Update 20
Uske Jane ke baad Masi kitchen ki taraf chali gayi aur main masi ko piche se dekh raha tha, sach bataun to masi ki gaand bahut attractive hai aur saree me masi ki gaand ka shape bahut acha dikhta hai.
Meri nazaren masi ke matakte hue mote mote nitambo aur patli bal khaati kamar par hi tiki hui thi. Un jaan lewa nitambo ko matakte dekh kar meri aankhon ki chamak bad gayi aur husan pari ke yad me mere chote sarkar apni aaukat dikhane ko aatur dikh rahe thay.
Masi cup rakhkar khana banane ki taiyari karne lagi. Main drawing room me baithe baithe Masi ke bare me soch raha tha lekin jab Masi kafi der tak nahi aayi to mujhe bura lagne laga aur thodi der baad main Masi ko kitchen me jakar bola ki " aap busy lag rahi ho, aap kaam karo tab tak bahar ja kar aata hu"
Masi: sorry, me bas ek minute me aa
Rahi hu, please
Main: ok,
Main Jan bhujhkar kitchen se bahar aa gaya taki masi ye na samjhye ki me uske piche pagal hu.
Theek ek minute baad Masi aayi aur kahne lagi
Masi: naraz ho
Main: kyoun
Masi: tumhe intejar karna pada
Main: ye aapko kisne kaha
Masi: mujhe pata hai
Main: Kya pata hai
Masi: tumhara mere liye intenar karna
Main: iska Matlab aap janbhujhkar der laga rahi thi.
Mas: (smile) kyoun main theek keh rahi hu na
Main: aap mujhe tang kar rahi thi
Masi: sata Rahi thi
Main: lekin kyoun
Masi: (udas hotey hue) subah subah mujhe sataya vo kuch nahi, main thoda sa kiya to naraz ho rahey ho. Mere bare me to bilkul Socha hi nahin, ki Maru ya jiyu.
Main: itna gussa or aap ye Marne ki baat kyoun kar rahi hain(main jaldi se unke pass jakar unke hatho ko pakadkar sofey par bithaya aur main unke pass khada ho gaya)
Main unki aankho me dekhtey hue(badi peeda se)
"Aap ko Kya lagta hai ki main khush tha yanha se jakar, aur aap baar baar marne ki baat kyoun karti ho"
Masi: tumahare begair ab accha nahi lagta (subkatey hue)
Main: aapko Kya laga ki mujhe accha laga.
Masi: mujhe to laga ki tum mujh budhiya se peecha chudha rahe ho(smiles)
Main: peecha main chudhonga, abhi to pakda hi nahi hai aur dusra aap budia nahi ho, jawano se bhi jawaan ho.
Masi: pakda kyoun nahi hain, hath pakde to hue hain.
Main: ye aapne nahi Maine pakde hain
Masi ne kaha thik hai tum ne pakda ya Maine baat to ek hi hain na.
Main: aise thodi na hota hai. Agar pakda hota to baat hi Kya thi. Yeh keh kar Maine unke hath chod diye, unohne dubara mere hath pakdne ki koshish nahi ki. Vo to ulte udas ho kar munh pher kar baith gayi.
Thodi der bilkul chupi chayi rahi, na vo kuch boli or na hi main. Bada hi gambhir vatavaran ho gaya tha.
Jab kuch nahi ho raha that to Maine Socha aise to Sara time(Jo akele bitane) ka Mila hai barbad ho jayega.
Main: aapko mujh se aaj kuch khas baat karni thi.
Masi: mujhe koi baat nahi karni.
Main: to theek hai, jaise aapki marji, main uthkar chalne laga.
Masi: Amit
Masi ne doud
Kar Mera hath pakd liya aur nam aankho se
"apne dost ko maaf nahi karega"
Main: (unki aankho me jnkhtey hue) dost maafi nahi mangtey, hak jatate hain. Mafi mang Kar aap ne jata diya ki aap abhi Meri dost nahi ho
Masi: theek hai mafi nahi mangungi, lekin tum kanih mat jao, mere pass baitho
Main: iska Matlab Meri dost banna manjur hai?
Masi: hanh aur Masi mere pass aakar mere dainya hath pakad kar apni taraf khinchti hui sofey tak le aai aur mujhe bilkul apne pass bitha liya.
Sofey par ham bilkul najdik bagal me baithey hue the aur hamare jajbat ek dusre ki taraf dekhtey hue dhire dhire sulgane ki or agarsar they.
Main: phir Masi bataya nahi ki aapko kya baat karni thi.
Masi: maine bahut Socha tumhari Kal ki baat ke bare me ki Kya mujhe tumhari dosti ki offer manni chaiye ki nahi.
Main bahut badi duvidha me thi. Ek taraf tum mere bete jaise bhanjhe ho, Umar me chotey ho or tumhara carear abhi shuru hona hai. Dusri taraf Mera akelapan, khalipan, udasi aur jimmewariya. Samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki Kya karu. Maine socha liya tha ki Meri jindgi jaisi chal Rahi hai chalne dungi, jaise pichle 10 sal akelepan me hu, ranhugi, lekin tumhare career par koi aanch nahi aane dungi, chaye kuch bhi ho Jaye. Maine decide Kar liya tha ki tumhe aaj dant dungi aur kahungi ki sirf aur sirf apni padhai pe dhyan do, mere se jyada baat Karne ki jaroorat nahi hai. Main aisa vayvhar ainda bardashat nahi karungi. Itna sochkar Maine Socha tha ki aaj subah tum se baat karungi.
Lekin subah jab tum chale gaye to mujhe bahut bada jhatka laga ki ye Kya ho gaya. Pichle do mahino se tumhari shaksiyat ne Mera khalipan aur akelapan dur karna shuru Kar diya tha. Kal ke din me jis tarah pati patni ka natak Karne ke liye kaha to mujhe bada ajib laga, lekin tumne sabit Kiya ki tum dusre ki care ko purn mahrav dete ho. Parntu tumhare chale Jane se aisa laga ki Jo dunia banne lagi hai, banne se pehle ujad gai.
Tum par bahut gussa aaia ki ek hi din me Kya se Kya ban gaye ho. Dimag aur Dil ne jata diya ki tumhare bagair ab Mera gujara nahi hai. Yeh kahkar Masi subkane lagti hai
Magar meri nazar un ke niklay huay seene (breasts) per bhi padi jo buhat hi aakatshak lag rahe they.
“Pareshaan matt ho.” Mein ne kaha aur apna haath un ke haath per rakh dia. Un ko hairat zaroor hui ho gi magar wo is position mein nahin thi k apni hairat ko zahir kr sakey.
Maine Masi ke hath ko dhire sahlane laga aur kaha ki "aap please chup ho jao, roao nahin, main yanhi rahunga.
Masi: Aa...a .mi..I..t(subkate hue)
Main: Masi, pyari Masi, aap chinta nahi Karo, main aapke sath hu
Masi: A...a...a .m..i..i..i....t
Maine jab dekha ki Masi chup nahi ho rahi hai to Maine himmat karke khisak Kar Masi ke pass panhuch kar unse sat Kar baith gaya aur apna dayan hath unke sir we piche se lekar unke dayen kandhe par rakh diya dhire se sehlate hue chup karane ki koshish kar raha tha.
Lekin Masi chup hone ki bajay aur jyada rone lagi. Main soch raha ki Kya karu? Ek taraf to Masi ke sharir ke saparsh se badta hua tapman dusra man ka dar ki aagey bada to Masi ki narazgi.
Main Masi ko chup karane ke liye unki aankho se behatey hue aansoo ko ponchne ke liye bainye hath se aankho ke najdik chu kar ponchne laga. main aankhe ponchte ponchte unke galo ko sahlane laga.
Masi bahut bhavuk ho rahi thi. Isi bhavna me behkar unhone apna sir mere dayen kandhe par rakh diya aur dhire dhire subak rahi thi, aisa lag Raha tha ki unhe apni halat ka hosh nahi raha. Aisa lag raha that ki unke uroj mere seene me dhans gaye ho. Ek sukhad anubhuti ho rahi thi jise shabdo me byan karna mushkil hai.
Udhar mere man mashtik par Masi ke badan ka Nasha chadta ja Raha tha. Isi nashe me himmat karke Masi ki kamar me baya hath dalkar apne pass Kar liya, itne pass ki mujhe unke jism ki madhosh kar dene wali gandh ka ehsas hone laga. Main apne jeevan me aisi gandh ko pehli baar mehsoos Kar rahi tha. Unk ki janghe Meri jangho se Judi hui thi, mera dayan hath unke kandhe ko va baya hath nangi kamar ko sehla raha tha. Hamari sanso ki gati bad Rahi thi. Dono hi chup the aur sharir ki garmi bad rahi thi, tabhi Masi ne apna sir mere kandhe se alag Kiya.
Hum dono ki nazar aapas mein takraayi.., dono hi ek dusre ki aankho main jhankh rahey the, kuch khojne ki koshish kar rahe ho.
Itne me mujhe pata nahin kanha se himmat aa gayi, Masi ke mathe ko Chum liya.jaise hi yeh hua Masi hadbada kar ek jhatke se alag hui aur khade hokar Jane lagi.
Main bhi jaldi se khada hua aur Masi ka hath pakad liya.
Unohone chudane ki koi koshish nahi ki, lekin janha this vanhi khadi Rahi. Maine unko kandhey se pakad kar apni taraf ghumaya aur unki aankho me jankhane laga.
Unohone sharam se apni aankhe nichi Karli. Maine badi himmat karke unko apni banho me tham liya, vo apne aap ko chudane ki nakam kosish karti Rahi, lekin meri majboot banho ne niklane nahi diya. Phir ve shant ho gai.
Kaafi der tak main unhe apni bahon main bhare rakha, na main unse kuch bol raha tha na wo mujhse kuch bol rahi thi.bas hum dono ek dusre ke jism se chipke huye the wo kya feeling thi main bata nai sakta aise masi ki bahon main bharkar jo mujhe feel ho raha tha I can't explain that in words.