Thriller The Revenge (Completed)

[parkas]

Update - 05
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"Aise kya dekh rahi ho?" Maya ko aplak apni taraf dekhte dekha to maine usse puchha.

"Kuch nahi." Usne mujhe dekhte huye hi ek gahri saans li fir kaha____"Bas ye soch rahi hu ki tumhare jane ke baad main tumhare bina kaise ji paaugi? Tumhari aadat pad gayi hai mujhe. Na chaahte huye bhi main har waqt tumhare hi khayaal bunne par majboor ho jaati hu. Kaash! ham dono ke beech sanstha aur sanstha ke niyam kanoon ki diwaar na khadi huyi hoti. Kaash ham hamesha ek sath rah paate."

"Sab niyati ka khel hai dear." Maine maya ke khubsurat chehre ko halke se sahla kar kaha_____"Aksar aisa hota hai ki insaan jis cheez ki tamanna karta hai us cheez ko haasil na hone dene ke liye niyati hamare chaaro taraf aise halaat paida kar deti hai ki ham chaah kar bhi apni manpasand cheez ko haasil nahi kar paate. Khair chhodo is baat ko, hame aise halaat me wahi karna chahiye jo hamare sath sath sabke liye behtar bhi ho. Upar wale ne agar chaaha to zindagi me ham dubara bhi mil sakenge."

"Mujhe to aisa asambhav hi lagta hai vikram." Maya ne udaas bhaav se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Kyoki main apni takdeer ko achhi tarah jaanti hu. Meri takdeer me kisi ka sath likha hi nahi hai. Bachpan me maa baap guzar gaye the. Ek chacha the jinhone sirf daaru ke liye mujhe Rajjo Rani ko bech diya tha. Rajjo Rani ne mujhe pala posha aur har tarah ki kalaao se paraangat kar ke apne kothe ki shaan bana liya. Uske kothe me hi chaudah saal ki umar me meri asmat ko muhmaagi rakam le kar lutwa li gayi thi. Us din main bahut roi thi aur jis Rajjo Rani ko main apni maa samajhti thi usse mujhe nafrat ho gayi thi. Chhah saal tak main uske kothe me mardo dwara lutti rahi. Uske kothe se bhaag jaane ke mere har prayaas nakaam rahe the. Fir ek din jab main har tarah se haar gayi aur zinda laash si ban gayi to ek ajeeb sa chamatkaar hua. Main raat me apne kamre me so rahi thi aur jab meri aankh khuli to main kisi aur hi jagah par maujood thi. Main nayi jagah par khud ko pa kar behad ghabra gayi thi lekin jald hi samajh aaya ki main kaha thi aur kyo aisi jagah pahuch gayi thi. Wo choot maar service ki jagah thi. Meri dekh bhaal ke liye aur mujhe trained karne ke liye ek ladki ko mere paas rakha gaya tha. Usne mujhe har tarah se trained kiya aur tab se aaj tak main yahi par hu. Main ye nahi kahti ki main is sanstha me aa kar khush ho gayi thi lekin haan apni pichhli zindagi me maine jo kuch saha tha usse to ye behtar hi tha. Har ladki ki tarah mere dil me jo hasrate thi wo sanstha ke niyam kanoon jaanne ke baad bedardi se khud hi kuchal liya tha maine. Main achhi tarah samajh gayi thi ki agar meri takdeer itni hi achhi hoti to mujhe us duniya se is duniya me nahi le aaya jata. Yaha rahte huye main ye samajh chuki thi ki ye sanstha hi ab mera ghar hai aur yahi par ek din mujhe mar jana hai. Halaaki kuchh saalo baad mujhe sanstha ki taraf se ye flat de diya gaya tha lekin sath hi ye bhi jata diya gaya tha ki main yaha se kahi aur jane ke bare me sochu bhi nahi. Agar maine aisa socha to wo meri zindagi ka aakhiri din hoga."

"Apni zindagi ke is kadwe sach ko aaj kyo bataya mujhe?" Main maya ki baate aur uska sach jaan kar hairaan to hua hi tha kintu ye soch kar uske liye thoda dukhi bhi hua tha ki usne bachpan se kitne dukh sahe the. Maine uske bare me pahle bhi kayi baar puchha tha lekin usne ye sab nahi bataya tha. Aaj jab usne ye sab bataya to mujhe hairaani ho rahi thi. Main sochne par majboor ho gaya tha ki usne ye sab kyo bataya tha mujhe?

"Bas dil ne kaha ki tumhe mere bare me sab kuch jaanna chahiye." Maya ne jaise mere man ke bhaavo ko samajh kar feeki muskaan ke sath kaha____"Agar mere prati tumhare dil me thodi si bhi jagah ban gayi ho to mera ye sach jaan kar tum apne dil se mujhe har tarah se nikaal do. Mujh me aur tum me ek yahi fark hai ki tum jab chaaho kisi se bhi shadi kar ke apni ek alag duniya basa sakte ho jabki main chaah kar bhi aisa nahi kar sakti. Waise mujhe is baat ki khushi hai ki mera baaki jeewan tumhari khubsurat yaado ke sahare ab guzar jaayega."

Mujhe pahli baar ehsaas hua tha ki maya sach me mujhse behad pyaar karti thi. Uska sach jaan kar mujhe uske liye yakeenan dukh hua tha lekin ye bhi sach tha ki ham dono ab ek dusre ke sath yu chhup chhup ke nahi mil sakte the. Main dekh raha tha maya ki aankho me aansu tair rahe the. Mujhe us par behad pyaar aa raha tha. Mera dil kar raha tha ki use apne seene se laga kar uske sare dukh door kar du lekin ye mere akhtiyaar me nahi tha.

"Tumhe mere bare me kuch bhi sochne ki zarurat nahi hai vikram." Maya ne mujhe socho me gum dekha to kaha____"Aur na hi mere liye dukh prakat karne ki zarurat hai. Aaj ke baad ham shayad hamesha ke liye juda ho jane wale hain is liye main bas yahi chaahti hu ki tum mujhe itna pyaar karo ki us pyaar me main doob jaau."

Isse pahle ki main maya se kuch kahta usne apne dono hatho se mere sir ko pakda aur apni taraf kheench kar mere hotho ko lapak kar choom liya. Mere jism me ek sukhad ehsaas ubharta chala gaya jiske asar se main bhi maya ke hotho ko choomne laga.

Maya bed par bra penty pahne padi huyi huyi thi aur main uske upar jhuka hua tha. Mere jism par jo kapde the wo jaldi hi maya ke dwara utar gaye the. Maya pure josh me mujhe choom rahi thi. Red bra me kaid uski gori gori chhaatiyo ko main baari baari se masal deta tha jisse wo tilmila uthti thi aur uski karaah mere hotho me hi dab kar rah jati thi.

Kafi der tak main aur maya ek dusre ke hotho ko choomte aur chooste rahe. Saanse bhaari huyi to ham dono alag huye. Meri nazar bra me kaid uski chhaatiyo par padi to maine jhat se hath badha kar uski bra ko upar kar diya jisse uske dono ubhaar uchhal kar beparda ho gaye. Badi badi chhatiyo ke beech bhure nipple kadak awastha me aa kar maano mujhe aamantrit kar rahe the aur maine bhi jaise unka invitation accept kar liya tha.

Palak jhapakte hi maine jhuk kar maya ke right nipple ko muh me bhar liya aur uski chhaati ko masalte huye use choosne laga. Mere aisa karte hi maya ka jism tharthara utha aur wo maze ki tarango me aa kar mere sir ko apni chhaati par dabane lagi. Mere pure jism me maze ki laher daudne lagi thi aur mujh me ek junoon sa sawaar hota ja raha tha. Main kabhi uske right nipple ko muh me bhar kar chusne lagta to kabhi left wale ko. Thodi hi der me maine maya ki dono chhaatiyo ko choos choos kar laal surkh kar diya. Uske baad main neeche badha aur uske gore sapaat pet ko choomte huye uski gahri naabhi par aaya. Uske pet me uski naabhi bada hi sundar look de rahi thi. Mujhse raha na gaya to maine use muh me hi bhar liya jisse maya chihuk uthi aur jhat se apne dono hatho se mera sir pakad liya. Uske mukh se lambi lambi aahe nikalne lagi thi. Main paaglo ki tarah uski naabhi ko kabhi halke se chaba leta to kabhi uski gahraayi me jeebh daal kar kuredne lagta. Kuch hi palo me maya ka bura haal ho gaya. Maine ek hath halke se badha kar penty me chhupi uski choot par fera to maya ke jism me jhatka sa laga aur usne apni taango ko jhat se sikod liya. Main uski choot par penty ke upar se apni teen ungaliyo se halke halke hath fer raha tha. Uski penty geeli ho chuki thi jisse uski choot ka ras meri ungaliyo me bhi lagta ja raha tha.

Main sarak kar neeche aaya aur penty ke upar se hi maya ki choot par apna muh rakh diya. Kamras ki khushbu meri naak me samaayi to main maano madhosh sa ho gaya. Maya mere sir ko apni choot par dabane lagi thi. Maine halke se uski choot par apni jeebh firaayi to maya ka pura jism ek baar fir se tharthara utha. Maine sir upar kiya aur jhat se uski penty ko kheechte huye uski taango se alag kar diya.

Maine maya ki chikni choot ko dekha. Mere sahlaye jane se uska kamras uski choot par idhar udhar lag gaya tha jiski vajah se uski choot chamakne lagi thi. Maine apni do ungaliyo se uski choot ko failaaya aur uske daane ko haule se sahlaane laga. Mere aisa karte hi maya ke jism me sansani huyi aur wo maze se sitkaar uthi. Meri dono ungaliya uske kamras se san gayi thi jise maine uski choot se hata kar maya ke chehre ke paas laya aur fir maya ke khule muh me daal diya. Maya ne jhat se mera hath thaam kar meri dono ungaliyo ko kisi kulfi ki tarah choosna shuru kar diya. Uski ye harkat dekh main muskura utha. Underwear me kaid mera land puri tarah se akad gaya tha aur ab wo jhatke dene laga tha. Mera man kar raha tha ki palak jhapakte hi maya ki choot me apna land daal kar uski ghamasaan chudaayi shuru kar du.

Maya ke muh se apni ungaliya nikaal kar main neeche aaya aur uski choot par apna muh rakh diya. Pink colour ki choot aur upar se ras bahaati huyi, use dekh kar main maano pagal sa hua ja raha tha. Maine jhat se uski choot par apni jeebh ko chalana shuru kar diya. Mere aisa karte hi maya machal uthi aur usne fir se mere sir ko dono hatho se pakad kar apni choot par dabane lagi.

Pure kamre me maya ki maze me doobi aahe aur kilkariya goonj rahi thi. Main buri tarah se uski chhatiya masalte huye uski choot chaate ja raha tha. Maya maze ki tarang me aa kar kabhi apni kamar utha leti to kabhi bed par dher si ho jati. Kuch hi der me uske jism me jhatke lagne lage aur wo tez tez aahe bharte huye jhatke khane lagi. Maya ki choot se uska garma garam kamras bahte huye seedha mere muh ke andar jane laga tha aur main bhi bade maze se use aise nigalta ja raha tha maano wo koi badi swaarist malaayi ho.

Maya jhadne ke baad besudh si bed par shaant pad gayi thi. Kamre me bas uski lambi lambi saanso ki awaaz hi goonj rahi thi. Uske chehre par param santusti ke bhaav dekh kar main muskuraya aur uske bagal se let gaya tha.

"Tum sach me kamaal ho vikram." Kuch der baad maya ne bed se uthte huye kaha____"Maine is sanstha me jane kitne hi ladko ko trained kiya hai lekin unme se kisi me bhi tum jaisi khaasiyat nahi thi. Khair ab meri baari hai. Main bhi tumhe aisa hi pyaar karugi."

Main maya ki baate sun kar muskuraya. Wo har baar yahi bolti thi aur main har baar uske mukh se apne liye aisi tareef sun kar khush ho jata tha. Uski aisi baato se mujhe yahi ehsaas hota tha jaise sach me main bahut hi khaas tha. Khair wo muskurate huye kuch palo tak mujhe dekhti rahi uske baad wo jhuki aur haule se mere hotho par apne raseele hotho ko rakh diya. Mere muh me abhi bhi uska kamras laga hua tha jise wo maze se chaatti bhi ja rahi thi. Main bed par khamoshi se pada hua tha aur uske dwara milne wali maze ki tarango me khota ja raha tha.

Maya mere hotho ko choosne ke baad mere pure chehre ko chooma aur fir mere gale se hote huye mere seene par aa gayi. Mere seene par uge baalo par hath ferte huye wo mere pure seene ko choomti ja rahi thi aur fir ekdam se usne mere left nipple ko muh me bhar liya jisse mera pura jism maze me doob gaya aur mere muh se aah nikal gayi. Ek hath se wo mere dusre nipple ko apni ungli se haule haule kuredne lagi thi. Mera land jo shaant ho gaya tha wo ab fir se is maze ki vajah se akadne laga tha. Maya ne mere left nipple ko choosne ke baad dusre ko apne muh me bhar liya. Maze me mera bura haal hone laga. Mujhe badi tez gudgudi ho rahi thi aur mera ji chaah raha tha ki main apne dono hath badha kar maya ko aisa karne se roku lekin main aisa kar nahi raha tha. Udhar maya mere nipple ko muh se nikaal kar neeche ki taraf badhi. Mere pure jism par chumban ankit karte huye wo meri naabhi par pahuch gayi. Main badi mushkil se khud ko roke huye tha. Maze ki tarange badi tezi se daudte huye mere andkosh ko jhinjhod rahi thi jisse mera land ab jhatke maarne laga tha.

Meri naabhi ko choomte huye sahsa maya ne apna ek hath neeche badhaya aur mere jhatka khate huye land ko pakad liya. Mere jism me fir se maze ki lahar daud gayi jo seedha mere andkosho ko jhanjhana diya. Maya ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekha. Maine bhi adhkhuli aankho se use dekha. Wo mujhe dekh kar halke se muskuraayi aur fir thoda peechhe khisak kar wo meri dono taango ke beech me aa gayi.

Mera land maya ki mutthi me kaid tha aur wo use haule haule sahla rahi thi. Uska chehra kyoki mere land ke ekdam paas hi tha is liye uski naak se nikalti garm saanse mere land par pad rahi thi. Maine ek baar fir se use apni adhkhuli aankho se dekha to use mere land ki taraf dekhta paya. Abhi main use dekh hi raha tha ki usne muh khol kar apni jeebh nikaali aur mere land ke tope par badi nazakat se firaya jiske chalte mere pure jism me maze ki lahar daudti chali gayi aur meri aankhe us maze ke ehsaas se band ho gayi.

Maya ne teen chaar baar isi tarah apni jeebh mere land ke tope par firaayi aur fir chehra neeche kar ke mere land ke tope ko muh me bhar liya. Uske muh ki garmi jaise hi mere land par padi to main adbhut aanand se sarabor hota chala gaya. Is baar main apne haatho ko rok bhi nahi paya tha aur jhat se maya ke sir par rakh kar use apne land ki taraf daba diya tha. Mere aisa karte hi mera land maya ke muh me andar tak ghusta chala gaya. Maya ne iske liye koi virodh nahi kiya. Kuch hi palo me maya ka sir ek ridam me upar neeche hone laga aur wo mere land ko kulfi ki tarah choosne lagi. Mere aanand ki koi seema nahi thi. Main palak jhapakte hi asmaan ki bulandiyo me parwaaz karne laga tha. Meri rango me daudta lahu badi tezi se mere andkosho ki taraf daudta ja raha tha. Mujhe itna maza aa raha tha ki main sab kuch bhool gaya tha aur yahi vajah thi ki main apni kamar utha utha kar maya ke muh me apne land ko jad tak ghused de raha tha. Maine maya ke sir ko dono hatho se pakda hua tha jisse maya ke muh se mera land baahar nahi nikal sakta tha.

Us waqt main maze ke saatwe asmaan me hi tha jab mujhe apne land par maya ke daant gadne ka ehsaas hua aur maine hakikat me aa kar jhat se uske sir ko chhod diya tha. Maya ne fauran hi mere land ko apne muh se nikala aur buri tarah khaasne lagi. Uski saanse ukhdi huyi thi. Main hosh me aaya to mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua. Main uski bigdi haalat dekh kar bed se uthne hi wala tha ki maya ne hath ke ishare se mujhe lete rahne ko kaha to main uski taraf fikarmandi se dekhte huye let gaya. Kuch der baad jab maya ki saanse thami to wo meri taraf dekh kar pahle muskuraayi aur fir se mere land ko pakad liya. Mera land uske thook aur laar se buri tarah san gaya tha jise usne apne ek hath se mere pure land par milaya aur jhuk kar fir se use apne muh me le liya.

Main ek baar fir se maze ke saatwe asmaan me pahuch gaya tha. Maya badi kushalta se mere land ko choos rahi thi. Beech beech me wo mere andkosho ko bhi muh me bhar leti thi jisse mera maza duguna ho jata tha. Maya ko pata tha ki main jaldi jhadta nahi tha is liye wo mujhe jhaadne ke liye har tarah ke tareeke apnaati thi. Is waqt bhi wo kayi saare tareeke apna rahi thi jiska nateeja ye hua ki kuch hi der me main jhadne ki kagaar par aa gaya. Meri saanse tez ho gayi thi aur maze ke chalte maine fir se maya ke sir ko pakad liya aur apni kamar upar utha utha kar uske muh me apna land andar tak pelne laga. Ek minute ke andar hi mere andar aisa zalzala sa utha ki main buri tarah jhatke khate huye maya ke muh me jhadta chala gaya. Mere land se dher saara veerya pichkaariyon ke roop me maya ke muh me hi nikalta chala gaya. Maya ne use nigalne ki koshish ki lekin aadhe se zyada veerya uske muh se baahar nikal kar mere upar hi girne laga tha.

Maze ke saatwe asmaan se gir kar main ekdam shaant pad gaya tha. Meri saanse dhaukni ki maanind chal rahi thi. Mere land par lage veerya ko maya ne saara chaat liya tha aur fir wo mere seene se lag kar mere sath hi let gayi thi. Mujhe us par behad pyaar aa raha tha is liye maine bhi use khud se chhupka liya tha. Kuch der araam karne ke baad maya ne fir se mujhe choomna shuru kar diya.

Maya meri guru thi aur usne mujhe ek mukammal mard banaya tha. Ek aisa mard jo kisi bhi aurat ko param santusti dene me puri tarah saksham tha. Maya ke pyaar ne ek baar fir se mere andar uttejna bhar di thi jiska nateeja ye hua ki main uski dono taange apne kandho par rakh kar aur uski ras bahaati choot me land daal kar use puri taakat se chodne me lag gaya tha. Maya mere har dhakke par lambi aah bharte huye chilla uthti thi. Uski doodh jaisi saffaak gori chhaatiya buri tarah uchhal jati thi jinhe main beech beech me pakad kar buri tarah masal deta tha.

Us din maine maya ko na jane kitni hi position me chod kar use santust kiya tha. Maya parmanand ko pa kar besudh si bed par leti rahi thi. Kuch der baad jab uski saanse thami to wo jhatke se uth kar mujhse lipat gayi thi. Ham dono ke juda hone ka waqt aa gaya tha. Maya ki aankho se aansu chhalak pade the aur main use saantwana de raha tha. Mera dil to nahi kar raha tha usse juda hone ka lekin iske siva doosra koi chaara na tha. Maya ke hotho ko aakhiri baar choom kar main uske flat se nikal gaya tha.

Taxi ek jhatke se ruki to main ateet ki us yaad se baahar aa gaya. Driver ne bataya ki gantavya aa gaya hai. Uski baat sunte hi mere dil ki dhadkane tham si gayi. Aankho ke saamne guzre huye waqt ki har tasveer chamak uthi. Tabhi main chaunka, kyoki mujhe apne pant me apne khade huye land ka ehsaas hua tha. Ateet ki yaado me maya ke sath sex scene dekhne se mera land ekdam se akad gaya tha. Maine apne andar ubhar aaye in uttejak jazbaato ko kisi tarah kaabu me kiya aur taxi se utar kar driver ko uske paise diye jinhe le kar wo aage badh gaya.

Meri aankho ke saamne wo shahar dikh raha tha jiska kayakalp ho chuka tha. Bees saal pahle ye shahar mere liye bilkul bhi ajnabi nahi tha. Isi shahar me mera janm hua hua tha aur main isi shahar me apni hasti muskuraati family ke sath jeewan ji raha tha. Fir choot maar service jaisi sanstha ka meri zindagi me dakhal hua aur fir to jaise meri zindagi me khalbali si mach gayi thi. Maine khwaab me bhi nahi socha tha ki is sanstha se judne ke baad ek din aisa ho jaayega. Meri aankho ke saamne kuch doori par ISBT ka bada sa board laga hua dikh raha tha. Dhadakte dil se maine idhar udhar dekha aur fir ek taraf ko badh chala.

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Bahut hi badhiya update diya hai TheBlackBlood bhai....
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[SANJU ( V. R. )]

जिस्म फरोशी की इस दुनिया में जितनी भी लड़कियां आती हैं , कमोबेश सभी की कहानी माया जैसी ही होती है । कोई भी लड़की स्वेच्छा से इस दलदल में नहीं उतरती । कुछ लड़कियां भले ही अपनी कामोत्तेजना के वश में पड़कर अवैध संबंध बनाते जाती है पर वो सपने में भी नहीं सोचना चाहती कि उन्हें उस दुनिया से रूबरू होने का मौका मिले ।

लेकिन यह भी सच है कि नगर गणिकाओं से सेक्सुअल सम्बन्ध मर्दों को ज्यादा उत्तेजित नहीं करती । अधिकांशतः मर्द भी मजबुरी में ही कोठे पर जाना पसंद करते हैं । सेक्स भी जरूरत होती है इंसान के लिए और अगर कोई उसमें कसर रह जाए तो फिर लोग भटक जाते ही हैं ।

विक्रांत ने माया की दर्दनाक कहानी सुनी । वह बहुतों को इस दुनिया से रुखसत करने वाला है और यदि सम्भव है तो माया के गुनाहगारों को भी वो वही अंजाम दे ।

बहुत ही बढ़िया अपडेट शुभम भाई ।
आउटस्टैंडिंग एंड अमेजिंग ।

 

[TheBlackBlood]

Bahut hi badhiya update diya hai TheBlackBlood bhai....
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Shukriya bhai

 

[TheBlackBlood]

जिस्म फरोशी की इस दुनिया में जितनी भी लड़कियां आती हैं , कमोबेश सभी की कहानी माया जैसी ही होती है । कोई भी लड़की स्वेच्छा से इस दलदल में नहीं उतरती । कुछ लड़कियां भले ही अपनी कामोत्तेजना के वश में पड़कर अवैध संबंध बनाते जाती है पर वो सपने में भी नहीं सोचना चाहती कि उन्हें उस दुनिया से रूबरू होने का मौका मिले ।

लेकिन यह भी सच है कि नगर गणिकाओं से सेक्सुअल सम्बन्ध मर्दों को ज्यादा उत्तेजित नहीं करती । अधिकांशतः मर्द भी मजबुरी में ही कोठे पर जाना पसंद करते हैं । सेक्स भी जरूरत होती है इंसान के लिए और अगर कोई उसमें कसर रह जाए तो फिर लोग भटक जाते ही हैं ।

विक्रांत ने माया की दर्दनाक कहानी सुनी । वह बहुतों को इस दुनिया से रुखसत करने वाला है और यदि सम्भव है तो माया के गुनाहगारों को भी वो वही अंजाम दे ।

बहुत ही बढ़िया अपडेट शुभम भाई ।
आउटस्टैंडिंग एंड अमेजिंग ।

Dekhiye kya hota hai aage
Shukriya Sanju bhaiya ji is khubsurat sameeksha ke liye

 

[TheBlackBlood]

Dosto, Kafi zyada busy hu is liye update likhne ka time nahi mil raha. April tak yahi haal rahega. Story ke update April ke baad hi de sakuga....sorry for all this

 

[parkas]

Dosto, Kafi zyada busy hu is liye update likhne ka time nahi mil raha. April tak yahi haal rahega. Story ke update April ke baad hi de sakuga....sorry for all this

Intezaar rahega....

 

[TheBlackBlood]

Intezaar rahega....

Time nikal kar ek update taiyar kiya hai bhai, usi ko post kar raha hu. Iske baad ke updates April ke aakhir me hi de sakuga.

 

[TheBlackBlood]

Update - 05
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"Aise kya dekh rahi ho?" Maya ko aplak apni taraf dekhte dekha to maine usse puchha.

"Kuch nahi." Usne mujhe dekhte huye hi ek gahri saans li fir kaha____"Bas ye soch rahi hu ki tumhare jane ke baad main tumhare bina kaise ji paaugi? Tumhari aadat pad gayi hai mujhe. Na chaahte huye bhi main har waqt tumhare hi khayaal bunne par majboor ho jaati hu. Kaash! ham dono ke beech sanstha aur sanstha ke niyam kanoon ki diwaar na khadi huyi hoti. Kaash ham hamesha ek sath rah paate."

"Sab niyati ka khel hai dear." Maine maya ke khubsurat chehre ko halke se sahla kar kaha_____"Aksar aisa hota hai ki insaan jis cheez ki tamanna karta hai us cheez ko haasil na hone dene ke liye niyati hamare chaaro taraf aise halaat paida kar deti hai ki ham chaah kar bhi apni manpasand cheez ko haasil nahi kar paate. Khair chhodo is baat ko, hame aise halaat me wahi karna chahiye jo hamare sath sath sabke liye behtar bhi ho. Upar wale ne agar chaaha to zindagi me ham dubara bhi mil sakenge."

"Mujhe to aisa asambhav hi lagta hai vikram." Maya ne udaas bhaav se meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Kyoki main apni takdeer ko achhi tarah jaanti hu. Meri takdeer me kisi ka sath likha hi nahi hai. Bachpan me maa baap guzar gaye the. Ek chacha the jinhone sirf daaru ke liye mujhe Rajjo Rani ko bech diya tha. Rajjo Rani ne mujhe pala posha aur har tarah ki kalaao se paraangat kar ke apne kothe ki shaan bana liya. Uske kothe me hi chaudah saal ki umar me meri asmat ko muhmaagi rakam le kar lutwa li gayi thi. Us din main bahut roi thi aur jis Rajjo Rani ko main apni maa samajhti thi usse mujhe nafrat ho gayi thi. Chhah saal tak main uske kothe me mardo dwara lutti rahi. Uske kothe se bhaag jaane ke mere har prayaas nakaam rahe the. Fir ek din jab main har tarah se haar gayi aur zinda laash si ban gayi to ek ajeeb sa chamatkaar hua. Main raat me apne kamre me so rahi thi aur jab meri aankh khuli to main kisi aur hi jagah par maujood thi. Main nayi jagah par khud ko pa kar behad ghabra gayi thi lekin jald hi samajh aaya ki main kaha thi aur kyo aisi jagah pahuch gayi thi. Wo choot maar service ki jagah thi. Meri dekh bhaal ke liye aur mujhe trained karne ke liye ek ladki ko mere paas rakha gaya tha. Usne mujhe har tarah se trained kiya aur tab se aaj tak main yahi par hu. Main ye nahi kahti ki main is sanstha me aa kar khush ho gayi thi lekin haan apni pichhli zindagi me maine jo kuch saha tha usse to ye behtar hi tha. Har ladki ki tarah mere dil me jo hasrate thi wo sanstha ke niyam kanoon jaanne ke baad bedardi se khud hi kuchal liya tha maine. Main achhi tarah samajh gayi thi ki agar meri takdeer itni hi achhi hoti to mujhe us duniya se is duniya me nahi le aaya jata. Yaha rahte huye main ye samajh chuki thi ki ye sanstha hi ab mera ghar hai aur yahi par ek din mujhe mar jana hai. Halaaki kuchh saalo baad mujhe sanstha ki taraf se ye flat de diya gaya tha lekin sath hi ye bhi jata diya gaya tha ki main yaha se kahi aur jane ke bare me sochu bhi nahi. Agar maine aisa socha to wo meri zindagi ka aakhiri din hoga."

"Apni zindagi ke is kadwe sach ko aaj kyo bataya mujhe?" Main maya ki baate aur uska sach jaan kar hairaan to hua hi tha kintu ye soch kar uske liye thoda dukhi bhi hua tha ki usne bachpan se kitne dukh sahe the. Maine uske bare me pahle bhi kayi baar puchha tha lekin usne ye sab nahi bataya tha. Aaj jab usne ye sab bataya to mujhe hairaani ho rahi thi. Main sochne par majboor ho gaya tha ki usne ye sab kyo bataya tha mujhe?

"Bas dil ne kaha ki tumhe mere bare me sab kuch jaanna chahiye." Maya ne jaise mere man ke bhaavo ko samajh kar feeki muskaan ke sath kaha____"Agar mere prati tumhare dil me thodi si bhi jagah ban gayi ho to mera ye sach jaan kar tum apne dil se mujhe har tarah se nikaal do. Mujh me aur tum me ek yahi fark hai ki tum jab chaaho kisi se bhi shadi kar ke apni ek alag duniya basa sakte ho jabki main chaah kar bhi aisa nahi kar sakti. Waise mujhe is baat ki khushi hai ki mera baaki jeewan tumhari khubsurat yaado ke sahare ab guzar jaayega."

Mujhe pahli baar ehsaas hua tha ki maya sach me mujhse behad pyaar karti thi. Uska sach jaan kar mujhe uske liye yakeenan dukh hua tha lekin ye bhi sach tha ki ham dono ab ek dusre ke sath yu chhup chhup ke nahi mil sakte the. Main dekh raha tha maya ki aankho me aansu tair rahe the. Mujhe us par behad pyaar aa raha tha. Mera dil kar raha tha ki use apne seene se laga kar uske sare dukh door kar du lekin ye mere akhtiyaar me nahi tha.

"Tumhe mere bare me kuch bhi sochne ki zarurat nahi hai vikram." Maya ne mujhe socho me gum dekha to kaha____"Aur na hi mere liye dukh prakat karne ki zarurat hai. Aaj ke baad ham shayad hamesha ke liye juda ho jane wale hain is liye main bas yahi chaahti hu ki tum mujhe itna pyaar karo ki us pyaar me main doob jaau."

Isse pahle ki main maya se kuch kahta usne apne dono hatho se mere sir ko pakda aur apni taraf kheench kar mere hotho ko lapak kar choom liya. Mere jism me ek sukhad ehsaas ubharta chala gaya jiske asar se main bhi maya ke hotho ko choomne laga.

Maya bed par bra penty pahne padi huyi huyi thi aur main uske upar jhuka hua tha. Mere jism par jo kapde the wo jaldi hi maya ke dwara utar gaye the. Maya pure josh me mujhe choom rahi thi. Red bra me kaid uski gori gori chhaatiyo ko main baari baari se masal deta tha jisse wo tilmila uthti thi aur uski karaah mere hotho me hi dab kar rah jati thi.

Kafi der tak main aur maya ek dusre ke hotho ko choomte aur chooste rahe. Saanse bhaari huyi to ham dono alag huye. Meri nazar bra me kaid uski chhaatiyo par padi to maine jhat se hath badha kar uski bra ko upar kar diya jisse uske dono ubhaar uchhal kar beparda ho gaye. Badi badi chhatiyo ke beech bhure nipple kadak awastha me aa kar maano mujhe aamantrit kar rahe the aur maine bhi jaise unka invitation accept kar liya tha.

Palak jhapakte hi maine jhuk kar maya ke right nipple ko muh me bhar liya aur uski chhaati ko masalte huye use choosne laga. Mere aisa karte hi maya ka jism tharthara utha aur wo maze ki tarango me aa kar mere sir ko apni chhaati par dabane lagi. Mere pure jism me maze ki laher daudne lagi thi aur mujh me ek junoon sa sawaar hota ja raha tha. Main kabhi uske right nipple ko muh me bhar kar chusne lagta to kabhi left wale ko. Thodi hi der me maine maya ki dono chhaatiyo ko choos choos kar laal surkh kar diya. Uske baad main neeche badha aur uske gore sapaat pet ko choomte huye uski gahri naabhi par aaya. Uske pet me uski naabhi bada hi sundar look de rahi thi. Mujhse raha na gaya to maine use muh me hi bhar liya jisse maya chihuk uthi aur jhat se apne dono hatho se mera sir pakad liya. Uske mukh se lambi lambi aahe nikalne lagi thi. Main paaglo ki tarah uski naabhi ko kabhi halke se chaba leta to kabhi uski gahraayi me jeebh daal kar kuredne lagta. Kuch hi palo me maya ka bura haal ho gaya. Maine ek hath halke se badha kar penty me chhupi uski choot par fera to maya ke jism me jhatka sa laga aur usne apni taango ko jhat se sikod liya. Main uski choot par penty ke upar se apni teen ungaliyo se halke halke hath fer raha tha. Uski penty geeli ho chuki thi jisse uski choot ka ras meri ungaliyo me bhi lagta ja raha tha.

Main sarak kar neeche aaya aur penty ke upar se hi maya ki choot par apna muh rakh diya. Kamras ki khushbu meri naak me samaayi to main maano madhosh sa ho gaya. Maya mere sir ko apni choot par dabane lagi thi. Maine halke se uski choot par apni jeebh firaayi to maya ka pura jism ek baar fir se tharthara utha. Maine sir upar kiya aur jhat se uski penty ko kheechte huye uski taango se alag kar diya.

Maine maya ki chikni choot ko dekha. Mere sahlaye jane se uska kamras uski choot par idhar udhar lag gaya tha jiski vajah se uski choot chamakne lagi thi. Maine apni do ungaliyo se uski choot ko failaaya aur uske daane ko haule se sahlaane laga. Mere aisa karte hi maya ke jism me sansani huyi aur wo maze se sitkaar uthi. Meri dono ungaliya uske kamras se san gayi thi jise maine uski choot se hata kar maya ke chehre ke paas laya aur fir maya ke khule muh me daal diya. Maya ne jhat se mera hath thaam kar meri dono ungaliyo ko kisi kulfi ki tarah choosna shuru kar diya. Uski ye harkat dekh main muskura utha. Underwear me kaid mera land puri tarah se akad gaya tha aur ab wo jhatke dene laga tha. Mera man kar raha tha ki palak jhapakte hi maya ki choot me apna land daal kar uski ghamasaan chudaayi shuru kar du.

Maya ke muh se apni ungaliya nikaal kar main neeche aaya aur uski choot par apna muh rakh diya. Pink colour ki choot aur upar se ras bahaati huyi, use dekh kar main maano pagal sa hua ja raha tha. Maine jhat se uski choot par apni jeebh ko chalana shuru kar diya. Mere aisa karte hi maya machal uthi aur usne fir se mere sir ko dono hatho se pakad kar apni choot par dabane lagi.

Pure kamre me maya ki maze me doobi aahe aur kilkariya goonj rahi thi. Main buri tarah se uski chhatiya masalte huye uski choot chaate ja raha tha. Maya maze ki tarang me aa kar kabhi apni kamar utha leti to kabhi bed par dher si ho jati. Kuch hi der me uske jism me jhatke lagne lage aur wo tez tez aahe bharte huye jhatke khane lagi. Maya ki choot se uska garma garam kamras bahte huye seedha mere muh ke andar jane laga tha aur main bhi bade maze se use aise nigalta ja raha tha maano wo koi badi swaarist malaayi ho.

Maya jhadne ke baad besudh si bed par shaant pad gayi thi. Kamre me bas uski lambi lambi saanso ki awaaz hi goonj rahi thi. Uske chehre par param santusti ke bhaav dekh kar main muskuraya aur uske bagal se let gaya tha.

"Tum sach me kamaal ho vikram." Kuch der baad maya ne bed se uthte huye kaha____"Maine is sanstha me jane kitne hi ladko ko trained kiya hai lekin unme se kisi me bhi tum jaisi khaasiyat nahi thi. Khair ab meri baari hai. Main bhi tumhe aisa hi pyaar karugi."

Main maya ki baate sun kar muskuraya. Wo har baar yahi bolti thi aur main har baar uske mukh se apne liye aisi tareef sun kar khush ho jata tha. Uski aisi baato se mujhe yahi ehsaas hota tha jaise sach me main bahut hi khaas tha. Khair wo muskurate huye kuch palo tak mujhe dekhti rahi uske baad wo jhuki aur haule se mere hotho par apne raseele hotho ko rakh diya. Mere muh me abhi bhi uska kamras laga hua tha jise wo maze se chaatti bhi ja rahi thi. Main bed par khamoshi se pada hua tha aur uske dwara milne wali maze ki tarango me khota ja raha tha.

Maya mere hotho ko choosne ke baad mere pure chehre ko chooma aur fir mere gale se hote huye mere seene par aa gayi. Mere seene par uge baalo par hath ferte huye wo mere pure seene ko choomti ja rahi thi aur fir ekdam se usne mere left nipple ko muh me bhar liya jisse mera pura jism maze me doob gaya aur mere muh se aah nikal gayi. Ek hath se wo mere dusre nipple ko apni ungli se haule haule kuredne lagi thi. Mera land jo shaant ho gaya tha wo ab fir se is maze ki vajah se akadne laga tha. Maya ne mere left nipple ko choosne ke baad dusre ko apne muh me bhar liya. Maze me mera bura haal hone laga. Mujhe badi tez gudgudi ho rahi thi aur mera ji chaah raha tha ki main apne dono hath badha kar maya ko aisa karne se roku lekin main aisa kar nahi raha tha. Udhar maya mere nipple ko muh se nikaal kar neeche ki taraf badhi. Mere pure jism par chumban ankit karte huye wo meri naabhi par pahuch gayi. Main badi mushkil se khud ko roke huye tha. Maze ki tarange badi tezi se daudte huye mere andkosh ko jhinjhod rahi thi jisse mera land ab jhatke maarne laga tha.

Meri naabhi ko choomte huye sahsa maya ne apna ek hath neeche badhaya aur mere jhatka khate huye land ko pakad liya. Mere jism me fir se maze ki lahar daud gayi jo seedha mere andkosho ko jhanjhana diya. Maya ne sir utha kar meri taraf dekha. Maine bhi adhkhuli aankho se use dekha. Wo mujhe dekh kar halke se muskuraayi aur fir thoda peechhe khisak kar wo meri dono taango ke beech me aa gayi.

Mera land maya ki mutthi me kaid tha aur wo use haule haule sahla rahi thi. Uska chehra kyoki mere land ke ekdam paas hi tha is liye uski naak se nikalti garm saanse mere land par pad rahi thi. Maine ek baar fir se use apni adhkhuli aankho se dekha to use mere land ki taraf dekhta paya. Abhi main use dekh hi raha tha ki usne muh khol kar apni jeebh nikaali aur mere land ke tope par badi nazakat se firaya jiske chalte mere pure jism me maze ki lahar daudti chali gayi aur meri aankhe us maze ke ehsaas se band ho gayi.

Maya ne teen chaar baar isi tarah apni jeebh mere land ke tope par firaayi aur fir chehra neeche kar ke mere land ke tope ko muh me bhar liya. Uske muh ki garmi jaise hi mere land par padi to main adbhut aanand se sarabor hota chala gaya. Is baar main apne haatho ko rok bhi nahi paya tha aur jhat se maya ke sir par rakh kar use apne land ki taraf daba diya tha. Mere aisa karte hi mera land maya ke muh me andar tak ghusta chala gaya. Maya ne iske liye koi virodh nahi kiya. Kuch hi palo me maya ka sir ek ridam me upar neeche hone laga aur wo mere land ko kulfi ki tarah choosne lagi. Mere aanand ki koi seema nahi thi. Main palak jhapakte hi asmaan ki bulandiyo me parwaaz karne laga tha. Meri rango me daudta lahu badi tezi se mere andkosho ki taraf daudta ja raha tha. Mujhe itna maza aa raha tha ki main sab kuch bhool gaya tha aur yahi vajah thi ki main apni kamar utha utha kar maya ke muh me apne land ko jad tak ghused de raha tha. Maine maya ke sir ko dono hatho se pakda hua tha jisse maya ke muh se mera land baahar nahi nikal sakta tha.

Us waqt main maze ke saatwe asmaan me hi tha jab mujhe apne land par maya ke daant gadne ka ehsaas hua aur maine hakikat me aa kar jhat se uske sir ko chhod diya tha. Maya ne fauran hi mere land ko apne muh se nikala aur buri tarah khaasne lagi. Uski saanse ukhdi huyi thi. Main hosh me aaya to mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas hua. Main uski bigdi haalat dekh kar bed se uthne hi wala tha ki maya ne hath ke ishare se mujhe lete rahne ko kaha to main uski taraf fikarmandi se dekhte huye let gaya. Kuch der baad jab maya ki saanse thami to wo meri taraf dekh kar pahle muskuraayi aur fir se mere land ko pakad liya. Mera land uske thook aur laar se buri tarah san gaya tha jise usne apne ek hath se mere pure land par milaya aur jhuk kar fir se use apne muh me le liya.

Main ek baar fir se maze ke saatwe asmaan me pahuch gaya tha. Maya badi kushalta se mere land ko choos rahi thi. Beech beech me wo mere andkosho ko bhi muh me bhar leti thi jisse mera maza duguna ho jata tha. Maya ko pata tha ki main jaldi jhadta nahi tha is liye wo mujhe jhaadne ke liye har tarah ke tareeke apnaati thi. Is waqt bhi wo kayi saare tareeke apna rahi thi jiska nateeja ye hua ki kuch hi der me main jhadne ki kagaar par aa gaya. Meri saanse tez ho gayi thi aur maze ke chalte maine fir se maya ke sir ko pakad liya aur apni kamar upar utha utha kar uske muh me apna land andar tak pelne laga. Ek minute ke andar hi mere andar aisa zalzala sa utha ki main buri tarah jhatke khate huye maya ke muh me jhadta chala gaya. Mere land se dher saara veerya pichkaariyon ke roop me maya ke muh me hi nikalta chala gaya. Maya ne use nigalne ki koshish ki lekin aadhe se zyada veerya uske muh se baahar nikal kar mere upar hi girne laga tha.

Maze ke saatwe asmaan se gir kar main ekdam shaant pad gaya tha. Meri saanse dhaukni ki maanind chal rahi thi. Mere land par lage veerya ko maya ne saara chaat liya tha aur fir wo mere seene se lag kar mere sath hi let gayi thi. Mujhe us par behad pyaar aa raha tha is liye maine bhi use khud se chhupka liya tha. Kuch der araam karne ke baad maya ne fir se mujhe choomna shuru kar diya.

Maya meri guru thi aur usne mujhe ek mukammal mard banaya tha. Ek aisa mard jo kisi bhi aurat ko param santusti dene me puri tarah saksham tha. Maya ke pyaar ne ek baar fir se mere andar uttejna bhar di thi jiska nateeja ye hua ki main uski dono taange apne kandho par rakh kar aur uski ras bahaati choot me land daal kar use puri taakat se chodne me lag gaya tha. Maya mere har dhakke par lambi aah bharte huye chilla uthti thi. Uski doodh jaisi saffaak gori chhaatiya buri tarah uchhal jati thi jinhe main beech beech me pakad kar buri tarah masal deta tha.

Us din maine maya ko na jane kitni hi position me chod kar use santust kiya tha. Maya parmanand ko pa kar besudh si bed par leti rahi thi. Kuch der baad jab uski saanse thami to wo jhatke se uth kar mujhse lipat gayi thi. Ham dono ke juda hone ka waqt aa gaya tha. Maya ki aankho se aansu chhalak pade the aur main use saantwana de raha tha. Mera dil to nahi kar raha tha usse juda hone ka lekin iske siva doosra koi chaara na tha. Maya ke hotho ko aakhiri baar choom kar main uske flat se nikal gaya tha.

Taxi ek jhatke se ruki to main ateet ki us yaad se baahar aa gaya. Driver ne bataya ki gantavya aa gaya hai. Uski baat sunte hi mere dil ki dhadkane tham si gayi. Aankho ke saamne guzre huye waqt ki har tasveer chamak uthi. Tabhi main chaunka, kyoki mujhe apne pant me apne khade huye land ka ehsaas hua tha. Ateet ki yaado me maya ke sath sex scene dekhne se mera land ekdam se akad gaya tha. Maine apne andar ubhar aaye in uttejak jazbaato ko kisi tarah kaabu me kiya aur taxi se utar kar driver ko uske paise diye jinhe le kar wo aage badh gaya.

Meri aankho ke saamne wo shahar dikh raha tha jiska kayakalp ho chuka tha. Bees saal pahle ye shahar mere liye bilkul bhi ajnabi nahi tha. Isi shahar me mera janm hua hua tha aur main isi shahar me apni hasti muskuraati family ke sath jeewan ji raha tha. Fir choot maar service jaisi sanstha ka meri zindagi me dakhal hua aur fir to jaise meri zindagi me khalbali si mach gayi thi. Maine khwaab me bhi nahi socha tha ki is sanstha se judne ke baad ek din aisa ho jaayega. Meri aankho ke saamne kuch doori par ISBT ka bada sa board laga hua dikh raha tha. Dhadakte dil se maine idhar udhar dekha aur fir ek taraf ko badh chala.

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Update - 06
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Yu to bees saalo me har cheez ka kayakalp ho chuka tha lekin yamuna nadi par bana ye bridge aaj bhi waisa hi tha. Halaaki waqt ki maar ka asar us par bhi pada tha kintu wo aaj bhi apne vajood ko banaye huye tha. Us waqt din dhalne laga tha aur main bridge ke upar khada cigarette foonk raha tha. Bridge par se logo ka aana jana laga hua tha. Main pichhle aadhe ghante se logo ko aate jaate dekh raha tha aur guzarte waqt ke sath logo ki bheed aur bhi badhti ja rahi thi. Pahle me aur aaj me yahi to ek fark ho chuka tha ki log raat ko bhi din samajh kar nirantar chalne lage the.

Sara din main alag alag auto me baith kar shahar ki khaak chhaanta fira tha lekin wahi hua tha jiski mujhe pahle se hi ummid thi. Mere dushmano ne apna thikana badal liya tha aur ab main is baat se puri tarah anjaan tha ki aaj kal wo kin jagaho par apna ashiyana bana rakhe the. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main ye bhi dekh chuka tha ki jin jagaho par pahle unke office hua karte the aaj un jagaho par alag hi tarah ki building bani huyi thi. Apni taraf se maine ye jaanne ki puri koshish ki thi ki un jagaho par aaj bhi unke office hain ya nahi lekin nateeja kuch na nikla tha. Zaahir hai jaise jaise waqt guzarta hai waise waise log bhi waqt ke sath badalte huye apni har cheez badalte rahte hain, aur ye usi ka nateeja tha ki main puri tarah niraash ho kar is waqt bridge par khada cigarette foonk raha tha.

Bees saal pahle jis jagah par C. M. S. ka headquarter maujood tha waha par bhi ab alag tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi aur abaadi badh gayi thi. Main samajh sakta tha ki aise me C. M. S. ka headquarter us jagah par maujood nahi ho sakta tha. Halaaki maine iske bavjood apni taraf se pata karne ki koshish ki thi lekin koi faayda nahi hua tha. Iski ek vajah ye bhi thi ki mujhe khud ko bhi chhupa ke rakhna tha kyoki kahi na kahi mere man me is baat ki aashanka bhi thi ki sambhav hai ki mujhe jaanne wale meri talaash me idhar udhar bhatak rahe honge. Halaaki is waqt maine apna aisa huliya bana rakha tha ki mere jaanne pahchanne wale mujhe pahchaan hi nahi sakte the lekin fir bhi ehtiyaat ke taur par main savdhaani barat raha tha.

Shaam dhal chuki thi aur aas paas maujood har cheez bijli ki roshni se naha gayi thi. Guzarte waqt ke sath mere andar ki bechaini me izafa bhi ho raha tha aur man me tarah tarah ki ashankaayen bhi ubhar rahi thi lekin iske bavjood main bridge par khada waqt ke guzarne ka intzaar kar raha tha.

Jab mere intzaar ki Intehaa ho gayi to main apni jagah se hila aur bridge par chal pada. Dil ki dhadkane anayaas hi tez ho gayi thi. Rah rah kar zahen me ye khayaal ubhar aate the ki aate jate huye logo ke hujoom me kya koi aisa bhi shakhs ho sakta hai jo mujhe pahchaan lega? Halaaki mera khayaal tha ki ek maheene guzar jane ke baad aisa hona sambhav to nahi tha lekin durbhagya ke bare me kya kaha ja sakta tha?

Bridge paar kar ke main nadi ke paar aaya aur logo ke beech se chalte huye main seedha sadak par aage badhta raha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha ek zamane me mera har roz ka aana jana tha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha par kahi mera ek bada sa ashiyana tha. Mujhe ummid to nahi thi lekin main ek baar apne us ashiyane ko dekh lena chaahta tha jaha par ek zamane me mera hasta khelta pariwar tha aur maine apne mata pita aur apne dosto ke sath haseen din guzaare the.

Sadak ke dono taraf tarah tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi jinke ground floor par kayi tarah ki dukaane thi. Bees saalo me ye bhi ek badlaav ho gaya tha. Ye sab dekh kar mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki kya in bees saalo me aaj bhi mera wo ashiyana waisa hi maujood hoga ya kisi ne us jagah ko khareed kar waha ka kayakalp kar diya hoga? Zahen me kayi tarah ke khayaal bunte huye main chalta hi ja raha tha. Kafi der paidal chalne ke baad main baye taraf jane wali ek gali me mud gaya. Pahle jaha ye galiya thodi chaudi hua karti thi aaj wahi galiya thoda tang si ho gayi thi.

Mere zahen me galiyo ki jo tasveere thi un tasveero ke anusaar hi main aage badhta ja raha tha. Jaha zahen me tarah tarah ki ashankaaye ubhar rahi thi wahi dil ki dhadkane bhi badhi huyi thi. Chalte chalte main ekdam se baahar aa gaya. Asmaan me chaand ki roshni thi is liye maine door se ek aisi building ko dekha jise dekh kar meri dhadkane tham gayi si prateet huyi kintu agle hi pal mere jism ka roya roya ek khushi ke ehsaas se aanandit ho utha.

Bade ashcharya ki baat thi ki dono taraf se jaha nayi nayi buildings ban gayi thi unhi ke beech wo bangla bhi apne vajood ko kaayam kiye huye khada tha. Main aage badh kar uske thoda kareeb gaya to dekha us bangle ki haalat bees saalo me behad kharaab si ho gayi thi. Mujhe bilkul bhi ummid nahi thi ki bees saalo baad uska vajood ho sakta tha lekin main apni aankho se uske vajood ko dekh raha tha. Usko dekha to aankho ke saamne jane kitne hi chehre aur jane kitne hi drishya ubhar aaye. Dil me ek tez dard utha aur meri aankho me aansu aa gaye.

Mujhe apni vastusthiti ka ehsaas hua to maine hadbada kar khud ko samhala aur tezi se aage badh chala. Pahle se kahi zyada abaadi badh gayi thi aur yahi vajah thi ki main ye soch kar hairaan tha ki mere pita dwara banwaya gaya wo bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood banaye huye tha? Aaj ke waqt me jaha log dusre ka sab kuch hadap lene ki neeyat rakhte hain wahi ye bangla bees saalo baad bhi waisa hi apni jagah par maujood tha. Kya aaj tak kisi ne bhi use hadapne ki koshish na ki hogi? Aakhir us bangle me rahne wala tha hi kaun? Ek main tha lekin mere bhi hone ya na hone ka koi matlab nahi tha, fir bees saalo baad bhi ye kaise apni jagah par maujood ho sakta tha? Achanak hi mere dimaag ki batti jali aur badi tezi se zahen me khayaal ubhra____Kya iski vajah ye ho sakti hai ki mere pita ke dosto ne ise kisi ko hadapne nahi diya hoga? Agar aisa tha to sawaal tha ki wo bhala aisa kyo chahenge?

Mera zahen kayi saare sawaalo se bhar gaya tha lekin jawaab ek ka bhi nahi tha. Maine apne zahen se in sabhi sawaalo ko jhatka aur aage badh chala. Bangle ka maujood hona ashcharya ki baat to thi hi lekin ye bhi sochne wali baat thi ki kya us bangle me koi rahta hoga? Zaahir hai uski dekh rekh ke liye koi caretaker to hoga hi. Halaaki bees saalo baad bangle ki jo haalat thi usse lagta to nahi tha ki uski koi dekh rekh karta hoga lekin zahen me paida ho rahe sawaalo ka jawaab milna to zaruri hi tha mere liye.

Sadak ke ek taraf mujhe ek dhaba nazar aaya to main us dhaabe ki taraf hi badh chala. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main buri tarah gaya tha aur bhookh bhi lagi thi. Meri ichha thi ki main kisi tarah bangle me daakhil ho jaau lekin is waqt aisa karna sahi nahi tha is liye dhaabe ko dekh kar maine yahi socha ki waha ja kar apne pet ki aag bhi bujhaauga aur thoda waqt bhi guzaaruga.

Dhaabe me pahuch kar main sabse last wali kursi table me ja kar baith gaya. Mere baithte hi ek ladka aaya to maine usse khane ke bare me puchha. Usne mujhe ek menu card pakdaya jise dekhne ke baad maine use order diya. Kuch hi der me khana table par mere saamne maujood tha. Mujhe kyoki waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine bahut hi dheemi gati se khana shuru kiya. Is waqt mera huliya ek adhed aadmi ka tha. Badi badi daadhi moonchh lagaye hone ki vajah se bhi main ahtiyaat se hi khana kha raha tha.

Dhaabe me khana khate huye maine kareeb aadha ghanta laga diya. Jo ladka mujhe khana paros raha tha usse maine dheemi awaaz me puchha ki kya yaha par daru ka jugaad ho sakta hai to usne saaf inkaar kar diya. Halaaki daru peene ka apna koi mood nahi tha aur na hi aise waqt me ye uchit tha lekin mujhe waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine us ladke ko kaha ki agar wo mere liye daru ka jugaad kar de to main use tip ke roop me paise duga. Ladka tip ki baat sun kar muskuraya aur mujhse dheemi awaaz me bola ki yaha par to daru ka koi jugaad nahi hai lekin wo theke se mere liye daru khareed kar la sakta hai.

Ladke ko maine paanch sau ka note pakdaya aur usse kaha ki isme se daru ka ek quarter le lena aur baaki paise khud rakh lena. Ladka meri baat sun kar khush ho gaya aur ja kar pahle dhaabe ke maalik se kuch kaha aur fauran dhaabe se baahar nikal gaya. Main jaanta tha ki use waapas lautne me time lagega kyoki saare raaste main khud dekhta hua aaya tha ki idhar aas paas kahi par bhi theka nahi tha. Halaaki ye bhi sambhav tha ki kahi par black me daru milti ho jiska use pata ho. Khair apne paas aur koi chara nahi tha is liye main apni jagah par baitha raha aur dhaabe me aane jane wale logo ko bhi dekhta raha.

Kareeb bees minute baad dhaabe wala ladka lauta. Use waapas aaya dekh mere chehre par mayusi ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Wo muskurate huye mere paas aaya aur apni pant ki jeb se nikaal kar daru ki ek bottle mujhe pakda diya. Mere zahen me sahsa ek khayaal aaya to maine usse kaha ki daru ke sath kuch aur bhi to chahiye is liye uska bhi jugaad karo kuch. Kahne ke sath hi maine ek sau ka note uski taraf badhaya. Ladke ne muskura kar note pakda aur fir se baahar chala gaya. Uske is tarah chale jane par is baar dhaabe ke maalik ne use awaaz bhi lagaai lekin wo ruka nahi. Maine man hi man socha chalo thoda time aur guzar jaayega lekin main galat tha. Wo ladka paanch minute me hi waapas aa gaya aur mere saamne namkeen ke kuch packets aur ek soda ki bottle rakh diya aur sath me cigarette ka packet bhi. Maine cigarette ke packet ko khol kar dekha usme teen cigarette padi huyi thi baaki packet khaali tha. Mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki ladka kaafi tez hai. Khair dhaabe me baithne ka mere paas ab dusra koi chara nahi tha is liye maine apne bag me sare samaan ko thoosa aur uth kar chal diya.

Counter par ja kar maine khane ke paise diye aur dhaabe se baahar aa gaya. Sadak ke dono taraf dekhte huye maine ek gahri saans li aur fir palat kar us disha ki taraf badh chala jaha par mera ashiayana dikh raha tha.

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Raat to lagbhag ghir hi chuki thi lekin street lights ki vajah se roshni faili huyi thi, ye alag baat thi ki us roshni ki vajah se mujhe zyada pareshani nahi hone wali thi. Maine puri tarah se aas paas ka jaayja le liya tha aur is baat se befikar ho chuka tha ki kisi ke dwara mujhe dekha nahi ja sakta tha.

Yu to sadak ke dono taraf uche uche makaan bane huye the lekin jis jagah par mera bagla bana hua tha uska kshetrafal baaki makaano se kahi zyada tha. Bangle ke chaaro taraf bani unchi boundary wall kahi kahi se toot gayi thi. Street lights ki roshni bangle par zyada to nahi pad rahi thi lekin jitni bhi pad rahi thi usse wo aisa nazar aa raha jaise koi bhutiya mahal ho. Diwaaro ka pent puri tarah se kharaab ho chuka tha aur diwaaro me lambi lambi lataaye jhool rahi thi. Zaahir hai in bees saalo me kisi ne bhi uski saaf safaayi nahi ki thi. Main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki itne bade shahar me jaha har taraf kayakalp ho chuka tha wahi naye naye makaano ke darmyaan maujood ye bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood kaayam kiye huye tha?

Main ghoom kar bangle ke us sthaan par aaya jis jagah se main bees saal pahle aksar khidki ke raaste neeche aa kar C. M. S. Jaisi sanstha ka agent ban kar apne customer ko sex ki service dene jaya karta tha. Jaisa ki maine bataya boundary wall kahi kahi se tooti huyi thi is liye mujhe andar jane me koi samasya nahi huyi thi. Boundary ke andar pahle behad hi sundar hari hari ghaas hua karti thi lekin is waqt waha badi badi jhaadiya thi aur chhote bade pedh paudhe uge huye the. Raat ke waqt aisi jagah par jana khatre se khaali nahi tha kyoki jhaadiyo ke beech koi bhi zahreela jeev maujood ho sakta tha jo mujhe nuksaan pahucha sakta tha lekin iske bavjood main waha maujood tha. Maine bag se ek chhoti si torch nikaal li thi aur usi torch ke sahare main boundary ke andar aaya tha. Is waqt jaha ek taraf mujhe aisi jagah par aane se dar ka abhaas hone laga tha wahi main ye soch kar bhi thoda ghabra raha tha ki aas paas ki kisi building se koi mujhe dekh na le.

Upar dikh rahi khidki ko kuch der tak nihaarne ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas ka jaayja liya. Sab kuch apne anuroop jaan kar maine jaldi se bag se ek rassi nikaali aur uske ek sire ko nikaal kar badi savdhani se khidki ke saamne bani balcony ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi tezi se upar gayi lekin balcony se takra kar waapas neeche aa gayi. Mere dil ki dhadkane samaanya se zyada tez ho chali thi. Man me ghabrahat aur ashankaao ka bawandar sa chaalu ho gaya tha. Maine ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko pakad kar upar balcony ki taraf uchhala lekin nateeja pahle jaisa hi nikla. Ye dekh kar mere andar gusse ke sath sath bechaini badhne lagi. Mujhe dar tha ki aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh na le warna mere saare mansoobo par paani fir jayega. Khud ko shaant karne ka maine prayaas kiya aur aas paas ka jaayja le kar ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko upar ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi ka chhor tezi se upar gaya aur is baar balcony ke kunde se ghoom kar neeche ki taraf aa gaya. Ye dekh kar mere andar khushi ka ehsaas jaagrit hua, halaaki rassi ka chhor abhi bhi thoda upar latak raha tha lekin maine kisi tarah use neeche ki taraf sarkaya aur jab wo mere hath me aa gaya to maine use ek hath se kheecha aur dusre hath se rassi ke baaki hisse ko dheela kar diya jisse rassi ka pahla chhor aur neeche aa gaya.

Rassi ke dono siro ko maine ek sath apni taraf kheench kar uski majbooti aur uski sthiti ka jaayja liya. Santust hone ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas baareeki se nazar ghumaayi aur fir rassi par jhool gaya. Bag meri peeth par maujood tha. Rassi ke dono bhaago ko pakde main upar ki taraf badhne laga. Ek waqt tha jab is kaam me mujhe zara bhi mehnat ka abhaas nahi hota tha lekin aaj wahi kaam karne me mujhe mushkil ho rahi thi. Abhi main aadhi hi door pahucha tha ki meri saanse foolne lagi aur sath hi rassi par se meri pakad kamzor hone lagi. Ekdam se mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki agar rassi par meri pakad kamzor huyi to main palak jhapakte hi neeche gir jaauga aur sambhav hai ki mujhe chot bhi lag jaye. Maine apne andar himmat paida ki aur puri shakti laga kar upar ki taraf badhne laga.

Badi mushkil se main upar pahucha. Balcony ke upar aa kar mujhe aisa laga jaise maine mount everest jaisi unchaayi ko paar kar liya hai. Meri saanse buri tarah fool gayi thi aur dono hatheliya dard karne lagi thi. Main samajh gaya ki ye umar ka prabhaav hai. Halaaki mere inhi hatho ne jail me rah kar jane kitne hi shakht kaam kiye the. Khair maine khidki ke paas baith kar kuch der araam kiya aur fir aas paas ka jaayja le kar uth kar khada ho gaya.

Khidki par laga sheesha toota hua tha, yaani main badi asaani se apne hath ko andar daal kar khidki ke palle ko khol sakta tha lekin ekdam se aisa karne ki meri himmat na huyi. Bees saal se ye bangla yu hi pada hua tha, zaahir hai andar kisi bhi tarah ka khatra maujood ho sakta tha. Khidki se andar dekha to mujhe kahi par bhi roshni ka abhaas nahi hua jo ki swabhaavik hi tha. Maine dhadakte dil ke sath jeb se torch nikaali aur aas paas ka jaayja lene ke baad khidki ke toote huye hisse par torch le ja kar torch ke button ko dabaya to torch ki roshni andar kamre me fail gayi. Jaisa ki mujhe ummid thi andar kamre me dhool aur kachre ka ambaar sa laga hua tha. Maine torch ke focus ko chaaro taraf ghuma ghuma kar achhi tarah andar ka jaayja liya. Khidki ke toote huye hisse se ajeeb si smell aa rahi thi.

Andar kamre me har wo cheez apni jagah par hi rakhi huyi nazar aayi jaise bees saal pahle rakhi huyi thi. Ek taraf jaha mere man me andar ja kar bangle ki har cheez ko dekhne ki teevra ichha jaagrit hone lagi thi wahi dusri taraf ye dar bhi badhta ja raha tha ki bees saal se viraan pade is bangle me mujhe raat ke is waqt is tarah nahi jana chahiye.

Torch band kar ke main waapas balcony me baith gaya tha aur sochne laga tha ki kya karu? Main janta tha ki din ke ujaale me yaha aana sambhav nahi tha lekin ye bhi sambhav nahi tha ki raat ke is waqt main akele bangle ke andar jaau. Kafi der tak main isi udhedbun me baitha raha. Aakhir kafi soch vichaar kar aur himmat juta kar maine andar jane ka faisla kiya.

Khidki ke toote huye hisse se hath daal kar maine khidki ke kunde ko neeche sarkane ka prayaas kiya lekin safal na hua. Kunda buri tarah jaam ho gaya tha aur ye mere liye ek nayi samasya ban gaya tha. Jab kaafi koshish ke baad bhi kunda tas se mas na hua to maine bag se ek hathaudi nikaali aur use le kar badi savdhani se kunde par halke se maara. Do teen baar andajan maarne ke baad maine fir se kunde ko hath se neeche ki taraf sarkane ki koshish ki. Is baar kunda thoda hilta hua mahsoos hua. Ye jaan kar mere andar ummid jagi to maine fir se hathaudi dwara kunde ko do teen baar maara aur uske baad hath se kunde ko sarkaya to thode prayaas ke baad kunda neeche sarak gaya. Khidki par zor laga kar maine uske ek palle ko kisi tarah khol hi liya. Aise hi maine dusre palle ke kunde ko bhi sarkaya aur palle ko khola. Is kaam me mujhe kaafi masakkat karni padi. Main is baat ka bhi dhyaan rakh raha tha ki zyada awaaz na ho aur na hi aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh le.

Khidki ke dono palle khul chuke the. Andar se aati smell aur bhi tez ho gayi thi. Maine torch ko andar kar ke fir se andar ka jaayja liya aur fir khidki ke raaste andar aa gaya. Kamre me aaya to naak me tez smell bharti chali gayi jisse maine naak ko hatheli se dhank liya. Torch ki roshni me maine charo taraf ka jaayja liya aur fir kamre ke darwaze ki taraf badha. Meri ummid ke vipreet darwaza ajeeb si awaaz ke sath khulta chala gaya. Andar har taraf ghana andhera byaapt tha aur sannata aisa ki sui bhi gire to dhamake jaisi awaaz ho. Dar aur ghabrahat ke mare mera bura haal hua ja raha tha lekin kisi tarah himmat juta kar main aage badh raha tha. Darwaza khol kar jaise hi main gallary me aaya to fadfad ki badi tez awaaz huyi jisne mere mukammal vajood ko hila kar diya. Aisa laga jaise dar ke is jhatke se mera heart hi fail ho gaya ho. Kahi koi parinda tha jo na jane kaise aahat pa kar apni jagah se ud kar bhaag gaya tha.

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Yu to bees saalo me har cheez ka kayakalp ho chuka tha lekin yamuna nadi par bana ye bridge aaj bhi waisa hi tha. Halaaki waqt ki maar ka asar us par bhi pada tha kintu wo aaj bhi apne vajood ko banaye huye tha. Us waqt din dhalne laga tha aur main bridge ke upar khada cigarette foonk raha tha. Bridge par se logo ka aana jana laga hua tha. Main pichhle aadhe ghante se logo ko aate jaate dekh raha tha aur guzarte waqt ke sath logo ki bheed aur bhi badhti ja rahi thi. Pahle me aur aaj me yahi to ek fark ho chuka tha ki log raat ko bhi din samajh kar nirantar chalne lage the.

Sara din main alag alag auto me baith kar shahar ki khaak chhaanta fira tha lekin wahi hua tha jiski mujhe pahle se hi ummid thi. Mere dushmano ne apna thikana badal liya tha aur ab main is baat se puri tarah anjaan tha ki aaj kal wo kin jagaho par apna ashiyana bana rakhe the. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main ye bhi dekh chuka tha ki jin jagaho par pahle unke office hua karte the aaj un jagaho par alag hi tarah ki building bani huyi thi. Apni taraf se maine ye jaanne ki puri koshish ki thi ki un jagaho par aaj bhi unke office hain ya nahi lekin nateeja kuch na nikla tha. Zaahir hai jaise jaise waqt guzarta hai waise waise log bhi waqt ke sath badalte huye apni har cheez badalte rahte hain, aur ye usi ka nateeja tha ki main puri tarah niraash ho kar is waqt bridge par khada cigarette foonk raha tha.

Bees saal pahle jis jagah par C. M. S. ka headquarter maujood tha waha par bhi ab alag tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi aur abaadi badh gayi thi. Main samajh sakta tha ki aise me C. M. S. ka headquarter us jagah par maujood nahi ho sakta tha. Halaaki maine iske bavjood apni taraf se pata karne ki koshish ki thi lekin koi faayda nahi hua tha. Iski ek vajah ye bhi thi ki mujhe khud ko bhi chhupa ke rakhna tha kyoki kahi na kahi mere man me is baat ki aashanka bhi thi ki sambhav hai ki mujhe jaanne wale meri talaash me idhar udhar bhatak rahe honge. Halaaki is waqt maine apna aisa huliya bana rakha tha ki mere jaanne pahchanne wale mujhe pahchaan hi nahi sakte the lekin fir bhi ehtiyaat ke taur par main savdhaani barat raha tha.

Shaam dhal chuki thi aur aas paas maujood har cheez bijli ki roshni se naha gayi thi. Guzarte waqt ke sath mere andar ki bechaini me izafa bhi ho raha tha aur man me tarah tarah ki ashankaayen bhi ubhar rahi thi lekin iske bavjood main bridge par khada waqt ke guzarne ka intzaar kar raha tha.

Jab mere intzaar ki Intehaa ho gayi to main apni jagah se hila aur bridge par chal pada. Dil ki dhadkane anayaas hi tez ho gayi thi. Rah rah kar zahen me ye khayaal ubhar aate the ki aate jate huye logo ke hujoom me kya koi aisa bhi shakhs ho sakta hai jo mujhe pahchaan lega? Halaaki mera khayaal tha ki ek maheene guzar jane ke baad aisa hona sambhav to nahi tha lekin durbhagya ke bare me kya kaha ja sakta tha?

Bridge paar kar ke main nadi ke paar aaya aur logo ke beech se chalte huye main seedha sadak par aage badhta raha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha ek zamane me mera har roz ka aana jana tha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha par kahi mera ek bada sa ashiyana tha. Mujhe ummid to nahi thi lekin main ek baar apne us ashiyane ko dekh lena chaahta tha jaha par ek zamane me mera hasta khelta pariwar tha aur maine apne mata pita aur apne dosto ke sath haseen din guzaare the.

Sadak ke dono taraf tarah tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi jinke ground floor par kayi tarah ki dukaane thi. Bees saalo me ye bhi ek badlaav ho gaya tha. Ye sab dekh kar mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki kya in bees saalo me aaj bhi mera wo ashiyana waisa hi maujood hoga ya kisi ne us jagah ko khareed kar waha ka kayakalp kar diya hoga? Zahen me kayi tarah ke khayaal bunte huye main chalta hi ja raha tha. Kafi der paidal chalne ke baad main baye taraf jane wali ek gali me mud gaya. Pahle jaha ye galiya thodi chaudi hua karti thi aaj wahi galiya thoda tang si ho gayi thi.

Mere zahen me galiyo ki jo tasveere thi un tasveero ke anusaar hi main aage badhta ja raha tha. Jaha zahen me tarah tarah ki ashankaaye ubhar rahi thi wahi dil ki dhadkane bhi badhi huyi thi. Chalte chalte main ekdam se baahar aa gaya. Asmaan me chaand ki roshni thi is liye maine door se ek aisi building ko dekha jise dekh kar meri dhadkane tham gayi si prateet huyi kintu agle hi pal mere jism ka roya roya ek khushi ke ehsaas se aanandit ho utha.

Bade ashcharya ki baat thi ki dono taraf se jaha nayi nayi buildings ban gayi thi unhi ke beech wo bangla bhi apne vajood ko kaayam kiye huye khada tha. Main aage badh kar uske thoda kareeb gaya to dekha us bangle ki haalat bees saalo me behad kharaab si ho gayi thi. Mujhe bilkul bhi ummid nahi thi ki bees saalo baad uska vajood ho sakta tha lekin main apni aankho se uske vajood ko dekh raha tha. Usko dekha to aankho ke saamne jane kitne hi chehre aur jane kitne hi drishya ubhar aaye. Dil me ek tez dard utha aur meri aankho me aansu aa gaye.

Mujhe apni vastusthiti ka ehsaas hua to maine hadbada kar khud ko samhala aur tezi se aage badh chala. Pahle se kahi zyada abaadi badh gayi thi aur yahi vajah thi ki main ye soch kar hairaan tha ki mere pita dwara banwaya gaya wo bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood banaye huye tha? Aaj ke waqt me jaha log dusre ka sab kuch hadap lene ki neeyat rakhte hain wahi ye bangla bees saalo baad bhi waisa hi apni jagah par maujood tha. Kya aaj tak kisi ne bhi use hadapne ki koshish na ki hogi? Aakhir us bangle me rahne wala tha hi kaun? Ek main tha lekin mere bhi hone ya na hone ka koi matlab nahi tha, fir bees saalo baad bhi ye kaise apni jagah par maujood ho sakta tha? Achanak hi mere dimaag ki batti jali aur badi tezi se zahen me khayaal ubhra____Kya iski vajah ye ho sakti hai ki mere pita ke dosto ne ise kisi ko hadapne nahi diya hoga? Agar aisa tha to sawaal tha ki wo bhala aisa kyo chahenge?

Mera zahen kayi saare sawaalo se bhar gaya tha lekin jawaab ek ka bhi nahi tha. Maine apne zahen se in sabhi sawaalo ko jhatka aur aage badh chala. Bangle ka maujood hona ashcharya ki baat to thi hi lekin ye bhi sochne wali baat thi ki kya us bangle me koi rahta hoga? Zaahir hai uski dekh rekh ke liye koi caretaker to hoga hi. Halaaki bees saalo baad bangle ki jo haalat thi usse lagta to nahi tha ki uski koi dekh rekh karta hoga lekin zahen me paida ho rahe sawaalo ka jawaab milna to zaruri hi tha mere liye.

Sadak ke ek taraf mujhe ek dhaba nazar aaya to main us dhaabe ki taraf hi badh chala. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main buri tarah gaya tha aur bhookh bhi lagi thi. Meri ichha thi ki main kisi tarah bangle me daakhil ho jaau lekin is waqt aisa karna sahi nahi tha is liye dhaabe ko dekh kar maine yahi socha ki waha ja kar apne pet ki aag bhi bujhaauga aur thoda waqt bhi guzaaruga.

Dhaabe me pahuch kar main sabse last wali kursi table me ja kar baith gaya. Mere baithte hi ek ladka aaya to maine usse khane ke bare me puchha. Usne mujhe ek menu card pakdaya jise dekhne ke baad maine use order diya. Kuch hi der me khana table par mere saamne maujood tha. Mujhe kyoki waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine bahut hi dheemi gati se khana shuru kiya. Is waqt mera huliya ek adhed aadmi ka tha. Badi badi daadhi moonchh lagaye hone ki vajah se bhi main ahtiyaat se hi khana kha raha tha.

Dhaabe me khana khate huye maine kareeb aadha ghanta laga diya. Jo ladka mujhe khana paros raha tha usse maine dheemi awaaz me puchha ki kya yaha par daru ka jugaad ho sakta hai to usne saaf inkaar kar diya. Halaaki daru peene ka apna koi mood nahi tha aur na hi aise waqt me ye uchit tha lekin mujhe waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine us ladke ko kaha ki agar wo mere liye daru ka jugaad kar de to main use tip ke roop me paise duga. Ladka tip ki baat sun kar muskuraya aur mujhse dheemi awaaz me bola ki yaha par to daru ka koi jugaad nahi hai lekin wo theke se mere liye daru khareed kar la sakta hai.

Ladke ko maine paanch sau ka note pakdaya aur usse kaha ki isme se daru ka ek quarter le lena aur baaki paise khud rakh lena. Ladka meri baat sun kar khush ho gaya aur ja kar pahle dhaabe ke maalik se kuch kaha aur fauran dhaabe se baahar nikal gaya. Main jaanta tha ki use waapas lautne me time lagega kyoki saare raaste main khud dekhta hua aaya tha ki idhar aas paas kahi par bhi theka nahi tha. Halaaki ye bhi sambhav tha ki kahi par black me daru milti ho jiska use pata ho. Khair apne paas aur koi chara nahi tha is liye main apni jagah par baitha raha aur dhaabe me aane jane wale logo ko bhi dekhta raha.

Kareeb bees minute baad dhaabe wala ladka lauta. Use waapas aaya dekh mere chehre par mayusi ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Wo muskurate huye mere paas aaya aur apni pant ki jeb se nikaal kar daru ki ek bottle mujhe pakda diya. Mere zahen me sahsa ek khayaal aaya to maine usse kaha ki daru ke sath kuch aur bhi to chahiye is liye uska bhi jugaad karo kuch. Kahne ke sath hi maine ek sau ka note uski taraf badhaya. Ladke ne muskura kar note pakda aur fir se baahar chala gaya. Uske is tarah chale jane par is baar dhaabe ke maalik ne use awaaz bhi lagaai lekin wo ruka nahi. Maine man hi man socha chalo thoda time aur guzar jaayega lekin main galat tha. Wo ladka paanch minute me hi waapas aa gaya aur mere saamne namkeen ke kuch packets aur ek soda ki bottle rakh diya aur sath me cigarette ka packet bhi. Maine cigarette ke packet ko khol kar dekha usme teen cigarette padi huyi thi baaki packet khaali tha. Mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki ladka kaafi tez hai. Khair dhaabe me baithne ka mere paas ab dusra koi chara nahi tha is liye maine apne bag me sare samaan ko thoosa aur uth kar chal diya.

Counter par ja kar maine khane ke paise diye aur dhaabe se baahar aa gaya. Sadak ke dono taraf dekhte huye maine ek gahri saans li aur fir palat kar us disha ki taraf badh chala jaha par mera ashiayana dikh raha tha.

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Raat to lagbhag ghir hi chuki thi lekin street lights ki vajah se roshni faili huyi thi, ye alag baat thi ki us roshni ki vajah se mujhe zyada pareshani nahi hone wali thi. Maine puri tarah se aas paas ka jaayja le liya tha aur is baat se befikar ho chuka tha ki kisi ke dwara mujhe dekha nahi ja sakta tha.

Yu to sadak ke dono taraf uche uche makaan bane huye the lekin jis jagah par mera bagla bana hua tha uska kshetrafal baaki makaano se kahi zyada tha. Bangle ke chaaro taraf bani unchi boundary wall kahi kahi se toot gayi thi. Street lights ki roshni bangle par zyada to nahi pad rahi thi lekin jitni bhi pad rahi thi usse wo aisa nazar aa raha jaise koi bhutiya mahal ho. Diwaaro ka pent puri tarah se kharaab ho chuka tha aur diwaaro me lambi lambi lataaye jhool rahi thi. Zaahir hai in bees saalo me kisi ne bhi uski saaf safaayi nahi ki thi. Main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki itne bade shahar me jaha har taraf kayakalp ho chuka tha wahi naye naye makaano ke darmyaan maujood ye bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood kaayam kiye huye tha?

Main ghoom kar bangle ke us sthaan par aaya jis jagah se main bees saal pahle aksar khidki ke raaste neeche aa kar C. M. S. Jaisi sanstha ka agent ban kar apne customer ko sex ki service dene jaya karta tha. Jaisa ki maine bataya boundary wall kahi kahi se tooti huyi thi is liye mujhe andar jane me koi samasya nahi huyi thi. Boundary ke andar pahle behad hi sundar hari hari ghaas hua karti thi lekin is waqt waha badi badi jhaadiya thi aur chhote bade pedh paudhe uge huye the. Raat ke waqt aisi jagah par jana khatre se khaali nahi tha kyoki jhaadiyo ke beech koi bhi zahreela jeev maujood ho sakta tha jo mujhe nuksaan pahucha sakta tha lekin iske bavjood main waha maujood tha. Maine bag se ek chhoti si torch nikaal li thi aur usi torch ke sahare main boundary ke andar aaya tha. Is waqt jaha ek taraf mujhe aisi jagah par aane se dar ka abhaas hone laga tha wahi main ye soch kar bhi thoda ghabra raha tha ki aas paas ki kisi building se koi mujhe dekh na le.

Upar dikh rahi khidki ko kuch der tak nihaarne ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas ka jaayja liya. Sab kuch apne anuroop jaan kar maine jaldi se bag se ek rassi nikaali aur uske ek sire ko nikaal kar badi savdhani se khidki ke saamne bani balcony ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi tezi se upar gayi lekin balcony se takra kar waapas neeche aa gayi. Mere dil ki dhadkane samaanya se zyada tez ho chali thi. Man me ghabrahat aur ashankaao ka bawandar sa chaalu ho gaya tha. Maine ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko pakad kar upar balcony ki taraf uchhala lekin nateeja pahle jaisa hi nikla. Ye dekh kar mere andar gusse ke sath sath bechaini badhne lagi. Mujhe dar tha ki aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh na le warna mere saare mansoobo par paani fir jayega. Khud ko shaant karne ka maine prayaas kiya aur aas paas ka jaayja le kar ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko upar ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi ka chhor tezi se upar gaya aur is baar balcony ke kunde se ghoom kar neeche ki taraf aa gaya. Ye dekh kar mere andar khushi ka ehsaas jaagrit hua, halaaki rassi ka chhor abhi bhi thoda upar latak raha tha lekin maine kisi tarah use neeche ki taraf sarkaya aur jab wo mere hath me aa gaya to maine use ek hath se kheecha aur dusre hath se rassi ke baaki hisse ko dheela kar diya jisse rassi ka pahla chhor aur neeche aa gaya.

Rassi ke dono siro ko maine ek sath apni taraf kheench kar uski majbooti aur uski sthiti ka jaayja liya. Santust hone ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas baareeki se nazar ghumaayi aur fir rassi par jhool gaya. Bag meri peeth par maujood tha. Rassi ke dono bhaago ko pakde main upar ki taraf badhne laga. Ek waqt tha jab is kaam me mujhe zara bhi mehnat ka abhaas nahi hota tha lekin aaj wahi kaam karne me mujhe mushkil ho rahi thi. Abhi main aadhi hi door pahucha tha ki meri saanse foolne lagi aur sath hi rassi par se meri pakad kamzor hone lagi. Ekdam se mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki agar rassi par meri pakad kamzor huyi to main palak jhapakte hi neeche gir jaauga aur sambhav hai ki mujhe chot bhi lag jaye. Maine apne andar himmat paida ki aur puri shakti laga kar upar ki taraf badhne laga.

Badi mushkil se main upar pahucha. Balcony ke upar aa kar mujhe aisa laga jaise maine mount everest jaisi unchaayi ko paar kar liya hai. Meri saanse buri tarah fool gayi thi aur dono hatheliya dard karne lagi thi. Main samajh gaya ki ye umar ka prabhaav hai. Halaaki mere inhi hatho ne jail me rah kar jane kitne hi shakht kaam kiye the. Khair maine khidki ke paas baith kar kuch der araam kiya aur fir aas paas ka jaayja le kar uth kar khada ho gaya.

Khidki par laga sheesha toota hua tha, yaani main badi asaani se apne hath ko andar daal kar khidki ke palle ko khol sakta tha lekin ekdam se aisa karne ki meri himmat na huyi. Bees saal se ye bangla yu hi pada hua tha, zaahir hai andar kisi bhi tarah ka khatra maujood ho sakta tha. Khidki se andar dekha to mujhe kahi par bhi roshni ka abhaas nahi hua jo ki swabhaavik hi tha. Maine dhadakte dil ke sath jeb se torch nikaali aur aas paas ka jaayja lene ke baad khidki ke toote huye hisse par torch le ja kar torch ke button ko dabaya to torch ki roshni andar kamre me fail gayi. Jaisa ki mujhe ummid thi andar kamre me dhool aur kachre ka ambaar sa laga hua tha. Maine torch ke focus ko chaaro taraf ghuma ghuma kar achhi tarah andar ka jaayja liya. Khidki ke toote huye hisse se ajeeb si smell aa rahi thi.

Andar kamre me har wo cheez apni jagah par hi rakhi huyi nazar aayi jaise bees saal pahle rakhi huyi thi. Ek taraf jaha mere man me andar ja kar bangle ki har cheez ko dekhne ki teevra ichha jaagrit hone lagi thi wahi dusri taraf ye dar bhi badhta ja raha tha ki bees saal se viraan pade is bangle me mujhe raat ke is waqt is tarah nahi jana chahiye.

Torch band kar ke main waapas balcony me baith gaya tha aur sochne laga tha ki kya karu? Main janta tha ki din ke ujaale me yaha aana sambhav nahi tha lekin ye bhi sambhav nahi tha ki raat ke is waqt main akele bangle ke andar jaau. Kafi der tak main isi udhedbun me baitha raha. Aakhir kafi soch vichaar kar aur himmat juta kar maine andar jane ka faisla kiya.

Khidki ke toote huye hisse se hath daal kar maine khidki ke kunde ko neeche sarkane ka prayaas kiya lekin safal na hua. Kunda buri tarah jaam ho gaya tha aur ye mere liye ek nayi samasya ban gaya tha. Jab kaafi koshish ke baad bhi kunda tas se mas na hua to maine bag se ek hathaudi nikaali aur use le kar badi savdhani se kunde par halke se maara. Do teen baar andajan maarne ke baad maine fir se kunde ko hath se neeche ki taraf sarkane ki koshish ki. Is baar kunda thoda hilta hua mahsoos hua. Ye jaan kar mere andar ummid jagi to maine fir se hathaudi dwara kunde ko do teen baar maara aur uske baad hath se kunde ko sarkaya to thode prayaas ke baad kunda neeche sarak gaya. Khidki par zor laga kar maine uske ek palle ko kisi tarah khol hi liya. Aise hi maine dusre palle ke kunde ko bhi sarkaya aur palle ko khola. Is kaam me mujhe kaafi masakkat karni padi. Main is baat ka bhi dhyaan rakh raha tha ki zyada awaaz na ho aur na hi aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh le.

Khidki ke dono palle khul chuke the. Andar se aati smell aur bhi tez ho gayi thi. Maine torch ko andar kar ke fir se andar ka jaayja liya aur fir khidki ke raaste andar aa gaya. Kamre me aaya to naak me tez smell bharti chali gayi jisse maine naak ko hatheli se dhank liya. Torch ki roshni me maine charo taraf ka jaayja liya aur fir kamre ke darwaze ki taraf badha. Meri ummid ke vipreet darwaza ajeeb si awaaz ke sath khulta chala gaya. Andar har taraf ghana andhera byaapt tha aur sannata aisa ki sui bhi gire to dhamake jaisi awaaz ho. Dar aur ghabrahat ke mare mera bura haal hua ja raha tha lekin kisi tarah himmat juta kar main aage badh raha tha. Darwaza khol kar jaise hi main gallary me aaya to fadfad ki badi tez awaaz huyi jisne mere mukammal vajood ko hila kar diya. Aisa laga jaise dar ke is jhatke se mera heart hi fail ho gaya ho. Kahi koi parinda tha jo na jane kaise aahat pa kar apni jagah se ud kar bhaag gaya tha.

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Bahut hi shaandar update diya hai TheBlackBlood bhai....
Nice and lovely update.....

 

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Yu to bees saalo me har cheez ka kayakalp ho chuka tha lekin yamuna nadi par bana ye bridge aaj bhi waisa hi tha. Halaaki waqt ki maar ka asar us par bhi pada tha kintu wo aaj bhi apne vajood ko banaye huye tha. Us waqt din dhalne laga tha aur main bridge ke upar khada cigarette foonk raha tha. Bridge par se logo ka aana jana laga hua tha. Main pichhle aadhe ghante se logo ko aate jaate dekh raha tha aur guzarte waqt ke sath logo ki bheed aur bhi badhti ja rahi thi. Pahle me aur aaj me yahi to ek fark ho chuka tha ki log raat ko bhi din samajh kar nirantar chalne lage the.

Sara din main alag alag auto me baith kar shahar ki khaak chhaanta fira tha lekin wahi hua tha jiski mujhe pahle se hi ummid thi. Mere dushmano ne apna thikana badal liya tha aur ab main is baat se puri tarah anjaan tha ki aaj kal wo kin jagaho par apna ashiyana bana rakhe the. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main ye bhi dekh chuka tha ki jin jagaho par pahle unke office hua karte the aaj un jagaho par alag hi tarah ki building bani huyi thi. Apni taraf se maine ye jaanne ki puri koshish ki thi ki un jagaho par aaj bhi unke office hain ya nahi lekin nateeja kuch na nikla tha. Zaahir hai jaise jaise waqt guzarta hai waise waise log bhi waqt ke sath badalte huye apni har cheez badalte rahte hain, aur ye usi ka nateeja tha ki main puri tarah niraash ho kar is waqt bridge par khada cigarette foonk raha tha.

Bees saal pahle jis jagah par C. M. S. ka headquarter maujood tha waha par bhi ab alag tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi aur abaadi badh gayi thi. Main samajh sakta tha ki aise me C. M. S. ka headquarter us jagah par maujood nahi ho sakta tha. Halaaki maine iske bavjood apni taraf se pata karne ki koshish ki thi lekin koi faayda nahi hua tha. Iski ek vajah ye bhi thi ki mujhe khud ko bhi chhupa ke rakhna tha kyoki kahi na kahi mere man me is baat ki aashanka bhi thi ki sambhav hai ki mujhe jaanne wale meri talaash me idhar udhar bhatak rahe honge. Halaaki is waqt maine apna aisa huliya bana rakha tha ki mere jaanne pahchanne wale mujhe pahchaan hi nahi sakte the lekin fir bhi ehtiyaat ke taur par main savdhaani barat raha tha.

Shaam dhal chuki thi aur aas paas maujood har cheez bijli ki roshni se naha gayi thi. Guzarte waqt ke sath mere andar ki bechaini me izafa bhi ho raha tha aur man me tarah tarah ki ashankaayen bhi ubhar rahi thi lekin iske bavjood main bridge par khada waqt ke guzarne ka intzaar kar raha tha.

Jab mere intzaar ki Intehaa ho gayi to main apni jagah se hila aur bridge par chal pada. Dil ki dhadkane anayaas hi tez ho gayi thi. Rah rah kar zahen me ye khayaal ubhar aate the ki aate jate huye logo ke hujoom me kya koi aisa bhi shakhs ho sakta hai jo mujhe pahchaan lega? Halaaki mera khayaal tha ki ek maheene guzar jane ke baad aisa hona sambhav to nahi tha lekin durbhagya ke bare me kya kaha ja sakta tha?

Bridge paar kar ke main nadi ke paar aaya aur logo ke beech se chalte huye main seedha sadak par aage badhta raha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha ek zamane me mera har roz ka aana jana tha. Ye wahi jagah thi jaha par kahi mera ek bada sa ashiyana tha. Mujhe ummid to nahi thi lekin main ek baar apne us ashiyane ko dekh lena chaahta tha jaha par ek zamane me mera hasta khelta pariwar tha aur maine apne mata pita aur apne dosto ke sath haseen din guzaare the.

Sadak ke dono taraf tarah tarah ki buildings ban gayi thi jinke ground floor par kayi tarah ki dukaane thi. Bees saalo me ye bhi ek badlaav ho gaya tha. Ye sab dekh kar mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki kya in bees saalo me aaj bhi mera wo ashiyana waisa hi maujood hoga ya kisi ne us jagah ko khareed kar waha ka kayakalp kar diya hoga? Zahen me kayi tarah ke khayaal bunte huye main chalta hi ja raha tha. Kafi der paidal chalne ke baad main baye taraf jane wali ek gali me mud gaya. Pahle jaha ye galiya thodi chaudi hua karti thi aaj wahi galiya thoda tang si ho gayi thi.

Mere zahen me galiyo ki jo tasveere thi un tasveero ke anusaar hi main aage badhta ja raha tha. Jaha zahen me tarah tarah ki ashankaaye ubhar rahi thi wahi dil ki dhadkane bhi badhi huyi thi. Chalte chalte main ekdam se baahar aa gaya. Asmaan me chaand ki roshni thi is liye maine door se ek aisi building ko dekha jise dekh kar meri dhadkane tham gayi si prateet huyi kintu agle hi pal mere jism ka roya roya ek khushi ke ehsaas se aanandit ho utha.

Bade ashcharya ki baat thi ki dono taraf se jaha nayi nayi buildings ban gayi thi unhi ke beech wo bangla bhi apne vajood ko kaayam kiye huye khada tha. Main aage badh kar uske thoda kareeb gaya to dekha us bangle ki haalat bees saalo me behad kharaab si ho gayi thi. Mujhe bilkul bhi ummid nahi thi ki bees saalo baad uska vajood ho sakta tha lekin main apni aankho se uske vajood ko dekh raha tha. Usko dekha to aankho ke saamne jane kitne hi chehre aur jane kitne hi drishya ubhar aaye. Dil me ek tez dard utha aur meri aankho me aansu aa gaye.

Mujhe apni vastusthiti ka ehsaas hua to maine hadbada kar khud ko samhala aur tezi se aage badh chala. Pahle se kahi zyada abaadi badh gayi thi aur yahi vajah thi ki main ye soch kar hairaan tha ki mere pita dwara banwaya gaya wo bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood banaye huye tha? Aaj ke waqt me jaha log dusre ka sab kuch hadap lene ki neeyat rakhte hain wahi ye bangla bees saalo baad bhi waisa hi apni jagah par maujood tha. Kya aaj tak kisi ne bhi use hadapne ki koshish na ki hogi? Aakhir us bangle me rahne wala tha hi kaun? Ek main tha lekin mere bhi hone ya na hone ka koi matlab nahi tha, fir bees saalo baad bhi ye kaise apni jagah par maujood ho sakta tha? Achanak hi mere dimaag ki batti jali aur badi tezi se zahen me khayaal ubhra____Kya iski vajah ye ho sakti hai ki mere pita ke dosto ne ise kisi ko hadapne nahi diya hoga? Agar aisa tha to sawaal tha ki wo bhala aisa kyo chahenge?

Mera zahen kayi saare sawaalo se bhar gaya tha lekin jawaab ek ka bhi nahi tha. Maine apne zahen se in sabhi sawaalo ko jhatka aur aage badh chala. Bangle ka maujood hona ashcharya ki baat to thi hi lekin ye bhi sochne wali baat thi ki kya us bangle me koi rahta hoga? Zaahir hai uski dekh rekh ke liye koi caretaker to hoga hi. Halaaki bees saalo baad bangle ki jo haalat thi usse lagta to nahi tha ki uski koi dekh rekh karta hoga lekin zahen me paida ho rahe sawaalo ka jawaab milna to zaruri hi tha mere liye.

Sadak ke ek taraf mujhe ek dhaba nazar aaya to main us dhaabe ki taraf hi badh chala. Din bhar ki bhaag daud me main buri tarah gaya tha aur bhookh bhi lagi thi. Meri ichha thi ki main kisi tarah bangle me daakhil ho jaau lekin is waqt aisa karna sahi nahi tha is liye dhaabe ko dekh kar maine yahi socha ki waha ja kar apne pet ki aag bhi bujhaauga aur thoda waqt bhi guzaaruga.

Dhaabe me pahuch kar main sabse last wali kursi table me ja kar baith gaya. Mere baithte hi ek ladka aaya to maine usse khane ke bare me puchha. Usne mujhe ek menu card pakdaya jise dekhne ke baad maine use order diya. Kuch hi der me khana table par mere saamne maujood tha. Mujhe kyoki waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine bahut hi dheemi gati se khana shuru kiya. Is waqt mera huliya ek adhed aadmi ka tha. Badi badi daadhi moonchh lagaye hone ki vajah se bhi main ahtiyaat se hi khana kha raha tha.

Dhaabe me khana khate huye maine kareeb aadha ghanta laga diya. Jo ladka mujhe khana paros raha tha usse maine dheemi awaaz me puchha ki kya yaha par daru ka jugaad ho sakta hai to usne saaf inkaar kar diya. Halaaki daru peene ka apna koi mood nahi tha aur na hi aise waqt me ye uchit tha lekin mujhe waqt guzaarna tha is liye maine us ladke ko kaha ki agar wo mere liye daru ka jugaad kar de to main use tip ke roop me paise duga. Ladka tip ki baat sun kar muskuraya aur mujhse dheemi awaaz me bola ki yaha par to daru ka koi jugaad nahi hai lekin wo theke se mere liye daru khareed kar la sakta hai.

Ladke ko maine paanch sau ka note pakdaya aur usse kaha ki isme se daru ka ek quarter le lena aur baaki paise khud rakh lena. Ladka meri baat sun kar khush ho gaya aur ja kar pahle dhaabe ke maalik se kuch kaha aur fauran dhaabe se baahar nikal gaya. Main jaanta tha ki use waapas lautne me time lagega kyoki saare raaste main khud dekhta hua aaya tha ki idhar aas paas kahi par bhi theka nahi tha. Halaaki ye bhi sambhav tha ki kahi par black me daru milti ho jiska use pata ho. Khair apne paas aur koi chara nahi tha is liye main apni jagah par baitha raha aur dhaabe me aane jane wale logo ko bhi dekhta raha.

Kareeb bees minute baad dhaabe wala ladka lauta. Use waapas aaya dekh mere chehre par mayusi ke bhaav ubhar aaye the. Wo muskurate huye mere paas aaya aur apni pant ki jeb se nikaal kar daru ki ek bottle mujhe pakda diya. Mere zahen me sahsa ek khayaal aaya to maine usse kaha ki daru ke sath kuch aur bhi to chahiye is liye uska bhi jugaad karo kuch. Kahne ke sath hi maine ek sau ka note uski taraf badhaya. Ladke ne muskura kar note pakda aur fir se baahar chala gaya. Uske is tarah chale jane par is baar dhaabe ke maalik ne use awaaz bhi lagaai lekin wo ruka nahi. Maine man hi man socha chalo thoda time aur guzar jaayega lekin main galat tha. Wo ladka paanch minute me hi waapas aa gaya aur mere saamne namkeen ke kuch packets aur ek soda ki bottle rakh diya aur sath me cigarette ka packet bhi. Maine cigarette ke packet ko khol kar dekha usme teen cigarette padi huyi thi baaki packet khaali tha. Mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki ladka kaafi tez hai. Khair dhaabe me baithne ka mere paas ab dusra koi chara nahi tha is liye maine apne bag me sare samaan ko thoosa aur uth kar chal diya.

Counter par ja kar maine khane ke paise diye aur dhaabe se baahar aa gaya. Sadak ke dono taraf dekhte huye maine ek gahri saans li aur fir palat kar us disha ki taraf badh chala jaha par mera ashiayana dikh raha tha.

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Raat to lagbhag ghir hi chuki thi lekin street lights ki vajah se roshni faili huyi thi, ye alag baat thi ki us roshni ki vajah se mujhe zyada pareshani nahi hone wali thi. Maine puri tarah se aas paas ka jaayja le liya tha aur is baat se befikar ho chuka tha ki kisi ke dwara mujhe dekha nahi ja sakta tha.

Yu to sadak ke dono taraf uche uche makaan bane huye the lekin jis jagah par mera bagla bana hua tha uska kshetrafal baaki makaano se kahi zyada tha. Bangle ke chaaro taraf bani unchi boundary wall kahi kahi se toot gayi thi. Street lights ki roshni bangle par zyada to nahi pad rahi thi lekin jitni bhi pad rahi thi usse wo aisa nazar aa raha jaise koi bhutiya mahal ho. Diwaaro ka pent puri tarah se kharaab ho chuka tha aur diwaaro me lambi lambi lataaye jhool rahi thi. Zaahir hai in bees saalo me kisi ne bhi uski saaf safaayi nahi ki thi. Main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki itne bade shahar me jaha har taraf kayakalp ho chuka tha wahi naye naye makaano ke darmyaan maujood ye bangla aaj bhi kaise apna vajood kaayam kiye huye tha?

Main ghoom kar bangle ke us sthaan par aaya jis jagah se main bees saal pahle aksar khidki ke raaste neeche aa kar C. M. S. Jaisi sanstha ka agent ban kar apne customer ko sex ki service dene jaya karta tha. Jaisa ki maine bataya boundary wall kahi kahi se tooti huyi thi is liye mujhe andar jane me koi samasya nahi huyi thi. Boundary ke andar pahle behad hi sundar hari hari ghaas hua karti thi lekin is waqt waha badi badi jhaadiya thi aur chhote bade pedh paudhe uge huye the. Raat ke waqt aisi jagah par jana khatre se khaali nahi tha kyoki jhaadiyo ke beech koi bhi zahreela jeev maujood ho sakta tha jo mujhe nuksaan pahucha sakta tha lekin iske bavjood main waha maujood tha. Maine bag se ek chhoti si torch nikaal li thi aur usi torch ke sahare main boundary ke andar aaya tha. Is waqt jaha ek taraf mujhe aisi jagah par aane se dar ka abhaas hone laga tha wahi main ye soch kar bhi thoda ghabra raha tha ki aas paas ki kisi building se koi mujhe dekh na le.

Upar dikh rahi khidki ko kuch der tak nihaarne ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas ka jaayja liya. Sab kuch apne anuroop jaan kar maine jaldi se bag se ek rassi nikaali aur uske ek sire ko nikaal kar badi savdhani se khidki ke saamne bani balcony ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi tezi se upar gayi lekin balcony se takra kar waapas neeche aa gayi. Mere dil ki dhadkane samaanya se zyada tez ho chali thi. Man me ghabrahat aur ashankaao ka bawandar sa chaalu ho gaya tha. Maine ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko pakad kar upar balcony ki taraf uchhala lekin nateeja pahle jaisa hi nikla. Ye dekh kar mere andar gusse ke sath sath bechaini badhne lagi. Mujhe dar tha ki aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh na le warna mere saare mansoobo par paani fir jayega. Khud ko shaant karne ka maine prayaas kiya aur aas paas ka jaayja le kar ek baar fir se rassi ke chhor ko upar ki taraf uchhaal diya. Rassi ka chhor tezi se upar gaya aur is baar balcony ke kunde se ghoom kar neeche ki taraf aa gaya. Ye dekh kar mere andar khushi ka ehsaas jaagrit hua, halaaki rassi ka chhor abhi bhi thoda upar latak raha tha lekin maine kisi tarah use neeche ki taraf sarkaya aur jab wo mere hath me aa gaya to maine use ek hath se kheecha aur dusre hath se rassi ke baaki hisse ko dheela kar diya jisse rassi ka pahla chhor aur neeche aa gaya.

Rassi ke dono siro ko maine ek sath apni taraf kheench kar uski majbooti aur uski sthiti ka jaayja liya. Santust hone ke baad maine ek baar fir se aas paas baareeki se nazar ghumaayi aur fir rassi par jhool gaya. Bag meri peeth par maujood tha. Rassi ke dono bhaago ko pakde main upar ki taraf badhne laga. Ek waqt tha jab is kaam me mujhe zara bhi mehnat ka abhaas nahi hota tha lekin aaj wahi kaam karne me mujhe mushkil ho rahi thi. Abhi main aadhi hi door pahucha tha ki meri saanse foolne lagi aur sath hi rassi par se meri pakad kamzor hone lagi. Ekdam se mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki agar rassi par meri pakad kamzor huyi to main palak jhapakte hi neeche gir jaauga aur sambhav hai ki mujhe chot bhi lag jaye. Maine apne andar himmat paida ki aur puri shakti laga kar upar ki taraf badhne laga.

Badi mushkil se main upar pahucha. Balcony ke upar aa kar mujhe aisa laga jaise maine mount everest jaisi unchaayi ko paar kar liya hai. Meri saanse buri tarah fool gayi thi aur dono hatheliya dard karne lagi thi. Main samajh gaya ki ye umar ka prabhaav hai. Halaaki mere inhi hatho ne jail me rah kar jane kitne hi shakht kaam kiye the. Khair maine khidki ke paas baith kar kuch der araam kiya aur fir aas paas ka jaayja le kar uth kar khada ho gaya.

Khidki par laga sheesha toota hua tha, yaani main badi asaani se apne hath ko andar daal kar khidki ke palle ko khol sakta tha lekin ekdam se aisa karne ki meri himmat na huyi. Bees saal se ye bangla yu hi pada hua tha, zaahir hai andar kisi bhi tarah ka khatra maujood ho sakta tha. Khidki se andar dekha to mujhe kahi par bhi roshni ka abhaas nahi hua jo ki swabhaavik hi tha. Maine dhadakte dil ke sath jeb se torch nikaali aur aas paas ka jaayja lene ke baad khidki ke toote huye hisse par torch le ja kar torch ke button ko dabaya to torch ki roshni andar kamre me fail gayi. Jaisa ki mujhe ummid thi andar kamre me dhool aur kachre ka ambaar sa laga hua tha. Maine torch ke focus ko chaaro taraf ghuma ghuma kar achhi tarah andar ka jaayja liya. Khidki ke toote huye hisse se ajeeb si smell aa rahi thi.

Andar kamre me har wo cheez apni jagah par hi rakhi huyi nazar aayi jaise bees saal pahle rakhi huyi thi. Ek taraf jaha mere man me andar ja kar bangle ki har cheez ko dekhne ki teevra ichha jaagrit hone lagi thi wahi dusri taraf ye dar bhi badhta ja raha tha ki bees saal se viraan pade is bangle me mujhe raat ke is waqt is tarah nahi jana chahiye.

Torch band kar ke main waapas balcony me baith gaya tha aur sochne laga tha ki kya karu? Main janta tha ki din ke ujaale me yaha aana sambhav nahi tha lekin ye bhi sambhav nahi tha ki raat ke is waqt main akele bangle ke andar jaau. Kafi der tak main isi udhedbun me baitha raha. Aakhir kafi soch vichaar kar aur himmat juta kar maine andar jane ka faisla kiya.

Khidki ke toote huye hisse se hath daal kar maine khidki ke kunde ko neeche sarkane ka prayaas kiya lekin safal na hua. Kunda buri tarah jaam ho gaya tha aur ye mere liye ek nayi samasya ban gaya tha. Jab kaafi koshish ke baad bhi kunda tas se mas na hua to maine bag se ek hathaudi nikaali aur use le kar badi savdhani se kunde par halke se maara. Do teen baar andajan maarne ke baad maine fir se kunde ko hath se neeche ki taraf sarkane ki koshish ki. Is baar kunda thoda hilta hua mahsoos hua. Ye jaan kar mere andar ummid jagi to maine fir se hathaudi dwara kunde ko do teen baar maara aur uske baad hath se kunde ko sarkaya to thode prayaas ke baad kunda neeche sarak gaya. Khidki par zor laga kar maine uske ek palle ko kisi tarah khol hi liya. Aise hi maine dusre palle ke kunde ko bhi sarkaya aur palle ko khola. Is kaam me mujhe kaafi masakkat karni padi. Main is baat ka bhi dhyaan rakh raha tha ki zyada awaaz na ho aur na hi aas paas ki building se koi mujhe dekh le.

Khidki ke dono palle khul chuke the. Andar se aati smell aur bhi tez ho gayi thi. Maine torch ko andar kar ke fir se andar ka jaayja liya aur fir khidki ke raaste andar aa gaya. Kamre me aaya to naak me tez smell bharti chali gayi jisse maine naak ko hatheli se dhank liya. Torch ki roshni me maine charo taraf ka jaayja liya aur fir kamre ke darwaze ki taraf badha. Meri ummid ke vipreet darwaza ajeeb si awaaz ke sath khulta chala gaya. Andar har taraf ghana andhera byaapt tha aur sannata aisa ki sui bhi gire to dhamake jaisi awaaz ho. Dar aur ghabrahat ke mare mera bura haal hua ja raha tha lekin kisi tarah himmat juta kar main aage badh raha tha. Darwaza khol kar jaise hi main gallary me aaya to fadfad ki badi tez awaaz huyi jisne mere mukammal vajood ko hila kar diya. Aisa laga jaise dar ke is jhatke se mera heart hi fail ho gaya ho. Kahi koi parinda tha jo na jane kaise aahat pa kar apni jagah se ud kar bhaag gaya tha.

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Bangla agar 20 sal bad bhi maujood hai to dushman bhi as pas hi maujood hain....
Ab dekhna ye hai ki unka pata kaise lage.... Unko pata chalne se bachna bhi hai

.... Shayad un logo ke legal business se.... Business chahe badal diye ho lekin unka jo bhi business hoga itna bada to hoga hi jis se unka nam kuchh log to jante hi honge, record, advertisement ya internet (ye bhi hamare hero ke liye 20 sal bad ek nayi technology hai)

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