Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

[Rahul]

huum bahut dukhbhari kahani hai ruhi ki kya kya nahi saha usne choti si zindgi me

 

[Vikram singh rana]

bhau main ek emotional gane ko sunkar ro deta hoon kia yeh OVER REACTING hota hai?
main kissi bhi movie mein emotional scene hota hai to ussko dekh kar ro deta hoon? kia over reacting hota hai wo? kyunke main khud ko uss character se relate karne lagta hoon to agar ussko rona aya to mujhse uss se10 baar jiada rona ata hai....
ab rahi jiss update ki baat kiya main ne ke kitan dil khol kar roya uss par aap kehte ho ke choti choti baaton par rona? are bhai do premee 25 saal baad mil rahe hein aur main khudko abhi s ralte karte hue padh raha hon aur abhi rote hue kehta hai ke main kaamp raha tha socha tha ke tum mujhko towel dogi maar wahan gaand par laat mila wo choti si baat thi main to uss line ko padhte hi ro pada, baaki jitne bhi abhi ke scene rahe uss update mein main ne rote rote padha... abhike ansso ruhi ki dress ko biga rahe the to mere aansoo kaise nahin niklega jab main khud Abhi bana hua tha?
ab jab ruhi bata rahi thi kiss tarah se ussko dabaya gaya tha wo kiss tarah jal bin machli ki tarah tadap rahi thi baahar aakar abhi semilne ke liye, tab bhi mujhe bahut rona aya Ruhi ki haalat par.... over reacting tha?
ab agar aap mere jaise emotional nahin ho to isska matlab yeh nahin ke main over reacting kar raha tha mere aansoo asli the nikal beh rahe the to kia wo jhoot the bhai? Agar aap ko rona nahin aya to kahunga ke aap kattar insan ho dil hai hi nahin aap ke paas to kaise legaga aap ko? shayad ap ho waisa!

Thaari sab baat sahi hai chhote....

Lekin kisi bhi chij ki adhikta buri hoti hai....phir chahe wo emotions hee kyo na ho.....kyoki kisi ke jyada emotional hone ka faayada dusre log uthaate hai....pr saamne waale ko aasani se fasa lete hai....
Jaise ki Shweta ne Abhi ke saath kiya....wo bhi ak tarah se Abhi ke extra emotional hone ka nate example hai....

Ha mai cold hearted bhi hu....maanta hu....lekin saath mai ye bhi hai ki mai har chij ko uss nazar se dekhta hu jis se ki use dekha jana chahiye....

 

[Sona]

Update 61 The Secret Revealed​

Sahi kaha tha aap ne ke mujhe shaan , shaukat, dhan Daulat ki bhook thi, haan shaayad thi unn dinon, aap se tulna karti thi Amit ki, to aap nicha dikhaayi dete the balke maa aap ko nicha dikhaati thi mujhe, main aap ko maa ki nazron se aur mehbob ke nazron se dekhti thi… aap ko apni nazron se tab se dekhna shuru kiya jab aap ko kho diya main ne……”


Ab aguey….

Abhi ne Ruhi ko phir wheelchair se apne goad mein uthaya aur iss baar Abhi sofe par baitha aur Ruhi ko apne goad mein bithaya ek bacche ki tarah… Abhi hamesha kehta aya tha unn dinon ko ke Ruhi bahot halki hai aur ab uss se bhi ziada halki ho gayi thi kyunke aur patli ho gayai thi, usski weight aur bhi ghatt gayi thi…. Sofe par Ruhi ko apne goad mein lekar baithne ke baad Ruhi ne Abhi ke gale mein apne baahon ko daal diya aur Abhi ke aankon ki gehraayi mein jhaankne lagi phir kaha,

“Aap ki Aankhen nahin badle shukar hai, wohi gehraayi, wohi khubsurti, aur aap ki eyebrows jo hai nah ab bhi weise hi hein, mujhe disturb feel hota tha jab isse dekhti thi pata hai kyun? Kyunke yeh mere eyebrows se bahut ziada khubsurat hein, ladkiyon ko peelings karwane padte hein eise eyebrows banaane ke liye aur aap ke natural itne khubsurat eyebrows hein, kia yeh pata hai aap ko?!”

“Abi ne muskuraate hue kaha,

“haan Naina hamesha kehti thi, phir baad mein Navina ne bhi kaha, usski behnon ne bhi kaha, aur Shhss….”

Abhi Shweta ka naam lene jaa raha tha magar ruk gaya…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi se ussko aur kiss karne ko kaha…. Abhi ne Ruhi ko kaske bahon mein bharke kiss kiya, aur Ruhi se kaha,

“jawaan tha, mauka tha, fursat bhi tha, tab to nakhrein karti thi, tab ki baat aur hoti nah, kitna tadapta tha tujhe kiss karne ke liye, jawani ki josh mein wo kiss kuch aur hi tha hai ke nahin? Aaj sab feeka nahin lag raha hmmm? Tab kyun itna tadpati thi mujhe?”

Ruhi ke aankhen bhar aaye aur kaha,

“Taana maar rahe ho aap? Aap ke jaane ke baad, umar dhalne se pehle kia aap ke unn kiss aur chhuwan ko miss nahin kiya main ne aap ke khayal se? pichle 25 Saalon mein karoron baar sochi hoon unn palon ko jiss jiss waqt aap ne mujhe chhua, kahan kahan chhua, kab kab chhua… wo sab aaj bhi feel karti hoon… yaad hai jab ghar ke piche pehli baar aap ne mere boob dabaya tha to main ne aap ko chhota sa chaata mara tha, aur aap zabardasti pakar rahe phir se?! kia main wo sab nahin sochti aap ke khayal se?... jiss din aap ko lunch ke liye invite kiya tha aap kitna chah rahe the, main ne aap ko refuse kiya tha aage badhne ke liye…. Jab aap se juda ho gaye to hazaar baar kaha ke aap ko sab kar dena chahiye tha, jitni baar aap ka mann tha mujhe aap ko free chorr dena chahiye tha… aap ne kitni baar kaha tha ke aap ne life mein kabhi nahin kiya hai aap ko bada mann tha wo sab karne ko magar main free thi karne de sakti thi kyunke virgin nahin thi magar pata nahin kyun nahin karne diya tha…..

Aap se bichadne ke baad itna afsos hua ke roti reh gayi unn palon ko soch soch kar… khoon ke aansoo roye hein main ne aap ko yaad kar kar ke Abhi….”

Itne mein Mahesh ki wife aayi Ruhi ke kamre mein aur kaha,

“Aap dinner karke ghar jana khana almost tayyaar hai….”

Abhi jaldi se khada ho gaya aur kaha,

“Oh no? 6 baj gaye? Itni jaldi, no I am sorry mujhe jaana hoga, phir kabhi dinner karunga, Ruhi I got to go, must go to take back Navina at the Uni…. Idhar se hi direct jaunga….”

Ruhi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhti rahi, bade pyar bhare nazron se aur tab Abhi ne apne mobile nikala aur Navina ko jaldi jaldi text likh kar send kiya, phir Ruhi ko dekhte hue kaha,

“You must now have a mobile nah? Do you? Give me your number Ruhi!”

Ruhi ne sisakte hue kaha,

“haan hai aksar roti hoon yeh soch kar ke kyun hamare jawani ke dinon mein nahin tha yeh mobile, jiss din aap aaye the aap ko mobile se keh deti nah nahin aane ko, sab thanda hone ke baad bulaati aap ko…. Aur aap ko nikala bhi gaya tha ghar se to aap ko call karke baat to kar sakti thi nah? Mobile to kia phone bhi nahin laga tha unn dinon aap ke jaane ke 5/6 mahine baad phone bhi lag gayi thi aap ko ghar ka number dena chahti thi magar unhi dinon aap ki mangni ki khabar mili thi to idea drop kiya tha main ne…..”

Abhi ne Ruhi ka number liya. Aur turant ussko miscall kiya aur kaha,

“Sunon, kal aunga tumse milne aur diaries launga, tumne bataya nahin kitne padhe the uss roz Diary ko?!”

Ruhi: “sirf 10 pages padhe the Abhi, bahot mann tha padhne ko kia likha tha aap ne…. unn 10 pehle pages ko padhte hue itni khush thi main aur aap ne describe kiya tha aap yahan kaam karne aaye ho aur ek ladki dikhi aap ko, aap sab explain kar rahe the, main badi dilchaspi se padh rahi thi ke achanak uss dayan ne mere haath se diaries chhina, main ne tab uss se baat karni bandh kar di thi, to wo mujhe aur sataana chahti thi… main ne socha tha kuch der baad mujhe wapas kar degi magar bilkool nahin socha tha ke wo Manoj ko de degi…. Main Manoj se bhi baat nahin karti thi to kaise uss se maangti…. Manoj ne thoda kuch padha aur wapas Mehboob ko de diya tha…”

Abhi: “kal to kia aaj raat ko hi laa sakta hoon aadhi raat mein padh logi…. Main chahta tha ke marne se pehle tumse ek baar mil paun aur wo tumko padhne ko de paun…. Tumhare bajae Navina ne padha tha unn diaries ko, tabhi usskko mujhse pyar hua… yaad rakhna mujhko Navina se pyar nahin hua tha ussko mujhse pyar hui thi, aur main tumhari tarah nahin tha ke ussko aur usske pyar ko thukra doon…. Accept kiya usske pyar ko aur hum donon aaj tak khush hein”

Ruhi: “Best kiya aap ne… aap ko thukraane ka matlab ka pata chal gaya tha yahan se reject hone ke baad… aap ko zaroor ussko accept karna hi tha.. bahot acha kiya aap ne kyunke usski jaisi aurat dunya mein karonron mein ek hote hein, mujhe pata hai kaisi hai wo….. main khush hoti thi; ussko jab aap ke saath sochti thi, pata tha aap ko koyi weisa hi chahiye tha jo aap ka achci tarah se khayal rakh sake, jo aap se behad pyar kare, Bahot deserving the aap weisi koyi apni life mein paane ke liye, main to tum donon ke salaamati ke liye duaein karti aayi hoon hamesha se Abhi…… Magar Abhi, abhi iss waqt jiss jhatke se aap ne mujhe sofe par ralh kar uthe, aur kaha ke 6 baj gaye aur aap ko navina ko lene jana hai wo dekh kar mujho jalan feel hui… iss liye ke socha aaj main hoti aap ki life mein to aap aaj ye mere liye keh rahe hote ke aap ko Ruhi ko lene jaana hai aap ko late ho rahi hai….. hamare life mein to yeh din bilkool nahin aya Abhi….”

Aabhi ne kaha,

“Hamare life mein bhi weh din agaye abhi, ab main navina se aksar kahunga ke mujhe Ruhi ko lene jana hai ya mujhe Ruhi ke ghar jana hai wo din aa gaye Ruhi”

Ruhi: “Wo aap ko mujhse milne ane degi?”

Abhi: “Tum usse nahin jaanti Ruhi wo farishta hai, wo to tumse milna chahti hai, mujhko bahot pehle keh diya hai ke kabhi aap ko Ruhi mili to mujhse zaroor milwana mujhe ussko thanks karna hai…”

Ruhi heyraan hote hue puchti hai,

“mujhko thanks karna hai kiss liye?!”

Abhi: “kiss liye wo main nahin bataunga jab uss se milogi tab khud puch lena… main kal hi Navina ko lekar aaun kia? No no no…. first you should complete reading the diaries then only I will make you meet Navina….. are sunon Ruhi, tum mere ghar chalogi?”

Ruhi: “What? Kia? Kab? Abhi iss waqt Abhi?!”

Abhi: “iss waqt agar nahin to kabhi bhi, ya to tumko apne ghar lechalun Navina se milne ya ussko lekar aaun tumse milne…”

Ruhi: “No, baad mein Abhi…… Weise Abhi mujhe aur bahot kuch kehna hai tumse…. Aur bahot important hai mujhe wo sab bata deni chahiye aaj abhi issi waqt….”

Abhi: “Okay aur 15/20 mins rukta hoon come on sweetheart tell me more….”

Ruhi ne himmat karke ab jo sabse zaroori baat Abhi ko itne saalon se bataani thi aaj bataane ko thaan liya tha, Ruhi ne gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi yaad hai pehli baar jab aap ne mujhe bataya tha letter ke through ke aap mujhse pyar karte ho to main ne kuch der baad sabse pehli baat aap se yeh kahi thi ke kia aap mere ghalatiyon ko maaf kar sakte ho? yaad hai abhi? Aur aap ne turant bina soche samjhte jhat se kahaa tha ke haan aap mere sare ghalatiyon ko maaf kar doge….”

Abhi ne kaha,

“kaise bhool sakta hoon Ruhi? Sab ke sab written hein mere diaries mein kal tum sab khud padhna ab….”

Ruhi: “Abhi, aap ne kyun kabhi jaanne ki koshish nahin kiye ke meri ghalati kia thi? Kaun si ghalati kiya tha main ne wo aap ne kyun nahin pucha mujhse Abhi?”

Abhi: “Ari wo tumne bata diya tha nah ke tum virgin nahin ho to ussi ko ghalati samjha tha main, kyun aur koyi ghalati thi kia? Weise ab iss se kia lena dena Ruhi forget it nah yaar!!”

Ruhi: “No Abhi you need to know it is VERY IMPORTANT…. Abhi meri ussi ghalati ki vajah se Maa aur Mehboob mujhe aap se door karte gaye, ussi ghalati ki vajah se main aaj iss mukaam par hoon, ussi meri ek ghalati ki vajah se jo bhi maa kehti main karti gayi, kyunke main ek mujrim jaisi thi, sazaa bhugat rahi thi to jo bhi maa kehti mujhe karna padta tha, wo kahe yeh laal nahin safed hai to mujhe ussko laal rang ko safed kehna padta tha….”

Abhi: “ari aisa bhi kia? Aisa kia kiya tha tumne bhala? Kaun si galati kar daali thi ke itna bhi domination ho raha tha tumhare saath?”

Ruhi: “Abhi aap uss ghalati ko jaante ho, wo ghalati aap ke saamne tha, kayi baar wo ghalati aap ke paas bhi tha….”

Abhi: “Ruhi please stop playing games, no puzzles now saaf saaf batao jo batana hai!”

Ruhi ke Aankhen bhar aaye aur Abhi ko fix dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi yaad hai ek roz jab hum ghar ke piche kiss kar rahe the to aap ne mujhse kaha tha ke main aap ko ek beti doon jo bilkool meri tarah dikhe itni hi khubsurat aur sweet? Yaad hai main ne kaha tha haan ek din dungi aap ko wo beti?!”

Abhi: “Wo kaise bhool sakta hoon main kabhi Ruhi? But now is it not too late for that?!”

Ruhi: “Abhi meri ghalati wohi meri beti hai Abhi!! I had a child in 1986 Abhi!!!”

Abhi ko jhatka laga, wo uth khada hua, aur usske dimagh sunn ho gaya, usske dil ke dhadkanen tez hue, ussko jaise saans lene mein takliff hone lage aur do chaar kadam room mein chala Abhi aur Ruhi ke paas aate hue kaha…..,

“Ruhi I hope ke wo nahin jisse main soch raha hoon iss waqt, She cannot be ….NO. N..N..N.. N.. NO… NO NO NO OH MY GOD!!! SHWETA????!!!”

Ruhi zor se rone lagi aur haan mein sar hillaya!!!

Abhi ghutnon ke bal agaya aur sisakne laga….. thoda hanff raha tha thoda ro raha tha, ussko bahot takliff ho rahi thi, usske aankhon ke saamne jaise andhera chaane laga tha… wo apne physical rishte ko sochne laga Shweta ke saath aur socha ke wo agar ab Ruhi ko pata chala to kia hoga….

Ruhi ne kaha,

“jab aap ne pehli baar Shweta ko dekha tha to mujhse kaha tha ke wo bilkool meri tarah dikhti hai aur main ne inkaar kiya tha aap se yeh kehte ke nahin wo meri tarah nahin dikhti…. Mujhe pata tha ke aap sahi the…. Aur Shweta aap ko itna pyar karti thi wo mujhe bahot hi achcha laga tha unn dinon, wo aap se bahot ghul mil gayi thi…. Ussko to yeh bhi nahin pata tha ke main usski maa thi unn dinon…..”

Abhi farsh par baitha ek sajde ke position mein tha aur rote jaa raha tha zameen par apna sar patakte hue….

Ruhi ne tab kaha,

“Abhi main ne aap ko, maangne se pehle hi wo beti de diya tha aap ko…. Yaad hai main ne usskko bheja tha kissy dene ke liye jab aap kaam se wapas jaa rahe the aur ussne oonchi awaaz mein sabko bata diya tha ke main ne usse aap ko kissy dene ko kaha tha?!!!”

Aabhi ki bolti bandh tha… wo hannff raha tha, jaise ussko saans lene mei takliff ho rahe the…. Abhi phir utha, chal kar khidki ke paas gaya thandi hawaa khaane ke liye, wahin khade rehkar mudhar wapas Ruhi ke chehre mei dekha aur pucha…..

“Abhi Shweta ko pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?!”

Ruhi: “haan ab pata hai ussko, jab 18 saal ki hui tab pata chala ussko, wo bahot ghussa hui mujhse ke kyun main ne ussko bachpan se nahin pata chalne diya ke main usski maa hoon, mujhse jhagda karke chali gayi wo aaj tak wapas nahin aayi…. Jaise main apni maa se baat nahin karti wo bhi mujhse baat nahin karti…. Bahot ghussa hai mujhse se kyunke wo kehti hai ke main ne ussko 18 saal apni maamta se mehroom rakha….ghussa hai ke kyun wo meri chachi ko apni maa samjhti rahi, kyun ussko affection nahin diya, kyun ussko main ne apne se door rakha…. Abhi main majboor thi…. Jiss haalaat mein wo paida hui mujhe samajh mein nahin aya ke kia karna chahiye, jo bhi gharwalon ne thik samjha wohi kiya aur mujhse sabke haan mein haan milana hi pada tha Abhi.”

Abhi ne rote hue Ruhi ke paas aakar kaha,

“Ruhi yeh kia kiya tumne… main ne tabhi tumse keh diya tha ke agar tum ek bachi ki maa bhi hoti tab bhi main tumse shaadi karne ko tayaar tha, yaar main tumse shaadi karta aur Shweta ko goad le leta mujhe kitna acha lagta ke Shweta meri beti hoti, tumne yeh baat chhupa kar itna badi ek aur ghalati kar diya ke main kaise bataun tujhe ke tum ne kia kiya hai Ruhi…. Main kitna pyar karti thi uss se…. ab bhi karta hoon….. magar Ruhi tmmne kaha ke Shweta ko usski 18 saal se pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?? Matlab ussko sab pata hote hue bhi mujh se……??!!”

Abhi sochne laga ke Sweta ko pata tha ke wo Ruhi ki beti hai phir bhi wo Abhi se sexual relationship mein banni rahi….. ab Abhi samjha ke jab Shweta ne kaha tha ke wo badla le rahi hai kissi se to wo Ruhi ko mean kar rahi thi…. Wo Abhi ko chhin rahi thi apni maa se….. yehi badla le rahi thi Shweta Apni maa se….!

OH!!! Abhi ne sar par donon haath rakh kar maathe ko peethne laga…. Ruhi heyraan ussko dekhti rahi magar shukar hai ke Ruhi kuch bhi nahin samjhi… Ruhi ko bilkool bhi nahin pata tha ke Abhi aur Shweta ek dusre se milte hein…..

Abhi ab Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“You were around 20/21 when I knew you right? Or were you older Ruhi?”

Ruhi: “I was almost same age as you rather I am 6 Months younger than you Abhi, I had lied when I had told you I was 20….”

Abhi ne sar khujaate hue kaha,

“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”

Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..

Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,

“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”

To be continued…. (2930 words)

Shweta ruhi ki beti isi liye abhi ko shweta ke sath ruhi jaisi feeling aati thi
Itni km age mein ruhi maa bn gyi pr shweta ka papa kon hai ye pta nhi chla
Pr shweta ne abhi ka use kiya ruhi se badla lene ke liye ye galat kiya shweta ne
By the way fantastic update

 

[Rowdywa]

So I got to read 3 updates tonight
I hv not yet read yesterday's plus 2 updates of today.
Will read all three in a row then reply on all casi bro.

 

[shambhu]

Update 61 The Secret Revealed​

Sahi kaha tha aap ne ke mujhe shaan , shaukat, dhan Daulat ki bhook thi, haan shaayad thi unn dinon, aap se tulna karti thi Amit ki, to aap nicha dikhaayi dete the balke maa aap ko nicha dikhaati thi mujhe, main aap ko maa ki nazron se aur mehbob ke nazron se dekhti thi… aap ko apni nazron se tab se dekhna shuru kiya jab aap ko kho diya main ne……”


Ab aguey….

Abhi ne Ruhi ko phir wheelchair se apne goad mein uthaya aur iss baar Abhi sofe par baitha aur Ruhi ko apne goad mein bithaya ek bacche ki tarah… Abhi hamesha kehta aya tha unn dinon ko ke Ruhi bahot halki hai aur ab uss se bhi ziada halki ho gayi thi kyunke aur patli ho gayai thi, usski weight aur bhi ghatt gayi thi…. Sofe par Ruhi ko apne goad mein lekar baithne ke baad Ruhi ne Abhi ke gale mein apne baahon ko daal diya aur Abhi ke aankon ki gehraayi mein jhaankne lagi phir kaha,

“Aap ki Aankhen nahin badle shukar hai, wohi gehraayi, wohi khubsurti, aur aap ki eyebrows jo hai nah ab bhi weise hi hein, mujhe disturb feel hota tha jab isse dekhti thi pata hai kyun? Kyunke yeh mere eyebrows se bahut ziada khubsurat hein, ladkiyon ko peelings karwane padte hein eise eyebrows banaane ke liye aur aap ke natural itne khubsurat eyebrows hein, kia yeh pata hai aap ko?!”

“Abi ne muskuraate hue kaha,

“haan Naina hamesha kehti thi, phir baad mein Navina ne bhi kaha, usski behnon ne bhi kaha, aur Shhss….”

Abhi Shweta ka naam lene jaa raha tha magar ruk gaya…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi se ussko aur kiss karne ko kaha…. Abhi ne Ruhi ko kaske bahon mein bharke kiss kiya, aur Ruhi se kaha,

“jawaan tha, mauka tha, fursat bhi tha, tab to nakhrein karti thi, tab ki baat aur hoti nah, kitna tadapta tha tujhe kiss karne ke liye, jawani ki josh mein wo kiss kuch aur hi tha hai ke nahin? Aaj sab feeka nahin lag raha hmmm? Tab kyun itna tadpati thi mujhe?”

Ruhi ke aankhen bhar aaye aur kaha,

“Taana maar rahe ho aap? Aap ke jaane ke baad, umar dhalne se pehle kia aap ke unn kiss aur chhuwan ko miss nahin kiya main ne aap ke khayal se? pichle 25 Saalon mein karoron baar sochi hoon unn palon ko jiss jiss waqt aap ne mujhe chhua, kahan kahan chhua, kab kab chhua… wo sab aaj bhi feel karti hoon… yaad hai jab ghar ke piche pehli baar aap ne mere boob dabaya tha to main ne aap ko chhota sa chaata mara tha, aur aap zabardasti pakar rahe phir se?! kia main wo sab nahin sochti aap ke khayal se?... jiss din aap ko lunch ke liye invite kiya tha aap kitna chah rahe the, main ne aap ko refuse kiya tha aage badhne ke liye…. Jab aap se juda ho gaye to hazaar baar kaha ke aap ko sab kar dena chahiye tha, jitni baar aap ka mann tha mujhe aap ko free chorr dena chahiye tha… aap ne kitni baar kaha tha ke aap ne life mein kabhi nahin kiya hai aap ko bada mann tha wo sab karne ko magar main free thi karne de sakti thi kyunke virgin nahin thi magar pata nahin kyun nahin karne diya tha…..

Aap se bichadne ke baad itna afsos hua ke roti reh gayi unn palon ko soch soch kar… khoon ke aansoo roye hein main ne aap ko yaad kar kar ke Abhi….”

Itne mein Mahesh ki wife aayi Ruhi ke kamre mein aur kaha,

“Aap dinner karke ghar jana khana almost tayyaar hai….”

Abhi jaldi se khada ho gaya aur kaha,

“Oh no? 6 baj gaye? Itni jaldi, no I am sorry mujhe jaana hoga, phir kabhi dinner karunga, Ruhi I got to go, must go to take back Navina at the Uni…. Idhar se hi direct jaunga….”

Ruhi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhti rahi, bade pyar bhare nazron se aur tab Abhi ne apne mobile nikala aur Navina ko jaldi jaldi text likh kar send kiya, phir Ruhi ko dekhte hue kaha,

“You must now have a mobile nah? Do you? Give me your number Ruhi!”

Ruhi ne sisakte hue kaha,

“haan hai aksar roti hoon yeh soch kar ke kyun hamare jawani ke dinon mein nahin tha yeh mobile, jiss din aap aaye the aap ko mobile se keh deti nah nahin aane ko, sab thanda hone ke baad bulaati aap ko…. Aur aap ko nikala bhi gaya tha ghar se to aap ko call karke baat to kar sakti thi nah? Mobile to kia phone bhi nahin laga tha unn dinon aap ke jaane ke 5/6 mahine baad phone bhi lag gayi thi aap ko ghar ka number dena chahti thi magar unhi dinon aap ki mangni ki khabar mili thi to idea drop kiya tha main ne…..”

Abhi ne Ruhi ka number liya. Aur turant ussko miscall kiya aur kaha,

“Sunon, kal aunga tumse milne aur diaries launga, tumne bataya nahin kitne padhe the uss roz Diary ko?!”

Ruhi: “sirf 10 pages padhe the Abhi, bahot mann tha padhne ko kia likha tha aap ne…. unn 10 pehle pages ko padhte hue itni khush thi main aur aap ne describe kiya tha aap yahan kaam karne aaye ho aur ek ladki dikhi aap ko, aap sab explain kar rahe the, main badi dilchaspi se padh rahi thi ke achanak uss dayan ne mere haath se diaries chhina, main ne tab uss se baat karni bandh kar di thi, to wo mujhe aur sataana chahti thi… main ne socha tha kuch der baad mujhe wapas kar degi magar bilkool nahin socha tha ke wo Manoj ko de degi…. Main Manoj se bhi baat nahin karti thi to kaise uss se maangti…. Manoj ne thoda kuch padha aur wapas Mehboob ko de diya tha…”

Abhi: “kal to kia aaj raat ko hi laa sakta hoon aadhi raat mein padh logi…. Main chahta tha ke marne se pehle tumse ek baar mil paun aur wo tumko padhne ko de paun…. Tumhare bajae Navina ne padha tha unn diaries ko, tabhi usskko mujhse pyar hua… yaad rakhna mujhko Navina se pyar nahin hua tha ussko mujhse pyar hui thi, aur main tumhari tarah nahin tha ke ussko aur usske pyar ko thukra doon…. Accept kiya usske pyar ko aur hum donon aaj tak khush hein”

Ruhi: “Best kiya aap ne… aap ko thukraane ka matlab ka pata chal gaya tha yahan se reject hone ke baad… aap ko zaroor ussko accept karna hi tha.. bahot acha kiya aap ne kyunke usski jaisi aurat dunya mein karonron mein ek hote hein, mujhe pata hai kaisi hai wo….. main khush hoti thi; ussko jab aap ke saath sochti thi, pata tha aap ko koyi weisa hi chahiye tha jo aap ka achci tarah se khayal rakh sake, jo aap se behad pyar kare, Bahot deserving the aap weisi koyi apni life mein paane ke liye, main to tum donon ke salaamati ke liye duaein karti aayi hoon hamesha se Abhi…… Magar Abhi, abhi iss waqt jiss jhatke se aap ne mujhe sofe par ralh kar uthe, aur kaha ke 6 baj gaye aur aap ko navina ko lene jana hai wo dekh kar mujho jalan feel hui… iss liye ke socha aaj main hoti aap ki life mein to aap aaj ye mere liye keh rahe hote ke aap ko Ruhi ko lene jaana hai aap ko late ho rahi hai….. hamare life mein to yeh din bilkool nahin aya Abhi….”

Aabhi ne kaha,

“Hamare life mein bhi weh din agaye abhi, ab main navina se aksar kahunga ke mujhe Ruhi ko lene jana hai ya mujhe Ruhi ke ghar jana hai wo din aa gaye Ruhi”

Ruhi: “Wo aap ko mujhse milne ane degi?”

Abhi: “Tum usse nahin jaanti Ruhi wo farishta hai, wo to tumse milna chahti hai, mujhko bahot pehle keh diya hai ke kabhi aap ko Ruhi mili to mujhse zaroor milwana mujhe ussko thanks karna hai…”

Ruhi heyraan hote hue puchti hai,

“mujhko thanks karna hai kiss liye?!”

Abhi: “kiss liye wo main nahin bataunga jab uss se milogi tab khud puch lena… main kal hi Navina ko lekar aaun kia? No no no…. first you should complete reading the diaries then only I will make you meet Navina….. are sunon Ruhi, tum mere ghar chalogi?”

Ruhi: “What? Kia? Kab? Abhi iss waqt Abhi?!”

Abhi: “iss waqt agar nahin to kabhi bhi, ya to tumko apne ghar lechalun Navina se milne ya ussko lekar aaun tumse milne…”

Ruhi: “No, baad mein Abhi…… Weise Abhi mujhe aur bahot kuch kehna hai tumse…. Aur bahot important hai mujhe wo sab bata deni chahiye aaj abhi issi waqt….”

Abhi: “Okay aur 15/20 mins rukta hoon come on sweetheart tell me more….”

Ruhi ne himmat karke ab jo sabse zaroori baat Abhi ko itne saalon se bataani thi aaj bataane ko thaan liya tha, Ruhi ne gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi yaad hai pehli baar jab aap ne mujhe bataya tha letter ke through ke aap mujhse pyar karte ho to main ne kuch der baad sabse pehli baat aap se yeh kahi thi ke kia aap mere ghalatiyon ko maaf kar sakte ho? yaad hai abhi? Aur aap ne turant bina soche samjhte jhat se kahaa tha ke haan aap mere sare ghalatiyon ko maaf kar doge….”

Abhi ne kaha,

“kaise bhool sakta hoon Ruhi? Sab ke sab written hein mere diaries mein kal tum sab khud padhna ab….”

Ruhi: “Abhi, aap ne kyun kabhi jaanne ki koshish nahin kiye ke meri ghalati kia thi? Kaun si ghalati kiya tha main ne wo aap ne kyun nahin pucha mujhse Abhi?”

Abhi: “Ari wo tumne bata diya tha nah ke tum virgin nahin ho to ussi ko ghalati samjha tha main, kyun aur koyi ghalati thi kia? Weise ab iss se kia lena dena Ruhi forget it nah yaar!!”

Ruhi: “No Abhi you need to know it is VERY IMPORTANT…. Abhi meri ussi ghalati ki vajah se Maa aur Mehboob mujhe aap se door karte gaye, ussi ghalati ki vajah se main aaj iss mukaam par hoon, ussi meri ek ghalati ki vajah se jo bhi maa kehti main karti gayi, kyunke main ek mujrim jaisi thi, sazaa bhugat rahi thi to jo bhi maa kehti mujhe karna padta tha, wo kahe yeh laal nahin safed hai to mujhe ussko laal rang ko safed kehna padta tha….”

Abhi: “ari aisa bhi kia? Aisa kia kiya tha tumne bhala? Kaun si galati kar daali thi ke itna bhi domination ho raha tha tumhare saath?”

Ruhi: “Abhi aap uss ghalati ko jaante ho, wo ghalati aap ke saamne tha, kayi baar wo ghalati aap ke paas bhi tha….”

Abhi: “Ruhi please stop playing games, no puzzles now saaf saaf batao jo batana hai!”

Ruhi ke Aankhen bhar aaye aur Abhi ko fix dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi yaad hai ek roz jab hum ghar ke piche kiss kar rahe the to aap ne mujhse kaha tha ke main aap ko ek beti doon jo bilkool meri tarah dikhe itni hi khubsurat aur sweet? Yaad hai main ne kaha tha haan ek din dungi aap ko wo beti?!”

Abhi: “Wo kaise bhool sakta hoon main kabhi Ruhi? But now is it not too late for that?!”

Ruhi: “Abhi meri ghalati wohi meri beti hai Abhi!! I had a child in 1986 Abhi!!!”

Abhi ko jhatka laga, wo uth khada hua, aur usske dimagh sunn ho gaya, usske dil ke dhadkanen tez hue, ussko jaise saans lene mein takliff hone lage aur do chaar kadam room mein chala Abhi aur Ruhi ke paas aate hue kaha…..,

“Ruhi I hope ke wo nahin jisse main soch raha hoon iss waqt, She cannot be ….NO. N..N..N.. N.. NO… NO NO NO OH MY GOD!!! SHWETA????!!!”

Ruhi zor se rone lagi aur haan mein sar hillaya!!!

Abhi ghutnon ke bal agaya aur sisakne laga….. thoda hanff raha tha thoda ro raha tha, ussko bahot takliff ho rahi thi, usske aankhon ke saamne jaise andhera chaane laga tha… wo apne physical rishte ko sochne laga Shweta ke saath aur socha ke wo agar ab Ruhi ko pata chala to kia hoga….

Ruhi ne kaha,

“jab aap ne pehli baar Shweta ko dekha tha to mujhse kaha tha ke wo bilkool meri tarah dikhti hai aur main ne inkaar kiya tha aap se yeh kehte ke nahin wo meri tarah nahin dikhti…. Mujhe pata tha ke aap sahi the…. Aur Shweta aap ko itna pyar karti thi wo mujhe bahot hi achcha laga tha unn dinon, wo aap se bahot ghul mil gayi thi…. Ussko to yeh bhi nahin pata tha ke main usski maa thi unn dinon…..”

Abhi farsh par baitha ek sajde ke position mein tha aur rote jaa raha tha zameen par apna sar patakte hue….

Ruhi ne tab kaha,

“Abhi main ne aap ko, maangne se pehle hi wo beti de diya tha aap ko…. Yaad hai main ne usskko bheja tha kissy dene ke liye jab aap kaam se wapas jaa rahe the aur ussne oonchi awaaz mein sabko bata diya tha ke main ne usse aap ko kissy dene ko kaha tha?!!!”

Aabhi ki bolti bandh tha… wo hannff raha tha, jaise ussko saans lene mei takliff ho rahe the…. Abhi phir utha, chal kar khidki ke paas gaya thandi hawaa khaane ke liye, wahin khade rehkar mudhar wapas Ruhi ke chehre mei dekha aur pucha…..

“Abhi Shweta ko pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?!”

Ruhi: “haan ab pata hai ussko, jab 18 saal ki hui tab pata chala ussko, wo bahot ghussa hui mujhse ke kyun main ne ussko bachpan se nahin pata chalne diya ke main usski maa hoon, mujhse jhagda karke chali gayi wo aaj tak wapas nahin aayi…. Jaise main apni maa se baat nahin karti wo bhi mujhse baat nahin karti…. Bahot ghussa hai mujhse se kyunke wo kehti hai ke main ne ussko 18 saal apni maamta se mehroom rakha….ghussa hai ke kyun wo meri chachi ko apni maa samjhti rahi, kyun ussko affection nahin diya, kyun ussko main ne apne se door rakha…. Abhi main majboor thi…. Jiss haalaat mein wo paida hui mujhe samajh mein nahin aya ke kia karna chahiye, jo bhi gharwalon ne thik samjha wohi kiya aur mujhse sabke haan mein haan milana hi pada tha Abhi.”

Abhi ne rote hue Ruhi ke paas aakar kaha,

“Ruhi yeh kia kiya tumne… main ne tabhi tumse keh diya tha ke agar tum ek bachi ki maa bhi hoti tab bhi main tumse shaadi karne ko tayaar tha, yaar main tumse shaadi karta aur Shweta ko goad le leta mujhe kitna acha lagta ke Shweta meri beti hoti, tumne yeh baat chhupa kar itna badi ek aur ghalati kar diya ke main kaise bataun tujhe ke tum ne kia kiya hai Ruhi…. Main kitna pyar karti thi uss se…. ab bhi karta hoon….. magar Ruhi tmmne kaha ke Shweta ko usski 18 saal se pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?? Matlab ussko sab pata hote hue bhi mujh se……??!!”

Abhi sochne laga ke Sweta ko pata tha ke wo Ruhi ki beti hai phir bhi wo Abhi se sexual relationship mein banni rahi….. ab Abhi samjha ke jab Shweta ne kaha tha ke wo badla le rahi hai kissi se to wo Ruhi ko mean kar rahi thi…. Wo Abhi ko chhin rahi thi apni maa se….. yehi badla le rahi thi Shweta Apni maa se….!

OH!!! Abhi ne sar par donon haath rakh kar maathe ko peethne laga…. Ruhi heyraan ussko dekhti rahi magar shukar hai ke Ruhi kuch bhi nahin samjhi… Ruhi ko bilkool bhi nahin pata tha ke Abhi aur Shweta ek dusre se milte hein…..

Abhi ab Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“You were around 20/21 when I knew you right? Or were you older Ruhi?”

Ruhi: “I was almost same age as you rather I am 6 Months younger than you Abhi, I had lied when I had told you I was 20….”

Abhi ne sar khujaate hue kaha,

“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”

Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..

Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,

“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”

To be continued…. (2930 words)

Hmmm shak to tabhi se tha k Shweta Ruhi ki beti hai jinn dinon Abhi wahan kaam karta tha aur ussne kaha tha k Shweta ki shakal kitni milti julti hai Ruhi se. Abhi ne tab socha tha k Shweta usski chhoti behen hai. Par jiss tarah se aap ne likha tha ishara karte hue shak to paida ho hi gaya tha ke wo Ruhi ki beti hi hai.
Aur aaj confirm kiya Ruhi ne.
Interesting and emotional update hai. Baap kaun hai nahin pata. Shukar hai aap ne aaj shaam tak ek aur update diya to ab wo padhke dekhta hoon ke Shweta ka baapnkaun hai.

 

[shambhu]

Update 62 Birth of Shweta​

“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”

Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..

Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,

“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”

Ab Aaguey….

Bataane se pehle Ruhi ne nazrein jhuka liye, usski awaaz tut pade, usske honth thartharaane lage, aur ashkon ke samumdar se eise lehren uthe ke Ruhi wheelchair se girrne wali thi jab Abhi ne jhat se ussko sambhala, aur Ruhi niche zameen par baith gayi rote hue.

Abhi ne ussko baahon mein bhar liya aur chhup karate hue usske sar aur peeth par haath ferrne laga….. wo roti jaa rahi thi, aur Abhi ne in alfaazon se ussko tassalli dete hue kaha,

“Its okay sweetheart, hota hai tumhara koyi kusoor nahin iss mein, tum nadaan thi, tumhare bholepan ka kissi ne faeda uthaya hoga, aisa hua hai kitnon ke saath, ho jata hai issi ko ghalati kehte hein nah, buss chhup ho jao nah, tab nah bata paogi mujhe… dekho mujhe der ho rahi hai Navina ko lene jaana hai ab bata bhi do… phir chahe to aur ro lena mere chale jaane ke baad…. Shhhhhh ab chhup ho jao baby!”

Ruhi ne rote rote hanss diye yeh kehkar,

“Baby? ab bhi baby keh rahe ho mujhe? Baby main tab thi 25 saal pehle jab aap lunch karne aaye the mere yahan, ab to pakaati bhi nahin ke aap ke liye ek dish bana sakun….”

Yeh keh kar Ruhi ne baahon mein bhar liya Abhi ko. Abhi ne ussko weise hi goad mein uthaake sofe par bithaya aur Ruhi se sab bataane ko kaha.

Ruhi ne bolna shuru kiya,

“Abhi tab mera period regular nahin raha karta tha…. kabhi do to kabhi teen mahine baad aate the. Iss liye mujhe pata bhi nahin chala ke pregnant thi…. Varna late nahin hota ussko gira sakti thi, magar pata chala to chautha mahina chal raha tha doctor ne kaha khatra hai agar giraane ki koshish kiya gaya to…..”

Abhi: “are baba mujhe yeh batao ke bache ka baap kaun hai meri maa!!”

Ruhi: ”mera ek class mate tha jo mujhe bahot passand tha, mujhse pyar karta tha…. wo bhi same age ka tha! college ke din the, teenager thi main bhi, Chanchal shauk hasinaon mein gini jaati thi, khubsurat thi unn dinon larparwah raha karti thi, kissi chiz ka khayal nahin tha ke kia ho raha hai…. Uss ladke ne ek din mujhko propose kiya…. Main itni nadaan thi ke jhat se haan keh diya ussko…. Karti bhi kia, koyi boyfriend nahin tha mera, unn dinon hote bhi nahin the kissi ka boyfriend…. Wo ladka mujhse pyar karne ka dawaa karta tha….. “

Abhi ne Ruhi ko rokte hue kaha,

“kahan ka rehne wala tha? yahin kahin? Kidhar college jaati thi tum? Yahan se door?!”

Ruhi ne jo bayan kiya ussko ab flashback mein dikhaate hein.

Flashback Of Ruhi’s College Days

1980. Bahot saare Amitabh Bachchan ke fans the dunya bhar mein. Ek saal mein usski 5 super hits hote the, har saal 2 ya 3 filmein super duper hits hote the. Saare cinema gharon mein Amitabh Bachchan ki filmein lagte to hulad mach jaya karta tha.. aur saalon tak usske filmein theatres mein chalte rehte the. Dostana, Ram Balram, Shaan, Yarana, Naseeb, Lawaris, Kala Pathar, Mr.Natwarlaal, Sholay, jaise filmein iss saal mein tamaan theatres mein chal rahe the aur sab house full rehte the…. Aur sabke sab super hits the. Usske fans mein se Ruhi ek thi jo theatre jaya karti thi Amitabh ki Filmein dekhne.

Ruhi ko apne ghar se ek bus se college jana hota tha unn dinon. Sirf 30 mins ki route thi aur wo college early reach ho jaati thi har subha. Gaurav naam ka ladka usska ashik tha, wo har roz Ruhi ka wait karta aur donon ghumte the jab tak school ka time nahin ho jata. Donon hum umar the aur same class mein the.

Ek din Gaurav ne class bunk karne ko kaha Ruhi se aur cinema jaane ka plan banaya donon ne aur gaye bhi Amitabh ki Naseeb dekhne. Magar theatre jaane se pehle unnke paas bahut waqt tha 10 baje ka show tha to subha 8 se 10 baje tak donon parc mein ghumne gaye. Uss waqt parc khali tha subha jo tha, to donon ek door ke kone mein gaye aur kiss viss karne mein lag gaye…. Ruhi mana karti bhi thi aur karne bhi deti thi, thoda bahot nakhrein karti…. Gaurav chipak jata tha uss se aur usske haath Ruhi ke jism par chaaron taraf ferrta rehta…..

Ruhi kabhi ghussa hoti to kabhi afsos karti Gaurav par chillane ya ussko daantne ke baad… Gaurav kaafi aage badh gaya tha Ruhi ke blouse ne niche haath daal kar usski bra ki cup ke niche ungli karke usski boob aur nipple ko tatolta aur sehlata rehta… chussna chahta magar Ruhi aage nahin badhne deti thi….

Donon phir cinema chale gaye…. Cinema mein uss roz ziada log nahin the 10 ki show mein, hall khali khali tha, to ek behtaeen kone ko select kiya baithne ke liye donon ne aur film ke dauraan Gaurav film dekh hi nahin raha tha wo to laga hua tha Ruhi ko chumne aur usski jism ko massalne mein… baar baar Ruhi Gaurav ko maarti, magar Gaurav kuch ziada hi aage badh gaya tha Ruhi ki bra bhi unhook kar gaya tha aur usski skirt bhi ziada upar utha chuka tha aur usska haath Ruhi ke jism par chaaron taraf ferr rahe the….

Ruhi film dekhne mein itni doobi hui thi ke Gaurav usske saath kia kar raha tha wo khayal hi nahin kar rahi thi… Ruhi tab chahunki jab Gaurav ne Ruhi ke haath ko apne sex par rakha….. jhat se Ruhi ne haath khincha aur Gaurav ko ek chaanta mara….. baaki ke film donon ne bilkool khamosh hokar dekhe…. Kissi ne ek dusre ek baat nahin kiye, Ruhi ne apne dress ko charon taraf thik kiya…..

Jab movie end ho gayi to donon ko ghar jaane ke liye early tha iss liye wapas uss parc mein gaye ussi kone mein aur koyi tha hi nahin, parc bilkool khali tha….. Gaurav ne Ruhi ko kiss karte hue usski dress upar kar liya aur usski panty utaarne lagi….

Kyunke Ruhi ne Gaurav ko thapad mara tha cinema hall mein aur sorry feel kiya tha iss liye iss baar Ruhi compensate karne ke liye Gaurav ko wo karne de rahi thi jo wo karna chahta tha…

Der nahin laga bilkool Gaurav ko Ruhi ko ghanss par leytane ke liye aur ussko penetrate karne ke liye…. Sab bahot fast hua aur Gaurav Ruhi ke andar hi jhad gaya, nadaan tha, teenager tha ussko pata hi kahan tha ke baahar nikaalna chahiye, ya josh mein mauka hi nahin mila pull out karne ke liye aur kaam ho gaya…..

Ruhi ne bhi kuch khaas dhyan nahin diya, magar royi thi jab Gaurav ne ussko penetrate kiya tha, aur khoon ke kuch katre apne panty par dekh kar darr bhi gayi thi….

Dusre din iss baare mein donon ne baat bhi kiye the aur usske baad kabhi bhi Ruhi usske saath kahin nahin gayi aur nah hi Gaurav ko usse chhune diya…..

College girl thi to Ruhi ko pata tha sex karne se kia hota hai, aur wohi baat Gaurav ko bhi pata tha magar kyunke Ruhi ki menstruation regular nahin the to ussi ne hi Gaurav se kaha tha ke koyi problem nahin kyunke usski period hua hi nahin tha kayi mahinon se….

Aur din guzarte gaye phir chauthe mahine mein jab Ruhi ki period hua nahin aur ussko peth ka dard hone laga tab usski maa ussko doctor ke paas legayi to pata chala ke wo 4 mahinon se pregnant hai!!!

End of Flashback

Jo flashback mein likha abhi wo sab Ruhi ne Abhi ke seene se chipki hui bataya tha Abhi ko, aur phir Ruhi ne ab Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha;

“kia kiya tha hum ne? mujhe ek ridiculous bachon ke khel jaise laga tha uss din cinema ke baad jo parc mein hua tha, socha hi nahin tha usska gambhirta… kuch feel bhi nahin kiya tha main ne, kuch samajh mein aya hi nahin tha, buss ek chubhan si feel hui thi aur 4 mahine ki pregnancy aya result…. Aap mat puchiye mera kia haal kiya mummy ne, itni maar padi mujhe ke main bata nahin sakti, itni gali galoch sunne ko mila, ghar mein sharam ke maare munh nahin dikha paati thi, bhaiyon se munh chipaaye firti thi, college jana bandh hua aur mummy pata nahin kiss kiss se milkar kia kia bandobast karne lagi thi… papa ke saamne jaane se bahot sharm aati thi mujhe, phir bhi papa mujhe baar baar tassali dene aata tha… manoj ghussa karta tha, Mahesh to bahot chhota tha usske samajh mein kuch nahin ata tha…..”

Abhi Ruhi ke baalon mein apne ugliyon ko ferrte hue Ruhi ke maathe ko chuma aur pucha,

“phir kia kiya meri baby ne? kitna dukh uthayi thi? Hmm? Kyun main tab tumse nahin mila tha? tumko turant apna leta pregnancy ke saath….. aur uss Gaurav se nahin mili tumhari maa?”

Ruhi: “Manoj apne doston ke saath milkar ussko bahut mara tha, ussko hospitalize kar diya tha. Abhi aaj main aap ko batati hoon Meri dayan maa paison ki bhooki hai, usska bass chalta to mujhe bech bhi sakti thi paison ke liye. Mummy Gaurav ke gharwale se milne gayi aur dhamki diya ke police mein jaegi aur case karegi to Gaurav ko jail jana hoga… mummy ne unn dinon 25 hazaar rupay liye Gaurav ke pita se maamla ko rafa dafa karne ke liye…. Aap se meri chachi ne kaha tha nah ke meri maa ek laalchi aurat hai, bilkool sahi kaha tha…. maa hamesha se paison ki bhooki thi…. Papa yahin driver ka kaam karta tha aur sab acha chal raha tha… maa ne papa ko majboor kiya tha ke S.Arabia jaaye driving karne taake wahan ziada paisa kama sake…. Maa ke liye paisa sab kuch tha… paison ki diwaani hai wo aaj bhi…..

Jab aap ko TV par dekha to itna taana maara tha main ne usske muhn par ke jao bheek mango ab Abhi se, usske paas to ab karoron rupay honge, dekho kitna bada aadmi ban gaya hai, mahal hoga uske paas bade bade cars honge Abhi ke paas. Aap ke pati ke paas aap ke beton ke paas kia hai ghanta?!!”

Abhi ne pucha,

Phir kia hua sweetheart? Shweta tumhare chachi ke paas kaise pahunchi?”

Ruhi boli,

“Mera panchwa mahina shuru hua to mera tabiyat kharab hone laga…. Hospital lejaya gaya mujhe ek raat aur chachi uss raat ko duty par thi to ussko sab pata chal gaya.

Ek baat bataani bhool gayi aap ko, ghar mein mere papa ne mujhe utna nahin kaha jitna Mehboob ne mujhe sunaya tha… mummy ne Mehboob ko bata diya tha, Mehboob ne mere papa ke saamne mujhe bade bade gali diye the, kaha the tu randi banne chali hai? College padhne jaati thi ya kissi kothe wali ke yahan jati thi dhanda karne ke ek bacha lekar ayi hai tu peth mein?!’

Main uss din se Mehboob se darrne lagi thi. Mujhe kabhi kissi ne aise gaali nahin diya tha, Mehboob ne hi mummy se kaha tha ke bache ke paida hone ke baad ussko kissi anaathalay mein chorr diya jaaye ye kissi mandir, church ya masjid ke saamne rakh diya jaaye….

Mera peth ab dikhne laga tha, mohalle mein kissi ko mere parents ne kuch nahin bataya tha… papa sochne lage ke kia jawaab denge sabko, kaise munh dikhayenge sab ko, papa ki badi izat thi mohalle mein usska naam badnaam ho jata.. tab bhi Mehboob ne hi kaha ke mujhko kahin aur chorr dena chahiye jab tak bache ko janam nah de dun, kahin bahot door jaakar rehna chahiye mujhe aur udhar hi bache ko janam dene ke baad mohalle mein wapas aaun to kissi ko kuch pata nahin chalega….

Aur uss raat ko jab chachi ko pata chala ke main pregnant hoon to ussne sab bandobast kiye.. wo bhi buri hai, ghalat hai magar ussne meri bachi ko bachaya kissi aashram ya kahin aur jaane se…. kyunke usski shaadi ko kayi saal ho gaye the aur usski koyi aulaad nahin thi to ussne kaha ke wo bachi ki maa banegi, usska naam aayega birth certificate par, aur usski pati ka naam aega as father.

Uss raat ke baad mujhe chachi apni ghar legayi tab se Shweta ki birth tak main chachi ke ghar mein rahi, usski janam hone ke ek saal baad main apne ghar wapas aayi apne dil ke tukde ko chachi ke paas chorr kar…. Ek private clinic mein mujhko deliver karwaya chachi ne usski contacts the, aur uss doctor ne jissne meri delivery karwaya ussne mujhse sab saaf saaf samjhaya ke main koyi bacha nahin janam de rahi hoon, meri chachi pregnant hai aur wo birth de rahi hai, mera to naam bhi nahin register hua tha uss clinic mein balke chachi ka naam register hua tha as a pregnant woman aur meri birth ke turant baad meri baby ko chachi ke paas diya gaya kyunke ussi waqt ussi roz chachi bhi maternal ward mein ek bed par admit hui thi as a pregnant woman.

Main bahot royi thi jab aakhri din ko Shweta ko chorr kar wapas ghar ana pada tha…. ussko chorrne ko mann nahin kar raha tha, ussko doodh pilaayi thi main ne ek saal tak…. Bahot khubsuirat bachi ho gayi thi uss ek saal mein, ji karta tha ussko apne goad mein utha kar bhaag jaun magar police case hoti to main to usski maa nahin thi legally…. Legally to meri chachi Shweta ki maa aur mera chacha Shweta ki legal father tha!!

Main ghar wapas aayi… mahinon tak roti rahi, phir kayi mahine baad chachi Shweta ko lekar aayi mujhe dikhane aur mujhe usske saath khlne ko dene ke liye…… aur jab wapas jaane lagi to Shweta khud rone lagi, mere saath rehna chahti tji… mera kaleja fatt raha tha Abhi meri bachi ko koyi aur legayi aur main kuch nahin kar paayi…..”

To be continued….. (2502 Words)

Dard bhara update bhai.
Bahut dukh hua Ruhi ki past ko jaan kar. Bechari ne kuch kiya hi nahin tha yaar. Ladakpan tha wo, ussko kych feel hi nahin hua, mehsoos hi nahin kiya.... sexual intercourse kia hota hai enjoy hi nahin kiya tha aur pregnant ho gayi aur umat bhar usski saza ko bhugti bechari ne. Kia musibat hai yaar aise aise waqt bhi ate hein logon par. Aur maa bhi pata nahin kaisi mili ussko ke apni beti ko sambhaalne aur emotional support dene ke bajae sali kosti rahi bechari nasib ke mari ko.
Mehboob ke gaand mein kuch laat maarne ka mann kar raha hai bhai, ussko karna ki laat nahin pada abhi tak?
Bhai dil bahut bhari hi gaya iss update ko padh kar yaar.
Ab musibat Abhi k liye bhi saamne hai. Wo kaise sambhalega ab Shweta air Ruhi ko?
Kia kahun casi bhai jabardast, dhamakedaar update hai. Hats off bhai

 

[Savi]

 

[aman rathore]

Update 61 The Secret Revealed​

Sahi kaha tha aap ne ke mujhe shaan , shaukat, dhan Daulat ki bhook thi, haan shaayad thi unn dinon, aap se tulna karti thi Amit ki, to aap nicha dikhaayi dete the balke maa aap ko nicha dikhaati thi mujhe, main aap ko maa ki nazron se aur mehbob ke nazron se dekhti thi… aap ko apni nazron se tab se dekhna shuru kiya jab aap ko kho diya main ne……”


Ab aguey….

Abhi ne Ruhi ko phir wheelchair se apne goad mein uthaya aur iss baar Abhi sofe par baitha aur Ruhi ko apne goad mein bithaya ek bacche ki tarah… Abhi hamesha kehta aya tha unn dinon ko ke Ruhi bahot halki hai aur ab uss se bhi ziada halki ho gayi thi kyunke aur patli ho gayai thi, usski weight aur bhi ghatt gayi thi…. Sofe par Ruhi ko apne goad mein lekar baithne ke baad Ruhi ne Abhi ke gale mein apne baahon ko daal diya aur Abhi ke aankon ki gehraayi mein jhaankne lagi phir kaha,

“Aap ki Aankhen nahin badle shukar hai, wohi gehraayi, wohi khubsurti, aur aap ki eyebrows jo hai nah ab bhi weise hi hein, mujhe disturb feel hota tha jab isse dekhti thi pata hai kyun? Kyunke yeh mere eyebrows se bahut ziada khubsurat hein, ladkiyon ko peelings karwane padte hein eise eyebrows banaane ke liye aur aap ke natural itne khubsurat eyebrows hein, kia yeh pata hai aap ko?!”

“Abi ne muskuraate hue kaha,

“haan Naina hamesha kehti thi, phir baad mein Navina ne bhi kaha, usski behnon ne bhi kaha, aur Shhss….”

Abhi Shweta ka naam lene jaa raha tha magar ruk gaya…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi se ussko aur kiss karne ko kaha…. Abhi ne Ruhi ko kaske bahon mein bharke kiss kiya, aur Ruhi se kaha,

“jawaan tha, mauka tha, fursat bhi tha, tab to nakhrein karti thi, tab ki baat aur hoti nah, kitna tadapta tha tujhe kiss karne ke liye, jawani ki josh mein wo kiss kuch aur hi tha hai ke nahin? Aaj sab feeka nahin lag raha hmmm? Tab kyun itna tadpati thi mujhe?”

Ruhi ke aankhen bhar aaye aur kaha,

“Taana maar rahe ho aap? Aap ke jaane ke baad, umar dhalne se pehle kia aap ke unn kiss aur chhuwan ko miss nahin kiya main ne aap ke khayal se? pichle 25 Saalon mein karoron baar sochi hoon unn palon ko jiss jiss waqt aap ne mujhe chhua, kahan kahan chhua, kab kab chhua… wo sab aaj bhi feel karti hoon… yaad hai jab ghar ke piche pehli baar aap ne mere boob dabaya tha to main ne aap ko chhota sa chaata mara tha, aur aap zabardasti pakar rahe phir se?! kia main wo sab nahin sochti aap ke khayal se?... jiss din aap ko lunch ke liye invite kiya tha aap kitna chah rahe the, main ne aap ko refuse kiya tha aage badhne ke liye…. Jab aap se juda ho gaye to hazaar baar kaha ke aap ko sab kar dena chahiye tha, jitni baar aap ka mann tha mujhe aap ko free chorr dena chahiye tha… aap ne kitni baar kaha tha ke aap ne life mein kabhi nahin kiya hai aap ko bada mann tha wo sab karne ko magar main free thi karne de sakti thi kyunke virgin nahin thi magar pata nahin kyun nahin karne diya tha…..

Aap se bichadne ke baad itna afsos hua ke roti reh gayi unn palon ko soch soch kar… khoon ke aansoo roye hein main ne aap ko yaad kar kar ke Abhi….”

Itne mein Mahesh ki wife aayi Ruhi ke kamre mein aur kaha,

“Aap dinner karke ghar jana khana almost tayyaar hai….”

Abhi jaldi se khada ho gaya aur kaha,

“Oh no? 6 baj gaye? Itni jaldi, no I am sorry mujhe jaana hoga, phir kabhi dinner karunga, Ruhi I got to go, must go to take back Navina at the Uni…. Idhar se hi direct jaunga….”

Ruhi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhti rahi, bade pyar bhare nazron se aur tab Abhi ne apne mobile nikala aur Navina ko jaldi jaldi text likh kar send kiya, phir Ruhi ko dekhte hue kaha,

“You must now have a mobile nah? Do you? Give me your number Ruhi!”

Ruhi ne sisakte hue kaha,

“haan hai aksar roti hoon yeh soch kar ke kyun hamare jawani ke dinon mein nahin tha yeh mobile, jiss din aap aaye the aap ko mobile se keh deti nah nahin aane ko, sab thanda hone ke baad bulaati aap ko…. Aur aap ko nikala bhi gaya tha ghar se to aap ko call karke baat to kar sakti thi nah? Mobile to kia phone bhi nahin laga tha unn dinon aap ke jaane ke 5/6 mahine baad phone bhi lag gayi thi aap ko ghar ka number dena chahti thi magar unhi dinon aap ki mangni ki khabar mili thi to idea drop kiya tha main ne…..”

Abhi ne Ruhi ka number liya. Aur turant ussko miscall kiya aur kaha,

“Sunon, kal aunga tumse milne aur diaries launga, tumne bataya nahin kitne padhe the uss roz Diary ko?!”

Ruhi: “sirf 10 pages padhe the Abhi, bahot mann tha padhne ko kia likha tha aap ne…. unn 10 pehle pages ko padhte hue itni khush thi main aur aap ne describe kiya tha aap yahan kaam karne aaye ho aur ek ladki dikhi aap ko, aap sab explain kar rahe the, main badi dilchaspi se padh rahi thi ke achanak uss dayan ne mere haath se diaries chhina, main ne tab uss se baat karni bandh kar di thi, to wo mujhe aur sataana chahti thi… main ne socha tha kuch der baad mujhe wapas kar degi magar bilkool nahin socha tha ke wo Manoj ko de degi…. Main Manoj se bhi baat nahin karti thi to kaise uss se maangti…. Manoj ne thoda kuch padha aur wapas Mehboob ko de diya tha…”

Abhi: “kal to kia aaj raat ko hi laa sakta hoon aadhi raat mein padh logi…. Main chahta tha ke marne se pehle tumse ek baar mil paun aur wo tumko padhne ko de paun…. Tumhare bajae Navina ne padha tha unn diaries ko, tabhi usskko mujhse pyar hua… yaad rakhna mujhko Navina se pyar nahin hua tha ussko mujhse pyar hui thi, aur main tumhari tarah nahin tha ke ussko aur usske pyar ko thukra doon…. Accept kiya usske pyar ko aur hum donon aaj tak khush hein”

Ruhi: “Best kiya aap ne… aap ko thukraane ka matlab ka pata chal gaya tha yahan se reject hone ke baad… aap ko zaroor ussko accept karna hi tha.. bahot acha kiya aap ne kyunke usski jaisi aurat dunya mein karonron mein ek hote hein, mujhe pata hai kaisi hai wo….. main khush hoti thi; ussko jab aap ke saath sochti thi, pata tha aap ko koyi weisa hi chahiye tha jo aap ka achci tarah se khayal rakh sake, jo aap se behad pyar kare, Bahot deserving the aap weisi koyi apni life mein paane ke liye, main to tum donon ke salaamati ke liye duaein karti aayi hoon hamesha se Abhi…… Magar Abhi, abhi iss waqt jiss jhatke se aap ne mujhe sofe par ralh kar uthe, aur kaha ke 6 baj gaye aur aap ko navina ko lene jana hai wo dekh kar mujho jalan feel hui… iss liye ke socha aaj main hoti aap ki life mein to aap aaj ye mere liye keh rahe hote ke aap ko Ruhi ko lene jaana hai aap ko late ho rahi hai….. hamare life mein to yeh din bilkool nahin aya Abhi….”

Aabhi ne kaha,

“Hamare life mein bhi weh din agaye abhi, ab main navina se aksar kahunga ke mujhe Ruhi ko lene jana hai ya mujhe Ruhi ke ghar jana hai wo din aa gaye Ruhi”

Ruhi: “Wo aap ko mujhse milne ane degi?”

Abhi: “Tum usse nahin jaanti Ruhi wo farishta hai, wo to tumse milna chahti hai, mujhko bahot pehle keh diya hai ke kabhi aap ko Ruhi mili to mujhse zaroor milwana mujhe ussko thanks karna hai…”

Ruhi heyraan hote hue puchti hai,

“mujhko thanks karna hai kiss liye?!”

Abhi: “kiss liye wo main nahin bataunga jab uss se milogi tab khud puch lena… main kal hi Navina ko lekar aaun kia? No no no…. first you should complete reading the diaries then only I will make you meet Navina….. are sunon Ruhi, tum mere ghar chalogi?”

Ruhi: “What? Kia? Kab? Abhi iss waqt Abhi?!”

Abhi: “iss waqt agar nahin to kabhi bhi, ya to tumko apne ghar lechalun Navina se milne ya ussko lekar aaun tumse milne…”

Ruhi: “No, baad mein Abhi…… Weise Abhi mujhe aur bahot kuch kehna hai tumse…. Aur bahot important hai mujhe wo sab bata deni chahiye aaj abhi issi waqt….”

Abhi: “Okay aur 15/20 mins rukta hoon come on sweetheart tell me more….”

Ruhi ne himmat karke ab jo sabse zaroori baat Abhi ko itne saalon se bataani thi aaj bataane ko thaan liya tha, Ruhi ne gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi yaad hai pehli baar jab aap ne mujhe bataya tha letter ke through ke aap mujhse pyar karte ho to main ne kuch der baad sabse pehli baat aap se yeh kahi thi ke kia aap mere ghalatiyon ko maaf kar sakte ho? yaad hai abhi? Aur aap ne turant bina soche samjhte jhat se kahaa tha ke haan aap mere sare ghalatiyon ko maaf kar doge….”

Abhi ne kaha,

“kaise bhool sakta hoon Ruhi? Sab ke sab written hein mere diaries mein kal tum sab khud padhna ab….”

Ruhi: “Abhi, aap ne kyun kabhi jaanne ki koshish nahin kiye ke meri ghalati kia thi? Kaun si ghalati kiya tha main ne wo aap ne kyun nahin pucha mujhse Abhi?”

Abhi: “Ari wo tumne bata diya tha nah ke tum virgin nahin ho to ussi ko ghalati samjha tha main, kyun aur koyi ghalati thi kia? Weise ab iss se kia lena dena Ruhi forget it nah yaar!!”

Ruhi: “No Abhi you need to know it is VERY IMPORTANT…. Abhi meri ussi ghalati ki vajah se Maa aur Mehboob mujhe aap se door karte gaye, ussi ghalati ki vajah se main aaj iss mukaam par hoon, ussi meri ek ghalati ki vajah se jo bhi maa kehti main karti gayi, kyunke main ek mujrim jaisi thi, sazaa bhugat rahi thi to jo bhi maa kehti mujhe karna padta tha, wo kahe yeh laal nahin safed hai to mujhe ussko laal rang ko safed kehna padta tha….”

Abhi: “ari aisa bhi kia? Aisa kia kiya tha tumne bhala? Kaun si galati kar daali thi ke itna bhi domination ho raha tha tumhare saath?”

Ruhi: “Abhi aap uss ghalati ko jaante ho, wo ghalati aap ke saamne tha, kayi baar wo ghalati aap ke paas bhi tha….”

Abhi: “Ruhi please stop playing games, no puzzles now saaf saaf batao jo batana hai!”

Ruhi ke Aankhen bhar aaye aur Abhi ko fix dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi yaad hai ek roz jab hum ghar ke piche kiss kar rahe the to aap ne mujhse kaha tha ke main aap ko ek beti doon jo bilkool meri tarah dikhe itni hi khubsurat aur sweet? Yaad hai main ne kaha tha haan ek din dungi aap ko wo beti?!”

Abhi: “Wo kaise bhool sakta hoon main kabhi Ruhi? But now is it not too late for that?!”

Ruhi: “Abhi meri ghalati wohi meri beti hai Abhi!! I had a child in 1986 Abhi!!!”

Abhi ko jhatka laga, wo uth khada hua, aur usske dimagh sunn ho gaya, usske dil ke dhadkanen tez hue, ussko jaise saans lene mein takliff hone lage aur do chaar kadam room mein chala Abhi aur Ruhi ke paas aate hue kaha…..,

“Ruhi I hope ke wo nahin jisse main soch raha hoon iss waqt, She cannot be ….NO. N..N..N.. N.. NO… NO NO NO OH MY GOD!!! SHWETA????!!!”

Ruhi zor se rone lagi aur haan mein sar hillaya!!!

Abhi ghutnon ke bal agaya aur sisakne laga….. thoda hanff raha tha thoda ro raha tha, ussko bahot takliff ho rahi thi, usske aankhon ke saamne jaise andhera chaane laga tha… wo apne physical rishte ko sochne laga Shweta ke saath aur socha ke wo agar ab Ruhi ko pata chala to kia hoga….

Ruhi ne kaha,

“jab aap ne pehli baar Shweta ko dekha tha to mujhse kaha tha ke wo bilkool meri tarah dikhti hai aur main ne inkaar kiya tha aap se yeh kehte ke nahin wo meri tarah nahin dikhti…. Mujhe pata tha ke aap sahi the…. Aur Shweta aap ko itna pyar karti thi wo mujhe bahot hi achcha laga tha unn dinon, wo aap se bahot ghul mil gayi thi…. Ussko to yeh bhi nahin pata tha ke main usski maa thi unn dinon…..”

Abhi farsh par baitha ek sajde ke position mein tha aur rote jaa raha tha zameen par apna sar patakte hue….

Ruhi ne tab kaha,

“Abhi main ne aap ko, maangne se pehle hi wo beti de diya tha aap ko…. Yaad hai main ne usskko bheja tha kissy dene ke liye jab aap kaam se wapas jaa rahe the aur ussne oonchi awaaz mein sabko bata diya tha ke main ne usse aap ko kissy dene ko kaha tha?!!!”

Aabhi ki bolti bandh tha… wo hannff raha tha, jaise ussko saans lene mei takliff ho rahe the…. Abhi phir utha, chal kar khidki ke paas gaya thandi hawaa khaane ke liye, wahin khade rehkar mudhar wapas Ruhi ke chehre mei dekha aur pucha…..

“Abhi Shweta ko pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?!”

Ruhi: “haan ab pata hai ussko, jab 18 saal ki hui tab pata chala ussko, wo bahot ghussa hui mujhse ke kyun main ne ussko bachpan se nahin pata chalne diya ke main usski maa hoon, mujhse jhagda karke chali gayi wo aaj tak wapas nahin aayi…. Jaise main apni maa se baat nahin karti wo bhi mujhse baat nahin karti…. Bahot ghussa hai mujhse se kyunke wo kehti hai ke main ne ussko 18 saal apni maamta se mehroom rakha….ghussa hai ke kyun wo meri chachi ko apni maa samjhti rahi, kyun ussko affection nahin diya, kyun ussko main ne apne se door rakha…. Abhi main majboor thi…. Jiss haalaat mein wo paida hui mujhe samajh mein nahin aya ke kia karna chahiye, jo bhi gharwalon ne thik samjha wohi kiya aur mujhse sabke haan mein haan milana hi pada tha Abhi.”

Abhi ne rote hue Ruhi ke paas aakar kaha,

“Ruhi yeh kia kiya tumne… main ne tabhi tumse keh diya tha ke agar tum ek bachi ki maa bhi hoti tab bhi main tumse shaadi karne ko tayaar tha, yaar main tumse shaadi karta aur Shweta ko goad le leta mujhe kitna acha lagta ke Shweta meri beti hoti, tumne yeh baat chhupa kar itna badi ek aur ghalati kar diya ke main kaise bataun tujhe ke tum ne kia kiya hai Ruhi…. Main kitna pyar karti thi uss se…. ab bhi karta hoon….. magar Ruhi tmmne kaha ke Shweta ko usski 18 saal se pata hai ke tum usski maa ho?? Matlab ussko sab pata hote hue bhi mujh se……??!!”

Abhi sochne laga ke Sweta ko pata tha ke wo Ruhi ki beti hai phir bhi wo Abhi se sexual relationship mein banni rahi….. ab Abhi samjha ke jab Shweta ne kaha tha ke wo badla le rahi hai kissi se to wo Ruhi ko mean kar rahi thi…. Wo Abhi ko chhin rahi thi apni maa se….. yehi badla le rahi thi Shweta Apni maa se….!

OH!!! Abhi ne sar par donon haath rakh kar maathe ko peethne laga…. Ruhi heyraan ussko dekhti rahi magar shukar hai ke Ruhi kuch bhi nahin samjhi… Ruhi ko bilkool bhi nahin pata tha ke Abhi aur Shweta ek dusre se milte hein…..

Abhi ab Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“You were around 20/21 when I knew you right? Or were you older Ruhi?”

Ruhi: “I was almost same age as you rather I am 6 Months younger than you Abhi, I had lied when I had told you I was 20….”

Abhi ne sar khujaate hue kaha,

“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”

Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..

Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,

“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”

To be continued…. (2930 words)

 

[Sunil Ek Musafir]

Bhai Waah.....
Aaj main din mein update nahin padh ska tha to thoda upset tha..
Per mujhe kya pata tha ki iska to mujhe Inaam milne waala hai.... Double Update ke roop mein....

Mera sochna 50% sahi nikla.... Shweta Ruhi ki ladki hogi.... Aisa maine bhi socha tha.... Lekin uske baap ke liye main Mahboob ya Ruhi ke Chacha ko soch raha tha...

 

[Savi]

Update 62 Birth of Shweta​

“Tumhari ek 6 Saal ki bachi thi 1986 mein? Aur tum tab 22 saal ki thi, 22 minus 6 = 16…… at 16 you got that baby means at 15 you had sex and got pregnant?!!! Oh MY GOD!!!”

Abhi ab bahot serious ho gaya tha… rona dhona bandh ho gaya tha, ab usska dimaagh kaam karna bandh kar diya tha…..

Abhi kamre mein idhar se udhar, udhar se idhar chal raha tha pagalon ki tarah, soch raha tha samajhne ki koshish kiye jaa raha tha, usske dimaag mein tarah tarah ke khayaalaat arahe the… aur wapas mudhkar Ruhi se pucha,

“KAun? Kaun hai? Baap kaun hai? Kaise hua jab tum underage thi to?!”

Ab Aaguey….

Bataane se pehle Ruhi ne nazrein jhuka liye, usski awaaz tut pade, usske honth thartharaane lage, aur ashkon ke samumdar se eise lehren uthe ke Ruhi wheelchair se girrne wali thi jab Abhi ne jhat se ussko sambhala, aur Ruhi niche zameen par baith gayi rote hue.

Abhi ne ussko baahon mein bhar liya aur chhup karate hue usske sar aur peeth par haath ferrne laga….. wo roti jaa rahi thi, aur Abhi ne in alfaazon se ussko tassalli dete hue kaha,

“Its okay sweetheart, hota hai tumhara koyi kusoor nahin iss mein, tum nadaan thi, tumhare bholepan ka kissi ne faeda uthaya hoga, aisa hua hai kitnon ke saath, ho jata hai issi ko ghalati kehte hein nah, buss chhup ho jao nah, tab nah bata paogi mujhe… dekho mujhe der ho rahi hai Navina ko lene jaana hai ab bata bhi do… phir chahe to aur ro lena mere chale jaane ke baad…. Shhhhhh ab chhup ho jao baby!”

Ruhi ne rote rote hanss diye yeh kehkar,

“Baby? ab bhi baby keh rahe ho mujhe? Baby main tab thi 25 saal pehle jab aap lunch karne aaye the mere yahan, ab to pakaati bhi nahin ke aap ke liye ek dish bana sakun….”

Yeh keh kar Ruhi ne baahon mein bhar liya Abhi ko. Abhi ne ussko weise hi goad mein uthaake sofe par bithaya aur Ruhi se sab bataane ko kaha.

Ruhi ne bolna shuru kiya,

“Abhi tab mera period regular nahin raha karta tha…. kabhi do to kabhi teen mahine baad aate the. Iss liye mujhe pata bhi nahin chala ke pregnant thi…. Varna late nahin hota ussko gira sakti thi, magar pata chala to chautha mahina chal raha tha doctor ne kaha khatra hai agar giraane ki koshish kiya gaya to…..”

Abhi: “are baba mujhe yeh batao ke bache ka baap kaun hai meri maa!!”

Ruhi: ”mera ek class mate tha jo mujhe bahot passand tha, mujhse pyar karta tha…. wo bhi same age ka tha! college ke din the, teenager thi main bhi, Chanchal shauk hasinaon mein gini jaati thi, khubsurat thi unn dinon larparwah raha karti thi, kissi chiz ka khayal nahin tha ke kia ho raha hai…. Uss ladke ne ek din mujhko propose kiya…. Main itni nadaan thi ke jhat se haan keh diya ussko…. Karti bhi kia, koyi boyfriend nahin tha mera, unn dinon hote bhi nahin the kissi ka boyfriend…. Wo ladka mujhse pyar karne ka dawaa karta tha….. “

Abhi ne Ruhi ko rokte hue kaha,

“kahan ka rehne wala tha? yahin kahin? Kidhar college jaati thi tum? Yahan se door?!”

Ruhi ne jo bayan kiya ussko ab flashback mein dikhaate hein.

Flashback Of Ruhi’s College Days

1980. Bahot saare Amitabh Bachchan ke fans the dunya bhar mein. Ek saal mein usski 5 super hits hote the, har saal 2 ya 3 filmein super duper hits hote the. Saare cinema gharon mein Amitabh Bachchan ki filmein lagte to hulad mach jaya karta tha.. aur saalon tak usske filmein theatres mein chalte rehte the. Dostana, Ram Balram, Shaan, Yarana, Naseeb, Lawaris, Kala Pathar, Mr.Natwarlaal, Sholay, jaise filmein iss saal mein tamaan theatres mein chal rahe the aur sab house full rehte the…. Aur sabke sab super hits the. Usske fans mein se Ruhi ek thi jo theatre jaya karti thi Amitabh ki Filmein dekhne.

Ruhi ko apne ghar se ek bus se college jana hota tha unn dinon. Sirf 30 mins ki route thi aur wo college early reach ho jaati thi har subha. Gaurav naam ka ladka usska ashik tha, wo har roz Ruhi ka wait karta aur donon ghumte the jab tak school ka time nahin ho jata. Donon hum umar the aur same class mein the.

Ek din Gaurav ne class bunk karne ko kaha Ruhi se aur cinema jaane ka plan banaya donon ne aur gaye bhi Amitabh ki Naseeb dekhne. Magar theatre jaane se pehle unnke paas bahut waqt tha 10 baje ka show tha to subha 8 se 10 baje tak donon parc mein ghumne gaye. Uss waqt parc khali tha subha jo tha, to donon ek door ke kone mein gaye aur kiss viss karne mein lag gaye…. Ruhi mana karti bhi thi aur karne bhi deti thi, thoda bahot nakhrein karti…. Gaurav chipak jata tha uss se aur usske haath Ruhi ke jism par chaaron taraf ferrta rehta…..

Ruhi kabhi ghussa hoti to kabhi afsos karti Gaurav par chillane ya ussko daantne ke baad… Gaurav kaafi aage badh gaya tha Ruhi ke blouse ne niche haath daal kar usski bra ki cup ke niche ungli karke usski boob aur nipple ko tatolta aur sehlata rehta… chussna chahta magar Ruhi aage nahin badhne deti thi….

Donon phir cinema chale gaye…. Cinema mein uss roz ziada log nahin the 10 ki show mein, hall khali khali tha, to ek behtaeen kone ko select kiya baithne ke liye donon ne aur film ke dauraan Gaurav film dekh hi nahin raha tha wo to laga hua tha Ruhi ko chumne aur usski jism ko massalne mein… baar baar Ruhi Gaurav ko maarti, magar Gaurav kuch ziada hi aage badh gaya tha Ruhi ki bra bhi unhook kar gaya tha aur usski skirt bhi ziada upar utha chuka tha aur usska haath Ruhi ke jism par chaaron taraf ferr rahe the….

Ruhi film dekhne mein itni doobi hui thi ke Gaurav usske saath kia kar raha tha wo khayal hi nahin kar rahi thi… Ruhi tab chahunki jab Gaurav ne Ruhi ke haath ko apne sex par rakha….. jhat se Ruhi ne haath khincha aur Gaurav ko ek chaanta mara….. baaki ke film donon ne bilkool khamosh hokar dekhe…. Kissi ne ek dusre ek baat nahin kiye, Ruhi ne apne dress ko charon taraf thik kiya…..

Jab movie end ho gayi to donon ko ghar jaane ke liye early tha iss liye wapas uss parc mein gaye ussi kone mein aur koyi tha hi nahin, parc bilkool khali tha….. Gaurav ne Ruhi ko kiss karte hue usski dress upar kar liya aur usski panty utaarne lagi….

Kyunke Ruhi ne Gaurav ko thapad mara tha cinema hall mein aur sorry feel kiya tha iss liye iss baar Ruhi compensate karne ke liye Gaurav ko wo karne de rahi thi jo wo karna chahta tha…

Der nahin laga bilkool Gaurav ko Ruhi ko ghanss par leytane ke liye aur ussko penetrate karne ke liye…. Sab bahot fast hua aur Gaurav Ruhi ke andar hi jhad gaya, nadaan tha, teenager tha ussko pata hi kahan tha ke baahar nikaalna chahiye, ya josh mein mauka hi nahin mila pull out karne ke liye aur kaam ho gaya…..

Ruhi ne bhi kuch khaas dhyan nahin diya, magar royi thi jab Gaurav ne ussko penetrate kiya tha, aur khoon ke kuch katre apne panty par dekh kar darr bhi gayi thi….

Dusre din iss baare mein donon ne baat bhi kiye the aur usske baad kabhi bhi Ruhi usske saath kahin nahin gayi aur nah hi Gaurav ko usse chhune diya…..

College girl thi to Ruhi ko pata tha sex karne se kia hota hai, aur wohi baat Gaurav ko bhi pata tha magar kyunke Ruhi ki menstruation regular nahin the to ussi ne hi Gaurav se kaha tha ke koyi problem nahin kyunke usski period hua hi nahin tha kayi mahinon se….

Aur din guzarte gaye phir chauthe mahine mein jab Ruhi ki period hua nahin aur ussko peth ka dard hone laga tab usski maa ussko doctor ke paas legayi to pata chala ke wo 4 mahinon se pregnant hai!!!

End of Flashback

Jo flashback mein likha abhi wo sab Ruhi ne Abhi ke seene se chipki hui bataya tha Abhi ko, aur phir Ruhi ne ab Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue kaha;

“kia kiya tha hum ne? mujhe ek ridiculous bachon ke khel jaise laga tha uss din cinema ke baad jo parc mein hua tha, socha hi nahin tha usska gambhirta… kuch feel bhi nahin kiya tha main ne, kuch samajh mein aya hi nahin tha, buss ek chubhan si feel hui thi aur 4 mahine ki pregnancy aya result…. Aap mat puchiye mera kia haal kiya mummy ne, itni maar padi mujhe ke main bata nahin sakti, itni gali galoch sunne ko mila, ghar mein sharam ke maare munh nahin dikha paati thi, bhaiyon se munh chipaaye firti thi, college jana bandh hua aur mummy pata nahin kiss kiss se milkar kia kia bandobast karne lagi thi… papa ke saamne jaane se bahot sharm aati thi mujhe, phir bhi papa mujhe baar baar tassali dene aata tha… manoj ghussa karta tha, Mahesh to bahot chhota tha usske samajh mein kuch nahin ata tha…..”

Abhi Ruhi ke baalon mein apne ugliyon ko ferrte hue Ruhi ke maathe ko chuma aur pucha,

“phir kia kiya meri baby ne? kitna dukh uthayi thi? Hmm? Kyun main tab tumse nahin mila tha? tumko turant apna leta pregnancy ke saath….. aur uss Gaurav se nahin mili tumhari maa?”

Ruhi: “Manoj apne doston ke saath milkar ussko bahut mara tha, ussko hospitalize kar diya tha. Abhi aaj main aap ko batati hoon Meri dayan maa paison ki bhooki hai, usska bass chalta to mujhe bech bhi sakti thi paison ke liye. Mummy Gaurav ke gharwale se milne gayi aur dhamki diya ke police mein jaegi aur case karegi to Gaurav ko jail jana hoga… mummy ne unn dinon 25 hazaar rupay liye Gaurav ke pita se maamla ko rafa dafa karne ke liye…. Aap se meri chachi ne kaha tha nah ke meri maa ek laalchi aurat hai, bilkool sahi kaha tha…. maa hamesha se paison ki bhooki thi…. Papa yahin driver ka kaam karta tha aur sab acha chal raha tha… maa ne papa ko majboor kiya tha ke S.Arabia jaaye driving karne taake wahan ziada paisa kama sake…. Maa ke liye paisa sab kuch tha… paison ki diwaani hai wo aaj bhi…..

Jab aap ko TV par dekha to itna taana maara tha main ne usske muhn par ke jao bheek mango ab Abhi se, usske paas to ab karoron rupay honge, dekho kitna bada aadmi ban gaya hai, mahal hoga uske paas bade bade cars honge Abhi ke paas. Aap ke pati ke paas aap ke beton ke paas kia hai ghanta?!!”

Abhi ne pucha,

Phir kia hua sweetheart? Shweta tumhare chachi ke paas kaise pahunchi?”

Ruhi boli,

“Mera panchwa mahina shuru hua to mera tabiyat kharab hone laga…. Hospital lejaya gaya mujhe ek raat aur chachi uss raat ko duty par thi to ussko sab pata chal gaya.

Ek baat bataani bhool gayi aap ko, ghar mein mere papa ne mujhe utna nahin kaha jitna Mehboob ne mujhe sunaya tha… mummy ne Mehboob ko bata diya tha, Mehboob ne mere papa ke saamne mujhe bade bade gali diye the, kaha the tu randi banne chali hai? College padhne jaati thi ya kissi kothe wali ke yahan jati thi dhanda karne ke ek bacha lekar ayi hai tu peth mein?!’

Main uss din se Mehboob se darrne lagi thi. Mujhe kabhi kissi ne aise gaali nahin diya tha, Mehboob ne hi mummy se kaha tha ke bache ke paida hone ke baad ussko kissi anaathalay mein chorr diya jaaye ye kissi mandir, church ya masjid ke saamne rakh diya jaaye….

Mera peth ab dikhne laga tha, mohalle mein kissi ko mere parents ne kuch nahin bataya tha… papa sochne lage ke kia jawaab denge sabko, kaise munh dikhayenge sab ko, papa ki badi izat thi mohalle mein usska naam badnaam ho jata.. tab bhi Mehboob ne hi kaha ke mujhko kahin aur chorr dena chahiye jab tak bache ko janam nah de dun, kahin bahot door jaakar rehna chahiye mujhe aur udhar hi bache ko janam dene ke baad mohalle mein wapas aaun to kissi ko kuch pata nahin chalega….

Aur uss raat ko jab chachi ko pata chala ke main pregnant hoon to ussne sab bandobast kiye.. wo bhi buri hai, ghalat hai magar ussne meri bachi ko bachaya kissi aashram ya kahin aur jaane se…. kyunke usski shaadi ko kayi saal ho gaye the aur usski koyi aulaad nahin thi to ussne kaha ke wo bachi ki maa banegi, usska naam aayega birth certificate par, aur usski pati ka naam aega as father.

Uss raat ke baad mujhe chachi apni ghar legayi tab se Shweta ki birth tak main chachi ke ghar mein rahi, usski janam hone ke ek saal baad main apne ghar wapas aayi apne dil ke tukde ko chachi ke paas chorr kar…. Ek private clinic mein mujhko deliver karwaya chachi ne usski contacts the, aur uss doctor ne jissne meri delivery karwaya ussne mujhse sab saaf saaf samjhaya ke main koyi bacha nahin janam de rahi hoon, meri chachi pregnant hai aur wo birth de rahi hai, mera to naam bhi nahin register hua tha uss clinic mein balke chachi ka naam register hua tha as a pregnant woman aur meri birth ke turant baad meri baby ko chachi ke paas diya gaya kyunke ussi waqt ussi roz chachi bhi maternal ward mein ek bed par admit hui thi as a pregnant woman.

Main bahot royi thi jab aakhri din ko Shweta ko chorr kar wapas ghar ana pada tha…. ussko chorrne ko mann nahin kar raha tha, ussko doodh pilaayi thi main ne ek saal tak…. Bahot khubsuirat bachi ho gayi thi uss ek saal mein, ji karta tha ussko apne goad mein utha kar bhaag jaun magar police case hoti to main to usski maa nahin thi legally…. Legally to meri chachi Shweta ki maa aur mera chacha Shweta ki legal father tha!!

Main ghar wapas aayi… mahinon tak roti rahi, phir kayi mahine baad chachi Shweta ko lekar aayi mujhe dikhane aur mujhe usske saath khlne ko dene ke liye…… aur jab wapas jaane lagi to Shweta khud rone lagi, mere saath rehna chahti tji… mera kaleja fatt raha tha Abhi meri bachi ko koyi aur legayi aur main kuch nahin kar paayi…..”

To be continued….. (2502 Words)

Sabse pehle Casi ji aap ka dil ki gehraayi se dhanyawaad ek aur update dene ke liye. Dil khush kar diya aap ne aaj. Din me jo update padhi thi soch me doobi hui thi kia Ruhi ke chacha ne to nahin sambandh banaye the usske saath jab wo bachchi thi tab.
Aur aap ne iss update se uss shak ko bilkool hata diya.
To Gaurav hai Shweta ka baap magar nahin bhi hai kyunke Shweta ne shaayad k
abhi jaanne ki koshish bhi nahin kiya hoga.
Casi ji bahut hi dard bhara tha Ruhi ki ladakhpan wale din. Unn college dinon mein uss se wo galati ho gayi jisski saha Ruhi ne jiwan bhar kaata. Aaj main aur mera dil bhi bahut roya Ruhi ki bebassi par usski majboori par. Ek maa hokar bhi ek maa nahin rahi. Apni bache ko kissi aur ko dena pada... usske aankhon k saamne usski behad khubsurat bachchi ko koyi aur le gayi aur wo kuch nahin kar paayi. Bahut hi dardnak tha ye update Casi ji.... ek tadap, ek uljhan jaisi feeling, ek ghutan wala update. Bahut bhaari feel ho raha hai issko padhne k baad.
Ruhi ki jiwan ko soch kar bahut rona araha hai my dear