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Mega -Update - 101
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Kahani Ab Tak -
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Main sab baton se anjan, apni car Raju ke ghar ki taraf bhaga
raha tha. Or kuchh hi der me main raju ke ghar par pohoch gaya.
Door unki maid ne khola, mere puchhne par Raju ke room ki taraf
ishara karke wo chali gayi.
Main bhi chal diya raju se milne, par is baar maine room ka door
knock karna theek samjha.
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Ab Aage -
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Door knock karte hi Raju ne door khol diya,
Or mujhe andar ki or ishara karke wo bahar
nikal gaya,
Main andar chal diya, andar ka nazara dekh kar
mujhe shock sa laga, Mariya bed par baithi thi,
or ro rahi thi, mujhe dekhte hi wo apne aansu
saaf karne lagi.
or gardan jhuka kar apradhiyon ki tarhan baith gayi,
Main uske paas jakar baith gaya, or uska chehra
oopar ko uthaya,
uski aakhen rone ki vajha se laal ho gayin thin,
Wo badi masoom si lag rahi thi, maine uska matha
choom liya, or aisa karte hi wo zor se rote hue mere
gale lag gayi.
Main usko puchkarte hue uske sar par hath phirane
laga, or usko chup hone ke liye bolne laga.
Thodi der baad wo shant hui, par mujhse nazar nahin
mila rahi thi, bas sar niche karke baithi thi,
Main - Mariya, mujhe maaf kar de, main galat wakht
par bina knock kiye tumhare room me ghus aaya tha,
par main sach kehta hun, mera aisa janbujhkar nahin
kiya.
Mariya sharam se gardan jhukaye hi boli -
Mariya - Bhai, aap kis baat ki mafi maang rahe hain,
Paap to maine kiya hai, wo bhi apne hi sage bhai ke
sath....
Ye kehte - kehte wo phir se sisakne lagi.
Main - agar aisi hi baat hai to main to, duniya ka sabse
bada papi hun.
(Maine kuchh sochte hue use sach se avgat karaya)
Meri baat se wo ekdam se sar utha kar meri aakhon
me jhakne lagi, uska rone ko jsise break lag gaya tha.
jaise wo meri akhon me dekhna chah rahi ho ki main
apne aap ko papi kyon keh raha hun.
Mariya (dabe hue swar me)- ye aap mujhe behlane ke
liye bol rahe hain, kyonki mujhe aap par khud se
zyada vishvas hai bhai, aap kabhi paap nahin kar
sakte.
Main - Dekho Mariya, kya paap or kya punya ye main
nahin janta, or na hi janna chahta hun, par tumhen
ek raaz batana chahta hun, jo mere or mere pariwar
ke siva koi nahin janta, haan par use janne ke baad
shayad tumhare dil par badha hua bojh khatam ho
jayega.
Ye kehte hue main uski aakhon me dekh raha tha,
Uski aakhon me sab kuchh janne ki laalsa saaf dikhai
pad rahi thi,
Main - kya tum sunne ko tayyar ho?
Mariya ne dheere se apna sar haan me hilaya.
Main (uski aakhon me dekhte hue)- Main jo kuchh
bhi kahun wo apne tak hi rakhna
(usne meri baat se sar hila kar OK kaha)
Main Mansi se pyar karta hun, or wo bhi mujhse
bohot pyar karti hai.
Or bohot jald main usse shadi karne vala hun.
(Main ek hi saans me sab bol gaya)
Meri baat se Mariya bhochakki reh gayi, uski aakhen
bahar aane ko ho gayin.
Mariya (shock me)- ye aap kya bol rahe ho? Aapki
to priya se engagement ho chuki hai, jab usko pata
chalega to kya hoga.
Main (haste hue)- asal me Mansi ne hi priya ko apnane
ko kaha tha, priya mere or mansi ke bare me sab janti
thi, un dono ne ek dusre ko bohot pehle apna liya tha.
Meri baat sunkar unke dimag me visfot pe visfot ho
rahe the, use samajh nahin aa raha tha, ye kaise ho
sakta hai, 1 ladki, dusri ladki ko, kaise accept kar sakti
hai, wo bhi jab dusri ladki uske pati ki sagi behen ho.
Main uske chehre ke expression se sab samajh raha
tha ki iske man me kya chal raha hoga.
Aur uski bhavnao ko samjhte hue main aage bola-
Main - Mariya, pyar sab kuchh kara deta hai, pyar
kurbani chahta hai, or usko kurbani deni hi padti hai.
tabh jakar sachcha pyaar milta hai.
Mariya - or bhai is duniya or samaaj ka kya?
kya ye duniya samajh payegi, ek bhai or ek behen
ke pyaar ko?, kya ye samaaj is rishte ko accept karega.
Main - dekho mariya, ye rishte secret hote hain,
kisi ko bataye nahin jate, pata nahin duniya me
kitne bhai behen shadi karke ek sath reh rahe honge
or unke baare me koi nahin jaanta hoga,
Wo meri baat bade chaw se sun rahi thi.
Phir main use incest ke bare me samjhate hue bola-
Main - tumhen pata hai incest rishte zyada mazboot
kyon hote hain?
Isliye ke,' maan lo tumhari zindagi me koi or ladka
aata hai, to uspar vishvaas ya bharosa tumhen
ekdam se nahin hoga, tum uske bare me sab kuchh
janne ke baad or uske sath kam se kam 2 - 3 saal
relationship me rehne ke baad hi uspar vishvaas kar
paogi, or uske baad bhi pata nahin wo tumhare sath
kab vishvasghat kar de, kyonki ye duniya bure logon
se bhari padi hai,
Or dusri taraf, agar tumhen tumhare bhai se pyaar
ho gaya to tum us par khud se zyada bharosa kar
paogi, tumhen uspar itna to pakka vishvas rahega
ki wo tumhen kabhi dhokha nahin dega.
Meri baat wo bade dhiyan se sun rahi thi, or meri
haan me haan mila rahi thi. Jaise meri har baat se
sehmat ho.
Mariya - bhai, kya hamara dharm is baat ki ijazat deta
hai? Kya ye paap nahin hai? Kya bhagwan hame iske
badle narak me nahin daal dega?
Main (muskurate hue)- bhagwan ne to sirf insaan
banaya tha, ye dharam, jati, kayde - kanoon
ye sab insano ki rachna hai,
Bhagwan ne to sirf achchhe or bure me farak
samjhaya tha,
Par jaise - jaise insaan ka dimag develop hota gaya
Waise - waise hi usne ye kayde kanoon bana dale.
Tum bas itna jaan lo ki sachche pyaar me hi swarg
hai, chahe wo pyar bahar mile ya ghar me.
Meri baaton ka uspar asar saaf dekha ja sakta tha,
Uske chehre par sharam ke sath - sath ek muskan
ki lakeer thi, jisse uska masoom chehra or zyada
damak raha tha.
Maine aage badhkar uske gulabi hue gaalon par
baari - baari kiss kiya or bola -
Main - ab tere dout clear ho gaye hain ya kuchh
or puchhna baaki hai?
(maine apni dono eyebrow utate hue usse puchha)
Mariya ke galon par kiss karne se, uske gaal laal
tamatar se ho gaye the, or uske chehre par
ek tez sharmili muskan thi,
Mariya (muskurate hue)- mujhe apki or mansi didi
ki love story sunni hai.
Main (haste hue)- chal theek hai, par phir tujhe bhi
apni love story sunani padegi,
Is baat se wo sharam se laal pad gayi, or apne
chehre ko apne hathon me chhipa liya.
Main (haste hue) - Jab pyaar kiya to darna kya.
Wo zor se hasne lagi iska hasta hua chehra uske
hathon ke pichhe chhio sa gaya tha.
Phir maine usko apni, Mansi or Priya ki love story
sunai, jise wo bade chaw se maze le ke kar sunti
rahi. Or apni story poori karne ke baad main bola-
Main - dekh ab maine tujhe sab kuchh bata diya hai
chal ab bina natak ke apni story bata.
Mariya (sharmate hue)- kahan se shuru karun?
Main - shuru se bata or kuchh bhi chhipana mat.
Wo 2 minute sochti rahi phir usne bolna shuru kiya.
Mariya - jab main 8th class me thi, tabh sirf apni
padhai par focus karti thi, na main kisi ladke se baat
karti thi, na hi kisi ladke ki taraf dekhti thi,
Sirf apne kaam se kaam rakhti thi.
Par bhai ke sirf 2 hi dost the, ek aap or ek hans.
Isi liye main aap or hans se baat kar liya karti thi,
Par dheere - dheere hans mujhse close hota gaya,
Wo aap dono ki gair-mojudgi me bhi mujhse milne
aaya karta tha, wo valentine ka din tha, jab usne
mujhe propose kiya tha, pehle to main shock
ho gayi thi, kyonki main usko dosti ki nazar se dekhti
thi, par phir maine socha ki mere sabse zyada close
ek vahi hai, or us par mujhe bharosa bhi tha,
Kyonki wo aap dono ka friend tha. Isi liye maine uska
proposal accept kar liya, or ham relationship me aa
gaye, Hamare beech wo sab bhi ho chuka tha, jo ek
GF / BF ke beech me hota hai, 2 saal , poore 2 saal
wo mujhe bhogta raha, or phir dusri ladki milte hi
mujhe chhod diya.
Ye kehte hue wo zaro-kataar rone lagi, maine use apni
Bazuon me bhar liya, or uske sar par hath phirane laga.
Main (uske sar par hath phiraye hue)- tujhe maloom bhi
hai, usne meri behen ko jo takleef pohchai uski saza
usko kya mili?
Mariya aansu bhari aakhon se mujhse alag hokar mujhe
dekhne lagi, meri aakhon me aag ke shole umad rahe the
or aansu ki bunden meri aakhon me thehri hui thin.
Mare gusse ke, Aakhon me laali aa gayi thi
Meri aakhon ko dekhkar mariya ke aansu tham gaye the,
Or wo janna chahti thi ki aisa kya hua hans ke sath.
Main (halke aaye ansu saaf karte hue)- jab mujhe pata
chala ki usne tujhe dhokha diya hai, to main tilmila
utha, or usse badla lene ki fraak me tha, par usse pahle
hi mujhe pata chala ki wo mere dushmano ke sath mil
gaya hai, usne mujhpar or raju par janleva hamla kiya,
jisme maine raju ki jaan bacha li, or usko or uske sabhi
sathiyon ko mout ke ghaat utaar diya.
Main apni baat keh kar chup ho gaya, par is baat ka
mariya par bohot ghehra asar hua, wo mere sine me
muh chhipa kar rone lagi,
Ye aansu hans ke liye bilkul bhi nahin the, ye aansu
us dard ke the jo hans ne ham tino ko diya tha,
Jiska naam dhokh tha, wo aansu the us pyaar ke
liye jiske liye maine raju ko bachaya or mariya ka
badla liya tha, wo rote hue mere sine ko chum kar
apna pyaar dikha rahi thi, mere liye uska pyaar
ek sage bhai se bhi kahin badh kar tha, kyonki
main bachpan se hi uski har ichchha puri karta tha,
Jo wo mangti thi wo lakar deta tha, maine kabhi
usme or mansi me farak nahin kiya tha.
Mariya rote hue chup ho gayi thi, par abhi bhi
ek bachche ki tarhan mujhse chipti hui thi.
Maine jaise taise khud ko sambhal kar mazboot
kiya or use khud se alag karte hue bola-
Main - chhodo kal ki baten, kal ki baat purani,
or ye bata ki raju or tere bich pyar ki shuwat
kaise hui ..... hihihihi
(Maine halke se haste hue, uska chehra, apne haton
me lete hue puchha)
Uska chehra sad tha, par maine baat is lehje me
kahi thi, ki wo ekdam se sab kuchh bhool kar
khilkhila gayi.
or thodi der hasne ke baad usne bolna shuru kiya
Mariya - uske baad , jab main bohot sad rehne lagi
kisi bhi kaam me mera dil nahin lagta tha,
Pyaar se vishvas uth chuka tha, or 2 - 3 salon tak
aisa hi chalta raha, par in salon me maine khud ko
study or ghar ke kamon me busy kar liya tha,
Phir aap se dobara milne ke baad jaise zindagi
phir se shuru ho gayi thi, aapne hi samjhaya tha,
ki har ladka ek jaisa nahin hota, ek baar kisi par
bharosa kar ke dekho, sab theek ho jayega.
Bachpan se hi aapne mera sath diya tha,
kabhi ek dost bankar, kabhi ek bhai bankar,
to kabhi ek baap ki tarhan, isi liye aapki baat mere
dil me ghar kar gayi, par mujhe kisi or par vishvas
nahin reh gaya tha, is beech jab aapne raju ko
mera khayal rakhne ko kaha, us wakht main chhip
kar apki baten sun rahi thi, tabhi se raju se meri
care karne laga, mere har achchhe bure ka khayal
rakhne laga, yahan tak ki wo kabhi - kabhi mere
sath so bhi jaya karta tha, is baat se mujhe aap
par bada pyaar aa raha tha, aap ki vajha se meri
zindagi ek baar fir se colourful ho gayi thi,
I Love you bhai
(wo mere gaal par kiss karte hue boli)
Phir wo aage boli-
Meri itni care karne par mujhe raju se pyaar
ho gaya, uski har ek baat, har ek ada mujhe
diwana banane lagi, oar main izhaar nahin kar
pa rahi thi, apni feelings apne man me dabai
hui thin, par barsat ki wo raat, jab raju kahin
par party karke aaya tha, or nashe me dhut
tha, wo mere room me aya or lad-khadate
hue mere bed par gir gaya, nashe me bhi
usko meri fikar thi, wo baar - baar mera haal
chaal puchh raha tha, or next day mujhe shopping
par le jane ki baat kar raha tha, mujhe uspar
bada pyaar aa raha tha, phir wo neend ke agosh
me chala gaya, maine uske jute utare or uspar
chadar daal di, wo neend me kuchh badbada raha
tha, main paas jakar sunne ki koshish karne lagi,
To wo mere bare me hi baat kar raha tha,
mere to kaan khade ho gaye,
Wo mera naam lekar I love you bol raha tha,
or keh raha tha, ki wo meri zindagi sawaar dega.
Mujhe to jaise manchahi muraad mil gayi thi,
or main uske sine oar sar rakh kar sone lagi,
Uski bahon me mujhe sukoon ki neend aayi.
Or agle hi din maine apne man ki baat raju ko
bata di, jise usne bhi maan liya, shayad wo bhi
mujhse bohot pehle se pyaar karta tha.
Itna kehte hue wo shant pad gayi.
Main - jahan tak mujhe pata hai, raju ki ek GF bhi
thi, shivani naam tha uska, kya raju ne use chhod
diya, (maine ashcharya se puchha)
Mariya - bilkul bhi nahin, par usko abhi raju ne is
bare me nahin bataya hai.
Main - chalo theek hai, main khud raju ko samjha
dunga, ki usse kya bolna hai, ahar wo maan gayi,
to tum teeno ek sath khush rahoge.
Meri baat se mariya khush ho gayi.
Or ek baar phir usne mera gaal gila kar diya.
Mariya - Ooo bhai, you are too sweet, aapne bol
diya matlab aap ye kaam jar hi doge.
Wo khush hote hue boli.
Phir maine usse thodi der or baat ki or usse jaldi
milne ka bolkar vahan se nikalne laga,
Par ek dam se shock reh gaya,
Kyonki raju harami na jane kab se door par
khada tha, maine pata nahin kaise dhiyan hi nahin
diya tha, oar uske galon oar sukhe hue aansuo
ke nishan the, jo ye bayan kar rahe the, ki usne
hamari sari baaten suni hain, par us wakht uske
Chehre par santushti ke bhaw the.
Mujhe dekhte hi usne daant nipor diye,
Sala ek baar ko to dil me aaya ki sale ke dant
tod dun, phir socha jane do,
Main - (raju se) - abe sale , kya - kya suna tune.
Raju ( daant dikhate hue)- sab kuchh.
Main - kab se kada tha yahan par?
(Maine dhadakte dil se puchha)
Raju - shuru se hi kahada tha, bahar jakar pani pikar
wapas aa gaya tha,
Maine ek ghusa jama diya us ke pet me.
Wo 'aahhhh' karne oet pakad ke bath gaya.
Or andar se mariya zor - zor se has rahi thi.
Main - sale hamari private baten kyon sun
raha tha tu.?
Ab tujhe sab pata chal hi gaya hai to use apne
tak hi rakhiyo... Samjha,
(Main usko ungli dikhaye hue bola)
Raju - sale ye baat aise hi bol deta marne ki kya
zarurat thi,
Main haste hue ghar ki taraf nikal gaya, mama
ki family bhi aayi hui thi, unse bhi milna tha.
is sab ke alava ek baat or thi jo mere man me
khatak rahi thi, or wo ye thi, ki preeti (mama ki beti)
ka chehra kahin had tak Anjalika se milta tha,
Bilkul waisi hi masumiyat or waisi hi banavat.
Usko dekhkar anju yaad aa jati thi.
Pata nahin kahan hogi? Kaisi hogi? Uske bare
me sochkar meri aakhen bhigne lagin thin.
Phir main sab par viram laga kar ghar ki taraf nikla
Jahan ek khubsurat musibat mera intzaar kar rahi
thi, musibat kehna galat hoga, wo to meri biviyan,
meri behne, meri zindagi, sab kuchh thin.
Mere chehre oar muskan tair gayi.
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