Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

[Iron Man]

Update 82 The Wedding​

Hall mein koyi 30 se 40 log the sirf. Stage par dulhan ki dress mein Shweta chamak rahi thi, apne umar se 15 saal aur bhi jawaan dikh rahi thi au khubsurti to jaan lewa thi hi usski. Usski muskurahat aur bhi dil dhadkaane wala tha, aur Abhi kuch kum nahin dikh raha tha, kitne saare jawaan ladkiyon ke dil ke dhadkhan tha wo bhi. Very handsome guy indeed.

Abhi ki behen Naina ne ek chota sa speech diya donon ko introduce karte hue aur shubkaamnayein dete hue.

Phir kuch der sab normal guzra aur gate mein entry hui Ruhi ki. Navina ussko push karte hue stage ke taraf laa rahi thi. Ruhi white dress mein thi, chasma pehne hue wo bhi achi tarah se dressed thi aur achchi dikh rahi thi. Ruhi, Shweta aur Aruhi teenon ke chehre closely milte julte the. Aruhi badi hogi to bilkool Shweta ki tarah hi dikhegi. Aur Shweta ke chehre mein abhi Ruhi ki wo jhalak the jo 25 saal pehle Ruhi mein thi. Abhi Shayad iss vajah se bhi Shweta se ziada karib hua tha usske jism ke khushbhoo ke ilawa.

Ruhi bahot hi khush dikh rahi thi jaise usske dil ke saare bojh utar gaye the, aur armaan pure ho gaye the.

Stage par wheelchair ko kiya gaya to sabse pehle Ruhi ne Shweta ko gale lagaa kar ussko ek envelope mein kuch gift diya aur shubkaamnayein wish kiye usske donon gaalon par kiss karte hue... Tab Abhi ke seene se lag kar ussko bhi ek envelope diya aur ussko bhi good wishes diye aur Abhi ke gaalon par kiss kiya.

Phir Ruhi ko bithaya gaya donon wedded couple ke paas.

Aur kuch der baad family members mein se ek ek karke sab Abhi aur Shweta ko wish karne aur gift dene gaye; bahot saaare pics liye gaye aur aakhir mein Navina ne mike liya aur announce kiya ke Ruhi ek speech degi ceremony ko close karne ke liye.

Naina interest se sunne ke liye baithi, Ruhi ki wheelchair ko front mein kiya gaya aur mike usske haath mein diya gaya.

Ruhi ne gala saaf kiya aur muskuraate hue sorry kaha phir mudhkar Shweta ke taraf ishaare karte hue bolna shuru kiya,

“Yeh meri ek lauti beti hai, Shweta. Janam issko main ne diya magar paala issko meri chachi ne jo wahan baithi hai. Aap sabhon se mwaafi chahti hoon agar main kuch ziada bolne lagi to, magar aaj mujhe bolna hai, aaj meri baari hai bolne ki, ek bahot lambe arse tak mujhko khamosh kiya gaya, mujhse bolne ka haq chhina gaya tha.

Ek maa se usski bachi ko koyi kabhi kissi haal mein juda nah kare yeh meri aap sab se iltejah hai aaj. Mujhko sirf iss liye meri beti se alag kiya gaya kyunke main ek bin biyahi maa thi. Underage thi main jab issko janam diya tha main ne aur ek underage bachi kia kar sakti hai, wohi karna pada jo mere maa baap aur pariwaar walon ne decide kiya, mera koyi sunta kahan mujhko sirf ungliyan dikhaye jaate the mujhko dabba kar rakha jaata tha. majboor, laachaar, bebuss main khud bachchi thi aur dabbi rahi sabke niche. Roti bilakti rahi apni bachchi ko seene se lagaane ke liye magar nahin mujhko kaha gaya ke yeh mera paap hai, main ne gandagi ko janam diya tha, main ne gunah kiya tha, meri gunah thi meri beti.

Kissi aur ne issko baap ka naam diya apne naam par issko declare kiya, mera to koyi naata hi nahin tha iss se….. mujh par kia guzar rahi thi kissi ko koyi parwah hi nahin tha. mera dum ghhut raha tha, main chhup chhup kar roti rehti, gila karti bhi to kiss se, yeh to meri gunah thi, aur gunah ko chhupaya jaata hai sabke saamne nahin laaya jaata, iss liye mujhse issko chhupaya gaya, dunya ko pata nahin chalne diya ke yeh meri paidayish hai.

Aur aaj mujhe ap sab ke saamne bataate hue kitni Khushi ho rahi hai mujhe ke yeh meri beti hai, aap sab, umeed hai samajh sakte ho…..”

Hall mein taaliyan goonjne lage aur Shweta ke aankh se aansoo jaari hue….

Ruhi ne bolna jaari rakha,

“Jinn dinon Shweta 6/7 ki hui to meri life mein koyi aaya. Koyi aisa jiss ko main ne sapnon mein bhi nahin socha tha kyunke jabse Shweta ko janam diya tha tabse main ne ape baare mein sochna bandh kar diya tha kyunke mere apnon ne hamesha kaha tha ke mere iss gunah ki vajah se main ne apni zindagi barbaad kar li thi to umar bhar akeli jina tha mujhe iss liye main ne bilkool socha hi nahin tha ke koyi mujhse pyar bhi kar sakta tha kabhi.

Uss handsome, dashing ladke ke pyar ko bhi mujhko thukrana pada, aur wohi karna pada jo mere gharwale keh rahe the karne ko. Uss ladke ke pyar ka istemaal karna seekhaya gaya mujhe. Usske pyar ko accept karne ka dil kiya kayi baar, kayi baar main ne mehsoos bhi kiya ke wo ladka sach mein mujhse pyar karta tha, phir bhi main usske saath khelti rahi, apne bhaavnaon ko dabaa kar main ek chuhe billi ka khel khelti rahi usske saath. Wo apne pyar ka waasta deta raha aur main usske pyar ko rawndti rahi…. Kayi baar aankhon se aansoo bhi chalak gaye the usske pyar ko thukrate hue, ussko chorrte hue, ussko khote hue….

Mujhko ehsaas tab hua ke mujhko bhi uss se pyar hua jab yeh, yeh Shweta jo sirf 7 saal ki thi, isne mujh mein wo ehsaas jagaaya ke uss ladke ka pyar sacha hai, asli hai dil se chahta hai mujhe…. Yeh 7 saal ki umar mein ek adult wala feeling aur dimaagh rakht thi, yeh bachpan se hi badi sayaani thi….

Aur naseeb ne bhi aisa khel khela ke uss ladke ko jab main ne bataana chaha ke haan main bi ab uss se pyar karne lagi hoon to kuch aisa hua ke ussko hamesha ke liye kho diya kyunke mere ghar par jab wo aya mere haath maangne shaadi ke liye to ussko dhakka dekar ghar se nikala gaya… aur baat yeh thi ke main kuch nahin kar paayi….. nahin. Kuch bhi nahin kiya main ne ussko uss waqt uss haal mein chhorr diya… baad mein pata chala us din ko uss ladke ne MARNE KI TAMANNA KI THI…. Mar jaata wo uss din, aaj wo hota hi nahin sab meri vajah se…. to kia main ussko deserve karti thi? Nahin bilkool bhi nahin…. Meri vajah se jiss insaan ne marne ki tamanna kiya tha uss fateful 5th January 1987 ko main kaise ussko deserve karti thi, hargiz nahin… to main ne ek game khela….. haan main ne ek zabardast game shuru kiya ussi din ko jiss din uss ladke ne mere liye marne ki tamanna kiya tha idhar mera game shuru hua tha….

Mera game simple tha. main ne uss ladke ko kho diya tha ussi din, ussi pal isska ehsaas ho gaya tha mujhe ke wo mujhko wapas milne se raha. To mujhe ab uthna tha. mujhko apnon se badla lena tha. jinn logon ne mujhko daba ke rakha tha 6 Saalon tak. unn sabke saamne ab uthne ka mauka diya tha uss ladke ke pyar ne mujhe. Agar wo ladka meri ife mein nahin ata to main shayad aaj tak dabi hi rehti. To ussi din ko main ne uthne ka faisla kiya aur utthi main, aisi uthi ek toofaan ke jaise, ek jwalamukhi phatta hai jaise weise uthi main uss roz. Tabaahi macha di main ne ghar mein aur unn sab ke saamne seena taan kar khadi hui main.

Mujhko pata chala aur gehra ehsaas hua ussi din ke main ne pyar ko khokar khudko uthaya. Balke kehna yun chahiye ke uss pyar ne mujhko taaqat diya khud ko upar uthaane mein. Aur uss din ke baad aaj tak main uthi rahi, aisi uthi ke wheelchair par baith gayi.

Agar main chahti to tabhi uss ke pyar ke paas jaa sakti thi, uss se contact karne ka zarya tha mere paas, magar main nahin gayi kyuke mujhko sabse badla lena tha, sabke liye wahan ek kaal banke khada rehna tha, agar main apne pyar ke pas chali jaati to main wo nahin kar paati jo pichle 25 saalon mein kiya wahan rehkar. Dil ke andar jo Khushi hui sabko mujhse darrte hue dekh kar wo nahin hota. Agar main apne pyar ke paas chali jaati to sab unn logon se milkar rehna padta, sab se tab mera pyar bhi jaata wapas milne aur sab ek ho jaate jo main nahin chahti thi, unn logon ke saath ek nahin hona tha mujhe iss liye main ne apne pyar ko kurbaan kiya unn darindon ko sabak seekhaane ke liye.

Aur aaj uss pyar ko khush dekh kar mujhe jo Khushi mil rahi hai main bayaan nahin kar sakti. Usske saath wo aaj bandhi hui hai jissko main ne seene se laga kar rakhna chaaha tha magar wo bhi nahin kar paayi thi unn darindon ke vajah se. Aur mere do taraf ke pyar ek sath bandh rahe hein iss se ziada Khushi mujhe aaj tak nahin mili mujhe life mein. Donon taraf se mera pyar hai, ek Abhi ke taraf se ek Shweta ke taraf se. Donon mere hein aur aaj mere shubkaamnaayein dil ke andar se unn donon ke liye pesh karti hoon.

Jiss Khushi ko main paa nah saki, jiss Khushi aur pyar ko main ne thukraya apnon se badla lene ke liye aaj wo pyar apni beti ke paas jaate hue dekh kar kitni Khushi hoti hai yeh ek maa ke dil se puchna padega. Haan main ne jaan bujh kar apne pyar ko thukraya tha, usska pyar to sacha tha, paak tha, dil ki gehrayi se tha, magar mera mann stable nahin tha jiss waqt usska pyar chattaan ki tarah mazbut aur sirf mere liye tha…. to mera pyar usske pyar ke aage ek shunya ke barabar tha, khud ko usski pyar ke kaabil samajhti hi nahin thi main issi liye thukrana aur door rehna behtar tha mere liye. Haan bahot dukh, gham aur aansoo diye the main ne apne pyar ko, isska ehsaas tha mujhe, magar yeh bhi pata tha ke mera pyar kitna STRONG insaan ka pyar tha , pata tha wo manage kar lega mere bina…. Raat din usske liye duaaein karti rehti thi ke usska bhala ho hamesha, wo tarraaki kare aur aasmman ki bulandiyon ko chhuwe…. Duawein kubool hue aur wo upar pahuncha jissko dekh kar main itna khush hui ke lagaa main khud upar udhne lagi usske taraaki ke saath… aur usski tarrakki ne mujhe aur bahut ziada mazbut kiya aur apnon ke munh par zordaar tamacha maarne ka mauka bhi mila. Jitna mera pyar ubharta gaya jitna wo aasmaan ke bulandiyon ko chhuta gaya utna zordaar mera tamaacha banta gaya unn darindon ke liye…

Aaj main bahot khush hoon….. behad khush….. Navina ji ka aabhaari hoon ussne mujhse sach aur sahi baat bolne ki binati kiye mere ghar aakar uss roz iss liye aaj mauka hi aisa hai ke mujhe sab sach batana pada… Abhi aur Shweta ko koyi ghalat faimi nah ho ke mujhse koyi daga kiya ya mujhko dukh hua, naah….. ulta tum donon ne mujhe zindagi bhar ki Khushiyan de diye aaj. Jeete raho donon, hamesha khush raho, phoolo phalo. Aap sab ka bahot dhanyawaad. Thanks, all of you for bearing my boring speech. Thanks all.”

To be continued….

 

[Asif khan]

Update 80 Navina Talks to Abhi and Shweta​

Ruhi ke yahan se sab nikle to raaste mein jaate waqt Abhi Aruhi aur Shweta ko pehle unnke ghar chorrne wala tha magar Navina ne donon ko apne ghar lechalne ko kaha aur dinner ke baad wapas donon ko chorrne ko kaha Abhi se.

Of course, Abhi aur Navina saamne baithe the aur Shweta aur Aruhi piche wale seat par aur raaste bhar Shweta Abhi ko rear-view mirror mein dekhti gayi, beshak Abhi bhi ussko baar baar dekh raha tha to har baar Navina ahiste se uss se kehta,

“ghar chal kar khub dekhna ussko abhi raaste par nazar rakho aap!!”

Jab car ne Abhi ke yard mein entry liya to Aruhi zor se chillaayi,

“woohoo mera dusra ghar yaaaaaayyyyy! Papa main aaj raat badi mummy ke pas soungi!”

To Navina ne kaha,

“Yes darling tum mere paas hi rehna aaj raat ko!”

Abhi: “What? Main ne socha dinner ke baad chorrne jaunga donon ko!”

Navina: “Ab bachchi rehna chahti hai to reh jaane do donon ko, uss raat ki tarah aap udhar… samjhe…!”

Yeh sun kar kuch sharmaate hue Shweta ne Abhi ko dekha daanton mein honth dabaate hue.

Jab kuch der baad sab ghar mein daakhil ho gaye aur Abhi aur Shweta ko mauka mila akele baat karne ko to Shweta ne kaha,

“Dekha aap ne ussko sab pata hai mujhko yakeen hai; kyun kaha ke aap aur main udhar??…. What did she mean? Ussko sab pata hai I bet aur ab mujhe darr lagne laga hai, Abhi aap Aruhi ko rehne do aur mujhe wapas ghar chorr dena please…”

Abhi: “Arey yaar cool nah she did not mean anything, usska matlab tha ke main usske room mein nahin alag room mein rahunga, tum kyun fikar karne lagi ho…..”

Aur thik tabhi Navina ne Aruhi ko ek game khelne ke liye dekar Abhi aur Shweta ko lounge mein bulaya kuch baat karne ke liye.

Jab teenon sofe par baithe lounge mein to Navina ne kaha,

“Shweta, I want you to marry Abhi, I have already told this to him and this will be good for the future regarding Aruhi.”

Shweta ka chehra laal ho gaya ussko garmi mehsoos hui aur ussne zor se Abhi ka haath pakar liya, usska hath kaamp raha tha kyunke ussne bilkool nahin expect kiya tha ke aisa koyi baat sunne wali thi wo! Shweta Abhi ke chehre mein sawaali nazron se dekh rahhi thi kyunke Navina ne kaha ke ussne iss baat ko Abhi se kar liya tha. Phir ahiste se ussne Abhi se pucha,

“Really ap ko pata tha yeh baat?!”

Magar ussko Navina ne jawaab diya iss se pehle ke Abhi kuch kehta.

“Mujhe tum donon ke baare mein bahot pehle se sab pata hai Shweta. It will be a clean relationship if you both get married, tab Aruhi ko koyi sawaal nahin karna parega jab wo badi hogi to. Wo Abhi ko apna papa maanti hai bachpan se hi, ussko abhi kuch samajh mein nahin araha hai magar jab adult hogi tab seinkron sawaal karegi, tab nah tumhare paas nah Abhi ke paas jawaab hoga ussko dene ke liye, tab kia kahoge usse tum donon ke you both only have an affair? Is that right? For me wedding is a better option to keep it clean and the girl will know that you both are husband and wife…. Yes, she will know that her father has two wives that is not bad, she will understand when she grows up.”

Shweta ne sar jhuka liya ek lavz bhi nahin bol rahi thi, may be guilty feel kar rahi thi….. phir Navina samajh gayi ke Shweta kia feel kar rahi hogi to wo usske paas baithne gayi aur Shweta ko gale lagaya, to Shweta rone lagi aur Navina se maafi maangne lagi. Navina usske sar sehlaate hue kaha,

“Ari kyun ro rahi ho ab? Main khud tumko apna sautan bana rahi hoon, magar mere rules honge jo tum donon ko respect karni hogi agree?!”

Shweta ne rote hue kaha,

“aap jo bhi kaho madam mujhe Manzoor hai!”

To Navina ne kaha,

“Abhi 4 din mere saath rahega to 3 din tumhare saath aur agle haffte mein 4 din tumhare saath to 3 din mere saath… exceptions ho sakte hein agar koyi tyohaar hogi to donon jagah ek hi baar aa ya jaa sakta hai ya weise occasions par hum sab ek saath reh lenge ek hi ghar mein matlab tum hamaare yahan ajana….”

Shweta ne dheemi awaaz mein kaha,

“I agree all that you will say madam.”

Tab Navina ne kaha,

“Iss shaadi mein Aruhi present nahin hogi, ussko kuch din baad shaadi ke potos dikhayenge aur kahenge ke tum donon ki shaadi bahot pehle ho gayi thi….. you got me both of you?!!”

Abhi ke bolne ka time tha to ussne kaha,

“And what about Ruhi? Yeh usski beti hai ussko pata nahin chalega?!”

Navina ne kaha,

“Wo aap mujh par chorr dijiye, kuch bhi nahin hoga aur wo kuch bhi nahin kahegi.”

Aur Shweta ne kaha,

“Aur meri wo mummy jahan rehti hoon? Ussko to batana padega nah?”

Navina: “ussko tum khud bata dena ke tum Abhi se shaadi kar rahi ho, can you?!”

Tab Shweta ne haan mein sarr hillaya magar kaha,

“magar behtar hota agar koyi aur ussko batate to….!”

Tab Navina ne Abhi ke taraf dekhte hue pucha,

“Aap Ruhi ki chachi ko bata sakte ho kia?!”

Abhi ne kaha ke haan wo khud bataane jaega ussko.

Kuch der aur Navina ne donon se baat kiye ke kiss tariq ko shadi hogi aur bahot log nahin honge sirf close ones jaise Abhi ka pura family members, Navina ke taraf se ziada log nahin aur Shweta ke friends, colleagues, aur close ones…. Religious ceremony ke baad ek chota sa receptions hoga, photos liye jayehge aur that’s all. Aur Navina ne donon ko shaadi ki taiyaariyan shuru karne ko kaha aur chali gayi Aruhi ke paas.

Navina ke jaate hi, Shweta ne Abhi se munh banaate hue kaha ke ussko sab pata tha magar wo uss se chhupa raha tha… to Abhi ne uss se kaha ke usske liye sab surprise rakhna chahta tha…. Shweta ki Khushi ki intehaa nah tha, ussne bade zor se Abhi ko baahon mein bhar liya aur kaha,

“Aap mere husband banonge, oh my God this is a dream come true, my childhood dream…. Kahin main sapna to nahin dekh rahi hoon? Abhi pinch me please…..”

Abhi ne ussko sach mein pinch kiya aur zor se, to Shweta chillayi aur Abhi ko maarte hue kaha,

“Itni zor se pinch karta hai koyi kia? Dekho laal nishaan ho gaya!”

Abhi ne ussko pyar se kiss kiya aur kaha,

“I have lots to do now, before I marry you, I get to buy a house for you sweetheart, you will be my wifie now baby hehehehe!!”

Shweta:”Abhi, Ruhi di, I mean mummy ko shock lagega hamari wedding se, don’t you think so?”

Abhi: “Wo bhi yehi chahta hai ke main tumko bhi apna loon!”

Shweta: “What? You are kidding nah? please tell me!”

Abhi: “are not kidding ussne mujhse khud kaha jab main ne kaha ke Aruhi ko main ne adopt kar liya to dhire se mere kaan mein uss ne kaha ke ab tumko bhi apna loon tumhari life settle ho jaegi!”

Shweta: “OH no!! She loved you nah? How would she feel?”

Abhi: “You know Shweta, the truth is that she NEVER loved me…. Or if she loved me it was just for a few moment, the moments I kissed her the day she was leaving me on the last day at work there, ya jinn dinon main usske saamne tha tab usske dil mein mere liye pyar ubhre honge kuch der ke liye, magar usske dil mein kuch aur chal rahe the unn dinon… unn dinon ussko France jaana tha, Amit ke baare mein sochti rehti thi, main chhota tha usske liye kyunke usska dimaagh tab Mehboob aur usski maa chalaati thi, Ruhi apne dimaagh se nahi chalti thi unn dinon….

Mere taraf attract hui zaroor thi wo, magar sacha pyar MAIN NE USS SE KIYA THA ussne mujhse nahin….. jiss din main uss ghar se ruswa hokar nikla Ruhi ne bahot intelligently uss mauke ka faida uthaya aur apne maa se, mehbob se, aur manoj se badla liya…. Ussko ek sunehra mauka mil gaya tha khud ko upar uthaane ke liye kyun ke jabse ussne tumko janam diya tha tab se wo dabi rahi thi uss ghar mein ek ghulaam bani hui thi aur jo bhi Mehboob aur usski maa kehti thi Ruhi wohi karti thi.

Aur haan tabhi Ruhi ko mere pyar ka bhi ehsaas hua, gehri choat lagi zaroor hogi ussko aur mere jaane ke baad realise kiya hoga ke ussne kia khoya…. But it was too late aisa kahenge sab nah? but IT WAS NOT TOO LATE…. Agar Ruhi mujhse wo wala pyar karti jo main karta tha to mujhko wo contact kar sakti thi…. She had all option to contact me BUT SHE DID NOT…… do you know why?

Because of she contacted me, to main ussko wahan se shaadi karke lejaata aur usska sapna pura nahin hota…. Ussko zabardast badla lena tha sabse wahan par jo usske kiya, ussne apni maa ki, Mehboob ki, manoj ka jeena haram kar diya, khud bhi peesti rahi aur unn sab ko peesti gayi pichle 25 Saalon mein……

Ruhi ka maksad mujhe paana nahin tha, ussa maksad unn sabko sabak seekhana tha…. jo ghalati ussne teenager mein kiya tha usski jo sazaa mili thi ussko usski maa aur Mehboob se 6 saalon tak dab ke rehna, ghulaam ki tarah zindagi jeena wo sab bhadaas nikaalna tha Ruhi ko iss liye mere paas aane ki bajae wo wahin rahi sab ke life mein aag lagaane ke liye jo ussne baakhubi kiya… Zabardast badla liya Ruhi ne sabse….. mere liye nahin; Apni khud par kiye gaye zulmon ka badla liye Ruhi ne sabse wahan par… yahan tak ke usski nani, mama, maami jinn jinn logon ne usskko tumko janam dene ke liye doshi thehraye the sab se badla liye Ruhi ne, aur khud ki zindagi bhi barbaad kiye ussne saath saath…. Magar ussko wo Manzoor tha, khud ko jala kar dusron ke sath bhi aag lagaya ussne and she had been successful….. I WAS JUST A MEAN for her to succeed in her endeavours, my love for her was a great MEAN for her to do all that….. the real love for me, she in fact NEVER HAD….”

To be continued….

Ye cheez ,am so happy ,

K Jo piyar Abhi rohi se chahta tha wo us ko nahi Mila,because rohi ko badala Lena tha apni family se

So Abhi k piyar ko dhal bna k very bad

Am so happy,k wohi piyar Jo Abhi rohi se expect kerta tha
Wo piyar us ko Mila Shweta se

Or navina ne bilkul theek Kia 2no ki shadi ka Faisla suna k boht door ki socho h

 

[Asif khan]

Update 81 Wedding Preparations​

Do hafte the Shadi ke tayyariyan ke liye. Navina ne hall book kar liye the ek Sunday ke liye aur sab intezaam kar liye gaye the religious ceremony ke liye bhi, aur usske baad hall mein reception ke liye.

Aur Abhi ne buss ek din dhundne ke baad online ek ghar select kiya jissko legaya Shweta ko dikhaane ke liye. Naya ghar tha ek hafte pehle bann ke tayaar hua tha. Agency walon se baat hui aur Abhi ne ghar kharid liya. Abhi ke ghar se bus 100 metres ki doori par tha. Wahan bhi swimming pool tha jahan Aruhi ko swimming seekhaya jaa sakta tha.

Ghar ko ek hafte mein hi furniture kara diya Abhi ne aur tab Navina ko bhi legaya ghar dikhaane ko.

Usske baad Abhi gaya Ruhi ki chachi ke ghar jahan 25 saal pehle gaya tha Ruhi ke liye aaj gaya Shweta ke liye. Chachi budhi ho gayi thi, aur Abhi itna amir aadmi tha ke chachi ek naukrani lag rahi thi Abhi ke saamne. Turant chachi ne haan kiya kyunke Shweta ne sab pehle samjha diya tha usski uss mummy ko. To ussko invite kiya gaya shaadi mein aur Shweta se Abhi ne kaha ke apni uss mummy ko apna naya ghar khud lejaa kar dikha sakti hai.

Chachi ke saamne Aruhi ne zor se ‘papaaaaa’ chillate hue aakar Abhi ke goad mein baith gayi bilkool jaise 25 saal pehle Shweta aakar Abhi ke goad mein baithi thi jiss din Abhi aya tha uss ghar mein Ruhi ko dhundte hue.

Chachi ne wo dekh kar kaha,

“wo din yaad agaya Abhi jab aap Ruhi ke liye aaye the aur yeh meri Shweta aakar aap ke goad mein aise hi baithi thi yaad hai aap ko? Mujhko wo nazara dikh raha hai, aaj isski beti baithi hai aap ke goad mein? Shweta tabhi se aap se bahot pyar karti thi, agar aap ne pehla shadi nahin kiya hota to issi se aap ki shaadi ho jaati uss doctor ki jagah!”

Abhi ne sarcastically kaha,

“haan aaur uss din ruhi yahin thi andar aura ap ne mujhse KHHOT kaha tha ke chali gai hai issi Shweta jaisi bachi ke saath aap ne JHOOT kaha tha hahaha!”

Aruhi ne pucha,

“Papa mummy aap ke goad mein aise baithi thi yahin par? wo kitni chhoti thi tab?!”

Abhi ke saath Shweta aur usski mummy ne bhi hanss diye Aruhi ke baat ko sunkar….

Yeh ho gaya to problem yeh tha ke shaadi ke roz Aruhi ko kahan chhorra jayega?

Abhi ne usska bhi intezaam kar diya. Uss roz Aruhi Abhi ke ghar par rahegi Abhi ke sabse purane, imaandaar mulazim ke saath. Wo buzurg aadmi tha aur Abhi ka bahot wafadaar tha, ussi ke saath Aruhi ko ghar mein chorrega Abhi. Aruhi ko samjha diya gaya ke uss roz sab log ek special program attend karne jayenge jahan bacchhe allowed nahin hai.

Abhi gaya tab Naina ke ghar. Abhi ke saare bhai aur behnon ki shaadi ho gaye the, pichle 25 salon mein. Sab ke alag alag ghar the. Abhi ka baap nahin raha magar maa ab bhi thi aur 78 saal ki thi. Abhi aksar jaya karta tha uss se milne. Wo last wale bete ke saath rehti thi.

Naina ke 3 bachche the, 2 betiyan aur ek beta. Baaki saare bhai aur chhoti behen ke bhi bache the. Bhaiyon mein se do bhai Abhi ke garage mein hi kaam karte the. Allumimuim section mein. Donon supervisors the – magar Abhi ne donon ko pehle kaam seekhaya tha 3 saalon tak tab promote kiya tha as supervisors.

Abhi apne family ka achcha khayal rakhta tha aur kissi chiz ki kami nahin hone deta tha; nah kissi bhai ke ghar mein nah behnon ke ghar mein. Inn sab mein se ek bahot close thi Abhi ke wo thi Naina ki badi beti jo aur do saal mein 18 ki hone wali thi.. wo aya jaya karti thi Abhi ke ghar, aur Navina ke bhi close thi. Aur haal mein usski dosti Aruhi aur Shweta se bhi ho gayi thi, aur ussi ke zarye Naina ko bhi khabar mil gaya tha ke Abhi dusri shaadi karne wala hai.

Jiss din Abhi gaya Naina ko invite karne to Naina bahot khush thi aur apne bhai ke gale lagte hue kaha,

“Wah bhai, you deserve it…. Aap to 3 ya 4 shaadiyan bhi karo to sahi hi lagega kyunke aap jitna amir ho gaye ho itne dhan Daulat baantna hi chahiye kayi gharo mein hihihihihi!”

Kissi European author ne kaha tha, iss waqt usska naam yaad nahin, ussne kaha tha ke agar har amir aadmi ke 4 ya ziada biwiyan ho, aur sabke saat 4 bache to dunya mein gharibon ki sankhiya ghat jaate. Funny hai magar gehraayi se socha jaaye to soch kar dekho, ek karodpati ke agar 4 patniyan ho aur sabke saath 4 bache ho, to 12 bache amir honge, aur phir wo 12 bache bhi apne baap ki tarah 4 patniyon se shaadi kare aur sab ke weise hi 12 bache ho to kitne amiri badhti jaegi hahahahaha, funny sound karta hai magar sach mein kitnon ka bhala ho jata weise.

Navina ne apne family walon mein se kissi ko nahin bulaya apni maa ke siwa. Kyunke Navina ke family mein ziada koyi tha hi nahin ek uss behen ke ilawa Namita jo Canada rehne chali gayi thi shaadi ke baad.

Hall book kar liya gaya aur Abhi ne decoration walon ko bhi hire kar liye sab sahi karne ke liye aur catering walon se bhi deal final kar li gayi…..

Rahi baat Ruhi ki to jab Abhi aur Shweta ne Navina se Ruhi ko bhi bataane ko kaha tab Navina ne kaha ke ussne sab sambhaal liya hai Ruhi ke baare mein koyi kuch bhi nahin kahega, buss shaadi ke roz wo haazir hogi.

Abhi aur Shweta ko shock laga yeh sunkar aur Abhi ne puchha,

“What? Do you mean ke ussko already pata hai ke I am wedding Shweta? Please tell me, how? Kaise pata hai ussko, kia tum uss se contact mein ho?!”

Navina ne Abhi ko jawaab dete hue kaha,

“I want that to be a surprise for both of you. Don’t worry everything is fine and will be fine.”

Shweta ne pucha,

“Magar wo kaise aegi yahan? Ussko jagah ka pata bhi hai? Who will push her wheelchair etc?!”

Navina ne phir kaha,

“Are main ne kaha nah ke main ne sab sambhaal liya hai….. so stop worrying about that you both get yourself ready for the day, and I do not want anything to be delayed and everything must be punctual. I want punctuality. And yes, Abhi will you give a speech on that day in the hall? If yes do prepare your words.”

Abhi ne pucha,

“Kia tum speech dogi uss din?”

Navina: “No I will not, but someone will!”

To be continued…..

Excellent birrilant fantastic good update

 

[Asif khan]

Update 82 The Wedding​

Hall mein koyi 30 se 40 log the sirf. Stage par dulhan ki dress mein Shweta chamak rahi thi, apne umar se 15 saal aur bhi jawaan dikh rahi thi au khubsurti to jaan lewa thi hi usski. Usski muskurahat aur bhi dil dhadkaane wala tha, aur Abhi kuch kum nahin dikh raha tha, kitne saare jawaan ladkiyon ke dil ke dhadkhan tha wo bhi. Very handsome guy indeed.

Abhi ki behen Naina ne ek chota sa speech diya donon ko introduce karte hue aur shubkaamnayein dete hue.

Phir kuch der sab normal guzra aur gate mein entry hui Ruhi ki. Navina ussko push karte hue stage ke taraf laa rahi thi. Ruhi white dress mein thi, chasma pehne hue wo bhi achi tarah se dressed thi aur achchi dikh rahi thi. Ruhi, Shweta aur Aruhi teenon ke chehre closely milte julte the. Aruhi badi hogi to bilkool Shweta ki tarah hi dikhegi. Aur Shweta ke chehre mein abhi Ruhi ki wo jhalak the jo 25 saal pehle Ruhi mein thi. Abhi Shayad iss vajah se bhi Shweta se ziada karib hua tha usske jism ke khushbhoo ke ilawa.

Ruhi bahot hi khush dikh rahi thi jaise usske dil ke saare bojh utar gaye the, aur armaan pure ho gaye the.

Stage par wheelchair ko kiya gaya to sabse pehle Ruhi ne Shweta ko gale lagaa kar ussko ek envelope mein kuch gift diya aur shubkaamnayein wish kiye usske donon gaalon par kiss karte hue... Tab Abhi ke seene se lag kar ussko bhi ek envelope diya aur ussko bhi good wishes diye aur Abhi ke gaalon par kiss kiya.

Phir Ruhi ko bithaya gaya donon wedded couple ke paas.

Aur kuch der baad family members mein se ek ek karke sab Abhi aur Shweta ko wish karne aur gift dene gaye; bahot saaare pics liye gaye aur aakhir mein Navina ne mike liya aur announce kiya ke Ruhi ek speech degi ceremony ko close karne ke liye.

Naina interest se sunne ke liye baithi, Ruhi ki wheelchair ko front mein kiya gaya aur mike usske haath mein diya gaya.

Ruhi ne gala saaf kiya aur muskuraate hue sorry kaha phir mudhkar Shweta ke taraf ishaare karte hue bolna shuru kiya,

“Yeh meri ek lauti beti hai, Shweta. Janam issko main ne diya magar paala issko meri chachi ne jo wahan baithi hai. Aap sabhon se mwaafi chahti hoon agar main kuch ziada bolne lagi to, magar aaj mujhe bolna hai, aaj meri baari hai bolne ki, ek bahot lambe arse tak mujhko khamosh kiya gaya, mujhse bolne ka haq chhina gaya tha.

Ek maa se usski bachi ko koyi kabhi kissi haal mein juda nah kare yeh meri aap sab se iltejah hai aaj. Mujhko sirf iss liye meri beti se alag kiya gaya kyunke main ek bin biyahi maa thi. Underage thi main jab issko janam diya tha main ne aur ek underage bachi kia kar sakti hai, wohi karna pada jo mere maa baap aur pariwaar walon ne decide kiya, mera koyi sunta kahan mujhko sirf ungliyan dikhaye jaate the mujhko dabba kar rakha jaata tha. majboor, laachaar, bebuss main khud bachchi thi aur dabbi rahi sabke niche. Roti bilakti rahi apni bachchi ko seene se lagaane ke liye magar nahin mujhko kaha gaya ke yeh mera paap hai, main ne gandagi ko janam diya tha, main ne gunah kiya tha, meri gunah thi meri beti.

Kissi aur ne issko baap ka naam diya apne naam par issko declare kiya, mera to koyi naata hi nahin tha iss se….. mujh par kia guzar rahi thi kissi ko koyi parwah hi nahin tha. mera dum ghhut raha tha, main chhup chhup kar roti rehti, gila karti bhi to kiss se, yeh to meri gunah thi, aur gunah ko chhupaya jaata hai sabke saamne nahin laaya jaata, iss liye mujhse issko chhupaya gaya, dunya ko pata nahin chalne diya ke yeh meri paidayish hai.

Aur aaj mujhe ap sab ke saamne bataate hue kitni Khushi ho rahi hai mujhe ke yeh meri beti hai, aap sab, umeed hai samajh sakte ho…..”

Hall mein taaliyan goonjne lage aur Shweta ke aankh se aansoo jaari hue….

Ruhi ne bolna jaari rakha,

“Jinn dinon Shweta 6/7 ki hui to meri life mein koyi aaya. Koyi aisa jiss ko main ne sapnon mein bhi nahin socha tha kyunke jabse Shweta ko janam diya tha tabse main ne ape baare mein sochna bandh kar diya tha kyunke mere apnon ne hamesha kaha tha ke mere iss gunah ki vajah se main ne apni zindagi barbaad kar li thi to umar bhar akeli jina tha mujhe iss liye main ne bilkool socha hi nahin tha ke koyi mujhse pyar bhi kar sakta tha kabhi.

Uss handsome, dashing ladke ke pyar ko bhi mujhko thukrana pada, aur wohi karna pada jo mere gharwale keh rahe the karne ko. Uss ladke ke pyar ka istemaal karna seekhaya gaya mujhe. Usske pyar ko accept karne ka dil kiya kayi baar, kayi baar main ne mehsoos bhi kiya ke wo ladka sach mein mujhse pyar karta tha, phir bhi main usske saath khelti rahi, apne bhaavnaon ko dabaa kar main ek chuhe billi ka khel khelti rahi usske saath. Wo apne pyar ka waasta deta raha aur main usske pyar ko rawndti rahi…. Kayi baar aankhon se aansoo bhi chalak gaye the usske pyar ko thukrate hue, ussko chorrte hue, ussko khote hue….

Mujhko ehsaas tab hua ke mujhko bhi uss se pyar hua jab yeh, yeh Shweta jo sirf 7 saal ki thi, isne mujh mein wo ehsaas jagaaya ke uss ladke ka pyar sacha hai, asli hai dil se chahta hai mujhe…. Yeh 7 saal ki umar mein ek adult wala feeling aur dimaagh rakht thi, yeh bachpan se hi badi sayaani thi….

Aur naseeb ne bhi aisa khel khela ke uss ladke ko jab main ne bataana chaha ke haan main bi ab uss se pyar karne lagi hoon to kuch aisa hua ke ussko hamesha ke liye kho diya kyunke mere ghar par jab wo aya mere haath maangne shaadi ke liye to ussko dhakka dekar ghar se nikala gaya… aur baat yeh thi ke main kuch nahin kar paayi….. nahin. Kuch bhi nahin kiya main ne ussko uss waqt uss haal mein chhorr diya… baad mein pata chala us din ko uss ladke ne MARNE KI TAMANNA KI THI…. Mar jaata wo uss din, aaj wo hota hi nahin sab meri vajah se…. to kia main ussko deserve karti thi? Nahin bilkool bhi nahin…. Meri vajah se jiss insaan ne marne ki tamanna kiya tha uss fateful 5th January 1987 ko main kaise ussko deserve karti thi, hargiz nahin… to main ne ek game khela….. haan main ne ek zabardast game shuru kiya ussi din ko jiss din uss ladke ne mere liye marne ki tamanna kiya tha idhar mera game shuru hua tha….

Mera game simple tha. main ne uss ladke ko kho diya tha ussi din, ussi pal isska ehsaas ho gaya tha mujhe ke wo mujhko wapas milne se raha. To mujhe ab uthna tha. mujhko apnon se badla lena tha. jinn logon ne mujhko daba ke rakha tha 6 Saalon tak. unn sabke saamne ab uthne ka mauka diya tha uss ladke ke pyar ne mujhe. Agar wo ladka meri ife mein nahin ata to main shayad aaj tak dabi hi rehti. To ussi din ko main ne uthne ka faisla kiya aur utthi main, aisi uthi ek toofaan ke jaise, ek jwalamukhi phatta hai jaise weise uthi main uss roz. Tabaahi macha di main ne ghar mein aur unn sab ke saamne seena taan kar khadi hui main.

Mujhko pata chala aur gehra ehsaas hua ussi din ke main ne pyar ko khokar khudko uthaya. Balke kehna yun chahiye ke uss pyar ne mujhko taaqat diya khud ko upar uthaane mein. Aur uss din ke baad aaj tak main uthi rahi, aisi uthi ke wheelchair par baith gayi.

Agar main chahti to tabhi uss ke pyar ke paas jaa sakti thi, uss se contact karne ka zarya tha mere paas, magar main nahin gayi kyuke mujhko sabse badla lena tha, sabke liye wahan ek kaal banke khada rehna tha, agar main apne pyar ke pas chali jaati to main wo nahin kar paati jo pichle 25 saalon mein kiya wahan rehkar. Dil ke andar jo Khushi hui sabko mujhse darrte hue dekh kar wo nahin hota. Agar main apne pyar ke paas chali jaati to sab unn logon se milkar rehna padta, sab se tab mera pyar bhi jaata wapas milne aur sab ek ho jaate jo main nahin chahti thi, unn logon ke saath ek nahin hona tha mujhe iss liye main ne apne pyar ko kurbaan kiya unn darindon ko sabak seekhaane ke liye.

Aur aaj uss pyar ko khush dekh kar mujhe jo Khushi mil rahi hai main bayaan nahin kar sakti. Usske saath wo aaj bandhi hui hai jissko main ne seene se laga kar rakhna chaaha tha magar wo bhi nahin kar paayi thi unn darindon ke vajah se. Aur mere do taraf ke pyar ek sath bandh rahe hein iss se ziada Khushi mujhe aaj tak nahin mili mujhe life mein. Donon taraf se mera pyar hai, ek Abhi ke taraf se ek Shweta ke taraf se. Donon mere hein aur aaj mere shubkaamnaayein dil ke andar se unn donon ke liye pesh karti hoon.

Jiss Khushi ko main paa nah saki, jiss Khushi aur pyar ko main ne thukraya apnon se badla lene ke liye aaj wo pyar apni beti ke paas jaate hue dekh kar kitni Khushi hoti hai yeh ek maa ke dil se puchna padega. Haan main ne jaan bujh kar apne pyar ko thukraya tha, usska pyar to sacha tha, paak tha, dil ki gehrayi se tha, magar mera mann stable nahin tha jiss waqt usska pyar chattaan ki tarah mazbut aur sirf mere liye tha…. to mera pyar usske pyar ke aage ek shunya ke barabar tha, khud ko usski pyar ke kaabil samajhti hi nahin thi main issi liye thukrana aur door rehna behtar tha mere liye. Haan bahot dukh, gham aur aansoo diye the main ne apne pyar ko, isska ehsaas tha mujhe, magar yeh bhi pata tha ke mera pyar kitna STRONG insaan ka pyar tha , pata tha wo manage kar lega mere bina…. Raat din usske liye duaaein karti rehti thi ke usska bhala ho hamesha, wo tarraaki kare aur aasmman ki bulandiyon ko chhuwe…. Duawein kubool hue aur wo upar pahuncha jissko dekh kar main itna khush hui ke lagaa main khud upar udhne lagi usske taraaki ke saath… aur usski tarrakki ne mujhe aur bahut ziada mazbut kiya aur apnon ke munh par zordaar tamacha maarne ka mauka bhi mila. Jitna mera pyar ubharta gaya jitna wo aasmaan ke bulandiyon ko chhuta gaya utna zordaar mera tamaacha banta gaya unn darindon ke liye…

Aaj main bahot khush hoon….. behad khush….. Navina ji ka aabhaari hoon ussne mujhse sach aur sahi baat bolne ki binati kiye mere ghar aakar uss roz iss liye aaj mauka hi aisa hai ke mujhe sab sach batana pada… Abhi aur Shweta ko koyi ghalat faimi nah ho ke mujhse koyi daga kiya ya mujhko dukh hua, naah….. ulta tum donon ne mujhe zindagi bhar ki Khushiyan de diye aaj. Jeete raho donon, hamesha khush raho, phoolo phalo. Aap sab ka bahot dhanyawaad. Thanks, all of you for bearing my boring speech. Thanks all.”

To be continued….

Great bahi Kia dhanso shandar speech krwayi h rohi se

Chalo shadi ho gayi good,happy

Excellent birrilant fantastic update

 

[Iron Man]

Update 82 The Wedding​

Hall mein koyi 30 se 40 log the sirf. Stage par dulhan ki dress mein Shweta chamak rahi thi, apne umar se 15 saal aur bhi jawaan dikh rahi thi au khubsurti to jaan lewa thi hi usski. Usski muskurahat aur bhi dil dhadkaane wala tha, aur Abhi kuch kum nahin dikh raha tha, kitne saare jawaan ladkiyon ke dil ke dhadkhan tha wo bhi. Very handsome guy indeed.

Abhi ki behen Naina ne ek chota sa speech diya donon ko introduce karte hue aur shubkaamnayein dete hue.

Phir kuch der sab normal guzra aur gate mein entry hui Ruhi ki. Navina ussko push karte hue stage ke taraf laa rahi thi. Ruhi white dress mein thi, chasma pehne hue wo bhi achi tarah se dressed thi aur achchi dikh rahi thi. Ruhi, Shweta aur Aruhi teenon ke chehre closely milte julte the. Aruhi badi hogi to bilkool Shweta ki tarah hi dikhegi. Aur Shweta ke chehre mein abhi Ruhi ki wo jhalak the jo 25 saal pehle Ruhi mein thi. Abhi Shayad iss vajah se bhi Shweta se ziada karib hua tha usske jism ke khushbhoo ke ilawa.

Ruhi bahot hi khush dikh rahi thi jaise usske dil ke saare bojh utar gaye the, aur armaan pure ho gaye the.

Stage par wheelchair ko kiya gaya to sabse pehle Ruhi ne Shweta ko gale lagaa kar ussko ek envelope mein kuch gift diya aur shubkaamnayein wish kiye usske donon gaalon par kiss karte hue... Tab Abhi ke seene se lag kar ussko bhi ek envelope diya aur ussko bhi good wishes diye aur Abhi ke gaalon par kiss kiya.

Phir Ruhi ko bithaya gaya donon wedded couple ke paas.

Aur kuch der baad family members mein se ek ek karke sab Abhi aur Shweta ko wish karne aur gift dene gaye; bahot saaare pics liye gaye aur aakhir mein Navina ne mike liya aur announce kiya ke Ruhi ek speech degi ceremony ko close karne ke liye.

Naina interest se sunne ke liye baithi, Ruhi ki wheelchair ko front mein kiya gaya aur mike usske haath mein diya gaya.

Ruhi ne gala saaf kiya aur muskuraate hue sorry kaha phir mudhkar Shweta ke taraf ishaare karte hue bolna shuru kiya,

“Yeh meri ek lauti beti hai, Shweta. Janam issko main ne diya magar paala issko meri chachi ne jo wahan baithi hai. Aap sabhon se mwaafi chahti hoon agar main kuch ziada bolne lagi to, magar aaj mujhe bolna hai, aaj meri baari hai bolne ki, ek bahot lambe arse tak mujhko khamosh kiya gaya, mujhse bolne ka haq chhina gaya tha.

Ek maa se usski bachi ko koyi kabhi kissi haal mein juda nah kare yeh meri aap sab se iltejah hai aaj. Mujhko sirf iss liye meri beti se alag kiya gaya kyunke main ek bin biyahi maa thi. Underage thi main jab issko janam diya tha main ne aur ek underage bachi kia kar sakti hai, wohi karna pada jo mere maa baap aur pariwaar walon ne decide kiya, mera koyi sunta kahan mujhko sirf ungliyan dikhaye jaate the mujhko dabba kar rakha jaata tha. majboor, laachaar, bebuss main khud bachchi thi aur dabbi rahi sabke niche. Roti bilakti rahi apni bachchi ko seene se lagaane ke liye magar nahin mujhko kaha gaya ke yeh mera paap hai, main ne gandagi ko janam diya tha, main ne gunah kiya tha, meri gunah thi meri beti.

Kissi aur ne issko baap ka naam diya apne naam par issko declare kiya, mera to koyi naata hi nahin tha iss se….. mujh par kia guzar rahi thi kissi ko koyi parwah hi nahin tha. mera dum ghhut raha tha, main chhup chhup kar roti rehti, gila karti bhi to kiss se, yeh to meri gunah thi, aur gunah ko chhupaya jaata hai sabke saamne nahin laaya jaata, iss liye mujhse issko chhupaya gaya, dunya ko pata nahin chalne diya ke yeh meri paidayish hai.

Aur aaj mujhe ap sab ke saamne bataate hue kitni Khushi ho rahi hai mujhe ke yeh meri beti hai, aap sab, umeed hai samajh sakte ho…..”

Hall mein taaliyan goonjne lage aur Shweta ke aankh se aansoo jaari hue….

Ruhi ne bolna jaari rakha,

“Jinn dinon Shweta 6/7 ki hui to meri life mein koyi aaya. Koyi aisa jiss ko main ne sapnon mein bhi nahin socha tha kyunke jabse Shweta ko janam diya tha tabse main ne ape baare mein sochna bandh kar diya tha kyunke mere apnon ne hamesha kaha tha ke mere iss gunah ki vajah se main ne apni zindagi barbaad kar li thi to umar bhar akeli jina tha mujhe iss liye main ne bilkool socha hi nahin tha ke koyi mujhse pyar bhi kar sakta tha kabhi.

Uss handsome, dashing ladke ke pyar ko bhi mujhko thukrana pada, aur wohi karna pada jo mere gharwale keh rahe the karne ko. Uss ladke ke pyar ka istemaal karna seekhaya gaya mujhe. Usske pyar ko accept karne ka dil kiya kayi baar, kayi baar main ne mehsoos bhi kiya ke wo ladka sach mein mujhse pyar karta tha, phir bhi main usske saath khelti rahi, apne bhaavnaon ko dabaa kar main ek chuhe billi ka khel khelti rahi usske saath. Wo apne pyar ka waasta deta raha aur main usske pyar ko rawndti rahi…. Kayi baar aankhon se aansoo bhi chalak gaye the usske pyar ko thukrate hue, ussko chorrte hue, ussko khote hue….

Mujhko ehsaas tab hua ke mujhko bhi uss se pyar hua jab yeh, yeh Shweta jo sirf 7 saal ki thi, isne mujh mein wo ehsaas jagaaya ke uss ladke ka pyar sacha hai, asli hai dil se chahta hai mujhe…. Yeh 7 saal ki umar mein ek adult wala feeling aur dimaagh rakht thi, yeh bachpan se hi badi sayaani thi….

Aur naseeb ne bhi aisa khel khela ke uss ladke ko jab main ne bataana chaha ke haan main bi ab uss se pyar karne lagi hoon to kuch aisa hua ke ussko hamesha ke liye kho diya kyunke mere ghar par jab wo aya mere haath maangne shaadi ke liye to ussko dhakka dekar ghar se nikala gaya… aur baat yeh thi ke main kuch nahin kar paayi….. nahin. Kuch bhi nahin kiya main ne ussko uss waqt uss haal mein chhorr diya… baad mein pata chala us din ko uss ladke ne MARNE KI TAMANNA KI THI…. Mar jaata wo uss din, aaj wo hota hi nahin sab meri vajah se…. to kia main ussko deserve karti thi? Nahin bilkool bhi nahin…. Meri vajah se jiss insaan ne marne ki tamanna kiya tha uss fateful 5th January 1987 ko main kaise ussko deserve karti thi, hargiz nahin… to main ne ek game khela….. haan main ne ek zabardast game shuru kiya ussi din ko jiss din uss ladke ne mere liye marne ki tamanna kiya tha idhar mera game shuru hua tha….

Mera game simple tha. main ne uss ladke ko kho diya tha ussi din, ussi pal isska ehsaas ho gaya tha mujhe ke wo mujhko wapas milne se raha. To mujhe ab uthna tha. mujhko apnon se badla lena tha. jinn logon ne mujhko daba ke rakha tha 6 Saalon tak. unn sabke saamne ab uthne ka mauka diya tha uss ladke ke pyar ne mujhe. Agar wo ladka meri ife mein nahin ata to main shayad aaj tak dabi hi rehti. To ussi din ko main ne uthne ka faisla kiya aur utthi main, aisi uthi ek toofaan ke jaise, ek jwalamukhi phatta hai jaise weise uthi main uss roz. Tabaahi macha di main ne ghar mein aur unn sab ke saamne seena taan kar khadi hui main.

Mujhko pata chala aur gehra ehsaas hua ussi din ke main ne pyar ko khokar khudko uthaya. Balke kehna yun chahiye ke uss pyar ne mujhko taaqat diya khud ko upar uthaane mein. Aur uss din ke baad aaj tak main uthi rahi, aisi uthi ke wheelchair par baith gayi.

Agar main chahti to tabhi uss ke pyar ke paas jaa sakti thi, uss se contact karne ka zarya tha mere paas, magar main nahin gayi kyuke mujhko sabse badla lena tha, sabke liye wahan ek kaal banke khada rehna tha, agar main apne pyar ke pas chali jaati to main wo nahin kar paati jo pichle 25 saalon mein kiya wahan rehkar. Dil ke andar jo Khushi hui sabko mujhse darrte hue dekh kar wo nahin hota. Agar main apne pyar ke paas chali jaati to sab unn logon se milkar rehna padta, sab se tab mera pyar bhi jaata wapas milne aur sab ek ho jaate jo main nahin chahti thi, unn logon ke saath ek nahin hona tha mujhe iss liye main ne apne pyar ko kurbaan kiya unn darindon ko sabak seekhaane ke liye.

Aur aaj uss pyar ko khush dekh kar mujhe jo Khushi mil rahi hai main bayaan nahin kar sakti. Usske saath wo aaj bandhi hui hai jissko main ne seene se laga kar rakhna chaaha tha magar wo bhi nahin kar paayi thi unn darindon ke vajah se. Aur mere do taraf ke pyar ek sath bandh rahe hein iss se ziada Khushi mujhe aaj tak nahin mili mujhe life mein. Donon taraf se mera pyar hai, ek Abhi ke taraf se ek Shweta ke taraf se. Donon mere hein aur aaj mere shubkaamnaayein dil ke andar se unn donon ke liye pesh karti hoon.

Jiss Khushi ko main paa nah saki, jiss Khushi aur pyar ko main ne thukraya apnon se badla lene ke liye aaj wo pyar apni beti ke paas jaate hue dekh kar kitni Khushi hoti hai yeh ek maa ke dil se puchna padega. Haan main ne jaan bujh kar apne pyar ko thukraya tha, usska pyar to sacha tha, paak tha, dil ki gehrayi se tha, magar mera mann stable nahin tha jiss waqt usska pyar chattaan ki tarah mazbut aur sirf mere liye tha…. to mera pyar usske pyar ke aage ek shunya ke barabar tha, khud ko usski pyar ke kaabil samajhti hi nahin thi main issi liye thukrana aur door rehna behtar tha mere liye. Haan bahot dukh, gham aur aansoo diye the main ne apne pyar ko, isska ehsaas tha mujhe, magar yeh bhi pata tha ke mera pyar kitna STRONG insaan ka pyar tha , pata tha wo manage kar lega mere bina…. Raat din usske liye duaaein karti rehti thi ke usska bhala ho hamesha, wo tarraaki kare aur aasmman ki bulandiyon ko chhuwe…. Duawein kubool hue aur wo upar pahuncha jissko dekh kar main itna khush hui ke lagaa main khud upar udhne lagi usske taraaki ke saath… aur usski tarrakki ne mujhe aur bahut ziada mazbut kiya aur apnon ke munh par zordaar tamacha maarne ka mauka bhi mila. Jitna mera pyar ubharta gaya jitna wo aasmaan ke bulandiyon ko chhuta gaya utna zordaar mera tamaacha banta gaya unn darindon ke liye…

Aaj main bahot khush hoon….. behad khush….. Navina ji ka aabhaari hoon ussne mujhse sach aur sahi baat bolne ki binati kiye mere ghar aakar uss roz iss liye aaj mauka hi aisa hai ke mujhe sab sach batana pada… Abhi aur Shweta ko koyi ghalat faimi nah ho ke mujhse koyi daga kiya ya mujhko dukh hua, naah….. ulta tum donon ne mujhe zindagi bhar ki Khushiyan de diye aaj. Jeete raho donon, hamesha khush raho, phoolo phalo. Aap sab ka bahot dhanyawaad. Thanks, all of you for bearing my boring speech. Thanks all.”

To be continued….

Awesome update

 

[kamdev99008]

Update 82 The Wedding​

Hall mein koyi 30 se 40 log the sirf. Stage par dulhan ki dress mein Shweta chamak rahi thi, apne umar se 15 saal aur bhi jawaan dikh rahi thi au khubsurti to jaan lewa thi hi usski. Usski muskurahat aur bhi dil dhadkaane wala tha, aur Abhi kuch kum nahin dikh raha tha, kitne saare jawaan ladkiyon ke dil ke dhadkhan tha wo bhi. Very handsome guy indeed.

Abhi ki behen Naina ne ek chota sa speech diya donon ko introduce karte hue aur shubkaamnayein dete hue.

Phir kuch der sab normal guzra aur gate mein entry hui Ruhi ki. Navina ussko push karte hue stage ke taraf laa rahi thi. Ruhi white dress mein thi, chasma pehne hue wo bhi achi tarah se dressed thi aur achchi dikh rahi thi. Ruhi, Shweta aur Aruhi teenon ke chehre closely milte julte the. Aruhi badi hogi to bilkool Shweta ki tarah hi dikhegi. Aur Shweta ke chehre mein abhi Ruhi ki wo jhalak the jo 25 saal pehle Ruhi mein thi. Abhi Shayad iss vajah se bhi Shweta se ziada karib hua tha usske jism ke khushbhoo ke ilawa.

Ruhi bahot hi khush dikh rahi thi jaise usske dil ke saare bojh utar gaye the, aur armaan pure ho gaye the.

Stage par wheelchair ko kiya gaya to sabse pehle Ruhi ne Shweta ko gale lagaa kar ussko ek envelope mein kuch gift diya aur shubkaamnayein wish kiye usske donon gaalon par kiss karte hue... Tab Abhi ke seene se lag kar ussko bhi ek envelope diya aur ussko bhi good wishes diye aur Abhi ke gaalon par kiss kiya.

Phir Ruhi ko bithaya gaya donon wedded couple ke paas.

Aur kuch der baad family members mein se ek ek karke sab Abhi aur Shweta ko wish karne aur gift dene gaye; bahot saaare pics liye gaye aur aakhir mein Navina ne mike liya aur announce kiya ke Ruhi ek speech degi ceremony ko close karne ke liye.

Naina interest se sunne ke liye baithi, Ruhi ki wheelchair ko front mein kiya gaya aur mike usske haath mein diya gaya.

Ruhi ne gala saaf kiya aur muskuraate hue sorry kaha phir mudhkar Shweta ke taraf ishaare karte hue bolna shuru kiya,

“Yeh meri ek lauti beti hai, Shweta. Janam issko main ne diya magar paala issko meri chachi ne jo wahan baithi hai. Aap sabhon se mwaafi chahti hoon agar main kuch ziada bolne lagi to, magar aaj mujhe bolna hai, aaj meri baari hai bolne ki, ek bahot lambe arse tak mujhko khamosh kiya gaya, mujhse bolne ka haq chhina gaya tha.

Ek maa se usski bachi ko koyi kabhi kissi haal mein juda nah kare yeh meri aap sab se iltejah hai aaj. Mujhko sirf iss liye meri beti se alag kiya gaya kyunke main ek bin biyahi maa thi. Underage thi main jab issko janam diya tha main ne aur ek underage bachi kia kar sakti hai, wohi karna pada jo mere maa baap aur pariwaar walon ne decide kiya, mera koyi sunta kahan mujhko sirf ungliyan dikhaye jaate the mujhko dabba kar rakha jaata tha. majboor, laachaar, bebuss main khud bachchi thi aur dabbi rahi sabke niche. Roti bilakti rahi apni bachchi ko seene se lagaane ke liye magar nahin mujhko kaha gaya ke yeh mera paap hai, main ne gandagi ko janam diya tha, main ne gunah kiya tha, meri gunah thi meri beti.

Kissi aur ne issko baap ka naam diya apne naam par issko declare kiya, mera to koyi naata hi nahin tha iss se….. mujh par kia guzar rahi thi kissi ko koyi parwah hi nahin tha. mera dum ghhut raha tha, main chhup chhup kar roti rehti, gila karti bhi to kiss se, yeh to meri gunah thi, aur gunah ko chhupaya jaata hai sabke saamne nahin laaya jaata, iss liye mujhse issko chhupaya gaya, dunya ko pata nahin chalne diya ke yeh meri paidayish hai.

Aur aaj mujhe ap sab ke saamne bataate hue kitni Khushi ho rahi hai mujhe ke yeh meri beti hai, aap sab, umeed hai samajh sakte ho…..”

Hall mein taaliyan goonjne lage aur Shweta ke aankh se aansoo jaari hue….

Ruhi ne bolna jaari rakha,

“Jinn dinon Shweta 6/7 ki hui to meri life mein koyi aaya. Koyi aisa jiss ko main ne sapnon mein bhi nahin socha tha kyunke jabse Shweta ko janam diya tha tabse main ne ape baare mein sochna bandh kar diya tha kyunke mere apnon ne hamesha kaha tha ke mere iss gunah ki vajah se main ne apni zindagi barbaad kar li thi to umar bhar akeli jina tha mujhe iss liye main ne bilkool socha hi nahin tha ke koyi mujhse pyar bhi kar sakta tha kabhi.

Uss handsome, dashing ladke ke pyar ko bhi mujhko thukrana pada, aur wohi karna pada jo mere gharwale keh rahe the karne ko. Uss ladke ke pyar ka istemaal karna seekhaya gaya mujhe. Usske pyar ko accept karne ka dil kiya kayi baar, kayi baar main ne mehsoos bhi kiya ke wo ladka sach mein mujhse pyar karta tha, phir bhi main usske saath khelti rahi, apne bhaavnaon ko dabaa kar main ek chuhe billi ka khel khelti rahi usske saath. Wo apne pyar ka waasta deta raha aur main usske pyar ko rawndti rahi…. Kayi baar aankhon se aansoo bhi chalak gaye the usske pyar ko thukrate hue, ussko chorrte hue, ussko khote hue….

Mujhko ehsaas tab hua ke mujhko bhi uss se pyar hua jab yeh, yeh Shweta jo sirf 7 saal ki thi, isne mujh mein wo ehsaas jagaaya ke uss ladke ka pyar sacha hai, asli hai dil se chahta hai mujhe…. Yeh 7 saal ki umar mein ek adult wala feeling aur dimaagh rakht thi, yeh bachpan se hi badi sayaani thi….

Aur naseeb ne bhi aisa khel khela ke uss ladke ko jab main ne bataana chaha ke haan main bi ab uss se pyar karne lagi hoon to kuch aisa hua ke ussko hamesha ke liye kho diya kyunke mere ghar par jab wo aya mere haath maangne shaadi ke liye to ussko dhakka dekar ghar se nikala gaya… aur baat yeh thi ke main kuch nahin kar paayi….. nahin. Kuch bhi nahin kiya main ne ussko uss waqt uss haal mein chhorr diya… baad mein pata chala us din ko uss ladke ne MARNE KI TAMANNA KI THI…. Mar jaata wo uss din, aaj wo hota hi nahin sab meri vajah se…. to kia main ussko deserve karti thi? Nahin bilkool bhi nahin…. Meri vajah se jiss insaan ne marne ki tamanna kiya tha uss fateful 5th January 1987 ko main kaise ussko deserve karti thi, hargiz nahin… to main ne ek game khela….. haan main ne ek zabardast game shuru kiya ussi din ko jiss din uss ladke ne mere liye marne ki tamanna kiya tha idhar mera game shuru hua tha….

Mera game simple tha. main ne uss ladke ko kho diya tha ussi din, ussi pal isska ehsaas ho gaya tha mujhe ke wo mujhko wapas milne se raha. To mujhe ab uthna tha. mujhko apnon se badla lena tha. jinn logon ne mujhko daba ke rakha tha 6 Saalon tak. unn sabke saamne ab uthne ka mauka diya tha uss ladke ke pyar ne mujhe. Agar wo ladka meri ife mein nahin ata to main shayad aaj tak dabi hi rehti. To ussi din ko main ne uthne ka faisla kiya aur utthi main, aisi uthi ek toofaan ke jaise, ek jwalamukhi phatta hai jaise weise uthi main uss roz. Tabaahi macha di main ne ghar mein aur unn sab ke saamne seena taan kar khadi hui main.

Mujhko pata chala aur gehra ehsaas hua ussi din ke main ne pyar ko khokar khudko uthaya. Balke kehna yun chahiye ke uss pyar ne mujhko taaqat diya khud ko upar uthaane mein. Aur uss din ke baad aaj tak main uthi rahi, aisi uthi ke wheelchair par baith gayi.

Agar main chahti to tabhi uss ke pyar ke paas jaa sakti thi, uss se contact karne ka zarya tha mere paas, magar main nahin gayi kyuke mujhko sabse badla lena tha, sabke liye wahan ek kaal banke khada rehna tha, agar main apne pyar ke pas chali jaati to main wo nahin kar paati jo pichle 25 saalon mein kiya wahan rehkar. Dil ke andar jo Khushi hui sabko mujhse darrte hue dekh kar wo nahin hota. Agar main apne pyar ke paas chali jaati to sab unn logon se milkar rehna padta, sab se tab mera pyar bhi jaata wapas milne aur sab ek ho jaate jo main nahin chahti thi, unn logon ke saath ek nahin hona tha mujhe iss liye main ne apne pyar ko kurbaan kiya unn darindon ko sabak seekhaane ke liye.

Aur aaj uss pyar ko khush dekh kar mujhe jo Khushi mil rahi hai main bayaan nahin kar sakti. Usske saath wo aaj bandhi hui hai jissko main ne seene se laga kar rakhna chaaha tha magar wo bhi nahin kar paayi thi unn darindon ke vajah se. Aur mere do taraf ke pyar ek sath bandh rahe hein iss se ziada Khushi mujhe aaj tak nahin mili mujhe life mein. Donon taraf se mera pyar hai, ek Abhi ke taraf se ek Shweta ke taraf se. Donon mere hein aur aaj mere shubkaamnaayein dil ke andar se unn donon ke liye pesh karti hoon.

Jiss Khushi ko main paa nah saki, jiss Khushi aur pyar ko main ne thukraya apnon se badla lene ke liye aaj wo pyar apni beti ke paas jaate hue dekh kar kitni Khushi hoti hai yeh ek maa ke dil se puchna padega. Haan main ne jaan bujh kar apne pyar ko thukraya tha, usska pyar to sacha tha, paak tha, dil ki gehrayi se tha, magar mera mann stable nahin tha jiss waqt usska pyar chattaan ki tarah mazbut aur sirf mere liye tha…. to mera pyar usske pyar ke aage ek shunya ke barabar tha, khud ko usski pyar ke kaabil samajhti hi nahin thi main issi liye thukrana aur door rehna behtar tha mere liye. Haan bahot dukh, gham aur aansoo diye the main ne apne pyar ko, isska ehsaas tha mujhe, magar yeh bhi pata tha ke mera pyar kitna STRONG insaan ka pyar tha , pata tha wo manage kar lega mere bina…. Raat din usske liye duaaein karti rehti thi ke usska bhala ho hamesha, wo tarraaki kare aur aasmman ki bulandiyon ko chhuwe…. Duawein kubool hue aur wo upar pahuncha jissko dekh kar main itna khush hui ke lagaa main khud upar udhne lagi usske taraaki ke saath… aur usski tarrakki ne mujhe aur bahut ziada mazbut kiya aur apnon ke munh par zordaar tamacha maarne ka mauka bhi mila. Jitna mera pyar ubharta gaya jitna wo aasmaan ke bulandiyon ko chhuta gaya utna zordaar mera tamaacha banta gaya unn darindon ke liye…

Aaj main bahot khush hoon….. behad khush….. Navina ji ka aabhaari hoon ussne mujhse sach aur sahi baat bolne ki binati kiye mere ghar aakar uss roz iss liye aaj mauka hi aisa hai ke mujhe sab sach batana pada… Abhi aur Shweta ko koyi ghalat faimi nah ho ke mujhse koyi daga kiya ya mujhko dukh hua, naah….. ulta tum donon ne mujhe zindagi bhar ki Khushiyan de diye aaj. Jeete raho donon, hamesha khush raho, phoolo phalo. Aap sab ka bahot dhanyawaad. Thanks, all of you for bearing my boring speech. Thanks all.”

To be continued….

bahut khoob.................to akhir navina ne ruhi ko sach bolne ke liye mana hi liya..........................

aur navina ne ye sach aqbhi ko pahle hi bata diya tha.........................
after all ..........she is a brilliant teacher............................

is kahani mein ab tak ke sare characters mein agar sabse damdar role hai to ................... navina ka
pahle usne apni bahan ke thukrane par.... abhi ke dosti wale hath ko khud thama
fir ye pata chalne par ki abhi ke pyar ko ruhi ne thukra diya..............usse pyar kiya
abhi ko apni jindgi ko manage karne, jindgi mein age badhne ke liye jeevan sathi ki jarurat thi..........
usne har tarah se sath diya.................... business shuru karane se lekar ghar samhalne tak
aur akhir mein abhi ki khwahish ................ ek beti ki.................wo bhi puri ki
shweta ki beti ko apna kar........................
abhi ki ek aur chahat thi....................ruhi ki khushboo......................wo shweta ke roop mein hamesha ke liye abhi ko de di

ye sabkuchh jo hua.......................sirf navina ki wajah se ................... wohi jariya bani...................
abhi ki jindgi ko sanwarne ka .............................

keep it up casinar bhai

 

[rAge K]

Ruhi ki speech se pata chal raha hai ab wo khush hai ki jo pyaar ke liye Abhi tadapta raha wo use Sweta se mil gaya....
Shandar update...

 

[Husein Ali]

 

[Husein Ali]

Update 82 The Wedding​

Hall mein koyi 30 se 40 log the sirf. Stage par dulhan ki dress mein Shweta chamak rahi thi, apne umar se 15 saal aur bhi jawaan dikh rahi thi au khubsurti to jaan lewa thi hi usski. Usski muskurahat aur bhi dil dhadkaane wala tha, aur Abhi kuch kum nahin dikh raha tha, kitne saare jawaan ladkiyon ke dil ke dhadkhan tha wo bhi. Very handsome guy indeed.

Abhi ki behen Naina ne ek chota sa speech diya donon ko introduce karte hue aur shubkaamnayein dete hue.

Phir kuch der sab normal guzra aur gate mein entry hui Ruhi ki. Navina ussko push karte hue stage ke taraf laa rahi thi. Ruhi white dress mein thi, chasma pehne hue wo bhi achi tarah se dressed thi aur achchi dikh rahi thi. Ruhi, Shweta aur Aruhi teenon ke chehre closely milte julte the. Aruhi badi hogi to bilkool Shweta ki tarah hi dikhegi. Aur Shweta ke chehre mein abhi Ruhi ki wo jhalak the jo 25 saal pehle Ruhi mein thi. Abhi Shayad iss vajah se bhi Shweta se ziada karib hua tha usske jism ke khushbhoo ke ilawa.

Ruhi bahot hi khush dikh rahi thi jaise usske dil ke saare bojh utar gaye the, aur armaan pure ho gaye the.

Stage par wheelchair ko kiya gaya to sabse pehle Ruhi ne Shweta ko gale lagaa kar ussko ek envelope mein kuch gift diya aur shubkaamnayein wish kiye usske donon gaalon par kiss karte hue... Tab Abhi ke seene se lag kar ussko bhi ek envelope diya aur ussko bhi good wishes diye aur Abhi ke gaalon par kiss kiya.

Phir Ruhi ko bithaya gaya donon wedded couple ke paas.

Aur kuch der baad family members mein se ek ek karke sab Abhi aur Shweta ko wish karne aur gift dene gaye; bahot saaare pics liye gaye aur aakhir mein Navina ne mike liya aur announce kiya ke Ruhi ek speech degi ceremony ko close karne ke liye.

Naina interest se sunne ke liye baithi, Ruhi ki wheelchair ko front mein kiya gaya aur mike usske haath mein diya gaya.

Ruhi ne gala saaf kiya aur muskuraate hue sorry kaha phir mudhkar Shweta ke taraf ishaare karte hue bolna shuru kiya,

“Yeh meri ek lauti beti hai, Shweta. Janam issko main ne diya magar paala issko meri chachi ne jo wahan baithi hai. Aap sabhon se mwaafi chahti hoon agar main kuch ziada bolne lagi to, magar aaj mujhe bolna hai, aaj meri baari hai bolne ki, ek bahot lambe arse tak mujhko khamosh kiya gaya, mujhse bolne ka haq chhina gaya tha.

Ek maa se usski bachi ko koyi kabhi kissi haal mein juda nah kare yeh meri aap sab se iltejah hai aaj. Mujhko sirf iss liye meri beti se alag kiya gaya kyunke main ek bin biyahi maa thi. Underage thi main jab issko janam diya tha main ne aur ek underage bachi kia kar sakti hai, wohi karna pada jo mere maa baap aur pariwaar walon ne decide kiya, mera koyi sunta kahan mujhko sirf ungliyan dikhaye jaate the mujhko dabba kar rakha jaata tha. majboor, laachaar, bebuss main khud bachchi thi aur dabbi rahi sabke niche. Roti bilakti rahi apni bachchi ko seene se lagaane ke liye magar nahin mujhko kaha gaya ke yeh mera paap hai, main ne gandagi ko janam diya tha, main ne gunah kiya tha, meri gunah thi meri beti.

Kissi aur ne issko baap ka naam diya apne naam par issko declare kiya, mera to koyi naata hi nahin tha iss se….. mujh par kia guzar rahi thi kissi ko koyi parwah hi nahin tha. mera dum ghhut raha tha, main chhup chhup kar roti rehti, gila karti bhi to kiss se, yeh to meri gunah thi, aur gunah ko chhupaya jaata hai sabke saamne nahin laaya jaata, iss liye mujhse issko chhupaya gaya, dunya ko pata nahin chalne diya ke yeh meri paidayish hai.

Aur aaj mujhe ap sab ke saamne bataate hue kitni Khushi ho rahi hai mujhe ke yeh meri beti hai, aap sab, umeed hai samajh sakte ho…..”

Hall mein taaliyan goonjne lage aur Shweta ke aankh se aansoo jaari hue….

Ruhi ne bolna jaari rakha,

“Jinn dinon Shweta 6/7 ki hui to meri life mein koyi aaya. Koyi aisa jiss ko main ne sapnon mein bhi nahin socha tha kyunke jabse Shweta ko janam diya tha tabse main ne ape baare mein sochna bandh kar diya tha kyunke mere apnon ne hamesha kaha tha ke mere iss gunah ki vajah se main ne apni zindagi barbaad kar li thi to umar bhar akeli jina tha mujhe iss liye main ne bilkool socha hi nahin tha ke koyi mujhse pyar bhi kar sakta tha kabhi.

Uss handsome, dashing ladke ke pyar ko bhi mujhko thukrana pada, aur wohi karna pada jo mere gharwale keh rahe the karne ko. Uss ladke ke pyar ka istemaal karna seekhaya gaya mujhe. Usske pyar ko accept karne ka dil kiya kayi baar, kayi baar main ne mehsoos bhi kiya ke wo ladka sach mein mujhse pyar karta tha, phir bhi main usske saath khelti rahi, apne bhaavnaon ko dabaa kar main ek chuhe billi ka khel khelti rahi usske saath. Wo apne pyar ka waasta deta raha aur main usske pyar ko rawndti rahi…. Kayi baar aankhon se aansoo bhi chalak gaye the usske pyar ko thukrate hue, ussko chorrte hue, ussko khote hue….

Mujhko ehsaas tab hua ke mujhko bhi uss se pyar hua jab yeh, yeh Shweta jo sirf 7 saal ki thi, isne mujh mein wo ehsaas jagaaya ke uss ladke ka pyar sacha hai, asli hai dil se chahta hai mujhe…. Yeh 7 saal ki umar mein ek adult wala feeling aur dimaagh rakht thi, yeh bachpan se hi badi sayaani thi….

Aur naseeb ne bhi aisa khel khela ke uss ladke ko jab main ne bataana chaha ke haan main bi ab uss se pyar karne lagi hoon to kuch aisa hua ke ussko hamesha ke liye kho diya kyunke mere ghar par jab wo aya mere haath maangne shaadi ke liye to ussko dhakka dekar ghar se nikala gaya… aur baat yeh thi ke main kuch nahin kar paayi….. nahin. Kuch bhi nahin kiya main ne ussko uss waqt uss haal mein chhorr diya… baad mein pata chala us din ko uss ladke ne MARNE KI TAMANNA KI THI…. Mar jaata wo uss din, aaj wo hota hi nahin sab meri vajah se…. to kia main ussko deserve karti thi? Nahin bilkool bhi nahin…. Meri vajah se jiss insaan ne marne ki tamanna kiya tha uss fateful 5th January 1987 ko main kaise ussko deserve karti thi, hargiz nahin… to main ne ek game khela….. haan main ne ek zabardast game shuru kiya ussi din ko jiss din uss ladke ne mere liye marne ki tamanna kiya tha idhar mera game shuru hua tha….

Mera game simple tha. main ne uss ladke ko kho diya tha ussi din, ussi pal isska ehsaas ho gaya tha mujhe ke wo mujhko wapas milne se raha. To mujhe ab uthna tha. mujhko apnon se badla lena tha. jinn logon ne mujhko daba ke rakha tha 6 Saalon tak. unn sabke saamne ab uthne ka mauka diya tha uss ladke ke pyar ne mujhe. Agar wo ladka meri ife mein nahin ata to main shayad aaj tak dabi hi rehti. To ussi din ko main ne uthne ka faisla kiya aur utthi main, aisi uthi ek toofaan ke jaise, ek jwalamukhi phatta hai jaise weise uthi main uss roz. Tabaahi macha di main ne ghar mein aur unn sab ke saamne seena taan kar khadi hui main.

Mujhko pata chala aur gehra ehsaas hua ussi din ke main ne pyar ko khokar khudko uthaya. Balke kehna yun chahiye ke uss pyar ne mujhko taaqat diya khud ko upar uthaane mein. Aur uss din ke baad aaj tak main uthi rahi, aisi uthi ke wheelchair par baith gayi.

Agar main chahti to tabhi uss ke pyar ke paas jaa sakti thi, uss se contact karne ka zarya tha mere paas, magar main nahin gayi kyuke mujhko sabse badla lena tha, sabke liye wahan ek kaal banke khada rehna tha, agar main apne pyar ke pas chali jaati to main wo nahin kar paati jo pichle 25 saalon mein kiya wahan rehkar. Dil ke andar jo Khushi hui sabko mujhse darrte hue dekh kar wo nahin hota. Agar main apne pyar ke paas chali jaati to sab unn logon se milkar rehna padta, sab se tab mera pyar bhi jaata wapas milne aur sab ek ho jaate jo main nahin chahti thi, unn logon ke saath ek nahin hona tha mujhe iss liye main ne apne pyar ko kurbaan kiya unn darindon ko sabak seekhaane ke liye.

Aur aaj uss pyar ko khush dekh kar mujhe jo Khushi mil rahi hai main bayaan nahin kar sakti. Usske saath wo aaj bandhi hui hai jissko main ne seene se laga kar rakhna chaaha tha magar wo bhi nahin kar paayi thi unn darindon ke vajah se. Aur mere do taraf ke pyar ek sath bandh rahe hein iss se ziada Khushi mujhe aaj tak nahin mili mujhe life mein. Donon taraf se mera pyar hai, ek Abhi ke taraf se ek Shweta ke taraf se. Donon mere hein aur aaj mere shubkaamnaayein dil ke andar se unn donon ke liye pesh karti hoon.

Jiss Khushi ko main paa nah saki, jiss Khushi aur pyar ko main ne thukraya apnon se badla lene ke liye aaj wo pyar apni beti ke paas jaate hue dekh kar kitni Khushi hoti hai yeh ek maa ke dil se puchna padega. Haan main ne jaan bujh kar apne pyar ko thukraya tha, usska pyar to sacha tha, paak tha, dil ki gehrayi se tha, magar mera mann stable nahin tha jiss waqt usska pyar chattaan ki tarah mazbut aur sirf mere liye tha…. to mera pyar usske pyar ke aage ek shunya ke barabar tha, khud ko usski pyar ke kaabil samajhti hi nahin thi main issi liye thukrana aur door rehna behtar tha mere liye. Haan bahot dukh, gham aur aansoo diye the main ne apne pyar ko, isska ehsaas tha mujhe, magar yeh bhi pata tha ke mera pyar kitna STRONG insaan ka pyar tha , pata tha wo manage kar lega mere bina…. Raat din usske liye duaaein karti rehti thi ke usska bhala ho hamesha, wo tarraaki kare aur aasmman ki bulandiyon ko chhuwe…. Duawein kubool hue aur wo upar pahuncha jissko dekh kar main itna khush hui ke lagaa main khud upar udhne lagi usske taraaki ke saath… aur usski tarrakki ne mujhe aur bahut ziada mazbut kiya aur apnon ke munh par zordaar tamacha maarne ka mauka bhi mila. Jitna mera pyar ubharta gaya jitna wo aasmaan ke bulandiyon ko chhuta gaya utna zordaar mera tamaacha banta gaya unn darindon ke liye…

Aaj main bahot khush hoon….. behad khush….. Navina ji ka aabhaari hoon ussne mujhse sach aur sahi baat bolne ki binati kiye mere ghar aakar uss roz iss liye aaj mauka hi aisa hai ke mujhe sab sach batana pada… Abhi aur Shweta ko koyi ghalat faimi nah ho ke mujhse koyi daga kiya ya mujhko dukh hua, naah….. ulta tum donon ne mujhe zindagi bhar ki Khushiyan de diye aaj. Jeete raho donon, hamesha khush raho, phoolo phalo. Aap sab ka bahot dhanyawaad. Thanks, all of you for bearing my boring speech. Thanks all.”

To be continued….

Navina ne jo kaha tha 100% sahi tha aur wohi aaj Ruhi ne kaha.
Navina Ruhi ko bina dekhe, bina jaane sab samajh gayi thi aur bilkool sahi kaha tha Abhi se jiss din Abhi wapas aya tha Ruhi ke replies lekar. Aur Navina ne uss din Ruhi se private mein baat karke convince kar liya sab sach bataane ke liye jo aaj speech mein Ruhi ne bataaye.
Fantastic update bhai.

 

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Update 82 The Wedding​

Hall mein koyi 30 se 40 log the sirf. Stage par dulhan ki dress mein Shweta chamak rahi thi, apne umar se 15 saal aur bhi jawaan dikh rahi thi au khubsurti to jaan lewa thi hi usski. Usski muskurahat aur bhi dil dhadkaane wala tha, aur Abhi kuch kum nahin dikh raha tha, kitne saare jawaan ladkiyon ke dil ke dhadkhan tha wo bhi. Very handsome guy indeed.

Abhi ki behen Naina ne ek chota sa speech diya donon ko introduce karte hue aur shubkaamnayein dete hue.

Phir kuch der sab normal guzra aur gate mein entry hui Ruhi ki. Navina ussko push karte hue stage ke taraf laa rahi thi. Ruhi white dress mein thi, chasma pehne hue wo bhi achi tarah se dressed thi aur achchi dikh rahi thi. Ruhi, Shweta aur Aruhi teenon ke chehre closely milte julte the. Aruhi badi hogi to bilkool Shweta ki tarah hi dikhegi. Aur Shweta ke chehre mein abhi Ruhi ki wo jhalak the jo 25 saal pehle Ruhi mein thi. Abhi Shayad iss vajah se bhi Shweta se ziada karib hua tha usske jism ke khushbhoo ke ilawa.

Ruhi bahot hi khush dikh rahi thi jaise usske dil ke saare bojh utar gaye the, aur armaan pure ho gaye the.

Stage par wheelchair ko kiya gaya to sabse pehle Ruhi ne Shweta ko gale lagaa kar ussko ek envelope mein kuch gift diya aur shubkaamnayein wish kiye usske donon gaalon par kiss karte hue... Tab Abhi ke seene se lag kar ussko bhi ek envelope diya aur ussko bhi good wishes diye aur Abhi ke gaalon par kiss kiya.

Phir Ruhi ko bithaya gaya donon wedded couple ke paas.

Aur kuch der baad family members mein se ek ek karke sab Abhi aur Shweta ko wish karne aur gift dene gaye; bahot saaare pics liye gaye aur aakhir mein Navina ne mike liya aur announce kiya ke Ruhi ek speech degi ceremony ko close karne ke liye.

Naina interest se sunne ke liye baithi, Ruhi ki wheelchair ko front mein kiya gaya aur mike usske haath mein diya gaya.

Ruhi ne gala saaf kiya aur muskuraate hue sorry kaha phir mudhkar Shweta ke taraf ishaare karte hue bolna shuru kiya,

“Yeh meri ek lauti beti hai, Shweta. Janam issko main ne diya magar paala issko meri chachi ne jo wahan baithi hai. Aap sabhon se mwaafi chahti hoon agar main kuch ziada bolne lagi to, magar aaj mujhe bolna hai, aaj meri baari hai bolne ki, ek bahot lambe arse tak mujhko khamosh kiya gaya, mujhse bolne ka haq chhina gaya tha.

Ek maa se usski bachi ko koyi kabhi kissi haal mein juda nah kare yeh meri aap sab se iltejah hai aaj. Mujhko sirf iss liye meri beti se alag kiya gaya kyunke main ek bin biyahi maa thi. Underage thi main jab issko janam diya tha main ne aur ek underage bachi kia kar sakti hai, wohi karna pada jo mere maa baap aur pariwaar walon ne decide kiya, mera koyi sunta kahan mujhko sirf ungliyan dikhaye jaate the mujhko dabba kar rakha jaata tha. majboor, laachaar, bebuss main khud bachchi thi aur dabbi rahi sabke niche. Roti bilakti rahi apni bachchi ko seene se lagaane ke liye magar nahin mujhko kaha gaya ke yeh mera paap hai, main ne gandagi ko janam diya tha, main ne gunah kiya tha, meri gunah thi meri beti.

Kissi aur ne issko baap ka naam diya apne naam par issko declare kiya, mera to koyi naata hi nahin tha iss se….. mujh par kia guzar rahi thi kissi ko koyi parwah hi nahin tha. mera dum ghhut raha tha, main chhup chhup kar roti rehti, gila karti bhi to kiss se, yeh to meri gunah thi, aur gunah ko chhupaya jaata hai sabke saamne nahin laaya jaata, iss liye mujhse issko chhupaya gaya, dunya ko pata nahin chalne diya ke yeh meri paidayish hai.

Aur aaj mujhe ap sab ke saamne bataate hue kitni Khushi ho rahi hai mujhe ke yeh meri beti hai, aap sab, umeed hai samajh sakte ho…..”

Hall mein taaliyan goonjne lage aur Shweta ke aankh se aansoo jaari hue….

Ruhi ne bolna jaari rakha,

“Jinn dinon Shweta 6/7 ki hui to meri life mein koyi aaya. Koyi aisa jiss ko main ne sapnon mein bhi nahin socha tha kyunke jabse Shweta ko janam diya tha tabse main ne ape baare mein sochna bandh kar diya tha kyunke mere apnon ne hamesha kaha tha ke mere iss gunah ki vajah se main ne apni zindagi barbaad kar li thi to umar bhar akeli jina tha mujhe iss liye main ne bilkool socha hi nahin tha ke koyi mujhse pyar bhi kar sakta tha kabhi.

Uss handsome, dashing ladke ke pyar ko bhi mujhko thukrana pada, aur wohi karna pada jo mere gharwale keh rahe the karne ko. Uss ladke ke pyar ka istemaal karna seekhaya gaya mujhe. Usske pyar ko accept karne ka dil kiya kayi baar, kayi baar main ne mehsoos bhi kiya ke wo ladka sach mein mujhse pyar karta tha, phir bhi main usske saath khelti rahi, apne bhaavnaon ko dabaa kar main ek chuhe billi ka khel khelti rahi usske saath. Wo apne pyar ka waasta deta raha aur main usske pyar ko rawndti rahi…. Kayi baar aankhon se aansoo bhi chalak gaye the usske pyar ko thukrate hue, ussko chorrte hue, ussko khote hue….

Mujhko ehsaas tab hua ke mujhko bhi uss se pyar hua jab yeh, yeh Shweta jo sirf 7 saal ki thi, isne mujh mein wo ehsaas jagaaya ke uss ladke ka pyar sacha hai, asli hai dil se chahta hai mujhe…. Yeh 7 saal ki umar mein ek adult wala feeling aur dimaagh rakht thi, yeh bachpan se hi badi sayaani thi….

Aur naseeb ne bhi aisa khel khela ke uss ladke ko jab main ne bataana chaha ke haan main bi ab uss se pyar karne lagi hoon to kuch aisa hua ke ussko hamesha ke liye kho diya kyunke mere ghar par jab wo aya mere haath maangne shaadi ke liye to ussko dhakka dekar ghar se nikala gaya… aur baat yeh thi ke main kuch nahin kar paayi….. nahin. Kuch bhi nahin kiya main ne ussko uss waqt uss haal mein chhorr diya… baad mein pata chala us din ko uss ladke ne MARNE KI TAMANNA KI THI…. Mar jaata wo uss din, aaj wo hota hi nahin sab meri vajah se…. to kia main ussko deserve karti thi? Nahin bilkool bhi nahin…. Meri vajah se jiss insaan ne marne ki tamanna kiya tha uss fateful 5th January 1987 ko main kaise ussko deserve karti thi, hargiz nahin… to main ne ek game khela….. haan main ne ek zabardast game shuru kiya ussi din ko jiss din uss ladke ne mere liye marne ki tamanna kiya tha idhar mera game shuru hua tha….

Mera game simple tha. main ne uss ladke ko kho diya tha ussi din, ussi pal isska ehsaas ho gaya tha mujhe ke wo mujhko wapas milne se raha. To mujhe ab uthna tha. mujhko apnon se badla lena tha. jinn logon ne mujhko daba ke rakha tha 6 Saalon tak. unn sabke saamne ab uthne ka mauka diya tha uss ladke ke pyar ne mujhe. Agar wo ladka meri ife mein nahin ata to main shayad aaj tak dabi hi rehti. To ussi din ko main ne uthne ka faisla kiya aur utthi main, aisi uthi ek toofaan ke jaise, ek jwalamukhi phatta hai jaise weise uthi main uss roz. Tabaahi macha di main ne ghar mein aur unn sab ke saamne seena taan kar khadi hui main.

Mujhko pata chala aur gehra ehsaas hua ussi din ke main ne pyar ko khokar khudko uthaya. Balke kehna yun chahiye ke uss pyar ne mujhko taaqat diya khud ko upar uthaane mein. Aur uss din ke baad aaj tak main uthi rahi, aisi uthi ke wheelchair par baith gayi.

Agar main chahti to tabhi uss ke pyar ke paas jaa sakti thi, uss se contact karne ka zarya tha mere paas, magar main nahin gayi kyuke mujhko sabse badla lena tha, sabke liye wahan ek kaal banke khada rehna tha, agar main apne pyar ke pas chali jaati to main wo nahin kar paati jo pichle 25 saalon mein kiya wahan rehkar. Dil ke andar jo Khushi hui sabko mujhse darrte hue dekh kar wo nahin hota. Agar main apne pyar ke paas chali jaati to sab unn logon se milkar rehna padta, sab se tab mera pyar bhi jaata wapas milne aur sab ek ho jaate jo main nahin chahti thi, unn logon ke saath ek nahin hona tha mujhe iss liye main ne apne pyar ko kurbaan kiya unn darindon ko sabak seekhaane ke liye.

Aur aaj uss pyar ko khush dekh kar mujhe jo Khushi mil rahi hai main bayaan nahin kar sakti. Usske saath wo aaj bandhi hui hai jissko main ne seene se laga kar rakhna chaaha tha magar wo bhi nahin kar paayi thi unn darindon ke vajah se. Aur mere do taraf ke pyar ek sath bandh rahe hein iss se ziada Khushi mujhe aaj tak nahin mili mujhe life mein. Donon taraf se mera pyar hai, ek Abhi ke taraf se ek Shweta ke taraf se. Donon mere hein aur aaj mere shubkaamnaayein dil ke andar se unn donon ke liye pesh karti hoon.

Jiss Khushi ko main paa nah saki, jiss Khushi aur pyar ko main ne thukraya apnon se badla lene ke liye aaj wo pyar apni beti ke paas jaate hue dekh kar kitni Khushi hoti hai yeh ek maa ke dil se puchna padega. Haan main ne jaan bujh kar apne pyar ko thukraya tha, usska pyar to sacha tha, paak tha, dil ki gehrayi se tha, magar mera mann stable nahin tha jiss waqt usska pyar chattaan ki tarah mazbut aur sirf mere liye tha…. to mera pyar usske pyar ke aage ek shunya ke barabar tha, khud ko usski pyar ke kaabil samajhti hi nahin thi main issi liye thukrana aur door rehna behtar tha mere liye. Haan bahot dukh, gham aur aansoo diye the main ne apne pyar ko, isska ehsaas tha mujhe, magar yeh bhi pata tha ke mera pyar kitna STRONG insaan ka pyar tha , pata tha wo manage kar lega mere bina…. Raat din usske liye duaaein karti rehti thi ke usska bhala ho hamesha, wo tarraaki kare aur aasmman ki bulandiyon ko chhuwe…. Duawein kubool hue aur wo upar pahuncha jissko dekh kar main itna khush hui ke lagaa main khud upar udhne lagi usske taraaki ke saath… aur usski tarrakki ne mujhe aur bahut ziada mazbut kiya aur apnon ke munh par zordaar tamacha maarne ka mauka bhi mila. Jitna mera pyar ubharta gaya jitna wo aasmaan ke bulandiyon ko chhuta gaya utna zordaar mera tamaacha banta gaya unn darindon ke liye…

Aaj main bahot khush hoon….. behad khush….. Navina ji ka aabhaari hoon ussne mujhse sach aur sahi baat bolne ki binati kiye mere ghar aakar uss roz iss liye aaj mauka hi aisa hai ke mujhe sab sach batana pada… Abhi aur Shweta ko koyi ghalat faimi nah ho ke mujhse koyi daga kiya ya mujhko dukh hua, naah….. ulta tum donon ne mujhe zindagi bhar ki Khushiyan de diye aaj. Jeete raho donon, hamesha khush raho, phoolo phalo. Aap sab ka bahot dhanyawaad. Thanks, all of you for bearing my boring speech. Thanks all.”

To be continued….

Super update bhai.
Ruhi ne aaj sab sach bataya apni speech mein.
Samajh me aya ke Navina ne ussko ye sach bataane ko kaha tha uss din private mein.
Bahut badhya speech ke saath badhya update bhai.