Update6:
Previously:
Panditji mujhe utha ke bachho k sath Mandir pahunch gaye. Mandir mein unhone bahut muskil se mera ilaz kiya par kuchh nahi ho pa raha thaw. Tab wo Devi Murti k samne mujhe lita kar prarthana karne lage. Devi k sindur ko dawai mein mila kar mere sarir mein lep laga diya aur bahar jake darawaja band kardiya. Ab meri kismat Devi Maa k hatho mein hai.
Aab Aage:
Dhire dhire meri ankhe khuli. Par mujhe kuchh dikhayi kyun nahi de raha hai. Har taraf itna andhera kyun hai. Mujhe mere hath bhi nahi dikh raha tha. Main jameen pe pada tha. Main uth kar beth gaya aur sochne laga.
Dhire dhire mujhe sab kuchh yaad ane laga. Ki main kaun hun, kya hun sab kuchh. Mujhe jaise jaise yaad arahe the tab meri aankhon se aansu nikal rahe the. Jab mujhe Payal aur Paras k bare mein pata chala tab mujhe ghabrahat hone lagi. Main jaldi se uth gaya aur idhar udhar bhagne lag gaya. Par andhere mein mujhe kuchh nahi dikh raha tha.
Aise bhagte bhagte bahut samay ho gaya. Par na mujhe kuchh dikh raha tha na kuchh sunayi de raha tha. Main thak kar beth gaya. Kuchh der baad main uth kar bhagne laga aur chillane laga “Koi hai. …Yahan koi hai kya.” Kuchh der baad mere aise chillne k baad. Mere kano mei ek awaz ayi. Ye awaz eisi thi ki jaise koi pani beth raha ho. Main uss awaz ki disha mein chal diya. Kuchh der baad, mujhe ek samandar dikhayi diya aur jaise mere per par samandar ka pani laga. To pani k andar se mujhe rausni ane lagi. Aur pani k andar mujhe ek kamal ka phul dikhayi diya.
Mujhe aisa laga ki mujhe uss k paas jana hai. Mein jaise jaise uss k paas jane laga mere Sine mein dard hone laga. Bahut muskil se me uske pass gaya tha ki ek tej lehar ake mujhe dur kardiya. Phir bhi mene haar nahi mani.
Kuchh der aisa hi chalta raha. Jab bhi mein age badhta tha tab samandar k lehar mujhe dur kar deti thi . Dhire dhire leher ka aakar bhi badhne laga. Ab aisa ho gaya tha ki lehre kuchh 20 ft ka ho gaya tha. Par phir bhi bhi mein age badhta raha.Leher mere taraf aa rahi thi aur aur mein bhi iske taraf daudne lag gaya. Leher jaise nichhe aayi mujhe kuchh sukha nahi aur mene ek chhalang laga di. Aur main leher ke upar se age chala gaya.
Lekin kya kare ab tak meri kismat ne kab mera sath diya tha jab ab degi.Jaise hi mene chalang lagayi thi aur leher ko par kar gaya tha. Main hawa mein tha tab ek hawa ka jhoka ake mujh se takra gaya. Lekin wo aisa tha ki jaise hawa ek bhala ban gaya hai aur mujhe dur phek se raha hai. Lekin baat ye hai ki mein thoda age badh gaya tha. Aise hi leher se kud te aur hawa se maar khate khate mein bahut dur age badh gaya tha. Par ab bhi wo kamal mujhse bahut dur tha. Ek baar to aisa laga ki main vapas chala jaun. Par pichhe dekha to mujhe kinara kahin nahi dikha.( Har taraf samandar ke nichhe se aati raushni dikh rahi thi.). Aab to age badhna hi tha.
Kuchh dur age badhne ke baad ek bahu badi leher aayi aur main usko bhi paar kar diya par ish bar mujhe hawa ka war nahi laga. Par jaise main girne wala tha nichhe samandar ke sateh pe aag lagi hui thi.( Yaar pehle to aag nahi thi.) Main jaise jaise aage se gir raha tha. Mujhe waise waise garmi lag rahi thi aur badh bhi rahi thi. Ab kya kahun, Main sidha aag k andar hi gira. Aur mere pure sarir mein aag lag gayi. Mujhe kuchh na sujha aab dard bardast k bahar tha. Tab mene samandar k nicche pani mein jane ka so ha par koi fayda nahi tha. Kyun ki aag nichhe se aa rahi thi. Phir mene har bar ki tarah chhalng lagane ki sochi par koi phyada nahi. Jaise hi mene challang lagai tab achanak ek bijli ka jhatak mujhe laga aur mein gir gaya. Ab dard se dimag kaam karna band kar diya. Lekin ek baad thi aag se nikal te hi mere saris bhi jalna band ho gaya tha. Ab jo aag se nikalna aur bijli k jhatke lagna k bich ka jo samay tha wahan pe koi dard nahi hota tha. Jo ek-do second ka rahat samay tha. Wo bahut tha. Aise hi mein aag se chalte aur bijli k jhatke khate khate aage badha. Kuchh der bad wo dono bhi band ho gaye. Par meri kismat bhi kahan mujhe chhodne wali thi.
Jaise hi aag khatam hua tab aage ka samandar pura jam gaya tha. Lehre bhi kam gayi thi. Aur lehre pura barf ban gayi thi aur bahut nukili thi. Mene pehle dhyan nahi diya jab mene per rakha tab pata chala. Ki mere per me barf ki Nail ghus gayi hai. Lag gaye pure to. Ab socha picchli bar ki tarah kudna padega aur phir lagbe wali hai. Par kya kar sakte hain nichhe to per pura dard kar raha hai. Jaise hi mein upar kuda tab ek bada sa patthar ake mujhe laga. Mujhe aisa laga ki jaise meri battishi nikal gayi.aur mein jake wahi barf ki nukili satah pe gira. Aur mer chikh nikal gayi. Aise hi mene bahut muskil se kamal k phool k paas pahuncha.
Ab mujhe wo kamal k phool dekh k bahut hairani hui. Kyun ki kamal phool ka upari bhag Violet colour ka tha. Aur uske pankhudiyan Blue and Red colour ki thi aur nichhe Green color k the aur bichh mein Brown colour pankushar the. Jaise hi mene wo kamal toda tab ek ajib ghatna hui. Mere hath mein pakda hua kamal achanak jagmagane laga. Aur mere andar samane laga. Mujhe bahut dard hua. Aisa dard kabhi mujhe nahi hua tha. Aur main pani me gir gaya aur samandar mein dubne laga. Mera dum ghutne laga. Aur phir mere charo taraf andhera ho gaya.
Idhar Panditji mere paas dhyan bethe hue the. Wo mere sarir ko magic se check kar rahe the. Ek min k liye wo ghabra gaye. Kyun ki mere sarir k andar jo urja sakti flow kar rahi thi. Wo nast ho rahi thi. Aise me mera bachna mumkin nahi tha. Lekin jaise jaise wo urja sakti nast ho rahi thi waise waise ek nayi urja sakti peda ho rahi thi.isiliye mera sir pura garam ho gaya tha aur hatke khane lag gaya. Mere ghaw apne aap bharne lage. Main pura pasine me bhig gaya tha. Pandit ji bethe bethe pura samay ascharya se mujhe dekh rahe the. Phir dhire dhire meri annkh khuli. Pandit ji ne mujhe shara dekar uthaya. Jab mein utha tab mera sarir pura kamjor ho gaya tha.
Uske baad pandit ji mujhe apne kutiya mein lekar gaye. Kutiya mein pehle se hi Payal aur Paras the. Wo dono jab mujhe dekha tab wo dono mere gale lag kar rone lage. Main bhi unke gale lag kar roya. Thodi der baad hum log chup hogaye. Uske baad Panditji ne mujhe ek dawai pine ko diya. Mene jaise hi dawai piya to wo mujhe kadwi lagi. Par mujhe wo pina pada. Uske baad mujhe nind agayi. Aur mein so gaya.
