Thriller The Revenge (Completed)

[Ajju Landwalia]

Update - 55
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"Nahi abbu, ye hargiz nahi ho sakta." Bangle ke dring room me khada zafar inkaar me sir hilate huye bol pada____"Main aapko yaha akela chhod kar kahi nahi jane wala."

"Bevkufi bhari baate mat karo bete." Gulfam ne zara shakht bhaav akhtiyaar karte huye kaha_____"Tumhe yaha se aaj hi nikalna hoga. Us kambakht ka koi bharosa nahi hai. Main ye hargiz bardast nahi kar paauga ki wo haramzada baaki sabki tarah mere bete ki bhi jaan le le. Is liye tumhe aaj hi canada jana hoga."

"Hargiz nahi." Zafar ne puri majbuti se inkaar me sir hilaya____"Aap kuch bhi kahe abbu lekin main aapko akela chhod kar kahi nahi jaauga. Aap ye soch bhi kaise sakte hain ki aapka beta us vikram ke khauf se apni jaan bachane ke liye kahi door bhaag jayega aur apne jaan se bhi zyada aziz abbu ko uske hatho marne ke liye chhod dega. Aisa kisi bhi keemat par nahi karuga main. Main aapke paas hi rahuga aur har pal rahuga. Main bhi dekhta hu ki wo namurad kaise aapki ya meri jaan lene ke liye yaha aata hai?"

Zafar ki baat sun kar gulfam bebasi se thandi saans le kar rah gaya. Use is baat ka to behad garv aur khushi huyi ki uska beta apne abbu se kitna pyar karta hai lekin ek baap hone ke naate wo ye kaise chaah sakta tha ki uske iklaute bete ki jaan vikram dwara chali jaye?

Gulfam ne zafar ko manane aur samjhane ki bahut koshish ki lekin zafar apni jagah par kaayam raha. Aakhir hataash ho kar gulfam ne bhi use kuch kahna band kar diya.

"Agar tumhari yahi hasrat hai." Fir usne gahri saans lete huye kaha_____"To fir meri ijazat ke bagair tum kuch bhi nahi karoge. Na to is bangle se kahi jaaoge aur na hi bina security ke rahoge."

"Main koi chhota sa bachcha nahi hu abbu jise aap ye sab bata rahe hain." Zafar ne kaha_____"Mujhe wakt aur halaat ki gambheerta ka bakhubi ehsaas hai aur main samajhta hu ki mujhe kab kya aur kaise karna hai. Waise aap to mujhe ye sab samjha rahe hain lekin ye sab aap par bhi laagu hota hai."

"Tumhe mere liye itna parwaah karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai." Gulfam ne kaha_____"Abhi itna bhi boodha nahi ho gaya hu main ki vikram jaise insaan ka mukabla na kar saku. Wo to kaayar hai jisne ab tak chhup kar aur dhokhe se hamare logo par waar kiya hai. Asli mard hota to saamne se aa kar waar karta."

"Wo jis mentality me hai usse aise kisi kaam ki ummid kaise kar sakte hain aap?" Zafar ne kaha____"Use to apne dushmano ko fana karna hai fir chaahe iske liye use koi bhi raasta akhtiyaar karna pade."

"Hmmm sahi kaha." Gulfam ne sir hilaya____"Wo to musibat ka sabab bana hi tha lekin ab ye tarun bhi hamare liye musibat ka sabab ban gaya hai. Pata nahi kaha gayab ho gaya hai ye? Upar se uski maa saumya baar baar phone kar ke uske bare me puchhe ja rahi hai. Samajh me nahi aa raha ki us kambakht ke zahen me ye khayaal kaha se aa gaya ki wo is tarah se gayab ho jaye?"

"Kuch to uske zahen me aaya hi hoga abbu." Zafar ne sochne wale andaz me kaha____"Vikram ke khauf se to wo is tarah gayab nahi hua hoga. Yakeenan koi aisi vajah ho sakti hai jiske bare me sochna hamare liye nihayat hi zaruri hai."

"Vikram ke khauf se kahi gayab ho jane ka khayaal nihayat hi bemaani hai bete." Gulfam ne kaha____"Aur zaahir hai ye baat wo khud bhi samajhta hoga. Use bhi is baat ka shiddat se ehsaas hoga ki Vikram ke qahar se bachna namumkin hai. Ab sawaal ye hai ki apne jism se sanstha ki chip nikaal kar wo kis liye gayab hua hoga? Aakhir uske zahen me kaun si khichdi pak rahi thi?"

"Kya wo hamare khilaf ja kar vikram se mil jane ka socha hoga" Zafar ne gulfam ki taraf dekha____"Ye soch kar ki aise me shayad vikram uski jaan bakhs de?"

"Aisa ho to sakta hai." Gulfam ne kaha_____"Lekin sawaal ye bhi hai ki kya vikram uski aisi soch ko kubool kar lega? Jaisa ki wo sanjay siraj jeewan aur mujhe hi nahi balki apne dosto ko bhi apna dushman samajhta hai to kya wo tarun ke aise manshube ko pura hone dega?"

"Kyo nahi hone de sakta?" Zafar ne halke se apne kandhe uchkaye____"Agar use yakeen ho jaye ki tarun ki madad se wo aapko aur mujhe jaan se maarne me kamyab ho jayega to yakeenan wo tarun ka proposal accept kar lega aur uski jaan bhi bakhs dega."

Zafar ki is baat ko sun kar gulfam fauran kuch bol na saka. Shayad use apne bete ki baato me dher sare vajan ka ehsaas hua tha.

"Shayad tum sahi kah rahe ho." Fir usne gahri saans le kar kaha____"Tarun yakeen vikram se mil jane ka hi soch kar is tarah se gayab hua ho sakta hai. Ab sawaal hai ki kya waakayi me tarun fakat apni jaan bachane ke liye vikram se ham dono ki jaan ka sauda kar dega? Kya uske zahen me ek baar bhi ye khayaal nahi aayega ki us vikram ne uske baap ko hi nahi balki uski biwi ko bhi jaan se maar diya hai?"

"Khayaal aane se kya hota hai abbu?" Zafar ne kaha____"Kya us khayaal ke chalte badle ki mansha rakh kar use uska baap aur uski biwi zinda wapas mil jayenge? Nahi abbu, aisa kabhi nahi hota. Tarun achhi tarah samajhta hoga ki badle ki mansha rakh kar wo vikram ka kuch nahi bigaad payega, balki ye bhi ho sakta hai ki wo khud apni jaan se hath dho baithe aur ghar me apni maa aur bachcho ko lawaarish bana de. Usne socha hoga ki isse achha to yahi hai ki wo sab kuch bhula kar vikram se ek sauda kar le aur apne sath sath apne pariwar ke baaki logo ka jeewan barbaad hone se bacha le."

"Yakeenan aisa hi ho sakta hai." Gulfam ne man hi man apne bete zafar ki samajhdaari aur door wali soch ki tareef ki fir kaha____"To iska matlab yahi hua ki ab vikram ka agla shikaar main hu."

"Sirf aap hi nahi abbu." Zafar ne kaha_____"Balki main bhi. Vikram ka ek dost main bhi to hu aur wo apne sabhi dosto ko bhi apna dushman maanta hai to zaahir hai ki uska shikaar main bhi to hu."

"Isi liye to kah raha hu beta ki tum yaha se canada chale jaao." Gulfam ki awaaz sahsa bhaari ho gayi____"Tum mahfooz rahoge to kam se kam hamari family ka koi sadasya lawaarish to nahi hoga. Mera kya hai...maine apni zindagi ji li hai. Meri jaan ab itni bhi keemti nahi rahi."

"Aisa mat kahiye abbu." Zafar ekdam se jhapat kar gulfam se lipat gaya aur fir dukhi bhaav se bola_____"Aap ham sabki jaan hain. Main aapko kuch nahi hone duga."

"Pagle." Gulfam chaah kar bhi apne aansuo ko aankho se bahne se rok na saka. Larajte swar me bola____"Ye kaisi bachcho jaisi baate karte ho? Are mat bhool ki tu bhi jawaan bachcho ka baap hai. Tere bachcho ko apne abbu ki zarurat hai."

"Main kuch nahi sunna chaahta abbu." Zafar bhavukta ke chalte ro hi pada_____"Main sirf itna jaanta hu ki main apne abbu se bahut pyar karta hu aur unhe kuch bhi nahi hone duga. Vikram ko aapki jaan lene se pahle meri laash se guzarna hoga."

Gulfam se kuch bola na gaya. Apne bete ka pyar aur apne prati uski diwangi dekh uska dil kiya ki wo zaar zaar ho kar ro pade. Badi mushkil se usne apne andar machal rahe jazbaato ko kaabu kiya.

"Main behad khush hu ki allah tala ne mujhe tum jaisa beta diya hai." Fir usne zafar ko khud se alag karte huye nam aankho se kaha_____"Aur dua karta hu ki har janm me mujhe tu hi mera beta ban kar mile."

Dono baap bete ek baar fir se ek dusre ke seene se lag gaye. Dono ke hi chehro par kabhi khushi ke bhaav ubhar aate to kabhi dono ka hi chehra ekdam patthar ki tarah kathor dikhne lagta tha.

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Main swati ke khayaalo me khoya hua tha. Mujhe pata hi na chala ki kitna wakt guzar gaya. Chaunka tab jab kaano me swati ki madhur awaaz padi. Maine dekha black saadi pahne wo mujhse do kadam ki doori par khadi thi.

"Iska matlab main sahi thi." Usne apne gulaabi hotho par ubharne wali muskaan ko chhupane ki purjor koshish karte huye kaha_____"Tumhe aarti ki bahut yaad aa rahi hai. Tabhi to usi ke khayaalo me tab se khoye huye ho."

"Aap galat samajh rahi hain bhabhi." Maine fauran hi khud ko samhaal liya tha aur fir arthpoorn lahje me kaha_____"Main us aarti ke nahi balki aapke haseen khayaalo me gum tha."

"K...kya..kya matlab hai tumhara?" Swati buri tarah hadbada gayi, fir chehre par gusse ke jhoothe bhaav laate huye boli_____"Tum hosh me to ho?"

"Abhi tak to nahi." Maine uske lahje ki parwaah kiye bina apne hi andaaz me kaha____"Lekin ab zarur dinesh bhai ki kismat se jalan ho rahi hai mujhe. Kaash apni kismat me bhi aapke jaisi haseen biwi likhi hoti jo teen teen jawaan bachche hone ke baad bhi itni jawaan aur itni khubsurat dikhti hai."

Swati ko kadachit mujhse aisi kisi baat ki bilkul bhi ummid nahi thi. Wo hairat se aankhe aur muh faade meri taraf dekhne lagi thi. Sahsa uske chehre par laaj aur sharm ki laali chhaati huyi nazar aayi. Gulaab ki pankhudiyo jaise hoth ekdam se kaapte nazar aaye.

"Khair jane dijiye." Maine jaise thandi saans bhari_____"Apni kismat to pahle se hi kharaab thi. Aap jaisi husn ki mallika to dinesh bhai jaise kismat walo ko hi milti hai. Waise ek baat kahu bhabhi....aarti ka naam le kar mujhe chidhane ka matlab bakhubi samajhta hu main."

"K..kya matlab??" Swati jo ab tak jane kis duniya me pahuch gayi thi wo meri baat sun kar chaunki.

"Bas itna hi kahuga ki kisi se jalne se achha hai." Maine sofe se uth kar uski aankho me dekhte huye kaha____"Ki wo baat khul kar kah di jaye jo dil me hai. Na to aapka samay barbaad hoga aur na hi mera."

"T..tum kahna kya chaahte ho?" Maine mahsoos kiya ki swati ki awaaz hi nahi balki uska samucha badan bhi tharthara utha tha. Mujhe sofe se khada ho gaya dekh wo ek kadam pichhe hat gayi thi.

"Wahi jo aap samajh to chuki hain lekin na samajhne ka dikhawa kar rahi hain." Maine dhadakte dil se uski taraf ek kadam badhya. Wo mujhe hi dekhe ja rahi thi. Khubsurat chehre par ghabrahat ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Idhar maine uski aankho me dekhte huye dhadakte dil ke sath kaha____"Kya main aapke hotho ki thartharati huyi in gulaab ki pankhudiyo ko choom lu?"

Meri baat sunte hi Swati ko zabardast jhatka laga. Main uske ekdam kareeb ja pahucha tha aur iska use abhaas tak nahi hua tha. Shayad wo kahi aur hi khoyi huyi thi. Idhar meri baat sunte hi jaise use hosh aaya to uski aankhe ashcharya se fail gayi. Abhi main apne dono hatho ko uthane hi wala tha ki ekdam se ek jhannatedaar thappad mere baaye gaal par pada. Thappad waakayi me jordaar tha jiske chalte main hil gaya tha.

"Tumhari himmat kaise huyi mujhse ye kahne ki?" Swati ne gusse se meri taraf dekhte huye teekhe lahje me kaha_____"Kya samajh rakha hai tumne mujhe ki main aarti ki tarah ek bazaru randi hu jise tum badi asaani se bistar par apne niche lita loge?"

"Maine to aisa kuch bhi nahi samjha tha bhabhi." Maine muskurate huye kaha_____"Ye to aapki galti hai ki aapne apni tulna us aarti se kar li. Maine to aapko sirf pyar karne wali devi samjha hai."

"Band karo apni ye behooda bakwas." Swati ka gussa aur badh gaya aur isse pahle ki wo mujhe ek aur thappad lagaati maine jhapat kar uske chehre ko apni dono hatheliyo me liya aur fir apne hoth uske tapte hotho par rakh diye. Dilo dimaag to mera bhi hila hua tha lekin maine bhi soch liya tha ki ab jo hoga dekha jaayega.

Maine jaise hi swati ke hotho ko apne hotho ki kaid me le kar choosna shuru kiya to swati ko zabardast jhatka laga aur fir ekdam se wo shaant hi nahi balki thandi padti chali gayi. Ye shayad uski kalpana se bhi pare tha. Ashcharyajanak roop se wo but si ban gayi thi. Main uske hotho ka raspaan kiye ja raha tha aur wo bina koi virodh kiye shaant khadi thi. Ye mere liye bhi hairat ki baat thi.

Meri dhadkane dar aur ghabrahat ke chalte jaha rukne si lagi thi wahi uski shaant activity dekh fir se samaanya ho kar chalne lagi thi. Uske hotho ki narmi aur uska meetha swaad bada hi sukhad ehsaas kara tha mujhe. Mera ji kar raha tha ki main yu hi uske hotho ko choosta rahu magar aisa ho nahi paaya. Kuch hi der me meri saanse bhaari ho gayi aur mujhe usse alag hona pada.

Swati se alag hua to dekha uski aankhe band thi. Chehre par surkhi chhaayi huyi thi. Mere dwara choose jane ki vajah se uske hoth ajeeb se ho gaye the. Josh josh me shayad kuch zyada hi ho gaya tha. Black saadi ka pallu jane kab uske seene se sarak gaya tha jiski vajah se black colour ke blauj me uska doodh ki tarah safed seena aur uski chhatiyo ke ubhaar mujhe kareeb se saaf dikhaayi de rahe the. Sach kahu to main pagal sa hone laga use dekh kar. Tez tez chalti saanso ki vajah se uski chhatiyo ke dono bhaari bharkam ubhaar upar niche ho rahe the.

Main use dekh hi raha tha ki sahsa main buri tarah chaunka. Swati ki band aankho se aansu ke do katre nikle aur dhulak kar uske surkh gaalo par aa gaye. Ye dekh mujhe tez jhatka laga. Zahen me bijli ki tarah khayaal ubhra ki ye maine kya kar diya? Kya swati ko samajhne me maine galti kar di hai? Uski aankho se bahe wo aansu ke katre uski rajamandi ka saboot to nahi ho sakte the. Aise na jane kitne hi khayaal mere zahen me aane lage aur fir ekdam se main apraadh bojh me doobta chala gaya.

"M..mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Main ekdam se aatm-glaani me bol pada_____"Mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi hai. Aap iske liye mujhe jo chaahe saza de dijiye main khushi se aapki saza kabool kar luga."

Meri baat sun kar swati ne apni aankhe khol kar meri taraf dekha. Maine sirf ek hi pal un aankho me dekha aur fir meri nazre jhukti chali gayi. Dilo dimaag me ek tufaan sa uth khada hua tha. Baar baar zahen me yahi khayaal aata ki maine ek masoom ke sath gunaah kar diya hai.

"Mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Main ekdam se ghutno ke bal wahi baith gaya_____"Mujhse bahut bada paap ho gaya hai. Mujhe saza dijiye. Police ko bula kar mujhe jail me dalwa dijiye. Main kitna bura insaan hu ki jisne rahne ke liye mujhe apne ghar me jagah di unhi ke sath galat kar diya maine."

Pata nahi kya kya bole ja raha tha main. Apne aap par behad gussa aa raha tha mujhe. Ji kar raha tha dharti fate aur main usme sama jaau. Aaj apni hi nazar me gir gaya tha main.

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Behad shandar update he TheBlackBlood Shubham Bhai,

Gulfaam aur Zafar ka sanwaad bahut hi achcha aur realistic tha..........dono ki chinta bhi jayaz he............ Tarun ki is tarah gayab ho jana, wakayi ke chintajanak he.........

Swati ke sath wala scene ekdum ulta pad gaya.....................lekin mujhe yakin he apna hero is situation ko bhi achchi tarah se handle kar lega............

Keep posting Bhai

 

[TheBlackBlood]

Nice update bro

Thanks

 

[TheBlackBlood]

Behad shandar update he TheBlackBlood Shubham Bhai,

Gulfaam aur Zafar ka sanwaad bahut hi achcha aur realistic tha..........dono ki chinta bhi jayaz he............ Tarun ki is tarah gayab ho jana, wakayi ke chintajanak he.........

Swati ke sath wala scene ekdum ulta pad gaya.....................lekin mujhe yakin he apna hero is situation ko bhi achchi tarah se handle kar lega............

Keep posting Bhai

Thanks

 

[TheBlackBlood]

Update - 55
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"Nahi abbu, ye hargiz nahi ho sakta." Bangle ke dring room me khada zafar inkaar me sir hilate huye bol pada____"Main aapko yaha akela chhod kar kahi nahi jane wala."

"Bevkufi bhari baate mat karo bete." Gulfam ne zara shakht bhaav akhtiyaar karte huye kaha_____"Tumhe yaha se aaj hi nikalna hoga. Us kambakht ka koi bharosa nahi hai. Main ye hargiz bardast nahi kar paauga ki wo haramzada baaki sabki tarah mere bete ki bhi jaan le le. Is liye tumhe aaj hi canada jana hoga."

"Hargiz nahi." Zafar ne puri majbuti se inkaar me sir hilaya____"Aap kuch bhi kahe abbu lekin main aapko akela chhod kar kahi nahi jaauga. Aap ye soch bhi kaise sakte hain ki aapka beta us vikram ke khauf se apni jaan bachane ke liye kahi door bhaag jayega aur apne jaan se bhi zyada aziz abbu ko uske hatho marne ke liye chhod dega. Aisa kisi bhi keemat par nahi karuga main. Main aapke paas hi rahuga aur har pal rahuga. Main bhi dekhta hu ki wo namurad kaise aapki ya meri jaan lene ke liye yaha aata hai?"

Zafar ki baat sun kar gulfam bebasi se thandi saans le kar rah gaya. Use is baat ka to behad garv aur khushi huyi ki uska beta apne abbu se kitna pyar karta hai lekin ek baap hone ke naate wo ye kaise chaah sakta tha ki uske iklaute bete ki jaan vikram dwara chali jaye?

Gulfam ne zafar ko manane aur samjhane ki bahut koshish ki lekin zafar apni jagah par kaayam raha. Aakhir hataash ho kar gulfam ne bhi use kuch kahna band kar diya.

"Agar tumhari yahi hasrat hai." Fir usne gahri saans lete huye kaha_____"To fir meri ijazat ke bagair tum kuch bhi nahi karoge. Na to is bangle se kahi jaaoge aur na hi bina security ke rahoge."

"Main koi chhota sa bachcha nahi hu abbu jise aap ye sab bata rahe hain." Zafar ne kaha_____"Mujhe wakt aur halaat ki gambheerta ka bakhubi ehsaas hai aur main samajhta hu ki mujhe kab kya aur kaise karna hai. Waise aap to mujhe ye sab samjha rahe hain lekin ye sab aap par bhi laagu hota hai."

"Tumhe mere liye itna parwaah karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai." Gulfam ne kaha_____"Abhi itna bhi boodha nahi ho gaya hu main ki vikram jaise insaan ka mukabla na kar saku. Wo to kaayar hai jisne ab tak chhup kar aur dhokhe se hamare logo par waar kiya hai. Asli mard hota to saamne se aa kar waar karta."

"Wo jis mentality me hai usse aise kisi kaam ki ummid kaise kar sakte hain aap?" Zafar ne kaha____"Use to apne dushmano ko fana karna hai fir chaahe iske liye use koi bhi raasta akhtiyaar karna pade."

"Hmmm sahi kaha." Gulfam ne sir hilaya____"Wo to musibat ka sabab bana hi tha lekin ab ye tarun bhi hamare liye musibat ka sabab ban gaya hai. Pata nahi kaha gayab ho gaya hai ye? Upar se uski maa saumya baar baar phone kar ke uske bare me puchhe ja rahi hai. Samajh me nahi aa raha ki us kambakht ke zahen me ye khayaal kaha se aa gaya ki wo is tarah se gayab ho jaye?"

"Kuch to uske zahen me aaya hi hoga abbu." Zafar ne sochne wale andaz me kaha____"Vikram ke khauf se to wo is tarah gayab nahi hua hoga. Yakeenan koi aisi vajah ho sakti hai jiske bare me sochna hamare liye nihayat hi zaruri hai."

"Vikram ke khauf se kahi gayab ho jane ka khayaal nihayat hi bemaani hai bete." Gulfam ne kaha____"Aur zaahir hai ye baat wo khud bhi samajhta hoga. Use bhi is baat ka shiddat se ehsaas hoga ki Vikram ke qahar se bachna namumkin hai. Ab sawaal ye hai ki apne jism se sanstha ki chip nikaal kar wo kis liye gayab hua hoga? Aakhir uske zahen me kaun si khichdi pak rahi thi?"

"Kya wo hamare khilaf ja kar vikram se mil jane ka socha hoga" Zafar ne gulfam ki taraf dekha____"Ye soch kar ki aise me shayad vikram uski jaan bakhs de?"

"Aisa ho to sakta hai." Gulfam ne kaha_____"Lekin sawaal ye bhi hai ki kya vikram uski aisi soch ko kubool kar lega? Jaisa ki wo sanjay siraj jeewan aur mujhe hi nahi balki apne dosto ko bhi apna dushman samajhta hai to kya wo tarun ke aise manshube ko pura hone dega?"

"Kyo nahi hone de sakta?" Zafar ne halke se apne kandhe uchkaye____"Agar use yakeen ho jaye ki tarun ki madad se wo aapko aur mujhe jaan se maarne me kamyab ho jayega to yakeenan wo tarun ka proposal accept kar lega aur uski jaan bhi bakhs dega."

Zafar ki is baat ko sun kar gulfam fauran kuch bol na saka. Shayad use apne bete ki baato me dher sare vajan ka ehsaas hua tha.

"Shayad tum sahi kah rahe ho." Fir usne gahri saans le kar kaha____"Tarun yakeen vikram se mil jane ka hi soch kar is tarah se gayab hua ho sakta hai. Ab sawaal hai ki kya waakayi me tarun fakat apni jaan bachane ke liye vikram se ham dono ki jaan ka sauda kar dega? Kya uske zahen me ek baar bhi ye khayaal nahi aayega ki us vikram ne uske baap ko hi nahi balki uski biwi ko bhi jaan se maar diya hai?"

"Khayaal aane se kya hota hai abbu?" Zafar ne kaha____"Kya us khayaal ke chalte badle ki mansha rakh kar use uska baap aur uski biwi zinda wapas mil jayenge? Nahi abbu, aisa kabhi nahi hota. Tarun achhi tarah samajhta hoga ki badle ki mansha rakh kar wo vikram ka kuch nahi bigaad payega, balki ye bhi ho sakta hai ki wo khud apni jaan se hath dho baithe aur ghar me apni maa aur bachcho ko lawaarish bana de. Usne socha hoga ki isse achha to yahi hai ki wo sab kuch bhula kar vikram se ek sauda kar le aur apne sath sath apne pariwar ke baaki logo ka jeewan barbaad hone se bacha le."

"Yakeenan aisa hi ho sakta hai." Gulfam ne man hi man apne bete zafar ki samajhdaari aur door wali soch ki tareef ki fir kaha____"To iska matlab yahi hua ki ab vikram ka agla shikaar main hu."

"Sirf aap hi nahi abbu." Zafar ne kaha_____"Balki main bhi. Vikram ka ek dost main bhi to hu aur wo apne sabhi dosto ko bhi apna dushman maanta hai to zaahir hai ki uska shikaar main bhi to hu."

"Isi liye to kah raha hu beta ki tum yaha se canada chale jaao." Gulfam ki awaaz sahsa bhaari ho gayi____"Tum mahfooz rahoge to kam se kam hamari family ka koi sadasya lawaarish to nahi hoga. Mera kya hai...maine apni zindagi ji li hai. Meri jaan ab itni bhi keemti nahi rahi."

"Aisa mat kahiye abbu." Zafar ekdam se jhapat kar gulfam se lipat gaya aur fir dukhi bhaav se bola_____"Aap ham sabki jaan hain. Main aapko kuch nahi hone duga."

"Pagle." Gulfam chaah kar bhi apne aansuo ko aankho se bahne se rok na saka. Larajte swar me bola____"Ye kaisi bachcho jaisi baate karte ho? Are mat bhool ki tu bhi jawaan bachcho ka baap hai. Tere bachcho ko apne abbu ki zarurat hai."

"Main kuch nahi sunna chaahta abbu." Zafar bhavukta ke chalte ro hi pada_____"Main sirf itna jaanta hu ki main apne abbu se bahut pyar karta hu aur unhe kuch bhi nahi hone duga. Vikram ko aapki jaan lene se pahle meri laash se guzarna hoga."

Gulfam se kuch bola na gaya. Apne bete ka pyar aur apne prati uski diwangi dekh uska dil kiya ki wo zaar zaar ho kar ro pade. Badi mushkil se usne apne andar machal rahe jazbaato ko kaabu kiya.

"Main behad khush hu ki allah tala ne mujhe tum jaisa beta diya hai." Fir usne zafar ko khud se alag karte huye nam aankho se kaha_____"Aur dua karta hu ki har janm me mujhe tu hi mera beta ban kar mile."

Dono baap bete ek baar fir se ek dusre ke seene se lag gaye. Dono ke hi chehro par kabhi khushi ke bhaav ubhar aate to kabhi dono ka hi chehra ekdam patthar ki tarah kathor dikhne lagta tha.

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Main swati ke khayaalo me khoya hua tha. Mujhe pata hi na chala ki kitna wakt guzar gaya. Chaunka tab jab kaano me swati ki madhur awaaz padi. Maine dekha black saadi pahne wo mujhse do kadam ki doori par khadi thi.

"Iska matlab main sahi thi." Usne apne gulaabi hotho par ubharne wali muskaan ko chhupane ki purjor koshish karte huye kaha_____"Tumhe aarti ki bahut yaad aa rahi hai. Tabhi to usi ke khayaalo me tab se khoye huye ho."

"Aap galat samajh rahi hain bhabhi." Maine fauran hi khud ko samhaal liya tha aur fir arthpoorn lahje me kaha_____"Main us aarti ke nahi balki aapke haseen khayaalo me gum tha."

"K...kya..kya matlab hai tumhara?" Swati buri tarah hadbada gayi, fir chehre par gusse ke jhoothe bhaav laate huye boli_____"Tum hosh me to ho?"

"Abhi tak to nahi." Maine uske lahje ki parwaah kiye bina apne hi andaaz me kaha____"Lekin ab zarur dinesh bhai ki kismat se jalan ho rahi hai mujhe. Kaash apni kismat me bhi aapke jaisi haseen biwi likhi hoti jo teen teen jawaan bachche hone ke baad bhi itni jawaan aur itni khubsurat dikhti hai."

Swati ko kadachit mujhse aisi kisi baat ki bilkul bhi ummid nahi thi. Wo hairat se aankhe aur muh faade meri taraf dekhne lagi thi. Sahsa uske chehre par laaj aur sharm ki laali chhaati huyi nazar aayi. Gulaab ki pankhudiyo jaise hoth ekdam se kaapte nazar aaye.

"Khair jane dijiye." Maine jaise thandi saans bhari_____"Apni kismat to pahle se hi kharaab thi. Aap jaisi husn ki mallika to dinesh bhai jaise kismat walo ko hi milti hai. Waise ek baat kahu bhabhi....aarti ka naam le kar mujhe chidhane ka matlab bakhubi samajhta hu main."

"K..kya matlab??" Swati jo ab tak jane kis duniya me pahuch gayi thi wo meri baat sun kar chaunki.

"Bas itna hi kahuga ki kisi se jalne se achha hai." Maine sofe se uth kar uski aankho me dekhte huye kaha____"Ki wo baat khul kar kah di jaye jo dil me hai. Na to aapka samay barbaad hoga aur na hi mera."

"T..tum kahna kya chaahte ho?" Maine mahsoos kiya ki swati ki awaaz hi nahi balki uska samucha badan bhi tharthara utha tha. Mujhe sofe se khada ho gaya dekh wo ek kadam pichhe hat gayi thi.

"Wahi jo aap samajh to chuki hain lekin na samajhne ka dikhawa kar rahi hain." Maine dhadakte dil se uski taraf ek kadam badhya. Wo mujhe hi dekhe ja rahi thi. Khubsurat chehre par ghabrahat ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Idhar maine uski aankho me dekhte huye dhadakte dil ke sath kaha____"Kya main aapke hotho ki thartharati huyi in gulaab ki pankhudiyo ko choom lu?"

Meri baat sunte hi Swati ko zabardast jhatka laga. Main uske ekdam kareeb ja pahucha tha aur iska use abhaas tak nahi hua tha. Shayad wo kahi aur hi khoyi huyi thi. Idhar meri baat sunte hi jaise use hosh aaya to uski aankhe ashcharya se fail gayi. Abhi main apne dono hatho ko uthane hi wala tha ki ekdam se ek jhannatedaar thappad mere baaye gaal par pada. Thappad waakayi me jordaar tha jiske chalte main hil gaya tha.

"Tumhari himmat kaise huyi mujhse ye kahne ki?" Swati ne gusse se meri taraf dekhte huye teekhe lahje me kaha_____"Kya samajh rakha hai tumne mujhe ki main aarti ki tarah ek bazaru randi hu jise tum badi asaani se bistar par apne niche lita loge?"

"Maine to aisa kuch bhi nahi samjha tha bhabhi." Maine muskurate huye kaha_____"Ye to aapki galti hai ki aapne apni tulna us aarti se kar li. Maine to aapko sirf pyar karne wali devi samjha hai."

"Band karo apni ye behooda bakwas." Swati ka gussa aur badh gaya aur isse pahle ki wo mujhe ek aur thappad lagaati maine jhapat kar uske chehre ko apni dono hatheliyo me liya aur fir apne hoth uske tapte hotho par rakh diye. Dilo dimaag to mera bhi hila hua tha lekin maine bhi soch liya tha ki ab jo hoga dekha jaayega.

Maine jaise hi swati ke hotho ko apne hotho ki kaid me le kar choosna shuru kiya to swati ko zabardast jhatka laga aur fir ekdam se wo shaant hi nahi balki thandi padti chali gayi. Ye shayad uski kalpana se bhi pare tha. Ashcharyajanak roop se wo but si ban gayi thi. Main uske hotho ka raspaan kiye ja raha tha aur wo bina koi virodh kiye shaant khadi thi. Ye mere liye bhi hairat ki baat thi.

Meri dhadkane dar aur ghabrahat ke chalte jaha rukne si lagi thi wahi uski shaant activity dekh fir se samaanya ho kar chalne lagi thi. Uske hotho ki narmi aur uska meetha swaad bada hi sukhad ehsaas kara tha mujhe. Mera ji kar raha tha ki main yu hi uske hotho ko choosta rahu magar aisa ho nahi paaya. Kuch hi der me meri saanse bhaari ho gayi aur mujhe usse alag hona pada.

Swati se alag hua to dekha uski aankhe band thi. Chehre par surkhi chhaayi huyi thi. Mere dwara choose jane ki vajah se uske hoth ajeeb se ho gaye the. Josh josh me shayad kuch zyada hi ho gaya tha. Black saadi ka pallu jane kab uske seene se sarak gaya tha jiski vajah se black colour ke blauj me uska doodh ki tarah safed seena aur uski chhatiyo ke ubhaar mujhe kareeb se saaf dikhaayi de rahe the. Sach kahu to main pagal sa hone laga use dekh kar. Tez tez chalti saanso ki vajah se uski chhatiyo ke dono bhaari bharkam ubhaar upar niche ho rahe the.

Main use dekh hi raha tha ki sahsa main buri tarah chaunka. Swati ki band aankho se aansu ke do katre nikle aur dhulak kar uske surkh gaalo par aa gaye. Ye dekh mujhe tez jhatka laga. Zahen me bijli ki tarah khayaal ubhra ki ye maine kya kar diya? Kya swati ko samajhne me maine galti kar di hai? Uski aankho se bahe wo aansu ke katre uski rajamandi ka saboot to nahi ho sakte the. Aise na jane kitne hi khayaal mere zahen me aane lage aur fir ekdam se main apraadh bojh me doobta chala gaya.

"M..mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Main ekdam se aatm-glaani me bol pada_____"Mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi hai. Aap iske liye mujhe jo chaahe saza de dijiye main khushi se aapki saza kabool kar luga."

Meri baat sun kar swati ne apni aankhe khol kar meri taraf dekha. Maine sirf ek hi pal un aankho me dekha aur fir meri nazre jhukti chali gayi. Dilo dimaag me ek tufaan sa uth khada hua tha. Baar baar zahen me yahi khayaal aata ki maine ek masoom ke sath gunaah kar diya hai.

"Mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Main ekdam se ghutno ke bal wahi baith gaya_____"Mujhse bahut bada paap ho gaya hai. Mujhe saza dijiye. Police ko bula kar mujhe jail me dalwa dijiye. Main kitna bura insaan hu ki jisne rahne ke liye mujhe apne ghar me jagah di unhi ke sath galat kar diya maine."

Pata nahi kya kya bole ja raha tha main. Apne aap par behad gussa aa raha tha mujhe. Ji kar raha tha dharti fate aur main usme sama jaau. Aaj apni hi nazar me gir gaya tha main.

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Wo ek madhyam size ka hall tha. Yu to din ka samay tha lekin hall me raat ki tarah neem andhera tha. Zaahir hai aisa jaan boojh kar create kiya gaya tha. Hall ke beecho bich kareeb das fit lambi aur kareeb teen fit chaudi ek table rakhi huyi thi jiske dono chhor par khaas kism ki ek ek kursi rakhi huyi thi. Table ke ek chhor par ek aisa rahasyamayi shakhs baitha hua tha jiske samuche jism par kaala syaah libaas tha. Uske jism ka koi bhi hissa us kaale libaas se beparda nahi tha. Chehre par kaale hi rang ka naqaab tha. Neem andhere me bhi naqaab se uski aankhe chamakti huyi dikh rahi thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise uski aankho me koi khaas kism ka lense laga hua tha jo andhere me bhi chamak raha tha.

Us rahasyamay shakhs ke pichhe lekin daaye baaye uske jaise hi kaale libaas me aur kaale naqaab me do hatte katte byakti khade huye the jinke hatho me aaj ke zamane ke lekin khaas kism ke hathiyaar the. Zaahir hai wo dono us rahasyamay shakhs ke security ke liye hi maujood the. Hall ke dusre chhor par rakhi kursi par ek aisa byakti baitha hua tha jiske jism par safed kurta pajama tha aur us kurte ke upar khaaki wale kapde ka half baaju wala coat tha. Aankho me sunahra frame laga hua chashma. Chehra ekdam clean saved tha. Sir par netaao wali topi thi jiske agal bagal se aadhe se zyada safed ho gaye baal dikh rahe the. Pure hall me blade ki dhaar jaisa sannata chhaya hua tha. Khaaki coat pahne us shakhs ke chehre par halke ghabarahat ke bhaav numaya ho rahe the.

"Kya laga tha tumhe?" Rahasyamay shakhs ne apni ajeeb si awaaz me lekin shakht bhaav se us khaaki coat wale byakti se kaha____"Ki hame tumhari kartoot aur mansha ka pata nahi chalega?"

"A..ai...aisi to koi baat nahi hai sir." Khaaki coat pahne us byakti ne fauran hi rumaal se apne maathe par ubhar aaye pasine ko pochhte huye kaha_____"L..lekin aap to jaante hi hain ki jis tarah ke halaat bane huye hain uske liye prashashan ko koi na koi kadam to uthana hi padega."

"Beshak uthana padega." Rahasyamay shakhs ne usi shakhti se kaha_____"Lekin koi bhi kadam uthane se pahle tumne hamse ijazat lena zaruri kyo nahi samjha? Kya tum is baat ko bilkul hi bhool gaye ho ki tum jaiso ka vajood hamari mutthi me kaid hai aur ham jab chaahe tab tum logo ko duniya ke kisi bhi hisse par nanga dauda dene par majboor kar sakte hain?"

"J...ji..ji main jaanta hu." Khaaki coat pahne us neta ki maano saanse atak gayi thi, badi mushkil se bola____"Magar main bhi kya karu? Mujh par bahut zyada pressure pad raha hai. Socha tha ki ye jo kuch bhi ho raha hai use aap apne tarike se jald hi samhaal lenge lekin aisa hua nahi. Aise me pradesh ka mantri hone ke naate aur upar se itna pressure hone ke chalte mujhe kuch to karna hi padta. Mujhse bas yahi galti huyi hai ki maine kuch bhi karne se pahle aapse ijazat nahi li. Aisa sirf bedhyani me hi hua hai sir. Itna kuch ho raha hai ki dimag me aapka khayaal hi nahi aaya. Please iske liye maaf kar dijiye mujhe."

"Maaf kar diya hai tabhi to is wakt zinda baithe huye ho tum." Rahasyamay shakhs ne apni ajeeb si awaaz me kaha____"Agar tum ye samajhte ho ki tumhare dwara kuch kiye jane se koi us hatyare ko pakad lega to ye tumhari bhool hai. Na to tumhari police use pakad sakti hai aur na hi CBI wale. Use sirf ham hi pakad sakte hain. Abhi tak to ham use is liye azaad chhode huye the taaki uske dwara hamara kaam hota rahe lekin kyoki ab hamara kaam ho chuka hai to jald hi ab ham use apni giraft me le lenge."

"To kya us hatyare ko pakad kar." Mantri ne bhaari jhijhak ke sath kaha____"Aap hi use saza denge? Mera matlab hai ki kya aap use police prashashan ke supurd nahi karenge?"

"Bilkul karenge." Rahasyamay shakhs ne kaha_____"Lekin murda haalat me."
"Y...ye kya kah rahe hain aap?" Mantri ki saans manao ek baar fir se atak gayi, bola____"Agar aisa hua to media aur pradesh ki janta ko kya jawaab denge ham?"

"Tum achhi tarah jaante ho ki use zinda haalat me kanoon ke supurd karwana kitna khatarnaak saabit hoga." Rahasyamay byakti ne kaha____"Us soorat me jab usse puchh-taachh hogi to wo itni saari hatyaaye karne ki jo vajah batayega usse bahut se bhed duniya ke saamne aa jayenge. Ham bhala ye kaise chaah sakte hain ki uski vajah se duniya ko CMS jaisi ek aisi sanstha ke bare me pata chal jaye jo gupt roop se sex ki service provide karti hai."

"Haan ye to hai." Mantri ke maano gyaan chakshu khule____"Lekin murda haalat me uska pakda jana bhi to faaydemand nahi hoga. Janta aur media wale kanoon aur prashashan ka jina haraam kar denge."

"Nihayat hi bevkoof ho tum." Rahasyamay shakhs ne kathorta se kaha_____"Janta ya media ki maag ye nahi hai ki us hatyare ko jeewit hi pakda jaye. Janta aur media sirf ye chaahti hai ki aisa khatarnaak hatyara chaahe jaise bhi ho lekin pakda jaye aur uske dwara is tarah se hone wali hatyaao ka silsila ruk jaye. Is tarah ka khatarnaak hatyara agar murda haalat me bhi kanoon ke hath lag jayega to kisi ko usse koi sahaanubhuti nahi hogi. Balki log to yahi soch ke raahat ki lambi saans lenge ki murda hi sahi par wo hatyara pakda to gaya. Ek tarah se uska kissa hi khatm ho gaya. Police ya kanoon bhi janta aur media ko yahi bayaan de sakte hain ki hatyara kyoki unki pakad se bhaag raha tha is liye majburan us par goli chalaani padi that's all."

Rahasyamay shakhs ki baate sun kar mantri kuch na bola. Wo samajh gaya tha ki dusre chhor par kursi me baithe rahasyamay shakhs ne kuch bhi galat nahi kaha tha. Zyadatar maamle aise hi to niptaye jate hain.

"Thik hai jaisa aap chaahe." Fir usne gahri saans lete huye kaha_____"Main to bas yahi chaahta hu ki jitna jaldi ho sake is maamle ke sath sath us hatyare ka bhi kissa khatm ho jaye. Is sabki vajah se saare shahar ka maahaul kharaab ho chuka hai."

"Fikra mat karo." Rahasyamay byakti ne maano use ashwashan diya_____"Us hatyare ka kissa jald se jald khatm kar diya jayega. Tumse kahi zyada hame ab uske zinda rahne se etraaz hai."

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Main ghutno ke bal baitha swati se maafiya maage ja raha tha. Is wakt sach me main apne kiye par bahut pachhta raha tha aur ye soch kar mujhe khud par gussa bhi aa raha tha ki main kaise uske bare me is tarah ka andaza laga sakta tha?

"Chup ho jaao." Sahsa mere kaano me swati ki awaaz padi to maine sir utha kar uski taraf dekha. Wo apne ek hath se apne pallu ko seene par rakh rahi thi. Uske chehre par koi bhi bhaav nahi the. Jab usne dekha ki main use hi dekhe ja raha hu to usne kaha____"Khade ho jaao."

"Mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Khade hote hi maine dukhi bhaav se kaha to usne pahle apni aankhe band ki aur fir meri taraf dekhte huye kaha_____"Mujhse maafi kis baat ke liye maag rahe ho tum? Kya tumne koi gunaah kiya hai?"

"K..kya matlab?" Swati ki baat sun kar main andar hi andar buri tarah chaunka. Mujhe samajh me hi na aaya ki wo aisa sawaal kaise kar sakti thi____"Y..ye aap kya kah rahi hain? Kya aapko nahi pata ki maine kitna bada gunaah kar diya hai?"

"Tumne ye kaise jana ki tumse gunaah ho gaya hai?" Swati ne ekdam sapaat bhaav se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha to main aur bhi zyada chakit bhaav se uski taraf dekhne laga.

"M..maine jo kiya." Fir maine khud ko samhaalte huye usse kaha____"Uski vajah se hi aapko dukh hua aur aapki aankho se aansu bahe."

"Achha to mere aansu dekh kar tum ye samajh baithe ki tumse gunaah ho gaya hai.?" Swati jis tarike se sawaal jawaab kar rahi thi wo mere liye bahut hi zyada hairaan kar dene wala tha. Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki wo is wakt aisi betuki baate kar sakti hai.

"H..haan maine to yahi samjha hai bhabhi." Fir maine kaha____"Pahle to main ye soch kar wo sab kar baitha tha ki shayad aapke man me bhi aarti ke jaise mere prati bhaav aa chuke hain lekin jab us sabke baad maine aapki aankho se aansu bahte dekhe to main samajh gaya ki maine galat socha tha."

"Meri aankho se aansu is liye bahe kyoki tumne jo kiya usse main ye samjhi ki tum aarti ki hi tarah mujhe bazaru randi samajh baithe ho." Swati ne usi sapaat lahje me kaha____"Jabki main tumhe pahle hi bata chuki thi ki main aisi waisi nahi hu. Khair jab maine dekha ki tum mere aansu dekh kar mujhse maafiya maagne lage ho aur ye bhi samajh gaye ho ki tumne gunaah kiya hai to mujhe ehsaas hua ki tumhari nazar me meri waisi haisiyat nahi hai jaisi aarti ki hai."

Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki swati ye kaisi baate kar rahi thi. Uska ravaiya, uski baate sab kuch mere liye beyakini tha. Sach kahte hain log ki aurat ke andar ka rahasya koi nahi samajh sakta. Main moorkho ki tarah uski baate sun raha tha. Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki ab kya kahu usse.

"Chaar saal ho gaye." Udhar swati ne gambheer bhaav se kaha_____"Ham pati patni ke bich in chaar saalo me koi sambandh nahi bana. Chaar saal pahle unka auto palat gaya tha jiske chalte poonam ke papa marte marte bache the. Upar wale ki daya se wo to bach gaye lekin us haadse ke baad wo bistar me mujhe koi sukh dene ke kaabil nahi rahe. Teen teen bachche jo ki ab jawaani ki dahleej par hain iske bavjood ham dono ke bich waisa hi sambandh raha tha. Us haadse ke baad shuruaat me bahut takleef huyi lekin fir dhire dhire iski aadat pad gayi. Main bhi is maamle me dhyaan dene ki bajaay apne bachcho ki taraf zyada dhyaan dene lagi thi. Magar kahte hain na ki chaahe jitna bhi man ko bahlaao lekin jab raat hoti hai aur ek hi kamre me ek hi bed par pati ke sath sote hain to andar ke armaan aur hasrate jaag uthti hain. Poonam ke papa aur to kuch kar nahi sakte the magar iske bavjood wo mujhe shaant karne ka koi na koi prayaas karte hi rahte the. Par us thode se prayaas se kaha trapti milti hai. Wo to usi tarike se milti hai na jis tarike se sadiyo se milti aayi hai. Khair chaar saal se aise hi chalta aaya hai. Maine apne jeewan me kabhi bhi kisi dusre purush ke sath is tarah ka koi galat kaam karne ka nahi socha. Tum yaha aaye tab bhi mere man me tumhare prati aise koi khayaal nahi aaye lekin us din jab maine jaana ki tum aarti ke sath wo sab kar rahe ho to mujhe bada tez jhatka laga. Tum dono par gussa to bahut aaya magar achhi tarah jaanti aur samajhti thi ki tum dono ne bhi wahi kiya hai jo duniya me aksar log karte hi hain. Ye alag baat hai ki tum dono ke bich aisa hone ki baat main hajam nahi kar pa rahi thi. Kamre me jab bhi akele hoti to na chaahte huye bhi mera man wahi sab sochne lagta aur fir man me tarah tarah ke khayaal ubharne lagte. Din aise hi guzarne lage. Ashcharya janak roop se meri mansikta bhi badalne lagi. Man me ek dabi huyi ichha sir uthaane lagi, halaaki main aisa bilkul bhi nahi chaahti thi kyoki main poonam ke papa ko dhokha dene ka soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Yahi vajah thi ki jab bhi tum mere saamne aate the to main tumse talkh lahje me baate karti thi aur apni bivasta hi nahi balki apne andar ke gusse ko bhi tum par utaarne ki koshish karti thi. Iska matlab yahi tha ki tum gussa ho jaao aur is ghar se hamesha ke liye chale jaao. Jab tum yaha hote hi nahi aur jab main tumhe dekhti hi nahi to bhala kaise mere man me koi galat khayaal aate. Khair us din jab tum gusse me mujhe wo sab kah kar chale gaye to mujhe laga shayad ab tum chale jaaoge yaha se lekin fir jane kyo ye ehsaas hua ki mujhe tumse wo sab nahi kahna chahiye tha. Aakhir tumhara dosh hi kya tha. Aarti ne to khud hi kaboola tha ki usi ne tumhe usse sambandh banane par majbur kiya tha. Khair uske baad tum kayi dino tak nahi aaye. Main ekdam se pareshan ho gayi thi. Mujhe ye bhi ehsaas hua ki anjaane me hi main aarti se jalne lagi hu aur ye mere liye badi hi hairaani ki baat thi. Maine mahsoos kiya ki mere dil me bhi ye hasrat jaag uthi hai ki tum mere sath bhi wahi karo jo aarti ke sath kiya tha. Baat besharmi wali zarur thi magar sach yahi tha. Mujhe khud par yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki main aisa kaise soch sakti hu? Mere chehre par chhaayi pareshani poonam ke papa ko bhi dikh gayi aur unhone puchha bhi magar maine unhe kuch bhi nahi bataya. Batati bhi kaise? Ye aisi baat to nahi thi jo khushi khushi apne hi pati se bata di jaati. Do teen din aise hi nikal gaye magar mere chehre se pareshaani ke bhaav na gaye. Poonam ke papa ne ek din mujhe kasam de kar puchha ki aakhir aisi kaun si baat ho gayi hai jiske chalte unki patni ka chaand jaisa chehra is tarah pareshaniyo se ghir gaya hai. Unke dwara kasam dene se main bahut zyada ghabra gayi thi. Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki kaise unhe apne andar ka sach bataau? Bahut soch vichaar karne ke baad maine faisla kar liya ki unhe bata deti hu lekin usse pahle maine bhi unhe kasam di ki main unhe jo kuch bhi bataaugi use sun kar wo mujh par gussa nahi karenge. Mere aisa kahne par wo muskura kar bole ki chaahe jitni bhi badi baat ho wo mujh par gussa nahi honge. Bas uske baad maine unhe sab kuch bata diya. Sach batane ke baad jaha ek taraf ghabrahat se meri saanse ruk gayi thi wahi dusri taraf wo meri baate sun kar ekdam se khamosh ho gaye the."

Swati itna sab kuch bol kar ekdam se chup huyi to meri tandra tooti. Main saanse roke jaise uski baato me hi kho gaya tha. Uske chup ho jane par maine uski taraf dekha to wo lambi lambi saanse le rahi thi. Main ab ye soch soch kar chakit tha ki swati ne apne pati ko sab kuch bata diya tha. Main ab ye jaanne ke liye utsuk ho utha ki sach jaanne ke baad Dinesh ne swati se kya kaha hoga ya kaisa react kiya hoga usne?

"F...fir kya hua?" Maine utsukta se puchha_____"Jab aapne Dinesh bhai ko sab kuch bata diya to unhone kya kaha? Kya wo aap par gussa huye?"

"Mere dwara sach jaanne ke baad us raat wo kuch nahi bole the." Swati ne gahri saans le kar kaha____"Bas ye kah kar bed par let gaye the ki so jaao. Unke kahne par main chup chaap bed ke dusre chhor par let to gayi thi lekin saari raat mujhe neend nahi aayi. Man me tarah tarah ke khayaal ubhar rahe the jiske chalte meri haalat kharaab hoti ja rahi thi. Us wakt unse kuch kahne ya puchhne ki himmat hi nahi thi mujh me. Udhar mere jaisa hi haal poonam ke papa ka bhi tha. Unhe bhi raat bhar neend nahi aayi thi. Wo so jane ka dikhawa bhale hi kar rahe the magar main jaanti thi ki sab kuch jaanne ke baad unke man me uthal puthal machi huyi thi. Khair subah hamesha ki hi tarah wo fresh hone ke baad chaar baje auto le kar chale gaye the. Idhar main aur bhi zyada pareshan ho gayi thi. Unki khamoshi meri jaan liye ja rahi thi. Khud par ye soch kar gussa aa raha tha ki maine unhe sach bataya hi kyo? Ya fir main tumhari vajah se pareshaan hi kyo huyi thi. Na wo mujhe pareshan haalat me dekhte aur na hi mujhe unhe sach batana padta. Par ab bhala kya ho sakta tha? Saara din aise hi guzar gaya. Dopahar me wo aaye aur lunch kar ke jaldi hi chale gaye. Iske pahle wo lunch karne ke baad ek dedh ghanta araam karte the magar us din jaldi hi chale gaye the. Mujhse bhi koi baat nahi ki thi. Main unka ravaiya dekh kar aur bhi zyada pareshaan aur chintit ho uthi thi. Samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki kya karu? Khair raat huyi aur jab dinner ke baad main kamre me gayi to unhone mujhse baat ki aur jo kuch kaha use sun kar mujhe yakeen nahi hua. Ashcharya se meri aankhe fati rah gayi thi."

"Aisa kya kaha tha dinesh bhai ne aapse?" Swati ki baate sun kar mere zahen me ekdam se kayi tarah ke khayaal taandav sa karne lage the. Uski baate badi hi mysterious lag rahi thi mujhe.

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[TheBlackBlood]

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[TheBlackBlood]

Update - 56
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Wo ek madhyam size ka hall tha. Yu to din ka samay tha lekin hall me raat ki tarah neem andhera tha. Zaahir hai aisa jaan boojh kar create kiya gaya tha. Hall ke beecho bich kareeb das fit lambi aur kareeb teen fit chaudi ek table rakhi huyi thi jiske dono chhor par khaas kism ki ek ek kursi rakhi huyi thi. Table ke ek chhor par ek aisa rahasyamayi shakhs baitha hua tha jiske samuche jism par kaala syaah libaas tha. Uske jism ka koi bhi hissa us kaale libaas se beparda nahi tha. Chehre par kaale hi rang ka naqaab tha. Neem andhere me bhi naqaab se uski aankhe chamakti huyi dikh rahi thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise uski aankho me koi khaas kism ka lense laga hua tha jo andhere me bhi chamak raha tha.

Us rahasyamay shakhs ke pichhe lekin daaye baaye uske jaise hi kaale libaas me aur kaale naqaab me do hatte katte byakti khade huye the jinke hatho me aaj ke zamane ke lekin khaas kism ke hathiyaar the. Zaahir hai wo dono us rahasyamay shakhs ke security ke liye hi maujood the. Hall ke dusre chhor par rakhi kursi par ek aisa byakti baitha hua tha jiske jism par safed kurta pajama tha aur us kurte ke upar khaaki wale kapde ka half baaju wala coat tha. Aankho me sunahra frame laga hua chashma. Chehra ekdam clean saved tha. Sir par netaao wali topi thi jiske agal bagal se aadhe se zyada safed ho gaye baal dikh rahe the. Pure hall me blade ki dhaar jaisa sannata chhaya hua tha. Khaaki coat pahne us shakhs ke chehre par halke ghabarahat ke bhaav numaya ho rahe the.

"Kya laga tha tumhe?" Rahasyamay shakhs ne apni ajeeb si awaaz me lekin shakht bhaav se us khaaki coat wale byakti se kaha____"Ki hame tumhari kartoot aur mansha ka pata nahi chalega?"

"A..ai...aisi to koi baat nahi hai sir." Khaaki coat pahne us byakti ne fauran hi rumaal se apne maathe par ubhar aaye pasine ko pochhte huye kaha_____"L..lekin aap to jaante hi hain ki jis tarah ke halaat bane huye hain uske liye prashashan ko koi na koi kadam to uthana hi padega."

"Beshak uthana padega." Rahasyamay shakhs ne usi shakhti se kaha_____"Lekin koi bhi kadam uthane se pahle tumne hamse ijazat lena zaruri kyo nahi samjha? Kya tum is baat ko bilkul hi bhool gaye ho ki tum jaiso ka vajood hamari mutthi me kaid hai aur ham jab chaahe tab tum logo ko duniya ke kisi bhi hisse par nanga dauda dene par majboor kar sakte hain?"

"J...ji..ji main jaanta hu." Khaaki coat pahne us neta ki maano saanse atak gayi thi, badi mushkil se bola____"Magar main bhi kya karu? Mujh par bahut zyada pressure pad raha hai. Socha tha ki ye jo kuch bhi ho raha hai use aap apne tarike se jald hi samhaal lenge lekin aisa hua nahi. Aise me pradesh ka mantri hone ke naate aur upar se itna pressure hone ke chalte mujhe kuch to karna hi padta. Mujhse bas yahi galti huyi hai ki maine kuch bhi karne se pahle aapse ijazat nahi li. Aisa sirf bedhyani me hi hua hai sir. Itna kuch ho raha hai ki dimag me aapka khayaal hi nahi aaya. Please iske liye maaf kar dijiye mujhe."

"Maaf kar diya hai tabhi to is wakt zinda baithe huye ho tum." Rahasyamay shakhs ne apni ajeeb si awaaz me kaha____"Agar tum ye samajhte ho ki tumhare dwara kuch kiye jane se koi us hatyare ko pakad lega to ye tumhari bhool hai. Na to tumhari police use pakad sakti hai aur na hi CBI wale. Use sirf ham hi pakad sakte hain. Abhi tak to ham use is liye azaad chhode huye the taaki uske dwara hamara kaam hota rahe lekin kyoki ab hamara kaam ho chuka hai to jald hi ab ham use apni giraft me le lenge."

"To kya us hatyare ko pakad kar." Mantri ne bhaari jhijhak ke sath kaha____"Aap hi use saza denge? Mera matlab hai ki kya aap use police prashashan ke supurd nahi karenge?"

"Bilkul karenge." Rahasyamay shakhs ne kaha_____"Lekin murda haalat me."
"Y...ye kya kah rahe hain aap?" Mantri ki saans manao ek baar fir se atak gayi, bola____"Agar aisa hua to media aur pradesh ki janta ko kya jawaab denge ham?"

"Tum achhi tarah jaante ho ki use zinda haalat me kanoon ke supurd karwana kitna khatarnaak saabit hoga." Rahasyamay byakti ne kaha____"Us soorat me jab usse puchh-taachh hogi to wo itni saari hatyaaye karne ki jo vajah batayega usse bahut se bhed duniya ke saamne aa jayenge. Ham bhala ye kaise chaah sakte hain ki uski vajah se duniya ko CMS jaisi ek aisi sanstha ke bare me pata chal jaye jo gupt roop se sex ki service provide karti hai."

"Haan ye to hai." Mantri ke maano gyaan chakshu khule____"Lekin murda haalat me uska pakda jana bhi to faaydemand nahi hoga. Janta aur media wale kanoon aur prashashan ka jina haraam kar denge."

"Nihayat hi bevkoof ho tum." Rahasyamay shakhs ne kathorta se kaha_____"Janta ya media ki maag ye nahi hai ki us hatyare ko jeewit hi pakda jaye. Janta aur media sirf ye chaahti hai ki aisa khatarnaak hatyara chaahe jaise bhi ho lekin pakda jaye aur uske dwara is tarah se hone wali hatyaao ka silsila ruk jaye. Is tarah ka khatarnaak hatyara agar murda haalat me bhi kanoon ke hath lag jayega to kisi ko usse koi sahaanubhuti nahi hogi. Balki log to yahi soch ke raahat ki lambi saans lenge ki murda hi sahi par wo hatyara pakda to gaya. Ek tarah se uska kissa hi khatm ho gaya. Police ya kanoon bhi janta aur media ko yahi bayaan de sakte hain ki hatyara kyoki unki pakad se bhaag raha tha is liye majburan us par goli chalaani padi that's all."

Rahasyamay shakhs ki baate sun kar mantri kuch na bola. Wo samajh gaya tha ki dusre chhor par kursi me baithe rahasyamay shakhs ne kuch bhi galat nahi kaha tha. Zyadatar maamle aise hi to niptaye jate hain.

"Thik hai jaisa aap chaahe." Fir usne gahri saans lete huye kaha_____"Main to bas yahi chaahta hu ki jitna jaldi ho sake is maamle ke sath sath us hatyare ka bhi kissa khatm ho jaye. Is sabki vajah se saare shahar ka maahaul kharaab ho chuka hai."

"Fikra mat karo." Rahasyamay byakti ne maano use ashwashan diya_____"Us hatyare ka kissa jald se jald khatm kar diya jayega. Tumse kahi zyada hame ab uske zinda rahne se etraaz hai."

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Main ghutno ke bal baitha swati se maafiya maage ja raha tha. Is wakt sach me main apne kiye par bahut pachhta raha tha aur ye soch kar mujhe khud par gussa bhi aa raha tha ki main kaise uske bare me is tarah ka andaza laga sakta tha?

"Chup ho jaao." Sahsa mere kaano me swati ki awaaz padi to maine sir utha kar uski taraf dekha. Wo apne ek hath se apne pallu ko seene par rakh rahi thi. Uske chehre par koi bhi bhaav nahi the. Jab usne dekha ki main use hi dekhe ja raha hu to usne kaha____"Khade ho jaao."

"Mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Khade hote hi maine dukhi bhaav se kaha to usne pahle apni aankhe band ki aur fir meri taraf dekhte huye kaha_____"Mujhse maafi kis baat ke liye maag rahe ho tum? Kya tumne koi gunaah kiya hai?"

"K..kya matlab?" Swati ki baat sun kar main andar hi andar buri tarah chaunka. Mujhe samajh me hi na aaya ki wo aisa sawaal kaise kar sakti thi____"Y..ye aap kya kah rahi hain? Kya aapko nahi pata ki maine kitna bada gunaah kar diya hai?"

"Tumne ye kaise jana ki tumse gunaah ho gaya hai?" Swati ne ekdam sapaat bhaav se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha to main aur bhi zyada chakit bhaav se uski taraf dekhne laga.

"M..maine jo kiya." Fir maine khud ko samhaalte huye usse kaha____"Uski vajah se hi aapko dukh hua aur aapki aankho se aansu bahe."

"Achha to mere aansu dekh kar tum ye samajh baithe ki tumse gunaah ho gaya hai.?" Swati jis tarike se sawaal jawaab kar rahi thi wo mere liye bahut hi zyada hairaan kar dene wala tha. Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki wo is wakt aisi betuki baate kar sakti hai.

"H..haan maine to yahi samjha hai bhabhi." Fir maine kaha____"Pahle to main ye soch kar wo sab kar baitha tha ki shayad aapke man me bhi aarti ke jaise mere prati bhaav aa chuke hain lekin jab us sabke baad maine aapki aankho se aansu bahte dekhe to main samajh gaya ki maine galat socha tha."

"Meri aankho se aansu is liye bahe kyoki tumne jo kiya usse main ye samjhi ki tum aarti ki hi tarah mujhe bazaru randi samajh baithe ho." Swati ne usi sapaat lahje me kaha____"Jabki main tumhe pahle hi bata chuki thi ki main aisi waisi nahi hu. Khair jab maine dekha ki tum mere aansu dekh kar mujhse maafiya maagne lage ho aur ye bhi samajh gaye ho ki tumne gunaah kiya hai to mujhe ehsaas hua ki tumhari nazar me meri waisi haisiyat nahi hai jaisi aarti ki hai."

Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki swati ye kaisi baate kar rahi thi. Uska ravaiya, uski baate sab kuch mere liye beyakini tha. Sach kahte hain log ki aurat ke andar ka rahasya koi nahi samajh sakta. Main moorkho ki tarah uski baate sun raha tha. Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki ab kya kahu usse.

"Chaar saal ho gaye." Udhar swati ne gambheer bhaav se kaha_____"Ham pati patni ke bich in chaar saalo me koi sambandh nahi bana. Chaar saal pahle unka auto palat gaya tha jiske chalte poonam ke papa marte marte bache the. Upar wale ki daya se wo to bach gaye lekin us haadse ke baad wo bistar me mujhe koi sukh dene ke kaabil nahi rahe. Teen teen bachche jo ki ab jawaani ki dahleej par hain iske bavjood ham dono ke bich waisa hi sambandh raha tha. Us haadse ke baad shuruaat me bahut takleef huyi lekin fir dhire dhire iski aadat pad gayi. Main bhi is maamle me dhyaan dene ki bajaay apne bachcho ki taraf zyada dhyaan dene lagi thi. Magar kahte hain na ki chaahe jitna bhi man ko bahlaao lekin jab raat hoti hai aur ek hi kamre me ek hi bed par pati ke sath sote hain to andar ke armaan aur hasrate jaag uthti hain. Poonam ke papa aur to kuch kar nahi sakte the magar iske bavjood wo mujhe shaant karne ka koi na koi prayaas karte hi rahte the. Par us thode se prayaas se kaha trapti milti hai. Wo to usi tarike se milti hai na jis tarike se sadiyo se milti aayi hai. Khair chaar saal se aise hi chalta aaya hai. Maine apne jeewan me kabhi bhi kisi dusre purush ke sath is tarah ka koi galat kaam karne ka nahi socha. Tum yaha aaye tab bhi mere man me tumhare prati aise koi khayaal nahi aaye lekin us din jab maine jaana ki tum aarti ke sath wo sab kar rahe ho to mujhe bada tez jhatka laga. Tum dono par gussa to bahut aaya magar achhi tarah jaanti aur samajhti thi ki tum dono ne bhi wahi kiya hai jo duniya me aksar log karte hi hain. Ye alag baat hai ki tum dono ke bich aisa hone ki baat main hajam nahi kar pa rahi thi. Kamre me jab bhi akele hoti to na chaahte huye bhi mera man wahi sab sochne lagta aur fir man me tarah tarah ke khayaal ubharne lagte. Din aise hi guzarne lage. Ashcharya janak roop se meri mansikta bhi badalne lagi. Man me ek dabi huyi ichha sir uthaane lagi, halaaki main aisa bilkul bhi nahi chaahti thi kyoki main poonam ke papa ko dhokha dene ka soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Yahi vajah thi ki jab bhi tum mere saamne aate the to main tumse talkh lahje me baate karti thi aur apni bivasta hi nahi balki apne andar ke gusse ko bhi tum par utaarne ki koshish karti thi. Iska matlab yahi tha ki tum gussa ho jaao aur is ghar se hamesha ke liye chale jaao. Jab tum yaha hote hi nahi aur jab main tumhe dekhti hi nahi to bhala kaise mere man me koi galat khayaal aate. Khair us din jab tum gusse me mujhe wo sab kah kar chale gaye to mujhe laga shayad ab tum chale jaaoge yaha se lekin fir jane kyo ye ehsaas hua ki mujhe tumse wo sab nahi kahna chahiye tha. Aakhir tumhara dosh hi kya tha. Aarti ne to khud hi kaboola tha ki usi ne tumhe usse sambandh banane par majbur kiya tha. Khair uske baad tum kayi dino tak nahi aaye. Main ekdam se pareshan ho gayi thi. Mujhe ye bhi ehsaas hua ki anjaane me hi main aarti se jalne lagi hu aur ye mere liye badi hi hairaani ki baat thi. Maine mahsoos kiya ki mere dil me bhi ye hasrat jaag uthi hai ki tum mere sath bhi wahi karo jo aarti ke sath kiya tha. Baat besharmi wali zarur thi magar sach yahi tha. Mujhe khud par yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki main aisa kaise soch sakti hu? Mere chehre par chhaayi pareshani poonam ke papa ko bhi dikh gayi aur unhone puchha bhi magar maine unhe kuch bhi nahi bataya. Batati bhi kaise? Ye aisi baat to nahi thi jo khushi khushi apne hi pati se bata di jaati. Do teen din aise hi nikal gaye magar mere chehre se pareshaani ke bhaav na gaye. Poonam ke papa ne ek din mujhe kasam de kar puchha ki aakhir aisi kaun si baat ho gayi hai jiske chalte unki patni ka chaand jaisa chehra is tarah pareshaniyo se ghir gaya hai. Unke dwara kasam dene se main bahut zyada ghabra gayi thi. Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki kaise unhe apne andar ka sach bataau? Bahut soch vichaar karne ke baad maine faisla kar liya ki unhe bata deti hu lekin usse pahle maine bhi unhe kasam di ki main unhe jo kuch bhi bataaugi use sun kar wo mujh par gussa nahi karenge. Mere aisa kahne par wo muskura kar bole ki chaahe jitni bhi badi baat ho wo mujh par gussa nahi honge. Bas uske baad maine unhe sab kuch bata diya. Sach batane ke baad jaha ek taraf ghabrahat se meri saanse ruk gayi thi wahi dusri taraf wo meri baate sun kar ekdam se khamosh ho gaye the."

Swati itna sab kuch bol kar ekdam se chup huyi to meri tandra tooti. Main saanse roke jaise uski baato me hi kho gaya tha. Uske chup ho jane par maine uski taraf dekha to wo lambi lambi saanse le rahi thi. Main ab ye soch soch kar chakit tha ki swati ne apne pati ko sab kuch bata diya tha. Main ab ye jaanne ke liye utsuk ho utha ki sach jaanne ke baad Dinesh ne swati se kya kaha hoga ya kaisa react kiya hoga usne?

"F...fir kya hua?" Maine utsukta se puchha_____"Jab aapne Dinesh bhai ko sab kuch bata diya to unhone kya kaha? Kya wo aap par gussa huye?"

"Mere dwara sach jaanne ke baad us raat wo kuch nahi bole the." Swati ne gahri saans le kar kaha____"Bas ye kah kar bed par let gaye the ki so jaao. Unke kahne par main chup chaap bed ke dusre chhor par let to gayi thi lekin saari raat mujhe neend nahi aayi. Man me tarah tarah ke khayaal ubhar rahe the jiske chalte meri haalat kharaab hoti ja rahi thi. Us wakt unse kuch kahne ya puchhne ki himmat hi nahi thi mujh me. Udhar mere jaisa hi haal poonam ke papa ka bhi tha. Unhe bhi raat bhar neend nahi aayi thi. Wo so jane ka dikhawa bhale hi kar rahe the magar main jaanti thi ki sab kuch jaanne ke baad unke man me uthal puthal machi huyi thi. Khair subah hamesha ki hi tarah wo fresh hone ke baad chaar baje auto le kar chale gaye the. Idhar main aur bhi zyada pareshan ho gayi thi. Unki khamoshi meri jaan liye ja rahi thi. Khud par ye soch kar gussa aa raha tha ki maine unhe sach bataya hi kyo? Ya fir main tumhari vajah se pareshaan hi kyo huyi thi. Na wo mujhe pareshan haalat me dekhte aur na hi mujhe unhe sach batana padta. Par ab bhala kya ho sakta tha? Saara din aise hi guzar gaya. Dopahar me wo aaye aur lunch kar ke jaldi hi chale gaye. Iske pahle wo lunch karne ke baad ek dedh ghanta araam karte the magar us din jaldi hi chale gaye the. Mujhse bhi koi baat nahi ki thi. Main unka ravaiya dekh kar aur bhi zyada pareshaan aur chintit ho uthi thi. Samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki kya karu? Khair raat huyi aur jab dinner ke baad main kamre me gayi to unhone mujhse baat ki aur jo kuch kaha use sun kar mujhe yakeen nahi hua. Ashcharya se meri aankhe fati rah gayi thi."

"Aisa kya kaha tha dinesh bhai ne aapse?" Swati ki baate sun kar mere zahen me ekdam se kayi tarah ke khayaal taandav sa karne lage the. Uski baate badi hi mysterious lag rahi thi mujhe.

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"Wahi jo duniya ki koi bhi biwi apne pati se ummid nahi kar sakti." Swati ne ek lambi saans le kar kaha____"Unhone mujhse kaha ki agar mere man me waakayi tumse jismaani sambandh banane ki chaah hai aur isse mujhe khushi milti hai to main khushi se aisa kar sakti hu lekin...!"

"L..lekin??" Mere muh se anayaas hi nikal gaya. Main uske dwara ye sun kar chakit rah gaya tha ki uske pati ne use mere sath jismaani sambandh banane ki anumati de di thi. Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha.

"Lekin ye ki usse pahle main ye jaanne aur samajhne ki koshish karu ki tum mere bare me kaise vichaar rakhte ho?" Swati ne kaha____"Agar tum mujhe aarti ki tarah nimn darze ki samajhte ho to main tumhare sath jismaani sambandh banane ka khayaal apne zahen se nikaal du aur agar tum sachche dil se aur sammaan ki drishti se mere prati bhaav rakhte ho to khushi se tumhare dwara wo khushi praapt kar sakti hu jiske liye main pichhle chaar saalo se taras rahi hu."

Badi ajeeb baat thi. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki bhala ye kaisa logic tha? Halaaki mere liye to sabse bade ashcharya ki baat yahi thi ki dinesh khud is baat ke liye raaji tha, ye alag baat hai ki usne is tarah ki ajeeb shart rakhi thi. Main sochne laga ki kya sach me ek pati ye khushi se chaah sakta hai ki uski biwi ek gair mard ke sath jismaani sambandh banaye? Yu to duniya me vichitra type ke logo ki kami nahi hai magar dinesh se mujhe iski zara bhi ummid nahi thi.

"Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha ki dinesh bhai ne aapko iske liye sahmati di hogi." Maine beyakini se swati ki taraf dekha.

"Mujhe bhi yakeen nahi hua tha." Swati ne kaha____"Main to us wakt tak isi dar me ji rahi thi ki poonam ke papa us sabko jaan kar jane ab kya karenge? Us raat jab unhone mujhse aisa kaha to main chakit rah gayi thi. Jo suna tha us par yakeen hi nahi hua tha mujhe."

"Fir??" Main puchhe bagair na rah saka____"Mera matlab hai ki aapne unse kya kaha fir?"

"Kafi der tak to main kuch bol hi na paayi thi." Swati ne gahri saans le kar kaha____"Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki unse ab kya kahu? Meri haalat dekh kar shayad wo samajh gaye the ki unki baat sun kar meri haalat kya ho gayi hai. Is liye unhone kaha ki wo mujhse bahut prem karte hain aur is baat ka unhe bhi malaal hai ki wo apni patni ko wo sukh nahi de sakte jiski main hakdaar hu aur jiski mujhe zarurat hai. Is liye meri khushi ke liye wo apne dil par patthar rakh kar mujhe aisa kaam karne ki ijazat de rahe hain. Is tarah ki shart bhi unhone isi liye rakhi hai ki wo ye bilkul bhi nahi sah sakte ki unki biwi ke bare me tum gande khayaal apne zahen me paida kar lo."

Swati ki baat sun kar main ek baar fir se chakit bhaav se uski taraf dekhta rah gaya tha. Udhar kuch der ki khamoshi ke baad usne aage kaha_____"Us wakt unki baate sun kar mujhe ye soch kar behad khushi huyi ki poonam ke papa mujhe kitna pyar karte hain aur sath hi mere maan sammaan ki bhi kitni parwaah karte hain. Ye sab soch kar mujhe bahut zyada glaani huyi. Ye soch kar man bahut dukhi hua ki jo pati mujhe itna pyar karta hai aur mere maan sammaan ki itni parwaah karta hai kya uske maan sammaan ke bare me mujhe zara bhi nahi sochna chahiye? Main apni khushi ke liye ya apne jism ki bhookh mitane ke liye kisi gair mard ke bare me soch bhi kaise sakti hu? Jab maine unse ye sab rote huye kaha to unhone mujhe bade pyara se apne gale laga liya aur kahne lage ki main is baat se khush hu ki maine paap karne se pahle hi unhe sab kuch bata diya hai aur aisa tabhi hota hai jab ek patni apne pati se behad pyar karti hai aur wafadaar hoti hai. Warna agar main tumhare sath sambandh bana leti to kya unhe iska pata chalta? Bilkul nahi, balki maine to imandaari se unhe sach bataya. Ab ye unka kartavya hai ki wo meri khushi ke bare me kya sochte hain? Agar wo mujhe khush rakhne me saksham hote to aisi naubat hi kyo aati? Khair us raat unki ijazat milne par bhi main taiyaar nahi huyi. Mera man iske baad bhi aise kaam ko karne ke liye gawaahi nahi diya. Wo to so gaye the lekin main ek baar fir se saari raat nahi so paayi. Man me vichaaro ka bawandar sa chalne laga tha. Pata nahi raat ke kaun se pahar meri aankh lagi. Subah huyi to unhone hi mujhe jagaya. Maine unke liye chaay banaayi. Chaay peete samay unhone ek baar fir se mujhe kaha ki main tumhe tatolne ki koshish karu aur agar tum mujhe aarti ki tarah nahi samajhte ho to main khushi se tumhare sath sambandh banane ki pahal kar sakti hu. Unke kahne par maine koi jawaab nahi diya. Uske baad wo chale gaye. Do din aise hi nikal gaye. Wo jab ghar aate to akele me mujhse puchhte ki maine is bare me kuch kiya ya nahi? Jawaab me maine yahi kaha ki mujhse ye nahi hoga. Wo jaante the ki main unke bare me soch kar hi is maamle me kadam nahi badha rahi hu. Tab unhone mujhe fir se samjhana shuru kar diya, yaha tak ki jabran mujhe kasam bhi de di. Main aisi duvidha me fans gayi thi ki mujhe kuch bhi nahi soojh raha tha. Unke kasam dene par maine socha main khud koi pahal nahi karugi lekin agar tum pahal karoge to main pahle yahi parkhugi ki tum mere bare me kis tarah ke vichaar rakhte ho.?"

Sach kahu to ye meri life ki aisi hairatangez baate thi jiske bare me main kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha. Swati ki in baato se itna to main bhi samajh gaya tha ki wo khud bhi aisi waisi aurat nahi thi. Agar wo aisi waisi hoti to aarti ki tarah wo kab ka mere sath sambandh bana leti aur apne pati ko iski bhanak tak na lagne deti. Wahi dusri taraf uska pati dinesh bhi kamaal ka hi aadmi tha. Ek gair mard ke sath apni hi biwi ko sambandh bana lene ke liye khushi se kah chuka tha. Waah re jigra.

Ye sach hai ki agar dinesh me kami na hoti to swati aise kaam ke bare me sochti bhi nahi. Kyoki bhale hi use aarti ke sath mere sambandho ka pata chal gaya tha magar uske asar ke chalte wo mere niche let jane wali hargiz nahi thi balki apni garmi ko wo apne pati ke dwara hi shaant karti. Baharhaal jo bhi ho lekin ab ye to pakka ho gaya tha ki swati jaisi hushn ki mallika ko bhogne ka permit khud uske pati ne hi de diya tha. Sala ye soch kar hi mera dil khushi se jhoom utha tha. Barsho baad aarti ke roop me kisi aurat ko pelne ka mauka mila tha lekin swati ki to baat hi alag hone wali thi.

"To ab kya vichaar hai?" Main ab der nahi karna chaahta tha is liye mudde ki baat par aate huye kaha____"Kya mahsoos kiya aapne?"

"M..matlab??" Swati ko jaise meri baat samajh na aayi.
"Matlab ye ki kya aapne aisa kuch mahsoos kiya?" Maine use samjhane wale andaz me kaha____"Jisse aapko pata chal gaya ho ki main aapke bare me kaise vichaar rakhta hu?"

"Pahle bhi mahsoos kiya hai aur aaj bhi mahsoos kiya hai." Swati ne meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Maine to ye bhi socha hai ki tumhare jaisa insaan agar sach me kisi aurat ke sath galat karne ka irada rakhta to wo mere sath jane kab ka galat kar ke yaha se raffu chakkar ho gaya hota. Iske liye bhala koi tumhara kya bigaad leta? Magar tumne aisa kabhi nahi kiya. Aarti ke maamle me bhi tumhara koi kasoor nahi tha. Poonam ke papa ne agar mujhe kasam na di hoti to yakeen maano main kabhi tumhare sath sambandh banane ki pahal na karti, bhale hi chaahe main kitna hi apne jism ki aag me jalti rahti."

"Main samajhta hu bhabhi." Maine gambheer bhaav se kaha____"Aaj kareeb ek mahina ho gaya hai mujhe yaha rahte huye. Is ek mahine me main aap sabke bare me itna to samajh hi gaya hu ki aap log kis tarah ke log hain. Aapko is bare me safaayi dene ki koi zarurat nahi hai aur haan yakeen maaniye main aapke bare me kuch bhi galat nahi soch raha hu. Aapki tulna aarti se main kar hi nahi sakta kyoki usme aur aap me zameen asmaan ka fark hai. Usne jo kiya wo waakayi me galat tha kyoki usne apne pati ki chori se mere sath galat sambandh banaye. Yaani usne apne pati ke sath dhokha hi nahi balki vishwaas-ghaat kiya hai jabki aapne aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya hai. Aapne apne pati ko sab kuch bata kar bahut achha kiya hai. Main to aapki baate sun kar ab tak chakit hu. Main kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha ki aap aisa kuch kar sakti hain. Meri nazar me aapka kad bahut uncha ho gaya hai bhabhi aur ye mera saubhagya hi hoga agar aap mere sath is tarah ka sambandh bana lengi."

Meri baate sun kar swati ke chehre par pahli baar khushi ke bhaav ubharte dikhe. Aisa laga jaise usne koi jung fatah kar li ho. Apne liye ek sammaan wali jung.

"Chalo bahut baate ho gayi." Fir usne apni sharm mishrit muskaan ko chhupate huye kaha____"Maine tumhare liye khana garam kiya tha wo fir se thanda ho gaya hoga. Ruko main fir se garam kar ke laati hu. Tab tak tum bhi hath muh dho lo."

"Aapko takleef uthane ki zarurat nahi hai bhabhi." Maine bade prem poorwak kaha____"Khana thanda ho gaya hoga to kya hua. Main thanda hi kha looga. Aapke hatho ka bana hua hai to shandaar hi hoga wo. Halaaki mujhe bhookh bilkul bhi nahi hai lekin aapka dil rakhne ke liye kha hi luga. Aata hu hath muh dho kar."

Sach to ye tha ki main andar hi andar khushi se foola nahi sama raha tha. Mera to dil kar raha tha ki khane pine ko tel lene bhej du aur swati ke sath maza karna shuru kar du magar aisa karna bilkul bhi uchit nahi tha. Upar wale ne bes-keemti tohfa diya tha to us tohfe ka lutf jaldbaazi me nahi uthana chahiye tha.

Main khushi khushi andar hi bane bathroom ki taraf tezi se badh gaya. Jaldi hi bathroom se main hath muh dho kar aa gaya. Kuch hi der me swati hatho me thaali le kar aayi aur thaali ko center table par rakh diya. Wo jaise hi thaali rakhne ke liye jhuki to uski saadi ka pallu sarak kar niche gir gaya jisse black colour ke blauj ke bade gale se jhaankte uske gore gore kharbuje aadhe se zyada meri aankho ko darshan de gaye. Unhe dekh kar maine ek aah bhari aur ye soch kar khud ko shaant kiya ki thoda sabar rakh vikram. Ye kharbuje bahut jald chakhne ko milne wale hain tujhe.

Swati ko bhi pata chal gaya tha ki main uske kharbujo ko dekh raha hu is liye wo fauran hi seedha khadi ho gayi aur apne pallu se seene ko dhank liya. Uske chehre par sharm ki laali anayaas hi ubhar aayi thi. Hotho par baarik si muskaan bhi ubhri thi jise usne jaldi hi chhupa liya tha. Main man hi man muskuraya aur chup chaap khana khane laga.

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Maya apne kamre me bed par leti huyi lekhak RituRaj ka upanyaas "Wada Kar Le Saajna" padh rahi thi. Upanyaas padhne me wo kuch zyada hi magan thi lekin tabhi sahsa uska dhyaan bhang hua. Use aisa laga jaise kahi se koi awaaz aa rahi hai. Awaaz ka ehsaas hote hi uske kaan satarkatapoorwak khade ho gaye. Usne dhyaan se sunne ki koshish ki. Kamre ka darwaza andar se band tha is liye use aane wali awaaz saaf taur par sunaayi nahi de rahi thi. Usne fauran hi upanyaas ko ek taraf rakha aur fir sawdhaani se bed par se utri. Chand kadmo me hi wo darwaze ke paas pahuchi. Darwaze se kaan sata kar usne aane wali awaazo ko dhyaan se sunne ki koshish ki. Uske chehre par ajeeb tarah ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Agle kuch hi palo me uske chehre ke bhaav badle. Aisa laga jaise usne raahat ki saans li ho.

Darwaza khol kar wo baahar nikli aur minakshi wale kamre ki taraf badh chali. Kuch hi der me wo darwaza khol kar kamre me andar daakhil ho gayi. Kamre me aate hi uski nazar bed par baithi minakshi par padi.

"Kab se awaaz de rahi hu aapko." Maya par nazar padte hi minakshi ne kaha____"Aur aap thi ki sun hi nahi rahi thi."

"Baat kya hai?" Maya ne minakshi se puchha____"Kis liye awaaz de rahi thi mujhe?"
"Periods aaye huye hain mujhe." Minakshi ne apni dono taango ko faila kar maya ko dikhate huye kaha____"Dekhiye pura shalwaar khoon ke bahne se kharaab ho gaya hai."

Maya ne dekha minakshi ki shalwaar sach me uski taango ke beech khoon se geeli ho gayi thi. Uske chehre par halke peeda ke bhaav bhi numaya ho rahe the.

"Kya zyada takleef ho rahi hai tumhe?" Maya ne uske chehre ke bhaavo ko padhte huye puchha.

"Puchh to aise rahi hain aap jaise aapko pata hi na ho." Minakshi ne bura sa muh banate huye kaha____"Is khoon ki vajah se meri penty aur shalwaar dono hi geele ho gaye hain jiski vajah se bahut ajeeb feel ho raha hai mujhe. Aapke paas agar pad ho to de dijiye please."

"Mere paas nahi hain." Maya ne kaha____"Mere periods aaye hi nahi hain abhi is liye pads lene ka khayaal hi nahi aaya. Khair filhaal ek kaam karo apni shalwaar aur penty utaar kar koi kapda laga lo. Waise bhi is kamre me tum akeli hi to ho. Koi dekhne to aayega nahi to problem kaisi? Vikram abhi yaha hai nahi warna usse tumhare liye pads magwa deti."

Maya ki baat sun kar minakshi ne ek baar fir se bura sa muh bana liya jabki uski taraf ek nazar daalne ke baad maya palti aur darwaze se baahar aa gayi. Baahar se darwaze ki kundi laga kar wo apne kamre me aa gayi. Kamre me aayi to dekha uska mobile phone baj raha tha. Usne darwaza band kiya aur bed ke sirhaane par rakhe mobile ko utha liya. Nazar mobile ki screen par flash kar rahe number par padi to uske chehre ke bhaav badalte chale gaye.

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Wo ek madhyam size ka hall tha. Yu to din ka samay tha lekin hall me raat ki tarah neem andhera tha. Zaahir hai aisa jaan boojh kar create kiya gaya tha. Hall ke beecho bich kareeb das fit lambi aur kareeb teen fit chaudi ek table rakhi huyi thi jiske dono chhor par khaas kism ki ek ek kursi rakhi huyi thi. Table ke ek chhor par ek aisa rahasyamayi shakhs baitha hua tha jiske samuche jism par kaala syaah libaas tha. Uske jism ka koi bhi hissa us kaale libaas se beparda nahi tha. Chehre par kaale hi rang ka naqaab tha. Neem andhere me bhi naqaab se uski aankhe chamakti huyi dikh rahi thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise uski aankho me koi khaas kism ka lense laga hua tha jo andhere me bhi chamak raha tha.

Us rahasyamay shakhs ke pichhe lekin daaye baaye uske jaise hi kaale libaas me aur kaale naqaab me do hatte katte byakti khade huye the jinke hatho me aaj ke zamane ke lekin khaas kism ke hathiyaar the. Zaahir hai wo dono us rahasyamay shakhs ke security ke liye hi maujood the. Hall ke dusre chhor par rakhi kursi par ek aisa byakti baitha hua tha jiske jism par safed kurta pajama tha aur us kurte ke upar khaaki wale kapde ka half baaju wala coat tha. Aankho me sunahra frame laga hua chashma. Chehra ekdam clean saved tha. Sir par netaao wali topi thi jiske agal bagal se aadhe se zyada safed ho gaye baal dikh rahe the. Pure hall me blade ki dhaar jaisa sannata chhaya hua tha. Khaaki coat pahne us shakhs ke chehre par halke ghabarahat ke bhaav numaya ho rahe the.

"Kya laga tha tumhe?" Rahasyamay shakhs ne apni ajeeb si awaaz me lekin shakht bhaav se us khaaki coat wale byakti se kaha____"Ki hame tumhari kartoot aur mansha ka pata nahi chalega?"

"A..ai...aisi to koi baat nahi hai sir." Khaaki coat pahne us byakti ne fauran hi rumaal se apne maathe par ubhar aaye pasine ko pochhte huye kaha_____"L..lekin aap to jaante hi hain ki jis tarah ke halaat bane huye hain uske liye prashashan ko koi na koi kadam to uthana hi padega."

"Beshak uthana padega." Rahasyamay shakhs ne usi shakhti se kaha_____"Lekin koi bhi kadam uthane se pahle tumne hamse ijazat lena zaruri kyo nahi samjha? Kya tum is baat ko bilkul hi bhool gaye ho ki tum jaiso ka vajood hamari mutthi me kaid hai aur ham jab chaahe tab tum logo ko duniya ke kisi bhi hisse par nanga dauda dene par majboor kar sakte hain?"

"J...ji..ji main jaanta hu." Khaaki coat pahne us neta ki maano saanse atak gayi thi, badi mushkil se bola____"Magar main bhi kya karu? Mujh par bahut zyada pressure pad raha hai. Socha tha ki ye jo kuch bhi ho raha hai use aap apne tarike se jald hi samhaal lenge lekin aisa hua nahi. Aise me pradesh ka mantri hone ke naate aur upar se itna pressure hone ke chalte mujhe kuch to karna hi padta. Mujhse bas yahi galti huyi hai ki maine kuch bhi karne se pahle aapse ijazat nahi li. Aisa sirf bedhyani me hi hua hai sir. Itna kuch ho raha hai ki dimag me aapka khayaal hi nahi aaya. Please iske liye maaf kar dijiye mujhe."

"Maaf kar diya hai tabhi to is wakt zinda baithe huye ho tum." Rahasyamay shakhs ne apni ajeeb si awaaz me kaha____"Agar tum ye samajhte ho ki tumhare dwara kuch kiye jane se koi us hatyare ko pakad lega to ye tumhari bhool hai. Na to tumhari police use pakad sakti hai aur na hi CBI wale. Use sirf ham hi pakad sakte hain. Abhi tak to ham use is liye azaad chhode huye the taaki uske dwara hamara kaam hota rahe lekin kyoki ab hamara kaam ho chuka hai to jald hi ab ham use apni giraft me le lenge."

"To kya us hatyare ko pakad kar." Mantri ne bhaari jhijhak ke sath kaha____"Aap hi use saza denge? Mera matlab hai ki kya aap use police prashashan ke supurd nahi karenge?"

"Bilkul karenge." Rahasyamay shakhs ne kaha_____"Lekin murda haalat me."
"Y...ye kya kah rahe hain aap?" Mantri ki saans manao ek baar fir se atak gayi, bola____"Agar aisa hua to media aur pradesh ki janta ko kya jawaab denge ham?"

"Tum achhi tarah jaante ho ki use zinda haalat me kanoon ke supurd karwana kitna khatarnaak saabit hoga." Rahasyamay byakti ne kaha____"Us soorat me jab usse puchh-taachh hogi to wo itni saari hatyaaye karne ki jo vajah batayega usse bahut se bhed duniya ke saamne aa jayenge. Ham bhala ye kaise chaah sakte hain ki uski vajah se duniya ko CMS jaisi ek aisi sanstha ke bare me pata chal jaye jo gupt roop se sex ki service provide karti hai."

"Haan ye to hai." Mantri ke maano gyaan chakshu khule____"Lekin murda haalat me uska pakda jana bhi to faaydemand nahi hoga. Janta aur media wale kanoon aur prashashan ka jina haraam kar denge."

"Nihayat hi bevkoof ho tum." Rahasyamay shakhs ne kathorta se kaha_____"Janta ya media ki maag ye nahi hai ki us hatyare ko jeewit hi pakda jaye. Janta aur media sirf ye chaahti hai ki aisa khatarnaak hatyara chaahe jaise bhi ho lekin pakda jaye aur uske dwara is tarah se hone wali hatyaao ka silsila ruk jaye. Is tarah ka khatarnaak hatyara agar murda haalat me bhi kanoon ke hath lag jayega to kisi ko usse koi sahaanubhuti nahi hogi. Balki log to yahi soch ke raahat ki lambi saans lenge ki murda hi sahi par wo hatyara pakda to gaya. Ek tarah se uska kissa hi khatm ho gaya. Police ya kanoon bhi janta aur media ko yahi bayaan de sakte hain ki hatyara kyoki unki pakad se bhaag raha tha is liye majburan us par goli chalaani padi that's all."

Rahasyamay shakhs ki baate sun kar mantri kuch na bola. Wo samajh gaya tha ki dusre chhor par kursi me baithe rahasyamay shakhs ne kuch bhi galat nahi kaha tha. Zyadatar maamle aise hi to niptaye jate hain.

"Thik hai jaisa aap chaahe." Fir usne gahri saans lete huye kaha_____"Main to bas yahi chaahta hu ki jitna jaldi ho sake is maamle ke sath sath us hatyare ka bhi kissa khatm ho jaye. Is sabki vajah se saare shahar ka maahaul kharaab ho chuka hai."

"Fikra mat karo." Rahasyamay byakti ne maano use ashwashan diya_____"Us hatyare ka kissa jald se jald khatm kar diya jayega. Tumse kahi zyada hame ab uske zinda rahne se etraaz hai."

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Main ghutno ke bal baitha swati se maafiya maage ja raha tha. Is wakt sach me main apne kiye par bahut pachhta raha tha aur ye soch kar mujhe khud par gussa bhi aa raha tha ki main kaise uske bare me is tarah ka andaza laga sakta tha?

"Chup ho jaao." Sahsa mere kaano me swati ki awaaz padi to maine sir utha kar uski taraf dekha. Wo apne ek hath se apne pallu ko seene par rakh rahi thi. Uske chehre par koi bhi bhaav nahi the. Jab usne dekha ki main use hi dekhe ja raha hu to usne kaha____"Khade ho jaao."

"Mujhe maaf kar dijiye bhabhi." Khade hote hi maine dukhi bhaav se kaha to usne pahle apni aankhe band ki aur fir meri taraf dekhte huye kaha_____"Mujhse maafi kis baat ke liye maag rahe ho tum? Kya tumne koi gunaah kiya hai?"

"K..kya matlab?" Swati ki baat sun kar main andar hi andar buri tarah chaunka. Mujhe samajh me hi na aaya ki wo aisa sawaal kaise kar sakti thi____"Y..ye aap kya kah rahi hain? Kya aapko nahi pata ki maine kitna bada gunaah kar diya hai?"

"Tumne ye kaise jana ki tumse gunaah ho gaya hai?" Swati ne ekdam sapaat bhaav se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha to main aur bhi zyada chakit bhaav se uski taraf dekhne laga.

"M..maine jo kiya." Fir maine khud ko samhaalte huye usse kaha____"Uski vajah se hi aapko dukh hua aur aapki aankho se aansu bahe."

"Achha to mere aansu dekh kar tum ye samajh baithe ki tumse gunaah ho gaya hai.?" Swati jis tarike se sawaal jawaab kar rahi thi wo mere liye bahut hi zyada hairaan kar dene wala tha. Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki wo is wakt aisi betuki baate kar sakti hai.

"H..haan maine to yahi samjha hai bhabhi." Fir maine kaha____"Pahle to main ye soch kar wo sab kar baitha tha ki shayad aapke man me bhi aarti ke jaise mere prati bhaav aa chuke hain lekin jab us sabke baad maine aapki aankho se aansu bahte dekhe to main samajh gaya ki maine galat socha tha."

"Meri aankho se aansu is liye bahe kyoki tumne jo kiya usse main ye samjhi ki tum aarti ki hi tarah mujhe bazaru randi samajh baithe ho." Swati ne usi sapaat lahje me kaha____"Jabki main tumhe pahle hi bata chuki thi ki main aisi waisi nahi hu. Khair jab maine dekha ki tum mere aansu dekh kar mujhse maafiya maagne lage ho aur ye bhi samajh gaye ho ki tumne gunaah kiya hai to mujhe ehsaas hua ki tumhari nazar me meri waisi haisiyat nahi hai jaisi aarti ki hai."

Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki swati ye kaisi baate kar rahi thi. Uska ravaiya, uski baate sab kuch mere liye beyakini tha. Sach kahte hain log ki aurat ke andar ka rahasya koi nahi samajh sakta. Main moorkho ki tarah uski baate sun raha tha. Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki ab kya kahu usse.

"Chaar saal ho gaye." Udhar swati ne gambheer bhaav se kaha_____"Ham pati patni ke bich in chaar saalo me koi sambandh nahi bana. Chaar saal pahle unka auto palat gaya tha jiske chalte poonam ke papa marte marte bache the. Upar wale ki daya se wo to bach gaye lekin us haadse ke baad wo bistar me mujhe koi sukh dene ke kaabil nahi rahe. Teen teen bachche jo ki ab jawaani ki dahleej par hain iske bavjood ham dono ke bich waisa hi sambandh raha tha. Us haadse ke baad shuruaat me bahut takleef huyi lekin fir dhire dhire iski aadat pad gayi. Main bhi is maamle me dhyaan dene ki bajaay apne bachcho ki taraf zyada dhyaan dene lagi thi. Magar kahte hain na ki chaahe jitna bhi man ko bahlaao lekin jab raat hoti hai aur ek hi kamre me ek hi bed par pati ke sath sote hain to andar ke armaan aur hasrate jaag uthti hain. Poonam ke papa aur to kuch kar nahi sakte the magar iske bavjood wo mujhe shaant karne ka koi na koi prayaas karte hi rahte the. Par us thode se prayaas se kaha trapti milti hai. Wo to usi tarike se milti hai na jis tarike se sadiyo se milti aayi hai. Khair chaar saal se aise hi chalta aaya hai. Maine apne jeewan me kabhi bhi kisi dusre purush ke sath is tarah ka koi galat kaam karne ka nahi socha. Tum yaha aaye tab bhi mere man me tumhare prati aise koi khayaal nahi aaye lekin us din jab maine jaana ki tum aarti ke sath wo sab kar rahe ho to mujhe bada tez jhatka laga. Tum dono par gussa to bahut aaya magar achhi tarah jaanti aur samajhti thi ki tum dono ne bhi wahi kiya hai jo duniya me aksar log karte hi hain. Ye alag baat hai ki tum dono ke bich aisa hone ki baat main hajam nahi kar pa rahi thi. Kamre me jab bhi akele hoti to na chaahte huye bhi mera man wahi sab sochne lagta aur fir man me tarah tarah ke khayaal ubharne lagte. Din aise hi guzarne lage. Ashcharya janak roop se meri mansikta bhi badalne lagi. Man me ek dabi huyi ichha sir uthaane lagi, halaaki main aisa bilkul bhi nahi chaahti thi kyoki main poonam ke papa ko dhokha dene ka soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Yahi vajah thi ki jab bhi tum mere saamne aate the to main tumse talkh lahje me baate karti thi aur apni bivasta hi nahi balki apne andar ke gusse ko bhi tum par utaarne ki koshish karti thi. Iska matlab yahi tha ki tum gussa ho jaao aur is ghar se hamesha ke liye chale jaao. Jab tum yaha hote hi nahi aur jab main tumhe dekhti hi nahi to bhala kaise mere man me koi galat khayaal aate. Khair us din jab tum gusse me mujhe wo sab kah kar chale gaye to mujhe laga shayad ab tum chale jaaoge yaha se lekin fir jane kyo ye ehsaas hua ki mujhe tumse wo sab nahi kahna chahiye tha. Aakhir tumhara dosh hi kya tha. Aarti ne to khud hi kaboola tha ki usi ne tumhe usse sambandh banane par majbur kiya tha. Khair uske baad tum kayi dino tak nahi aaye. Main ekdam se pareshan ho gayi thi. Mujhe ye bhi ehsaas hua ki anjaane me hi main aarti se jalne lagi hu aur ye mere liye badi hi hairaani ki baat thi. Maine mahsoos kiya ki mere dil me bhi ye hasrat jaag uthi hai ki tum mere sath bhi wahi karo jo aarti ke sath kiya tha. Baat besharmi wali zarur thi magar sach yahi tha. Mujhe khud par yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki main aisa kaise soch sakti hu? Mere chehre par chhaayi pareshani poonam ke papa ko bhi dikh gayi aur unhone puchha bhi magar maine unhe kuch bhi nahi bataya. Batati bhi kaise? Ye aisi baat to nahi thi jo khushi khushi apne hi pati se bata di jaati. Do teen din aise hi nikal gaye magar mere chehre se pareshaani ke bhaav na gaye. Poonam ke papa ne ek din mujhe kasam de kar puchha ki aakhir aisi kaun si baat ho gayi hai jiske chalte unki patni ka chaand jaisa chehra is tarah pareshaniyo se ghir gaya hai. Unke dwara kasam dene se main bahut zyada ghabra gayi thi. Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki kaise unhe apne andar ka sach bataau? Bahut soch vichaar karne ke baad maine faisla kar liya ki unhe bata deti hu lekin usse pahle maine bhi unhe kasam di ki main unhe jo kuch bhi bataaugi use sun kar wo mujh par gussa nahi karenge. Mere aisa kahne par wo muskura kar bole ki chaahe jitni bhi badi baat ho wo mujh par gussa nahi honge. Bas uske baad maine unhe sab kuch bata diya. Sach batane ke baad jaha ek taraf ghabrahat se meri saanse ruk gayi thi wahi dusri taraf wo meri baate sun kar ekdam se khamosh ho gaye the."

Swati itna sab kuch bol kar ekdam se chup huyi to meri tandra tooti. Main saanse roke jaise uski baato me hi kho gaya tha. Uske chup ho jane par maine uski taraf dekha to wo lambi lambi saanse le rahi thi. Main ab ye soch soch kar chakit tha ki swati ne apne pati ko sab kuch bata diya tha. Main ab ye jaanne ke liye utsuk ho utha ki sach jaanne ke baad Dinesh ne swati se kya kaha hoga ya kaisa react kiya hoga usne?

"F...fir kya hua?" Maine utsukta se puchha_____"Jab aapne Dinesh bhai ko sab kuch bata diya to unhone kya kaha? Kya wo aap par gussa huye?"

"Mere dwara sach jaanne ke baad us raat wo kuch nahi bole the." Swati ne gahri saans le kar kaha____"Bas ye kah kar bed par let gaye the ki so jaao. Unke kahne par main chup chaap bed ke dusre chhor par let to gayi thi lekin saari raat mujhe neend nahi aayi. Man me tarah tarah ke khayaal ubhar rahe the jiske chalte meri haalat kharaab hoti ja rahi thi. Us wakt unse kuch kahne ya puchhne ki himmat hi nahi thi mujh me. Udhar mere jaisa hi haal poonam ke papa ka bhi tha. Unhe bhi raat bhar neend nahi aayi thi. Wo so jane ka dikhawa bhale hi kar rahe the magar main jaanti thi ki sab kuch jaanne ke baad unke man me uthal puthal machi huyi thi. Khair subah hamesha ki hi tarah wo fresh hone ke baad chaar baje auto le kar chale gaye the. Idhar main aur bhi zyada pareshan ho gayi thi. Unki khamoshi meri jaan liye ja rahi thi. Khud par ye soch kar gussa aa raha tha ki maine unhe sach bataya hi kyo? Ya fir main tumhari vajah se pareshaan hi kyo huyi thi. Na wo mujhe pareshan haalat me dekhte aur na hi mujhe unhe sach batana padta. Par ab bhala kya ho sakta tha? Saara din aise hi guzar gaya. Dopahar me wo aaye aur lunch kar ke jaldi hi chale gaye. Iske pahle wo lunch karne ke baad ek dedh ghanta araam karte the magar us din jaldi hi chale gaye the. Mujhse bhi koi baat nahi ki thi. Main unka ravaiya dekh kar aur bhi zyada pareshaan aur chintit ho uthi thi. Samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki kya karu? Khair raat huyi aur jab dinner ke baad main kamre me gayi to unhone mujhse baat ki aur jo kuch kaha use sun kar mujhe yakeen nahi hua. Ashcharya se meri aankhe fati rah gayi thi."

"Aisa kya kaha tha dinesh bhai ne aapse?" Swati ki baate sun kar mere zahen me ekdam se kayi tarah ke khayaal taandav sa karne lage the. Uski baate badi hi mysterious lag rahi thi mujhe.

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Bahut hi badhiya update diya hai TheBlackBlood bhai....
Nice and beautiful update...

 

[kamdev99008]

एक के बाद एक ..... लगातार अपडेट दे रहे हो शुभम भाई............. कहानी फिर से गति पकड़ रही है...........

स्वाति के मन का ही नहीं तन का हाल भी पता चल ही गया........... अब बस विक्रम/केशव को हाल दुरुस्त करना है

इधर .....
तरुण की अलग खिचड़ी है
गुलफाम और जफर की अलग
और इन सबसे अलग खिचड़ी CMS का बॉस(?) पका रहा है

अब माया के फोन पर किसका कॉल आया........ ये अगले अपडेट में देखते हैं

 

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"Wahi jo duniya ki koi bhi biwi apne pati se ummid nahi kar sakti." Swati ne ek lambi saans le kar kaha____"Unhone mujhse kaha ki agar mere man me waakayi tumse jismaani sambandh banane ki chaah hai aur isse mujhe khushi milti hai to main khushi se aisa kar sakti hu lekin...!"

"L..lekin??" Mere muh se anayaas hi nikal gaya. Main uske dwara ye sun kar chakit rah gaya tha ki uske pati ne use mere sath jismaani sambandh banane ki anumati de di thi. Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha.

"Lekin ye ki usse pahle main ye jaanne aur samajhne ki koshish karu ki tum mere bare me kaise vichaar rakhte ho?" Swati ne kaha____"Agar tum mujhe aarti ki tarah nimn darze ki samajhte ho to main tumhare sath jismaani sambandh banane ka khayaal apne zahen se nikaal du aur agar tum sachche dil se aur sammaan ki drishti se mere prati bhaav rakhte ho to khushi se tumhare dwara wo khushi praapt kar sakti hu jiske liye main pichhle chaar saalo se taras rahi hu."

Badi ajeeb baat thi. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki bhala ye kaisa logic tha? Halaaki mere liye to sabse bade ashcharya ki baat yahi thi ki dinesh khud is baat ke liye raaji tha, ye alag baat hai ki usne is tarah ki ajeeb shart rakhi thi. Main sochne laga ki kya sach me ek pati ye khushi se chaah sakta hai ki uski biwi ek gair mard ke sath jismaani sambandh banaye? Yu to duniya me vichitra type ke logo ki kami nahi hai magar dinesh se mujhe iski zara bhi ummid nahi thi.

"Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha ki dinesh bhai ne aapko iske liye sahmati di hogi." Maine beyakini se swati ki taraf dekha.

"Mujhe bhi yakeen nahi hua tha." Swati ne kaha____"Main to us wakt tak isi dar me ji rahi thi ki poonam ke papa us sabko jaan kar jane ab kya karenge? Us raat jab unhone mujhse aisa kaha to main chakit rah gayi thi. Jo suna tha us par yakeen hi nahi hua tha mujhe."

"Fir??" Main puchhe bagair na rah saka____"Mera matlab hai ki aapne unse kya kaha fir?"

"Kafi der tak to main kuch bol hi na paayi thi." Swati ne gahri saans le kar kaha____"Samajh me hi nahi aa raha tha ki unse ab kya kahu? Meri haalat dekh kar shayad wo samajh gaye the ki unki baat sun kar meri haalat kya ho gayi hai. Is liye unhone kaha ki wo mujhse bahut prem karte hain aur is baat ka unhe bhi malaal hai ki wo apni patni ko wo sukh nahi de sakte jiski main hakdaar hu aur jiski mujhe zarurat hai. Is liye meri khushi ke liye wo apne dil par patthar rakh kar mujhe aisa kaam karne ki ijazat de rahe hain. Is tarah ki shart bhi unhone isi liye rakhi hai ki wo ye bilkul bhi nahi sah sakte ki unki biwi ke bare me tum gande khayaal apne zahen me paida kar lo."

Swati ki baat sun kar main ek baar fir se chakit bhaav se uski taraf dekhta rah gaya tha. Udhar kuch der ki khamoshi ke baad usne aage kaha_____"Us wakt unki baate sun kar mujhe ye soch kar behad khushi huyi ki poonam ke papa mujhe kitna pyar karte hain aur sath hi mere maan sammaan ki bhi kitni parwaah karte hain. Ye sab soch kar mujhe bahut zyada glaani huyi. Ye soch kar man bahut dukhi hua ki jo pati mujhe itna pyar karta hai aur mere maan sammaan ki itni parwaah karta hai kya uske maan sammaan ke bare me mujhe zara bhi nahi sochna chahiye? Main apni khushi ke liye ya apne jism ki bhookh mitane ke liye kisi gair mard ke bare me soch bhi kaise sakti hu? Jab maine unse ye sab rote huye kaha to unhone mujhe bade pyara se apne gale laga liya aur kahne lage ki main is baat se khush hu ki maine paap karne se pahle hi unhe sab kuch bata diya hai aur aisa tabhi hota hai jab ek patni apne pati se behad pyar karti hai aur wafadaar hoti hai. Warna agar main tumhare sath sambandh bana leti to kya unhe iska pata chalta? Bilkul nahi, balki maine to imandaari se unhe sach bataya. Ab ye unka kartavya hai ki wo meri khushi ke bare me kya sochte hain? Agar wo mujhe khush rakhne me saksham hote to aisi naubat hi kyo aati? Khair us raat unki ijazat milne par bhi main taiyaar nahi huyi. Mera man iske baad bhi aise kaam ko karne ke liye gawaahi nahi diya. Wo to so gaye the lekin main ek baar fir se saari raat nahi so paayi. Man me vichaaro ka bawandar sa chalne laga tha. Pata nahi raat ke kaun se pahar meri aankh lagi. Subah huyi to unhone hi mujhe jagaya. Maine unke liye chaay banaayi. Chaay peete samay unhone ek baar fir se mujhe kaha ki main tumhe tatolne ki koshish karu aur agar tum mujhe aarti ki tarah nahi samajhte ho to main khushi se tumhare sath sambandh banane ki pahal kar sakti hu. Unke kahne par maine koi jawaab nahi diya. Uske baad wo chale gaye. Do din aise hi nikal gaye. Wo jab ghar aate to akele me mujhse puchhte ki maine is bare me kuch kiya ya nahi? Jawaab me maine yahi kaha ki mujhse ye nahi hoga. Wo jaante the ki main unke bare me soch kar hi is maamle me kadam nahi badha rahi hu. Tab unhone mujhe fir se samjhana shuru kar diya, yaha tak ki jabran mujhe kasam bhi de di. Main aisi duvidha me fans gayi thi ki mujhe kuch bhi nahi soojh raha tha. Unke kasam dene par maine socha main khud koi pahal nahi karugi lekin agar tum pahal karoge to main pahle yahi parkhugi ki tum mere bare me kis tarah ke vichaar rakhte ho.?"

Sach kahu to ye meri life ki aisi hairatangez baate thi jiske bare me main kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha. Swati ki in baato se itna to main bhi samajh gaya tha ki wo khud bhi aisi waisi aurat nahi thi. Agar wo aisi waisi hoti to aarti ki tarah wo kab ka mere sath sambandh bana leti aur apne pati ko iski bhanak tak na lagne deti. Wahi dusri taraf uska pati dinesh bhi kamaal ka hi aadmi tha. Ek gair mard ke sath apni hi biwi ko sambandh bana lene ke liye khushi se kah chuka tha. Waah re jigra.

Ye sach hai ki agar dinesh me kami na hoti to swati aise kaam ke bare me sochti bhi nahi. Kyoki bhale hi use aarti ke sath mere sambandho ka pata chal gaya tha magar uske asar ke chalte wo mere niche let jane wali hargiz nahi thi balki apni garmi ko wo apne pati ke dwara hi shaant karti. Baharhaal jo bhi ho lekin ab ye to pakka ho gaya tha ki swati jaisi hushn ki mallika ko bhogne ka permit khud uske pati ne hi de diya tha. Sala ye soch kar hi mera dil khushi se jhoom utha tha. Barsho baad aarti ke roop me kisi aurat ko pelne ka mauka mila tha lekin swati ki to baat hi alag hone wali thi.

"To ab kya vichaar hai?" Main ab der nahi karna chaahta tha is liye mudde ki baat par aate huye kaha____"Kya mahsoos kiya aapne?"

"M..matlab??" Swati ko jaise meri baat samajh na aayi.
"Matlab ye ki kya aapne aisa kuch mahsoos kiya?" Maine use samjhane wale andaz me kaha____"Jisse aapko pata chal gaya ho ki main aapke bare me kaise vichaar rakhta hu?"

"Pahle bhi mahsoos kiya hai aur aaj bhi mahsoos kiya hai." Swati ne meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Maine to ye bhi socha hai ki tumhare jaisa insaan agar sach me kisi aurat ke sath galat karne ka irada rakhta to wo mere sath jane kab ka galat kar ke yaha se raffu chakkar ho gaya hota. Iske liye bhala koi tumhara kya bigaad leta? Magar tumne aisa kabhi nahi kiya. Aarti ke maamle me bhi tumhara koi kasoor nahi tha. Poonam ke papa ne agar mujhe kasam na di hoti to yakeen maano main kabhi tumhare sath sambandh banane ki pahal na karti, bhale hi chaahe main kitna hi apne jism ki aag me jalti rahti."

"Main samajhta hu bhabhi." Maine gambheer bhaav se kaha____"Aaj kareeb ek mahina ho gaya hai mujhe yaha rahte huye. Is ek mahine me main aap sabke bare me itna to samajh hi gaya hu ki aap log kis tarah ke log hain. Aapko is bare me safaayi dene ki koi zarurat nahi hai aur haan yakeen maaniye main aapke bare me kuch bhi galat nahi soch raha hu. Aapki tulna aarti se main kar hi nahi sakta kyoki usme aur aap me zameen asmaan ka fark hai. Usne jo kiya wo waakayi me galat tha kyoki usne apne pati ki chori se mere sath galat sambandh banaye. Yaani usne apne pati ke sath dhokha hi nahi balki vishwaas-ghaat kiya hai jabki aapne aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya hai. Aapne apne pati ko sab kuch bata kar bahut achha kiya hai. Main to aapki baate sun kar ab tak chakit hu. Main kalpana bhi nahi kar sakta tha ki aap aisa kuch kar sakti hain. Meri nazar me aapka kad bahut uncha ho gaya hai bhabhi aur ye mera saubhagya hi hoga agar aap mere sath is tarah ka sambandh bana lengi."

Meri baate sun kar swati ke chehre par pahli baar khushi ke bhaav ubharte dikhe. Aisa laga jaise usne koi jung fatah kar li ho. Apne liye ek sammaan wali jung.

"Chalo bahut baate ho gayi." Fir usne apni sharm mishrit muskaan ko chhupate huye kaha____"Maine tumhare liye khana garam kiya tha wo fir se thanda ho gaya hoga. Ruko main fir se garam kar ke laati hu. Tab tak tum bhi hath muh dho lo."

"Aapko takleef uthane ki zarurat nahi hai bhabhi." Maine bade prem poorwak kaha____"Khana thanda ho gaya hoga to kya hua. Main thanda hi kha looga. Aapke hatho ka bana hua hai to shandaar hi hoga wo. Halaaki mujhe bhookh bilkul bhi nahi hai lekin aapka dil rakhne ke liye kha hi luga. Aata hu hath muh dho kar."

Sach to ye tha ki main andar hi andar khushi se foola nahi sama raha tha. Mera to dil kar raha tha ki khane pine ko tel lene bhej du aur swati ke sath maza karna shuru kar du magar aisa karna bilkul bhi uchit nahi tha. Upar wale ne bes-keemti tohfa diya tha to us tohfe ka lutf jaldbaazi me nahi uthana chahiye tha.

Main khushi khushi andar hi bane bathroom ki taraf tezi se badh gaya. Jaldi hi bathroom se main hath muh dho kar aa gaya. Kuch hi der me swati hatho me thaali le kar aayi aur thaali ko center table par rakh diya. Wo jaise hi thaali rakhne ke liye jhuki to uski saadi ka pallu sarak kar niche gir gaya jisse black colour ke blauj ke bade gale se jhaankte uske gore gore kharbuje aadhe se zyada meri aankho ko darshan de gaye. Unhe dekh kar maine ek aah bhari aur ye soch kar khud ko shaant kiya ki thoda sabar rakh vikram. Ye kharbuje bahut jald chakhne ko milne wale hain tujhe.

Swati ko bhi pata chal gaya tha ki main uske kharbujo ko dekh raha hu is liye wo fauran hi seedha khadi ho gayi aur apne pallu se seene ko dhank liya. Uske chehre par sharm ki laali anayaas hi ubhar aayi thi. Hotho par baarik si muskaan bhi ubhri thi jise usne jaldi hi chhupa liya tha. Main man hi man muskuraya aur chup chaap khana khane laga.

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Maya apne kamre me bed par leti huyi lekhak RituRaj ka upanyaas "Wada Kar Le Saajna" padh rahi thi. Upanyaas padhne me wo kuch zyada hi magan thi lekin tabhi sahsa uska dhyaan bhang hua. Use aisa laga jaise kahi se koi awaaz aa rahi hai. Awaaz ka ehsaas hote hi uske kaan satarkatapoorwak khade ho gaye. Usne dhyaan se sunne ki koshish ki. Kamre ka darwaza andar se band tha is liye use aane wali awaaz saaf taur par sunaayi nahi de rahi thi. Usne fauran hi upanyaas ko ek taraf rakha aur fir sawdhaani se bed par se utri. Chand kadmo me hi wo darwaze ke paas pahuchi. Darwaze se kaan sata kar usne aane wali awaazo ko dhyaan se sunne ki koshish ki. Uske chehre par ajeeb tarah ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Agle kuch hi palo me uske chehre ke bhaav badle. Aisa laga jaise usne raahat ki saans li ho.

Darwaza khol kar wo baahar nikli aur minakshi wale kamre ki taraf badh chali. Kuch hi der me wo darwaza khol kar kamre me andar daakhil ho gayi. Kamre me aate hi uski nazar bed par baithi minakshi par padi.

"Kab se awaaz de rahi hu aapko." Maya par nazar padte hi minakshi ne kaha____"Aur aap thi ki sun hi nahi rahi thi."

"Baat kya hai?" Maya ne minakshi se puchha____"Kis liye awaaz de rahi thi mujhe?"
"Periods aaye huye hain mujhe." Minakshi ne apni dono taango ko faila kar maya ko dikhate huye kaha____"Dekhiye pura shalwaar khoon ke bahne se kharaab ho gaya hai."

Maya ne dekha minakshi ki shalwaar sach me uski taango ke beech khoon se geeli ho gayi thi. Uske chehre par halke peeda ke bhaav bhi numaya ho rahe the.

"Kya zyada takleef ho rahi hai tumhe?" Maya ne uske chehre ke bhaavo ko padhte huye puchha.

"Puchh to aise rahi hain aap jaise aapko pata hi na ho." Minakshi ne bura sa muh banate huye kaha____"Is khoon ki vajah se meri penty aur shalwaar dono hi geele ho gaye hain jiski vajah se bahut ajeeb feel ho raha hai mujhe. Aapke paas agar pad ho to de dijiye please."

"Mere paas nahi hain." Maya ne kaha____"Mere periods aaye hi nahi hain abhi is liye pads lene ka khayaal hi nahi aaya. Khair filhaal ek kaam karo apni shalwaar aur penty utaar kar koi kapda laga lo. Waise bhi is kamre me tum akeli hi to ho. Koi dekhne to aayega nahi to problem kaisi? Vikram abhi yaha hai nahi warna usse tumhare liye pads magwa deti."

Maya ki baat sun kar minakshi ne ek baar fir se bura sa muh bana liya jabki uski taraf ek nazar daalne ke baad maya palti aur darwaze se baahar aa gayi. Baahar se darwaze ki kundi laga kar wo apne kamre me aa gayi. Kamre me aayi to dekha uska mobile phone baj raha tha. Usne darwaza band kiya aur bed ke sirhaane par rakhe mobile ko utha liya. Nazar mobile ki screen par flash kar rahe number par padi to uske chehre ke bhaav badalte chale gaye.

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Bahut hi shaandar update diya hai TheBlackBlood bhai....
Nice and awesome update...