Update 78
Pujariji ji ne hame pehla chaakar puran karne par Mubarak baad di aur hamare upar puspo ki varsha ki aur agla chaakar pura karme ka aashirvad diya aur main Rekha ko lekar chal pada lekin tabhi..........
Main dhire dhire aage bad raha tha aur khubsurat biwi ko apni banhon me uthane ka aanand le raha tha aur mera dhyan Rekha ke jism ke utar chadav aur uske badan ki gandh me khoya hua tha ki mujhe laga ki koi chij mere pair ke upar se nikal gayi jisse mujhe jhatka laga, mere munh se ek halki si chikh nikal gayi aur main girne ko hua, par Pujariji ki bàat mere dimagh me baith gayi thi ki ek bar Rekha ko goad me lene se lekar parikarma puri karne tak uska koi bhi ang zameen ko nahi chuna chahiye to mere dimagh ne second ke saunve hisse me yeh tay kar liya ki chahhe kuch bhi ho jaye Rekha ko girne nahi dunga aur maine Rekha ko apane se bhinch liya aur apne aap ki sanymit karne laga jisme mujhe kafi had tak safalta bhi mil gai, yeh baat dusri thi ki meri kamar me bal pad gaya tha, lekin maine use show nahi hone diya.
Rekha ko samajh nahi aaya ki kya hua, use laga ki mukhe us par kuch Jyada hi pyar aa raha hai, isliye maine use bhinch liya hai aur meri dhadkane bhi badi hui rhi to usne bhi mujhse maze lene ke liye apane galo ko mere galo se ragad diya, jisse mujhe bahut hi sukhad ehaas hua aur mera man jo aniyantrit tha vo sambhalne laga to Rekha ne mujhse pucha ki "aap chikhe kyoun the'
Uske jawab me maine shayarana andaz me jawab diya ki "husan ki pari goad me aur dil par niyantarn rakhna pad raha hai"
Rekha sharmatre hue "Lekin chikhe kyon"
Main: tumhara badan chubh gaya tha
Rekha: (sharmate hue) hmmmm
puja ke samay bhi aapko badmashi sujh rahi hai
Main: nahi pyar aa raha hai
Ham aise hi chedchad kar rahe the ki tabhi
Ek kali billi pata nahi kanha se aayi aur hamara rasta kaat diya to mujhe samajh aaya ki vo chij jo mere pair ke upar se gayi hai vo shayad chuha tha. Mujhe gussa to bada aaya lekin us chuhe ne mujhe Rekha ke badan ka aanand bhi dila diya tha to mujhe hansi bhi aa rahi thi, lekin ab samsya khadi ho gai ki kya karen. Main vanhi khada ho gaya aur Rekha jo lagatar meri aankho me dekha rahi thi mere rukne se pucha ki kya hua to maine use billi ke bare me bataya to vo bhi chintit ho gai.
Ab samsya yeh thi ki ya to ham aage bade aur apshakun ko niyantarn de jaisa ki Rekha kehti hai, main to khair nahi manta.
Ya ham vanhi khade ranhe aur.kisi dusre ko aage jane de, vo bhi ham nahi kar sakte the kyounki Pujariji ne kaha tha ki kisi ko iska na pata chale to jyadaa accha rehega. Isliye samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya karen aur main Rekha ko apani goad me uthaye khada raha aur soch raha tha ki ab kya hoga Fir maine socha ki jo hoga sab accha hoga
Jab main Rekha ko utha kar khada tha to Rekha mujhe dekh rahi thi aur main use dekha raha tha to vo sharmakar apne sar ko meri chati ke upar kandhon ke pass rakh leti thi to uski chuchiyon ka ehsas mujhe apni chati aur bajuon par ek sukhad ehsass de raha tha, meri garam garam sanse jaise hi uski gardan aur nange kandhe ko chuti to vo machal jati thi. Uska machlana mujhe accha lag raha tha. Vo aise machal rahi thi jaise ek Navvivahita apne pati ki banhon me machalti hai, uske machalne se mere man me bahut sare vichar aa rahe the.
Man kar raha tha ki use apani banhon me bhinchu, uski kamar ko sehlau uski gardan ko chumu, uske nitambon ko maslu, lekin in sab vicharon ko man ke andar dabaye ab sabse pehle puja ki vidhi ka pehla bhag pura karna tha, parantu ham ek viprit paristirhi me fans gaye the. Ek man kar raha tha ki parikrama puri karu kuch nahi hoga, lekin mujhe dar tha ki agar Bhagwan na kare kal ko kuch ho gaya to Rekha mujhe chodegi nahi. Isliye maine socha use.lekar aise hi khada rehta hu aur koi aayega tab parikarma ko pura karunga. Mere man me yeh bhi tha ki koi dekh lega parantu usme yeh bhi shamil tha ki chahe us puja ka pura fal nahi milega lekin kuch to milega.
Mujhe socho me gum dekhkar Rekha ne pucha ki "kya hua?"
Maine kuch na kehte hue uske naak ko apne naak se saparsh karaya aur naak se naak ko malne laga to ham donono ke armaan fir se.bhadakane lage aur maine uske galo ko apne hothon se saparsh kar liya, mera man aage badne ka karne laga, par mwre dimagh ne mujhe aage badne se rok diya.
Kafi der tak aise hi khade rehne ke baad jab hamne dusra chaakar pura nahinkiya to Pujariji vanha aa gaye aur puchne laga ki " kya hua, parikarma puri karo"
Maine Pujariji ko sari baat batai to vo kehne lage "Baccho is vidhi me koi upshakun nahi hai, bas parikarma ko jaldi se jaldi pura karo aur ghabrane ki jarurat nahi hai, Bhagwan vibhinn prakar se tumhara imtihan lega aur.tumne safal hona hai, chalo aage bado"
Pujariji ki utsahvardhak baten sunkar main Rekha ko goad me uthakar naye josh se aage bad gaya.
Pujariji ji ne hame pehla chaakar puran karne par Mubarak baad di aur hamare upar puspo ki varsha ki aur agla chaakar pura karme ka aashirvad diya aur main Rekha ko lekar chal pada lekin tabhi..........
Main dhire dhire aage bad raha tha aur khubsurat biwi ko apni banhon me uthane ka aanand le raha tha aur mera dhyan Rekha ke jism ke utar chadav aur uske badan ki gandh me khoya hua tha ki mujhe laga ki koi chij mere pair ke upar se nikal gayi jisse mujhe jhatka laga, mere munh se ek halki si chikh nikal gayi aur main girne ko hua, par Pujariji ki bàat mere dimagh me baith gayi thi ki ek bar Rekha ko goad me lene se lekar parikarma puri karne tak uska koi bhi ang zameen ko nahi chuna chahiye to mere dimagh ne second ke saunve hisse me yeh tay kar liya ki chahhe kuch bhi ho jaye Rekha ko girne nahi dunga aur maine Rekha ko apane se bhinch liya aur apne aap ki sanymit karne laga jisme mujhe kafi had tak safalta bhi mil gai, yeh baat dusri thi ki meri kamar me bal pad gaya tha, lekin maine use show nahi hone diya.
Rekha ko samajh nahi aaya ki kya hua, use laga ki mukhe us par kuch Jyada hi pyar aa raha hai, isliye maine use bhinch liya hai aur meri dhadkane bhi badi hui rhi to usne bhi mujhse maze lene ke liye apane galo ko mere galo se ragad diya, jisse mujhe bahut hi sukhad ehaas hua aur mera man jo aniyantrit tha vo sambhalne laga to Rekha ne mujhse pucha ki "aap chikhe kyoun the'
Uske jawab me maine shayarana andaz me jawab diya ki "husan ki pari goad me aur dil par niyantarn rakhna pad raha hai"
Rekha sharmatre hue "Lekin chikhe kyon"
Main: tumhara badan chubh gaya tha
Rekha: (sharmate hue) hmmmm
puja ke samay bhi aapko badmashi sujh rahi hai
Main: nahi pyar aa raha hai
Ham aise hi chedchad kar rahe the ki tabhi
Ek kali billi pata nahi kanha se aayi aur hamara rasta kaat diya to mujhe samajh aaya ki vo chij jo mere pair ke upar se gayi hai vo shayad chuha tha. Mujhe gussa to bada aaya lekin us chuhe ne mujhe Rekha ke badan ka aanand bhi dila diya tha to mujhe hansi bhi aa rahi thi, lekin ab samsya khadi ho gai ki kya karen. Main vanhi khada ho gaya aur Rekha jo lagatar meri aankho me dekha rahi thi mere rukne se pucha ki kya hua to maine use billi ke bare me bataya to vo bhi chintit ho gai.
Ab samsya yeh thi ki ya to ham aage bade aur apshakun ko niyantarn de jaisa ki Rekha kehti hai, main to khair nahi manta.
Ya ham vanhi khade ranhe aur.kisi dusre ko aage jane de, vo bhi ham nahi kar sakte the kyounki Pujariji ne kaha tha ki kisi ko iska na pata chale to jyadaa accha rehega. Isliye samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya karen aur main Rekha ko apani goad me uthaye khada raha aur soch raha tha ki ab kya hoga Fir maine socha ki jo hoga sab accha hoga
Jab main Rekha ko utha kar khada tha to Rekha mujhe dekh rahi thi aur main use dekha raha tha to vo sharmakar apne sar ko meri chati ke upar kandhon ke pass rakh leti thi to uski chuchiyon ka ehsas mujhe apni chati aur bajuon par ek sukhad ehsass de raha tha, meri garam garam sanse jaise hi uski gardan aur nange kandhe ko chuti to vo machal jati thi. Uska machlana mujhe accha lag raha tha. Vo aise machal rahi thi jaise ek Navvivahita apne pati ki banhon me machalti hai, uske machalne se mere man me bahut sare vichar aa rahe the.
Man kar raha tha ki use apani banhon me bhinchu, uski kamar ko sehlau uski gardan ko chumu, uske nitambon ko maslu, lekin in sab vicharon ko man ke andar dabaye ab sabse pehle puja ki vidhi ka pehla bhag pura karna tha, parantu ham ek viprit paristirhi me fans gaye the. Ek man kar raha tha ki parikrama puri karu kuch nahi hoga, lekin mujhe dar tha ki agar Bhagwan na kare kal ko kuch ho gaya to Rekha mujhe chodegi nahi. Isliye maine socha use.lekar aise hi khada rehta hu aur koi aayega tab parikarma ko pura karunga. Mere man me yeh bhi tha ki koi dekh lega parantu usme yeh bhi shamil tha ki chahe us puja ka pura fal nahi milega lekin kuch to milega.
Mujhe socho me gum dekhkar Rekha ne pucha ki "kya hua?"
Maine kuch na kehte hue uske naak ko apne naak se saparsh karaya aur naak se naak ko malne laga to ham donono ke armaan fir se.bhadakane lage aur maine uske galo ko apne hothon se saparsh kar liya, mera man aage badne ka karne laga, par mwre dimagh ne mujhe aage badne se rok diya.
Kafi der tak aise hi khade rehne ke baad jab hamne dusra chaakar pura nahinkiya to Pujariji vanha aa gaye aur puchne laga ki " kya hua, parikarma puri karo"
Maine Pujariji ko sari baat batai to vo kehne lage "Baccho is vidhi me koi upshakun nahi hai, bas parikarma ko jaldi se jaldi pura karo aur ghabrane ki jarurat nahi hai, Bhagwan vibhinn prakar se tumhara imtihan lega aur.tumne safal hona hai, chalo aage bado"
Pujariji ki utsahvardhak baten sunkar main Rekha ko goad me uthakar naye josh se aage bad gaya.
