BEGUNAAH
Update - 21
Ab Tak,,,,,
"Yaani ki aaj kal." Yaswant ne kaha_____"Har taraf se tumhari durdasha ho rahi hai."
"Ishq jise ho jaye." Dushyant ne kaha_____"Uske sath to yahi hota hai pyare. Khair chhodo is baat ko....ab ham chalte hain. Tumhe jo kaha hai us kaam ko jald se jald anjaam tak pahuchaao aur hame achhi khabar sunaao. Us naqaab wale ko ham murga banane ke liye tadap rahe hain."
Inspector dushyant ki ye baat sun kar yaswant muskuraya aur fir dono hi bar se baahar ki taraf chal pade. Counter ke paas pahuch kar dushyant ne chaay ke paise de diye. Bar se baahar aa kar dono hi apni apni jeepo me baith kar apne apne raaste ki taraf chal diye the.
Ab Aage,,,,,,
Us wakt shaam ke saadhe aath baj rahe the jab inspector dushyant vidhi ke ghar pahucha tha. Thane ki report usne vikrant se phone par hi le liya tha. Vidhi ke bangle ke charo taraf special trained police officers security ke liye tainaat the. Iske alawa cctv camera aur kuch aise sensors bhi lage huye the jiski vajah se agar koi bhi ajnabi boundary ko paar karte huye andar ghusne ki koshish karega to sensors ki vajah se security officer ko waha maujud system ke dwara fauran hi pata chal jayega. Boundary wall se ya main gate se wahi andar ja sakta tha jiska pahle se hi scan kar ke jaanch kar liya gaya tha. Kahne ka matlab ye ki is baar inspector dushyant ne avinash ke sath sath vidhi ki bhi security ka pukhta intjaam kar rakha tha. Naqaab wala is baar ghar ke andar ghusne ki moorkhta hargiz bhi nahi kar sakta tha.
Dushyant ke door bell bajane par vidhi ne darwaza khola. Dushyant ke andar aate hi usne darwaze ko andar se kundi laga kar band kar diya. Uske baad dushyant ke piche piche wo andar aa gayi. Vidhi ko chup dekh kar dushyant ko thoda hairaani huyi. Kyo ki uske aate hi wo koi na koi baat shuru kar deti thi magar is wakt wo chup thi.
"Kya hua.?" Sofe par baithte hi dushyant ne vidhi ki taraf dekhte huye kaha______"Itni chup si kyo ho.? Kuch baat ho gayi hai kya.?"
"Fresh ho kar aao." Vidhi ne sapaat bhaav se kaha_____"Tab tak main khana lagati hu."
"Aree bataao na kya hua hai.?" Dushyant ekdam se fikarmand hote huye bola_____"Tum is tarah chup kyo ho vidhi.? Iske pahle to mere aate hi tum koi na koi baat shuru hi kar deti thi. Mujhe sach sach bataao ki aisa kya hua hai yaha jiski vajah se tum ekdam shaant dikh rahi ho. Agar kisi ne tumhe kuch kaha hai to bejhijhak bata do main uski achhi khaasi khabar luga."
"Aisi koi baat nahi hai." Vidhi ne pahle jaise hi sapaat bhaav se kaha_____"Tum jaao fresh ho lo. Main khana lagati hu."
"Main kahi nahi jane wala." Dushyant kahne ke sath hi sofe se khada ho gaya aur fir vidhi ke paas ja kar bola______"Main pahle ye jaanna chaahta hu ki meri dost itni shaant aur chup kyo hai.? Aakhir kya hua hai meri sabse pyari aur masoom si dost ko. Plz bataao vidhi, tum jaanti ho ki main tumhe is tarah shaant aur chup haalat me nahi dekh sakta."
"Kya bataau.?" Vidhi ne dushyant ki taraf dekhte huye badi masumiyat se kaha______"Tum hi to kahte rahte ho ki main tumhe hamesha aise daatti rahti hu ki uski vajah se tumhe alag tarah ki feeling aane lagti hai. Is liye maine ab soch liya hai ki ab se main tumhe kuch bhi nahi kahugi."
"My god." Dushyant ne chakit bhaav se kaha______"To tum sirf is vajah se is tarah shaant aur chup thi.?"
"Haan aur nahi to kya." Vidhi ne usi masumiyat se kaha.
"Tum meri dost ho vidhi." Dushyant ne sahsa uske dono kandhe pakad kar kaha_____"Aur tumhe pura hak hai mujhse kisi bhi lahje me baat karne ka. Maine to tumhe chhedne ke liye waisa bola tha, jabki sach ye hai ki jab tum us tarah ke lahje me mujhse baate karti ho aur daatti ho to mujhe bahut achha lagta hai. Ye bhi sach hai ki mujhe tumhare kareeb rahna aur tumse baate karna achha lagta hai magar main ye kabhi nahi chaah sakta ki meri vajah se tumhare chaand se chehre par zara si bhi udaasi aaye. Tumhe pata nahi hai magar sach ye hai ki meri zindagi me kabhi koi ladki nahi aayi aur na hi maine kabhi kisi ko apne kareeb aane diya magar sirf tum aisi ho jiska sab kuch achha lagta hai mujhe aur main chaahta hu ki hamari dosti hamesha bani rahe. Haan agar tumhe mujhse kisi baat ka aitraaz ho to bejhijhak bol dena. Bas yu samajh lo ki main khud ko to hazaaro dukh de sakta hu magar tumhe dukh dene ke bare me soch bhi nahi sakta. Ab is baat ko tum meri chaahat samjho ya fir dosti."
"Itna senti hone ki koi zarurat nahi hai." Vidhi ne sahsa bura sa muh banate huye kaha______"Main to bas ye dekh rahi thi ki mere chup rahne par tum kaisa react karte ho. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki tum meri itni si baat par devdas type ban jaaoge. Ab jaao jaldi se fresh ho kar aao. Buddhu kahi ke."
Vidhi ne tunak mizaaji ke sath kaha aur fir palat kar kitchen ki taraf badh gayi. Dusri taraf jaise hi uska chehra hua to uske gulaabi hotho par bahut hi gahri muskaan ubhar aayi thi jise dushyant nahi dekh sakta tha. Jabki uske is tarah bolne par dushyant pahle to chaunka fir ye soch kar muskurate huye washroom ki taraf badh gaya ki is ladki ki har ada dil me gudgudi kar deti hai.
Washroom se fresh ho kar dushyant aaya to dono ne sath hi baith kar khana khaya. Khane ke dauraan dushyant ne vidhi se puchha tha ki avinash ne khaya ki nahi to jawaab me vidhi ne bata diya tha ki usne sabse pahle usi ko khana diya tha. Dono aamne saamne kursiyo par baithe khana kha rahe the. Dushyant jaha khana khane me byast tha wahi vidhi baar baar use chor nazro se dekh kar muskura deti thi. Khana khane ke baad dushyant dring room me aa gaya jabki vidhi khane ke bartan samet kar kitchen ki taraf badh gayi.
Kareeb bees minute baad vidhi waapas aayi aur dring room me dushyant ke saamne wale sofe par baith gayi. Dono ke beech kuch der tak khamoshi chhaayi rahi. Jaise dono ke paas kahne ke liye kuch tha hi nahi. Jaha dushyant ke zahen me is wakt avinash aur naqaab wale se sambandhit baate chal rahi thi wahi vidhi dushyant ke bare me soch rahi thi. Uske gore saffaak chehre par halki surkhi chhaayi huyi thi jo is baat ka prateek thi ki uske andar dushyant ke liye koi sweet si feeling uske man me gudgudi kar rahi thi.
"Kal wakeel uncle aane wale hain." Gahan khamoshi ko cheerte huye aakhir vidhi ne kaha_____"Maine bataya tha na tumhe.?"
"Ohh haan yaad hai mujhe." Dushyant halke se chaunkte huye bola______"Tum unse mil lena aur agar is sab ke bare me puche to bejhijhak bata bhi dena."
"Aisa kyo kah rahe ho.?" Vidhi ne kaha_____"Kya tum us wakt yaha nahi rahoge.?"
"Kal mujhe kayi zaruri kaam karne hain." Dushyant ne lambi saans kheechte huye kaha_____"Is liye main yaha nahi rahuga us wakt. Waise bhi mera us wakt yaha rahna koi maayne nahi rakhta. Haan agar tumhe lagta hai ki mujhe rahna chahiye to ruk jaauga."
"Tum rahte to mujhe achha hi lagta." Vidhi ne jaise udaas bhaav se kaha______"Par kyo ki maujuda situation me tumhe zaruri kaam hai is liye main tumhe rokna uchit nahi samjhti."
"Tum wakeel sahab se mil lena." Dushyant ne kaha_____"Waise to tum khud hi samajhdaar ho ki tumhe kya karna hai. Baaki jaha meri zarurat ho to bol dena."
"Thik hai." Vidhi ne kuch sochte huye kaha______"Achha ek baat bataao kya tum apni family walo se milne nahi jate kabhi.? Itne dino me maine tumhe kabhi apni family walo se baat karte nahi dekha."
"Asal me baat ye hai ki meri family me meri pita ji se nahi banti hai." Dushyant ne gahri saans lete huye kaha_____"Meri family me mere pita ji kafi strict the. Ham dono bhai bahan unse bahut darte the, main to sabse zyada kyo ki main ek ladka tha aur wo chaahte the ki main thik se padhu likhu aur kisi galat sangat me na padu. Is vajah se wo har wakt meri class lete rahte the. School life tak to bahut paabandi thi aur main kabhi unki taraf aankh utha ke bhi nahi dekh saka tha. School ke baad college me gaya to thodi raahat mili kyo ki college gaon se door shahar me tha. College me aane se ek baat ye huyi ki mujhe saal me ek baar hi ghar bualaya jata tha. Halaaki maa is baat se khush nahi thi magar pita ji ke dar se wo kuch bol nahi sakti thi. College me aane ke baad mere kuch yaswant jaise dost bane aur maine bhi khud ko badalna shuru kar diya. Pita ji ki in shakht hidaayto ki vajah se main galat sangat me to nahi pada magar mere andar is sabki vajah se kathorta ghar karne lagi. Main hamesha sochta tha ki mujh par itni shakht paabandi kyo.? College me aaya to mahine me ek baar pita ji ka phone aata aur wo mera haal chaal puchte aur maa se bhi baat ho jati. Is sabse mujhe aisa lagta tha jaise koi mujhe pyar nahi karta warna is tarah mujhe akela na chhod diya gaya hota. Khair college se nikla to police force join karne ka socha. Police force is liye kyo ki khaaki wardi se lagaav tha aur desh samaaj ke liye kuch karne ki lalak thi. Halaaki pita ji is baat se khush nahi the. Wo to mujhe kuch aur hi banana chaahte the magar maine police force hi join kiya. Training ke baad jab main ghar gaya to maa mujhe dekh kar bahut khush huyi jabki pita ji ne naraazgi jataayi. Main ab bada ho chuka tha is liye pahle jaise pita ji ka khauf nahi tha mere andar. Us din maa ne bhi pita ji ko khoob sunaya. Pita ji is baat se bahut gussa huye aur mujhse bole ki jo man me aaye kar...ham kaun hote hain bhala.?"
"Meri chhoti bahan pratiksha mujhe police wale ke roop me dekh kar bahut khush huyi thi." Ek lambi saans lene ke baad dushyant ne fir se kahna shuru kiya______"Us din se pita ji ka bartaav mere prati badal gaya tha. Wo mujhse zyada baat nahi karte the. Jab bahut hi zaruri ho jata tha tabhi baat karte the thodi bahut. Police force join karne ke do saal baad ghar me meri shadi ki baat chalne lagi. Pita ji ne mujhse direct nahi kaha tha balki maa ke dwara kahalwaya tha. Unki nazar me koi ladki thi jisse wo meri shadi karana chaahte the magar maine shadi karne se saaf inkaar kar diya. Maine maa se saaf kah diya tha ki main usi ladki se shadi karuga jise dekh kar mera dil khud mujhse kahe ki yahi hai wo ladki jo sirf tere liye bani hai. Mere inkaar karne par pita ji bahut gussa huye. Halaaki maa aur pratiksha ne mera hi sath diya tha. Aise hi din mahine guzarte rahe. Pita ji jab bhi shadi karne ke liye zor dete main inkaar kar deta tha aur mere inkaar karne par wo gussa ho jate the. Iska asar ye hua ki unhone mujhse bilkul hi taalluk rakhna chhod diya. Maa aur pratiksha hamesha mujhse yahi kahti ki agar tujhe aisi hi kisi ladki se shadi karni hai to tu khud hi kyo nahi khoj leta. Unki is baat par main bas yahi kahta ki khojne se aisi ladki nahi milti hai maa, balki wo to kismat ke jaagne se aur bhagwan ki meharbaani se milti hai. Is liye jab ye dono cheeze hogi to mujhe meri pasand ki ladki khud hi mil jayegi. Meri chhoti bahan pratiksha apni saheliyo ki photo dikhati aur kahti ki agar inme se koi pasand ho to bata du. Uski saheliya waastav me bahut sundar thi magar unhe dekh kar mere dil se koi awaaz nahi aati thi. Is liye tab se ab tak aise hi guzar rahi thi zindagi. Itne arshe baad jab tumhari mom wala case hua to mera saamna tumse hua. Tumhe dekha to dekhta hi rah gaya tha main. Mera dil cheekh cheekh kar mujhe bata raha tha ki yahi hai wo. Ab tak to itna samajh chuka hu ki sirf ek insaan ke chaahne se kuch nahi hota. Yaani ki agar hame koi ladki pasand aa jaye to iska matlab ye nahi ho sakta ki wo ladki hame apne life partner ke roop me mil hi jayegi. Koi zaruri nahi ki ham jise pasand kar le wo bhi hame pasand kar le. Tum mili to dil ne mujhe bata diya ki tum hi ho wo ladki aur maine badi himmat kar ke tumse apne dil ki baat bhi kah di thi. Ye jaante huye bhi ki agar tumne inkaar kar diya to mera dil toot kar bikhar jayega. Par kam se kam dil ki tasalli ke liye dosti ka rishta to ban hi gaya apna. Mere liye to yahi bahut tha. Kam se kam isi bahane tumhare kareeb to rahuga aur tumse baate to hogi. Kya hua agar tumne meri chaahat ko kabul nahi kiya. Itna to mujhe bhi pata hai ki har kisi ki pasand alag alag hoti hai."
"Badi ajeeb kahani hai tumhari." Vidhi ne gahri saans lete huye magar larajte huye swar me kaha______"Tum par to koi bhi ladki fida ho sakti hai. Wo sab kuch hai tum me jo koi bhi ladki apne khayaalo me sochti hai. Kaash mere andar tumhare liye aisi feelings aa jati."
"Koi baat nahi." Dushyant ne is baar feeki si muskaan ke sath kaha______"Aur tumhe apne andar jabardasti aisi feelings laane ki zarurat bhi nahi hai. Shayad apne naseeb me yahi likha hai ki saari zindagi akela hi rahu."
"Aur tumhari maa aur bahan ka kya.?" Vidhi ne kaha_____"Kya unke armaano ka koi mol nahi hai tumhari nazar me.? Sirf apni chaahat aur khushi ke liye apni maa bahan ki khwaahisho ka gala kaise ghot doge tum.?"
"Kabhi kisi ko mukammal jaha nahi milta vidhi." Dushyant ne kaha______"Insaan ki ek khwaahish puri hoti hai to agle hi pal dusri khwaahish janm le leti hai. Zindagi me khushiya do pal ki mehmaan hoti hain aur dukh dard hamesha ke liye hamare hi ghar me apna ashiyana bana ke rahne lagte hain. Behtar ye hai ki kisi cheez ki khwaahish hi na karo. Maine apni maa aur bahan ko achhe tarike se samjha rakha hai is bare me."
Dushyant ki ye baat sun kar vidhi dekhti rah gayi uski taraf. Uske chehre par kayi tarah ke bhaav aate jate nazar aaye. Kuch der ke liye jaise fir se khamoshi chha gayi. Jaha dushyant sofe par baitha gipsy ki chaabhi ko kuredne laga tha wahi vidhi lagataar usi ki taraf dekhe ja rahi thi.
"Bade ajeeb aadmi ho tum." Vidhi ne gahri saans lete huye khamoshi ko toda______"Ab to tumhari bahan ki shadi ho chuki hogi na.?"
"Wo mujhse age me bahut chhoti hai." Dushyant ne halki muskaan ke sath kaha______"Asal me mere baad mere mata pita ko do santaane aur huyi thi magar wo zyada samay tak jeewit nahi rah sake. Uske baad pratiksha ka janm hua tha. Pratiksha mujhse saat saal chhoti hai. Abhi uski shadi nahi huyi hai. Pichhli baar jab maa se baat huyi thi to bata rahi thi ki pita ji uski shadi ke liye koi achha sa ladka khoj rahe hain."
"Abhi kab se ghar nahi gaye tum.?" Vidhi ne puchha.
"Shayad chaar mahine se upar ka wakt ho chuka hai." Dushyant ne kaha______"Par main phone par mahine pandrah din me baat kar leta hu unse."
"Kitne kathor ho tum." Vidhi ne uski taraf ghoor kar dekhte huye kaha_____"Aisa kaise kar sakte ho tum.? Kya tumhe apni family walo par zara bhi taras nahi aata.? Pita ji se to chalo maan liya ki tumhari nahi banti magar maa aur bahan se to banti hai.? Wo dono to tumhe pyar karti hain, fir itne mahine tak kaise tum unse door rah sakte ho.?"
"Yaar aaj kal mobile me video calling ki suvidha hai." Dushyant ne kaha______"Is liye video calling kar ke unhe dekh leta hu aur wo log bhi mujhe dekh leti hain. Kya ye kaafi nahi hai.?"
"Sahi kahti thi main." Vidhi ne ghoorte huye hi kaha_____"Ki dhele bhar ka bhi sense nahi hai tum me. Video calling se dekh lene bhar se kya hota hai.? Ghar jaa ke unse milo aur unke sath kuch din raho tab ja ke dil ko chain milega unhe. Mujhe to hairat hoti hai ki tum un masumo ke sath aisa kaise kar rahe ho.? Main tumhe kitna achha samajhti thi magar tum to patthar dil nikle aur khud ke liye chaahte ho ki koi tumhari chaahat ko kabool kar le....huh."
Kahne ke sath hi vidhi ne muh fer liya. Uska andaaz aisa tha jaise wo dushyant se rooth gayi ho. Dushyant ne jab uski taraf dekha to uske hotho par muskaan ubhar aayi.
"To kya isi vajah se." Dushyant ne kaha______"Meri chaahat abhi tak accept nahi huyi ki maine apni maa aur bahan ke sath aisa kar ke achha nahi kiya.?"
"Baat mat karo mujhse." Vidhi ne is baar halka gussa dikhate huye kaha______"Bade aaye apni chaahat ko accept karwane wale. Meri baat kaan khol kar sun lo ab aur wo ye ki is case ke finish hone ke baad tum seedha apne ghar jaaoge."
"Jo hukum aapka." Dushyant ne adab se sir ko nawaate huye kaha______"Aur koi aadesh mere liye.?"
"Haan hai." Vidhi ne tunak mizaaj dikhate huye kaha_____"Aur wo ye hai ki tum abhi ghar me maa ko phone karo aur unse kaho ki pratiksha ko kal hi yaha bhej de."
"Aree ye kya kah rahi ho tum.?" Dushyant buri tarah chaunka tha, bola_______"Bhala use yaha kyo bhejne ko kah rahi ho tum.?"
"Main kuch nahi janti." Vidhi ne sofe se uthte huye kaha_____"Jo kaha hai wo karo warna soch lena fir."
"Are yaar ye kya baat huyi bhala.?" Dushyant ekdam se pareshan nazar aane laga, bola______"Pratiksha ko yaha bulane par itna zor kyo de rahi ho tum.? Waise bhi pita ji use yaha nahi bhejege."
"Main kuch nahi jaanti." Vidhi ne kaha_____"Tum abhi phone lagaao aur haan agar tum baat nahi karna chahte to main khud maa se baat karugi aur unse kahugi ki kal hi pratiksha ko yaha bhej de."
Dushyant marta kya na karta wali situation me fas gaya tha. Majburan use vidhi ke kahne par ghar me phone karna pada. Pahle to usne khud hi baat ki aur ghar me sabka haal chaal puchha. Fir jab vidhi ne dekha ki wo asal baat karne se aana kaani kar raha hai to usne dushyant se mobile chheen liya aur khud dushyant ki maa se baat karne lagi. Idhar vidhi ke aisa karme par dushyant ki haalat dekhne laayak ho gayi thi. Use is baat ka dar sata raha tha ki uski maa jab vidhi se baat karegi to wo uske bare me kya sochegi. Udhar vidhi ne phone par badi shaalinta se sabse pahle dushyant ki maa ko maa kah kar hi namaste kiya aur fir pure aatmvishwaas ke sath shuru ho gayi.
Saamne sofe par baitha dushyant apni saanse roke uski baate sunta bhi ja raha tha aur hairaan bhi hota ja raha tha. Uski baato ko sunte sunte hi wo kisi aur hi duniya me pahuch gaya tha. Use hosh tab aaya jab vidhi ne uski taraf uska mobile badha kar thodi tej awaaz me use pukara. Dushyant uske pukarne par hadbada gaya.
"Maine maa ji se baat kar li hai." Vidhi ne muskurate huye kaha_____"Aur unse kah bhi diya hai ki wo kal pratiksha ko yaha bhej de. Mere kahne par unhone khushi se kaha ki thik hai wo kal hi pratiksha ko yaha bhej degi. Is liye ab tum kal use lene station chale jana."
"Kya maa ne tumse puchha nahi." Dushyant ne ashcharya se aankhe faadte huye kaha______"Ki tum kaun ho aur mere phone par tum kaise baat kar rahi ho...aur ye bhi ki main tumhare paas kaise hu.?"
"Haan puchha tha unhone." Vidhi ne is tarah kaha jaise ye uske liye koi badi baat nahi thi, boli_____"Maine unhe bataya ki tum mere dost ho. Bas uske baad unhone zyada kuch nahi pucha aur jab maine unse pratiksha ko yaha bhej dene ke liye kaha to unhone fauran hi pratiksha ko bhejne ke liye haan kah diya. Jabki tum to kah rahe the ki wo nahi bhejengi.?"
"Pahle ye bataao ki tumhare charan kaha hain.?" Dushyant ne chakit bhaav se puchha.
"Charan.????" Vidhi uski is baat par chaunki.
"Haan charan." Dushyant ne kaha______"Main tumhare charno me natmastak hona chaahta hu devi ji."
"Ab ye kya bol rahe ho tum.?" Vidhi ne apne dono hath kamar par rakhte huye use ghoor kar kaha.
"Chhodo jane do." Dushyant ne gahri saans li______"Mujhe lagta hai ki ab mujhe chup chaap apne kamre me ja kar so jana chahiye. Waise lagta nahi hai ki aaj raat mujhe neend aayegi."
Dushyant kahne ke sath hi sofe se utha aur bhaari kadmo ke sath vidhi ki koi baat sune bina hi seedhiyo ki taraf badh gaya. Uske is tarah jane se vidhi ke hotho par muskaan ubhar aayi aur fir wo bhi uske pichhe pichhe chal padi.
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इस अपडेट में दुश्यंत के फेमिली के बारे में पता चला । बाप पुराने जमाने का कठोर और हर समय अपने फैसले को अपने लड़कों पर जबरदस्ती लादना । लेकिन मां जैसी सब की होती है वैसी ही है - कोमल , बच्चों से लाड़ प्यार करने वाली ।
एक बहन भी है - प्रतिक्षा - जो अगले दिन विधि के घर आ रही है । विधि मन से पुरी तरह तैयार है दुश्यंत की हमसफर बनने के लिए लेकिन दुश्यंत को अभी भी समझ में नहीं आ रहा है ।
शायद प्रतिक्षा के आने के बाद दुश्यंत को कुछ समझने में मदद मिले ।
बेहतरीन अपडेट शुभम भाई ।
..police banne par pitaji naraj ho gaye ,,shadi bhi unki marji se naa karne par naraj 
