Din bhar dukaan pe kaam karte hue bhi mera dimagh ghar mein hi atka hua tha. Har customer ke jaane ke baad Ammi ki woh nath wali sharmayi hui muskurahat, unki geeli salwar mein dikhta badan aur subah ki woh bhini khushbu yaad aa jati. Kabhi kabhi aankh band kar ke unke bade boobs ka ubhaar aur unki moti janghen dikh jati. Kaam mein mann nahi lag raha tha, bas time kaat raha tha ki kab shaam hogi aur main ghar jaunga.
Shaam ko dukaan band karke main ghar pahuncha. Ammi angan mein charpai pe baithi hui thi. Aaj unhone ek salwar suit pehna hua tha. Dupatta sirf ek taraf se kandhe par tha. Naak mein woh nath abhi bhi chamak rahi thi.
Jaise hi main andar aaya, Ammi ne muskurakar dekha.
**Ammi:** Aa gaya? Aaj der kar di tune.
**Main:** Thoda rush tha Ammi, late ho gaya.
Main apne kamre mein kapde badal kar bahar aaya aur Ammi ke saamne hi charpai pe baith gaya. Thodi der dono taraf se chuppi chhaayi rahi. Ammi apne haathon se koi purana album dekh rahi thi.
**Ammi:** Kaam kaisa chal raha beta?
**Main:** Haan, thik thak hi.
Baat karte hue meri nazrein unke chehre se neeche ki taraf khisak rahi thi. Yellow suit unke bade boobs par kas kar chadha hua tha. Har saans ke saath woh dheere-dheere upar-neeche ho rahe the. Suit ka kapda thoda sa patla tha, isliye unki bra ki halki lining bhi dikhai de rahi thi.
Ammi jab album ke pages palatne ke liye jhukti, tab unki cleavage aur gehri ho jati. Main chori-chori unke boobs ko, unki naak mein chamakti nath ko aur unki bhari hui kamar ko dekhta raha.
**Ammi:** Beta, kal Friday hai… dukaan band kar ke jaldi aa jaana. Ghar mein kuch kaam hai, saath mein kar lenge.
**Main:** Theek hai Ammi.
Ammi ne album side mein rakha aur taange mod kar baith gayi. Salwar unki moti janghon par khinch gayi aur unki janghon ki shape saaf dikhne lagi. Main unki janghon ko dekhta raha aur phir upar unke chehre ki taraf nazar uthayi. Ammi ki aankhein mujh par thi.
**Ammi:** Aaj bhi tu itna chup kyun hai? Kuch soch raha hai kya?
**Main:** (nazrein jhukate hue) Nahi Ammi… bas aise hi. Aap aaj bahut achhi lag rahi hain.
Ammi phir se sharma gayi. Unhone apna dupatta thoda sa seene par adjust kiya lekin woh gehra gala phir bhi chhup nahi pa raha tha.
**Ammi:** Bas tareef kiye ja raha hai roz. Pehle itna nahi karta tha.
**Main:** Pehle dhyan nahi deta tha…
Ammi ne kuch nahi kaha, bas halke se muskurakar dusri taraf dekhne lagi. Unke gaal thode laal ho gaye the. Main baat karte hue bhi unke har harkat ko apni nazron se pakad raha tha , jab woh baal peeche karti, jab unke boobs saans ke saath hilte, jab woh taange modti.
Thodi der baad Ammi uthi aur boli, “Main khana garam karti hun.”
Woh kitchen ki taraf ja rahi thi aur main peeche-peeche unki chal aur unki gaand ko dekhta raha. Yellow salwar unki moti gaand par kas rahi thi aur har kadam ke saath hil rahi thi.
Khana khane ke baad Ammi ne bartan dho liye aur thakawat ke maare jaldi hi so gayi. Main bhi apne kamre mein let gaya. Aaj raat neend nahi aa rahi thi, phir bhi kaafi der baad aankh lag gayi.
Aadhi raat ke kareeb meri neend khul gayi. Sharir mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi. Jab main paani peene bahar angan mein nikla, toh Ammi ke kamre ki khidki se halki golden roshni aa rahi thi.
Main dheere se paon utha kar unki khidki ke paas gaya aur thoda sa pardah sarkaya.
Andar ka nazara dekh kar mera saara sharir garam ho gaya.
Ammi bilkul nangi leti hui thi. Unki nighty bed ke ek kone mein padi hui thi. Unke bade bade, bhare hue boobs bilkul khule hue the aur unke brown nipples tight ho kar khade the. Ammi ek haath se apne ek boob ko zor-zor se masal rahi thi, kabhi nipple ko khinchti, kabhi poore boob ko upar se dabati.
Dusre haath ki teen ungliyan unki chut mein andar-bahar ho rahi thi. Unki moti janghen faili hui thi aur ungli chalane ke saath unka bhara hua badan halke-halke akad raha tha. Unki saans tez ho rahi thi aur muh se halki-halki siskiyan nikal rahi thi.
“Aaahh… ssshh… uhmm…”
Unka badan itna sundar aur jawan dikhta tha ki main khidki ke paas hi khada reh gaya. Unke bade doodh har masalne ke saath hil rahe the, unki kamar , moti janghen aur unki geeli chut… sab kuch light ki halki roshni mein chamak raha tha.
Main saans rok kar unhe dekhta raha. Unki ungliyan tez ho rahi thi aur saath hi woh apne boob ko aur zor se masalne lagi thi. Unka badan ekdam se tight ho gaya, taange thodi si upar uth gayi aur ek lambi siski ke saath woh jhad gayi.
“Aaaahhhhh… haaye…”
Unke muh se yeh nikalte hi unka badan thoda sa relax ho gaya. Unki ungliyan abhi bhi chut ke andar hi thi aur dheere-dheere hil rahi thi. Unke boobs upar-neeche ho rahe the saans ke saath.
Main wahan kaafi der tak khada raha, unki nangi khubsurati ko nigalta raha. Unka yeh roop dekh kar mera lund pant mein sakht ho chuka tha aur dil zor-zor se dhadak raha tha.
Ammi abhi bhi aankhein band kiye leti hui thi, unke chehre par ek sukoon tha.
Main dheere se wahan se hat gaya aur apne kamre mein aa gaya.
Subah suraj ki roshni kamre mein ghus rahi thi jab main utha. Bahar se chulhe ki halki awaaz aa rahi thi. Main muh dhokar seedha kitchen ki taraf gaya.
Ammi nashta bana rahi thi. Unhone aaj ek simple white salwar suit pehna hua tha. Baal khule hue the aur woh nath abhi bhi unki naak mein chamak rahi thi. Suit ka kapda unke badan par thoda sa loose tha, lekin jab bhi woh hilti toh unki bhari hui jism ki har line dikhai deti thi.
**Ammi:** (muskurate hue) Aaj bhi jaldi uth gaya? Baith, paratha garam hai.
Main stool par baith gaya. Ammi ne plate mere saamne rakhi aur khud mere bilkul saamne baith gayi. Unki aankhein thodi si neeche ki taraf thi.
**Main:** Aapko neend theek se aayi?
**Ammi:** Haan… theek thi. Tu kaisa hai? Raat ko der se soya tha na?
**Main:** Han. Aap bahut achhe lag rahi hain aaj.
Ammi ne halke se meri taraf dekha aur phir nazrein jhuka li. Unke gaal phir se thode laal hone lage.
**Ammi:** Beta, roz-roz aisi baatein karta hai… mujhe aadat nahi hai itni tareef sunne ki.
**Main:** (paratha todte hue) Sach bol raha hun. Woh nath aapke chehre ko aur bhi khubsurat bana rahi hai.
Ammi ne apni naak par haath lagaya aur dheere se boli:
**Ammi:** Abhi bhi ise utarne ka mann nahi kar raha tera? Main toh soch rahi thi aaj utaar dun.
**Main:** Bilkul nahi. Aap ise mat utarna. Mujhe pasand hai.
Ammi chup rahi. Woh chai ka cup mere taraf badhate hue boli:
**Ammi:** Pehle nashta pura kar. Thanda ho raha hai.
Hum dono chup-chup nashta kar rahe the. Main har bite ke saath unhe dekh raha tha
**Ammi:** Aaj dukaan pe kitne baje tak rahega?
**Main:** Normal time tak. Aapko kuch chahiye market se?
**Ammi:** Nahi… bas jaldi aa jaana.
Unki yeh baat sunte hi maine upar dekha. Ammi ki aankhein mujh par thi. Ek pal ke liye dono ki nazrein mili aur Ammi ne turant hi nazrein hata li.
**Ammi:** (khud se hi) Ab uth, der ho rahi hai tujhe.
Woh uthi aur mere plate ko uthane lagi. Jab woh jhuki toh unka suit thoda sa aage ki taraf jhuk gaya aur unki gehri daraar saaf dikh gayi. Main ek second ke liye us nazare mein kho gaya.
Ammi ne notice kar liya shayad aur seedhi hote hue dheere se boli:
**Ammi:** Beta… dhyan se jaana.
Main sir hila kar utha. Ammi kitchen ke counter par khadi thi aur mujhe dekh rahi thi. Unke chehre par ek halki si muskurahat aur sharm ka mil jula ehsaas tha.
Din bhar dukaan pe kaam karta raha. Shaam ko ghar pahuncha toh dekha Ammi ghar ki safai kar rahi thi. Unhone ek purana salwar suit pehna hua tha jo kaam ke liye thoda purana aur loose tha. Baal jooda bana kar upar bandhe hue the aur woh pocha liye floor saaf kar rahi thi.
**Ammi:** Aa gaya? Fresh ho ja pehle.
**Main:** Nahi Ammi, main bhi help kar deta hun.
Ammi ne mana kiya lekin main ne suni nahi. Main ne bhi ek balti mein paani bhar liya aur safai mein lag gaya. Hum dono mil kar kamre aur angan saaf kar rahe the. Thodi der baad Ammi ne floor dhone ke liye paani daalna shuru kiya.
Jab woh jhuk kar pocha maar rahi thi, toh balti ka paani uske kapdon par gir gaya. salwar suit ka kapda paani se bheeg kar uske badan se chipakne laga. specially uske bade boobs par kapda geela ho kar bilkul transparent sa ho gaya tha. Unke bhare hue boobs ki shape, bra ki lining aur nipple ke halke outline saaf dikh rahe the.
Main paas hi khada tha aur baat karte hue unhe dekhta ja raha tha.
**Main:** Aaj ghar ki safai kyun kar rahi thi itni jaldi? Kal bhi toh ki thi.
**Ammi:** (pocha maarte hue) Bas mann nahi lag raha tha… kuch kaam kar lu toh time bhi guzar jata hai.
Paani aur gir gaya. Ab unki salwar ki patloon bhi geeli ho chuki thi aur unki moti janghen aur bhari hui gaand par kapda kas kar chipak gaya tha. Jab woh jhukti, toh unki wet gaand aur janghon ka curve bahut zyada saaf dikhta.
Mera lund dheere dheere khada hone laga tha.
**Main:** Ammi, aapko geela ho raha hai kapda…
**Ammi:** (halki si hansi ke saath) Ho toh raha hai… lekin ab ruk nahi sakti, kaam pura karna hai.
Woh aur jhuk kar kone mein paani daalne lagi. Is baar unke boobs itne gehre se jhuke ki wet kapde se unki gehri cleavage aur boobs ka adhiktar hissa bahar aa gaya. Paani ki boondein unki skin par chamak rahi thi.
Main nazrein hata nahi pa raha tha. Baat karte hue bhi meri aankhein unke geele badan par lagi hui thi
**Ammi:** Beta, tu idhar se paani daal de… main us taraf karti hun.
Jab woh mere paas se guzri, toh unke geele badan ki khushbu mere naak tak pahunchi paani, sabun aur unke badan ki garam khushbu ka mil jula ehsaas. Main unke bilkul paas khada tha aur unki geeli gaand aur peeth ko dekhta raha.
Safai khatam hone tak Ammi poori tarah geeli ho chuki thi. Suit unke badan se itna chipka hua tha ki jaise woh sirf skin hi pehne ho. Unka badan chamak raha tha aur har harkat ke saath unke curves aur ubhaar saaf dikh rahe the.
**Ammi:** (haathon ko jhadte hue) Bas ho gaya… bahut thak gayi hun.
Woh seedhi hui aur apne geele suit ko thoda sa khinchne lagi, lekin woh kapda badan se hat hi nahi raha tha.
Main chupchaap khada unhe niharta
Safai khatam hone ke baad Ammi andar gayi aur fresh hone chali gayi. Lagbhag 20 minute baad woh bahar nikli.Baal abhi bhi thode geele the aur naak mein woh nath chamak rahi thi.
Ammi ne jaldi se khana garam kiya aur hum dono angan mein charpai par baith kar khane lage. Raat ka mausam thanda tha aur halki hawa chal rahi thi.
Khana khate waqt kuch der chuppi rahi. Phir maine baat shuru ki.
**Main:** Ammi… ek baat soch raha tha bahut din se.
**Ammi:** (roti todte hue) Kya baat?
**Main:** Aap ab akeli kyun rehti ho? Abbu gaye hue 5 saal ho gaye. Aapki umar abhi bhi hai… aap dobara shaadi kyun nahi kar leti?
Ammi ka haath ruk gaya. Woh ekdum se sunn ho gayi aur meri taraf dekha.
**Ammi:** Adil… yeh kaisi baat kar raha hai tu?
**Main:** Sachchi baat kar raha hun Ammi. Aap poora din akeli rehti ho, main dukaan pe rehta hun. Aapko kisi ke sahare ki zarurat hai.
**Ammi:** (gusse se) Mujhe kisi ke sahare ki zarurat nahi hai. Main theek hun.
**Main:** Aap theek nahi ho Ammi. Main jaanta hun aap kitni tanha feel karti ho. Raat ko jagti rehti ho, kabhi kabhi udaas bhi ho jati ho. Kyun apni zindagi barbaad kar rahi ho?
Ammi ne plate side mein rakh diya. Unka chehra laal ho gaya tha.
**Ammi:** Bas kar Adil! Yeh sab baatein mat kar. Main teri Ammi hun… aur tu mujhe shaadi karne ko bol raha hai? Sharam nahi aati tujhe?
**Main:** Sharam kyun aaye? Main aapki khushi ke liye bol raha hun. Aap ab bhi itni sundar ho, koi bhi aapko apna lene ko taiyar ho jayega.
**Ammi:** (tez awaaz mein) Chup kar! Main kisi se shaadi nahi karungi. Aur na hi yeh baat kabhi dobara karna. Samajh gaya?
Main phir bhi ruk nahi.
**Main:** Ammi please… aap sirf soch lo ek baar. Main akela bhi nahi rahunga, aap bhi…
**Ammi:** (gusse se uthte hue) Bas! Ek lafz aur nahi sunungi. Tu ab bada ho gaya hai isliye apni hadd bhool raha hai. Main teri Ammi hun, meri marzi se koi nahi chhedega meri zindagi.
Ammi ka chehra pura laal ho chuka tha. Woh naraz hokar jhatke se uthi aur apne kamre ki taraf chal di. Darwaza zor se band karne ki awaaz aayi.
Main wahan charpai par hi baitha reh gaya. Plate abhi bhi aadha khana pada tha. Andar se thoda afsos bhi ho raha tha, lekin saath hi yeh bhi lag raha tha ki Ammi ke andar kuch toh hai jo woh chhupa rahi hai.
Angan mein sannata chha gaya tha.