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UPDATE 132
Kal fir agar tere bacche bhi tere saath waisa hi kare to ye mat kehna ki galti unki hai...Shikayat karne ka hak tere paas nahi rahega?
Atul ko chup dekh Gaurav ek baar fir bola.
Atul kuch der aur sochta raha...Ek baar sabhi ki taraf dekha...Sab usse ummeed bhari najron se dekh rahe thhe.
Abb Atul utth kar Papa ke paas pahuncha aur jhuk kar unke pair chhu liya.
Papa bhi usse uthaa kar gale laga lete hai.
Dono ke hi aankhon mein aansu thhe...Ek sukoon.
Atul:- Bacchon ki baat to bahut der ki hai...Unki baare mein kuch socha bhi nahi.
Pehle jo galat karne jaa raha hun wo karne se khud ko rok raha hun.
Fir Atul apni Papa ki taraf dekhta hai...Shayad hi unhe itna khush kabhi usne dekha tha...Dil se ek bahut bada bojh utar gaya tha.
Atul:- Papa...Aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe...Aap mere kitne bade se badi galtiyan maaf kar chuke hain.
Bachpan mein aap ke dost ke hi paise churaana ho yaa fir pados ke ek ladke ko peet peet kar hospital mein admit karaana ho.
Ghar mein aaye mehmaan ko pareshaan karna ho yaa fir gussa nikaalne ke liye ghar ke hi saamaan ka tod fod jaise naye tv aur laptop.
Bahut shararat kiya bachpan mein...Lekin aapne hamesha mujhe maaf hi kiya tha.
Abb sab kuch yaad aa raha hai.
Aap ne hamesha mujhe maaf hi kiya hai toh kya mai aapki ek galti maaf nahi kar sakta jo anjaane me hua aur usme kahi naa kahi mera bhi galti tha.
A. Dad:- Nahi tera galti nahi tha...Har bacche ka iccha aur hak hota hai ki uske Maa Baap usse bahut pyar kare aur uska khayal rakhe.
Lekin mai...Uss vakt thoda busy tha aur paiso ki jarurat mein kaam me itna vyast ho gaya ki tujh par utna dhyan nahi de paaya.
Mai excuse nahi de raha hun uss vakt mai galat tha...Busy hone ke baad bhi thoda vakt nikaalna chahiye tha...Jo nahi kar paaya aur uss vakt shayad samajh bhi nahi paaya.
Dhire dhire tu bada hota gaya...Tu apne Maa aur Didi ke karib tha jo hamesha tera khayal rakhti thi...Mai bas tera jarurat hi pura karta tha...Vakt nahi nikalta tha.
Gaurav ye khud mere paas aata tha...To iske saath baatein kar lets tha...Aur issi vajah se shayad tujhe laga ki mai sirf iss se pyar karta hun.
Pyar to sabhi ko karta hun lekin shayad dikha nahi paaya...Pehle se hi mai jyada baatein nahi karta tha...Shayad yahi mera sabse badi galti saabit hua...Pyar karna hi kaafi nahi jataana bhi padta hai.
Dhire dhire humare bich baatein aur bhi kam hone laga...Shayad baatein karne mein bhi jhijhak si hone laga tha...Mai bas ek pitaa ki jimmedaari ke roop mein tera jarurat pura karta chala gaya...Vishwash bhi shayad kam hota chala gaya hum dono ke rishte mein.
Aur dekhte hi dekhte anjaane me kya se kya ho gaya.
Atul:- Taali ek haath se nahi bajta...Mai bhi anjaane me hi sahi galti mein shamil tha...Aap mere paas nahi aaate thhe to mai bhi aapke paas nahi jaata tha.
Attitude problem...Shayad kuch jaldi hi ye baat dimaag mein baith gaya tha...Bahut pehle hi ye sochta tha ki agar koi mujhe ignore kare to mai bhi usse ignore karunga.
Aap ko bhi karne laga...Bas jarurat ki baatein hi karta tha aapse.
Shayad uss vakt attitude ko bhul kar thoda samajhdaari se kaam chalana chahiye tha.
Issi tarah dono Baap Bete apna gile shikwe dur karte hai...Dono ke dil se ek bojh utar gaya tha aur uski jagah liya tha sukoon ne...Ek khushi ne.
Gaurav:- Bhai ho sake to mujhe bhi maaf kar de.
Ek paschataap bhari aawaj me Gaurav ne kaha.
Atul bas usse ghurta raha.
Gaurav:- Iss maamle mein tujhe jor jabardasti nahi kar sakta...Kyu ki mai shayad uss laayak bhi nahi hun.
Atul:- Lagta haj abb tu bhi koi gheesa pitaa kahani sunaane wala hai.
Gaurav:- Shayad aisa lag sakta hai tujhe...Lekin jo kuch bhi bolunga sach hi bolunga.
Gaurav ne ek lambi saans liya aur bolna suru kiya.
Bachpan se hi tu mujhe pasand nahi tha...Kabhi tujhe apna bhai maana bhi nahi...Hamesha se nafrat karta aaya hun.
Chhoti si umar me hi kuch aise dosto ka saath mila jo kisi ke bhi jindagi tabaah karne ke liye kaafi ho.
Chhote se bade har tarah ke dost thhe...Unke saath uthna baithna, badmaasi karna yahi sab mera kaam hota tha.
Unse hi suna tha ki ghar mein do bhai hona acchi baat nahi hai...Maa aur Papa ka pyar bant jaata hai...Paise aur sab kuch aapas mein bat jaata hai.
Aur jab tu paida hua tab ye baat sach bhi laga...Dekhta tha ki Maa ka dhyan mujh se jyada tujh par hai...Aisa lagta tha jaise Maa to mujhe bhul hi gayi hai...Aur jab tu thoda bada hua to mera khilauna bhi tera ho gaya.
Tabhi se wo baatein sach lagne laga...Acche se sahi galat samjhane wale kam thhe aur kaan bharne wale jyada.
Aur jab jawaani ke time me aaya tab ye duriyan bahut badh gaya...Pehle hi aise doston ka sangat mein kaafi bigadh chuka tha...Bahut jald cigarette, gaanja aur daaru bhi suruwaat kar diya tha.
Aur aise mein tera dakhal andaazi mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi tha...Har bit te din tujhse aur bhi nafrat hone laga tha.
Tu bhi mujhse nafrat karne laga...Tera mujhse naa darna aur har baat ka jawaab dena...Ye humaari dushmani ko kaafi aage le gaya.
Upar se dosto ki baaton ka asar ki Papa ki sabhi property hum dono mein divide ho jaayega...Issi vajah se Papa ke dil mein tere liye nafrat gholna suru kar diya aur tujhe ghar se nikaalne ka planning suru kar diya.
Lekin ussi vakt Riya se pyar ho gaya...Uski pyar mein itna andha tha ki kuch bhi kar leta tha bina soche samjhe...Mai to isse bahut pyar karta tha lekin ye mujhe kyu pyar karti hai aaj tak samajh mein nahi aaya...Naa hi iske paas paison ki koi kami tha aur naa hi kisi cheej ka.
Khair, ye chahti thi ki tera shaadi Preeti se ho...Iss liye ghar se nikaalne ka plan cancel kar tujhe Nisha se alag karne ki koshish mein lag gaya.
Atul:- To ab ek raat mein kaise badal gaya?
Gaurav:- Badlaaw ek raat ki nahi hai...Kayi saal ki hai.
Jab tu ghar chhod kar gaya to mai bahut khush tha...Sab kuch mere hisaab se chal raha tha.
Ek din Papa ko business mein bahut loss ho gaya...Haalath aisa tha ki ghar chalana bhi mushkil ho gaya tha.
Uss vakt...Mera wo koi dost mera kaam nahi aaya...Khushi mein to sab saath deta hai lekin gham mein? Ek pal mein pata chal gaya kaun apna hai aur kaun paraya !!!
Tu bhi itna dur chala gaya tha ki shayad hi kabhi wapas aata.
Majburi mein mujhe kaam sambhalna pada...Tab dhire dhire pata chala jindagi kya hota hai?
Sangharsh kisse kehte hai? Majburi kisse kehte hai? Bure din kisse kehte hai?
Sab kuch sikh gaya ussi pal mein...Ye bhi pata chala ki jindagi sirf saajish nahi hota hai...Aur jindagi itna aashaan bhi nahi jitna mai sochta tha.
Jab kaam karte gaya tab pata chala jindagi ko imaandaari se jeena kitna mushkil hota hai...Mushkil to hota hai lekin alag hi sukoon milta hai.
Kisi tarah apne ghar ko sambhaal raha tha...Aur ussi vakt Aarav ka janm hua...Soch liya tha ki isse galat raaste par jaane nahi dunga...Jo galtiyan khud kiya tha wo usse karne nahi dunga.
Ghar aur Aarav ko sambhalte sambhalte mujh mein bahut badlaaw aaya...Maa se baat karta to sirf ek hi baat pata chalta...Wo tujhe fir se iss ghar mein dekhna chaahti thi.
Tab jaake ehsas hua kitna bada galti hua hai mujhse...Tere saath hamesha galat kiya wo bhi dusro ke kehne par...Har baar mujhe khud ki hi galti dikhne laga...Nafrat sa ho gaya khud se ki be wajah tera jindagi tabaah kar diya.
Maine jis kisi ka bhi nukshaan kiya tha unn sab se maafi maanga...Papa se bhi sach keh kar maafi maang liya...Lekin mujhe maafi nahi mila.
Aur fir issi paschataap mein aaj bhi jee raha hun ek ummeed ke saath ki humaare pariwar mein sab kuch thik hoga...Abb nahi chahiye mujhe koi paisa koi property jo har cheej kharid sakta hai lekin khushi nahi, sukoon nahi aur naa hi chhain.
Mujhe tu chahiye Atul apne chote bhai ke roop mein...Bachpan to miss kar diya lekin jab dusra mauka mila to chahta hun abb bade bhai ka farz nibhaane ka.
Itna keh kar Gaurav chup ho gaya aur Atul ko dekh fir bola.
Gaurav:- Agar tu mujhe maafi ke laayak samajhta hai to please maaf kar dena.
Atul kuch der sochta raha aur fir Di ki taraf dekha...Shayad abhi bhi usse Gaurav par bharosha nahi tha aur aise hi fir wo Gaurav par vishwash karna nahi chahta tha.
Maa ki taraf dekha toh wo bhi ummeed bhari najron se Atul ko dekh rahi thi.
Di ki taraf se bhi ishara mein jawaab aaya ki Gaurav sach keh raha hai.
Atul kuch der soch hi raha tha ki usse ek phone aaya...Phone Ajay ka tha.
Wo phone pick karne baahat jaane laga...Raaste mein Gaurav ki kandha par haath rakh usne apna jawaab de diya.
Gaurav ne sukoon mein aankhein band kar liya...Maa ki bhi aankho se aansu aa gaye...Unka sapna pura ho gaya...Pura pariwar ek hone ka.
Atul:- Kaha hai wo?
Nafrat bhari aawaj mein Atul ne pucha.
Ajay Atul ko Ravi ke paas le gaya.
Gusse mein Ravi par do chaar mukkon ka barsaat kiya Atul ne...Fir bhi.
Ravi:- Kitna bhi maar...Lekin mujhe afsosh nahi...Khush hun ki tera itna vakt barbaad kar diya.
Atul bas usse gusse se dekhta raha...Andar hi andar wo kuch soch raha tha.
Ravi:- Ek baat bata...Aakhir mere pyar mein kya kami tha jo Nisha mujhe nahi tujhe pyar karti thi?
Iss baar Ravi ki baaton mein dard tha.
Atul:- Tujh jaise ghatiya insaan se kaun pyar karega...Tu insaan ghatiya, tera pyar ghatiya aur tera pyar ka choice bhi ghatiya.
Agar tu sach mein Nisha se pyar karta to uski khushi ke liye sochta...Uske pith piche saajish nahi karta.
Aur tu mera pyar se compare karta hai...Nisha jab suru mein mujhse baat nahi karna chahti thi to mai usse dur hi rehta tha...Hamesha uska respect kiya.
Tera pyar mein Nisha ke liye khushi aur sammaan hai hi nahi...Hamesha tune khud ka socha...Pyar nahi tera junoon tha ye.
Fir Atul chup ho gaya aur Ajay ko side mein bulaa kar.
Atul:- Abb isse aur mauka nahi de sakta...Agar mai kuch karne laga to ye pakka mar jaayega.
Tu hi kuch kar iska...Physically nahi mentally...Ek khauff bitha de iska dimaag me jisse ye kabhi ubhar hi na paaye...Aur kuch karne ka soche bhi nahi...Aur baad mein uss Rohit ka bhi. (Atul ka classmate jisne Nisha aur Ravi ki shaadi ki jhuthi photo Atul ko dikhaya tha.)
Iss baar Atul ki har ek baaton mein nafrat tha...Wo apne gunehgaar ko maaf karne ka mood mein bilkul bhi nahi tha.
[Abb bas ek short and sweet update baaki hai aur fir story complete.]
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