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Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


Now Farward.....



Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.
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ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


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karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.
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Update:-16


A Few Sentences From The 15th Update.....


jaane kitni der ye safar jari raha mera.. mai andaza nahi laga paya.. main samjhne ki sthiti me raha hi nahi tha..

fir ekdum se main jaise kisi sakht pathreeli zameen par ja gira.. mera sar neeche zorse takraya. mai bass inta hi samjh saka, main kisi garam gufa me hon.

bass uske baad main hosh me nahi rah saka. meri ankhen band hoti chali gai. jaane kabse mai khud se ladta aa raha tha. ab khud se ladne ki himmat mujhme nahi rahi thi..

jaane main temporary nind me chala gaya tha. ya hamesha ki nind me..



Now Farward.....


Update:-16




"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"

shalini singh ki dil dahla dene wali cheekh ne haveli ki deewaron ko hila kar rakh dia.. raat ka samay tha, shalini singh jo apne kamre me so rahi thi. cheekhti hui uth bethi..



"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


"kaarrraannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn"


chillane lagi. surindr, varinder, amrita, chachi, dada dadi, aur sab hadbada kar uthe aur shailini singh ke kamre ki orr bhaag nikle. bahar pahredari kar rahe guards bhi ghabra kar apni apni guns thame satark ho gaye.. kahin koi durghatna to nahi ghat gai. haveli me aisa shor bhi pahle kabhi nahi utha tha.

shalini singh abhi tak cheekhe chilla rahi thi. karan karan chilla rahi thi.

kamre ka door andar se band tha. sab door par pohnche. sab ek dusre ko dekh heran bhi the aur shalini ke cheekhne chillane ke sath sath "karan".."karan" ki pukar par chintit bhi the. shalini ne kabhi karan ke rahte karan ko yaad karne ki koshish nahi ki thi. ab to karan usse saalon se door tha. ab kyu wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. kyu karan ka naam le le kar cheekh chilla rahi thi.. wo bhi itne dardnak andaz me..

door peeta gaya. jab andar se koi response nahi mila to dada thakur ke kahne par door ko todna shuru kar dia gaya. shalini singh jaise hosh kho bethi thi. bas karan karan pukare ja rahi thi. sab dar gaye kahin shalini singh ko kuch ho na jaaye.

door toota, sab daud kar andar ghus gaye. dekha to shalini singh farsh par ghutno par bethi sar ke baal noch rahi thi. uski ankhen bah bah kar uske chahre ko nahla chuki thi. dekhne me shalini singh ki halat kisi mental patient se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

surinder:- kya hua shalini. tum aise chilla kyu rahi ho.

shalini ki mansik sthiti waaki me bohut kharab thi, wo surinder ko koi jawab na dekar karan ko pukarne lagi. uska cheekhna chillana ab badbadahat me badal chuka tha.

dada thakur bade dhayan se shalini singh ko dekh rahe the. wo bohut kuch samjh bhi rahe the...

maa to wo hoti ha, jo saat samandar paar bhi bete ke dard par tadap uthti ha.. beta khush rahe to maa khush rahti ha, beta dard me ho to wahi dard maa ke dil me bhi hone lagta ha.. ek maa apne bete se kabhi nafrat kar hi nahi sakti. ye baat dada thakur jante the. shalini singh jitni bhi nafrat karan se karti a rahi thi. wo nafrat nahi thi, wo to bohut kuch kho dene ke baad ka parinam tha.. wo firse maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek balshali bete ki maa nahi ban sakti thi. ek shandar beta janam dekar pati ki nazron me garv se apni chahti chaudi nahi kar sakti thi. itna sab hone ke bawajud bhi wo apna pati tak kho bethi thi.. kaise sab sahn kar pati. wo apne hosh me rahi hi kahan thi. apni ek alag dunya basa kar jeene lagi thi..


isliye karan se door door rahti aai thi. warna ek maa ke liye uska iklota beta to anmol hota ha.


ab tak dada thakur ne kisi ko nahi bataya tha, karan singh ab ek normal ladka ban chuka ha. dada thakur chahte the, karan jab laut kar aaye to sab usay badla dekh hairan ho jaayen. jab wo parivar ka angrakshak bankar samne aaye to shalini singh, surinder singh aur sabke sar garv se uth jayen. aisa dada thakur ke mann me tha.. par last ke 2 saal se wo karan se mil nahi sake the. dushmani bohut badh chuki thi aur koi bhi durghatna ghat sakti thi. aise me parivar ki suraksha bhi bahadh zaruri thi.. dada thakur ab chahte the, karan kaise bhi kar ke laut aaye.


aise me shalini singh ki aisi condition. wo bhi karan singh ko leke. dada thakur ko bhi apna dil doobta hua mahsus hone laga. wo samjh gaye, ek maa ka dil kyu itna tadap raha ha. kyu ek maa jo saalon se apne bete se door thi, apne iklote bete ke liye ro rahi ha. uske dard par cheekh chilla rahi thi.. dada thakur ko lag gaya ki karan ke sath koi bohut badi durghatna ghat chuki ha. tabhi to itni door rahte hue ek maa tadap uthi. ek maa ke dil ne jaan liya tha, uska bete ke sath kuch galat hua ha. kuch aisa to sahn karne layak nahi ha.

surinder singh shalini singh se bar bar puch raha tha. par shalini singh bas "karan" "karan" badbadaye ja rahi thi..

surinder singh guse me aa kar kuch bolta. dada thakur ne usay rok dia.. surinder singh dada thakur ko dekh chup ho gaya. dada thakur ne sabko kamre se jane ka bol dia.. kamre me dada dadi aur shalini singh hi rah gaye...

dada thakur ne dadi se kaha, dadi kamre me rakhe jug se pani ek glass me bhar kar shalini singh ko pilane lagi. par shalini singh ab bhi apne pure hosh me nahi thi.

dada dadi ke pyar aur hosle ke chalte shalini singh ki halat me kuch sudhar aane laga. shalini singh ne thoda sa pani piya aur dada thakur ke hath tham kar rote hue karan baare baat karne lagi. batane lagi kaise usne ek bura sapna dekha ha, batane lagi kaise us sapne me karan ke sath kya hua. batane lagi uska dil kya bol raha ha. kahne lagi uske bete ko kaise bhi karke uske le aaya jaaye.. nahi to uski khair khabar laai jaaye..


dada dadi barson baad shalini singh ke moh se karan ka nam sunkar khush bhi hue aur fir shalini singh ke sapne ko jaan chintit bhi. jaante the, ek maa ko kabhi koi galat sapna nahi aa sakta.. jaisi zindagi karan singh kabile me ji raha tha. wahan hazaron khatre the.



dada thakur ne shalini singh ko shaant karke jald se jald karan singh ki khabar laane ka bol dia.. dadi shalini singh ke sath hi bed par let gai. dada ek chair par beth kar sochne lage.. kaise karan se rabta kiya jaye. ab karan se rabta zaruri ho gaya tha.


agle din se dada thakur ne tayari shuru kar di firse kabile jaane ki. par dushman bhi bohut chalak tha, ek ek movement par nazar rakh raha tha. shahar me rahte wo kuch nahi ukhad sakte the dada thakur ka. haan shahar se bahar jungle me nikalte hi dada thakur se ladna uske liye asaan tha. durjan singh ka khaas admi ranga daku apne sathi dakuon ke sath dada thakur ka rasta rokne ke liye pahadon me maujud rahta tha.. ranga daku ka talluq durjan singh ha ye baat koi nahi janta tha. haan dono parivaron ki ladai baare me pura distric janta tha..

dada thakur ne bohut koshish ki, par wo kabile ke liye nahi nikal sake. karan ki khariyat malum nahi kar sake. aise me 15 din beet gaye.. fir dada thakur ke khaas rakhwale shankar ne akele jaane ka green singal de dia.

dada:- nahi shankar mai tumhari jaan khatre me nahi daal sakta.

shankar:- maalik, khatra kahan nahi ha. chhote malik ki khabar laani bhi zaruri ha. mujhe jaane den malik, mere paas ek idea ha.

dada:- kaisa idea

shankar batane laga. sunkar dada thakur kuch der sochte rahe.

dada:- khatra to fir bhi rahega shankar..

shankar:- maalik! main fir bhi chance lena chahunga.. gaye bina koi chara bhi to nahi ha na maalik. kitne saaal ho gaye, chhote malik ko yahan se gaey he. dushmani to chalti rahegi maalik. kab tak hum dushmano ko dheel dete rahenge maalik. is bar takkar barabar ki ho hi jaaye..

dada thakur shankar ki ankhon me dekhte hue gahri saans lekar bole

dada:- shankar tum saalon se mere sath ho, tum achhe se jante ho. dushmani me hum kabhi pahl nahi karte, koi dushmani kare to usay moka dete han, wo sudhar jaaye. hum nahi chahte kisi ka ghar ujde. jab pani se upar jaane lage to fir humen majburan har hadh se guzar jana padta ha.

shankar:- maalik! ab bhi humne khul kar jawab nahi diya to sach me paani sar se upar chala jayega. fir hum kuch kar nahi payenge..

dada:- sahi kaha tumne shankar. kab tak durjan singh ko dheel dete rahenge. tum sab ko tayar rahne ko bol do. aur jaisa plan bataya ha, uspar amal shuru kar do..

3 dino baad dada thakur ki personal gaadi, jisme dada thakur ki jaga koi aur betha tha, gaurds ki 3 gaadiyon ke sath shahar se nikal kar jungle ki or badhne lage. durjan singh, ranga daku tak ye khabar pahle hi pohnch chuki thi. ranga daku apne sathiyon ke sath raste ko block karke dada thakur ko hamesha ki nind sulane ke liye maujud tha. par is baar ki baat alag thi, is baar dada thakur ke sathi puri tayari ke sath aaye the. plan ke sath aaye the.

jaise durjan singh aur ranga daku ko dikhaya gaya tha, waise tha nahi. teeno gaurds ki gadiyon me ek ek driver aur ek ek gaurd the. baki piche aa rahe the. ranga daku ne hamla kiya to drivers aur jo guards un gadiyon me the, wo turant firing karte hue raod se niche kood kar bhaag nikle. ye chara tha ranga daku ke liye.

ranga daku aur uske sath jab gadiyon tak pohnche to guse me aa gaye.. dada thakur ko galiyan dene lage. is chaal par ranga daku bilbila utha tha. usne kuch dakuon ko bhaag rahe dada thakur ke admiyon ke piche bhej dia. khud bakiyon ke sath wahin rah kar durjan singh ko sab batane laga. sunkar durjan singh ko gusa aaya. fir wo hasne laga.

durjan:- budha dimag ka upyog karne laga ha.

ranga:- thakur saab! wo budha mere sath chhal kar jaye, main sahn nahi kar sakta. mujhe anumati den, main uski haveli me ghus kar uske pure parivar ko nasht kar dun.

durjan:- dheeraj ranga dheeraj. jab aisi nobat aai to mai khud tumhe kah dunga. par abhi nahi. khud ko khatre me mat daalo.

abhi unki baten jari hi thi, ki shankar kuch guards ke sath wahan pohnch gaya.. wo sab haveli ki gadiyon me nahi the, dada thakur ki haveli ki sabhi gadiyon baare ranga daku aur durjan singh sab jante the. is baar gadiyan nayi kharidi gai thi. jo ab istemal me lai gai thi..

ranga daku ya uske sath kuch samjh sakte, achanak se shankar ne kai sathiyon ke sath milkar goliyon ki bauchhad kar di. sath hi wo gadiyon se nikal kar road ki sides me chhup gaye..

ranga daku jo samjh raha tha, dada thakur ke admi dum daba kar bhaag nikle han. in goliyon ki bauchhad hui to ghabra gaya. udhar durjan singh bhi firing ki awaz sunkar cheekhne laga. ranga se puchne laga ye firing kaisi ha. par durjan singh ko sivaye cheekhon ke kuch sunaai nahi dia. ranga daku apni jaan ki fikr me pad gaya tha. mobile uske sath kahin gir pada..


ranga daku ne ladne ki koshish to bohut ki. par uske sathi badi speed se kam hone lage. kai sathi pahle hi phatke me maare gaye, door kahin bhi firing ki awaz sunaai dene lagi. matlab dada thakur ke jo admi pahle bhage the, wo bhi ab mukable par utar aaye the. aise me ranga daku ke liye farar hi iklota option bacha tha.

kuch der tak khuni ladai jaari rahi. fir mahaul ekdum se shaant ho gaya. shankar ke to nahi, par 3 sathiyon ke zarur goliyan lag gai thi. jaan kisi ki nahi gai thi. ranga daku ke 10 sathi maare gaye to baki jaan bacha kar dum daba kar bhaag nikle..

shankar pahli baar milne wali fateh celebrate karne laga. dada thakur ko bataya gaya. sunkar wo bhi khush hue..

wahin se shankar kuch guards ke sath kabile ki orr nikal pada...

dada thakur bechaini se shankar ki wapsi ka intezar karne lage. shankar agle din jaldi laut aaya. aate hi karan ke sath hui durghatna baare dada thakur ko bata dia.. dada thakur sunkar ladkhada gaye the.. karan ab is dunya me nahi raha, unka dil nahi maan raha tha. par jab khabar mili ki us durghatna ko 2 mahine se upar ka samay beet chuke han to uske dil ki dhadkan jasie rukne lagi. fir ye khabar haveli me sab tak pohnch gai.

haveli me jaise qayamat aai gai. karan ko leke pahli baar cheekhna chillana shuru hoa haveli me...


shalini singh dusri baar karan singh ko yaad karke phoot phoot kar roi..
ek maa thi wo. bete ko pyar dena chahiye tha, nafrat deti rahi. usay apni aaghosh me chhupa kar rakhna chahiye tha. khud se door bhi kiya aur dhutkara bhi. pahle ke zakham kam the kyaaa, jo ab karan ka zakham bhi dil par a gaya tha.. shalini singh gham ki tasveer bani kamre ki hoke rah gai.


suhasi jo karan ke laut aane par uske mafi maang kar sache mann se uski bahan ban jana chahti thi. karan ke sath hui durghatna baare jaan kar khud ko kasurwar thahrane lagi. karan ke sath wo tab itna sab na karti to karan kabhi itne lambe samay ke liye usse door na jaata. aur na hi itna sab uske sath hota.. suhasi ki halat bhi shalini se kam nahi thi.

divya ko khabar mili to wo gahre sadme me aa gayi. wo bhi haveli aa gai, aur karan ke kamre ki hoke rah gayi. karan ke saman ko chhu chhu kar rone lagti. karan uska iklota bhai tha. ek din bhi wo karan se door nahi rahna chahti thi, barson usse door rahne par majbur ho gai.. aur ab uske baare me aisi khabar. divya ka mann hone laga cheekh cheekh kar dunya walun ko apne dard baare bataye.

bua, fufa, dada dadi sab gahre dukh ki lapet me aa gaye. dada ke dil me tha, karan jab laut kar aayega to sab usay balshali mard bana dekh kar chaunk uthenge.. karan ke sath hui durghanta aisi durghatna thi, jo karan se pyar karte the, zindagi unke liye berang ho gayi..

shalini singh ke mayke se bhi sab aaye. jab shalini singh ko dard me dekha, to pahli bar karan ke liye unke dil tadap uthe. khud par afsos karne lage, karan jaisa bhi tha, tha to unka apna hi. unki shalini ka beta hi. par ab wo kuch nahi kar sakte the. karan ek hisab se un sab se door ho chuka tha.

karan ki maut ho chuki ha, aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha. par dil se sab yahi samjh rahe the, karan ab is dunya me nahi raha.. do mahine wo bhi nadi ki toofani, chatano se takrati lahron ke beech me gum hua tha karan. kisi ko yakin nahi tha, karan zinda bacha hoga. par dil ko ek aas bhi thi.. dil me ye bhi tha, karan kaise bhi karke laut aaye, jis jis ne uska dil dukhaya ha, wo aa kar unhe khud par kiye zulm ki saza de, par laut aaye..


ek din shalini singh dukh me thi, wo karan ko yaad kar rahi thi. karan baare jo suna tha, wo mann me repeat kar rahi thi.. fir jaise uske kuchh click hua.. wo jhatke se uthi aur surinder ko dhundne lagi.. surinder sabke sath drawing me betha dikha..

sab kai dino baad shalini singh ko kamre se nikla dekh heran hue..

shalini singh surinder singh ke sath gai aur ansu bahati surinder singh se boli

shalini:- suna aapne.. mera karan singh kabile ki beti ko bachane ke bad nadi me gira tha.

surinder singh kuch na smajhne wale andaz me shalini singh ko dekhne laga

shalini singh firse boli:- mere bete ne pure kabile walun ke saamne aapka sar garv se uncha kar dia. jaan par khel kar kabile ki izzat ko bacha gaya.. kuch samjhe aap.. jis bete ko nakara samjh kar aapne aur beton ke lalach me dusri shadi kar li thi. us bete ne apni jaan dekar bhi khud ko sabat kar dia.. bata dia thakur parivar ke mard kaise hua karte han. wo bol ke gaya tha, waada karke gaya tha, jo kaha ha wo karke dikhaunga. balshali bhi banuga aur parivar ka rakshak bhi. dekha aapne wo parivar ka rakshak ban gaya.. wo kabila bhi to uska parivar tha. kabile me aur bhi kai balwan the, par mera karan akela bheem singh ke chungal se bindu ko nikaal le gaya. mera karan asli shoorveer ban gaya.. mera karan asli yudha ban gaya. mera karan asli angrakshak ban gaya.. aapka sar itna uncha kar gaya, jitna aapka koi beta na kabhi kar saka ha, na kabhi kar sakega.. suna aapne.. koi bhi aapka beta mere bete karan jaisa nahi ban saka..

itna bol kar wo firse ghutno par giri aur dahaiyan dene lagi. karan ke liye "garv ha" aisa bolne lagi. sath hi khud ko bhi kosne lagi..

shalini singh ki aisi baaten sunkar sab chaunk uthe.. pahle jin baton par koi dhayan nahi de paya tha. ab sab dhayan dene lage. sahi hi to kaha tha shalini singh ne. karan ne jo kaha kar dikhaya tha. bhale hi is parivar ka rakshak nahi bana paya tha, par bana to tha, jis parivar ke sath rah raha tha, usk parivar ki izzat bhi bachai thi aur izzat ki orr buri nazar se dekhne walun ki ankhen bhi nikal deen thee.. unke sar bhi kaat diye the.

payal, paridhi jo pahle din karan ke gham ke rahne ke bad jald normal ho gai thi. apne dusre bhaiyo aur cousins ke sath has has kar baat karne lagi thi. ab jaana unka bhai kaise halat me sabse juda hua to pahli bar, zindagi me pahli baar dono ke dil ki dhadkan kuch badhi. kuch hulchal machi, kuch dard utha.. dono ek dusre ko dekhne lagi, dono ki ankhon me pahle nami utri, fir ankhon se ansu bahne lage. dono ko apni apni galatiyon aur vyavhar par afsos hone laga. dono turant harkat me aai aur apni maa ke paas beth kar, maa ko gale se laga kar rone lagi. karan ke liye maa se sorry bolne lagi.

shalini singh ek baar firse karan ke gham me doob gai. is bar ka gham alag tha. garv bhi tha, par dard zayada tha. jitni nafrat kari thi karan se, jinta paraya banaya tha apne iklote bete ko, utni hi peedan me bhi aane lagi.

surinder singh, varinder singh dono sochon me gum ho gaye. amrita singh ke dil me pahli bar shalini singh ke liye nafrat bhare bhav janam lene lage. aisa sab pahli bar bola tha shalini singh ne. uske bete the, par youn uske beton ka apmaan nahi hua tha kabhi. karan ne baazi maar li thi. aisa show karwa kar shalini singh ne amrita singh ke dil me nafrat ka beech bo daala.

suhasi ka dard badha to uske bhai chache ke beton ko karan ke baazi maar jane wali baat par gusa aane laga. jise umar bhar dhutkar mili thi, aaj uska naam youn garv se koi lega, unho ne socha bhi nahi tha. asli mard wo the, parivar ke rakshak aur jayale bhi wahi the. karan jo kabhi ek chuha hua karta tha, unse badhkar kaise ho sakta tha..


karan zinda tha ki mar gaya. agar zinda hota to zarur ab wo inki nafrat ka zayada shikar hota.. sab ek dusre ko dekhne lage. sabki ankhon me karan ke liye nafrat ke bhav firse badhne lage. dil hi dil me wo kasam bhi khane lage, ki kuch aisa karenge ki karan ki naam ki chhaap sabke dilon se mita kar rahenge.. fir ghar me zikr hoga to unka hoga, na ki ek kaale chuhe ka..



sab sunkar divya ki ankhen hi khul gai thi. wo karan ke gham me thi. kai dino se kisi se khul kar bol nahi rahi thi. ab jab shalini singh ke moh se karan ke liye itna sab, aur aisa sab suna to uska dard badhne laga. uska seena bhi garv se chauda hone laga. karan sach me wo ban gaya tha. jo wo karan ko bane dekhna chahti thi. par karan ki doori ne ab uske dil ke dard ko badhana shuru kar dia tha. uska bhi mann hone laga, wo bhi kuch aisa hi kahe, jaisa shalini singh ne kaha tha.. par divya ke mann me tha, jab karan laut kar aayega, tab wo aisa sab kahegi.. par karan to gayab tha. us nadi me girne ke bad wo bach saka tha ki nahi. koi nahi janta tha.




shalini singh ek baar firse kamre ki hoke rah gayi. surinder singh ko usne totally nazar andaz karna shuru kar dia. ab surinder shalini singh ke dard ko kam karne ke liye ya usse apne dil ki baat karne ke liye milna chahta tha. par shalini singh ne surinder se koi bhi baat karne se saaf inkar kar dia. surinder singh ki begangi ke chalte hi to wo karan se door hui thi. ab karan ko usi ke kaaran wo kho bethi thi. na surinder uske sath aisa sab karta, na wo apne iklote bete ko khud se door karti.. aise me surinder se kaise wo baat karti. aur fir ab baat karne ko rah bhi kya gai thi.. karan ke sath hui durghatna ke baad wo khali daman rah gai thi. payal paridhi bhi apni maa ke dard ko kamm karne ki koshish me lagi rahti. par ab dard kam hone wala nahi tha.

suhasi hi thi jo shalini singh ke zayada karib thi. wo bhi to gahre gham ki lapet me thi.

udhar durjan singh aur ranga daku zakham chaat rahe the. pahli baar dada thakur se itni badi chot mili thi. sahn nahi kar paa rahe the. kuch samay ruk kar dada thakur ko ek badi chot dene ka plan banane lage. ranga daku ke sath mare the. usay durjan singh se zayada gusa tha dada thakur aur shankar par..

dada thakur bhi jante the, jaisi chot is baar durjan singh ko mili ha. wo chup nahi bethega. dada thakur ne parivar ke sabhi sadason ki security badha di..


karan se nafrat karne walun ke dilon me nafrat aur bhi badhne lagi. pahle moh par nafrat ka izhaar kiya karte the. ab peeth karne lage. parivar ke ladke khud ko karan se badhkar balshali aur rakshak sabat karne ke liye khud par dhayan dene lage. haveli me gym aur kasrat ke equipment badha diye gaye..

ek hisab se ye acha hi hua tha. pahle apni apni life me mast the, ab race shuru ho chuki thi in sab ke beech. sab karan ka sthan chheenne ke liye ek dusre se number le jana chahte the. pahle jo dada sabko balshali banne ko kaha karte the. ab sabko kasrat aur gym karte dekh pheeki hasi has dia karte.. dil me kaha karte.."karan beta tumne to ek hi phatke me sabko chit kar dia"


amrita singh apne beton ko pahle bhi parivar ke mardon me sabse badhkar mana karti thi. karan ke naam ka danka wo sahn nahi kar paayi thi. haveli ke sare guards jab dekho karan singh ki baaten karte nazar aate the. jise dekh amrita singh khun ke ghoont pi kar rah jaati. wo apne beton ke andar bhi aag bharne lagi, wo bhi chahti thi, uske bete kuch aisa naam kamayen, jitna naam karan singh bhi nahi kama saka tha.. wo shalini singh ko neecha dikha chahti thi. bata dena chahti thi, parivar ke asli rakshak keval uske bete han. karan singh ne jo kiya, kai jungliyon ke sath mil kar kiya. par mera ek ek beta kaiyon par bhari pad sakta ha. aise amrita singh soche bethi thi..



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mai jaane kitni lambi nind soya raha tha. kuch andaza nahi tha. mai hosh ki dunya me wapis lauta to meri ankhon jaise kuch bhi dekhne ki takat kho bethi thi. mai ankhen meech meech kar dekhne ki koshish karne laga. par mujhe gahre andhere ke siva kuch dikhai nahi dia. gahre sannate ke siva kuch sunaai nahi dia..

ab tak main ye yaad nahi kar paya tha, mere sath kya ghatna ghat chuki ha. thelma se mile dhoke ke bad main kai goliyon se chhalni hue niche gir pada tha.. fir kisi gadhe me girne ke baad ek barfani darar ne travel karta hua kisi badi gufa me gir pada tha.

gahra ghana andhera dekh kar main hadbada gaya. hathu ko junbash dekar main
apni ankhon ke aage ke andhere ko door karne ki koshish me tha. par ye kyaa

main apne sharir ke kisi bhi ang ko hilane ki kshamta kho betha tha. aahh mere sath ye kya ho gaya. kis ne mera ye haal kiya. kisne mujhe apahij bana daala. kya mere hath pair kaat diye gaye han, kya mai sach me sada ke liye bekaar ho chuka hon.

mera dil doobne laga. bina hath paaon ke main kaise ghar wapis laut sakta tha. kaise main apne kahe par pura utar sakta tha. kaise main bina hath pairon ke apne parivar ki raksha kar sakta tha.

bade hi bure vichar mere mann me aane lage. fir main sochta chala gaya. guzre halaat kisi film ki tarah meri andhi ankhon ke saamne chalne lage. mujhe sab yaad aata chala gaya. thelma ka pyar, fir dhoka, fir wo khaufnak ladai, uske baad khai me girna, uske bhi sab yaad aane laga..

thelma ki yad aai to mere andar nafrat ka laava ubalne laga. main cheekhne chillane laga. thelma ko bura bhala kahne laga. main ab bhi nahi samjh paya tha, mai kaha tha. ek bebas aur lachar insan ki tarah thelma ko galiyan dekar apne andar ka ghubar nikalne ka prayas kar raha tha.

na andhera door hua aur na koi mere paas aaya. bohut zayada weekness ke chalte main ek bar firse behosh ho gaya..

dusri baar jab hosh aaya to maine ankhen kholi. is baar mujhe halki roshni dikhai padi. ye roshni kis chij ki thi, mai samjh nahi paya tha.

main firse loudly bol kar kisi ko pukarne laga. aur is baar der nahi guzri aur mujhe kisi ke kadmon ki aahat sunai di. sar ghuma kar dekhne ki koshish kari to bass irada hi karke rah gaya. itna pain hua gardan me.. haaye kya bataon. aisa laga jaise meri gardan par kisi ne chhote chhote chaku bandh diye hon aur hilne wo chaku meri gardan me ghus gaye hon.. mai apne hont danton me dabaye dard ko bardasht ko karne laga..

koi meri ankhon ke saamne aaya. wo badi hi narm awaz me bola..

"tum hosh me aa gaye"

maine ankhen khol kar dekha. to paya meri nazron ke saamne ek bazurg maujud han. jinki umar 80 saal se upar thi. rang doodh ke jaisa saaf aur aaine kei jaisa shafaf. sar aur dadhi ke saare baal sufed the. chahre par jhuriyan thi, par ankhon aur chahre par bepanah chamak. main usay zayada nahi dekh saka. dekhta to shayad sammohit ho jata. itni hi kashish thi unki ankhn me. maine ankhen meech leen.

wo pyar bhare andaz me has pade.. main bina ankhen khole bola

karan:- aap kon han baba?? aur main kahan hon.??

baba:- beta tum jahan kahin bhi ho surakshit ho. aur mera naam vilasha ha. par tum mujhe baba hi kahna. tumhare moh se baba sunkar mujhe acha laga..
mera ek beta tha, wo bhi mujhe baba hi kaha karta tha.

maine ankhen khol kar baba ko dekha. apne bete ke zikr par baba ka lahja dard bhara ho gaya tha.

karan:- tha? baba aapne "tha" kyu kaha..

baba:- woh ab mere sath nahi ha, devta usay apne paas bula chuke han.

karan:- oooo mujhe bohut dukh hua baba. baba aap devta kyu bol rahe han.

baba ki ankhon ki chamak ki mai taab nahi la pa raha tha. main baba ki ankhon me na dekh side dekhne laga.

baba dhire se muskura pade:- main samjh sakta ha beta, tum aisa kyu bol rahe ho. tum bahri dunya se ho na. isliye hamare devta baare kuch nahi jante.

main heran hua:- bahri dunya se.? baba mai kuch samjha nahi.

baba:- beta tum jis vadi tak aaye the, ab usi vaadi me ho.

mujhe shock laga.. mai jhatke se uthne laga. par karah kar rah gaya.

baba:- beta abhi bohut kuch ha tumhare jaanne ke liye. tum abhi aram karo, tumhari halat abhi bahtar nahi ha.

main bade dukh se:- baba kya mere hath pair nahi rahe.

baba:- nahi beta, devta ke karam se tumhara sab kuch salamat ha.

karan:- fir mai hil kyu nahi raha. apne hathu pairon ko harkat kyu nahi de pa raha.

baba:- beta tumhe andaza bhi nahi ha, tumhari kya halat thi, liggaam ki koi haddi aisi nahi thi, jo salamat rahi ho. jab tum mujhe mile to zakhmo se choor choor the.

karan:- liggaam? liggaam kya ha beta..

baba firse hase:- mai baton baton me apni bhasha ka prayog kar gaya. liggaam tumhari bhasha me sharir ko kahte han..

maine ab tak dhayan nahi dia tha. baba mujhse hindi me baat kar rahe the. baba ka chahra bhi indians jaisa nahi tha. aas paas ke kisi ilake ke rahne walun ke jaise nain naqsh mujhe baba ke chahre par nahi mile the. ab maine dhayan diya to mere hairan hone ke kai kaaran the. main ektik baba ko dekhta chala gaya. baba ke honto par bazurgana muskan aa gai.

baba:- sahi soch rahe ho beta, hamara kuch bhi tumhari dunya ke jaisa nahi ha, na suraten, na bhasha, na bhagwan. hamara sab kuch dunya se alag ha.

karan:- baba ye kaisa chakkar ha.

baba:- beta baat bohut lambi ho jayegi, dhire dhire tumhe sab pata chal jayega. pahle mujhe apne baare me sab batao. tumhare liye aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha, jise tum jaanna chahoge.


main kabile se juda hone ke baad ke halat baba ko vistar me batane laga. pahle maine baba ko apna naam bataya, fir baki ka sab..main hil nahi sakta tha. baba ne kuch utha kar mere paas rakh kar uspar beth gaye the. meri sari baaten wo badi ghambirta se sun rahe the. jab main sab bata kar khamosh hua to baba ne ek gahri saans li. fir mujhse bole.

baba:- karan beta, pahli baat to ye jaan lo, tumhe mere paas aaye hue 6 mahine beet chuke han.

karan:- kyaaaaaa.?

mujhe ek aur shock laga tha. main 6 mahino se behosh tha.. aahh matlab mujhe mere kabile se door hue 8 mahino se bhi upar ka samay beet chuka tha. to kyaaa.. kyaa itne mahino tak mere wapis na laut paane ke kaaran wo sab mujhe mara hua to nahi samjh bethe. aisa ha to fir zarur mere ghar wale bhi ye baat jaan chuke honge. kabile wale kaise itni badi baat chhupa sakte the. jaise jaise mai sochta gaya, mera dil doobta gaya. meri saans tez hoti gayi. meri ankhon ke goshe nam hone lage. kitne dard saha hoga sabne meri doori par. mujhe ek ek ka chahra yaad aane laga. ek ek ke sath bitaye pal yaad aane lage. kaise ji rahe honge mujhse pyar karne wale mere bina..

kuch shan mai khamosh raha, baba ne bhi mujhe kuch nahi kaha. fir mujhe apne honto par kuch mahsus hua. meri band ankhen firse khuli dekha to baba ke hath me kuch tha.

baba:- karan beta, moh kholo.

main khud se apne hont kholta moh bhi khol gaya. baba ke hath me kuch liquid sa tha. uske kuch katre baba mere moh me tapkate rahe. fir baba ne hath hata liya. wo katre khud se mere gale se utarne lage. mujhe aisa laga, jaise main hawa me ud raha hon. andar se main itna halka mahsus karne laga tha khud ko.

baba:- beta ye mera khaas aavishkaar ha. main apne ilake ka chikitsak hon.
tum apni bhasha me scientist bhi kah sakte ho.

karan:- baba ye kya tha. bohut hi kamal ki chiz ha. iska asar to mere sharir aur dimag par hi nahi mere dil par hoa ha. kuch der pahle jo apnu ko yaad karte hue dard sa utha tha, wo bhi nahi raha ab.

baba muskura pade:- yahi to kamal ha is vadi me. devta ne hamari zameen ko anmol banaya ha. aisi aisi cheezen han yahan par, jo puri dunya me nahi. tumhari dunya me kai virus aise han, jinke shikar hue patient dino me hi mar jate han. par hamare han kam hi log bimar hokar marte han. yahan har bimari ka ilaj maujud ha.

fir dukh se bole:- par ab jaisi bimari devta ki is sundr vadi ke vasiyon ko lagi ha, uska koi ilaj na mere paas ha aur na hi vadi ke kisi aur vyakti ke paas..

karan:- baba aisi konsi bimari ha, jo aap jaise mahaan chikitsak ke paas bhi uska ilaj nahi ha.

baba aur bhi dukh bhare lahje me:- aag barsane wale hathiyar leke aane wale hamare liye sabse bada khatra han karan beta. usi aag barsane wale golo se tum bhi to ghayal huwe the na.

main bohut kuch samjh gaya tha. thelma aur uski team vadi me ghus chuki thi. in 6 mahino me vadi me kohram macha chuki hogi. main samjh gaya tha, thelma jaisi super agent jo mastermind bhi thi, vadi par kabza kar chuki hogi.

karan:- baba mujhe vistar me batayen.

baba:- kya karoge karan beta tum sab jaan kar.

karan:- baba aap mujhe sab batayen.

baba:- jis jaga tum maujud ho karan beta, ye vaadi ki bahri disha par ha.yahan ke baare me koi nahi janta.. tum is samay ek gufa me ho, aur yahi gufa mera thikna bhi ha. meri lab bhi yahi ha, yahi par main research bhi karta hon. tum mujhe mile to tumhare sharir me chand ukhdi saanson ke siva kuch nahi tha. pahle to tumhe dekh mere dil me tumhare liye nafrat aai. hum begano ka aana pasand nahi karte. par hamare devta naraz hote han, jab koi mar raha vyakti hamare saamne ho, aur hum uski jaan na bachayen. bhale hi wo koi dushman hi kyu na ho. hamare dil itne hi sundr aur saaf han. isliye maine tumhari jaan bhi bacha li..

kuch dino baad tum badbadane lage, tumhare moh se nikle shabdon se main jaan gaya tha, tumhari nature kaisi ha. tum dukhon ke maare pyar ko tarse hue insan ho. isliye main pure mann se tumhara ilaj karne laga. tumhare sharir ki koi haddi salamat nahi rahi thi. badi mahnat karni padi mujhe tumpar. tumhare sharir par. tumhare liye mujhe firse junglon ki khaak chhaanni padi. in 6 mahino me main bhi chain se nahi so paya hon karan beta. pahle devta ko khush karne ke liye tumhari jaan bachana chahta tha. fir jab tumhare jaise kai aur vaadi me ghus kar vaadi par kabza kar bethe to main aur bhi ji jan se tumhara ilaj karne laga. mai bhi chahta hon karan beta, tum jaldi se achhe ho jaao. jaldi se apne pairon par khade ho jaao. aur hamare kaam aao.

main baba ko prashn bhari nazron se dekhne laga

baba:- karan beta, kahin na kahin mere dil me ye baat bhi ha, ki tum hamare kaam aa sakte ho. tum kuch aisa kar jaao, jisse hamari vaadi humen wapis mil jaaye. hum jitne bhi samjhdar, chalak sahi, par bahar ki dunya walun se ladne ki shakti hum khud me nahi pate. hum budhi me bohut aage han, par tumhari dunya walun ke jaisi budhi hamare paas nahi ha. dusra hamare log aag barsane wale hathyaron se bohut darte han.

karan beta, sadiyon se hamari parampara rahi ha, hum apnu me kisi begane ko shamil nahi karte. jo bhi is vaadi me aata ha, wo ya to kaid kar liya jata ha, maar dia jata ha, ya fir kisi ka ghulam bana dia jata ha. sadiyon se hamari vaadi kaiyon ke liye heere ki khaan ki hasiyat rakhti ha. isliye log yahan bar bar aane ki koshish karte rahte han. yahan pohnch pana ek hisab se asambhav ha, nikal pana to aur bhi asambhav ha.. yahan ka mausam aur barf ke niche chhupi anginat khaiyon hamari vadi ki raksha karti han. fir bhi kuch sarfire aur lalach ke andhe bach kar yahan tak pohnchne me safal ho hi jate han.

is baar ke aane wale pahle se alag the, bohut hi khatarnak the. tumhare milne ke kuch hi dino baad main vadi me gaya, jahan sab rahte han. wahan gaya to pata chala, vadi par bahar se aane walun ka kabza ho chuka tha. jaan kar mujhe bada dukh hua. mai bata nahi sakta, meri kya halat ho gai thi. sadiyon se koi hamari vadi me ghus kar salamat nahi rah saka tha. par is baar koi ghusa bhi aur kabza bhi kar betha. apne hi girate han nasheman pe bijliyan..

baba thandi aahh bharte hue bole.. har jaga par ek sardar hota ha to koi na koi uska mukhlif bhi hota ha. hinaru bhi hamara sardar tha. wahi king bhi tha aur kahin hamara maalik bhi. hinaru ka bhai vibharu ek bad fitrat insan ha. wo hinaru ki jaga khud sardar banna chahta tha. lekin wo ban nahi sakta tha. wo chhota tha, jab tak hinaru sardar rahta, wo sardar ban nahi sakta tha. hinaru ke marte hi usay sardar bana di jaata. fir hinaru ke 4 bete hue to vibharu ke sardar banne ki sambhavna bhi jati rahi. vibharu kabhi sardar nahi ban sakta tha. is baat ka usay bohut dukh tha. sardar banne ki chah uske dil se kabhi nahi gayi. aise me wo shadyants rachne laga, jiske chalte hinaru aur uske bete mar jaayen. unke marte hi vibharu khud se sardar ban jata. aur usay rokne wala koi nahi hota. balki sab usay hi sardar maan lete. yahi yahan ki parampara bhi ha.. aur sab dil se samman bhi karte han aisi paramparaon ka.



par vibharu nakaam hua, hinaru daler hi nahi, buddhiman bhi tha. vibharu ke bichhaye sare jaal usne kaat diye. vibharu ko kaid kar diya gaya. vibharu ne apne kuch dosto apne sath mila lia tha, jo vibharu ke sardar bante hi uske khas gurge ban jaate. wo bhi bure vichar rakhne wale insan the. unme se kuch pakde gaye to kuch bhaag kar junglon me khud ko chhupa gaye..

wahin junglon me chhupe hue vibharu ke sathiyon ko bahar se aane wale mile.. pahle bhi kai idhar aa chuke the, isliye is vadi ke kai log hindi ke sath sath english likhna padhna bhi jan chuke the. vibharu ke dosto ne un aane walun se samjhota kiya, aur unki madad se sardar ka takhta ulat dia.. vibharu ko kaid se nikaal kar hinaru aur uske beton ko kaid me daal dia gaya. vibharu ke sath sath bahar se aaye hue sab hinaru aur uske beton ko jaan se maar dena chahte the. par aise me vadi ke logo ek jut ho gaye. sab bol uthe, agar sardar aur unke beton ki jaan li gai to sab mar kar bhi yahan kisi ko panapne nahi denge..

majburan sabko kaid me rakha gaya.tab se is vaadi par vibharu sardar ha. par asal me sardari bahar se aai ek ladki kar rahi ha. jisne tumhe bhi dhoka dia tha.

karan:- thelma

mere moh se thelma ka nam aise nikla.. jaise main thalme ke chhote chhote piece karke chaba raha hon. nafrat to mujhe ho hi gai thi us chalak gori loomdi se. par yahan par aa kar jaisa sab unse kiya tha. mere mann me uske prati nafrat aur aag adhik badhne lagi.

baba:- haan thelma.. yahi naam ha uska. bohut hi shatir aur buddhiman ladki ha woh. ek mahine me hi wo hamari bhasha seekh gai. dusre mahine ittehas me pahli bar yahan helicopters land hue.. mahine me 2 din mausam bohut acha rahta ha, us din barf bhi nahi padti aur hawayen bhi normal raftar se chalti han. thelma aisa jaan gai thi. aisa hi fir har mahine hone laga. ab tak 50 baar helicopters yahan aa chuke han. aur pahle jo unki sankhya 60 ke karib batai ja rahi thi. ab 500 se badh chuki ha. aag barsane wale kai tarah ke aur hathiyar bhi wo leke aaye han.

karan beta, in sab ka khatam hona aur hinaru ka firse sardar banna tumhari dunya walun ke liye bhi behadh zaruri ha. tum nahi jante ho, thelma ek biggest criminal organization ki head ha. wo chahte han, puri dunya par unka hold ho. karan beta ye jagah dunya walun ki nazron se gupt ha. upar se satellite se dekhne par bhi ye pura area gahri dhund me chhupa hua dikhai deta ha. aise me agar yahan koi secret headquarter banata ha to sari dunya wale isse anjan rahegi. dekhte hi dekhte tumhari dunya bhi is organization ke control me aa jayegi. fir jo tabahi machegi tumhare dunya me, tum khud andaza laga sakte ho..



mai hil nahi sakta tha. fir bhi mujhe jhatke par jhatke lag rahe the. mere andar kaise kaise dhamake nahi ho rahe the. bohut kuch mere dimag me aane laga tha.. ek film si mere dimag me chalne lagi thi. ek hi lamhe ke kai kai tarah ke scene chal rahe the, kai awazen goonj rahi thi. kabhi main thelma ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi main ghar walun ke sath khud ko dekhta, kabhi thelma ke sath bitaye rangeen pal mere dimag par yalghar karte to kabhi sugandha chachi ke sath banaye scene. kabhi mujhe meri maa ki berukhi yaad aati, to kabhi meri didiyon ka mujhpar hasna, mujhe dhutkarna yaad aata. kabhi divya didi ka mere gaalon ko chumna yaad aata to kabhi dada dadi aur bua fufa ka pyar karna mujhe yaad aane lagta.

kaise kaise scene mere dimag me hulchal nahi macha rahe the.. fir mujhe kabile me bitaye sare pal yaad aane lage. 6 saalon ke sabhi drshy mujhe yaad aane lage. pal pal khud me aa rahe badlav bhi kisi picture ki tarah dikhai dene lage.

kal ka thakur karan singh aaj kitna badal chuka tha. kal ka kaala chuha aaj ek junglee saand me badal chuka tha. kon tha jo mujhse takkar le sakta. kon tha jo mujhe hara sakta. kon tha jo mujhse unchi chhalang laga sakta tha. kon tha, jisme mere jitna jigra tha. kon tha, jisse mai pyar karun aur mai uska na ho jaaun..

ohhhh pyaaaaaaar.. pyaar ke chakar me main apni sudh budh khone dene ki adat se peecha nahi chhuda saka tha.is maamle me main aaj bhi waisa hi tha, jaise bachpan me the. haveli chhod junglon me rahne laga tha, parivar ka pyar paane ke liye, khaas kar maa ka pyar paane ke liye. maa jo samjhti thi, mai uska ek nakara beta hon. mere janam lete hi maa ki value papa ki nazron me khatam ho ke rah gai thi. unki zindagi dukhon bhari ho gai thi. maa ko khushiyan lauta kar maaa ka pyar pana chahta tha. kitna bada laksh tha mera... kya se kya bankar mai lautna chahta tha.

mai waisa ban bhi chuka tha. jaisa dada dadi, divya, bua aur fufa mujhe bane dekhna chahte the. ab mai haveli laut kar jata to jis jis ne mujhse jaisi ummiden laga rakhi thi, mai un sabki sabhi ummidon par khara utarne layak ban gaya tha.

par bindu wale matter ke chalte mai dar badar ho gaya tha.

jogi ji maharaj kaha karte the "niyati ke khel ke aage kisi ki nahi chalti. niyati ke khel ko koi nahi samjh sakta. tum jo janam lete hi abnormal the, parivar ki nafrat ka shikar the. fir yahan aaye aur badalne lage. kisi ne socha bhi nahi tha, tum kabhi badal jaaoge. par tum badalne lage. tum badal bhi gaye. suno karan beta, halaat jab bhi karwat badlen to ghabrana mat. sochna, smajhna, aisa kyu ho raha ha.. kya niyati tumse koi pariksha le rahi ha. kya niyati ne tumhe kisi kaam ke liye to nahi chun liya"



"kaaaaam" ohh kaam shabd par mere andar jaise kuch click sa hua. matlab mere sath jo bhi hua tha, wo sab niyati ka racha khel tha. main bindu ko bheem singh se azad karwa kar nadi kinare tahalne nikala tha. soch bhi nahi sakta tha, mere sath itna sab ho jayega. main jo sote hue bhi satarak raha karta tha. us raat parivar ko yaad karta hua bheem singh ke ek wahshi ko nahi dekh saka. fir wo wahshi mujhe liye apne sath nadi me kood gaya. marte marte bhi wo mujhe maar dena chahta tha..


matlab. nitayi mujhse koi kaam lena chahti thi. tabhi mujhe wahan se utha kar yahan la patkha tha. matlab mujhe thelma aur uski organization se ladna tha. usne iradon ko khaak me milana tha.. niyati chahti thi, is dunya par najayaz kabza karne walun ka ant mere hathu ho. is vadi se bhi aur is dunya se bhi inke naamo nishan ko mitana tha.


jaise jaise main sochta gaya. mera vishwas atoot hota gaya. mera hosla firse wapis lautne laga. thelma se badla to lena hi tha, mujhe ghayal karne ka nahi, mere dil ke sath khelne ka. dil ke sath khelne walun ko to kadi se kadi saza deni chahiye. aisa haal karna chahiye, firse koi dil ke sath khelne ki kabhi himmat na kar paaye.

maine baba ko dekha to baba mujhe khud ki or dekhte paa kar muskura pade

karan:- kya hua baba.. aap muskura kyu rahe han.

baba:- karan beta, ye ankhen aur chahra, ye dil ka haal bata dia karte han. tumhare dil me jo kuch bhi aa raha ha. mai ache se samjh raha hon. mujhe khushi ha, tum khud se ladna jante ho. mujhe khushi ha, jo tum bahar ki darindon se bhari dunya me rahte hue bhi ek achhe aur sache insan nikle.

karan:- baba main khada to ho nahi sakta, aise me kaise mai kisi se lad sakunga.

baba firse muskuraye:- tumhare zakham bhar chuke han. tumhari sari haddiyan pahle jaisi sthiti me aa chuki han. tumhare andar ki kamzori bhi 2 ek din me jati rahegi.

karan:- baba aisa ha to fir main hil kyu nahi pa raha.

baba:- tumhara ilaj chal raha ha na karan beta. tumhe ek khas pathar sunghaya gaya tha. uski waja se tum apne sharir ko harkat dene layak nahi rahe.

karan:- aisa kyu baba?


baba:- aisa isliye ki jo dard fir tumhe hota, wo tum sahn nahi kar pate. aur jitne zakham tumhe aaye the, un zakhmo ke chalte hone wale dard ke kaaran tumhare dimag ki nasen prabhavit ho sakti ha. isliye mujhe aisa karna pada.

karan:- iska matlab mai jald chalne firne lagunga.

baba:- kal se tum uth beth sakoge..


aur fir baba ne jo kaha tha. wo sach sabat hua.. agle din baba ne jaane kya kuch mere sath kiya, main uth kar beth gaya. mere hath pair harkat karne lage. main alif nanga tha. mere badan par ek taar tak nahi thi. main bepanah khushi ke chalte main josh me aaya aur jhatke se uthne laga.. baba ne turant mere kandhe par hath rakh dia.

baba:- dheeraj karan beta dheeraj.. mahino bad uth rahe ho. saavdhani se apne hathu pairon ko harkat do.

maine waise hi kiya, jaise baba ne kaha tha. mere liye mere josh par kabu pana bohut mushkil ho raha tha. main jo mar chuka tha, firse zindagi pa gaya tha. mere hath pair toot gaye the, mai apahij ban gaya tha. ab svasth ho chuka tha. par kabu to mujhe khud par pana hi tha. main khada hua aur khud ko dekhne laga. dhire dhire apne hathu pairon ko harkat deta mai walk karne laga. ek bar mujhe chakkar bhi aaya, mai girta baba ne mujhe thaam liya..

agle 10 minat me main dhimi chaal chal raha tha. baba mere sath chalte hue mujhe bade dhayan se dekh rahe the. baba mujhse sawal karne lage aur main baba ko jawab dene laga. kuch der me main aur baba dono santusht ho gaye.


karan:- baba aap kamal ke chikitsak han. is puri dunya me aapke jaisa koi bhi nahi hoga. sach me baba jab mai kabar me dafan ho raha tha to mujhe lag gaya tha, ki ab bass, meri zindagi ke kuch hi pal baki han.

baba muskura kar:- fir tum kaise bache.

mai baba ko sab batane laga. kaise mere apnu ke pyar ne meri tootti himmat ko badhawa dia tha.

baba:- prem is sansar ki sabse badi shakti ha. tum kismatwale ho karan beta jo tumhara sabse bada laksh prem pana ha. mujhe vishwas ha, tum prem dawara har maidan me safalta paoge. prem karne wale ka sath to devta sada deta ha.

agle do din tak baba ne mujhe bohut kuch alag alag khane ko dia. mai aur bhi svasth hua gufa me chalne laga. ek baar main kinare par bhi gaya aur vaadi ka nazara karne laga. par mujhe door door tak sivaye jungle ke kuch bhi dikhai nahi de raha tha. upar dekha to mujhe sivaye dhund ke kuch dikhai nahi dia.. matlab suraj ki roshni dhund ko cross karke niche nahi aa rahi thi. fir bhi yahan par andhera nahi tha. itni roshni thi ki sab kuch dikhai de jata tha. pata nahi aage abadi me kaisa mausam tha.


usi din main gufa me daudne bhi laga, par dhire dhire. 6 mahine se so raha sharir ekdum se to puri tarah se jaag nahi sakta tha. baba mere bade kaam aa rahe the. ek ek bat par mujhe bachhu ke jaise treat kar rahe the.


baba se aur bhi kai baaten hui thi. pahle se kaid bahar ke aaye kaidi abhi tak kaid the, jo ghulam the wo abhi tak ghulam the, thelma ne vadi par kabza karke bhi sabko unki marzi ki zindagi jeene ki ijazat de rakhi thi. thelma nahi chahti thi, vadi wale unke khilaf hon. abhi shayad usay samay chahiye tha vadi par pura jamane me. dhire dhire uske sathi vadi me parvesh kar rahe the.

ye mere svasth hone ke 6th day ki baat ha. main gufa me hi ek jaga betha vicharon me vyast tha. baba bahar gaye hue the. meri nak se ajib si smell takrai to main sar utha kar dekhne laga. gufa ka wo rasta jo gufa se bahar aane jane ke liye istemal hota tha, udhar se mujhe ajib si smell aati hui mahsus hui. mai heran hua ye smell kaisi ha. kuch pal to mai samjh hi nahi saka. fir jab mujhe samjh ai to mai jhatke se utha aur bhaag kar baba ki lab ke paas latke ek lohe ke bane bhale ko utha laaya. main heran tha, yahan sher kaisa aa gaya.

ji haan mujhe jo smell aai thi wo sher ki smell thi. jaise hi main bhala liye wapis palta. apne saamne ka nazara dekh mai stabdh rah gaya.. nazara tha hi kuch aisa..

ek haseen tareen ladki jiske badan par cheete ki khaal thi. stano aur tangon ke beech ke area ko cheete ki khaal se dhake wo badi hi shahana andaz me khadi mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi. uske dayen kandhe par ek chhota sa, cuta sa bandar betha hua tha. wo bhi mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha. ladki ke daayen baayen do balshali sher khade mujhe ghor rahe the. tarzan ke baare me suna tha, wo mard hota ha, par yahan to mujhe ladki dikhai de rahi thi. tarzan ke jaisi sthiti me, ek bandar aur do sheron ke sath gufa ke andar mere saaamne..

manzar jitna dil dahla dene wala tha, do do sher mere saamne the. kaise koi manush do do sheron ke saamne hosh me rah sakta tha.

jitna khatra mujhe dono sheron se tha. unta hi dil hi dhadkano me shor bhi tha. ladki jiski sundrta ko shabdo me bayan kar pana mere bass se bahar tha. uske ghane kaale baal jinke sath woh cute sa bandar regular khel raha tha. hawa nahi chal rahi thi, warna hawa me uske kaale lambe baal lahra kar uski sundrta ko hazaron guna aur bhi badha dete.. baba ka rang doodh ke jaisa gora tha. par is ladki ka rang halka sanwala tha. gori hoti to shayad itni sundr nahi dikhti. jitni sanwali hone par dikh rahi thi. kya kamal ki chamakdar skin paai thi in haseena ne. pahadon me rahne wali, barfani vadi me rahne wali sakht jaan ladki, jiske badan ka ek ek ang bohut hi kamal maharat se tarasha hua lag raha tha. aisa perfect figure maine apni puri zindagi me kisi ka nahi dekha tha..

jaane main kab tak hosh se begana rahta.. shero ki dahad ke sath main hosh me aaya. shayad sheron ko mera apni malika ko aise tukar tukar pasand nahi aaya tha. isliye dahad kar mujhe chetavani de rahe the. maalika ki or dekhne wale ko hum cheer phaad kar kacha kha jate han.


bade hi samjhdar sher the. mujhe dekh kar bhi mujhpar hamla nahi kiya tha dono ne. ladki se permission milti to shayad wo pal bhar me mujhe cheer phaad daalte..

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.
Amazing nd awesome update ☺️💞
 

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Update:-17

A Few Sentences From The 16th Update.....

ladki, bandar aur dono sher mujhe tiktiki baandhe dekh rahe the. dhire dhire ladki ki ankhon ke bhav nafrat me badalne lage. pahle to mai heran hua wo mujhe kyu itni nafrat se dekh rahi ha. fir yaad aaya, baba bhi pahli bar mujhe dekh mere liye apne dil me nafrat bhare bhav janam lene se rok nahi paye the..

ladki:- to tum hosh me aa gaye..

ladki english me boli.. uske moh se english sunkar mai heran rah gaya.


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Update:-17




karan:- mujhe hosh me aaye aaj ek hafta ho gaya..

ladki:- toh fir jaao yahan se. baba ki waja se tumhari jaan bach gai. ab yahan rahne ka tumhara koi matlab nahi banta.

nak sikodti wo adhik nafrat se boli thi. uska bass nahi chal raha tha, warna mujhpar thuk bhi deti. itni hi nafrat mujhe uski se jhalakti dikhai di thi.

ladki fir boli:- kismat achhi ha tumhari, jo tum baba ko mil gaye. mujhe mile hote, to ab tak mere sheron ke pet me hote..

uske aise bolte hi dono sher ek sath dahadne lage. jaise dono us ladki ki baat samjh gaye the. ladki garv se dono sheron ke saron par hath ferne lagi.

itne me baba aate dikhai diye. ladki ne piche mud kar dekha.. fir baba se boli

ladki:- baba ise chalta kyu nahi kiya aapne abtak.

baba ladki ke pass aaye aur ladki ko gale se laga kar uska moh chum liya


baba:- izora meri bachhi! shant ho jaao. maine pahle bhi tumse kaha tha. karan dusron jaisa nahi ha. devta ne mere kahe ka maan rakh liya. meri bachi tum karan ke baare me janogi to apne vichar badalne par majbur ho jaogi.


izora.. ummm to iska naam izora tha. kitna alag sa naam tha izora.. pata nahi izora naam ka matlab kya tha, zarur koi khaas matlab hoga izora ka..

izora ke sath aaye dono sher baba ke aate hi side hat gaye the. baba ke saamne jaise wo sammaniya khade ho gaye the. bandar jo pahle izora ke kandhe par tha, ab baba ke kandhe par tha.

baba ki baat ke jawab me izora ki ankhon me mere liye nafrat ke bhav kam nahi hue.

izora:- to iska naam karan ha.

baba:- haan iska naam karan ha. izora beti devta ke banaye sare insan matlabi nahi hote.

izora prashn bhari nazron se baba ko batane lagi. baba short me mere bare me izora ko batane laga. mere bare me baba se sunkar izora ko achambha nahi hua. na hi mere prati uske chahre ke bhav me koi narmi ya badlav aaya.

izora:- dhongi ha ye, ye bhi un kutton ke jaisa tez dimag wala ha. aapko bewaquf bana raha ha ye. huh! lalach me andhe han sab ke sab aur ye bhi unhi ke jaise ha. lalachi, khuni darinda.

fir chakhtara lete hue boli:- baba aaj firse maine 3 ko maar daala.

baba chintit svar me:- izora beti, tum kyu khud ko khatre me daal rahi ho.

izora :- khatra! banta ha to banta rahe. jab tak main bahar se aaye sare kutton ko maar nahi deti, apni tiku(vadi) ko azad nahi karwa leti, main chain se nahi bethne wali hon baba. khun to mera ise dekh kar bhi khol raha ha baba.. mann to kar raha ha, ise bhi inke sathiyon ke jaise cheer phaad dalun.

bada zeher bhara izora ke ek ek shabd me. bhara hona bhi chahiye tha, apne desh me ghus bethiyon ko kon bardasht kar sakta ha. yahan to fir bhi thelma kabza jama chuki thi. aise me itni nafrat to banti hi thi.

main ab tak bhala liye khada izora ko dekh aur sun raha tha. main bhala hilata kuch bolta. dono sher turant satark hue mujhe khuni nazron se ghoorne lage. jaise mai bhale se izora par hamla karne wala hon.

karan:- aisi baat ha to mujhe maar kar apne andar ki aag ko kam kar sakti ha. kya is bhale se meri jaan logi ya apne in paltu sheron se mere tukde tukde karwaogi..

baba:- karan beta, izora guse aur nafrat me hi itni khunkhar dikhti ha. warna ye badi hi masum bachi ha.

maine sheron ko dekha, fir chalta hua izora ke saamne ja pohncha. dono sher meri ankhon me hi dekh rahe the. meri ek ek movement par nazar rakh rahe the. jaise meri ankhon se mere dil me utar kar mere dil ka haal jaan rahe the. wo shaant the, par starak the. main izora ke saamne pohncha aur bhala dono hathu me uthaye uske aage kar dia.

karan:- lo, ye bhala pakdo. ye mat sochna, mai yahan baba ka mahman hon. pahle main tumhara kasurwar hon. apni marzi se na sahi, par main tumhare desh me ghusa to hon. jo saza apne desh me ghusne walun ko dete ho tum log. wahi saza tum mujhe bhi de sakti ho. main thahra pyar ka bhuka ek moorkh ladka. thelma se pyar mila to uske pyar ke jaal me phansta idhar aa nikla. main to saalon se apne parivar se door tha. chahta tha, jald se jald unke paas ja pohnchu. jahan mujhe pyar karne wale kam aur nafrat karne wale zayada the. pahle thelma ka pyar mila, chot khai, ab tumhari nafrat mil rahi ha to ye chot bhi main apne dil par sahn kar lunga. main to mar chuka tha, baba ne mujhe bacha liya. tum ye bhala mere seene me utar kar apne andar ki bhadas ko kam kar sakti ho.

mera lahje me dard sa utar aaya. izora bhala apne hathu me liye mujhe ghoorne lagi. fir bhala phenk kar baba ko dekhne lagi.

baba:- meri bachhi! kya ab bhi tumhara dil karan ko acha sacha aur dukhi insan nahi manta. hamara devta ASHMAR pyar ka devta ha. kya tum nafrat ke chalte pyar ka paath bhul jaogi. bhul gayi, pyar dene wale ko pyar do, nafrat dene wale ko pahle pyar na, na sudhre to usay fir nafrat do. karan pyar ka bana insan ha, usse nafrat karna sahi nahi ha.

izora dheeli pad kar apne sheron ke paas gayi. unke baal sahlati hui boli

ozora:- baba bahar se aane walun ke liye hamare paas sivaye nafrat ke kuch ha bhi to nahi. bahar se aane walun se pyaar karenge to fir hamara ye tiku(desh) hamara nahi rahega. kitne shatir hote han ye. kitni chaturai se inho ne humse hamara desh chheen liya. baba aise me kaise main bahar se aane walun se pyar se baat kar sakti hon. kyu ye log humen hamare hi tiku par chain se rahne nahi dete. kyu bar bar ye hamare tiku me ghus kar hamara sukh chain barbad kar dete han. ab ke aaye to humen hi ghulam bana kar hamare hukamran ban bethe han. aur aap kahte han, mai unse pyar karun. kaise karun baba. mujhse nahi hota aiso se pyar, mujhse nahi hoti aiso se pyar se baat. nafrat ha mujhe in sab se. nafrat ha mujhe isse bhi.

baba chalte hue izora ke paas gaye. bandar mujhe tukar tukar dekh raha tha.

baba:- meri bachhi! karan hi hamara wo iklota sahara ha, jo un bure logon se humen hamara tiku wapis dilayega. mujhe yakin ha meri bachhi! karan zarur kuch aisa kar guzrega, jiske chalte hamara tiku humen wapis bhi mil jayega aur hinaru firse hamara sardar ban jayega. jo khushiyan humse chhin gai ha, wo sab humen wapis mil jayengi meri bachhi.

mai bhi chup nahi rah saka:- izora main marte marte bacha hon. jab kai goliyan khaa kar khai me gira tha, to jaan gaya tha, mai ab zinda nahi bach sakunga. par bhagwan ne baba ke paas bhej kar mujhe firse zindagi de gi. izora main waade bohut kam kiya karta hon. aur jab koi waada kar leta hon to fir mar kar bhi main apne waade par pura utarta hon. jaise ab bhagwan ne mujhe mere waade par khara utarne ke liye mujhe nayi zindagi di ha. janti ho izora main bachpan se hi ek abnormal ladka tha. ek aisa ladka jiski hasiyat ek tinke se badhkar nahi thi. kuch pyar karne walun ne mere andar prem shakti bhari. meri sahayta ki, fir maine unse waada kiya ki ek din wo bankar lautunga, jaisa kabhi koi bankar nahi lauta hoga. bhagwan ne mujhe wo bana dia, jo kabhi koi sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha. jis halat me meri jaan bachi ha, main samjh gaya hon, bhagwan ne meri zindagi me kuch to aisa likha ha, jise mujhe pura karna ha. aur ek baar main zarur apne parivar me laut ke jaunga. bhagwan par mera vishwas pahle se atoot ho gaya ha. kai goliyan lagne aur barf me dafan hone ke baad maine zindagi payi ha izora.

ek waada maine apne dada ji aur sabse kiya tha, ek waada main tumse, baba se karta hon. jab tak mere sharir me khoon ka ek bhi katra baki ha, main ladonga, tab tak ladta rahunga, jab tak tumhe tumhara tiku wapis nahi mil jata. aur mujhe yakin ha, ek din zarur aisa aayega, jis din firse ye tiku tum logo ka ho jayega. ek baar firse pahle jaisi khushiyan hongi charon dishaon me. ek baar fir hinaru sardar banega. ye thakur karan singh ka waada ha tumse aur baba se..

izora mujhe ghoor kar dekh rahi thi. is baar uske bhav mere shabdo ne badal diye the. nafrat ke bhav ja chuke the. wahan ek aas ek ummid dikhai dene lagi thi mujhe.

baba:- izora meri bachi dil se nikli baat asar rakhti ha.. mujhe khushi ha, tumhare dil ne karan ki baaton par yakin kar liya. tumhare dil ne karan ko sacha maan liya. dekho izora meri bachi, tum ab tak kai bahar se aane walun ki jaan le chuki ho. aise tum kitno ki jaan logi. aise humen hamara tiku kabhi wapis nahi mil sakta. devta na karen tujhe kuch ho, agar tujhe kuch hua to main jeete ji mar jaaunga aur tiku bhi humen wapis nahi mil sakega. humen kuch aisa karna hoga, jisme kamyabi ke chances zayada hon.

izora:- karan tum bhi meri tarah akele ho. wo senkdo me han, aur ek ekela kaise into se lad sakta ha. unke paas aag barsane wale hathiyar han. teer se bhi tez aag nikalti ha unke andar se.

izora itni bahadur hote hue bhi guns ki baat karte hue mujhe khaufzada dikhaai di.

karan:- abhi kuch socha nahi ha, jab tak main bhaagta daudne aur ladne layak ho jaunga, tab tak kuch na kuch soch loonga.

izora:- mai bhi chalungi tumhare sath. tum jante ho karan, jungle ke sare darinde aur janwar mera kaha maante han. kyu minni, rasha, kasha tum mera sath doge na meri is jung me..

bandar ka naam minni tha, sheron ka naam rasha, kasha tha.. dono sher izora ki baat samjhte hue dahadne lage. bandar ajib si awazen nikalne laga. baba hasne lage aur main heran hone laga.

karan:- jungle ke aur bhi janwar aur darinde tumhara kaha maante han..

izora garv se:- haan! mai jungli jeevo se baat bhi kar leti ho, mai sabki bhasha jaanti hon. sab mujhe apni mallika samjhte han.

karan:- fir to tum akeli hi saare darindo ke sath leke unpr hamla kar sakti ho..

izora mayusi se boli:- nahi karan! kaash main aisa kar sakti. pahle maine aisa hi kiya tha. par mujhpar tiku ke badon aur sardar ki orr se rok laga di gayi. sardar ka kaha nakara nahi ja sakta. agar mai aisa karti hon to mujhe is tiku se nikaal dia jayega. aisi baat na hui hoti to ab tak sare kutton ko mere paltu janwar cheer phaad kar kha chuke hote.

main is ajib gareeb dikhne wali ladki ko dekhne laga. agar usay chhoot mil jati to akeli hi kafi thi, sabka sarvnash karne ke liye. par ye sab paramparaon me bhi bandhe hue the.

karan:- aise me tum mera sath kya de sakogi. tum apne sardar ki maante hue
kisi ki jaan nahi le sakti.

izora has di:- mere sathi janwar nazron me aa sakte han shikar karte hue. par main to chhup kar hamla kar sakti hon na.. kabhi jungle me koi dikh jaaye to mere ishare par mere ye sathi unhe cheer phaad kar khaa jate han. jab mai sabke beech jati hon to khamoshi se kisi ki jaan le leti hon.

karan:- aise kisi ko tumpar shak pad gaya to

izora:- tiku me aur kai aise han, jo vibharu ko sardar nahi mante. wo bhi vibharu ke khilaf han. wo bhi aisi wardat karte rahte han. aise me mujhpar shak nahi ja sakta. agar hua bhi to mere paas chhupne ke liye bohut se thikane han. raat yahan itna andhera hota ha, koi kisi ko talash hi nahi kar sakta.

baba chintit bhav se izora ko dekhne lage aur main izora ko dilchapsi se dekhne laga. meri zindagi me aane wali izora pahli aisi ladki thi, jo sabse hatkar thi. khunkhaar bhi thi, masum aur ladaki bhi thi. pahli jitni nafrat uske chahre par mere liye thi, ab nafrat ke bhav gaye to mujhe uske chahre par sivaye masumiyat ke kuch dikhai hi nahi de raha tha. guse me bhi wo bohut cute dikh rahi thi..

kuch der aur baaten hoti rahi. baba chinta me aaye izora ko bhashan dene lage. izora hasne lagi, baba se masti karne lagi. izora baba ki ikloti poti thi. izora ke mata pita dono nahi rahe the. ab dono dada poti hi ek dusre ka sahara the. dono ek dusre ko dekh jeete the. baba ne beta aur bahu ko kho dene ke baad yahan rahna shuru kar dia, izora ko jungle me rahna pasand tha. aise uski dosti junglee jeevo se ho gai. izora unki bhasha bhi seekh gai.



agle din main aur izora gufa ke bahar bethe baaten kar rahe the. bandar mere kandhe par betha mere kan se khel raha tha. dono sher ab mujhse prachit ho chuke the. unki khuni ankhon me mere liye aitmad aur pyar jhalakne laga tha. mai unki maalika ka dost jo ban gaya tha.

izora jaisi haseen ladki meri bagal me bethi thi, mera dil jaise jhum raha tha. uske badan ki mahak ko karib se mahsus jo kar pa raha tha main.

izora:- karan tumhara ghar kahan ha.

ab tak maine ghar ke baare me izora ya baba ko kuch nahi bataya tha. izora ne pucha to velly ke dhundle dikhai dene wale jungle ke beecho beech mujhe meri haveli dikhai dene lagi. jahan sab the, mujhse pyar karne wale bhi aur mujhse nafrat karne wale bhi. main gumsum sa hokar apni haveli ke ek ek inch ko niharne laga. dil ki halat ajib si hone lagti thi, jab jab haveli ka zikr aata tha. jab jab haveli ki yaad aati thi. ab to haveli kuch aise mere dimag me ujagar hui. mujhe jaise live dikhai dene lagi. barson se apni haveli se door tha, barson se sab se door tha. dil tadap utha sabse milne ke liye. jahan main tha, wahan se wapis laut pana itna bhi asan nahi tha. kya malum main wapis laut bhi pata ya nahi. kya pata yahan thelma se ladte hue meri jaan hi chali jati.

izora ke bandar ne mera kaan pakad kar maror dia. usay apni maalika ki baat ke jawab me mera uttar nahi sunne ko mila tha. jaise wo bhi mere ghar ke baare me jaanne ke liye bechain ho. main yaadon se to bahar nahi aaya. par izora ko batane laga.

karan:- mera ghar bilaspur district ke sabse sundr ilake me ha. wahan hamari bohut badi haveli ha, jahan mere apne rahte han. dada dadi, bua, fufa aur divya didi..

mere ek ek shabd se hasrat aur mithas tapakne lagi thi. izora mujhe hairat se dekhne lagi. fir uska shock bada.

izora:- ye haveli kya hoti ha karan

main izora ko makan,haveli aur kothi, banglow me antar samjhane laga. izora ke chahre par mujhe shock ke sath sath josh bhi dikhai dene laga. mai uske bepanah sundrta liye chahre ko dekhta hua bata raha tha.

izora:- pata ha karan! jab bhi main baba se bahar ki dunya ki baten sunti hon na, wahan bane unche unche gharon ka sunti hon to dil chahne lagta ha, main bhi kabhi wahan jaa kar sab dekho.

izora hasrat ki tasveer bani bol rahi thi."pata ha karan! bahar se aane wale mujhe sakht na-pasand han. par unse suni kahaniyan itni dilchasp hoti ha, mann karta ha, sunti hi jaaon.

karan:- to fir tumne kitna kuch jana hamari dunya ke bare me.

izora:- zayada nahi.

karan:- kyu?

izora:- mann bechain hone lagta ha. mann karta ha, main apne tiku se nikal bhago aur bahar ki dunya dekhon. badi kashish ha bahari dunya ki. apni orr khenchti ha.

karan:- to isme bura hi kya ha. hamari dunya ke log to puri dharti ko chhaanne nikal padte han. pata ha dharti kitni badi ha.

izora masum chahra liya bade shock se boli."kitni badi ha"

karan:- itni badi ki tumhara ye tiku is dharti par ek zarre ke barabar ha.

izora ka moh khul gaya.. fir wo boli:- itni badi ha ye zameen.

karan:- hahaha.. haan itni hi badi ha ye zameen.

izora:- fir to koi bhi sari zameen ko nahi dekh sakta hoga na.

karan:- haan koi nahi dekh sakta. par kuch sarfire puri zindagi dharti ka chappa chappa dekhne me bita dete han.

izora hasne lagi.

izora:- sach me pagal ha han woh. bhala zindagi aise bekar ke kaamo ke liye thodi na hoti ha.

karan:- fir kis liye hoti ha.

izora nasamjhne wale andaz me:- kya kis liye hoti ha

karan:- zindagi

meri ankhon me shararat utar aai thi. jise wo jaan nahi paai.

izora:- zindagi to.. zindagi to

karan:- haan haan bolo, kya zindagi to? bolo zindagi kaise bitani chahiye.

izora uthti hui:- mujhe nahi pata. chalo chalte han..

bandar uchhal kar firse uske kandhe par beth gaya.. izora uttar nahi de paai thi. kyu nahi de paai thi. ye mai samjh nahi paya tha.

raat ke samay velly me itna andhera ho jaya karta tha, hath ko hath sujhai nahi deta tha. mashalon ki roshni me hi wahan tak dekha ja sakta tha, jahan tak mashal ki roshni jati thi. yahan chand ki kirne nahi utar paati thi. suraj ki tez dhup zarur yahan kuch ujala kar dia karti thi. jis se din ka pata chalta tha.





raat ko gufa ke farsh par lete izora mujhse boli:- karan jab tumhara hath mere sath se lagta ha to mujhe gudgudi si kyu hone lagti ha.

izora mujhse do feet ke fasle par karwat ke bal leti hui thi. uska chahra meri taraf tha. main mashal ki roshni me gufa ki chhat ko tak raha tha. izora ke sharir se uthti garmi mujhe itni door se bhi jhulsaye ja rahi thi. main jism ka bhuka nahi tha. par izora ka sange marmar ke jaisa chamakdar aur mahakta badan mujhe bekhud karne lagta tha. main kuch nahi bola to izora sarak kar mere paas aa gai. maine uski taraf dekha aur sarak kar firse fasla bana gaya.

izora hearni se boli:- kya hua karan, tum door kyu ho gaye. meri baat ka jawab bhi nahi dia.

karan:- izora tum fasla rakh kar leto.

izora aur bhi heran hoke:- kyu? ohh kahin tum mujhse dar to nahi rahe.

karan:- haan dar raha hon main tumse.

izora:- kyu.. isme darne wali konsi baat ha bhala. main khao thodi na jaaungi tumhe.

karan:- tumhare mere sath lagne se mere andar ubaal sa aane lagta ha izora. dar ha kahin mai jhulas hi na jaon.

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bhala aise bhi koi jalta ha kya. karan tum kitne mazakiya ho.. hehehe

main is nadan chhokri ko dekhne laga. pata nahi ye ladki sach me nadan thi, masum thi ya mujhe azma rahi thi.

karan:- tumne abhi kaha, mere sath lagte hi tumhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

izora:- haan! aisa kyu karan. main rasha, kasha, minni aur kai dusre junglee jeevo se bhi milti hon. par mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. baba se milkar bhi mujhe kabhi gudgudi nahi hui. tumhare sharir se lagte hi hone lagti ha. aisa kyu ha karan.


kya izora sach me itni seedhi thi. kya ye itna bhi nahi janti thi. kitni sundr thi. kya kabhi kisi ne ise dekh kuch aisa vaisa nahi bola tha. jisse ise is sab baare gyan milta. kya baba ne bhi ise kuch nahi bataya tha. main ulajhne laga.


izora:- karan khamosh mat raho. mujhe meri baaton ke jawab do. kya ha aisa tumhare sharir me. jo mujhe gudgudi hone lagti ha.

karan:- theek ha deta hon, tumhare prashno ke uttar. par pahle thoda sa piche sarak jaao tum.


izora sarak kar thodi si door ho gai:- lo maan li tumhari baat.. ab batao.

izora ka andaz utsukta liye hue tha. jaise wo jald se jald jaan jana chahti ho.

karan:- tum hindi bhi janti ho aur english bhi--

izora mujhe tokti garv se boli:- main 2 aur bhashaen bhi thodi thodi janti hon.

karan:- kisse seekhi han tumne itni bhashaen.

izora:- yahan kuch ghulam han, jinse mai seekhi ha.

karan:- matlab tum tiku me sab se milti rahti ho. unse baaten karti rahti ho

izora:- nahi! zayada nahi milti mai kisi se. kyu? tum kyu puch rahe ho

karan:- tumhari kitni saheliyan han

izora:- bohut si han

karan:- khas kitni han.

izora:- khaas matlab?

karan:- jinse tum apne dil ki har baat kar jaao

izora hasti hui:- wo to main har kisi se kar leti hon.

wo boli to thi, par mujhe uski ankhon se laga, jaise wo normal baton se aage na badh saki ho.

karan:- jab ladkiyan apas me mil bethti han to ilake ke mardon ki baaten karti han. kya tum bhi karti rahi ho mardon ki baaten apni saheliyon se.

izora:- ye bhi koi puchne wali baat ha. hum aisi baren karti rahti han.

karan:- to mard aurat ke rishte par bhi tum sab baaten karti rahti hogi.

izora:- kya matlab. mard aurat ka rishta. mard aurat ka kaisa rishta? ohh kahin tum pati patni wali baat to nahi kar rahe.

mai khush hua.. shukar ha kuch to samjhti ha:- haan wahi mera matlab ha.

izora ulajhti hui boli:- us bat ka meri baat se kaisa sambandh. maine puchha tha, mujhe tumhe chhute hi gudgudi kyu hoti.

mera mann chaha apna matha peet loon. masum to thi hi budhhu bhi thi. ladki to jawan baad me hoti, aisi baaten pahle jaan leti ha. par ye to

karan:- pati patni me jo rishta hota ha, uspar tumne kabhi apni saheliyon se koi charcha nahi ki..

izora khilkhila kar has padi:- hehehe.. bohut karti han hum. bada maza aaata ha, jab kisi shadi ke baad hum sab milkar pati patni ki baaten karti han to..hehehe sach me karan hamare haan ki shadi par bohut maza aata ha. dulha dulhan ko khub pareshan kia jata ha. hum sab kai kai din tak ye baaten karte hue maze leti rahti han. kabhi dikhaungi main tumhe apne tiku me kisi ki shadi.. bada maza ayega tumhe bhi karan.

hairat ke maare mera moh khul gaya tha. izora sach me bohut masum ladki thi. apni saheliyon se baat bhi karti thi to mard aurat ke rishte ki chhod masti mazak wali baaten karti thi..

ufff ab kaise main ise samjhaun. fir socha ise samjhana zaruri bhi kahan ha. khud se jaan legi kisi se.. nahi to baba se jaan legi. main kyu isse apna sar phodon. kahin mai ise sab batane ke chakkar me bahak hi na jaaun. shukar ha, mere dil ki halat uske masum chahre aur sawalon par kabu me aa gai thi. dhadkan aur khun ki raftar ab normal thi. wo masum thi aur main bhi chhichhora nahi tha. par uski kurbat mere sharir ko zarur aanch dene lagi thi. jawani kaisi baagh-o-bahar hoti ha, mai jaan chuka tha. izora masum bulbul thi, nahi jaanti thi. aise main uska najayaz fayda nahi uthana chahta tha. galati se bhi nahi. par galati to kisi se bhi ho jaya karti ha. bhale hi main sanskari tha. thakur parivar se tha. izzat, maan maryada ssab jaanta tha. par tha to main ek mard hi. kai dino tak regular thelma ki garm aaghosh ke maze leta aaya tha. ab mahino se garm aaghosh se door tha. sharir me ubal to uthne hi the. izora ke sharir ki garmi mere sabar ko azma rahi thi.


aise hi baaten karte karte hum dono ko nind aa gai. wo firse mere karib nahi aai thi. main usay uska mann ko santushti dene wala koi bhi uttar nahi de saka tha.

raat ka jaane konsa pahr tha. mujhe apne seene par kuch mahsus hua. meri ankh khul gai. pata chala, izora sarak kar mujhse lag kar so rahi thi. uska ek hath mere seene par tha. main ghabra gaya. kahin baba ne dekh lia to kahin mere baare bura na sochne lagen. maine izora ka hath pakad kar apne seene se hata dia.. fir sarak kar izora ke kuch door ho gaya. mashal ki roshni me so rahi izora kitni masum dikhai de rahi thi. itni masumiyat shayad dunya me maujud kisi ladki ke hisse me nahi aai thi. main itni junglee ladki ki masumiyat ko kaise khatam kar sakta tha. kuch door hua main usay niharne laga.

kuch der guzri izora ka hath firse harkat me aaya. jaise wo apne hath mere seene par rakhna chahti ho. jab uska hath gufa ke farsh par pada to jaise kuch tatolne lagi. usay mera garm seene mahsus nahi hua to uski bhi ankh khul gai. wo jhat se uthi aur mujhe dekhne lagi.

izora:- karan itni door kyu chale gaye tum. paas aao na. mujhe tumhare sath lag kar sone me bada maza aa raha tha.

karan:- nahi izora, ye sahi nahi ha.

izora zidd karti hui:- mujhe sahi galt ka nahi pata karan, tum bass mere paas aa jaao. nahi aaoge to mai aa jati hon. wo sarak kar mere paas aai gai. mujhe lita kar khud let gayi aur mere seene par hath rakh kar bhari saanse lene lagi. nind uski ankhon me thi. jald hi wo firse nind ki haseen vadiyon me gum jaane kaise kaise sapne dekhne lagi.

meri halat jo pahle kuch control me thi, mere control se bahar hone lagi. sharir ke andar jaise hazaron volt current daudne laga tha. jiska asar jane kahan kahan hone laga tha. mai sar jhatak kar apne dimag me aa rahe gande vicharon ko bhagane laga. warna itni haseen bagal me leti ho, uska ek haath aapke seene par ho, kaise ap khud se lad sakte han. wo raat meri zindagi ki sabar azma aur bohut hi lambi raat thi. ek pal ke liye bhi mai so nahi saka tha. dar tha, kahin meri aankh lage aur main izora ko thelma samjh kar koi galati na kar jaaon. izora ko tok bhi sakta tha, na maanti to sakhti se usay khud se door bhi kar sakta tha. par aisa karne ko mera dil nahi mana.
jitni khunkhar thi, utni hi masum bhi thi. jitni payari thi, utna hi uska narm bhi narm tha. mujhpar bharosa na hota to itne karib bhi na aati wo mere.

ya shayad wo aisi baton se sach me anjan thi.

agle din maine baba se pooch liya:- baba izora sach me itni hi masum ha, jitni ki dikhti ha.

baba meri baat kar dhimi andaz me has diye:- karan beta, mai samjh sakta hon tum kis bina par aisa bol rahe ho. mai kal se tumhe note kar raha hon. izora ke tumhare paas rahne se tum khud me bechaini mahsus kar rahe ho. uska sath tumhe acha bhi lag raha ha aur darr bhi rahe ho tum. kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye. kyu aisi hi baat ha na.

main sharmindgi se sar jhuka kar:- ji baba! yahi baat ha.

baba:- karan beta, maine kaha tha, guse aur nafrat me izora jitni khatarnak ha, nafrat bhula de to utni hi masum bhi ban jati ha. usay sach me dunyadari ka sara gyan nahi ha. aur fir mujhe tumpar pura vishwaas bhi ha. ankhen aur chahra dekh kar main dil ka haal jan leta hon.

karan:- baba ye to galat ha na. usay sab pata hona chahiye. aapne ya kisi ne bhi usay aisa kuch nahi bataya.

baba:- mai to usay aisa kuch bhi batane se raha. haan maine isharo me usay apni sakhiyon se sab jaanne ko kaha bhi tha. par wo samjh nahi pai. main boodha hon, sharam wala hon karan beta, tiku ki ladkiyon aurton se nahi bol sakta tha, meri izora ko gyan de den. aur fir izora ko sabke beech rahne se junglon me jeevo ke beech rahna zayada pasand ha. isliye bhi wo is sab se anjaan rahi. tabhi to itni masum ha. jaise jeev masum hote han, aise hi meri izora bhi masum ha.

main baba se sab sunkar heran bhi tha aur pareshan bhi. baba ne mujhe daurahe par la khada kar dia tha. main mitti ka bana putla tha. bhavanaon bhara mera dil tha. sharir ko nari sukh ka pura pura gyan tha. kahun to mai sex par Phd kar chuka tha. kaise izora jaisi ladki ki kurbat paate hue mai khud ko sambhal sakta tha. meri zindagi me do hi mahilaen mere karib aayi thi. ek sugandha chachi aur dusri thelma. dono ke sath rahte main har hadh paar kar gaya tha... teesri izora thi, jo mujhse lipat chuki thi. aur main usay hath bhi nahi laga paya tha. jabki puri raat main tadapta machalta raha tha. usay bahun me bhar lene ko bekarar raha tha. izora ke baat ne meri jaan sooli par latka di thi.




baki aane wale din mere liye parikshaon bhare the. baba ko jaise mujhpar pura aitbar tha. jo izora ko mujhse door hone ko nahi kaha tha. ya shayad wo izora aur mere liye kuch aur soch chuke the. izora ka pyar mere dil me utra ki nahi, main nahi janta. par uske badan ki garmi kuch aisi mere andar utri, main izora ka aadi hone laga. kabhi wo mera hath pakad leti, kabhi mai uska hath pakad leta. wo mera hath pakad kar mujhse bola karti.

izora:- karan mere dil me meetha meetha sa ahsas kyu hone laga ha. karan ye sab kya ha. kyu tumhe chhote hi mere sharir aur dil me gudgudi hone lagti ha. mann halka aur shaant rahne lagta ha. kyu mera dil chahta ha, main bar bar tumhara hath thaame rahun.

jab izora aisa bola karti thi to meri ankhon me dekh bola karti. uski ankhon me badalte rang main dekh jaya karta. par usay koi bhi dhang ka jawab mai nahi de pata tha. deta to mai bahak jata. agar bahak jata to shayad har hadh paar jata. aise me izora ke chahre par bhali lagne wali masumiyat kahin kho jaati. jo main nahi kabhi nahi chahta tha.

dusra ek sach ye bhi tha. mera mann hone lagta, main bethe bethe izora ko apni bahun me bhar kar itne zor se bhenchu ki izora ke sharir ke kadake nikal jayen.. nasha jab sar chadh kar bolne lage to kuch aisi hi halat ho jaya karti ha.

sex ke liye main bechain tha ki nahi, par izora ko bahun me bhar kar khub pyar karne ke liye mann bechain hone lagta tha.

aise hi din raat beet rahe the. kabhi raat sukun se guzarti to kabhi raat raat bhar jaag ke kaatni padti. izora ko aisi lat lagi, usay mujhse lipte bina, mere sharir ki garmi ko apne sharir me transfer kiye bina nind hi nahi aati thi. uske bhari vaksh kabhi kabhi adhe se zayada bahar nikal aya karte the. jinki khushbu mere liye agni pariksha ban jaati. kabhi uski ek taang meri tangon ke beech ke saman par aa jaya karti. shukar tha, ki us samay izora gahri nind me hoti thi. warna mere khade aur phool kar sakht hue lund ko mahsus kar leti.

mere jism par bhi ab ek reecch ki khaal har samay rahti thi. yahan ke rahne wale aise hi kapde pahna karte the. reejh ki sakht khaal me mera lund dab jaya karta tha. aur mujhe khub pareshan kiya karta tha.

baba saath saath mujhpar bhi mahnat kar rahe the. roz mere sharir ki maalish karte. mujhe kabhi kuch peene ko dete, to kabhi kuch khaane ko. jo har bar badla hota tha.

mujhe hosh aaye 45 din beet chuke the. mahino se badhi beard ne mujhe ab asli junglee bana dia tha. sharir par reechh ki khaal ki kami thi pahle. ab wo bhi puri ho chuki thi. thakur karan singh asli junglee wahshi ban chuka tha.


raat hui to baba mujhse kuch fasle par khade hoke mujhse bole:- karan beta, dekho to mere hath me kya ha.

main ab ghar ko kam aur thelma ko zayada socha karta tha. thelma ke khilaf kaise aage badhne ha, main plan bana chuka tha. ab bhi mai thelma ko hi soch raha tha. baba ki awaz par mai chaunka aur baba ko dekh dhire se has pada

karan:- kyaa baba, aap bhi is umar me masti karne lage. main andha thodi na hon, jo mujhe kuch dikhai nahi dega. aapke hath me sabz rang ka pathar ha.

baba ne jab agli baat kahi to main jhatka kha kar uth khada hua aur idhar udhar dekhne laga.. baba ne kaha tha.."karan beta dekho to mashal abhi bhi wahi ha ya uski jaga badal di gai ha"

maine dekha to dekh kar chaunk gaya. mashal apni jaga par maujud thi. par wo bujhi hui thi. matlab gufa me andhere ka raj tha. mujhe mashal andhere me bhi saaf dikhai de rahi thi. main ghum fir kar gufa me charon orr dekhne laga. karib ki har chiz mujhe clear dikhai de rahi thi. main jaise khushi aur hairat ke maare pagal hone laga.

karan:- baaaaaabaaaaaaaa.. baba.. baba ye sab kya ha baba. baba mai itne andhere me kaise dekhne laga baba. baba ye kaisa chamakta ha.

main bepanah josh me aata hua bhaag kar baba ke hath thaam gaya. baba hasne lage.

karan:- baba! main kuch samjh nahi pa raha. baba aise kaise ho sakta ha. bhala meri ankhen andhere me dekhne ke kaabil kaise ho sakti ha. baba main insan hon, koi janwar nahi. andhere me to keval kuch jeev hi dekh sakte han..

baba:- dheeraj karan beta.. dheeraj.. maine kaha tha main is tiku ka scientist bhi hon. barson se main tarah tarah ki chizon par research kar raha hon. ye bhi mera ek aavishkar ha karan beta. aisa bohut kuch mere paas ha jo tumhari dunya ke liye ashchayajanak ha. karan beta, jis maksad ke liye tum nikalne wale ho, wo maksad bohut bada ha, bohut samay bhi lag sakta ha tumhe.. main nahi chahta, tumhe kuch ho. ye chahta hon, tum safalta paa kar lauto. tumhe apne ghar bhi lautna ha. najane kitna samay aur lag jaaye. meri iccha ha, tum jald se jald apni maksad me safalta paa jao.


baba fir mujhe batane lage, kaise wo itne dino se meri ankhen andhere me dekhne layak banane ke liye mujhe kya kuch khilate, pilate aaye the. ab main us pathar ke baare me bhi jaan gaya tha. jo baba ke hath me tha. wo bohut hi narm pathar tha. baba us pathar ko koot kar usme kuch mila kar surma banaya karte the. wahi surma mai ankhon me daala karta tha. mai apni ankhon me kuch badlav to mahsus karta aa raha tha. par ye nahi pata tha, baba aisa chamatkar karenge, mujhe ek badi skill bhent kar denge..


main bohut khush thi, billi se bhi tez nigaah ho gai thi meri ab to. andhere me bhi din ke jaise mujhe dikhaai dene laga tha. main khushi se
jhumta gufa ke bahar jaane laga. baba bhi haste hue mere piche aane lage. izora 2 din se yahan par nahi thi. maine usay ek kaam ke liye kaha tha. wahi kaam karne nikli hui thi wo..

maine bahar nikal kar dekha to aisa laga. aahh meri ankhen to night vision camera se bhi adhik clear dekh pa rahi thi. thelma ke sath rahte maine kai camera dekhe the. hum dono milkar door door ka nazara kiya karte the.


baba dard bhare lahje me bole:- 8 mahine ho gaye karan beta, papiyon ko tiku par kabza kiye hue. karan beta, is beech yahan ke rahne walun ke na keval khatre badh gaye han, balki yahan ki izzaten bhi khatre me aa gai han.

mujhe thelma par gusa aane laga baba ki is baat par. dhire dhire wo gori chamdi wali is gupt ghati ko europe banane ki koshish me lag gai thi. jaisa har jaga hota ha. kuch log pabandiyon ka shikar hote han. wo majbur hote han, jab wo majbur nahi rahte to khul kar jeene ki mang karne lagte han. yahan bhi aisa hi hona shuru ho gaya tha. yahan bhi kuch buri aurten thi to kuch bure mard. wo azadi se jeene ki maang karne lage. sardar vibharu to khud bigda hua tha. tiku ki haseen ladkiyon ke sath sath usay gori chamdi wali bhi free me milne lagi to wo jaise sab kuch bhulne laga.bideshi sharab ke sath sath bideshi gori chamdi, vibharu ke din raat maze me guzar rahe the.

bahar ke khel tamashe aur rangeen mahfilen bhi is velly ke rahne walun ne kabhi nahi dekhi thee. wo ek jut hokar yahan thelma ke order par organize ki jaane wale mehfilon ko enjoy karne ke liye aane lage. kabhi dance party to kabhi drink party.


baba ko is sab par bohut dukh tha. baba apne tiku par aisa sab hone nahi dena chahte the. par wo kuch kar nahi pa rahe the. na hi unki age ke dusre kuch kar pa rahe the.

thelma ne hadh cross kar li thi. ab uske hisab dene ka samay aa chuka tha.
mai puri tarah se ladne, marne, maarne ke liye tayar tha. baba ne to mujhe andhere me dekhne layak bana kar mujhe wo hathiyar de dia tha. jo is tiku par kisi ke paas nahi tha. tha to thelma gang ke paas night vision cameras ki surat me tha..


main plan bana chuka tha, mujhe kis andaz me aage badhna ha. maine khub baba se ispar chacha ki thi. baba ne mere plan pra chinta ka izhaar bhi kiya tha aur khushi ka bhi. sath hi mujhe duaen bhi di thee.

izora zurur cheekh padi thi. usay mera plan pasand nahi aaya tha.



dusre din izora apne sathiyon ke sath laut aai. wo aai to bohut khush thi. uske hath me kuch tha. wo mujhe dikhati hui boli:- karan kya yahi ha wo chiz jiski tum baat kar rahe the..

izora ke hath me 3 trasmitter dekh kar main bohut khush hua.. jhapat kar transmitter maine apne hathu me le liye aur unhe ulat pulat kar dekhne laga.

karan:- oooo izora tumne bohut bada kaam kiya ha mera.

baba:- karan beta ye ha kya chiz.

main baba aur izora ko transmitter baare batane laga. fir gufa me door ja kar unse baaten karne lage. dono pahle to dare fir bhaag kar mere paas aa kar bole.. "ye to chamatkar ho gaya. ab hum door rahte hue ek dusre se bat bhi kar sakenge"


jitna transmitter bare mujhe gyan tha, wo maine izora aur baba ko transfer kar dia. hum teeno milkar firse plan par charcha karne lage..



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thelma kamre me bechaini se tahal rahi thi. jabse wo velly me aayi thi. din raat kam me busy rahi thi. ab ja ki kahin usay kuch fursat mili thi. uska mission bohut badhiya se aage badh raha tha. karan ke baad usne kisi se relation nahi banaye the. karan ke liye thelma sach me crazy ho gai thi. karan ko khona nahi chahti thi. fir bhi khona pada. karan bhi zaruri tha aur mission bhi. dono me se ek ko choose karne ka samay aaya to thelma ne mission ko choose kiya.

karan ki maut ke order dete samay usay dukh to bohut hua tha. par iske siva koi aur chara bhi nahi tha uske paas. karan sabko maar dene par tul gaya tha. thelma karan jaise junglee saand ko mana mana kar thak gai thi. par wo samjhne ko tayar hi nahi tha.

mahino beet gaye the thelma se karan ko juda hue. abhi thelma ki yaadon me karan ka basera tha.

ek din pahle usay khabar mili thi, jungle me kisi junglee ko dekha gaya ha. jiska rang kaala ha. sar aur chahre ke baal bohut badhe hue han, jism par reecch ki khaal ha.

jaise hi thelma ne aisa suna tha, uske dil ne chah ki, kaash ye karan ho. karan jaise halaat me usse juda hua tha. thelma ko yakin to nahi tha, ye karan ho sakta ha. fir bhi wo chah karne lagi, kaash karan mara na ho, wo zinda bach gaya ho. aur jis junglee ke baare pata chala ha, wo karan hi ho.

thelma ne apne kai sathiyon ko jungle bhej dia tha, us junglee ki khoj hi nahi karni thi, usay zinda salamat uske saamne laaya jaaye, aisa order bhi dia tha thelma ne..

thelma ka sukh chain sab barbad hoke rah gaya tha. aur wo junglee tha ki ek bar dikhne ke baad gayab hi ho gaya tha.

thelma ke transmitter par halka sound sunai dene laga. jo uske dress me hi tha. thelma transmitter nikal usay onn karti hui uttejna se boli

thelma:- koi khabar mili kya uski.

udhar se:- yes madam! wo humen dikh gaya ha.

thelma khushi se cheekh padi:- dekho, usay kuch hone mat dena. mujhe wo har haal me sahi salamat chahiye.

udhar se:- yes madam!

yahan sham apne time se pahle ho jaya karti thi. shaam se pahle sab us junglee ko liye thelma ke saamne khade the.. junglee puri tarah se rassiyon me jakda hua tha.. zor laga kar, ghurrata hua khud ko un rassiyon se azad karwane ki koshish kar raha tha. thelma bade dhayan se uski ek ek movement aur face expression ko note kar rahi thi. junglee ke moh se sivaye ghurrahton ke kuch nahi nikal raha tha. dekhne me aisa lag raha tha. jaise wo junglee bolna bhulna na janta tha. kuch samjhna na janta ho.

thelma tez kadmon se chalti hui us junglee ke paas jane lagi.
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