Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

[Sunil Ek Musafir]

Nice Update....

 

[Aakash.]

Even though Abhi is not crying, but his heart is crying and seeing his condition my heart is also crying because after reading the story of Abhi for so many days a strange bond has been formed. We know everything, yet we cannot help. Abhi does not want to go around that house as he will miss Ruhi again and Abhi breaks up again, but now he has to go to work.
Hope and faith are everything. Earlier Abhi was such a good and kind person, but today I feel very bad seeing Abhi's condition. I think Ruhi recognized Abhi, that's why she kept staring Abhi constantly.
I had already said that Mehboob is not a good person and today it was proved by Sunil's words. Mehboob spread a false rumor against Abhi. But I did not understand one thing that what Mehboob would benefit from doing all this and Saeed is also involved in all this. Both Mehboob and Saeed have done wrong, both should be punished.
Got to hear something from Ruhi for the first time. Sometimes you say family members are against this relationship, sometimes you say uncle and aunt are against, sometimes you say Roohi is waiting for a French boy, sometimes you It is said that the reason for Abhi's work is, do not understand what the problem is.
Days are passing by but Ruhi is unable to meet him. Don't know what is written in Abhi's fate. Mehboob has come to know everything, now let's see what happens next. Casinar bro, now you can help Abhi.
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[Chinturocky]

Behtareen update Bhai.

 

[Vikram singh rana]

Update 40 Abhi Writes And Post A Letter To Ruhi​

Kyunke Abhi ne last letter mein aur zubaani bhi keh diya tha Ruhi se ke wo ussko 31st December se pehle ek aur khat post karega, to ab soch liya ke ussi letter mein Ruhi ko yeh sab batayega ke wo usske ghar aega usske papa aur uss se milne.

Ab aaguey….

Abhi subha 8 baje chala gaya apne ilake ke post office Ruhi ki New Year wishing card ke saath wo letter post karne jo usske raat ko likha. 9 pages letter likha tha Abhi ne. Yeh usska teesra khat tha Ruhi ko jo post karne jaa raha tha, 1 ussko haath mein diya tha, dusra postman ne usske aankhon ke saamne Ruhi ko deliver kiya tha aur aaj third letter jaa raha tha Ruhi ke yahan Abhi ke taraf se.

Ab kyunke Abhi ki aadat thi penfriends ko likhna aur post karna to ussko pata tha ke post office ke working system kaisa tha. Ek EXPRESS delivery hoti thi jo subha 8 baje post kar dena chahiye hota tha, aur usske liye paise ziada lagte the, issi liye abhi 8 baje pahunch gaya tha post office aur Ruhi ki khat ko register karwaya as an Express letter jo issi din ko at latest 3 baje deliver ho jaega.

Ghar wapas gaya aur sochne laga kia hoga agar wo khat kissi aur ke haath lagega? To kuch decide kiya Abhi ne. Abhi gaya wahan ek taxi se. Pehle ussne post office jaakar information nikaale ke kahan kahan se wo Express delivery wala van guzar kar Ruhi ke ilake ke post office reach hoga…. Postman wale abhi ko pehchaante the kynke ussko aadat thi wahan hamesha se apne penfriends ke liye letter post karne ki to unn mein ek jawan ladki thi jo Abhi ko penfriendship posting ke liye appreciate karti thi kyunke ussne Abhi se kayi baar pucha tha ke aap ke kitne penfriends hein ke aap itne saare letter aksar post karne aate ho…. to Abhi ne ussi ladki se saare informations nikalwaaye ke express deliveray wala van kahan kahan se guzrega aur kitne baje Ruhi ke ilaake pahunchega… saare information mil gaye to Abhi khush hua aur ek taxi se uss express delivery van ko follow kiya Abhi ne… jiss jiss ilake ke post office ko wo van ruka courier deliver karne ke liye wahan wahan Abhi ne taxi ko rok kar dekha…. Aur jab Ruhi ke ilake ki post office mein delivery hui to Abhi ne taxi ko rukne ko kaha aur jab wahan se postman Ruhi ki letter lekar nikla 3.15 ko to Abhi ne taxi ko uss filling station par park hone ko kaha aur khud piche ke seat par baith kar Abhi ne dekha ke kaun aega Ruhi ki khat lene…. Aur itne dinon ke baad 5 din baad, (magar Abhi ko laga ke 5 saal baad aya tha wahan) Abhi ko Ruhi nazar aayi postman se apna khat lete hue Ruhi apni neeli dress mein thi, baal khule hue the, chehre par wohi massomiyat dikh rahi thi magar usski aakhen udaas the, Abhi ne sab bahot ghaur se dekha aur upar se Ruhi ki smile ghaayab tha…. ….. Abhi ko chain haasil hua ke khud Ruhi ne hi usska khat apne haath mein liya. Taxi se Abhi Ruhi ki expressions ko dekh raha tha…. Ruhi ko lifafa lete hi pata chal gaya ke Abhi ki handwriting hai, aur wo bahot khush nazar aayi aur letter ko apne seene se lagaate hue Ruhi wapas apne kitchen ke stairs ke taraf badhi….. Ruhi khush thi Abhi ke taraf se khat paakar…. Lifaafe se dikhta tha ke ek wishing card hai magar Ruhi ko pehle se hi pata tha ke Abhi sirf card nahin post karega andar letter zaroor hoga….. kyunke Abhi ne Ruhi se pehle keh diya tha ke wo ussko aur ek khat post karega New Year se pehle iss liye shayad Ruhi uss khat ka intezaar bhi kar rahi thi, aisa laga Abhi ko….

Abhi ko kia feel ho raha tha? Ajeeb. Ussko turant taxi se utar kar Ruhi ko jaa kar jakarne ka mann kar raha tha, magar nahin gaya…uss aangan ko Abhi dekh raha tha bilkool ajeeb dikh raha tha, khaali nazar araha tha kyuke wahan bus nahin tha….. Ruhi ko pata bhi nahin chala ke Abhi ussko ek taxi mein baith kar dekh raha hai….. (readers se guzarish hai ke iss baat ko yaad rakhe kyunke iss kahani ke end mein iss vakiah ko yaad kiya jaega aur Ruhi ke taraf se kuch baat kehne ko sunne ko milega jiss waqt postman ne ussko wo khat deliver kiya tha to kuch hua tha….. magar wo din bahot door hai jab wo baat aayegi -saalon baad)

Abhi ghar wapas pahuncha aur apne diary mein khud padhne laga ke Ruhi kia padh rahi hogi khat mein. Abhi ne jo kuch khat mein likha tha Ruhi ko exactly wohi sab apne diary mein copy kiya tha. Matlab do baar sab kuch likha tha, pehle khat likha phir jo kuch khat mein likha tha wohi apne diary mein bhi likha tha ussne. To ab Abhi dobara apne likhe hue khat ko padh raha tha yeh sochte hue ke abhi udhar Ruhi wo sab padh rahi hogi….

Khat mein Abhi ne uss se kaha tha ke wo apne parents ko bata dein ke Abhi usske ghar araha hai 3rd, 4th ya 5th January ko. Inn teen dinon mein se ek din wo Ruhi ke ghar aega, samajh lena ke New Year ke liye aa raha hai aur Ruhi se request kiya tha ke wo bhi ghar par hi rahe inn 3 dinon ko. Isske ilawa Abhi ne apne dil ka hal bayaan kiya tha Ruhi se… kia feel kar raha hai, kitna miss kar raha hi ussko, kitni baar wo ussko dhundne gaya tha uss sheher aur supermarket mein, phir kaise usski chachi ke ghar gaya, Shweta se mila aur usske chachi ne salah diya ke Abhi usske ghar jaakar usske parents se mile iss liye wo araha hai usske ghar…..

To Abhi ko ab tassali thi ke Ruhi ko pata hai ke Abhi 3,4, ya 5th ko wo usske ghar ane wala hai….

Khat mein Abhi ne yeh bhi likha tha ke

“jab main tumhare chachi ke ghar gaya tha mujhe umeed thi ke tum wahin hogi magar ussne kaha ke tum ek din pehle wapas apne ghar chali gayi thi magar jab main ne Shweta se pucha to usski expressions se laga ke tum wahin thi. Mujhe weisa feel bhi ho raha tha ke tum wahin kahin mere aas paas ho… Kia tum wahin thi Ruhi? Kia tumne wo sab kuch suna jo tumhare chachi ne mujhse kaha? Kia tum wahin kissi kamre mein baith kar sab sunn rahi thi? Agar tum wahin thi to tum mere saamne kyun nahin aayi thi Ruhi? Main kitna tadap raha tha tumko dekhne ke liye!!”

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Ab Abhi ne kia socha tha? ke wahan jaega Ruhi ke ghar to kia kahega? Kaise manaega Ruhi ke mummy papa ko?

Abhi ne aisa socha tha ke Ruhi ke papa se kahega ke wo usske ghar aaye, yaane unn logon ko apne ghar invite karega. Taake weh log dekh sake ke Abhi ka ghar kaisa hai, taake wo log dekh sake ke kia Ruhi Abhi ke ghar mein khush rahegi ya nahin….

Abhi unn logon ko yakeen dilaane ke liye wahan jana chahta tha ke Ruhi usske saath bahot khush rahegi… Ruhi ki maa ko Abhi convince karne ke liye jaana chahta tha ke usski beti khush rahegi usske saath… Abhi ne bahot kuch soch liya tha baat karne ke liye Ruhi ke mata pita se….

Aur Abhi ne socha tha ke ab to wahan kaam nahin kar raha hoga to wo Ruhi ke ghar ke andar araam se baith kar baat karega Ruhi ke parents se, aur Ruhi bhi present hogi, Manoj aur Mahesh bhi honge, to kum se kum ek koyi to kahega ke haan thik hai tum donon ek dusre se pyar karte ho hamein pata hai to lets move on, donon ke rishte kar dete hein…. Abhi sab positive soch raha tha ke uss din ko sab sahi ho jaega jab aamne saamne baat karega tab….

Jab bhi Abhi cigarette jalata to Ruhi ko sochta aur khud se kehta ke kab usski sach mein Ruhi se mangni hogi aur wo cigarette peena chorega hamesha ke liye… ussko cigarette chorrne ka mann tha aur sirf issi intezaar mein tha ke Ruhi usski ho jaaye aur wo cigarette peena chorr dega hamesha ke liye. Aur khud se kaha ke sach hai iskh insaan ko badal deta hai….

30th aur 31st December ko Abhi kaam karne gaya Saeed ke saath ek chota sa kaam mila tha ek bus ko repair karna tha kyunke wo bus kissi company ke workers ko carry karta tha aur abhi firm new year ke holiday par tha to bus free tha aur uss mein kaam ho sakta tha….. door ki ek bade sheher mein kaam karne jata tha Abhi… aur sab thik se guzra udhar….

Ab hui baat Mehboob ke 2 lakh jo baaki the dene ko to Saeed ne Abhi se kaha ke Mehboob ne sirf ek laakh diya hai aur kaha ke 1 laakh do mahine baad dega…. Uss 1 lakh mein se saeed ne Abhi ko sirf 25 hazaar rupay diye… Abhi ne kaha ke 50/50 karna chahiye tha to Saeed ne kaha ke agla 1 lakh milega tab wo Abhi ko 75 hazaar dega aur khud sirf 25 hazaar lega. To Abhi maan gaya. Abhi udhar kaam karta to baar baar idhar udhar dekhta, usko aisa lagta ke abhi Ruhi nazar aegi ussko, wo seeti bajata uss gaane ki aur kuch bhi karta bus ke andar to sirf Ruhi ka chehra dikhta…. Ruhi ko bhulana naamumkin tha Abhi ke liye, Ruhi Abhi ke rooh mein bass gayi thi, usske rag rag mein Ruhi samaayi hui thi…. Jo bhi kaam karta, jo bhi tool use karta har ek chiz Ruhi se judi hui lage Abhi ko… jaise bus ki coach building karne ka naam badal kar Ruhi ho gaya ho… har choti choti chiz jo Abhi karta to Ruhi se related tha har ek chiz se…. jaise jab hathoda istemaal karta to Ruhi yaad aati kyunke hathode se Abhi ko lagi thi to Ruhi aayi thi dawa lagaane…. Kissi bus ki shishe ko lagata to Ruhi saamne dikhti kyunke wahan Ruhi shishe ke paas Abhi ko jeeb se chidhaati thi…. Ek tin kaatta Abhi to Ruhi se related wo tin bhi tha kyunke usski aangan mein Abhi Ruhi ke kitchen ke saamne tin kaatta tha… koyi bhi kaam jo bus se related tha sab Ruhi se related tha…. kia Abhi yeh kaam aage chal kar kar paata?

Aur Saeed ne Abhi se kaha ke Mehboob mila tha ussko kal aur Mehboob ne bataya ke Abhi usski sister in law se milne gaya tha usske ghar aur mehbbob naraz tha iss liye ke Abhi uss se milne gaya tha usske ghar…

Yeh sunkar Abhi ko jhatka laga….

31st December ko kaam end kia 2 baje. Ghar jaakar naha dho kar Abhi gaya uss sheher jahan Ruhi ke chacha ka supermarket tha….. iss date ko bhid bhade hue the chaaron taraf sheher mein…..

Abhi supermarket reach hua, Ruhi ki chachi thi wahan, donon ek dusre se araam se baat kiye … Shweta mili, chachi ne khud Shweta se kaha Abhi se milne ke liye…. Shweta Abhi ke gale mili, aur Abhi ne ussko happy new year wish kiya aur Shweta ne Abhi ko bhi wish kiya, phir Abhi ne wahan ke baaki sabhi ko wish kiya aur nikal liya wahan se…. Ussne socha tha Ruhi new year ke liye supermarket aayi hogi jaise usski ma ne kaha tha magar Ruhi nahin mili wahan usse…..

Abhi ke liye yeh eve of the new year kuch khaas nahin tha, wo udaas tha aur Ruhi ki yaadon mein dooba hua tha….

Ussne sabke liye new year gifts kharide, Ruhi ke liye wo perfume kharida Abhi ne jissko ek baar Ruhi ne pucha tha ke kaun sa perfume use karta hai aur wo tha Bourgeois ki “Soir De Paris”. Bahot mehnga perfume tha magar Abhi ne kharida wo Ruhi ke liye…. Aur ghar mein sabke liye kuch nah kuch kharida aur raat ke 8 bajne se pehle Abhi wapas ghar agaya tha aur apne diary mein sab kuch likh kar sone gaya! Magar usske sath pehle kabhi aisa nahin hua tha, 1 baje, 2 baje, 3 baje subha ko wo jaaga, neendh tooti, ghutan mehsoos hui, Ruhi sapne mein aayi, ussko uthne ko kaha, uss se pyar kiya, royi, phir muskuraayi, Abhi ko kiss kiya, usske saath kahin chalne ko kaha…. Abhi ke saath aisa kabhi nahin hua tha pehle ussne apni diary mein subha 4 baje likha:

“I was feeling chocking, Ruhi came in my dreams, I was gasping for air… Ruhi!! She will turn me mad this girl!!”

To be continued…..

Woooooo......
Hmmmm Good update.....
Well written.....

Ha to ab baat karte hai update ki.....

Post van ka picha ladna thoda funny tha....jab Abhi ne apni uss known se root jaan hee liya tha....OR use pata tha ki....van kaha kaha jaayega.....
To wo uska picha karne ki jagah sidha Ruhi ki ghar ke saamne waali main road par hee kyo nahi chala gaya....
Waise bhi to usne taxi me hee baithe baithe hee sab dekha....
OR agar wo pahle hee wanha pahuch jata you use ghumna nahi padta.....waise bhi jab speed post kiya tha you ye to confirm that ki latter aaj hee mil jaayega.....
OR agar time thoda upar niche bhi hua to bhi pahuchega to pate par hee......

OR agar pahle se hee wanha pahuch kar wait kiya hota...to ho sakta hai Ruhi ke darshan jo ki abhi sirf 1 bar hue....wo or bhi kuch bar ho sakte the.....

Abhi ne khat me sab likha....ki kaise qo use yaad kar raha hai....kitna lonely feel kar raha hai....ki wo uski chachi se bhi mila....uski chachi se Abhi ki kya baat hui....kaise Abhi ke puchne par uski chachi ne pura sach nahi bataya.....etc....
Ye sab to thik tha.....

Lekin abhi ne ye to date ka jikra letter me kar diya.....ye mujhe thik nahi laga.....
Reason.....sirf itna sa....ki ab Ruhi ko pata hai ki abhi kis din uske yanha aane wala hai....more pichle kuch dinon se Ruhi ke behaviour ke hisaab se.....ye samajhne me jyada mushkil na hogi ki wob3bdin Ruhi ghar par hee na rahe....
Waise bhi maa beti mein kuch jyada hee banti hai.....agar uski maa ko pata chala to confirm Ruhi gaayab.....


Abhi ne pahle se hee imagine kar rakha hai ki wanha jaa kar use kya kya karna hai.....Ruhi ki maa baap ko manana hai.....unhe batana hai ki wo jaise uske baare me sochte hai wo utna bhi GAREEB nahi hai......or ab wo aaram se baith kar unse baat bhi kar sakta hai.....
Pahle use kaam or apne pyar dono par dhyaan dena hota tha lekin ab aisa nahi hai.....ab wo apna pura concentration Ruhi ke maa baap ko manane me lagana hai.....

Lekin jaisa ko sab jaante hai ye situation bhi.....uske dimaag ki imagination hai only.....
I'm sure.....reality is se alag hogi.....

Saeed ki niyat parso ko lekar kuch thik nahi laga rahi hai.....chahta to wo Abhi bhi 50-50 kar sakta tha....

Ak mera sawaal hai......ye mahboob ki Saali kon hai.....OR kanha se aa gayi.....jiske ghar Abhi gaya tha.....

Janha tak mujhe yaad hai aisa to koi character introduced nahi hua Abhi tak....

Ha Ruhi ki chachi jarur thi jiske ghar Abhi gaya tha.....GANPAT ki patni.....janha use Shweta mili.....
OR wo Ruhi ke baap ki Saali lagi na ki mahboob ki.....kyoki as par your saying.....Ruhi ka baap mahboob ko apna bhai maanta hai....lekin Ganpat se uska kya relation hai....

Ab ya to Mai bhul gaya hu....ya aapne koi mistake kar di hai....please explain....


Abhi ke sapne me Ruhi ka aana....uska rona....Abhi ko bulana...Abhi ka ye sab dekh kar baiChen hona......ye Ruhi ka pyar nahi hai jo use bula raha hai....

Ye sab game hai abhi ke unconscious mind ka......jis bhi chij ya events ke baare mai ham jyada sochte hai....hamara unconscious mind wanhi hame sapne ke roop me hame dikhata hai.....

Ham ise iss tarah se bhi samajh sakte hai ki....jaise ki kuch log Sapno me hee life hee lete hai.....
Jo chij hakikat me possible nahi hai....ya hamaare against hai....Sapno me wo possible bhi hoti hai....OR hamaare fever me bhi.....
Kyoki unka creation ham khud karte hai....apne hisaab se.....
Same situation Abhi ke saath hai.....


At last......aapne kaha ki iss line ko yaad rakhna hai.....so yes....

Iska mere pass jawaab ye hai ki abhi Ruhi ko dekh raha hai ye baat Ruhi bhi jaanti hai.....OR Ruhi ke chahre par khushi bhi isi baat ko lekar aayi thi...

Kyoki khud Ruhi ne pahle kaha tha ki khat na likhe....kyoki use khud lene jana padta hai....tab Abhi ne kaha tha ki wo khud ye confirm karega ki khat uske haath me hee deliver kiya jaaye....

Uss baat ke samay Ruhi ko iss chij ka darr tha ki jab wo khat legi to log use dekhenge.....
OR usne ab jab khat receive kar liya hai to ye bhi confirm he ki usne khat lene se pahle ak bar charo taraf jarur dekha hoga....ki koi use dekh to nahi raha....

OR isme ye bhi possible he ki usne dur khadi text dekhi ho....Jo pahle ak jagah khadi ho.....uske khat lekar jaane ke baad chali gayi ho....
OR jise ki Ruhi ne andar se chhup kar dekha ho....jaate hue......


Khair dekhte hai aage kya Hota hai....
Anyways
Very good update
Thanks.....

 

[Amity]

will read later

 

[Indian001]

thanks 4 double updates

 

[Casinar]

Vikram

Ak mera sawaal hai......ye mahboob ki Saali kon hai.....OR kanha se aa gayi.....jiske ghar Abhi gaya tha.....

Janha tak mujhe yaad hai aisa to koi character introduced nahi hua Abhi tak....

Ha Ruhi ki chachi jarur thi jiske ghar Abhi gaya tha.....GANPAT ki patni.....janha use Shweta mili.....
OR wo Ruhi ke baap ki Saali lagi na ki mahboob ki.....kyoki as par your saying.....Ruhi ka baap mahboob ko apna bhai maanta hai....lekin Ganpat se uska kya relation hai....

bhai meri ghalati hai,
kehna yeh tha ke mehboob ne kaha ke ruhi ke pita ne kaha tha ke usski sister in law se milne gaya tha abhi....
main correct karta hoon , thanks mistake dikhane ke liye bhai itne logon ne padha kissi ko nahin dikah, main khud proof read karke post karta hoon phir bhi mujhe bhi nahin dikha

 

[Indian001]

Update 43 Working At Another Place​

Abhi ne ab rona bandh kar diya tha, lagta tha usske saare aansoo ab sukh gaye the.

Wo kuch din baad royal cinema gaya ek movie dekne, aur uss supermarket mein Mahesh ko dekha, Mahesh ne bhi Abhi ko dekha magar ek dusre se kissi ne baat nahin kiye.

Abhi ne ab apne personal diary mein likha,

“My eyes do not cry now but my heart weeps, and when the heart weeps not tears come out but only blood. My heart bleeds and I am bearing it. It is very hard, it aches, it pains, I suffer, but I got to bear. But now I do not cry, let the heart keep crying inside, no one will see that.”

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Agle din Abhi kaam karne gaya aur wo kaam finish kiya aur kal se ussko uss jagah kaam par jana tha jo Ruhi ke ghar se 10 kms ki doori par tha…. Jab Abhi Ruhi ki aangan mein kaam kar raha tha to yeh wala bus owner aya tha Saeed aur Abhi ko kaam karte hue dekhne aur uss ne apne bus ko repair karne ke liye kaha tha…. matlab kal se Abhi ko bus mein Ruhi ke aangan ke saamne se guzarna hoga agle 1 mahine ke liye kyunke wahan ka kaam ek mahine ke liye tha…

Aabhi ko bilkool mann nahin tha uss taraf kaam karne jaane ko aur saeed se kaha bhi magar saeed ne kaha ke uss taraf dehna bhi nahin buss ke dusre side mein baithna…. Kaam to karna hai, tum Ruhi ke aangan mein thoda hi jaa rahe ho!

Aur subha ko jab Abhi wahan se guzra bus mein to kia aalam tha, kia feeling thi, wo bayan karna bahot mushkil hai… Abhi ko turant buss se utarne ka mann kiya…. Ussi bus stop par har subha 6 baje ajata tha nah? To ussko wo nostalgic feel hua… ussko laga ke ussko wahin utarna chahiye tha, aur Ruhi ki aangan mein hi jana chahiye tha…. shukar hai ke sirf 2 mins ke liye bus uss bus stop par ruka koyi utra phir bus aage badhne laga….

Wo jo subha ka fiza hota tha jab har subha ko Abhi aya karta tha subha savere Ruhi ke khidki par uss se baat karne ke liye… wohi atmosphere ab bhi tha kyunke ussi time ko Abhi guzra tha aaj phir bus se…. ussne ek nazar Ruhi ki angan mein dekha bhi jab bus guzra to magar sirf 2 seonds ke liye wo hua, aur sirf aangan aur Ruhi ka ghar nazar aya Abhi ko, aur bagiche mein phool dikhe…. Abhi ne socha ab pura ek mahina weise guzarna hai ussko to ussko umeed tha ke ek din Ruhi zaroor dikhega ussko uss aangan mein ya garden mein ya apni kitchen ki stairs par……

Usski galiyon mein jaan chorr diya Abhi ne magar ab majbooran ek mahine ke liye kaam ke silsile mein jana par gaya Abhi ko…. Phir isske baad bilkool gaya hi nahin uss taraf saalon tak….

Magar iss ek mahine mein kafi kuch dilchasp jaankaari milne wala tha Abhi ko Ruhi se related…. Kyunke jahan ab Abhi kaam karne jaa raha tha wahan bhi George aur Sunil ayenge apne kaam karne ko ussi bus mein!!

Uss jagah kaam karne ke liye har subha aur shaam ko bus Ruhi ki main road se guzarta, aur har din do baar Abhi usske ghar ke taraf dekhta. Halaan ke kuch ab expect nahin karta tha magar ussko yakeen tha ke kissi din to Ruhi ki jhalak zaroor dikhega usse. Shaam ko hamesha Ruhi aur usski maa kitchen ke stairs par hua karte the yeh pichle dhai mahinon mein Abhi ne dekh to liya tha iss liye ussko pata tha ya to kabhi shaam ko ghar lautte waqt ya subha ko Ruhi ko baad mein zaroor dekhega….

Aur hua wohi in 30 dinon mein 5 baar Abhi ne Ruhi ko stairs par dekha, sirf kuch pal ke liye aur 2 din subha ko kaam par jaate waqt baagh mein phool todte hue dekha Abhi ne… usske dil par kia guzra, kaisa feel hua ussko kia bayan karne laayak hai? Nahin. Bilkool bhi nahin. Phir bhi jaan lo ke Abhi ko turant bus se utar kar Ruhi ke paas jaane ko mann kiya uss se sirf ek sawaal karne ka mann kiya ke kyun uss din wo nahin nikli jab Manoj ussko dhitkaar raha tha…..

Pehli baar jab subha ko Abhi ne Ruhi ko dekha to khud se kaha ke ussko bus se utar kar jaana chahiye tha wo sawaal puchne, magar nahin gaya to socha phir kabhi subha ko wo dikhi tab Abhi zaroor utrega bus se aur jaega uss se puchne.

Aur jiss din dusri baar ussne Ruhi ko dekha garden mein to Abhi bus se utra, chal kar usski aangan tak gaya, Ruhi ko dekha, magar turant wapas bus stop par laut gaya….. usse himmat nahin hui uss aangan mein apne kadam rakhne ki…..

Aur ek din subha Abhi kaam par jaate waqt bus ke andar se Manoj ko dekha main road ke kinare khade aangan ke paas, aur Manoj ne bus ke andar dekha aur usski nazar Abhi par pada, bus aage ke bus stop par ruka aur shaayad Manoj ne socha ke Abhi phir wahan araha hai, to wo wait karne laga dekhne ko ke kaun bus se utar raha hai, aur bus ke andar se mudhkar Abhi bhi Manoj ko dekh raha tha, Abhi samajh gaya ke Manoj yehi soch raha hoga ke wo wahin araha hai phir se usski behen se milne ke liye, Manoj ka chehra uss waqt thoda fikarmand lagne laga tha….. magar bus restart hua aur jaane laga aage badhte hue, to Manoj ko pata chala hoga ke Abhi kahin uss taraf kaam kar raha hoga….

Ab Abhi ne dil hi dil mein socha kia pata Manoj ko uss din ke vyohaar ke liye afsos hai aur wo chahta tha ke Abhi phir aye aur wo Abhi se maafi maange aur uskso Ruhi se milaa de…. Kia pata ke Manoj par sab ne milkar chilaaya hoga, kia pata ke Ruhi ne uss se baat karna chorr diya hoga uss din ki vyohaar ki vajah se aur tab Manoj ne Ruhi se kaha hoga ke thik hai Abhi iss baar ayega to uss se maafi mang lunga aur tum mil lena uss se….. Abhi optimist aadmi tha to hamesha bhala hi sochta tha, positive hi sochta tha iss liye usske liye sab sahi ho sakta tha….

Aur unn 30 dinon mein jab Abhi ne us taraf kaam kiya total mein mein 7 baar Ruhi dikhi aur ek baar Farzinah ko bhi dekha Ruhi ki kitchen se nikalte hue magar sab se jiada ek din Ruhi ko tab dekha jab shaam ko jaate waqt ek truck ruka huya tha bus ke aage traffic block the aur bus thik Ruhi ke aangan ke saamne ruka tha koyi 4 mins tak….. Abhi seedha Ruhi ke kitchen ki stairs ko dekh raha tha apne chehre par rumaal rakh kar aur Ruhi ki maa dikhi thi stairs par, phir Mahesh dikha tha aur phir Ruhi dikhi thi stairs par aur wo seedha bus mein hi dekh rahi thi… bus se usski stairs tak ka faasla koyi 12 metres ka hoga…. Ruhi udaas kadhi dekhti rahi Abhi ke taraf, magar pata nahin Ruhi ne Abhi ko bus ke andar pehchaan liya tha ya nahin…. Jiss nigaah se Ruhi dekh rahi thi lagta thar ro padegi, Abhi ne apne chehre ko rumaal se dhankka hua tha, usske khud ke aankhen bhar aaye Ruhi ko dekh kar aur kyunke 4 mins tak mauka mila ek dusre ko dekhne ke liye, to Abhi ke mauke ka faeda uthaate hue ussko dekhta gaya, ab Ruhi ne shayad Abhi baal se, usske peshaani se, usske rang se Abhi ko pehchaan liya tha, issi liye khadi dekhti rahi jab tak bus aage nahin badha… Ruhi stairs par khade hokar apne kaandhe aur sar ko darwaze se tika diya tha bus mein dekhte hue…. Aur jaise usski aadat thi jab bus jaane laga to Ruhi ne aasmaan ko dekha aur… Abhi ko yakeen tha ke usske baad usski aankhen bhar aaye honge kyunke jab bhi wo weisa karti thi usski aankhen bhar aate the….. pata nahin kyun wo weisa karti thi…. Sar upar uthaakar aasmaan ko dekhti aur sar wapas jhukaati to usski aankhen bhare hote…. Pichle dhai mahinon mein Abhi ne Ruhi ko weisa karte 20/25 baar dekha hoga…. Abhi ne jaate hue bus mein socha ke shaayad ab Ruhi iss waqt usse dekh kar unn dinon ko yaad karne lagi thi, aur ho sakta hai Ruhi pray kar rahi hogi ke kaash Abhi bus se utar kar wahan aajaye…hakikat mein Abhi ka mann wohi chahta tha, ussko turant bus se utar kar bhaag kar wahan jaa kar Ruhi ko apne baahon mein jakarne ka maan kar raha tha….

Agar uss din Manoj ne uss tarah se Abhi ko nahin nikala hota, at least ache se araam se baat karke ussko wapas jaane ko kaha hota ya ek dosti banaaye rakhne ko kaha hota to aaj Abhi zaroor Ruhi se as a friend to milne jaata!!

Ye sab sochte hue Abhi uss din Ruhi ki yaad mein ghar pahuncha aur phir se usski yaad mein peene gaya….

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Kaam mein jiss din Sunil se mila Abhi to Abhi uss se baat nahin kar paaya, ro diya Abhi ne usse dekhte hi… aur yehi din tha jab Sunil ne Abhi ko bataya ke uss din Ruhi ki maa ne Sunil se kia kaha tha aur uss din Sunil ussko nahin bata paaya tha kyunke Mehboob wahin tha to Sunil nahin chahta tha ke uss waqt Abhi aur Mehboob mein ladaayi ho. Sunil ko pata tha ke abhi hot tempered hai aur wo bardasht nahin kar paata aur ussi waqt wo Mehboob se lad leta…. Magar ab sab bataate waqt sunil ne kaha,

“Mujhe ussi waqt tumko shayad bata dena chahiye tha, aur sab ussi waqt saamne aajata to shayad aaj Tuhi teri hoti, tu shor machata, ghussa karta Mehbob se ladta magar tab Ruhi aur usski maa ko sab pata chalta to shayad tab Ruhi tumse aur khush hoti ke tum ussko paane ke liye lad baithe the….”

Sunil ne bataya ke uss din Ruhi ki maa ne uss se kaha tha ke Mehboob ne ussko kaha tha ke Abhi Ruhi ke liye thik ladka nahin hai, Abhi kaam nahin karta bekaar hai, Abhi sirf saeed ke kehne par kaam karne aya hai aur yahan sirf Ruhi ki vajah se regularly kaam par araha hai, varna jahan bhi kaam karta hai hafte mein do din kaam karta baaki ke din mauj masti karta hai, upar se gharib hai, bahot gharib hai, Ruhi ko wo khush nahin rakh paega, Ruhi usske ghar mein kabhi khush nahin rahega usski do behnein hein aur 4 bhai, ghar chhota hai kahan rahegi Ruhi ek kamre mein 4 bhaiyon aur do behnon ke beech? Dhang ka kam hi nahin to Ruhi ka kia haal hoga uss ghar mein…..

Aur sunil ne yeh bhi bataya ke Ruhi ke saamne yeh sab kuch kaha tha aur Ruhi se bhi kaha tha ke khabardaar uss se ziada baat kiya ya ussko badhawa diya to…. Abhi se door rehne ko order diya tha Mehboob ne.

Abhi ne sab sunte hue Sunil se pucha,

“bhai itna bata sakte ho ke yeh hua kab tha? kab Mehboob ne yeh sab kaha tha Ruhi aur usski maa se? usski nani ke ghar jaane se pehle ya baad mein?”

Sunil: “yeh to exactly nahin pata bhai, magar yehi sab kaha tha uss din usksi maa ne mujhse jiss din Ruhi tere gale milkar ro rahi thi jab tere ungli mein dawa laga rahi thi”

Abhi: “yaar yeh sab baatein kyun Mehboob ne kaha tha Ruhi aur usski maa se? yeh sab to bilkool JHOOT hai yaar!”

Sunil: “ab sun Abhi aur ek baat hai jo mujhe kehne se daarr lag raha hai, pehle mujhe promise kar ke tu chhup rahega aur kissi ko kuch nahin batayega aur nah kuch kahega… bilkool ek intelligent aadmi ki tarah baat sun aur buss aisa behave karna ke tujhe wo baat bilkool pata hi nahin….”

Abhi ne promise kiya ke chhup rahega aur buss aisa karega ke ussko kuch pata hi nahin, tab sunil ne kaha,

“Abhi yaar, sab tere Saeed ji ka kiya karaya hai…. Ek din Saeed aur usski maa mein baat hui thi. Ruhi ki maa ne saeed se pucha tha ke tu kaisa ladka hai iss liye ke usski beti tujhse pyar karne lagi hai…. Shuru mein Saeed ne kaha tu thik ladka hai magar baat karte hue Saeed ne kaha ke tu kaam nahin karta, bhagta rehta hai kaam se sirf yahan Ruhi ki vajah se har roz kaam par ata hai aur tera ghar chhota hai, tere kitne bhai behen hein aur Ruhi ko utne saare logon ke saath tere ghar mein rehna padega…. Matlab saeed ne Ruhi ki maa ko tere ghar mein beti dene se discourage kiya tha, aur yehi sab batein saeed ne mehboob ko bhi bataya tha… aur donon Mehboob aur saeed ne milkar tera patta kata hai bhai!”

Abhi: “Yaar main har roz wahin rehta tha kab unn logon ne itne saare baatein kar liye the Ruhi ki maa ke saath yaar?!

Sunil: “jab tu lunch time mein Ruhi ke saath hua karta tha ghar ke piche tab teenon udhar aapas mein baat kiya karte the Abhi, wo main ne bhi dekha hua hai!! Unn dinon main samajh raha tha ke sab yehi baat karte the ke tu aur Ruhi chhup chhup kar milte ho etc….”

Abhi rone laga yeh sab sunkar aur aaj Abhi ko sunil ka kaandha mila rone ke liye….

Baad mein sunil ne kaha,

“Mujhe pata chala ke tu gaya tha wahan aur Manoj ne tujhe wapas bheja, sab bataya mujhe usski maa ne yaar bahot afsos hua mujhe…”

Abhi: “usski maa ne tujhse uss din ke baare mein aur kia kaha Sunil mujhko sab sach sach bata please, meri Ruhi kahan thi wo kyun nahin aayi thi yaar?”

Sunil: “bhai detail nahin diya ussne, buss kaha ke tu aya tha aur Manoj ne tujhse buri tarah baat kiye aur tu bina kuch bole chala gaya… kaha ke sab log naraz iss liye the tujhse ke tu usski chachi ke ghar gaya tha baat karne kyunke wo log uss chachi ko bilkool passand nahin karte, uss chachi ne pata nahin kia aag lagaya tha ke Ruhi ki maa, baap aur manoj bhadke hue the, itna pata chala ke uss roz Ruhi bahot ro rahi thi au usski maa ne ussko tujhse milne ko mana kiya tha aur usske pita ne bhi, issi liye pita tujhse milne nahin aya tha kyunke tu usske bhai ke ghar gaya tha….”

Abhi: “kamaal hai yaar khud apni beti ko us chachi ke ghar rehne ko bhejti hai aur ussko passand nahin karti? Ruhi ki maa ne khud mujhe bataya tha ke Ruhi usske ghar rehne gayi hai jaise mujhe Ruhi se milne ka ishara kar rahi thi last day ko…. Khud manoj bekaar hai apne ussi chacha ke supermarket mein kaam karta hai aur ussko passand nahin karte weh log?!”

Sunil: “Abhi yaar hota hai nah family mein, log ek dusre ke tarraki se jalte hein to wo sheher wala chacha aur chachi well off hein to inn logon ka jalta hoga khaas kar Ruhi ki maa ki….”

Abhi: “bhai kia aage kuch ho sakta hai? Tu mere liye kuch kar sakta hai?”

Sunil: “Abhi meri baat maan to tu bilkool bhool ja Ruhi ko, nikaal feink apne dil se ussko, tujhe bahot saari ladkiyan mil jaenge yaar!”

Abhi: “bhool to nahin paunga bhai, pyar bhi karta rahunga umar bhar…. Milna likha hai kismat mein to milegi…. Varna aise hi kaat lenge zindagi ko yaar kaun si badi baat hai….”

Sunil: “haan 4th ko main bhi gaya tha picnic sab ke saath Ruhi bhi thi aur Ruhi se pucha tha main ne kia tujhse sach mein pyar karti hai, haan kaha tha ussne sharmaate hue aur kaha tha ke tumne uss se likha tha ke tu,3,4, ya 5 ko usske ghar ane wala hai, aur ussko fikar thi ke kahin to 4 ko nah jaaye wahan kyunke sab sea side par the… aur Ruhi ne tere baare mein kaafi baaten kiye the George ke saath, mujhe aur George ko pata tha ke tum aur saeed yahan iss bus mein kaam karne ane wale ho to main ne George se kaha ke tu jab yahan uss se milega tab wo tujhe bataaye ke Ruhi ne kia kaha ussko tere baare mein, to kal ya parson George iss bus ki engine ko check karne aaega to wo tujhe bataayega…..”

Abhi: “George se kia baat kiya Ruhi ne mere baare mein? Aur kyun?”

Sunil: “are wo sab dekhti thi nah ke tum kiss kiss ke dost ho? to Ruhi ko zaroor pata tha ke tum George ka acha dost ho issi liye ussne usske saath tere baare mein baat kiya shayad koyi message bhi diya hai George ko tujhe dene ke liye!!”

Abhi ko Khushi bhi hui gham bhi yeh jaan kar ke Ruhi ne koyi message bheja hai George ke saath, magar it’s too late kaha Abhi ne….. agar message 5 tariq se pehle milta to koyi baat hoti ab to bahot der ho chuka hai….

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George mila do din baad to Abhi ne uss se baat kiye.

George ne kaha,

“Ruhi ko pata nahin kaise pata tha ke tum aur hum dost hein, main khud keyraan hua jab picnic wale din ko wo mere paas aayi aur pucha ke kia mujhe pata hai ke Abhi kahan rehta hai….”

Abhi heyraan hua aur George se pucha,

“magar kyun mera pata pucha tumse George?”

George: “are pata nahin pucha, ussne mujhse kaha ke tum ne ussko kaha tha ke 5th tariq ko tu wahan ane wala tha to ussne mujhse kaha ke tum ko bol dun ke 5th ko nahin ane ko wo baad mein bataegi ke kiss din ko ana!”

Abhi: “What? 5th ko nahin ane ko kaha? Are yaar to tu ne mujhe contact kyun nahin kiya kissi tarah se bhi yaar? Mujhko bata dete nah yaar kissi tarah se bhi George?!”

George: “bhai 4th tariq ko der saam ko hum ghar laute picnic se… mujhe iss liye chalne ko kaha tha ke kahin bus ki engine mein koyi problem ho to main bana sakun….. ab raat ko kaise main idhar se tere paas ata? Main ne socha ke 5th ko subha ek dost ki car lekar tere ghar aakar tujhe bataunga, magar itna baarish hone lagi thi ke nikalna namumkin tha yaar!”

Abhi: “yaar George pata nahin kyun aane se mana kiya tha 5th ko?! Kuch to baat hui hogi nah….. to kia tumne uss se kaha tha ke tu mujhe bata dega?”

George: “nahin main ne uss se kaha ke main bahot door rehta hoon, ussne mujhse pehle pucha ke kia main tera ghar jaanta hoon kidhar hai, to main ne kaha ke haan jiss raat ko last din bus complete hue the to hum tujhe chorrne gaye the to tera ghar dekha tha. tab ussne kaha ke kia main ussko madad kar sakta hoon kyunke main tera dost hoon to madad karna padega to main ne kaha ke haan madad karunga….. main ne socha tha ke koyi letter vaghaira degi tujhe dene ke liye, magar jab ussne kaha ke tujhse milkar tujhe batana hoga ke agle din tujhe nahin ane ko wahan to main ne usse bataya ke naamumkin hai, kyun ke kal 5th hai aur aaj 4th to ek din mein kahan se jaa paunga tujhe bataane ko…. To wo samajh gayi ke nahin ho paega…. Phir bhi main ne socha tha ke agle din subha ko main ata tujhe bataane…. Magar baarish ki vajah se nahin aaya.”

Aaur kuch pucha ya kaha tha mere baare mein ussne tujhse George?

George: “hmmm pucha tha ke tera ghar kaisa hai hehehehe!”

Abhi ne muskuraate hue pucha,

“aur tum ne kia kaha?”

George: “main ne kaha raat ke 1 baja tha to thik se nahin dekha”

Abhi: “phir kia boli?”

George: “pucha ke concrete ka ghar hai ya tin aur ladki ka!”

Abhi: “Aur tum ne bola??”

George: “haan main ne bata diya ke concrete ka bada ghar hai aur main road par hai.”

Abhi: “tab kia boli?”

George: “khush dikhi aur muskura diye, tab ussko usski maa ne bula liya.”

Abhi heyraan aur pareshan hua ke aakhir kia baat hui hogi.

Phir kuch der baad George ne kaha,

“Abhi wo ladki tujhe bahot pyar karti hai, ussko dhoka mat dena, tu usske saath bahot khush rahega.”

Abhi: “tujhe nahin pata kia hua hai George?”

Tab sunil ne George ko sab bataya jo 5th tariq ko Abhi ke saat hua…..

George heyraan hua aur yaad karte hue kaha,

“Magar Ruhi ne to mujhse kaha tha ke usska chacha aur chachi against hai magar usske gharwale raazi hai.. aur haan sun Abhi, ek baar wo Reza Ruhi ko kuch bol raha tha to Ruhi ne ussko ghusse mein gali diya tha aur shut up kaha tha uss din.”

Abhi: “chorro yaar ab yeh sab baatein mere kiss kaam ka sab khatam ho gaye hein….”

George ne aur yaad karte hue kaha,

“haan ek baar jab hum wapas arahe the to bus mein Ruhi ne mujhse kaha ke ‘abhi bahot acha ladka hai, nek hai, honshiyaar aur bahot tez hai hai nah?’ to main ne uss se kaha haan sach mein tez hai, intelligent hai, tumhare liye bahot sahi hai, tum donon ki jodi bahot achi rahegi”

Abhi: “tab kia boli?!”

George: “hanssi bahot khush thi aur thank you kaha.”

Abhi: “George to kishton mein kyun bata raha hai sab bata nah aur kia kia kaha tha Ruhi ne tujhe?!”

George: “Buss yehi kuch aur yaad aega to bolunga nah!”

Abhi ko bahot Khushi hui, ussko yakeen tha ke usska pyar kabhi ghalat nahin ho sakta, Abhi ko pura yakeen tha pehle se hi ke Ruhi uss se bahot pyar karti hai….. magar ab kia faeda…..

To be continued….

bahot kuch jaanne ko mila iss update mein to.
Sunil ne Saeed aur Mehboob ki hypocrisy ke baare mein bataya
aur george ne bataya ke ruhi ne mesg bhejne ko kaha tha abhi ko ke 5 ko usske ghar
nahain aane ko balke baad mein jab wo batayegi tab aane ko
magar kyun? ek din pehle kyun ruhi ne wo khabar bhejna chaha tha abhi ko?
kia abhi ki address nahin hai ruhi ke paas kia ruhi abhi ko ek letter nahin send kar sakti thi?
magar yeh sab jaan kar abhi ko yakeen to hua ke Ruhi us se pyar ab bhi karti hai
very good update bhai

 

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Update 44 The Diaries​

January 5th se Abhi ne shave nahin kiya tha 20 din ho chuke the aur wahin kaam kar raha tha 10kms Ruhi ke ghar se door. Sabhi uss se kehte the shave karne ke liye, magar Abhi shave nahin kar raha tha. Dadhi badh gaya tha usska, look alag lag raha tha, thoda aur bhi tough look ho gaya tha usska uss daadhi se.

Ek Saturday ko Abhi Uss sheher mein gaya dekhne ke kahin Ruhi nah mil jaaye kyunke Saturdays ko wo jaati thi sewing course ke liye nah. Magar address bilkool pata nahin tha Abhi ko phir bhi uss jagah wait karta jahan se Ruhi ke ilakae se ane wala bus rukta passengers ko utaarne ke liye. Ruhi Karib 9 se 9.30 ko ghar se nikalti thi to 10 se 10.30 ko wahan reach hoti hogi aisa anumaan lagaya Abhi ne aur uss terminus par 9 baje chala gaya aur 12 baje tak wait kiya magar Ruhi nahin dikhi….

Phir aur do Saturdays ko gaya wait karne magar nahin mili Ruhi usse.

Abhi ne socha tha ke uss se milkar puchega ke kyun wo nahin chahti thi ke abhi 5th ko usske ghar aaye, aur puchta kia ab bhi uss se pyar karti hai ya nahin aur agar Ruhi haan kehti to Abhi ne soch liya tha ke Ruhi ko udhar se utha lejaega apne ghar aur uss se shaadi kar lega tab usske parents ko batayega…. Magar Ruhi mili hi nahin, shayad ussne wahan jaana bandh hi kar diya…

Phir bhi Abhi 4 mahine baad ek Saturday ko aur gaya tha dekhne ke kahin Ruhi dikh jaaye magar nahin dikhi aur usske baad Abhi kabhi bhi nahin gaya wahan ussko wait karne.

Aur weise hi ek din Mehboob mila Abhi ko ussi terminus par. Abhi khada tha ek pole se tek lagaaye jab Mehboob usske paas aakar usske kaandhe par chhua aur pucha,

“hello Abhi kaisa hai?!”

Abhi ko itna ghussa aya ke ussko gaali dene ka mann kiya, magar Abhi ne buss kaha ke thik hai; to Mehboob ne kaha,

“Tumne daadhi kyun badha rakha hai?!”

Abhi ne koyi jawaab nahin diya ek taraf dekhta raha to Mehboob wahan se nikal liye….

Abhi kissi se baat karne mein interested nahin tha, ghar par bhi kissi se baat nahin karta tha, 5th January se february mein kayi din nikal chuke the Abhi khamosh rehne laga tha… nah doston se milta, naa baahar jaata nah kissi se baat karta….

Ghar mein Naina affect ho rahi thi to ek din naina ne rote hue Abhi se pucha,

“main ne tera kuch bigara hai kia? Mujhse kyun baat tak nahin karta tu? Kitne din ho gaye jab tumne mujhse aakhri baar baat kiya tha yaad hai bhai?!”

Abhi usske gale lag kar rone laga…..

Ab bhi dard baaki tha Abhi ke seene mein. Ab bhi Ruhi ki yaad sata raha tha usse. Ab bhi tadapta tha usski yaad mein magar kissi se kuch kehta nahin tha.

Apni ghar wale diary mein din ginta tha ke kitne din hue jabse apne diaries ko Ruhi ke ghar chorra tha, intezaar mein tha ke kissi se koyi khabar mile usske baare mein…. Aur uss taraf ke kaam ka aakhri din tha, to sunil se Abhi ne kaha,

“yaar mere liye ek kaam karega please?”

Sunil: “tere liye jana haazir hai Abhi bol tu!!”

Abhi: “ek kaam kar yaar, Ruhi se milkar puch kia ussne meri diaries padhe ya nahin? Magar nah usski maa, na usske bhai na kissi aur ke saamne puchna yeh baat…. Bus itna puchna, mujhe jawaab buss haan ya nah mein chahiye…. Aur ek koyi bhi nahin puchna!”

Sunil: “Magar Abhi aaj to last day hai yahan, to kab aur kaise tumko bataunga?”

Abhi: “tumko apna address likh kar deta hoon mujhe ek chithi daal dena yaar itna kar sakega kia?”

Sunil raazi hua aur Abhi ne ussko apna address likh kar de diya.

Udhar ka kaam khatam hua to ek hafte tak Abhi ghar par raha. Kahin koyi aur kaam nahin mila tha. Abhi ko ab saeed se nafrat ho gaya tha jab ussko pata chal gaya ke ussne kia kia kaha tha Ruhi ki maa se….

Wo usske saath kaam nahin karna chahta tha.

Abhi ab kuch bada sochne laga tha. Soch raha tha ke kaise uss sapne ko pura karen…. Wo uss bandh garage ko kholna chahta tha aur tamaam unn ex workers ko wapas garage mein kaam karne ko lana chahta tha….

Garage mein seal laga hua tha, sab liquidation par jaane wala tha tamaam machineries etc. matter court mein receivership mein tha. Abhi ne suna tha ke koyi dusre bade company wala sab kharidne wala tha. Usske liye karoron Rupay ki zaroorat chahiye the aur Abhi ke paas der lakh tha sirf.

Phir bhi Abhi ne search karte hue ek aadmi tak pahucha jo broker tha garage aur receivership walon ke beech ka. Usska naam tha Samioullah. Ghatiya kissam ka broker tha. Khud likhna padhna ata to tha nahin aur Abhi ko samjha raha tha.

Aakhir mein bahot saare kagzaat diya ussne Abhi ko dekhne aur padhne ke liye aur pata chala 1.5 crore rupay lagaya gaya tha receivership walon ke taraf se garage kharidne ke liye. Wo dekh kar Abhi hataash gaya aur wapas ghar chala gaya. Ussko laga ke yeh impossible hai usski buss ki baat nahin…..

Sunil ka khat aya ke ussko Ruhi ne kuch nahin bataya. Koyi jawaab nahin diya diaries ke baare mein puchne par bhi.

Ruhi ka ghar, desh ke east mein tha. aur jiss jagah last time 1 mahine ke liye Abhi ne kaam kiya tha wo bhi east mein hi tha magar 10 kilometres baad mein. Aur ab ek kaam mila tha aur ek mahine ke liye saeed ke saath hi jo east mein tha magar iss baar Ruhi ke ghar se 10 kilometres pehle.

To wahan Abhi ne kaam shuru kiya aur Khushi ki baat yeh thi ke Sunil hi uss bus ki painting ke liye aya tha.

Aur ab baat chali Abhi ki di hui diaries ki. Yeh baat saeed ko bhi pata chal chuka tha. Saeed ne Abhi se kaha,

“Mehboob mujhse mila tha aur ghussa tha ke tumne usske ghar jaakar usski wife ko kuch diya tha Ruhi ko dene ke liye!!”

Abhi ko shock laga!

To be continued…. (4807 words from both updates)

are yeh kia bhai itna umeed lagaye baithr hum sab ke Ruhi ne diary padh li hogi
sala wo Mehboob ke haatb kaise lag gaya?
kia ruhi ne padhne ke baad wapas karne aayi thi Rahima ko tab Mehboob ko mila wo diaries?
ya rahima ne diya hi nahin Ruhi ko apyr Mehboob ko bata diya?
kia rahima ne bhi dhoka diya abhi aur ruhi ko?
hum kia samjhe yaar?
Bhai agle update mein please khulassa kar dena iss baat ka yaar
anyhow thanks for double updates and thanks

 

[Vikram singh rana]

Update 41 - Happy New Year…. & 5 Days After​

Abhi music bahut passand karta tha, Sirf Bollywood nahin Western bhi. To iss 1st January ko subha ko ussne apne top ten western songs ko note kiya apne favourite channel par aur wo yeh the, aap log bhi enjoy aur yaad kijiye jinnko weh gaane yaad hein, sab 1986 mein top par the aur 1st January 1987 ko play kiya jaa raha tha. To apne diary mein Abhi ke Top ten list mein yeh gaane likhe hue the:

1. I want to wake up with you by B.Gardiner

2. Lady in Red by Chris de Burg

3. Different corner by George Michael

4. Papa don’t preach by Madonna

5. Say you say me by Lionel Ritchie

6. Lover why by Century

7. Promise you made by Cock Robin

8. Take my breath away by Berlin

9. Jane by Century

10.I just died in your arms by Cutting Crew

Abhi subha se din ke 1 baje tak ghar par hi tha. kahin nahin gaya, ussko kuch acha nahin lag raha tha sirf Ruhi ki yaad arahi thi usse. Ek bharipan sa mehsoos ho raha tha usse. Soch raha tha kia udhar Ruhi bhi ussko weise hi yaad kar rahi hogi? Kia Ruhi bhi Abhi ko miss kar rahi hogi….

Ruhi ko yaad kar hi raha tha ke radion par yeh gana chala jissne Abhi ko rula diya, bahot hi roya wo iss geet ko sunkar kyunke iss gaane ke shabd sab jaise ussi ke liye likhe gaye the, gaana yeh tha:

“Wo beete din yaad hai, Wo pal chin yaad hai

Guzaare tere sang jo, Lagakke ujhe ang jo

Wo muskana tera, wo sharmana tera

December ka samaa, wo bheegi bheegi sardiyan

Wo Mausam kia hua nah jaane kahan kho gaya

Buss yaaadein baaki….”

Yeh gaana unhi dinon ka hai aur Abhi ko laga ke gana specially usske liye aur usske situation ke liye likha gaya hai… khub roya wo issko sunkar aur Ruhi ko yaad kar kar ke.

Kaise nahin rota jab geet mein wohi sab likha hai jo Abhi aur Ruhi ke beech hue the – December ka sama tha, Ruhi ka pyar, ussko ang lagaya tha Abhi ne, Ruhi ka muskana, usska sharmana… sab kuch to hua tha Abhi aur Ruhi ke beech weisa hi, to kaise Abhi nahin rota bhala.

Shaam 2 baje Abhi apne bed par leyta hua tha aur usske dimaagh mein Ruhi leyte hue dikhaayi diya aur wo din yaad aya jab ussne Ruhi ko sote hue dekha ta apni nili dress mein…. Uss din Abhi ko Ruhi ko jakar kar kiss karne ka mann kar raha tha….. sab yaad kar raha tha Abhi….wohi din tha jab Reza bhi Abhi ke piche khada hua tha Ruhi ko dekhne ke liye….. yeh sab kuch Abhi ko paagal bana raha tha….. sab yaadein ussko tadpa raha tha….

Aur weise lete hue Abhi Ruhi ke jism ko sochne laga, uss ke har uss ang ko sochne laga jo usske jism se kabhi chipka tha, Abhi Ruhi ki jism ko sochte hue utejit hone laga ussne socha ke kaash Ruhi iss waqt naye saal ke din usske saath hota to wo kaise usske kapdon ko ek ek karke utaarta, kaise usske jism ke har unn komal hisson ko chumta, apna jeeb ferrta, Ruhi se kehta apne jeeb nikaal kar ussko weise hi chidhaane ko jaise wo kiya karti thi, tab jhat se Abhi usski jeeb ko apne munh mein le leta aur ussko passionately kiss karta aur apne haath se kiss karte hue usski jism ko sehlaate hue ussko bed par leytata….

Abhi Ruhi ko, usski touch ko bahot miss karne laga tha…..

Aur kuch der baad Abhi sochne laga ke 5th ko wahan jaega to kia hoga, kaise kiss se baat karega…….

1st January, 2nd, 3rd 4th ko Abhi buss Ruhi ki yaadon mein khoya raha…. Sirf sochta raha ke 5th ko jab wo wahan jaega to kia hoga. Abhi soch raha tha ke Ruhi ne baar baar khat padhi hogi aur kyunke Abhi ne khat mein likha tha ke 3rd, 4th aur 5th ke bich kissi ek din ko aega to Ruhi usska wait karna 3rd se shuru kar diya hoga. Abhi aisa soch raha tha, ussko pata bilkool bhi nahin tha ke uss taraf kia ho raha tha.

To Abhi jo kabhi bhi negative nahin sochta tha aaj pehli baar negative bhi socha ke kia pata iss liye ke Ruhi ne apni parents ko bata diya hoga ke Abhi in 3 dinon mein ek din ko wahan aane wala hai iss liye Ruhi ke maa baap ne unhi 3 dinon ke liye Ruhi ko usske nani ke ghar bhej diya ho aur jab Abhi wahan jaaye to Ruhi mile hi nahin usse! Yeh soch kar Abhi ghabra raha tha, wo nahin chahta tha ke Ruhi ussko nahin mile wahan aur sirf usske parents se milna pare ussko. Abhi chahta tha ke Ruhi bhi saamne ho jab Abhi usske maa baap se baat karega.

4th January ki raat ko mushladhaar baarish shuru hui pure desh mein. Monday ka din tha aur 3rd aur 4th Weekend the aur Naina aur Abhi ki maa, Abhi ki choti behen apne nani ke ghar chale gaye the New Year ke mauke par. Abhi aur usske pita aur baaki ke bhai ghar par the…. Itni baarish hue raat bhar, phir subha ko Abhi ke ghar se nikalna namumkin tha… Abhi ke ghar ke charon taraf paani bhare hue the jaise usska ghar ek jahaz tha samumdar ke beech. Raaste par paani aise beh rahe the jaise nadi.

Abhi ko phir bhi jana tha Ruhi ke ghar kyun ke ussne socha weh log usska intezaar kar rahe honge….

9.30ko Abhi tayyaar hokar ghar se nikla. Abhi ne naye saal ke mauke par naye kapde kharide the apne liye bhi, wohi pehna tha Ruhi ke ghar jaane ke liye. Jab Abhi ghar se nikal raha tha to usske pita ne uss se kaha ke aise Mausam mein kyun kahin jana hai, bahot tez aur khatarnaak tarike se baarish ho rahi thi pita ne kaha ke baadh bhi aa sakte hein kahin bhi desh mein.

Magar Abhi ko jaana tha chahe toofan aaye ya kayamat ussko Ruhi ke ghar jaana hi jaana tha.

Magar pehle ussne socha ke apne nana ke ghar se hote hue tab jaaye Ruhi ke yahan, uss tarah se wo naina se mil leta aur usski good wishes bhi mil jata usse.

Abhi ne ek bus liya, bus ke saare passengers bheege hue the aur khud Abhi bhi bilkool bheeg gaya sirf ghar se nikal kar bus stop tak jaate hue.

Uss sheher se hokar Abhi ko apne nana ke ghar jana tha jiss sheher mein Ruhi ke chacha ka supermarket hai. Wahan se ek dusra bus lena tha Abhi ko.

Uss sheher mein bhi baarish weisa hi tha aur raaste mein jagah jagah par gadiyan break down dikhaayi dete rahe charon raraf baarish ki vajah se… ek bhi aadmi kahin sukha hua nahin dikh raha tha, chhatri ho ya nahin, sab bheege hue the…. Abhi khud itna bheeg gaya ke usske underwears bhi bheege hue the…..

Apne nana ke ghar pahuche to naina, apni maa aur chhoti behen se mile, nana, mamou maasi sabse bhi mile, aur apne kapde utaar kar de diya naina ko iron se sukhaane ke liye jab tak wo khana kha raha tha.

Aur wahan se 1 ghante baad Abhi nikla Ruhi ke ghar jaane ke liye. Naina aur usski maa ko pata tha ke Abhi Ruhi ke ghar jaa raha hai aur shayad ek ya do hafte baad apne mata pita ko lekar Abhi jata Ruhi ka haath officially mangne shaadi ke liye, sab aaj ki meeting par depend karta ke weh log kia kehte hein Abhi ko. Naina ne Abhi ko good luck wish kiya aur Abhi nikal pada…. Aur wahan bhi buss nana ke ghar se nikal kar bus tak pahuncte hue hi Abhi phir pura bheeg gaya….. tar tar ho gaya andar ke kapde bhi bheeg gaye Abhi ke….

Udhar se ek aur chhota sheher tha jahan se Abhi ko bus lena pada Ruhi ke ghar pahunche ke liye….. Aur ussko bus mein Sunil ka apprentice mila aur uss yeh khabar mili ke kal Mehboob ne sabko apne bus mein lekar picnic ke liye seaside gaya tha, Sunil, George, Reza, usske behnein, Ruhi ka baap, usski maa, Manoj, Mahesh, Rahima, Farzinah, Ruhi ki dusri Cousin, sab gaye the seaside kal…. To Abhi ko tassalli hui ke agar kal seaside gaye the picnic par sab to aaj thakke honge to ghar par zaroor hogi Ruhi araam karne ke liye.

Aur aakhir mein Abhi reach hua aaj Ruhi ki aangan mein daakhil hote hue main road se, mushladhaar baarish mein….. Ruhi ke ghar jaate jaate Abhi ekdum bheeg gaya, usske sar se paon tak sab kuch bheega hua tha… sar ke baal se paani aise beh rahe the jaise Abhi ek nadi se nikla tha….

Ruhi ke ghar ke lounge ke paas terrace par khade hokar Abhi ne darwaza khatkhtaya….. baarish itni tez thi ke ek jiv jantu nazar nahin araha tha nah kahin kissi raaste par, nah udhar Ruhi ki aangan mein…. Wo aangan Abhi ko ab bahot bada dikh raha tha aur saaf suthra tha… New Year ke mauke par Ruhi ne terrace par new floor polish kiya hua tha wo dekh kar Abhi ko pata chal gaya ke Ruhi ghar par hi hai kyunke usske ilawa usski maa wo kaam kabhi nahin karti thi Sirf Ruhi karti thi wo kaam….. jitna der Abhi kadha raha darwaza khatkhataane ke baad utna hi wo aur bheegta raha….. Abhi ke haath mein ek plastic bag tha jiss mein kuch chocolates the Ruhi ke liye, chewing gum ka packet bhi tha aur wo perfume bhi tha, sab Ruhi ke liye.

Abhi apne pocket se apne rumal nikal kar sar ponch raha tha baar baar rumal ko piro kar uss mein se paani nikalte hue….

Der lagaya andar se darwaza kholne ke liye unn logon ne… Abhi expect kar raha tha ke Ruhi hi darwaza kholegi magar Manoj ne khola darwaze ko…..

Abhi ne ussko greet kiya, haath milaya, Manoj ne pucha

“kia chahiye”

To Abhi ne kaha ke usske papa se milna hai, phir Manoj ne kaha “andar aao bulata hoon….”

Aur Abhi andar gaya tab Manoj ghar ke andar gaya apne parents ko bulaane ke liye…. Aur Ruhi ki maa aayi, Abhi ne ussko greet kiya, Wo Abhi se muskuraayi phir Manoj ke piche ghar ke andar chali gayi… Manoj ke chehre mein bilkool Khushi nahin dikha Abhi ko, wo jaise naraaz tha Abhi ko apne dwaar par dekh kar…. Abhi itna bheega hua tha ke ussko unn ke ghar ke sofe par baithna acha nahin laga wo khada wait kar raha tha tab dada ji aaye Abhi se milne… Abhi ne unn se bhi haath milaya, aur dada ji ne Abhi ko baithne ko kaha. Magar Abhi ne kaha ke wo bilkool bheega hua hai nahin baith paega, dada ji zid karta raha to Abhi ne kaha ke sabko ajaane diya jaaye tab baithega. Dada ji ko Abhi ne naye saal ki shubkaamnaayein diye aur Dada ji ne bhi Abhi ko same kaha. To dada ji ne pucha,

“kiss se milne aaye ho?!”

Abhi ne kaha,

“Aap sab se!”

To Dadaji ne hansste hue pucha,

“ya Ruhi ke liye aaye ho hahahaha!”

Abhi ko achcha laga magar usska chehra pata nahin kyun laal ho gaya ussko jaise sharam sa laga… aur Abhi ne dada ji se pucha,

“Yahin hai nah Ruhi?!”

Dada ji ne haan mein sar hillaya aur kaha,

“Aate honge tum se milne sab, Manoj bulaane gaya hai nah!”

Dada ji ne Abhi se pucha kia jidhar wo rehta hai udhar bhi aise hi baarish ho raha hai, to Abhi ne bataya ke pure desh mein aise hi baarish ho rahe hein aur raaste bhar charon taraf cars break down hein aur raaste par jaise nadi mitti aur kichad samet chaaron taraf beh rahe hein….

Koyi nahin araha tha Abhi se milne, ulta Abhi ne socha tha Ruhi dhadpadaati hui daud kar aegi Abhi se milne aur bahot khush dikhegi, sharmaaegi Abhi ko apne ghar mein dekh kar… Abhi apne khayaalon mein har tarah ki drisht bana raha tha Ruhi ko lekar…. Ussne soch liya tha ke Ruhi ko apna gaal dega kiss karne ke liye, kyunke yeh ek tradition tha New Year par weise kiss karke wish karna… to Abhi tayyar tha aur Ruhi ka wait kar raha tha….

5 minats beet chuka tha, dada ji aur Abhi baat kiye ja rahe the, Abhi ab tak khda tha aur Dada ji ussko baithne ke liye kahe ja rahe the magar Abhi keh raha tha ke sab ko aane ka wait karega tab baithega….

Ghar ke andar bhunbhun baatein karte hue sunaayi de raha tha, matlab andar Ruhi ke mata pita, Manoj sab baat kar rahe the…. Abhi soch raha tha ke weh log shayad soch rahe honge ke ab Abhi se sab settle kar lena hai aur ussko apne parents ko saath lekar aane ko kahenge issi liye ghar ke andar sab decide kar rahe the ke Abhi se kia bola jaaye….

Kyunke koyi bhi nahin araha tha to dada ji ne awaaz diya,

“Arey kahan ho tum log ghar mein mehmaan aaye hue hein itni der koyi lagata hai mehmaan ki khatir daari karne ke liye? Ari oh Ruhi aakar dekh to kaun aya hai sun rahi ho?!”

Aur Manoj wapas aya….. aate hi ghusse mein laal baboola hokar Abhi se kaha

“MERA BAAP TUM SE NAHIN MILNA CHAHTA, USSNE KAHA KE WO TUMKO EK BAAR JAWAAB DE CHUKA HAI BAAR BAAR WOHI BAAT NAHIN DOHRAEGA KYUN AAYE HO YAHAN? HUM KIA TUMHARE RISHTEDAAR HAI? WE ARE NOT RELATED TO YOU? HUMKO TUMSE KOYI VAASTA NAHIN HAI. AGAR MEHBOOB SE MILNE AAYE HO TO WO USSKA GHAR HAI MEHBOOB YAHAN NAHIN REHTA. UDHAR JAO. AUR PHIR KABHI BHI IDHAR MAT AANA TUM HAMARE RISHTEDAAR NAHIN HO, AUR SUNON KHABARDAAR AGAR MERE DUSRE RISHTEDAAR KE GHAR GAYE KISSI SE MILNE USS SHEHER MEIN YA SHWETA SE MILNE GAYA TO! AUR YE LO JO LAST KE BUS KE PHOTOS LIYE THE ISSKE PAISE NAHIN CHAHIYE MUJHE LE JAO, CHALO NIKLO BAAHAR MERA GHAR KHARAAB KAR DIYA, PAANI BHAR DIYA CHAARON TARAF – GET OUT!!”

Abhi ka gala sukh gaya, ek lavz bhi nahin nikla balke aankh se aansoo tapke Manoj ki baton ko sunkar…. Usske peyr kaamp uthe, honth tharthara gaye haath kaampne lage ussko laga ke wahin girr padega… sirf Manoj ke chehre mein dekhta raha ussko sunte hue….. itni zillat life mein kabhi nahin jhela tha Abhi ne… ussko laga ke usske gaand mein laat maar ke, dhakke dekar Manoj ne ghar se nikala ussko….wo turant bina kuch kahe apne kadam ko ghar ke baahar nikala…. Dada ji bilkool heyraan Manoj ko dekh raha tha aur khada hua yeh kehte,

“Are Ruhi ko bulado wo usske liye aya hua hai nah?”

Manoj ne oonche awaaz mein Dadaji se kaha,

“aap chhup rehiye kissi ne aap ki raaye nahin mangi hai!”

Tab tak Abhi baahar nikal chuka tha aur dada ji ko yeh kehte hue suna,

“To kyun itne dinon tak Ruhi ko usse badhawa dene diya tha tum logon ne? Ab donon ki shaadi karwa dena chahiye!”

Abhi ke paon nahin uth rahe the chalne ke liye, aankh se aansoo jaari the uss baarish mein mein Abhi ko uss aangan se main road tak chalte hue uss faasla ko tey karne mein laga ussne ek ghanta liya Ruhi ke ghar se main road tak reach hone mein… taaqat nahin baaki raha tha Abhi mein….. main road par aya to raasta khali pada tha… ek bhi insaan nahin dikh raha tha Abhi baith gaya raaste par aur bahot zor se chilla kar rona shuru kiya!!!!!itna zor se chilaaya ke milon ke faasle tak usski awaaz reach hui hogi halaan ke bade zoron ki baarish ho rahe the…..

Abhi life mein kabhi uss tarah se nahin roya tha, thik Ruhi ki aangan aur Main road ke darmiyaan baitha hua tha, paani beh raha tha usske niche jaise ek stream mein baith kar ro raha tha,

“HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”

“HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”

“HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”

Iss tarah se chilaate hue rota gaya koyi 5 minats tak….. filmon mein dekha hoga sab ne, movies mein aate hein aise scene magar yahan sach mein, hakikat mein weisa ho raha tha…magar sunne wala, ya dekhne wala koyi nahin tha… Abhi ne apne sar ko peeta, kuch iss tarah peeta apne sar ko jaise khud ko maar raha tha, khud ko kissi baat ka sazaa de raha tha, jaise uss se koyi gunah ho gayi thi aur uss gunah ke liye Abhi khud ko maarte hue saza de raha tha…..

Abhi ke haath peyr sab kaamp rahe the ussko samajh mein nahin araha tha ke weisa kyun ho raha hai, wo kaamp raha tha… ek bus guzra kuch tez raftaar se aur road ka sara pani kichar sameth bus ke guzarne se Abhi ko 100 gunah aur bhigo diya… Abhi ke naye kapde par kichad lag gaye, safed kamiz tha, aur cream colour ka pant pehna hua tha Abhi ne, maila paani kichad ke saath usske upar andaza lagaiye kaisa dikh raha hoga uss waqt…. uss plastic bag mein jo chocolates aur perfume the wo Abhi ne road par wahin rakha hua tha sab bhig rahe the, plastic bag ke andar paani chala gaya aur wo behne lage the… Abhi ke haathon mein jaise taaqat nahin tha uss plastic bag ko pakarne ke liye… agar ek pathar se wo bag nahin takrata to sab wahin chorr deta abhi….

Abhi ko kissi ke sahare ki zaroorat mehsoos hui uss waqt, ek dost ki, ya koyi bhi aisa insaan jo ussko apna sahara deta, ussko wahan se uthata, ussko sahara dekar bus stop tak pahunchata… apne doston ko soch kar roya Abhi…. Naina ko soch kar roya aur chilla kar kaha ke kaash ussko koyi thoda zeher deta uss waqt to be jhijhak wo pee jata uss zeher ko… ussi pal ko Abhi ko mar jaane ko mann kar raha raha, socha ke ek truck ya bus udhar se aate dikhaayi deta to usske saamne aa jata…. Magar tab raasta bilkool khali tha, sannata tha chaaron taraf baarish ke ilawa aur kuch nahin tha…. Abhi ne aasmaan ke taraf sar utha kar dekha aur aasman se baat kiya,

“Issi liye aaj ro raha hai tu ey aasmaan? Mere aansoowon ko tu bhi baha raha hai, tujhe pata tha mere saath yeh hone wala hai to tum ne pehle se rona shuru kar diya hai….. January 5th 1987 yeh date Abhi kabhi nahin bhulega… usski life ki ek aisi tariq thi yeh jo ussko umar bhar yaad rahega, iss date ko Abhi ne marne ki tamanna ki thi.

15 minats ke baad khud ko sambhaalte hue Abhi wahan se utha, mudh kar piche aangan mein nahin dekha…. Ussko nahin pata tha ke koyi Ruhi ya Mehboob ke ghar se ussko dekh raha hoga ya nahin… waise Mausam itna kharaab tha ke har ghar mein sab log pakode tal kar TV ke saamne baithe honge….

Uss plastic bag ko uthaya Abhi ne uss mein se saare paani ko nikala aur chocolates ko feink diya magar perfume ko sambhaal liya….. kissi tarah bhi Ruhi tak zaroor pahunchana tha ussko wo perfume….. Bus ki photos jo Maanoj ne usse diya tha wo bilkool bheeg gaye the; phir bhi weise hi saare photos ko Abhi ne ussi bheege hue platic bag mein daal diya…

Abhi ne apne dimaagh mein sab soch liya tha ke ab aaguey ussko kia karna hai…..

Wahan se uthte hue, bus top ke paas kade hokar, Abhi ne itna kaha aise hi hawa mein,

“Ghar aaye mehmaan ka aise swagat kiya jata hai Manoj, badduah lagegi mere tute hue dil ka tujhe yaad rakhna, kahin kutte ki maut naseeb nah ho jaaye tujhe ek din issi jagah” Abhi ke zubaan se aise hi yeh alfaz nikal gaya tha, kyunke usska dil buri tarah se tuta hua tha uss waqt… ussko pata bhi nahin tha ke wo kia bol raha hai, magar kia pata ek din yeh bad duah lag jaega Manoj ko? Who knows?

Abhi ke ansso behne lage bina roye yeh soch kar ke Ruhi kyun nahin aayi uss se milne? Manoj Abhi ko itna beizat kar raha tha, ussko dhitkar raha tha aur andar baithi Ruhi sab sun rahi thi? Ussko Abhi se bahot pyar hai isska yakeen tha abhi ko, to Abhi khud se puch raha tha kaisa pyar tha yeh ke mujhko ruswa kiya jaa raha tha, mujhko kutte ki tarah dhake dekar ghar se baahar nikala ja raha tha magar Ruhi ne kuch nahin kaha, kyun wo nahin aayi Abhi se milne, dada ji ne kaha ussko aane ke liye phir bhi nahin aayi kyun?! Aur Abhi ko darr tha ke kahin usske tute hue dil ki bad duha kahin Ruhi ko bhi nah lag jaaye…. Abhi nahin chahta tha ke usski Ruhi ko koyi bhi takliff ho magar usska dil bahot ro raha tha ke Ruhi ne kyun ussko uss tarah se ruswa hone diya!!

Bade beabroo hokar hum tere kuche se nikle…. Khud se kaha Abhi ne… bina awaaz ke, bina roye usske aankhon se darya beh raha tha aasman ke baarish se aansoo dhul rahe the, baarish aur aansoo ke milaap ho rahe the Abhi ke chehre par….


Uss waqt Abhi ne dekha wo dukaan khula hai jahan uss raat ko Abhi ne Ruhi ke liye cakes aur ice creams kharide the… Abhi wahan pahuncha….. dukaan wale ke siwa koyi bhi nahin tha wahan… sirf ek darwaza khula tha dukaan ki, baaki band the barsaat ki vaja se….. Abhi ne sharaab kharida aur piya 1 ghante tak wahan baith kar… Tab bus liya ghar wapas jaane ke liye…

Iss din ke baad Abhi ne USSKI GALI MEIN JAANA CHORR DIYA magar nahin ek baar gaya ek BAHOT HI IMPORTANT kaam ke liye – kissi se mila vila nahin siwae uss ek insaan se jiss se milne gaya tha uss kaam ke liye

Shaam ke 4 baj chuke the aur Abhi ghar wapas aya aur Naina ke gale lag kar itna roya, itna roya ke Naina ke saath usski maa, aur saare bhai sab ro pade…..

To be continued…… (3822 words)

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