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Aaj bhale hi meri aankhon me aansu nahi the. Lekin aaj mai mehsus kar pa raha tha ki, priya apne muskurate huye chehre ke pichhe kitna jyada dard chhupa kar rakha karti thi.
Priya ka chehra baar baar meri aankhon ke samne ghoom raha tha aur mere uske pas na jaane ki vajah se, jo dard mujhe ho raha tha, us dard ka aehsas nikki to kya koi bhi nahi kar sakta tha.
Mai apni yahi haalat nikki ko batana chahta tha. Magar usne mujhe apni koi baat kahne ka mauka hi nahi diya tha. Mai nikki se jara bhi naraj nahi tha. Lekin priya ke liye pareshan jarur tha.
Meri isi pareshani ne mujhe mere dil ki baat nikki se kahne par majbur kar diya aur maine jindagi me pahli baar apne dil se kuch likh kar nikki ko bhej diya.
Nikki ko Sms bhejne ke bad, mai aankh band karke baith gaya aur priya ki baton ko yaad karne laga. Thodi hi der bad, mere pas nikki ka Sms aa gaya.
Ye Sms mujhe nikki ne bheja tha. Lekin is Sms me mujhe priya ka chehra aur uski bebasi najar aa rahi thi. Priya ki bebasi aur uske dard ko mehsus karte hi, mai chah kar bhi, apni aankhon ko chhalakne se na rok saka aur meri aankhon se aansuon ki barsat hone lagi.
Abhi meri aankhon ne barasna suru hi kiya tha ki, tabhi mujhe mehul meri taraf aate dikha. Use dekhte hi, mai apni aankhon ko saaf karne laga. Mehul ne mere pas aate hi kaha.
Mehul bola “abhi nikki ka call aaya tha. Usne bataya hai ki, nidhi didi ne kaha hai ki, kabhi kabhi dimag par chot lagne ya kisi mansik aaghat ki vajah se, marij gahri behoshi me chala jata hai.”
“Lekin kuch hi samay bad, wo behoshi se bahar bhi aa jata hai. Isliye abhi hume priya ke coma me jaane ki baat soch kar, nirash nahi hona chahiye aur priya ke hosh me aane ki puri ummid rakhna chahiye.”
Mehul ki is baat ko sunkar, mai samajh gaya ki, nikki bhale hi mujhse naraj thi. Lekin wo mujhe pareshan hote bhi nahi dekhna chahti thi. Isliye usne mehul ko call karke ye sab baten batayi thi.
Abhi meri mehul se baat chal hi rahi thi ki, tabhi anu mausi ne aakar bataya ki, chanda mausi ko hosh aa raha hai. Anu mausi ki ye baat sunte hi, mai aur mehul fauran hi, unke sath chanda mausi ke pas aa gaye.
Chanda mausi ko hosh me aate dekh kar, meri aankhon me khushi ke aansu chhalak aaye aur mai aakar unke pas baith gaya. Chanda mausi ke aankh kholte hi, unki najar sabse pahle mere upar hi padi.
Wo apne hathon se mere sharir ko tatol kar dekhne lagi. Mehul ne chanda mausi ko mere sharir ko tatolte dekha to, muskurate huye un se kaha.
Mehul bola “mausi, aap iski fikar mat karo. Ye bilkul thik hai. Aapne iske badan par ek kharoch tak nahi aane di. Ye bahut khushnashib hai ki, ise aap jaisi pyar karne wali mausi mili hai. Mujhe to koi pyar hi nahi karta.”
Mehul ki baat sunkar, chanda mausi ne haule se muskurate huye, use apne pas bulaya aur fir uske sar par bhi hath ferne lagi. Fir wo chhoti maa aur baki logon ke baare me puchhne lagi. Unki is baat ke jabab me anu mausi ne un se kaha.
Anu mausi boli “chanda, abhi thodi der pahle sab yahi tumhare pas the. Tumhare operation ke liye mumbai se nisha aur barkha aayi thi. Sunita ko kisi kaam se achanak unke sath mumbai jana pad gaya. Keerti aur vaani bhi sunita ke sath mumbai gayi hai.”
Anu mausi ki ye baat sunkar, chanda mausi kuch soch me pad gayi. Unhe soch me pada dekh kar, anu mausi ne unhe tokte huye kaha.
Aun mausi boli “kya hua chanda, tum kis soch me pad gayi.”
Anu mausi ki baat sunkar, chanda mausi apni soch se bahar nikal aayi. Lekin un ne anu mausi ki is baat ka koi jabab nahi diya. Humare ghar me papa ke alawa sabhi chanda mausi ko chanda mausi kah kar bulate the.
Lekin chanda mausi umar me anu mausi aur richa aunty se chhoti thi. Jis vajah se ye log chanda mausi ko unka naam lekar bulati thi. Magar ye log bhi chanda mausi ko wo hi maan samman deti thi, jo unhe chhoti maa deti thi.
Anu mausi ne jab chanda mausi ko unki baat ka jabab dete nahi dekha to, wo shayad unki is khamoshi ka matlab samajh gayi thi. Un ne chanda mausi ko samjhate huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “chanda, tum kisi baat ki fikar mat karo. Sunita jaldi hi wapas aa jayegi. Tab tak tumhara khayal rakhne ke liye, mai tumhare pas hu aur fir tumhare ye dono bacche bhi to tumhare pas hi hai.”
“Tum nahi janti ki, nisha to punnu ko bhi apne sath mumbai le jana chahti thi. Lekin isne tumhe aisi haalat me chhod kar jaane se saaf mana kar diya. Kya ye sab janne ke bad bhi, tumhe kisi baat ki chinta karne ki jarurat hai.”
Anu mausi ki ye baat sunkar, chanda mausi ki aankhon me aansu aa gaye aur wo anu mausi se ami nimi ke baare me puchhne lagi. Unki is baat ke jabab me anu mausi ne kaha.
Anu mausi boli “richa aur ami nimi bhi abhi yahi the. Kuch der pahle punit unko ghar chhod kar aaya hai. Ami nimi abhi richa ke pas hi hai aur ab wo subah richa ke sath tumse milne aayegi.”
Iske bad, anu mausi ne chanda mausi se aaram karne ko kaha to, wo aankh band kar ke let gayi. Thodi hi der me unki nind lag gayi. Unki nind lagte hi, mai aur mehul bahar aa gaye. Bahar aate hi mehul ne mujhse kaha.
Mehul bola “ek baat bata, kya pahle kabhi tujhe kisi ne bataya tha ki, teri koi judwa bahan bhi hai.”
Mehul ki baat is baat ke jabab me maine us se kuch kaha to nahi, lekin use ghoor kar dekhne laga. Mere is tarah ghurne se mehul samajh gaya ki, mujhe uski is baat par gussa aa raha hai.
Kyoki hum dono ke bich kabhi kisi baat ka parda nahi tha. Yadi keerti ki baat ko chhod diya jaye to, meri koi bhi baat mehul se chhupi nahi thi. Apni baat par mujhe gusse hote dekh, mehul ne fauran hi apni baat ko badalte huye kaha.
Mehul bola “abe gussa kyo hota hai. Maine to aise hi is baat ko puchh liya tha. Lekin ab tu jaan gaya hai ki, teri koi judwa bahan bhi hai aur wo koi or nahi, balki priya hi hai to, aise me tera uske pas jana banta hai.”
“Ab to chanda mausi ko bhi hosh aa gaya hai. Aise me ab tu befikar hokar waha ja sakta hai. Meri baat maan aur tu kal hi mumbai nikal ja. Yadi ami nimi tere sath jana chahe to, unhe bhi le ja. Mai yaha sab kuch sambhal luga.”
Mujhe bhi mehul ki ye baat thik lag rahi thi. Isliye maine is baat par thoda gambhir hote huye kaha.
Mai bola “tu kah to thik raha hai. Lekin tune dekha nahi ki, meri judwa bahan ki baat khulte hi, chhoti maa, richa aunty aur anu mausi kis tarah se ghabra gayi thi. Un ne kuch soch kar hi, aaj tak is baat ko humse chhupa kar rakha tha.”
“Mohini aunty ki baat se hume ye to samajh me aa gaya ki, koi aadmi hospital se meri judwa bahan ko lekar bhaga tha. Lekin wo aadmi kaun tha aur usne aisa kyo kiya, ye baat abhi tak ek raz hi hai.”
“Kahin aisa to nahi ki, is sab ke pichhe chhoti maa ka hi koi hath ho aur is sab me richa aunty aur anu mausi bhi unke sath ho. Tabhi to is baat ke khulte hi, teeno is tarah se ghabra gayi thi.”
Meri baat abhi puri bhi nahi ho payi thi ki, mehul ne mera gireban pakad liya aur mujhe fatkarte huye kaha.
Mehul bola “apni juban ko lagam de. Yadi tune aunty ke baare me ek shabd ki galat kaha to, mai tera muh tod duga. Un ne ami nimi se jyada tujhe pyar kiya hai aur meri mummy ne bhi mujhse jyada tujhe pyar kiya hai.”
“Anu mausi jarur tujhe pasand nahi karti thi. Lekin un ne bhi kabhi tere sath kuch galat nahi kiya. Ye baat un logon ne tujhse chhupayi jarur hai. Magar ho sakta hai ki, wo log ye baat tujhe batane ke liye kisi sahi samay ka intejar kar rahi ho.”
“Un ne is tarah se is baat ke tere samne aa jane ki kabhi ummid nahi ki hogi. Isliye wo log us samay ghabra gayi thi. Magar aaj tujhe teri bahan ka pata kya chala gaya ki, tune ek pal me hi un sabke pyar ko paraya kar diya.”
“Mujhe meri mummy aur anu mausi par tere shaq karne ki baat ka jara bhi bura nahi laga. Mujhe bura is baat ka laga ki, tune aunty ke pyar par shaq kiya. Aaj tujhe apna dost kahte huye mujhe sharam aa rahi hai.”
Mehul us samay bahut gusse me tha, isliye maine use kuch bhi kahne se nahi roka. Lekin apni aakhiri baat kahte kahte, uski aankhon me nami aa gayi. Maine uske hath par apna hath rakhte huye kaha.
Mai bola “jitni takleef tujhe meri is behuda baat ko sunkar pahuchi hai. Us se bhi jyada takleef mujhe chhoti maa, risha aunty aur anu mausi ka ghabraya hua chehra dekh kar pahuchi thi.”
“Tu kahta hai ki, anu mausi mujhe pasand nahi karti. Lekin un ne bhi kabhi mere sath kuch galat nahi kiya. Mai bhi teri is baat ko galat nahi manta aur mujhe lagta hai ki, wo bhi mujhe kisi se kam pyar nahi karti hai.”
“Isliye us samay mai un sab ke ghabraye huye chehre ko dekh kar, apne man me uth rahe, har sawal ko bhool gaya tha. Mujhe yaad tha to, sirf itna yaad tha ki, wo teeno meri maa hai.”
“Unke man se is ghabrahat ko mitane ke liye, maine apne man ke har sawal ko hansi me udha diya tha. Yadi priya meri bahan na hoti to, chanda mausi ke hosh me aate hi, mera mumbai jana bahut aasan tha.”
“Lekin ab priya ke meri bahan hone ki vajah se mera mumbai ja pana itna aasan nahi hai. Mai kuch pal pahle mili bahan ke liye, mai in sabke barso ke pyar ko chhota nahi dikha sakta.”
Itna bol kar mai chup ho gaya. Lekin meri baat sunte hi, mehul ne mujhe apne gale se lagate huye kaha.
Mehul bola “mai bekar me hi tujhe galat samajh raha tha. Mummy sahi kah rahi thi. Tu to sach me bahut samajhdar ho gaya hai. Lekin fir bhi priya humari bahan hai aur tujhe is samay uske pas rahna hi chahiye.”
Mai bola “mujhe kab mumbai jaana hai, iska faisla mujhe nahi, balki chhoti maa, richa aunty ya fir anu mausi ko karna hai. Inke bole bina mai mumbai jaane ki baat soch bhi nahi sakta.”
Mehul bola “yadi tu mumbai nahi ja sakta to, fir mai mumbai jauga aur kal hi jauga.”
Abhi mehul itni hi baat bol paya tha ki, tabhi hume anu mausi ki aawaj sunayi di. Un ne mehul ki is baat ko sunne ke bad, hume tokte huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “nahi, tumko mumbai jaane ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Mumbai punnu hi jayega aur tum yahi rah kar chanda ka khayal rakhoge.”
Anu mausi ki is baat sunkar, hum dono hi chauk bina na rah sake. Pata nahi wo kab se, hum dono ke pichhe khadi, humari baten sun rahi thi. Anu mausi ko apne samne dekh kar, hum dono se hi kuch kahte nahi ban raha tha. Lekin anu mausi ne humare pas aate huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “priya ki jitni fikar tum logon ko hai. Us se jyada hume priya ki fikar hai. Humne bhale hi, is baat ko tum bacchon se chhupa kar rakha tha. Lekin fir bhi hum log hamesha priya ki talash me lage rahe the.”
“Jo aadmi priya ko lekar bhaga tha. Use kuch saal pahle uske ek parichit ne mumbai me dekha tha. Uska wo parichit tum logon ke mumbai jaane ke kuch din pahle humse mila tha aur usne ye baat hume batayi thi.”
“Humne is baare me vaani se baat ki thi. Us samay wo kisi case me busy thi aur usne kaha tha ki, wo jaldi hi kolkata aa rahi hai aur yaha aakar, wo us aadmi ki naye sire se talash suru karegi.”
“Usi samay tum log bhi mumbai ja rahe the. Lekin us aadmi ko talash karne ki baat yadi tumhare samne sunita ya richa rakhti to, tum is baat ko lekar un se sawal karna suru kar dete.”
“Isi vajah se un ne ye kaam mujhe karne ko kaha tha aur maine tumko uska mumbai me pata karne ka kaam saunpa tha. Lekin tumhari is talash se hume nirasha hi hath lagi thi.”
“Magar shikha se baat karke is baat ki khushi bhi huyi thi ki, maine tumhe jis pate par us aadmi ko talash karne ka kaam diya tha. Waha shikha rahti hai. Meri shikha se isi baare me thodi bahut huyi thi.”
“Maine shikha se bataya tha ki, mai jis aadmi ki talash kar rahi hu, wo meri saheli ka pati hai aur apni bacchi ko lekar gayab hai. Humhare pas uski koi tasveer nahi hai. Jis vajah se hum use abhi tak dud nahi paye hai.”
“Lekin ab uski talash karne ke liye meri bhatiji vaani waha aa rahi hai. Wo ek CID officer hai aur hume ummid hai ki, wo use jarur dud nikalegi. Isliye ab is baare me punnu se koi baat na ki jaye.”
“Iske bad hum log vaani ke yaha aane ka intejar karne lage. Lekin vaani ke yaha aane ke pahle hi, tumhare sath waha ek ke bad ek hadse ho gaye. Jise dekh kar, hume laga ki, kahin in sab hadso ke pichhe usi aadmi ka hath to nahi hai.”
“Bas isi dar ki vajah se sunita fauran waha pahuch gayi thi. Magar iske bad waha koi hadsa na hone se hume laga ki, shayad ye sab hum logon ka vaham tha aur humne is baat ko apne dimag se nikal diya tha.”
“Magar aaj jab tum par huye hamle ke bad, vaani ko un hadson ka pata laga to, usne usi aadhar par saari karyawahi karna suru kiya. Tum par hamla gauranga ne karwaya tha, isliye vaani ne use uske giroh ke sath girftar kar liya.”
“Gauranga se ki gayi puchh tachh me ye saaf ho gaya ki, usne tumhare naam ki supari lekar, tum par hamla kiya tha aur tumhare naam ki supari mumbai se ek aadmi dekar gaya tha.”
“Vaani ne gauranga aur uske sathiyon ke bayan ke aadhar par us supari de jaane wale aadmi ki tasveer banwayi aur wo tasveer hume dikhayi to, humne fauran pehchan liya ki, ye wo hi aadmi hai, jo tumhari bahan ko lekar bhaga tha.”
“Tum itne din mumbai me rahe. Lekin tumne ek baat par jara bhi gaur nahi kiya ki, waha tumhare ghar ke jo bhi bade the. Wo nikki ke keerti ke hamsakal hone ke bad bhi, use dekh kar jitna nahi chaukte the, us se jyada priya ko dekh kar chaukte the.”
“Priya pahli najar me hi sabki ladli ban jati thi. Sabka jhukav priya ke taraf hone ki vajah ye thi ki, jaise nikki ki shakal keerti se milti thi. Waise hi priya ki shakal bhi bahut kuch tumhari mummy se milti hai.”
“Yaha tak ki priya ki muskurahat, uska chulbulapan aur uski shararaten bhi bahut kuch tumhari mummy se milti julti hai. Lekin is sabke bad bhi, humare dimag me ye baat nahi aayi thi ki, priya hi tumhari bahan ho sakti hai.”
“Lekin vaani ne jaise hi, shikha ki shadi ke video me priya ko dekha, uske man me priya ke baare me janne ki utsukta bad gayi thi. Bas isi vajah se usne tumse priya ki janam tarikh aur janam sthan ke baare me sawal kiya tha.”
“Lekin is sawal ko karte samay, use bhi shayad is baat ki ummid nahi thi ki, uska kiya ye ek sawal hi, tumhari khoyi huyi judwa bahan ko, itni jaldi hum sabke samne lakar khada dega.”
“Mohini ki baton se ye baat to saaf ho gayi thi ki, priya hi tumhari judwa bahan hai aur jo mohini ki asli bhatiji hai, wo is samay us aadmi ke pas hai. Magar abhi hum is sachai ko nahi jante hai ki, ye raz mohini ke parivaar me kaun kaun janta hai.”
“Bas isi vajah se vaani aur sunita mumbai gayi hai. Wo pahle mohini ki asli bhatiji ko dudna chahti hai. Iske bad hi, wo priya ke tumhari judwa bahan hone ki baat mohini ke parivaar ke samne rakhna chahti hai.”
“Hume is wakt sabse jyada is baat ka dar sata raha hai ki, jo aadmi tumhe dekhte hi, tumhare khoon ka pyasa ho gaya tha. Usne mohini ki bhatiji ke sath, tumhari judwa bahan ke dhokhe me, pata nahi kya saluk kiya hoga.”
“Hum log is samay sirf priya ki salamati ke liye hi nahi, balki padmini ki asli beti ke liye bhi, ye dua maang rahe hai ki, uske sath koi anhoni na huyi ho. Kyoki humne ek maa ko apni bacchi ki judai me ghut ghut ke marte dekha hai.”
“Hum nahi chahte ki, aisa hi kuch padmini ke sath bhi ho. Yadi padmini ki beti ke sath koi anhoni ho gayi hogi to, humare liye priya ke tumhari judwa bahan hone ki baat uske samne rakh pana bahut hi mushkil ho jayega.”
Itna bol kar anu mausi chup ho gayi. Unka ye roop mere liye bilkul hi naya tha. Unki baton se saaf samajh me aa raha tha ki, wo sirf meri maa ko hi ache se nahi janti thi, balki mere atit ki baton ko bhi ache se janti thi.
Lekin is samay unke muh se meri mausi nahi, balki ek maa bol rahi thi. Jiske man me ek dusri maa ke dard ka aehsas chhupa hua tha. Mai bhi is padmini aunty ko pahuchne wale dard ka aehsas kar sakta tha. Isliye maine anu mausi se kaha.
Mai bola “mausi, aapka kahna jara bhi galat nahi hai. Padmini aunty ki haalat aisi nahi hai ki, wo apni beti ko khone ka dard sah sake. Yadi aisi ko stithi aati hai to, mai yahi chahuga ki, padmini aunty ke samne priya ki sachai ko kabhi na khola jaye.”
“Mai ye to nahi janta ki, unke parivaar me is sachai ko kaun kaun janta hai. Lekin maine ye apni aankhon se dekha hai ki, dada ji is sachai ko jante huye bhi, priya ko bahut pyar karte hai aur use riya, raj se jara bhi alag nahi samajhte hai.”
“Sirf dada ji hi nahi, balki aakash uncle, padmini aunty, raj aur riya ki bhi wo bahut ladli hai. Wo unke ghar ki raunak hai aur un sabki jaan hai. Priya bhi un sabko bahut pyar karti hai.”
“Na to wo log priya ke bina rah sakte hai aur na hi priya unke bina rah sakti hai. Aise me ye sachai un sabke samne rakhne ka matlab, sirf un sabki khushiyon ko khatam karna hi hoga.”
“Priya wahan un sabke sath bahut khush hai aur mai yahan apni bahno ke sath bahut khush hu. Isliye acha yahi hoga ki, aap log bhi is baat ko bhool jaye ki, priya meri bahan hai aur un sab ko pahle ki tarah khush rahne de.”
Meri baat sunkar, anu mausi ne aage bad kar, mujhe apne gale se laga liya. Meri jindgi me ye pahla mauka tha, jab anu mausi ne itne pyar se mujhe apne gale lagaya tha. Un ne pyar se mere sar par hath ferte huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “mujhe maaf kar de. Maine hamesha tujhe dukh hi diya hai. Mujhe lagta tha ki, tu bhi apne bap ki tarah hi niklega. Lekin mai bilkul galat thi. Tu apne bap ki tarah nahi, balki apni maa ki tarah hai. Teri maa sach me bahut khushnashib thi, jise tera jaisa beta mila.”
Anu mausi ki baat sunkar, itne saalon me pahli baar, meri aankhon me janam dene wali maa ko yaad karke, aansu aa gaye. Lekin maine aansu bhari aankhon se, ek dard bhari muskan ke sath muskurate huye kaha.
Mai bola “mausi, aap meri maa ki kis khushnashibi ki baat kar rahi ho. Meri maa to duniya ki sabse badnashib maa thi. Jinke bete ne unhe unke marne ke bad hi, bhula diya. Yahan tak ki mujhe to, unka chehra tak yaad nahi hai.”
“Tabhi to priya ko dekhne ke bad, mai us se kahta tha ki, aisa lagta hai ki, jaise mera tumse pichhle janam ka koi rishta hai. Lekin mai us se ye kabhi na kah saka ki, tumhari surat meri maa se milti hai.”
“Lekin mai priya se ye baat kahta bhi to kaise kahta. Mujhe to apni maa ka chehra tak yaad nahi tha. Ab aap hi batao, jis maa ke bete ko uska chehra tak yaad nahi hai. Wo maa ek khushnashib maa kahlayegi ya fir badnashib maa kahlayegi.”
Meri baat sunkar, anu mausi ne mere aansu pochhte huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “jis maa ka tera jaisa beta ho. Wo kabhi badnashib ho hi nahi sakti. Fir teri maa purnima to kisi poonam ke chand ki tarah thi. Jitna ujla uska tan tha, us se bhi jyada ujla uska man tha. Wo, mai aur richa teeno bahut pakki saheliyan thi.”
“Wo apni beti ki judai sah nahi payi aur isi gam me usne ghut ghut kar apni jaan de di. Lekin marne ke bad bhi, wo apne bete ko roj apni aankhon se dekhti hai aur aaj barson bad, apni khoyi huyi beti ko bhi apni aankhon se dekhegi.”
Anu mausi ki baten sunkar, mere sath sath mehul ki aankhen bhi puri tarah se bheekh chuki thi. Lekin anu mausi ki aakhiri baat sunkar, hume kuch samajh me nahi aaya aur hum dono hairani se unki taraf dekhne lage.
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Aaj bhale hi meri aankhon me aansu nahi the. Lekin aaj mai mehsus kar pa raha tha ki, priya apne muskurate huye chehre ke pichhe kitna jyada dard chhupa kar rakha karti thi.
Priya ka chehra baar baar meri aankhon ke samne ghoom raha tha aur mere uske pas na jaane ki vajah se, jo dard mujhe ho raha tha, us dard ka aehsas nikki to kya koi bhi nahi kar sakta tha.
Mai apni yahi haalat nikki ko batana chahta tha. Magar usne mujhe apni koi baat kahne ka mauka hi nahi diya tha. Mai nikki se jara bhi naraj nahi tha. Lekin priya ke liye pareshan jarur tha.
Meri isi pareshani ne mujhe mere dil ki baat nikki se kahne par majbur kar diya aur maine jindagi me pahli baar apne dil se kuch likh kar nikki ko bhej diya.
Mera Sms “Aaj Acchi Si Koi Saza Do Mujhe.
Chalo Aisa Karo Aaj Rula Do Mujhe.
Usko Bhoolu To Maut Aa Jaye Mujhe.
Apne Dil Ki Gahrayi Se Ye Dua Do Mujhe.”
Chalo Aisa Karo Aaj Rula Do Mujhe.
Usko Bhoolu To Maut Aa Jaye Mujhe.
Apne Dil Ki Gahrayi Se Ye Dua Do Mujhe.”
Nikki ko Sms bhejne ke bad, mai aankh band karke baith gaya aur priya ki baton ko yaad karne laga. Thodi hi der bad, mere pas nikki ka Sms aa gaya.
Nikki ka Sms “Ek Parinde Ka Dard Bhara Fasana Tha.
Tute The Pankh Aur Udte Huye Jana Tha.
Toofan To Jhel Gaya Par Hua Ek Afsos,
Wahi Daali Tooti Jispe Uska Ashiyana Tha.”
Tute The Pankh Aur Udte Huye Jana Tha.
Toofan To Jhel Gaya Par Hua Ek Afsos,
Wahi Daali Tooti Jispe Uska Ashiyana Tha.”
Ye Sms mujhe nikki ne bheja tha. Lekin is Sms me mujhe priya ka chehra aur uski bebasi najar aa rahi thi. Priya ki bebasi aur uske dard ko mehsus karte hi, mai chah kar bhi, apni aankhon ko chhalakne se na rok saka aur meri aankhon se aansuon ki barsat hone lagi.
Abhi meri aankhon ne barasna suru hi kiya tha ki, tabhi mujhe mehul meri taraf aate dikha. Use dekhte hi, mai apni aankhon ko saaf karne laga. Mehul ne mere pas aate hi kaha.
Mehul bola “abhi nikki ka call aaya tha. Usne bataya hai ki, nidhi didi ne kaha hai ki, kabhi kabhi dimag par chot lagne ya kisi mansik aaghat ki vajah se, marij gahri behoshi me chala jata hai.”
“Lekin kuch hi samay bad, wo behoshi se bahar bhi aa jata hai. Isliye abhi hume priya ke coma me jaane ki baat soch kar, nirash nahi hona chahiye aur priya ke hosh me aane ki puri ummid rakhna chahiye.”
Mehul ki is baat ko sunkar, mai samajh gaya ki, nikki bhale hi mujhse naraj thi. Lekin wo mujhe pareshan hote bhi nahi dekhna chahti thi. Isliye usne mehul ko call karke ye sab baten batayi thi.
Abhi meri mehul se baat chal hi rahi thi ki, tabhi anu mausi ne aakar bataya ki, chanda mausi ko hosh aa raha hai. Anu mausi ki ye baat sunte hi, mai aur mehul fauran hi, unke sath chanda mausi ke pas aa gaye.
Chanda mausi ko hosh me aate dekh kar, meri aankhon me khushi ke aansu chhalak aaye aur mai aakar unke pas baith gaya. Chanda mausi ke aankh kholte hi, unki najar sabse pahle mere upar hi padi.
Wo apne hathon se mere sharir ko tatol kar dekhne lagi. Mehul ne chanda mausi ko mere sharir ko tatolte dekha to, muskurate huye un se kaha.
Mehul bola “mausi, aap iski fikar mat karo. Ye bilkul thik hai. Aapne iske badan par ek kharoch tak nahi aane di. Ye bahut khushnashib hai ki, ise aap jaisi pyar karne wali mausi mili hai. Mujhe to koi pyar hi nahi karta.”
Mehul ki baat sunkar, chanda mausi ne haule se muskurate huye, use apne pas bulaya aur fir uske sar par bhi hath ferne lagi. Fir wo chhoti maa aur baki logon ke baare me puchhne lagi. Unki is baat ke jabab me anu mausi ne un se kaha.
Anu mausi boli “chanda, abhi thodi der pahle sab yahi tumhare pas the. Tumhare operation ke liye mumbai se nisha aur barkha aayi thi. Sunita ko kisi kaam se achanak unke sath mumbai jana pad gaya. Keerti aur vaani bhi sunita ke sath mumbai gayi hai.”
Anu mausi ki ye baat sunkar, chanda mausi kuch soch me pad gayi. Unhe soch me pada dekh kar, anu mausi ne unhe tokte huye kaha.
Aun mausi boli “kya hua chanda, tum kis soch me pad gayi.”
Anu mausi ki baat sunkar, chanda mausi apni soch se bahar nikal aayi. Lekin un ne anu mausi ki is baat ka koi jabab nahi diya. Humare ghar me papa ke alawa sabhi chanda mausi ko chanda mausi kah kar bulate the.
Lekin chanda mausi umar me anu mausi aur richa aunty se chhoti thi. Jis vajah se ye log chanda mausi ko unka naam lekar bulati thi. Magar ye log bhi chanda mausi ko wo hi maan samman deti thi, jo unhe chhoti maa deti thi.
Anu mausi ne jab chanda mausi ko unki baat ka jabab dete nahi dekha to, wo shayad unki is khamoshi ka matlab samajh gayi thi. Un ne chanda mausi ko samjhate huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “chanda, tum kisi baat ki fikar mat karo. Sunita jaldi hi wapas aa jayegi. Tab tak tumhara khayal rakhne ke liye, mai tumhare pas hu aur fir tumhare ye dono bacche bhi to tumhare pas hi hai.”
“Tum nahi janti ki, nisha to punnu ko bhi apne sath mumbai le jana chahti thi. Lekin isne tumhe aisi haalat me chhod kar jaane se saaf mana kar diya. Kya ye sab janne ke bad bhi, tumhe kisi baat ki chinta karne ki jarurat hai.”
Anu mausi ki ye baat sunkar, chanda mausi ki aankhon me aansu aa gaye aur wo anu mausi se ami nimi ke baare me puchhne lagi. Unki is baat ke jabab me anu mausi ne kaha.
Anu mausi boli “richa aur ami nimi bhi abhi yahi the. Kuch der pahle punit unko ghar chhod kar aaya hai. Ami nimi abhi richa ke pas hi hai aur ab wo subah richa ke sath tumse milne aayegi.”
Iske bad, anu mausi ne chanda mausi se aaram karne ko kaha to, wo aankh band kar ke let gayi. Thodi hi der me unki nind lag gayi. Unki nind lagte hi, mai aur mehul bahar aa gaye. Bahar aate hi mehul ne mujhse kaha.
Mehul bola “ek baat bata, kya pahle kabhi tujhe kisi ne bataya tha ki, teri koi judwa bahan bhi hai.”
Mehul ki baat is baat ke jabab me maine us se kuch kaha to nahi, lekin use ghoor kar dekhne laga. Mere is tarah ghurne se mehul samajh gaya ki, mujhe uski is baat par gussa aa raha hai.
Kyoki hum dono ke bich kabhi kisi baat ka parda nahi tha. Yadi keerti ki baat ko chhod diya jaye to, meri koi bhi baat mehul se chhupi nahi thi. Apni baat par mujhe gusse hote dekh, mehul ne fauran hi apni baat ko badalte huye kaha.
Mehul bola “abe gussa kyo hota hai. Maine to aise hi is baat ko puchh liya tha. Lekin ab tu jaan gaya hai ki, teri koi judwa bahan bhi hai aur wo koi or nahi, balki priya hi hai to, aise me tera uske pas jana banta hai.”
“Ab to chanda mausi ko bhi hosh aa gaya hai. Aise me ab tu befikar hokar waha ja sakta hai. Meri baat maan aur tu kal hi mumbai nikal ja. Yadi ami nimi tere sath jana chahe to, unhe bhi le ja. Mai yaha sab kuch sambhal luga.”
Mujhe bhi mehul ki ye baat thik lag rahi thi. Isliye maine is baat par thoda gambhir hote huye kaha.
Mai bola “tu kah to thik raha hai. Lekin tune dekha nahi ki, meri judwa bahan ki baat khulte hi, chhoti maa, richa aunty aur anu mausi kis tarah se ghabra gayi thi. Un ne kuch soch kar hi, aaj tak is baat ko humse chhupa kar rakha tha.”
“Mohini aunty ki baat se hume ye to samajh me aa gaya ki, koi aadmi hospital se meri judwa bahan ko lekar bhaga tha. Lekin wo aadmi kaun tha aur usne aisa kyo kiya, ye baat abhi tak ek raz hi hai.”
“Kahin aisa to nahi ki, is sab ke pichhe chhoti maa ka hi koi hath ho aur is sab me richa aunty aur anu mausi bhi unke sath ho. Tabhi to is baat ke khulte hi, teeno is tarah se ghabra gayi thi.”
Meri baat abhi puri bhi nahi ho payi thi ki, mehul ne mera gireban pakad liya aur mujhe fatkarte huye kaha.
Mehul bola “apni juban ko lagam de. Yadi tune aunty ke baare me ek shabd ki galat kaha to, mai tera muh tod duga. Un ne ami nimi se jyada tujhe pyar kiya hai aur meri mummy ne bhi mujhse jyada tujhe pyar kiya hai.”
“Anu mausi jarur tujhe pasand nahi karti thi. Lekin un ne bhi kabhi tere sath kuch galat nahi kiya. Ye baat un logon ne tujhse chhupayi jarur hai. Magar ho sakta hai ki, wo log ye baat tujhe batane ke liye kisi sahi samay ka intejar kar rahi ho.”
“Un ne is tarah se is baat ke tere samne aa jane ki kabhi ummid nahi ki hogi. Isliye wo log us samay ghabra gayi thi. Magar aaj tujhe teri bahan ka pata kya chala gaya ki, tune ek pal me hi un sabke pyar ko paraya kar diya.”
“Mujhe meri mummy aur anu mausi par tere shaq karne ki baat ka jara bhi bura nahi laga. Mujhe bura is baat ka laga ki, tune aunty ke pyar par shaq kiya. Aaj tujhe apna dost kahte huye mujhe sharam aa rahi hai.”
Mehul us samay bahut gusse me tha, isliye maine use kuch bhi kahne se nahi roka. Lekin apni aakhiri baat kahte kahte, uski aankhon me nami aa gayi. Maine uske hath par apna hath rakhte huye kaha.
Mai bola “jitni takleef tujhe meri is behuda baat ko sunkar pahuchi hai. Us se bhi jyada takleef mujhe chhoti maa, risha aunty aur anu mausi ka ghabraya hua chehra dekh kar pahuchi thi.”
“Tu kahta hai ki, anu mausi mujhe pasand nahi karti. Lekin un ne bhi kabhi mere sath kuch galat nahi kiya. Mai bhi teri is baat ko galat nahi manta aur mujhe lagta hai ki, wo bhi mujhe kisi se kam pyar nahi karti hai.”
“Isliye us samay mai un sab ke ghabraye huye chehre ko dekh kar, apne man me uth rahe, har sawal ko bhool gaya tha. Mujhe yaad tha to, sirf itna yaad tha ki, wo teeno meri maa hai.”
“Unke man se is ghabrahat ko mitane ke liye, maine apne man ke har sawal ko hansi me udha diya tha. Yadi priya meri bahan na hoti to, chanda mausi ke hosh me aate hi, mera mumbai jana bahut aasan tha.”
“Lekin ab priya ke meri bahan hone ki vajah se mera mumbai ja pana itna aasan nahi hai. Mai kuch pal pahle mili bahan ke liye, mai in sabke barso ke pyar ko chhota nahi dikha sakta.”
Itna bol kar mai chup ho gaya. Lekin meri baat sunte hi, mehul ne mujhe apne gale se lagate huye kaha.
Mehul bola “mai bekar me hi tujhe galat samajh raha tha. Mummy sahi kah rahi thi. Tu to sach me bahut samajhdar ho gaya hai. Lekin fir bhi priya humari bahan hai aur tujhe is samay uske pas rahna hi chahiye.”
Mai bola “mujhe kab mumbai jaana hai, iska faisla mujhe nahi, balki chhoti maa, richa aunty ya fir anu mausi ko karna hai. Inke bole bina mai mumbai jaane ki baat soch bhi nahi sakta.”
Mehul bola “yadi tu mumbai nahi ja sakta to, fir mai mumbai jauga aur kal hi jauga.”
Abhi mehul itni hi baat bol paya tha ki, tabhi hume anu mausi ki aawaj sunayi di. Un ne mehul ki is baat ko sunne ke bad, hume tokte huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “nahi, tumko mumbai jaane ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Mumbai punnu hi jayega aur tum yahi rah kar chanda ka khayal rakhoge.”
Anu mausi ki is baat sunkar, hum dono hi chauk bina na rah sake. Pata nahi wo kab se, hum dono ke pichhe khadi, humari baten sun rahi thi. Anu mausi ko apne samne dekh kar, hum dono se hi kuch kahte nahi ban raha tha. Lekin anu mausi ne humare pas aate huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “priya ki jitni fikar tum logon ko hai. Us se jyada hume priya ki fikar hai. Humne bhale hi, is baat ko tum bacchon se chhupa kar rakha tha. Lekin fir bhi hum log hamesha priya ki talash me lage rahe the.”
“Jo aadmi priya ko lekar bhaga tha. Use kuch saal pahle uske ek parichit ne mumbai me dekha tha. Uska wo parichit tum logon ke mumbai jaane ke kuch din pahle humse mila tha aur usne ye baat hume batayi thi.”
“Humne is baare me vaani se baat ki thi. Us samay wo kisi case me busy thi aur usne kaha tha ki, wo jaldi hi kolkata aa rahi hai aur yaha aakar, wo us aadmi ki naye sire se talash suru karegi.”
“Usi samay tum log bhi mumbai ja rahe the. Lekin us aadmi ko talash karne ki baat yadi tumhare samne sunita ya richa rakhti to, tum is baat ko lekar un se sawal karna suru kar dete.”
“Isi vajah se un ne ye kaam mujhe karne ko kaha tha aur maine tumko uska mumbai me pata karne ka kaam saunpa tha. Lekin tumhari is talash se hume nirasha hi hath lagi thi.”
“Magar shikha se baat karke is baat ki khushi bhi huyi thi ki, maine tumhe jis pate par us aadmi ko talash karne ka kaam diya tha. Waha shikha rahti hai. Meri shikha se isi baare me thodi bahut huyi thi.”
“Maine shikha se bataya tha ki, mai jis aadmi ki talash kar rahi hu, wo meri saheli ka pati hai aur apni bacchi ko lekar gayab hai. Humhare pas uski koi tasveer nahi hai. Jis vajah se hum use abhi tak dud nahi paye hai.”
“Lekin ab uski talash karne ke liye meri bhatiji vaani waha aa rahi hai. Wo ek CID officer hai aur hume ummid hai ki, wo use jarur dud nikalegi. Isliye ab is baare me punnu se koi baat na ki jaye.”
“Iske bad hum log vaani ke yaha aane ka intejar karne lage. Lekin vaani ke yaha aane ke pahle hi, tumhare sath waha ek ke bad ek hadse ho gaye. Jise dekh kar, hume laga ki, kahin in sab hadso ke pichhe usi aadmi ka hath to nahi hai.”
“Bas isi dar ki vajah se sunita fauran waha pahuch gayi thi. Magar iske bad waha koi hadsa na hone se hume laga ki, shayad ye sab hum logon ka vaham tha aur humne is baat ko apne dimag se nikal diya tha.”
“Magar aaj jab tum par huye hamle ke bad, vaani ko un hadson ka pata laga to, usne usi aadhar par saari karyawahi karna suru kiya. Tum par hamla gauranga ne karwaya tha, isliye vaani ne use uske giroh ke sath girftar kar liya.”
“Gauranga se ki gayi puchh tachh me ye saaf ho gaya ki, usne tumhare naam ki supari lekar, tum par hamla kiya tha aur tumhare naam ki supari mumbai se ek aadmi dekar gaya tha.”
“Vaani ne gauranga aur uske sathiyon ke bayan ke aadhar par us supari de jaane wale aadmi ki tasveer banwayi aur wo tasveer hume dikhayi to, humne fauran pehchan liya ki, ye wo hi aadmi hai, jo tumhari bahan ko lekar bhaga tha.”
“Tum itne din mumbai me rahe. Lekin tumne ek baat par jara bhi gaur nahi kiya ki, waha tumhare ghar ke jo bhi bade the. Wo nikki ke keerti ke hamsakal hone ke bad bhi, use dekh kar jitna nahi chaukte the, us se jyada priya ko dekh kar chaukte the.”
“Priya pahli najar me hi sabki ladli ban jati thi. Sabka jhukav priya ke taraf hone ki vajah ye thi ki, jaise nikki ki shakal keerti se milti thi. Waise hi priya ki shakal bhi bahut kuch tumhari mummy se milti hai.”
“Yaha tak ki priya ki muskurahat, uska chulbulapan aur uski shararaten bhi bahut kuch tumhari mummy se milti julti hai. Lekin is sabke bad bhi, humare dimag me ye baat nahi aayi thi ki, priya hi tumhari bahan ho sakti hai.”
“Lekin vaani ne jaise hi, shikha ki shadi ke video me priya ko dekha, uske man me priya ke baare me janne ki utsukta bad gayi thi. Bas isi vajah se usne tumse priya ki janam tarikh aur janam sthan ke baare me sawal kiya tha.”
“Lekin is sawal ko karte samay, use bhi shayad is baat ki ummid nahi thi ki, uska kiya ye ek sawal hi, tumhari khoyi huyi judwa bahan ko, itni jaldi hum sabke samne lakar khada dega.”
“Mohini ki baton se ye baat to saaf ho gayi thi ki, priya hi tumhari judwa bahan hai aur jo mohini ki asli bhatiji hai, wo is samay us aadmi ke pas hai. Magar abhi hum is sachai ko nahi jante hai ki, ye raz mohini ke parivaar me kaun kaun janta hai.”
“Bas isi vajah se vaani aur sunita mumbai gayi hai. Wo pahle mohini ki asli bhatiji ko dudna chahti hai. Iske bad hi, wo priya ke tumhari judwa bahan hone ki baat mohini ke parivaar ke samne rakhna chahti hai.”
“Hume is wakt sabse jyada is baat ka dar sata raha hai ki, jo aadmi tumhe dekhte hi, tumhare khoon ka pyasa ho gaya tha. Usne mohini ki bhatiji ke sath, tumhari judwa bahan ke dhokhe me, pata nahi kya saluk kiya hoga.”
“Hum log is samay sirf priya ki salamati ke liye hi nahi, balki padmini ki asli beti ke liye bhi, ye dua maang rahe hai ki, uske sath koi anhoni na huyi ho. Kyoki humne ek maa ko apni bacchi ki judai me ghut ghut ke marte dekha hai.”
“Hum nahi chahte ki, aisa hi kuch padmini ke sath bhi ho. Yadi padmini ki beti ke sath koi anhoni ho gayi hogi to, humare liye priya ke tumhari judwa bahan hone ki baat uske samne rakh pana bahut hi mushkil ho jayega.”
Itna bol kar anu mausi chup ho gayi. Unka ye roop mere liye bilkul hi naya tha. Unki baton se saaf samajh me aa raha tha ki, wo sirf meri maa ko hi ache se nahi janti thi, balki mere atit ki baton ko bhi ache se janti thi.
Lekin is samay unke muh se meri mausi nahi, balki ek maa bol rahi thi. Jiske man me ek dusri maa ke dard ka aehsas chhupa hua tha. Mai bhi is padmini aunty ko pahuchne wale dard ka aehsas kar sakta tha. Isliye maine anu mausi se kaha.
Mai bola “mausi, aapka kahna jara bhi galat nahi hai. Padmini aunty ki haalat aisi nahi hai ki, wo apni beti ko khone ka dard sah sake. Yadi aisi ko stithi aati hai to, mai yahi chahuga ki, padmini aunty ke samne priya ki sachai ko kabhi na khola jaye.”
“Mai ye to nahi janta ki, unke parivaar me is sachai ko kaun kaun janta hai. Lekin maine ye apni aankhon se dekha hai ki, dada ji is sachai ko jante huye bhi, priya ko bahut pyar karte hai aur use riya, raj se jara bhi alag nahi samajhte hai.”
“Sirf dada ji hi nahi, balki aakash uncle, padmini aunty, raj aur riya ki bhi wo bahut ladli hai. Wo unke ghar ki raunak hai aur un sabki jaan hai. Priya bhi un sabko bahut pyar karti hai.”
“Na to wo log priya ke bina rah sakte hai aur na hi priya unke bina rah sakti hai. Aise me ye sachai un sabke samne rakhne ka matlab, sirf un sabki khushiyon ko khatam karna hi hoga.”
“Priya wahan un sabke sath bahut khush hai aur mai yahan apni bahno ke sath bahut khush hu. Isliye acha yahi hoga ki, aap log bhi is baat ko bhool jaye ki, priya meri bahan hai aur un sab ko pahle ki tarah khush rahne de.”
Meri baat sunkar, anu mausi ne aage bad kar, mujhe apne gale se laga liya. Meri jindgi me ye pahla mauka tha, jab anu mausi ne itne pyar se mujhe apne gale lagaya tha. Un ne pyar se mere sar par hath ferte huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “mujhe maaf kar de. Maine hamesha tujhe dukh hi diya hai. Mujhe lagta tha ki, tu bhi apne bap ki tarah hi niklega. Lekin mai bilkul galat thi. Tu apne bap ki tarah nahi, balki apni maa ki tarah hai. Teri maa sach me bahut khushnashib thi, jise tera jaisa beta mila.”
Anu mausi ki baat sunkar, itne saalon me pahli baar, meri aankhon me janam dene wali maa ko yaad karke, aansu aa gaye. Lekin maine aansu bhari aankhon se, ek dard bhari muskan ke sath muskurate huye kaha.
Mai bola “mausi, aap meri maa ki kis khushnashibi ki baat kar rahi ho. Meri maa to duniya ki sabse badnashib maa thi. Jinke bete ne unhe unke marne ke bad hi, bhula diya. Yahan tak ki mujhe to, unka chehra tak yaad nahi hai.”
“Tabhi to priya ko dekhne ke bad, mai us se kahta tha ki, aisa lagta hai ki, jaise mera tumse pichhle janam ka koi rishta hai. Lekin mai us se ye kabhi na kah saka ki, tumhari surat meri maa se milti hai.”
“Lekin mai priya se ye baat kahta bhi to kaise kahta. Mujhe to apni maa ka chehra tak yaad nahi tha. Ab aap hi batao, jis maa ke bete ko uska chehra tak yaad nahi hai. Wo maa ek khushnashib maa kahlayegi ya fir badnashib maa kahlayegi.”
Meri baat sunkar, anu mausi ne mere aansu pochhte huye kaha.
Anu mausi boli “jis maa ka tera jaisa beta ho. Wo kabhi badnashib ho hi nahi sakti. Fir teri maa purnima to kisi poonam ke chand ki tarah thi. Jitna ujla uska tan tha, us se bhi jyada ujla uska man tha. Wo, mai aur richa teeno bahut pakki saheliyan thi.”
“Wo apni beti ki judai sah nahi payi aur isi gam me usne ghut ghut kar apni jaan de di. Lekin marne ke bad bhi, wo apne bete ko roj apni aankhon se dekhti hai aur aaj barson bad, apni khoyi huyi beti ko bhi apni aankhon se dekhegi.”
Anu mausi ki baten sunkar, mere sath sath mehul ki aankhen bhi puri tarah se bheekh chuki thi. Lekin anu mausi ki aakhiri baat sunkar, hume kuch samajh me nahi aaya aur hum dono hairani se unki taraf dekhne lage.
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