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Bhai pakke sutro se khabar hai ab nahi vishwas krna hai to aapki iccha.
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Anil bhai humne to mazak ke lehze mein kahaa tha.... Agar aap isse kuch aur samajh rahe hai to hum maafi chahte hai....Ye hum sub k yani Pyarbar namak parivar k bade Bhai hai inhe jabab nahi de sakte hum aisi gustakhi to chir nidra me bhi na hone wali hamse
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Ummeed se pare
"Oh maa..", Arjun aundhe mooh bister par pasra tha jiski bagal me baithi Anamika chachi garam paani aur fitkari ki bhaap ko toliye se us lambe nishaan par ehtiyaat si daba rahi thi. Rod kitni jaandar rahi hogi iski kalpana ke liye wo dedh feet lamba aur ek inch chauda neela-laal nishaan paryapt tha. Nishaan ka antim seera 'C' ke akaar ka jakhm liye the jaha garam toliye ke sparsh matra se Arjun ke mooh se bas maa phoot pada. Dard me bhi aur pyaar me bhi, uska koyi paryaye tha toh wo sirf maa thi. Dukh toh khud Anamika ko bhi ho raha tha us neel ko dekh kar, lekin dard he dard ko khatam karta hai jaisa Arjun ne unhe samjhaya tha ye karne se pehle.
"Yaha par ek cut jaisa hai Arjun. Tumhe doctor ko dikha lena chaiye kal. Par yaha se khoon nikalne ke jagah jama hua hai. Aisa prahaar tumhara jism jhel kaise gaya Arjun? Mera matlab ye nahi hai ki tum majboot nahi ho. Saaf dikhta hai ki tumhara sharir asadharan hai lekin aisi maar lagne par bhi soojan nahi hai bas neel padd gaya hai.", Hath laraj rahe the jinhe sambhalne ki koshish me Anamika apna dhyaan aise bata rahi thi. Har baar uski najar jakhm se hatt kar Arjun ke chehre par chali aati. Wo ab mand mand muskura raha tha aankhen band kiye.
"Mere jism par ghaav jyada der nahi rehte chachi, khoon he kuch khaas hai shayad. Aur wo jo khuraak aap de rahi ho na mujhe dono samay, uska bhi bahot yogdaan hai mere sharir ko behtar banane me. Baaju pe jo cut laga tha uska khoon kuch der me he ruk gaya tha aur dekh lena parso tak wo band bhi ho jana, nishaan rahega kuch din tak bas. Aur dard ka kya hai, jism se jyada toh chot wo hoti hai jo bhitar lage. Uske liye dawa aur khuraak kaam nahi karti. Bau ji batate hai ki meri daadi ne wo khuraak unke saamne kabhi kisi ke liye nahi banaai. Aur mujhe bhi ye wali dene se pehle unhone is se kuch kam wali mujh par ajmaayi, poore 30 din tak.", Arjun aankhen band kiye he in baaton ke beech jaise apne dada daadi ki he yaad kar raha tha. Wo pyaar bhi usko he karte the sabse jyada aur shayad he koyi din gujarta hoga jab uski daadi us se baat kare bina rahi ho.
"Baat toh tumhari bhi thik hai lekin kuch khaas hoga tabhi toh maa ji ne tumhe he wo khuraak di? Har sharir usko sehan kar sakta toh wo khaas nahi hoti. Maine khud bhi dekha tha ke tum kitni savere nikal jaate the kasrat ke liye aur baad me mujhe maa ji ne bhi bataya tha ke tum jitne paseena nahi baha lete itne shaant bhi nahi hote. Na toh kisi khel me bhaag lete ho aur na waisa koyi maksad bhi lagta hai lekin itni jee jaan laga kar ye sharir aur us khoon ko tumne he khaas banaya hai Arjun. Koyi khuraak ya akhada tumhe khaas nahi bana sakta jabtak tumhari lagan aur mehnat sadharan se behtar na ho. Ab shaadi ke baad haweli se utna bahar nahi jana hota toh iska matlab ye nahi ki humne thodi bahot bhi duniya nahi dekhi. BA tak padhaai bhi kar rakhi hai aur aage padhne ke liye dakhila bhi liya tha.", Arjun ne ab lete hue he unka wo khali hath apni hatheli me bhar liya.
"Jaanta hu meri ye pyaari chachi bahot samajhdar hai bas bolti sirf mere he sath hai. Waise kitni duniya dekhi hai aur ye kasrat abhyaas ke baare me kaha se jaankari mili meri is sharmili c chachi ko?", Arjun dwara hatheli kabje me lene se wo sachmuch sharmane he lagi thi.
"College me khel bhi hote the hamare lekin main us sabse dur he rehti thi. Haan kabhi class maidaan me lagti thi toh najar pad jaati thi abhyaas karte hue khiladiyon par. Saheliyan aur teacher batate the ki wo pichle saal inter college jeeta hai, falana ye tournament jeet kar aaya hai aur koyi district level par wrestling karne laga hai. Dekh kar lagta bhi tha ke unki duniya toh bas wahi thi aur sharir ajeeb se. Matlab agar wo chalte bhi the toh machine jaise dikhte the us bedhange sharir ki wajah se. Lekin fir bhi jitna mujhe yaad hai unme se koyi bhi tumhare aaspas nahi hai.", Chachi toh yaad karke bata rahi thi lekin Arjun ko mauka mil gaya unhe satane ka. Maalish ya sikaai jitni honi thi wo ho chuki thi kyonki toliya bhi ab thanda tha aur paani bhi, jisme bhaap he gayab thi.
"Matlab ye hua ke main unse bhi jyada bedhanga aur machine ki tarah chalta hu? Aakhir sach bol he diya aapne ki ye humdardi hai aapki meri aisi haalat par.", Arjun itna he bola tha aur anyaas he chachi na uska wo hath jisme Arjun ne unki hatheli thaami hui thi, usko seene par rakh liya.
"Tumhe kya aisa laga ki main tumhara majaak bana rahi hu aur ye sab humdardi hai.? Mera ye matlab nahi tha Arjun. Tum kisi ke bhi jaise nahi ho kyonki tum khaas ho aur yahi wajah hai ki tumhari tulna karke main khudko he sharminda nahi karna chahti thi. Khud he dekho na ke char-diwari me rehne wali aur ek navjaat ki maa hone ke bawjood mera pehla pyaar tumhi bane or aakhiri saans tak tumhi rahoge."
"Arre.. Aapka bhi fuse dhila he hai chachi.. Kaha main majaak kar raha tha aapke sath aur aapka ye prem rudan-program chalu ho gaya itni si baat par. Waise ro toh nahi rahi isliye ek baat aur batani thi.", Arjun ne unka utra hua chehra dekh kar jab ek aur baat kehne ke baad chuppi sadhi toh chachi ne mooh banate hue he halke se bas batane ka ishara kiya.
"Mera hath na.. kuch jyada he dhang ki jagah par hai.", Ab uske is tarah besharmi se batane par chachi ne haalat par gor kiya toh wo Arjun ko masti me he maarne ka jhoota naatak karti hui lapki. Aur chamakte baadal si Anamika ko anant aasman se Arjun ne palat kar apne seene par le liya. Mooh se uff tak na nikla is karwat aur chot ke bawjood. Na Anamika ne kuch waqt koyi harkat ki uske seene par apna bojh tikaye. Ufanti nadi bhi samandar me vileen ho kar apni garjna kho deti hai.
"Huhhhh.", Arjun ne halke se peeth thapthapayi toh bas itna he jawaab diya Anamika ne.
"Kya huhhh..? Ya toh atche se upar he let jao nahi toh yaha bagal me aa jao.", Arjun fir se unhe satane ke liye aisa keh raha tha kyonki khud wo apne ek hath se Anamika chachi ko kamar ki taraf se apne upar kar chuka tha aur wo halki gudgudi se hilti hui jaise mana kar rahi thi. Chehra jab thik Arjun ke seene se upar aa tika toh wo aankhen kasti hui thoda jor se lipat gayi. Arjun ki hatheli ka sparsh unhe bakhubi apni kamar par ho raha tha, jaha Arjun jaise anjaane he kuch tatol raha ho aur uski harkat Anamika samajhti hui himmat he nahi juta saki kuch kehne ki. Arjun apni he galti aur majaak me antvastro ki toh leta hua halka uttejit hua toh hath wahi ruk gaye. Ab uski bhi haalat kuch kuch Anamika jaisi he thi. Ek baar fir dono he khamosh the jaise ye adrishya koyi diwar thi jisko pehle kaun laanghe iska fainsla dono he karne me asmarth ho. Anamika ko aise me bhi Arjun ki hatheli ka sparsh apne ubhre hue nitambh par alag sa ehsaas de raha tha.
"So gaye kya?", Bas yahi 3 shabdo ka sawaal is chuppi ko todd gaya. Arjun aankhen moonde sthir leta tha itni der se aur thik waise he uske aalingan me jism par choti si chaadar jaisi bichi Anamika. Arjun ne apni palke kholte hue us chehre ko apne itna kareeb dekha toh bas halke se naa me sar hila diya. Soch se bhi pare Anamika ne khud he Arjun ki thuddi ke kinare par apne honth laga diye. Wo naram aur geela ehsaas Arjun ke rom rom me utar gaya chahe ye harkat mamuli si thi, pichli raat wale us gehan chumban ke saamne. Aage sarakne ke upkram me Anamika ke makhmali badan ki bahot halki si ragad jaise ek aur kadam tha us adrishya diwar par chot karne ka. Arjun ke chehre ko dekhte hue Anamika ne apna chehra uska aks bana liya. Sansein ek dusre me milne lagi thi aur Arjun ki wo nistej hatheli ekaek harkat me aati hui Anamika ke sudol pusht nitamb ka utna hissa apne kabje me karti usko protsahit karne lagi.
Alag sa kasaav, narmi aur chiknahat ka samavesh tha Anamika ke badan aur un kataav liye kulho me jo shayad he kisi ke najar me aaya ho. 16-17 ghante tak ye khoobsurti sar se paanv tak jab 9 gaj ke vastra ke kayi ghero me lipti ho aur shayankaksh me bhi kuch samay se pehle tak wahi roop barkaraar raha ho toh kaise is Mandakini ke husn ki kalpana koyi awara bhanwra karta. Iske wajood ki gehraai toh bas wahi maap sakta tha jo isko swayam ke hone ka ehsaas karwa sake. Athaah jalashaya ek simit samay tak he us diwar se ruk sakta hai jo khud par ghamand karti hai par ek choti si andekhi daraar ehsaas karwa deti hai us khamoshi ke baad wali asehniya urja ka jo diwar samet jaane kitna bukhand apne me samahit kar leti hai. Aisa jalashaya he toh ye Mandakini thi, Anamika.
Arjun ka dusra hath bhi apne nitamb ki taraf badha kar Anamika ne dono hatho se uska chehra thaam liya. Saansein ukhadne ke baad ab sambhal chuki thi lekin ye ek aur kadam tha aage badhne ka. Bade upvan ka aakhiri phool tha Arjun ka mukh aur uska ras peene ko aatur jiwan ki chahvaan titli Anamika. Us mithaas aur tadap ka behisaab asar hua tha is yuwak par. Anamika aise usko thaam legi aur itni shashakt pehal? Arjun ke labo ko jodi bekarari se lagbhag chooste hue Anamika ne apni kamar ko utne he kaamuk andaaj me aage peeche kiya. Ab wahi badi hatheliya dono naram golakar kulho ka lachila maans dabata hui bina Anamika ko mehnat karwaye Arjun ke badan par ghisne lagi thi. Jheen reshmi sooti kapde ki parat ke bhitar Anamika ka madhukund is lambvat kathor golaai ka bharpoor ehsaas le raha tha. Ek pal ko jab Anamaika ki kamar kuch jyada he aage aane ke pashchaat utni he tivrata se peeche hui, golakar ushmit pathar thik jaangho ke khaas jodd se takraya jiski aadrata resham si mulayam aur lajile maans si thi.
"ohhhhhh..ummm.", Bas us pehli he halki dastak ne Anamika ki yoni ka bahaav khol diya. Aapas me uljhi jivha alag hone par bhi us geeli laar se judi dikh rahi thi. Anamika ne sab bhula kar aaj jo mukh-swaad Arjun ko diya tha, wo abhi tak uske he nashe me tha. Anamika ke sharir ki kanpan aur honth juda hone se Arjun ne aankhen kholi toh Anamika ki haalat buri thi. Uski kamar aur dil ki dhadkan ke siwa jism me kuch bhi harkat na thi. Arjun agar kuch kar sakta tha toh itna ki is pal me wo Anamika ka sehyog kare. Kahi aatmglani is sakhallan par haavi ho kar is nausikhiya premika ke kadmo ko peeche na le jaaye. Aur Arjun ne waisa he kiya bhi. Peeth par haule haule hath firane ke sath wo dusri hatheli se un gaddedar kulho ko thapakne laga. Kuch 5-10 minute ke baad Anamika ki pyaari surat us par he tiki thi.
"Bahod gande ho tum. Rok nahi sakte the?"
"Fir kal tum koshish karna he band kar deti. Ab behtar mehsoos ho raha hai?", Arjun ki dono he baatein Anamika ki kuch sambhli dhadkan badha gayi thi. Wo dil se yahi chahti thi ki jaisa pyaar Arjun ne diya hai, wo ek kadam aage badhkar usko apnaye.
"Mehsoos se matlab?", Najre milaye bagair Anamika ne Arjun ki bagal me nakhun gadate hue ulta sawaal he kar diya. 'Tum' ka toh jaise wo haq de he chuki thi usko.
"Jo abhi abhi feel karte hue kaanp rahi thi usko charamsukh kehte hai aur main wahi pooch raha hu ki uske baad atcha lag raha hai na? Inkaar karke faayeda nahi. Mere he upar leti hui ho aur jaise mere lips geele hai, waha bhi waisa he kuch main feel kar raha hu, jo tumne kiya hai.", Arjun aur bhi kuch bolta lekin Anamika ne nakhoon ka dabaav badhane ke sath he uske seene par bhi daant gada diye.
"Har baat bolni jaruri hai kya? Main sirf kiss kar rahi thi jaise tumne sikhaya waise. Uske baad sab tumhari galti hai mister. Haan main bas upar leti he thi jaise ab.", Anamika ke antarmann ki tohh Arjun le chuka tha aur ab baari uski thi kadam badhane ki. Jabtak Anamika kuch samajhti us se pehle wo us bade bister par peeth ke bal thi aur uske upar vishaal bargad sa Arjun ka chuada jism. Chehre ko chhod kar ek inch bhi Anamika ka jism uski chhaya se bahar na tha. Ab jis mook aamantran se Anamika usko dekh rahi thi uski dhadkan alag raag alaapti lagi.
"Darr lag raha hai?", Arjun ne dono najuk baahon ke niche apne kohni nikal kar atche se Anamika ko samet liya. Ab se pehle tak toh bas Anamika he Arjun par aayi thi par uske majboot aur kataav liye seene ke niche apna dugdh-kalash dabte dekh nabhi se niche tak ye nayi lehar daud gayi. Par waha toh alag he bala sar uthaye dastak de rahi thi. Anamika ne bas us ubhaar ka dhundla sa swaroop dekha tha aur aaj pehli baar lingmund ki is anokhi kathorta se wo buri tarah bhigi thi. Wo kaisa hoga? Kya sachmuch jaisi aabha thi wo utna bhayankar hoga? Aisa kaise ho sakta hai kisi insaan ka? Yahi sab dwand uske alag hisse ko uksa rahe the par unse jyada khaas toh ye pal tha jisme Arjun uske upar aaya hua kabhi maathe ko choomta toh kabhi halke se uske hontho ko sparsh karta.
"Darr bas aaj he nahi lag raha. Is se pehle jo aise pal the unme wo sab tha he nahi jo ab ho raha hai. Darr... aaj jaise uski kami se he main khush hu. Tumhe toh kahi aisa nahi lag raha ki tum aage badhe toh sab badal jaayega? Wo pehle he badal chuka hai Arjun... Jab tumne kaha tha Anamika.. Us pal se he badal gaya tha..", Arjun ne iska jawaab is baar thik waise diya jaisa wo chahta tha aur Anamika ko aasha na thi. Gale aur seene ke kareeb us nirvastra gore hisse ko hontho me bharte hue Arjun ne jis tarah se choosa Anamika ki kamar swatah he upar uthti hui us asadharn ling se chipak gayi jiska darr atche atche ka mann vichlit kar deta tha. Anamika ko na iska anubhav tha aur na wo ab rukna chahti thi. Arjun ke kulho par nakh gadate hue wo khud he usko niche khinchne lagi jaise ye jiwan ka uska pehla milan ho aur ab garmi bardasht se bahar. Is dauran Arjun seene se upar 2 nishaan bana chuka tha. Ab uske honth bari bari se Anamika ke adhar khali karne me jute the. Saans lene ke chehe juda hue toh Arjun ne larajte hathon se gown ki chain par ungliyan tika di.
"Sab tumhara hai.", Anamika ne he uske hath ko gati dete hue wo vastra seene se niche tak khol diya. Ubhaar abhi bhi parde me the jinhe nirvastra karne se pehle Arjun bagal se hath fisla kar us kathor doodh se bhare maansal chuche par rakh kar jaise Anamika ke jism ke bache khuche taar hilane laga.
"Ohhhh.. ye kar kya rahe ho? Wo doodh peeta hai tab bhi aisa nahi lagta..Ummm", Awaaj rokne ke liye Arjun ne karwat lete hue Anamika ko hontho se he khamosh karwa diya. Ab Anamika ka vastra uski gori pindliyan dikhata upar uth chuka tha ek paanv Arjun par jaate he. Arjun is maamle me kisi anbhavi se bhi jyada anubhav rakhta tha jisne halke stann mardan se he Anamika ko pagal kar diya. Chehra niche sarkate hue wo ab seene ke khule hisse ki mehak lete hue halke chumban karne laga. Ek alag he mehak thi Anamika ke seene ki aur uski taraf khinchta Arjun dono golaiyon ke ubhre hisse par aayi nami choosta hua ek hath se Anamika ki chikni baal-viheen pindli ko sehlata aage badhta raha. Ghutno se aage toh jaise jism he achoota tha. Resham si fislan aur wo khaas narmahat har pal badhti ja rahi thi. Maansal makhmali jaangho ke uthaan par Arjun ka itna uttejjak sparsh aur agle he pal kapde se jhankte hue ek nipple ka uske hontho me jana.
"Aaahhhhhhh.. Mujhe bahot.. aahhh.. Arjunnn..Ouchhhhh", Ek taraf us sakht chuchak se meethi boonde Arjun ke mooh me utari aur dusri taraf uski ungliyon ne Anamika ke lachile kulho ki daraar ki gehraai maap li. Ummeed se pare he tha Anamika ke kulho ka kataav aur namm gehraai. Waha ka maans halke se dabate hue Arjun yoni ki narmi aur garmi ka bhi jayja leta poori lagan se stannpaan karne laga. Anamika ke mooh se saaf shabd na nikal kar bas masti bhari nayi awaaje nikalne lagi. 5 baras vivahit rehne ke baad ye pratham yovna sukh jaise aaj uske jism ne paya tha. Arjun apne majboot jism ki jagah sirf kaamuk kridaon se usko ye sukh de raha tha. Amarbel ki tarah Anamika khud he us majboot vriksh se lipti ja rahi thi. Yonimukh se bahar tak Anamika ka kaamras apni chiknaai girane laga. Wo dusri baar jhadi thi jisme Arjun ne abhi tak toh koyi mukhya harkat he nahi ki thi. Kapdo se befikar Anamika Arjun ke upar he sawaar ho gayi. Stanno ko uske chehre par giraye wo buri tarah haanfti hui koshish kar rahi thi is sabko samajhne ki.
"Shhhh.. Ho gaya bas. Ab aap araam karo. Is se jyada aage badhe toh ye raat bhi kam lagegi. Aur subah aap koyi bahana bhi nahi kar sakti.", Arjun ne he unke kamar se niche nirvastra jism par wo labade jaise gown khinch kar sahi kar diya. Seene se dono ubhaar akad kar abhi bhi bahar the jinhe wo band karne laga toh Anamika ne uska hath he rok liya.
"Aise kaise kar sakte ho tum? Chudai nahi karoge? Yahi bolte hai na ya fir sex?", Apne kahe shabd se ek pal toh wo khud bhi jhijhak gayi par yaha uske sath wo insaan tha jisne asli pyaar se ru-ba-ru karwaya tha. Antrang palo me bhi wo bas Anamika ki he santushti par kendrit raha aur ab usko thakta dekh peeche bhi hatt raha tha.
"Aapki normal delivery nahi hui thi na?", Arjun ke aise spasht sawaal aur anumaan se ek baar toh Anamika jhemp gayi par fir se uske seene par apne ubhaar rakhti hui kareeb aa gayi.
"Us se koyi farak nahi padne wala. Thodi problem hui thi lekin main 10ve din wapis saare kaam karne lagi thi. Ye toh pee kar aaye aur fir bas waha kiya 5 minute aur palat kar so gaye. Aaj tumne mujhe ehsaas karwaya hai ki wo na toh sukh tha aur na he sach. Ab toh apne baare me socho?"
"Aap he soch lo chachi.", Arjun ne unke saamne mooh se jawaab dene ki jagah apni nikkar khiskate hue wo jhoolta hua bhujang unke naram hath me thama diya. Ye sab itni jaldi hua tha ki Anamika kuch pal bas us motte garam baans ko samajhti rahi aur fir ekdum he Arjun ke seene se utar kar hairaani se baith wo reh reh kar jhatke khata bhujang dekhne lagi. 2 lamp ki roshni bahot thi unhe wo avishvasniya ang dekhne ke liye. Kabhi wo Arjun ke chehre ko toh kabhi wapis us 9 inch se bhi lambe moosal ko dekhti.
"Ye.. Ye sachmuch.. Ye asli me aisa hai? Mujhe laga tha ke kal tum mujhse shararat kar rahe the jeb me kuch daal kar. Mujhe laga tha ke ye kuch jyada mota hai par itna bada? Aur ye aise he hilta rahega? Ye.. ye waha jaayega kaise?", Arjun unke sawaal aur chehre ko dekh kar kuch pal bas muskurata he raha aur jab wo waise he jhijhakti rahi toh usne nikkar upar chadha li. Anamika ab bhi usko hairaani se dekh rahi thi ki ye toh karne ko nahi kaha tha.
"Ab main jadugar toh hu nahi chachi ki isko badal sakta hu. Aur ye waha bhi chala jaayega jaha ke baare me pehle aap bol rahi thi aur ab mann mana kar raha hai. Lekin aaj raat nahi chachi. Subah aapko chalne me pareshani hogi jaise pehli raat ke baad hui hogi. Nahi us se toh bahot jyada he hogi. Subah bukhar ka bahana kar dene se bhi hal nahi hone wala kyonki ek din me bukhar toh chala jaayega par parso chacha aa rahe hai. Galti se unka mood bann bhi gaya toh ek second me khatam ho jaayega. Araam se karenge na akhaade se agle din, shehar chal kar.", Arjun ne unko wapis apne sath laga kar baahon me lete hue jab vastavikta bataai toh wo abhi bhi sehaj nahi lagi.
"Mujhe nahi pata maine feel karna hai toh karna hai. Shehar ka tumhi dekhna aur wo jab hoga tab hoga.", Arjun ne is baar kuch na kehte hue unke honto par jordar chumban jadne ke baad dusri taraf ghuma diya. Maalish ke liye rakha garam teil toh ab takh thanda he ho chuka tha jisko apni charo ungliyon par laga kar Arjun ne ek baar wo choga chachi ki kamar tak upar utha diya. Is dauraan bhi wo nichle hath se unka ek stann masalte hue hontho ko buri tarah choosne me laga raha. Arjun ka dusra hath apni jaangho ke beech jata mehsoos kar ke Anamika ne upar wali taang aage ki taraf modd kar khud he jagah bana di. Is mudra me unka prishth bhaar aur yoni-lab ubhar kar bahar aa chuke the jinhe is awastha me Arjun dekh toh nahi sakta tha par uske hath sateek us phooli hui yoni ke baahri honto se ja lage. Nirantar ek chuche ke mardan se nipple halka halka doodh bahar udel raha tha aur itne joshile chumban se pagal hoti Anamika yoni par is pehle he prahaar se poori tarah machalne lagi thi. Arjun bahar ka naram hissa teil se bhigone ke baad ab us patli darar aur gulabi chonch ko ragadne laga. Anamika ne is baar apna hath peeche le ja kar khud he wo bhujang tataol kar majbooti se pakad liya. Ye sakshaat kaam-jwar haavi ho chuka tha jisme wo bhool chuki thi ki jis ang ko wo pakde hai wo agar uske jism me pravesh kiya toh asliyat me aaj he uska poora komarya bhedan hoga. Arjun ne he unka hath alag karke hatheli par teil gira diya.
"Waise he sehlao bas. Umaaahhh", Anamika ko dubara na kehna pada aur bina us ang ko dekhe wo apne upari hath se ab atche tarah jadd se supade tak apna hath ghis rahi thi. Ek tarah se toh Arjun apne he charam ko najdeek la raha tha in komal hatho ki harkat se. Chachi ki yoni ke sath unke sudol kulho ki daraar bhi chikni karne ke baad wo ab unke pichle hisse se chipak chuka tha. Phaili hui maansal naram taango ke us khaas jod ke beech abhi usne apna lingmund he utara tha ki Anamika ki jordar sitkaar nikal gayi. Pehla sparsh he dono nirvastra ango ka chumban ki tarah tha.
"Aaahhh.. Atcha lag raha hai... Inhe maslo Arjun, ye jyada sakht ho rahe hai jaane kya ho gaya hai inhe.", Apne chucho ka naam liye bagair Anamika ne uske dusre hath ko bhi apne motte stanno par tika diya. Arjun niche bhi apni sthiti bana chuka tha. Garam aur chikne gudadwaar ke kareeb se ragad kar yoni ko hontho ke beech fisalta uska vishaal ling Anamika ko sudhbudh bhulane laga. Arjun ne upar taraf se usko ghuma kar thoda seedha karte hue idhar wale chuche ko mooh me bhar liya. Sava 6 feet ke us balisht yuvak ke pehlu me lagbhag ek feet choti aur kamsin si Anamika kisi gudiya se jyada na lag rahi thi. Arjun usko jaise ghumata wo waise ho jaati. Kabhi kabhi jab lingmund seedha us kaamras bahati yoni ke muhane lagta toh Anamika apni jaanghe kass leti. 10 minute tak Arjun waise he apne motte moosal ko in kasi hui jaangho aur yoni par daba kar ragadta raha. Anamika ki yoni is ragdaai se he phool kar aur ubhar chuki thi. Wo band choti si chonch bhi ek cm bahar nikal jaise lund ko apne andar bulana chahti thi.
"Daal doo.. aahhhh maa.. ", Seena buri tarah khudke he doodh se bhig chuka tha aur jaise wo akdan ab unhe yaad tak na thi. Arjun unke har ang se utsahit hota apne charam par aa pahucha tha aur us se pehle he Anamika fir se jhadni lagi. Uski itcha sunn kar Arjun ne bhi is baar thoda dabaav bhadaya toh sirf aadha lingmund he un lachile honto ko failata hua andar ghusne he laga tha aur Anamika ki cheekh mooh me ghuti he reh gayi. Arjun waise he apna lava unke andar udelne laga. Ek 2 3.. aur aise he 8 baar uske ling ne wo jardaar pichkari yonidwar ke bhitar barsaai jiske baad bhi Arjun waise he chipka aakhiri katre khaali karta raha. Anamika ke mooh se hath hatate he uski najar chehre pe padi jaha kuch nami thi.
"Aadmi ho ya kuch aur? Andar bahar jaane kitna veerya giraya hai. Aur ye itna mota andar nahi ja raha tha toh jor kyun lagaya?"
"Andar dala he kaha chachi? Mujhe tabhi pata chal gaya tha ke thoda se bhi aage kiya toh is haweli me sab log uth jaayenge. Bas bister ganda nahi karna tha aur aapne bhi kaha ke daal do. Chalo saaf karwa lata hu.", Arjun muskura raha tha Anamika ki roni surat aur nakhre se. Agar aaj wo yoni ke challe par dabaav bana deta toh yakinan Anamika sehan na kar paati. Usko dhyaan tha is baat ka aur isliye he wo parhej kar raha tha abhi tak.
"Jab abhi tak mujhe nahi dekha toh gandi haalat me main tumhe dekhne bhi nahi dungi. Aati hu main.", Anamika ghutno ke bal chalti hui ja rahi thi aur Arjun ki baat sunn kar ek baar thithak gayi.
"Agli baar waha seedha mooh lagaunga aur fir khud he kahogi ke pehle wahi karo."
"Lagwati hu tumhara mooh. Mooh fer ke so jao ab.. Aah sachmuch dard hai aur agar tum wo andar khaali nahi karte toh jyada dard rehta.", Arjun ne nikkar pehan ne ke baad sar ke niche takiya laga liya. Uski bhi garmi kuch hadd tak ab shaant ho chuki thi lekin chachi uski ummeed se bhi jyada he kasi hui nikli. Vinod sachmuch bahot bada chutiya tha jo yoni-bhedan ke liye toh mara mara firta tha par sahi se aurat ko youn-sukh kaise dena hai uski jaise paribhasha he pata na tha usko. Arjun aankhen moonde leta tha aur ek baar fir Anamika uski baahon me aa chuki thi. Hath vastra ke upar se abhi bhi yoni par he tha. Thakaan ke bawjood wo santusht thi aur sone se pehle Arjun se lipat kar ye unhone jaahir bhi kiya.
"Tumhari shaadi ho bhi gayi toh biwi paas nahi aane degi? Aur wo pagal Aanchal khud nahi jaanti ki rasta galat jagah jata hai."
"Ab aap ye dua de rahi hai ya bad-dua? Hahaha.. majaak kar raha hu aur dekh lena bas 1-2 baar thoda dard hoga fir problem nahi hogi. Isliye toh main aapki baat nahi maan raha tha. Chalo ab aap araam karo aur main bhi Nikku ko yahi le aata hu. Thodi der baad usko bhookh lagegi bhi toh shayad poora khana na mile.", Arjun ka aashaya tha unke stanno me khaali kiye doodh se.
"Tum dono ko ek sath laga ke rakh sakti hu. Wo waise bhi idhar wale se peeta hai, wo bhi jyada nahi. Tumne kam se kam dard halka toh kiya inka. Ab so jao.", Wo apni baat par khud he sharam rahi thi lekin Arjun ne unhe aakhir bolna toh sikha he diya. Ek pyaar bhare chumban ke baad dono alag hue jabtak Arjun Anamika ke bete ko na le aaya. Ek baar fir wo purv-vat soye the, Anamika uski baah pe sar rakhe aur dusri taraf chota Niketan.
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"Aaj aane ka dil nahi tha parantu is taarikh par humare kadam swayam hume idhar khinch laate hai. 12 varsh gujarne ke bawjood yahi lagta hai jaise humne abhi abhi apni bijli ko saafe se saaf kiya hai. Bijli.. Humne toh aajtak hamare kisi bache ka bhi naamkaran nahi kiya aur hamari priya talwar ko bhi ye naam Diya bitiya ne diya tha. Aksar jab hum krida-bhawan me sabhi bacho ko abhyaas karte dekhne jaate toh unki yahi maang rehti thi ki main unhe talwar chalani sikhau. Dil rakhne ke liye kabhi kabhi hum Balwinder ke sath mil kar unhe thoda bahot sikha dete the par ye natkhat Diya aksar waha aa pahuchti jaha hum khud abhyaas karte the. 'Baapu, aapki talwar dikhti nahi hai bas takrane ki awaaj he aati hai jaise bijli ho koyi. Aap isko ghar kyun nahi leke jaate kabhi?', Aur jis din humne uski baat maani, toh humne wo bijli sachmuch barsa di. Kya karte jab dusra koyi hal he nahi tha hamare saamne.?
Shridhar us masoom ko kandhe pe liye tehkhaane se nadi ki aur bhaag raha tha. Tehkhaane me 5 log mil kar 2 aur masoom bachiyon ko raund rahe the. Aur na hume hamare pita waha dikhe aur na maharaj. Shridhar khud toh wapis na lauta aur uska peecha karne se pehle hum in vehshi janwaro se ulajh gaye jinki sirf ek he saja thi, maut. Aur humne us raat waha maujood sabhi 17 janwaro ki bali chadha di. Un dono bachiyon ko bachane ka hosh jabtak aata hum ghutne teke aansu baha rahe the. 8-9 baras umar he kya hoti hai? Humne toh suna hai ki sanvidhan ban chuka hai jisme 16 varsh toh likhit umar hai. Abodh bachiyon ke balatkaar aur bali se kaunsa devta khush hota hai? Hum lalkarte hai us namuraad ko jo itne poojniya prateek ke sath ye kaam-pipasa ko jodd kar shaitaan ki jagah anjaan isht bana kar masoom logo ko bhaybhit karte hai. 12 baras me toh khud Shridhar na lauta par hum intjaar karenge uska aur uske chele pakhandi Kalpatru ka. Aghori jaise pavitra pad ki avhelna karne wale ye nar-pishaach se bure tantrik samaaj ke liye kahi jyada bada khatra hai aur utna he bewkoof hai aam insaan, apni kamjori inhe khud bata kar fir uska nidaan bhi bheekh me maangta hai. Ghaat ke us paar kabhi 50 se jyada pariwar rehte the, mehnat majdoori wale mehnati log. Sabne apni aulaad khoyi aur unse ek kos dur reh rahe humko iski soochna tak nahi mili.
Guddi ka dard toh hum pita ke sthaan par kaise bhi jhel lenge, sabne baant kar apne apne hisse ka le bhi liya hai. Praja, naitikta aur apne antarman se kaise utaar paayenge ye bojh jisme 57 masoom bachiyon ke dushkarm aur mrityu ka bhaar hai.? Kuch samay pehle he hume ye aankda uplabdh hua aur humne jo ban saka us ster se un sabhi ki sahayata bhi ki lekin kya humne sahayata ki ya dikhawa karke har waqt hume maansik kasht pahuchati in awaajon se bachne ki namumkin koshish kar rahe hai? Murde jiwit nahi hote aur asmat phir se nahi laut ti. Phir humne wo sahayata ya keemat kyun di? Gareeb hona bhi ek shraap hai aur hum nahi chahenge ki aisi durghatna kabhi dubara ho. Ek pryaas hai bas kyonki jinhe kho chuke hai, wo yaadon me zinda reh sakte hai.
Raghuvir, hamara rakt na ho kar bhi rakt se kam nahi. 5 mahine pehle usne hamare naam se kanya vidyalya shuru karwaya hai aur Rameshwar ne bhi shehar se thekedar bhej kar hamare gaanv me dusra vidhyalaya khulwa diya. Pyaare aur Haqiqat apne apne darbaar se seedha bacho ko shiksha dene pahuch jaate hai. Yahi toh 2 insaan hai jinke sath hum khud ke hone ka ehsaas paate hai. Kyun likh rahe hai hum ye sab? Koyi 11 baras se toh aaya nahi fir 12 hone ke baad bhi nahi aayega? Aayega koyi na koyi toh jarur aayega kyonki aaj hum yaha aansu nahi baha rahe. Hume Raghubir ne ek aasha saunpi thi, wo aaj 11 baras ki ho chuki hai. Paagal hai poora paagal lekin pyaar me aur itne dard ke bawjood wo waisa he natkhat aur hansmukh hai. Rameshwar kabhi kabhi naram ho jata hai lekin ye sambhal leta hai usko. Hum unse toh nahi keh sakte ki andruni haalat kya hai hamari aur ye pita ka daitva bhi hai ki ijhaar hone na paaye. Humne bas itna kaha tha ki hum ladkiyon ko samaaj me wahi sthaan dena chahte hai jaisa navmi tak har brahman aur satvik insaan dhong karta hai. Wo padhe likhe ladke hai aur unhone waisa kiya bhi. Raghuvir toh yaha tak keh gaya ki jabtak pariwar barkarar rahega, har besahara bachi aur devi, wo apni beti swaroop goad lega. Kanooni adchane hongi toh Raame dekh lega.
Atche vichar hai lekin is se aane wale waqt ko sudhara ja sakta hai par hum toh yaha ateet me he baithe hue. Ab bewajah toh sabko nahi maar sakte na? Ho sakta hai ye hamari he kisi bhool ki saja uparwale ne di ho ya pita ka bojh putra ke kandhe wala prachalan. Putra se hume hamare ye 2 nanhe shaitaan yaad aa gaye jinka naamkaran he galat kar diya gaya hai. Ek Narinder hai aur dusra Arjun, 7 baras ke hai lekin abhi se naak me dum kiye rehte hai sabke. Naro me sarvottam ya unke raja ko Narinder kaha jata hai. Aur Parth jaisa kendrit, dharyavaan aur lagan rakhne wala Arjun. Ye dono naam se pratikool kahi se bhi sabhya aur shalin nahi hai. Lagan hai bhi toh bas ek he cheej ki hai, har namumkin shaitani karne ki. Gaaye ke table me aag laga di diyasalaai se aur darr ke maare khudko he band bhi karne lage the bhitar. Waha gaanv ke bahar se nehar gujarti hai, jaane kaise dono pahuch gaye aur kood gaye. 7 baras ke wo tairna jaante hai lekin 9 baras ke Gajendra ko behla ke dubone lage the. Ye vidhaylaya bhi nahi pahuchte aur ab toh avkaash hai inke isliye yahi kaam dhaam hai inhe. Vyast rehte hai toh din nikal jata hai kaise bhi, par jaise he raat gehraati hai hum apne bachaav me kuch bhi nahi kar sakte. Yaha likhne se mann halka ho jata hai thoda aur ghar se jhooth bol kar aa bhi jaate hai ki aaj ke din pita ji ka nidhan hua tha, hatya hui thi. Bhatakne lagte hai idhar udhar, bachna chahte ho jaise yaha aane se lekin humse pehle hamara ye Amavas idhar aa jata hai. Ye bhi un kambakhto se pareshan hai. Meri tarah is par bhi budhapa aa raha hai lekin wo isko kuch samajhte he nahi. Bujurg toh harek samman ka adhikari hota hai. Pehle wale Amavas ke baad socha tha fir kabhi aise chahne wale ko najdeek nahi aane denge lekin pita ke baad putra bhi hamare sath 13 varsh nikal gaya, shikayat kiye bina.
2 maah pehle Raghuvir ki dwara hume supurd ki hamari aasha, hamara Sambhav, Kashi se shiksha poori karke humse milne aaya tha. Bada he diler aur shaant bacha hai apni umar ke hisab se aur utna he jaldi badh raha hai. Rameshwar aur Raghuvir ke jaane ke baad Raghvir lauta tha ek raat jab usne hume wo navjaat supurd kiya ye kehte hue ki 2 beto ke badle bas wo itna he kar sakta hai hamare liye. Lena nahi chahte the hum wo par baat chaukhat par rakhne ki aayi toh vivash ho gaye. Ghar pe toh yahi bataya tha ki Purnima bahu ne mrit bache ko paida janam diya hai aur usko akele dafanane ka keh kar Raghuvir usko hum tak le aaya. Bache ki bhookh ke aade koyi majhab na aaya us waqt aur hum abhari rahenge Pyare aur Haqiqat ke jinhone ek baras tak us bache par koyi saya na aane diya. Rajmehal me 3 baras hamari bitiya aur Keshvi daayi ne usko sambhala jab tak mumkin tha. Hume maloom nahi tha hum waisa kyun kar rahe hai. Maharaj ne raah dikhaai ki fakeer ke paas Parshuram he bade hote hai. Us din se humne usko kabhi baalak nahi samjha. Ab aaya tha milne toh Amavas ko he kandhe par utha liya. Humse ek hath upar jaayega hamara ye Sambhav aur hamare jaane ke baad haweli, raj-mehal ki suraksha hum iske he hawale karenge. Tantrik ka todd toh yogi he ho sakta hai, hamara Sambhav wahi banega. Raghuvir hamara sath de raha hai isme bhi, muskurata rehta hai bas jikar nahi karta.
Jaane se pehle bol kar gaya hai ki Bapu, hum bhediya leke aayenge aapke liye. Diya ke sath ye bhi humko bapu kehne laga hai. Kabhi gharwalo ke saamne mulakaat khul gayi toh jawaab dete na banega. Aaj rone nahi aaya aur na main ateet ko itna dohrana chahta hu ki wapis ghar he na pahuch paun. Bache ghar par hai aur Kaushalya chahe parda rakhti hai humse, par bahu police wale hamare bete ke sath reh kar aadhe mujrimi toh pehchan he leti hai. Tumse milna na bhi ho paya bete toh bas ek baar hamare sath apna naam jodd kar itna keh dena ki hum galat nahi the. Sada itne himmatwar he rehna jis tarah tum inke pas pahuch chuke hoge. Vajeer aksar aise he Raja ki pariksha lete hai. Chalte hai, raat gehra chuki hai.
Lakshmi Narayan tumhara bhala kare
Pandit Motilal Anuradha Sharma
25/05/1959
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5 bajne ka shor ghadi ne kiya toh Arjun vartmaan me lauta un jungle aur haveli se. Jaise wo he khud waha baitha ye sab padh raha ho ya likh. Aaj wo dara nahi tha bas achambhit tha. Aaj kyun wo khudko apne paddada se tulnatmak dekh raha tha? Unke dard me bhi aaj kuch haunsla tha aur ye Raghvir ji wala prakaran jaise usko pehle se pata tha. Lekin aur bhi bahot kuch tha isme jaise Umed chacha ka itne kanya sansthaan chalana, 57 hatyaye aur dushkarm. Kaise halaat rehte honge is sab ke beech aur kaise Motilal ji akele he itna kuch karte rahe honge. Arjun ne ek najar alsaayi si unindi aankhon se usko dekhti Anamika ko dekha aur fir wo patra wapis bakse me band kar diya. Anamika ke hontho ko choomne ke baad wo sabkuch pehle jaisa surakshit rakh kar apne kamre ki taraf chala gaya. Kuch pehlu toh uski bhi ummeed se pare the. Ab usko tayaar bhi hona tha aur dhero sawaal the jo wo kayi logo se tukdo tukdo me poochne wala tha. Sabse pehla vyakti toh khud he haweli me dakhil ho raha tha, Krishneshwar ji.
Ummeed se pare
"Oh maa..", Arjun aundhe mooh bister par pasra tha jiski bagal me baithi Anamika chachi garam paani aur fitkari ki bhaap ko toliye se us lambe nishaan par ehtiyaat si daba rahi thi. Rod kitni jaandar rahi hogi iski kalpana ke liye wo dedh feet lamba aur ek inch chauda neela-laal nishaan paryapt tha. Nishaan ka antim seera 'C' ke akaar ka jakhm liye the jaha garam toliye ke sparsh matra se Arjun ke mooh se bas maa phoot pada. Dard me bhi aur pyaar me bhi, uska koyi paryaye tha toh wo sirf maa thi. Dukh toh khud Anamika ko bhi ho raha tha us neel ko dekh kar, lekin dard he dard ko khatam karta hai jaisa Arjun ne unhe samjhaya tha ye karne se pehle.
"Yaha par ek cut jaisa hai Arjun. Tumhe doctor ko dikha lena chaiye kal. Par yaha se khoon nikalne ke jagah jama hua hai. Aisa prahaar tumhara jism jhel kaise gaya Arjun? Mera matlab ye nahi hai ki tum majboot nahi ho. Saaf dikhta hai ki tumhara sharir asadharan hai lekin aisi maar lagne par bhi soojan nahi hai bas neel padd gaya hai.", Hath laraj rahe the jinhe sambhalne ki koshish me Anamika apna dhyaan aise bata rahi thi. Har baar uski najar jakhm se hatt kar Arjun ke chehre par chali aati. Wo ab mand mand muskura raha tha aankhen band kiye.
"Mere jism par ghaav jyada der nahi rehte chachi, khoon he kuch khaas hai shayad. Aur wo jo khuraak aap de rahi ho na mujhe dono samay, uska bhi bahot yogdaan hai mere sharir ko behtar banane me. Baaju pe jo cut laga tha uska khoon kuch der me he ruk gaya tha aur dekh lena parso tak wo band bhi ho jana, nishaan rahega kuch din tak bas. Aur dard ka kya hai, jism se jyada toh chot wo hoti hai jo bhitar lage. Uske liye dawa aur khuraak kaam nahi karti. Bau ji batate hai ki meri daadi ne wo khuraak unke saamne kabhi kisi ke liye nahi banaai. Aur mujhe bhi ye wali dene se pehle unhone is se kuch kam wali mujh par ajmaayi, poore 30 din tak.", Arjun aankhen band kiye he in baaton ke beech jaise apne dada daadi ki he yaad kar raha tha. Wo pyaar bhi usko he karte the sabse jyada aur shayad he koyi din gujarta hoga jab uski daadi us se baat kare bina rahi ho.
"Baat toh tumhari bhi thik hai lekin kuch khaas hoga tabhi toh maa ji ne tumhe he wo khuraak di? Har sharir usko sehan kar sakta toh wo khaas nahi hoti. Maine khud bhi dekha tha ke tum kitni savere nikal jaate the kasrat ke liye aur baad me mujhe maa ji ne bhi bataya tha ke tum jitne paseena nahi baha lete itne shaant bhi nahi hote. Na toh kisi khel me bhaag lete ho aur na waisa koyi maksad bhi lagta hai lekin itni jee jaan laga kar ye sharir aur us khoon ko tumne he khaas banaya hai Arjun. Koyi khuraak ya akhada tumhe khaas nahi bana sakta jabtak tumhari lagan aur mehnat sadharan se behtar na ho. Ab shaadi ke baad haweli se utna bahar nahi jana hota toh iska matlab ye nahi ki humne thodi bahot bhi duniya nahi dekhi. BA tak padhaai bhi kar rakhi hai aur aage padhne ke liye dakhila bhi liya tha.", Arjun ne ab lete hue he unka wo khali hath apni hatheli me bhar liya.
"Jaanta hu meri ye pyaari chachi bahot samajhdar hai bas bolti sirf mere he sath hai. Waise kitni duniya dekhi hai aur ye kasrat abhyaas ke baare me kaha se jaankari mili meri is sharmili c chachi ko?", Arjun dwara hatheli kabje me lene se wo sachmuch sharmane he lagi thi.
"College me khel bhi hote the hamare lekin main us sabse dur he rehti thi. Haan kabhi class maidaan me lagti thi toh najar pad jaati thi abhyaas karte hue khiladiyon par. Saheliyan aur teacher batate the ki wo pichle saal inter college jeeta hai, falana ye tournament jeet kar aaya hai aur koyi district level par wrestling karne laga hai. Dekh kar lagta bhi tha ke unki duniya toh bas wahi thi aur sharir ajeeb se. Matlab agar wo chalte bhi the toh machine jaise dikhte the us bedhange sharir ki wajah se. Lekin fir bhi jitna mujhe yaad hai unme se koyi bhi tumhare aaspas nahi hai.", Chachi toh yaad karke bata rahi thi lekin Arjun ko mauka mil gaya unhe satane ka. Maalish ya sikaai jitni honi thi wo ho chuki thi kyonki toliya bhi ab thanda tha aur paani bhi, jisme bhaap he gayab thi.
"Matlab ye hua ke main unse bhi jyada bedhanga aur machine ki tarah chalta hu? Aakhir sach bol he diya aapne ki ye humdardi hai aapki meri aisi haalat par.", Arjun itna he bola tha aur anyaas he chachi na uska wo hath jisme Arjun ne unki hatheli thaami hui thi, usko seene par rakh liya.
"Tumhe kya aisa laga ki main tumhara majaak bana rahi hu aur ye sab humdardi hai.? Mera ye matlab nahi tha Arjun. Tum kisi ke bhi jaise nahi ho kyonki tum khaas ho aur yahi wajah hai ki tumhari tulna karke main khudko he sharminda nahi karna chahti thi. Khud he dekho na ke char-diwari me rehne wali aur ek navjaat ki maa hone ke bawjood mera pehla pyaar tumhi bane or aakhiri saans tak tumhi rahoge."
"Arre.. Aapka bhi fuse dhila he hai chachi.. Kaha main majaak kar raha tha aapke sath aur aapka ye prem rudan-program chalu ho gaya itni si baat par. Waise ro toh nahi rahi isliye ek baat aur batani thi.", Arjun ne unka utra hua chehra dekh kar jab ek aur baat kehne ke baad chuppi sadhi toh chachi ne mooh banate hue he halke se bas batane ka ishara kiya.
"Mera hath na.. kuch jyada he dhang ki jagah par hai.", Ab uske is tarah besharmi se batane par chachi ne haalat par gor kiya toh wo Arjun ko masti me he maarne ka jhoota naatak karti hui lapki. Aur chamakte baadal si Anamika ko anant aasman se Arjun ne palat kar apne seene par le liya. Mooh se uff tak na nikla is karwat aur chot ke bawjood. Na Anamika ne kuch waqt koyi harkat ki uske seene par apna bojh tikaye. Ufanti nadi bhi samandar me vileen ho kar apni garjna kho deti hai.
"Huhhhh.", Arjun ne halke se peeth thapthapayi toh bas itna he jawaab diya Anamika ne.
"Kya huhhh..? Ya toh atche se upar he let jao nahi toh yaha bagal me aa jao.", Arjun fir se unhe satane ke liye aisa keh raha tha kyonki khud wo apne ek hath se Anamika chachi ko kamar ki taraf se apne upar kar chuka tha aur wo halki gudgudi se hilti hui jaise mana kar rahi thi. Chehra jab thik Arjun ke seene se upar aa tika toh wo aankhen kasti hui thoda jor se lipat gayi. Arjun ki hatheli ka sparsh unhe bakhubi apni kamar par ho raha tha, jaha Arjun jaise anjaane he kuch tatol raha ho aur uski harkat Anamika samajhti hui himmat he nahi juta saki kuch kehne ki. Arjun apni he galti aur majaak me antvastro ki toh leta hua halka uttejit hua toh hath wahi ruk gaye. Ab uski bhi haalat kuch kuch Anamika jaisi he thi. Ek baar fir dono he khamosh the jaise ye adrishya koyi diwar thi jisko pehle kaun laanghe iska fainsla dono he karne me asmarth ho. Anamika ko aise me bhi Arjun ki hatheli ka sparsh apne ubhre hue nitambh par alag sa ehsaas de raha tha.
"So gaye kya?", Bas yahi 3 shabdo ka sawaal is chuppi ko todd gaya. Arjun aankhen moonde sthir leta tha itni der se aur thik waise he uske aalingan me jism par choti si chaadar jaisi bichi Anamika. Arjun ne apni palke kholte hue us chehre ko apne itna kareeb dekha toh bas halke se naa me sar hila diya. Soch se bhi pare Anamika ne khud he Arjun ki thuddi ke kinare par apne honth laga diye. Wo naram aur geela ehsaas Arjun ke rom rom me utar gaya chahe ye harkat mamuli si thi, pichli raat wale us gehan chumban ke saamne. Aage sarakne ke upkram me Anamika ke makhmali badan ki bahot halki si ragad jaise ek aur kadam tha us adrishya diwar par chot karne ka. Arjun ke chehre ko dekhte hue Anamika ne apna chehra uska aks bana liya. Sansein ek dusre me milne lagi thi aur Arjun ki wo nistej hatheli ekaek harkat me aati hui Anamika ke sudol pusht nitamb ka utna hissa apne kabje me karti usko protsahit karne lagi.
Alag sa kasaav, narmi aur chiknahat ka samavesh tha Anamika ke badan aur un kataav liye kulho me jo shayad he kisi ke najar me aaya ho. 16-17 ghante tak ye khoobsurti sar se paanv tak jab 9 gaj ke vastra ke kayi ghero me lipti ho aur shayankaksh me bhi kuch samay se pehle tak wahi roop barkaraar raha ho toh kaise is Mandakini ke husn ki kalpana koyi awara bhanwra karta. Iske wajood ki gehraai toh bas wahi maap sakta tha jo isko swayam ke hone ka ehsaas karwa sake. Athaah jalashaya ek simit samay tak he us diwar se ruk sakta hai jo khud par ghamand karti hai par ek choti si andekhi daraar ehsaas karwa deti hai us khamoshi ke baad wali asehniya urja ka jo diwar samet jaane kitna bukhand apne me samahit kar leti hai. Aisa jalashaya he toh ye Mandakini thi, Anamika.
Arjun ka dusra hath bhi apne nitamb ki taraf badha kar Anamika ne dono hatho se uska chehra thaam liya. Saansein ukhadne ke baad ab sambhal chuki thi lekin ye ek aur kadam tha aage badhne ka. Bade upvan ka aakhiri phool tha Arjun ka mukh aur uska ras peene ko aatur jiwan ki chahvaan titli Anamika. Us mithaas aur tadap ka behisaab asar hua tha is yuwak par. Anamika aise usko thaam legi aur itni shashakt pehal? Arjun ke labo ko jodi bekarari se lagbhag chooste hue Anamika ne apni kamar ko utne he kaamuk andaaj me aage peeche kiya. Ab wahi badi hatheliya dono naram golakar kulho ka lachila maans dabata hui bina Anamika ko mehnat karwaye Arjun ke badan par ghisne lagi thi. Jheen reshmi sooti kapde ki parat ke bhitar Anamika ka madhukund is lambvat kathor golaai ka bharpoor ehsaas le raha tha. Ek pal ko jab Anamaika ki kamar kuch jyada he aage aane ke pashchaat utni he tivrata se peeche hui, golakar ushmit pathar thik jaangho ke khaas jodd se takraya jiski aadrata resham si mulayam aur lajile maans si thi.
"ohhhhhh..ummm.", Bas us pehli he halki dastak ne Anamika ki yoni ka bahaav khol diya. Aapas me uljhi jivha alag hone par bhi us geeli laar se judi dikh rahi thi. Anamika ne sab bhula kar aaj jo mukh-swaad Arjun ko diya tha, wo abhi tak uske he nashe me tha. Anamika ke sharir ki kanpan aur honth juda hone se Arjun ne aankhen kholi toh Anamika ki haalat buri thi. Uski kamar aur dil ki dhadkan ke siwa jism me kuch bhi harkat na thi. Arjun agar kuch kar sakta tha toh itna ki is pal me wo Anamika ka sehyog kare. Kahi aatmglani is sakhallan par haavi ho kar is nausikhiya premika ke kadmo ko peeche na le jaaye. Aur Arjun ne waisa he kiya bhi. Peeth par haule haule hath firane ke sath wo dusri hatheli se un gaddedar kulho ko thapakne laga. Kuch 5-10 minute ke baad Anamika ki pyaari surat us par he tiki thi.
"Bahod gande ho tum. Rok nahi sakte the?"
"Fir kal tum koshish karna he band kar deti. Ab behtar mehsoos ho raha hai?", Arjun ki dono he baatein Anamika ki kuch sambhli dhadkan badha gayi thi. Wo dil se yahi chahti thi ki jaisa pyaar Arjun ne diya hai, wo ek kadam aage badhkar usko apnaye.
"Mehsoos se matlab?", Najre milaye bagair Anamika ne Arjun ki bagal me nakhun gadate hue ulta sawaal he kar diya. 'Tum' ka toh jaise wo haq de he chuki thi usko.
"Jo abhi abhi feel karte hue kaanp rahi thi usko charamsukh kehte hai aur main wahi pooch raha hu ki uske baad atcha lag raha hai na? Inkaar karke faayeda nahi. Mere he upar leti hui ho aur jaise mere lips geele hai, waha bhi waisa he kuch main feel kar raha hu, jo tumne kiya hai.", Arjun aur bhi kuch bolta lekin Anamika ne nakhoon ka dabaav badhane ke sath he uske seene par bhi daant gada diye.
"Har baat bolni jaruri hai kya? Main sirf kiss kar rahi thi jaise tumne sikhaya waise. Uske baad sab tumhari galti hai mister. Haan main bas upar leti he thi jaise ab.", Anamika ke antarmann ki tohh Arjun le chuka tha aur ab baari uski thi kadam badhane ki. Jabtak Anamika kuch samajhti us se pehle wo us bade bister par peeth ke bal thi aur uske upar vishaal bargad sa Arjun ka chuada jism. Chehre ko chhod kar ek inch bhi Anamika ka jism uski chhaya se bahar na tha. Ab jis mook aamantran se Anamika usko dekh rahi thi uski dhadkan alag raag alaapti lagi.
"Darr lag raha hai?", Arjun ne dono najuk baahon ke niche apne kohni nikal kar atche se Anamika ko samet liya. Ab se pehle tak toh bas Anamika he Arjun par aayi thi par uske majboot aur kataav liye seene ke niche apna dugdh-kalash dabte dekh nabhi se niche tak ye nayi lehar daud gayi. Par waha toh alag he bala sar uthaye dastak de rahi thi. Anamika ne bas us ubhaar ka dhundla sa swaroop dekha tha aur aaj pehli baar lingmund ki is anokhi kathorta se wo buri tarah bhigi thi. Wo kaisa hoga? Kya sachmuch jaisi aabha thi wo utna bhayankar hoga? Aisa kaise ho sakta hai kisi insaan ka? Yahi sab dwand uske alag hisse ko uksa rahe the par unse jyada khaas toh ye pal tha jisme Arjun uske upar aaya hua kabhi maathe ko choomta toh kabhi halke se uske hontho ko sparsh karta.
"Darr bas aaj he nahi lag raha. Is se pehle jo aise pal the unme wo sab tha he nahi jo ab ho raha hai. Darr... aaj jaise uski kami se he main khush hu. Tumhe toh kahi aisa nahi lag raha ki tum aage badhe toh sab badal jaayega? Wo pehle he badal chuka hai Arjun... Jab tumne kaha tha Anamika.. Us pal se he badal gaya tha..", Arjun ne iska jawaab is baar thik waise diya jaisa wo chahta tha aur Anamika ko aasha na thi. Gale aur seene ke kareeb us nirvastra gore hisse ko hontho me bharte hue Arjun ne jis tarah se choosa Anamika ki kamar swatah he upar uthti hui us asadharn ling se chipak gayi jiska darr atche atche ka mann vichlit kar deta tha. Anamika ko na iska anubhav tha aur na wo ab rukna chahti thi. Arjun ke kulho par nakh gadate hue wo khud he usko niche khinchne lagi jaise ye jiwan ka uska pehla milan ho aur ab garmi bardasht se bahar. Is dauran Arjun seene se upar 2 nishaan bana chuka tha. Ab uske honth bari bari se Anamika ke adhar khali karne me jute the. Saans lene ke chehe juda hue toh Arjun ne larajte hathon se gown ki chain par ungliyan tika di.
"Sab tumhara hai.", Anamika ne he uske hath ko gati dete hue wo vastra seene se niche tak khol diya. Ubhaar abhi bhi parde me the jinhe nirvastra karne se pehle Arjun bagal se hath fisla kar us kathor doodh se bhare maansal chuche par rakh kar jaise Anamika ke jism ke bache khuche taar hilane laga.
"Ohhhh.. ye kar kya rahe ho? Wo doodh peeta hai tab bhi aisa nahi lagta..Ummm", Awaaj rokne ke liye Arjun ne karwat lete hue Anamika ko hontho se he khamosh karwa diya. Ab Anamika ka vastra uski gori pindliyan dikhata upar uth chuka tha ek paanv Arjun par jaate he. Arjun is maamle me kisi anbhavi se bhi jyada anubhav rakhta tha jisne halke stann mardan se he Anamika ko pagal kar diya. Chehra niche sarkate hue wo ab seene ke khule hisse ki mehak lete hue halke chumban karne laga. Ek alag he mehak thi Anamika ke seene ki aur uski taraf khinchta Arjun dono golaiyon ke ubhre hisse par aayi nami choosta hua ek hath se Anamika ki chikni baal-viheen pindli ko sehlata aage badhta raha. Ghutno se aage toh jaise jism he achoota tha. Resham si fislan aur wo khaas narmahat har pal badhti ja rahi thi. Maansal makhmali jaangho ke uthaan par Arjun ka itna uttejjak sparsh aur agle he pal kapde se jhankte hue ek nipple ka uske hontho me jana.
"Aaahhhhhhh.. Mujhe bahot.. aahhh.. Arjunnn..Ouchhhhh", Ek taraf us sakht chuchak se meethi boonde Arjun ke mooh me utari aur dusri taraf uski ungliyon ne Anamika ke lachile kulho ki daraar ki gehraai maap li. Ummeed se pare he tha Anamika ke kulho ka kataav aur namm gehraai. Waha ka maans halke se dabate hue Arjun yoni ki narmi aur garmi ka bhi jayja leta poori lagan se stannpaan karne laga. Anamika ke mooh se saaf shabd na nikal kar bas masti bhari nayi awaaje nikalne lagi. 5 baras vivahit rehne ke baad ye pratham yovna sukh jaise aaj uske jism ne paya tha. Arjun apne majboot jism ki jagah sirf kaamuk kridaon se usko ye sukh de raha tha. Amarbel ki tarah Anamika khud he us majboot vriksh se lipti ja rahi thi. Yonimukh se bahar tak Anamika ka kaamras apni chiknaai girane laga. Wo dusri baar jhadi thi jisme Arjun ne abhi tak toh koyi mukhya harkat he nahi ki thi. Kapdo se befikar Anamika Arjun ke upar he sawaar ho gayi. Stanno ko uske chehre par giraye wo buri tarah haanfti hui koshish kar rahi thi is sabko samajhne ki.
"Shhhh.. Ho gaya bas. Ab aap araam karo. Is se jyada aage badhe toh ye raat bhi kam lagegi. Aur subah aap koyi bahana bhi nahi kar sakti.", Arjun ne he unke kamar se niche nirvastra jism par wo labade jaise gown khinch kar sahi kar diya. Seene se dono ubhaar akad kar abhi bhi bahar the jinhe wo band karne laga toh Anamika ne uska hath he rok liya.
"Aise kaise kar sakte ho tum? Chudai nahi karoge? Yahi bolte hai na ya fir sex?", Apne kahe shabd se ek pal toh wo khud bhi jhijhak gayi par yaha uske sath wo insaan tha jisne asli pyaar se ru-ba-ru karwaya tha. Antrang palo me bhi wo bas Anamika ki he santushti par kendrit raha aur ab usko thakta dekh peeche bhi hatt raha tha.
"Aapki normal delivery nahi hui thi na?", Arjun ke aise spasht sawaal aur anumaan se ek baar toh Anamika jhemp gayi par fir se uske seene par apne ubhaar rakhti hui kareeb aa gayi.
"Us se koyi farak nahi padne wala. Thodi problem hui thi lekin main 10ve din wapis saare kaam karne lagi thi. Ye toh pee kar aaye aur fir bas waha kiya 5 minute aur palat kar so gaye. Aaj tumne mujhe ehsaas karwaya hai ki wo na toh sukh tha aur na he sach. Ab toh apne baare me socho?"
"Aap he soch lo chachi.", Arjun ne unke saamne mooh se jawaab dene ki jagah apni nikkar khiskate hue wo jhoolta hua bhujang unke naram hath me thama diya. Ye sab itni jaldi hua tha ki Anamika kuch pal bas us motte garam baans ko samajhti rahi aur fir ekdum he Arjun ke seene se utar kar hairaani se baith wo reh reh kar jhatke khata bhujang dekhne lagi. 2 lamp ki roshni bahot thi unhe wo avishvasniya ang dekhne ke liye. Kabhi wo Arjun ke chehre ko toh kabhi wapis us 9 inch se bhi lambe moosal ko dekhti.
"Ye.. Ye sachmuch.. Ye asli me aisa hai? Mujhe laga tha ke kal tum mujhse shararat kar rahe the jeb me kuch daal kar. Mujhe laga tha ke ye kuch jyada mota hai par itna bada? Aur ye aise he hilta rahega? Ye.. ye waha jaayega kaise?", Arjun unke sawaal aur chehre ko dekh kar kuch pal bas muskurata he raha aur jab wo waise he jhijhakti rahi toh usne nikkar upar chadha li. Anamika ab bhi usko hairaani se dekh rahi thi ki ye toh karne ko nahi kaha tha.
"Ab main jadugar toh hu nahi chachi ki isko badal sakta hu. Aur ye waha bhi chala jaayega jaha ke baare me pehle aap bol rahi thi aur ab mann mana kar raha hai. Lekin aaj raat nahi chachi. Subah aapko chalne me pareshani hogi jaise pehli raat ke baad hui hogi. Nahi us se toh bahot jyada he hogi. Subah bukhar ka bahana kar dene se bhi hal nahi hone wala kyonki ek din me bukhar toh chala jaayega par parso chacha aa rahe hai. Galti se unka mood bann bhi gaya toh ek second me khatam ho jaayega. Araam se karenge na akhaade se agle din, shehar chal kar.", Arjun ne unko wapis apne sath laga kar baahon me lete hue jab vastavikta bataai toh wo abhi bhi sehaj nahi lagi.
"Mujhe nahi pata maine feel karna hai toh karna hai. Shehar ka tumhi dekhna aur wo jab hoga tab hoga.", Arjun ne is baar kuch na kehte hue unke honto par jordar chumban jadne ke baad dusri taraf ghuma diya. Maalish ke liye rakha garam teil toh ab takh thanda he ho chuka tha jisko apni charo ungliyon par laga kar Arjun ne ek baar wo choga chachi ki kamar tak upar utha diya. Is dauraan bhi wo nichle hath se unka ek stann masalte hue hontho ko buri tarah choosne me laga raha. Arjun ka dusra hath apni jaangho ke beech jata mehsoos kar ke Anamika ne upar wali taang aage ki taraf modd kar khud he jagah bana di. Is mudra me unka prishth bhaar aur yoni-lab ubhar kar bahar aa chuke the jinhe is awastha me Arjun dekh toh nahi sakta tha par uske hath sateek us phooli hui yoni ke baahri honto se ja lage. Nirantar ek chuche ke mardan se nipple halka halka doodh bahar udel raha tha aur itne joshile chumban se pagal hoti Anamika yoni par is pehle he prahaar se poori tarah machalne lagi thi. Arjun bahar ka naram hissa teil se bhigone ke baad ab us patli darar aur gulabi chonch ko ragadne laga. Anamika ne is baar apna hath peeche le ja kar khud he wo bhujang tataol kar majbooti se pakad liya. Ye sakshaat kaam-jwar haavi ho chuka tha jisme wo bhool chuki thi ki jis ang ko wo pakde hai wo agar uske jism me pravesh kiya toh asliyat me aaj he uska poora komarya bhedan hoga. Arjun ne he unka hath alag karke hatheli par teil gira diya.
"Waise he sehlao bas. Umaaahhh", Anamika ko dubara na kehna pada aur bina us ang ko dekhe wo apne upari hath se ab atche tarah jadd se supade tak apna hath ghis rahi thi. Ek tarah se toh Arjun apne he charam ko najdeek la raha tha in komal hatho ki harkat se. Chachi ki yoni ke sath unke sudol kulho ki daraar bhi chikni karne ke baad wo ab unke pichle hisse se chipak chuka tha. Phaili hui maansal naram taango ke us khaas jod ke beech abhi usne apna lingmund he utara tha ki Anamika ki jordar sitkaar nikal gayi. Pehla sparsh he dono nirvastra ango ka chumban ki tarah tha.
"Aaahhh.. Atcha lag raha hai... Inhe maslo Arjun, ye jyada sakht ho rahe hai jaane kya ho gaya hai inhe.", Apne chucho ka naam liye bagair Anamika ne uske dusre hath ko bhi apne motte stanno par tika diya. Arjun niche bhi apni sthiti bana chuka tha. Garam aur chikne gudadwaar ke kareeb se ragad kar yoni ko hontho ke beech fisalta uska vishaal ling Anamika ko sudhbudh bhulane laga. Arjun ne upar taraf se usko ghuma kar thoda seedha karte hue idhar wale chuche ko mooh me bhar liya. Sava 6 feet ke us balisht yuvak ke pehlu me lagbhag ek feet choti aur kamsin si Anamika kisi gudiya se jyada na lag rahi thi. Arjun usko jaise ghumata wo waise ho jaati. Kabhi kabhi jab lingmund seedha us kaamras bahati yoni ke muhane lagta toh Anamika apni jaanghe kass leti. 10 minute tak Arjun waise he apne motte moosal ko in kasi hui jaangho aur yoni par daba kar ragadta raha. Anamika ki yoni is ragdaai se he phool kar aur ubhar chuki thi. Wo band choti si chonch bhi ek cm bahar nikal jaise lund ko apne andar bulana chahti thi.
"Daal doo.. aahhhh maa.. ", Seena buri tarah khudke he doodh se bhig chuka tha aur jaise wo akdan ab unhe yaad tak na thi. Arjun unke har ang se utsahit hota apne charam par aa pahucha tha aur us se pehle he Anamika fir se jhadni lagi. Uski itcha sunn kar Arjun ne bhi is baar thoda dabaav bhadaya toh sirf aadha lingmund he un lachile honto ko failata hua andar ghusne he laga tha aur Anamika ki cheekh mooh me ghuti he reh gayi. Arjun waise he apna lava unke andar udelne laga. Ek 2 3.. aur aise he 8 baar uske ling ne wo jardaar pichkari yonidwar ke bhitar barsaai jiske baad bhi Arjun waise he chipka aakhiri katre khaali karta raha. Anamika ke mooh se hath hatate he uski najar chehre pe padi jaha kuch nami thi.
"Aadmi ho ya kuch aur? Andar bahar jaane kitna veerya giraya hai. Aur ye itna mota andar nahi ja raha tha toh jor kyun lagaya?"
"Andar dala he kaha chachi? Mujhe tabhi pata chal gaya tha ke thoda se bhi aage kiya toh is haweli me sab log uth jaayenge. Bas bister ganda nahi karna tha aur aapne bhi kaha ke daal do. Chalo saaf karwa lata hu.", Arjun muskura raha tha Anamika ki roni surat aur nakhre se. Agar aaj wo yoni ke challe par dabaav bana deta toh yakinan Anamika sehan na kar paati. Usko dhyaan tha is baat ka aur isliye he wo parhej kar raha tha abhi tak.
"Jab abhi tak mujhe nahi dekha toh gandi haalat me main tumhe dekhne bhi nahi dungi. Aati hu main.", Anamika ghutno ke bal chalti hui ja rahi thi aur Arjun ki baat sunn kar ek baar thithak gayi.
"Agli baar waha seedha mooh lagaunga aur fir khud he kahogi ke pehle wahi karo."
"Lagwati hu tumhara mooh. Mooh fer ke so jao ab.. Aah sachmuch dard hai aur agar tum wo andar khaali nahi karte toh jyada dard rehta.", Arjun ne nikkar pehan ne ke baad sar ke niche takiya laga liya. Uski bhi garmi kuch hadd tak ab shaant ho chuki thi lekin chachi uski ummeed se bhi jyada he kasi hui nikli. Vinod sachmuch bahot bada chutiya tha jo yoni-bhedan ke liye toh mara mara firta tha par sahi se aurat ko youn-sukh kaise dena hai uski jaise paribhasha he pata na tha usko. Arjun aankhen moonde leta tha aur ek baar fir Anamika uski baahon me aa chuki thi. Hath vastra ke upar se abhi bhi yoni par he tha. Thakaan ke bawjood wo santusht thi aur sone se pehle Arjun se lipat kar ye unhone jaahir bhi kiya.
"Tumhari shaadi ho bhi gayi toh biwi paas nahi aane degi? Aur wo pagal Aanchal khud nahi jaanti ki rasta galat jagah jata hai."
"Ab aap ye dua de rahi hai ya bad-dua? Hahaha.. majaak kar raha hu aur dekh lena bas 1-2 baar thoda dard hoga fir problem nahi hogi. Isliye toh main aapki baat nahi maan raha tha. Chalo ab aap araam karo aur main bhi Nikku ko yahi le aata hu. Thodi der baad usko bhookh lagegi bhi toh shayad poora khana na mile.", Arjun ka aashaya tha unke stanno me khaali kiye doodh se.
"Tum dono ko ek sath laga ke rakh sakti hu. Wo waise bhi idhar wale se peeta hai, wo bhi jyada nahi. Tumne kam se kam dard halka toh kiya inka. Ab so jao.", Wo apni baat par khud he sharam rahi thi lekin Arjun ne unhe aakhir bolna toh sikha he diya. Ek pyaar bhare chumban ke baad dono alag hue jabtak Arjun Anamika ke bete ko na le aaya. Ek baar fir wo purv-vat soye the, Anamika uski baah pe sar rakhe aur dusri taraf chota Niketan.
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"Aaj aane ka dil nahi tha parantu is taarikh par humare kadam swayam hume idhar khinch laate hai. 12 varsh gujarne ke bawjood yahi lagta hai jaise humne abhi abhi apni bijli ko saafe se saaf kiya hai. Bijli.. Humne toh aajtak hamare kisi bache ka bhi naamkaran nahi kiya aur hamari priya talwar ko bhi ye naam Diya bitiya ne diya tha. Aksar jab hum krida-bhawan me sabhi bacho ko abhyaas karte dekhne jaate toh unki yahi maang rehti thi ki main unhe talwar chalani sikhau. Dil rakhne ke liye kabhi kabhi hum Balwinder ke sath mil kar unhe thoda bahot sikha dete the par ye natkhat Diya aksar waha aa pahuchti jaha hum khud abhyaas karte the. 'Baapu, aapki talwar dikhti nahi hai bas takrane ki awaaj he aati hai jaise bijli ho koyi. Aap isko ghar kyun nahi leke jaate kabhi?', Aur jis din humne uski baat maani, toh humne wo bijli sachmuch barsa di. Kya karte jab dusra koyi hal he nahi tha hamare saamne.?
Shridhar us masoom ko kandhe pe liye tehkhaane se nadi ki aur bhaag raha tha. Tehkhaane me 5 log mil kar 2 aur masoom bachiyon ko raund rahe the. Aur na hume hamare pita waha dikhe aur na maharaj. Shridhar khud toh wapis na lauta aur uska peecha karne se pehle hum in vehshi janwaro se ulajh gaye jinki sirf ek he saja thi, maut. Aur humne us raat waha maujood sabhi 17 janwaro ki bali chadha di. Un dono bachiyon ko bachane ka hosh jabtak aata hum ghutne teke aansu baha rahe the. 8-9 baras umar he kya hoti hai? Humne toh suna hai ki sanvidhan ban chuka hai jisme 16 varsh toh likhit umar hai. Abodh bachiyon ke balatkaar aur bali se kaunsa devta khush hota hai? Hum lalkarte hai us namuraad ko jo itne poojniya prateek ke sath ye kaam-pipasa ko jodd kar shaitaan ki jagah anjaan isht bana kar masoom logo ko bhaybhit karte hai. 12 baras me toh khud Shridhar na lauta par hum intjaar karenge uska aur uske chele pakhandi Kalpatru ka. Aghori jaise pavitra pad ki avhelna karne wale ye nar-pishaach se bure tantrik samaaj ke liye kahi jyada bada khatra hai aur utna he bewkoof hai aam insaan, apni kamjori inhe khud bata kar fir uska nidaan bhi bheekh me maangta hai. Ghaat ke us paar kabhi 50 se jyada pariwar rehte the, mehnat majdoori wale mehnati log. Sabne apni aulaad khoyi aur unse ek kos dur reh rahe humko iski soochna tak nahi mili.
Guddi ka dard toh hum pita ke sthaan par kaise bhi jhel lenge, sabne baant kar apne apne hisse ka le bhi liya hai. Praja, naitikta aur apne antarman se kaise utaar paayenge ye bojh jisme 57 masoom bachiyon ke dushkarm aur mrityu ka bhaar hai.? Kuch samay pehle he hume ye aankda uplabdh hua aur humne jo ban saka us ster se un sabhi ki sahayata bhi ki lekin kya humne sahayata ki ya dikhawa karke har waqt hume maansik kasht pahuchati in awaajon se bachne ki namumkin koshish kar rahe hai? Murde jiwit nahi hote aur asmat phir se nahi laut ti. Phir humne wo sahayata ya keemat kyun di? Gareeb hona bhi ek shraap hai aur hum nahi chahenge ki aisi durghatna kabhi dubara ho. Ek pryaas hai bas kyonki jinhe kho chuke hai, wo yaadon me zinda reh sakte hai.
Raghuvir, hamara rakt na ho kar bhi rakt se kam nahi. 5 mahine pehle usne hamare naam se kanya vidyalya shuru karwaya hai aur Rameshwar ne bhi shehar se thekedar bhej kar hamare gaanv me dusra vidhyalaya khulwa diya. Pyaare aur Haqiqat apne apne darbaar se seedha bacho ko shiksha dene pahuch jaate hai. Yahi toh 2 insaan hai jinke sath hum khud ke hone ka ehsaas paate hai. Kyun likh rahe hai hum ye sab? Koyi 11 baras se toh aaya nahi fir 12 hone ke baad bhi nahi aayega? Aayega koyi na koyi toh jarur aayega kyonki aaj hum yaha aansu nahi baha rahe. Hume Raghubir ne ek aasha saunpi thi, wo aaj 11 baras ki ho chuki hai. Paagal hai poora paagal lekin pyaar me aur itne dard ke bawjood wo waisa he natkhat aur hansmukh hai. Rameshwar kabhi kabhi naram ho jata hai lekin ye sambhal leta hai usko. Hum unse toh nahi keh sakte ki andruni haalat kya hai hamari aur ye pita ka daitva bhi hai ki ijhaar hone na paaye. Humne bas itna kaha tha ki hum ladkiyon ko samaaj me wahi sthaan dena chahte hai jaisa navmi tak har brahman aur satvik insaan dhong karta hai. Wo padhe likhe ladke hai aur unhone waisa kiya bhi. Raghuvir toh yaha tak keh gaya ki jabtak pariwar barkarar rahega, har besahara bachi aur devi, wo apni beti swaroop goad lega. Kanooni adchane hongi toh Raame dekh lega.
Atche vichar hai lekin is se aane wale waqt ko sudhara ja sakta hai par hum toh yaha ateet me he baithe hue. Ab bewajah toh sabko nahi maar sakte na? Ho sakta hai ye hamari he kisi bhool ki saja uparwale ne di ho ya pita ka bojh putra ke kandhe wala prachalan. Putra se hume hamare ye 2 nanhe shaitaan yaad aa gaye jinka naamkaran he galat kar diya gaya hai. Ek Narinder hai aur dusra Arjun, 7 baras ke hai lekin abhi se naak me dum kiye rehte hai sabke. Naro me sarvottam ya unke raja ko Narinder kaha jata hai. Aur Parth jaisa kendrit, dharyavaan aur lagan rakhne wala Arjun. Ye dono naam se pratikool kahi se bhi sabhya aur shalin nahi hai. Lagan hai bhi toh bas ek he cheej ki hai, har namumkin shaitani karne ki. Gaaye ke table me aag laga di diyasalaai se aur darr ke maare khudko he band bhi karne lage the bhitar. Waha gaanv ke bahar se nehar gujarti hai, jaane kaise dono pahuch gaye aur kood gaye. 7 baras ke wo tairna jaante hai lekin 9 baras ke Gajendra ko behla ke dubone lage the. Ye vidhaylaya bhi nahi pahuchte aur ab toh avkaash hai inke isliye yahi kaam dhaam hai inhe. Vyast rehte hai toh din nikal jata hai kaise bhi, par jaise he raat gehraati hai hum apne bachaav me kuch bhi nahi kar sakte. Yaha likhne se mann halka ho jata hai thoda aur ghar se jhooth bol kar aa bhi jaate hai ki aaj ke din pita ji ka nidhan hua tha, hatya hui thi. Bhatakne lagte hai idhar udhar, bachna chahte ho jaise yaha aane se lekin humse pehle hamara ye Amavas idhar aa jata hai. Ye bhi un kambakhto se pareshan hai. Meri tarah is par bhi budhapa aa raha hai lekin wo isko kuch samajhte he nahi. Bujurg toh harek samman ka adhikari hota hai. Pehle wale Amavas ke baad socha tha fir kabhi aise chahne wale ko najdeek nahi aane denge lekin pita ke baad putra bhi hamare sath 13 varsh nikal gaya, shikayat kiye bina.
2 maah pehle Raghuvir ki dwara hume supurd ki hamari aasha, hamara Sambhav, Kashi se shiksha poori karke humse milne aaya tha. Bada he diler aur shaant bacha hai apni umar ke hisab se aur utna he jaldi badh raha hai. Rameshwar aur Raghuvir ke jaane ke baad Raghvir lauta tha ek raat jab usne hume wo navjaat supurd kiya ye kehte hue ki 2 beto ke badle bas wo itna he kar sakta hai hamare liye. Lena nahi chahte the hum wo par baat chaukhat par rakhne ki aayi toh vivash ho gaye. Ghar pe toh yahi bataya tha ki Purnima bahu ne mrit bache ko paida janam diya hai aur usko akele dafanane ka keh kar Raghuvir usko hum tak le aaya. Bache ki bhookh ke aade koyi majhab na aaya us waqt aur hum abhari rahenge Pyare aur Haqiqat ke jinhone ek baras tak us bache par koyi saya na aane diya. Rajmehal me 3 baras hamari bitiya aur Keshvi daayi ne usko sambhala jab tak mumkin tha. Hume maloom nahi tha hum waisa kyun kar rahe hai. Maharaj ne raah dikhaai ki fakeer ke paas Parshuram he bade hote hai. Us din se humne usko kabhi baalak nahi samjha. Ab aaya tha milne toh Amavas ko he kandhe par utha liya. Humse ek hath upar jaayega hamara ye Sambhav aur hamare jaane ke baad haweli, raj-mehal ki suraksha hum iske he hawale karenge. Tantrik ka todd toh yogi he ho sakta hai, hamara Sambhav wahi banega. Raghuvir hamara sath de raha hai isme bhi, muskurata rehta hai bas jikar nahi karta.
Jaane se pehle bol kar gaya hai ki Bapu, hum bhediya leke aayenge aapke liye. Diya ke sath ye bhi humko bapu kehne laga hai. Kabhi gharwalo ke saamne mulakaat khul gayi toh jawaab dete na banega. Aaj rone nahi aaya aur na main ateet ko itna dohrana chahta hu ki wapis ghar he na pahuch paun. Bache ghar par hai aur Kaushalya chahe parda rakhti hai humse, par bahu police wale hamare bete ke sath reh kar aadhe mujrimi toh pehchan he leti hai. Tumse milna na bhi ho paya bete toh bas ek baar hamare sath apna naam jodd kar itna keh dena ki hum galat nahi the. Sada itne himmatwar he rehna jis tarah tum inke pas pahuch chuke hoge. Vajeer aksar aise he Raja ki pariksha lete hai. Chalte hai, raat gehra chuki hai.
Lakshmi Narayan tumhara bhala kare
Pandit Motilal Anuradha Sharma
25/05/1959
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5 bajne ka shor ghadi ne kiya toh Arjun vartmaan me lauta un jungle aur haveli se. Jaise wo he khud waha baitha ye sab padh raha ho ya likh. Aaj wo dara nahi tha bas achambhit tha. Aaj kyun wo khudko apne paddada se tulnatmak dekh raha tha? Unke dard me bhi aaj kuch haunsla tha aur ye Raghvir ji wala prakaran jaise usko pehle se pata tha. Lekin aur bhi bahot kuch tha isme jaise Umed chacha ka itne kanya sansthaan chalana, 57 hatyaye aur dushkarm. Kaise halaat rehte honge is sab ke beech aur kaise Motilal ji akele he itna kuch karte rahe honge. Arjun ne ek najar alsaayi si unindi aankhon se usko dekhti Anamika ko dekha aur fir wo patra wapis bakse me band kar diya. Anamika ke hontho ko choomne ke baad wo sabkuch pehle jaisa surakshit rakh kar apne kamre ki taraf chala gaya. Kuch pehlu toh uski bhi ummeed se pare the. Ab usko tayaar bhi hona tha aur dhero sawaal the jo wo kayi logo se tukdo tukdo me poochne wala tha. Sabse pehla vyakti toh khud he haweli me dakhil ho raha tha, Krishneshwar ji.
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