Agli subah, mere se pahle wo uthi aur jab uski najar padi to usne paya ki wo mere baho me bilkul chipak ke so rahi thi, usko lagta hai jhatka laga aur ekdum se uth ke bed se door khari ho gai. Mai bhi iske karan uth gaya tha, but aankho ko band jayesa kar ke sone ki acting karta raha aur halke halke se use dekh raha tha.
Usne pahle zameen par pade clothes dekhi fir apne clothes kon dekh aur fir ekdam se ghabra gai. Usne apne sar par haath rakha jayse sir me uske dard ho aur kuch sochne ki koshis kar rahi ho, but kuch yaad na aa raha ho. Ek baar ke liye wo mere ore badhi shyad mujhe uthane ko fir achanak se ruk gai. Kuch budbudane lagi, pahle to mujhe thik se sunai nahi diya par thoda concentrate karne pe bilkul saaf saaf sunai parne laga.
Hey bhagwan, hey bhagwan, shit shit shit, kal kya kar diya yaar, hamne kya kar liya? Mujhe kuch yaad kyu nahi aa raha hai? Kahi kuch galat to nahi kar liya, bhai ke saath sex, oh no no no, nahi nahi aisa nahi kar sakte ham, ye to bahut bada sin hoga. Oh shit , mere bed pe kyu hai rakka. Kya hamne sahi me sex kiya, oh no. nahi nahi………..
Thodi der baad, usne ek kas ke sans li, fir Ok Puja, relax and think… maine pure kapde pahne hue hai aur Rakka ne bhi, iska matlab kuch nahi hua, but wo kar ke bhi to kapde pehan sakete hai…. No no… But ruko, mere ko niche koi dard nahi mehsoos ho raha hai, iska matlab hai all ok niche, thank god….. Usne ek lambi sans li…. But mere kapde kyu badl gaye, ye kah ke usne apne kapde utha ke dekha to uspe usko ulti ki nishani mili, and usne yaieks kar ke unhe wapas phek diya niche. Fir usne lambi sans li, ok, to ise wajah se clothes maine change kiya.
Par bujhe kyu nahi yaad aa raha ki maine clothes change kiya….. Mujhe yaad hai ki maine ulti ki, fir bhai ne change karne ko bola aur fir……
Usne achanak se mere ore gusse se dekha, bhai ne mere kapde change kiye… oh no yaar, sit shit… usne mujhe dekha wayse… oh no , he bhagwan… sab galat hua kal raat me. Par achanak se usne mere ore dekh ke mere saath bed pe kyu leta hua hai ye….
Wo turant se aai aur blanket hata diy, ab boxer me tambu to mera bamboo banaye hue hi tha, so uski najar sidhe gai waha aur usne fir bud budaya ek number ka pervert bhi hai ye, kah kar wo piche hue aur badi tej awaj me chilaya, bhaiya, bhaiya, utho.
Uske 3-4 baar chilane ke baad maine acting ki ki jayse abhi abhi gahri neend se utha hu. Aur uthte ke saath maine uske Good morning behna kaha ek smile ke saath.
Wo ekdum se chilane lagi, kya good morning, kya behna? Tumne mere kapde kal badle aur ek pervert ki tarah mere saath so rahe ho apna tabu banaye hue?
Mujhe to bilkul jhatka lag gaya, Mai aisa bilkul expect nahi kar raha tha, wo aur jayda chillane lagi, mujhe bhi gussa aane laga aur maine usko samjhane ki koshis ki aur uske nahi sunne ke babzood maine usko kisi tarah se pichle rat ki ghatna fir bhi batai, but uspe to bhoot sawar tha. Wo bas chailai ja rahi thi, ek to hangover upar se uski awaj , mera sar phatne ko hone laga aur mere ko bhi gussa aane laga.
Main:- kya bakwas kar rahi tab se Puja?
Puja:- mian bakwaas akar rahi hu (She started crying as well), tumne mera bharosa toda hai Rakka, leave my place. She kept crying
Main:- (aur guess me) ha ja raha hu tera place hai tu hi rakh, aur kya ye bharosa tod diya, ky akiya maine?
Wo roti rahi aur you broke my trust bolete rahi, jao yaha se.
Mera sir bilkul phatne ko hua, main chup chap uth ke apne kapde pehnne laga, aur usko ignore kiya.
Jayse main tayar ho ke apna baki saman jayse key’s mobile charger wagarah dundh raha tha, wo bada kas ke chailai, jaldi jao yaha se tumhe dekh dekh ke mujhe gussa aa raha hai… she was crying and shouting, bharosa tod diya tumne you are prevert.
Bas ab mera sabr jawab de gaya, uski ore ghoor ke dekha maine aur bola kya chila rahi hai? Kaun sa bharosa, kiya kya maine? Talli ho ke besudh thi tu, ye to main bhai tha nahi to kal rat teri band baj gai hoti agar koi aur hota.
Bas ab to aur rona dhona suru, tumhari himmat kayse hui mere se is tarah se baat karne ki abhi ke abhi niklo yaha se nahi to mai mummy - papa ko phone laga dungi. Zindagi bhar tere jaisa bhai se koi baat na kare, nikal jao yaha se.
Main bhi soch pagla gayi hai, nikal lo nahi to kahi ghar phone laga diya to alag bawala.
Main bas gate se bahar nikal hi raha tha ki, usne bola dubara kabhi sakal nahi dikhana aur nah hi koi contact karna, main aaj se maan liya ki mera koi bhai nahi, tumhare jayse bhai se to acha hai ki koi bhai na hota mera.
Is baat se to mere dil pe mano khanjar chal gaya, bada dard hua mujhe ye sun ke ghoor ke maine usko dekha, mere bhi aankh nam the, mujhe aise dekh ke wo ekdam se chauk gai aur chup ho gai, main bin kuch bole waha se nikal gaya, gadi start ki aur sidhe PG. Sir fata ja raha tha aur pata nahi kyu bahut bura lag raha tha aur utna hi gussa bhi aa raha tha.
PG pahucha, apne room pe gaya aur apne room me kapde khole change kiya, aur room lock kar ke so gaya. 4-5 ghante baad meri nind darwaje pe awaj se tuti, PG wala staff tha, khana bana liya tha, khana khane aane ko bol raha tha. Maine bola thodi der me kahunga aur ek glass nimbu mani mangaya, ek disprin khaya, aur balcony ja ke ek sutta lagaya, aur soch raha tha, ki sala ye hua kya, aur kya galti ki maine jo ye hua? Khair fir andar aa ke dekha to phone pura discharge tha, maine charge me laga ke on kar ke freshen up hone chala gaya fir niche ja ke kahana khaya.
Jab upar aa ke phone check kiya to 100+ missed call notifications from puja, some from mummy and papa, lots of whatsapp from Puja as well.
Maine pahle ghar phone lagaya to mummy se baat hui, unhone bataya ki Puja tumhara call try kar rahi thi lag nahi raha tha so she was worried. Maine bataya ki battery dead ho gai thi. Ispe mummy ne bola bhi ki khud ke liye bhi le le phone, wahi purana chala raha hai. Kahir phone katne ke baad I was a bit relaxed ki chalo puja ne ghar pe nahi bataya. Na hi subah ki ghatna aur na hi ki kal raat main uske yaha ruka tha.
Mujhe abhi bhi bahut gussa tha par fir bhi maine Puja ko phone laga liya, usne turant hi utha liya, aur ye kya uthate hi lagi fir se chillane, kyun tumhara phone switch off tha, mujhe kitni chinta ho rahi thi, koi responsibility naam ki chiz aap nahi jante , you are totally irresponsible…etc… etc…
Wayese hi gussa tha, dimag kharab tha, aur upar se usne gusse ke aag me ghee ka kam kar diya, maine bhi chilate hue bola, how dare she talk to me like that, tumhari himmat kayse hui mere se aise baat karne ki. Tum bilkul bigral ho gai ho, koi sharm ahaya nahi batcha tumhare andar, bajaru ladkiyo jayese baat kar rahi ho, randiya aise baat karti hai, bhagwan janta hai kal maine kuch galat nahi kiya aur tune mujhe ghar se nikala tum mera bhai wala payar nahi deserve karti, mujhe blame karti ho… blah blah blah…. Ye sab sun ke wo bhi aur bharak gai, aur hamari 10-15 minute khoob jagrah chala fir maine uska number, whatsapp, sms, sab block kar diya, shayad usne bhi aisa hi kiya hoga. Wo din aise hi nikal gaya, sham ko maine beer mangwa li aur pie pa ke kha pi ke 9-930 tak so gaya, subah utha aur office. During a sutta break I checked my block notification of course uske kuch miss call the, but maine ignore kiya aur apne kaam dham me busy ho gaya, kuch din bitne pe mujhe bhi uski chatting, long calls aur over all apni friend aur behan ko miss karne laga.isse mujhe bada dukh hua aur main thoda thoda sad bhi rehne laga, ek saturday, mai 2-3 bottle beer aur sutta, weed wagarah le ke room me baitha, ki chalo kuch porn wagarh dekh ke mood banaya jaye. Maine kuch bhai-behan wali porn videos dekhi fir kuch stories padhi aur fir aankhe band kar ke us din hui ghatna ko yaad karne laga, ta hi mujhe dhyan aaya, ki are us din maine bra panty me Puja ki kuch pics liye the. Phone ki gallery me check kiya to the hi nahi, fir dhyan aaya ki usko secure and hidden kar ke rakha tha, waha se maine usko apne patop pe ek locked folder me transfer kiya aur fir open kar ke bade screen pe dekhne laga.
Kya manmukt karne wala nazara tha, kya badhiya photos the ek dam uske har curves aur perfect figure ko capture kiya tha photograph me. Bas unko dekh ke bathroom me apna haath jagannath kiya maine, aur ye ab mera regular ka kaam ho gaya tha, jab bhi Puja ki yaad aati, 2-3 beer ya ek aadhi whiskey ka lagata aur un photos ko dekh ke apna hath khud ki sewa kar leta. Aise kuch din jab chala mere andar Puja ke liye desperation and chahat badhne lagi. Har din uske 2-3 calls jarur aate but I kept ignoring. 3 months baad , ek saturday, maine usko unblock kiya and uske phone ka wait karne laga. Karib 7 baje shaam me uska phone aaya, maine pick kiya, aur jaise hi hello bola, wo turant rone lagi aur sorry bhai sorry bhai bolne lagi, aaknhe meri bhi num ho gai thi, maine bhi sorry bola. Maine bola ki main bilkul jerk brother hu, aur main iske bharpai karunga behna. Us din 11 baje raat tak hamne baate ki aur next day PVR me movie ka bhi plan bana liya kyuki kal sunday tha.
Agle din subah main tayar hoke usko pick karne gaya, wo us din salwar kamiz and pure tarah se badan ko dhakne wala kapda pahne hui thi duppate ke saath. Hum maul pahuch, abhi tak hum dono ne ek dusre se nazar nahi milaya tha.
Maine car park ki atlantis maul me aur jab ham lift ki ore chale to maine observe kiya kinPuja was keeping a respectable distance with me aur pura formal behave kar rahi thi. Ye pahli baar mere yaad me aisa behave dekha maine uska, totally opposite of behavior jo main janta tha.
Ham PVr gaye aur middle ki 2 tickets le li, chuki abhi time tha movie me to hum window shopping karne lage. Ghoomte ghoomte ham Gucci ke showroom ke paas aaye, waha thoda der ruk ke ek purse ko bade gaur se dekhi fir badhne lagi.
Main:- Kya hua Puja, pasand hai kya?
Puja:- sigh bharte hue, jane do bhai 25-30 K ka hoga, koi fayda nahi.
Main:- are meri behna ko agar pasand hai to uska ho ke rahega, chahe 25 K ka ho ha 100K ka.
Puja:- (mere ore ghurte hue) behan ko maska marne ki jarurat nahi hai, chalo yaha se 30K ka maska nahi lagwana mujhe.
Main:- are puja behna agar pasand hai to bol nahi to koi baat nahi tere ko maska laga ke kya milna hai mujhe.
(Bitcoin and other Crypto me main college time se invest kar raha tha, so money not a major issue)
Puja, sir hilate hue, as if aur fir badh gai aage but maine us purse ki pic le li thi tag number ke saath.
Idhar udhar ghoom ke humne time paas kiya, aur fir movie time ho gaya, aur hum apni seat pe ja ke baith gaye, agal bagal ki seat ke babjood, Puja was maintaining a formal sitting position aur distance mere se. Wo movie dekh rahi thi aur tirchi najro se main apne apsara behan ko. Uska chehra, uske upar niche hoti hui chati, main to bas unhhi me duba hua tha, kab interval hu, kuch snacks maine kharida aur fir kab movie khatam ho gai pata nahi chala, main to apni behan ka didar kiya pure time.
Movie ke baad hum lunch karne gaye, waha bhi wo bahut composed and modest and formal behave kar rahi thi. Wo chahe jayse behave kare jab bhi meri najar uske upar padti to mujhe wahi tasveer yaad aa jati, mai uske roop ko man hi man usi tasweer ke roop pe dekh raha tha. Baar baar main apne khayalo ko jhinjhorta aur khane aur usse baat karne pe dhyan dene kikoshis karta but jayse hi uska chehra dekhta wo tasveer hi samne aa jati. Mujhe aise khayalo me khoya hua dekhne pe Puja asked me, kaha khoye hue ho bhaiya, sab thik na?
Main apne khayalo se bahar aate hue, ha Puja sab thik hai, kyu puch rahi ho aise? Jispe usne bola ke aap conversation aur present me nahi ho, aapka dimag kahi dusre jagah hai, jispe maine bola ki aisi koi baat nahi, all good behan. Fir jaise hi uski ore dekha wo tasveer mere dimag me fir aane lagi, apne vicharo ko jhanjhorte hue, main usse baat karne aur khane pe kafi masakat ke baad concentrate kar paya. Uske baad hamari baate suru hui, wahi office, life and general stuff. Khana khane ke baad hum uske ghar ki ore chal diye apni car me, aur car me usne fir se mafi mangi us din ke behavior ke liye, fir usne bataya ki us din ki baato ko jab usne gaur se socha to use ehsaas hua ki, main to sirf bhai ka kartawye nibha raha tha aur usne meri dil ko chot pahuchai. Maine bhi bola usko sorry ki mujhe jayda maturity ke saath pesh aana chahiye tha aur usko bura bhala aur gande sabd nahi bolne chahiye the, maine apni pyari behna se fir se mafi mangi. Us dil se maafi mangne ke baad mere dil par se ek bojh sa hat gaya shayad Puja ke dil se bhi bojh hata hoga.
Uske bad, hum dono ke beech thoda normailization hua baat chit me thoda hum pahle ki tarah baat karne lage. Bato bato me:-
Main:- Puja, you should spend sunday for yourself, parlor jao, thoda khud pe time spent karo, at least apni earning ka kuch part khud pe bhi kharch karo baki ladkiyo ki tarah.
Puja:- Kyu bhai, aisa kyu bol rahe ho kuch garbar hai kya?
Main :- Nahi Puja main ye nahi bol raha at least weekly or even fortnightly tumko parlor ja ke ewlax karna chahiye, thoda massage karwao, pedicure, manicure, body ko relax kiya karo.
Puja:- (Kuch sochte hue) hmm, main ise baare me sochungi, but agar suggestion ki baat hai to bhai, aapko bhi Gym ya swimming classes join karna chahiye, tond nikalta ja raha hai aapka.
Main:- Sahi bol rahi ho Puja, idhar beer thoda jayda ho gaya tha, aur main bhi jana chahta hu but kya hai na akele jane me regular nahi ho pata, koi partner rahe na to ek dusre ko motivate kar ke, ek dusre ko jagah ke jaya ja sake to regular ho jayega. Kuch friends ko mana raha hu but sab ke sab meri tarah hi aalsi hai.
Isme wo kuch anhi boli aur hamari gadi chalte ja rahi thi thode der baad:=
Puja:- Bhai ok, chalo main banti hu aapki gym buddy, and don’t worry I will push you hard enough ki aap regular jao gym.
Main:- are Puja tumko ye karne ki nahi jarurat, you are already perfect, why tum unnecessary ka mere liye ye sab karogi. Ye thik nahi.
Puja:- Are exercise me kya problem hai, aur main bhi apne sharir ko thoda toned rakhna chahti hu so, it’s done main aapki gym buddy.
Hamare bich fir thodi der silence rahi.
Main:- ok to bolna main jo samjh raha hu, roj tum mujhe phone kar ke uthaoge, fir main tayar ho ke tumko pick karunga, fir hum gym jayenge, fir main tumko drop karunga, fir main PG jaunga, fir tayar ho ke office. Muskil nahi lag raha behna?
Puja:- are nahi bhai, maine apne office me suna hai yaha paas me hi ek gym & Pool hai jo ki locker, washroom and changing room facility provide karta hai. Log directly to the gym, swim karke naha ke wahi se tayar ho ke directly office chale jate hai, wapas se ghar aane ki jarurat nahi.
Mujhe bada accha laga ye tarika, maine bola ki main pata lagta hai iske baare me. Jispe usne kaha ki nahi aapko seriously ispe khojna hai, maine ok baba kaha, fir hum uske ghar pahuch gaye.
Thodi der tak hum car mein hi baithe rahe bara awkward sa situation ho raha tha, wo mujhe ghar me invite karne se shyad hichak rahi thi us din wali ghatna ke baad. Maine samay ki nazakat ko samjhate hue:-
Main:- chalo behna, bye, aaj ka din I really enjoyed thanks uske liye, aur main bahut khush hu ki hamare beech ki misunderstanding khatam hui.
Puja :- (ek sweat sa smile di aur seat belt khol ke) Bhai main bahut pareshan aur dukhi thi, and I really like aapse baat karna, aap mere bhai ke saath saath mere best friend bhi ho. Meri life ka sabse important pillar. Hamesha bhai ye yaad rakhiyega ki aapki ye behan har kadam pe aapke saath hai.Aisa nahi hai ki sirf aap mere take care karne ke liye ho, main bhi utna hi aapke take care karne ke liye hu. Jo bhi aapke man me aaye, koi bhi dil me ichha ho ya kuch jarurat lage aako, koi bhi desire aor any kind of want, kisi bhi chiz me aako madat chahiye ho, kisi bhi topic pe koi chahiye ho baat karne wala ya koi kandha sir rakhne ke liye, aapki ye behan hamesh ahjir rahegi.Appke liye kuch bhi, bas aap na naraj nahi hona mujhse bahut dard hua in 3 mahino me mujhe,(uski aaknho se fir se aasu chalak gaye).
Maine uske aasu poche aur usko bhi usi trah ki baate maine batai, ki mere liye bhi kitna dukhdai tha ye 3 mahina and main bhi uske liye similarly hamesh available hu, aur koi bhi aage se baat hogi to ham log baatchit se usko suljha lenege, no more fighting aage se.
Wo bilkul khil si gai ye sab sun ke, usne mujhe halka sa hug diya, gaal me ek kiss diya aur apne flat ki ore chal di, main tab tak uske sexy figure ko niharta raha jab tak wo anko se ojhal na ho gai.
Maine gadi start ki aur apne PG ki ore nikal liya, uski baate mere kan me gunj rahi thi “Jo bhi aapke man me aaye, koi bhi dil me ichha ho ya kuch jarurat lage aako, koi bhi desire aor any kind of want, kisi bhi chiz me aako madat chahiye ho,” ab ye green signal tha ya behan ka pyar, bhagwan hi jane….
Man hi man, behan… kab tak tadpayegi, kab tak husan se lubhaiyegi apne bhai ko, kab tak tere bade me soch kar apne haath se hi mera kaam chalne degi behan……
