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Fantasy RUDRADIP- The God And Devil

RD193

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UPDATE 44

Tabhi Unke Hatho me se kuch Roshni ke Kirne nikalne lagi aur wo sidha mere sar me Jane lagi..

Jiski bajah se Mera Sir mujhe Achanak se halka halka aur ek dum se bahut hi jyada bhari lagne laga...

Usi tarah mere andar ek Nayi Urja aur Nayi furtile pan ka Josh mahsus ho raha tha...

Maine ankhe band ki huyi thi To mere Charo aur mujhe ek Tej Roshni dikhayi de rahi thi..

Jaha par Mai Akela hi hu aur koi bhi nahi hai Vaha Lekin Tabhi mujhe ek Abaj sunayi deti hai.............................

AGE............................



Ek Aisa Ujala ek Aisi Jagah Jaha par mere Alawa koi bhi nahi tha..

Lekin Tabhi Mujhe ek kisi Insan ka Aksh dikhayi Diya.Jo hubahu Meri Tarah hi Dikh raha tha..

Aur uski Bahut Dhire se Abaj sunayi de rahi thi.jisr Mai Samaj nahi pa raha tha.

Aur upar se us Aksh ka Chehara bhi mujhe dikhayi nahi de raha tha...

Mai jitna bhi us Aksh ke pass Jane ki Koshish karta wo utna hi mujhse Dur Chala Jata.

Lekin Tabhi Mujhe kuch abaj sunayi dene lage..

Aur Dhire Dhire us Shaksh ke Sath Sath wo Tej Ujahala bhi Kam hota Chala Gaya..

Par Jo wo Abaj thi wo Tej hote Chali gayi aur Meri Ankhe Khul gayi...

Maine ankhe kholi to Mai mere Samne Dekhkar kuch shock hi ho Gaya

Kyu ki Mai Apne Matlab Maa ke Room me Unke Bed par soya huva tha .

Aur mere Charo aur Mera Pariwaar khada hai Jo mujhe Pukar rahe tha..

Meri Bahane usi Bed par Mere Charo aur baithe huye hai aur mujhe Ajib so Najar se dekh rahi thi..

Ye scene dekhte hi Mai Apni Jagah se uth Baith Gaya aur yaad karne laga ki Mai yaha kaise Aya Mai To.....

Tabhi Mujhe yaad Aya ki Mai To Nanaji ke Sath tha aur wo mere Sir par hath rakhkar kuch Kar rahe the..

Usi ki bajah se Meri Ankhe band ho gayi thi to Abhi hi Khuli hai...

Lagta hai ye sab Us Shakti ka Kamal Hai Jo Nanaji ne Mujhe di hai..

Isi Bajah se Mai itni Der se Behosh raha aur Mai Yaha Mahal Pahuch Gaya...

Isliye Mai Hosh me akar Sabse Puchta hu...

Mai- Aap Sab Log yaha Is Tarah aur Mai Yaha kaise Mai To....

Maa-(Mere Sir par hath rakhte huye) Ha Pata hai Tum Tumhare Nanaji ke Sath the Par unhone hi Tumhe yaha laya hai..

Aur mujhe kaha tha iska Khayal rakhne ke liye.. Waise Tumhe Kya ho Gaya tha Tum Behosh Kaise ho Gaye the...

Mai- Maa wo Nanaji Meri kuch Shaktiya Jagana Chahate the Isliye unhone mere Sir ke Upar hath Rakh Diya tha...

Par Tabhi Mai Behosh ho Gaya. Aur uske baad Abhi hi hosh Aya hai

Ye sunkar Maa ko samaj aa Gaya ki baat Kya hai..aur Maa man hi man Hasne lagi..

Ye baat Shayad Mere dono Mamaji bhi Samaj Gaye the Isliye wo dono bhi ek dusre ki aur Dekh rahe the...

Par in Sab me Meri Ladli bahan kaise chup baith sakti hai..

Wo to Apne Chulbule par Meri Prem ke Khatir Gusse se Meri ladli Bahan Ditya Maa se kahti hai...

Ditya- Maa Aap Nanaji se kaho ki age se Aisa mere Bhaiya ke Sath kuch na Kare.

Jaise bhi hai Mere Bahiya mere liye bahut hi Sahi aur Ache hai.. unhe koi Shakti bhakti ki Jarurat nahi hai..

Nahi to wo Phir se mujhse Dur ho jayenge. Ek To Kitne Dino baad mile hai...

Ye baat sunkar Maa ke Sath Sab Hasne lage aur Maa Ditya se kahti hai...

Maa-Thik hai Beta Ab Mai Tumhare Nanaji se jarur kahungi aur unhe datungi bhi ki...

wo age se Aisa Tumhare Rudra Bhaiya ke Sath Bilkul na kare. Varna Unki Poti unse baat bhi nahi karegi...

Mai bhi Meri Pyari Gudiya ki Baat ka Samarthan karte huye bola.. Par bolte huye Maine Ditya ko ek Side se Gale lagaya...

Mai-Ha Maa Jaisi Meri Gudiya kahti hai Waisa hi hona chahiye...

Mere is Baat se Ditya bahut Khush huyi to usne bhi mujhe Jor se Hug Kiya...

Lekin ye Dekhkar Meri Baki do Bahane kaise ye Mauka chodti wo bhi aa gayi aur dusre side mere Gale lag gayi...

Phir Sab Log Mera Hal chal puchkar Chale Gaye..

Lekin Meri bahne vahi par baith gayi Mujse baate karne ke liye.. hum Sabne Bahut hi Hasi Khushi se Kuch der bate ki...

aur Phir Maa ayi aur mujhe Aram karne ka Kahkar mere Bahano ko Jane Diya..

Waise wo Jana to nahi chahati Thi Par Maa ke age kisi ki bhi nahi Chalti thi to inki Kya chalti..

Unke Jane ke Baad Mai Fresh huva aur Mai Akar Bed par Baith Gaya Tabhi...

Mera Sir mujhe kuch Bhari Bhari lagne Laga. Aur usme kuch Dard bhi hone laga..

To Mai Apna Sir pakadkar baith Gaya Tabhi mujhe Nanaji ki Kahi huyi baat yaad ayi...

Ye shuru me Mujhe jarur hoga to Aise Samay me Mujhe Yog Sadhna me baithkar Dhyan karna chahiye...

Aur mere Man aur Dimag ko Shant karte huye Abhi jagrut ki huyi Shaktiyo ko Control karna chahiye...

Par ye Jagah Uske liye Sahi nahi thi.. To Maine Socha Jaha par Nanaji Gaye hai...

Mai bhi Vahi Chala jau to Mai Ankhe band karte huye us Jagah ko yaad Kiya..

aur Mai Vaha par pahuch bhi Gaya Jaha Par pahle se Nanaji Dhyan me Baithe huye the..

Mai Unke pass Chala Gaya aur unke Samne baith Gaya.. wo Abhi bhi Dhyan me Baithe huye the.

shayad unhe mere yaha ane ka Ahsas nahi huva hoga ya Shayad Huva bhi hoga...

Isliye Maine unhe Disturb na karte huye Mai Unke Samne baithkar Dhyan karne laga..

Pahli Baar Mai Bahut Dino baad Dhyan me baith raha tha Isliye Mera Man Shant hi nahi ho raha tha..

aur Dusri baat upar se Mera Sir bhari bhi ho raha tha aur Dard bhi Kar raha tha..

Mujhe pahle to kuch waqt laga Dhyan lagane me par uske baad to jaise Mai Khud Dhyan me Kho hi Gaya..

Mai Puri Tarah Dhyan me Chala Gaya tha.. Mujhe Sirf aur Sirf us Nayi Shakti ka hi ahsas ho raha tha..

Jo Abhi jagrut ho gayi thi us Shakti ki Anubhuti ho rahi thi..

Aur us Shakti ke Fayde aur uska Karya Sab mujhe Gyat ho raha tha..

Us Shakti ki bajah se mere Andar ek Nayi furti Naya Tej Ka Sanchar ho raha tha Yahi Sab Mujhe Mahsus ho raha tha...

Mai man hi man us Shakti ko Control karna Sikh raha tha Tabhi Mujhe ek Halki si Abaj ati hai...

jise Mai Samaj bhi nahi paya aur Thik tarah se sun bhi nahi Paya...

Par uski bajah se Mera Dhyan jarur tut Gaya aur mujhe hosh aa Gaya...

Maine jab ankhe kholi to Nanaji Meri aur Dekhkar muskura rahe the.. ye Dekhkar Mai unse Puchta hu...

Mai- Kya huva Nanaji Aap has Kyu rahe ho. Aur aap mujhe kab se Dekh rahe the..

Nanaji- Kuch nahi Rudra Jab se tum Dhyan me Baithe ho Tab se Mai Tumhe Dekh raha hu..

Aur Tumhe aise Dhyan me Baithe huye Dekh bahut Acha lag raha hai...

Lagta hai Tum ab Tumhari Jagrut huyi Shakti ko control karna Sikh rahe ho...

Mai-Ha Nanaji Mai vahi Kar raha tha...

Nanaji-To Phir thik hai ab Mai Tumhe Jo Baat Kar sakta hu Jo Mai Tumhe batane Wala tha..

wo Baat Tum ab bahut ache se samaj sakte ho aur use Puri Tarah nibha bhi Kar sakte ho...

Mai- Aap sirf Bataiye Nanaji Kya karna hai. Mai Apka bataya huva har kaam karunga ..

Nanaji- Rudra Beta Tumhara Jo bhi Kuch Karan tha Dharti par Jane ka vaha ke Pariwaar se Milne ka wo vidhi likhit tha..

Wo Sab Pahle se hi Tay tha. Usme Tumhari aur is Pure Vishwa ki Bhalayi chupi huyi hai..

Mai- To Aap Kya kahna chahate ho ki mere Dharti par Jane ke piche koi Karan chupa huva hai.

Jiski bajah se is pure Vishwa ki bhalai ho.. Par Aisa Kya ho sakta hai.

Nanaji- Aisa hi kuch samaj lo. Par wo hai Kya ye Tumhe mai bataunga par waqt ane par. Ab Tum mere Kahne ka Udeshya to Samaj chuke honge ..

Mai-Samaj to Gaya hu ki Aap mujhe Phir se Dharti par Bhejna chahate ho.

Par Kya vaha Mera Jana Sahi hoga Kyu ki Vaha par to Mera Koi Pariwaar bhi nahi hai..

Jo bhi hai Yahi hai to Mai is Pariwaar ko chod Kar Dharti par kyu jau.

Aur rahi Baat bhalai ki to Mai Yaha rahkar bhi wo Sab Kar sakta hu..

Nanaji- Aisa hai to Phir Hume Tumhe saja dene ki Kya jarurat thi Jara Tum bhi socho..

Agar kisi Jewar ya Hire ko Use karna ho kisi ache kaam ke liye to use pahle Ghisna padta hai..

Sab Tarah ke Karya karne padta hai uske baad hi wo nikhar Kar Samne aa jata hai.

Aur Apna mahatva samaj jata hai.Aur usi ki bajah se se wo Sabhi tarah je dhatu par ek number par aata hai..

Mai Nanaji ke kahe baat par soch hi raha tha Tabhi Nanaji age kahte hai..

Jab se Tumhe hosh hai Tumhe yaad hai Tab se Tumhe Kabhi Aisa Laga ki Tum us Pariwaar ke Hissa nahi ho .

ya unhone kabhi Tumhe Aisa darshaya hai ki Tum us Pariwaar ke koi bhi nahi ho aur wo Tumse Nafrat karte hai...

Ye sunkar Mai Bachpan se lekar ab Tak ka picture mere Samne ek movies ki tarah chalne lage..

Par vaha par kabhi bhi mujhe Aisa kabhi nahi Laga ki Mai Unke Pariwaar ka Sadashya nahi hu..

Unhone Hamesha Mujhe Apna Bhai Apna Beta Apna Waris hi samaja hai..

Balki Unhone Unke Apne Bacho se jyada Mujhe pyaar Kiya hai..waise Mai bhi unka ek tarah ka Bacha hi hu par Phir bhi...

Ritu ke batane se pahle Mujhe kabhi bhi Aisa nahi Laga ki wo Sab Mera Pariwaar nahi hai Wo Sab Mujhe Pyaar nahi karte ya Mai Nahi karta ..

Mai bhi un Sabse bahut Pyaar karta hu. Aur Agar us Pariwaar ki taraf isse pahle kisi ne bhi ankh uthakar bhi dekha tha to uska Kya hasr Kiya tha..

Ye Sab Mujhe yaad ate hi Mujhe Meri Galti ka ahsas ho gaya.. Aur mujhe wo bhi scene yaad aa gaya..

Jo Maine Ritu ke Sath Kiya tha aur Baki Pariwaar walo ke sath..

Unke Sath Achanak se Rudely behave Kiya unhe kabhi bhi sidhe muh se baat nahi ki..

Par unhone kabhi bhi mere Baat ka bura nahi mana tha ye sab Yaad ate hi...

Mujhe to Apne Aap par hu Gussa Ane Laga ye baat Dhyan me ate hi Nanaji kahte hai...

Nanaji-Dekho Rudra us Waqt Tumhe hi Kya kisi ko bhi Aisa lagna jayaj baat hai..

Kyu ki Bachpan se hum jiske sath rah rahe hai Wo Hamara Pariwaar nahi ho to us Waqt Gussa jarur ata hai..

par Tumhe us waqt Dono side se bhi sochna chahiye tha...

Lekin Jo huva wo Jane do Ab Tum ye Galti sudhar sakte ho...

Mai-Par Ab Kaise.... Matlab....

Nanaji- Ha tum Sahi soch rahe ho ki Ab Tumhe Dharti par Jana chahiye Kyu ki Vaha Abhi Tumhe Bahut se Kaam karne hai.

Sirf vahi nahi Aur bhi Bahut se Jagah hai Vaha ka bhi Tumhe Khayal rakhna hai..

Jo Tum Dharti par Jane ke Baad hi Kar sakte ho.. Aur Sabse Badi baat Tumhe Tumhari Shaktiya bhi hasil karni hai...

Uske liye Tumhare Samne Jo kuch bhi Ayega jis bhi Pariksha ko Tum bahut hi achi tarah se paar karoge usse Tum aur bhi nikhar jaoge..

Mai- Par Nanaji Agar Mai Vaha Gaya to yaha par Kya hoga Maa kaise aur Meri Bahane.....

Nanaji-Dharti par Jane ke Baad bhi Tum Apne Pariwaar ke sath Milna chahate ho to yaha par Kabhi bhi aa sakte ho..

Sirf is Mahal ko Yaad karna hai Pal bhar me yaha pahuch jaoge...

Lekin Ab Tumhe Tumhari Bahano ko samajana hai Wo Mai Nahi Kar sakta...

Mai-(Kuch Sochte huye) Thik hai Nanaji Mai Apko Meri bahano se baat karne ke baad hi is bare me bataunga...

Nanaji- Lekin Jaldi Batana Kyu ki Dharti par Bahut Jald kuch Aisa hone Wala hai Jise Koi nahi Rok sakata..

aur Vaha par Tumhara hona Bahut hi jaruri hai.. Varna bahut bada anarth ho jayega..

Shayad ye baat Tumhare Pariwaar se bhi judi ho sakti hai...

Ye baat kahkar wo Phir se Dhyan me magan ho Gaye par mujhe soch me daal Gaye...

Ab Kya Kiya Jaye Nanaji to chale Gaye Dhyan me. Isliye Mai Vaha se Mahal Chala Gaya...

Kyu ki Mujhe kuch waqt chahiye tha Sochne ke liye..

To Mai vaha kuch der Apne bare me Sochne laga...

aur phir kuch Faisla karne ke baad hi mai vaha se Mahal ki aur nikal pada Apni bahano ki taraf.............................

 
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