Hello I am Sudha Shukla

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Sudha_Shukla .... I'll tell you what. Just read, surf, comment and post any way you like but under the rules of this forum.
Feel free and enjoy.
Did anyone ever told you that you are world's luckiest person who got divorced.
I'll tell you why I am saying this.
I am constantly bearing the pain of my unsuccessful marriage and not getting divorce.
Its been 7 years now. In all the 7 years I have only lived 2.5 years with my wife and currently its almost getting 2 years that my wife is sitting in her home with her parents....

This marriage has taken a hell lot of toll on my health also. I have become a chronic migraine patient from the past 1 year with severe nervous breakdowns and much more.
Still I am trying to live my life and enjoy what maximum I can.

You should be greatful to yourself as you are not living the life, I am living.

So there's nothing to worry about.
Be happy, enjoy, and take good care of your health.

P. S. - If ever need any help. Feel free to contact and discuss. And btw don't get bothered by my user name as my real name is Mishra.

Take Care. 🙏🙏
 
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Rikki

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Sudha_Shukla .... I'll tell you what. Just read, surf, comment and post any way you like but under the rules of this forum.
Feel free and enjoy.
Did anyone ever told you that you are world's luckiest person who got divorced.
I'll tell you why I am saying this.
I am constantly bearing the pain of my unsuccessful marriage and not getting divorce.
Its been 7 years now. In all the 7 years I have only lived 2.5 years with my wife and currently its almost getting 2 years that my wife is sitting in her home with her parents....

This marriage has taken a hell lot of toll on my health also. I have become a chronic migraine patient from the past 1 year with severe nervous breakdowns and much more.
Still I am trying to live my life and enjoy what maximum I can.

You should be greatful to yourself as you are not living the life, I am living.

So there's nothing to worry about.
Be happy, enjoy, and take good care of your health.

P. S. - If ever need any help. Feel free to contact and discuss. And btw don't get bothered by my user name as my real name is Mishra.

Take Care. 🙏🙏

I had been successful in tackling anxiety, and living a normal life and doing my law practice, after a unsuccessful marriage, felt good that u handled your situations a a well,but I think u had faced a bigger problem.
 

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I had been successful in tackling anxiety, and living a normal life and doing my law practice, after a unsuccessful marriage, felt good that u handled your situations a a well,but I think u had faced a bigger problem.
Rikki साब - हमारी परेशानियां अंतहीन हैं...
ना आज तक ख़त्म हुई हैं.... ना कोई उम्मीद है...
पर ठीक है... अपना अपना नसीब...
क्या कर सकते हैं... 🙏🙏

Main to parson suicide attempt bhi kiya tha...
Par wo bhi fail ho gaya... 😂😂
 
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Rikki साब - हमारी परेशानियां अंतहीन हैं...
ना आज तक ख़त्म हुई हैं.... ना कोई उम्मीद है...
पर ठीक है... अपना अपना नसीब...
क्या कर सकते हैं... 🙏🙏

Main to parson suicide attempt bhi kiya tha...
Par wo bhi fail ho gaya... 😂😂
Are yaar ye kya baT hui, sucide ki zarurat nHi, tum ye batao problem kya hai, mai help karunga, tum batao to sahi abhi tumhe kya chahiye, kaisi help chhate ho, mughe batao, agar mere cotrol me joga aur ksii ko effect nahi kareg to zarur karhnga
 

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Are yaar ye kya baT hui, sucide ki zarurat nHi, tum ye batao problem kya hai, mai help karunga, tum batao to sahi abhi tumhe kya chahiye, kaisi help chhate ho, mughe batao, agar mere cotrol me joga aur ksii ko effect nahi kareg to zarur karhnga
Apka dil se dhanywaad...
Lekin ab main apni tooti huyi kismat... Aur bikhar chuki zindagi ke saath jeene ki koshish kar raha hoon...
Maine jitni koshish karni thi... Karke dekh li...
Ab bas mera dard hi meri dawa ban jaaye to theek hai.... 🙏🙏
 

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I am Sudha Shukla, I am a teacher in a government school. I was divorced in 2018. I used to read stories in this forum for the last several months probably from 2019 and tried to keep myself balanced in some way. But after a deep thinking I have decided that now I have to move on from this and now I want something in reality but I do not want to contact any of my acquaintances, so today I have created an account in this forum, I want to fulfill my needs but I do not understand, How? If there is any women in this forum who can understand my situation, please tell me what I should do.
When you write this their is some guilt or regret in your mind about your situation which is just a natural outcome of a broken marriage but somehow you are not ready to accept it or the people around you make it that you fell to regret what happen to you
But remeber my words
A broken marriage is thousand times better then a broken life
Hello Sudha, Why are you not replying in inbox ??
I don'tno the person but his comments somehow pinch you as somehow his words give you a flashback of what persons say you in the past afyer you take the decision

Hello...
This is dextor...
what exactly your problem is ...you are suppressing your emotions...
try opening up....to whomever you are comfortable with...
releasing these emotional energies will help you in someway dear...
don't be harsh on yourself...just go with the flow...and do not suppress emotions...

if you like meditating try that....that's a good way to understand your own self...

some questions from my side are..

Are you feeling lesbian urge..??
are u feeling lonely and guilty for something..?

hope this helps you in some way...

Warm Regards
Dextor
His comment somehow made you think about your emotions
And here your emotions mean true emotion
And then a new desire rise in you to protect your emotions

Shayad isi ego k chalte aaj akeli pad gai
And his comment is the last brick of the wall
And then reverse psychology works

Who the hell are you and What did you have to do with this why I became single and by the way Mr. what do you know about me why am I alone look this is my life and I am ok with my life as well that's why you cheap people just mind your business ok.
And by the way who are you man why you wanted to help me did I ask you for help, so listen carefully with your open ears think thousand times before opening your mouth next time, ok.
And this make you to express your thoughts more deeply
 
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