Part - 57
Anand: (ab aur zyada chintit hokar, thoda aage jhukte hue) Haan, beta. Tum bilkul sahi keh rahi ho. Tum mujh par bharosa kar sakti ho. Ab himmat karke bata do ki kya baat hai. Main sun raha hoon. Kya koi... kya koi personal problem hai?
Anand ab poori tarah se Chhotu ke jaal mein phans chuke the. Woh utsuk the ki Chhotu ka woh 'bahut bada aur gupt' rahasya kya hai, jise woh itni raat ko, akela mein, bata rahi hai.
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Chhotu ko ehsaas hua ki Anand uncle poori tarah se ab uske control mein hain. Ab usse dheere-dheere apne asli maksad ki taraf badhna tha.
Chhotu: (awaaz mein dheemi, jhijhkati hui) Uncle... baat aisi hai ki... (woh phir rukti hai, jaise shabdon ko chun rahi ho) ...mere college ke friends, Aashi aur Aru, woh dono sex karte hain.
Chhotu ne jaanbujhkar yeh shabd istemal kiya.
Chhotu: (sharmate hue, haath jodkar) Sorry, uncle. Mujhe aapse aise shabdon ka istemal karna pad raha hai.
Anand ko ek pal ke liye jhatka laga, lekin uski jigyaasa turant haavi ho gayi. Woh jaanta tha ki Chhotu ab badi ho chuki hai aur yeh baatein saamaanya hain.
Anand: (utsukta se, thoda aage jhukte hue) Koi baat nahi beta. You are adult. Aaj ke zamane mein yeh sab chalta hai. Baat batao aage. Tumhe isse kya pareshani hai?
Anand ko bhi utsukta ho rahi thi. Use laga ki woh kisi teenage drama ki baat karegi.
Chhotu: (nazarein neeche kiye hue) Darasal, unhe dekhkar mujhe bhi 'kuch-kuch' hota hai. Matlab... mujhe bhi unki tarah ka ehsaas chahiye. To Aru bolta hai, 'Tu bhi mere dost Pratham ke saath kar le.'
Chhotu ne apni baat poori ki aur seedhe Anand ki aankhon mein dekha.
Chhotu: To uncle, main aapse yeh poochna chahti thi ki kya meri umar ho gayi hai virginity khone ki? Mujhe kya karna chahiye?
Yeh sawal sunkar Anand to hakka-bakka reh gaya!
Use laga tha ki yeh ladki kisi ladke ki shikayat karegi ki woh use pareshan kar raha hai ya blackmail kar raha hai. Lekin yeh to khud apni virginity khone ki ichha rakh rahi thi aur ek bade se salah maang rahi thi.
Anand ke mann mein ab dohari bhaavnaayein thi: Ek taraf, uske andar ek pita-tulya chinta thi ki woh is ladki ko galat disha mein na jaane de; doosri taraf, uske andar ek varjit vasna jaag uthi thi — yeh dekhkar ki Chhotu kitni bold aur khuli vicharon wali thi.
Anand kuch der tak chup raha, uske dimag mein ab Chhotu ki samasya kam, aur uske apne 8 inch ke lund ki mahima zyada ghoomne lagi thi.
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Anand, Chhotu ke is khule sawal par ab thoda sahaj ho gaya tha. Usne apne chehre par ek gambhir aur salah dene wala bhaav la diya.
Anand: (shaaleenta se) Dekho beta Chhotu, waise to virginity kis umar mein khoni hai, yeh aapka vyaktigat mamla (personal matter) hai. Main tumhe koi aadesh nahi de sakta.
Anand ne apni baat ko aitihaasik sandarbh se joda, jo uske apne krityon ko sahi thahrane jaisa tha.
Anand: Main tumhe batana chaunga ki pehle ke samay mein ladkiyon ki shaadi bahut chhoti umar mein ho jaati thi. Woh bhi chhoti umar mein hi virginity kho deti thi. To tum agar 18 mein karo, to waise bhi yeh legal age hai (kaanooni umar) yeh sab karne ki. Tum koi galat kaam nahi karogi.
Anand ne ab apni doosri, zyada mahatvapoorna salah di.
Anand: Par doosri salah main tumhe yeh dunga ki tum kisi aise ladke ke saath karna jo sahi ho. Jo tumhe samjhe, tumhari izzat kare aur jo tumse pyar karta ho. Warna yeh anubhav tumhe zindagi bhar ke liye dukh de sakta hai.
Anand ki yeh salah sunkar Chhotu ne turant apni yojna ka agla kadam uthaya. Usne jaanbujhkar ek udaas sa muh banaya aur natak kiya ki woh bahut pareshan hai.
Chhotu, Anand ki kursi ke aur kareeb aayi aur apne dono haath aage badhakar, Anand ki jaanghon (thighs) par pyar aur laachaari se rakh diye.
Chhotu: (awaaz mein dar aur niraasha) Wahi to, uncle! Mujhe isi baat ka to dar hai! Main kisi bahar wale par bharosa nahi kar sakti. Mujhe is baat ka bhi dar hai ki woh mujhe blackmail na karne lage!
Chhotu ne ab apne asli maksad ki taraf badhna shuru kiya.
Chhotu: Isliye main chahti thi ki koi apna hi meri virginity le. Koi aisa jis par main poora bharosa kar sakun. Koi aisa jo mujhe blackmail na kare, jo jaanta ho ki yeh mera ek niji aur pavitra pal hai.
Chhotu ki baat sunkar Anand poori tarah se hil gaya. Woh jaanta tha ki 'apna' kehne se uska kya matlab hai, khaaskar jab woh uski jaanghon ko chhoo rahi thi aur usne pehle hi Anand ki yaun kshamta ke baare mein sun liya tha. Anand ki saari chinta ab varjit yaun aakarshan mein badal gayi thi.
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Anand, Chhotu ke jaanghon par haath rakhne aur 'koi apna' ki baat sunkar poori tarah se asahaj ho gaya tha. Use pata tha ki Chhotu ka ishara kis taraf hai. Woh sthiti ko sambhalne ki koshish karne laga.
Anand: (jhunjhlaahat aur ghabrahat ke mishran se) Lekin beta, is baare mein main kya keh sakta hoon? Yeh bahut... bahut niji faisla hai. Mujhe lagta hai tumhe apni mom se ya kisi saheli se baat karni chahiye.
Chhotu ne Anand ke taalne ke prayas ko bhaanp liya. Woh apni kursi se thoda aur aage badhi, aur Anand ke dono kandhon par apne dono haath rakhe. Uski aankhein Anand ki aankhon mein gadi thi.
Chhotu: (awaaz mein laachaari, lekin aankhon mein gehra ishara) Tabhi to aapko bulaya hai, uncle! Aap hi to ekmatra aise vyakti hain jis par main itna bharosa kar sakti hoon. Aap hi mera masla hal kijiye!
Chhotu ne ab apni samasya ko aur bhi spasht kiya, jo ki ek tarah ka khula nimantran tha.
Chhotu: (fusfusate hue, apne vakshasthal ko thoda aage karte hue) Kyunki... kyunki mere neeche badi khujli hoti hai! Mujhe ab lagta hai ki yeh sab dimag ka khel nahi hai. Ab mujhe lagta hai ki mujhe bhi kisi ka lena chahiye!
Chhotu ab poori tarah se ishaaron se baat kar rahi thi. Usne 'khujli' kehkar apni yaun uttejana ko bataya aur 'kisi ka lena' kehkar Anand ke lund ki taraf spasht ishara kiya.
Anand ka muh sookh gaya. Chhotu ki nazdeeki, uski aankhon ka vasna bhara bhaav, aur uske kandhe par rakhe haath — sab kuch Anand ko ek varjit rishte ki taraf kheench raha tha. Anand ki saari pita-tulya chinta ab uske andar ki vasna se takra rahi thi. Woh is baat se ghabra raha tha ki agar woh is sthiti ko sambhalega nahi, to woh ek bahut badi galti kar baithega.
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