Sorry for the delay guyzzz...
life ne aisa jhatka diya hai ki usse ubharne me waqt lagna hi hai...
Kaam ki wajah se apne home town aur MAA se door rehta hun mai...par aaj mera woh ghar auction hone ke kagaar par hai...
FInance related issues the MAA ko..loan liya tha unhone par kabhi bataya nahi mujhe...
ghar kharch jo bhi bhejta hun mai,bas utne me sab handle kar rahi thi woh par kyunki mai waise hi hectic schedule me rehta hun, mujhpar aur extra burden naa pade isiliye kuch bola nahi unhone...
Par kuch dino pehle bank ne ghar par seal laga diya...shock se MAA icu me thi,tab jaakar sab kuch pata chala mujhe...
dad ke jaane ke baad us ghar ko MAA ne apne dum par khada kiya tha isiliye jab tak wapas nahi kar deta usse unhe, schedule mera double tight rahega...
normally apni problems batata nahi mai kabhi par aap sab ka pyar, support aur respect bohot mila hai mujhe yahan isiliye share kar raha hun...
kuch waqt aur adjust kijiyega...jaise hi situation meri wapas normal hogi,updates jaldi milne lagenge...
but for now,update had been posted...read and enjoy...
AB TAK AAPNE PADHA KI LADHAYI ME SANEEL VERONICA KO BULLET HEAD SHOT KE THROUGH JAAN SE MAAR DETA HAI.
AB AAGE:-
(ETIOLOGY OF BEING GALATH)
CHAPTER 1
LAST UPDATE (PART-1)
DATE-1ST APRIL
CITY-DEHRADUN
PLACE-SANEEL'S RESIDENCE
ANJALIIII...CCOME...
us bade se underground room me lagbhag pichle 45 minutes se vichlit si idhar udhar ghum rahi ANJALI ke kaano me finally RANJANA ki familiar awaaz padi thi...
45 minutes pehle jab VERONICA ne usse us secret door ke andar push kar darwaza wapas lock kiya toh ANJALI gehre andhere me kho si gayi thi jispar dar lagne laga tha usse par ye dar sirf kuch 2 seconds ke liye hi tha...
2 seconds guzre hi the ki tabhi woh pura stair case light se jagmaga utha tha...
ghumti hui sidhiyan neeche ki taraf jaa rahi thi jispar confusion, anxiety aur fear ke beech neeche utarne lagi ANJALI...
aur jaise hi stairs complete hue toh wapas ANJALI ka saamna 2 palon ke andhere se hua tha...
complete presence alarm lighting system thi us underground jagah ki isiliye hi ANJALI ke room me kadam rakhte hi woh pura room roshni se jagmaga utha tha...
par aisa hote hi ANJALI ki aankhein vismay se bhar uthi thi...
bade bade screen computers se bhara hua tha woh 1800 metres bada room...
matlab jitna ghar ka surface area tha,utna pura area use kiya gaya tha us room ko banane me...
GAJT NULL FORMING SYSTEM se updated the is room ke saare screens jiska matlab tha ki duniya ka sabse tagda jammer bhi yahan ke signal frequency ko block nahi kar sakta tha...
ek unknown satellite se direct connected the yahan ke system... agar VERONICA aur RANJANA ki ladhayi yahan hoti toh DISCIPLES unhe communicate karne se rok nahi paate...
par ek sach ye bhi tha ki VERONICA marna pasand karti par G.O.D ke kisi bhi pyaade ko yahan aane kabhi nahi deti...
khair,room me chaaron taraf chipke un screens ko dekhne ke beech ANJALI ki nazar do aur blocks par bhi gaye the...
ek me heavy arms bade salike se waise hi rakhe gaye the jaise kisi millitary ammunition room me rakhe jaate hain...
aur dusre block me the close combat fights me use hone waale traditional weapons jaise ki sword,katana,naan chaaku,blunt staves e.t.c...
in sab chizon ko dekh toh dimag aur zyada ghumne laga tha ANJALI ka par aisa hone ka ek kaaran aur bhi tha...
"SHAYAD DOBARA MIL NAHI PAAUNGI BACCHA TUJHSE MAI....PAR HAAN,SAAMNE NA SAHI,PAR DIL ME HAMESHA RAHUNGI"...
push karne se pehle VERONICA ke usse kahe aakhri shabd the ye jinka logic bhale hi naa samajh me aaya ho usse,par yahan is room ka mahoul dekh aur yahan aane se pehle ghar ke entrance door me ho raha fluctuation...
ek ajeeb se dar ne gher liya tha ANJALI ke man ko jo har guzarte lamhe ke saath aur badhta chala jaa raha tha...
and finally ab RANJANA ko dekh dil ne jaise ek pal ke liye dhadakte se mana kar diya tha ANJALI ke...
bikhre kapde aur chehre par bruises aur khoon ki chand lakeeren liye nirjeev si haalath me khadi apni PRINCI ko dekh vision clear hokar bhi kaala ho chala tha ANJALI ka...
aise bhi kabhi dekhegi woh apni PRINCI ko,socha jo nahi tha kabhi usne par more importantly,jo baat kuch der pehle VERONICA ne kahi thi ANJALI ko,un shabdon ne ab dar ka ek behadh gehra kohra bana diya tha uske dilo dimag me...
ANJALI-MA'AM,aapki ye haalath...!!!aur MAA...woh kkahan hai...!!!
VERONICA-come...
dheeme kadmo se chalne ke beech apne sawal puche the ANJALI ne jiske jawab me bas usko kandhon se sahara dekar wapas upar ko taraf chal padi RANJANA...
par is sahare ne aur akela kar diya tha ANJALI ke man ko...dimag uska,kuch anisht,bohot anisht hone ka warning de raha tha jisse uske dil ka positive side laakh koshishon ke baad bhi jhutla nahi paa raha tha...
in 50 stairs ki chadhayi mount everest chadhne se kam nahi thi ANJALI ke liye par kuch hi der me ye lamba safar tay ho hi gaya...
SHRAVYA UDASI-BETA...
MAAAAAAAAA...........
20 se zyada unknown log moujud the is waqt hall area me par un anjaan chehron ko beech ANJALI ke mom aur dad bhi khade the...
RANJANA ne hi bulaya gaya tha un dono ko...jaanti thi woh ki abhi unka ANJALI ke saath hona bohot zaroori tha...
par shayad kaafi nahi tha ye...kitchen ke hidden door ko bahar se guard kar rahe 3 unknown logon ke beech se hote hue jaise hi ANJALI RANJANA ke saath bahar aayi toh sabse pehle uski nazar gallery me dead padi VERONICA par hi padi...
safedh chaadar joki ab tak uske gale tak hi dhaki thi,usse uske sir ke upar tak daala hi jaa raha tha par aisa ho,usse pehle hi nazar ANJALI ki VERONICA ke chehre par tik chuki thi...
SHRAVYA UDAASI aur uske husband jaise ghamandi logon ke aankhon me bhi is waqt VERONICA ki laash ko dekhte hue aansu the aur apni beti ki cheekh sun palte woh uski taraf...
dono hi turant badh chale the woh ANJALI ki taraf par ye kadam turant tez bhi ho gaye the...
REASON...
dheere se shuru hui kampan ANJALI ki lagatar tez hone lagi thi aur mahaz paanch second baad apni pathar ho chuki aankhon ko band karne ke beech neeche gir gayi woh...
SHRAVYA-BETA...
pura girne se pehle ANJALI ko sambhal toh waise RANJANA ne hi liya tha par uske paas pahunchte hi turant godh me rakh liya tha SHRAVYA ne apni beti ko sir...
RANJANA-HYPOVOLEMIC SHOCK...gehra sadma laga hai isse...ghar le jaaiye isse...don't worry...i think hosh me aane ke baad theek ho jaayegi ye...
ANJALI ke pupils check karne ke baad raay di thi RANJANA ne jispar turant amal hua tha par in sabke beech RANJANA ke "I THINK" shabdon ko dhyan se suna nahi un dono ne...
VERONICA ki dead body dekh hypovolemic shock toh aaya tha ANJALI ko par ye shock minor nahi major tha jisse samajh jo chuki thi RANJANA...
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SANEEL NAHI RAHA...G.O.D...THEY KILLED MY BROTHER...
hall me aaya hi tha nanha sa SANVY ki tabhi apni mom ko landline par mile is tooththi aur lagatar sisakne ki wajah se slow aur unclear audio message ko uske tez tarrar kaano ne clearly sun liya tha...
the first panic attack of my life...
behosh hone ke baad pichle kuch mahino se jo kuch bhi hua tha mere saath,saare scenes behadh tez flashes ke saath ek sapne ki tarah ghumne lage the mere dimaag me...
par ye flashes sirf un scenerios ke nahi the jinhe dekha tha maine balki un sabhi scenes ke piche chuppe hue raazon ke anginat sameekaran ke bhi ganit lagane me lag chuka tha mera dimag...
yahi nahi,saare kirdaar aur unke maamuli se maamuli harkaton ko bhi is waqt mera dimag behadh slow motion me zoom in sa karke dikha raha tha...
aur jab us ujle prakash ke beech woh saare scenes complete hue toh finally aaj najaane kitne waqt ke baad merr dad ke death ki khabar mujhe jaise pata chali thi,woh scene bhi ghum gaya tha mere dimag me...
waise toh ye scene mujhe normally bhi yaad rehta tha par dad ko mout ki baat batane ke baad waali line joki bilkul dheemi aur unclear thi,aaj jaakar gunj si uthi thi mere dimag me...
ye wahi naam jiske baare me MAA ne bataya tha mujhe us din school ke garden me,wahi naam liya gaya tha call par jisse sun man hi man ek current sa laga tha mujhe...
G.O.D...
TANNN...TANNN...TANNNNN....
(PROLOGUE UPDATE,READ SCENES WITH SOME ADDITIONAL LINES)...
CHAL RE LADKE.. KISMAT WAKAYI ACCHI HAI TERI...KAAFI SASTE ME CHHUT RAHA HAI TU....
police station ke piche bane before hearing TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME joki kisi normal adult jail se kam nahi thi,uske ek cell ki salakhon par pehle apne ruler se maarne ke baad lock kholte hue kahi thi ye baat hawaldar ne jispar cell ke andar diwaar se tik kar behosh baitha ladka as in mai,soyi padi aankhein khul gayi meri aur bina koi pratikriya diye bas dheere dheere apni jagah se uthne laga mai...
lekin tabhi...
AHHHHH....
uthne ki koshish me pair ladhkhada gaye mere jiski wajah se mai neeche girne laga par tabhi us hawaldar ne mere ek haath ko thaamte hue support diya aur fir ussi haath ko apne kandhe ki taraf ghumakar rakhte hue mujhe pakad sahara dekar aage badhne laga but ye chota sa safar bhi asaan na tha..
padi maar ki wajah se kapde jagah se phate hue us ladke ke jinke andar jhaanke se sharir par pade asankhya chot aur ghaav saaf dekhe jaa sakte the...
maasum chehre ke kayi hisson par khoon se sukhe dhabbe saaf bata rahe the ki behosh hone ke baad bhi face par bohot se tez tamaache aur mukke padh chuke the..
dando ki asankhya maar ki wajah se dono pair aur khaaskar ghutne bhi kaafi suje hue the aur issi wajah se mai thik se chal nahi paa raha tha...
is beech adhkhuli aankhon se jo bhi dikh raha tha,usse samajh gaya tha mai ki ye woh jagah nahi thi jahan behosh hone se pehle rakha gaya tha mujhe...
ye hawaldar bhi alag tha jiski duty shayad yahin juveline ki hi thi...
behoshi hone ke baad mujhe station ke piche bane juvenile me transfer kar diya gaya tha...
par fark mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...ek ajeeb ee blank spot se tha is waqt mera dimag...
aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe kuch sochne samajhne se rok raha tha mera apna dimag....kisi robot ke jaise thi is waqt meri haalath jiska wajood hokar bhi nahi tha...
par is hypnotize situation me bhi itni zyada maar padne ki wajah se sharir par aaye dislocations se uth raha dard apna ehsaas dilwa raha tha...
sahara milne ke baad bhi mere face par dikh rahe pain ko dekh us hawaldar ko bhi us mujhpar kaafi taras aa raha tha..
aur ye bhaavna sirf abhi hi nahi jaagi thi balki subah se jab se mujhe JUVENILE CUSTODY ke naam par is cell me bharti kiya gaya tha aur uske baad jo kayi ghanton tak lagatar mujhe kisi rapist ya maas murderer ki tarah maara gaya tha,woh sab dekh kar hi is hawaldar ko behadh taklif hui thi par apne chote ohde ki wajah se woh kuch kar nahi paaya tha...
khair, kisi tarah sahara dete hue woh hawaldar mujhko liye us JUVENILE HOME ke front hall me bane chamber ki taraf badha hi tha ki tabhi....
ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME INSPECTOR....2005,JUVENILE JUSTICE CARE & PROTECTION ACT KE ACCORDING KISI BACHE KI UMR AGAR 18 SAAL SE KAM HO TOH USSE POLICE REMAND PAR NAHI LE SAKTI AUR RAKH TOH BILKUL NAHI SAKTI..
AND DON'T EVEN DARE TO TRICK ME BY SAYING KI YE EK TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME HAI KYUNKI YE JAGAH BHI BY LAW "GALATH"....
CHRRRRR....
chamber ke dono darwaze khulne ki wajah se chamber me khade us aadmi ka sentence pura nahi ho paaya aur woh turant palta aur aisa karte hi jab uski nazar door se enter hue hawaldar ka sahara lekar khade mujh half consciousness ladke par padi toh uski aankhein hairani aur ghusse se badi ho gayi aur..
AADMI-is this "SANVEER AHARYA"....
ye bolte hue woh turant meri taraf lapka par jaisi meri maansik haalath thi is waqt,us aadmi ki awaaz theek se suni bhi nahi thi maine ya phir ye kahun ki meri tooti phuti haalath aur dono hi kaano ke piche dikh raha sookh chuka khoon mujhe kuch bhi sunanane ke liye filhal temporarily non compitant kar chuka tha..
mere paas pahunch hawaldar ko side hata us aadmi ne khud mujhko sahara diya aur aisa karne ke baad jab uski ghusse se bhari aankhen saamne chair par baithe inspector ki taraf gayi jo ab bhi ghaagh ki tarah muskura raha tha toh woh kuch bolne ko hua par tabhi..
INSPECTOR-MR ANUPAM GHOSH....mai jaanta hun ki aap kaun hain..yahan ke sabse bade lawyer hain aap...
is JUVENILE HOME ke bahar aapke assistants ki lambi line aapke powerful hone ki baat par bhi bina bole mohor laga rahe hain but the thing is ki aap kuch nahi kar sakte...
jaante hain kyun....???
JAIDEN CHOWDHARY....
muskurate hue bhar ye ek naam hi liya us inspector ne par shayad itna hi kaafi tha...
naam sun ek pal ke liye LAWYER ANUPAM GHOSH ke chehre par shikan aaya but phir sakhti se bhar utha unka bhi face...
BEEP...BEEP...
ANUPAM GHOSH kuch kehte ki tabhi unke mobile ki message tone baji...
"JUST BRING THE CHILD"....
yahi likha tha us messege me jisse padh khudko shaant kiya ANUPAM GHOSH ne aur inspector ki taraf dekh...
ANUPAM-naam toh ek mere paas bhi hai,jisse agar le lun toh tumhari khudko safe samajhne ki galatfehmi abhi ke abhi door ho jaayegi but mai aisa karunga nahi..
sahi waqt aane tak tumhara ye over confidence barkarar rehna zaroori hai...
jahan ye bol half conscious mode me khade mujhko sahara dene ke beech ANUPAM GHOSH wapas moodte hue us chamber se bahar nikal gaya wahin uski baat sun woh inspector bas pehle ki hi tarah ghaagh ki tarah muskurate hue apne revolving chair me baith chuka tha...
NNNNNNNNNNNN.....
15 minute ke car drive ke baad ANUPAM GHOSH ki car ek bade se half opened gate ke saamne ruki jiske baad usne mujhko wapas sahara dete hue car se utara...
is 15 minute ke safar ke dauran mai bas apni aankhen band kiye chup chaap baitha hua tha..
but jab car rooki toh itne waqt me pehli baar naa sirf meri aankhein khuli but saath hi saath mere sthir aur emotion less aankhon me ek halki si hi sahi,khushi dikhne lagi thi..
lekin usse ulat jab ANUPAM ne meri aankhon me khushi dekhi toh uske face par dukh ke bhaav aa chuke the...
ANUPAM jaanta tha meri aankhon me dikh rahi khushi ka reason...
but woh ye bhi jaanta tha ki woh reason,woh khushi ka shroth ab mujhe kabhi nahi milne waala...
khair, jab ANUPAM ka sahara lete hue mai car se utra par tabhi mere kaano me padi gate ke khulne ki awaaz joki ANUPAM ke assistant ne kholi thi par ye awaaz familiar nahi thi isiliye hi meri aankhein jhat se upar uthi aur aisa hote hi jo nazara mere saamne aaya,usse dekh SANVEER ki aankhein badi ho gayi...
"GOD'S ACRE"....
dehradun ka ek maatr catholic GRAVEYARD tha ye jisse dekh dil dhakk sa kar gaya tha mera...
graveyard ko dekh itne waqt me pehli baar meri nazarein turant ANUPAM ki taraf ghumi jiske face me is waqt negetive bhaav the jinhe naa sirf padh gaya tha mai balki agle hi pal mere kadam ladhkhada gaye...
girne laga tha mai par ek baar phir ANUPAM ne sambhala mujhe aur bina kuch kahe meri baanh se mujhe apne saath liye GRAVEYARD ke andar daakhil ho gaya...
DHAKKK...DHAKKKK...DHAAKKKK...
anishichiththa ko bhaampne ke beech tezi se dhadakte dil ke saath meri khamosh zubaan liye aage badh raha tha mai...
pairon ke jodon me multiple fractures the mere but abhi jaise mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...
april ka pehla din tha aaj...garmi ki shuruat ho chuki thi but kaale baadal aur tez hawayein aaj fizaon me kuch aisi ghuli hui thi maano aaj ke din ko manhoos ghoshit kar rahi hon...
aur jaise jaise mere kadam apne us anchaahe manzil ki taraf badh rahe the,waise waise woh tez chalti hawayein apne saath paani ke bauchaaron ko bhi kuch yun tezi se fekne lagi thi maano aisa kar woh mere view ko block karna chah rahi hon taaki jo woh dekhne waala hai,usse waisa karne se rokna chah rahi hon...
khair,in saare odds ke beech mujhe saath liye ANUPAM GRAVEYARD ke ek taraf kaafi aage badh chuka tha but tabhi...
DHAKKKK....
kaampte pairon ke beech ek second ke liye rooka mai par phir ek dhakka sa diya ANUPAM ko maine ne jiske asar se woh piche ki taraf gir gaya..
wahin us ek second ke pause ke baad pairon me multiple fractures hone ke baawjud badi tezi se aage badh chala tha mai aur lambi lambi saans lete hue ek fresh grave ke theek aage pahunch ruka...
HHHHH...HHHHHHH...HHHHHH....HHHHHH.....
meri already tez chal rahi sansein aur tez ho chali thi par jaise hi meri nazar us grave ke piche gade gravestone me likhe naam par padi,woh naam jiske dhundle andeshe ki wajah se hi maine ANUPAM GHOSH ko dhakka diya tha,ab woh dhundla andesha saaf hone ke baad bhi meri ki zindagi ko kaali kar chuka tha...
naa sirf meri tez chalti saansein ek jhatke me mere dil ki dhadkano ke saath tham si gayi par saath hi saath meri aankhein bhi badi hote hote apni aakhri hadh tak pahunchte pahunchte pathra si gayi....
VERONICA PAUL AHARYA....
meri MAA ka naam....
yahi likha tha us gravestone par...
jo condition SANVEER ki RANJANA maam ne police station me dekhi thi,jis psychological disordered attitude ko feel kiya tha,usse dekh samajh gayi thi woh ki agar maine MAA ki laash ko dekha toh kuch aisa ho sakta hai jisse sochna bhi bas me nahi ho sakta tha kisi ke liye...
isiliye hi MAA ka funeral pehle hi karwa diya tha unhone aur mujje sidhe unke gravestone ke paas laaya gaya tha...
bohot se log the is waqt yahan is GOD'S ACRE me par SANVEER ke enter hote hi sabko MA'AM aur baaki authorized logon ne ek distance me clear kar diya tha...
is bheed me mere dost aur fellow mates bhi the...unke parents bhi...
KHANAK,NAISHA,RAJAT,EKPREET,SONU aur NITS...
class ke bohot se bacche bhi saath khade the unke...
aansu toh waise sabhi ke aankhon me the par SONU aur NITS ki condition bohot zyada kharab thi...
hoti bhi kyun naa...jahan baaki sabke liye VERONICA unke dost ki MAA bhar thi wahin un dono ke liye VERONICA unki apni MAA se kam naa thi...
woh toh z security ki tarah chaavni banaye khade security ke protocols nahi hote toh woh dono VERONICA ke grave se chipke baithe hote...
waise grave waala part puri tarah khaali bhi nahi tha...kabr ke side me ghutno ke bal jhuki baithi hui thi safedh suit me ek meri hi umr ki ladki...
filhal uski peeth thi meri taraf...
par saamne aur aas paas le mahoul se mujhe koi matlab tha nahi...
pathrayi aankhon se apni MAA ke naam ko lagatar padhne laga tha mai maano ummid ho mujhe ki padhte padhte achanak se hi woh naam apne aap badal jaayega....
par kuch seconds baad jab meri pathrayi aankhon ke beech panap raha paani chalka toh ye bhram bhi us paani ki tarah mera saath chhodta chala gaya aur...
MAAAAAAAAAAA............
dil ko asaani se cheer de,aisi cheekh nikli mere mooh se....
is cheekh me aisi shiddat thi ki graveyard me moujud har shaksh ka dil ek baar phir meri awaaz ke beech ro pada tha...
chaaron taraf khade BLACK JADED commando jinka focus har baahri khatre par tika tha,meri cheekh ko sun un sabka bejod concentration bhi kuch palon ke liye toot gaya tha...
par mera ye response chand seconds ka hi tha...
us lambi cheekh ke beech kuch hua mere dimag me jiske baad 10 seconds ke andar hi mujhe shaant karna shuru kar diya tha mere brain ne...
pehle ki tarah ek baar phir bas ek tak dekh bhar raha tha mai apni MAA ke kabr ko par is baar dard aur bechaini,dono hi nahi thi mere andar...
ek ajeeb sa thairav tha jisse dekhne waalon ko aisa lagne laga jaise shock me chala gaya hun mai...
DALVEER...
mere kandhe par haath rakhne ke beech aaj 9 saal baad is naam se kisine pukara tha mujhe jisse sun meri thehri aankhein ek pal liye band ho gayi thi...
MAI-YODA...
VEER AHARYA... badi personality waale mere chote dad,mere YODA,as in mere personal JEDI MASTER...jab se bolna aur cheezen samajhna sikha hai joki baaki intelligent bacchon ke mukable bhi 10 guna tez raha hai mera, unke hairat angez fighting skills ko dekha hai maine...
ek aisa fighter jinke mukaabale ka dusra aur kahin milna bohot mushkil tha aur ab toh aur mushkil kyunki jo inhe takkar de sake,woh mitti ke neeche dafan ho chuki thi...
anyways,mera naam lene ke beech mere saamne aakar khade ho gaye YODA... formal funeral ceremony white me bhi unki personality one in a million thi...
a true champ par filhal unki aankhon me ek pure looser dikh raha tha...
apne bhai ke baad aaj apni MAA samaan bhabhi ko naa bacha paane ki taklif aur sharmindagi saaf dikh rahi thi unke face par....
kaafi time se apne aansuon ki baandh roke hue the woh, par mujhe dekh aakhir chhalak hi pade unke aansu...
mujhe apne chowde seene ke beech chippa khud rone lage the woh...
BHAI...
kuch seconds baad jab alag hua mai YODA se toh ek aur jaani pehchaani mere saamne se aayi...
ye wahi ladki thi jo MAA ke kabr ke sirahane baithi thi...
apni sundar par bheegi palkon se dekh rahi thi woh mujhe jispar mai bhi usse ek tak dekhne laga tha...
ro ro kar aankhein soojh chuki thi uski par aansu ab bhi aankhon ko puri tarah ghere bas chhalakne hi waale the...
BHAI MAI...
MAI-9 saal 2 mahine...
3346 din...
mai anjaano ke saath bitaye waqt tak nahi bhulta toh tujhe,apni behen ko kaise bhul sakta hun...
AARNA...
AARNA-MAA...
gaal par haath fera tha maine AARNA ke jispar mujhse lipaththe hue ek baar phirse rulayi phoot padi thi uski...
MAI-SHHHH...koi naa...jo ho gaya,so ho gaya...tere aansu unhe wapas nahi laane waale... sambhal khudko...
chal...YODA...ghar chalenge...
jahan AARNA ko saath lagaye hue hi palath aage badh chuka tha mai wahin meri baatein aur mere shaant face ko dekh ab tak paas aa hamari baat sun chuki RANJANA ma'am ki aankhein apni aakhri hadh tak badi ho chuki thi...
(WRITER'S PERSPECTIVE)
aur ye laazmi bhi tha...jo ladka apni MAA ko ek kharoch tak ko bardaasht nahi kar sakta tha,aaj uski wahi MAA guzar chuki thi jiski khabar bhi SANVY ko abhi abhi lagi thi...live...
uspar aisa reaction... har baar ki tarah us world renowned psychologist ko ek baar phir SANVY ke body language aur attitude ne confused chhod diya tha...
hairat se bhar SANVY ko piche se jaata hua dekh rahi thi woh...
VEER-8 saal ho gaye par ab tak apne toughest psychological subject (SANVEER)ko halka bhi samajh nahi paayi naa tum...!!!
RANJANA-how is this even possible...???
VEER-everything is possible when it's about SANVY... filhal tumhe uski kis baat ne hairat me daala hai...???
RANJANA-SEVEN STAGES OF GRIEF...
pehla stage SHOCK...woh laga tha SANVY ko jab usne pehli baar apni mom ka grave dekha...
phir woh cheekha jisme pain ke saath dusra stage"ANGER" bhi tha...
GRIEF ke ye dono hi stages turant feel hote hain jo usse hue par baaki ke paanch stages...
1-BARGAINING...
2-DEPRESSION...
3-ACCEPTENCE...
4-HOPE...
5-PROCESSING GRIEF...
in paanchon stages ko jeene aur cross karne ke liye mahino lagte hain aur kabhi kabhi toh saalon...
but he...aisa laga jaise kuch palon me hi usne in paanchon stages ka safar tay kar liya...
VEER-ALBERT EINSTEIN ka I.Q nearly 160 tha...but there are people who have surpassed the i.q of Einstein...
starting with you...161...adhara perez-162...jacob barnett,judit polgar-170...evangelos katsioulis-190...rick rosner-192 se 198 ke beech...sho yano-200
and the one with the world record...marilyn vos savant-228...
RANJANA-i know them all...SAVANT se toh mili bhi hun mai...pure genius...but what's the point...!!!???
VEER-jab SANVY ne 7th passout kiya tha,tab tak har saal woh aur bhabhi summer vacations me london jaate the...
specifically...(CANTAB)...
ek baar phir aankhein badi hui thi RANJANA ki aur is baar ka jhatka aur zyada tha...
vacations me jaate the VERONICA aur SANVY...ye toh maalum tha RANJANA ko par sabse chhup london jaate the woh dono,iska zara bhi andaza nahi tha usse...
and that too CANTAB...as in cambridge neuropsychological test automated block...
aisi jagah jahan duniya ke best i.q's check hote the...
RANJANA-what's the I.Q of SANVY...???
VEER-last checked(7th grade)...it was 328...
328...100 more than the world record holder...
maatha hi pakad liya tha apna RANJANA ne par ab us ghumte hue sir me SANVY ke thought process ka ganith kuch hadh tak hi sahi,clear hone laga tha...
I.Q as in intelligence quotient jitna zyada high hota hai,E.Q as in emotional quotient utna hi kam ho jaata hai...
aur SANVY ke saath bhi yahi hua tha par ek khatarnak twist ke saath...
sirf apne kareebi aur pasandida logon ke liye attract aur protective hota tha SANVY par utna hi cold hearted woh baaki sabke liye aur unke liye tha jo usse dhoka ya direct,indirect pain dene ki koshish karte the...
par uske dimag ki sabse khatarnak aur ajeeb khubi thi to process situations and take toughest decisions...
aam aadmi se 1000 times tez SANVY ka dimag situations ko fast forward karte hue sab kuch analysis kar khudko shaant karta tha but more importantly, negetive situations me us haalath ko banane waala saara ganith uska dimag kisi gutthi ki tarah solve karne me lag jaata tha...
VEER-logon me bhavnayen utni hi normal hoti hai jaise ki swaans lena...
par DANVEER ke maamle me aisa kuch nahi tha...pure 7 saal tak kisi programme ki tarah emotions ko uske man me,dimag me feed kiya gaya hai....
dil se woh zaroor human hai par dimag se DANVEER kisi A.I system ka human version hai...
tum ab tak usse isiliye read nahi kar paayi kyunki...
RANJANA-he is a miracle but a curse as well...agar kuch SAHI ho raha ho toh SANVEER normal rehta hai...bahar se bhi aur andar se bhi par agar kuch GALATH ho jaaye toh waise react karega,ye jaanana ya predict nahi kiya jaa sakta...
VEER-true...G.O.D is a big deal...infact biggest deal of this planet...unke saamne bhale hi aaj DANVEER ka kadh bohot chota hai par iske dimag ki unchayi ka koi hadh nahi...
VEER-iska potential jiske baare me isse khud nahi pata,agar andaza hota G.O.D ko toh isse zinda nahi chhodte woh...
unki nazar me ye bhi baaki sabki tarah bas ek pyada bhar hai par nahi jaante woh ki DANVEER woh pyada hai jo RAJA ko maath dene ke kaabil hai...
VEER baat kar hi raha tha ki tabhi yard ke main gate ke paas pahunch chuka SANVY palta unki taraf piche...
kuch kaha nahi usne par ek aisi patthar si sakhti thi uske face par jisse dekh RANJANA aur VEER turant uski taraf aage badh chale the...
DHABBB...
M.P.V ke centre section me baith palte RANJANA aur VEER jahan AARNA ke saath pichli seat par sir piche kiye aankhein band rakh leta hua tha SANVY...
VEER-ghar jaane ki zaroorat nahi hai beta...anything and everything you need,will be picked up from there...
MAI-meri MAA ko kahan maara gaya tha...???
mere sawal ko sun kuch palon tak car me sannata chhaya raha...
meri MAA ke saath koi haadsa nahi hua hai balki unko maara gaya hai,is baat ki aashanka nahi dikhayi thi maine balki statement ke saath sawal pucha tha jispar hamesha confident aur ever ready answer ke saath rehne waali RANJANA ki nazar bhi YODA ki taraf ghum gayi thi...
ghar par...
MAI-toh ghar jaana zaroori hai...unki death ka HATHIYAR ab bhi wahin hoga,i have to have it...
waise bhi,bohot se sawal hai mere...aur jahan mujhe ab tak chuppa kar rakha gaya,chizen khulne ke liye bhi wahan se zyada sahi jagah dusri nahi ho sakti...
gaadi already aage badh chuki thi jiske beech aankhein band kiye bohot hi shaant tarike se baat kar raha tha mai par meri sthir awaaz ne bhi RANJANA ma'am ke dil aur dimag ko asthir kar diya tha...
padh toh woh mujhe pehle bhi nahi paati thi par aaj jo SANVY unke saamne tha,aisa lag raha tha jaise pehli baar mil rahi hon woh mujhse...
ek gazab ki negetive vibe thi jo bas yahi keh rahi thi ki...
jisse hazaron baar padhkar bhi naa samajh paayi,aaj woh aise NAAM KO DEKH RAHI THI...
jo zameen ko dhakega nahi balki usse nigal lega,aise AASMAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
chehre par sukoon aur shaanti hi nazar aa rahi thi magar unhe...
jo har kisike sukoon-e-shaanti ko tehes nehes kar dega,lag raha tha unhe ki woh aise TOOFAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
AAJ KE LIYE ITNA HI...
AAPKA APNA V...J...
AB TAK AAPNE PADHA KI LADHAYI ME SANEEL VERONICA KO BULLET HEAD SHOT KE THROUGH JAAN SE MAAR DETA HAI.
AB AAGE:-
(ETIOLOGY OF BEING GALATH)
CHAPTER 1
LAST UPDATE (PART-1)
DATE-1ST APRIL
CITY-DEHRADUN
PLACE-SANEEL'S RESIDENCE
ANJALIIII...CCOME...
us bade se underground room me lagbhag pichle 45 minutes se vichlit si idhar udhar ghum rahi ANJALI ke kaano me finally RANJANA ki familiar awaaz padi thi...
45 minutes pehle jab VERONICA ne usse us secret door ke andar push kar darwaza wapas lock kiya toh ANJALI gehre andhere me kho si gayi thi jispar dar lagne laga tha usse par ye dar sirf kuch 2 seconds ke liye hi tha...
2 seconds guzre hi the ki tabhi woh pura stair case light se jagmaga utha tha...
ghumti hui sidhiyan neeche ki taraf jaa rahi thi jispar confusion, anxiety aur fear ke beech neeche utarne lagi ANJALI...
aur jaise hi stairs complete hue toh wapas ANJALI ka saamna 2 palon ke andhere se hua tha...
complete presence alarm lighting system thi us underground jagah ki isiliye hi ANJALI ke room me kadam rakhte hi woh pura room roshni se jagmaga utha tha...
par aisa hote hi ANJALI ki aankhein vismay se bhar uthi thi...
bade bade screen computers se bhara hua tha woh 1800 metres bada room...
matlab jitna ghar ka surface area tha,utna pura area use kiya gaya tha us room ko banane me...
GAJT NULL FORMING SYSTEM se updated the is room ke saare screens jiska matlab tha ki duniya ka sabse tagda jammer bhi yahan ke signal frequency ko block nahi kar sakta tha...
ek unknown satellite se direct connected the yahan ke system... agar VERONICA aur RANJANA ki ladhayi yahan hoti toh DISCIPLES unhe communicate karne se rok nahi paate...
par ek sach ye bhi tha ki VERONICA marna pasand karti par G.O.D ke kisi bhi pyaade ko yahan aane kabhi nahi deti...
khair,room me chaaron taraf chipke un screens ko dekhne ke beech ANJALI ki nazar do aur blocks par bhi gaye the...
ek me heavy arms bade salike se waise hi rakhe gaye the jaise kisi millitary ammunition room me rakhe jaate hain...
aur dusre block me the close combat fights me use hone waale traditional weapons jaise ki sword,katana,naan chaaku,blunt staves e.t.c...
in sab chizon ko dekh toh dimag aur zyada ghumne laga tha ANJALI ka par aisa hone ka ek kaaran aur bhi tha...
"SHAYAD DOBARA MIL NAHI PAAUNGI BACCHA TUJHSE MAI....PAR HAAN,SAAMNE NA SAHI,PAR DIL ME HAMESHA RAHUNGI"...
push karne se pehle VERONICA ke usse kahe aakhri shabd the ye jinka logic bhale hi naa samajh me aaya ho usse,par yahan is room ka mahoul dekh aur yahan aane se pehle ghar ke entrance door me ho raha fluctuation...
ek ajeeb se dar ne gher liya tha ANJALI ke man ko jo har guzarte lamhe ke saath aur badhta chala jaa raha tha...
and finally ab RANJANA ko dekh dil ne jaise ek pal ke liye dhadakte se mana kar diya tha ANJALI ke...
bikhre kapde aur chehre par bruises aur khoon ki chand lakeeren liye nirjeev si haalath me khadi apni PRINCI ko dekh vision clear hokar bhi kaala ho chala tha ANJALI ka...
aise bhi kabhi dekhegi woh apni PRINCI ko,socha jo nahi tha kabhi usne par more importantly,jo baat kuch der pehle VERONICA ne kahi thi ANJALI ko,un shabdon ne ab dar ka ek behadh gehra kohra bana diya tha uske dilo dimag me...
ANJALI-MA'AM,aapki ye haalath...!!!aur MAA...woh kkahan hai...!!!
VERONICA-come...
dheeme kadmo se chalne ke beech apne sawal puche the ANJALI ne jiske jawab me bas usko kandhon se sahara dekar wapas upar ko taraf chal padi RANJANA...
par is sahare ne aur akela kar diya tha ANJALI ke man ko...dimag uska,kuch anisht,bohot anisht hone ka warning de raha tha jisse uske dil ka positive side laakh koshishon ke baad bhi jhutla nahi paa raha tha...
in 50 stairs ki chadhayi mount everest chadhne se kam nahi thi ANJALI ke liye par kuch hi der me ye lamba safar tay ho hi gaya...
SHRAVYA UDASI-BETA...
MAAAAAAAAA...........
20 se zyada unknown log moujud the is waqt hall area me par un anjaan chehron ko beech ANJALI ke mom aur dad bhi khade the...
RANJANA ne hi bulaya gaya tha un dono ko...jaanti thi woh ki abhi unka ANJALI ke saath hona bohot zaroori tha...
par shayad kaafi nahi tha ye...kitchen ke hidden door ko bahar se guard kar rahe 3 unknown logon ke beech se hote hue jaise hi ANJALI RANJANA ke saath bahar aayi toh sabse pehle uski nazar gallery me dead padi VERONICA par hi padi...
safedh chaadar joki ab tak uske gale tak hi dhaki thi,usse uske sir ke upar tak daala hi jaa raha tha par aisa ho,usse pehle hi nazar ANJALI ki VERONICA ke chehre par tik chuki thi...
SHRAVYA UDAASI aur uske husband jaise ghamandi logon ke aankhon me bhi is waqt VERONICA ki laash ko dekhte hue aansu the aur apni beti ki cheekh sun palte woh uski taraf...
dono hi turant badh chale the woh ANJALI ki taraf par ye kadam turant tez bhi ho gaye the...
REASON...
dheere se shuru hui kampan ANJALI ki lagatar tez hone lagi thi aur mahaz paanch second baad apni pathar ho chuki aankhon ko band karne ke beech neeche gir gayi woh...
SHRAVYA-BETA...
pura girne se pehle ANJALI ko sambhal toh waise RANJANA ne hi liya tha par uske paas pahunchte hi turant godh me rakh liya tha SHRAVYA ne apni beti ko sir...
RANJANA-HYPOVOLEMIC SHOCK...gehra sadma laga hai isse...ghar le jaaiye isse...don't worry...i think hosh me aane ke baad theek ho jaayegi ye...
ANJALI ke pupils check karne ke baad raay di thi RANJANA ne jispar turant amal hua tha par in sabke beech RANJANA ke "I THINK" shabdon ko dhyan se suna nahi un dono ne...
VERONICA ki dead body dekh hypovolemic shock toh aaya tha ANJALI ko par ye shock minor nahi major tha jisse samajh jo chuki thi RANJANA...
.....................................................
SANEEL NAHI RAHA...G.O.D...THEY KILLED MY BROTHER...
hall me aaya hi tha nanha sa SANVY ki tabhi apni mom ko landline par mile is tooththi aur lagatar sisakne ki wajah se slow aur unclear audio message ko uske tez tarrar kaano ne clearly sun liya tha...
the first panic attack of my life...
behosh hone ke baad pichle kuch mahino se jo kuch bhi hua tha mere saath,saare scenes behadh tez flashes ke saath ek sapne ki tarah ghumne lage the mere dimaag me...
par ye flashes sirf un scenerios ke nahi the jinhe dekha tha maine balki un sabhi scenes ke piche chuppe hue raazon ke anginat sameekaran ke bhi ganit lagane me lag chuka tha mera dimag...
yahi nahi,saare kirdaar aur unke maamuli se maamuli harkaton ko bhi is waqt mera dimag behadh slow motion me zoom in sa karke dikha raha tha...
aur jab us ujle prakash ke beech woh saare scenes complete hue toh finally aaj najaane kitne waqt ke baad merr dad ke death ki khabar mujhe jaise pata chali thi,woh scene bhi ghum gaya tha mere dimag me...
waise toh ye scene mujhe normally bhi yaad rehta tha par dad ko mout ki baat batane ke baad waali line joki bilkul dheemi aur unclear thi,aaj jaakar gunj si uthi thi mere dimag me...
ye wahi naam jiske baare me MAA ne bataya tha mujhe us din school ke garden me,wahi naam liya gaya tha call par jisse sun man hi man ek current sa laga tha mujhe...
G.O.D...
TANNN...TANNN...TANNNNN....
(PROLOGUE UPDATE,READ SCENES WITH SOME ADDITIONAL LINES)...
CHAL RE LADKE.. KISMAT WAKAYI ACCHI HAI TERI...KAAFI SASTE ME CHHUT RAHA HAI TU....
police station ke piche bane before hearing TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME joki kisi normal adult jail se kam nahi thi,uske ek cell ki salakhon par pehle apne ruler se maarne ke baad lock kholte hue kahi thi ye baat hawaldar ne jispar cell ke andar diwaar se tik kar behosh baitha ladka as in mai,soyi padi aankhein khul gayi meri aur bina koi pratikriya diye bas dheere dheere apni jagah se uthne laga mai...
lekin tabhi...
AHHHHH....
uthne ki koshish me pair ladhkhada gaye mere jiski wajah se mai neeche girne laga par tabhi us hawaldar ne mere ek haath ko thaamte hue support diya aur fir ussi haath ko apne kandhe ki taraf ghumakar rakhte hue mujhe pakad sahara dekar aage badhne laga but ye chota sa safar bhi asaan na tha..
padi maar ki wajah se kapde jagah se phate hue us ladke ke jinke andar jhaanke se sharir par pade asankhya chot aur ghaav saaf dekhe jaa sakte the...
maasum chehre ke kayi hisson par khoon se sukhe dhabbe saaf bata rahe the ki behosh hone ke baad bhi face par bohot se tez tamaache aur mukke padh chuke the..
dando ki asankhya maar ki wajah se dono pair aur khaaskar ghutne bhi kaafi suje hue the aur issi wajah se mai thik se chal nahi paa raha tha...
is beech adhkhuli aankhon se jo bhi dikh raha tha,usse samajh gaya tha mai ki ye woh jagah nahi thi jahan behosh hone se pehle rakha gaya tha mujhe...
ye hawaldar bhi alag tha jiski duty shayad yahin juveline ki hi thi...
behoshi hone ke baad mujhe station ke piche bane juvenile me transfer kar diya gaya tha...
par fark mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...ek ajeeb ee blank spot se tha is waqt mera dimag...
aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe kuch sochne samajhne se rok raha tha mera apna dimag....kisi robot ke jaise thi is waqt meri haalath jiska wajood hokar bhi nahi tha...
par is hypnotize situation me bhi itni zyada maar padne ki wajah se sharir par aaye dislocations se uth raha dard apna ehsaas dilwa raha tha...
sahara milne ke baad bhi mere face par dikh rahe pain ko dekh us hawaldar ko bhi us mujhpar kaafi taras aa raha tha..
aur ye bhaavna sirf abhi hi nahi jaagi thi balki subah se jab se mujhe JUVENILE CUSTODY ke naam par is cell me bharti kiya gaya tha aur uske baad jo kayi ghanton tak lagatar mujhe kisi rapist ya maas murderer ki tarah maara gaya tha,woh sab dekh kar hi is hawaldar ko behadh taklif hui thi par apne chote ohde ki wajah se woh kuch kar nahi paaya tha...
khair, kisi tarah sahara dete hue woh hawaldar mujhko liye us JUVENILE HOME ke front hall me bane chamber ki taraf badha hi tha ki tabhi....
ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME INSPECTOR....2005,JUVENILE JUSTICE CARE & PROTECTION ACT KE ACCORDING KISI BACHE KI UMR AGAR 18 SAAL SE KAM HO TOH USSE POLICE REMAND PAR NAHI LE SAKTI AUR RAKH TOH BILKUL NAHI SAKTI..
AND DON'T EVEN DARE TO TRICK ME BY SAYING KI YE EK TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME HAI KYUNKI YE JAGAH BHI BY LAW "GALATH"....
CHRRRRR....
chamber ke dono darwaze khulne ki wajah se chamber me khade us aadmi ka sentence pura nahi ho paaya aur woh turant palta aur aisa karte hi jab uski nazar door se enter hue hawaldar ka sahara lekar khade mujh half consciousness ladke par padi toh uski aankhein hairani aur ghusse se badi ho gayi aur..
AADMI-is this "SANVEER AHARYA"....
ye bolte hue woh turant meri taraf lapka par jaisi meri maansik haalath thi is waqt,us aadmi ki awaaz theek se suni bhi nahi thi maine ya phir ye kahun ki meri tooti phuti haalath aur dono hi kaano ke piche dikh raha sookh chuka khoon mujhe kuch bhi sunanane ke liye filhal temporarily non compitant kar chuka tha..
mere paas pahunch hawaldar ko side hata us aadmi ne khud mujhko sahara diya aur aisa karne ke baad jab uski ghusse se bhari aankhen saamne chair par baithe inspector ki taraf gayi jo ab bhi ghaagh ki tarah muskura raha tha toh woh kuch bolne ko hua par tabhi..
INSPECTOR-MR ANUPAM GHOSH....mai jaanta hun ki aap kaun hain..yahan ke sabse bade lawyer hain aap...
is JUVENILE HOME ke bahar aapke assistants ki lambi line aapke powerful hone ki baat par bhi bina bole mohor laga rahe hain but the thing is ki aap kuch nahi kar sakte...
jaante hain kyun....???
JAIDEN CHOWDHARY....
muskurate hue bhar ye ek naam hi liya us inspector ne par shayad itna hi kaafi tha...
naam sun ek pal ke liye LAWYER ANUPAM GHOSH ke chehre par shikan aaya but phir sakhti se bhar utha unka bhi face...
BEEP...BEEP...
ANUPAM GHOSH kuch kehte ki tabhi unke mobile ki message tone baji...
"JUST BRING THE CHILD"....
yahi likha tha us messege me jisse padh khudko shaant kiya ANUPAM GHOSH ne aur inspector ki taraf dekh...
ANUPAM-naam toh ek mere paas bhi hai,jisse agar le lun toh tumhari khudko safe samajhne ki galatfehmi abhi ke abhi door ho jaayegi but mai aisa karunga nahi..
sahi waqt aane tak tumhara ye over confidence barkarar rehna zaroori hai...
jahan ye bol half conscious mode me khade mujhko sahara dene ke beech ANUPAM GHOSH wapas moodte hue us chamber se bahar nikal gaya wahin uski baat sun woh inspector bas pehle ki hi tarah ghaagh ki tarah muskurate hue apne revolving chair me baith chuka tha...
NNNNNNNNNNNN.....
15 minute ke car drive ke baad ANUPAM GHOSH ki car ek bade se half opened gate ke saamne ruki jiske baad usne mujhko wapas sahara dete hue car se utara...
is 15 minute ke safar ke dauran mai bas apni aankhen band kiye chup chaap baitha hua tha..
but jab car rooki toh itne waqt me pehli baar naa sirf meri aankhein khuli but saath hi saath mere sthir aur emotion less aankhon me ek halki si hi sahi,khushi dikhne lagi thi..
lekin usse ulat jab ANUPAM ne meri aankhon me khushi dekhi toh uske face par dukh ke bhaav aa chuke the...
ANUPAM jaanta tha meri aankhon me dikh rahi khushi ka reason...
but woh ye bhi jaanta tha ki woh reason,woh khushi ka shroth ab mujhe kabhi nahi milne waala...
khair, jab ANUPAM ka sahara lete hue mai car se utra par tabhi mere kaano me padi gate ke khulne ki awaaz joki ANUPAM ke assistant ne kholi thi par ye awaaz familiar nahi thi isiliye hi meri aankhein jhat se upar uthi aur aisa hote hi jo nazara mere saamne aaya,usse dekh SANVEER ki aankhein badi ho gayi...
"GOD'S ACRE"....
dehradun ka ek maatr catholic GRAVEYARD tha ye jisse dekh dil dhakk sa kar gaya tha mera...
graveyard ko dekh itne waqt me pehli baar meri nazarein turant ANUPAM ki taraf ghumi jiske face me is waqt negetive bhaav the jinhe naa sirf padh gaya tha mai balki agle hi pal mere kadam ladhkhada gaye...
girne laga tha mai par ek baar phir ANUPAM ne sambhala mujhe aur bina kuch kahe meri baanh se mujhe apne saath liye GRAVEYARD ke andar daakhil ho gaya...
DHAKKK...DHAKKKK...DHAAKKKK...
anishichiththa ko bhaampne ke beech tezi se dhadakte dil ke saath meri khamosh zubaan liye aage badh raha tha mai...
pairon ke jodon me multiple fractures the mere but abhi jaise mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...
april ka pehla din tha aaj...garmi ki shuruat ho chuki thi but kaale baadal aur tez hawayein aaj fizaon me kuch aisi ghuli hui thi maano aaj ke din ko manhoos ghoshit kar rahi hon...
aur jaise jaise mere kadam apne us anchaahe manzil ki taraf badh rahe the,waise waise woh tez chalti hawayein apne saath paani ke bauchaaron ko bhi kuch yun tezi se fekne lagi thi maano aisa kar woh mere view ko block karna chah rahi hon taaki jo woh dekhne waala hai,usse waisa karne se rokna chah rahi hon...
khair,in saare odds ke beech mujhe saath liye ANUPAM GRAVEYARD ke ek taraf kaafi aage badh chuka tha but tabhi...
DHAKKKK....
kaampte pairon ke beech ek second ke liye rooka mai par phir ek dhakka sa diya ANUPAM ko maine ne jiske asar se woh piche ki taraf gir gaya..
wahin us ek second ke pause ke baad pairon me multiple fractures hone ke baawjud badi tezi se aage badh chala tha mai aur lambi lambi saans lete hue ek fresh grave ke theek aage pahunch ruka...
HHHHH...HHHHHHH...HHHHHH....HHHHHH.....
meri already tez chal rahi sansein aur tez ho chali thi par jaise hi meri nazar us grave ke piche gade gravestone me likhe naam par padi,woh naam jiske dhundle andeshe ki wajah se hi maine ANUPAM GHOSH ko dhakka diya tha,ab woh dhundla andesha saaf hone ke baad bhi meri ki zindagi ko kaali kar chuka tha...
naa sirf meri tez chalti saansein ek jhatke me mere dil ki dhadkano ke saath tham si gayi par saath hi saath meri aankhein bhi badi hote hote apni aakhri hadh tak pahunchte pahunchte pathra si gayi....
VERONICA PAUL AHARYA....
meri MAA ka naam....
yahi likha tha us gravestone par...
jo condition SANVEER ki RANJANA maam ne police station me dekhi thi,jis psychological disordered attitude ko feel kiya tha,usse dekh samajh gayi thi woh ki agar maine MAA ki laash ko dekha toh kuch aisa ho sakta hai jisse sochna bhi bas me nahi ho sakta tha kisi ke liye...
isiliye hi MAA ka funeral pehle hi karwa diya tha unhone aur mujje sidhe unke gravestone ke paas laaya gaya tha...
bohot se log the is waqt yahan is GOD'S ACRE me par SANVEER ke enter hote hi sabko MA'AM aur baaki authorized logon ne ek distance me clear kar diya tha...
is bheed me mere dost aur fellow mates bhi the...unke parents bhi...
KHANAK,NAISHA,RAJAT,EKPREET,SONU aur NITS...
class ke bohot se bacche bhi saath khade the unke...
aansu toh waise sabhi ke aankhon me the par SONU aur NITS ki condition bohot zyada kharab thi...
hoti bhi kyun naa...jahan baaki sabke liye VERONICA unke dost ki MAA bhar thi wahin un dono ke liye VERONICA unki apni MAA se kam naa thi...
woh toh z security ki tarah chaavni banaye khade security ke protocols nahi hote toh woh dono VERONICA ke grave se chipke baithe hote...
waise grave waala part puri tarah khaali bhi nahi tha...kabr ke side me ghutno ke bal jhuki baithi hui thi safedh suit me ek meri hi umr ki ladki...
filhal uski peeth thi meri taraf...
par saamne aur aas paas le mahoul se mujhe koi matlab tha nahi...
pathrayi aankhon se apni MAA ke naam ko lagatar padhne laga tha mai maano ummid ho mujhe ki padhte padhte achanak se hi woh naam apne aap badal jaayega....
par kuch seconds baad jab meri pathrayi aankhon ke beech panap raha paani chalka toh ye bhram bhi us paani ki tarah mera saath chhodta chala gaya aur...
MAAAAAAAAAAA............
dil ko asaani se cheer de,aisi cheekh nikli mere mooh se....
is cheekh me aisi shiddat thi ki graveyard me moujud har shaksh ka dil ek baar phir meri awaaz ke beech ro pada tha...
chaaron taraf khade BLACK JADED commando jinka focus har baahri khatre par tika tha,meri cheekh ko sun un sabka bejod concentration bhi kuch palon ke liye toot gaya tha...
par mera ye response chand seconds ka hi tha...
us lambi cheekh ke beech kuch hua mere dimag me jiske baad 10 seconds ke andar hi mujhe shaant karna shuru kar diya tha mere brain ne...
pehle ki tarah ek baar phir bas ek tak dekh bhar raha tha mai apni MAA ke kabr ko par is baar dard aur bechaini,dono hi nahi thi mere andar...
ek ajeeb sa thairav tha jisse dekhne waalon ko aisa lagne laga jaise shock me chala gaya hun mai...
DALVEER...
mere kandhe par haath rakhne ke beech aaj 9 saal baad is naam se kisine pukara tha mujhe jisse sun meri thehri aankhein ek pal liye band ho gayi thi...
MAI-YODA...
VEER AHARYA... badi personality waale mere chote dad,mere YODA,as in mere personal JEDI MASTER...jab se bolna aur cheezen samajhna sikha hai joki baaki intelligent bacchon ke mukable bhi 10 guna tez raha hai mera, unke hairat angez fighting skills ko dekha hai maine...
ek aisa fighter jinke mukaabale ka dusra aur kahin milna bohot mushkil tha aur ab toh aur mushkil kyunki jo inhe takkar de sake,woh mitti ke neeche dafan ho chuki thi...
anyways,mera naam lene ke beech mere saamne aakar khade ho gaye YODA... formal funeral ceremony white me bhi unki personality one in a million thi...
a true champ par filhal unki aankhon me ek pure looser dikh raha tha...
apne bhai ke baad aaj apni MAA samaan bhabhi ko naa bacha paane ki taklif aur sharmindagi saaf dikh rahi thi unke face par....
kaafi time se apne aansuon ki baandh roke hue the woh, par mujhe dekh aakhir chhalak hi pade unke aansu...
mujhe apne chowde seene ke beech chippa khud rone lage the woh...
BHAI...
kuch seconds baad jab alag hua mai YODA se toh ek aur jaani pehchaani mere saamne se aayi...
ye wahi ladki thi jo MAA ke kabr ke sirahane baithi thi...
apni sundar par bheegi palkon se dekh rahi thi woh mujhe jispar mai bhi usse ek tak dekhne laga tha...
ro ro kar aankhein soojh chuki thi uski par aansu ab bhi aankhon ko puri tarah ghere bas chhalakne hi waale the...
BHAI MAI...
MAI-9 saal 2 mahine...
3346 din...
mai anjaano ke saath bitaye waqt tak nahi bhulta toh tujhe,apni behen ko kaise bhul sakta hun...
AARNA...
AARNA-MAA...
gaal par haath fera tha maine AARNA ke jispar mujhse lipaththe hue ek baar phirse rulayi phoot padi thi uski...
MAI-SHHHH...koi naa...jo ho gaya,so ho gaya...tere aansu unhe wapas nahi laane waale... sambhal khudko...
chal...YODA...ghar chalenge...
jahan AARNA ko saath lagaye hue hi palath aage badh chuka tha mai wahin meri baatein aur mere shaant face ko dekh ab tak paas aa hamari baat sun chuki RANJANA ma'am ki aankhein apni aakhri hadh tak badi ho chuki thi...
(WRITER'S PERSPECTIVE)
aur ye laazmi bhi tha...jo ladka apni MAA ko ek kharoch tak ko bardaasht nahi kar sakta tha,aaj uski wahi MAA guzar chuki thi jiski khabar bhi SANVY ko abhi abhi lagi thi...live...
uspar aisa reaction... har baar ki tarah us world renowned psychologist ko ek baar phir SANVY ke body language aur attitude ne confused chhod diya tha...
hairat se bhar SANVY ko piche se jaata hua dekh rahi thi woh...
VEER-8 saal ho gaye par ab tak apne toughest psychological subject (SANVEER)ko halka bhi samajh nahi paayi naa tum...!!!
RANJANA-how is this even possible...???
VEER-everything is possible when it's about SANVY... filhal tumhe uski kis baat ne hairat me daala hai...???
RANJANA-SEVEN STAGES OF GRIEF...
pehla stage SHOCK...woh laga tha SANVY ko jab usne pehli baar apni mom ka grave dekha...
phir woh cheekha jisme pain ke saath dusra stage"ANGER" bhi tha...
GRIEF ke ye dono hi stages turant feel hote hain jo usse hue par baaki ke paanch stages...
1-BARGAINING...
2-DEPRESSION...
3-ACCEPTENCE...
4-HOPE...
5-PROCESSING GRIEF...
in paanchon stages ko jeene aur cross karne ke liye mahino lagte hain aur kabhi kabhi toh saalon...
but he...aisa laga jaise kuch palon me hi usne in paanchon stages ka safar tay kar liya...
VEER-ALBERT EINSTEIN ka I.Q nearly 160 tha...but there are people who have surpassed the i.q of Einstein...
starting with you...161...adhara perez-162...jacob barnett,judit polgar-170...evangelos katsioulis-190...rick rosner-192 se 198 ke beech...sho yano-200
and the one with the world record...marilyn vos savant-228...
RANJANA-i know them all...SAVANT se toh mili bhi hun mai...pure genius...but what's the point...!!!???
VEER-jab SANVY ne 7th passout kiya tha,tab tak har saal woh aur bhabhi summer vacations me london jaate the...
specifically...(CANTAB)...
ek baar phir aankhein badi hui thi RANJANA ki aur is baar ka jhatka aur zyada tha...
vacations me jaate the VERONICA aur SANVY...ye toh maalum tha RANJANA ko par sabse chhup london jaate the woh dono,iska zara bhi andaza nahi tha usse...
and that too CANTAB...as in cambridge neuropsychological test automated block...
aisi jagah jahan duniya ke best i.q's check hote the...
RANJANA-what's the I.Q of SANVY...???
VEER-last checked(7th grade)...it was 328...
328...100 more than the world record holder...
maatha hi pakad liya tha apna RANJANA ne par ab us ghumte hue sir me SANVY ke thought process ka ganith kuch hadh tak hi sahi,clear hone laga tha...
I.Q as in intelligence quotient jitna zyada high hota hai,E.Q as in emotional quotient utna hi kam ho jaata hai...
aur SANVY ke saath bhi yahi hua tha par ek khatarnak twist ke saath...
sirf apne kareebi aur pasandida logon ke liye attract aur protective hota tha SANVY par utna hi cold hearted woh baaki sabke liye aur unke liye tha jo usse dhoka ya direct,indirect pain dene ki koshish karte the...
par uske dimag ki sabse khatarnak aur ajeeb khubi thi to process situations and take toughest decisions...
aam aadmi se 1000 times tez SANVY ka dimag situations ko fast forward karte hue sab kuch analysis kar khudko shaant karta tha but more importantly, negetive situations me us haalath ko banane waala saara ganith uska dimag kisi gutthi ki tarah solve karne me lag jaata tha...
VEER-logon me bhavnayen utni hi normal hoti hai jaise ki swaans lena...
par DANVEER ke maamle me aisa kuch nahi tha...pure 7 saal tak kisi programme ki tarah emotions ko uske man me,dimag me feed kiya gaya hai....
dil se woh zaroor human hai par dimag se DANVEER kisi A.I system ka human version hai...
tum ab tak usse isiliye read nahi kar paayi kyunki...
RANJANA-he is a miracle but a curse as well...agar kuch SAHI ho raha ho toh SANVEER normal rehta hai...bahar se bhi aur andar se bhi par agar kuch GALATH ho jaaye toh waise react karega,ye jaanana ya predict nahi kiya jaa sakta...
VEER-true...G.O.D is a big deal...infact biggest deal of this planet...unke saamne bhale hi aaj DANVEER ka kadh bohot chota hai par iske dimag ki unchayi ka koi hadh nahi...
VEER-iska potential jiske baare me isse khud nahi pata,agar andaza hota G.O.D ko toh isse zinda nahi chhodte woh...
unki nazar me ye bhi baaki sabki tarah bas ek pyada bhar hai par nahi jaante woh ki DANVEER woh pyada hai jo RAJA ko maath dene ke kaabil hai...
VEER baat kar hi raha tha ki tabhi yard ke main gate ke paas pahunch chuka SANVY palta unki taraf piche...
kuch kaha nahi usne par ek aisi patthar si sakhti thi uske face par jisse dekh RANJANA aur VEER turant uski taraf aage badh chale the...
DHABBB...
M.P.V ke centre section me baith palte RANJANA aur VEER jahan AARNA ke saath pichli seat par sir piche kiye aankhein band rakh leta hua tha SANVY...
VEER-ghar jaane ki zaroorat nahi hai beta...anything and everything you need,will be picked up from there...
MAI-meri MAA ko kahan maara gaya tha...???
mere sawal ko sun kuch palon tak car me sannata chhaya raha...
meri MAA ke saath koi haadsa nahi hua hai balki unko maara gaya hai,is baat ki aashanka nahi dikhayi thi maine balki statement ke saath sawal pucha tha jispar hamesha confident aur ever ready answer ke saath rehne waali RANJANA ki nazar bhi YODA ki taraf ghum gayi thi...
ghar par...
MAI-toh ghar jaana zaroori hai...unki death ka HATHIYAR ab bhi wahin hoga,i have to have it...
waise bhi,bohot se sawal hai mere...aur jahan mujhe ab tak chuppa kar rakha gaya,chizen khulne ke liye bhi wahan se zyada sahi jagah dusri nahi ho sakti...
gaadi already aage badh chuki thi jiske beech aankhein band kiye bohot hi shaant tarike se baat kar raha tha mai par meri sthir awaaz ne bhi RANJANA ma'am ke dil aur dimag ko asthir kar diya tha...
padh toh woh mujhe pehle bhi nahi paati thi par aaj jo SANVY unke saamne tha,aisa lag raha tha jaise pehli baar mil rahi hon woh mujhse...
ek gazab ki negetive vibe thi jo bas yahi keh rahi thi ki...
jisse hazaron baar padhkar bhi naa samajh paayi,aaj woh aise NAAM KO DEKH RAHI THI...
jo zameen ko dhakega nahi balki usse nigal lega,aise AASMAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
chehre par sukoon aur shaanti hi nazar aa rahi thi magar unhe...
jo har kisike sukoon-e-shaanti ko tehes nehes kar dega,lag raha tha unhe ki woh aise TOOFAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
AAJ KE LIYE ITNA HI...
AAPKA APNA V...J...
Bhai family jyada important he... aap free ho tab hi likhiyega... ham update chillate he par ham samajte he ki aapko bhi problem hoti hogi life me...Sorry for the delay guyzzz...
life ne aisa jhatka diya hai ki usse ubharne me waqt lagna hi hai...
Kaam ki wajah se apne home town aur MAA se door rehta hun mai...par aaj mera woh ghar auction hone ke kagaar par hai...
FInance related issues the MAA ko..loan liya tha unhone par kabhi bataya nahi mujhe...
ghar kharch jo bhi bhejta hun mai,bas utne me sab handle kar rahi thi woh par kyunki mai waise hi hectic schedule me rehta hun, mujhpar aur extra burden naa pade isiliye kuch bola nahi unhone...
Par kuch dino pehle bank ne ghar par seal laga diya...shock se MAA icu me thi,tab jaakar sab kuch pata chala mujhe...
dad ke jaane ke baad us ghar ko MAA ne apne dum par khada kiya tha isiliye jab tak wapas nahi kar deta usse unhe, schedule mera double tight rahega...
normally apni problems batata nahi mai kabhi par aap sab ka pyar, support aur respect bohot mila hai mujhe yahan isiliye share kar raha hun...
kuch waqt aur adjust kijiyega...jaise hi situation meri wapas normal hogi,updates jaldi milne lagenge...
but for now,update had been posted...read and enjoy...
Nice update bro..AB TAK AAPNE PADHA KI LADHAYI ME SANEEL VERONICA KO BULLET HEAD SHOT KE THROUGH JAAN SE MAAR DETA HAI.
AB AAGE:-
(ETIOLOGY OF BEING GALATH)
CHAPTER 1
LAST UPDATE (PART-1)
DATE-1ST APRIL
CITY-DEHRADUN
PLACE-SANEEL'S RESIDENCE
ANJALIIII...CCOME...
us bade se underground room me lagbhag pichle 45 minutes se vichlit si idhar udhar ghum rahi ANJALI ke kaano me finally RANJANA ki familiar awaaz padi thi...
45 minutes pehle jab VERONICA ne usse us secret door ke andar push kar darwaza wapas lock kiya toh ANJALI gehre andhere me kho si gayi thi jispar dar lagne laga tha usse par ye dar sirf kuch 2 seconds ke liye hi tha...
2 seconds guzre hi the ki tabhi woh pura stair case light se jagmaga utha tha...
ghumti hui sidhiyan neeche ki taraf jaa rahi thi jispar confusion, anxiety aur fear ke beech neeche utarne lagi ANJALI...
aur jaise hi stairs complete hue toh wapas ANJALI ka saamna 2 palon ke andhere se hua tha...
complete presence alarm lighting system thi us underground jagah ki isiliye hi ANJALI ke room me kadam rakhte hi woh pura room roshni se jagmaga utha tha...
par aisa hote hi ANJALI ki aankhein vismay se bhar uthi thi...
bade bade screen computers se bhara hua tha woh 1800 metres bada room...
matlab jitna ghar ka surface area tha,utna pura area use kiya gaya tha us room ko banane me...
GAJT NULL FORMING SYSTEM se updated the is room ke saare screens jiska matlab tha ki duniya ka sabse tagda jammer bhi yahan ke signal frequency ko block nahi kar sakta tha...
ek unknown satellite se direct connected the yahan ke system... agar VERONICA aur RANJANA ki ladhayi yahan hoti toh DISCIPLES unhe communicate karne se rok nahi paate...
par ek sach ye bhi tha ki VERONICA marna pasand karti par G.O.D ke kisi bhi pyaade ko yahan aane kabhi nahi deti...
khair,room me chaaron taraf chipke un screens ko dekhne ke beech ANJALI ki nazar do aur blocks par bhi gaye the...
ek me heavy arms bade salike se waise hi rakhe gaye the jaise kisi millitary ammunition room me rakhe jaate hain...
aur dusre block me the close combat fights me use hone waale traditional weapons jaise ki sword,katana,naan chaaku,blunt staves e.t.c...
in sab chizon ko dekh toh dimag aur zyada ghumne laga tha ANJALI ka par aisa hone ka ek kaaran aur bhi tha...
"SHAYAD DOBARA MIL NAHI PAAUNGI BACCHA TUJHSE MAI....PAR HAAN,SAAMNE NA SAHI,PAR DIL ME HAMESHA RAHUNGI"...
push karne se pehle VERONICA ke usse kahe aakhri shabd the ye jinka logic bhale hi naa samajh me aaya ho usse,par yahan is room ka mahoul dekh aur yahan aane se pehle ghar ke entrance door me ho raha fluctuation...
ek ajeeb se dar ne gher liya tha ANJALI ke man ko jo har guzarte lamhe ke saath aur badhta chala jaa raha tha...
and finally ab RANJANA ko dekh dil ne jaise ek pal ke liye dhadakte se mana kar diya tha ANJALI ke...
bikhre kapde aur chehre par bruises aur khoon ki chand lakeeren liye nirjeev si haalath me khadi apni PRINCI ko dekh vision clear hokar bhi kaala ho chala tha ANJALI ka...
aise bhi kabhi dekhegi woh apni PRINCI ko,socha jo nahi tha kabhi usne par more importantly,jo baat kuch der pehle VERONICA ne kahi thi ANJALI ko,un shabdon ne ab dar ka ek behadh gehra kohra bana diya tha uske dilo dimag me...
ANJALI-MA'AM,aapki ye haalath...!!!aur MAA...woh kkahan hai...!!!
VERONICA-come...
dheeme kadmo se chalne ke beech apne sawal puche the ANJALI ne jiske jawab me bas usko kandhon se sahara dekar wapas upar ko taraf chal padi RANJANA...
par is sahare ne aur akela kar diya tha ANJALI ke man ko...dimag uska,kuch anisht,bohot anisht hone ka warning de raha tha jisse uske dil ka positive side laakh koshishon ke baad bhi jhutla nahi paa raha tha...
in 50 stairs ki chadhayi mount everest chadhne se kam nahi thi ANJALI ke liye par kuch hi der me ye lamba safar tay ho hi gaya...
SHRAVYA UDASI-BETA...
MAAAAAAAAA...........
20 se zyada unknown log moujud the is waqt hall area me par un anjaan chehron ko beech ANJALI ke mom aur dad bhi khade the...
RANJANA ne hi bulaya gaya tha un dono ko...jaanti thi woh ki abhi unka ANJALI ke saath hona bohot zaroori tha...
par shayad kaafi nahi tha ye...kitchen ke hidden door ko bahar se guard kar rahe 3 unknown logon ke beech se hote hue jaise hi ANJALI RANJANA ke saath bahar aayi toh sabse pehle uski nazar gallery me dead padi VERONICA par hi padi...
safedh chaadar joki ab tak uske gale tak hi dhaki thi,usse uske sir ke upar tak daala hi jaa raha tha par aisa ho,usse pehle hi nazar ANJALI ki VERONICA ke chehre par tik chuki thi...
SHRAVYA UDAASI aur uske husband jaise ghamandi logon ke aankhon me bhi is waqt VERONICA ki laash ko dekhte hue aansu the aur apni beti ki cheekh sun palte woh uski taraf...
dono hi turant badh chale the woh ANJALI ki taraf par ye kadam turant tez bhi ho gaye the...
REASON...
dheere se shuru hui kampan ANJALI ki lagatar tez hone lagi thi aur mahaz paanch second baad apni pathar ho chuki aankhon ko band karne ke beech neeche gir gayi woh...
SHRAVYA-BETA...
pura girne se pehle ANJALI ko sambhal toh waise RANJANA ne hi liya tha par uske paas pahunchte hi turant godh me rakh liya tha SHRAVYA ne apni beti ko sir...
RANJANA-HYPOVOLEMIC SHOCK...gehra sadma laga hai isse...ghar le jaaiye isse...don't worry...i think hosh me aane ke baad theek ho jaayegi ye...
ANJALI ke pupils check karne ke baad raay di thi RANJANA ne jispar turant amal hua tha par in sabke beech RANJANA ke "I THINK" shabdon ko dhyan se suna nahi un dono ne...
VERONICA ki dead body dekh hypovolemic shock toh aaya tha ANJALI ko par ye shock minor nahi major tha jisse samajh jo chuki thi RANJANA...
.....................................................
SANEEL NAHI RAHA...G.O.D...THEY KILLED MY BROTHER...
hall me aaya hi tha nanha sa SANVY ki tabhi apni mom ko landline par mile is tooththi aur lagatar sisakne ki wajah se slow aur unclear audio message ko uske tez tarrar kaano ne clearly sun liya tha...
the first panic attack of my life...
behosh hone ke baad pichle kuch mahino se jo kuch bhi hua tha mere saath,saare scenes behadh tez flashes ke saath ek sapne ki tarah ghumne lage the mere dimaag me...
par ye flashes sirf un scenerios ke nahi the jinhe dekha tha maine balki un sabhi scenes ke piche chuppe hue raazon ke anginat sameekaran ke bhi ganit lagane me lag chuka tha mera dimag...
yahi nahi,saare kirdaar aur unke maamuli se maamuli harkaton ko bhi is waqt mera dimag behadh slow motion me zoom in sa karke dikha raha tha...
aur jab us ujle prakash ke beech woh saare scenes complete hue toh finally aaj najaane kitne waqt ke baad merr dad ke death ki khabar mujhe jaise pata chali thi,woh scene bhi ghum gaya tha mere dimag me...
waise toh ye scene mujhe normally bhi yaad rehta tha par dad ko mout ki baat batane ke baad waali line joki bilkul dheemi aur unclear thi,aaj jaakar gunj si uthi thi mere dimag me...
ye wahi naam jiske baare me MAA ne bataya tha mujhe us din school ke garden me,wahi naam liya gaya tha call par jisse sun man hi man ek current sa laga tha mujhe...
G.O.D...
TANNN...TANNN...TANNNNN....
(PROLOGUE UPDATE,READ SCENES WITH SOME ADDITIONAL LINES)...
CHAL RE LADKE.. KISMAT WAKAYI ACCHI HAI TERI...KAAFI SASTE ME CHHUT RAHA HAI TU....
police station ke piche bane before hearing TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME joki kisi normal adult jail se kam nahi thi,uske ek cell ki salakhon par pehle apne ruler se maarne ke baad lock kholte hue kahi thi ye baat hawaldar ne jispar cell ke andar diwaar se tik kar behosh baitha ladka as in mai,soyi padi aankhein khul gayi meri aur bina koi pratikriya diye bas dheere dheere apni jagah se uthne laga mai...
lekin tabhi...
AHHHHH....
uthne ki koshish me pair ladhkhada gaye mere jiski wajah se mai neeche girne laga par tabhi us hawaldar ne mere ek haath ko thaamte hue support diya aur fir ussi haath ko apne kandhe ki taraf ghumakar rakhte hue mujhe pakad sahara dekar aage badhne laga but ye chota sa safar bhi asaan na tha..
padi maar ki wajah se kapde jagah se phate hue us ladke ke jinke andar jhaanke se sharir par pade asankhya chot aur ghaav saaf dekhe jaa sakte the...
maasum chehre ke kayi hisson par khoon se sukhe dhabbe saaf bata rahe the ki behosh hone ke baad bhi face par bohot se tez tamaache aur mukke padh chuke the..
dando ki asankhya maar ki wajah se dono pair aur khaaskar ghutne bhi kaafi suje hue the aur issi wajah se mai thik se chal nahi paa raha tha...
is beech adhkhuli aankhon se jo bhi dikh raha tha,usse samajh gaya tha mai ki ye woh jagah nahi thi jahan behosh hone se pehle rakha gaya tha mujhe...
ye hawaldar bhi alag tha jiski duty shayad yahin juveline ki hi thi...
behoshi hone ke baad mujhe station ke piche bane juvenile me transfer kar diya gaya tha...
par fark mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...ek ajeeb ee blank spot se tha is waqt mera dimag...
aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe kuch sochne samajhne se rok raha tha mera apna dimag....kisi robot ke jaise thi is waqt meri haalath jiska wajood hokar bhi nahi tha...
par is hypnotize situation me bhi itni zyada maar padne ki wajah se sharir par aaye dislocations se uth raha dard apna ehsaas dilwa raha tha...
sahara milne ke baad bhi mere face par dikh rahe pain ko dekh us hawaldar ko bhi us mujhpar kaafi taras aa raha tha..
aur ye bhaavna sirf abhi hi nahi jaagi thi balki subah se jab se mujhe JUVENILE CUSTODY ke naam par is cell me bharti kiya gaya tha aur uske baad jo kayi ghanton tak lagatar mujhe kisi rapist ya maas murderer ki tarah maara gaya tha,woh sab dekh kar hi is hawaldar ko behadh taklif hui thi par apne chote ohde ki wajah se woh kuch kar nahi paaya tha...
khair, kisi tarah sahara dete hue woh hawaldar mujhko liye us JUVENILE HOME ke front hall me bane chamber ki taraf badha hi tha ki tabhi....
ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME INSPECTOR....2005,JUVENILE JUSTICE CARE & PROTECTION ACT KE ACCORDING KISI BACHE KI UMR AGAR 18 SAAL SE KAM HO TOH USSE POLICE REMAND PAR NAHI LE SAKTI AUR RAKH TOH BILKUL NAHI SAKTI..
AND DON'T EVEN DARE TO TRICK ME BY SAYING KI YE EK TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME HAI KYUNKI YE JAGAH BHI BY LAW "GALATH"....
CHRRRRR....
chamber ke dono darwaze khulne ki wajah se chamber me khade us aadmi ka sentence pura nahi ho paaya aur woh turant palta aur aisa karte hi jab uski nazar door se enter hue hawaldar ka sahara lekar khade mujh half consciousness ladke par padi toh uski aankhein hairani aur ghusse se badi ho gayi aur..
AADMI-is this "SANVEER AHARYA"....
ye bolte hue woh turant meri taraf lapka par jaisi meri maansik haalath thi is waqt,us aadmi ki awaaz theek se suni bhi nahi thi maine ya phir ye kahun ki meri tooti phuti haalath aur dono hi kaano ke piche dikh raha sookh chuka khoon mujhe kuch bhi sunanane ke liye filhal temporarily non compitant kar chuka tha..
mere paas pahunch hawaldar ko side hata us aadmi ne khud mujhko sahara diya aur aisa karne ke baad jab uski ghusse se bhari aankhen saamne chair par baithe inspector ki taraf gayi jo ab bhi ghaagh ki tarah muskura raha tha toh woh kuch bolne ko hua par tabhi..
INSPECTOR-MR ANUPAM GHOSH....mai jaanta hun ki aap kaun hain..yahan ke sabse bade lawyer hain aap...
is JUVENILE HOME ke bahar aapke assistants ki lambi line aapke powerful hone ki baat par bhi bina bole mohor laga rahe hain but the thing is ki aap kuch nahi kar sakte...
jaante hain kyun....???
JAIDEN CHOWDHARY....
muskurate hue bhar ye ek naam hi liya us inspector ne par shayad itna hi kaafi tha...
naam sun ek pal ke liye LAWYER ANUPAM GHOSH ke chehre par shikan aaya but phir sakhti se bhar utha unka bhi face...
BEEP...BEEP...
ANUPAM GHOSH kuch kehte ki tabhi unke mobile ki message tone baji...
"JUST BRING THE CHILD"....
yahi likha tha us messege me jisse padh khudko shaant kiya ANUPAM GHOSH ne aur inspector ki taraf dekh...
ANUPAM-naam toh ek mere paas bhi hai,jisse agar le lun toh tumhari khudko safe samajhne ki galatfehmi abhi ke abhi door ho jaayegi but mai aisa karunga nahi..
sahi waqt aane tak tumhara ye over confidence barkarar rehna zaroori hai...
jahan ye bol half conscious mode me khade mujhko sahara dene ke beech ANUPAM GHOSH wapas moodte hue us chamber se bahar nikal gaya wahin uski baat sun woh inspector bas pehle ki hi tarah ghaagh ki tarah muskurate hue apne revolving chair me baith chuka tha...
NNNNNNNNNNNN.....
15 minute ke car drive ke baad ANUPAM GHOSH ki car ek bade se half opened gate ke saamne ruki jiske baad usne mujhko wapas sahara dete hue car se utara...
is 15 minute ke safar ke dauran mai bas apni aankhen band kiye chup chaap baitha hua tha..
but jab car rooki toh itne waqt me pehli baar naa sirf meri aankhein khuli but saath hi saath mere sthir aur emotion less aankhon me ek halki si hi sahi,khushi dikhne lagi thi..
lekin usse ulat jab ANUPAM ne meri aankhon me khushi dekhi toh uske face par dukh ke bhaav aa chuke the...
ANUPAM jaanta tha meri aankhon me dikh rahi khushi ka reason...
but woh ye bhi jaanta tha ki woh reason,woh khushi ka shroth ab mujhe kabhi nahi milne waala...
khair, jab ANUPAM ka sahara lete hue mai car se utra par tabhi mere kaano me padi gate ke khulne ki awaaz joki ANUPAM ke assistant ne kholi thi par ye awaaz familiar nahi thi isiliye hi meri aankhein jhat se upar uthi aur aisa hote hi jo nazara mere saamne aaya,usse dekh SANVEER ki aankhein badi ho gayi...
"GOD'S ACRE"....
dehradun ka ek maatr catholic GRAVEYARD tha ye jisse dekh dil dhakk sa kar gaya tha mera...
graveyard ko dekh itne waqt me pehli baar meri nazarein turant ANUPAM ki taraf ghumi jiske face me is waqt negetive bhaav the jinhe naa sirf padh gaya tha mai balki agle hi pal mere kadam ladhkhada gaye...
girne laga tha mai par ek baar phir ANUPAM ne sambhala mujhe aur bina kuch kahe meri baanh se mujhe apne saath liye GRAVEYARD ke andar daakhil ho gaya...
DHAKKK...DHAKKKK...DHAAKKKK...
anishichiththa ko bhaampne ke beech tezi se dhadakte dil ke saath meri khamosh zubaan liye aage badh raha tha mai...
pairon ke jodon me multiple fractures the mere but abhi jaise mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...
april ka pehla din tha aaj...garmi ki shuruat ho chuki thi but kaale baadal aur tez hawayein aaj fizaon me kuch aisi ghuli hui thi maano aaj ke din ko manhoos ghoshit kar rahi hon...
aur jaise jaise mere kadam apne us anchaahe manzil ki taraf badh rahe the,waise waise woh tez chalti hawayein apne saath paani ke bauchaaron ko bhi kuch yun tezi se fekne lagi thi maano aisa kar woh mere view ko block karna chah rahi hon taaki jo woh dekhne waala hai,usse waisa karne se rokna chah rahi hon...
khair,in saare odds ke beech mujhe saath liye ANUPAM GRAVEYARD ke ek taraf kaafi aage badh chuka tha but tabhi...
DHAKKKK....
kaampte pairon ke beech ek second ke liye rooka mai par phir ek dhakka sa diya ANUPAM ko maine ne jiske asar se woh piche ki taraf gir gaya..
wahin us ek second ke pause ke baad pairon me multiple fractures hone ke baawjud badi tezi se aage badh chala tha mai aur lambi lambi saans lete hue ek fresh grave ke theek aage pahunch ruka...
HHHHH...HHHHHHH...HHHHHH....HHHHHH.....
meri already tez chal rahi sansein aur tez ho chali thi par jaise hi meri nazar us grave ke piche gade gravestone me likhe naam par padi,woh naam jiske dhundle andeshe ki wajah se hi maine ANUPAM GHOSH ko dhakka diya tha,ab woh dhundla andesha saaf hone ke baad bhi meri ki zindagi ko kaali kar chuka tha...
naa sirf meri tez chalti saansein ek jhatke me mere dil ki dhadkano ke saath tham si gayi par saath hi saath meri aankhein bhi badi hote hote apni aakhri hadh tak pahunchte pahunchte pathra si gayi....
VERONICA PAUL AHARYA....
meri MAA ka naam....
yahi likha tha us gravestone par...
jo condition SANVEER ki RANJANA maam ne police station me dekhi thi,jis psychological disordered attitude ko feel kiya tha,usse dekh samajh gayi thi woh ki agar maine MAA ki laash ko dekha toh kuch aisa ho sakta hai jisse sochna bhi bas me nahi ho sakta tha kisi ke liye...
isiliye hi MAA ka funeral pehle hi karwa diya tha unhone aur mujje sidhe unke gravestone ke paas laaya gaya tha...
bohot se log the is waqt yahan is GOD'S ACRE me par SANVEER ke enter hote hi sabko MA'AM aur baaki authorized logon ne ek distance me clear kar diya tha...
is bheed me mere dost aur fellow mates bhi the...unke parents bhi...
KHANAK,NAISHA,RAJAT,EKPREET,SONU aur NITS...
class ke bohot se bacche bhi saath khade the unke...
aansu toh waise sabhi ke aankhon me the par SONU aur NITS ki condition bohot zyada kharab thi...
hoti bhi kyun naa...jahan baaki sabke liye VERONICA unke dost ki MAA bhar thi wahin un dono ke liye VERONICA unki apni MAA se kam naa thi...
woh toh z security ki tarah chaavni banaye khade security ke protocols nahi hote toh woh dono VERONICA ke grave se chipke baithe hote...
waise grave waala part puri tarah khaali bhi nahi tha...kabr ke side me ghutno ke bal jhuki baithi hui thi safedh suit me ek meri hi umr ki ladki...
filhal uski peeth thi meri taraf...
par saamne aur aas paas le mahoul se mujhe koi matlab tha nahi...
pathrayi aankhon se apni MAA ke naam ko lagatar padhne laga tha mai maano ummid ho mujhe ki padhte padhte achanak se hi woh naam apne aap badal jaayega....
par kuch seconds baad jab meri pathrayi aankhon ke beech panap raha paani chalka toh ye bhram bhi us paani ki tarah mera saath chhodta chala gaya aur...
MAAAAAAAAAAA............
dil ko asaani se cheer de,aisi cheekh nikli mere mooh se....
is cheekh me aisi shiddat thi ki graveyard me moujud har shaksh ka dil ek baar phir meri awaaz ke beech ro pada tha...
chaaron taraf khade BLACK JADED commando jinka focus har baahri khatre par tika tha,meri cheekh ko sun un sabka bejod concentration bhi kuch palon ke liye toot gaya tha...
par mera ye response chand seconds ka hi tha...
us lambi cheekh ke beech kuch hua mere dimag me jiske baad 10 seconds ke andar hi mujhe shaant karna shuru kar diya tha mere brain ne...
pehle ki tarah ek baar phir bas ek tak dekh bhar raha tha mai apni MAA ke kabr ko par is baar dard aur bechaini,dono hi nahi thi mere andar...
ek ajeeb sa thairav tha jisse dekhne waalon ko aisa lagne laga jaise shock me chala gaya hun mai...
DALVEER...
mere kandhe par haath rakhne ke beech aaj 9 saal baad is naam se kisine pukara tha mujhe jisse sun meri thehri aankhein ek pal liye band ho gayi thi...
MAI-YODA...
VEER AHARYA... badi personality waale mere chote dad,mere YODA,as in mere personal JEDI MASTER...jab se bolna aur cheezen samajhna sikha hai joki baaki intelligent bacchon ke mukable bhi 10 guna tez raha hai mera, unke hairat angez fighting skills ko dekha hai maine...
ek aisa fighter jinke mukaabale ka dusra aur kahin milna bohot mushkil tha aur ab toh aur mushkil kyunki jo inhe takkar de sake,woh mitti ke neeche dafan ho chuki thi...
anyways,mera naam lene ke beech mere saamne aakar khade ho gaye YODA... formal funeral ceremony white me bhi unki personality one in a million thi...
a true champ par filhal unki aankhon me ek pure looser dikh raha tha...
apne bhai ke baad aaj apni MAA samaan bhabhi ko naa bacha paane ki taklif aur sharmindagi saaf dikh rahi thi unke face par....
kaafi time se apne aansuon ki baandh roke hue the woh, par mujhe dekh aakhir chhalak hi pade unke aansu...
mujhe apne chowde seene ke beech chippa khud rone lage the woh...
BHAI...
kuch seconds baad jab alag hua mai YODA se toh ek aur jaani pehchaani mere saamne se aayi...
ye wahi ladki thi jo MAA ke kabr ke sirahane baithi thi...
apni sundar par bheegi palkon se dekh rahi thi woh mujhe jispar mai bhi usse ek tak dekhne laga tha...
ro ro kar aankhein soojh chuki thi uski par aansu ab bhi aankhon ko puri tarah ghere bas chhalakne hi waale the...
BHAI MAI...
MAI-9 saal 2 mahine...
3346 din...
mai anjaano ke saath bitaye waqt tak nahi bhulta toh tujhe,apni behen ko kaise bhul sakta hun...
AARNA...
AARNA-MAA...
gaal par haath fera tha maine AARNA ke jispar mujhse lipaththe hue ek baar phirse rulayi phoot padi thi uski...
MAI-SHHHH...koi naa...jo ho gaya,so ho gaya...tere aansu unhe wapas nahi laane waale... sambhal khudko...
chal...YODA...ghar chalenge...
jahan AARNA ko saath lagaye hue hi palath aage badh chuka tha mai wahin meri baatein aur mere shaant face ko dekh ab tak paas aa hamari baat sun chuki RANJANA ma'am ki aankhein apni aakhri hadh tak badi ho chuki thi...
(WRITER'S PERSPECTIVE)
aur ye laazmi bhi tha...jo ladka apni MAA ko ek kharoch tak ko bardaasht nahi kar sakta tha,aaj uski wahi MAA guzar chuki thi jiski khabar bhi SANVY ko abhi abhi lagi thi...live...
uspar aisa reaction... har baar ki tarah us world renowned psychologist ko ek baar phir SANVY ke body language aur attitude ne confused chhod diya tha...
hairat se bhar SANVY ko piche se jaata hua dekh rahi thi woh...
VEER-8 saal ho gaye par ab tak apne toughest psychological subject (SANVEER)ko halka bhi samajh nahi paayi naa tum...!!!
RANJANA-how is this even possible...???
VEER-everything is possible when it's about SANVY... filhal tumhe uski kis baat ne hairat me daala hai...???
RANJANA-SEVEN STAGES OF GRIEF...
pehla stage SHOCK...woh laga tha SANVY ko jab usne pehli baar apni mom ka grave dekha...
phir woh cheekha jisme pain ke saath dusra stage"ANGER" bhi tha...
GRIEF ke ye dono hi stages turant feel hote hain jo usse hue par baaki ke paanch stages...
1-BARGAINING...
2-DEPRESSION...
3-ACCEPTENCE...
4-HOPE...
5-PROCESSING GRIEF...
in paanchon stages ko jeene aur cross karne ke liye mahino lagte hain aur kabhi kabhi toh saalon...
but he...aisa laga jaise kuch palon me hi usne in paanchon stages ka safar tay kar liya...
VEER-ALBERT EINSTEIN ka I.Q nearly 160 tha...but there are people who have surpassed the i.q of Einstein...
starting with you...161...adhara perez-162...jacob barnett,judit polgar-170...evangelos katsioulis-190...rick rosner-192 se 198 ke beech...sho yano-200
and the one with the world record...marilyn vos savant-228...
RANJANA-i know them all...SAVANT se toh mili bhi hun mai...pure genius...but what's the point...!!!???
VEER-jab SANVY ne 7th passout kiya tha,tab tak har saal woh aur bhabhi summer vacations me london jaate the...
specifically...(CANTAB)...
ek baar phir aankhein badi hui thi RANJANA ki aur is baar ka jhatka aur zyada tha...
vacations me jaate the VERONICA aur SANVY...ye toh maalum tha RANJANA ko par sabse chhup london jaate the woh dono,iska zara bhi andaza nahi tha usse...
and that too CANTAB...as in cambridge neuropsychological test automated block...
aisi jagah jahan duniya ke best i.q's check hote the...
RANJANA-what's the I.Q of SANVY...???
VEER-last checked(7th grade)...it was 328...
328...100 more than the world record holder...
maatha hi pakad liya tha apna RANJANA ne par ab us ghumte hue sir me SANVY ke thought process ka ganith kuch hadh tak hi sahi,clear hone laga tha...
I.Q as in intelligence quotient jitna zyada high hota hai,E.Q as in emotional quotient utna hi kam ho jaata hai...
aur SANVY ke saath bhi yahi hua tha par ek khatarnak twist ke saath...
sirf apne kareebi aur pasandida logon ke liye attract aur protective hota tha SANVY par utna hi cold hearted woh baaki sabke liye aur unke liye tha jo usse dhoka ya direct,indirect pain dene ki koshish karte the...
par uske dimag ki sabse khatarnak aur ajeeb khubi thi to process situations and take toughest decisions...
aam aadmi se 1000 times tez SANVY ka dimag situations ko fast forward karte hue sab kuch analysis kar khudko shaant karta tha but more importantly, negetive situations me us haalath ko banane waala saara ganith uska dimag kisi gutthi ki tarah solve karne me lag jaata tha...
VEER-logon me bhavnayen utni hi normal hoti hai jaise ki swaans lena...
par DANVEER ke maamle me aisa kuch nahi tha...pure 7 saal tak kisi programme ki tarah emotions ko uske man me,dimag me feed kiya gaya hai....
dil se woh zaroor human hai par dimag se DANVEER kisi A.I system ka human version hai...
tum ab tak usse isiliye read nahi kar paayi kyunki...
RANJANA-he is a miracle but a curse as well...agar kuch SAHI ho raha ho toh SANVEER normal rehta hai...bahar se bhi aur andar se bhi par agar kuch GALATH ho jaaye toh waise react karega,ye jaanana ya predict nahi kiya jaa sakta...
VEER-true...G.O.D is a big deal...infact biggest deal of this planet...unke saamne bhale hi aaj DANVEER ka kadh bohot chota hai par iske dimag ki unchayi ka koi hadh nahi...
VEER-iska potential jiske baare me isse khud nahi pata,agar andaza hota G.O.D ko toh isse zinda nahi chhodte woh...
unki nazar me ye bhi baaki sabki tarah bas ek pyada bhar hai par nahi jaante woh ki DANVEER woh pyada hai jo RAJA ko maath dene ke kaabil hai...
VEER baat kar hi raha tha ki tabhi yard ke main gate ke paas pahunch chuka SANVY palta unki taraf piche...
kuch kaha nahi usne par ek aisi patthar si sakhti thi uske face par jisse dekh RANJANA aur VEER turant uski taraf aage badh chale the...
DHABBB...
M.P.V ke centre section me baith palte RANJANA aur VEER jahan AARNA ke saath pichli seat par sir piche kiye aankhein band rakh leta hua tha SANVY...
VEER-ghar jaane ki zaroorat nahi hai beta...anything and everything you need,will be picked up from there...
MAI-meri MAA ko kahan maara gaya tha...???
mere sawal ko sun kuch palon tak car me sannata chhaya raha...
meri MAA ke saath koi haadsa nahi hua hai balki unko maara gaya hai,is baat ki aashanka nahi dikhayi thi maine balki statement ke saath sawal pucha tha jispar hamesha confident aur ever ready answer ke saath rehne waali RANJANA ki nazar bhi YODA ki taraf ghum gayi thi...
ghar par...
MAI-toh ghar jaana zaroori hai...unki death ka HATHIYAR ab bhi wahin hoga,i have to have it...
waise bhi,bohot se sawal hai mere...aur jahan mujhe ab tak chuppa kar rakha gaya,chizen khulne ke liye bhi wahan se zyada sahi jagah dusri nahi ho sakti...
gaadi already aage badh chuki thi jiske beech aankhein band kiye bohot hi shaant tarike se baat kar raha tha mai par meri sthir awaaz ne bhi RANJANA ma'am ke dil aur dimag ko asthir kar diya tha...
padh toh woh mujhe pehle bhi nahi paati thi par aaj jo SANVY unke saamne tha,aisa lag raha tha jaise pehli baar mil rahi hon woh mujhse...
ek gazab ki negetive vibe thi jo bas yahi keh rahi thi ki...
jisse hazaron baar padhkar bhi naa samajh paayi,aaj woh aise NAAM KO DEKH RAHI THI...
jo zameen ko dhakega nahi balki usse nigal lega,aise AASMAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
chehre par sukoon aur shaanti hi nazar aa rahi thi magar unhe...
jo har kisike sukoon-e-shaanti ko tehes nehes kar dega,lag raha tha unhe ki woh aise TOOFAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
AAJ KE LIYE ITNA HI...
AAPKA APNA V...J...
अंजलिAB TAK AAPNE PADHA KI LADHAYI ME SANEEL VERONICA KO BULLET HEAD SHOT KE THROUGH JAAN SE MAAR DETA HAI.
AB AAGE:-
(ETIOLOGY OF BEING GALATH)
CHAPTER 1
LAST UPDATE (PART-1)
DATE-1ST APRIL
CITY-DEHRADUN
PLACE-SANEEL'S RESIDENCE
ANJALIIII...CCOME...
us bade se underground room me lagbhag pichle 45 minutes se vichlit si idhar udhar ghum rahi ANJALI ke kaano me finally RANJANA ki familiar awaaz padi thi...
45 minutes pehle jab VERONICA ne usse us secret door ke andar push kar darwaza wapas lock kiya toh ANJALI gehre andhere me kho si gayi thi jispar dar lagne laga tha usse par ye dar sirf kuch 2 seconds ke liye hi tha...
2 seconds guzre hi the ki tabhi woh pura stair case light se jagmaga utha tha...
ghumti hui sidhiyan neeche ki taraf jaa rahi thi jispar confusion, anxiety aur fear ke beech neeche utarne lagi ANJALI...
aur jaise hi stairs complete hue toh wapas ANJALI ka saamna 2 palon ke andhere se hua tha...
complete presence alarm lighting system thi us underground jagah ki isiliye hi ANJALI ke room me kadam rakhte hi woh pura room roshni se jagmaga utha tha...
par aisa hote hi ANJALI ki aankhein vismay se bhar uthi thi...
bade bade screen computers se bhara hua tha woh 1800 metres bada room...
matlab jitna ghar ka surface area tha,utna pura area use kiya gaya tha us room ko banane me...
GAJT NULL FORMING SYSTEM se updated the is room ke saare screens jiska matlab tha ki duniya ka sabse tagda jammer bhi yahan ke signal frequency ko block nahi kar sakta tha...
ek unknown satellite se direct connected the yahan ke system... agar VERONICA aur RANJANA ki ladhayi yahan hoti toh DISCIPLES unhe communicate karne se rok nahi paate...
par ek sach ye bhi tha ki VERONICA marna pasand karti par G.O.D ke kisi bhi pyaade ko yahan aane kabhi nahi deti...
khair,room me chaaron taraf chipke un screens ko dekhne ke beech ANJALI ki nazar do aur blocks par bhi gaye the...
ek me heavy arms bade salike se waise hi rakhe gaye the jaise kisi millitary ammunition room me rakhe jaate hain...
aur dusre block me the close combat fights me use hone waale traditional weapons jaise ki sword,katana,naan chaaku,blunt staves e.t.c...
in sab chizon ko dekh toh dimag aur zyada ghumne laga tha ANJALI ka par aisa hone ka ek kaaran aur bhi tha...
"SHAYAD DOBARA MIL NAHI PAAUNGI BACCHA TUJHSE MAI....PAR HAAN,SAAMNE NA SAHI,PAR DIL ME HAMESHA RAHUNGI"...
push karne se pehle VERONICA ke usse kahe aakhri shabd the ye jinka logic bhale hi naa samajh me aaya ho usse,par yahan is room ka mahoul dekh aur yahan aane se pehle ghar ke entrance door me ho raha fluctuation...
ek ajeeb se dar ne gher liya tha ANJALI ke man ko jo har guzarte lamhe ke saath aur badhta chala jaa raha tha...
and finally ab RANJANA ko dekh dil ne jaise ek pal ke liye dhadakte se mana kar diya tha ANJALI ke...
bikhre kapde aur chehre par bruises aur khoon ki chand lakeeren liye nirjeev si haalath me khadi apni PRINCI ko dekh vision clear hokar bhi kaala ho chala tha ANJALI ka...
aise bhi kabhi dekhegi woh apni PRINCI ko,socha jo nahi tha kabhi usne par more importantly,jo baat kuch der pehle VERONICA ne kahi thi ANJALI ko,un shabdon ne ab dar ka ek behadh gehra kohra bana diya tha uske dilo dimag me...
ANJALI-MA'AM,aapki ye haalath...!!!aur MAA...woh kkahan hai...!!!
VERONICA-come...
dheeme kadmo se chalne ke beech apne sawal puche the ANJALI ne jiske jawab me bas usko kandhon se sahara dekar wapas upar ko taraf chal padi RANJANA...
par is sahare ne aur akela kar diya tha ANJALI ke man ko...dimag uska,kuch anisht,bohot anisht hone ka warning de raha tha jisse uske dil ka positive side laakh koshishon ke baad bhi jhutla nahi paa raha tha...
in 50 stairs ki chadhayi mount everest chadhne se kam nahi thi ANJALI ke liye par kuch hi der me ye lamba safar tay ho hi gaya...
SHRAVYA UDASI-BETA...
MAAAAAAAAA...........
20 se zyada unknown log moujud the is waqt hall area me par un anjaan chehron ko beech ANJALI ke mom aur dad bhi khade the...
RANJANA ne hi bulaya gaya tha un dono ko...jaanti thi woh ki abhi unka ANJALI ke saath hona bohot zaroori tha...
par shayad kaafi nahi tha ye...kitchen ke hidden door ko bahar se guard kar rahe 3 unknown logon ke beech se hote hue jaise hi ANJALI RANJANA ke saath bahar aayi toh sabse pehle uski nazar gallery me dead padi VERONICA par hi padi...
safedh chaadar joki ab tak uske gale tak hi dhaki thi,usse uske sir ke upar tak daala hi jaa raha tha par aisa ho,usse pehle hi nazar ANJALI ki VERONICA ke chehre par tik chuki thi...
SHRAVYA UDAASI aur uske husband jaise ghamandi logon ke aankhon me bhi is waqt VERONICA ki laash ko dekhte hue aansu the aur apni beti ki cheekh sun palte woh uski taraf...
dono hi turant badh chale the woh ANJALI ki taraf par ye kadam turant tez bhi ho gaye the...
REASON...
dheere se shuru hui kampan ANJALI ki lagatar tez hone lagi thi aur mahaz paanch second baad apni pathar ho chuki aankhon ko band karne ke beech neeche gir gayi woh...
SHRAVYA-BETA...
pura girne se pehle ANJALI ko sambhal toh waise RANJANA ne hi liya tha par uske paas pahunchte hi turant godh me rakh liya tha SHRAVYA ne apni beti ko sir...
RANJANA-HYPOVOLEMIC SHOCK...gehra sadma laga hai isse...ghar le jaaiye isse...don't worry...i think hosh me aane ke baad theek ho jaayegi ye...
ANJALI ke pupils check karne ke baad raay di thi RANJANA ne jispar turant amal hua tha par in sabke beech RANJANA ke "I THINK" shabdon ko dhyan se suna nahi un dono ne...
VERONICA ki dead body dekh hypovolemic shock toh aaya tha ANJALI ko par ye shock minor nahi major tha jisse samajh jo chuki thi RANJANA...
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SANEEL NAHI RAHA...G.O.D...THEY KILLED MY BROTHER...
hall me aaya hi tha nanha sa SANVY ki tabhi apni mom ko landline par mile is tooththi aur lagatar sisakne ki wajah se slow aur unclear audio message ko uske tez tarrar kaano ne clearly sun liya tha...
the first panic attack of my life...
behosh hone ke baad pichle kuch mahino se jo kuch bhi hua tha mere saath,saare scenes behadh tez flashes ke saath ek sapne ki tarah ghumne lage the mere dimaag me...
par ye flashes sirf un scenerios ke nahi the jinhe dekha tha maine balki un sabhi scenes ke piche chuppe hue raazon ke anginat sameekaran ke bhi ganit lagane me lag chuka tha mera dimag...
yahi nahi,saare kirdaar aur unke maamuli se maamuli harkaton ko bhi is waqt mera dimag behadh slow motion me zoom in sa karke dikha raha tha...
aur jab us ujle prakash ke beech woh saare scenes complete hue toh finally aaj najaane kitne waqt ke baad merr dad ke death ki khabar mujhe jaise pata chali thi,woh scene bhi ghum gaya tha mere dimag me...
waise toh ye scene mujhe normally bhi yaad rehta tha par dad ko mout ki baat batane ke baad waali line joki bilkul dheemi aur unclear thi,aaj jaakar gunj si uthi thi mere dimag me...
ye wahi naam jiske baare me MAA ne bataya tha mujhe us din school ke garden me,wahi naam liya gaya tha call par jisse sun man hi man ek current sa laga tha mujhe...
G.O.D...
TANNN...TANNN...TANNNNN....
(PROLOGUE UPDATE,READ SCENES WITH SOME ADDITIONAL LINES)...
CHAL RE LADKE.. KISMAT WAKAYI ACCHI HAI TERI...KAAFI SASTE ME CHHUT RAHA HAI TU....
police station ke piche bane before hearing TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME joki kisi normal adult jail se kam nahi thi,uske ek cell ki salakhon par pehle apne ruler se maarne ke baad lock kholte hue kahi thi ye baat hawaldar ne jispar cell ke andar diwaar se tik kar behosh baitha ladka as in mai,soyi padi aankhein khul gayi meri aur bina koi pratikriya diye bas dheere dheere apni jagah se uthne laga mai...
lekin tabhi...
AHHHHH....
uthne ki koshish me pair ladhkhada gaye mere jiski wajah se mai neeche girne laga par tabhi us hawaldar ne mere ek haath ko thaamte hue support diya aur fir ussi haath ko apne kandhe ki taraf ghumakar rakhte hue mujhe pakad sahara dekar aage badhne laga but ye chota sa safar bhi asaan na tha..
padi maar ki wajah se kapde jagah se phate hue us ladke ke jinke andar jhaanke se sharir par pade asankhya chot aur ghaav saaf dekhe jaa sakte the...
maasum chehre ke kayi hisson par khoon se sukhe dhabbe saaf bata rahe the ki behosh hone ke baad bhi face par bohot se tez tamaache aur mukke padh chuke the..
dando ki asankhya maar ki wajah se dono pair aur khaaskar ghutne bhi kaafi suje hue the aur issi wajah se mai thik se chal nahi paa raha tha...
is beech adhkhuli aankhon se jo bhi dikh raha tha,usse samajh gaya tha mai ki ye woh jagah nahi thi jahan behosh hone se pehle rakha gaya tha mujhe...
ye hawaldar bhi alag tha jiski duty shayad yahin juveline ki hi thi...
behoshi hone ke baad mujhe station ke piche bane juvenile me transfer kar diya gaya tha...
par fark mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...ek ajeeb ee blank spot se tha is waqt mera dimag...
aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe kuch sochne samajhne se rok raha tha mera apna dimag....kisi robot ke jaise thi is waqt meri haalath jiska wajood hokar bhi nahi tha...
par is hypnotize situation me bhi itni zyada maar padne ki wajah se sharir par aaye dislocations se uth raha dard apna ehsaas dilwa raha tha...
sahara milne ke baad bhi mere face par dikh rahe pain ko dekh us hawaldar ko bhi us mujhpar kaafi taras aa raha tha..
aur ye bhaavna sirf abhi hi nahi jaagi thi balki subah se jab se mujhe JUVENILE CUSTODY ke naam par is cell me bharti kiya gaya tha aur uske baad jo kayi ghanton tak lagatar mujhe kisi rapist ya maas murderer ki tarah maara gaya tha,woh sab dekh kar hi is hawaldar ko behadh taklif hui thi par apne chote ohde ki wajah se woh kuch kar nahi paaya tha...
khair, kisi tarah sahara dete hue woh hawaldar mujhko liye us JUVENILE HOME ke front hall me bane chamber ki taraf badha hi tha ki tabhi....
ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME INSPECTOR....2005,JUVENILE JUSTICE CARE & PROTECTION ACT KE ACCORDING KISI BACHE KI UMR AGAR 18 SAAL SE KAM HO TOH USSE POLICE REMAND PAR NAHI LE SAKTI AUR RAKH TOH BILKUL NAHI SAKTI..
AND DON'T EVEN DARE TO TRICK ME BY SAYING KI YE EK TEMPORARY JUVENILE HOME HAI KYUNKI YE JAGAH BHI BY LAW "GALATH"....
CHRRRRR....
chamber ke dono darwaze khulne ki wajah se chamber me khade us aadmi ka sentence pura nahi ho paaya aur woh turant palta aur aisa karte hi jab uski nazar door se enter hue hawaldar ka sahara lekar khade mujh half consciousness ladke par padi toh uski aankhein hairani aur ghusse se badi ho gayi aur..
AADMI-is this "SANVEER AHARYA"....
ye bolte hue woh turant meri taraf lapka par jaisi meri maansik haalath thi is waqt,us aadmi ki awaaz theek se suni bhi nahi thi maine ya phir ye kahun ki meri tooti phuti haalath aur dono hi kaano ke piche dikh raha sookh chuka khoon mujhe kuch bhi sunanane ke liye filhal temporarily non compitant kar chuka tha..
mere paas pahunch hawaldar ko side hata us aadmi ne khud mujhko sahara diya aur aisa karne ke baad jab uski ghusse se bhari aankhen saamne chair par baithe inspector ki taraf gayi jo ab bhi ghaagh ki tarah muskura raha tha toh woh kuch bolne ko hua par tabhi..
INSPECTOR-MR ANUPAM GHOSH....mai jaanta hun ki aap kaun hain..yahan ke sabse bade lawyer hain aap...
is JUVENILE HOME ke bahar aapke assistants ki lambi line aapke powerful hone ki baat par bhi bina bole mohor laga rahe hain but the thing is ki aap kuch nahi kar sakte...
jaante hain kyun....???
JAIDEN CHOWDHARY....
muskurate hue bhar ye ek naam hi liya us inspector ne par shayad itna hi kaafi tha...
naam sun ek pal ke liye LAWYER ANUPAM GHOSH ke chehre par shikan aaya but phir sakhti se bhar utha unka bhi face...
BEEP...BEEP...
ANUPAM GHOSH kuch kehte ki tabhi unke mobile ki message tone baji...
"JUST BRING THE CHILD"....
yahi likha tha us messege me jisse padh khudko shaant kiya ANUPAM GHOSH ne aur inspector ki taraf dekh...
ANUPAM-naam toh ek mere paas bhi hai,jisse agar le lun toh tumhari khudko safe samajhne ki galatfehmi abhi ke abhi door ho jaayegi but mai aisa karunga nahi..
sahi waqt aane tak tumhara ye over confidence barkarar rehna zaroori hai...
jahan ye bol half conscious mode me khade mujhko sahara dene ke beech ANUPAM GHOSH wapas moodte hue us chamber se bahar nikal gaya wahin uski baat sun woh inspector bas pehle ki hi tarah ghaagh ki tarah muskurate hue apne revolving chair me baith chuka tha...
NNNNNNNNNNNN.....
15 minute ke car drive ke baad ANUPAM GHOSH ki car ek bade se half opened gate ke saamne ruki jiske baad usne mujhko wapas sahara dete hue car se utara...
is 15 minute ke safar ke dauran mai bas apni aankhen band kiye chup chaap baitha hua tha..
but jab car rooki toh itne waqt me pehli baar naa sirf meri aankhein khuli but saath hi saath mere sthir aur emotion less aankhon me ek halki si hi sahi,khushi dikhne lagi thi..
lekin usse ulat jab ANUPAM ne meri aankhon me khushi dekhi toh uske face par dukh ke bhaav aa chuke the...
ANUPAM jaanta tha meri aankhon me dikh rahi khushi ka reason...
but woh ye bhi jaanta tha ki woh reason,woh khushi ka shroth ab mujhe kabhi nahi milne waala...
khair, jab ANUPAM ka sahara lete hue mai car se utra par tabhi mere kaano me padi gate ke khulne ki awaaz joki ANUPAM ke assistant ne kholi thi par ye awaaz familiar nahi thi isiliye hi meri aankhein jhat se upar uthi aur aisa hote hi jo nazara mere saamne aaya,usse dekh SANVEER ki aankhein badi ho gayi...
"GOD'S ACRE"....
dehradun ka ek maatr catholic GRAVEYARD tha ye jisse dekh dil dhakk sa kar gaya tha mera...
graveyard ko dekh itne waqt me pehli baar meri nazarein turant ANUPAM ki taraf ghumi jiske face me is waqt negetive bhaav the jinhe naa sirf padh gaya tha mai balki agle hi pal mere kadam ladhkhada gaye...
girne laga tha mai par ek baar phir ANUPAM ne sambhala mujhe aur bina kuch kahe meri baanh se mujhe apne saath liye GRAVEYARD ke andar daakhil ho gaya...
DHAKKK...DHAKKKK...DHAAKKKK...
anishichiththa ko bhaampne ke beech tezi se dhadakte dil ke saath meri khamosh zubaan liye aage badh raha tha mai...
pairon ke jodon me multiple fractures the mere but abhi jaise mujhe kuch feel hi nahi ho raha tha...
april ka pehla din tha aaj...garmi ki shuruat ho chuki thi but kaale baadal aur tez hawayein aaj fizaon me kuch aisi ghuli hui thi maano aaj ke din ko manhoos ghoshit kar rahi hon...
aur jaise jaise mere kadam apne us anchaahe manzil ki taraf badh rahe the,waise waise woh tez chalti hawayein apne saath paani ke bauchaaron ko bhi kuch yun tezi se fekne lagi thi maano aisa kar woh mere view ko block karna chah rahi hon taaki jo woh dekhne waala hai,usse waisa karne se rokna chah rahi hon...
khair,in saare odds ke beech mujhe saath liye ANUPAM GRAVEYARD ke ek taraf kaafi aage badh chuka tha but tabhi...
DHAKKKK....
kaampte pairon ke beech ek second ke liye rooka mai par phir ek dhakka sa diya ANUPAM ko maine ne jiske asar se woh piche ki taraf gir gaya..
wahin us ek second ke pause ke baad pairon me multiple fractures hone ke baawjud badi tezi se aage badh chala tha mai aur lambi lambi saans lete hue ek fresh grave ke theek aage pahunch ruka...
HHHHH...HHHHHHH...HHHHHH....HHHHHH.....
meri already tez chal rahi sansein aur tez ho chali thi par jaise hi meri nazar us grave ke piche gade gravestone me likhe naam par padi,woh naam jiske dhundle andeshe ki wajah se hi maine ANUPAM GHOSH ko dhakka diya tha,ab woh dhundla andesha saaf hone ke baad bhi meri ki zindagi ko kaali kar chuka tha...
naa sirf meri tez chalti saansein ek jhatke me mere dil ki dhadkano ke saath tham si gayi par saath hi saath meri aankhein bhi badi hote hote apni aakhri hadh tak pahunchte pahunchte pathra si gayi....
VERONICA PAUL AHARYA....
meri MAA ka naam....
yahi likha tha us gravestone par...
jo condition SANVEER ki RANJANA maam ne police station me dekhi thi,jis psychological disordered attitude ko feel kiya tha,usse dekh samajh gayi thi woh ki agar maine MAA ki laash ko dekha toh kuch aisa ho sakta hai jisse sochna bhi bas me nahi ho sakta tha kisi ke liye...
isiliye hi MAA ka funeral pehle hi karwa diya tha unhone aur mujje sidhe unke gravestone ke paas laaya gaya tha...
bohot se log the is waqt yahan is GOD'S ACRE me par SANVEER ke enter hote hi sabko MA'AM aur baaki authorized logon ne ek distance me clear kar diya tha...
is bheed me mere dost aur fellow mates bhi the...unke parents bhi...
KHANAK,NAISHA,RAJAT,EKPREET,SONU aur NITS...
class ke bohot se bacche bhi saath khade the unke...
aansu toh waise sabhi ke aankhon me the par SONU aur NITS ki condition bohot zyada kharab thi...
hoti bhi kyun naa...jahan baaki sabke liye VERONICA unke dost ki MAA bhar thi wahin un dono ke liye VERONICA unki apni MAA se kam naa thi...
woh toh z security ki tarah chaavni banaye khade security ke protocols nahi hote toh woh dono VERONICA ke grave se chipke baithe hote...
waise grave waala part puri tarah khaali bhi nahi tha...kabr ke side me ghutno ke bal jhuki baithi hui thi safedh suit me ek meri hi umr ki ladki...
filhal uski peeth thi meri taraf...
par saamne aur aas paas le mahoul se mujhe koi matlab tha nahi...
pathrayi aankhon se apni MAA ke naam ko lagatar padhne laga tha mai maano ummid ho mujhe ki padhte padhte achanak se hi woh naam apne aap badal jaayega....
par kuch seconds baad jab meri pathrayi aankhon ke beech panap raha paani chalka toh ye bhram bhi us paani ki tarah mera saath chhodta chala gaya aur...
MAAAAAAAAAAA............
dil ko asaani se cheer de,aisi cheekh nikli mere mooh se....
is cheekh me aisi shiddat thi ki graveyard me moujud har shaksh ka dil ek baar phir meri awaaz ke beech ro pada tha...
chaaron taraf khade BLACK JADED commando jinka focus har baahri khatre par tika tha,meri cheekh ko sun un sabka bejod concentration bhi kuch palon ke liye toot gaya tha...
par mera ye response chand seconds ka hi tha...
us lambi cheekh ke beech kuch hua mere dimag me jiske baad 10 seconds ke andar hi mujhe shaant karna shuru kar diya tha mere brain ne...
pehle ki tarah ek baar phir bas ek tak dekh bhar raha tha mai apni MAA ke kabr ko par is baar dard aur bechaini,dono hi nahi thi mere andar...
ek ajeeb sa thairav tha jisse dekhne waalon ko aisa lagne laga jaise shock me chala gaya hun mai...
DALVEER...
mere kandhe par haath rakhne ke beech aaj 9 saal baad is naam se kisine pukara tha mujhe jisse sun meri thehri aankhein ek pal liye band ho gayi thi...
MAI-YODA...
VEER AHARYA... badi personality waale mere chote dad,mere YODA,as in mere personal JEDI MASTER...jab se bolna aur cheezen samajhna sikha hai joki baaki intelligent bacchon ke mukable bhi 10 guna tez raha hai mera, unke hairat angez fighting skills ko dekha hai maine...
ek aisa fighter jinke mukaabale ka dusra aur kahin milna bohot mushkil tha aur ab toh aur mushkil kyunki jo inhe takkar de sake,woh mitti ke neeche dafan ho chuki thi...
anyways,mera naam lene ke beech mere saamne aakar khade ho gaye YODA... formal funeral ceremony white me bhi unki personality one in a million thi...
a true champ par filhal unki aankhon me ek pure looser dikh raha tha...
apne bhai ke baad aaj apni MAA samaan bhabhi ko naa bacha paane ki taklif aur sharmindagi saaf dikh rahi thi unke face par....
kaafi time se apne aansuon ki baandh roke hue the woh, par mujhe dekh aakhir chhalak hi pade unke aansu...
mujhe apne chowde seene ke beech chippa khud rone lage the woh...
BHAI...
kuch seconds baad jab alag hua mai YODA se toh ek aur jaani pehchaani mere saamne se aayi...
ye wahi ladki thi jo MAA ke kabr ke sirahane baithi thi...
apni sundar par bheegi palkon se dekh rahi thi woh mujhe jispar mai bhi usse ek tak dekhne laga tha...
ro ro kar aankhein soojh chuki thi uski par aansu ab bhi aankhon ko puri tarah ghere bas chhalakne hi waale the...
BHAI MAI...
MAI-9 saal 2 mahine...
3346 din...
mai anjaano ke saath bitaye waqt tak nahi bhulta toh tujhe,apni behen ko kaise bhul sakta hun...
AARNA...
AARNA-MAA...
gaal par haath fera tha maine AARNA ke jispar mujhse lipaththe hue ek baar phirse rulayi phoot padi thi uski...
MAI-SHHHH...koi naa...jo ho gaya,so ho gaya...tere aansu unhe wapas nahi laane waale... sambhal khudko...
chal...YODA...ghar chalenge...
jahan AARNA ko saath lagaye hue hi palath aage badh chuka tha mai wahin meri baatein aur mere shaant face ko dekh ab tak paas aa hamari baat sun chuki RANJANA ma'am ki aankhein apni aakhri hadh tak badi ho chuki thi...
(WRITER'S PERSPECTIVE)
aur ye laazmi bhi tha...jo ladka apni MAA ko ek kharoch tak ko bardaasht nahi kar sakta tha,aaj uski wahi MAA guzar chuki thi jiski khabar bhi SANVY ko abhi abhi lagi thi...live...
uspar aisa reaction... har baar ki tarah us world renowned psychologist ko ek baar phir SANVY ke body language aur attitude ne confused chhod diya tha...
hairat se bhar SANVY ko piche se jaata hua dekh rahi thi woh...
VEER-8 saal ho gaye par ab tak apne toughest psychological subject (SANVEER)ko halka bhi samajh nahi paayi naa tum...!!!
RANJANA-how is this even possible...???
VEER-everything is possible when it's about SANVY... filhal tumhe uski kis baat ne hairat me daala hai...???
RANJANA-SEVEN STAGES OF GRIEF...
pehla stage SHOCK...woh laga tha SANVY ko jab usne pehli baar apni mom ka grave dekha...
phir woh cheekha jisme pain ke saath dusra stage"ANGER" bhi tha...
GRIEF ke ye dono hi stages turant feel hote hain jo usse hue par baaki ke paanch stages...
1-BARGAINING...
2-DEPRESSION...
3-ACCEPTENCE...
4-HOPE...
5-PROCESSING GRIEF...
in paanchon stages ko jeene aur cross karne ke liye mahino lagte hain aur kabhi kabhi toh saalon...
but he...aisa laga jaise kuch palon me hi usne in paanchon stages ka safar tay kar liya...
VEER-ALBERT EINSTEIN ka I.Q nearly 160 tha...but there are people who have surpassed the i.q of Einstein...
starting with you...161...adhara perez-162...jacob barnett,judit polgar-170...evangelos katsioulis-190...rick rosner-192 se 198 ke beech...sho yano-200
and the one with the world record...marilyn vos savant-228...
RANJANA-i know them all...SAVANT se toh mili bhi hun mai...pure genius...but what's the point...!!!???
VEER-jab SANVY ne 7th passout kiya tha,tab tak har saal woh aur bhabhi summer vacations me london jaate the...
specifically...(CANTAB)...
ek baar phir aankhein badi hui thi RANJANA ki aur is baar ka jhatka aur zyada tha...
vacations me jaate the VERONICA aur SANVY...ye toh maalum tha RANJANA ko par sabse chhup london jaate the woh dono,iska zara bhi andaza nahi tha usse...
and that too CANTAB...as in cambridge neuropsychological test automated block...
aisi jagah jahan duniya ke best i.q's check hote the...
RANJANA-what's the I.Q of SANVY...???
VEER-last checked(7th grade)...it was 328...
328...100 more than the world record holder...
maatha hi pakad liya tha apna RANJANA ne par ab us ghumte hue sir me SANVY ke thought process ka ganith kuch hadh tak hi sahi,clear hone laga tha...
I.Q as in intelligence quotient jitna zyada high hota hai,E.Q as in emotional quotient utna hi kam ho jaata hai...
aur SANVY ke saath bhi yahi hua tha par ek khatarnak twist ke saath...
sirf apne kareebi aur pasandida logon ke liye attract aur protective hota tha SANVY par utna hi cold hearted woh baaki sabke liye aur unke liye tha jo usse dhoka ya direct,indirect pain dene ki koshish karte the...
par uske dimag ki sabse khatarnak aur ajeeb khubi thi to process situations and take toughest decisions...
aam aadmi se 1000 times tez SANVY ka dimag situations ko fast forward karte hue sab kuch analysis kar khudko shaant karta tha but more importantly, negetive situations me us haalath ko banane waala saara ganith uska dimag kisi gutthi ki tarah solve karne me lag jaata tha...
VEER-logon me bhavnayen utni hi normal hoti hai jaise ki swaans lena...
par DANVEER ke maamle me aisa kuch nahi tha...pure 7 saal tak kisi programme ki tarah emotions ko uske man me,dimag me feed kiya gaya hai....
dil se woh zaroor human hai par dimag se DANVEER kisi A.I system ka human version hai...
tum ab tak usse isiliye read nahi kar paayi kyunki...
RANJANA-he is a miracle but a curse as well...agar kuch SAHI ho raha ho toh SANVEER normal rehta hai...bahar se bhi aur andar se bhi par agar kuch GALATH ho jaaye toh waise react karega,ye jaanana ya predict nahi kiya jaa sakta...
VEER-true...G.O.D is a big deal...infact biggest deal of this planet...unke saamne bhale hi aaj DANVEER ka kadh bohot chota hai par iske dimag ki unchayi ka koi hadh nahi...
VEER-iska potential jiske baare me isse khud nahi pata,agar andaza hota G.O.D ko toh isse zinda nahi chhodte woh...
unki nazar me ye bhi baaki sabki tarah bas ek pyada bhar hai par nahi jaante woh ki DANVEER woh pyada hai jo RAJA ko maath dene ke kaabil hai...
VEER baat kar hi raha tha ki tabhi yard ke main gate ke paas pahunch chuka SANVY palta unki taraf piche...
kuch kaha nahi usne par ek aisi patthar si sakhti thi uske face par jisse dekh RANJANA aur VEER turant uski taraf aage badh chale the...
DHABBB...
M.P.V ke centre section me baith palte RANJANA aur VEER jahan AARNA ke saath pichli seat par sir piche kiye aankhein band rakh leta hua tha SANVY...
VEER-ghar jaane ki zaroorat nahi hai beta...anything and everything you need,will be picked up from there...
MAI-meri MAA ko kahan maara gaya tha...???
mere sawal ko sun kuch palon tak car me sannata chhaya raha...
meri MAA ke saath koi haadsa nahi hua hai balki unko maara gaya hai,is baat ki aashanka nahi dikhayi thi maine balki statement ke saath sawal pucha tha jispar hamesha confident aur ever ready answer ke saath rehne waali RANJANA ki nazar bhi YODA ki taraf ghum gayi thi...
ghar par...
MAI-toh ghar jaana zaroori hai...unki death ka HATHIYAR ab bhi wahin hoga,i have to have it...
waise bhi,bohot se sawal hai mere...aur jahan mujhe ab tak chuppa kar rakha gaya,chizen khulne ke liye bhi wahan se zyada sahi jagah dusri nahi ho sakti...
gaadi already aage badh chuki thi jiske beech aankhein band kiye bohot hi shaant tarike se baat kar raha tha mai par meri sthir awaaz ne bhi RANJANA ma'am ke dil aur dimag ko asthir kar diya tha...
padh toh woh mujhe pehle bhi nahi paati thi par aaj jo SANVY unke saamne tha,aisa lag raha tha jaise pehli baar mil rahi hon woh mujhse...
ek gazab ki negetive vibe thi jo bas yahi keh rahi thi ki...
jisse hazaron baar padhkar bhi naa samajh paayi,aaj woh aise NAAM KO DEKH RAHI THI...
jo zameen ko dhakega nahi balki usse nigal lega,aise AASMAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
chehre par sukoon aur shaanti hi nazar aa rahi thi magar unhe...
jo har kisike sukoon-e-shaanti ko tehes nehes kar dega,lag raha tha unhe ki woh aise TOOFAN KO DEKH RAHI THI...
AAJ KE LIYE ITNA HI...
AAPKA APNA V...J...
