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Mai zameen par pada dard ke maare karha raha tha, thodi der maine aaspaas dekha to wahaan koi nahi tha jo meri madad kar sake. Maine apne balboote par khade hone ki koshish ki par pair ka dard khade hone bhi nahi de raha tha. Zindagi me aaj pehli baar mai khud ko itna laachar aur bebas mehsoos kar raha tha. Mai zameen par thodi der baitha raha ki tabhi mujhe Arun sir dikhai diye to maine unhe madad ke liye pukaara. Jaise hi unhone meri aawaz suni to unki nazar mujh pe aayi, unhone meri haalat dekhi aur turant daudte huye mere paas aaye. Unhone sahaara dekar mujhe uthaaya aur mujhse puchne lage.
Arun--Samar, tu theek to hai na?
Mai--nahi sir, bilkul theek nahi hoon mai. Pair me bahot dard ho raha hai aahhhhhhhh.
Arun--aaram se, teri ye haalat kisne ki, bata mujhe Samar.
Mai--vo sab chhodo sir, aap pehle mujhe hospital leke chalo.
Arun--mai tujhe hospital le chalta hoon.
Sir ne mujhe apne peeche bike par baithaaya aur hum chal pade usi hospital ki taraf jahaan Sudha dr thi. Hospital pahochte hi maine Sudha ko call kar di, 2-3 ring ke baad usne mera call uthaaya.
Sudha--hello Samar, aaj kaise yaad aa gayi meri?
Mai--1 dr ki yaad kab aati hai?
Sudha--no way, don't tell me ki tumhe fir se chot aayi hai.
Mai--bahot hi major chot aayi hai, aap kahaan ho?
Sudha--cabin me hoon apne, tum kahaan ho? Mai abhi tumhaare paas aati hoon.
Mai--mai hospital ke baahar khada hoon, filhaal to 1 wheelchair bhijwaao.
Thodi der baad 1 wardboy wheelchair leke aa gaya, mai uspe baith gaya aur vo mujhe Sudha ke cabin me le gaya. Cabin me pahochte hi Sudha mere paas aayi aur mere pair ki jaanch karne lagi, jaise hi vo mere pair ko haath lagaati to wahaan bahot tez dard uthata.
Sudha--ye hua kaise?
Mai--kuch laundo ne gher liya tha, unhone hi maar-2 ke ye haal kar diya hai.
Arun--kon the vo log, tu naam bata unka. Police ko phone karta hoon, wahi sabak sikhaayenge unko.
Mai--pata nahi sir kon log the.
Mai Arun sir se jhooth isliye keh raha tha kyoki mai nahi chahta tha unhe police ya kaanoon saza de, is waqt mai badle ki aag me jal raha tha. Un 6 ke 6 ko saza mai apne haathon se dena chahta tha.
Thodi der jaanch karne ke baad Sudha ne mujhe x-ray waale ke paas bhej diya, maine x-ray karwaaya aur waapis Sudha ke cabin me aa gaya. Uske baad Sudha ne mujhe kuch medicines de di aur mai Arun sir ke saath wahaan se nikal gaya. Mere dimaag me to ab is baat ki tension thi ki kal mai race me kaise daudunga, agar kal nahi dauda to humaare school ke reputation ki maa-behan ho jaayegi.
Mai--sir, kya lagta hai aapko, mai kal daud paaunga.
Arun--paagal ho gaya hai kya tu, tera pair dekh. Daudna to door ki baat hai, tu to theek se chal bhi nahi paa raha.
Mai--kuch to kar sakte honge hum sir, agar mai kal nahi jeeta to school ki reputation....
Arun--arre bhaad me jaaye reputation, apna pair dekh le pehle tu. Sooj gaya hai tera ghutna, zyada pressure daalega to kahin pair jawaab hi na de jaaye.
Uske baad Arun sir mujhe mere ghar leke aa gaye, jab maine ghar ki bell bajaayi to darwaaza chachi ne khola. Aaj dusri baar aisa hua tha jab mai kisi ka sahaara lekar gate ke saamne khada tha aur chachi ne darwaaza khola tha. Arun sir mujhe ghar ke andar leke aaye aur fir vo mujhe mere room me chhod gaye. Jab gharwaale mujhse puchne lage ki kya hua hai to Arun sir ne unhe sab kuch bata diya. Jahaan chachi aur dadi ke chehre par fikar thi, wahin Sujata ke chehre par to shikan bhi nahi thi. Kuch der Arun sir wahaan ruke rahe aur fir apne ghar ke liye nikal gaye. Unke jaane ke baad chachi mere paas aayi aur mere pair ko dekhne lagi.
Chachi--poora ghutna sooj gaya, badi mushkil se to puraani chot theek hui thi aur ab ye nayi chot lag gayi. Tu kyon logo se pange leta rehta hai.
Mai--maine koi pange nahi liye chachi, mujhe nahi pata vo kon log the.
Sujata--arre saara din gundagardi karta rahega to maar to padegi hi na, iske papa is par itna paisa laga rahe hain lekin naalaayak padhne ke bajaaye ladai karta rehta hai.
Dadi--Sujata, tujhe yahi waqt mila use sunaane ke liye. Dekh nahi rahi use chot lagi hai, ye puchne ke bajaaye ki vo kaisa hai, tu use sunaaye jaa rahi hai.
Sujata--to kya karun maa ji, aapke bete poora din mehnat karte hain paiso ke liye aur ye aise unke paise par aag laga raha hai. Mere pati ke paise aise waste honge to mai to bolungi hi na.
Mai--mujhe aaram karna hai, aap sab please jaao yahaan se.
Meri baat sunke sab log mujhe thodi der dekhte rahe aur fir 1-1 karke room se chale gaye. Unke jaane ke baad maine pain killer li aur bed par let gaya, thodi der me pain killer ne apna asar dikhaana shuru kiya aur mujhe neend aa gayi. Shaam ko meri neend 6 baje khuli to mai apna phone chalaane laga, aadhe ghante baad papa mere kamre me aa gaye. Vo shaayad abhi-2 office se aaye the aur unhe kisi ne meri chot ke baare me bata diya tha.
Papa--kisse lad raha tha tu school me?
Mai--kisi se nahi papa....
Papa--kisi se nahi lad raha tha to paaon me ye chot kaise aayi, chup kyon hai bata naa.
Mai--vo papa kuch ladko ne school ke baad gher liya tha aur unhone maara mujhe....
Papa--usme bhi tune kuch na kuch kiya hoga tabhi to un ladko ne maara tujhe, saara din gundagardi karta rehta hai. Kaisi nikammi aulaad di hai bhagwaan ne mujhe, kisi kaam ka bhi nahi hai tu. Nikamaa naalayak kahin ka. Kuch to aisa kar le kabhi jisse mujhe garv ho tujhpe par tune to kasam khaa rakhi hai ki humesha meri naak kataata rahega. Pata nahi konsi manhoos ghadi thi vo jab tu mere ghar paida ho gaya.
Itna sab kuch sunaake papa room se chale gaye, mai to abhi bhi wahaan hairaan hoke baitha hua tha. Papa ki baatein abhi bhi mere dimaag me ghoom rahi thi, unhone 1 baar bhi meri tabiyat ke baare me nahi pucha. Seedha kamre me aaye aur sunaake chale gaye, unki baaton ne mere dil par chot kari thi. Mai room me kuch der chupchaap baitha raha ki tabhi chachi room me aa gayi, unke haath me garam tel ki katori thi jo shaayad vo mere pair ki maalish ke liye laayi thi.
Chachi--ab dard kaisa hai tera?
Maine chachi ki baat ko ansuna kar diya aur chupchaap baitha raha, meri taraf se koi bhi jawaab na paakar chachi mere pair ke paas baith gayi.
Chachi--laa, mai tere ghutne ki maalish kar deti hoon.
Mai--mujhe nahi karwaani koi maalish, aap jaao yahaan se.
Chachi--kyon, agar maalish nahi karwaayega to theek kaise hoga.
Mai--theek nahi bhi hua to konsa kisi ko farak pad raha hai, mai rahun ya na rahun kisi ko ghanta farak nahi padta.
Chachi--tere kaan pe 1 lagaaungi na to saari akal thikaane aa jaayegi teri, samjha. Kisne keh diya ki kisi ko teri parwaah nahi, maa ji din se teri chinta me roye jaa rahi hain. Theek se khaana bhi nahi khaaya unhone, arre unhe chhod, tera chhota bhai Ajay, use jab se pata chala hai ki tujhe chot lagi hai, tab se puch raha hai mujhse ki "bhaiya kaise hain". Un sabke alaawa mai bhi hoon teri parwaah karne waali, tujhe is haalat me dekh kar kya mere dil ko acha lag raha hai. Hum sabko teri fikar hai Samar, hum hain tere liye yahaan pe.
Chachi ne ye bolte hi apne haath me tel liya aur fir usse mere ghutne ki maalish karne lagi, unke haath lagaane se dard to ho raha tha par maalish ki wajah se thoda acha bhi mehsoos ho raha tha.
Mai--kal meri race hai chachi, pehle se hi uski tension thi aur oopar se ab ye pair ki chot. Us par chaar chaand laga rahe hain mere papa jinhe ghanta farak nahi padta ki meri haalat kya hai. 1 baar to vo mere paas baith sakte the, pyaar se puch sakte the lekin nahi. Unhe to bas chillaana hai mujh pe, is waqt mujhe unke support ki zaroorat hai aur vo aise support kar rahe hain mujhe.
Chachi--Samar, tu kyon unki kahi hui baaton ke baare me soch raha hai. Bhool ja unki baaton ko, tu bas aaram kar.
Thodi der chachi mere pair ki maalish karti rahi aur uske baad room se chali gayi, raat ko 8 baje tak mere doston aur Aanchal ka phone aana shuru ho gaya. Pata nahi kisne un logo ko mere pair ke baare me bata diya tha, jab maine pucha to unhone bataaya ki kisine unhe meri photo bheji thi jisme mai zameen par pada hua tha maar khaaye huye. Mai samajh gaya ki ye pakka Kuldeep ne hi kiya hoga, saale ne zaroor us waqt meri photo kheech li hogi. Khair, mere sabhi dost meri haalat ke baare me puchte rahe aur maine sabko aashwaasan diya ki mai theek hoon. Baaki sabko samjhaana to aasan tha par Aanchal ko samjhaane me time lag gaya, kam se kam 1 ghanta usse baat karni padi tab jaake vo kahin maani ki mai theek hoon. Uske baad raat ko chachi mera khaana mere room me le aayi, maine khaana khaaya aur fir dawaaiyaan leke bed par let gaya. Thodi der mai karwate badalta raha par neend to aankho se koson door thi, dimaag me to sirf tension ghoom rahi thi ki kal kya hoga, kaise hoga. Jab thodi der aur neend nahi aayi to mai bed par baith gaya, maine apna table ka drawer khola aur usme pada 1 photo nikaal liya. Vo photo mera aur meri maa ka tha, aaj se 12 saal pehle khichwaaya tha humne vo photo. Mujhe yaad hai aaj bhi vo din, maa mere liye nayi cycle le ke aayi thi. Mai apni colony me vo cycle chala raha tha to maine maa se zid ki thi ki vo cycle me se training wheels hata de, maa ne mana kiya par mai naa mana. Aakhirkaar unhone papa se bolke usme se training wheels hatwa diye aur mai cycle chalaane ki koshish karne laga, cycle kayi baar disbalance hoti aur 1 baar to mai gir hi gaya. Jaise hi mai gira to maa mere paas turant daud ke aayi, unhone mujhe uthaaya aur mere ghaaw dekhne lagi. Mujhe girte dekhkar colony ke baaki bache mujh par has rahe the jo mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi aaya.
Mai--maa, vo log has rahe hain mujh pe.
Maa--to kya hua, hasne de unhe. Dusre tere baare me kya sochte hain isse tujhe farak nahi padna chahiye, chal dobaara koshish kar.
Mai--nahi maa, mujhe nahi chalaani cycle.
Maa--kyon nahi chalaani?
Mai--maa, agar mai dobaara gir gaya to dard hoga.
Maa--Samar, tu kuch bhi naya try karega to ho sakta hai usme tujhe chot lage. Chot lagegi to dard bhi hoga, to kya dard ka soch ke tu vo kaam chhod dega. Agar dard ka sochta raha to tu kuch bhi nahi kar paayega Samar. Isliye dard ko bhool jaa, himmat kar, koshish kar. Jab tu is dard par jeet paa lega na to fir tujhe teri manzil paane se koi nahi rok paayega. Samajh gaya, chal dobara koshish kar.
Us din maa ki baaton se motivated hokar maine cycle chalaane ki kaafi der tak practice ki thi, mai kayi baar gira par aakhirkaar mai cycle chalaana seekh hi gaya tha.
Mai kuch der us photo ko dekhta raha aur fir maine use waapis drawer me daal diya, mai waapis bed par let gaya aur kuch hi der me mujhe neend aa gayi. Subah meri neend 7 baje khuli, maine Varun ko call kar diya ki vo taiyaar hokar mere ghar aa jaaye. Thodi der baad Varun aa gaya to mai uske sahaare bed se khada hokar bathroom gaya aur fir naha-dhokar baahar aaya, uske baad maine apni jersey pehan li.
Varun--ye kya kar raha hai tu bhai?
Mai--taiyaar ho raha hoon, aaj race hai na.
Varun--abbe chutiye, kya ye toota pair leke daudega race me. Bhai rehne de, agle saal try kar liyo.
Mai--nahi karna try agle saal, aaj hi daudunga mai. Chal jaldi ab school.
Varun mujhe thodi der manaata raha par maine uski baat ghanta nahi maani, uske baad mai uska sahaara lekar apne room se baahar aa gaya. Gharwaalon ki nazar mujh pe padi to vo puchne lage ki mai kahaan jaa raha hoon. Maine unhe koi jawaab nahi diya aur chupchaap Varun ke saath ghar se nikal gaya. Uske baad hum dono scooty se school pahoche, school to aaj khachakhach bhara hua tha. School ki to chhutti thi lekin fir bhi kuch students aaye huye the events dekhne ke liye. Sports event kayi saare schools ke beech tha to un sabhi schools ke bache bhi aaye huye the apne-2 school ke players ko support aur cheer karne. Mai Varun ke saath seedha Arun sir ke paas chala gaya, jaise hi Arun sir ki nazar mujh pe padi to vo turant mere paas aa gaye.
Arun--Samar, tu kya kar raha hai yahaan? Tere ko bola tha na maine ki tu aaram kar.
Mai--aaram nahi karna sir, race me participate karna hai mujhe.
Arun--paagal ho gaya hai kya, aisi chot ke saath kaise daudega tu.
Hum logo ko aapas me baat karta dekh Sharma bhi wahaan aa gaya, uske saath dusre school ka 1 sports teacher bhi tha.
Sharma--kya hua Arun, any problem?
Arun--sir dekhiye ise, iske pair me chot lagi hai par fir bhi daudna hai ise.
Sharma--kyon school ki izzat dubaane me lage ho beta, tum rehne do. Agar tum daude to baaki school waale kahenge ki humaare paas players nahi the to humne sympathy gain karne ke liye 1 apahij ko race me dauda diya.
Mai--apahij nahi hoon mai samjhe, mujhe race me participate karna hai and that is my final decision.
Sharma--dekh rahe ho Verma ji, aajkal ke bacho me akad bahot hai.
Verma--arre karne do sir participate ise, bache ki ichha poori kar do.
Sharma--ok, tum wait karo. Tumhaara event abhi 1 ghante me hai par yaad rakhna, iske baad kuch bhi hua to uski zimmedari tumhaari hogi.
Uske baad Sharma wahaan se chala gaya aur Varun bhi mujhe humaari class me leke aa gaya. Class poori khaali padi hui thi, mai 1 bench par baith gaya. Kuch hi der me class me Aanchal, Amir aur Sameer bhi aa gaye.
Aanchal--have you gone mad Samar, ye kya kar raha hai tu. 1 to vaise hi tere pair me chot lagi hai aur oopar se tujhe daudna bhi hai.
Sameer--bhai, mat kar ye sab. Kya haasil karna chahta hai tu ye sab karke?
Mai--kuch haasil nahi karna chahta bhai, maine 2 mahine mehnat ki hai iske liye. Ab us chutiye Kuldeep ki wajah se mai apni mehnat par paani firne nahi de sakta, ye meri ladaai hai aur mujhe ise ladna hi hoga.
Amir--kis keemat par ladna chahta hai tu ye ladai, apni taang khona chahta hai kya hamesha ke liye.
Mai--maa chudaaye mera pair. Meri 1 baat tum sab sun lo, mai aaj race me daudunga aur mere is faisle ko mai kisi ki bhi baaton me aakar nahi badalne waala.
Mai unse baat kar raha tha ki tabhi mera phone baj gaya, Bhaanu ki call thi. Maine call uthaai to dusri taraf se Bhaanu bol pada.
Bhaanu--kahaan ho tum sab bhai?
Mai--class me hai, aaja tu bhi.
Bhaanu--abbe sun, mere bhaiya bhi aaye huye hain mere saath. Ye chutiya guard unhe andar nahi aane de raha, Arun sir se bolke kuch jugaad lagwa na.
Mai--theek hai, tu ruk wahin. Mai karta hoon kuch.
Uske baad maine call kaat di aur Amir ko Arun sir ke paas bhej diya taaki vo Bhaanu ke bhaiya ko entry dilwa sake. 10 minute baad class me Amir, Bhaanu aur 1 ladka enter hua. Dekhne me us ladke ki umar kam se kam 25-26 lag rahi thi, saale ki body kamaal ki thi.
Bhaanu--aur Samar bhai, pair kaisa hai tera?
Mai--dekh le bhai aake tu bhi, inse to milwa.
Bhaanu--arre inse hi to tujhe milwaana hai, ye mere bhaiya hai. Inka naam Rajesh hai, mujhe bataaya Varun ne ki tu race me participate kar raha hai. Ab itna to mai tujhe jaanta hoon ki tu bahot ziddi hai aur apne faisle se peeche nahi hatne waala to maine socha inhe bhi apne saath le aata hoon. Inke paas apni problem ka solution hai.
Mai--kaisa solution?
Bhaanu--abbe mere bhaiya pehelwaan hai, chhoti-moti choton ko to ye chutki me theek kar dete hain. Kamar dard ho ya gardan ka dard, pair ki moch ho ya haath ki chot, inke paas sabka ilaaj hai.
Mai--kya ye sach bol raha hai bhaiya?
Rajesh--ye fek raha hai, saari problems ka solution nahi hai mere paas. Haa agar zyada gehri chot na ho to mai use palbhar me theek kar sakta hoon.
Bhaanu--bhaiya baatein chhodo aur iska pair dekho jaldi se. Race shuru hone waali hai.
Uske baad Rajesh bhaiya mere ghutne ki jaanch karne lage, fir unhone mere ghutne ki maalish shuru kar di. Unke haathon se pair ko bada aaram mil raha tha, unhe dekh ke samajh aa raha tha ki unhe pair ki nasso ki achi khaasi jaankaari thi. Thodi der to vo ghutne ki maalish karte rahe aur fir unhone meri taang ko pakad liya. Vo kabhi meri taang ko modte to kabhi seedha karte, thodi der ye karne ke baad unhone taang ko jhatke se seedha kiya to ghutne me se kadak ki aawaz aayi. Jaise hi vo aawaz aayi to mujhe bahot zor ka dard hua, dard thodi der hua aur fir kam ho gaya. Uske baad unhone meri taang ko chhod diya aur khade ho gaye.
Rajesh--Samar, ab khade hone ki koshish karo.
Mai bina kisi ke sahaare ke khada hua to mai hairaan reh gaya, mere pair me abhi bhi dard ho raha tha par dard pehle se bahot kam ho gaya tha. Maine bina sahaare ke chalne ki koshish ki to chalte waqt dard mehsoos ho raha tha par itna nahi tha ki chal bhi na paaun.
Mai--bhaiya, aap ne to kamaal kar diya.
Rajesh--ab kaisa hai dard tumhaara?
Mai--dard to ho raha hai bhaiya par pehle se bahot kam hai. Thanx bhaiya.
Rajesh--koi baat nahi bhai, tum mere bhai ke dost ho. Tumhaare liye to itna sab kiya hi jaa sakta hai.
Uske baad maine 1 painkiller khaa li, thodi der me usne asar dikhaana shuru kar diya aur ab dard bahot kam mehsoos ho raha tha. Maine thodi der warmup kiya aur fir Arun sir ka call aa gaya, wo mujhe ground me bula rahe the. 200m race shuru hone waali thi, mai baaki sab ke saath ground me aa gaya. Baaki sab to stands me chale gaye aur mai race track ki taraf badh gaya, raaste me Arun sir ne mujhe roka.
Arun--tu pakka ye karna chahta hai na?
Mai--sir, chinta mat karo. Problem solve ho gayi hai, ab nahi hai dard.
Arun--dard nahi hai, ye to bahot achi khabar hai. Acha vo sab chhod, tujhe strategy yaad hai na?
Mai--sab yaad hai sir, mai kar lunga. Aap chinta mat karo.
Arun--chal theek hai, shaabash. Jaa khada ho jaa apni jagah par.
Uske baad mai apni jagah par aa gaya aur position leke khada ho gaya, mere peeche dusre school ka Ravi khada tha. Usne mujhe aawaz lagaayi to maine uski taraf dekha.
Ravi--maine suna hai ki tere pair me chot aayi hai aur fir bhi tu daudna chahta hai. Bhai ye race do pair waalon ke liye hai naa ki langdo ke liye.
Mai--teri gaand me spikes ghusa dunga madarchod, chupchaap khada reh. Behan ka lauda bakchodi de raha hai, bhaggg bhosdike.
Mere mooh se gaali sunke wo chup ho gaya, thodi der me refree ne race start karne ki whistle baja di. Uske whistle bajaate hi sabne daudna start kar diya, mai to apni gaand ka poora dum lagaake daud raha tha. Is waqt race me sabse aage mai tha aur mere peeche tha Ravi, pair me dard jhaant mehsoos nahi ho raha tha aur mai bhi ghode ki tarah daud raha tha. Abhi mai 50m hi dauda tha ki tabhi mere ghutne se 1 kadak ki aawaz aayi aur mere pair me fir se dard shuru ho gaya, meri speed kam ho gayi aur kuch der baad to mai lagbhag langda ke chal raha tha, baaki sab to daudte-2 mujhse aage nikal gaye. Us moment mujhe Sudha ki baat yaad aayi, usne kaha tha mujhse ki mujhe apne paaon par zyada zor nahi dena hai varna pair ki chot badh sakti hai.
Maine 1 baar stands ki taraf dekha to mere sabhi dost mujhe dekh rahe the, vo samajh gaye the ki mera dard fir se shuru ho gaya hai. Us 1 pal me mere dimaag me fir se bebasi aur laachaari chhaa gayi, 1-1 karke mere dimaag me papa, Sujata aur Sharma ki kahi hui baatein ghoomne lagi.
Mai(mann me)--mujhe dard ko bhoolna hoga, mujhe daudna hoga. Mai Samar hoon, mujhe koi nahi rok sakta. Dard to bilkul bhi nahi rok sakta.
Maine 1 zor ki saans kheechi aur cheekhte huye daudne laga, meri cheekh sunkar Ravi ka dhyaan mujh pe aaya. Usne dekha ki mai usse aage nikal raha hoon to vo bhi apni gaand ka zor lagaake daudne laga. Ab race ke aakhiri kuch 30 m bache huye the, mai aur Ravi agal-bagal me sabse aage daud rahe the. Pata nahi kaise daudte-2 mere joote ke lace khul gaye aur jaise hi hum finishing line se 3-4 m door pahoche to meri lace mere pair ke neeche dab gayi jiski wajah se mai ladkhadakar girne laga, kuch der to mai hawa me udta raha aur jab land hua to zameen par ghisadne laga, uski wajah se meri chhaati aur chin buri tarah se chhill gayi. Jab mai ghisadte huye ruka to mere dimaag me baat ghoomne lagi.
Mai(mann me)--ae behanchod, pair ki chot kya kam thi jo ye shareer bhi chhill gaya, mar gaya, bahot dard ho raha hai. Saala meri to kismat hi jhaantu hai
Mai zameen par pada dard ke maare karha raha tha, thodi der maine aaspaas dekha to wahaan koi nahi tha jo meri madad kar sake. Maine apne balboote par khade hone ki koshish ki par pair ka dard khade hone bhi nahi de raha tha. Zindagi me aaj pehli baar mai khud ko itna laachar aur bebas mehsoos kar raha tha. Mai zameen par thodi der baitha raha ki tabhi mujhe Arun sir dikhai diye to maine unhe madad ke liye pukaara. Jaise hi unhone meri aawaz suni to unki nazar mujh pe aayi, unhone meri haalat dekhi aur turant daudte huye mere paas aaye. Unhone sahaara dekar mujhe uthaaya aur mujhse puchne lage.
Arun--Samar, tu theek to hai na?
Mai--nahi sir, bilkul theek nahi hoon mai. Pair me bahot dard ho raha hai aahhhhhhhh.
Arun--aaram se, teri ye haalat kisne ki, bata mujhe Samar.
Mai--vo sab chhodo sir, aap pehle mujhe hospital leke chalo.
Arun--mai tujhe hospital le chalta hoon.
Sir ne mujhe apne peeche bike par baithaaya aur hum chal pade usi hospital ki taraf jahaan Sudha dr thi. Hospital pahochte hi maine Sudha ko call kar di, 2-3 ring ke baad usne mera call uthaaya.
Sudha--hello Samar, aaj kaise yaad aa gayi meri?
Mai--1 dr ki yaad kab aati hai?
Sudha--no way, don't tell me ki tumhe fir se chot aayi hai.
Mai--bahot hi major chot aayi hai, aap kahaan ho?
Sudha--cabin me hoon apne, tum kahaan ho? Mai abhi tumhaare paas aati hoon.
Mai--mai hospital ke baahar khada hoon, filhaal to 1 wheelchair bhijwaao.
Thodi der baad 1 wardboy wheelchair leke aa gaya, mai uspe baith gaya aur vo mujhe Sudha ke cabin me le gaya. Cabin me pahochte hi Sudha mere paas aayi aur mere pair ki jaanch karne lagi, jaise hi vo mere pair ko haath lagaati to wahaan bahot tez dard uthata.
Sudha--ye hua kaise?
Mai--kuch laundo ne gher liya tha, unhone hi maar-2 ke ye haal kar diya hai.
Arun--kon the vo log, tu naam bata unka. Police ko phone karta hoon, wahi sabak sikhaayenge unko.
Mai--pata nahi sir kon log the.
Mai Arun sir se jhooth isliye keh raha tha kyoki mai nahi chahta tha unhe police ya kaanoon saza de, is waqt mai badle ki aag me jal raha tha. Un 6 ke 6 ko saza mai apne haathon se dena chahta tha.
Thodi der jaanch karne ke baad Sudha ne mujhe x-ray waale ke paas bhej diya, maine x-ray karwaaya aur waapis Sudha ke cabin me aa gaya. Uske baad Sudha ne mujhe kuch medicines de di aur mai Arun sir ke saath wahaan se nikal gaya. Mere dimaag me to ab is baat ki tension thi ki kal mai race me kaise daudunga, agar kal nahi dauda to humaare school ke reputation ki maa-behan ho jaayegi.
Mai--sir, kya lagta hai aapko, mai kal daud paaunga.
Arun--paagal ho gaya hai kya tu, tera pair dekh. Daudna to door ki baat hai, tu to theek se chal bhi nahi paa raha.
Mai--kuch to kar sakte honge hum sir, agar mai kal nahi jeeta to school ki reputation....
Arun--arre bhaad me jaaye reputation, apna pair dekh le pehle tu. Sooj gaya hai tera ghutna, zyada pressure daalega to kahin pair jawaab hi na de jaaye.
Uske baad Arun sir mujhe mere ghar leke aa gaye, jab maine ghar ki bell bajaayi to darwaaza chachi ne khola. Aaj dusri baar aisa hua tha jab mai kisi ka sahaara lekar gate ke saamne khada tha aur chachi ne darwaaza khola tha. Arun sir mujhe ghar ke andar leke aaye aur fir vo mujhe mere room me chhod gaye. Jab gharwaale mujhse puchne lage ki kya hua hai to Arun sir ne unhe sab kuch bata diya. Jahaan chachi aur dadi ke chehre par fikar thi, wahin Sujata ke chehre par to shikan bhi nahi thi. Kuch der Arun sir wahaan ruke rahe aur fir apne ghar ke liye nikal gaye. Unke jaane ke baad chachi mere paas aayi aur mere pair ko dekhne lagi.
Chachi--poora ghutna sooj gaya, badi mushkil se to puraani chot theek hui thi aur ab ye nayi chot lag gayi. Tu kyon logo se pange leta rehta hai.
Mai--maine koi pange nahi liye chachi, mujhe nahi pata vo kon log the.
Sujata--arre saara din gundagardi karta rahega to maar to padegi hi na, iske papa is par itna paisa laga rahe hain lekin naalaayak padhne ke bajaaye ladai karta rehta hai.
Dadi--Sujata, tujhe yahi waqt mila use sunaane ke liye. Dekh nahi rahi use chot lagi hai, ye puchne ke bajaaye ki vo kaisa hai, tu use sunaaye jaa rahi hai.
Sujata--to kya karun maa ji, aapke bete poora din mehnat karte hain paiso ke liye aur ye aise unke paise par aag laga raha hai. Mere pati ke paise aise waste honge to mai to bolungi hi na.
Mai--mujhe aaram karna hai, aap sab please jaao yahaan se.
Meri baat sunke sab log mujhe thodi der dekhte rahe aur fir 1-1 karke room se chale gaye. Unke jaane ke baad maine pain killer li aur bed par let gaya, thodi der me pain killer ne apna asar dikhaana shuru kiya aur mujhe neend aa gayi. Shaam ko meri neend 6 baje khuli to mai apna phone chalaane laga, aadhe ghante baad papa mere kamre me aa gaye. Vo shaayad abhi-2 office se aaye the aur unhe kisi ne meri chot ke baare me bata diya tha.
Papa--kisse lad raha tha tu school me?
Mai--kisi se nahi papa....
Papa--kisi se nahi lad raha tha to paaon me ye chot kaise aayi, chup kyon hai bata naa.
Mai--vo papa kuch ladko ne school ke baad gher liya tha aur unhone maara mujhe....
Papa--usme bhi tune kuch na kuch kiya hoga tabhi to un ladko ne maara tujhe, saara din gundagardi karta rehta hai. Kaisi nikammi aulaad di hai bhagwaan ne mujhe, kisi kaam ka bhi nahi hai tu. Nikamaa naalayak kahin ka. Kuch to aisa kar le kabhi jisse mujhe garv ho tujhpe par tune to kasam khaa rakhi hai ki humesha meri naak kataata rahega. Pata nahi konsi manhoos ghadi thi vo jab tu mere ghar paida ho gaya.
Itna sab kuch sunaake papa room se chale gaye, mai to abhi bhi wahaan hairaan hoke baitha hua tha. Papa ki baatein abhi bhi mere dimaag me ghoom rahi thi, unhone 1 baar bhi meri tabiyat ke baare me nahi pucha. Seedha kamre me aaye aur sunaake chale gaye, unki baaton ne mere dil par chot kari thi. Mai room me kuch der chupchaap baitha raha ki tabhi chachi room me aa gayi, unke haath me garam tel ki katori thi jo shaayad vo mere pair ki maalish ke liye laayi thi.
Chachi--ab dard kaisa hai tera?
Maine chachi ki baat ko ansuna kar diya aur chupchaap baitha raha, meri taraf se koi bhi jawaab na paakar chachi mere pair ke paas baith gayi.
Chachi--laa, mai tere ghutne ki maalish kar deti hoon.
Mai--mujhe nahi karwaani koi maalish, aap jaao yahaan se.
Chachi--kyon, agar maalish nahi karwaayega to theek kaise hoga.
Mai--theek nahi bhi hua to konsa kisi ko farak pad raha hai, mai rahun ya na rahun kisi ko ghanta farak nahi padta.
Chachi--tere kaan pe 1 lagaaungi na to saari akal thikaane aa jaayegi teri, samjha. Kisne keh diya ki kisi ko teri parwaah nahi, maa ji din se teri chinta me roye jaa rahi hain. Theek se khaana bhi nahi khaaya unhone, arre unhe chhod, tera chhota bhai Ajay, use jab se pata chala hai ki tujhe chot lagi hai, tab se puch raha hai mujhse ki "bhaiya kaise hain". Un sabke alaawa mai bhi hoon teri parwaah karne waali, tujhe is haalat me dekh kar kya mere dil ko acha lag raha hai. Hum sabko teri fikar hai Samar, hum hain tere liye yahaan pe.
Chachi ne ye bolte hi apne haath me tel liya aur fir usse mere ghutne ki maalish karne lagi, unke haath lagaane se dard to ho raha tha par maalish ki wajah se thoda acha bhi mehsoos ho raha tha.
Mai--kal meri race hai chachi, pehle se hi uski tension thi aur oopar se ab ye pair ki chot. Us par chaar chaand laga rahe hain mere papa jinhe ghanta farak nahi padta ki meri haalat kya hai. 1 baar to vo mere paas baith sakte the, pyaar se puch sakte the lekin nahi. Unhe to bas chillaana hai mujh pe, is waqt mujhe unke support ki zaroorat hai aur vo aise support kar rahe hain mujhe.
Chachi--Samar, tu kyon unki kahi hui baaton ke baare me soch raha hai. Bhool ja unki baaton ko, tu bas aaram kar.
Thodi der chachi mere pair ki maalish karti rahi aur uske baad room se chali gayi, raat ko 8 baje tak mere doston aur Aanchal ka phone aana shuru ho gaya. Pata nahi kisne un logo ko mere pair ke baare me bata diya tha, jab maine pucha to unhone bataaya ki kisine unhe meri photo bheji thi jisme mai zameen par pada hua tha maar khaaye huye. Mai samajh gaya ki ye pakka Kuldeep ne hi kiya hoga, saale ne zaroor us waqt meri photo kheech li hogi. Khair, mere sabhi dost meri haalat ke baare me puchte rahe aur maine sabko aashwaasan diya ki mai theek hoon. Baaki sabko samjhaana to aasan tha par Aanchal ko samjhaane me time lag gaya, kam se kam 1 ghanta usse baat karni padi tab jaake vo kahin maani ki mai theek hoon. Uske baad raat ko chachi mera khaana mere room me le aayi, maine khaana khaaya aur fir dawaaiyaan leke bed par let gaya. Thodi der mai karwate badalta raha par neend to aankho se koson door thi, dimaag me to sirf tension ghoom rahi thi ki kal kya hoga, kaise hoga. Jab thodi der aur neend nahi aayi to mai bed par baith gaya, maine apna table ka drawer khola aur usme pada 1 photo nikaal liya. Vo photo mera aur meri maa ka tha, aaj se 12 saal pehle khichwaaya tha humne vo photo. Mujhe yaad hai aaj bhi vo din, maa mere liye nayi cycle le ke aayi thi. Mai apni colony me vo cycle chala raha tha to maine maa se zid ki thi ki vo cycle me se training wheels hata de, maa ne mana kiya par mai naa mana. Aakhirkaar unhone papa se bolke usme se training wheels hatwa diye aur mai cycle chalaane ki koshish karne laga, cycle kayi baar disbalance hoti aur 1 baar to mai gir hi gaya. Jaise hi mai gira to maa mere paas turant daud ke aayi, unhone mujhe uthaaya aur mere ghaaw dekhne lagi. Mujhe girte dekhkar colony ke baaki bache mujh par has rahe the jo mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi aaya.
Mai--maa, vo log has rahe hain mujh pe.
Maa--to kya hua, hasne de unhe. Dusre tere baare me kya sochte hain isse tujhe farak nahi padna chahiye, chal dobaara koshish kar.
Mai--nahi maa, mujhe nahi chalaani cycle.
Maa--kyon nahi chalaani?
Mai--maa, agar mai dobaara gir gaya to dard hoga.
Maa--Samar, tu kuch bhi naya try karega to ho sakta hai usme tujhe chot lage. Chot lagegi to dard bhi hoga, to kya dard ka soch ke tu vo kaam chhod dega. Agar dard ka sochta raha to tu kuch bhi nahi kar paayega Samar. Isliye dard ko bhool jaa, himmat kar, koshish kar. Jab tu is dard par jeet paa lega na to fir tujhe teri manzil paane se koi nahi rok paayega. Samajh gaya, chal dobara koshish kar.
Us din maa ki baaton se motivated hokar maine cycle chalaane ki kaafi der tak practice ki thi, mai kayi baar gira par aakhirkaar mai cycle chalaana seekh hi gaya tha.
Mai kuch der us photo ko dekhta raha aur fir maine use waapis drawer me daal diya, mai waapis bed par let gaya aur kuch hi der me mujhe neend aa gayi. Subah meri neend 7 baje khuli, maine Varun ko call kar diya ki vo taiyaar hokar mere ghar aa jaaye. Thodi der baad Varun aa gaya to mai uske sahaare bed se khada hokar bathroom gaya aur fir naha-dhokar baahar aaya, uske baad maine apni jersey pehan li.
Varun--ye kya kar raha hai tu bhai?
Mai--taiyaar ho raha hoon, aaj race hai na.
Varun--abbe chutiye, kya ye toota pair leke daudega race me. Bhai rehne de, agle saal try kar liyo.
Mai--nahi karna try agle saal, aaj hi daudunga mai. Chal jaldi ab school.
Varun mujhe thodi der manaata raha par maine uski baat ghanta nahi maani, uske baad mai uska sahaara lekar apne room se baahar aa gaya. Gharwaalon ki nazar mujh pe padi to vo puchne lage ki mai kahaan jaa raha hoon. Maine unhe koi jawaab nahi diya aur chupchaap Varun ke saath ghar se nikal gaya. Uske baad hum dono scooty se school pahoche, school to aaj khachakhach bhara hua tha. School ki to chhutti thi lekin fir bhi kuch students aaye huye the events dekhne ke liye. Sports event kayi saare schools ke beech tha to un sabhi schools ke bache bhi aaye huye the apne-2 school ke players ko support aur cheer karne. Mai Varun ke saath seedha Arun sir ke paas chala gaya, jaise hi Arun sir ki nazar mujh pe padi to vo turant mere paas aa gaye.
Arun--Samar, tu kya kar raha hai yahaan? Tere ko bola tha na maine ki tu aaram kar.
Mai--aaram nahi karna sir, race me participate karna hai mujhe.
Arun--paagal ho gaya hai kya, aisi chot ke saath kaise daudega tu.
Hum logo ko aapas me baat karta dekh Sharma bhi wahaan aa gaya, uske saath dusre school ka 1 sports teacher bhi tha.
Sharma--kya hua Arun, any problem?
Arun--sir dekhiye ise, iske pair me chot lagi hai par fir bhi daudna hai ise.
Sharma--kyon school ki izzat dubaane me lage ho beta, tum rehne do. Agar tum daude to baaki school waale kahenge ki humaare paas players nahi the to humne sympathy gain karne ke liye 1 apahij ko race me dauda diya.
Mai--apahij nahi hoon mai samjhe, mujhe race me participate karna hai and that is my final decision.
Sharma--dekh rahe ho Verma ji, aajkal ke bacho me akad bahot hai.
Verma--arre karne do sir participate ise, bache ki ichha poori kar do.
Sharma--ok, tum wait karo. Tumhaara event abhi 1 ghante me hai par yaad rakhna, iske baad kuch bhi hua to uski zimmedari tumhaari hogi.
Uske baad Sharma wahaan se chala gaya aur Varun bhi mujhe humaari class me leke aa gaya. Class poori khaali padi hui thi, mai 1 bench par baith gaya. Kuch hi der me class me Aanchal, Amir aur Sameer bhi aa gaye.
Aanchal--have you gone mad Samar, ye kya kar raha hai tu. 1 to vaise hi tere pair me chot lagi hai aur oopar se tujhe daudna bhi hai.
Sameer--bhai, mat kar ye sab. Kya haasil karna chahta hai tu ye sab karke?
Mai--kuch haasil nahi karna chahta bhai, maine 2 mahine mehnat ki hai iske liye. Ab us chutiye Kuldeep ki wajah se mai apni mehnat par paani firne nahi de sakta, ye meri ladaai hai aur mujhe ise ladna hi hoga.
Amir--kis keemat par ladna chahta hai tu ye ladai, apni taang khona chahta hai kya hamesha ke liye.
Mai--maa chudaaye mera pair. Meri 1 baat tum sab sun lo, mai aaj race me daudunga aur mere is faisle ko mai kisi ki bhi baaton me aakar nahi badalne waala.
Mai unse baat kar raha tha ki tabhi mera phone baj gaya, Bhaanu ki call thi. Maine call uthaai to dusri taraf se Bhaanu bol pada.
Bhaanu--kahaan ho tum sab bhai?
Mai--class me hai, aaja tu bhi.
Bhaanu--abbe sun, mere bhaiya bhi aaye huye hain mere saath. Ye chutiya guard unhe andar nahi aane de raha, Arun sir se bolke kuch jugaad lagwa na.
Mai--theek hai, tu ruk wahin. Mai karta hoon kuch.
Uske baad maine call kaat di aur Amir ko Arun sir ke paas bhej diya taaki vo Bhaanu ke bhaiya ko entry dilwa sake. 10 minute baad class me Amir, Bhaanu aur 1 ladka enter hua. Dekhne me us ladke ki umar kam se kam 25-26 lag rahi thi, saale ki body kamaal ki thi.
Bhaanu--aur Samar bhai, pair kaisa hai tera?
Mai--dekh le bhai aake tu bhi, inse to milwa.
Bhaanu--arre inse hi to tujhe milwaana hai, ye mere bhaiya hai. Inka naam Rajesh hai, mujhe bataaya Varun ne ki tu race me participate kar raha hai. Ab itna to mai tujhe jaanta hoon ki tu bahot ziddi hai aur apne faisle se peeche nahi hatne waala to maine socha inhe bhi apne saath le aata hoon. Inke paas apni problem ka solution hai.
Mai--kaisa solution?
Bhaanu--abbe mere bhaiya pehelwaan hai, chhoti-moti choton ko to ye chutki me theek kar dete hain. Kamar dard ho ya gardan ka dard, pair ki moch ho ya haath ki chot, inke paas sabka ilaaj hai.
Mai--kya ye sach bol raha hai bhaiya?
Rajesh--ye fek raha hai, saari problems ka solution nahi hai mere paas. Haa agar zyada gehri chot na ho to mai use palbhar me theek kar sakta hoon.
Bhaanu--bhaiya baatein chhodo aur iska pair dekho jaldi se. Race shuru hone waali hai.
Uske baad Rajesh bhaiya mere ghutne ki jaanch karne lage, fir unhone mere ghutne ki maalish shuru kar di. Unke haathon se pair ko bada aaram mil raha tha, unhe dekh ke samajh aa raha tha ki unhe pair ki nasso ki achi khaasi jaankaari thi. Thodi der to vo ghutne ki maalish karte rahe aur fir unhone meri taang ko pakad liya. Vo kabhi meri taang ko modte to kabhi seedha karte, thodi der ye karne ke baad unhone taang ko jhatke se seedha kiya to ghutne me se kadak ki aawaz aayi. Jaise hi vo aawaz aayi to mujhe bahot zor ka dard hua, dard thodi der hua aur fir kam ho gaya. Uske baad unhone meri taang ko chhod diya aur khade ho gaye.
Rajesh--Samar, ab khade hone ki koshish karo.
Mai bina kisi ke sahaare ke khada hua to mai hairaan reh gaya, mere pair me abhi bhi dard ho raha tha par dard pehle se bahot kam ho gaya tha. Maine bina sahaare ke chalne ki koshish ki to chalte waqt dard mehsoos ho raha tha par itna nahi tha ki chal bhi na paaun.
Mai--bhaiya, aap ne to kamaal kar diya.
Rajesh--ab kaisa hai dard tumhaara?
Mai--dard to ho raha hai bhaiya par pehle se bahot kam hai. Thanx bhaiya.
Rajesh--koi baat nahi bhai, tum mere bhai ke dost ho. Tumhaare liye to itna sab kiya hi jaa sakta hai.
Uske baad maine 1 painkiller khaa li, thodi der me usne asar dikhaana shuru kar diya aur ab dard bahot kam mehsoos ho raha tha. Maine thodi der warmup kiya aur fir Arun sir ka call aa gaya, wo mujhe ground me bula rahe the. 200m race shuru hone waali thi, mai baaki sab ke saath ground me aa gaya. Baaki sab to stands me chale gaye aur mai race track ki taraf badh gaya, raaste me Arun sir ne mujhe roka.
Arun--tu pakka ye karna chahta hai na?
Mai--sir, chinta mat karo. Problem solve ho gayi hai, ab nahi hai dard.
Arun--dard nahi hai, ye to bahot achi khabar hai. Acha vo sab chhod, tujhe strategy yaad hai na?
Mai--sab yaad hai sir, mai kar lunga. Aap chinta mat karo.
Arun--chal theek hai, shaabash. Jaa khada ho jaa apni jagah par.
Uske baad mai apni jagah par aa gaya aur position leke khada ho gaya, mere peeche dusre school ka Ravi khada tha. Usne mujhe aawaz lagaayi to maine uski taraf dekha.
Ravi--maine suna hai ki tere pair me chot aayi hai aur fir bhi tu daudna chahta hai. Bhai ye race do pair waalon ke liye hai naa ki langdo ke liye.
Mai--teri gaand me spikes ghusa dunga madarchod, chupchaap khada reh. Behan ka lauda bakchodi de raha hai, bhaggg bhosdike.
Mere mooh se gaali sunke wo chup ho gaya, thodi der me refree ne race start karne ki whistle baja di. Uske whistle bajaate hi sabne daudna start kar diya, mai to apni gaand ka poora dum lagaake daud raha tha. Is waqt race me sabse aage mai tha aur mere peeche tha Ravi, pair me dard jhaant mehsoos nahi ho raha tha aur mai bhi ghode ki tarah daud raha tha. Abhi mai 50m hi dauda tha ki tabhi mere ghutne se 1 kadak ki aawaz aayi aur mere pair me fir se dard shuru ho gaya, meri speed kam ho gayi aur kuch der baad to mai lagbhag langda ke chal raha tha, baaki sab to daudte-2 mujhse aage nikal gaye. Us moment mujhe Sudha ki baat yaad aayi, usne kaha tha mujhse ki mujhe apne paaon par zyada zor nahi dena hai varna pair ki chot badh sakti hai.
Maine 1 baar stands ki taraf dekha to mere sabhi dost mujhe dekh rahe the, vo samajh gaye the ki mera dard fir se shuru ho gaya hai. Us 1 pal me mere dimaag me fir se bebasi aur laachaari chhaa gayi, 1-1 karke mere dimaag me papa, Sujata aur Sharma ki kahi hui baatein ghoomne lagi.
arre saara din gundagardi karta rahega to maar to padegi hi na
Kaisi nikammi aulaad di hai bhagwaan ne mujhe, kisi kaam ka bhi nahi hai tu
Pata nahi konsi manhoos ghadi thi vo jab tu mere ghar paida ho gaya
baaki school waale kahenge ki humaare paas players nahi the to humne sympathy gain karne ke liye 1 apahij ko race me dauda diya
Ye sabhi baatein mujhe mere sar me sunaayi de rahi thi. Mai poori umeed haar chuka tha ki tabhi mere zehan me meri maa ki baat goonjane lagiKaisi nikammi aulaad di hai bhagwaan ne mujhe, kisi kaam ka bhi nahi hai tu
Pata nahi konsi manhoos ghadi thi vo jab tu mere ghar paida ho gaya
baaki school waale kahenge ki humaare paas players nahi the to humne sympathy gain karne ke liye 1 apahij ko race me dauda diya
Agar dard ka sochta raha to tu kuch bhi nahi kar paayega Samar. Isliye dard ko bhool jaa, himmat kar, koshish kar. Jab tu is dard par jeet paa lega na to fir tujhe teri manzil paane se koi nahi rok paayega
Jaise hi mujhe maa ki ye baat yaad aayi to maine fir se zor lagaake chalna shuru kar diya, shuruwaat me to mai langdake chalta raha par fir pata nahi kaise mujh me himmat aa gayi ki dard ko bardaasht karte huye maine daudna shuru kar diya. Kuch der mai dheere-2 daudta raha, meri raftaar har pal badhti jaa rahi thi. Mai bina kisi ke baare me soche us waqt apni gaand ka zor lagaake daud raha tha, 1-1 karke maine sabko peeche chhodna shuru kar diya aur kuch der baad to mai Ravi ke bagal me daud raha tha. Mere dimaag me daudte waqt sirf 1 hi baat chal rahi thi.Mai(mann me)--mujhe dard ko bhoolna hoga, mujhe daudna hoga. Mai Samar hoon, mujhe koi nahi rok sakta. Dard to bilkul bhi nahi rok sakta.
Maine 1 zor ki saans kheechi aur cheekhte huye daudne laga, meri cheekh sunkar Ravi ka dhyaan mujh pe aaya. Usne dekha ki mai usse aage nikal raha hoon to vo bhi apni gaand ka zor lagaake daudne laga. Ab race ke aakhiri kuch 30 m bache huye the, mai aur Ravi agal-bagal me sabse aage daud rahe the. Pata nahi kaise daudte-2 mere joote ke lace khul gaye aur jaise hi hum finishing line se 3-4 m door pahoche to meri lace mere pair ke neeche dab gayi jiski wajah se mai ladkhadakar girne laga, kuch der to mai hawa me udta raha aur jab land hua to zameen par ghisadne laga, uski wajah se meri chhaati aur chin buri tarah se chhill gayi. Jab mai ghisadte huye ruka to mere dimaag me baat ghoomne lagi.
Mai(mann me)--ae behanchod, pair ki chot kya kam thi jo ye shareer bhi chhill gaya, mar gaya, bahot dard ho raha hai. Saala meri to kismat hi jhaantu hai