj daba daba ke….

Raj—kyo tumhara pati nahi chusta kya teri chuchiyo ko…..?

Mona—aaahhhhh……naam bhi mat lo uss gandmare ka…..sale ka lund hi khada nahi hota …..aaj se vicky mera ex lover hai.. asli lover to aaj se tum ho mere……tum mujhe chod chod ke bachche paida karna…..dher bachche paida karna meri bur ko chod chod ke fukla kar dena…aaahhhhh

Maine niche aa kar uski bur ko kafi der tak chusta raha jisse vo full chudasi ho gayi…..aur mujhe apni bur me lund ghusedne ko kahne lagi.

Mona—aaahhhhh…..baad me meri bur chus lena….pahle apne lund se meri bur chod dalo…..uss hinjhde ki biwi ki bur ko chod chod ke phad do aaj…..

Maine uski dono taango ko apne kandhe par rakh kar lund bur ke chhed par tikaya aur ek jordar takatwar dhakka mona ki bur me laga diya…..ye takatwar dhakka itna jordar tha ki poora lund ek hi baar me mona ki bur ki deewaro ko chouda kar ke phadta hua jad tak andar ghus gaya……

Mona—aaahhhh….maaaa….marr gayiiiiiiii

Raj—bas ho gaya…

Maine dhire dhire mona ki bur ko chodna chalu rakha, sath me uski chuchiyo ko masalta aur chusta ja raha tha…..kuch hi der me vo phir se full chudasi ho gayi aur chudne ke liye machalne lagi.

Mona—aaahhhhh….aise hi chodte raho..raat bhar meri bur ko…..pls mujhe apni rakhail bana lo……phir mujhe poori nangi kar ke jab mann kare …aur jaha mann kare vahi par chod dalna…..

Raj (jor se bur chodte huye)—haaa….tum to roj chodne layak maal ho mona……kya tera vo husband vo hinjhda vicky tujhe roj chodne dega…?

Mona—aaaahhhh……tum uss kutte ki chinta mat karo….vo to kab se chahta tha ki uski biwi ko koi chod le…..ab main uski uss Sali chhinal maa ko bhi tumse nangi kar ke chudwaungi…..aaahhhh…aise hi chodo mujhe…aaaaaahhhhh…. Main salo se pyasi thi…..roj mann karta tha ki kash meri bhi bur chudti…aaj mujhe raat bhar masal dalo ..rajjjj…..

Raj—sach me tum mujhse roj chudwaogi….? Aur vicky ki maa ki bur bhi dilaogi….?

Mona—aaahhhh......haaan....tum jaha bhi aane ko kahoge main tumhe vaha apni bur dene aa jaungi, jab kahoge tab aa jaungi...aur uski maa ko bhi tumse roj chudwaungi aur uski beti ko bhi....abhi uski shadi nahi huyi hai.....usko chod chod ke kuwari hi gabhin kar dena tum.....bahut maza ayega usko chodne me tumhe...aaahhhhhh.....dono maa beti ne meri zindagi narak bana ke rakh di hai....aaaaaahhh...main aane wali hu...aaahhhhh

Maine usko ab full speed se chodne laga...aur kuch hi der me hum dono ek sath jhad gaye....mere lund se lambi lambi pichkari nikal kar mona ki bachchedani ko bharne lagi.

Subah hone tak maine mona ko do baar aur choda......vo ab bahut khush thi...usne uth kar apne kapde pahan liye the ab tak.......subah hote hi vicky aa gaya...mona ko khush dekh kar vo bhi khush ho gaya.

Vo bahar ja ke jyoti ko bulane chala gaya jab tak maine mona ko ek baar phir se hotho par kiss kar liya aur jor jor se jaldi jaldi uske doodh masal diye.....tabhi gate khula aur vicky ke sath jo andar aaya usko dekh kar main chounk gaya.

Idhar raat bhar ghar na aane se mama mami bahut pareshan the.....maa aur sandhya bhi aa chuki thi...vo bhi chintit thi ki main ab tak ghar aaya kyo nahi.... ? unhe deshraj ka darr lag raha tha, jabki dusre room me sheetal didi aur rashmi didi kuch baate kar rahi thi.

Sheetal (tension me)—pata nahi kaha hoga ye ladka.... ? isme itni bhi akal nahi hai ki time se ghar chala jau....aane do usko khich ke do thappad lagaungi tab ja ke uska dimag theek hoga.....(mann me)—kahi thakur ne to uske sath kuch kiya to nahi hoga.... ? nahi..nahi...main bhi na kya soch rahi hu...hey bhagwan uss bewqoof ki hifajat karna...

Rashmi—bahut bigad gaya hai ye.....lekin tum itni tension me kyo lag rahi ho….? Tumhare aur raj ke beech me jarur kuch hai….tum batao ya na batao….main sab janti hu…

Sheetal (tension)—kyaa, janti hain aap didi..... ?

Rashmi—vahi jo tum dono sabse chhupana chahte ho......

Sheetal (idhar udhar dekh kar)—aisa kuch bhi nahi hai, didi.....

Rashmi—to phir raj ki kasam kha ke bol ke tum dono ke beech kuch bhi chhupa nahi hai...

Sheetal—maine kaha na, ye apka vaham hai kewal....

Rashmi—theek hai, yahi baat tu raj ki kasam kha ke bol de…main maan lungi

Sheetal—main nahi khati koi kasam vasam….

Rashmi—iska matlab mera shaq bilkul sahi hai….

Sheetal—apka shaq bebuniyad hai….aap kuch nahi janti

Rashmi—to tumhi bata do ki sach kya hai tum dono ke beech ka….? Akhir kyo raj sirf tumhe chhod kar baki sab ko chodne ki nazar se dekhta hai….? Kyo vo tumhe kabhi ulta sidha nahi bolta…..? kyo tumhe dekhte hi uski ankho me se hawash ka nasha gayab ho jata hai….? Kyo tum uske liye itni bechain rahti ho….?….batao mujhe…tumhe apne raj ki kasam

Sheetal—didiiiii…….theek haii…aap janna chahti hain na ki mere aur raj ke beech me kya hai to theek hai…main apko aaj batati hu vo kadwi sachchayi……..(bag se kuch nikal kar)—ye lijiye……

Rashmi—kya hai ye….?

Sheetal—raj ki diary…..padh lijiye ki sach kya hai….

Rashmi—diary ka pahla page kholte huye...

Jis tarah khile basant ke smaran matra se hi saanso me ek madhur sugandh si ghulti chali jati hai......ussi prakar uski ek halki smrati mastisk me koundhte hi meri saanse mahak uthti hain.....smrati gahrate hi saanso me madakta ka ushmiya uchhal sa aa jata hai....aur jaangho me cheetiya si rengne lagti hain.

Jaise jaise ye ehsaas pragadh hota hai, sharir me doud rahi siharane anandpurn lahro ka praroop grahan kar leti hain....aur main iss sukhad anand ki uss vichitranubhuti me gote lagata chala jata hu.

Aap soch rahe honge ki main kiske bare me baate kiye ja raha hu.... ? koun hai vah jiske liye main aas maan ke kulabe bharne par baadhya ho jata hu…? Agar sach much aisa hi hai to suniye….uska naam hai…….
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Super fantastic mind-blowing dhashu update
Saandh ko to bina shikar kiye hi khjana mil gya mona ko pela hi sath hi sath uski nanad aur sas ka bhi number lg gya .

Sheetal ne bhoot bda raj khola hai kyo raj use hawash ki najar se nahi dekhta . Janne ka intzar rhega.
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UPDATE—65

Sheetal—raj ki diary…..padh lijiye ki sach kya hai….

Rashmi—diary ka pahla page kholte huye...

Jis tarah khile basant ke smaran matra se hi saanso me ek madhur sugandh si ghulti chali jati hai......ussi prakar uski ek halki smrati mastisk me koundhte hi meri saanse mahak uthti hain.....smrati gahrate hi saanso me madakta ka ushmiya uchhal sa aa jata hai....aur jaangho me cheetiya si rengne lagti hain.

Jaise jaise ye ehsaas pragadh hota hai, sharir me doud rahi siharane anandpurn lahro ka praroop grahan kar leti hain....aur main iss sukhad anand ki uss vichitranubhuti me gote lagata chala jata hu.

Aap soch rahe honge ki main kiske bare me baate kiye ja raha hu.... ? koun hai vah jiske liye mere jaisa choot ka pujari vyakti aas maan ke kulabe bharne par baadhya ho jata hai…? Agar sach much aisa hi hai to suniye….uska naam hai …….Sadhna…..Ji haan, Sadhna.

Sadhna sambandhi ehsaas. Jiska maine abhi jikra kiya , vo kalpanik nahi varan katu yatharth ki chand kadiya hain…..unhe maine mahsoos kiya, unme jiya aur ji raha hu…..

Sadhna, jo kabhi meri saans balki saanso se bhi gahre samayi huyi thi…..usko main apni baho me bharta tha to aisa mahsoos hota tha jaise ki swarg ka samast sukh simat kar meri baho me aa gaya ho…..

Jab main usse alag hota tha tab bhi vah meri yaado ke dayre se door na hoti thi….uska khubsurat chehra, uski chanchal alhadta aur uska maadak sparsh nirantar mere jehan me chakraya karta tha aur main unme doobte utarte huye romanchit hota rahta tha….kul mila kar usse alag hote huye bhi usse alag nahi hota tha.

Apni kahani…apni sadhna ki kahani ko dohrane ka mera uddeshya kewal itna hai ki logo ke dimag me jami dhool ko main sachchayi ki iss prakhar kiran se door karna chahta hu aur asha hai ki sab kuch janne ke baad meri khooni aur hawash ke pujari ki spast chhavi me adhik na sahi kintu anshik roop se sudhar jarur ayega.

Mera ye vichar akaran hai, main nahi manta…karan yah hai ki purn sthiti par main jab jab vichar karta hu to khud par ashcharya hota hai aur barbas hi khud budbuda uthta hu ki kya main sach much choot ka pujari hu…?

Main kitna galat hu, kitna sahi,..ye sochna mera kaam nahi hai balki aap logo ka kaam hai…aap log mere muh se nikle ek ek shabd ko sunne aur padhne ko vivash hain.

Maa ke anusar jis waqt mera janam hua, vo city hospital me thi….maine apne papa ki khush mizaz tasveer aaj bhi apne dimag me surakshit rakh rakhi hai…unka hasta mushkurata chehra, chehre par phaili abhamay soumyata, aaj bhi mere manas patal par ubharti hai aur usse main apalak dristi se dekhta rahta hu….unke vyavhar ki mraduta smaran hote hi main aaj bhi taral ho uthta hu.

Meri maa bahut sundar hai….parichit aur sage sambandhi, unke roop lavanya ki prashansa dil khol kar kiya karte the.. mere papa mujhe bahut pyar karte the….vo mere bhavishya ke prati bahut sajag the…kabhi kabhi vo prashann mudra me jab ye kahte ki vah jo kuch kar rahe hain mere liye kar rahe hain…to mera mann mayur ki tarah naach uthta.

mujhe school me pravesh dilaya gaya…teachers mujhse hamesha hi pareshan rahte the.. kyon ki uss samay mere andar ek buri adat thi… Halanki main apni class ka topper student to nahi tha kintu meri ginti minded students me jarur hoti thi…mera mann uss samay shararat ke sath sath padhayi me bhi khoob lagta tha…kul mila kar mere din aise hi nikal rahe the…main padhne aur shararat karne me mast rahta tha.

Unhi dino ke darmyan sadhna mere jeevan me aayi….vah hamare gaon me hi rahti thi aur mere sath hi school me padhti thi….hum dono ko class mates hone ka saubhagya to nahi mil saka kyon ki vah mujhse do class aage thi…kintu haan, hum ek dusre ki oor mitra bhav se jarur khiche….jabki sadhna ki maa aur uske thulthule baap se mujhe bahut chidh hoti thi.

Aisa kyo hua, isse hum anjan hi the….hum dono pahli bar nadi kinare mile…..uss samay hum dono ret ke gharonde bana rahe the…kayi dino tak to maine uski taraf koi dhyan hi nahi diya kintu jab maine mahsoos kiya ki hum dono ki pasand lagbhag ek jaisi hai to mujhe bahut achcha lagta tha….jo mujhe pasand aata tha, prayah sadhna usko khushi khushi swikar kar leti thi.

Pasand arthat ruchiyo ka ek hona dosti ko pragadh karta hai aur vaicharik takrao dosti me darar paida karta hai…. Kadachit yahi karan tha ki hum dono ek dusre ke karib aate chale gaye the.

Uplabdh vatavaran hi bachche ke charitra ka nirmata hota hai, aisa mera manna hai…..isliye main sabse pahle uss vatavaran ki charcha karna uchit samajhta hu jisme hum dono parwarish pa rahe the….isse sabko mere hawashi hone ke karan ko samajhne me asani hogi.

Vaise ghar me chacha, chachi, maa, papa sabhi mujhe pyar karte the…kewal kinjal didi aur sheetal didi hi mujhe maar peet deti thi….kinjal didi ko to main daanto se kaat kar bhag jaya karta tha jab bhi vo mujhe maarti to…magar sheetal didi, unse to maine kabhi koi badatmizi ki hi nahi……Sheetal didi ke samne padte hi mere dimag ko ek jhatka sa lagta….aur unko dekhte hi mere manas patal par sadhna ki tasveer ubhar aati….aisa kadachit isliye hota tha kyon ki sadhna aur sheetal didi ki shakal bilkul ek jaisi thi…..dono ko agar kisi ke samne khada kar diya jata to koi nahi bata sakta tha ki sadhna koun hai aur sheetal didi koun…..?

Main hamesha sochta ki aisa kaise sambhav hai….? Mere nanhe dimag me aneko sawal janam lete aur ansuljhe hi rah jate.. uss samay main niyati ke kriya kalapo se aparichit hi tha, isliye aisi socho ka banna swabhavik hi tha.

Ussi samay maa ki tabiyat kharab huyi, sabne bataya ki ghar me koi mera bhai ya bahan aane wali hain…..to maa ki dekhne ke liye Lalita mousi ka aagman hua hamare ghar, vo meri maa se badi thi….kuch dino baad meri choti bahan ka janam hua….iske baad mousi ka aana jana chalta raha.

Samay gujarta raha aur meri umra badhte badhte uss sthan tak aa pahuchi jaha balak ka vivek kafi had tak sochne samajhne ki shakti viksit kar liya karta hai.

Maine kayi bar apne papa aur lalita mousi ko ek dusre ke nikat dekha tha…..vo dono aksar ek dusre se haste bolte aur chedkhani karte rahte the.

Mujhe ashcharya hota dekh kar, kyon ki unke vyavhar me ek dusre ke prati samarpan ka bhav hota tha…..theek vaisa jaisa ki kisi pati patni me hota hai.

Mujhe ye sab vichitra sa lagta, kintu vo dono mere vaha hone ki baat par laparwah hi rahte the....main iss mouke ko chukta bhi nahi tha aur chori chhipe unke adbhut kriya kalapo ko dekhta rahta tha….mujhe isme vichitra se anand ki anubhuti hoti aur ye sab dekhna achcha lagta tha.

Waqt thoda aur beeta aur mera vivek kuch aur paripakwa hua….phir ek din sahsa maine dono ki prem purn baate suni..tatpashchat aisa mahsoos hua ki jaise unke beech sharirik duriya bhi mitt gayi ho….maine unhe ek dusre ke kafi karib mahsoos kiya.

Bachcho ki upasthiti ki upeksha kar ke ek dusre ke prem me doob jane walo ko shayad ye nahi malum hota hai ki uss samay uss bachche par kya gujarti hai, jab vah unhe ek dusre ke hotho se hoth chipkaye ek dusre ki baho me aalingan baddh dekhta hai.

Mujhe uss waqt apne dil par koi phaans si chubhti mahsoos huyi thi...philhal uss samay tak gahrayi se soch pane ki kshamta mujhme viksit nahi huyi thi.

Beeta waqt aur sadhna ki dosti mere dil par marham ka kaam kar rahi thi.....maa, sheetal didi aur sadhna ke baad mere manas patal par meri lalita mousi ka chehra ubharta…aur phir yakayak unn chehro ke beech mere papa ka chehra ubhar aata….hasta, mushkurata aur soumya chehra.

Sabhi chehre apas me ekattha ho jate aur phir vo dhundhle padne lagte...agar bachta tha to sirf mousi aur papa ka chehra.. mujhe apne dil me kaanta jaisa chubhne lagta….mujhe achchi tarah yaad hai jab papa, maa ki tarif karte huye unko chandra mukhi karar dete aur unki sundarta ki shaan me shayari kahne lagte….meri maa hai bhi bahut sundar, bholi aur shant swabhav ki.

Mere papa maa ki sundarta ke sath sath uske bholepan par bhi reejh reejh uthte the…..vahi papa, ab meri ussi maa ko bhul kar meri mousi par reejh rahe the….maa ko bhul kar unka kisi dusri aurat me gum ho jana mujhe udas kar gaya tha… poora dinn to main sadhna ke sath busy rahta kintu ekant milte hi ye baat ek tees ban kar mere dil ko chhedne lagti thi… kadachit swabhavik bhi tha, koi bachcha sansar ko bhul sakta hai lekin apni maa ko nahi.

Vo ab bhi samne moujud aurat ki tulna chaand se kiya karte the kintu vo aurat meri maa nahi thi…..vo ab bhi kisi aurat par rijhte the kintu uss aurat ka vyaktitva meri maa se koso door tha.

Yeh vyatha mujh par bhari gujri…..study ke dauran ye khyal jaise hi ubharta to mera mann khinn ho jata…..tab mujhe ehsaas hua ki main class ka topper student kyo nahi ban saka…? Darasal mere papa aur lalita mousi ki samipyata ka khyal aate hi mera mann padhayi se uchat jata tha.

Haan, to baat chal rahi thi sadhna ki…….sadhna jiska poora naam sadhna singh tha….ek dusre ki taraf na kewal khich chuke the balki hum dono ke beech sahanubhuti ki bhavna bhi janam le chuki thi….dhire dhire bhavna pragadh hoti chali gayi.

Do kishor ladke ladkiyo ke beech sahanubhuti ka bhaav jab parwan chadhta hai…to kya hota hai…? Isse aap sab bakhubi parichit honge…..jee haaan, aapne theek samjha….darasal hum ek dusre se prem karne lage the….kintu jis waq hamare mastisk me komal ehsaas shabdo ke roop me ubhre to hame sankuchit ho jana pada.

Jis bhavna ke bare me hamne kewal suna tha swayan ussi ka shikar ho baithe hain…mahsoos karte hi hame sharmshar ho jana pada, kintu ab kya ho sakta tha…? Jo hona tha vo ho chuka tha.

Iss umra ka pyar, kitna alhad, kitna uddand aur kitna sanvedanshil hota hai…iska ehsaas kewal unhe hi ho sakta hai jinhone inn palo ko jiya ho…..athwa jo kalpanasheel sanvedan sheelta ke charam bindu ka sparsh kar chuke ho.

Hum dono ke madhya bhadki ek chingari, sholo ka roop akhtiyar karti ja rahi thi….jiski mithi mithi tapish hame jhulsa rahi thi….iss mithi aanch me jalne ka anand hi kuch aur tha….

Judayi ke kshano ko hum dil me chubhti mithi mithi kasak ke madhya gujarte aur milne ki tamann karte….milne par hum ek dusre ki oor doudte…aise ki jaise ek dusre ko baho me bhar lene ke khwahishmand ho.

Kintu nazdik aane par hum thithak kar ruk jate….mann ka sankoch sir utha kar hame aisa karne se rok deta….ye bado ka kaam hai, ye soch kar hum sharmshar ho uthte.

Tatpashchat hum ek dusre ko jhenpi drasti se dekhte….aur apne apne khel me vyast ho jate kintu ye vyast hona matra ek dikhawa hota tha….vastutah hum ek dusre ke samipya aane ke liye aatur rahte the.

Khelte khelte hum dono ek dusre ke nikat aate aur jaan bujh kar sharir ka koi ang , ek dusre ke ango se takra jane dete… aisa karte hi anand ki ek lahar bhitar uthti aur poora sharir ek vichitra si anand purn sansanahat se bhar jata.

Kabhi sadhna mujhe kuch pakdate huye apni ungaliyo ke por meri ungaliyo se chhu jane deti to main sihar uthta….kafi der tak mere sharir ki nase jhan jhanati rahti.

Hum dono baithe hote to main jaan bujh kar apne ghutne ko uske ghutne se takra deta….mujhe to asim anand ki anubhuti hoti hi thi sath me sadhna ki ankho me chhaya nasha bhi gahra jata.

Kabhi kabhi anand ki atirekta vah na sahan kar pati to ankhe band kar leti thi, kintu phir tatkal vah chounk kar ankhe kholti to uske chehre par bhay dol jata….use bhaybheet dekh kar main bhi saham uthta aur sadhna ko phir se sparsh karne ki himmat na padti.

Hum dono jaldi se door hat jate aur uttejana ki dor pakde adhar me latke vyast ho jane ka dhong karte….thodi der baad bhay tanik halka padta aur hum phir se ek dusre ko sparsh kar anand uthane ki firaq me lag jate.
 
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