Update 15 Know More About Ruksanah
Ab aate hein iss baat par ke Ruksanah kyun weisi thi. Ruksanah behad khubsurat hone ke bawajud ek bahot achi aur aur nek aurat thi. Shaadi se pehle usski kabhi kissi ke saath koyi bhi taalukaat nahin thi, kissi bhi ghair mard ne ussko kabhi nahin chhuwa tha. Shaadi ke baad Tariq pehla mard tha jissne Ruksanah se sexual encounter kiye the.
Ruksanah padhi likhi bhi thi, graduate thi, college ke zamaane mein ladke usske ird gird ghumte zaroor the magar dosti ke ilawa aur kuch nahin hua tha kabhi usski zindagi mein. Haan Ruksanah ko usske parents ne full freedom de rakhe the apni tarah se zindagi jeene ke liye magar ussne kabhi bhi koyi ghalat kadam nahin uthaayi thi.
Tariq se milne se pehle sirf ek ladka aya tha usski zindagi mein wohi jo Canada jaa kar bass gaya ek Canadian ladki ke saath shaadi karke. Jab Ruksanah uss ladke se mile the to Ruksanah ussko chhune bhi nahin deti thi. Wo hota hai nah musalmaan family mein ek ladki ke ghar mard ka chhuna paap kaha jata hai haram hota hai to Ruksanah apni tehzeeb nahin bhooli thi aur uss par amal karte hue wo khud ko bachaane ki full koshish karti rehti thi, ek din uss ladke ne Ruksanah ko kiss karna chaha tha to Ruksanah ne mana kiya tha yeh kehte hue ke shaadi ke baad kiss karegi. Phir bhi uss ladke ke bahot insist karne par aur muhabat ka waasta dene par Ruksanah ne ek din usska dil rakhne ke liye ek kiss karne diya tha uss ladke ko magar usske baad ladka bahot bhadak gaya tha aur Ruksanah ko yeh sunaya tha,
“Tumko kiss karna bhi nahin ata, kitne backward ho tum? Puraane zamaane ki aurat ko kia? Jao 1950’s mein jiyo iss zamaane mein kyun paida hui tum? Chhune nahin deti, karib aane nahin deti, ek hug bhi nahin karne deti, kiss karun to kiss karna hi nahin ata, chhuhta hoon to jeise tumhari rooh nikal jaegi, nahin chahiye mujhe tujh jeise cold aurat, bhaad mein jao; tumhari khubsurti kiss kaam ki agar ek mard ko khush hi nahin kar sakti ho tum?!”
Ussi din ke baad donon ke break up hue the, yehi baat Ruksanah ki dad ne uss din Dsouza ko bataya tha.
Ruksanah ke dil ko thess zaroor pahunchi thi uss ladke ke baton se kyunke Ruksanah sach mein uss se pyar karti thi magar usske saath sexualy nahin khuli thi kyunke Ruksanah sab shaadi ke baad experience karna chahti thi shaadi se pehle nahin. Uss ladke se bichadne ke baad Ruksanah kuch dinon tak khoyi khoyi se rehti thi. Tab usski mummy zinda thi, aur usske parents ne ussko sambhala tha aur ussko uss ladke ke pyar ko bhulanae mein madad kiye the.
Uss ladke ke baton ne bhi gehra assar kiya tha Ruksanah par. Ruksanah ke chaahaton ko uss ladke ne nahin pehchana tha, Ruksanah ke dil ke andar bhi armaan palte the magar wo zahir nahin hone deti thi, usska bhi mann karta tha hug karna, kiss karna, ek saath waqt bitana, magar wo uss waqt nahin chahti thi ke shaadi se pehle apni jism uss ladke ko dein. Magar ladke ko jaldi thi wo sab kuch shaadi se pehle karna chahta tha. Tab Ruksanah 18 ki thi aur wo tayyaar nahin thi.
Tariq se milne ke baad bhi ruksanah ne ussko kuch nahin karne diya tha shaadi se pehle. Tariq ke ilawa aur kayi rishte aaye the Ruksanah ko. Usske chacha ke rishtedaron ke taraf se, usske khala ke rishtedaaron ke taraf se, kayi logon ne rishte bheje the magar Ruksanah ne sabko inkaar kiya tha.
Ruksanah ke parents sochte the ke wo apni pehle pyar ko nahin bhula paayi hai iss liye saare rishton ko thukda rahi thi.
Aur wo din aya tha jab Tariq ke shop par uss se mulakaat hui aur uss se pyar hua Ruksanah ko, kyunke tab tak uss ladke se bichde hue kayi saal guzar chuke the aur Ruksanah ko pata chal gaya tha ke uss ladke ne Canada mein shaadi karke apna ghar bass aliya hai, to Ruksanah ne tab aaguey badhne ko soch liya tha aur Tariq se aakhir mein usski shaadi ho gayi.
Shaadi se pehle hi Ruksanah Naukri karne lagi thi aur Tariq ko koyi eitraz nahin tha. Ab shaadi se pehle to usski office mein kissi ne ussko propose vaghaira nahin kkiya tha. Haan choti moti flirtings vaghaira hote the magar Ruksanah bhaav nahin deti thi kissi ko, koyi badhawa nahin deti thi, bahot serious thi to office ke mard aur ladkon ko pata tha ke Ruksanah ko paana naamumkin hai.
Magar jab Ruksanah ki shaadi ho gayi, usske baad wo kehte hein nah kuch mard mauke ke talaash mein rehte hein shaadi shuda auraton ko faanssne ke liye to office ke kuch mardon ne tab eisa socha ke ab usski seal tut chuki hai, aur sex karne lagi hai apne husband se to ab Ruksanah ko samajh mein agaya hai ke sex kia hota hai, orgasm kia hoti hai kitna maza ata hai sex karne se etc…. yeh wali soch rakhne wale mard sochte hein aur try karte hein married women ko faannssne ki, aur kuch kaamyaab bhi hote hein kuch nahin.
Shaadi ke baad pehla mard jissne Ruksanah par dore daalna shuru kiya wo Tyagi hi tha. Shaadi ke 6 mahine baad ussne shuru kiya tha Ruksana ko tang karna, sex ki baatein karta, sexualy aroused hone wale baatein karta, Ruksanah ko chhuta, usske bum par haath ferrta, usski cleavage ko dekhta aur taarif karta, matlab kuch sexual harassment jeisa hota tha Ruksanah ke saath. Phir bhi Ruksanah tikki rahi. Strong thi, aur apne iraade par dati rahi.
Shaadi ka pehla saal guzra maze mein, sexually bahot khush thi Ruksanah tariq ke saath. Har roz sex hota tha donon mein, din mein bhi weekends par. Tab Ruksanah khud sochti thi ke usska pehla boyfriend ne khud kia khoya ussko khokar kyun ke Ruksanah Tariq ko dunya bhar ki sexual Khushi deti thi. Wo sab kuch Tariq ko karne deti thi apne jism ke saath jo Tariq chahta tha. Ruksanah iss liye Tariq ke kissi tarah ki sexual advances ko refuse nahin karti thi kyunke wo nahin chahti thi ke usski pehle boyfriend ki tarah Tariq bhi kabhi ye kahe ke Ruksanah ko ishk karna nahin ata.
To shaadi ki first year mein Ruksanah Sex mein master ban gayi thi. Ghar mein tariq ke saath full sex hota tha, office mein usske colleagues ke saath chhua chhui hote aur Tyagi ziada aaguey badhne ki koshish mein laga rehta tha. Magar office ki baatein Ruksanah kabhi bhi Tariq ko nahin batati thi.
Jiss company mein Ruksanah kaam karti thi desh ki bahot badi aur famous company thi finance mein deal karne wali aur Ruksanah ki financial degree badhya thi to ussne ussi company mein aaguey badhne ko soch liya tha, topmost financial leader ki post ko Ruksanah aim kar rahi thi, aur wo sifr Tyagi ke support se haasil ho sakti thi kuch saalon ke baad, aur agar Tyagi retire hota to Ruksanah ko automaticasly Tyagi ka jagah mil jaati. To uss vajah se Tyagi ki khushamad karti rehti apni tarike baghair seual encounter ke, jeise chhuna, thoda bahot seduce karna magar bina sexual relationship ke.
Shaadi ke dusre saal mein Ruksanah sexually aur bhi active rehti thi Tariq ke saath aur ussko samajh mein agaya tha ke wo kitni sexualy attractive hein aur mard ussko kitna passand karte hein. Ruksanah ke samajh mein agaya tha ke har mard usske saath bistar par hi hona passand karte hein shaadi ke do saal baad office mein aur bhi naye mard agaye the aur unn mein se ek bhi ussko nahin chorrta sexual advances karne se. Wo jawaan ho, adher ho, shaadi shuda ho ya budha ho, sab usske saath sona chahte the. Ruksanah ko pata tha, aur wo rijhati bhi thi apne tarike se sirf company mein bane rehne ke liye taake usske khilaaf koyi bhi negative report kabhi nah aaye, to sab ussko passand karte the aur hamesha bade boss ko Ruksanah ke liye sab positive remarks hi jaate the.
Kehne ki zaroorat nahin ke baaki ke office ke ladkiyan, auratein Ruksanah se kitne jalte the, Anjali ke siwa. Anjali usski best friend thi aur ussko support karti thi hamesha. Usska bhi ek reason tha, kyunke Anjali Ruksanah ki junior thi aur aagar Ruksanah promote hoti to wo Anjali ko promote karti.
Office ki dress code ladies ke liye ek skirt jo ya to ghuton tak ya ghutnon ke upar jaanghon tak hota tha aur ek blouse ya top jo white colour ka ho, upar se agar chaahe to ek vest, suit ki tarah aur jissko nahin passand to buss dark blue skirt aur white biouse hota tha. ab yeh bhi kehne ki zaroorat nahin ke Ruksanah ki khubsurti aur usski jism par wo dress kitna akarshit karte the mardon ko. Ruksanah bahot gori thi aur jab baithti thi to usski jaanghen kaafi dikhti thi, aur usski gori ubhre hue jaaghon par din bhar Tyagi ke nazar tikke rehte the aur yeh baat Ruksanah ko pata tha….. jaghon ke beech ka hissa, jo donon jaanghon ke beech mein hota hai nahh, wo Ruksanah ke baithne se Tyasi dekha bahot passand karta tha behad sexy aur akarshit wala tha wo hissa… Ruksanah jana bujh kar kabhi skirt ko upar rehne deti thi Tyagi ko rijhane ke liye. Magar phir bhi Ruksanah jeise ek game khel rahi thi usske saath magar ziada kuch nahin karne deti thi.
Kayi baar tyagi ne Ruksanah ko apne goad mein bhi bithaya tha, aur usske jaaghon par haath ferrne ki koshish bhi kiye magar Ruksanah ne har baar ussko roka mana karte hue.
Ghar mein raat ko sexual encounter ke waqt Tariq ke saath kabhi kabhi roleplays bhi karte the donon…. Tariq ko roleplays karna bahot passand tha, aur Ruksanah full support karti ti Tariq ko uss mein…. Kabhi kabhi eisa hota tha ke Ruksanah ke dimaagh mein achanak Tyagi ya office ka koyi mard ajata tha, magar wo baat Ruksanah apne tak rakhti kabhi bhi Tariq ko bhanak bhi nahin padne diya tha.
Phir aayi shaadi ki teesre saal jab Tariq casino jaane laga tha khelne…. Raaton ko late ana, paise khona, capital ka khatm hona tariq ke raw material kharidne ka paisa kum hona, Ruksanah se paise lekar apne capital ko badhana yeh sab chalne laga tha aur unhi dinon ko Virendra aur Rocky ke mulakaat hua tha Ruksanah se…..
3 saalon tak jiss Ruksanah ne office ke sabhi mardon ko apne paas aane se roka tha, wohi Ruksanah, jab Virendra ne ussko chhua tha apne khud ki ghar mein to ussne kuch nahin kaha tha kyunke ussko aadat thi office mein uss tarah se feel karna mardon ke haathon ko apne jism par. Aur phir apne ghar mein office ka darr to tha hi nahin ke baaki ke colleagues dekh rahe honge ya kissi aur ko office mein pata chalega to kia sochega, inn sab ka khauff to nahin tha apne ghar ke andar, to Ruksanah free thi…..
Kuch log sochte hein ke itne asaani se keise Ruksanah virendra aur rocky ke saath chali gayi, kyun itni asaani se unn donon ke saath sex kar liye to baat yeh thi ke pichle 3 saalon se office ke mardon ne Ruksanah ko tayyaar kar diya tha isske liye, wo inn sab se wakif thi ke har mard uss se yehi chahte hein, aur phir Tariq ne third year mein Ruksanah ko pyasi chorr diya tha raaton ko casino jaa kar, Ruksana ki pyas badhti jaati thi, agar Virendra aur rocky nahin hote to Tyagi aur office ke dusre colleagues Virendra aur rocky se pehle hote Ruksanah ko paane waale….
Phir jab Ruksanah ko ek raah mil gayi Rocky aur Virendra ko apne ghar mein raaton ko receive karte hue to wohi raah ussne Tyagi ko bhi dikhaya hoga, kyunke jo Ruksanah ke ghar ke andar usski beroom mein hota hai wo office ke logon ko to pata nahin chalega nah….
To iss tarah se Ruksanah dusre mardon ke taraf gayi thi….. aur bhi hein jo waqt aane par pata chalega….
Filhaal yeh update yeh dikhaane ke liye hein ke Ruksanah keise inn sab mein padi thi.
To be continued…………
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