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Akhil..Akki.....18..Hero
Sunil bhaiya....35
Sunidhi bhabhi..32
Aarti didi......25
paridhi....und age
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der nahi lagi aur meri ankhen bin badal barsat ke jaise barasne lagi.
sunidhi bhabhi ne baat hi aisi kar di thi. mera dil kat kar reh gaya tha. dil ka dard itna badha, ansuon ki surat bah nikla.
sunidhi bhabhi haste hue- hehehe... oye mundeya tere naina kyun barasne lage. bata na teri aarti didi ke liye ye ladka kaisa rahega.
dil khun ke ansu ro raha tha. aur bhabhi haste hue mujhse poochh rahi thi.
meri dunya ujad rahi thi aur bhabhi has rahi thi. kya woh nahi janti thi. aarti didi mere liye kya han. mere aur aarti ke pyaar ke baare me woh nahi janti thi kya, jo aise bol rahi thee.
jaise main aarti ke bina nahi rah sakta tha. aise hi aarti bhi mere bina ji nahi sakti thi. hum dono hi ek dusre ke bina adhure the.
ghar me mahman aaye aur aate hi rishte ki baat kari toh sunil bhaiya aur bhabhi ke sath sath hamari sabki sanjhi nanhi pari paridhi bhi khil uthi aur aarti ke liye aaye hue rishte par haan kar di. sabne aarti ke liye aaye hue rishte ko bohut pasand kiya tha.
aarti bhi meri ankhon ke dard ki parwa na karte hue smile se mujhe dekh rahi thi. ankhon hi ankhon me mujhse poochh rahi thi. bolo kaisa laga tumhe mere liye ye ladka.
sunil- bata na akki.. saurav kaisa laga tujhe aarti ke liye.. mujhe toh bohut pasand aaya ha.
paridhi- chachu, mujhe bua ke liye ye wale uncle ekdumm mast lage han. mamu aap bhi haan bol do. mere achhe bhaiya ho na. bol do na haan. paridhi bhi chahakte hue boli.
paridhi jo hum sab ki jaan thi. 4 saal pehle jab main is ghar me aaya tha toh paridhi bhabhi ki god me thi. sab ki ankhon ka tara thi. fir mere dil ka bhi noor ban gai thi. pichhle 4 saal kaise kate, pata hi nahi chala. yahan aa ke mujhe pata chala. khushi kya hoti ha. pyar kya hota ha. parivar kya hota ha..
paridhi sabse zayada mujhse pyar karne lagi thi. kabhi woh mujhe chachu, kabhi mamu, toh kabhi bhaiya bulaya karti thi.
ab woh bhi sunil bhaiya, bhabhi ke sath milkar mere dil ka khun kar rahi thi..
aane walun mahmano me 2 female aur 3 hi male the.. kon the, kahan se aaye the, main nahi janta tha. isse pehle maine unhe kabhi nahi dekha tha. sab mere jawab ka intezar kar rahe the. mera jawab sabse important tha. kisi ek ki razamandi nahi hoti toh rishta cancel kar dia jaata..
sab asha bhari nazron se mujhe dekh rahe the.
main nam ankhon se ek ek ko dekhne laga. sahi se kuchh bhi dikhaai nahi de raha tha. ab jab sab ne hi han bol di thi toh main kaise inkaar kar sakta tha..
vaise bhi kismat hamesha mujhse chheenti hi aaai thi. ab aarti ko bhi mujhse chheen rahi thi toh main kya kar sakta tha.
pichhle guzre 4 saal agar kuchh khushiyan mil hi gai thee. toh zaruri nahi tha. umar bhar bhi milti rehti. main samjh gaya tha. meri life aise hi katne wali ha. thodi si khushiyan fir umar bhar ka gham aur dard..
apni ankhon se bah rahe ansuon ko saaf karte hue main apni bheegi awaz ke sath kuchh youn bola- aa..aap..sab..ne..haan..keh..dia..ha..toh..mujhe..bhi..koi..aitraz..nahi. .hoga..
aaye mahman pehle toh mere ruk ruk kar bole gaye shabd sunte rahe.. fir sabko dekhne lage.. aisa hi kuchh haal sunil bhaiya, bhabhi, paridhi aur aarti ka bhi tha..
mahmano ne abhi tak mujhse kuchh bhi nahi pucha tha.
fir aarti ko chhod kar sab zor zor se hasne lage.. main stupid logon jaisa face banaye sabko dekhne laga..
paridhi pet pakad kar hasne lagi. toh aarti mujhe khuni nazron se dekhne lagi..
aarti uthi sofe par rakha kishan utha kar mujhe peetne lagi.
aarti-- duffer ho tum pure ke pure.. stupid.. ullu.. gadha.. woh mujhe galiyan bhi de rahi thi. nakli ghussa bhi kar rahi thi. maar bhi rahi thi..
baki sab zor zor se has rahe the. pehle toh main bada heran hua tha. par der nahi lagi aur main sab samjh gaya.. paridhi mujhe mamu bulaya karti thi. par sabne milkar mujhe sach me hi mamu bana dia tha.
kitna dil dahla dene wala mazak kiya tha sabne mere sath.. main jo pyaar ke maamle me sab sochna bhul jane ka aadi tha. dil ke tukde hue toh kuchh aur sochne ke bajaye apni kismat par rone laga tha.
mujhe apni bewaqufi par ratti barabar bhi afsos nahi hua tha. kismat ne mere sath khel hi aise khele the. jab bhi halat badalte the. main samjh jaya karta tha. meri zindagi me badlao firse shuru hone wala ha. kuch samay ki mili khushiyan firse mujhse chhinne wali han.
main utha aur lambe lambe kadam bharta apne kamre me ja pohncha. bed par beth kar main apne sar ko tham gaya tha. jo hua tha. sab mazak tha. par mujhse sehn nahi hua tha.
aarti bhi bhagti hui mere kamre me aa gayi. mere saamne khadi hokar kamar par dono hath rakh kar mujhe ghurne lagi. kuchh pal ghurne ke baad ek kaske thappad mere gaal par maar dia. aur fir aage badhkar mere sar ko thaam kar apne seene se laga liya.
aarti subakte hue- bhul kyun jaate guzre samay ko. 4 saal ho gaye tujhe humse shamil hue. ab bhi dar rahe ho. ab toh tum saare hi badal chuke ho. in 4 saalon me tum bachhe se jawan ho gaye ho. chahra bhar gaya ha toh munchen bhi ug aai han. mujhe yakin ha, ab madam bhi tumhe dekh kar pehchan nahi payengi.
main pheki hansi haste hue- dushman kabhi bhi kamzor nahi hua karte. dushmano ko kabhi kamzor nahi samjhna chahiye..aapne hi mujhe gyan dia ha na. aapne ye bhi kaha bataya tha mujhe koi aurat agar naagin ka roop dhaar kar le toh jisse usay badla lena hota ha. jisse uski dushmani ho, shamshan tak uska picha nahi chhodti. jo karne ki woh thaan le, woh kar guzarti ha. bhul gayi kyaa aap apna hi padhaya hua path.
nahi didi main kuchh bhi nahi bhula hon. sab yaad ha mujhe, apki kahi ek ek baat, aapka padhaya sikhaya ek ek path. kuchh bhi nahi bhula hon main. woh jo aapne, bhaiya bhabhi ne mujhe padhaya. woh jo meri anjaani dushman ne mere sath kiya.. woh sab inta bhayanak tha. main chah kar bhi bhul nahi sakta.. aur kya kah rahi thi aap main badal gaya hon.
jitna bhi badal jaaon. meri ankhen, mere nain naksh nahi badal sakte. meri ankhon me basa dard nahi badal sakta. sab same ha toh madam ya uske admi kaise nahi mujhe pehchanege. main toh ye bi nahi janta, woh kon ha, madam akeli ha ya uske kuchh aur sathi bhi han. rehte kahan han. kuchh bhi toh nahi janta main unke baare me.
main jab se yahan aaya hon. kabhi is area se nikla hi nahi. darta hon, kabhi is area se nikla toh fir kabhi laut nahi paaonga. darta hon, kahin mujhe shanakht na kar liya jaaye. darta hon, kahin aap sab ko mujhse juda hua jaan kar kahin aap me se kisi ke sath kuchh galat na karde.. bhagwan na kare agar aap me se kisi ke sath madam ne ya uske admiyon ne kuchh toh (ekdumm se hi jaise mere andar si thandi pad chuki aag fir se dahakne lagi) toh aag laga dunga sari dunya ko. kisi ko bhi zinda nahi rehne dunga.. jo aaagg mere andar madam ne jalayi ha. madam ko, uske pure khandan ko, uske admiyon ko sabko jala kar rakh kar dunga.. 4 saalon me aapne bhaiya ne bhabhi ne jo mere vichar badle han, jitne mujhe pyar dia ha. isi kaaran mere andar ki aag mere contrl me aai ha. warna hosh sambhalte hi--------
arti ne mere moh par hath rakh diya- akki plz..ab kuchh aur mat bolna.. main firse wohi sab nahi sunna chahti akki. itni himmat nahi ha mujhme.. tum plz khud ko shant karo. dekho apni ankhen dekho. kaisi bhayankar aag dikhai dene lagi ha. akki mujhse tumhari ankhon ki aisi aag nahi dekhi jaati. aisi aag insan ko insan nahi rehne deti.. darinda bana deti ha. nahi akki tumhe darinda nahi banna ha.. tumhe ek ideal man ha.. jaise bhaiya han, tumhe bhi bhaiya ke jaise society me apna naam banana ha. log tumhe achhe karmo se yaad karen, na keh ek darinde ke roop me dekh kar tumse khauf khaayen.
akki-- lagta nahi didi, madam mujhe bhuli hongi. har samay yahi khatka laga rahta ha. kabhi na kabhi woh mujhtak pohnch hi jaayengi. aur fir---
bhabhi aur sab bhi wahin aa gaye the.. paridhi sar jhukaye sharminda khadi thi.
paridhi-- sorry mamu.. maine mummy se primise kiya tha. aapko kuchh nahi bataya. aap roye ho na chachu.. ab main bhi rone lagungi.
itne sad face ke sath bhi main has pada..
paridhi uchhal padi- yaahooo bhaiya ko mene hasa dia.
sab hasne lage.
bhabhi- ye mere door ke relatives han. yahan aa rahe the toh bas shararat karne ka mann kiya toh plan bana liya. aarti nahi chahti thi, sunil bhi nahi chahte the. sab meri khushi ke liye mere sath mil gaye the. sorry akki meri waja se--
aarti ko chhod kar maine bhabhi ko gale se laga liya-- sorry mat bolen bhabhi. aap toh meri jaan bhi maang len toh bhi main uff tak nahi karunga.
bhabhi shokhi se aarti ko dekhte hue mujhse boli-- wahin toh maang rahi thi. tum toh rone lage.
main relax ho gaya tha.. sab milkar mujhe pyar hi itna dia karte the. kuchh hi der me main sab bhul jaya karta tha. tabhi toh main ban gaya tha.
akki-- jaan mangne ko bola ha.. jaan nikalne ko nahi.
sunil-- akki aise hi sada haste muskurate rahna tum. ladai jhagdon me aur purani dard bhari yaadon me kuchh nahi rakha... apne dil se woh sara dar woh sare buri yaaden nikal bahar phenko, zindagi bohut haseen ha mere bhai. guzre samay me zayada der raha jaaye toh khushiyo bhare jo pal humen aaj mil rahe han. hum unhe kho denge..
mahman mahila bhabhi se- didi aapka bhai sach me bohut cute bohut payara ha.
bhabhi mere gaal ko chumti hui-- bas sirf payara ha.?
woh hasti nahi-- ab jitna dekha, parkha ha, us hisab se bas payara hi ha.
sab khilkhila kar has pade.. paridhi ki awaz sabse loud thi..
ekdumm se hi ghar ke andar kai kadmon ki aahat sunaai di toh mere dil ki dhadkano me hulchal mach uthi. dil dhadakne ki sada ne jaise mujhe bata dia tha.. aane wale zarur madam se related log hi honge.. kyunki 4 saalon me maine kabhi kisi ko aise bina permission ke ghar me ghuste nahi dekha tha..
sab bhi saavdhan ho gaye the. par maine badi furti se bhabhi ko khud se alag kiya aur bed ke niche padi hui hockey utha kar bahar ko bhaag nikla.. sab cheekh pade aur main bahar nikal kar door ko bahar se lock kar gaya..
saamne 7 hatte katte pehlwani jism ke maalik gunde khade hue the. sabke sab shalwaro aur half baazo kurto me the..
mujhe apni kismat par rona aa raha tha. jahan mere andar ki aag firse dahakne lagi thi. wahin dil hi dil me main ye soch kar khun ke ansu bhi rone laga. mujhe apne is parivar se door hona padega. kitne khubsurat beete the meri zindagi ke ye 4 saal. kya kuchh nahi dekh liya tha maine in 4 saalon me. woh sab kuchh dekh liya tha main jo 4 saal pehle tak main nahi dekh saka tha. pyar moosla dhar baarish ke jaise hi nahi mila tha mujhe. main bhi ek zinda insan hoon. is baat ka bhi mujhe ehsas hua tha.. sabne apnepan ki inteha karke mujhe mere zinda hone ka ehsas karaya tha. mujhe is baat ka ehsas karaya tha, main bhi ek insan hon. mere bhi kuchh sapne han. jinhe pura hona chahiye.. par shayad meri kismat me sab nahi tha.. madam meri zindagi me kisi grahn se kamm nahi thi..
madam aisi hi kutti chij thi. aaj tak maine usay nahi dekha tha.. bas uski awaz hi suni thi. awaz sunkar jaane woh mujhe sherni kyu lagti thi.. jaisa bartao woh mere saath karti chali aai thi. woh mere liye ek zahrili naagin bhi thi.
mere piche sab darwaza peet rahe the aur mere saamne khade hue mushtande pehlwan dono hath seene par bandhe mujhe bade ghor se dekh rahe the..
ye sab meri jaan ki dushman madam se hi related han.. main 100% sure tha.. ek hath me hockey ko kass ke pakde main un sabko dekhne laga.. ye meri zindagi ki pehli ladai hone wali thi. isse pehle main kabhi nahi lada tha.. mere andar ki aag mujhe kuchh bhi kar guzarne ke liye uska rahi thi..
par kuch bhi kar guzarna asaan nahi tha.