Update 34: Ignored Desires
Subah ka time tha, December ki thandi hawa Delhi ki ghar mein ghus rahi thi. Saba, ghar ki bahu, jo itni sundar aur susheel thi ki har koi usse dekhta reh jata, aaj thoda late uthi. Raat ki ghatna uske dimag mein ghum rahi thi – wo accident wala moment Hariye ke saath. Usne apne aap ko sambhala, bed se uthti hui sochi, "Kya hua tha? Wo sab galti thi. Ab sab normal karna hai." Usne bathroom mein jaake shower liya, pani ki boondein uske soft skin pe gir rahi thi, jaise uski body ko saaf kar rahi ho. Gosal karne ke baad, usne apne geele baalon pe gamcha lapeta, aur ek simple salwar kameez pehni – white color ki, jo uske curves ko lightly highlight kar rahi thi. Orona usne properly lapeta, par andar se wo nervous feel kar rahi thi.
Bedroom se bahar nikalte hi, living room mein Hariye baitha tha, apna breakfast kha raha tha – roti aur sabzi. Wo purana servant , kaala rang, budha, par uski aankhon mein ek alag si chamak thi. Jaise hi Saba ko dekha, usne muskuraya – wo muskurahat jo secretive thi, jaise kal raat ki yaad aa gayi ho. "Good morning, bahurani ji," usne kaha low voice mein, aankh maarte hue.
Saba ne uski taraf dekha bhi nahi. Usne ignore kiya, seedha kitchen ki taraf badhi. Dil mein sochi, "Iski himmat kaise? Main usse baat nahi karungi." Kitchen mein Zareen, uski saas, busy thi cooking mein. "Arre Saba, uth gayi? Aaj late ho gayi," Zareen ne pyaar se kaha, hansi ke saath.
"Haan maa ji, thoda neend aa gayi," Saba ne jawab diya, smile karke. Usne Zareen ki help shuru ki – vegetables chop karne lagi, chai banane mein madad ki. Zareen khush hui, "Beta, tumhari madad se kaam jaldi ho jata hai." Saba ne nod kiya, par uska dhyan Hariye pe tha. Wo ignore kar rahi thi, par andar se wo moment yaad aa raha tha – uski body pe uska touch, wo accident jo ab guilt ban gaya tha.
Din guzarta gaya. Arif office chala gaya tha, Jameel bahar market gaya. Ghar mein sirf Zareen, Saba aur Hariye. Lunch time pe Hariye kitchen ke paas aaya, paani maangne. "Bahu rani ji, ek glass paani milega?" usne kaha, nazar Saba pe tikate hue.
Saba ne uski taraf bina dekhe, glass bhara aur table pe rakh diya. "Yahan rakh diya," usne coldly kaha, aur wapas kaam mein lag gayi. Hariye ne paani piya, par uski muskurahat gayab nahi hui. Wo samajh gaya ki Saba ignore kar rahi hai, par usne kuch nahi kaha.
Shaam ko, jab Arif ghar aaya, Saba ne uske saath normal baat ki. Dinner pe sab saath baithe, Hariye serve kar raha tha. Jab usne Saba ki plate mein roti dali, uski ungliyan lightly uske haath ko touch ki. Saba ne jhat se haath khincha, "Hariye, dhyaan se!" usne sharply kaha.
"Sorry bahu rani ji," usne kaha, par aankhon mein wo hi chamak. Saba ne ignore kiya, Arif se baat karne lagi. Raat ko bed pe, Arif ke saath soyi, par uska dimag Hariye pe tha. "Kyun ignore kar rahi hoon? Kyunki wo galat tha. Arif mera husband hai, wo sab bhool jao." shaba khud ko hi bol raha tha.
Agla din bhi same routine. Subah uthi, gosal kiya, par aaj Saba ne decide kiya ki Hariye ko bilkul avoid karegi. Breakfast time pe, Hariye bahar baitha tha, newspaper padh raha tha. Saba kitchen se bahar aayi, chai leke, par uski taraf dekha bhi nahi. Hariye ne try kiya, "bahu rani ji, aaj mausam accha hai na?" usne casually kaha.
Saba ne suni hi nahi, seedha Zareen ke paas chali gayi. "Maa ji, aaj kya banaye?" usne pucha, jaise Hariye exist hi nahi karta. Hariye ko thoda gussa aaya, par wo chup raha. Din bhar, jab Hariye ghar ke kaam kar raha tha – jhadu lagana, pocha karna – Saba uske paas se guzri, par eye contact avoid ki. Ek baar Hariye ne paani ka jug bhara, aur Saba ke room ke paas rakh diya. "Bahu rani ji, paani rakh diya," usne kaha.
Saba ne darwaza band kar diya bina jawab diye. Hariye ka chehra laal ho gaya – gusse se. "Yeh kya? Us raat tak toh... ab ignore? Theek hai, dekhte hain kitne din," usne apne man mein socha.
Doosre din bhi ignore continue. Saba ne Hariye se bilkul baat band kar di. Lunch prepare karte time, Hariye kitchen mein aaya help ke liye. "Maa ji, main madad kar doon?" usne Zareen se kaha, par nazar Saba pe.
Zareen ne haan kaha, par Saba ne uski taraf bina dekhe, "Maa ji, main handle kar lungi. Hariye, tum bahar jao." Usne directly kaha, cold tone mein. Hariye ko aur gussa aaya. Wo bahar chala gaya, mutthi bandh karke. "Ab yeh game khel rahi hai behenchod? Main bhi ignore karunga," usne socha.
Teesre din, ghar mein koi nahi tha. Arif office, Jameel dost ke ghar, Zareen market gayi thi. Saba ghar pe akeli thi, par Hariye backyard mein tha, kapde dhone mein busy. Zareen ne jaate time Saba se kaha tha, "Beta, ye kapde Hariye ko de dena, wo bathroom mein dho raha hai." Saba ne haan kaha, par andar se nervous. "Ignore kar rahi hoon, par ab dena padega. Theek hai, jaldi se deke aaungi."
Saba ne kapdon ki basket uthayi, aur bathroom ki taraf gayi. Bathroom ka darwaza khula tha, Hariye andar baitha tha, balti mein kapde dhone mein laga. Usne shirt nahi pehni thi, sirf lungi, uska kaala badan pasine se chamak raha tha. Saba ne andar jhanka, "Hariye, ye kapde maa ji ne diye hain. Dho lena."
Usne basket aage badhaya, jhuk ke. Jaise hi jhuki, uska orona slip ho gaya, shoulder se gir gaya. Uske cleavage expose ho gaya – wo soft, fair skin, uske breasts ka shape clearly dikh raha tha. Saba ka dil zor se dhadka, usne jhat se orona uthaya aur sahi kiya. "Oh no, wo dekha toh nahi?" usne socha, chehra laal hote hue.
Par jab usne Hariye ki taraf dekha, wo apne kaam mein busy tha, kapde rub kar raha tha, bina uski taraf dekhe. "Haan, le lo," usne casually kaha, nazar uthaye bina. Saba shocked ho gayi. "Kya? Wo dekha nahi? Ya ignore kar raha hai?"
Wo basket rakh ke wapas mudne lagi, par man mein doubt. "Ab wo mujhe ignore kar rahachahiyes raat ke baad? Kya main ab attractive nahi?" Usne socha, par phir hila, "Chhi, kya soch rahi hoon. Arif mera pati hai."
Par curiosity jeet gayi. Saba wapas mud gayi, "Hariye, ye kapde ache se dho na. Dekh, ye stain hai." Usne phir jhuka, is baar zyada, orona jaan boojh ke slip hone diya. Uske breasts move hue, upar neeche, jaise waves – wo soft, full curves, cleavage deep dikh raha tha. Usne thoda hilaya bhi, jaise kapde dikha rahi ho, par asal mein attention chah rahi thi. Dil mein sochi, "Ab toh dekhega. Yeh budha servant, ghar ki young beautiful bahu ko ignore kaise kar sakta hai?"
Par Hariye ne sirf haan mein sir hilaya, bina dekhe. "Ji bahurani ji, dho dunga," usne kaha, apne kaam pe focus. Saba ka muh khula reh gaya. "Kya? Yeh ignore kar raha hai? Main, itni sundar, yahan jhuk ke... aur yeh budha kaala naukar mujhe notice nahi kar raha?" Usne socha, gusse aur confusion se.
Wo seedhi hui, basket rakh di aur bahar chali gayi. Hall mein aake baith gayi, sochne lagi. "Kya ho gaya Hariye ko? Pehle muskurata tha, ab ignore? Kya main ab sundar nahi lagti? Us raat ke baad shayad usko guilt hai. Ya phir wo mujhe tease kar raha hai." Usne apne aap ko mirror mein dekha – uski fair skin, long baal, curvy figure. "Nahin, main toh perfect hoon. Par yeh Hariye... chhi, kyun soch rahi hoon uske baare mein? Arif mera sab kuch hai. Wo mera loving husband."
Par din bhar wo thought dimag se nahi gaya. Shaam ko jab sab ghar aaye, Saba normal rahi, par Hariye ko dekhti rahi. Wo bhi ignore kar raha tha. Raat ko Arif ke saath bed pe, usne hug kiya, "Arif, I love you," usne kaha.
"I love you too, Saba," Arif ne jawab diya, kiss karke. Par Saba ka dimag Hariye pe tha – wo ignore game jo ab reverse ho gaya tha.
Agla din, Saba ne decide kiya ki wo Hariye ko test karegi. Subah uthi, aaj usne thoda revealing dress pehna – tight kameez, jo uske figure ko hug kar rahi thi. Gosal ke baad, baal khule chhode, lipstick lagayi. "Aaj dekhti hoon, ignore karega kaise," usne socha.
Kitchen mein Zareen ke saath kaam kar rahi thi, jab Hariye aaya. "Maa ji, chai bana doon?" usne pucha.
Saba ne uski taraf dekha, smile di – pehli baar ignore nahi kiya. "Haan Hariye, banao," usne kaha softly.
Hariye shocked, par usne bhi smile di, par nazar neeche. Chai banayi, Saba ko diya, par touch avoid kiya. Saba ka dil dhadka, "Ab bhi ignore? Yeh kya game hai?"
Din bhar, Saba try karti rahi. Ek baar backyard mein gayi, jahan Hariye plants paani de raha tha. "Hariye, ye phool kitne sundar hain," saba kaha, jhuk ke phool ko touch kiya, cleavage lightly show karke.
Hariye ne dekha hi nahi, "Haan bahu rani ji," bas kaha aur kaam continue. Saba frustrated ho gayi. "Yeh budha mujhe tease kar raha hai. Us raat usne enjoy kiya, ab ignore?"
Shaam ko, Arif aaya, Saba ne uske saath time spend kiya, par man mein Hariye. Raat ko, bed pe sochti rahi, "Kya main overthink kar rahi hoon? Par wo cleavage scene... main yahan attention ke liye itna try, aur wo nothing."
Doosre din, ghar phir khali. Saba ne chance liya. Bathroom ke paas gayi, Hariye wahan kapde sukhane mein busy. "Hariye, ek baat poochni thi," usne kaha, door pe khadi.
"Kya bahurani ji?" usne pucha, bina dekhe.
Saba andar gayi, close aayi. "Us raat jo hua... wo accident tha na?" usne low voice mein pucha, uski saans tez.
Hariye ruk gaya, phir kaam continue. "Ji, accident hi tha. Aap tension mat lo," usne kaha coldly.
Saba shocked, "Par tum ab mujhe ignore kyun kar rahe ho?"
Hariye hans pada, "Ignore? Aap hi toh ignore kar rahi thi. Ab main bhi wahi kar raha hoon."
Saba ka chehra laal, "Nahin, main... chhi, forget it. Hum ek ghar mei rehte hei, bhul ho gayi, hum dono ko age bar na chahiye."