Vikram singh rana
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WoooooowwwUpdate 72 Replies Of Ruhi
Ruhi ne Abhi ke diaries padhte hue replies likhna jaari rakha. Aur jiss din usski mummy ussko akeli chorr kar usske nani ke yahan gayi thi Rui ne likha:
“Uss din mummy ne mujhe jaan bujh kar akela chorra tha aap se mujhko baat karne ke liye. Kuch din uss se pehle mummy mujhse puch rahi thi ke kab tak main aap ko dhoke mein rakhungi, mujhe aap ko sab bata dena chahiye iss se pehle ke aap aur aaguey badho. Aur assal mein mummy ne yeh kaha tha ke wo Nani ke paas jaa kar uss Amit ka khabar lekar aegi kyunke Amit ne mere Nani ke ghar par hi mere liye yeh khabar bheja tha ke wo wapas aega to mera haath mangega mere parents se. mere nani se kaha tha mujhko rokne ke liye ke main kissi aur ki proposal ko accept nahin karun. Meri mummy ko wohi ek rishta mere liye thik laga tha varna mujhko kissi adher shadi shuda aadmi ke saath shadi karna tha kyunke main ek bache ki maa thi. Kissi adher aadmi jisski patni marr gayi ho ya divorce ho gaya ho etc. Yahan par mere liye weise hi rishte aate varna ek wohi France wala Rishta mummy ko sahi laga tha.
To jiss din mummy ne mujhse kaha ke nani ke yahan jaa kar Amit ke baare mein puchega kab wo araha hai etc tab main ne munh fulla liya tha, iss liye mummy ne pucha mera kia irada hai tab main ne aap ka naam liya tha to ussne kaha ke kab aap se baat karungi, kab aap ko bataungi apne baare mein. Tabhi mumy ne decide kiya ke wo nani ke yahan jaegi aur main aap ko lunch par invite karun aur baat karun aap se.
Abhi uss din main ita khush thi aap ke saat ke mujhe aap se wo baat kehkar mood nahin kharaab karna tha. aap itne loving the, mujhse itna pyar kar rahe the, mujh par itna pyar nichavar kar rahe the ke mujhe laga wo baat kehkar main sab kharaab kar dungi issi liye mujhse kuch kaha nahin gaya jitna kaha tha uss se ziada.
Haan Abhi main ne uss black skirt aur white blouse ko aap ke liye hi pehna tha uss roz, aap kitne dinon se mujhko uss mein dekhna chahte the nah? aap ne mujhe usse pehene ko kayi baar kaha tha, jabse aap ne hamare aangan mein kaam karne lage the ek hi baar aap ne mujhe uss mein dekha tha, main aap ko hot lagi thi aap ne kaha tha, aur aap ne likha hai ke kia main ne jaan bujh kar uss dress ko pehna tha aap ke liye, kia main aap ko rijha rahi thi…. The answer is YES Abhi.
Jaise aap mujhko acha dikhna passand karte the obviously main bhi aap ko acha dikhna passand karti thi Abhi…. Normally ladkiyan to ziada sajti sanvarti hai nah apne boyfriend ya apne lover ko khubsurat aur acha dikhne ke liye? To main ne aap ko invite kiya tha, main host thi so I should be looking nice nah? Aur aap ki choice ki dress pehni thi main ne sirf aap ke liye, aap ko khush karne ke liye….
Haan yeh bhi pata tha mujhe ke uss mein main sexy dikhti hoon, main khud ko aine mein dekhti hoon uss dress mein to khud ko pata chalta hai ke kaisi dikhti hoon uss mein…. Issi liye ussko ziada nain pehenti thi, magar aap ke liye pehni thi uss roz…. Magar iss iraade se nahin ke koyi sexual feeling ho, nahin balke sirf iss liye ke aap ko acha dikhun, aap mujhko passand karo.
Haan main yeh bhi jaanti thi ke kuch der pehle main ne nahaya tha aur mere baal bheege hue the, paani ki boondein bhi tapak rahe the baalon se…. wo bhi aap ke liye hi tha…. mujhe yeh bhi pata tha kea ap ko wo passand aega…. Bahot novel padhti hoon nah? to ideas udhar se aate hein (lol)…. Aur phir aap mujhko itna observe karte the mujhko itna sar se paon tak dekhte rehte the ke mujhko yakeen tha aap ko zaroor dikhega ke mere baal bheege hue hein kyunke milne se pehle aap se keh diya tha nah ke nahane jaungi….
Ab aap ne describe kiya ke main kaisi dikh rahi thi aap ko aur aap ke feelings kia ho rahe the…. Aap akarshit ho rahe the sexually yeh mujhe pata nahin tha aur mera irada bhi wo nahin tha Abhi….
Uss romantic lunch ko main kabhi nahin bhoolungi Abhi. Jiss tarah se aap ne mere haath se ek niwala khilaane ko kaha tha, aur main ne apne niwale ko aap ne munh mein dala tha… that was very romantic for me…. Main ne life mein kissi ladke ko apnaa niwala kabhi nahin khilaya hai you were the only one Abhi! Aur aap ne wo sab exacly weisa hi likha aur describe kiya hai ke padhte waqt mujhko lag raha tha main sab kuch dekh rahi hoon aur feel kar rahi hoon… I was smiling reading all that Abhi.
Aap ne kaha tha agar main uss din aap ko andar nahin aane deti to aap mujhe goad mein utha ke andar laate, to main ne pucha tha ke kia aap mujhko utha sakte ho aur jiss tarah aap ne mujhe goad mein uthaya tha Abhi…wo bhi kissi aadmi ne mujhe kabhi nahin uthayatha aaj tak aap ke ilawa…. Aap ne wo dobara kiya kal mujhko wheelchair se utha kar sofe par rakha tha weise hi…. Magar uss din was the first time someone lifted me up in his arms that way…. I can never forget those moments Abhi. Thank you very much for making me feel special on that day Abhi. Kal jab aap ne mujhe wheel chair se utha kar sofe par rakha to mujhe normal feel hua, aisa laga wo aap ka haq tha mujhe uss tarah sse uthana aur rakhna…. Jaise ke wo weisa hi hona chahiye tha…..
Uss din aap ne mujhko bed par leytaya tha Abhi aur mere ankle ko kiss kiya tha aur main ne jhat se tang upar uthaya tha aur aap ke naak mein lag gayi thi….. And Abhi let me tell you one thing today… Abhi you are a very good kisser. No one ever kissed me that way ever in my life till date. We were lying over the bed, you made me pull the curtains and over the curtain cloth I had put two heavy books so that the curtain won’t move out with the wind and you had started kissing me…… I shivered still loved your touches very much.
Yeh kaha tha aap ne:
{ “Ruhi jiss din main ne tumko iss skirt aur blouse mein dekha tha ussi waqt apne ghutnon ke bal aakar tumhare tangon ko baahon mein bharke chumne ka mann kiya tha aaj wohi karne jaa raha hoon….”}
Main chhup ho gayi thi aur aap ke honton ko feel karti gayi thi saath saath aap ka haath mere skirt ke niche mere jaanghon ke upar chalta jaa raha tha….. main uth baithi thi aap ke haath ko rokte hue aur aap ne kaha tha:
{“I wish to explore you sweetheart, want to see deep inside you, want to feel you, wish to see how the colour of your skin changes under your skirt, please let me do!”}
Abhi, you had licked my nipple on that day…… do you know how I had felt? Had you thought what was going on within me? Mujh par kia beet rahi thi kaise samjhaun aap ko main….. main khud ko agar nahin sambhaalti to shaayad uss din behtar hota…. Mujhe aap ko rokna nahin chahiye tha…. I should have let you go ahead….. I regret having stopped you on that day Abhi….. your touches made me tremble, my whole body was on fire, I needed it as much as you, no one ever aroused me ever that way in my life. You were the only man who made me feel the need of making love….. I wanted it but had to control myself Abhi…… I was afraid also because I had erred in the past in my teenage so could not let same mistake happen again, that is Why I had to stop you. Despite that you kept on asking again and again to let you do I had to refuse…. Sorry Abhi!
Aur uss din ko aap se sirf itna keh paayi thi ke kia agar main ne koyi ghalati kiya hai to kia aap mujhko maaf karoge…. Iss se ziada nahin keh paayi thi, rone lagi thi aur aap ko mummy se puchne ko kaha tha……
I had spoiled the lovely moments we were having by asking you that on that day. It was not the appropriate time to ask that. Sorry again Abhi.
Dusre din aap ka pehla love letter mila tha mujhe Abhi jissko main ne aaj tak sambhaal kar rakha hua hai. Ap ne uss mein ikraar kiya tha kea ap mujhse behad pyar karte ho aur. Sunbha 3.30 ko likha tha aap nen uss khat ko aur subha 4 baje sone gaye the aap aur kuch der baad savera ho gaya tha aur yahan chale aaye the early in the morning hamesaha ki tarah.
Abhi uss din aap ka khat padhi main ne aur bahut royi thi, kyunke ek din pahle jab mummy nani ke ghar se wapas aayi thi to bahot kuch bhua tha jo aap ko nahin bataya gaya tha.
Mehboob ka bahot bada haath tha mummy ke saath milkar mujhko jhukaane mein. Main Mehboob se darrti thi. Kyunke main ne pehle ghalatiyan kiye the aur papa desh mein nahin tha aur ussko hum sab ka khayal rakhne ke liye keh gaya tha to Mehboob mujh par nazar rakhta tha meri uss ek ghalatti ke liye aur mummy se kehta rehta ke mujh par kadi nazar rakhna chahiye kahin baahar nahin jaane dena chahiye, kissi se milne nahin dena chahiye, wo nahinchahta tha ke main koyi aur weisa kadam uthaaun. Wo samajhta tha ke main Gaurav se pyar karti hoon aur usske saath kabhi bhaag jaungi, mujhko bahot sunata tha wo aksar… aur meri aadat thi hi nahin kissi bade ko jawaab dena aur wo pita ki tarah hi the to main khamosh rehti thi, magar mumy aur wo mujhko aise treat karte the jaise main ek bahot bada gunehgaar hoon.
Aur main khud ko guhengaar samajhne lagi thi, main khud dab kar rehna passand karne lagi thi, main samajhti thi ke mujhko jo gunah hua hai usski wohi saza thi keg har walon ke baton ko maanun aur wohi karun jo wo log kahe….
Aap se milne se pehle main pichle 6/7 saalon tak mummy aur Mehboob ke saare baton ko maanti ayi thi. Main teenager se adult ho bhi gayi tab bhi unn donon ke baton ko maanti thi. Wo sab karti thi jo weh log kehte the…. Jab main ne silaayi seekhna chaha to Mehbob nahin razi tha ke main jaun uss sheher mein silaayi seekhne… ussne mummy se kaha tha main phir bhatak jaungi, kuch ghalat karungi….
Magar mummy khud mujhe lekar gayi thi pehli baar udhar aur udhar ka supermarket wala chacha ke jaan pehchaan wali thi silaayi seekhane wali aur ussko mujh par nazar rakhne ko kaha gaya tha…..
Mehboob bhi bus driver/owner tha to aksar ussi ke bus se aati jaati thi aur himmat bhi nahin hoti ke kissi aur ke taraf dekhun ya kissi se baat karun…. Main unn logon ke vishwaas jeetna chahti thi kuch ghalat nah karke iss liye seedha silaayi seekhne jaati aur seedha ghar wapas aati….
Jiss din aap ne pucha tha ke kidhar silaayi seekhne jaati hoon to aap ko bataate bataate ruk gayi thi usska reason yehi tha.. ke agar aap ko bata diya to kissi din aap mujhse milne ajaate aur idhar sabko pata chalta to Mehboob aur mummy kehte ke dekho firse wohi tamasha kar rahi hai Ruhi!! Buss issi liye aap ko nahin bataya tha ke kidhar jaati thi silaayi seekhne Abhi. Ab aap batao agar main bataati aap ko to aap mujhse milne aate nah hai ke nahin? Pakka aate aap mujhe pata hai!..... magar aap ke chale jaane ke baad 5th January ke baad main sochne lagi kaash main ne aap ko bata diya hota, to aap uss date ke baad mujhse milne to aate…. Kyunke uss date ke baad sirf aur 3 Saturdays ko gayi thi wahan phir jaana chorr diya!!
Haan to jab mummy nani ke yahan se wapas aayi thi uss roz wo seedhe Mehboob se mili aur kaha ke udhar Amit ne phone kiya tha nani ke ghar aur mere baare mein pucha tha, kaha tha ke 4 mahine baad wapas araha hai aur mujhse shaadi karke lejayega mujhko apne saath!
Mehboob aur mummy ne mujhko bahot sunaya uss raat ko…. Din mein aap se mili aur jitna khush thi utna hi royi uss raat ko mummy ke aane ke baad. Mehboob aur mummy ne milkar mujhko samjhaya ke mujhko ab aap se door rehna chahiye aur Amit ke saath shaadi karke chale jaana chahiye….
To be continued…. (2306 words)
Very good update
Ruhi ki situation or uski feelings or reactions par mai kaafi kuch pahle hee kah chuka hu.....
Ha ye sahi hai ki Ruhi unn sab se dabi hui thi....unki nazron mai khud ko upar uthana chahti thi....chahti thi ki wo sab ak bar phir se uska vishwas kare.....
To aaj bahut time baad aisa koi scene ya matter Milla hai jis par ki dil se kuch likhne ka mann kar raha hai.....to aaj ham usi ki baat karenge....shaayad kichad jyada hee deep chali jaaye baate....aisa mujhe lagta hai.......
ISME RUHI NE AK BAAT KAHI HAI.....@@Main unn logon ke vishwaas jeetna chahti thi kuch ghalat nah karke iss liye seedha silaayi seekhne jaati aur seedha ghar wapas aati….@@
Sach kahu to kaafi emotional kar diya aapki iss lines ne mujhe or pichle kai saari yaade bhi ak bar phir yaad karwa di.....
MAANTA HU USME RUHI KI GALATI NAHI THI....LEKIN WO IS
YE BAAT JO RUHI NE KAHI HAI.....MUJHE AAJ ISI PAR BAAT KARNI HAI......
YE SABHI LOGO NE PADHI HOGI OR ISME KISI KO KOI BHI ALAG CHIJ YA KOI JYADA EMOTIONAL BAAT NAZAR NAHI HOGI.....I'M SURE.....
LEKIN ISS AK BAAT NE MUJHE RUHI KI TAKLEEF OR USKE LIFE KI DIFFICULTIES YA SANGHARSH DIKHAAI DE RAHE HAI....BAS INN 2 LINES MAI.....SAMJHATA HU....
JAB SE YE STORY START HUI HAI....USKE LAGBHAG SABHI READERS....APNI LIFE KO ABHI SE RELATE KARKE DEKH RAHE THE.....ABHI KI LIFE MAI AISE KAI EVENTS THE....JO KI YANHA MAUJOOD HAR READER KI LIFE MAI KABHI NA KABHI TO AAYE HEE HONGE.....
OR ISI LIYE HEE WO ISS STORY OR ABHI SE ITNA JYADA OR DEEP JUD GAYE....ABHI KO KHUSHI ME KHUSH HOTE HAI ABHI KE GAM MAI ROTE BHI....
OR MAI BHI UNSE ALAG NAHI HU....LEKIN SAATH HEE SAATH MAI KHUD KO RUHI KI LIFE SE BHI RELATE KAR PAA RAHA HU....USKI JO STRUGGLE THA USE SAMAJH PAA RAHA HU....KAAFI JYADA GAHRAAI SE....
HA TO BAAT KATE KI MUJHE UNN 2 LINES MAI KYA DIKHA.....TO
GUILT.....PRAYASHCHIT...ATONEMENT....YA JO KUCH BHI ISE KAH LO....DEKHA JAAYE TO YE AK KAAFI BADI CHIJ HOTI HAI APNE AAP MAI.....OR PRAYASHCHIT KARNA BHI KAAFI KATHIN HOTA HAI KISI GALATI KE LIYE......
LEKIN.....LEKIN ISS SE KAHI JYADA KATHIN HOTA HAI APNI LAST POSITION KO WAPAS KAMANA.....APNI IZZAT OR HESIYAT KO LOGO KI NAZAR MAI WAPAS PAHLE JAISI KARNA....OR WO BHI ISS HAD TAK KI LOG AAPKE LIFE KI USS GALATI YA EVENT KO....BILKUL BHOOL HEE JAAYE....
JAISE KI WO EVENT AAPKI......YA AAPKI OR AAPKE JAAN NE WAALO KI.....LIFE MAI WO EVENT EXIST HEE NAHI KARTA HO.....
YE CHIJ BAHUT MUSHKIL HOTI HAI....HAD SE JYADA MUSHKIL....KHUD KO LOGO KI NAZRON MAI UTHANA......APNI AK NAYI SELF RESPECT BANANA.....
JAB AAPSE KOI GALATI HOTI HAI.....GALATI....GUNAH....MISTAKE JO BHI KAH LO....TAB....
BHALE HEE USS PURE INCIDENT MAI AAPKI GALATI NA KE BARABAR HO YA AAPKO FASA YA GAYA HO.....
LEKIN LOGO KE SAAMNE AATE HEE....QO APNE AAP MAI PURI KI PURI AAPKI HO JAATI HAI.....OR PHIR WO BAS AK GALATI NAHI RAHTI....LOG USE GUNAH KA NAAM DE DETE HAI....
OR TAB SHURU HOTA HAI APNA ASLI STRUGGLE....DUSRE TO CHHOD AAPKE APNE ....BHI AAPKO AK ALAG HEE NIGAAH SE DEKHNE LAGTE HAI.....
PAL PAL UNKI NAZREIN....UNKI BAATE HAME YE AHSAAS DILATATION AISA KI HAMNE KUCH GALAT KIYA HAI.....
MUH PAR BHALE HEE WO KAH DETE HAI KI HA HAMNE TUMHE MAAF KAR DIYA YA BHOOL JAO USS KO USME TUMHARI KOI GALATI NAHI.....
LEKIN MANN MAI UNKE BHI AGAL THOUGHTS HOTE HAI.....OR UNKI NAZAR OR UNN LOGO KI HARKATE ....YA AAPSE UNKA BEHAVIOUR OR BAAT KARNE KA TARIKE....SE AAPKO ISS BAAT KA PATA CHALTA HAI.....
WO AAPKO APNI BAATO SE YA APNE KAISI NA KISI ISHAARE SE....YE BAAT YAAD DILATA RAHTE HAI KI AAPNE KUCH AISA KIYA HAI JO UNKI NAZAR MAI GALAT HAI....
OR I HI SITUATION KO FACE KARNA OR UNSE NIKALNA APNE AAP MAI AK ALAG HEE LEVEL KI AK EXTREME FEEL HOTI HAI....
KHUD KO DABA HUA SABSE HEEN OR SABSE ALAG MEHSUS KARNA....LOGO SE NAZREIN JHUKA KAR MILNA OR KOSIS SE BAAT NAHI KARNA....LOGO SE BACHNA....
SABSE CHHUP KAR RAHNA.....
AISE RAHNA PADTA HAI....
OR AISE TIME PAR TO SIRF LOG HEE NAHI AAPKA DIMAAG AAPKO DIKHATA HAI KI SAARE KE SAARE LOG OR CHIJE HEE AAPKE AGAINST HAI...
YE WO TIME HAI JISKE LIYE KI RUHI NE KAHA KI WO SABKI BAAT MAANTI TAAKI AK BAR PHIR SE SABKA VISHWAS JEET SAKE....OR LOG US PE BHAROSA KAR SAKE....
LEKIN YE TIMWORTH MAI JAANTA HU KAAFI EXTREME OR TORTURE BHARA HOTA HAI.....
OR LOGO KE NAZRON MAI KHUD KO UTHAANE KE LIYE.....
KHUD KO BHULANA PADTA HAI....GIRAYA PADTA HAI....APNI LIFE KO PURI TARAH DUSRO KE ANUSAR JEETA PADTA HAI.....APNA ZAMEER BHI GIRAYA PADTA HAI....
JIS CHIJ SE HAME SAKHT NAFRAT HO...WO BHI APNI IZZAT BANAANE KE LIYE....APNI KHOI HUI IZZAT DUBARA BANAANE EK LIYE....
OR ISME KAAFI SAMAY LAGTA HAI....SHAAYAD AK UMAR BHI....
RUHI KI ISS SITUATION OR USKA SABHI KI BAAT BAAT KO BINA KISI AITRAZ KE MAAN NE KI JO MAZBURI HAI USE MAI KAAFI ACHCHE SE SAMAJH SAKTA HU.....
KI KAISE USNE KHUD KO DUBARA DUSRO KE SAATH PAHLE JAISE RAHNE KE LAAYAK BANAYA HOGA....KAISE USNE KHUD KO WAPAS SIR UTHA KAR JEE NE LAAYAK BANAYA HOGA....
Ak ladaayi hoti hai khud se hee khud ki.....ki kaise usne pahle waali Ruhi ko mara hoga or nayi Ruhi ko banaya hoga.....
2 LINES RUHI KI USS SITUATION KE LIYE.....
Khud Se Dil Dar Sa Gaya Hai
Ander Kuchh Mar Sa Gaya Hai..
Dil Se Dil Ghabra Raha Hai..
Khud Se Bikhar Sa Gaya Hai..
Khud Se Dil Dar Sa Gaya Hai
Ander Kuchh Mar Sa Gaya Hai..
Dil Se Dil Ghabra Raha Hai..
Khud Se Bikhar Sa Gaya Hai..
Khud Se...Khud Se...
KHAIR AAJ KAAFI KUCH KAH DIYA....
ANYWAYS
VERY GOOD UPDATE
THANKS....