Incest Baadshah ~ The Tales of Debauchery

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Update - 89 ~ Compulsion and Remorse
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Ab tak...

Wo utha toh Niharika ne choker apne gale se nikaal ke fek diya.

Niharika (chillaate hue) : YOUU BASTARDDD!! I WILL SUE YOU!!! YOU THINK I'LL OBEY YOU!?? JUST YOU WAIT... JUST YOU...

Veer chup chaap baahar jaane laga. Par jaane se pehle, usne ek antim baar mud me peeche dekha. Hontho par ek haivaano waali muskuraahat thi. Aur bola,

"OHHH!!! YOU WILL OBEY ME!!!"

Because....

*Ding*

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Ab aage...

Mein maun baithi thi. Darpan ke saamne...

Kab shuru hua tha ye silsila!? Kaise ho gaya ye sab!? Mein... Ek abhaagan... Kis tarah zindagi ke iss mod par aa gayi, ki mujhe ab yaha se apna bhavishya bhi nazar nahi aa raha!? Bas, ek dhundlapaan sa chhaaya hua hai.

Kya ye kasht mere jeevan me pehle se hi likha hua tha? Ya ye mere bure karmo ka nateeja hai? Ya ye mere pichle janam ke paapo ka badla le raha hai uparwaala mujhse?

Kyu? Kyu hota hai mere saath aisa? Ab mein iss charan par aa chuki hu jaha mein apni khushi ki manokaamna bhi nahi karti. Apni khushi ki parvaah hi nahi karti.

Meri ruchi ab apni hi khushi ke liye samaapt ho chuki hai. Mein apni sukh ki umeedein, ab chorr chuki hu.

Do hi cheez chahiye mujhe bas!!! Mera baccha! Bas mujhe mera baccha waapas mil jaaye aur meri Juhi aur poora parivaar sukh aur shaanti se rahe. Bas! Yahi do ichhaaye hai meri. Kya itni ichha rakhne ka bhi mujhe haq nahi hai!?

Jo uparwaala mujhe baar baar, meri harr koshisho ko nakaam kar deta hai!? Dusro ka kabhi bura nahi chaaha mene aur na hi kabhi chaahungi. Hamesha auro ki taraf madad ka haath hi aage badhaaya mene.

Par kya mila mujhe?

Madad paane ke baad, log kachar kar aage badh jaate hai. Par mein fir bhi unki madad karti hu. Tumne mujhe iss tarah kyu banaaya bhagwaan?

Aur ek baar fir, gehraayi me inn baato ke baare me soch, meri aankho se aasu beh chale.

"Diiiiii~ Sunn rahi ho!?????? Mein jaa rahi huuuu~"

Par achanak aayi Shreya ki awaaz ne mujhe mere hosh me laaya. Apni hatheliyo se mene apne aasu fatafat poche aur uth ke baahar aa gayi.

Ye nadaan ladki. Harr roz derr raat tak jaagti rahegi, subah fir derr se uthegi, jaldi jaldi karegi aur fir iss chakkar me apna lunchbox le jaana bhul jaegi.

Par mein isse dosh de bhi nahi sakti zyada. Akhir, ye meri hi toh choti behan hai. Jab mene college me shuru shuru me padhaana start kiya tha tab... Akhir, mein bhi toh aisi hi thi na? Toh mein isse bhi zyaada baatein nahi suna paati.

"Accha baba~ Aur ye tiffin rakh pehle. Warna kal ki tarah bhul jaogi."

Mene usse yaad dilaate hue tiffin uske haath me hi thama diya.

"Ohh thank you so much dii~ You are the best!!! I love you so much muuuaahhh~"

"A-Arreeee!!!???"

"Hehehehe B-Bye!!!"

Aur nikal gayi ye ladki. Pagli kahi ki. Iss ladki ki tulna toh bas bullet train se hi ki jaa sakti thi. Dono hi ekdum tezz bhaagti hai.

Apne gaal par hue geelepann ko saaf kar mein kitchen me gayi toh ek aur bullet train ka khayaal aaya mere mann me.

Saamne Fridge ke door par sticky note chipka hua tha. Uss note ko nikaal mene dekha toh uss par black sketch pen se likha hua tha...

'Pav Bhaji! (◍•ᴗ•◍)'

Aur mein muskura uthi.

Juhi!! Meri bacchi! Ye uski aadat thi. Shaam ko khaane me jab bhi usse kuch special khaana hota tha, wo inn sticky notes me dish ka naam likhti aur fridge pe chipka ke school bhaag jaati. Taaki, mein college jaane se pehle dekh lu aur fir shaam ko aane se pehle dish ke liye saara samaan pehle se lekar aau. Taaki fir baad mein bahana na bana saku.

Natkhat kahi ki. Jitni iski umr hai, uss se zyaada ka toh dimaag liye firti hai ye choti si nanhi bacchi. Boht sharaarti hai haha~

Par...

Meri jaan hai ye.

Iske bina... Mein 'mein' nahi.

Iski hassi, kilkaariya awaazein jo poore ghar me bikharti hai, unhi ke sahaare toh mein yaha tak aa paayi hu warna mein toh kab ka...

Ek gehri saans lete hue mene Juhi ke sticky note ko apne purse me daal liya aur mein college ke liye taiyaar hone lagi.

*Click*

Darwaaza lock kar mein scooty liye college nikal padi. Kuch hi derr me pohuch bhi gayi.

New semester ko start hue thoda hi waqt hua tha toh iss samay mein zara bhi late nahi ho sakti thi. Time boht hi crucial tha mere liye.

Corridor se guzarte hue, mein dekh paa rahi thi. College ke ladko ki nazre... Mere badan par...

Apne pallu ko sarkaate hue mene apni chhaathi ko acche se dhaka aur chalti bani. Ye roz ka tha. Mein bhali bhaati jaanti thi unn ladko ke mann me mere liye kya tha. Good morning, math problem ke bahaane se mere qareeb aane ki koshishe... Sab... Mein jaanti thi. Samajhti thi.

Beshaq, sab aise nahi the. Par adhiktar... Adhiktar ki aankho me mein wo havas dekh paati thi.

"Behanchod aaj kya lag rahi hai!!!"

"Sssss~ Hot and sexy bhai!!!"

"Pati chutiya hai saala jo aisi ko jaane diya."

Aur sunn bhi paati thi. Aksar...

Par chup chaap, apne kaam se hi matlab rakhti thi aur kuch nahi. Par kya mene kabhi iska virodh nahi kiya? Kiya tha na. Lekin ladke shaatir the.

Mera naam leke, ya mujhe sambodhit karke mere baare me baatein nahi karte the. Jiske kaaran, mein koi aarop bhi nahi laga sakti thi.

Aur bina saboot ke koi aarop... Ek gunaah tha.

Par mein jaanti thi. Wo sab. Wo sab meri hi baatein karte the. Aur mene unn taano, afwaaho, peeth peeche bajti seetiyo aur hooting ko nazar andaaz kar jeena seekh liya tha. Mujhe nahi pata tha ye duniya auro ki nazaro se kesi dikhti thi. Par meri nazaro se... Ye duniya...

"Aaj kya patakha lag rahi hai bey~"

Kuch aisi thi.

Apna pehla period attend karte hue mein class me Math ke problems solve karwa rahi thi.

And, come to think of it. Woh... Aaj bhi nahi aaya.

Meri nazre anayaas hi uss khaali bench par chali gayi.

Veer!!!

When was the first time!? Jab mein uss se mili thi!? Right! I remember now!

Jab mein pichle saal... Nahi! Pichle ke pichle saal. Infact saal ka end tha woh samay. August ka mahina tha. Mujhe yaad hai.

Naye students aaye the. New session tha. New admissions. Aur mujhe khud ko 2 mahine hi hue the yaha aaye.

Mein inn new class ke baccho ko maths padha rahi thi. Pehle din, mene sabhi se intro liya tha. Tab mujhe Veer ke baare me pata chala tha. Par, uss din ke baad toh mein uska naam bhul hi gayi thi.

Wo toh jab...

Mene usse notice kiya tab uske baare me thoda jaan paayi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai. Ek mahina hi hua tha mujhe inn baccho ko padhaate hue par sabse side ki row me last bench par hamesha ek ladka baithata tha jo hamesha akela rehta tha. Na hi mene uske saath kabhi kisi ko baithe hue dekha tha aur na hi kisi ke saath baat karte hue.

Personally, mujhe inn baato se farq nahi padna chaahiye tha. Aur na hi ye scene mere dimaag me baithna chaahiye tha. Par uss din ke baad se mene usse aur bhi notice karna shuru kar diya tha.

Woh aata, chup chaap baitha rehta, kabhi head down kiye rehta, toh kabhi kahi khoya hua kuch sochta rehta. Homework bhi nahi kar ke aata tha aur mein usse gusse me aakar punishment de deti.

Jab 5-6 baar punishment de chuki thi mein usse toh ab mujhse aur raha nahi gaya. Roz roz ek hi question bas homework me deti thi aur ye usse bhi karke nahi aata tha. Aur mene...

*Chataaaaakkkk*

Ek thappad uski peeth pe maar diya. Zorr se. Gaal par nahi. Woh bhi kisi ki santaan tha. Mein kis haq se usse maar deti!? Isliye... Keval peeth pe hi maara mene. Taaki usse zyaada bura bhi na lage. Uske bhale ke liye hi usse sudhaar rahi thi mein. Aur aaj bhi...

"Get out!! Get outside and stand there."

Wo homework karke nahi aaya. Mene usse baahar nikaal diya. Poora lecture mein padhaati rahi aur woh baahar khada raha. Usne na hi mujhse baithne ki zidd kii na hi sorry bola. Bina kuch kahe wo ek baar me baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe uski iss baat se accha bhi lagta tha aur bura bhi.

Accha isliye, kyuki isne kabhi mujhe palat ke jawaab nahi diya tha. Usme koi attitude nahi tha. Woh meri harr ek baat maanta. Mein kehti baahar jao, toh woh chala jaata, mein kehti board saaf karo toh woh karta, mein kehti board me aakar question solve karo toh wo usse bhi karta. Bhale hi usse solve karte nahi banta tha par wo meri baat kabhi nahi taalta tha. Bhale hi baaki students ke saamne usse ek mazaak ka paatr hi kyu na bann'na pade par wo mera kaha hamesha maanta. Aur mein uski iss baat par khush thi.

Par gussa bhi aata tha. Arre iss ladke ko apne future ki koi tension thi bhi ya nahi? Yadi ye try hi nahi karega toh aage kese badhega? Aise me toh ye peeche hi jaata jaega.

*Triiiiingggggggg*

Aur lecture khatam hote hi saare bacche agle lecture ke liye lab me bhaag gaye. Veer baahar hi tha. Mein apni book aur samaan uthaate hue baahar aayi.

Sarr jhukaaye wo khada tha baahar hi.

Aur meri aahat paate hi usne jese hi sarr upar kiya. Mujhe ek jhatka laga. Wo ro raha tha. Uske gaalo par aasuo ki boonde saji hui thi.

Hey bhagwan! Ye kya kar diya mene. Par mene toh usse peeth me thoda sa hi maara tha. Kya itni zorr se maar diya mene. Mein bechain ho uthi. Andar mann boht tadap raha tha mera.

"H-Hey... T-Tum ro kyu rahe ho? V-Veeer!!! Dekho beta!!! Mene toh bas tumhaare bhale ke liye tumhe daata tha... Mene maar diya kya isliye..."

Par mere vaakya ke poora hone se pehle hi usne naa me sarr hila diya. Haaaasshhh! Iska matlab wo meri maar ko lekar nahi ro raha tha.

"Kuch bhi nahi ma'am! Aapki wajah se nahi hai ye."

"T-Toh kya baat hai Veer! Kyu ro rahe ho? Rona acchi baat nahi hoti. Dekho baaki class ke students nikal ke jaa rahe hai. Tumhe dekhenge aise toh kya sochenge? Rou mat ab okay? Aur jao lab me. Dekho tumhaare sabhi friends chale gaye hai."

"Woh mere friends nahi...!"

"Huh!?"

Meri baato ka jawaab diya bina hi woh andar gaya, apna bag uthaaya aur lab ki orr nikal gaya. Aur mein idhar bas sochti reh gayi. Ek chinta mere mann me sama gayi. Kya karu mein iss ladke ka? Kya wo lonely tha? Kya uska waqai koi bhi friend nahi tha? Yadi aisa tha toh...

Oh no! This was severe than I thought.

Uss din ke baad se, mere aur Veer ke beech aksar baat hoti. Aur fir aaya woh din. Jab mein Maa ko dekhne hospital gayi thi. Unke heart attack ki wajah se.

Jidhar mene Veer ko ICU me dekha tha. Uske baad se toh sab kuch ek ateet bann ke reh gaya. Uska mere sang mere ghar me aana, hamaare beech ek naya rishta bann'na, student teacher se zyaada ek dost ka rishta, saath me ghoomna firna, khaana peena, Juhi ko bhi jese ek naya dost mil gaya tha. Ek bade bhai jesa. Shreya ki wajah se Juhi ka usse Maamu kehke pukaarna. Sab kuch behtar hota jaa raha tha. Hum sab ke liye.

Uske aane se ghar me ek raunak aa gayi thi. Ghar sawar raha tha. Panap raha tha. Mein uske baare me aur acche se jaan rahi thi. Par fir...

Wo chala gaya. Aur waapas se zindagi mujhe mere muh pe ek tamaacha maar ke mujhe hosh me laayi. Mujhe bataaya ki harr ek shuruaat ka ant bhi hota hai. Veer ab apni bhabhi ke ghar rehne laga tha. Aur hamaare beech wo rishta. Wo kahi jese lupt hota jaa raha tha. Kisi na kisi din hamaare beech vivaad hota hi tha.

Par aisa kya tha usme jo mein uss se baat karne me zara bhi nahi hichkichaati thi. I knew the answer.

Uski nazre. Jaha sab mujhe kha jaane waali nazro se dekhte the. Usne aaj tak, aaj tak mujhe unn nazro se nahi dekha tha. Balki, wo mere touch, meri nazro se bhaagta tha. Par uske accident ke baad se ek behad hi bada badlaav aaya usme.

Aur uski feelings... Mein kuch kuch samajhne lagi thi. Hadd tab hui jab,

'It's because... YOU!!!!!! YOU LIKE ME!!!!'

'And let me tell you one more thing... Wo ye ki... I LIKE YOU AS WELL!!!'

Jab usne ye baatein mujhse kahi.

Nahi!!! Ye jhooth tha. Mein... Mein aur usse like? N-Nahiii! Hargiz nahi! Aisa possible hi nahi hai. I'm his teacher. Wo mera student hai. Sawaal hi paida nahi hota hamaare beech kuch bhi aisa hone ka. Ye mazaak tha.

Right! Mene uske tough times me uska thoda saath diya isliye wo mujhe emotional support ke roop me dekh raha hai aur bas ye ek infatuation hai. Ek attraction. Dheere dheere uska attraction khatam ho jaega aur usse baat samajh aa jaegi. That's right! Wo raah bhatak gaya hai. Uski teacher hone ke naate ye mera farz banta hai ki mein usse sahi raasta dikhau.

Wo bas overthinking kar raha hai. He thinks I like him which is not true at all. Mein already ek married lady hu. How can I like him? Harr baar wahi baatein keh ke wo mujhe nervous kar deta hai aur fir sochta hai ki mein usse like karti hu. T-That's impossible. Right? Mein...

"Ma'am!!! Ma'am!!??"

Aur ek awaaz mujhe punah hosh me laayi.

"Huh?"

Mein toh class me lecture le rahi thi. Ye Veer ke khayaal kaha se aa gaye mere mann me?

Saamne baithe students mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Aur next problem ko solve karwaane ke liye keh rahe the.

Mein bhi naa! Kaha kho gayi thi? Mene lecture me acche se unhe padhaaya. Aur issi ke saath inhi bhaag daud me, aaj ka din samaapt ho gaya.

It was time to go.

Arre haan! Yaad aaya, Juhi ke liye mujhe Pav Bhaji ka samaan bhi lena tha.

Mene socha ki ghar ke ekdum paas jo shopping mart padta hai wahi se saara samaan le lungi.

Waha pohuchi toh mujhe ek aur jhatka laga. Meri kismat itni buri kyu thi?

Dur se hi mujhe wo ghinauna chehra nazar aa gaya. Vikaas Sir!!!

Chaahti toh thi mein samaan lena par mujhe waha se nikalna pada. Iss aadmi ke mein paas bhi nahi bhatakna chaahti thi.

Par abhi mein baahar aayi hi thi ki...

"Jii! Aap Miss Nidhi!?"

Ek kaale suit me aadmi ne mere paas aake mujhse pucha.

"Y-Yes I am... P-Par aap kaun!?"

"Aap chaliye toh sahi. Aaiye! Car me baithiye."

"W-Whaaatttt?"

Mein darr gayi. Ye sab kya tha? Kaun tha ye aadmi? Aur iski ye badi sii kaali gaadi? Kya ye mujhe kahi kidnap...!?

"Jesa aap soch rahi hai wesa kuch bhi nahi hai. Aaiye andar baithiye aur kuch derr me hi aapke saare sawalo ke jawaab mil jaenge.""

"Mein kese maan lu!? Ki tum ek kidnapper nahi ho?"

"Yadi mein kidnapper hota toh kya itne politely aap se pesh aata!?"

Uski baat me point tha. Aur ant me mein uski gaadi me savaar ho gayi.

"Aap apni scooty ki chinta mat kariye. Mene ek aadmi udhar khada kar diya hai. Woh aapki scooty pe nazar rakhega."

Mann maar ke mein taiyaar ho gayi.

Mujhe kuch nahi pata tha kya chal raha hai, Kaun the ye aadmi? Mujhe kaha le jaa rahe the?

Par mere saare sawaalo ke jawaab jese ab milne waale the.

Gaadi seedha court ke baahar jaake ruki.

"Huh?"

"Aaiye! Utariye!!!"

Hum andar gaye jaha... wait... Ek minute!!!

Ye toh... Ye toh mere lawyer ki jagah thi. Mera lawyer jo mere pati ke khilaaf mene rakha hua tha.

Mere waha pohuchte hi wo lawyer khushi se jhoom utha.

"Hahahaha~ Sab kuch ho gaya Madam. Sab ho gaya. Aaiye jaldi. Idhar inme sign kar dijiye."

What!? What was happening!!!???

Kya chal raha tha ye sab?

"D-Dekhiye! Mujhe bataiye yaha kya chal raha hai? Aur mein kisi par bhi sign nahi karne waali bina baat jaane."

"Arre madam! Sab ho gaya. Case solved haha! Samjhauta jo hua tha woh complete ho gaha. Khatam baat!!! Aur wo dekhiye."

"Huh!??"

Mein peeche mudi toh tadap uthi. Dhruvvv!!!!!

Mera baccha! Ek aurat ki goad me tha. Noooooooo!!! What was happening!!????

Mein daud ke uss ke paas gayi aur uss aurat se chhinaate hue mene usse apne seene se laga liya. Usse bheench liya.

"Ohhhh mera baccha!!!! Dhruvvvvv~"

"Madam! Samjhauta aapke paksh me hua. Ab se aapka beta aapke saath hi rahega. Aap inn par sign kar dijiye."

Mein sisak sisak roti rahi. Bhaavuk ho uthi. Kahi ye sab kuch ek sapna toh nahi tha!?

"Ah~"

Dhruv ne jab mere blouse ke oopar se mere uroz ko kaata toh mujhe yakeen ho gaya. Ye sapna nahi tha. Ye sapna nahi tha Nidhi. Tera Dhruv, tere haatho me tha.

"Dhrrruuuuvvvvv!!!!"

Mein kaafi derr takk roti rahi. Nahi! Ek minute! Samjhauta poora ho gaya matlab? Samjhauta toh tab hi poora hona tha jab mein apne pati Rajat ko 50 lakh rupaye ki rakam jama karu. Toh fir... Toh fir ye!!?

"Sign kar dijiye madam jaldi. Toh fir aapki mein divorce ki karyvaahi shuru karu."

Lawyer ki baat sunn, mene uske haatho se woh papers chhinaaye aur baari baari unhe padhne lagi. Mere haath harr panne ko padhte hue kaanp rahe the. Ye sach tha.

Papers nakli nahi the. Mene dobaara check kiye aur sab sahi tha. Antatah Mene sign kar diye.

Meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha. Mein lawyer toh kahi uss aadmi se lakh baar puch chuki thi, par unn dono ka hi jawaab yahi tha ki mujhe abhi thodi derr me sab pata chal jaane waala tha.

Ye sab... Ye sab itni asaani se kese ho sakta tha bhala!?

Aur upar se... Unn baaki ke papers par... Rajat ke signs the!??? Matlab wo iss samjhaute se ant me raazi ho gaya!? Dhruv ko yu saup diya usne? Uski Maa, Chhaaya. Unhone kese Dhruv ko asaani se jaane de diya?

A-Aur sabse bada sawaal. 50 Lakh ka kya hua? Kisne chukaaye woh?

Gaadi me baith hum waha se nikal gaye. Sarr chakra raha tha mera. Kahi ye sapna na nikle bas.

Aur fir gaadi se utarne se pehle,

"Madam! Apni aankho par ye patti baandh lijiye."

"Kya!?"

Wahi aadmi mujhe apni aankho par patti baandhne keh raha tha. Pata nahi kyu, par mujhe uski baat par visvaash tha. Mene baandh lii.

Aur wo mujhe kahi le jaane laga.

"Ab aap patti hata sakti hai."

Aur mene patti hata dii.

Huh!!!!?????

!!!!?????????

N-Noo!!!! It can't be!!!! Mere badan ke roye khade ho gaye. Aankho se aasu jhar jhar behne lage.

Saamne...

Mere saamne... Wo sabhi khade hue the.

Shreya, Juhi, Veer, Ragini jii, Suman jii, Aabha, Sonali, Veer ki stepmom? Uski stepsister? Uski behne!??? Kavya, Arohi!!??

Upar 'Welcome Dhruv to the family' ki hanging writing lagi hui thi.

Noooo!!! Please!!! Don't!!!! Mein khud ko nahi sambhal paungi.

Veer!!! Muskuraa raha tha. Mere paas wo chalte hue aaya aur,

"It's done ma'am! Everything is solved. Dhruv ab se aapke saath hi rahega."

Mein roti rahi. Mujhe sambhaalne ke liye waha maujood harr aurat mujhe hausla dene lagi. Apne se gale lagaane lagi. Par meri rulaayi... Band hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi.

Aur mein abhi Veer ke bagal se hi baithi thi jab ek aadmi aaya aur Veer ke bagal se jhukte hue usne kuch kaha, jo mene sunn liya.

"Boss! Baaki ki flat ki 45 Lakh rakam. Ye rahi!!! Cash me hai. Ye lijiye!!!"

Usne ek suitcase Veer ke haath me thama diya.

Huh!!!? Don't tell me...

Mein stabdh nigaaho se Veer ko dekhi, jo meri nazro se bach ke khud ko chhipa raha tha. Nahi!!!! Don't tell me he...

Aur mera shaq jese sahi nikla.

HE DID IT!!!!

Woh 50 lakh, ye sab planning... It was him!!!

Mein kuch na boli. Sarr jhukaaye shuru se ant tak shaant thi. Dhruv so chuka tha. Suman jii Dhruv ko lekar iss hotel ke room me chali gayi.

Aur mein aur Veer, hum dono hi ekdum shaant baahar hi lawn side baithe rahe.

Toh ye sab kuch kiya dhara Veer ka tha.

"Explain!!!" Mene zorr se kaha.

Aur usne ek gehri saans lete hue bolna shuru kiya,

"I know aap gussa hai. Aur hona bhi chaahiye aapko. But I did what was necessary."

What was necessary? What was necessary!!!?????? Kya matlab necessary??? It was my job!!!!! My job to get back my son!!!!!

"I did it, for the person I care about a lot!!!"

Don't!!! Don't say it!!! Mat bolo ye sab!!! Mein khud me hi andar se baatein karti rahi. Nahiiii!!!! Chup ho jao Veer. Chup ho jao!!!

"Ab sab kuch pehle ki tarah ho chuka hai ma'am. From now on, you can look forward."

Nahiiii!!! Pleaseeeee!! I beg you!!!! Stop it!!!! Mat kaho ye sab!!! Warna mein... Don't do it!!! Please!!!!

Mein khud ka na rok paayi,

*Chataaaaaaakkkkkk*

Aur ek thappad usko kheench ke maar diya mene. Iss baar... Gaal pe...

Woh iss baar bhi kuch na bola. Sarr neeche tha uska. Uske baalo se uski aankhein dhaki hui thi. I couldn't see his expressions.

"WHHHHYYYYYYY!!??? KYUU KIYA TUMNE YE SAB!!!???"

Mein zorr se chillaayi. Meri awaaz tezz thi. Aur aankhein poori aasuo se bheegi hui.

"For what purpose I was living!!!??? Inn beete mahino me mein keval aur keval *sniff* keval apne bacche ko paane ke liye ladti rahi. I kept on struggling!!!! Aur fir tum aate ho achaanak se aur kehte ho... It's done!!!?? It's finished!!!? For what purpose I was fighting then!!!!???? *sniff* K-Kisne!? Kisne tumhe kaha ki tum meri taraf se paise chuka ke mere liye Dhruv ko churra sakte ho? Kis haq se???? *sniff* Kya lagti hu mein tumhaari!!??"

Aur mein uski chaathi par apne haatho se ghuse barsaane lagi. Peetne lagi uski chaathi ko. Woh mazboot faulaad ki tarah wahi tika raha.

"Keval aapke hi liye nahi tha ye."

"Huh!!!?"

What!? What did he mean?

"Kya aapko yaad hai!? Jab bhi Juhi baat nahi maanti thi. Toh mein uske kaano me kuch kaha karta tha!? Jiske baad woh meri harr baat maan jaati thi!?"

"Huh!!!!??"

Wo meri taraf muskuraate hue mud ke dekha.

No!!! Don't tell me...

"Mein usse issi din ka vaada deta tha. Ki yadi wo meri baat maan legi toh mein ek din uske chote bhai ko usse laake dunga."

Aur bas... Mere aasuo ka baandh toot gaya. Ek sailaab aa gaya. Mein subukte hue ro padi. Aur Veer ne... jhatt se mujhe apne aalingan me le liya.

Yadi ye pehle hota, toh mene usse apni baaho se alag kar diya hota. Par iss baar... Mere haath kamzor pad gaye. Unme taqat hi nahi bachi. Ulta mere haath... Uski peeth par jaa kar kass gaye. Nahiiii!!! Ye galat tha!!! I shouldn't.... Par mere haath meri na sune. Wo uski peeth par kasste chale gaye.

Hum dono ek dusre se lipte hue the. Mein bas roti jaa rahi thi. Aur woh, bas meri peeth ko sehlaate jaa raha tha. Mein apne itne saalo ke dukh dard ko jese ek baar me nikaal rahi thi aur woh sab kuch accept karta jaa raha tha.

Aur uske bol mere kaano me pade,

"This... is the real you. Ab se aise hi rehna ma'am. Aise hi..."

Mein kuch na boli. Bas roti rahi. Jab alag hui uss se toh...

Hum dono ki hi aankhein ek dusre se bhidi hui thi. Chehre ekdum qareeb... Aur...

Wo jhuka, aur usne mere gaal par...

*Puch*

Ek kiss kar dii...

Mein hakki bakki sii, murti ki tarah wahi jami baithi rahi. Usse rok tak na saki. Woh jese jaanta tha, ki...

I wouldn't stop him if he went for my cheeks. Instead of my lips. Aur wahi hua...

Mein usse na rok saki. Bas bhoot bane wahi baithi rahi.

Usne mujhe ek baar fir apne seene se laga liya aur uske agle shabdo ne mere poore badan me ek siharan dauda dii,

"One day, I'll make you mine."
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Aaj ke liye itna hi guys!!!
Like thokne ka aur revos rakhne ka. Dhanyavaad!

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Update - 89 ~ Compulsion and Remorse
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Ab tak...

Wo utha toh Niharika ne choker apne gale se nikaal ke fek diya.

Niharika (chillaate hue) : YOUU BASTARDDD!! I WILL SUE YOU!!! YOU THINK I'LL OBEY YOU!?? JUST YOU WAIT... JUST YOU...

Veer chup chaap baahar jaane laga. Par jaane se pehle, usne ek antim baar mud me peeche dekha. Hontho par ek haivaano waali muskuraahat thi. Aur bola,

"OHHH!!! YOU WILL OBEY ME!!!"

Because....

*Ding*

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Ab aage...

Mein maun baithi thi. Darpan ke saamne...

Kab shuru hua tha ye silsila!? Kaise ho gaya ye sab!? Mein... Ek abhaagan... Kis tarah zindagi ke iss mod par aa gayi, ki mujhe ab yaha se apna bhavishya bhi nazar nahi aa raha!? Bas, ek dhundlapaan sa chhaaya hua hai.

Kya ye kasht mere jeevan me pehle se hi likha hua tha? Ya ye mere bure karmo ka nateeja hai? Ya ye mere pichle janam ke paapo ka badla le raha hai uparwaala mujhse?

Kyu? Kyu hota hai mere saath aisa? Ab mein iss charan par aa chuki hu jaha mein apni khushi ki manokaamna bhi nahi karti. Apni khushi ki parvaah hi nahi karti.

Meri ruchi ab apni hi khushi ke liye samaapt ho chuki hai. Mein apni sukh ki umeedein, ab chorr chuki hu.

Do hi cheez chahiye mujhe bas!!! Mera baccha! Bas mujhe mera baccha waapas mil jaaye aur meri Juhi aur poora parivaar sukh aur shaanti se rahe. Bas! Yahi do ichhaaye hai meri. Kya itni ichha rakhne ka bhi mujhe haq nahi hai!?

Jo uparwaala mujhe baar baar, meri harr koshisho ko nakaam kar deta hai!? Dusro ka kabhi bura nahi chaaha mene aur na hi kabhi chaahungi. Hamesha auro ki taraf madad ka haath hi aage badhaaya mene.

Par kya mila mujhe?

Madad paane ke baad, log kachar kar aage badh jaate hai. Par mein fir bhi unki madad karti hu. Tumne mujhe iss tarah kyu banaaya bhagwaan?

Aur ek baar fir, gehraayi me inn baato ke baare me soch, meri aankho se aasu beh chale.

"Diiiiii~ Sunn rahi ho!?????? Mein jaa rahi huuuu~"

Par achanak aayi Shreya ki awaaz ne mujhe mere hosh me laaya. Apni hatheliyo se mene apne aasu fatafat poche aur uth ke baahar aa gayi.

Ye nadaan ladki. Harr roz derr raat tak jaagti rahegi, subah fir derr se uthegi, jaldi jaldi karegi aur fir iss chakkar me apna lunchbox le jaana bhul jaegi.

Par mein isse dosh de bhi nahi sakti zyada. Akhir, ye meri hi toh choti behan hai. Jab mene college me shuru shuru me padhaana start kiya tha tab... Akhir, mein bhi toh aisi hi thi na? Toh mein isse bhi zyaada baatein nahi suna paati.

"Accha baba~ Aur ye tiffin rakh pehle. Warna kal ki tarah bhul jaogi."

Mene usse yaad dilaate hue tiffin uske haath me hi thama diya.

"Ohh thank you so much dii~ You are the best!!! I love you so much muuuaahhh~"

"A-Arreeee!!!???"

"Hehehehe B-Bye!!!"

Aur nikal gayi ye ladki. Pagli kahi ki. Iss ladki ki tulna toh bas bullet train se hi ki jaa sakti thi. Dono hi ekdum tezz bhaagti hai.

Apne gaal par hue geelepann ko saaf kar mein kitchen me gayi toh ek aur bullet train ka khayaal aaya mere mann me.

Saamne Fridge ke door par sticky note chipka hua tha. Uss note ko nikaal mene dekha toh uss par black sketch pen se likha hua tha...

'Pav Bhaji! (◍•ᴗ•◍)'

Aur mein muskura uthi.

Juhi!! Meri bacchi! Ye uski aadat thi. Shaam ko khaane me jab bhi usse kuch special khaana hota tha, wo inn sticky notes me dish ka naam likhti aur fridge pe chipka ke school bhaag jaati. Taaki, mein college jaane se pehle dekh lu aur fir shaam ko aane se pehle dish ke liye saara samaan pehle se lekar aau. Taaki fir baad mein bahana na bana saku.

Natkhat kahi ki. Jitni iski umr hai, uss se zyaada ka toh dimaag liye firti hai ye choti si nanhi bacchi. Boht sharaarti hai haha~

Par...

Meri jaan hai ye.

Iske bina... Mein 'mein' nahi.

Iski hassi, kilkaariya awaazein jo poore ghar me bikharti hai, unhi ke sahaare toh mein yaha tak aa paayi hu warna mein toh kab ka...

Ek gehri saans lete hue mene Juhi ke sticky note ko apne purse me daal liya aur mein college ke liye taiyaar hone lagi.

*Click*

Darwaaza lock kar mein scooty liye college nikal padi. Kuch hi derr me pohuch bhi gayi.

New semester ko start hue thoda hi waqt hua tha toh iss samay mein zara bhi late nahi ho sakti thi. Time boht hi crucial tha mere liye.

Corridor se guzarte hue, mein dekh paa rahi thi. College ke ladko ki nazre... Mere badan par...

Apne pallu ko sarkaate hue mene apni chhaathi ko acche se dhaka aur chalti bani. Ye roz ka tha. Mein bhali bhaati jaanti thi unn ladko ke mann me mere liye kya tha. Good morning, math problem ke bahaane se mere qareeb aane ki koshishe... Sab... Mein jaanti thi. Samajhti thi.

Beshaq, sab aise nahi the. Par adhiktar... Adhiktar ki aankho me mein wo havas dekh paati thi.

"Behanchod aaj kya lag rahi hai!!!"

"Sssss~ Hot and sexy bhai!!!"

"Pati chutiya hai saala jo aisi ko jaane diya."

Aur sunn bhi paati thi. Aksar...

Par chup chaap, apne kaam se hi matlab rakhti thi aur kuch nahi. Par kya mene kabhi iska virodh nahi kiya? Kiya tha na. Lekin ladke shaatir the.

Mera naam leke, ya mujhe sambodhit karke mere baare me baatein nahi karte the. Jiske kaaran, mein koi aarop bhi nahi laga sakti thi.

Aur bina saboot ke koi aarop... Ek gunaah tha.

Par mein jaanti thi. Wo sab. Wo sab meri hi baatein karte the. Aur mene unn taano, afwaaho, peeth peeche bajti seetiyo aur hooting ko nazar andaaz kar jeena seekh liya tha. Mujhe nahi pata tha ye duniya auro ki nazaro se kesi dikhti thi. Par meri nazaro se... Ye duniya...

"Aaj kya patakha lag rahi hai bey~"

Kuch aisi thi.

Apna pehla period attend karte hue mein class me Math ke problems solve karwa rahi thi.

And, come to think of it. Woh... Aaj bhi nahi aaya.

Meri nazre anayaas hi uss khaali bench par chali gayi.

Veer!!!

When was the first time!? Jab mein uss se mili thi!? Right! I remember now!

Jab mein pichle saal... Nahi! Pichle ke pichle saal. Infact saal ka end tha woh samay. August ka mahina tha. Mujhe yaad hai.

Naye students aaye the. New session tha. New admissions. Aur mujhe khud ko 2 mahine hi hue the yaha aaye.

Mein inn new class ke baccho ko maths padha rahi thi. Pehle din, mene sabhi se intro liya tha. Tab mujhe Veer ke baare me pata chala tha. Par, uss din ke baad toh mein uska naam bhul hi gayi thi.

Wo toh jab...

Mene usse notice kiya tab uske baare me thoda jaan paayi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai. Ek mahina hi hua tha mujhe inn baccho ko padhaate hue par sabse side ki row me last bench par hamesha ek ladka baithata tha jo hamesha akela rehta tha. Na hi mene uske saath kabhi kisi ko baithe hue dekha tha aur na hi kisi ke saath baat karte hue.

Personally, mujhe inn baato se farq nahi padna chaahiye tha. Aur na hi ye scene mere dimaag me baithna chaahiye tha. Par uss din ke baad se mene usse aur bhi notice karna shuru kar diya tha.

Woh aata, chup chaap baitha rehta, kabhi head down kiye rehta, toh kabhi kahi khoya hua kuch sochta rehta. Homework bhi nahi kar ke aata tha aur mein usse gusse me aakar punishment de deti.

Jab 5-6 baar punishment de chuki thi mein usse toh ab mujhse aur raha nahi gaya. Roz roz ek hi question bas homework me deti thi aur ye usse bhi karke nahi aata tha. Aur mene...

*Chataaaaakkkk*

Ek thappad uski peeth pe maar diya. Zorr se. Gaal par nahi. Woh bhi kisi ki santaan tha. Mein kis haq se usse maar deti!? Isliye... Keval peeth pe hi maara mene. Taaki usse zyaada bura bhi na lage. Uske bhale ke liye hi usse sudhaar rahi thi mein. Aur aaj bhi...

"Get out!! Get outside and stand there."

Wo homework karke nahi aaya. Mene usse baahar nikaal diya. Poora lecture mein padhaati rahi aur woh baahar khada raha. Usne na hi mujhse baithne ki zidd kii na hi sorry bola. Bina kuch kahe wo ek baar me baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe uski iss baat se accha bhi lagta tha aur bura bhi.

Accha isliye, kyuki isne kabhi mujhe palat ke jawaab nahi diya tha. Usme koi attitude nahi tha. Woh meri harr ek baat maanta. Mein kehti baahar jao, toh woh chala jaata, mein kehti board saaf karo toh woh karta, mein kehti board me aakar question solve karo toh wo usse bhi karta. Bhale hi usse solve karte nahi banta tha par wo meri baat kabhi nahi taalta tha. Bhale hi baaki students ke saamne usse ek mazaak ka paatr hi kyu na bann'na pade par wo mera kaha hamesha maanta. Aur mein uski iss baat par khush thi.

Par gussa bhi aata tha. Arre iss ladke ko apne future ki koi tension thi bhi ya nahi? Yadi ye try hi nahi karega toh aage kese badhega? Aise me toh ye peeche hi jaata jaega.

*Triiiiingggggggg*

Aur lecture khatam hote hi saare bacche agle lecture ke liye lab me bhaag gaye. Veer baahar hi tha. Mein apni book aur samaan uthaate hue baahar aayi.

Sarr jhukaaye wo khada tha baahar hi.

Aur meri aahat paate hi usne jese hi sarr upar kiya. Mujhe ek jhatka laga. Wo ro raha tha. Uske gaalo par aasuo ki boonde saji hui thi.

Hey bhagwan! Ye kya kar diya mene. Par mene toh usse peeth me thoda sa hi maara tha. Kya itni zorr se maar diya mene. Mein bechain ho uthi. Andar mann boht tadap raha tha mera.

"H-Hey... T-Tum ro kyu rahe ho? V-Veeer!!! Dekho beta!!! Mene toh bas tumhaare bhale ke liye tumhe daata tha... Mene maar diya kya isliye..."

Par mere vaakya ke poora hone se pehle hi usne naa me sarr hila diya. Haaaasshhh! Iska matlab wo meri maar ko lekar nahi ro raha tha.

"Kuch bhi nahi ma'am! Aapki wajah se nahi hai ye."

"T-Toh kya baat hai Veer! Kyu ro rahe ho? Rona acchi baat nahi hoti. Dekho baaki class ke students nikal ke jaa rahe hai. Tumhe dekhenge aise toh kya sochenge? Rou mat ab okay? Aur jao lab me. Dekho tumhaare sabhi friends chale gaye hai."

"Woh mere friends nahi...!"

"Huh!?"

Meri baato ka jawaab diya bina hi woh andar gaya, apna bag uthaaya aur lab ki orr nikal gaya. Aur mein idhar bas sochti reh gayi. Ek chinta mere mann me sama gayi. Kya karu mein iss ladke ka? Kya wo lonely tha? Kya uska waqai koi bhi friend nahi tha? Yadi aisa tha toh...

Oh no! This was severe than I thought.

Uss din ke baad se, mere aur Veer ke beech aksar baat hoti. Aur fir aaya woh din. Jab mein Maa ko dekhne hospital gayi thi. Unke heart attack ki wajah se.

Jidhar mene Veer ko ICU me dekha tha. Uske baad se toh sab kuch ek ateet bann ke reh gaya. Uska mere sang mere ghar me aana, hamaare beech ek naya rishta bann'na, student teacher se zyaada ek dost ka rishta, saath me ghoomna firna, khaana peena, Juhi ko bhi jese ek naya dost mil gaya tha. Ek bade bhai jesa. Shreya ki wajah se Juhi ka usse Maamu kehke pukaarna. Sab kuch behtar hota jaa raha tha. Hum sab ke liye.

Uske aane se ghar me ek raunak aa gayi thi. Ghar sawar raha tha. Panap raha tha. Mein uske baare me aur acche se jaan rahi thi. Par fir...

Wo chala gaya. Aur waapas se zindagi mujhe mere muh pe ek tamaacha maar ke mujhe hosh me laayi. Mujhe bataaya ki harr ek shuruaat ka ant bhi hota hai. Veer ab apni bhabhi ke ghar rehne laga tha. Aur hamaare beech wo rishta. Wo kahi jese lupt hota jaa raha tha. Kisi na kisi din hamaare beech vivaad hota hi tha.

Par aisa kya tha usme jo mein uss se baat karne me zara bhi nahi hichkichaati thi. I knew the answer.

Uski nazre. Jaha sab mujhe kha jaane waali nazro se dekhte the. Usne aaj tak, aaj tak mujhe unn nazro se nahi dekha tha. Balki, wo mere touch, meri nazro se bhaagta tha. Par uske accident ke baad se ek behad hi bada badlaav aaya usme.

Aur uski feelings... Mein kuch kuch samajhne lagi thi. Hadd tab hui jab,

'It's because... YOU!!!!!! YOU LIKE ME!!!!'

'And let me tell you one more thing... Wo ye ki... I LIKE YOU AS WELL!!!'

Jab usne ye baatein mujhse kahi.

Nahi!!! Ye jhooth tha. Mein... Mein aur usse like? N-Nahiii! Hargiz nahi! Aisa possible hi nahi hai. I'm his teacher. Wo mera student hai. Sawaal hi paida nahi hota hamaare beech kuch bhi aisa hone ka. Ye mazaak tha.

Right! Mene uske tough times me uska thoda saath diya isliye wo mujhe emotional support ke roop me dekh raha hai aur bas ye ek infatuation hai. Ek attraction. Dheere dheere uska attraction khatam ho jaega aur usse baat samajh aa jaegi. That's right! Wo raah bhatak gaya hai. Uski teacher hone ke naate ye mera farz banta hai ki mein usse sahi raasta dikhau.

Wo bas overthinking kar raha hai. He thinks I like him which is not true at all. Mein already ek married lady hu. How can I like him? Harr baar wahi baatein keh ke wo mujhe nervous kar deta hai aur fir sochta hai ki mein usse like karti hu. T-That's impossible. Right? Mein...

"Ma'am!!! Ma'am!!??"

Aur ek awaaz mujhe punah hosh me laayi.

"Huh?"

Mein toh class me lecture le rahi thi. Ye Veer ke khayaal kaha se aa gaye mere mann me?

Saamne baithe students mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Aur next problem ko solve karwaane ke liye keh rahe the.

Mein bhi naa! Kaha kho gayi thi? Mene lecture me acche se unhe padhaaya. Aur issi ke saath inhi bhaag daud me, aaj ka din samaapt ho gaya.

It was time to go.

Arre haan! Yaad aaya, Juhi ke liye mujhe Pav Bhaji ka samaan bhi lena tha.

Mene socha ki ghar ke ekdum paas jo shopping mart padta hai wahi se saara samaan le lungi.

Waha pohuchi toh mujhe ek aur jhatka laga. Meri kismat itni buri kyu thi?

Dur se hi mujhe wo ghinauna chehra nazar aa gaya. Vikaas Sir!!!

Chaahti toh thi mein samaan lena par mujhe waha se nikalna pada. Iss aadmi ke mein paas bhi nahi bhatakna chaahti thi.

Par abhi mein baahar aayi hi thi ki...

"Jii! Aap Miss Nidhi!?"

Ek kaale suit me aadmi ne mere paas aake mujhse pucha.

"Y-Yes I am... P-Par aap kaun!?"

"Aap chaliye toh sahi. Aaiye! Car me baithiye."

"W-Whaaatttt?"

Mein darr gayi. Ye sab kya tha? Kaun tha ye aadmi? Aur iski ye badi sii kaali gaadi? Kya ye mujhe kahi kidnap...!?

"Jesa aap soch rahi hai wesa kuch bhi nahi hai. Aaiye andar baithiye aur kuch derr me hi aapke saare sawalo ke jawaab mil jaenge.""

"Mein kese maan lu!? Ki tum ek kidnapper nahi ho?"

"Yadi mein kidnapper hota toh kya itne politely aap se pesh aata!?"

Uski baat me point tha. Aur ant me mein uski gaadi me savaar ho gayi.

"Aap apni scooty ki chinta mat kariye. Mene ek aadmi udhar khada kar diya hai. Woh aapki scooty pe nazar rakhega."

Mann maar ke mein taiyaar ho gayi.

Mujhe kuch nahi pata tha kya chal raha hai, Kaun the ye aadmi? Mujhe kaha le jaa rahe the?

Par mere saare sawaalo ke jawaab jese ab milne waale the.

Gaadi seedha court ke baahar jaake ruki.

"Huh?"

"Aaiye! Utariye!!!"

Hum andar gaye jaha... wait... Ek minute!!!

Ye toh... Ye toh mere lawyer ki jagah thi. Mera lawyer jo mere pati ke khilaaf mene rakha hua tha.

Mere waha pohuchte hi wo lawyer khushi se jhoom utha.

"Hahahaha~ Sab kuch ho gaya Madam. Sab ho gaya. Aaiye jaldi. Idhar inme sign kar dijiye."

What!? What was happening!!!???

Kya chal raha tha ye sab?

"D-Dekhiye! Mujhe bataiye yaha kya chal raha hai? Aur mein kisi par bhi sign nahi karne waali bina baat jaane."

"Arre madam! Sab ho gaya. Case solved haha! Samjhauta jo hua tha woh complete ho gaha. Khatam baat!!! Aur wo dekhiye."

"Huh!??"

Mein peeche mudi toh tadap uthi. Dhruvvv!!!!!

Mera baccha! Ek aurat ki goad me tha. Noooooooo!!! What was happening!!????

Mein daud ke uss ke paas gayi aur uss aurat se chhinaate hue mene usse apne seene se laga liya. Usse bheench liya.

"Ohhhh mera baccha!!!! Dhruvvvvv~"

"Madam! Samjhauta aapke paksh me hua. Ab se aapka beta aapke saath hi rahega. Aap inn par sign kar dijiye."

Mein sisak sisak roti rahi. Bhaavuk ho uthi. Kahi ye sab kuch ek sapna toh nahi tha!?

"Ah~"

Dhruv ne jab mere blouse ke oopar se mere uroz ko kaata toh mujhe yakeen ho gaya. Ye sapna nahi tha. Ye sapna nahi tha Nidhi. Tera Dhruv, tere haatho me tha.

"Dhrrruuuuvvvvv!!!!"

Mein kaafi derr takk roti rahi. Nahi! Ek minute! Samjhauta poora ho gaya matlab? Samjhauta toh tab hi poora hona tha jab mein apne pati Rajat ko 50 lakh rupaye ki rakam jama karu. Toh fir... Toh fir ye!!?

"Sign kar dijiye madam jaldi. Toh fir aapki mein divorce ki karyvaahi shuru karu."

Lawyer ki baat sunn, mene uske haatho se woh papers chhinaaye aur baari baari unhe padhne lagi. Mere haath harr panne ko padhte hue kaanp rahe the. Ye sach tha.

Papers nakli nahi the. Mene dobaara check kiye aur sab sahi tha. Antatah Mene sign kar diye.

Meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha. Mein lawyer toh kahi uss aadmi se lakh baar puch chuki thi, par unn dono ka hi jawaab yahi tha ki mujhe abhi thodi derr me sab pata chal jaane waala tha.

Ye sab... Ye sab itni asaani se kese ho sakta tha bhala!?

Aur upar se... Unn baaki ke papers par... Rajat ke signs the!??? Matlab wo iss samjhaute se ant me raazi ho gaya!? Dhruv ko yu saup diya usne? Uski Maa, Chhaaya. Unhone kese Dhruv ko asaani se jaane de diya?

A-Aur sabse bada sawaal. 50 Lakh ka kya hua? Kisne chukaaye woh?

Gaadi me baith hum waha se nikal gaye. Sarr chakra raha tha mera. Kahi ye sapna na nikle bas.

Aur fir gaadi se utarne se pehle,

"Madam! Apni aankho par ye patti baandh lijiye."

"Kya!?"

Wahi aadmi mujhe apni aankho par patti baandhne keh raha tha. Pata nahi kyu, par mujhe uski baat par visvaash tha. Mene baandh lii.

Aur wo mujhe kahi le jaane laga.

"Ab aap patti hata sakti hai."

Aur mene patti hata dii.

Huh!!!!?????

!!!!?????????

N-Noo!!!! It can't be!!!! Mere badan ke roye khade ho gaye. Aankho se aasu jhar jhar behne lage.

Saamne...

Mere saamne... Wo sabhi khade hue the.

Shreya, Juhi, Veer, Ragini jii, Suman jii, Aabha, Sonali, Veer ki stepmom? Uski stepsister? Uski behne!??? Kavya, Arohi!!??

Upar 'Welcome Dhruv to the family' ki hanging writing lagi hui thi.

Noooo!!! Please!!! Don't!!!! Mein khud ko nahi sambhal paungi.

Veer!!! Muskuraa raha tha. Mere paas wo chalte hue aaya aur,

"It's done ma'am! Everything is solved. Dhruv ab se aapke saath hi rahega."

Mein roti rahi. Mujhe sambhaalne ke liye waha maujood harr aurat mujhe hausla dene lagi. Apne se gale lagaane lagi. Par meri rulaayi... Band hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi.

Aur mein abhi Veer ke bagal se hi baithi thi jab ek aadmi aaya aur Veer ke bagal se jhukte hue usne kuch kaha, jo mene sunn liya.

"Boss! Baaki ki flat ki 45 Lakh rakam. Ye rahi!!! Cash me hai. Ye lijiye!!!"

Usne ek suitcase Veer ke haath me thama diya.

Huh!!!? Don't tell me...

Mein stabdh nigaaho se Veer ko dekhi, jo meri nazro se bach ke khud ko chhipa raha tha. Nahi!!!! Don't tell me he...

Aur mera shaq jese sahi nikla.

HE DID IT!!!!

Woh 50 lakh, ye sab planning... It was him!!!

Mein kuch na boli. Sarr jhukaaye shuru se ant tak shaant thi. Dhruv so chuka tha. Suman jii Dhruv ko lekar iss hotel ke room me chali gayi.

Aur mein aur Veer, hum dono hi ekdum shaant baahar hi lawn side baithe rahe.

Toh ye sab kuch kiya dhara Veer ka tha.

"Explain!!!" Mene zorr se kaha.

Aur usne ek gehri saans lete hue bolna shuru kiya,

"I know aap gussa hai. Aur hona bhi chaahiye aapko. But I did what was necessary."

What was necessary? What was necessary!!!?????? Kya matlab necessary??? It was my job!!!!! My job to get back my son!!!!!

"I did it, for the person I care about a lot!!!"

Don't!!! Don't say it!!! Mat bolo ye sab!!! Mein khud me hi andar se baatein karti rahi. Nahiiii!!!! Chup ho jao Veer. Chup ho jao!!!

"Ab sab kuch pehle ki tarah ho chuka hai ma'am. From now on, you can look forward."

Nahiiii!!! Pleaseeeee!! I beg you!!!! Stop it!!!! Mat kaho ye sab!!! Warna mein... Don't do it!!! Please!!!!

Mein khud ka na rok paayi,

*Chataaaaaaakkkkkk*

Aur ek thappad usko kheench ke maar diya mene. Iss baar... Gaal pe...

Woh iss baar bhi kuch na bola. Sarr neeche tha uska. Uske baalo se uski aankhein dhaki hui thi. I couldn't see his expressions.

"WHHHHYYYYYYY!!??? KYUU KIYA TUMNE YE SAB!!!???"

Mein zorr se chillaayi. Meri awaaz tezz thi. Aur aankhein poori aasuo se bheegi hui.

"For what purpose I was living!!!??? Inn beete mahino me mein keval aur keval *sniff* keval apne bacche ko paane ke liye ladti rahi. I kept on struggling!!!! Aur fir tum aate ho achaanak se aur kehte ho... It's done!!!?? It's finished!!!? For what purpose I was fighting then!!!!???? *sniff* K-Kisne!? Kisne tumhe kaha ki tum meri taraf se paise chuka ke mere liye Dhruv ko churra sakte ho? Kis haq se???? *sniff* Kya lagti hu mein tumhaari!!??"

Aur mein uski chaathi par apne haatho se ghuse barsaane lagi. Peetne lagi uski chaathi ko. Woh mazboot faulaad ki tarah wahi tika raha.

"Keval aapke hi liye nahi tha ye."

"Huh!!!?"

What!? What did he mean?

"Kya aapko yaad hai!? Jab bhi Juhi baat nahi maanti thi. Toh mein uske kaano me kuch kaha karta tha!? Jiske baad woh meri harr baat maan jaati thi!?"

"Huh!!!!??"

Wo meri taraf muskuraate hue mud ke dekha.

No!!! Don't tell me...

"Mein usse issi din ka vaada deta tha. Ki yadi wo meri baat maan legi toh mein ek din uske chote bhai ko usse laake dunga."

Aur bas... Mere aasuo ka baandh toot gaya. Ek sailaab aa gaya. Mein subukte hue ro padi. Aur Veer ne... jhatt se mujhe apne aalingan me le liya.

Yadi ye pehle hota, toh mene usse apni baaho se alag kar diya hota. Par iss baar... Mere haath kamzor pad gaye. Unme taqat hi nahi bachi. Ulta mere haath... Uski peeth par jaa kar kass gaye. Nahiiii!!! Ye galat tha!!! I shouldn't.... Par mere haath meri na sune. Wo uski peeth par kasste chale gaye.

Hum dono ek dusre se lipte hue the. Mein bas roti jaa rahi thi. Aur woh, bas meri peeth ko sehlaate jaa raha tha. Mein apne itne saalo ke dukh dard ko jese ek baar me nikaal rahi thi aur woh sab kuch accept karta jaa raha tha.

Aur uske bol mere kaano me pade,

"This... is the real you. Ab se aise hi rehna ma'am. Aise hi..."

Mein kuch na boli. Bas roti rahi. Jab alag hui uss se toh...

Hum dono ki hi aankhein ek dusre se bhidi hui thi. Chehre ekdum qareeb... Aur...

Wo jhuka, aur usne mere gaal par...

*Puch*

Ek kiss kar dii...

Mein hakki bakki sii, murti ki tarah wahi jami baithi rahi. Usse rok tak na saki. Woh jese jaanta tha, ki...

I wouldn't stop him if he went for my cheeks. Instead of my lips. Aur wahi hua...

Mein usse na rok saki. Bas bhoot bane wahi baithi rahi.

Usne mujhe ek baar fir apne seene se laga liya aur uske agle shabdo ne mere poore badan me ek siharan dauda dii,

"One day, I'll make you mine."
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Aaj ke liye itna hi guys!!!
Like thokne ka aur revos rakhne ka. Dhanyavaad!

वाह क्या बात है
निधि की भी प्रॉब्लम सॉल्व हो गई
ध्रुव उसे मिल गया
सबसे मुख्य या कहूँ प्रमुख असाइन्मेंट पुरा हुआ
पर रजत जैसा साडीस्ट तैयार कैसे हुआ वह भी इतनी आसानी से क्या इसमें वीर के अंदर की सिस्टम का कोई हाथ है
बहरहाल निधि की पॉइंट ऑफ व्यू से बताई गई यह अंक सच में लाज़वाब था
अंत में वीर ने अपनी दिल की बात निधि को कह ही दिया
बहुत बढ़िया

 

[Ashwathama]

Nice ji

 

[Story readers]

Update - 89 ~ Compulsion and Remorse
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Ab tak...

Wo utha toh Niharika ne choker apne gale se nikaal ke fek diya.

Niharika (chillaate hue) : YOUU BASTARDDD!! I WILL SUE YOU!!! YOU THINK I'LL OBEY YOU!?? JUST YOU WAIT... JUST YOU...

Veer chup chaap baahar jaane laga. Par jaane se pehle, usne ek antim baar mud me peeche dekha. Hontho par ek haivaano waali muskuraahat thi. Aur bola,

"OHHH!!! YOU WILL OBEY ME!!!"

Because....

*Ding*

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Ab aage...

Mein maun baithi thi. Darpan ke saamne...

Kab shuru hua tha ye silsila!? Kaise ho gaya ye sab!? Mein... Ek abhaagan... Kis tarah zindagi ke iss mod par aa gayi, ki mujhe ab yaha se apna bhavishya bhi nazar nahi aa raha!? Bas, ek dhundlapaan sa chhaaya hua hai.

Kya ye kasht mere jeevan me pehle se hi likha hua tha? Ya ye mere bure karmo ka nateeja hai? Ya ye mere pichle janam ke paapo ka badla le raha hai uparwaala mujhse?

Kyu? Kyu hota hai mere saath aisa? Ab mein iss charan par aa chuki hu jaha mein apni khushi ki manokaamna bhi nahi karti. Apni khushi ki parvaah hi nahi karti.

Meri ruchi ab apni hi khushi ke liye samaapt ho chuki hai. Mein apni sukh ki umeedein, ab chorr chuki hu.

Do hi cheez chahiye mujhe bas!!! Mera baccha! Bas mujhe mera baccha waapas mil jaaye aur meri Juhi aur poora parivaar sukh aur shaanti se rahe. Bas! Yahi do ichhaaye hai meri. Kya itni ichha rakhne ka bhi mujhe haq nahi hai!?

Jo uparwaala mujhe baar baar, meri harr koshisho ko nakaam kar deta hai!? Dusro ka kabhi bura nahi chaaha mene aur na hi kabhi chaahungi. Hamesha auro ki taraf madad ka haath hi aage badhaaya mene.

Par kya mila mujhe?

Madad paane ke baad, log kachar kar aage badh jaate hai. Par mein fir bhi unki madad karti hu. Tumne mujhe iss tarah kyu banaaya bhagwaan?

Aur ek baar fir, gehraayi me inn baato ke baare me soch, meri aankho se aasu beh chale.

"Diiiiii~ Sunn rahi ho!?????? Mein jaa rahi huuuu~"

Par achanak aayi Shreya ki awaaz ne mujhe mere hosh me laaya. Apni hatheliyo se mene apne aasu fatafat poche aur uth ke baahar aa gayi.

Ye nadaan ladki. Harr roz derr raat tak jaagti rahegi, subah fir derr se uthegi, jaldi jaldi karegi aur fir iss chakkar me apna lunchbox le jaana bhul jaegi.

Par mein isse dosh de bhi nahi sakti zyada. Akhir, ye meri hi toh choti behan hai. Jab mene college me shuru shuru me padhaana start kiya tha tab... Akhir, mein bhi toh aisi hi thi na? Toh mein isse bhi zyaada baatein nahi suna paati.

"Accha baba~ Aur ye tiffin rakh pehle. Warna kal ki tarah bhul jaogi."

Mene usse yaad dilaate hue tiffin uske haath me hi thama diya.

"Ohh thank you so much dii~ You are the best!!! I love you so much muuuaahhh~"

"A-Arreeee!!!???"

"Hehehehe B-Bye!!!"

Aur nikal gayi ye ladki. Pagli kahi ki. Iss ladki ki tulna toh bas bullet train se hi ki jaa sakti thi. Dono hi ekdum tezz bhaagti hai.

Apne gaal par hue geelepann ko saaf kar mein kitchen me gayi toh ek aur bullet train ka khayaal aaya mere mann me.

Saamne Fridge ke door par sticky note chipka hua tha. Uss note ko nikaal mene dekha toh uss par black sketch pen se likha hua tha...

'Pav Bhaji! (◍•ᴗ•◍)'

Aur mein muskura uthi.

Juhi!! Meri bacchi! Ye uski aadat thi. Shaam ko khaane me jab bhi usse kuch special khaana hota tha, wo inn sticky notes me dish ka naam likhti aur fridge pe chipka ke school bhaag jaati. Taaki, mein college jaane se pehle dekh lu aur fir shaam ko aane se pehle dish ke liye saara samaan pehle se lekar aau. Taaki fir baad mein bahana na bana saku.

Natkhat kahi ki. Jitni iski umr hai, uss se zyaada ka toh dimaag liye firti hai ye choti si nanhi bacchi. Boht sharaarti hai haha~

Par...

Meri jaan hai ye.

Iske bina... Mein 'mein' nahi.

Iski hassi, kilkaariya awaazein jo poore ghar me bikharti hai, unhi ke sahaare toh mein yaha tak aa paayi hu warna mein toh kab ka...

Ek gehri saans lete hue mene Juhi ke sticky note ko apne purse me daal liya aur mein college ke liye taiyaar hone lagi.

*Click*

Darwaaza lock kar mein scooty liye college nikal padi. Kuch hi derr me pohuch bhi gayi.

New semester ko start hue thoda hi waqt hua tha toh iss samay mein zara bhi late nahi ho sakti thi. Time boht hi crucial tha mere liye.

Corridor se guzarte hue, mein dekh paa rahi thi. College ke ladko ki nazre... Mere badan par...

Apne pallu ko sarkaate hue mene apni chhaathi ko acche se dhaka aur chalti bani. Ye roz ka tha. Mein bhali bhaati jaanti thi unn ladko ke mann me mere liye kya tha. Good morning, math problem ke bahaane se mere qareeb aane ki koshishe... Sab... Mein jaanti thi. Samajhti thi.

Beshaq, sab aise nahi the. Par adhiktar... Adhiktar ki aankho me mein wo havas dekh paati thi.

"Behanchod aaj kya lag rahi hai!!!"

"Sssss~ Hot and sexy bhai!!!"

"Pati chutiya hai saala jo aisi ko jaane diya."

Aur sunn bhi paati thi. Aksar...

Par chup chaap, apne kaam se hi matlab rakhti thi aur kuch nahi. Par kya mene kabhi iska virodh nahi kiya? Kiya tha na. Lekin ladke shaatir the.

Mera naam leke, ya mujhe sambodhit karke mere baare me baatein nahi karte the. Jiske kaaran, mein koi aarop bhi nahi laga sakti thi.

Aur bina saboot ke koi aarop... Ek gunaah tha.

Par mein jaanti thi. Wo sab. Wo sab meri hi baatein karte the. Aur mene unn taano, afwaaho, peeth peeche bajti seetiyo aur hooting ko nazar andaaz kar jeena seekh liya tha. Mujhe nahi pata tha ye duniya auro ki nazaro se kesi dikhti thi. Par meri nazaro se... Ye duniya...

"Aaj kya patakha lag rahi hai bey~"

Kuch aisi thi.

Apna pehla period attend karte hue mein class me Math ke problems solve karwa rahi thi.

And, come to think of it. Woh... Aaj bhi nahi aaya.

Meri nazre anayaas hi uss khaali bench par chali gayi.

Veer!!!

When was the first time!? Jab mein uss se mili thi!? Right! I remember now!

Jab mein pichle saal... Nahi! Pichle ke pichle saal. Infact saal ka end tha woh samay. August ka mahina tha. Mujhe yaad hai.

Naye students aaye the. New session tha. New admissions. Aur mujhe khud ko 2 mahine hi hue the yaha aaye.

Mein inn new class ke baccho ko maths padha rahi thi. Pehle din, mene sabhi se intro liya tha. Tab mujhe Veer ke baare me pata chala tha. Par, uss din ke baad toh mein uska naam bhul hi gayi thi.

Wo toh jab...

Mene usse notice kiya tab uske baare me thoda jaan paayi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai. Ek mahina hi hua tha mujhe inn baccho ko padhaate hue par sabse side ki row me last bench par hamesha ek ladka baithata tha jo hamesha akela rehta tha. Na hi mene uske saath kabhi kisi ko baithe hue dekha tha aur na hi kisi ke saath baat karte hue.

Personally, mujhe inn baato se farq nahi padna chaahiye tha. Aur na hi ye scene mere dimaag me baithna chaahiye tha. Par uss din ke baad se mene usse aur bhi notice karna shuru kar diya tha.

Woh aata, chup chaap baitha rehta, kabhi head down kiye rehta, toh kabhi kahi khoya hua kuch sochta rehta. Homework bhi nahi kar ke aata tha aur mein usse gusse me aakar punishment de deti.

Jab 5-6 baar punishment de chuki thi mein usse toh ab mujhse aur raha nahi gaya. Roz roz ek hi question bas homework me deti thi aur ye usse bhi karke nahi aata tha. Aur mene...

*Chataaaaakkkk*

Ek thappad uski peeth pe maar diya. Zorr se. Gaal par nahi. Woh bhi kisi ki santaan tha. Mein kis haq se usse maar deti!? Isliye... Keval peeth pe hi maara mene. Taaki usse zyaada bura bhi na lage. Uske bhale ke liye hi usse sudhaar rahi thi mein. Aur aaj bhi...

"Get out!! Get outside and stand there."

Wo homework karke nahi aaya. Mene usse baahar nikaal diya. Poora lecture mein padhaati rahi aur woh baahar khada raha. Usne na hi mujhse baithne ki zidd kii na hi sorry bola. Bina kuch kahe wo ek baar me baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe uski iss baat se accha bhi lagta tha aur bura bhi.

Accha isliye, kyuki isne kabhi mujhe palat ke jawaab nahi diya tha. Usme koi attitude nahi tha. Woh meri harr ek baat maanta. Mein kehti baahar jao, toh woh chala jaata, mein kehti board saaf karo toh woh karta, mein kehti board me aakar question solve karo toh wo usse bhi karta. Bhale hi usse solve karte nahi banta tha par wo meri baat kabhi nahi taalta tha. Bhale hi baaki students ke saamne usse ek mazaak ka paatr hi kyu na bann'na pade par wo mera kaha hamesha maanta. Aur mein uski iss baat par khush thi.

Par gussa bhi aata tha. Arre iss ladke ko apne future ki koi tension thi bhi ya nahi? Yadi ye try hi nahi karega toh aage kese badhega? Aise me toh ye peeche hi jaata jaega.

*Triiiiingggggggg*

Aur lecture khatam hote hi saare bacche agle lecture ke liye lab me bhaag gaye. Veer baahar hi tha. Mein apni book aur samaan uthaate hue baahar aayi.

Sarr jhukaaye wo khada tha baahar hi.

Aur meri aahat paate hi usne jese hi sarr upar kiya. Mujhe ek jhatka laga. Wo ro raha tha. Uske gaalo par aasuo ki boonde saji hui thi.

Hey bhagwan! Ye kya kar diya mene. Par mene toh usse peeth me thoda sa hi maara tha. Kya itni zorr se maar diya mene. Mein bechain ho uthi. Andar mann boht tadap raha tha mera.

"H-Hey... T-Tum ro kyu rahe ho? V-Veeer!!! Dekho beta!!! Mene toh bas tumhaare bhale ke liye tumhe daata tha... Mene maar diya kya isliye..."

Par mere vaakya ke poora hone se pehle hi usne naa me sarr hila diya. Haaaasshhh! Iska matlab wo meri maar ko lekar nahi ro raha tha.

"Kuch bhi nahi ma'am! Aapki wajah se nahi hai ye."

"T-Toh kya baat hai Veer! Kyu ro rahe ho? Rona acchi baat nahi hoti. Dekho baaki class ke students nikal ke jaa rahe hai. Tumhe dekhenge aise toh kya sochenge? Rou mat ab okay? Aur jao lab me. Dekho tumhaare sabhi friends chale gaye hai."

"Woh mere friends nahi...!"

"Huh!?"

Meri baato ka jawaab diya bina hi woh andar gaya, apna bag uthaaya aur lab ki orr nikal gaya. Aur mein idhar bas sochti reh gayi. Ek chinta mere mann me sama gayi. Kya karu mein iss ladke ka? Kya wo lonely tha? Kya uska waqai koi bhi friend nahi tha? Yadi aisa tha toh...

Oh no! This was severe than I thought.

Uss din ke baad se, mere aur Veer ke beech aksar baat hoti. Aur fir aaya woh din. Jab mein Maa ko dekhne hospital gayi thi. Unke heart attack ki wajah se.

Jidhar mene Veer ko ICU me dekha tha. Uske baad se toh sab kuch ek ateet bann ke reh gaya. Uska mere sang mere ghar me aana, hamaare beech ek naya rishta bann'na, student teacher se zyaada ek dost ka rishta, saath me ghoomna firna, khaana peena, Juhi ko bhi jese ek naya dost mil gaya tha. Ek bade bhai jesa. Shreya ki wajah se Juhi ka usse Maamu kehke pukaarna. Sab kuch behtar hota jaa raha tha. Hum sab ke liye.

Uske aane se ghar me ek raunak aa gayi thi. Ghar sawar raha tha. Panap raha tha. Mein uske baare me aur acche se jaan rahi thi. Par fir...

Wo chala gaya. Aur waapas se zindagi mujhe mere muh pe ek tamaacha maar ke mujhe hosh me laayi. Mujhe bataaya ki harr ek shuruaat ka ant bhi hota hai. Veer ab apni bhabhi ke ghar rehne laga tha. Aur hamaare beech wo rishta. Wo kahi jese lupt hota jaa raha tha. Kisi na kisi din hamaare beech vivaad hota hi tha.

Par aisa kya tha usme jo mein uss se baat karne me zara bhi nahi hichkichaati thi. I knew the answer.

Uski nazre. Jaha sab mujhe kha jaane waali nazro se dekhte the. Usne aaj tak, aaj tak mujhe unn nazro se nahi dekha tha. Balki, wo mere touch, meri nazro se bhaagta tha. Par uske accident ke baad se ek behad hi bada badlaav aaya usme.

Aur uski feelings... Mein kuch kuch samajhne lagi thi. Hadd tab hui jab,

'It's because... YOU!!!!!! YOU LIKE ME!!!!'

'And let me tell you one more thing... Wo ye ki... I LIKE YOU AS WELL!!!'

Jab usne ye baatein mujhse kahi.

Nahi!!! Ye jhooth tha. Mein... Mein aur usse like? N-Nahiii! Hargiz nahi! Aisa possible hi nahi hai. I'm his teacher. Wo mera student hai. Sawaal hi paida nahi hota hamaare beech kuch bhi aisa hone ka. Ye mazaak tha.

Right! Mene uske tough times me uska thoda saath diya isliye wo mujhe emotional support ke roop me dekh raha hai aur bas ye ek infatuation hai. Ek attraction. Dheere dheere uska attraction khatam ho jaega aur usse baat samajh aa jaegi. That's right! Wo raah bhatak gaya hai. Uski teacher hone ke naate ye mera farz banta hai ki mein usse sahi raasta dikhau.

Wo bas overthinking kar raha hai. He thinks I like him which is not true at all. Mein already ek married lady hu. How can I like him? Harr baar wahi baatein keh ke wo mujhe nervous kar deta hai aur fir sochta hai ki mein usse like karti hu. T-That's impossible. Right? Mein...

"Ma'am!!! Ma'am!!??"

Aur ek awaaz mujhe punah hosh me laayi.

"Huh?"

Mein toh class me lecture le rahi thi. Ye Veer ke khayaal kaha se aa gaye mere mann me?

Saamne baithe students mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Aur next problem ko solve karwaane ke liye keh rahe the.

Mein bhi naa! Kaha kho gayi thi? Mene lecture me acche se unhe padhaaya. Aur issi ke saath inhi bhaag daud me, aaj ka din samaapt ho gaya.

It was time to go.

Arre haan! Yaad aaya, Juhi ke liye mujhe Pav Bhaji ka samaan bhi lena tha.

Mene socha ki ghar ke ekdum paas jo shopping mart padta hai wahi se saara samaan le lungi.

Waha pohuchi toh mujhe ek aur jhatka laga. Meri kismat itni buri kyu thi?

Dur se hi mujhe wo ghinauna chehra nazar aa gaya. Vikaas Sir!!!

Chaahti toh thi mein samaan lena par mujhe waha se nikalna pada. Iss aadmi ke mein paas bhi nahi bhatakna chaahti thi.

Par abhi mein baahar aayi hi thi ki...

"Jii! Aap Miss Nidhi!?"

Ek kaale suit me aadmi ne mere paas aake mujhse pucha.

"Y-Yes I am... P-Par aap kaun!?"

"Aap chaliye toh sahi. Aaiye! Car me baithiye."

"W-Whaaatttt?"

Mein darr gayi. Ye sab kya tha? Kaun tha ye aadmi? Aur iski ye badi sii kaali gaadi? Kya ye mujhe kahi kidnap...!?

"Jesa aap soch rahi hai wesa kuch bhi nahi hai. Aaiye andar baithiye aur kuch derr me hi aapke saare sawalo ke jawaab mil jaenge.""

"Mein kese maan lu!? Ki tum ek kidnapper nahi ho?"

"Yadi mein kidnapper hota toh kya itne politely aap se pesh aata!?"

Uski baat me point tha. Aur ant me mein uski gaadi me savaar ho gayi.

"Aap apni scooty ki chinta mat kariye. Mene ek aadmi udhar khada kar diya hai. Woh aapki scooty pe nazar rakhega."

Mann maar ke mein taiyaar ho gayi.

Mujhe kuch nahi pata tha kya chal raha hai, Kaun the ye aadmi? Mujhe kaha le jaa rahe the?

Par mere saare sawaalo ke jawaab jese ab milne waale the.

Gaadi seedha court ke baahar jaake ruki.

"Huh?"

"Aaiye! Utariye!!!"

Hum andar gaye jaha... wait... Ek minute!!!

Ye toh... Ye toh mere lawyer ki jagah thi. Mera lawyer jo mere pati ke khilaaf mene rakha hua tha.

Mere waha pohuchte hi wo lawyer khushi se jhoom utha.

"Hahahaha~ Sab kuch ho gaya Madam. Sab ho gaya. Aaiye jaldi. Idhar inme sign kar dijiye."

What!? What was happening!!!???

Kya chal raha tha ye sab?

"D-Dekhiye! Mujhe bataiye yaha kya chal raha hai? Aur mein kisi par bhi sign nahi karne waali bina baat jaane."

"Arre madam! Sab ho gaya. Case solved haha! Samjhauta jo hua tha woh complete ho gaha. Khatam baat!!! Aur wo dekhiye."

"Huh!??"

Mein peeche mudi toh tadap uthi. Dhruvvv!!!!!

Mera baccha! Ek aurat ki goad me tha. Noooooooo!!! What was happening!!????

Mein daud ke uss ke paas gayi aur uss aurat se chhinaate hue mene usse apne seene se laga liya. Usse bheench liya.

"Ohhhh mera baccha!!!! Dhruvvvvv~"

"Madam! Samjhauta aapke paksh me hua. Ab se aapka beta aapke saath hi rahega. Aap inn par sign kar dijiye."

Mein sisak sisak roti rahi. Bhaavuk ho uthi. Kahi ye sab kuch ek sapna toh nahi tha!?

"Ah~"

Dhruv ne jab mere blouse ke oopar se mere uroz ko kaata toh mujhe yakeen ho gaya. Ye sapna nahi tha. Ye sapna nahi tha Nidhi. Tera Dhruv, tere haatho me tha.

"Dhrrruuuuvvvvv!!!!"

Mein kaafi derr takk roti rahi. Nahi! Ek minute! Samjhauta poora ho gaya matlab? Samjhauta toh tab hi poora hona tha jab mein apne pati Rajat ko 50 lakh rupaye ki rakam jama karu. Toh fir... Toh fir ye!!?

"Sign kar dijiye madam jaldi. Toh fir aapki mein divorce ki karyvaahi shuru karu."

Lawyer ki baat sunn, mene uske haatho se woh papers chhinaaye aur baari baari unhe padhne lagi. Mere haath harr panne ko padhte hue kaanp rahe the. Ye sach tha.

Papers nakli nahi the. Mene dobaara check kiye aur sab sahi tha. Antatah Mene sign kar diye.

Meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha. Mein lawyer toh kahi uss aadmi se lakh baar puch chuki thi, par unn dono ka hi jawaab yahi tha ki mujhe abhi thodi derr me sab pata chal jaane waala tha.

Ye sab... Ye sab itni asaani se kese ho sakta tha bhala!?

Aur upar se... Unn baaki ke papers par... Rajat ke signs the!??? Matlab wo iss samjhaute se ant me raazi ho gaya!? Dhruv ko yu saup diya usne? Uski Maa, Chhaaya. Unhone kese Dhruv ko asaani se jaane de diya?

A-Aur sabse bada sawaal. 50 Lakh ka kya hua? Kisne chukaaye woh?

Gaadi me baith hum waha se nikal gaye. Sarr chakra raha tha mera. Kahi ye sapna na nikle bas.

Aur fir gaadi se utarne se pehle,

"Madam! Apni aankho par ye patti baandh lijiye."

"Kya!?"

Wahi aadmi mujhe apni aankho par patti baandhne keh raha tha. Pata nahi kyu, par mujhe uski baat par visvaash tha. Mene baandh lii.

Aur wo mujhe kahi le jaane laga.

"Ab aap patti hata sakti hai."

Aur mene patti hata dii.

Huh!!!!?????

!!!!?????????

N-Noo!!!! It can't be!!!! Mere badan ke roye khade ho gaye. Aankho se aasu jhar jhar behne lage.

Saamne...

Mere saamne... Wo sabhi khade hue the.

Shreya, Juhi, Veer, Ragini jii, Suman jii, Aabha, Sonali, Veer ki stepmom? Uski stepsister? Uski behne!??? Kavya, Arohi!!??

Upar 'Welcome Dhruv to the family' ki hanging writing lagi hui thi.

Noooo!!! Please!!! Don't!!!! Mein khud ko nahi sambhal paungi.

Veer!!! Muskuraa raha tha. Mere paas wo chalte hue aaya aur,

"It's done ma'am! Everything is solved. Dhruv ab se aapke saath hi rahega."

Mein roti rahi. Mujhe sambhaalne ke liye waha maujood harr aurat mujhe hausla dene lagi. Apne se gale lagaane lagi. Par meri rulaayi... Band hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi.

Aur mein abhi Veer ke bagal se hi baithi thi jab ek aadmi aaya aur Veer ke bagal se jhukte hue usne kuch kaha, jo mene sunn liya.

"Boss! Baaki ki flat ki 45 Lakh rakam. Ye rahi!!! Cash me hai. Ye lijiye!!!"

Usne ek suitcase Veer ke haath me thama diya.

Huh!!!? Don't tell me...

Mein stabdh nigaaho se Veer ko dekhi, jo meri nazro se bach ke khud ko chhipa raha tha. Nahi!!!! Don't tell me he...

Aur mera shaq jese sahi nikla.

HE DID IT!!!!

Woh 50 lakh, ye sab planning... It was him!!!

Mein kuch na boli. Sarr jhukaaye shuru se ant tak shaant thi. Dhruv so chuka tha. Suman jii Dhruv ko lekar iss hotel ke room me chali gayi.

Aur mein aur Veer, hum dono hi ekdum shaant baahar hi lawn side baithe rahe.

Toh ye sab kuch kiya dhara Veer ka tha.

"Explain!!!" Mene zorr se kaha.

Aur usne ek gehri saans lete hue bolna shuru kiya,

"I know aap gussa hai. Aur hona bhi chaahiye aapko. But I did what was necessary."

What was necessary? What was necessary!!!?????? Kya matlab necessary??? It was my job!!!!! My job to get back my son!!!!!

"I did it, for the person I care about a lot!!!"

Don't!!! Don't say it!!! Mat bolo ye sab!!! Mein khud me hi andar se baatein karti rahi. Nahiiii!!!! Chup ho jao Veer. Chup ho jao!!!

"Ab sab kuch pehle ki tarah ho chuka hai ma'am. From now on, you can look forward."

Nahiiii!!! Pleaseeeee!! I beg you!!!! Stop it!!!! Mat kaho ye sab!!! Warna mein... Don't do it!!! Please!!!!

Mein khud ka na rok paayi,

*Chataaaaaaakkkkkk*

Aur ek thappad usko kheench ke maar diya mene. Iss baar... Gaal pe...

Woh iss baar bhi kuch na bola. Sarr neeche tha uska. Uske baalo se uski aankhein dhaki hui thi. I couldn't see his expressions.

"WHHHHYYYYYYY!!??? KYUU KIYA TUMNE YE SAB!!!???"

Mein zorr se chillaayi. Meri awaaz tezz thi. Aur aankhein poori aasuo se bheegi hui.

"For what purpose I was living!!!??? Inn beete mahino me mein keval aur keval *sniff* keval apne bacche ko paane ke liye ladti rahi. I kept on struggling!!!! Aur fir tum aate ho achaanak se aur kehte ho... It's done!!!?? It's finished!!!? For what purpose I was fighting then!!!!???? *sniff* K-Kisne!? Kisne tumhe kaha ki tum meri taraf se paise chuka ke mere liye Dhruv ko churra sakte ho? Kis haq se???? *sniff* Kya lagti hu mein tumhaari!!??"

Aur mein uski chaathi par apne haatho se ghuse barsaane lagi. Peetne lagi uski chaathi ko. Woh mazboot faulaad ki tarah wahi tika raha.

"Keval aapke hi liye nahi tha ye."

"Huh!!!?"

What!? What did he mean?

"Kya aapko yaad hai!? Jab bhi Juhi baat nahi maanti thi. Toh mein uske kaano me kuch kaha karta tha!? Jiske baad woh meri harr baat maan jaati thi!?"

"Huh!!!!??"

Wo meri taraf muskuraate hue mud ke dekha.

No!!! Don't tell me...

"Mein usse issi din ka vaada deta tha. Ki yadi wo meri baat maan legi toh mein ek din uske chote bhai ko usse laake dunga."

Aur bas... Mere aasuo ka baandh toot gaya. Ek sailaab aa gaya. Mein subukte hue ro padi. Aur Veer ne... jhatt se mujhe apne aalingan me le liya.

Yadi ye pehle hota, toh mene usse apni baaho se alag kar diya hota. Par iss baar... Mere haath kamzor pad gaye. Unme taqat hi nahi bachi. Ulta mere haath... Uski peeth par jaa kar kass gaye. Nahiiii!!! Ye galat tha!!! I shouldn't.... Par mere haath meri na sune. Wo uski peeth par kasste chale gaye.

Hum dono ek dusre se lipte hue the. Mein bas roti jaa rahi thi. Aur woh, bas meri peeth ko sehlaate jaa raha tha. Mein apne itne saalo ke dukh dard ko jese ek baar me nikaal rahi thi aur woh sab kuch accept karta jaa raha tha.

Aur uske bol mere kaano me pade,

"This... is the real you. Ab se aise hi rehna ma'am. Aise hi..."

Mein kuch na boli. Bas roti rahi. Jab alag hui uss se toh...

Hum dono ki hi aankhein ek dusre se bhidi hui thi. Chehre ekdum qareeb... Aur...

Wo jhuka, aur usne mere gaal par...

*Puch*

Ek kiss kar dii...

Mein hakki bakki sii, murti ki tarah wahi jami baithi rahi. Usse rok tak na saki. Woh jese jaanta tha, ki...

I wouldn't stop him if he went for my cheeks. Instead of my lips. Aur wahi hua...

Mein usse na rok saki. Bas bhoot bane wahi baithi rahi.

Usne mujhe ek baar fir apne seene se laga liya aur uske agle shabdo ne mere poore badan me ek siharan dauda dii,

"One day, I'll make you mine."
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Aaj ke liye itna hi guys!!!
Like thokne ka aur revos rakhne ka. Dhanyavaad!

Nice mast super update bro

 

[mkgpkr]

Fabulous fantastic update

 

[Vik1006]

Update - 89 ~ Compulsion and Remorse
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Ab tak...

Wo utha toh Niharika ne choker apne gale se nikaal ke fek diya.

Niharika (chillaate hue) : YOUU BASTARDDD!! I WILL SUE YOU!!! YOU THINK I'LL OBEY YOU!?? JUST YOU WAIT... JUST YOU...

Veer chup chaap baahar jaane laga. Par jaane se pehle, usne ek antim baar mud me peeche dekha. Hontho par ek haivaano waali muskuraahat thi. Aur bola,

"OHHH!!! YOU WILL OBEY ME!!!"

Because....

*Ding*

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Ab aage...

Mein maun baithi thi. Darpan ke saamne...

Kab shuru hua tha ye silsila!? Kaise ho gaya ye sab!? Mein... Ek abhaagan... Kis tarah zindagi ke iss mod par aa gayi, ki mujhe ab yaha se apna bhavishya bhi nazar nahi aa raha!? Bas, ek dhundlapaan sa chhaaya hua hai.

Kya ye kasht mere jeevan me pehle se hi likha hua tha? Ya ye mere bure karmo ka nateeja hai? Ya ye mere pichle janam ke paapo ka badla le raha hai uparwaala mujhse?

Kyu? Kyu hota hai mere saath aisa? Ab mein iss charan par aa chuki hu jaha mein apni khushi ki manokaamna bhi nahi karti. Apni khushi ki parvaah hi nahi karti.

Meri ruchi ab apni hi khushi ke liye samaapt ho chuki hai. Mein apni sukh ki umeedein, ab chorr chuki hu.

Do hi cheez chahiye mujhe bas!!! Mera baccha! Bas mujhe mera baccha waapas mil jaaye aur meri Juhi aur poora parivaar sukh aur shaanti se rahe. Bas! Yahi do ichhaaye hai meri. Kya itni ichha rakhne ka bhi mujhe haq nahi hai!?

Jo uparwaala mujhe baar baar, meri harr koshisho ko nakaam kar deta hai!? Dusro ka kabhi bura nahi chaaha mene aur na hi kabhi chaahungi. Hamesha auro ki taraf madad ka haath hi aage badhaaya mene.

Par kya mila mujhe?

Madad paane ke baad, log kachar kar aage badh jaate hai. Par mein fir bhi unki madad karti hu. Tumne mujhe iss tarah kyu banaaya bhagwaan?

Aur ek baar fir, gehraayi me inn baato ke baare me soch, meri aankho se aasu beh chale.

"Diiiiii~ Sunn rahi ho!?????? Mein jaa rahi huuuu~"

Par achanak aayi Shreya ki awaaz ne mujhe mere hosh me laaya. Apni hatheliyo se mene apne aasu fatafat poche aur uth ke baahar aa gayi.

Ye nadaan ladki. Harr roz derr raat tak jaagti rahegi, subah fir derr se uthegi, jaldi jaldi karegi aur fir iss chakkar me apna lunchbox le jaana bhul jaegi.

Par mein isse dosh de bhi nahi sakti zyada. Akhir, ye meri hi toh choti behan hai. Jab mene college me shuru shuru me padhaana start kiya tha tab... Akhir, mein bhi toh aisi hi thi na? Toh mein isse bhi zyaada baatein nahi suna paati.

"Accha baba~ Aur ye tiffin rakh pehle. Warna kal ki tarah bhul jaogi."

Mene usse yaad dilaate hue tiffin uske haath me hi thama diya.

"Ohh thank you so much dii~ You are the best!!! I love you so much muuuaahhh~"

"A-Arreeee!!!???"

"Hehehehe B-Bye!!!"

Aur nikal gayi ye ladki. Pagli kahi ki. Iss ladki ki tulna toh bas bullet train se hi ki jaa sakti thi. Dono hi ekdum tezz bhaagti hai.

Apne gaal par hue geelepann ko saaf kar mein kitchen me gayi toh ek aur bullet train ka khayaal aaya mere mann me.

Saamne Fridge ke door par sticky note chipka hua tha. Uss note ko nikaal mene dekha toh uss par black sketch pen se likha hua tha...

'Pav Bhaji! (◍•ᴗ•◍)'

Aur mein muskura uthi.

Juhi!! Meri bacchi! Ye uski aadat thi. Shaam ko khaane me jab bhi usse kuch special khaana hota tha, wo inn sticky notes me dish ka naam likhti aur fridge pe chipka ke school bhaag jaati. Taaki, mein college jaane se pehle dekh lu aur fir shaam ko aane se pehle dish ke liye saara samaan pehle se lekar aau. Taaki fir baad mein bahana na bana saku.

Natkhat kahi ki. Jitni iski umr hai, uss se zyaada ka toh dimaag liye firti hai ye choti si nanhi bacchi. Boht sharaarti hai haha~

Par...

Meri jaan hai ye.

Iske bina... Mein 'mein' nahi.

Iski hassi, kilkaariya awaazein jo poore ghar me bikharti hai, unhi ke sahaare toh mein yaha tak aa paayi hu warna mein toh kab ka...

Ek gehri saans lete hue mene Juhi ke sticky note ko apne purse me daal liya aur mein college ke liye taiyaar hone lagi.

*Click*

Darwaaza lock kar mein scooty liye college nikal padi. Kuch hi derr me pohuch bhi gayi.

New semester ko start hue thoda hi waqt hua tha toh iss samay mein zara bhi late nahi ho sakti thi. Time boht hi crucial tha mere liye.

Corridor se guzarte hue, mein dekh paa rahi thi. College ke ladko ki nazre... Mere badan par...

Apne pallu ko sarkaate hue mene apni chhaathi ko acche se dhaka aur chalti bani. Ye roz ka tha. Mein bhali bhaati jaanti thi unn ladko ke mann me mere liye kya tha. Good morning, math problem ke bahaane se mere qareeb aane ki koshishe... Sab... Mein jaanti thi. Samajhti thi.

Beshaq, sab aise nahi the. Par adhiktar... Adhiktar ki aankho me mein wo havas dekh paati thi.

"Behanchod aaj kya lag rahi hai!!!"

"Sssss~ Hot and sexy bhai!!!"

"Pati chutiya hai saala jo aisi ko jaane diya."

Aur sunn bhi paati thi. Aksar...

Par chup chaap, apne kaam se hi matlab rakhti thi aur kuch nahi. Par kya mene kabhi iska virodh nahi kiya? Kiya tha na. Lekin ladke shaatir the.

Mera naam leke, ya mujhe sambodhit karke mere baare me baatein nahi karte the. Jiske kaaran, mein koi aarop bhi nahi laga sakti thi.

Aur bina saboot ke koi aarop... Ek gunaah tha.

Par mein jaanti thi. Wo sab. Wo sab meri hi baatein karte the. Aur mene unn taano, afwaaho, peeth peeche bajti seetiyo aur hooting ko nazar andaaz kar jeena seekh liya tha. Mujhe nahi pata tha ye duniya auro ki nazaro se kesi dikhti thi. Par meri nazaro se... Ye duniya...

"Aaj kya patakha lag rahi hai bey~"

Kuch aisi thi.

Apna pehla period attend karte hue mein class me Math ke problems solve karwa rahi thi.

And, come to think of it. Woh... Aaj bhi nahi aaya.

Meri nazre anayaas hi uss khaali bench par chali gayi.

Veer!!!

When was the first time!? Jab mein uss se mili thi!? Right! I remember now!

Jab mein pichle saal... Nahi! Pichle ke pichle saal. Infact saal ka end tha woh samay. August ka mahina tha. Mujhe yaad hai.

Naye students aaye the. New session tha. New admissions. Aur mujhe khud ko 2 mahine hi hue the yaha aaye.

Mein inn new class ke baccho ko maths padha rahi thi. Pehle din, mene sabhi se intro liya tha. Tab mujhe Veer ke baare me pata chala tha. Par, uss din ke baad toh mein uska naam bhul hi gayi thi.

Wo toh jab...

Mene usse notice kiya tab uske baare me thoda jaan paayi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai. Ek mahina hi hua tha mujhe inn baccho ko padhaate hue par sabse side ki row me last bench par hamesha ek ladka baithata tha jo hamesha akela rehta tha. Na hi mene uske saath kabhi kisi ko baithe hue dekha tha aur na hi kisi ke saath baat karte hue.

Personally, mujhe inn baato se farq nahi padna chaahiye tha. Aur na hi ye scene mere dimaag me baithna chaahiye tha. Par uss din ke baad se mene usse aur bhi notice karna shuru kar diya tha.

Woh aata, chup chaap baitha rehta, kabhi head down kiye rehta, toh kabhi kahi khoya hua kuch sochta rehta. Homework bhi nahi kar ke aata tha aur mein usse gusse me aakar punishment de deti.

Jab 5-6 baar punishment de chuki thi mein usse toh ab mujhse aur raha nahi gaya. Roz roz ek hi question bas homework me deti thi aur ye usse bhi karke nahi aata tha. Aur mene...

*Chataaaaakkkk*

Ek thappad uski peeth pe maar diya. Zorr se. Gaal par nahi. Woh bhi kisi ki santaan tha. Mein kis haq se usse maar deti!? Isliye... Keval peeth pe hi maara mene. Taaki usse zyaada bura bhi na lage. Uske bhale ke liye hi usse sudhaar rahi thi mein. Aur aaj bhi...

"Get out!! Get outside and stand there."

Wo homework karke nahi aaya. Mene usse baahar nikaal diya. Poora lecture mein padhaati rahi aur woh baahar khada raha. Usne na hi mujhse baithne ki zidd kii na hi sorry bola. Bina kuch kahe wo ek baar me baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe uski iss baat se accha bhi lagta tha aur bura bhi.

Accha isliye, kyuki isne kabhi mujhe palat ke jawaab nahi diya tha. Usme koi attitude nahi tha. Woh meri harr ek baat maanta. Mein kehti baahar jao, toh woh chala jaata, mein kehti board saaf karo toh woh karta, mein kehti board me aakar question solve karo toh wo usse bhi karta. Bhale hi usse solve karte nahi banta tha par wo meri baat kabhi nahi taalta tha. Bhale hi baaki students ke saamne usse ek mazaak ka paatr hi kyu na bann'na pade par wo mera kaha hamesha maanta. Aur mein uski iss baat par khush thi.

Par gussa bhi aata tha. Arre iss ladke ko apne future ki koi tension thi bhi ya nahi? Yadi ye try hi nahi karega toh aage kese badhega? Aise me toh ye peeche hi jaata jaega.

*Triiiiingggggggg*

Aur lecture khatam hote hi saare bacche agle lecture ke liye lab me bhaag gaye. Veer baahar hi tha. Mein apni book aur samaan uthaate hue baahar aayi.

Sarr jhukaaye wo khada tha baahar hi.

Aur meri aahat paate hi usne jese hi sarr upar kiya. Mujhe ek jhatka laga. Wo ro raha tha. Uske gaalo par aasuo ki boonde saji hui thi.

Hey bhagwan! Ye kya kar diya mene. Par mene toh usse peeth me thoda sa hi maara tha. Kya itni zorr se maar diya mene. Mein bechain ho uthi. Andar mann boht tadap raha tha mera.

"H-Hey... T-Tum ro kyu rahe ho? V-Veeer!!! Dekho beta!!! Mene toh bas tumhaare bhale ke liye tumhe daata tha... Mene maar diya kya isliye..."

Par mere vaakya ke poora hone se pehle hi usne naa me sarr hila diya. Haaaasshhh! Iska matlab wo meri maar ko lekar nahi ro raha tha.

"Kuch bhi nahi ma'am! Aapki wajah se nahi hai ye."

"T-Toh kya baat hai Veer! Kyu ro rahe ho? Rona acchi baat nahi hoti. Dekho baaki class ke students nikal ke jaa rahe hai. Tumhe dekhenge aise toh kya sochenge? Rou mat ab okay? Aur jao lab me. Dekho tumhaare sabhi friends chale gaye hai."

"Woh mere friends nahi...!"

"Huh!?"

Meri baato ka jawaab diya bina hi woh andar gaya, apna bag uthaaya aur lab ki orr nikal gaya. Aur mein idhar bas sochti reh gayi. Ek chinta mere mann me sama gayi. Kya karu mein iss ladke ka? Kya wo lonely tha? Kya uska waqai koi bhi friend nahi tha? Yadi aisa tha toh...

Oh no! This was severe than I thought.

Uss din ke baad se, mere aur Veer ke beech aksar baat hoti. Aur fir aaya woh din. Jab mein Maa ko dekhne hospital gayi thi. Unke heart attack ki wajah se.

Jidhar mene Veer ko ICU me dekha tha. Uske baad se toh sab kuch ek ateet bann ke reh gaya. Uska mere sang mere ghar me aana, hamaare beech ek naya rishta bann'na, student teacher se zyaada ek dost ka rishta, saath me ghoomna firna, khaana peena, Juhi ko bhi jese ek naya dost mil gaya tha. Ek bade bhai jesa. Shreya ki wajah se Juhi ka usse Maamu kehke pukaarna. Sab kuch behtar hota jaa raha tha. Hum sab ke liye.

Uske aane se ghar me ek raunak aa gayi thi. Ghar sawar raha tha. Panap raha tha. Mein uske baare me aur acche se jaan rahi thi. Par fir...

Wo chala gaya. Aur waapas se zindagi mujhe mere muh pe ek tamaacha maar ke mujhe hosh me laayi. Mujhe bataaya ki harr ek shuruaat ka ant bhi hota hai. Veer ab apni bhabhi ke ghar rehne laga tha. Aur hamaare beech wo rishta. Wo kahi jese lupt hota jaa raha tha. Kisi na kisi din hamaare beech vivaad hota hi tha.

Par aisa kya tha usme jo mein uss se baat karne me zara bhi nahi hichkichaati thi. I knew the answer.

Uski nazre. Jaha sab mujhe kha jaane waali nazro se dekhte the. Usne aaj tak, aaj tak mujhe unn nazro se nahi dekha tha. Balki, wo mere touch, meri nazro se bhaagta tha. Par uske accident ke baad se ek behad hi bada badlaav aaya usme.

Aur uski feelings... Mein kuch kuch samajhne lagi thi. Hadd tab hui jab,

'It's because... YOU!!!!!! YOU LIKE ME!!!!'

'And let me tell you one more thing... Wo ye ki... I LIKE YOU AS WELL!!!'

Jab usne ye baatein mujhse kahi.

Nahi!!! Ye jhooth tha. Mein... Mein aur usse like? N-Nahiii! Hargiz nahi! Aisa possible hi nahi hai. I'm his teacher. Wo mera student hai. Sawaal hi paida nahi hota hamaare beech kuch bhi aisa hone ka. Ye mazaak tha.

Right! Mene uske tough times me uska thoda saath diya isliye wo mujhe emotional support ke roop me dekh raha hai aur bas ye ek infatuation hai. Ek attraction. Dheere dheere uska attraction khatam ho jaega aur usse baat samajh aa jaegi. That's right! Wo raah bhatak gaya hai. Uski teacher hone ke naate ye mera farz banta hai ki mein usse sahi raasta dikhau.

Wo bas overthinking kar raha hai. He thinks I like him which is not true at all. Mein already ek married lady hu. How can I like him? Harr baar wahi baatein keh ke wo mujhe nervous kar deta hai aur fir sochta hai ki mein usse like karti hu. T-That's impossible. Right? Mein...

"Ma'am!!! Ma'am!!??"

Aur ek awaaz mujhe punah hosh me laayi.

"Huh?"

Mein toh class me lecture le rahi thi. Ye Veer ke khayaal kaha se aa gaye mere mann me?

Saamne baithe students mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Aur next problem ko solve karwaane ke liye keh rahe the.

Mein bhi naa! Kaha kho gayi thi? Mene lecture me acche se unhe padhaaya. Aur issi ke saath inhi bhaag daud me, aaj ka din samaapt ho gaya.

It was time to go.

Arre haan! Yaad aaya, Juhi ke liye mujhe Pav Bhaji ka samaan bhi lena tha.

Mene socha ki ghar ke ekdum paas jo shopping mart padta hai wahi se saara samaan le lungi.

Waha pohuchi toh mujhe ek aur jhatka laga. Meri kismat itni buri kyu thi?

Dur se hi mujhe wo ghinauna chehra nazar aa gaya. Vikaas Sir!!!

Chaahti toh thi mein samaan lena par mujhe waha se nikalna pada. Iss aadmi ke mein paas bhi nahi bhatakna chaahti thi.

Par abhi mein baahar aayi hi thi ki...

"Jii! Aap Miss Nidhi!?"

Ek kaale suit me aadmi ne mere paas aake mujhse pucha.

"Y-Yes I am... P-Par aap kaun!?"

"Aap chaliye toh sahi. Aaiye! Car me baithiye."

"W-Whaaatttt?"

Mein darr gayi. Ye sab kya tha? Kaun tha ye aadmi? Aur iski ye badi sii kaali gaadi? Kya ye mujhe kahi kidnap...!?

"Jesa aap soch rahi hai wesa kuch bhi nahi hai. Aaiye andar baithiye aur kuch derr me hi aapke saare sawalo ke jawaab mil jaenge.""

"Mein kese maan lu!? Ki tum ek kidnapper nahi ho?"

"Yadi mein kidnapper hota toh kya itne politely aap se pesh aata!?"

Uski baat me point tha. Aur ant me mein uski gaadi me savaar ho gayi.

"Aap apni scooty ki chinta mat kariye. Mene ek aadmi udhar khada kar diya hai. Woh aapki scooty pe nazar rakhega."

Mann maar ke mein taiyaar ho gayi.

Mujhe kuch nahi pata tha kya chal raha hai, Kaun the ye aadmi? Mujhe kaha le jaa rahe the?

Par mere saare sawaalo ke jawaab jese ab milne waale the.

Gaadi seedha court ke baahar jaake ruki.

"Huh?"

"Aaiye! Utariye!!!"

Hum andar gaye jaha... wait... Ek minute!!!

Ye toh... Ye toh mere lawyer ki jagah thi. Mera lawyer jo mere pati ke khilaaf mene rakha hua tha.

Mere waha pohuchte hi wo lawyer khushi se jhoom utha.

"Hahahaha~ Sab kuch ho gaya Madam. Sab ho gaya. Aaiye jaldi. Idhar inme sign kar dijiye."

What!? What was happening!!!???

Kya chal raha tha ye sab?

"D-Dekhiye! Mujhe bataiye yaha kya chal raha hai? Aur mein kisi par bhi sign nahi karne waali bina baat jaane."

"Arre madam! Sab ho gaya. Case solved haha! Samjhauta jo hua tha woh complete ho gaha. Khatam baat!!! Aur wo dekhiye."

"Huh!??"

Mein peeche mudi toh tadap uthi. Dhruvvv!!!!!

Mera baccha! Ek aurat ki goad me tha. Noooooooo!!! What was happening!!????

Mein daud ke uss ke paas gayi aur uss aurat se chhinaate hue mene usse apne seene se laga liya. Usse bheench liya.

"Ohhhh mera baccha!!!! Dhruvvvvv~"

"Madam! Samjhauta aapke paksh me hua. Ab se aapka beta aapke saath hi rahega. Aap inn par sign kar dijiye."

Mein sisak sisak roti rahi. Bhaavuk ho uthi. Kahi ye sab kuch ek sapna toh nahi tha!?

"Ah~"

Dhruv ne jab mere blouse ke oopar se mere uroz ko kaata toh mujhe yakeen ho gaya. Ye sapna nahi tha. Ye sapna nahi tha Nidhi. Tera Dhruv, tere haatho me tha.

"Dhrrruuuuvvvvv!!!!"

Mein kaafi derr takk roti rahi. Nahi! Ek minute! Samjhauta poora ho gaya matlab? Samjhauta toh tab hi poora hona tha jab mein apne pati Rajat ko 50 lakh rupaye ki rakam jama karu. Toh fir... Toh fir ye!!?

"Sign kar dijiye madam jaldi. Toh fir aapki mein divorce ki karyvaahi shuru karu."

Lawyer ki baat sunn, mene uske haatho se woh papers chhinaaye aur baari baari unhe padhne lagi. Mere haath harr panne ko padhte hue kaanp rahe the. Ye sach tha.

Papers nakli nahi the. Mene dobaara check kiye aur sab sahi tha. Antatah Mene sign kar diye.

Meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha. Mein lawyer toh kahi uss aadmi se lakh baar puch chuki thi, par unn dono ka hi jawaab yahi tha ki mujhe abhi thodi derr me sab pata chal jaane waala tha.

Ye sab... Ye sab itni asaani se kese ho sakta tha bhala!?

Aur upar se... Unn baaki ke papers par... Rajat ke signs the!??? Matlab wo iss samjhaute se ant me raazi ho gaya!? Dhruv ko yu saup diya usne? Uski Maa, Chhaaya. Unhone kese Dhruv ko asaani se jaane de diya?

A-Aur sabse bada sawaal. 50 Lakh ka kya hua? Kisne chukaaye woh?

Gaadi me baith hum waha se nikal gaye. Sarr chakra raha tha mera. Kahi ye sapna na nikle bas.

Aur fir gaadi se utarne se pehle,

"Madam! Apni aankho par ye patti baandh lijiye."

"Kya!?"

Wahi aadmi mujhe apni aankho par patti baandhne keh raha tha. Pata nahi kyu, par mujhe uski baat par visvaash tha. Mene baandh lii.

Aur wo mujhe kahi le jaane laga.

"Ab aap patti hata sakti hai."

Aur mene patti hata dii.

Huh!!!!?????

!!!!?????????

N-Noo!!!! It can't be!!!! Mere badan ke roye khade ho gaye. Aankho se aasu jhar jhar behne lage.

Saamne...

Mere saamne... Wo sabhi khade hue the.

Shreya, Juhi, Veer, Ragini jii, Suman jii, Aabha, Sonali, Veer ki stepmom? Uski stepsister? Uski behne!??? Kavya, Arohi!!??

Upar 'Welcome Dhruv to the family' ki hanging writing lagi hui thi.

Noooo!!! Please!!! Don't!!!! Mein khud ko nahi sambhal paungi.

Veer!!! Muskuraa raha tha. Mere paas wo chalte hue aaya aur,

"It's done ma'am! Everything is solved. Dhruv ab se aapke saath hi rahega."

Mein roti rahi. Mujhe sambhaalne ke liye waha maujood harr aurat mujhe hausla dene lagi. Apne se gale lagaane lagi. Par meri rulaayi... Band hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi.

Aur mein abhi Veer ke bagal se hi baithi thi jab ek aadmi aaya aur Veer ke bagal se jhukte hue usne kuch kaha, jo mene sunn liya.

"Boss! Baaki ki flat ki 45 Lakh rakam. Ye rahi!!! Cash me hai. Ye lijiye!!!"

Usne ek suitcase Veer ke haath me thama diya.

Huh!!!? Don't tell me...

Mein stabdh nigaaho se Veer ko dekhi, jo meri nazro se bach ke khud ko chhipa raha tha. Nahi!!!! Don't tell me he...

Aur mera shaq jese sahi nikla.

HE DID IT!!!!

Woh 50 lakh, ye sab planning... It was him!!!

Mein kuch na boli. Sarr jhukaaye shuru se ant tak shaant thi. Dhruv so chuka tha. Suman jii Dhruv ko lekar iss hotel ke room me chali gayi.

Aur mein aur Veer, hum dono hi ekdum shaant baahar hi lawn side baithe rahe.

Toh ye sab kuch kiya dhara Veer ka tha.

"Explain!!!" Mene zorr se kaha.

Aur usne ek gehri saans lete hue bolna shuru kiya,

"I know aap gussa hai. Aur hona bhi chaahiye aapko. But I did what was necessary."

What was necessary? What was necessary!!!?????? Kya matlab necessary??? It was my job!!!!! My job to get back my son!!!!!

"I did it, for the person I care about a lot!!!"

Don't!!! Don't say it!!! Mat bolo ye sab!!! Mein khud me hi andar se baatein karti rahi. Nahiiii!!!! Chup ho jao Veer. Chup ho jao!!!

"Ab sab kuch pehle ki tarah ho chuka hai ma'am. From now on, you can look forward."

Nahiiii!!! Pleaseeeee!! I beg you!!!! Stop it!!!! Mat kaho ye sab!!! Warna mein... Don't do it!!! Please!!!!

Mein khud ka na rok paayi,

*Chataaaaaaakkkkkk*

Aur ek thappad usko kheench ke maar diya mene. Iss baar... Gaal pe...

Woh iss baar bhi kuch na bola. Sarr neeche tha uska. Uske baalo se uski aankhein dhaki hui thi. I couldn't see his expressions.

"WHHHHYYYYYYY!!??? KYUU KIYA TUMNE YE SAB!!!???"

Mein zorr se chillaayi. Meri awaaz tezz thi. Aur aankhein poori aasuo se bheegi hui.

"For what purpose I was living!!!??? Inn beete mahino me mein keval aur keval *sniff* keval apne bacche ko paane ke liye ladti rahi. I kept on struggling!!!! Aur fir tum aate ho achaanak se aur kehte ho... It's done!!!?? It's finished!!!? For what purpose I was fighting then!!!!???? *sniff* K-Kisne!? Kisne tumhe kaha ki tum meri taraf se paise chuka ke mere liye Dhruv ko churra sakte ho? Kis haq se???? *sniff* Kya lagti hu mein tumhaari!!??"

Aur mein uski chaathi par apne haatho se ghuse barsaane lagi. Peetne lagi uski chaathi ko. Woh mazboot faulaad ki tarah wahi tika raha.

"Keval aapke hi liye nahi tha ye."

"Huh!!!?"

What!? What did he mean?

"Kya aapko yaad hai!? Jab bhi Juhi baat nahi maanti thi. Toh mein uske kaano me kuch kaha karta tha!? Jiske baad woh meri harr baat maan jaati thi!?"

"Huh!!!!??"

Wo meri taraf muskuraate hue mud ke dekha.

No!!! Don't tell me...

"Mein usse issi din ka vaada deta tha. Ki yadi wo meri baat maan legi toh mein ek din uske chote bhai ko usse laake dunga."

Aur bas... Mere aasuo ka baandh toot gaya. Ek sailaab aa gaya. Mein subukte hue ro padi. Aur Veer ne... jhatt se mujhe apne aalingan me le liya.

Yadi ye pehle hota, toh mene usse apni baaho se alag kar diya hota. Par iss baar... Mere haath kamzor pad gaye. Unme taqat hi nahi bachi. Ulta mere haath... Uski peeth par jaa kar kass gaye. Nahiiii!!! Ye galat tha!!! I shouldn't.... Par mere haath meri na sune. Wo uski peeth par kasste chale gaye.

Hum dono ek dusre se lipte hue the. Mein bas roti jaa rahi thi. Aur woh, bas meri peeth ko sehlaate jaa raha tha. Mein apne itne saalo ke dukh dard ko jese ek baar me nikaal rahi thi aur woh sab kuch accept karta jaa raha tha.

Aur uske bol mere kaano me pade,

"This... is the real you. Ab se aise hi rehna ma'am. Aise hi..."

Mein kuch na boli. Bas roti rahi. Jab alag hui uss se toh...

Hum dono ki hi aankhein ek dusre se bhidi hui thi. Chehre ekdum qareeb... Aur...

Wo jhuka, aur usne mere gaal par...

*Puch*

Ek kiss kar dii...

Mein hakki bakki sii, murti ki tarah wahi jami baithi rahi. Usse rok tak na saki. Woh jese jaanta tha, ki...

I wouldn't stop him if he went for my cheeks. Instead of my lips. Aur wahi hua...

Mein usse na rok saki. Bas bhoot bane wahi baithi rahi.

Usne mujhe ek baar fir apne seene se laga liya aur uske agle shabdo ne mere poore badan me ek siharan dauda dii,

"One day, I'll make you mine."
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Update - 89 ~ Compulsion and Remorse
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Ab tak...

Wo utha toh Niharika ne choker apne gale se nikaal ke fek diya.

Niharika (chillaate hue) : YOUU BASTARDDD!! I WILL SUE YOU!!! YOU THINK I'LL OBEY YOU!?? JUST YOU WAIT... JUST YOU...

Veer chup chaap baahar jaane laga. Par jaane se pehle, usne ek antim baar mud me peeche dekha. Hontho par ek haivaano waali muskuraahat thi. Aur bola,

"OHHH!!! YOU WILL OBEY ME!!!"

Because....

*Ding*

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Ab aage...

Mein maun baithi thi. Darpan ke saamne...

Kab shuru hua tha ye silsila!? Kaise ho gaya ye sab!? Mein... Ek abhaagan... Kis tarah zindagi ke iss mod par aa gayi, ki mujhe ab yaha se apna bhavishya bhi nazar nahi aa raha!? Bas, ek dhundlapaan sa chhaaya hua hai.

Kya ye kasht mere jeevan me pehle se hi likha hua tha? Ya ye mere bure karmo ka nateeja hai? Ya ye mere pichle janam ke paapo ka badla le raha hai uparwaala mujhse?

Kyu? Kyu hota hai mere saath aisa? Ab mein iss charan par aa chuki hu jaha mein apni khushi ki manokaamna bhi nahi karti. Apni khushi ki parvaah hi nahi karti.

Meri ruchi ab apni hi khushi ke liye samaapt ho chuki hai. Mein apni sukh ki umeedein, ab chorr chuki hu.

Do hi cheez chahiye mujhe bas!!! Mera baccha! Bas mujhe mera baccha waapas mil jaaye aur meri Juhi aur poora parivaar sukh aur shaanti se rahe. Bas! Yahi do ichhaaye hai meri. Kya itni ichha rakhne ka bhi mujhe haq nahi hai!?

Jo uparwaala mujhe baar baar, meri harr koshisho ko nakaam kar deta hai!? Dusro ka kabhi bura nahi chaaha mene aur na hi kabhi chaahungi. Hamesha auro ki taraf madad ka haath hi aage badhaaya mene.

Par kya mila mujhe?

Madad paane ke baad, log kachar kar aage badh jaate hai. Par mein fir bhi unki madad karti hu. Tumne mujhe iss tarah kyu banaaya bhagwaan?

Aur ek baar fir, gehraayi me inn baato ke baare me soch, meri aankho se aasu beh chale.

"Diiiiii~ Sunn rahi ho!?????? Mein jaa rahi huuuu~"

Par achanak aayi Shreya ki awaaz ne mujhe mere hosh me laaya. Apni hatheliyo se mene apne aasu fatafat poche aur uth ke baahar aa gayi.

Ye nadaan ladki. Harr roz derr raat tak jaagti rahegi, subah fir derr se uthegi, jaldi jaldi karegi aur fir iss chakkar me apna lunchbox le jaana bhul jaegi.

Par mein isse dosh de bhi nahi sakti zyada. Akhir, ye meri hi toh choti behan hai. Jab mene college me shuru shuru me padhaana start kiya tha tab... Akhir, mein bhi toh aisi hi thi na? Toh mein isse bhi zyaada baatein nahi suna paati.

"Accha baba~ Aur ye tiffin rakh pehle. Warna kal ki tarah bhul jaogi."

Mene usse yaad dilaate hue tiffin uske haath me hi thama diya.

"Ohh thank you so much dii~ You are the best!!! I love you so much muuuaahhh~"

"A-Arreeee!!!???"

"Hehehehe B-Bye!!!"

Aur nikal gayi ye ladki. Pagli kahi ki. Iss ladki ki tulna toh bas bullet train se hi ki jaa sakti thi. Dono hi ekdum tezz bhaagti hai.

Apne gaal par hue geelepann ko saaf kar mein kitchen me gayi toh ek aur bullet train ka khayaal aaya mere mann me.

Saamne Fridge ke door par sticky note chipka hua tha. Uss note ko nikaal mene dekha toh uss par black sketch pen se likha hua tha...

'Pav Bhaji! (◍•ᴗ•◍)'

Aur mein muskura uthi.

Juhi!! Meri bacchi! Ye uski aadat thi. Shaam ko khaane me jab bhi usse kuch special khaana hota tha, wo inn sticky notes me dish ka naam likhti aur fridge pe chipka ke school bhaag jaati. Taaki, mein college jaane se pehle dekh lu aur fir shaam ko aane se pehle dish ke liye saara samaan pehle se lekar aau. Taaki fir baad mein bahana na bana saku.

Natkhat kahi ki. Jitni iski umr hai, uss se zyaada ka toh dimaag liye firti hai ye choti si nanhi bacchi. Boht sharaarti hai haha~

Par...

Meri jaan hai ye.

Iske bina... Mein 'mein' nahi.

Iski hassi, kilkaariya awaazein jo poore ghar me bikharti hai, unhi ke sahaare toh mein yaha tak aa paayi hu warna mein toh kab ka...

Ek gehri saans lete hue mene Juhi ke sticky note ko apne purse me daal liya aur mein college ke liye taiyaar hone lagi.

*Click*

Darwaaza lock kar mein scooty liye college nikal padi. Kuch hi derr me pohuch bhi gayi.

New semester ko start hue thoda hi waqt hua tha toh iss samay mein zara bhi late nahi ho sakti thi. Time boht hi crucial tha mere liye.

Corridor se guzarte hue, mein dekh paa rahi thi. College ke ladko ki nazre... Mere badan par...

Apne pallu ko sarkaate hue mene apni chhaathi ko acche se dhaka aur chalti bani. Ye roz ka tha. Mein bhali bhaati jaanti thi unn ladko ke mann me mere liye kya tha. Good morning, math problem ke bahaane se mere qareeb aane ki koshishe... Sab... Mein jaanti thi. Samajhti thi.

Beshaq, sab aise nahi the. Par adhiktar... Adhiktar ki aankho me mein wo havas dekh paati thi.

"Behanchod aaj kya lag rahi hai!!!"

"Sssss~ Hot and sexy bhai!!!"

"Pati chutiya hai saala jo aisi ko jaane diya."

Aur sunn bhi paati thi. Aksar...

Par chup chaap, apne kaam se hi matlab rakhti thi aur kuch nahi. Par kya mene kabhi iska virodh nahi kiya? Kiya tha na. Lekin ladke shaatir the.

Mera naam leke, ya mujhe sambodhit karke mere baare me baatein nahi karte the. Jiske kaaran, mein koi aarop bhi nahi laga sakti thi.

Aur bina saboot ke koi aarop... Ek gunaah tha.

Par mein jaanti thi. Wo sab. Wo sab meri hi baatein karte the. Aur mene unn taano, afwaaho, peeth peeche bajti seetiyo aur hooting ko nazar andaaz kar jeena seekh liya tha. Mujhe nahi pata tha ye duniya auro ki nazaro se kesi dikhti thi. Par meri nazaro se... Ye duniya...

"Aaj kya patakha lag rahi hai bey~"

Kuch aisi thi.

Apna pehla period attend karte hue mein class me Math ke problems solve karwa rahi thi.

And, come to think of it. Woh... Aaj bhi nahi aaya.

Meri nazre anayaas hi uss khaali bench par chali gayi.

Veer!!!

When was the first time!? Jab mein uss se mili thi!? Right! I remember now!

Jab mein pichle saal... Nahi! Pichle ke pichle saal. Infact saal ka end tha woh samay. August ka mahina tha. Mujhe yaad hai.

Naye students aaye the. New session tha. New admissions. Aur mujhe khud ko 2 mahine hi hue the yaha aaye.

Mein inn new class ke baccho ko maths padha rahi thi. Pehle din, mene sabhi se intro liya tha. Tab mujhe Veer ke baare me pata chala tha. Par, uss din ke baad toh mein uska naam bhul hi gayi thi.

Wo toh jab...

Mene usse notice kiya tab uske baare me thoda jaan paayi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai. Ek mahina hi hua tha mujhe inn baccho ko padhaate hue par sabse side ki row me last bench par hamesha ek ladka baithata tha jo hamesha akela rehta tha. Na hi mene uske saath kabhi kisi ko baithe hue dekha tha aur na hi kisi ke saath baat karte hue.

Personally, mujhe inn baato se farq nahi padna chaahiye tha. Aur na hi ye scene mere dimaag me baithna chaahiye tha. Par uss din ke baad se mene usse aur bhi notice karna shuru kar diya tha.

Woh aata, chup chaap baitha rehta, kabhi head down kiye rehta, toh kabhi kahi khoya hua kuch sochta rehta. Homework bhi nahi kar ke aata tha aur mein usse gusse me aakar punishment de deti.

Jab 5-6 baar punishment de chuki thi mein usse toh ab mujhse aur raha nahi gaya. Roz roz ek hi question bas homework me deti thi aur ye usse bhi karke nahi aata tha. Aur mene...

*Chataaaaakkkk*

Ek thappad uski peeth pe maar diya. Zorr se. Gaal par nahi. Woh bhi kisi ki santaan tha. Mein kis haq se usse maar deti!? Isliye... Keval peeth pe hi maara mene. Taaki usse zyaada bura bhi na lage. Uske bhale ke liye hi usse sudhaar rahi thi mein. Aur aaj bhi...

"Get out!! Get outside and stand there."

Wo homework karke nahi aaya. Mene usse baahar nikaal diya. Poora lecture mein padhaati rahi aur woh baahar khada raha. Usne na hi mujhse baithne ki zidd kii na hi sorry bola. Bina kuch kahe wo ek baar me baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe uski iss baat se accha bhi lagta tha aur bura bhi.

Accha isliye, kyuki isne kabhi mujhe palat ke jawaab nahi diya tha. Usme koi attitude nahi tha. Woh meri harr ek baat maanta. Mein kehti baahar jao, toh woh chala jaata, mein kehti board saaf karo toh woh karta, mein kehti board me aakar question solve karo toh wo usse bhi karta. Bhale hi usse solve karte nahi banta tha par wo meri baat kabhi nahi taalta tha. Bhale hi baaki students ke saamne usse ek mazaak ka paatr hi kyu na bann'na pade par wo mera kaha hamesha maanta. Aur mein uski iss baat par khush thi.

Par gussa bhi aata tha. Arre iss ladke ko apne future ki koi tension thi bhi ya nahi? Yadi ye try hi nahi karega toh aage kese badhega? Aise me toh ye peeche hi jaata jaega.

*Triiiiingggggggg*

Aur lecture khatam hote hi saare bacche agle lecture ke liye lab me bhaag gaye. Veer baahar hi tha. Mein apni book aur samaan uthaate hue baahar aayi.

Sarr jhukaaye wo khada tha baahar hi.

Aur meri aahat paate hi usne jese hi sarr upar kiya. Mujhe ek jhatka laga. Wo ro raha tha. Uske gaalo par aasuo ki boonde saji hui thi.

Hey bhagwan! Ye kya kar diya mene. Par mene toh usse peeth me thoda sa hi maara tha. Kya itni zorr se maar diya mene. Mein bechain ho uthi. Andar mann boht tadap raha tha mera.

"H-Hey... T-Tum ro kyu rahe ho? V-Veeer!!! Dekho beta!!! Mene toh bas tumhaare bhale ke liye tumhe daata tha... Mene maar diya kya isliye..."

Par mere vaakya ke poora hone se pehle hi usne naa me sarr hila diya. Haaaasshhh! Iska matlab wo meri maar ko lekar nahi ro raha tha.

"Kuch bhi nahi ma'am! Aapki wajah se nahi hai ye."

"T-Toh kya baat hai Veer! Kyu ro rahe ho? Rona acchi baat nahi hoti. Dekho baaki class ke students nikal ke jaa rahe hai. Tumhe dekhenge aise toh kya sochenge? Rou mat ab okay? Aur jao lab me. Dekho tumhaare sabhi friends chale gaye hai."

"Woh mere friends nahi...!"

"Huh!?"

Meri baato ka jawaab diya bina hi woh andar gaya, apna bag uthaaya aur lab ki orr nikal gaya. Aur mein idhar bas sochti reh gayi. Ek chinta mere mann me sama gayi. Kya karu mein iss ladke ka? Kya wo lonely tha? Kya uska waqai koi bhi friend nahi tha? Yadi aisa tha toh...

Oh no! This was severe than I thought.

Uss din ke baad se, mere aur Veer ke beech aksar baat hoti. Aur fir aaya woh din. Jab mein Maa ko dekhne hospital gayi thi. Unke heart attack ki wajah se.

Jidhar mene Veer ko ICU me dekha tha. Uske baad se toh sab kuch ek ateet bann ke reh gaya. Uska mere sang mere ghar me aana, hamaare beech ek naya rishta bann'na, student teacher se zyaada ek dost ka rishta, saath me ghoomna firna, khaana peena, Juhi ko bhi jese ek naya dost mil gaya tha. Ek bade bhai jesa. Shreya ki wajah se Juhi ka usse Maamu kehke pukaarna. Sab kuch behtar hota jaa raha tha. Hum sab ke liye.

Uske aane se ghar me ek raunak aa gayi thi. Ghar sawar raha tha. Panap raha tha. Mein uske baare me aur acche se jaan rahi thi. Par fir...

Wo chala gaya. Aur waapas se zindagi mujhe mere muh pe ek tamaacha maar ke mujhe hosh me laayi. Mujhe bataaya ki harr ek shuruaat ka ant bhi hota hai. Veer ab apni bhabhi ke ghar rehne laga tha. Aur hamaare beech wo rishta. Wo kahi jese lupt hota jaa raha tha. Kisi na kisi din hamaare beech vivaad hota hi tha.

Par aisa kya tha usme jo mein uss se baat karne me zara bhi nahi hichkichaati thi. I knew the answer.

Uski nazre. Jaha sab mujhe kha jaane waali nazro se dekhte the. Usne aaj tak, aaj tak mujhe unn nazro se nahi dekha tha. Balki, wo mere touch, meri nazro se bhaagta tha. Par uske accident ke baad se ek behad hi bada badlaav aaya usme.

Aur uski feelings... Mein kuch kuch samajhne lagi thi. Hadd tab hui jab,

'It's because... YOU!!!!!! YOU LIKE ME!!!!'

'And let me tell you one more thing... Wo ye ki... I LIKE YOU AS WELL!!!'

Jab usne ye baatein mujhse kahi.

Nahi!!! Ye jhooth tha. Mein... Mein aur usse like? N-Nahiii! Hargiz nahi! Aisa possible hi nahi hai. I'm his teacher. Wo mera student hai. Sawaal hi paida nahi hota hamaare beech kuch bhi aisa hone ka. Ye mazaak tha.

Right! Mene uske tough times me uska thoda saath diya isliye wo mujhe emotional support ke roop me dekh raha hai aur bas ye ek infatuation hai. Ek attraction. Dheere dheere uska attraction khatam ho jaega aur usse baat samajh aa jaegi. That's right! Wo raah bhatak gaya hai. Uski teacher hone ke naate ye mera farz banta hai ki mein usse sahi raasta dikhau.

Wo bas overthinking kar raha hai. He thinks I like him which is not true at all. Mein already ek married lady hu. How can I like him? Harr baar wahi baatein keh ke wo mujhe nervous kar deta hai aur fir sochta hai ki mein usse like karti hu. T-That's impossible. Right? Mein...

"Ma'am!!! Ma'am!!??"

Aur ek awaaz mujhe punah hosh me laayi.

"Huh?"

Mein toh class me lecture le rahi thi. Ye Veer ke khayaal kaha se aa gaye mere mann me?

Saamne baithe students mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Aur next problem ko solve karwaane ke liye keh rahe the.

Mein bhi naa! Kaha kho gayi thi? Mene lecture me acche se unhe padhaaya. Aur issi ke saath inhi bhaag daud me, aaj ka din samaapt ho gaya.

It was time to go.

Arre haan! Yaad aaya, Juhi ke liye mujhe Pav Bhaji ka samaan bhi lena tha.

Mene socha ki ghar ke ekdum paas jo shopping mart padta hai wahi se saara samaan le lungi.

Waha pohuchi toh mujhe ek aur jhatka laga. Meri kismat itni buri kyu thi?

Dur se hi mujhe wo ghinauna chehra nazar aa gaya. Vikaas Sir!!!

Chaahti toh thi mein samaan lena par mujhe waha se nikalna pada. Iss aadmi ke mein paas bhi nahi bhatakna chaahti thi.

Par abhi mein baahar aayi hi thi ki...

"Jii! Aap Miss Nidhi!?"

Ek kaale suit me aadmi ne mere paas aake mujhse pucha.

"Y-Yes I am... P-Par aap kaun!?"

"Aap chaliye toh sahi. Aaiye! Car me baithiye."

"W-Whaaatttt?"

Mein darr gayi. Ye sab kya tha? Kaun tha ye aadmi? Aur iski ye badi sii kaali gaadi? Kya ye mujhe kahi kidnap...!?

"Jesa aap soch rahi hai wesa kuch bhi nahi hai. Aaiye andar baithiye aur kuch derr me hi aapke saare sawalo ke jawaab mil jaenge.""

"Mein kese maan lu!? Ki tum ek kidnapper nahi ho?"

"Yadi mein kidnapper hota toh kya itne politely aap se pesh aata!?"

Uski baat me point tha. Aur ant me mein uski gaadi me savaar ho gayi.

"Aap apni scooty ki chinta mat kariye. Mene ek aadmi udhar khada kar diya hai. Woh aapki scooty pe nazar rakhega."

Mann maar ke mein taiyaar ho gayi.

Mujhe kuch nahi pata tha kya chal raha hai, Kaun the ye aadmi? Mujhe kaha le jaa rahe the?

Par mere saare sawaalo ke jawaab jese ab milne waale the.

Gaadi seedha court ke baahar jaake ruki.

"Huh?"

"Aaiye! Utariye!!!"

Hum andar gaye jaha... wait... Ek minute!!!

Ye toh... Ye toh mere lawyer ki jagah thi. Mera lawyer jo mere pati ke khilaaf mene rakha hua tha.

Mere waha pohuchte hi wo lawyer khushi se jhoom utha.

"Hahahaha~ Sab kuch ho gaya Madam. Sab ho gaya. Aaiye jaldi. Idhar inme sign kar dijiye."

What!? What was happening!!!???

Kya chal raha tha ye sab?

"D-Dekhiye! Mujhe bataiye yaha kya chal raha hai? Aur mein kisi par bhi sign nahi karne waali bina baat jaane."

"Arre madam! Sab ho gaya. Case solved haha! Samjhauta jo hua tha woh complete ho gaha. Khatam baat!!! Aur wo dekhiye."

"Huh!??"

Mein peeche mudi toh tadap uthi. Dhruvvv!!!!!

Mera baccha! Ek aurat ki goad me tha. Noooooooo!!! What was happening!!????

Mein daud ke uss ke paas gayi aur uss aurat se chhinaate hue mene usse apne seene se laga liya. Usse bheench liya.

"Ohhhh mera baccha!!!! Dhruvvvvv~"

"Madam! Samjhauta aapke paksh me hua. Ab se aapka beta aapke saath hi rahega. Aap inn par sign kar dijiye."

Mein sisak sisak roti rahi. Bhaavuk ho uthi. Kahi ye sab kuch ek sapna toh nahi tha!?

"Ah~"

Dhruv ne jab mere blouse ke oopar se mere uroz ko kaata toh mujhe yakeen ho gaya. Ye sapna nahi tha. Ye sapna nahi tha Nidhi. Tera Dhruv, tere haatho me tha.

"Dhrrruuuuvvvvv!!!!"

Mein kaafi derr takk roti rahi. Nahi! Ek minute! Samjhauta poora ho gaya matlab? Samjhauta toh tab hi poora hona tha jab mein apne pati Rajat ko 50 lakh rupaye ki rakam jama karu. Toh fir... Toh fir ye!!?

"Sign kar dijiye madam jaldi. Toh fir aapki mein divorce ki karyvaahi shuru karu."

Lawyer ki baat sunn, mene uske haatho se woh papers chhinaaye aur baari baari unhe padhne lagi. Mere haath harr panne ko padhte hue kaanp rahe the. Ye sach tha.

Papers nakli nahi the. Mene dobaara check kiye aur sab sahi tha. Antatah Mene sign kar diye.

Meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha. Mein lawyer toh kahi uss aadmi se lakh baar puch chuki thi, par unn dono ka hi jawaab yahi tha ki mujhe abhi thodi derr me sab pata chal jaane waala tha.

Ye sab... Ye sab itni asaani se kese ho sakta tha bhala!?

Aur upar se... Unn baaki ke papers par... Rajat ke signs the!??? Matlab wo iss samjhaute se ant me raazi ho gaya!? Dhruv ko yu saup diya usne? Uski Maa, Chhaaya. Unhone kese Dhruv ko asaani se jaane de diya?

A-Aur sabse bada sawaal. 50 Lakh ka kya hua? Kisne chukaaye woh?

Gaadi me baith hum waha se nikal gaye. Sarr chakra raha tha mera. Kahi ye sapna na nikle bas.

Aur fir gaadi se utarne se pehle,

"Madam! Apni aankho par ye patti baandh lijiye."

"Kya!?"

Wahi aadmi mujhe apni aankho par patti baandhne keh raha tha. Pata nahi kyu, par mujhe uski baat par visvaash tha. Mene baandh lii.

Aur wo mujhe kahi le jaane laga.

"Ab aap patti hata sakti hai."

Aur mene patti hata dii.

Huh!!!!?????

!!!!?????????

N-Noo!!!! It can't be!!!! Mere badan ke roye khade ho gaye. Aankho se aasu jhar jhar behne lage.

Saamne...

Mere saamne... Wo sabhi khade hue the.

Shreya, Juhi, Veer, Ragini jii, Suman jii, Aabha, Sonali, Veer ki stepmom? Uski stepsister? Uski behne!??? Kavya, Arohi!!??

Upar 'Welcome Dhruv to the family' ki hanging writing lagi hui thi.

Noooo!!! Please!!! Don't!!!! Mein khud ko nahi sambhal paungi.

Veer!!! Muskuraa raha tha. Mere paas wo chalte hue aaya aur,

"It's done ma'am! Everything is solved. Dhruv ab se aapke saath hi rahega."

Mein roti rahi. Mujhe sambhaalne ke liye waha maujood harr aurat mujhe hausla dene lagi. Apne se gale lagaane lagi. Par meri rulaayi... Band hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi.

Aur mein abhi Veer ke bagal se hi baithi thi jab ek aadmi aaya aur Veer ke bagal se jhukte hue usne kuch kaha, jo mene sunn liya.

"Boss! Baaki ki flat ki 45 Lakh rakam. Ye rahi!!! Cash me hai. Ye lijiye!!!"

Usne ek suitcase Veer ke haath me thama diya.

Huh!!!? Don't tell me...

Mein stabdh nigaaho se Veer ko dekhi, jo meri nazro se bach ke khud ko chhipa raha tha. Nahi!!!! Don't tell me he...

Aur mera shaq jese sahi nikla.

HE DID IT!!!!

Woh 50 lakh, ye sab planning... It was him!!!

Mein kuch na boli. Sarr jhukaaye shuru se ant tak shaant thi. Dhruv so chuka tha. Suman jii Dhruv ko lekar iss hotel ke room me chali gayi.

Aur mein aur Veer, hum dono hi ekdum shaant baahar hi lawn side baithe rahe.

Toh ye sab kuch kiya dhara Veer ka tha.

"Explain!!!" Mene zorr se kaha.

Aur usne ek gehri saans lete hue bolna shuru kiya,

"I know aap gussa hai. Aur hona bhi chaahiye aapko. But I did what was necessary."

What was necessary? What was necessary!!!?????? Kya matlab necessary??? It was my job!!!!! My job to get back my son!!!!!

"I did it, for the person I care about a lot!!!"

Don't!!! Don't say it!!! Mat bolo ye sab!!! Mein khud me hi andar se baatein karti rahi. Nahiiii!!!! Chup ho jao Veer. Chup ho jao!!!

"Ab sab kuch pehle ki tarah ho chuka hai ma'am. From now on, you can look forward."

Nahiiii!!! Pleaseeeee!! I beg you!!!! Stop it!!!! Mat kaho ye sab!!! Warna mein... Don't do it!!! Please!!!!

Mein khud ka na rok paayi,

*Chataaaaaaakkkkkk*

Aur ek thappad usko kheench ke maar diya mene. Iss baar... Gaal pe...

Woh iss baar bhi kuch na bola. Sarr neeche tha uska. Uske baalo se uski aankhein dhaki hui thi. I couldn't see his expressions.

"WHHHHYYYYYYY!!??? KYUU KIYA TUMNE YE SAB!!!???"

Mein zorr se chillaayi. Meri awaaz tezz thi. Aur aankhein poori aasuo se bheegi hui.

"For what purpose I was living!!!??? Inn beete mahino me mein keval aur keval *sniff* keval apne bacche ko paane ke liye ladti rahi. I kept on struggling!!!! Aur fir tum aate ho achaanak se aur kehte ho... It's done!!!?? It's finished!!!? For what purpose I was fighting then!!!!???? *sniff* K-Kisne!? Kisne tumhe kaha ki tum meri taraf se paise chuka ke mere liye Dhruv ko churra sakte ho? Kis haq se???? *sniff* Kya lagti hu mein tumhaari!!??"

Aur mein uski chaathi par apne haatho se ghuse barsaane lagi. Peetne lagi uski chaathi ko. Woh mazboot faulaad ki tarah wahi tika raha.

"Keval aapke hi liye nahi tha ye."

"Huh!!!?"

What!? What did he mean?

"Kya aapko yaad hai!? Jab bhi Juhi baat nahi maanti thi. Toh mein uske kaano me kuch kaha karta tha!? Jiske baad woh meri harr baat maan jaati thi!?"

"Huh!!!!??"

Wo meri taraf muskuraate hue mud ke dekha.

No!!! Don't tell me...

"Mein usse issi din ka vaada deta tha. Ki yadi wo meri baat maan legi toh mein ek din uske chote bhai ko usse laake dunga."

Aur bas... Mere aasuo ka baandh toot gaya. Ek sailaab aa gaya. Mein subukte hue ro padi. Aur Veer ne... jhatt se mujhe apne aalingan me le liya.

Yadi ye pehle hota, toh mene usse apni baaho se alag kar diya hota. Par iss baar... Mere haath kamzor pad gaye. Unme taqat hi nahi bachi. Ulta mere haath... Uski peeth par jaa kar kass gaye. Nahiiii!!! Ye galat tha!!! I shouldn't.... Par mere haath meri na sune. Wo uski peeth par kasste chale gaye.

Hum dono ek dusre se lipte hue the. Mein bas roti jaa rahi thi. Aur woh, bas meri peeth ko sehlaate jaa raha tha. Mein apne itne saalo ke dukh dard ko jese ek baar me nikaal rahi thi aur woh sab kuch accept karta jaa raha tha.

Aur uske bol mere kaano me pade,

"This... is the real you. Ab se aise hi rehna ma'am. Aise hi..."

Mein kuch na boli. Bas roti rahi. Jab alag hui uss se toh...

Hum dono ki hi aankhein ek dusre se bhidi hui thi. Chehre ekdum qareeb... Aur...

Wo jhuka, aur usne mere gaal par...

*Puch*

Ek kiss kar dii...

Mein hakki bakki sii, murti ki tarah wahi jami baithi rahi. Usse rok tak na saki. Woh jese jaanta tha, ki...

I wouldn't stop him if he went for my cheeks. Instead of my lips. Aur wahi hua...

Mein usse na rok saki. Bas bhoot bane wahi baithi rahi.

Usne mujhe ek baar fir apne seene se laga liya aur uske agle shabdo ne mere poore badan me ek siharan dauda dii,

"One day, I'll make you mine."
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Aaj ke liye itna hi guys!!!
Like thokne ka aur revos rakhne ka. Dhanyavaad!

Jhakas update biddu pora howa ek or task with addition of nidhi jo pahley veer ky sth hotey hoey bhi ni thi ab necessary ho jaey gi veer ky sth, veer ky liye

 

[Ragnarok]

Bro , I don't know why mujhe ye update utna satisfied nahi kr paya, Kuch chiz hai isme jo thodi azeeb thi like Nidhi aur veer ki puri story repeat ki gayi aur bs issi mein update khatam I know ye kuch hadd tak legit tha emotional touch dene ke liye but knhi na knhi hum shuru se pad rahe hai inn dono ki story ka toh aise mein again story repeat just emotional touch dene ke liye mujhe toh kaffi unwanted lga .

Btw nice update

 

[Abhi123]

Update - 89 ~ Compulsion and Remorse
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Ab tak...

Wo utha toh Niharika ne choker apne gale se nikaal ke fek diya.

Niharika (chillaate hue) : YOUU BASTARDDD!! I WILL SUE YOU!!! YOU THINK I'LL OBEY YOU!?? JUST YOU WAIT... JUST YOU...

Veer chup chaap baahar jaane laga. Par jaane se pehle, usne ek antim baar mud me peeche dekha. Hontho par ek haivaano waali muskuraahat thi. Aur bola,

"OHHH!!! YOU WILL OBEY ME!!!"

Because....

*Ding*

[You have received a Legendary Card.]

Ab aage...

Mein maun baithi thi. Darpan ke saamne...

Kab shuru hua tha ye silsila!? Kaise ho gaya ye sab!? Mein... Ek abhaagan... Kis tarah zindagi ke iss mod par aa gayi, ki mujhe ab yaha se apna bhavishya bhi nazar nahi aa raha!? Bas, ek dhundlapaan sa chhaaya hua hai.

Kya ye kasht mere jeevan me pehle se hi likha hua tha? Ya ye mere bure karmo ka nateeja hai? Ya ye mere pichle janam ke paapo ka badla le raha hai uparwaala mujhse?

Kyu? Kyu hota hai mere saath aisa? Ab mein iss charan par aa chuki hu jaha mein apni khushi ki manokaamna bhi nahi karti. Apni khushi ki parvaah hi nahi karti.

Meri ruchi ab apni hi khushi ke liye samaapt ho chuki hai. Mein apni sukh ki umeedein, ab chorr chuki hu.

Do hi cheez chahiye mujhe bas!!! Mera baccha! Bas mujhe mera baccha waapas mil jaaye aur meri Juhi aur poora parivaar sukh aur shaanti se rahe. Bas! Yahi do ichhaaye hai meri. Kya itni ichha rakhne ka bhi mujhe haq nahi hai!?

Jo uparwaala mujhe baar baar, meri harr koshisho ko nakaam kar deta hai!? Dusro ka kabhi bura nahi chaaha mene aur na hi kabhi chaahungi. Hamesha auro ki taraf madad ka haath hi aage badhaaya mene.

Par kya mila mujhe?

Madad paane ke baad, log kachar kar aage badh jaate hai. Par mein fir bhi unki madad karti hu. Tumne mujhe iss tarah kyu banaaya bhagwaan?

Aur ek baar fir, gehraayi me inn baato ke baare me soch, meri aankho se aasu beh chale.

"Diiiiii~ Sunn rahi ho!?????? Mein jaa rahi huuuu~"

Par achanak aayi Shreya ki awaaz ne mujhe mere hosh me laaya. Apni hatheliyo se mene apne aasu fatafat poche aur uth ke baahar aa gayi.

Ye nadaan ladki. Harr roz derr raat tak jaagti rahegi, subah fir derr se uthegi, jaldi jaldi karegi aur fir iss chakkar me apna lunchbox le jaana bhul jaegi.

Par mein isse dosh de bhi nahi sakti zyada. Akhir, ye meri hi toh choti behan hai. Jab mene college me shuru shuru me padhaana start kiya tha tab... Akhir, mein bhi toh aisi hi thi na? Toh mein isse bhi zyaada baatein nahi suna paati.

"Accha baba~ Aur ye tiffin rakh pehle. Warna kal ki tarah bhul jaogi."

Mene usse yaad dilaate hue tiffin uske haath me hi thama diya.

"Ohh thank you so much dii~ You are the best!!! I love you so much muuuaahhh~"

"A-Arreeee!!!???"

"Hehehehe B-Bye!!!"

Aur nikal gayi ye ladki. Pagli kahi ki. Iss ladki ki tulna toh bas bullet train se hi ki jaa sakti thi. Dono hi ekdum tezz bhaagti hai.

Apne gaal par hue geelepann ko saaf kar mein kitchen me gayi toh ek aur bullet train ka khayaal aaya mere mann me.

Saamne Fridge ke door par sticky note chipka hua tha. Uss note ko nikaal mene dekha toh uss par black sketch pen se likha hua tha...

'Pav Bhaji! (◍•ᴗ•◍)'

Aur mein muskura uthi.

Juhi!! Meri bacchi! Ye uski aadat thi. Shaam ko khaane me jab bhi usse kuch special khaana hota tha, wo inn sticky notes me dish ka naam likhti aur fridge pe chipka ke school bhaag jaati. Taaki, mein college jaane se pehle dekh lu aur fir shaam ko aane se pehle dish ke liye saara samaan pehle se lekar aau. Taaki fir baad mein bahana na bana saku.

Natkhat kahi ki. Jitni iski umr hai, uss se zyaada ka toh dimaag liye firti hai ye choti si nanhi bacchi. Boht sharaarti hai haha~

Par...

Meri jaan hai ye.

Iske bina... Mein 'mein' nahi.

Iski hassi, kilkaariya awaazein jo poore ghar me bikharti hai, unhi ke sahaare toh mein yaha tak aa paayi hu warna mein toh kab ka...

Ek gehri saans lete hue mene Juhi ke sticky note ko apne purse me daal liya aur mein college ke liye taiyaar hone lagi.

*Click*

Darwaaza lock kar mein scooty liye college nikal padi. Kuch hi derr me pohuch bhi gayi.

New semester ko start hue thoda hi waqt hua tha toh iss samay mein zara bhi late nahi ho sakti thi. Time boht hi crucial tha mere liye.

Corridor se guzarte hue, mein dekh paa rahi thi. College ke ladko ki nazre... Mere badan par...

Apne pallu ko sarkaate hue mene apni chhaathi ko acche se dhaka aur chalti bani. Ye roz ka tha. Mein bhali bhaati jaanti thi unn ladko ke mann me mere liye kya tha. Good morning, math problem ke bahaane se mere qareeb aane ki koshishe... Sab... Mein jaanti thi. Samajhti thi.

Beshaq, sab aise nahi the. Par adhiktar... Adhiktar ki aankho me mein wo havas dekh paati thi.

"Behanchod aaj kya lag rahi hai!!!"

"Sssss~ Hot and sexy bhai!!!"

"Pati chutiya hai saala jo aisi ko jaane diya."

Aur sunn bhi paati thi. Aksar...

Par chup chaap, apne kaam se hi matlab rakhti thi aur kuch nahi. Par kya mene kabhi iska virodh nahi kiya? Kiya tha na. Lekin ladke shaatir the.

Mera naam leke, ya mujhe sambodhit karke mere baare me baatein nahi karte the. Jiske kaaran, mein koi aarop bhi nahi laga sakti thi.

Aur bina saboot ke koi aarop... Ek gunaah tha.

Par mein jaanti thi. Wo sab. Wo sab meri hi baatein karte the. Aur mene unn taano, afwaaho, peeth peeche bajti seetiyo aur hooting ko nazar andaaz kar jeena seekh liya tha. Mujhe nahi pata tha ye duniya auro ki nazaro se kesi dikhti thi. Par meri nazaro se... Ye duniya...

"Aaj kya patakha lag rahi hai bey~"

Kuch aisi thi.

Apna pehla period attend karte hue mein class me Math ke problems solve karwa rahi thi.

And, come to think of it. Woh... Aaj bhi nahi aaya.

Meri nazre anayaas hi uss khaali bench par chali gayi.

Veer!!!

When was the first time!? Jab mein uss se mili thi!? Right! I remember now!

Jab mein pichle saal... Nahi! Pichle ke pichle saal. Infact saal ka end tha woh samay. August ka mahina tha. Mujhe yaad hai.

Naye students aaye the. New session tha. New admissions. Aur mujhe khud ko 2 mahine hi hue the yaha aaye.

Mein inn new class ke baccho ko maths padha rahi thi. Pehle din, mene sabhi se intro liya tha. Tab mujhe Veer ke baare me pata chala tha. Par, uss din ke baad toh mein uska naam bhul hi gayi thi.

Wo toh jab...

Mene usse notice kiya tab uske baare me thoda jaan paayi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai. Ek mahina hi hua tha mujhe inn baccho ko padhaate hue par sabse side ki row me last bench par hamesha ek ladka baithata tha jo hamesha akela rehta tha. Na hi mene uske saath kabhi kisi ko baithe hue dekha tha aur na hi kisi ke saath baat karte hue.

Personally, mujhe inn baato se farq nahi padna chaahiye tha. Aur na hi ye scene mere dimaag me baithna chaahiye tha. Par uss din ke baad se mene usse aur bhi notice karna shuru kar diya tha.

Woh aata, chup chaap baitha rehta, kabhi head down kiye rehta, toh kabhi kahi khoya hua kuch sochta rehta. Homework bhi nahi kar ke aata tha aur mein usse gusse me aakar punishment de deti.

Jab 5-6 baar punishment de chuki thi mein usse toh ab mujhse aur raha nahi gaya. Roz roz ek hi question bas homework me deti thi aur ye usse bhi karke nahi aata tha. Aur mene...

*Chataaaaakkkk*

Ek thappad uski peeth pe maar diya. Zorr se. Gaal par nahi. Woh bhi kisi ki santaan tha. Mein kis haq se usse maar deti!? Isliye... Keval peeth pe hi maara mene. Taaki usse zyaada bura bhi na lage. Uske bhale ke liye hi usse sudhaar rahi thi mein. Aur aaj bhi...

"Get out!! Get outside and stand there."

Wo homework karke nahi aaya. Mene usse baahar nikaal diya. Poora lecture mein padhaati rahi aur woh baahar khada raha. Usne na hi mujhse baithne ki zidd kii na hi sorry bola. Bina kuch kahe wo ek baar me baahar nikal gaya. Mujhe uski iss baat se accha bhi lagta tha aur bura bhi.

Accha isliye, kyuki isne kabhi mujhe palat ke jawaab nahi diya tha. Usme koi attitude nahi tha. Woh meri harr ek baat maanta. Mein kehti baahar jao, toh woh chala jaata, mein kehti board saaf karo toh woh karta, mein kehti board me aakar question solve karo toh wo usse bhi karta. Bhale hi usse solve karte nahi banta tha par wo meri baat kabhi nahi taalta tha. Bhale hi baaki students ke saamne usse ek mazaak ka paatr hi kyu na bann'na pade par wo mera kaha hamesha maanta. Aur mein uski iss baat par khush thi.

Par gussa bhi aata tha. Arre iss ladke ko apne future ki koi tension thi bhi ya nahi? Yadi ye try hi nahi karega toh aage kese badhega? Aise me toh ye peeche hi jaata jaega.

*Triiiiingggggggg*

Aur lecture khatam hote hi saare bacche agle lecture ke liye lab me bhaag gaye. Veer baahar hi tha. Mein apni book aur samaan uthaate hue baahar aayi.

Sarr jhukaaye wo khada tha baahar hi.

Aur meri aahat paate hi usne jese hi sarr upar kiya. Mujhe ek jhatka laga. Wo ro raha tha. Uske gaalo par aasuo ki boonde saji hui thi.

Hey bhagwan! Ye kya kar diya mene. Par mene toh usse peeth me thoda sa hi maara tha. Kya itni zorr se maar diya mene. Mein bechain ho uthi. Andar mann boht tadap raha tha mera.

"H-Hey... T-Tum ro kyu rahe ho? V-Veeer!!! Dekho beta!!! Mene toh bas tumhaare bhale ke liye tumhe daata tha... Mene maar diya kya isliye..."

Par mere vaakya ke poora hone se pehle hi usne naa me sarr hila diya. Haaaasshhh! Iska matlab wo meri maar ko lekar nahi ro raha tha.

"Kuch bhi nahi ma'am! Aapki wajah se nahi hai ye."

"T-Toh kya baat hai Veer! Kyu ro rahe ho? Rona acchi baat nahi hoti. Dekho baaki class ke students nikal ke jaa rahe hai. Tumhe dekhenge aise toh kya sochenge? Rou mat ab okay? Aur jao lab me. Dekho tumhaare sabhi friends chale gaye hai."

"Woh mere friends nahi...!"

"Huh!?"

Meri baato ka jawaab diya bina hi woh andar gaya, apna bag uthaaya aur lab ki orr nikal gaya. Aur mein idhar bas sochti reh gayi. Ek chinta mere mann me sama gayi. Kya karu mein iss ladke ka? Kya wo lonely tha? Kya uska waqai koi bhi friend nahi tha? Yadi aisa tha toh...

Oh no! This was severe than I thought.

Uss din ke baad se, mere aur Veer ke beech aksar baat hoti. Aur fir aaya woh din. Jab mein Maa ko dekhne hospital gayi thi. Unke heart attack ki wajah se.

Jidhar mene Veer ko ICU me dekha tha. Uske baad se toh sab kuch ek ateet bann ke reh gaya. Uska mere sang mere ghar me aana, hamaare beech ek naya rishta bann'na, student teacher se zyaada ek dost ka rishta, saath me ghoomna firna, khaana peena, Juhi ko bhi jese ek naya dost mil gaya tha. Ek bade bhai jesa. Shreya ki wajah se Juhi ka usse Maamu kehke pukaarna. Sab kuch behtar hota jaa raha tha. Hum sab ke liye.

Uske aane se ghar me ek raunak aa gayi thi. Ghar sawar raha tha. Panap raha tha. Mein uske baare me aur acche se jaan rahi thi. Par fir...

Wo chala gaya. Aur waapas se zindagi mujhe mere muh pe ek tamaacha maar ke mujhe hosh me laayi. Mujhe bataaya ki harr ek shuruaat ka ant bhi hota hai. Veer ab apni bhabhi ke ghar rehne laga tha. Aur hamaare beech wo rishta. Wo kahi jese lupt hota jaa raha tha. Kisi na kisi din hamaare beech vivaad hota hi tha.

Par aisa kya tha usme jo mein uss se baat karne me zara bhi nahi hichkichaati thi. I knew the answer.

Uski nazre. Jaha sab mujhe kha jaane waali nazro se dekhte the. Usne aaj tak, aaj tak mujhe unn nazro se nahi dekha tha. Balki, wo mere touch, meri nazro se bhaagta tha. Par uske accident ke baad se ek behad hi bada badlaav aaya usme.

Aur uski feelings... Mein kuch kuch samajhne lagi thi. Hadd tab hui jab,

'It's because... YOU!!!!!! YOU LIKE ME!!!!'

'And let me tell you one more thing... Wo ye ki... I LIKE YOU AS WELL!!!'

Jab usne ye baatein mujhse kahi.

Nahi!!! Ye jhooth tha. Mein... Mein aur usse like? N-Nahiii! Hargiz nahi! Aisa possible hi nahi hai. I'm his teacher. Wo mera student hai. Sawaal hi paida nahi hota hamaare beech kuch bhi aisa hone ka. Ye mazaak tha.

Right! Mene uske tough times me uska thoda saath diya isliye wo mujhe emotional support ke roop me dekh raha hai aur bas ye ek infatuation hai. Ek attraction. Dheere dheere uska attraction khatam ho jaega aur usse baat samajh aa jaegi. That's right! Wo raah bhatak gaya hai. Uski teacher hone ke naate ye mera farz banta hai ki mein usse sahi raasta dikhau.

Wo bas overthinking kar raha hai. He thinks I like him which is not true at all. Mein already ek married lady hu. How can I like him? Harr baar wahi baatein keh ke wo mujhe nervous kar deta hai aur fir sochta hai ki mein usse like karti hu. T-That's impossible. Right? Mein...

"Ma'am!!! Ma'am!!??"

Aur ek awaaz mujhe punah hosh me laayi.

"Huh?"

Mein toh class me lecture le rahi thi. Ye Veer ke khayaal kaha se aa gaye mere mann me?

Saamne baithe students mujhe hi dekh rahe the. Aur next problem ko solve karwaane ke liye keh rahe the.

Mein bhi naa! Kaha kho gayi thi? Mene lecture me acche se unhe padhaaya. Aur issi ke saath inhi bhaag daud me, aaj ka din samaapt ho gaya.

It was time to go.

Arre haan! Yaad aaya, Juhi ke liye mujhe Pav Bhaji ka samaan bhi lena tha.

Mene socha ki ghar ke ekdum paas jo shopping mart padta hai wahi se saara samaan le lungi.

Waha pohuchi toh mujhe ek aur jhatka laga. Meri kismat itni buri kyu thi?

Dur se hi mujhe wo ghinauna chehra nazar aa gaya. Vikaas Sir!!!

Chaahti toh thi mein samaan lena par mujhe waha se nikalna pada. Iss aadmi ke mein paas bhi nahi bhatakna chaahti thi.

Par abhi mein baahar aayi hi thi ki...

"Jii! Aap Miss Nidhi!?"

Ek kaale suit me aadmi ne mere paas aake mujhse pucha.

"Y-Yes I am... P-Par aap kaun!?"

"Aap chaliye toh sahi. Aaiye! Car me baithiye."

"W-Whaaatttt?"

Mein darr gayi. Ye sab kya tha? Kaun tha ye aadmi? Aur iski ye badi sii kaali gaadi? Kya ye mujhe kahi kidnap...!?

"Jesa aap soch rahi hai wesa kuch bhi nahi hai. Aaiye andar baithiye aur kuch derr me hi aapke saare sawalo ke jawaab mil jaenge.""

"Mein kese maan lu!? Ki tum ek kidnapper nahi ho?"

"Yadi mein kidnapper hota toh kya itne politely aap se pesh aata!?"

Uski baat me point tha. Aur ant me mein uski gaadi me savaar ho gayi.

"Aap apni scooty ki chinta mat kariye. Mene ek aadmi udhar khada kar diya hai. Woh aapki scooty pe nazar rakhega."

Mann maar ke mein taiyaar ho gayi.

Mujhe kuch nahi pata tha kya chal raha hai, Kaun the ye aadmi? Mujhe kaha le jaa rahe the?

Par mere saare sawaalo ke jawaab jese ab milne waale the.

Gaadi seedha court ke baahar jaake ruki.

"Huh?"

"Aaiye! Utariye!!!"

Hum andar gaye jaha... wait... Ek minute!!!

Ye toh... Ye toh mere lawyer ki jagah thi. Mera lawyer jo mere pati ke khilaaf mene rakha hua tha.

Mere waha pohuchte hi wo lawyer khushi se jhoom utha.

"Hahahaha~ Sab kuch ho gaya Madam. Sab ho gaya. Aaiye jaldi. Idhar inme sign kar dijiye."

What!? What was happening!!!???

Kya chal raha tha ye sab?

"D-Dekhiye! Mujhe bataiye yaha kya chal raha hai? Aur mein kisi par bhi sign nahi karne waali bina baat jaane."

"Arre madam! Sab ho gaya. Case solved haha! Samjhauta jo hua tha woh complete ho gaha. Khatam baat!!! Aur wo dekhiye."

"Huh!??"

Mein peeche mudi toh tadap uthi. Dhruvvv!!!!!

Mera baccha! Ek aurat ki goad me tha. Noooooooo!!! What was happening!!????

Mein daud ke uss ke paas gayi aur uss aurat se chhinaate hue mene usse apne seene se laga liya. Usse bheench liya.

"Ohhhh mera baccha!!!! Dhruvvvvv~"

"Madam! Samjhauta aapke paksh me hua. Ab se aapka beta aapke saath hi rahega. Aap inn par sign kar dijiye."

Mein sisak sisak roti rahi. Bhaavuk ho uthi. Kahi ye sab kuch ek sapna toh nahi tha!?

"Ah~"

Dhruv ne jab mere blouse ke oopar se mere uroz ko kaata toh mujhe yakeen ho gaya. Ye sapna nahi tha. Ye sapna nahi tha Nidhi. Tera Dhruv, tere haatho me tha.

"Dhrrruuuuvvvvv!!!!"

Mein kaafi derr takk roti rahi. Nahi! Ek minute! Samjhauta poora ho gaya matlab? Samjhauta toh tab hi poora hona tha jab mein apne pati Rajat ko 50 lakh rupaye ki rakam jama karu. Toh fir... Toh fir ye!!?

"Sign kar dijiye madam jaldi. Toh fir aapki mein divorce ki karyvaahi shuru karu."

Lawyer ki baat sunn, mene uske haatho se woh papers chhinaaye aur baari baari unhe padhne lagi. Mere haath harr panne ko padhte hue kaanp rahe the. Ye sach tha.

Papers nakli nahi the. Mene dobaara check kiye aur sab sahi tha. Antatah Mene sign kar diye.

Meri samajh me kuch nahi aa raha tha. Mein lawyer toh kahi uss aadmi se lakh baar puch chuki thi, par unn dono ka hi jawaab yahi tha ki mujhe abhi thodi derr me sab pata chal jaane waala tha.

Ye sab... Ye sab itni asaani se kese ho sakta tha bhala!?

Aur upar se... Unn baaki ke papers par... Rajat ke signs the!??? Matlab wo iss samjhaute se ant me raazi ho gaya!? Dhruv ko yu saup diya usne? Uski Maa, Chhaaya. Unhone kese Dhruv ko asaani se jaane de diya?

A-Aur sabse bada sawaal. 50 Lakh ka kya hua? Kisne chukaaye woh?

Gaadi me baith hum waha se nikal gaye. Sarr chakra raha tha mera. Kahi ye sapna na nikle bas.

Aur fir gaadi se utarne se pehle,

"Madam! Apni aankho par ye patti baandh lijiye."

"Kya!?"

Wahi aadmi mujhe apni aankho par patti baandhne keh raha tha. Pata nahi kyu, par mujhe uski baat par visvaash tha. Mene baandh lii.

Aur wo mujhe kahi le jaane laga.

"Ab aap patti hata sakti hai."

Aur mene patti hata dii.

Huh!!!!?????

!!!!?????????

N-Noo!!!! It can't be!!!! Mere badan ke roye khade ho gaye. Aankho se aasu jhar jhar behne lage.

Saamne...

Mere saamne... Wo sabhi khade hue the.

Shreya, Juhi, Veer, Ragini jii, Suman jii, Aabha, Sonali, Veer ki stepmom? Uski stepsister? Uski behne!??? Kavya, Arohi!!??

Upar 'Welcome Dhruv to the family' ki hanging writing lagi hui thi.

Noooo!!! Please!!! Don't!!!! Mein khud ko nahi sambhal paungi.

Veer!!! Muskuraa raha tha. Mere paas wo chalte hue aaya aur,

"It's done ma'am! Everything is solved. Dhruv ab se aapke saath hi rahega."

Mein roti rahi. Mujhe sambhaalne ke liye waha maujood harr aurat mujhe hausla dene lagi. Apne se gale lagaane lagi. Par meri rulaayi... Band hone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi.

Aur mein abhi Veer ke bagal se hi baithi thi jab ek aadmi aaya aur Veer ke bagal se jhukte hue usne kuch kaha, jo mene sunn liya.

"Boss! Baaki ki flat ki 45 Lakh rakam. Ye rahi!!! Cash me hai. Ye lijiye!!!"

Usne ek suitcase Veer ke haath me thama diya.

Huh!!!? Don't tell me...

Mein stabdh nigaaho se Veer ko dekhi, jo meri nazro se bach ke khud ko chhipa raha tha. Nahi!!!! Don't tell me he...

Aur mera shaq jese sahi nikla.

HE DID IT!!!!

Woh 50 lakh, ye sab planning... It was him!!!

Mein kuch na boli. Sarr jhukaaye shuru se ant tak shaant thi. Dhruv so chuka tha. Suman jii Dhruv ko lekar iss hotel ke room me chali gayi.

Aur mein aur Veer, hum dono hi ekdum shaant baahar hi lawn side baithe rahe.

Toh ye sab kuch kiya dhara Veer ka tha.

"Explain!!!" Mene zorr se kaha.

Aur usne ek gehri saans lete hue bolna shuru kiya,

"I know aap gussa hai. Aur hona bhi chaahiye aapko. But I did what was necessary."

What was necessary? What was necessary!!!?????? Kya matlab necessary??? It was my job!!!!! My job to get back my son!!!!!

"I did it, for the person I care about a lot!!!"

Don't!!! Don't say it!!! Mat bolo ye sab!!! Mein khud me hi andar se baatein karti rahi. Nahiiii!!!! Chup ho jao Veer. Chup ho jao!!!

"Ab sab kuch pehle ki tarah ho chuka hai ma'am. From now on, you can look forward."

Nahiiii!!! Pleaseeeee!! I beg you!!!! Stop it!!!! Mat kaho ye sab!!! Warna mein... Don't do it!!! Please!!!!

Mein khud ka na rok paayi,

*Chataaaaaaakkkkkk*

Aur ek thappad usko kheench ke maar diya mene. Iss baar... Gaal pe...

Woh iss baar bhi kuch na bola. Sarr neeche tha uska. Uske baalo se uski aankhein dhaki hui thi. I couldn't see his expressions.

"WHHHHYYYYYYY!!??? KYUU KIYA TUMNE YE SAB!!!???"

Mein zorr se chillaayi. Meri awaaz tezz thi. Aur aankhein poori aasuo se bheegi hui.

"For what purpose I was living!!!??? Inn beete mahino me mein keval aur keval *sniff* keval apne bacche ko paane ke liye ladti rahi. I kept on struggling!!!! Aur fir tum aate ho achaanak se aur kehte ho... It's done!!!?? It's finished!!!? For what purpose I was fighting then!!!!???? *sniff* K-Kisne!? Kisne tumhe kaha ki tum meri taraf se paise chuka ke mere liye Dhruv ko churra sakte ho? Kis haq se???? *sniff* Kya lagti hu mein tumhaari!!??"

Aur mein uski chaathi par apne haatho se ghuse barsaane lagi. Peetne lagi uski chaathi ko. Woh mazboot faulaad ki tarah wahi tika raha.

"Keval aapke hi liye nahi tha ye."

"Huh!!!?"

What!? What did he mean?

"Kya aapko yaad hai!? Jab bhi Juhi baat nahi maanti thi. Toh mein uske kaano me kuch kaha karta tha!? Jiske baad woh meri harr baat maan jaati thi!?"

"Huh!!!!??"

Wo meri taraf muskuraate hue mud ke dekha.

No!!! Don't tell me...

"Mein usse issi din ka vaada deta tha. Ki yadi wo meri baat maan legi toh mein ek din uske chote bhai ko usse laake dunga."

Aur bas... Mere aasuo ka baandh toot gaya. Ek sailaab aa gaya. Mein subukte hue ro padi. Aur Veer ne... jhatt se mujhe apne aalingan me le liya.

Yadi ye pehle hota, toh mene usse apni baaho se alag kar diya hota. Par iss baar... Mere haath kamzor pad gaye. Unme taqat hi nahi bachi. Ulta mere haath... Uski peeth par jaa kar kass gaye. Nahiiii!!! Ye galat tha!!! I shouldn't.... Par mere haath meri na sune. Wo uski peeth par kasste chale gaye.

Hum dono ek dusre se lipte hue the. Mein bas roti jaa rahi thi. Aur woh, bas meri peeth ko sehlaate jaa raha tha. Mein apne itne saalo ke dukh dard ko jese ek baar me nikaal rahi thi aur woh sab kuch accept karta jaa raha tha.

Aur uske bol mere kaano me pade,

"This... is the real you. Ab se aise hi rehna ma'am. Aise hi..."

Mein kuch na boli. Bas roti rahi. Jab alag hui uss se toh...

Hum dono ki hi aankhein ek dusre se bhidi hui thi. Chehre ekdum qareeb... Aur...

Wo jhuka, aur usne mere gaal par...

*Puch*

Ek kiss kar dii...

Mein hakki bakki sii, murti ki tarah wahi jami baithi rahi. Usse rok tak na saki. Woh jese jaanta tha, ki...

I wouldn't stop him if he went for my cheeks. Instead of my lips. Aur wahi hua...

Mein usse na rok saki. Bas bhoot bane wahi baithi rahi.

Usne mujhe ek baar fir apne seene se laga liya aur uske agle shabdo ne mere poore badan me ek siharan dauda dii,

"One day, I'll make you mine."
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Aaj ke liye itna hi guys!!!
Like thokne ka aur revos rakhne ka. Dhanyavaad!

Fantastic bro...

 

[krish1152]

Nice update