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Maine darwaza khola to dekha baahar Dinesh ki biwi Swati khadi thi. Mujhe uske yaha hone ki zara bhi ummid nahi thi, albatta main ye zarur soch baitha tha ki aarti aayi hogi. Khair Swati ko dekh kar mere chehre par sochne wale bhaav ubhre aur sath hi aankho me sawaaliya bhaav bhi. Wo darwaze ke baahar khadi idhar udhar dekh rahi thi aur jaise hi darwaza khulne ki awaaz huyi to usne meri taraf dekha.
"Maaf kijiyega mujhe aapko is waqt pareshan nahi karna chahiye tha." Usne jhijhakte huye kaha to maine shaant bhaav se kaha____"Koi baat nahi bhabhi, kuch kaam tha kya mujhse?"
"Ji wo mere kamre ka pankha nahi chal raha." Swati ne badi masoomiyat se kaha____"Pata nahi kya ho gaya hai use. Abhi kuch der pahle to chal raha tha."
"Shayad koi wire wagairah toot gayi hogi." Maine kaha____"Chaliye main dekh leta hu. Agar mere bas ka hua to bana hi duga warna kisi machanic ko bulana padega "
Meri baat sun kar Swati ne sir hilaya aur kaha ki thik hai aap dekh lijiye ek baar. Uske palatte hi main kamre ke andar gaya aur badan par ek shirt daal kar kamre se baahar aa gaya. Maine darwaze ko baahar se band kiya aur Swati ke peechhe peechhe chal pada. Is waqt dopahar ka samay tha aur Swati ke bachche school gaye huye the. Dinesh auto le kar pahle hi ja chuka tha. Aise me mujhe uske sath neeche jane me thodi jhijhak to ho rahi thi lekin pichhle din jis tarah se usse mera hasi mazaak hua tha usse main thoda khul gaya tha usse. Waise mere zahen me ye khayaal bhi ubhra tha ki neeche to kayi kamre the jisme se kisi par bhi Swati ja kar araam kar sakti thi lekin iske bavjood usne aisa nahi kiya tha balki mujhe bulane upar aa gayi thi. Main sochne par majboor sa ho gaya tha ki kya Swati ke aisa karne ke peechhe koi alag khayaal tha ya wo sach me puri imandaari se pankhe ko mere dwara check karwana chaahti thi?
Seedhiyo se jab Swati neeche utarne lagi to sahsa meri nazar uski ubhri huyi gaand par pad gayi jo seedhiyo par uske utarne se thirak uthti thi. Swati gori chitti thi aur teen teen bachcho ki maa hote huye bhi wo karaara maal nazar aati thi. Neeli saadi me chhupi uski thirakti gaand ko dekh kar mere andar halchal si mach gayi thi aur saanse tez chalne lagi thi. Zahen me uske prati ajeeb ajeeb se khayaal aane lage the jinhe maine apne zahen se mitaane ki nakaam koshish ki. Jaldi hi main uske peeche chalte huye uske kamre me aa gaya. Ye pahli dafa tha jab main neeche ke portion me uske kamre tak aaya tha. Mere dil ki dhadkane ye soch kar thoda tez ho gayi thi ki is waqt main uske sath uske kamre me akela hu aur agar aarti ko pata chal gaya to wo pakka galat hi soch baithegi aur jal bhun kar raakh raakh ho jayegi. Ye bhi sambhav tha ki khunnas me aa kar wo kisi se bata na de ki dopahar ko main neeche Swati ke kamre me gaya tha. Ekaek hi mere chehre par chinta ki lakeere ubhar aayi.
"Ye dekhiye." Swati ki awaaz se mera dhyaan toota, jabki usne bijli ke switch me pankhe wala button daba kar kaha____"Button dabane ke baad bhi chal nahi raha ye. Abhi kuch der pahle tak to ye chal raha tha."
Swati ka pallu sir se gir gaya tha. Maine pahli baar hi uske sir ke baalo ko dekha tha. Kaale ghane baal the jinko usne jooda bana kar sir ke peechhe baandh rakha tha. Pata nahi kyo is waqt mera dhyaan usi par ja raha tha, jabki wo meri manodasha se bekhabar kabhi button dabaati to kabhi upar chhat ke kunde me lage pankhe ko. Achanak hi mujhe ehsaas hua ki ye main kya soch raha hu? Maine jaldi se khud ko samhala aur aage badh kar upar pankhe ko dekhne laga. Yu to sab kuch thik thaak hi nazar aa raha tha lekin main jaanta tha ki kahi na kahi koi to gadbadi zarur hai isi liye pankha chal nahi raha. Maine Swati bhabhi se unche stool ke bare me puchha to unhone bataya ki unke paas lohe ki seedhi hai. Unke hi batane par main store room se seedhi le aaya.
Seedhi ko pankhe ke neeche laga kar main us par chadh gaya. Seedhi ke chaar paaye the is liye girne ka sawaal hi nahi tha. Seedhi par chadh kar maine pankhe ke upar lagi katori ko khola. Is beech maine unse tester aur plaas laane ko kaha. Katori khuli to meri nazar direct us wire par padi jo screw se hata hua tha. Shayad kisi vajah se wo khinch gaya tha jisse power hat gaya tha waha se. Maine Swati se kaha ki wo switch se pankhe ki button band kar de. Kuch hi der me maine us wire ko tester ke dwara screw me jod diya aur fir katori ko waapas fit kar ke neeche utar aaya. Seedhi hata kar maine bhabhi se pankhe ka button on karne ko kaha to unhone on kar diya. Agle hi pal pankha tez speed se chalne laga. Kamre ke andar ham dono hi paseena paseena ho gaye the aur jab pankhe ki hawa jism par padi to thandak ka ehsaas hua.
"Lo bhabhi." Maine Swati ki taraf dekhte huye muskura kar kaha_____"Chalne laga aapka pankha."
"Bahut bahut dhanyawaad aapka." Swati ne khushi se muskurate huye kaha____"Ab ja ke jaan me jaan aayi hai. Garmi se to bura haal ho gaya tha mera."
"Waise bhabhi." Maine kuch sochte huye kaha____"Aap dusre kamre me bhi to ja ke araam kar sakti thi na?"
"Haan kar to sakti thi." Swati ne kaha____"Lekin aapko pata nahi hai meri beti poonam ke bare me. Use ye bilkul bhi pasand nahi hai ki koi uske kamre me jaaye aur uske bed par soye. Uski dekha dekhi me baaki ke dono bachcho ne bhi ek din yahi farmaan suna diya tha."
"Ohh chaliye koi baat nahi." Maine kaha____"Achha ab aap araam kijiye. Main bhi chalta hu ab."
"Are aise kaise chale jayenge?" Swati ekdam se bol padi____"Aapne bhari dopahar me itna bada kaam kiya hai aur paseena paseena bhi ho gaye hain to kuch der ruk jaaiye. Main aapke liye thanda thanda sharbat bana deti hu."
"Are iski koi zarurat nahi hai bhabhi." Maine kaha____"Aap bekaar me mere liye itna pareshan mat hoiye."
"Isme pareshan hone wali kaun si baat hai?" Swati ne halke se muskura kar kaha____"Aap baithiye, main bas do minute me sharbat bana ke laati hu."
Swati meri baat sune bina hi kamre se baahar nikal gayi. Mujhe yaha rukne me problem to nahi thi lekin kahi na kahi mujhe aarti ka khayaal tha aur main yahi soch raha tha ki wo kahi is sabko kisi aur tarah se na soch baithe. Khair Swati ke jane baad main ja kar unke hi bed par baith gaya. Bed par baithte hi ek alag tarah ka ehsaas hua. Ekdam se mere man me khayaal ubhra ki isi bed par Dinesh bhai apni is khubsurat biwi ke sath har roz sota hai. Zahen me is khayaal ke aate hi na jane kitne hi tarah ke chitra meri aankho ke saamne ujaagar hone lage. Ekaek hi meri dhadkane tez ho gayi thi. Swati aur dinesh dono hi meri aankho ke saamne beparda nazar aane lage the. Abhi main in sab khayaalo me hi khoya tha ki tabhi Swati kamre me daakhil huyi.
"Aree aap kin khayaalo me kho gaye?" Swati ki awaaz se maine chaunk kar uski taraf dekha. Uske hath me ek tray tha jisme ek glass rakha hua tha.
"Ji..ji kahi to nahi." Fir maine khud ko samhaalte huye kaha to wo mere kareeb aate huye boli____"Kahi to zarur khoye huye the aap. Ab agar aap batana nahi chaahte to koi baat nahi."
"Wo main ye sochne laga tha ki is waqt main yaha aapke paas hu." Maine dhadakte dil se kaha____"Dinesh bhai bhi nahi hain aur aapke bachche bhi nahi hain to kahi upar rahne wali wo aarti hamare bare me kuch galat na soch baithe."
"Hehehe aap bhi pata nahi ye kya sochne lage." Swati ne tray ko meri taraf badhate huye has kar kaha____"Halaaki aapki baat hai to theek lekin ye bhi sach hai ki ham kisi ke sochne ka kuch nahi kar sakte. Haan ye zarur hai ki hame apni jagah sahi hona chahiye."
"Sahi kah rahi hain aap." Maine tray se glass uthate huye kaha____"Lekin ek cheez galat ki aapne."
"Jii???" Swati mere aisa kahne par ekdam se chaunki____"Mujhse kya galti ho gayi?"
"Yahi ki aap mere liye to sharbat bana ke le aayi aur khud ke liye nahi laayi." Maine unke ulajh gaye chehre ki taraf dekhte huye muskura kar kaha____"Main akele ye sharbat piyuga aur aap mera muh taakti rahengi. Ye to galat baat huyi na?"
"Ohh to aapke kahne ka ye matlab tha?" Swati ko jaise ab baat samajh me aayi thi, boli____"Main to soch me hi pad gayi thi ki achanak se mujhse kaun si galti ho gayi?"
"Aap apne liye bhi ek glass sharbat le aaiye." Maine uski baat sun kar haste huye kaha____"Kyoki main akele ise pine wala nahi hu."
"Ye kya baat huyi bhala?" Swati ke chehre par hairaani ke bhaav ubhre____"Main aapke liye hi bana ke laayi hu, mujhe to waise bhi meethi cheeze zyada pasand nahi hai."
"Hargiz nahi." Maine inkaar me sir hilaate huye kaha____"Main is sharbat ko tabhi piyuga jab aap bhi apne liye ek glass sharbat bana ke le aayengi aur mere saamne hi piyengi."
"Aap to chhote bachcho ki tarah zid kar rahe hain." Swati ne muskurate huye kaha____"Aap pijiye na, main sach kah rahi hu mujhe zyada meetha khana pina pasand nahi hai."
"Achha fir ek kaam kijiye." Maine dhadakte dil se kaha____"Sirf meri baat rakhne ke liye mere is glass se thoda sa sharbat dusri glass me le lijiye. Mere saamne aur mere sath aap bhi piyengi to mujhe achha lagega."
Meri baat sun kar Swati dekhti rah gayi mujhe. Uske chehre par uljhan aur hairaani ke bhaav gardish karte nazar aa rahe the. Kuch palo tak wo meri taraf yu hi dekhti rahi uske baad usne muskura kar sir hilaya aur kamre se baahar nikal gayi. Thodi hi der me jab wo aayi to uske hath me ek glass tha.
"Aap sach me bahut ziddi hain." Mere kareeb aate hi usne muskurate huye kaha____"Lijiye, isme bas thoda sa hi sharbat daaliyega. Aapki baat rakhne ke liye main ise pi rahi hu warna aapke Bhai sahab bhi jaante hain ki main meetha bilkul bhi nahi khaati piti."
Maine Swati ke glass me apne glass se aadhe se thoda kam sharbat daala. Is beech Swati baar baar bas bas karti rah gayi thi. Is waqt mujhe bahut hi achha feel ho raha tha. Swati ke sath is tarah ki baate karna aur uska is waqt mere sath ek kamre me ho kar sharbat pina. Mera dil kar raha tha ki ye waqt ab yahi thahar jaaye par aisa bhala kaha sambhav tha. Na wo meri thi aur na hi main uska, aur haan main chaah kar bhi kabhi use apna bana bhi nahi sakta tha. Ekdam se mere zahen me khayaal ubhra ki ye sab main kya soch raha hu ya is tarah ke ehsaas mere dil me kyo jaag rahe hain jabki mera usse door door tak koi naata nahi hai. Kya ye sirf ek aakarshan tha jo bees saal jail me rahne ke baad uske saamne aane se ho raha tha ya fir mere andar barsho se dabi huyi hawas use dekh kar mere dilo dimaag par haavi ho rahi thi.
"Kya kuch puchh sakti hu aapse?" Sahsa Swati ki awaaz se main khayaalo se baahar aaya. Mere hath me abhi bhi mera glass tha jabki Swati ne apna glass khaali kar liya tha. Uski awaaz se main halke se chaunka aur pahle apne glass ka sharbat khatam kiya fir uski taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Haan kyo nahi, puchhiye."
"Kya sach me aapne shadi nahi ki?" Swati ne ektak meri taraf dekhte huye kaha____"Us din jab aapne mujhe bataya tha to main pahle yahi samjhi thi ki aapne shayad mazaak kiya hoga mujhse. Raat me jab aapke bhai sahab aaye to maine unse aapki wo baat bataayi to unhone bhi yahi kaha ki aapne shadi nahi ki. Unhi se mujhe pata chala ki aapka is duniya me aur koi nahi hai. Main raat bhar sochti rahi ki ek akela insaan kaise bina kisi ke sath ya bina kisi rishte ke sath jeewan ji sakta hai? Kya aapke man me kabhi ye khayaal na aaya hoga ki is sansaar me aapka bhi koi apna ho jiske sath aap apne jeewan ke sukh dukh baant sake aur ek khush haal pariwaar bana sake?"
"Zaruri nahi ki har insaan ko khushiya naseeb ho." Maine ajeeb bhaav se kaha____"Zaruri nahi ki har insaan ke bhaagya me koi aisa ho jise wo apna kah sake. Aap bekaar me hi mere bare me ye sab soch rahi hain bhabhi. Ye duniya bahut badi hai aur yaha par mujhse kahi zyada gaye guzre log dekhne ko mil jaayenge. Khair chhodiye in baato ko, achha chalta hu ab."
Swati ka koi jawaab sune bina hi main bed se uth kar tezi se kamre se baahar nikal aaya tha. Dil me ek dard sa uth gaya tha jiske prabhaav se sab kuch palak jhapakte hi berang aur benoor sa lagne laga tha. Main jaanta tha ki Swati meri baate sun kar shayad hairaan ya uljhan me pad gayi hogi par uske hairaan ya uljhan me pad jane se kya ho jata? Meri niyati ke likhe ko koi nahi mita sakta tha aur sach to ye tha ki main khud bhi nahi chaahta tha ki mera is tarah ka mukaddar mit jaye.
Apne kamre me aa kar main dhamm se charpaayi par let gaya tha. Dilo dimaag me ek tufaan sa uth khada hua tha jise main shaant karne ki koshish me lag gaya tha. Tufaan jab thoda shaant hua to maine socha Swati ki mahaj utni si baato se mere andar itna bada tufaan kyo uth khada hua tha? Jabki uski baato me kuch bhi aisa nahi tha jisse meri haalat aisi ho jaati. Kya aisa is liye ki wo ek haseen aurat thi aur uska ek khush haal pariwaar tha? Is bare me maine bahut socha magar kisi nateeje par nahi pahucha. Thak haar kar maine zahen se in saare khayaalo ko jhatka aur sone ki koshish karne laga.
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Us waqt raat ke gyaarah baj rahe the. Har taraf sannata faila hua tha. Yu to syaah raat thi lekin shahar me jalte anginat bulbo ki roshni jugunuo ki taraf lag rahi thi jo ki ek alag hi khubsurat nazara pesh kar rahi thi. Kabhi kabhi door se kisi bade waahan ke horn ki awaaz kaano me pad jaati thi. Rain water pipe se chadh kar main dusre maale ki balcony me pahuch gaya tha. Raat ke anusaar hi maine apne jism par syaah kapde pahan rakhe the taaki asaani se mujh par kisi ki nazar na pad sake. Is jagah ka maine bahut hi bareeki se muaayna kar liya tha aur puri tarah santust hone ke baad hi kothi ke dusre maale par pahucha tha. Balcony se chalte huye main baye taraf mud gaya. Door dusre mod ke paas safed roshni dikhi mujhe jo ki nishchay hi front ki balcony ke upar chhat par lage kisi bulb ki thi. Usi taraf neeche sadak bhi thi jaha par ikka dukka chhote vaahan aate jate dikh rahe the. Us sadak par street lights ka prakash bhi tha. Aisa nahi tha ki mere liye sab kuch asaan hi tha lekin sir par kafan baandh kar main yaha pahuch hi gaya tha.
Light ke prakash me aana khatre se khaali nahi tha is liye main waapas palat gaya aur mod se mud kar dusre chhor ki taraf chal pada. Beech beech me diwaar par khidkiya dikhi thi jin par kaale rang ka sheesha laga hua tha. Main achhi tarah dekh chuka tha ki sheeshe ke us paar roshni ka koi ansh nahi tha, matlab saaf tha dusri taraf koi insaani jeev nahi tha aur agar tha bhi to wo is waqt jag nahi raha tha. Jaldi hi main dusre chhor par aa kar mud gaya. Bagal se ek aur kothi thi lekin mere liye achhi baat ye thi ki us kothi ka pichhla hissa hi meri taraf tha jis par koi khidki ya roshandaan nahi bana hua tha. Maine aas paas ka jaayja liya aur diwaar se sat kar aage badh chala. Abhi main chaar paanch kadam hi aage badha tha ki ek khidki ke paas mujhe ruk jana pada kyoki khidki par lage sheeshe par mujhe roshni ka abhaas hua tha. Main thoda khidki ke aur kareeb sarka to maine dekha khidki par laga sheesha dono taraf se khiskaane wala tha. Us paar laga parda aadhe se thoda kam hata hua tha jiske chalte andar ki roshni ka abhaas ho raha tha mujhe. Maine sawdhaani se us parde ke paas aankh laga kar andar ki taraf dekha to saamne diwaar par badi si LED TV lagi huyi nazar aayi. Us tv me Hollywood ki koi movie chal rahi thi.
Maine dhadakte dil se khidki ke sheeshe ko apne daye hath se daaye taraf badi hi sawdhaani se sarkaya. Ab thodi si jagah ban gayi thi jisse andar chal rahi tv par se mujhe dheemi awaaz sunaayi di. Maine apna angel badla aur kamre ke andar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. Jaldi hi meri nazar ek taraf rakhe bed par gayi. Bed ka aadha view mujhe dikh raha tha jisme do jodi pair ghutno tak nange dikhe. Main ye to nahi jaanta tha ki kamre ke andar wo do jodi pair kinke the lekin pairo ko gaur se dekhne par ye zarur pata chal raha tha ki unme se do pair kisi mard ke the aur baaki ke do pair kisi ladki ya fir aurat ke. Wo dono jodi pair ghutno tak dikh rahe the jo ki beparda hi the.
"Ab is tv ko band bhi kar do na bro." Tabhi achanak mere kaano me andar se ek meethi khanakti huyi awaaz padi____"Tumhe to pata hai hamare paas zyada time nahi hai kyoki dad kisi bhi waqt ghar aa sakte hain."
"Aaj mood nahi hai sis." Andar se jis shakhs ki awaaz mere kaano me padi use main fauran hi pahchaan gaya tha____"Meri aankhe tv ki taraf bhale hi hain lekin man kahi aur bhatak raha hai. Jab se shekhar ne ye bataya hai ki uske dad ke phone se vikram ne usse baate ki thi tab se hi mood kharab hai mera. Vikram ke paas uske dad ka phone hone ka matlab tha ki uske dad vikram ke kabje me hain aur jis tarah se usne shekhar se baat ki thi usse to yahi lagta hai ki usne uske dad ke sath zarur kuch ulta seedha kiya hoga."
"Wo aisa nahi kar sakta bro." Andar se kisi ladki ki awaaz aayi____"Zaahir hai jab tak use unke dwara apne kaam ki jankaari nahi mil jaayegi tab tak wo unka kuch bura karne ke bare me hazaar baar sochega. Is liye chill karo. Mujhe yakeen hai bahut jald jeewan uncle ko khoj liya jayega."
"Tum abhi vikram ko nahi jaanti sis." Andar se mardana awaaz ubhri____"Ab wo pahle wala vikram nahi raha balki ab wo ek zalzala ban chuka hoga. Agar usne ham sab se apna badla lene ke maksad se hi jeewan uncle ko kabje me liya hai to yakeenan aane wala waqt ham sabke liye achha nahi rahne wala."
"Tum bekaar me hi itna soch rahe ho bro." Ladki ki awaaz_____"Ye mat bhoolo ki hamare paas har tarah ki taakat hai. Dekhna wo bahut jald hamari pakad me aa jayega. Uske baad uske sath kya hoga ye tum bhi achhi tarah jaante ho. Khair ab ye sab baate chhodo, aao main tumhara mood do pal me bana deti hu."
"Matlab maanogi nahi tum?" Mere kamine dost ki awaaz thi ye.
"Sawaal hi nahi uthta bro." Ladki ne halke se haste huye kaha_____"Aaj kafi time baad to hame aisa mauka mila hai aur main ye mauka hargiz chhodne wali nahi hu."
Uske baad koi awaaz nahi aayi. Main samajh gaya ki andar program shuru ho gaya hai. Mere liye jhatke wale baat thi lekin main samajh sakta tha ki inke beech aise sambandh ban jana ab koi ashcharya ki baat nahi hai. Khair, main is program ko bilkul bhi miss nahi karna chaahta tha is liye khidki ke sheeshe ko thoda aur sawdhani se sarkaya. Ab itni jagah to ban hi gayi thi ki mera kaam ho sake. Maine khidki par bani jagah par sawdhaani se sir ghusaya aur jaise hi bed ki taraf dekha to meri aankhe hairat se fat padi.
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Main ye dekh kar hairaan tha ki bees saal pahle jinke andar maine aurat ko chodne ke liye hausla bhara tha aaj wo kis stage par pahuch chuke hain. Mujhe us shakhs par itna gussa nahi aa raha tha jo mera ek samay dost hua karta tha balki us ladki par aa raha tha jo is waqt bade maze se apne hi bhai ka land choosne me magan thi. Maine fauran hi jeb se apna naya liya hua screen touch mobile nikala aur un dono ki video banane laga. Video me wo dono bahut hi clear nazar aa rahe the. Khair apna kaam pura kar ke main jis tarah yaha aaya tha usi tarah puri satarka se nikal bhi gaya.
Main jaanta tha ki bahut jald mere dushmano me khalbali mach jane wali thi. Jeewan ki lash der sawer unke aadmiyo ko ya fir police ko mil jane wali thi aur uske baad un logo ke kheme me tahalka mach jane wala tha.
Baaki ki raat maine kiraye ki taxi me hi guzaari. Subah hone se pahle hi meri aankh khul gayi to main us taxi se seedha gaziabad nikal gaya. Taxi ko maalik ke supurd kar main ek auto se Dinesh bhai ke ghar pahucha. Jab main waha pahucha to dinesh aur uske bachche ghar se nikal chuke the. Swati ne mujhe aate dekha to usne mujhse khane ka pucha. Maine use bata diya ki fresh ho ke aata hu.
Upar aaya to aarti mujhe khaali pade chhat par hi mil gayi. Wo chhat me lagi taar par geele kapde daal rahi thi. Mujh par nazar padte hi wo muskuraayi. Maine uski muskaan par zyada dhyaan nahi diya aur lock khol kar kamre me chala gaya.
"Aaj kal aapka kahi pata hi nahi rahta." Main kapde utaar hi raha tha ki aarti ki is awaaz ko sun kar palta. Wo mere kamre me hi aa gayi thi. Maine dekha usne darwaze ko andar se band kar diya tha.
"Yaha kyo aayi ho?" Maine thoda rude lahje me puchha.
"Puchh to aise rahe hain jaise pata hi na ho ki ek aurat ek mard ke kamre me kis liye aati hai." Aarti ne mere kareeb aate huye kaha____"Kal raat hi main thik ho gayi thi. Man to bahut tha ki aapke paas aa kar aapki sewa karu lekin aap the hi nahi yaha."
"Lagta hai kuch zyada hi aag lagi hai tumhe." Maine paint utaarne ke baad lungi lapette huye kaha____"Par mere paas abhi iske liye samay nahi hai. Waise bhi is waqt aisa karna khatre se khaali nahi hai kyoki bhabhi ji yaha aa sakti hain."
"Mujhe aisa kyo lagta hai ki aap bahana bana rahe hain." Aarti ne meri taraf dhyaan se dekhte huye kaha____"Jabki hamare paas iske liye time hi time hai."
"Abhi mujhe fresh ho kar neeche khana khane jana hai." Maine sapaat lahje me kaha____"Raat bhar kaam me byast tha is liye khana kha ke aauga to seedha so jaauga."
"Theek hai jaaiye." Aarti ne larazte swar me kaha____"Pata nahi kyo par shayad main hi pagal aur nirlajj hu jo baar baar aapke paas is tarah daudi chali aati hu. Thik hai, ab nahi aaugi main aur na hi aapse iske liye kuch kahugi."
Aarti meri koi baat sune bina hi palti aur darwaza khol kar chali gayi. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki achanak usko kya ho gaya? Kuch der uske bare me hi sochta raha aur fir mujhe ehsaas hua ki ek aurat ko is tarah inkaar nahi karna chahiye, wo bhi tab jabki wo poorn roop se samarpit ho kisi ke liye.
Main kamre ke baahar aaya aur darwaze ko kundi laga kar seedha uske kamre ki taraf chal pada. Maine soch liya ki ab jo hoga dekha jaayega. Maine aarti ke kamre ka darwaza khatkhataya lekin andar se koi response na mila. Maine kayi baar darwaza khatkhataya lekin usne andar se koi jawaab nahi diya. Mujhe us par behad gussa aaya aur maine darwaze se hi kaha ki agar usne darwaza nahi khola to aaj ke baad uske chaahne se bhi main kuch nahi karne wala. Meri baato ka asar hua aur jaldi hi darwaza khula.
"Agar tumhe sach me kisi baat ki parwaah nahi hai to thik hai." Main kamre me daakhil hote huye bola____"Ab main wahi karuga jo tum chaahti ho. Sach kahu to mujhe apni koi parwaah nahi thi kyoki mere aage peechhe koi nahi hai, parwaah tumhari thi ki kahi is sabki vajah se tumhari shadi shuda zindagi tabaah na ho jaye."
"Mere kahne ka matlab ye nahi tha ki aap abhi wo sab kare." Aarti ne meri aankho me dekhte huye dheeme swar me kaha____"Aap neeche se khana kha ke aate tab ham kar sakte the, kyoki tab swati didi ke upar aane ki koi ummid hi na hoti aur ham tasalli se apna kaam kar lete."
"Chhodo ab ye sab." Main ekdam se uske kareeb pahuch kar bola____"Aur shuru karo jo karna hai tumhe."
"Kya aap naraaz ho gaye hain mujhse?" Aarti ne maasumiyat se meri taraf dekha____"Dekhiye main aapko naraaz nahi karna chaahti. Agar aapka man nahi hai to koi baat nahi."
Maine waqt barbaad karna thik nahi samjha is liye uske chehre ko pakda aur jhat se uske hotho ko muh me bhar liya. Ab mujhse bhi bardaast nahi ho raha tha. Chudne wali khud chudne ko taiyar thi to mujhe bhala kya samasya thi?
Main aarti ke naazuk hotho ko muh me bhare buri tarah choose ja raha tha. Pahle to wo ghabra gayi thi lekin jaldi hi wo bhi mera sath dene lagi thi. Uske hotho ko chooste huye maine uski saadi ko uske jism se alag kar diya. Ab wo blauj aur petticoat me thi. Blauj me kaid uski badi badi chhatiyo ko main ek hath se masalne laga. Kuch hi der me kamre ka maahaul garam ho gaya. Main aarti ko peechhe dhakelte huye seedha charpaayi par la kar leta diya aur uske upar sawaar ho gaya.
"Jaldi se puri tarah nangi ho jaao." Main apni shirt ke button kholte huye bola to wo jaldi se apne blauj ke button kholne lagi. Jaldi hi ham dono puri tarah nange ho gaye. Aarti baalo se ghiri apni choot ko chhupa ne lagi. Maine jhuk kar uski ek chhati ko pakda aur zor se masal diya.
"Aaahhh sshshshsh dheere se dabaaiye." Aarti ne dard se karaahte huye kaha____"Dard hota hai."
"Is dard me hi to maza hai." Maine fir se uski chhati ko zor se dabaya aur jhuk kar uske nipple ko muh me bhar liya.
"Sshshsh aaaahhh." Aarti ne siski lete huye mere sir ko thaam liya____"Aise hi sshshsh zor zor se chusiye inhe."
Main baari baari se uski chhatiyo ko kuch der tak masalta aur choosta raha uske baad neeche ki taraf badha. Uske baaki jism ko choomte huye main jaldi hi uski gahri naabhi me aaya aur jeebh se use kuredne laga jisse aarti machalne lagi.
"Shshshs aaaahhh." Aarti buri tarah siski le rahi thi____"Aap to kamaal hain. Shshshs aahh munni ke papa to ye sab karte hi nahi hain jabki aisa karne me to ek alag hi maza mil raha hai."
Mera land buri tarah akad gaya tha. Aarti ki naabhi ko kuch der choomte rahne ke baad maine sir utha kar seedha uski choot ko dekha. Ghane baalo par uske ras ki nanhi boonde jhilmilaati nazar aayi mujhe. Zaahir hai wo garam ho gayi thi aur uski choot se kamras tapakne laga tha. Kaali choot par kaale ghane baal dekh kar mera bilkul bhi man nahi kiya ki main uski choot par apna muh rakhu is liye main seedha upar ko sarak kar uske hotho ko fir se choomne choosne laga.
Mera land aarti ki naabhi me ragad kha raha tha jise aarti ne hath badha kar pakad liya aur use sahlaane lagi. Main uske chehre se hata aur charpaayi par let gaya. Aarti ne mere akde huye land ko dekha to uski aankhe hairaani se fat padi.
"Kitna lamba aur mota hai aapka ye" Aarti ne dheere se hath badha kar mere land ko pakad liya____"Mere pati ka to iska aadha bhi nahi hai."
"Agar pasand aaya ho to pyar karo use." Maine halke se muskura kar kaha to aarti bhi muskura uthi aur fir meri taraf dekhte huye hi chehra neeche kiya aur mere land ke tope ko nikaal kar usko haule se choom liya.
"Jaldi karo na." Maine aarti ki gaand par ek thappad lagaya to wo uchhal hi padi.
"Ye itna bada hai ki pura ka pura mere muh me nahi jaayega." Aarti ne kaha____"Fir bhi main koshish karti hu lekin us din ki tarah aap meri jaan mat le lena."
Maine uski baat par palke jhapka kar haan me ishara kiya to wo muskurate huye jhuki aur muh khol kar land ko muh me lene lagi. Jaise hi land ka topa uske muh me gaya to mere land par uske muh ki garmi ka ehsaas hua jiske chalte meri aankhe band ho gai. Aarti ne koshish karte huye use thoda aur andar liya aur utne ko hi choosna shuru kar diya. Mere pure jism me sansanahat hone lagi thi jo mujhe ek alag hi aanand dene lagi thi. Maine aankhe khol kar dekha aarti puri lagan se mere land ko choosne me lagi huyi thi. Mera land aadha se bhi kam uske muh me tha jise choosne me uski haalat kharaab dikh rahi thi.
"Chalo ab charpaayi par let jaao." Maine kaha to aarti ne muh se land nikaal diya. Uske thook aur laar se mera land pura san gaya tha.
Main utha to aarti meri jagah par let gayi. Uske chehre par ghabraahat ke bhaav dikhe mujhe. Main samajh gaya land ki lambaayi aur motaayi dekh kar wo thoda ghabra rahi hai.
"Araam se daaliyega." Usne meri taraf dekhte huye larazte swar me kaha____"Aapka ye bahut lamba aur mota hai, kahi aisa na ho ki dard se meri jaan hi nikal jaye."
"Chinta mat karo." Maine kaha____"Land lene se koi nahi marta. Haan thoda dard zarur hota hai lekin tum use bardaast karne ki koshish karna aur agar zyada hi dard ho to bata dena."
Maine aarti ke dono pair failaye aur land ko uski choot par set kiya. Uski choot ke chhend par jaise hi mere land ka topa laga to aarti ke muh se siski nikal gayi. Maine uski taraf dekha aur ishaare se hi puchha ki wo taiyar hai ki nahi? Uski sahmati milte hi maine land ko uski choot ke andar ghusana shuru kar diya. Halaaki wo ek bachche ki maa ban chuki thi lekin iske baavjood wo dar rahi thi. Uski choot ki faanko ko failaate huye mere land ka topa ghus gaya.
"Sshshshs aaahhh." Aarti ne zor ki siski li____"Kya chala gaya andar?"
"Abhi to topa hi gaya hai." Maine muskura kar kaha____"Land jaana to saara hi baaki hai."
Kuch sochte huye main aage ko jhuka aur uske hotho ko muh me bhar liya. Kuch pal uske hotho ko choosta raha aur jab mujhe laga ki uska dhyaan hat gaya hai to maine zor ka jhatka diya. Aarti buri tarah hil gayi. Maine agar uske hotho ko muh me na liya hota to wo yakeenan chilla uthti. Mere neeche padi wo buri tarah machalne lagi thi. Maine jhatka de kar khud ko rok diya tha aur ek hath neeche le ja kar uski choot ke daane ko sahlaane laga tha. Upar se hotho ki narmi aur neeche se choot ke daane ko sahlaane se uska dard aur machalna thoda kam hota mahsoos hua.
"Aaaahhhh sshshshsh bahut tez dard ho raha hai mujhe." Apne hotho ko mujhse chhuda kar usne sisiyaate huye kaha____"Aapne kaha tha ki dheere se daalunga."
"Dheere dheere daalta to tum aur bhi sahan nahi kar paati." Maine uske hotho ko choom kar kaha____"Is liye socha ki time barbaad na kar ke ek jhatke me hi daal deta hu. Dard zarur hoga lekin aadha kaam to ho hi jaayega."
"Aadha se kya matlab hai aapka?" Aarti ne hairaani se puchha.
"Matlab ye ki abhi aadha hi land tumhari choot ke andar gaya hai." Maine kaha____"Jabki baaki ka aadha hissa abhi baahar hi hai."
"Baap re." Aarti chakit bhaav se boli____"Yaani abhi aur dard hoga mujhe?"
"Haan." Maine muskura kar kaha____"Lekin is baar pahle jaisa nahi hoga."
Kahne ke sath hi maine aarti ke hotho par hoth rakhe aur land ko tope tak nikaal kar fir se tez jhatka diya aur is baar mera pura land uski choot ki diwaaro ko cheerte huye andar tak sama gaya. Aarti ek baar fir buri tarah tadap kar rah gayi. Kuch der tak main ruka raha aur uske hotho ko choomte huye uski chhatiyo ko araam araam se masalta raha. Jab wo samaanya ho gayi to maine kamar ko dhire dhire hilana shuru kar diya.
"Aaaahhhh sshshshsh abhi bhi dard ho raha hai." Aarti ne dard se sisiyaate huye kaha____"Aisa lagta hai jaise koi garam sariya meri choot ke andar ghusa hua hai."
Main kamar ko hilaane ki raftaar dhire dhire tez karta ja raha tha aur aarti ab dard ki jagah maze ki siskaariya bharne lagi thi. Uski choot ne mere land ko charo taraf se kasa hua tha aur is vajah se mujhe aur bhi maza aa raha tha. Bees saal baad mera land kisi choot ki sair kar raha tha. Bees saalo se soya hua mere andar ka play boy jaise pratipal jaagta hi ja raha tha.
Kamre me chudaayi ka bheeshan tufaan chaalu ho gaya tha. Aarti buri tarah aahe bhar rahi thi. Meri peeth ko apne nakhuno se chheele de rahi thi wo. Abhi paanch minute bhi na hua tha ki aarti ka jism akadne laga.
"Aaaahhh sshshhsshsh aur tez chodiye mujhe." Aarti maze me pagal si ho gayi thi____"Haye kitna maza aa raha hai. Aaaahhhh sshshshsh main hawaao me ud rahi hu. Aaaahhhh aise hi aur zor se chodiye mujhe."
Aarti ka jism ekdam se akad gaya aur wo jhatke lete huye bharbhara kar jhadne lagi. Kuch hi der me wo shaant pad gayi lekin main puri speed se laga raha. Uske choot ka garam ras mere land ko bhigo diya tha jisse mujhe aur bhi aanand aane laga tha. Kamre me fachch fachch ki aawaze aane lagi thi.
"Aaaahhhh sshshhssh rrrrukk jaaiyeeee." Aarti dard se karaahte huye boli____"Sshshshs mujhe jalan ho rahi hai. Thodi der ke liye ruk jaaiye."
"Ab rukne ko mat bolo mujhe." Main tez tez dhakke lagate huye bola____"Thoda bardaast karo, jaldi hi tumhe fir se maza aane lagega."
Aarti mana karti hi rah gayi lekin main nahi ruka. Thodi der me uska mana karna band ho gaya aur ab wo maze wali siskiya lene lagi. Maine uski choot se land nikaala aur use ghodi ban jane ko kaha to wo mushkil se uthi aur palat kar ghodi ban gayi. Maine jaldi se uski choot par land daala aur ek hi baar me pura andar tak ghusa diya. Aarti buri tarah karaah kar rah gayi. Uski kamar ko pakde main tez tez dhakke lagane laga tha. Ek baar fir se kamre me aarti ki aahe aur siskaariya goojne lagi thi.
Das minute baad aarti fir se jhad gayi lekin main laga hi raha. Usme ab shakti nahi bachi thi. Wo mujhse ruk jane ko kah rahi thi lekin alag alag position ke sath main usko pelta hi raha. Kareeb paune ghante baad main jhadne ke kareeb aaya. Mere dhakko ki speed aur tez ho gayi. Aarti behaal si charpaayi par padi thi. Sahsa meri nazar us par padi. Uski aankho ke koro se aansu nikal rahe the. Main jhadne ke kareeb hi tha magar uski buri haalat dekh kar maine uski choot se land nikaal liya.
"Tum thik to ho na?" Main uske chehre ko thapthapaate huye usse puchha____"Mujhe maaf kar do, mujhe maze me tumhara khayaal hi nahi rah gaya tha."
"Koi baat nahi." Usne feeki si muskaan hotho par saja kar kaha____"Main aapki sewa thik se nahi kar paayi na? Aapko beech dhaar par hi chhod diya maine."
"Aisa kuch nahi hai." Maine uske hotho ko is baar pyaar se choom liya____"Tumne apni kshamta se kahi zyada meri sewa ki hai aur mera sath bhi diya hai."
"Aapka abhi nahi hua na?" Usne uthne ki koshish ki____"Laaiye main muh me le kar aapko shaant kar deti hu."
"Nahi iski koi zarurat nahi hai." Maine kaha_____"Tumhe ab sirf araam karna hai. Tumne pahli baar is tarah ki chudaayi karwaai hai jiska na to tumhe tazurba hai aur na hi tum me kshamta hai."
"To main hath se kar deti hu na." Aarti ne mere land ko apne hath me lete huye kaha____"Main chaahti hu ki main kuch bhi kar ke aapko shaant karu."
"Achha theek hai." Maine uski bhavnaao ko samajhte huye kaha.
Aarti apne hath se mere land ki mutth maarne lagi. Is darmyaan mere andar ka tufaan tham gaya tha is liye mutth maarte maarte uske hath dard karne lage. Wo ye soch kar hairaani se meri taraf dekhti bhi ja rahi thi ki main jhad kyo nahi raha? Ab bhala use kya pata tha ki uska paala kisse pada tha? Use kya pata tha ki ek zamane me main kya cheez hua karta tha. Aakhir das minute ki purzor koshish ke baad usne mujhe jhadne ke kagaar par la hi diya. Maine use bataya ki main jhadne wala hu to usne kaha ki main uski chhaatiyo par apna veerya chhodu. Uske kahe anusaar maine aisa hi kiya.
Aarti is paune ek ghante me jane kitni hi baar jhadi thi aur is vajah se wo past ho gayi thi. Mera sath na de paane ki vajah se wo thoda maayoos dikh rahi thi lekin maine use samjhaya aur pyaar se uske hotho ko choom liya tha. Uske baad jaise hi main uske kamre se baahar aaya to sahsa meri nazar door seedhiyo ki taraf padi. Kisi ka thoda sa sir mujhe dikhaayi diya aur fir wo neeche ki taraf jhat se gaayab ho gaya. Ye dekh kar main dhakk se rah gaya. Jiska dar tha wahi ho gaya tha. Halaaki wo kaun tha ye main nahi dekh paaya tha lekin koi to tha zarur. Main sochne laga kaun ho sakta hai? Is waqt neeche sirf Swati hi thi, to kya tezi se seedhiyo se neeche jane wali Swati thi?
Yakeenan wo swati hi thi. Shayad wo mujhe khana khane ke liye bulane aayi thi. Shayad der ho jane ki vajah se wo mujhe upar bulaane aayi thi. Jab usne mere kamre ke darwaze par baahar se kundi lagi dekha hoga to usne bathroom ki taraf dekha hoga aur jab bathroom ka darwaza use khula nazar aaya hoga tab use shak hua hoga. Uske aad wo aarti ke kamre ki taraf aayi hogi. Main man hi man ye sab sochte huye kadiya jod raha tha. Main sochne laga ki ab jab main neeche jaauga to kaise Swati se nazre mila paauga aur wo khud mere bare me kya soch rahi hogi? Kya wo is sabse mujh par gussa karegi aur mujhe yaha se jane ka bol degi? Ekaek mujhe ehsaas hua ki achanak se badi bhaari samasya ho gayi hai. Halaaki mera to kuch nahi bigadne wala tha lekin sambhav hai ki aarti ke liye bhaari musibat ho jaye.
Maine is waqt aarti ko is bare me batana sahi nahi samjha kyoki ek to wo bhayankar chudaayi ki vajah se last past ho chuki thi dusre is baat ko jaan kar uski aur bhi haalat kharaab ho jaati. Main chup chaap gaya aur bathrooplm me fresh hone laga. Nahaate huye main yahi soch raha tha ki jab main neeche jaauga to Swati ka kya reaction hoga?
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