Romance Aur Ek Prem Kahani (COMPLETED)

[Casinar]

Update 55
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Anny ne Amaan ko akele mein baat karne ke liye bulaya. Amaan khushi se gaya. Anny ne yeh kaha,

“Dekho Amaan tum ek achche dost ho, main tumhare bhaavnaawon ki kadar karti hoon magar main tumse pyar nahin kar sakti. Main Abhay ki hoon aur usske ilawa main kissi aur ki kabhi bhi nahin ho sakti. Abhay mera sab kuch hai. Jab kudrat ne mujhe kissi aur ka nahin hone diya to main bhaala keise kissi aur ki ho sakti hoon? Mere khayaal se tum mujhse pyar nahin karte magar yeh hawas hai, kyun ke tum mere jism se prabhaavit huwe aur jism ke takraane ke dawraan tum mere ziada kareeb huwe issi liye tumko laga ke tum mujhse pyar karte ho….Main tum ko ek dost ke heisiyat se iss dance ke liye apne kareeb ane diya, samajhti hoon ke eise dance ke dawraan hamare jism ke karib hone se tum par shaaayad kuch prabhaav pada hai magar meri koyi eisi niyat nahin main ne dance ke ilawa aur kuch bhi nahin socha rehearsal karte waqt. Agar tum ek dost ki tarah rehearsal jaari rakh sakte ho to thik hai varna main sab kuch cancel kar deti hoon!”

Amman ko Anny ki baton ko sunkar dhakka laga aur woh chala gaya yeh kehte huwe, “To phir yeh rehearsal main nahin karne wala kyunke jab bhi main tumko apne baahon mein lunga to tumse pyar karne ka mann karega aur main paagal hota jaawunga, yeh hawas hai ya kia hai mujhe pata nahin, bus tumko chumne ko, tumhare saath bistar par lethne ko mann karta hai aur tumhare saath waqt guzaarne ko jee chahta hai. Tum bahot ziada khubsurat aur sexy ho, aur main apne aap ko sambhaal nahin pata hoon jab tum mere kareeb hoti ho to, to behtar hai ke hum saath mein dance nah karein!”

To aakhir mein huwa yeh ke shows ke liye jo rehearsals hone wale the sab cancel ki gayi. Anny ne rote huwe yeh soochna diye Iqbal aur Vinay ko.

Phir maamool ke tawr par school mein tuitions jaari rahe aur Anny ne bhi classes liye dance sikhane ko naye students ko. Abhay ki maa Anny ko aksar apne yahan bulati thi aur Anny ka baap ussko Abhay ke maa ke saath kayi dinon tak rehne deta tha. Dhire dhire Anny Abhay ke ghar ka ek sadasya ban gayi. Woh apne aap ko uss ghar ki bahu maanti thi aur hamesha Abhay ke kamre mein usske bistar par guzaarti unn lamhon ko yaad karte aur ensoo bahaate huwe jo ussne uss kamre mein Abhay ke saath bitaye the. Anny ko bhi har pal har cheez mein Abhay dikhaayi deta tha aur woh aksar roti rehti thi sab Abhay ki mummy se kehkar aur donon awratein milkar ek dusre ko dil ka dukda suna suna kar rote rehte.

Kabhi kabhi Anny apne hone wale sasu ke saath usski beauty parlour mein guzaarti kyunke yeh Abhay ka sapna tha ke woh usske maa ke saath palour bhi sambaalein. Aur Anny seekh bhi rahi thi Abhay ke maa ke saath ke keise baal banaya jaye aur keise beautician ka kaam bhi kiya jaye bahot tez student thi aur Abhay ki maa ne uss se kaha,

“Ab mujhe ziada chinta nahin hai ke main nahin rahungi to iss palour ka kia hoga, tu sambhaal legi mujhe pata hai- dekh Annny tujh par bada bojh hai, iss beauty palour ka bhi aur udhar Abhay ke school ka bhi; donon tumko hi sambhaalna hai, aur woh Vinay aur Iqbal hai nah, unn donon ko kabhi bhi school se alag mat karna, unnko baad mein partner bhi bana lena agar hamara Abhay nahin mila to, unn do ladkon ne bahot kuch kiya uss school ke liye Abhay ki ghair mawjoodgi mein; donon ko unn ke behtareen kaam ka moafza milna hi chahiye.”

Anny ne jawaab diya,

“Mummy ji aap eise kyun batein kar rahe ho jeise ke aap kahin jaa rahe ho? Aap kuch fikar mat kijiye, hamara Abhay zaroor milega, mera dil kehta hai. Abhay bilkool sahi salaamat hai agar ussko kuch huwa hota to mujhko pata chal jata, mere dil ki dhadkanein band hojaati agar mere Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to. Main zinda hoon na mummy ji to mera Abhay bhi zinda hai, yeh nahin ho sakta ke mere dil ki dhadkanein chal rahi ho Abhy ki nahin… agar meri sansein chal rahi hai matlab ke mera Abhay ka bhi chal rahe hein….. taqdeer hamare pyar ka imtehaan le raha hai, main taqdeer ka saamna karne ke liye tayyaar hoon mummy ji, mujhe pura yakeen hai apne pyar par; woh mujhko dobara wapas zaroor milega aur usske baad hum khushi khushi hamesha ke liye jiwan saathi bankar raheinguey.”

Phir donon rone lage….. awratein hote hi eise hein!

Saleem bhai heyraan tha ke usske hote huwe aur tamaam forces ko lagakar bhi ussko Abhay ka pata kyun nahin chal raha tha. Woh kissi se kuch kehta to nahin tha magar lagaataar woh koshish mein rehta Abhay ki talaash ki. Bahot door door tak chala gaya tha woh ussko dhundne ke liye. Jab kissi bhi tarkeeb se kuch nahin huwa to aakhir mein TV aur dusre media walon ki madad li gayi. Abhay ki tasveer ke saath press aur TV par bhi announce kiya gaya Abhay ki laapata hone ki. Ek hafte tak press mein aur TV par announce kiya gaya magar phir bhi koyi jawaab nahin mila kahin se bhi! Sab heyraan the aur darr bhi rahe the ke kahin kuch bura na ho gaya ho….. Ab hum logon ko pata hai magar zara sochiye sach mein agar aap logon ke saath eisa ho aur koyi kareebi rishtedaar mahinon bhar ghar na lawte aur usski khabar bilkool na mile to kia haal hoga?? Eise hi haalat the Anny ki aur Abhay ke sabhi rishtedaaron ka. Iqbal aur Vinay to bahot darrey huwe the unn donon ko lagta tha ke Abhy marr gaaya hoga!!

Sirf Abhay ki maa sahi sochti thi. Kyunke ussko pata tha ke usske bête ke saath pehle eisa huwa tha, to woh yehi kehti rehti thi ke usska dimaaghi santoolan thik nahin hoga aur woh kahin bahot door nikal gaya hoga, aur khud kaun hai ussko pata nahin hoga to keise woh kissi ko apne bare mein batayega…woh bilkool sahi soch rahi thi aur huwa bhi yehi tha. Magar dusre log pata nahin kia kia soch rahe the. Jo gham aur uljhan se guzar rahe the sab woh bayaan karna mushkil hai.

Vinay aur Iqbal ko kabhi kabhi Saleem bhai apne ghar bulate the kuch tehkikaat karne ke liye. Uss dawraan aap logon ko yaad hoga ke Saleem bhai ki ek beti hai, sakeenah jiss ko Iqbal dekhne ki koshish kar raha jab pehli baar woh wahan gaya tha Abhay ke saath- (update 5) To dhire dhire Iqbal uss ladki ka aashik hota gayaa. Ab inn donon ke bare mein likhun to aur ek kahani ban jaegi, magar bata deta hoon ke kuch jhijhakte huwe ussne dhire dhire kadam badhaya uss ladki ke taraf halaan ke Vinay ussko dantta rehta tha. Jab bhi weh donon Saleem bhai ke yahan jate the to Iqbal ki nazar Sakeenah ko dhundte rehte. Aur ahiste ahiste Sakeena ko bhi pata chal gaya ke Iqbal usska aashik ho gaya hai to woh bhi usska intezaar karti rehti thi.

Aur ek din Sakeena ne apne abu se kaha, “Abu woh donon ladke nahin aaye kayi dinon se, aap logon ka woh talaash puri ho gayi kia, woh Abhay mil gayaa?” Saleem bhai ne kahaa, “Nahin beti bechara pata nahin kahan kho gaya hai, woh pagla gaya hoga, ussko ek sadma pehle lag chukka tha dusri baar ishk ke chakkar mein par gaya aur taqdeer ka khel dekho ke iss baar bhi kuch weisa hi huwa uss Abhay ke saath bechara pata nahin kahan bhatak raha hoga!”

Magar Saleem bhai to purana khiladi tha ussko sab dikh rahe the ke jab jab Iqbal ata hai to Sakeena dawd kar ussko dekhne ati hai aur chup chup ka weh donon ek dusre se muskate hein aur donon ke nazrein ek dusre par rehte hein hamesha. Saleem bhai ko sab pata tha.

Bus ek din Vinay aur Iqbal wahan gaye, aur saleem bhai ke saath lounge mein baith kar Abhay ke bare mein batein kar rahe the to Sakeena, beech ke ek darwaze se lagi khadi, Iqbal ke taraf meethi meethi nazron se dekh rahi thi aur Iqbal bhi Saleem bhai ke baton par dhyaan nahin de paa raha tha, to Saleem bai ne muskurate huwe Iqbal se kaha, “Miyan, agar Sakeena se kuch kehna hai to jawo uss se baat karlo, baat karne ke baad mere baaton par bhi dyaan dena zara!!” Iqbal se ziada Vinay ko shock laga Saleem bhai ki baat ko sunkar, aur muskurate huwe ussne Iqbal ko dhakka dete huwe Sakeena ke paas jane ko kaha, jabke Sakeena sab sunkar laal chehra liye wahan se dawdte huwe chaatt ke taraf chali gayi jahan uss se milne ko Iqbal gaya……. Aur unn donon ke pyar ka parwaan chada aur Saleem bhai ne donon ka nikah karwane ke liye tayaar ho gaya. Magar sab logon ne decide kiya ke nikah Abhay ke wapas milne par hi hoga! Tab tak do naye aashik, Iqbal aur Sakeena milne julne lage aur ek dusre ke kareeb hote gaye……


To be continued………………….

 

[Casinar]

Update 56 The dream​

Yaaro iss update ka ek title rakh diya main ne yahan kyun ke “The dream” assal mein zindagi ki ek eisi hakikat hai jo hum sabhon ki zindagi mein kabhi na kabhi to ata hi hai. Magar kia hum sab uss hakikat ko ghaur se kabhi baith kar kabhi sochte aur gehraayi se uss par vichaar karte hein? Chalo dekhte hein “The dream” ‘Ek khwab’ ya “who sapna” kuch bhi kehlo……. to dekhte hein iss sapne ka iss kahani se kia taalukaat hai.

Ananya ek raat ko bilkool chillaakar zoron se rote huwe uthi Abhay ke bistar par pasine mein tarr; Abhay ki maa sunkar dawdte huwe aayi ussko dekhne ke kia maamla hai.

Jeise ke main ne pehle keh diya hjai ke Ananya ab ziada samaye Abhay ke ghar par rehtii hai apne hone wali ya saas hi keh lijiye. To raat ko dinner ke baad sone gayi har raat ki tarah Abhay ki yaadon mein khoye. Aur jab Abhay ki mummy ponhchi uss ko dekhne to Anny apne aap ko sambhaal nahin paa rahi thi itni ro rahi thi ke lagta tha usske dil ki dhadkan band ho jaegi. Mummy ji poochti rahi ke kia huwa magar Anny ke gale se awaaz tak nahin nikal rahi thi, aur jab Mummy ji ne ussko gale se lagaya to mehsoos kiya kitne zoron se Anny ke seene mein usska dil dhadak rahaa hai, jeise ussko ek dil ka dawda padne wala ho…..

Kayi baar poochne ke baad Anny ne sisakte huwe kaha, “Maa ji….main….main…. main ne dekha aur mehsoos bhi kiya…..ke……. ke…..mummy ji main nahin bol sakti…” itna kehkar Anny phir bahot zoron se rone lagi apne chaati ko peethte huwe….. ussko uss tarah se rote huwe dekh kar Abhay ki maa bhi ro pari andaza lagate huwe ke Anny kia kehna chahti hai aur uss se kaha, “Mat ro meri bachchi, eisa kuch nahin hoga, Bhagwaan itna kathor, nirday, nahin ho sakta….”

Tab Anny ne kaha, “Maa woh mere saath the, bahot saare log ghar mein jamah the, ussko wahan letaya gaya tha main usske gaal par apne haath ko pherte huwe ussko mehsoos kar rahi thi….aur bahot ro rahi thi, maa Abhay ko kuch huwa hoga maa…main keise pata lagawun maa…….” Phir Anny mummy ji ko zor se gale lagakar ek chothi bachchi ki tarah rone lagi…… Dekhha nahin jaa raha tha Anny ka rona, lagta tha ek chothi si masoom bachchi kissi khilone ke khone ya tootne par ro raha ho aur mummy ji ke samamjh mein nahin araha tha keise ussko sambhaalein…… To Anny ki zubaani na sahi meri zubaani uss sapne ko dekhte hein aur sunte hein……

Abhay ki laash padi huwi hai lounge mein aur bahot saare log jama huwe hein ghar mein Abhay ki maa bilag bilag kar ro rahi hai aur Anny uss laash ke saamne, sar ke taraf baithi hai ek safed libaas mein Abhay ke chehre ko dekhte huwe aur jhar jhar ensoowon ke dhaar mein kehti hai,

“Kyun chale gaye tum Abhi, mujhko akeli chorr gaye yaar!! Main ne kitna dhunda tumko meri jaan, ab main kisska intezaar karungi? Kisske lautne ki raah dekhungi? Mere Abhi tum ne kyun eisi sazaa di hai mujhko? Dekho main tumhare yahan rehti hoon, papa maan gaye Abhi, hum donon ab ek ho sakte the to tum kyun chale gaye mujhko akeli chorr kar Abhi, lawt awo Abhi please lawt aawo….. dekho main ek baar vidwa ban chuki hoon dobara mat vidwa banawo mujhko Abhi lawt awo please Abhi lawt awo!!” Yeh kehkar Anny chaaron taraf logon ke bhhirr mein dekhne lagi aur sab log usski tarap aur baton ko sunkar ro rahe the, to Anny baawli jeisi idhar udhar dekhte huwe apne sar ko upar uthaakar Bhagwaan se kehti hai,

“Mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do upar wale, tum to sabka paalanhaar ho, tum to kuch bhi kar sakte ho, ek chamatkaar hi kardo Bhagwan, kuch bhi karo mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do, tumhare liye to yeh maamooli si baat hogi, mujhe bheek mein Abhi wapas dedo…. Dekho ek se shaadi ki to woh chale gaye aur mujhko kaha gaya ke main ne ussko kha liya ab Abhay chala gaya to log to yehi kahaeinguiey na ke main sach mein dayan hoon… sab ke munh band karwado ey Bhagwan mere Abhi ko phir se jiwit kardo please…. Main aur kisske aaguey haath jodun tumhare ilawa koyi bhi to yeh nahin kar sakta….mujhpar taras khao please mere Abhay ko lawta do……”

Anny ne yehi sapna dekha aur eisa mehsoos huwa ke sab hakikat hai aur beet rahi hai uss par. Uss sapne ka har ek lamha, har ensoo, har ek tarap Anny mein zinda the aur jaagne ke baad bhi ussko wohi feelings ho rahe the aur usska dil jeise uss waqt dhadak raha tha, jaagne ke baad bhi weise hi dhadak raha tha aur usske ensoo sapne mein se jaagne par jaari the….. Anny bilkool bekaabu thi aur apne aap ko nahin sambhaal paa rahi thi……

Ab sochna yeh hai dosto, kia hum kabhi uss lamhe ko sochte hein ke ek din hum laash banne ek chataayi par lete honge aur hamare ghar wale, pyar karne wale, hamare ird gird maatam mana rahe honge?? Ya kia kabhi hum yeh gehraayi se sochte hein ke jissko hum sab se ziada chahte hein woh ek din laash bankar hamare enkhon ke saamne pade honguey aur hum kuch nahin kar payeingeuy? Woh waqt kitna dardnaak hota hoga jab koyi eise haalat ka saamna karta hoga?

Ab hum khud ke bare mein sochein aur jo humse be inteha muhabat karte hein uss ke bare mein sochein jeise Anny par beeta weise usski jagah jaaakar sochein…. Ab dyaan iss baat par dein ke woh jo hamare sab se nazdeek hote hein, hamare har ek jism ke ang ko jaanta/jaanti hai, hamare muskurahat ko pehchaanta/pehchaanti hai, hamare awaaz se waakif hai, hamare chehre ko passand karti/karta hai….. hamare balon ko chahta/chahti hai, hamare ungliyon se ko Jakarta/jakarti rehti/rehta ho…… ek eise shakhs ke saamne hamara laash pada ho to usspar kia beetta hai kia hum kabhi eisa sochte hein?

Kia humne kabhi eisa socha ke ek din hamara laash pada hogaa aur hamare chahne wale ekatha honge hamare chaaron taraf aur hum pade honge zameen par bina sannss liye, bina hilte dolte huwe….tab koyi jo humse bahot pyar karti/karta ho woh hamare gaal ko chuwe, hamare baalon ko chuwe, hum se baat kare rote huwe par hum kuch nahin kar paayein usske liye….. kia manzar hoga woh yaaro!!....... baad mein humko uthakar ya to dafnaya jaega kissi zameen ke andar ya jalaya jaega uss shareer ko jiss par kissi ko kabhi naaz tha, jiss jism se koyi behad pyar karta tha, jinn ungliyon ko koyi hamesha apne naazuk ungliyon mein jakra karta tha, jinn baalon ko koyi hamesha passand karta/karti thi…sab bhasm ho jaega ek din…kia hum uss waqt ko gehraayi se kabhi sochte bhi hein?? Hum kabhi ek ek sanss ke liye mohtaaj ho jayeinguey kia koyi kabhi sochta hai? Zara sochein, ek lambi saanss lein aur ussko rok kar sochein ke dusri sanss lene se pehle hum marr jayein uss dusre sanss ko lene ke liye tarpe magar nahin le paayein??! Kia haal hoga uss waqt dosto??!! Aur kia haal hoga uss waqt unn par jo hamare behad karib ho, jo humse beinteha pyar karta/karti ho, keise guzregi unn par hamare laash ko apne enkhon ke saamne dekhte huwe?

Eise haalat hum sab ko sochne par majboor karte hein….. hum musaafir hai iss dharti par, kissi ko mukamal jagah nahin milti yahan, hum sab ko jana hai, to yaaro sab se pyar se milo, sab pyar karo, khushi se jiyo jab tak jina hai aur kissi ek ke dil mein kuch eisa kar jawo ke yaadgaar ban jawo uss ek dil ke liye aur eise jiyo ke jaaane ke waqt sab hum par naaz karein ke han humne jaane se pehle kuch to achchah kiya, kissi ko to pyar diya, kissi ka dil to khush hai, koyi to nek kaam kiya….

Yaaro hamara pyari si Anny uss sapne se bahot darr gayi magar Abhay ki maa ne ussko sambhaala aur ghante bhar rone ke baad pyari Anny ki enkh lag gayi Abhay ki maa ke baahon mein aur mummy ji apne enkhon ko ponchte huwe, Anny ke chehre par bahot pyar se apne haath ko pherte huwe dhire se usske maathe ko chumte huwe kaha, “Meri bachchi, meri beti hai tu, Bhagwaan ne ek beta diya tha ab ek beti bhi dediya mujhko main to dhanya ho gayi, tu fikar matt kar meri bachchi Abhay ko kuch nahin hoga, woh zaroor wapas ayega aur sahi salaamat ayega yeh ek maa ka dil keh raha hai maa ka dil kabhi dhoka nahin kha sakta, agar Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to maa ke dil ko pata zaroor chal jata…… mera baccha jahan bhi hai sahi salaamat hai aur bahot jald wapas ghar ayega aur tujhko tera pyar wapas karega dekh lena!!”

To be continued………………..

 

[bondjamesbond09]

Update 55
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Anny ne Amaan ko akele mein baat karne ke liye bulaya. Amaan khushi se gaya. Anny ne yeh kaha,

“Dekho Amaan tum ek achche dost ho, main tumhare bhaavnaawon ki kadar karti hoon magar main tumse pyar nahin kar sakti. Main Abhay ki hoon aur usske ilawa main kissi aur ki kabhi bhi nahin ho sakti. Abhay mera sab kuch hai. Jab kudrat ne mujhe kissi aur ka nahin hone diya to main bhaala keise kissi aur ki ho sakti hoon? Mere khayaal se tum mujhse pyar nahin karte magar yeh hawas hai, kyun ke tum mere jism se prabhaavit huwe aur jism ke takraane ke dawraan tum mere ziada kareeb huwe issi liye tumko laga ke tum mujhse pyar karte ho….Main tum ko ek dost ke heisiyat se iss dance ke liye apne kareeb ane diya, samajhti hoon ke eise dance ke dawraan hamare jism ke karib hone se tum par shaaayad kuch prabhaav pada hai magar meri koyi eisi niyat nahin main ne dance ke ilawa aur kuch bhi nahin socha rehearsal karte waqt. Agar tum ek dost ki tarah rehearsal jaari rakh sakte ho to thik hai varna main sab kuch cancel kar deti hoon!”

Amman ko Anny ki baton ko sunkar dhakka laga aur woh chala gaya yeh kehte huwe, “To phir yeh rehearsal main nahin karne wala kyunke jab bhi main tumko apne baahon mein lunga to tumse pyar karne ka mann karega aur main paagal hota jaawunga, yeh hawas hai ya kia hai mujhe pata nahin, bus tumko chumne ko, tumhare saath bistar par lethne ko mann karta hai aur tumhare saath waqt guzaarne ko jee chahta hai. Tum bahot ziada khubsurat aur sexy ho, aur main apne aap ko sambhaal nahin pata hoon jab tum mere kareeb hoti ho to, to behtar hai ke hum saath mein dance nah karein!”

To aakhir mein huwa yeh ke shows ke liye jo rehearsals hone wale the sab cancel ki gayi. Anny ne rote huwe yeh soochna diye Iqbal aur Vinay ko.

Phir maamool ke tawr par school mein tuitions jaari rahe aur Anny ne bhi classes liye dance sikhane ko naye students ko. Abhay ki maa Anny ko aksar apne yahan bulati thi aur Anny ka baap ussko Abhay ke maa ke saath kayi dinon tak rehne deta tha. Dhire dhire Anny Abhay ke ghar ka ek sadasya ban gayi. Woh apne aap ko uss ghar ki bahu maanti thi aur hamesha Abhay ke kamre mein usske bistar par guzaarti unn lamhon ko yaad karte aur ensoo bahaate huwe jo ussne uss kamre mein Abhay ke saath bitaye the. Anny ko bhi har pal har cheez mein Abhay dikhaayi deta tha aur woh aksar roti rehti thi sab Abhay ki mummy se kehkar aur donon awratein milkar ek dusre ko dil ka dukda suna suna kar rote rehte.

Kabhi kabhi Anny apne hone wale sasu ke saath usski beauty parlour mein guzaarti kyunke yeh Abhay ka sapna tha ke woh usske maa ke saath palour bhi sambaalein. Aur Anny seekh bhi rahi thi Abhay ke maa ke saath ke keise baal banaya jaye aur keise beautician ka kaam bhi kiya jaye bahot tez student thi aur Abhay ki maa ne uss se kaha,

“Ab mujhe ziada chinta nahin hai ke main nahin rahungi to iss palour ka kia hoga, tu sambhaal legi mujhe pata hai- dekh Annny tujh par bada bojh hai, iss beauty palour ka bhi aur udhar Abhay ke school ka bhi; donon tumko hi sambhaalna hai, aur woh Vinay aur Iqbal hai nah, unn donon ko kabhi bhi school se alag mat karna, unnko baad mein partner bhi bana lena agar hamara Abhay nahin mila to, unn do ladkon ne bahot kuch kiya uss school ke liye Abhay ki ghair mawjoodgi mein; donon ko unn ke behtareen kaam ka moafza milna hi chahiye.”

Anny ne jawaab diya,

“Mummy ji aap eise kyun batein kar rahe ho jeise ke aap kahin jaa rahe ho? Aap kuch fikar mat kijiye, hamara Abhay zaroor milega, mera dil kehta hai. Abhay bilkool sahi salaamat hai agar ussko kuch huwa hota to mujhko pata chal jata, mere dil ki dhadkanein band hojaati agar mere Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to. Main zinda hoon na mummy ji to mera Abhay bhi zinda hai, yeh nahin ho sakta ke mere dil ki dhadkanein chal rahi ho Abhy ki nahin… agar meri sansein chal rahi hai matlab ke mera Abhay ka bhi chal rahe hein….. taqdeer hamare pyar ka imtehaan le raha hai, main taqdeer ka saamna karne ke liye tayyaar hoon mummy ji, mujhe pura yakeen hai apne pyar par; woh mujhko dobara wapas zaroor milega aur usske baad hum khushi khushi hamesha ke liye jiwan saathi bankar raheinguey.”

Phir donon rone lage….. awratein hote hi eise hein!

Saleem bhai heyraan tha ke usske hote huwe aur tamaam forces ko lagakar bhi ussko Abhay ka pata kyun nahin chal raha tha. Woh kissi se kuch kehta to nahin tha magar lagaataar woh koshish mein rehta Abhay ki talaash ki. Bahot door door tak chala gaya tha woh ussko dhundne ke liye. Jab kissi bhi tarkeeb se kuch nahin huwa to aakhir mein TV aur dusre media walon ki madad li gayi. Abhay ki tasveer ke saath press aur TV par bhi announce kiya gaya Abhay ki laapata hone ki. Ek hafte tak press mein aur TV par announce kiya gaya magar phir bhi koyi jawaab nahin mila kahin se bhi! Sab heyraan the aur darr bhi rahe the ke kahin kuch bura na ho gaya ho….. Ab hum logon ko pata hai magar zara sochiye sach mein agar aap logon ke saath eisa ho aur koyi kareebi rishtedaar mahinon bhar ghar na lawte aur usski khabar bilkool na mile to kia haal hoga?? Eise hi haalat the Anny ki aur Abhay ke sabhi rishtedaaron ka. Iqbal aur Vinay to bahot darrey huwe the unn donon ko lagta tha ke Abhy marr gaaya hoga!!

Sirf Abhay ki maa sahi sochti thi. Kyunke ussko pata tha ke usske bête ke saath pehle eisa huwa tha, to woh yehi kehti rehti thi ke usska dimaaghi santoolan thik nahin hoga aur woh kahin bahot door nikal gaya hoga, aur khud kaun hai ussko pata nahin hoga to keise woh kissi ko apne bare mein batayega…woh bilkool sahi soch rahi thi aur huwa bhi yehi tha. Magar dusre log pata nahin kia kia soch rahe the. Jo gham aur uljhan se guzar rahe the sab woh bayaan karna mushkil hai.

Vinay aur Iqbal ko kabhi kabhi Saleem bhai apne ghar bulate the kuch tehkikaat karne ke liye. Uss dawraan aap logon ko yaad hoga ke Saleem bhai ki ek beti hai, sakeenah jiss ko Iqbal dekhne ki koshish kar raha jab pehli baar woh wahan gaya tha Abhay ke saath- (update 5) To dhire dhire Iqbal uss ladki ka aashik hota gayaa. Ab inn donon ke bare mein likhun to aur ek kahani ban jaegi, magar bata deta hoon ke kuch jhijhakte huwe ussne dhire dhire kadam badhaya uss ladki ke taraf halaan ke Vinay ussko dantta rehta tha. Jab bhi weh donon Saleem bhai ke yahan jate the to Iqbal ki nazar Sakeenah ko dhundte rehte. Aur ahiste ahiste Sakeena ko bhi pata chal gaya ke Iqbal usska aashik ho gaya hai to woh bhi usska intezaar karti rehti thi.

Aur ek din Sakeena ne apne abu se kaha, “Abu woh donon ladke nahin aaye kayi dinon se, aap logon ka woh talaash puri ho gayi kia, woh Abhay mil gayaa?” Saleem bhai ne kahaa, “Nahin beti bechara pata nahin kahan kho gaya hai, woh pagla gaya hoga, ussko ek sadma pehle lag chukka tha dusri baar ishk ke chakkar mein par gaya aur taqdeer ka khel dekho ke iss baar bhi kuch weisa hi huwa uss Abhay ke saath bechara pata nahin kahan bhatak raha hoga!”

Magar Saleem bhai to purana khiladi tha ussko sab dikh rahe the ke jab jab Iqbal ata hai to Sakeena dawd kar ussko dekhne ati hai aur chup chup ka weh donon ek dusre se muskate hein aur donon ke nazrein ek dusre par rehte hein hamesha. Saleem bhai ko sab pata tha.

Bus ek din Vinay aur Iqbal wahan gaye, aur saleem bhai ke saath lounge mein baith kar Abhay ke bare mein batein kar rahe the to Sakeena, beech ke ek darwaze se lagi khadi, Iqbal ke taraf meethi meethi nazron se dekh rahi thi aur Iqbal bhi Saleem bhai ke baton par dhyaan nahin de paa raha tha, to Saleem bai ne muskurate huwe Iqbal se kaha, “Miyan, agar Sakeena se kuch kehna hai to jawo uss se baat karlo, baat karne ke baad mere baaton par bhi dyaan dena zara!!” Iqbal se ziada Vinay ko shock laga Saleem bhai ki baat ko sunkar, aur muskurate huwe ussne Iqbal ko dhakka dete huwe Sakeena ke paas jane ko kaha, jabke Sakeena sab sunkar laal chehra liye wahan se dawdte huwe chaatt ke taraf chali gayi jahan uss se milne ko Iqbal gaya……. Aur unn donon ke pyar ka parwaan chada aur Saleem bhai ne donon ka nikah karwane ke liye tayaar ho gaya. Magar sab logon ne decide kiya ke nikah Abhay ke wapas milne par hi hoga! Tab tak do naye aashik, Iqbal aur Sakeena milne julne lage aur ek dusre ke kareeb hote gaye……


To be continued………………….

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Update 56 The dream​

Yaaro iss update ka ek title rakh diya main ne yahan kyun ke “The dream” assal mein zindagi ki ek eisi hakikat hai jo hum sabhon ki zindagi mein kabhi na kabhi to ata hi hai. Magar kia hum sab uss hakikat ko ghaur se kabhi baith kar kabhi sochte aur gehraayi se uss par vichaar karte hein? Chalo dekhte hein “The dream” ‘Ek khwab’ ya “who sapna” kuch bhi kehlo……. to dekhte hein iss sapne ka iss kahani se kia taalukaat hai.

Ananya ek raat ko bilkool chillaakar zoron se rote huwe uthi Abhay ke bistar par pasine mein tarr; Abhay ki maa sunkar dawdte huwe aayi ussko dekhne ke kia maamla hai.

Jeise ke main ne pehle keh diya hjai ke Ananya ab ziada samaye Abhay ke ghar par rehtii hai apne hone wali ya saas hi keh lijiye. To raat ko dinner ke baad sone gayi har raat ki tarah Abhay ki yaadon mein khoye. Aur jab Abhay ki mummy ponhchi uss ko dekhne to Anny apne aap ko sambhaal nahin paa rahi thi itni ro rahi thi ke lagta tha usske dil ki dhadkan band ho jaegi. Mummy ji poochti rahi ke kia huwa magar Anny ke gale se awaaz tak nahin nikal rahi thi, aur jab Mummy ji ne ussko gale se lagaya to mehsoos kiya kitne zoron se Anny ke seene mein usska dil dhadak rahaa hai, jeise ussko ek dil ka dawda padne wala ho…..

Kayi baar poochne ke baad Anny ne sisakte huwe kaha, “Maa ji….main….main…. main ne dekha aur mehsoos bhi kiya…..ke……. ke…..mummy ji main nahin bol sakti…” itna kehkar Anny phir bahot zoron se rone lagi apne chaati ko peethte huwe….. ussko uss tarah se rote huwe dekh kar Abhay ki maa bhi ro pari andaza lagate huwe ke Anny kia kehna chahti hai aur uss se kaha, “Mat ro meri bachchi, eisa kuch nahin hoga, Bhagwaan itna kathor, nirday, nahin ho sakta….”

Tab Anny ne kaha, “Maa woh mere saath the, bahot saare log ghar mein jamah the, ussko wahan letaya gaya tha main usske gaal par apne haath ko pherte huwe ussko mehsoos kar rahi thi….aur bahot ro rahi thi, maa Abhay ko kuch huwa hoga maa…main keise pata lagawun maa…….” Phir Anny mummy ji ko zor se gale lagakar ek chothi bachchi ki tarah rone lagi…… Dekhha nahin jaa raha tha Anny ka rona, lagta tha ek chothi si masoom bachchi kissi khilone ke khone ya tootne par ro raha ho aur mummy ji ke samamjh mein nahin araha tha keise ussko sambhaalein…… To Anny ki zubaani na sahi meri zubaani uss sapne ko dekhte hein aur sunte hein……

Abhay ki laash padi huwi hai lounge mein aur bahot saare log jama huwe hein ghar mein Abhay ki maa bilag bilag kar ro rahi hai aur Anny uss laash ke saamne, sar ke taraf baithi hai ek safed libaas mein Abhay ke chehre ko dekhte huwe aur jhar jhar ensoowon ke dhaar mein kehti hai,

“Kyun chale gaye tum Abhi, mujhko akeli chorr gaye yaar!! Main ne kitna dhunda tumko meri jaan, ab main kisska intezaar karungi? Kisske lautne ki raah dekhungi? Mere Abhi tum ne kyun eisi sazaa di hai mujhko? Dekho main tumhare yahan rehti hoon, papa maan gaye Abhi, hum donon ab ek ho sakte the to tum kyun chale gaye mujhko akeli chorr kar Abhi, lawt awo Abhi please lawt aawo….. dekho main ek baar vidwa ban chuki hoon dobara mat vidwa banawo mujhko Abhi lawt awo please Abhi lawt awo!!” Yeh kehkar Anny chaaron taraf logon ke bhhirr mein dekhne lagi aur sab log usski tarap aur baton ko sunkar ro rahe the, to Anny baawli jeisi idhar udhar dekhte huwe apne sar ko upar uthaakar Bhagwaan se kehti hai,

“Mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do upar wale, tum to sabka paalanhaar ho, tum to kuch bhi kar sakte ho, ek chamatkaar hi kardo Bhagwan, kuch bhi karo mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do, tumhare liye to yeh maamooli si baat hogi, mujhe bheek mein Abhi wapas dedo…. Dekho ek se shaadi ki to woh chale gaye aur mujhko kaha gaya ke main ne ussko kha liya ab Abhay chala gaya to log to yehi kahaeinguiey na ke main sach mein dayan hoon… sab ke munh band karwado ey Bhagwan mere Abhi ko phir se jiwit kardo please…. Main aur kisske aaguey haath jodun tumhare ilawa koyi bhi to yeh nahin kar sakta….mujhpar taras khao please mere Abhay ko lawta do……”

Anny ne yehi sapna dekha aur eisa mehsoos huwa ke sab hakikat hai aur beet rahi hai uss par. Uss sapne ka har ek lamha, har ensoo, har ek tarap Anny mein zinda the aur jaagne ke baad bhi ussko wohi feelings ho rahe the aur usska dil jeise uss waqt dhadak raha tha, jaagne ke baad bhi weise hi dhadak raha tha aur usske ensoo sapne mein se jaagne par jaari the….. Anny bilkool bekaabu thi aur apne aap ko nahin sambhaal paa rahi thi……

Ab sochna yeh hai dosto, kia hum kabhi uss lamhe ko sochte hein ke ek din hum laash banne ek chataayi par lete honge aur hamare ghar wale, pyar karne wale, hamare ird gird maatam mana rahe honge?? Ya kia kabhi hum yeh gehraayi se sochte hein ke jissko hum sab se ziada chahte hein woh ek din laash bankar hamare enkhon ke saamne pade honguey aur hum kuch nahin kar payeingeuy? Woh waqt kitna dardnaak hota hoga jab koyi eise haalat ka saamna karta hoga?

Ab hum khud ke bare mein sochein aur jo humse be inteha muhabat karte hein uss ke bare mein sochein jeise Anny par beeta weise usski jagah jaaakar sochein…. Ab dyaan iss baat par dein ke woh jo hamare sab se nazdeek hote hein, hamare har ek jism ke ang ko jaanta/jaanti hai, hamare muskurahat ko pehchaanta/pehchaanti hai, hamare awaaz se waakif hai, hamare chehre ko passand karti/karta hai….. hamare balon ko chahta/chahti hai, hamare ungliyon se ko Jakarta/jakarti rehti/rehta ho…… ek eise shakhs ke saamne hamara laash pada ho to usspar kia beetta hai kia hum kabhi eisa sochte hein?

Kia humne kabhi eisa socha ke ek din hamara laash pada hogaa aur hamare chahne wale ekatha honge hamare chaaron taraf aur hum pade honge zameen par bina sannss liye, bina hilte dolte huwe….tab koyi jo humse bahot pyar karti/karta ho woh hamare gaal ko chuwe, hamare baalon ko chuwe, hum se baat kare rote huwe par hum kuch nahin kar paayein usske liye….. kia manzar hoga woh yaaro!!....... baad mein humko uthakar ya to dafnaya jaega kissi zameen ke andar ya jalaya jaega uss shareer ko jiss par kissi ko kabhi naaz tha, jiss jism se koyi behad pyar karta tha, jinn ungliyon ko koyi hamesha apne naazuk ungliyon mein jakra karta tha, jinn baalon ko koyi hamesha passand karta/karti thi…sab bhasm ho jaega ek din…kia hum uss waqt ko gehraayi se kabhi sochte bhi hein?? Hum kabhi ek ek sanss ke liye mohtaaj ho jayeinguey kia koyi kabhi sochta hai? Zara sochein, ek lambi saanss lein aur ussko rok kar sochein ke dusri sanss lene se pehle hum marr jayein uss dusre sanss ko lene ke liye tarpe magar nahin le paayein??! Kia haal hoga uss waqt dosto??!! Aur kia haal hoga uss waqt unn par jo hamare behad karib ho, jo humse beinteha pyar karta/karti ho, keise guzregi unn par hamare laash ko apne enkhon ke saamne dekhte huwe?

Eise haalat hum sab ko sochne par majboor karte hein….. hum musaafir hai iss dharti par, kissi ko mukamal jagah nahin milti yahan, hum sab ko jana hai, to yaaro sab se pyar se milo, sab pyar karo, khushi se jiyo jab tak jina hai aur kissi ek ke dil mein kuch eisa kar jawo ke yaadgaar ban jawo uss ek dil ke liye aur eise jiyo ke jaaane ke waqt sab hum par naaz karein ke han humne jaane se pehle kuch to achchah kiya, kissi ko to pyar diya, kissi ka dil to khush hai, koyi to nek kaam kiya….

Yaaro hamara pyari si Anny uss sapne se bahot darr gayi magar Abhay ki maa ne ussko sambhaala aur ghante bhar rone ke baad pyari Anny ki enkh lag gayi Abhay ki maa ke baahon mein aur mummy ji apne enkhon ko ponchte huwe, Anny ke chehre par bahot pyar se apne haath ko pherte huwe dhire se usske maathe ko chumte huwe kaha, “Meri bachchi, meri beti hai tu, Bhagwaan ne ek beta diya tha ab ek beti bhi dediya mujhko main to dhanya ho gayi, tu fikar matt kar meri bachchi Abhay ko kuch nahin hoga, woh zaroor wapas ayega aur sahi salaamat ayega yeh ek maa ka dil keh raha hai maa ka dil kabhi dhoka nahin kha sakta, agar Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to maa ke dil ko pata zaroor chal jata…… mera baccha jahan bhi hai sahi salaamat hai aur bahot jald wapas ghar ayega aur tujhko tera pyar wapas karega dekh lena!!”

To be continued………………..

Heart touching

 

[Rahul]

Update 55
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Anny ne Amaan ko akele mein baat karne ke liye bulaya. Amaan khushi se gaya. Anny ne yeh kaha,

“Dekho Amaan tum ek achche dost ho, main tumhare bhaavnaawon ki kadar karti hoon magar main tumse pyar nahin kar sakti. Main Abhay ki hoon aur usske ilawa main kissi aur ki kabhi bhi nahin ho sakti. Abhay mera sab kuch hai. Jab kudrat ne mujhe kissi aur ka nahin hone diya to main bhaala keise kissi aur ki ho sakti hoon? Mere khayaal se tum mujhse pyar nahin karte magar yeh hawas hai, kyun ke tum mere jism se prabhaavit huwe aur jism ke takraane ke dawraan tum mere ziada kareeb huwe issi liye tumko laga ke tum mujhse pyar karte ho….Main tum ko ek dost ke heisiyat se iss dance ke liye apne kareeb ane diya, samajhti hoon ke eise dance ke dawraan hamare jism ke karib hone se tum par shaaayad kuch prabhaav pada hai magar meri koyi eisi niyat nahin main ne dance ke ilawa aur kuch bhi nahin socha rehearsal karte waqt. Agar tum ek dost ki tarah rehearsal jaari rakh sakte ho to thik hai varna main sab kuch cancel kar deti hoon!”

Amman ko Anny ki baton ko sunkar dhakka laga aur woh chala gaya yeh kehte huwe, “To phir yeh rehearsal main nahin karne wala kyunke jab bhi main tumko apne baahon mein lunga to tumse pyar karne ka mann karega aur main paagal hota jaawunga, yeh hawas hai ya kia hai mujhe pata nahin, bus tumko chumne ko, tumhare saath bistar par lethne ko mann karta hai aur tumhare saath waqt guzaarne ko jee chahta hai. Tum bahot ziada khubsurat aur sexy ho, aur main apne aap ko sambhaal nahin pata hoon jab tum mere kareeb hoti ho to, to behtar hai ke hum saath mein dance nah karein!”

To aakhir mein huwa yeh ke shows ke liye jo rehearsals hone wale the sab cancel ki gayi. Anny ne rote huwe yeh soochna diye Iqbal aur Vinay ko.

Phir maamool ke tawr par school mein tuitions jaari rahe aur Anny ne bhi classes liye dance sikhane ko naye students ko. Abhay ki maa Anny ko aksar apne yahan bulati thi aur Anny ka baap ussko Abhay ke maa ke saath kayi dinon tak rehne deta tha. Dhire dhire Anny Abhay ke ghar ka ek sadasya ban gayi. Woh apne aap ko uss ghar ki bahu maanti thi aur hamesha Abhay ke kamre mein usske bistar par guzaarti unn lamhon ko yaad karte aur ensoo bahaate huwe jo ussne uss kamre mein Abhay ke saath bitaye the. Anny ko bhi har pal har cheez mein Abhay dikhaayi deta tha aur woh aksar roti rehti thi sab Abhay ki mummy se kehkar aur donon awratein milkar ek dusre ko dil ka dukda suna suna kar rote rehte.

Kabhi kabhi Anny apne hone wale sasu ke saath usski beauty parlour mein guzaarti kyunke yeh Abhay ka sapna tha ke woh usske maa ke saath palour bhi sambaalein. Aur Anny seekh bhi rahi thi Abhay ke maa ke saath ke keise baal banaya jaye aur keise beautician ka kaam bhi kiya jaye bahot tez student thi aur Abhay ki maa ne uss se kaha,

“Ab mujhe ziada chinta nahin hai ke main nahin rahungi to iss palour ka kia hoga, tu sambhaal legi mujhe pata hai- dekh Annny tujh par bada bojh hai, iss beauty palour ka bhi aur udhar Abhay ke school ka bhi; donon tumko hi sambhaalna hai, aur woh Vinay aur Iqbal hai nah, unn donon ko kabhi bhi school se alag mat karna, unnko baad mein partner bhi bana lena agar hamara Abhay nahin mila to, unn do ladkon ne bahot kuch kiya uss school ke liye Abhay ki ghair mawjoodgi mein; donon ko unn ke behtareen kaam ka moafza milna hi chahiye.”

Anny ne jawaab diya,

“Mummy ji aap eise kyun batein kar rahe ho jeise ke aap kahin jaa rahe ho? Aap kuch fikar mat kijiye, hamara Abhay zaroor milega, mera dil kehta hai. Abhay bilkool sahi salaamat hai agar ussko kuch huwa hota to mujhko pata chal jata, mere dil ki dhadkanein band hojaati agar mere Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to. Main zinda hoon na mummy ji to mera Abhay bhi zinda hai, yeh nahin ho sakta ke mere dil ki dhadkanein chal rahi ho Abhy ki nahin… agar meri sansein chal rahi hai matlab ke mera Abhay ka bhi chal rahe hein….. taqdeer hamare pyar ka imtehaan le raha hai, main taqdeer ka saamna karne ke liye tayyaar hoon mummy ji, mujhe pura yakeen hai apne pyar par; woh mujhko dobara wapas zaroor milega aur usske baad hum khushi khushi hamesha ke liye jiwan saathi bankar raheinguey.”

Phir donon rone lage….. awratein hote hi eise hein!

Saleem bhai heyraan tha ke usske hote huwe aur tamaam forces ko lagakar bhi ussko Abhay ka pata kyun nahin chal raha tha. Woh kissi se kuch kehta to nahin tha magar lagaataar woh koshish mein rehta Abhay ki talaash ki. Bahot door door tak chala gaya tha woh ussko dhundne ke liye. Jab kissi bhi tarkeeb se kuch nahin huwa to aakhir mein TV aur dusre media walon ki madad li gayi. Abhay ki tasveer ke saath press aur TV par bhi announce kiya gaya Abhay ki laapata hone ki. Ek hafte tak press mein aur TV par announce kiya gaya magar phir bhi koyi jawaab nahin mila kahin se bhi! Sab heyraan the aur darr bhi rahe the ke kahin kuch bura na ho gaya ho….. Ab hum logon ko pata hai magar zara sochiye sach mein agar aap logon ke saath eisa ho aur koyi kareebi rishtedaar mahinon bhar ghar na lawte aur usski khabar bilkool na mile to kia haal hoga?? Eise hi haalat the Anny ki aur Abhay ke sabhi rishtedaaron ka. Iqbal aur Vinay to bahot darrey huwe the unn donon ko lagta tha ke Abhy marr gaaya hoga!!

Sirf Abhay ki maa sahi sochti thi. Kyunke ussko pata tha ke usske bête ke saath pehle eisa huwa tha, to woh yehi kehti rehti thi ke usska dimaaghi santoolan thik nahin hoga aur woh kahin bahot door nikal gaya hoga, aur khud kaun hai ussko pata nahin hoga to keise woh kissi ko apne bare mein batayega…woh bilkool sahi soch rahi thi aur huwa bhi yehi tha. Magar dusre log pata nahin kia kia soch rahe the. Jo gham aur uljhan se guzar rahe the sab woh bayaan karna mushkil hai.

Vinay aur Iqbal ko kabhi kabhi Saleem bhai apne ghar bulate the kuch tehkikaat karne ke liye. Uss dawraan aap logon ko yaad hoga ke Saleem bhai ki ek beti hai, sakeenah jiss ko Iqbal dekhne ki koshish kar raha jab pehli baar woh wahan gaya tha Abhay ke saath- (update 5) To dhire dhire Iqbal uss ladki ka aashik hota gayaa. Ab inn donon ke bare mein likhun to aur ek kahani ban jaegi, magar bata deta hoon ke kuch jhijhakte huwe ussne dhire dhire kadam badhaya uss ladki ke taraf halaan ke Vinay ussko dantta rehta tha. Jab bhi weh donon Saleem bhai ke yahan jate the to Iqbal ki nazar Sakeenah ko dhundte rehte. Aur ahiste ahiste Sakeena ko bhi pata chal gaya ke Iqbal usska aashik ho gaya hai to woh bhi usska intezaar karti rehti thi.

Aur ek din Sakeena ne apne abu se kaha, “Abu woh donon ladke nahin aaye kayi dinon se, aap logon ka woh talaash puri ho gayi kia, woh Abhay mil gayaa?” Saleem bhai ne kahaa, “Nahin beti bechara pata nahin kahan kho gaya hai, woh pagla gaya hoga, ussko ek sadma pehle lag chukka tha dusri baar ishk ke chakkar mein par gaya aur taqdeer ka khel dekho ke iss baar bhi kuch weisa hi huwa uss Abhay ke saath bechara pata nahin kahan bhatak raha hoga!”

Magar Saleem bhai to purana khiladi tha ussko sab dikh rahe the ke jab jab Iqbal ata hai to Sakeena dawd kar ussko dekhne ati hai aur chup chup ka weh donon ek dusre se muskate hein aur donon ke nazrein ek dusre par rehte hein hamesha. Saleem bhai ko sab pata tha.

Bus ek din Vinay aur Iqbal wahan gaye, aur saleem bhai ke saath lounge mein baith kar Abhay ke bare mein batein kar rahe the to Sakeena, beech ke ek darwaze se lagi khadi, Iqbal ke taraf meethi meethi nazron se dekh rahi thi aur Iqbal bhi Saleem bhai ke baton par dhyaan nahin de paa raha tha, to Saleem bai ne muskurate huwe Iqbal se kaha, “Miyan, agar Sakeena se kuch kehna hai to jawo uss se baat karlo, baat karne ke baad mere baaton par bhi dyaan dena zara!!” Iqbal se ziada Vinay ko shock laga Saleem bhai ki baat ko sunkar, aur muskurate huwe ussne Iqbal ko dhakka dete huwe Sakeena ke paas jane ko kaha, jabke Sakeena sab sunkar laal chehra liye wahan se dawdte huwe chaatt ke taraf chali gayi jahan uss se milne ko Iqbal gaya……. Aur unn donon ke pyar ka parwaan chada aur Saleem bhai ne donon ka nikah karwane ke liye tayaar ho gaya. Magar sab logon ne decide kiya ke nikah Abhay ke wapas milne par hi hoga! Tab tak do naye aashik, Iqbal aur Sakeena milne julne lage aur ek dusre ke kareeb hote gaye……


To be continued………………….

acha kiya anny ne amaan ko sab saaf saaf bolkar, main ne socha ladka maan jaega magar ussko to anny ke saath sone ka mann ho rela hai
udhar ab any ka baap anny ko abhay ke yahan rehne de raha hai, wohi jo uss se milne bhi nahin dena chahta tha vah re kismat
are vah iklabl ne bhi ladki fansaa liye wo bhi saim bhai ki beti ko aur salim bhai ne khud chadhawa de diya
ikbal bhi bach gaya sala hehehehe
very nice update casi bhai

 

[Rahul]

Update 56 The dream​

Yaaro iss update ka ek title rakh diya main ne yahan kyun ke “The dream” assal mein zindagi ki ek eisi hakikat hai jo hum sabhon ki zindagi mein kabhi na kabhi to ata hi hai. Magar kia hum sab uss hakikat ko ghaur se kabhi baith kar kabhi sochte aur gehraayi se uss par vichaar karte hein? Chalo dekhte hein “The dream” ‘Ek khwab’ ya “who sapna” kuch bhi kehlo……. to dekhte hein iss sapne ka iss kahani se kia taalukaat hai.

Ananya ek raat ko bilkool chillaakar zoron se rote huwe uthi Abhay ke bistar par pasine mein tarr; Abhay ki maa sunkar dawdte huwe aayi ussko dekhne ke kia maamla hai.

Jeise ke main ne pehle keh diya hjai ke Ananya ab ziada samaye Abhay ke ghar par rehtii hai apne hone wali ya saas hi keh lijiye. To raat ko dinner ke baad sone gayi har raat ki tarah Abhay ki yaadon mein khoye. Aur jab Abhay ki mummy ponhchi uss ko dekhne to Anny apne aap ko sambhaal nahin paa rahi thi itni ro rahi thi ke lagta tha usske dil ki dhadkan band ho jaegi. Mummy ji poochti rahi ke kia huwa magar Anny ke gale se awaaz tak nahin nikal rahi thi, aur jab Mummy ji ne ussko gale se lagaya to mehsoos kiya kitne zoron se Anny ke seene mein usska dil dhadak rahaa hai, jeise ussko ek dil ka dawda padne wala ho…..

Kayi baar poochne ke baad Anny ne sisakte huwe kaha, “Maa ji….main….main…. main ne dekha aur mehsoos bhi kiya…..ke……. ke…..mummy ji main nahin bol sakti…” itna kehkar Anny phir bahot zoron se rone lagi apne chaati ko peethte huwe….. ussko uss tarah se rote huwe dekh kar Abhay ki maa bhi ro pari andaza lagate huwe ke Anny kia kehna chahti hai aur uss se kaha, “Mat ro meri bachchi, eisa kuch nahin hoga, Bhagwaan itna kathor, nirday, nahin ho sakta….”

Tab Anny ne kaha, “Maa woh mere saath the, bahot saare log ghar mein jamah the, ussko wahan letaya gaya tha main usske gaal par apne haath ko pherte huwe ussko mehsoos kar rahi thi….aur bahot ro rahi thi, maa Abhay ko kuch huwa hoga maa…main keise pata lagawun maa…….” Phir Anny mummy ji ko zor se gale lagakar ek chothi bachchi ki tarah rone lagi…… Dekhha nahin jaa raha tha Anny ka rona, lagta tha ek chothi si masoom bachchi kissi khilone ke khone ya tootne par ro raha ho aur mummy ji ke samamjh mein nahin araha tha keise ussko sambhaalein…… To Anny ki zubaani na sahi meri zubaani uss sapne ko dekhte hein aur sunte hein……

Abhay ki laash padi huwi hai lounge mein aur bahot saare log jama huwe hein ghar mein Abhay ki maa bilag bilag kar ro rahi hai aur Anny uss laash ke saamne, sar ke taraf baithi hai ek safed libaas mein Abhay ke chehre ko dekhte huwe aur jhar jhar ensoowon ke dhaar mein kehti hai,

“Kyun chale gaye tum Abhi, mujhko akeli chorr gaye yaar!! Main ne kitna dhunda tumko meri jaan, ab main kisska intezaar karungi? Kisske lautne ki raah dekhungi? Mere Abhi tum ne kyun eisi sazaa di hai mujhko? Dekho main tumhare yahan rehti hoon, papa maan gaye Abhi, hum donon ab ek ho sakte the to tum kyun chale gaye mujhko akeli chorr kar Abhi, lawt awo Abhi please lawt aawo….. dekho main ek baar vidwa ban chuki hoon dobara mat vidwa banawo mujhko Abhi lawt awo please Abhi lawt awo!!” Yeh kehkar Anny chaaron taraf logon ke bhhirr mein dekhne lagi aur sab log usski tarap aur baton ko sunkar ro rahe the, to Anny baawli jeisi idhar udhar dekhte huwe apne sar ko upar uthaakar Bhagwaan se kehti hai,

“Mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do upar wale, tum to sabka paalanhaar ho, tum to kuch bhi kar sakte ho, ek chamatkaar hi kardo Bhagwan, kuch bhi karo mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do, tumhare liye to yeh maamooli si baat hogi, mujhe bheek mein Abhi wapas dedo…. Dekho ek se shaadi ki to woh chale gaye aur mujhko kaha gaya ke main ne ussko kha liya ab Abhay chala gaya to log to yehi kahaeinguiey na ke main sach mein dayan hoon… sab ke munh band karwado ey Bhagwan mere Abhi ko phir se jiwit kardo please…. Main aur kisske aaguey haath jodun tumhare ilawa koyi bhi to yeh nahin kar sakta….mujhpar taras khao please mere Abhay ko lawta do……”

Anny ne yehi sapna dekha aur eisa mehsoos huwa ke sab hakikat hai aur beet rahi hai uss par. Uss sapne ka har ek lamha, har ensoo, har ek tarap Anny mein zinda the aur jaagne ke baad bhi ussko wohi feelings ho rahe the aur usska dil jeise uss waqt dhadak raha tha, jaagne ke baad bhi weise hi dhadak raha tha aur usske ensoo sapne mein se jaagne par jaari the….. Anny bilkool bekaabu thi aur apne aap ko nahin sambhaal paa rahi thi……

Ab sochna yeh hai dosto, kia hum kabhi uss lamhe ko sochte hein ke ek din hum laash banne ek chataayi par lete honge aur hamare ghar wale, pyar karne wale, hamare ird gird maatam mana rahe honge?? Ya kia kabhi hum yeh gehraayi se sochte hein ke jissko hum sab se ziada chahte hein woh ek din laash bankar hamare enkhon ke saamne pade honguey aur hum kuch nahin kar payeingeuy? Woh waqt kitna dardnaak hota hoga jab koyi eise haalat ka saamna karta hoga?

Ab hum khud ke bare mein sochein aur jo humse be inteha muhabat karte hein uss ke bare mein sochein jeise Anny par beeta weise usski jagah jaaakar sochein…. Ab dyaan iss baat par dein ke woh jo hamare sab se nazdeek hote hein, hamare har ek jism ke ang ko jaanta/jaanti hai, hamare muskurahat ko pehchaanta/pehchaanti hai, hamare awaaz se waakif hai, hamare chehre ko passand karti/karta hai….. hamare balon ko chahta/chahti hai, hamare ungliyon se ko Jakarta/jakarti rehti/rehta ho…… ek eise shakhs ke saamne hamara laash pada ho to usspar kia beetta hai kia hum kabhi eisa sochte hein?

Kia humne kabhi eisa socha ke ek din hamara laash pada hogaa aur hamare chahne wale ekatha honge hamare chaaron taraf aur hum pade honge zameen par bina sannss liye, bina hilte dolte huwe….tab koyi jo humse bahot pyar karti/karta ho woh hamare gaal ko chuwe, hamare baalon ko chuwe, hum se baat kare rote huwe par hum kuch nahin kar paayein usske liye….. kia manzar hoga woh yaaro!!....... baad mein humko uthakar ya to dafnaya jaega kissi zameen ke andar ya jalaya jaega uss shareer ko jiss par kissi ko kabhi naaz tha, jiss jism se koyi behad pyar karta tha, jinn ungliyon ko koyi hamesha apne naazuk ungliyon mein jakra karta tha, jinn baalon ko koyi hamesha passand karta/karti thi…sab bhasm ho jaega ek din…kia hum uss waqt ko gehraayi se kabhi sochte bhi hein?? Hum kabhi ek ek sanss ke liye mohtaaj ho jayeinguey kia koyi kabhi sochta hai? Zara sochein, ek lambi saanss lein aur ussko rok kar sochein ke dusri sanss lene se pehle hum marr jayein uss dusre sanss ko lene ke liye tarpe magar nahin le paayein??! Kia haal hoga uss waqt dosto??!! Aur kia haal hoga uss waqt unn par jo hamare behad karib ho, jo humse beinteha pyar karta/karti ho, keise guzregi unn par hamare laash ko apne enkhon ke saamne dekhte huwe?

Eise haalat hum sab ko sochne par majboor karte hein….. hum musaafir hai iss dharti par, kissi ko mukamal jagah nahin milti yahan, hum sab ko jana hai, to yaaro sab se pyar se milo, sab pyar karo, khushi se jiyo jab tak jina hai aur kissi ek ke dil mein kuch eisa kar jawo ke yaadgaar ban jawo uss ek dil ke liye aur eise jiyo ke jaaane ke waqt sab hum par naaz karein ke han humne jaane se pehle kuch to achchah kiya, kissi ko to pyar diya, kissi ka dil to khush hai, koyi to nek kaam kiya….

Yaaro hamara pyari si Anny uss sapne se bahot darr gayi magar Abhay ki maa ne ussko sambhaala aur ghante bhar rone ke baad pyari Anny ki enkh lag gayi Abhay ki maa ke baahon mein aur mummy ji apne enkhon ko ponchte huwe, Anny ke chehre par bahot pyar se apne haath ko pherte huwe dhire se usske maathe ko chumte huwe kaha, “Meri bachchi, meri beti hai tu, Bhagwaan ne ek beta diya tha ab ek beti bhi dediya mujhko main to dhanya ho gayi, tu fikar matt kar meri bachchi Abhay ko kuch nahin hoga, woh zaroor wapas ayega aur sahi salaamat ayega yeh ek maa ka dil keh raha hai maa ka dil kabhi dhoka nahin kha sakta, agar Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to maa ke dil ko pata zaroor chal jata…… mera baccha jahan bhi hai sahi salaamat hai aur bahot jald wapas ghar ayega aur tujhko tera pyar wapas karega dekh lena!!”

To be continued………………..

uff bahut shocking update tha yeh casi bhai kia sochne par majboor kar diya aap ne
bahut khatarnak manzar hai wo
uff main nahin sochunga uss bare mein
darr lagta hai
mana ke hakihat mein wohi hoga ek din magar uss bare mein sochna nahin nahin main nahin

 

[Rowdywa]

Update 55
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Anny ne Amaan ko akele mein baat karne ke liye bulaya. Amaan khushi se gaya. Anny ne yeh kaha,

“Dekho Amaan tum ek achche dost ho, main tumhare bhaavnaawon ki kadar karti hoon magar main tumse pyar nahin kar sakti. Main Abhay ki hoon aur usske ilawa main kissi aur ki kabhi bhi nahin ho sakti. Abhay mera sab kuch hai. Jab kudrat ne mujhe kissi aur ka nahin hone diya to main bhaala keise kissi aur ki ho sakti hoon? Mere khayaal se tum mujhse pyar nahin karte magar yeh hawas hai, kyun ke tum mere jism se prabhaavit huwe aur jism ke takraane ke dawraan tum mere ziada kareeb huwe issi liye tumko laga ke tum mujhse pyar karte ho….Main tum ko ek dost ke heisiyat se iss dance ke liye apne kareeb ane diya, samajhti hoon ke eise dance ke dawraan hamare jism ke karib hone se tum par shaaayad kuch prabhaav pada hai magar meri koyi eisi niyat nahin main ne dance ke ilawa aur kuch bhi nahin socha rehearsal karte waqt. Agar tum ek dost ki tarah rehearsal jaari rakh sakte ho to thik hai varna main sab kuch cancel kar deti hoon!”

Amman ko Anny ki baton ko sunkar dhakka laga aur woh chala gaya yeh kehte huwe, “To phir yeh rehearsal main nahin karne wala kyunke jab bhi main tumko apne baahon mein lunga to tumse pyar karne ka mann karega aur main paagal hota jaawunga, yeh hawas hai ya kia hai mujhe pata nahin, bus tumko chumne ko, tumhare saath bistar par lethne ko mann karta hai aur tumhare saath waqt guzaarne ko jee chahta hai. Tum bahot ziada khubsurat aur sexy ho, aur main apne aap ko sambhaal nahin pata hoon jab tum mere kareeb hoti ho to, to behtar hai ke hum saath mein dance nah karein!”

To aakhir mein huwa yeh ke shows ke liye jo rehearsals hone wale the sab cancel ki gayi. Anny ne rote huwe yeh soochna diye Iqbal aur Vinay ko.

Phir maamool ke tawr par school mein tuitions jaari rahe aur Anny ne bhi classes liye dance sikhane ko naye students ko. Abhay ki maa Anny ko aksar apne yahan bulati thi aur Anny ka baap ussko Abhay ke maa ke saath kayi dinon tak rehne deta tha. Dhire dhire Anny Abhay ke ghar ka ek sadasya ban gayi. Woh apne aap ko uss ghar ki bahu maanti thi aur hamesha Abhay ke kamre mein usske bistar par guzaarti unn lamhon ko yaad karte aur ensoo bahaate huwe jo ussne uss kamre mein Abhay ke saath bitaye the. Anny ko bhi har pal har cheez mein Abhay dikhaayi deta tha aur woh aksar roti rehti thi sab Abhay ki mummy se kehkar aur donon awratein milkar ek dusre ko dil ka dukda suna suna kar rote rehte.

Kabhi kabhi Anny apne hone wale sasu ke saath usski beauty parlour mein guzaarti kyunke yeh Abhay ka sapna tha ke woh usske maa ke saath palour bhi sambaalein. Aur Anny seekh bhi rahi thi Abhay ke maa ke saath ke keise baal banaya jaye aur keise beautician ka kaam bhi kiya jaye bahot tez student thi aur Abhay ki maa ne uss se kaha,

“Ab mujhe ziada chinta nahin hai ke main nahin rahungi to iss palour ka kia hoga, tu sambhaal legi mujhe pata hai- dekh Annny tujh par bada bojh hai, iss beauty palour ka bhi aur udhar Abhay ke school ka bhi; donon tumko hi sambhaalna hai, aur woh Vinay aur Iqbal hai nah, unn donon ko kabhi bhi school se alag mat karna, unnko baad mein partner bhi bana lena agar hamara Abhay nahin mila to, unn do ladkon ne bahot kuch kiya uss school ke liye Abhay ki ghair mawjoodgi mein; donon ko unn ke behtareen kaam ka moafza milna hi chahiye.”

Anny ne jawaab diya,

“Mummy ji aap eise kyun batein kar rahe ho jeise ke aap kahin jaa rahe ho? Aap kuch fikar mat kijiye, hamara Abhay zaroor milega, mera dil kehta hai. Abhay bilkool sahi salaamat hai agar ussko kuch huwa hota to mujhko pata chal jata, mere dil ki dhadkanein band hojaati agar mere Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to. Main zinda hoon na mummy ji to mera Abhay bhi zinda hai, yeh nahin ho sakta ke mere dil ki dhadkanein chal rahi ho Abhy ki nahin… agar meri sansein chal rahi hai matlab ke mera Abhay ka bhi chal rahe hein….. taqdeer hamare pyar ka imtehaan le raha hai, main taqdeer ka saamna karne ke liye tayyaar hoon mummy ji, mujhe pura yakeen hai apne pyar par; woh mujhko dobara wapas zaroor milega aur usske baad hum khushi khushi hamesha ke liye jiwan saathi bankar raheinguey.”

Phir donon rone lage….. awratein hote hi eise hein!

Saleem bhai heyraan tha ke usske hote huwe aur tamaam forces ko lagakar bhi ussko Abhay ka pata kyun nahin chal raha tha. Woh kissi se kuch kehta to nahin tha magar lagaataar woh koshish mein rehta Abhay ki talaash ki. Bahot door door tak chala gaya tha woh ussko dhundne ke liye. Jab kissi bhi tarkeeb se kuch nahin huwa to aakhir mein TV aur dusre media walon ki madad li gayi. Abhay ki tasveer ke saath press aur TV par bhi announce kiya gaya Abhay ki laapata hone ki. Ek hafte tak press mein aur TV par announce kiya gaya magar phir bhi koyi jawaab nahin mila kahin se bhi! Sab heyraan the aur darr bhi rahe the ke kahin kuch bura na ho gaya ho….. Ab hum logon ko pata hai magar zara sochiye sach mein agar aap logon ke saath eisa ho aur koyi kareebi rishtedaar mahinon bhar ghar na lawte aur usski khabar bilkool na mile to kia haal hoga?? Eise hi haalat the Anny ki aur Abhay ke sabhi rishtedaaron ka. Iqbal aur Vinay to bahot darrey huwe the unn donon ko lagta tha ke Abhy marr gaaya hoga!!

Sirf Abhay ki maa sahi sochti thi. Kyunke ussko pata tha ke usske bête ke saath pehle eisa huwa tha, to woh yehi kehti rehti thi ke usska dimaaghi santoolan thik nahin hoga aur woh kahin bahot door nikal gaya hoga, aur khud kaun hai ussko pata nahin hoga to keise woh kissi ko apne bare mein batayega…woh bilkool sahi soch rahi thi aur huwa bhi yehi tha. Magar dusre log pata nahin kia kia soch rahe the. Jo gham aur uljhan se guzar rahe the sab woh bayaan karna mushkil hai.

Vinay aur Iqbal ko kabhi kabhi Saleem bhai apne ghar bulate the kuch tehkikaat karne ke liye. Uss dawraan aap logon ko yaad hoga ke Saleem bhai ki ek beti hai, sakeenah jiss ko Iqbal dekhne ki koshish kar raha jab pehli baar woh wahan gaya tha Abhay ke saath- (update 5) To dhire dhire Iqbal uss ladki ka aashik hota gayaa. Ab inn donon ke bare mein likhun to aur ek kahani ban jaegi, magar bata deta hoon ke kuch jhijhakte huwe ussne dhire dhire kadam badhaya uss ladki ke taraf halaan ke Vinay ussko dantta rehta tha. Jab bhi weh donon Saleem bhai ke yahan jate the to Iqbal ki nazar Sakeenah ko dhundte rehte. Aur ahiste ahiste Sakeena ko bhi pata chal gaya ke Iqbal usska aashik ho gaya hai to woh bhi usska intezaar karti rehti thi.

Aur ek din Sakeena ne apne abu se kaha, “Abu woh donon ladke nahin aaye kayi dinon se, aap logon ka woh talaash puri ho gayi kia, woh Abhay mil gayaa?” Saleem bhai ne kahaa, “Nahin beti bechara pata nahin kahan kho gaya hai, woh pagla gaya hoga, ussko ek sadma pehle lag chukka tha dusri baar ishk ke chakkar mein par gaya aur taqdeer ka khel dekho ke iss baar bhi kuch weisa hi huwa uss Abhay ke saath bechara pata nahin kahan bhatak raha hoga!”

Magar Saleem bhai to purana khiladi tha ussko sab dikh rahe the ke jab jab Iqbal ata hai to Sakeena dawd kar ussko dekhne ati hai aur chup chup ka weh donon ek dusre se muskate hein aur donon ke nazrein ek dusre par rehte hein hamesha. Saleem bhai ko sab pata tha.

Bus ek din Vinay aur Iqbal wahan gaye, aur saleem bhai ke saath lounge mein baith kar Abhay ke bare mein batein kar rahe the to Sakeena, beech ke ek darwaze se lagi khadi, Iqbal ke taraf meethi meethi nazron se dekh rahi thi aur Iqbal bhi Saleem bhai ke baton par dhyaan nahin de paa raha tha, to Saleem bai ne muskurate huwe Iqbal se kaha, “Miyan, agar Sakeena se kuch kehna hai to jawo uss se baat karlo, baat karne ke baad mere baaton par bhi dyaan dena zara!!” Iqbal se ziada Vinay ko shock laga Saleem bhai ki baat ko sunkar, aur muskurate huwe ussne Iqbal ko dhakka dete huwe Sakeena ke paas jane ko kaha, jabke Sakeena sab sunkar laal chehra liye wahan se dawdte huwe chaatt ke taraf chali gayi jahan uss se milne ko Iqbal gaya……. Aur unn donon ke pyar ka parwaan chada aur Saleem bhai ne donon ka nikah karwane ke liye tayaar ho gaya. Magar sab logon ne decide kiya ke nikah Abhay ke wapas milne par hi hoga! Tab tak do naye aashik, Iqbal aur Sakeena milne julne lage aur ek dusre ke kareeb hote gaye……


To be continued………………….

nice going bhai, quite a nice update.
sad for amaan who was lusting on anny who showed him his worth
good to see anny staying at abhay's place with his mom supporting each other
funny to learn ikbal's love affait with sakeena and that also daughter of terrible salim bhai wow ikbal had guts i see
thanks that salim bai accepted and decided to get them married
good update bro

 

[Rowdywa]

Update 56 The dream​

Yaaro iss update ka ek title rakh diya main ne yahan kyun ke “The dream” assal mein zindagi ki ek eisi hakikat hai jo hum sabhon ki zindagi mein kabhi na kabhi to ata hi hai. Magar kia hum sab uss hakikat ko ghaur se kabhi baith kar kabhi sochte aur gehraayi se uss par vichaar karte hein? Chalo dekhte hein “The dream” ‘Ek khwab’ ya “who sapna” kuch bhi kehlo……. to dekhte hein iss sapne ka iss kahani se kia taalukaat hai.

Ananya ek raat ko bilkool chillaakar zoron se rote huwe uthi Abhay ke bistar par pasine mein tarr; Abhay ki maa sunkar dawdte huwe aayi ussko dekhne ke kia maamla hai.

Jeise ke main ne pehle keh diya hjai ke Ananya ab ziada samaye Abhay ke ghar par rehtii hai apne hone wali ya saas hi keh lijiye. To raat ko dinner ke baad sone gayi har raat ki tarah Abhay ki yaadon mein khoye. Aur jab Abhay ki mummy ponhchi uss ko dekhne to Anny apne aap ko sambhaal nahin paa rahi thi itni ro rahi thi ke lagta tha usske dil ki dhadkan band ho jaegi. Mummy ji poochti rahi ke kia huwa magar Anny ke gale se awaaz tak nahin nikal rahi thi, aur jab Mummy ji ne ussko gale se lagaya to mehsoos kiya kitne zoron se Anny ke seene mein usska dil dhadak rahaa hai, jeise ussko ek dil ka dawda padne wala ho…..

Kayi baar poochne ke baad Anny ne sisakte huwe kaha, “Maa ji….main….main…. main ne dekha aur mehsoos bhi kiya…..ke……. ke…..mummy ji main nahin bol sakti…” itna kehkar Anny phir bahot zoron se rone lagi apne chaati ko peethte huwe….. ussko uss tarah se rote huwe dekh kar Abhay ki maa bhi ro pari andaza lagate huwe ke Anny kia kehna chahti hai aur uss se kaha, “Mat ro meri bachchi, eisa kuch nahin hoga, Bhagwaan itna kathor, nirday, nahin ho sakta….”

Tab Anny ne kaha, “Maa woh mere saath the, bahot saare log ghar mein jamah the, ussko wahan letaya gaya tha main usske gaal par apne haath ko pherte huwe ussko mehsoos kar rahi thi….aur bahot ro rahi thi, maa Abhay ko kuch huwa hoga maa…main keise pata lagawun maa…….” Phir Anny mummy ji ko zor se gale lagakar ek chothi bachchi ki tarah rone lagi…… Dekhha nahin jaa raha tha Anny ka rona, lagta tha ek chothi si masoom bachchi kissi khilone ke khone ya tootne par ro raha ho aur mummy ji ke samamjh mein nahin araha tha keise ussko sambhaalein…… To Anny ki zubaani na sahi meri zubaani uss sapne ko dekhte hein aur sunte hein……

Abhay ki laash padi huwi hai lounge mein aur bahot saare log jama huwe hein ghar mein Abhay ki maa bilag bilag kar ro rahi hai aur Anny uss laash ke saamne, sar ke taraf baithi hai ek safed libaas mein Abhay ke chehre ko dekhte huwe aur jhar jhar ensoowon ke dhaar mein kehti hai,

“Kyun chale gaye tum Abhi, mujhko akeli chorr gaye yaar!! Main ne kitna dhunda tumko meri jaan, ab main kisska intezaar karungi? Kisske lautne ki raah dekhungi? Mere Abhi tum ne kyun eisi sazaa di hai mujhko? Dekho main tumhare yahan rehti hoon, papa maan gaye Abhi, hum donon ab ek ho sakte the to tum kyun chale gaye mujhko akeli chorr kar Abhi, lawt awo Abhi please lawt aawo….. dekho main ek baar vidwa ban chuki hoon dobara mat vidwa banawo mujhko Abhi lawt awo please Abhi lawt awo!!” Yeh kehkar Anny chaaron taraf logon ke bhhirr mein dekhne lagi aur sab log usski tarap aur baton ko sunkar ro rahe the, to Anny baawli jeisi idhar udhar dekhte huwe apne sar ko upar uthaakar Bhagwaan se kehti hai,

“Mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do upar wale, tum to sabka paalanhaar ho, tum to kuch bhi kar sakte ho, ek chamatkaar hi kardo Bhagwan, kuch bhi karo mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do, tumhare liye to yeh maamooli si baat hogi, mujhe bheek mein Abhi wapas dedo…. Dekho ek se shaadi ki to woh chale gaye aur mujhko kaha gaya ke main ne ussko kha liya ab Abhay chala gaya to log to yehi kahaeinguiey na ke main sach mein dayan hoon… sab ke munh band karwado ey Bhagwan mere Abhi ko phir se jiwit kardo please…. Main aur kisske aaguey haath jodun tumhare ilawa koyi bhi to yeh nahin kar sakta….mujhpar taras khao please mere Abhay ko lawta do……”

Anny ne yehi sapna dekha aur eisa mehsoos huwa ke sab hakikat hai aur beet rahi hai uss par. Uss sapne ka har ek lamha, har ensoo, har ek tarap Anny mein zinda the aur jaagne ke baad bhi ussko wohi feelings ho rahe the aur usska dil jeise uss waqt dhadak raha tha, jaagne ke baad bhi weise hi dhadak raha tha aur usske ensoo sapne mein se jaagne par jaari the….. Anny bilkool bekaabu thi aur apne aap ko nahin sambhaal paa rahi thi……

Ab sochna yeh hai dosto, kia hum kabhi uss lamhe ko sochte hein ke ek din hum laash banne ek chataayi par lete honge aur hamare ghar wale, pyar karne wale, hamare ird gird maatam mana rahe honge?? Ya kia kabhi hum yeh gehraayi se sochte hein ke jissko hum sab se ziada chahte hein woh ek din laash bankar hamare enkhon ke saamne pade honguey aur hum kuch nahin kar payeingeuy? Woh waqt kitna dardnaak hota hoga jab koyi eise haalat ka saamna karta hoga?

Ab hum khud ke bare mein sochein aur jo humse be inteha muhabat karte hein uss ke bare mein sochein jeise Anny par beeta weise usski jagah jaaakar sochein…. Ab dyaan iss baat par dein ke woh jo hamare sab se nazdeek hote hein, hamare har ek jism ke ang ko jaanta/jaanti hai, hamare muskurahat ko pehchaanta/pehchaanti hai, hamare awaaz se waakif hai, hamare chehre ko passand karti/karta hai….. hamare balon ko chahta/chahti hai, hamare ungliyon se ko Jakarta/jakarti rehti/rehta ho…… ek eise shakhs ke saamne hamara laash pada ho to usspar kia beetta hai kia hum kabhi eisa sochte hein?

Kia humne kabhi eisa socha ke ek din hamara laash pada hogaa aur hamare chahne wale ekatha honge hamare chaaron taraf aur hum pade honge zameen par bina sannss liye, bina hilte dolte huwe….tab koyi jo humse bahot pyar karti/karta ho woh hamare gaal ko chuwe, hamare baalon ko chuwe, hum se baat kare rote huwe par hum kuch nahin kar paayein usske liye….. kia manzar hoga woh yaaro!!....... baad mein humko uthakar ya to dafnaya jaega kissi zameen ke andar ya jalaya jaega uss shareer ko jiss par kissi ko kabhi naaz tha, jiss jism se koyi behad pyar karta tha, jinn ungliyon ko koyi hamesha apne naazuk ungliyon mein jakra karta tha, jinn baalon ko koyi hamesha passand karta/karti thi…sab bhasm ho jaega ek din…kia hum uss waqt ko gehraayi se kabhi sochte bhi hein?? Hum kabhi ek ek sanss ke liye mohtaaj ho jayeinguey kia koyi kabhi sochta hai? Zara sochein, ek lambi saanss lein aur ussko rok kar sochein ke dusri sanss lene se pehle hum marr jayein uss dusre sanss ko lene ke liye tarpe magar nahin le paayein??! Kia haal hoga uss waqt dosto??!! Aur kia haal hoga uss waqt unn par jo hamare behad karib ho, jo humse beinteha pyar karta/karti ho, keise guzregi unn par hamare laash ko apne enkhon ke saamne dekhte huwe?

Eise haalat hum sab ko sochne par majboor karte hein….. hum musaafir hai iss dharti par, kissi ko mukamal jagah nahin milti yahan, hum sab ko jana hai, to yaaro sab se pyar se milo, sab pyar karo, khushi se jiyo jab tak jina hai aur kissi ek ke dil mein kuch eisa kar jawo ke yaadgaar ban jawo uss ek dil ke liye aur eise jiyo ke jaaane ke waqt sab hum par naaz karein ke han humne jaane se pehle kuch to achchah kiya, kissi ko to pyar diya, kissi ka dil to khush hai, koyi to nek kaam kiya….

Yaaro hamara pyari si Anny uss sapne se bahot darr gayi magar Abhay ki maa ne ussko sambhaala aur ghante bhar rone ke baad pyari Anny ki enkh lag gayi Abhay ki maa ke baahon mein aur mummy ji apne enkhon ko ponchte huwe, Anny ke chehre par bahot pyar se apne haath ko pherte huwe dhire se usske maathe ko chumte huwe kaha, “Meri bachchi, meri beti hai tu, Bhagwaan ne ek beta diya tha ab ek beti bhi dediya mujhko main to dhanya ho gayi, tu fikar matt kar meri bachchi Abhay ko kuch nahin hoga, woh zaroor wapas ayega aur sahi salaamat ayega yeh ek maa ka dil keh raha hai maa ka dil kabhi dhoka nahin kha sakta, agar Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to maa ke dil ko pata zaroor chal jata…… mera baccha jahan bhi hai sahi salaamat hai aur bahot jald wapas ghar ayega aur tujhko tera pyar wapas karega dekh lena!!”

To be continued………………..

to be honest bro i have thought about death many a time
and have visualized the same like you described in this update
its frightening yes!!
well written bro

 

[Axba]

Update 55
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Anny ne Amaan ko akele mein baat karne ke liye bulaya. Amaan khushi se gaya. Anny ne yeh kaha,

“Dekho Amaan tum ek achche dost ho, main tumhare bhaavnaawon ki kadar karti hoon magar main tumse pyar nahin kar sakti. Main Abhay ki hoon aur usske ilawa main kissi aur ki kabhi bhi nahin ho sakti. Abhay mera sab kuch hai. Jab kudrat ne mujhe kissi aur ka nahin hone diya to main bhaala keise kissi aur ki ho sakti hoon? Mere khayaal se tum mujhse pyar nahin karte magar yeh hawas hai, kyun ke tum mere jism se prabhaavit huwe aur jism ke takraane ke dawraan tum mere ziada kareeb huwe issi liye tumko laga ke tum mujhse pyar karte ho….Main tum ko ek dost ke heisiyat se iss dance ke liye apne kareeb ane diya, samajhti hoon ke eise dance ke dawraan hamare jism ke karib hone se tum par shaaayad kuch prabhaav pada hai magar meri koyi eisi niyat nahin main ne dance ke ilawa aur kuch bhi nahin socha rehearsal karte waqt. Agar tum ek dost ki tarah rehearsal jaari rakh sakte ho to thik hai varna main sab kuch cancel kar deti hoon!”

Amman ko Anny ki baton ko sunkar dhakka laga aur woh chala gaya yeh kehte huwe, “To phir yeh rehearsal main nahin karne wala kyunke jab bhi main tumko apne baahon mein lunga to tumse pyar karne ka mann karega aur main paagal hota jaawunga, yeh hawas hai ya kia hai mujhe pata nahin, bus tumko chumne ko, tumhare saath bistar par lethne ko mann karta hai aur tumhare saath waqt guzaarne ko jee chahta hai. Tum bahot ziada khubsurat aur sexy ho, aur main apne aap ko sambhaal nahin pata hoon jab tum mere kareeb hoti ho to, to behtar hai ke hum saath mein dance nah karein!”

To aakhir mein huwa yeh ke shows ke liye jo rehearsals hone wale the sab cancel ki gayi. Anny ne rote huwe yeh soochna diye Iqbal aur Vinay ko.

Phir maamool ke tawr par school mein tuitions jaari rahe aur Anny ne bhi classes liye dance sikhane ko naye students ko. Abhay ki maa Anny ko aksar apne yahan bulati thi aur Anny ka baap ussko Abhay ke maa ke saath kayi dinon tak rehne deta tha. Dhire dhire Anny Abhay ke ghar ka ek sadasya ban gayi. Woh apne aap ko uss ghar ki bahu maanti thi aur hamesha Abhay ke kamre mein usske bistar par guzaarti unn lamhon ko yaad karte aur ensoo bahaate huwe jo ussne uss kamre mein Abhay ke saath bitaye the. Anny ko bhi har pal har cheez mein Abhay dikhaayi deta tha aur woh aksar roti rehti thi sab Abhay ki mummy se kehkar aur donon awratein milkar ek dusre ko dil ka dukda suna suna kar rote rehte.

Kabhi kabhi Anny apne hone wale sasu ke saath usski beauty parlour mein guzaarti kyunke yeh Abhay ka sapna tha ke woh usske maa ke saath palour bhi sambaalein. Aur Anny seekh bhi rahi thi Abhay ke maa ke saath ke keise baal banaya jaye aur keise beautician ka kaam bhi kiya jaye bahot tez student thi aur Abhay ki maa ne uss se kaha,

“Ab mujhe ziada chinta nahin hai ke main nahin rahungi to iss palour ka kia hoga, tu sambhaal legi mujhe pata hai- dekh Annny tujh par bada bojh hai, iss beauty palour ka bhi aur udhar Abhay ke school ka bhi; donon tumko hi sambhaalna hai, aur woh Vinay aur Iqbal hai nah, unn donon ko kabhi bhi school se alag mat karna, unnko baad mein partner bhi bana lena agar hamara Abhay nahin mila to, unn do ladkon ne bahot kuch kiya uss school ke liye Abhay ki ghair mawjoodgi mein; donon ko unn ke behtareen kaam ka moafza milna hi chahiye.”

Anny ne jawaab diya,

“Mummy ji aap eise kyun batein kar rahe ho jeise ke aap kahin jaa rahe ho? Aap kuch fikar mat kijiye, hamara Abhay zaroor milega, mera dil kehta hai. Abhay bilkool sahi salaamat hai agar ussko kuch huwa hota to mujhko pata chal jata, mere dil ki dhadkanein band hojaati agar mere Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to. Main zinda hoon na mummy ji to mera Abhay bhi zinda hai, yeh nahin ho sakta ke mere dil ki dhadkanein chal rahi ho Abhy ki nahin… agar meri sansein chal rahi hai matlab ke mera Abhay ka bhi chal rahe hein….. taqdeer hamare pyar ka imtehaan le raha hai, main taqdeer ka saamna karne ke liye tayyaar hoon mummy ji, mujhe pura yakeen hai apne pyar par; woh mujhko dobara wapas zaroor milega aur usske baad hum khushi khushi hamesha ke liye jiwan saathi bankar raheinguey.”

Phir donon rone lage….. awratein hote hi eise hein!

Saleem bhai heyraan tha ke usske hote huwe aur tamaam forces ko lagakar bhi ussko Abhay ka pata kyun nahin chal raha tha. Woh kissi se kuch kehta to nahin tha magar lagaataar woh koshish mein rehta Abhay ki talaash ki. Bahot door door tak chala gaya tha woh ussko dhundne ke liye. Jab kissi bhi tarkeeb se kuch nahin huwa to aakhir mein TV aur dusre media walon ki madad li gayi. Abhay ki tasveer ke saath press aur TV par bhi announce kiya gaya Abhay ki laapata hone ki. Ek hafte tak press mein aur TV par announce kiya gaya magar phir bhi koyi jawaab nahin mila kahin se bhi! Sab heyraan the aur darr bhi rahe the ke kahin kuch bura na ho gaya ho….. Ab hum logon ko pata hai magar zara sochiye sach mein agar aap logon ke saath eisa ho aur koyi kareebi rishtedaar mahinon bhar ghar na lawte aur usski khabar bilkool na mile to kia haal hoga?? Eise hi haalat the Anny ki aur Abhay ke sabhi rishtedaaron ka. Iqbal aur Vinay to bahot darrey huwe the unn donon ko lagta tha ke Abhy marr gaaya hoga!!

Sirf Abhay ki maa sahi sochti thi. Kyunke ussko pata tha ke usske bête ke saath pehle eisa huwa tha, to woh yehi kehti rehti thi ke usska dimaaghi santoolan thik nahin hoga aur woh kahin bahot door nikal gaya hoga, aur khud kaun hai ussko pata nahin hoga to keise woh kissi ko apne bare mein batayega…woh bilkool sahi soch rahi thi aur huwa bhi yehi tha. Magar dusre log pata nahin kia kia soch rahe the. Jo gham aur uljhan se guzar rahe the sab woh bayaan karna mushkil hai.

Vinay aur Iqbal ko kabhi kabhi Saleem bhai apne ghar bulate the kuch tehkikaat karne ke liye. Uss dawraan aap logon ko yaad hoga ke Saleem bhai ki ek beti hai, sakeenah jiss ko Iqbal dekhne ki koshish kar raha jab pehli baar woh wahan gaya tha Abhay ke saath- (update 5) To dhire dhire Iqbal uss ladki ka aashik hota gayaa. Ab inn donon ke bare mein likhun to aur ek kahani ban jaegi, magar bata deta hoon ke kuch jhijhakte huwe ussne dhire dhire kadam badhaya uss ladki ke taraf halaan ke Vinay ussko dantta rehta tha. Jab bhi weh donon Saleem bhai ke yahan jate the to Iqbal ki nazar Sakeenah ko dhundte rehte. Aur ahiste ahiste Sakeena ko bhi pata chal gaya ke Iqbal usska aashik ho gaya hai to woh bhi usska intezaar karti rehti thi.

Aur ek din Sakeena ne apne abu se kaha, “Abu woh donon ladke nahin aaye kayi dinon se, aap logon ka woh talaash puri ho gayi kia, woh Abhay mil gayaa?” Saleem bhai ne kahaa, “Nahin beti bechara pata nahin kahan kho gaya hai, woh pagla gaya hoga, ussko ek sadma pehle lag chukka tha dusri baar ishk ke chakkar mein par gaya aur taqdeer ka khel dekho ke iss baar bhi kuch weisa hi huwa uss Abhay ke saath bechara pata nahin kahan bhatak raha hoga!”

Magar Saleem bhai to purana khiladi tha ussko sab dikh rahe the ke jab jab Iqbal ata hai to Sakeena dawd kar ussko dekhne ati hai aur chup chup ka weh donon ek dusre se muskate hein aur donon ke nazrein ek dusre par rehte hein hamesha. Saleem bhai ko sab pata tha.

Bus ek din Vinay aur Iqbal wahan gaye, aur saleem bhai ke saath lounge mein baith kar Abhay ke bare mein batein kar rahe the to Sakeena, beech ke ek darwaze se lagi khadi, Iqbal ke taraf meethi meethi nazron se dekh rahi thi aur Iqbal bhi Saleem bhai ke baton par dhyaan nahin de paa raha tha, to Saleem bai ne muskurate huwe Iqbal se kaha, “Miyan, agar Sakeena se kuch kehna hai to jawo uss se baat karlo, baat karne ke baad mere baaton par bhi dyaan dena zara!!” Iqbal se ziada Vinay ko shock laga Saleem bhai ki baat ko sunkar, aur muskurate huwe ussne Iqbal ko dhakka dete huwe Sakeena ke paas jane ko kaha, jabke Sakeena sab sunkar laal chehra liye wahan se dawdte huwe chaatt ke taraf chali gayi jahan uss se milne ko Iqbal gaya……. Aur unn donon ke pyar ka parwaan chada aur Saleem bhai ne donon ka nikah karwane ke liye tayaar ho gaya. Magar sab logon ne decide kiya ke nikah Abhay ke wapas milne par hi hoga! Tab tak do naye aashik, Iqbal aur Sakeena milne julne lage aur ek dusre ke kareeb hote gaye……


To be continued………………….

Badhya update bhai.
Amaan ka patta kaat diya anny ne to. Usske nazar mein sirf vaasna tha acha kiya anny ne.
Ikbak ki to vare niare ho gaye salim bhai ki beti se nakah karega vah vah vah
Anny ke liye afsos ho rahi hai
Acha hai abhay ke ghar mein reh rahi hai usske maa ke saath dono ek dusre ke sahara bane hue hein

 

[Axba]

Update 56 The dream​

Yaaro iss update ka ek title rakh diya main ne yahan kyun ke “The dream” assal mein zindagi ki ek eisi hakikat hai jo hum sabhon ki zindagi mein kabhi na kabhi to ata hi hai. Magar kia hum sab uss hakikat ko ghaur se kabhi baith kar kabhi sochte aur gehraayi se uss par vichaar karte hein? Chalo dekhte hein “The dream” ‘Ek khwab’ ya “who sapna” kuch bhi kehlo……. to dekhte hein iss sapne ka iss kahani se kia taalukaat hai.

Ananya ek raat ko bilkool chillaakar zoron se rote huwe uthi Abhay ke bistar par pasine mein tarr; Abhay ki maa sunkar dawdte huwe aayi ussko dekhne ke kia maamla hai.

Jeise ke main ne pehle keh diya hjai ke Ananya ab ziada samaye Abhay ke ghar par rehtii hai apne hone wali ya saas hi keh lijiye. To raat ko dinner ke baad sone gayi har raat ki tarah Abhay ki yaadon mein khoye. Aur jab Abhay ki mummy ponhchi uss ko dekhne to Anny apne aap ko sambhaal nahin paa rahi thi itni ro rahi thi ke lagta tha usske dil ki dhadkan band ho jaegi. Mummy ji poochti rahi ke kia huwa magar Anny ke gale se awaaz tak nahin nikal rahi thi, aur jab Mummy ji ne ussko gale se lagaya to mehsoos kiya kitne zoron se Anny ke seene mein usska dil dhadak rahaa hai, jeise ussko ek dil ka dawda padne wala ho…..

Kayi baar poochne ke baad Anny ne sisakte huwe kaha, “Maa ji….main….main…. main ne dekha aur mehsoos bhi kiya…..ke……. ke…..mummy ji main nahin bol sakti…” itna kehkar Anny phir bahot zoron se rone lagi apne chaati ko peethte huwe….. ussko uss tarah se rote huwe dekh kar Abhay ki maa bhi ro pari andaza lagate huwe ke Anny kia kehna chahti hai aur uss se kaha, “Mat ro meri bachchi, eisa kuch nahin hoga, Bhagwaan itna kathor, nirday, nahin ho sakta….”

Tab Anny ne kaha, “Maa woh mere saath the, bahot saare log ghar mein jamah the, ussko wahan letaya gaya tha main usske gaal par apne haath ko pherte huwe ussko mehsoos kar rahi thi….aur bahot ro rahi thi, maa Abhay ko kuch huwa hoga maa…main keise pata lagawun maa…….” Phir Anny mummy ji ko zor se gale lagakar ek chothi bachchi ki tarah rone lagi…… Dekhha nahin jaa raha tha Anny ka rona, lagta tha ek chothi si masoom bachchi kissi khilone ke khone ya tootne par ro raha ho aur mummy ji ke samamjh mein nahin araha tha keise ussko sambhaalein…… To Anny ki zubaani na sahi meri zubaani uss sapne ko dekhte hein aur sunte hein……

Abhay ki laash padi huwi hai lounge mein aur bahot saare log jama huwe hein ghar mein Abhay ki maa bilag bilag kar ro rahi hai aur Anny uss laash ke saamne, sar ke taraf baithi hai ek safed libaas mein Abhay ke chehre ko dekhte huwe aur jhar jhar ensoowon ke dhaar mein kehti hai,

“Kyun chale gaye tum Abhi, mujhko akeli chorr gaye yaar!! Main ne kitna dhunda tumko meri jaan, ab main kisska intezaar karungi? Kisske lautne ki raah dekhungi? Mere Abhi tum ne kyun eisi sazaa di hai mujhko? Dekho main tumhare yahan rehti hoon, papa maan gaye Abhi, hum donon ab ek ho sakte the to tum kyun chale gaye mujhko akeli chorr kar Abhi, lawt awo Abhi please lawt aawo….. dekho main ek baar vidwa ban chuki hoon dobara mat vidwa banawo mujhko Abhi lawt awo please Abhi lawt awo!!” Yeh kehkar Anny chaaron taraf logon ke bhhirr mein dekhne lagi aur sab log usski tarap aur baton ko sunkar ro rahe the, to Anny baawli jeisi idhar udhar dekhte huwe apne sar ko upar uthaakar Bhagwaan se kehti hai,

“Mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do upar wale, tum to sabka paalanhaar ho, tum to kuch bhi kar sakte ho, ek chamatkaar hi kardo Bhagwan, kuch bhi karo mere Abhay ko wapas lawta do, tumhare liye to yeh maamooli si baat hogi, mujhe bheek mein Abhi wapas dedo…. Dekho ek se shaadi ki to woh chale gaye aur mujhko kaha gaya ke main ne ussko kha liya ab Abhay chala gaya to log to yehi kahaeinguiey na ke main sach mein dayan hoon… sab ke munh band karwado ey Bhagwan mere Abhi ko phir se jiwit kardo please…. Main aur kisske aaguey haath jodun tumhare ilawa koyi bhi to yeh nahin kar sakta….mujhpar taras khao please mere Abhay ko lawta do……”

Anny ne yehi sapna dekha aur eisa mehsoos huwa ke sab hakikat hai aur beet rahi hai uss par. Uss sapne ka har ek lamha, har ensoo, har ek tarap Anny mein zinda the aur jaagne ke baad bhi ussko wohi feelings ho rahe the aur usska dil jeise uss waqt dhadak raha tha, jaagne ke baad bhi weise hi dhadak raha tha aur usske ensoo sapne mein se jaagne par jaari the….. Anny bilkool bekaabu thi aur apne aap ko nahin sambhaal paa rahi thi……

Ab sochna yeh hai dosto, kia hum kabhi uss lamhe ko sochte hein ke ek din hum laash banne ek chataayi par lete honge aur hamare ghar wale, pyar karne wale, hamare ird gird maatam mana rahe honge?? Ya kia kabhi hum yeh gehraayi se sochte hein ke jissko hum sab se ziada chahte hein woh ek din laash bankar hamare enkhon ke saamne pade honguey aur hum kuch nahin kar payeingeuy? Woh waqt kitna dardnaak hota hoga jab koyi eise haalat ka saamna karta hoga?

Ab hum khud ke bare mein sochein aur jo humse be inteha muhabat karte hein uss ke bare mein sochein jeise Anny par beeta weise usski jagah jaaakar sochein…. Ab dyaan iss baat par dein ke woh jo hamare sab se nazdeek hote hein, hamare har ek jism ke ang ko jaanta/jaanti hai, hamare muskurahat ko pehchaanta/pehchaanti hai, hamare awaaz se waakif hai, hamare chehre ko passand karti/karta hai….. hamare balon ko chahta/chahti hai, hamare ungliyon se ko Jakarta/jakarti rehti/rehta ho…… ek eise shakhs ke saamne hamara laash pada ho to usspar kia beetta hai kia hum kabhi eisa sochte hein?

Kia humne kabhi eisa socha ke ek din hamara laash pada hogaa aur hamare chahne wale ekatha honge hamare chaaron taraf aur hum pade honge zameen par bina sannss liye, bina hilte dolte huwe….tab koyi jo humse bahot pyar karti/karta ho woh hamare gaal ko chuwe, hamare baalon ko chuwe, hum se baat kare rote huwe par hum kuch nahin kar paayein usske liye….. kia manzar hoga woh yaaro!!....... baad mein humko uthakar ya to dafnaya jaega kissi zameen ke andar ya jalaya jaega uss shareer ko jiss par kissi ko kabhi naaz tha, jiss jism se koyi behad pyar karta tha, jinn ungliyon ko koyi hamesha apne naazuk ungliyon mein jakra karta tha, jinn baalon ko koyi hamesha passand karta/karti thi…sab bhasm ho jaega ek din…kia hum uss waqt ko gehraayi se kabhi sochte bhi hein?? Hum kabhi ek ek sanss ke liye mohtaaj ho jayeinguey kia koyi kabhi sochta hai? Zara sochein, ek lambi saanss lein aur ussko rok kar sochein ke dusri sanss lene se pehle hum marr jayein uss dusre sanss ko lene ke liye tarpe magar nahin le paayein??! Kia haal hoga uss waqt dosto??!! Aur kia haal hoga uss waqt unn par jo hamare behad karib ho, jo humse beinteha pyar karta/karti ho, keise guzregi unn par hamare laash ko apne enkhon ke saamne dekhte huwe?

Eise haalat hum sab ko sochne par majboor karte hein….. hum musaafir hai iss dharti par, kissi ko mukamal jagah nahin milti yahan, hum sab ko jana hai, to yaaro sab se pyar se milo, sab pyar karo, khushi se jiyo jab tak jina hai aur kissi ek ke dil mein kuch eisa kar jawo ke yaadgaar ban jawo uss ek dil ke liye aur eise jiyo ke jaaane ke waqt sab hum par naaz karein ke han humne jaane se pehle kuch to achchah kiya, kissi ko to pyar diya, kissi ka dil to khush hai, koyi to nek kaam kiya….

Yaaro hamara pyari si Anny uss sapne se bahot darr gayi magar Abhay ki maa ne ussko sambhaala aur ghante bhar rone ke baad pyari Anny ki enkh lag gayi Abhay ki maa ke baahon mein aur mummy ji apne enkhon ko ponchte huwe, Anny ke chehre par bahot pyar se apne haath ko pherte huwe dhire se usske maathe ko chumte huwe kaha, “Meri bachchi, meri beti hai tu, Bhagwaan ne ek beta diya tha ab ek beti bhi dediya mujhko main to dhanya ho gayi, tu fikar matt kar meri bachchi Abhay ko kuch nahin hoga, woh zaroor wapas ayega aur sahi salaamat ayega yeh ek maa ka dil keh raha hai maa ka dil kabhi dhoka nahin kha sakta, agar Abhay ko kuch huwa hota to maa ke dil ko pata zaroor chal jata…… mera baccha jahan bhi hai sahi salaamat hai aur bahot jald wapas ghar ayega aur tujhko tera pyar wapas karega dekh lena!!”

To be continued………………..

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