тАЬHa ha!тАЭ I laughed.
тАЬDid you breastfeed Neelu for three years?тАЭ I asked after Rachna had had a few more spoonful of ice-cream.
тАЬI did. They got much bigger because of that!тАЭ she said lifting one of her breasts with one hand, while eating ice-cream with the other.
Now, I am not the one who believes that breastfeeding enlarges breasts. I mean, Kajal and Ma themselves were great examples. They breastfed for a long time, and still had no enlargement effects. Also, you see so many unmarried girls with huge breasts. I think it is more related to unrestricted food intake and genetic makeup. But there was no point arguing over this.
тАЬDid she stop or you?тАЭ
тАЬI did. My Saas said not to feed her too much. Otherwise, it would have reduced my chances of getting pregnant again..." she waited and with a bitter expression, she added, "... as if I wanted more of his babies.тАЭ
тАЬMy Abha was fed only for about one year or so.тАЭ
тАЬHmmmтАжтАЭ Rachna acknowledged. When I did not say anything for a long time, she thought she must add something more, тАЬIt is not easy for a young child to live without the love and care of a mother.тАЭ
I knew Kajal and Latika took very good care of Abha, as if she were their own! If Abha missed Devy, those occasions must have been few.
тАЬWill you love her?тАЭ I asked directly.
тАЬWhat?тАЭ Rachna seemed to get off balance at my question, but she quickly regained it and said, тАЬWell of course I will love her! All children need love to grow. I will look after Abha like I look after Neelu.тАЭ
тАЬBeing a step-mother is not easy.тАЭ
тАЬNever easy.тАЭ She accepted, тАЬBut at least I can try?тАЭ
тАЬWill you breastfeed her?тАЭ I fired another salvo.
RachnaтАЩs eyes widened. For a moment she could not say anything.
тАЬI mean, I can try... if you want. But I am not sure. I donтАЩt breastfeed Neelu anymore. I don't produce milk any more.тАЭ
That was not the point. It was a test.
тАЬFeed her now?тАЭ
тАЬWhat? No. I am naked.тАЭ
тАЬWell, how does it matter? You saw my Ma naked. What is the harm if my daughter sees you naked?тАЭ
Rachna thought for a while. It was test, yes, and that she understood well. She thought for a while and then said,
тАЬOkay! I will feed her. Now.тАЭ
тАЬCome,тАЭ I said.
We then walked back upstairs and entered LatikaтАЩs room. Latika herself was RachnaтАЩs age when we started to discover our sexuality. Rachna did not expect to see Latika there. She again got a bit nervous.
тАЬAmarтАж Latika too is here.тАЭ
тАЬSo what? She too is a child. Come.тАЭ I asked her to climb in the bed.
No. Latika was not a child anymore. But she was, for me! Rachna did with great effort. At one point I felt as if I were exploiting her. But I needed to know whether she can love my girls.
Rachna lay beside Abha. She started to wake up feeling so much movement on her side of the bed.
тАЬShhhhhтАж donтАЩt wake up honeyтАж donтАЩt wake up.тАЭ She said lightly patting her chest and then added, тАЬMummy ka dudhoo piyogi (Will you suckle mummy breast)?тАЭ she asked Abha with much sweetness.
тАЬMmm?тАЭ
тАЬMummy ka dudhoo piyogi (Will you suckle mummy breast)?тАЭ Rachna repeated.
тАЬMummy ka dudhoo?тАЭ
тАЬYes honey. It tastes sweet, I promise.тАЭ Rachna said mischievously, looking at me. I grinned.
тАЬHmmm.тАЭ Abha was slowly waking up. When you are younger, the sleeps come deep. As you grow older, they become shallower.
тАЬIn bottle?тАЭ she murmured her question.
тАЬNo honeyтАж not in that bottle. I will feed you directly. This bottle is soft. You will love itтАж come honeyтАж open your mouthтАжтАЭ Rachna cooed in AbhaтАЩs ear.
In her half-asleep state, Abha opened her mouth and Rachna guided one of her nipples in her mouth. It had already extended because of the excitement of this act, so Abha found it easy to latch on to.
тАЬNow suckleтАж yesтАж like that.тАЭ
Abha suckled as she slowly woke up. Latika on the other hand woke up as well. She curiously looked at Rachna and wondered why a fully grown woman was suckling Abha naked. Rachna too knew her audience has grown since she entered this room. But still she tried to maintain a straight face and happily continued to breastfeed Abha.
тАЬRachna,тАЭ Latika too started, тАЬmay I also suckle?тАЭ
тАЬOf course, honeyтАж comeтАж take the other one.тАЭ
It was a beautiful scene for me. although Rachna started with great hesitation, she was now in full motherhood mode. She would kiss both Abha and Latika, who were engrossed in suckling. The feeding went on till about fifteen minutes. Since there was no milk, Abha soon lost interest and fell asleep, but Latika continued.
Finally, Rachna had to say, тАЬHoney, have you suckled enough?тАЭ
тАЬRachna, your breasts are so soft! And your nipples kind of melt in my mouthтАж I donтАЩt want to stop.тАЭ
тАЬOh honey! It is so nice of you to say thisтАж but I need to sleep.тАЭ
тАЬPlease sleep here?тАЭ Latika requested holding Rachna by her waist.
Rachna looked at me helplessly.
тАЬAmar uncle can also sleep here.тАЭ Latika said as she moved making room for me.
тАЬHa ha! Okay. I am in a good mood. So, your wishes are granted!тАЭ Rachna said jovially.
So, the sleeping arrangement on the bed changed: Abha was at the far end, followed by Latika, then Rachna and at the other end, me.
While suckling Latika also touched Rachna on her various body parts and remarked how soft she was all over! When she was finally done with suckling, Latika was visibly pleased.
тАЬThank you so much, Rachna!тАЭ
тАЬYou are welcome honey. You are a beautiful girl yourself. I enjoyed feeding you.тАЭ
She next noticed her smooth, waxed vulva and got curious to know about it.
тАЬHoney, it is called vulva. It is a wonderful thing. It lets a manтАЩs penis slide inside and takes a little matter from himтАж and then gives him wonderful children like yourself!тАЭ
The way in which Rachna explained the process was very safe and respectful. I was amazed. Suddenly, most of her negative evaluations turned positive in my mind. Rachna was a good woman to have in my life.
Then she looked at me and said, тАЬHer mother should have told her about this by now.тАЭ
She held my penis and told Latika, тАЬHoney, and this is a manтАЩs penis.тАЭ
тАЬBut why are you both naked?тАЭ
тАЬBecause Amar and I were making loveтАж I just told you about a man sliding his penis inside a womanтАЩs vulva? It is called making love.тАЭ
тАЬSo, you will give Amar uncle a child?тАЭ
тАЬWell, I hope so!тАЭ Rachna smiled pleasantly. She looked at me expectantly.
I smiled. Oh, it would be wonderful! Is God that merciful to give me another chance at love?
тАЬWow! That is wonderful.тАЭ
тАЬHoney, did your mother not tell you anything about this?тАЭ
тАЬAbout what?тАЭ Latika was confused.
Rachna took a deep breath. It was going to be hard work. She had even taught her daughter, who was much younger than Latika.
тАЬLatika, honeyтАж do you trust me?тАЭ
тАЬI guess, I do.тАЭ
тАЬOkay then,тАЭ she said and slid her night shorts. Latika felt shy being naked in front of me, as she had never been naked in front of meтАж but I kept a nonchalant demeanor.
Soon, Latika was as naked as Rachna and I. I had not seen her naked in a very long time. It had been years. Latika has small breasts, but her body was shapely. She was into athletics, and her body was strong, lithe, and flexible. But because of high calorie consumption, she was still very slim! Her pussy was small and had a very soft tuft of hair there. Rachna then explained her for a long time about female body, making her own body and LatikaтАЩs body as props, femalesтАЩ processes like menstruation and pregnancy, and about lovemaking and childbirth. Although, Latika knew many things, but the sex education was something new for her. Her education ended with Rachna telling her to take good care of her vulva and vagina.
Latika hugged Rachna. Not only she told her so many new things, but she also let her experience something new! And she was very grateful to Rachna for that.
тАЬRachna,тАЭ Latika hesitated.
тАЬYes honey?тАЭ
тАЬMay I suckle some more before you sleep?тАЭ
тАЬOh honey! Why not!тАЭ Saying that she let Latika lie in her lap and slipped her nipple in her mouth.
After about ten minutes of suckling Rachna said, тАЬHoney I think it is enough for now. I know your uncle wants to suckle some as wellтАж and also wants to make love to me. So, we must retire for the night. Alright honey? Sleep now.тАЭ
She said and kissed her forehead.