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Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

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Update 71 Ruhi And The Diaries II

Ruhi ne jawaab likha:

“Abhi aaj bata doon aap ko ke main khaas kar aap ke liye hi wahan ziada aya karti thi, aap mujhe ache lagne lage the, aap se baat karne ka mera bi mann kar raha tha, haan mujhe pata chal gaya tha kea ap sirf mujhko dekhte rehte ho, aur mujhko dhundte ho har baar, aura ap shaayd hichkichate the mujhse baat karne mein to main ne uss din khud socha kea ap se kuch kahun to dekha aap cigarette pee rahe the, to ussi ke bare mein kaha tha aap se…. Thanks for describing me brooming my terrace Abhi, loved it.”


Ab aguey….

Ruhi ne diaries padhna jaari rakha:

{ To Saeed bhai chala gaya Tubes ke taraf aur Abhi wapas Ruhi ko dekha aur kaha,

“sunon please, ek baat puchni hai!”

Ruhi do kadam Abhi ke taraf muskuraati hui aayi aur pucha,

“kia? Cigarrte kyun nahin pina yeh puchoge aap?”

Abhi ne hansste hue kaha,

“are nahin puchna yeh hai ke aap ko main ne kuch der pehle good morning kaha to aap ne jawaab kyun nahin diya?!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Aap ne kab mujhse baat kiye, baat to main ne aap se kiya abhi abhi?!”

Abhi: “are yaar, jab tum garden se roses pick kar rahi thi aur main araha tha tab tumko good morning kaha tha nah?!”

Ruhi: “Really? Main ne to kuch nahin suna, sorry then, very good morning to you too and do have a nice day.”

Abhi bahot khush hua aur kaha,

“wow that’s great then, same to you my dear!”}


Ruhi ne yeh padh kar hansste hue reply likha:

“hmmmm Main ne jhoot kaha tha ke main ne nahin suna tha, kuch der pehle reason diya nah ke kyun main ne reply nahin kiya tha, magar aap ne iss conversation ko bahot khubsurat tarike se likha hai, main muskuraate hue padhti gayi…”


{Ruhi ne niche dekhte hue dhire se kaha,

“I am not your ‘dear’ aur aap to acha English bol lete ho to eisa kaam kyun karte ho aap?!”

Abhi: “Why? Iss kaam mein kia buraayi hai bhala?”

Ruhi: “meri mummy kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin hai kyunke iss mein future nahin hai!”

Abhi ne usski maa ke taraf dekha aur Ruhi ko jawaab diya,

“tumhari mummy ghalat kehti hai, this job is a perfect one.”}


Ruhi ne yahan reply yeh likha:

“Abhi, aap ghaur kijiyega, yahan main ne kaha MUMMY kehti hai yeh kaam sahi nahin, yeh mera kehna nahin tha Abhi….. aur aap ne bilkool sahi jawaab diya tha ke meri MUMMY GHALAT kehti hai”


Aur ruhi aaguey badhti gayi padhte hue:

{ Abhi phir kaam par lag gaya. Kaam karte waqt of course baar baar Ruhi ke ghar ke taraf dekh raha tha.

Koyi ek ghante tak abhi ko time hi nahin mila Ruhi ko dekhne ki magar Abhi ko pata nahin tha ke Ruhi apne ghar ke andar se khirki ke paas parde ke kone se Abhi ko wo kaam karte dekh rahi thi aur usski maa bhi dekh rahi thi Abhi ko uss lohe ko form dene ke liye kiss taraah hatoda maar raha tha. Ab wo loha Tony se sambhala nahin jaa raha tha kyun ke jab Abhi uss par hathoda maar raha tha to Tony ke haath mein shock lag raha tha iss liye kayi baar loha uss ke haath se chuth gira, aur ek baar loha jab Tony ke haath se chhuta to wo end wapas Abhi ke thik chehre ke paas laut kar ruka aur jhat se Abhi ne kuch kadam piche liya varna ussko gehra choat lag jata. Ruhi ne wo sab dekha aur usski aah nikli jiss waqt wo loha wapas Abhi ke chehre ke paas gaye to….

Kyunke jab loha bounce hokar gira ek ajeeb sa shor hua aur Tony zor se abhi ka naam chillaya ussko warn karne ke liye to Saeed, Vinay, Mehboob, Ruhi ka dada, Ruhi ki maa sab turant baahar aaye dekhne ko ke kia hua…..

Haath mein wo bada sa hatoda liye jiss action se upar chalaang laga kar Abhi kuda tha uss lohe se bachne ke liye, phir jiss jagah jaa kar Abhi land hua tha haath mein hathode sameth wo ek heroic action tha jissko Ruhi ne admire kiya. Hero lag raha tha Abhi uss action ko karte hue. Aur jahan land hua tha Abhi uss chalaang ke baad wo Ruhi ki terrace par tha, aur thik ussi jagah se ruhi Abhi ko jhaank rahi thi. Aur ussne turant khirki ki parde ko hatta kar abhi se kaha,

“Bahot dangerous hai yeh kaam, aap bahot khatarnaak tarike se abhi hurt ho sakte the, mujhko bahot darr laga jab main ne uss lohe ko aap ke sar ke taraf udh kar aate hue dekha to, mujhe laga ke aap ko lag gayi…. Aap bahot flexible body ke malik ho gymnastic karte ho kia aap? Aap wahan se kaise, jaise udhkar yahan pahunche?!”

Abhi ko bahot hi acha laga Ruhi ko wo sab kehte hue sun kar aur jawaab diya ke garage mein ek sophisticated machine hai jo lohe ko modta hai, yahan kuch nahin hai iss liye haath se karna pad raha hai varna kaam bilkool dangerous nahin hai…. Phir bhi Ruhi ki maa ne bhi join kiya Ruhi ko aur kaha ke dangerous hai yeh kaam.

Ruhi ne abhi se kaha baad mein :

“be very careful please, I am feeling scared!” }


Ye sab padhne ke baad Ruhi ne likha:

“Abhi uss din main sach mein bahot darr gayi thi, mujhe laga tha ke aap ke chehre par wo loha zor se lag gayi thi, aap ka handsome chehra bigar jata Abhi…. Haan aap mujhe bahot hi ziada handsome lagne lage the Abhi…. Jitney log kaam kar rahe the hamare aangan mein you were the most handsome, charismatic and very attractive young man…. Aap mein kuch tha jo dusron ko apne taraf attract karta tha, aap ki ek bahot hi strong personality hai Abhi, tab bhi tha ab bhi hai…. Ek to aap ka ooncha kad, upar se aap ki bolne aur dekhne ka andaz, aap ki smile, aap ki seriousness, aap ke chehre mein aisa kuch hai jo aapki personality ko bahot hi strong banata hai…. Hamare aangan mein ek aap hi the jiss se har koyi prabhaavit hota tha, ghar mein aap ke naam ka zikr hota tha jab sab log chale jaate the…. koyi saeed ki group ko nahin sab Abhi ki group ka naam lete jab bhi bus banaane wale ke baat karte the… Iss aangan mein aap main subject of talk hote the aksar…. Mahboob se lekar Rahima, Farzina, Manoj, Mahesh sab aap ka naam lete jab bhi kaam ki baat hoti thi….. Aur yeh to main ne aap se kaha hi tha ke hamare aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjta tha kabhi kissi aur ka naam nahin sunaayi diya meri life mein is aagan mein goonjte hue Abhi…. Aap chale gaye the to sanaata chhah gaya tha, main tarasti thi ke koyi chamatkaar ho jaaye aur koyi zor se ABHI ka naam ek baar to phukaar de!!.... mere kaan mein yeh awaaz ajaate ke ‘ABHI udhar dekho uss tin ko chipkana hai, ABHI zara uss lohe ko mod kar laado, ABHI kidhar ho idhar mera help karne aao, ABHI ek cigarette do mujhe…. ABHI … ABHI…. ABHI….. Iss naam se hi mujhe pyar ho gaya tha, iss naam ko sunne ke liye main tarasti reh gayi aap ke jaane ke baad, sapnon mein seikron baar aap ka naam kissi ko phukaarte hue sunkar jaagi hoon pichle 25 saalon mein Abhi….

Aap ko acha laga tha ke main ne care kiya tha aap ke liye uss roz yeh jaan kar acha laga abhi, magar ussi din se yeh confirm bhi ho gaya tha ke jo kaam aap karte ho wo bahot dangerous hai, yeh mummy ke taraf se aur bhi ziada serious ho gaya tha udhar nani ke ghar walon ke taraf se aur bhi aag mein tel daalne wali baat hua karta tha…. baad mein samjhaungi….”

Ruhi ne aaguey yeh padha:

{ Der ghante beet gaye aur ek do baar Abhi ne dekha ke ghar ke piche se ek do baar Ruhi ne ussko dekha weld karte hue. Buss jhank rahi thi phir ghar ke piche ho jaati thi, same time apni maa se baat kar rahi thi….. Abhi ko pyas laga aur dekha ke nal hai to ek khali botal lekar gaya paani bharne, ussi bahane Ruhi se ek do baat kar leta, magar usska plan fail hua kyunke tap number one tha yahin bus ke paas, to kyun karib ke tap ko chorr kar piche wale tap mein paani bharne jata?! Phir bhi pani lene se pehle Ruhi ki maa se permission liya ke kia uss nal se paani le sakta hai…. Jiss waqt Ruhi ki maa Abhi ko reply kar rahi thi, Ruhi saamne aayi Abhi ko dekhne ke usski maa se kia keh raha tha wo. Muskura rahi thi aur jab abhi pani bharne laga botal mein to Ruhi ne kaha,

“pani maangte nahin hein, buss le lete hein, agli baar puchna nahin buss nal kholna aur bhar lena okay?!”

Abhi ne muskuraate hue thanks kaha, thik tabhi Ruhi ki maa ne Ruhi se kuch kaha, aur turant Ruhi ne Abhi se kaha,

“Hello? Juice piyoge? Thoda sa juice bana doon kia?!”

Yehi bat keh rahi thi Ruhi se usski maa ke kyun nah thoda sa juice de diya jaaye unn logon ko…

Magar Abhi ne Ruhi se muskuraate hue kaha,

“suno dear, juice sahi hai magar ek problem ho jaega!”

Ruhi heyrani se Abhi ko dekhte hue pucha,

“What? Juice se kia problem ho jaega bhala?”

To Abhi ne kaha,

“juice piyunga to cigarrete pine ka mann karega kyunke juice sweet hoga nah? tab tum kahogi ke cigarrte pina acha nahin!”

Abhi ki reply sunkar Ruhi ki maa zor se hanss padi, aur Ruhi ne munh banaate hue kaha,

“to phir thik nahin nahin banaugi juice mat pina cigarrete phir!”}


Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Hmmm aap ko bahana chahiye tha cigarette pine ke liye… yeh sab 100% yaad ha mujhe Abhi kyun ke teesre ya chauthe din ke baad main khud aap se impress ho chuki thi aur aap ko dekhne lagi thi aur jaise aap mujhe dekhte rehte the main bhi aap ko dekhti rehti thi, jaise aap mujhe dhudte rehte the mujhe pata hota tha ke aap ko sirf bus ke taraf ke dekhna hota hai aap ko dekhne ke liye…. Mujhe hanssi aayi yeh read karke ke aap mere paas aana chahte the magar nal aap ke paas hi tha jabke aap dusri nal ke paas ana chahte the jahana main thi hihihihihi!..... waise ek baat kahun Abhi? Kabhi kabhi mujhe aap ko cherrne aur tang karne mein mujhe acha lagta tha…. aap cute jo lagne lage the mujhe… aap se bahot cherr chaani karne ko mann karta tha mujhe….


Aur aaguey padha ruhi ne:


{ Abhi ke chehre mein ek udaasi chaah gayi thi, jo shayad Ruhi ne note kiya, Abhi lagataar ussko dekhe jaa raha tha aur Ruhi uncomfortable feel karne lagi…. Ruhi ne phir Abhi ko dekha aur haath ke ishaare se pucha kia hua to Abhi ne naah mein sar hillaya matlab kuch bhi nahin kaha….. phir Abhi ne dekha ke Ruhi ki maa taar par kapde sukhne ke liye taang rahi thi to jaldi sse Abhi bina kuch soche samjhe Ruhi ke taraf gaya…


Abhi ko apne taraf aate dekh kar Ruhi ka chehra laal ho gaya jaise ussko pata tha Abhi uss se kia kehne araha hai, Ruhi kabhi apni maa ko dekhti to kabhi bus mein dusre logon ko kaam karte dekhti phir Abhi ko dekhti… wo kuch ghabra si gayi….

Abhi Ruhi ke bilkool karib pahuncha aur dheemi awaaz mein, aashikana andaz mein pucha,

“Tumhari life mein koyi hai? Please sach batana? Agar hai to be jhijhak batado please.”

Ruhi hanss padi, chehra laal to hua hi tha aur Abhi ki baat sun kar wo hanssne lagi phir pucha,

“iss sawaal ka ek sawaal se jawaab doon?!”

Abhi usski hanssi ko admire karne laga, kitni khubsurat dikhti hai Ruhi hansste hue. Phir Abhi ne kaha,

“okay wohi sahi bolo to!”

Ruhi ne hansste hue hi pucha,

“yeh sawaal kyun? Jaan sakti hoon?!”

Abhi ne bilkool heyraan hote hue kaha,

“Areeee?! Kamaal hai, yeh koyi jawaab hai? Sawaal bhi nahin fit baithta ab…. Mera sawaal to sawaal hi reh gaya nah?!”

Ruhi ki maa donon ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi kapde taar par taangte hue.

Abhi ne phir dhire se kaha,

“please batao nah mere liye ye bahot important hai bolo nah please.”

Ruhi ne intelligently jawaab diya,

“kaise important ho sakta hai bhala? Hum ek dusre ko jaante bhi nahin, abhi do din hue ek dusre se baat kiye hue to kia important ho sakta hai do dinon mein? Mujhe nahin yakeen ke kuch bhi important hai abhi, I don’t believe you!”

Abhi ne socha wo bhi sahi tha.

Ruhi ab blush karne lagi aur apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ke andar se honth ko fullaya, phir muskuraayi Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. donon ek dusre ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekh rahe the… Abhi ne note kiya ke Ruhi ki nazrein usske chehre ko chaaro taraf dekh rahe the, usski peshaani ko dekha usski nazar ne, phir usske gaal ko dekha, tab usske chehre ko dekha tab usske aankhon mein wapas dekha….. aur Abhi ne kaha,

“samajhdaar ko ishara kaafi hai, mujhe jo kehna tha so main ne keh diya, aaguey tumhari marzi miss Ruhi”

Yeh keh kar Abhi mudhne wala tha wapas bus ke paas jaane ke liye magar Ruhi ne ussko yeh kehkar roka,

“bilkool nahin, aap ne kuch bhi kaha nahin, aap ne ek sawaal kiya tha mujhse, kuch kehne aur sawaal karne mein antar hote hein mister Abhi!”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“mera sawaal hi ishara tha meri baat ka, uss sawaal se ishara mil gaya hoga, samajhdaar to ho tum, to ishara kaafi hai tumko hehehehe!”

Aur Abhi jaane laga wapas, to Ruhi hanssne lagi aur kaha,

“bahot honshiyaar samajhte ho aap apne aap ko nah Abhi?!”

Tab tak Abhi bus ke paas reach ho chuka tha aur mudhkar Ruhi se kaha,

“samajhta nahin hoon Miss Ruhi, main HOON. Honshiyaar hoon main!”

Ruhi ussko dekhti rahi kaafi der tak hansste hue. Apni jagah se baar baar Abhi muskuraate hue Ruhi ko dekhe jaa raha tha weld karte hue, aur Ruhi bhi ab bade pyar se Abhi ko dekhti jaa rahi thi…….}


Yeh sab Ruhi ne do ya teen baar padha reply likhne se pehle… padhte hue kayi baar muskuraayi aur aakhir mein hanss padi, phir udaas ho gayi… phir se muskaayi aur yeh likha:

“Abhi main heyraan hoon yeh padh kar ke aap mujhko kiss tarah se perfectly describe karte ho, it is really amazing! I am shocked Abhi, aap sach mein koyi writer ho kia? Kaise iss tarah se mujhko, meri adaon ko, mere chehre ke hav bhaav ko describe kar lete ho Abhi? You are just incredible! Main blush karne lagi thi, apne jeeb ko apne upper lip ko fula kar phir main muskuraayi aap ke chehre mein dekhte hue….. uff itna mujhko observe karte the aap Abhi? Oh my God!

Abhi main hanss padi thi to aap meri hanssi ko admire karne lage the, aap kia kia admire nahin karte the mujh mein Abhi? Aur kyun itna admire karte the aap mujhe abhi? Main to kuch bhi nahin thi, main bahot mamooli chiz thi Abhi, daag thi mujh mein jo aap ko nahin dikh raha tha, phir bhi aap mujhko admire karte the…. Ek jagah aap ne likha ke aap ne note kiya ke meri nazrein aap ke chehre par chaaron taraf dekh rahe the, aap ke peshaani se lekar aap ki aankhon ko naak ko pure chehre ko…. Aap ko bata doon Abhi ussi din main ne aap ke eyebrows ko ghaur se dekha tha, kitna khubsurat hai, jaise peel kiye hue hein, jaise ladkiyan peel off karte hein aap ke eyebrows natural mein weise hein…. Aap ke baal dekh rahi thi kitne baal the aap ke full kale aur thick the aap ke baal, mujhe bahot passand the, sirf aap ke honth cigarette pine se thoda blackish hue the agar aap cigarette nahin pite to pinkish hote aap ke honth bhi…. Wohi sab dekh rahi thi main aap ke chehre mein Abhi uss din…

Aur Abhi jo sawal aap ne kiya tha usska jawaab main ne aap ko tod mod kar diya tha usski vajah ab to aap samajh chuke honge ke kyun main sahi jawaab nahin de paayi thi aap ko? Kaise aap ko bataati ke koyi nahin meri life mein Abhi jab main ek bache ki maa thi? Mujhko majbooran jawaab ko modna hi para tha abhi, forgive me again please. ------ Aur haan Abhi you were RIGHT. AAP SACH MEIN BAHOT BAHOT HI HONSHIYAAR THE AUR HO YOU ARE VERY INTELLIGENT, MUCH MORE THAN I AM!”

Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Maa: “Aur phir wo chala gaya kia?!”

Ruhi: “nahin bahot tez hai wo sach mein, padha likha lagta hai, English bhi acha bolta hai maa, ussne mujhe kaha ke samajhdar ko ishara kafi hai, aur kaha ke main samajhdar to hoon so samajh jaungi ke ussne ye sawaal kyun kiya mujhse, sach mein honshiyaar hai khud bhi kaha ussne hehehehe!”

Maa ne Ruhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“to ab tu kia karegi? Bata? Kia wo pasand hai tujhe?”

Ruhi ne ek gehri saans lete hue Abhi ke taraf dekha, phir apni maa ke chehre mein ek ajeeb si sikanjh chehre par laate hue kaha,

“pata nahin maa, pata nahin mujhe, kitna handsome hai, hai nah maa? Padha likha bhi hai aur strong hai, kitna lamba hai maa!! Main kia karun maa?!”

Maa ne bhi ek gehri saans liye aur kaha,

“Mujhe kia pata mujhse kyun puch rahi hai, tu bol kia karna hai ab?!”

Ruhi ne phir muskuraate hue apni maa ke taraf dekha aur kaha,

“Abhi kuch nahin kehna mujhe, kuch aur din beet jaane do tab bataungi aap ko aur shaayad ussko bhi….”}


Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi ab to aap samajh gaye honge nah ke kiss baare mein maa mujhse baat kar rahi thi? Yehi ke main kia karungi? Aap ko nahin pata tha ke main ek bachi ki maa thi, aap mujhe ek kunwari ladki samajh rahe the, maa ko pata tha ke mujhe to kisi se shaadi karne ka haq hi nahin yehi kehti aayi thi wo mujhse jiss din se main ne Shweta ko janam diya tha. umar bhar mujhe ghar mein bandh kar rakhna chahti thi. Ya kaha tha ke kissi aadher aadmi hi milega mujhse shaadi karne wala kyunke main ek maa hoon, single mother….. ya to phir maa ne ek hi raasta rakha tha jo mere liye safe thi wo tha France ki Amit. Maa kehti ke pardes mein tu hogi usske saath foreign mein rehne wale virginity ko koyi ehmiyat nahin dete ussne bhi gori ladkiyon ke saath khub gulcharre udaaye honge to tera virgin nah hona usske liye koyi important nahin hoga….. magar yahan ke ladke to weisa nahin hein yeh maa ka sochna tha…. issi liye wo puch rahi thi ke ab main kia karungi… aap ko kaise bataungi ke main ghalat hoon, ke mujh mein ek daag hai, ek dhabba lag chuka hai mujh par…. aap naye the, jawaan the, handsome the mujhko ek kunwari ladki samajhte the…. Mere liye kitna mushkil tha wo sab face karna aur aap ko sab batana ….. it was not easy Abhi….”

Itna likhne ke baad Ruhi rone lagi apni kismet par…..


Ruhi ne aaguey read kiya:

{ Jab Abhi tayyar ho gaya, change kar liya, hair brush kar liya aur kitchen mein dekha to sirf Ruhi ki mummy thi wahan Ruhi nahin thi, Abhi udaas ho gaya aur socha ke kitchen ke stair par ja kar uss se puche ke Ruhi kidhar hai….

Phir abhi ne socha ke kia Ruhi kahin ghar ke andar se ussko dekh to nahin rahi? Kia ussne jaan bujh kar weisa kiya taake dekh sake ke Abhi ussko dhundta hai ya nahin? To Abhi ghar ke andar dekhne laga, khidkiyon ke paas dekhne laga ke koyi pardah hille, magar kuch nahin dikha aur aakhir mein ussko nikalna pada washroom se. Saeed bhai usska wait kar raha tha bus ke paas.}

Ruhi ne reply likha:

“Abhi aaj mujhe bilkool bhi yaad nahin ke main uss shaam ko kia kar rahi thi, aur kyun aap ke jaane ke waqt wahan nahin thi…. Nahin Abhi main uss din andar se aap ko nahin dekkh rahi thi… ya to main so gayi hogi, ya read kar rahi hogi…. Bilkool yaad nahin…. Pata hai main kabhi baithe baithe 10/15 mins ke liye gehri neendh mein chali jaati hoon…. May be it was that on that day…..”

Aaguey read kiya Ruhi ne:

{ Wahan se ghar jaate waqt bus mein sirf Ruhi ke baare mein sochta gaya, ussko ek ghutan si feel hone laga tha, ek bhaaripan jaisa tha usske seene par, ek bojh feel ho raha tha usse, sirf iss liye ke Ruhi nazar nahin aayi aaj shaam ko. Ruhi ko dil mein basaaye, mann mein bithaaye safar kiya Abhi ne ghar tak.

Aur apni special diary mein sab likhne laga aaj ke din ke baare mein. Khud muskuraate hue likh raha tha ke kiss tarah se aaj Ruhi se baatein hui, kiss tarah uss se puchne gaya tha ke kia usski life mein koyi hai, aur Ruhi ka jawaab bhi likha sab kuch ek ek pal ko likha Abhi ne…….

Sab kuch likhne ke baad bahot der tak sochta raha ke kyun aaj shaam ko Ruhi nazar nahin aayi, yeh baat Abhi ko bahot disturb karne laga tha.

Raat der tak neendh nahin arahe the Abhi ko. Ussko sirf Ruhi nazar arahi thi har jagah. Sote, jaagte, uthte, baithte sirf Ruhi bassa hua tha Abhi ke khayaalon mein, bade mushkil se aankh lagi aur ussko laga ke buss kuch minaton mein subha ho gayi.}


Reply:

“I am very sorry ke aap ko udaas hokar wapas jaana pada tha Abhi, ek din main bhi soch rahi thi aap raat din mere baare mein sochte honge, aur jab aap ne bata diya tha ke har shaam ko aap ke saamne rahun jaate waqt tabse main samajh gayi thi ke aap bus mein jaate waqt raste bhar sirf mujhko sochte hue jaate honge… magar is din ke liye forgive me Abhi…

Aap ne diary mein jaakar sab likha aur main aaj 25 saal baad wo sab padh rahi hoon abhi! Kamaal hai nah?!.....

Aap raat ko so nahin paate the Abhi sirf mere baare mein sochte rehte the oh how nice of you, but aap ki health kharaab ho sakte the Abhi!!?”


Aaguey padha Ruhi ne:

{ Aur wo washroom reach hua. Ruhi ke kitchen mein dekha, khaali tha kitchen. Koyi nahin tha wahan. Subha ke 6 baje the. Kaam to 7 baje start hota hai aur 6 baje Abhi wahan pahunch gaya tha, sirf aur sirf Ruhi ke liye. Log so rahe the aur Abhi kaam ke site par aa chuka tha.

Ab Abhi ko Khushi hoti ke Ruhi ussko apne achche kapdon mein dekhti iss se pehle ke wo kaam karne wala purana kapda pehenta. Abhi subha subha fresh tha, dhoop mein jhulsa hua nahin tha, usska skin fresh tha, shave kiya tha aane se pehle, aftershave lagaya tha, thoda perfume bhi lagaya tha shirt par; ek Wrangler Blue Jeans aur ek safed shirt pehna hua tha. ek pair of khubsurat sport shoes mein tha… To chahta tha ke Ruhi ke saamne weise pesh aaye, taake wo Ruhi ko acha dikhe. Abhi yeh bhi soch kar early aya tha ke 6 se 7 baje tak pura ek ghanta hoga usske paas Ruhi se baat karne ko agar wo saamne aati to…. Magar wo dikh hi nahin rahi thi. Sab se pehla sawaal abhi ko yeh karna tha Ruhi se ke kal shaam ko wo kidhar thi, kyun saamne nahin aayi, aur aaj Abhi Ruhi se yeh request karne wala tha ke aaj se har shaam ko jab usska wapas jaane ka time aaye to Ruhi usske saamne rahe, kitchen ke stairs par present rahe taake Abhi ussko goodbye keh sake, ussko wave kar sake. Yeh kehna tha Abhi ko Ruhi se aaj. Magar wo dikhe tab nah?!}


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“Abhi aap itne savere aap kaam par ajaate the, thik se sote bhi nahin the sirf mere khaatir, nice of you but bad for your health…. You were too much in love Abhi, but at that time I was not in love with you….. yes, I liked you a lot but was not in love because my mind and heart were elsewhere thinking of lots of things regarding Shweta and my situation and position, so I had no time to fall in love like you did with me Abhi!.....

Abhi aap mere saamne ache kapdon mein rehna chahte the, aap chahte the ke main aap ko unn kapdon mein dekhun jiss se ap travel karke aate ho hmmm, samajhti hoon…. But Abhi, mere liye wo koyi maene nahin rakhta tha… mujhe aap ko unn gande kaam karne waale kapdon mein hi dekhna passand tha…. aap ke kapdon se nahin aap se lagao tha mujhe, aap impress karna chahte the okay, but I was already impressed by the way you were!....

Abhi yeh aap ke liye….. yun samajhiye ke aap ne yeh sab mujhse kaha hai……..


Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote


Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Apni taqdeer mein pehle hi se kuch to gham hai

Aur kuch aap ki fitrat mein wafaa bhi kum hai

Varna jeeti hui baazi to nah haare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamare hote….

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Hum bhi pyase hein yeh saaki ko bata bhi nah sake

Saamne jaam tha aur jam utha bhi nah sake

Kaash hum ghairat -e-mehfil ke nah maare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa….


Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Dum ghuta jaata hai seene mein, phir bhi zinda hein

Tumse kia hum to zindagi se bhi sharminda hein

Marr hi jaate nah jo yadon ke sahare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa aap hamaare hote

Hum bhi auron ki tarah aap ko pyare hote

Waqt karta jo wafa.


Ab rone lagi hoon yeh likh kar…..”


To be continued…(4512 words)
Bahi Kia kaho is update k bare mai mere pass to word's nahi hain

Jhkaaaaas
 

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Ruhi ne Abhi ke diaries padhte hue replies likhna jaari rakha. Aur jiss din usski mummy ussko akeli chorr kar usske nani ke yahan gayi thi Rui ne likha:

“Uss din mummy ne mujhe jaan bujh kar akela chorra tha aap se mujhko baat karne ke liye. Kuch din uss se pehle mummy mujhse puch rahi thi ke kab tak main aap ko dhoke mein rakhungi, mujhe aap ko sab bata dena chahiye iss se pehle ke aap aur aaguey badho. Aur assal mein mummy ne yeh kaha tha ke wo Nani ke paas jaa kar uss Amit ka khabar lekar aegi kyunke Amit ne mere Nani ke ghar par hi mere liye yeh khabar bheja tha ke wo wapas aega to mera haath mangega mere parents se. mere nani se kaha tha mujhko rokne ke liye ke main kissi aur ki proposal ko accept nahin karun. Meri mummy ko wohi ek rishta mere liye thik laga tha varna mujhko kissi adher shadi shuda aadmi ke saath shadi karna tha kyunke main ek bache ki maa thi. Kissi adher aadmi jisski patni marr gayi ho ya divorce ho gaya ho etc. Yahan par mere liye weise hi rishte aate varna ek wohi France wala Rishta mummy ko sahi laga tha.

To jiss din mummy ne mujhse kaha ke nani ke yahan jaa kar Amit ke baare mein puchega kab wo araha hai etc tab main ne munh fulla liya tha, iss liye mummy ne pucha mera kia irada hai tab main ne aap ka naam liya tha to ussne kaha ke kab aap se baat karungi, kab aap ko bataungi apne baare mein. Tabhi mumy ne decide kiya ke wo nani ke yahan jaegi aur main aap ko lunch par invite karun aur baat karun aap se.

Abhi uss din main ita khush thi aap ke saat ke mujhe aap se wo baat kehkar mood nahin kharaab karna tha. aap itne loving the, mujhse itna pyar kar rahe the, mujh par itna pyar nichavar kar rahe the ke mujhe laga wo baat kehkar main sab kharaab kar dungi issi liye mujhse kuch kaha nahin gaya jitna kaha tha uss se ziada.

Haan Abhi main ne uss black skirt aur white blouse ko aap ke liye hi pehna tha uss roz, aap kitne dinon se mujhko uss mein dekhna chahte the nah? aap ne mujhe usse pehene ko kayi baar kaha tha, jabse aap ne hamare aangan mein kaam karne lage the ek hi baar aap ne mujhe uss mein dekha tha, main aap ko hot lagi thi aap ne kaha tha, aur aap ne likha hai ke kia main ne jaan bujh kar uss dress ko pehna tha aap ke liye, kia main aap ko rijha rahi thi…. The answer is YES Abhi.

Jaise aap mujhko acha dikhna passand karte the obviously main bhi aap ko acha dikhna passand karti thi Abhi…. Normally ladkiyan to ziada sajti sanvarti hai nah apne boyfriend ya apne lover ko khubsurat aur acha dikhne ke liye? To main ne aap ko invite kiya tha, main host thi so I should be looking nice nah? Aur aap ki choice ki dress pehni thi main ne sirf aap ke liye, aap ko khush karne ke liye….

Haan yeh bhi pata tha mujhe ke uss mein main sexy dikhti hoon, main khud ko aine mein dekhti hoon uss dress mein to khud ko pata chalta hai ke kaisi dikhti hoon uss mein…. Issi liye ussko ziada nain pehenti thi, magar aap ke liye pehni thi uss roz…. Magar iss iraade se nahin ke koyi sexual feeling ho, nahin balke sirf iss liye ke aap ko acha dikhun, aap mujhko passand karo.

Haan main yeh bhi jaanti thi ke kuch der pehle main ne nahaya tha aur mere baal bheege hue the, paani ki boondein bhi tapak rahe the baalon se…. wo bhi aap ke liye hi tha…. mujhe yeh bhi pata tha kea ap ko wo passand aega…. Bahot novel padhti hoon nah? to ideas udhar se aate hein (lol)…. Aur phir aap mujhko itna observe karte the mujhko itna sar se paon tak dekhte rehte the ke mujhko yakeen tha aap ko zaroor dikhega ke mere baal bheege hue hein kyunke milne se pehle aap se keh diya tha nah ke nahane jaungi….

Ab aap ne describe kiya ke main kaisi dikh rahi thi aap ko aur aap ke feelings kia ho rahe the…. Aap akarshit ho rahe the sexually yeh mujhe pata nahin tha aur mera irada bhi wo nahin tha Abhi….

Uss romantic lunch ko main kabhi nahin bhoolungi Abhi. Jiss tarah se aap ne mere haath se ek niwala khilaane ko kaha tha, aur main ne apne niwale ko aap ne munh mein dala tha… that was very romantic for me…. Main ne life mein kissi ladke ko apnaa niwala kabhi nahin khilaya hai you were the only one Abhi! Aur aap ne wo sab exacly weisa hi likha aur describe kiya hai ke padhte waqt mujhko lag raha tha main sab kuch dekh rahi hoon aur feel kar rahi hoon… I was smiling reading all that Abhi.

Aap ne kaha tha agar main uss din aap ko andar nahin aane deti to aap mujhe goad mein utha ke andar laate, to main ne pucha tha ke kia aap mujhko utha sakte ho aur jiss tarah aap ne mujhe goad mein uthaya tha Abhi…wo bhi kissi aadmi ne mujhe kabhi nahin uthayatha aaj tak aap ke ilawa…. Aap ne wo dobara kiya kal mujhko wheelchair se utha kar sofe par rakha tha weise hi…. Magar uss din was the first time someone lifted me up in his arms that way…. I can never forget those moments Abhi. Thank you very much for making me feel special on that day Abhi. Kal jab aap ne mujhe wheel chair se utha kar sofe par rakha to mujhe normal feel hua, aisa laga wo aap ka haq tha mujhe uss tarah sse uthana aur rakhna…. Jaise ke wo weisa hi hona chahiye tha…..

Uss din aap ne mujhko bed par leytaya tha Abhi aur mere ankle ko kiss kiya tha aur main ne jhat se tang upar uthaya tha aur aap ke naak mein lag gayi thi….. And Abhi let me tell you one thing today… Abhi you are a very good kisser. No one ever kissed me that way ever in my life till date. We were lying over the bed, you made me pull the curtains and over the curtain cloth I had put two heavy books so that the curtain won’t move out with the wind and you had started kissing me…… I shivered still loved your touches very much.

Yeh kaha tha aap ne:

{ “Ruhi jiss din main ne tumko iss skirt aur blouse mein dekha tha ussi waqt apne ghutnon ke bal aakar tumhare tangon ko baahon mein bharke chumne ka mann kiya tha aaj wohi karne jaa raha hoon….”}

Main chhup ho gayi thi aur aap ke honton ko feel karti gayi thi saath saath aap ka haath mere skirt ke niche mere jaanghon ke upar chalta jaa raha tha….. main uth baithi thi aap ke haath ko rokte hue aur aap ne kaha tha:

{“I wish to explore you sweetheart, want to see deep inside you, want to feel you, wish to see how the colour of your skin changes under your skirt, please let me do!”}

Abhi, you had licked my nipple on that day…… do you know how I had felt? Had you thought what was going on within me? Mujh par kia beet rahi thi kaise samjhaun aap ko main….. main khud ko agar nahin sambhaalti to shaayad uss din behtar hota…. Mujhe aap ko rokna nahin chahiye tha…. I should have let you go ahead….. I regret having stopped you on that day Abhi….. your touches made me tremble, my whole body was on fire, I needed it as much as you, no one ever aroused me ever that way in my life. You were the only man who made me feel the need of making love….. I wanted it but had to control myself Abhi…… I was afraid also because I had erred in the past in my teenage so could not let same mistake happen again, that is Why I had to stop you. Despite that you kept on asking again and again to let you do I had to refuse…. Sorry Abhi!

Aur uss din ko aap se sirf itna keh paayi thi ke kia agar main ne koyi ghalati kiya hai to kia aap mujhko maaf karoge…. Iss se ziada nahin keh paayi thi, rone lagi thi aur aap ko mummy se puchne ko kaha tha……

I had spoiled the lovely moments we were having by asking you that on that day. It was not the appropriate time to ask that. Sorry again Abhi.

Dusre din aap ka pehla love letter mila tha mujhe Abhi jissko main ne aaj tak sambhaal kar rakha hua hai. Ap ne uss mein ikraar kiya tha kea ap mujhse behad pyar karte ho aur. Sunbha 3.30 ko likha tha aap nen uss khat ko aur subha 4 baje sone gaye the aap aur kuch der baad savera ho gaya tha aur yahan chale aaye the early in the morning hamesaha ki tarah.

Abhi uss din aap ka khat padhi main ne aur bahut royi thi, kyunke ek din pahle jab mummy nani ke ghar se wapas aayi thi to bahot kuch bhua tha jo aap ko nahin bataya gaya tha.

Mehboob ka bahot bada haath tha mummy ke saath milkar mujhko jhukaane mein. Main Mehboob se darrti thi. Kyunke main ne pehle ghalatiyan kiye the aur papa desh mein nahin tha aur ussko hum sab ka khayal rakhne ke liye keh gaya tha to Mehboob mujh par nazar rakhta tha meri uss ek ghalatti ke liye aur mummy se kehta rehta ke mujh par kadi nazar rakhna chahiye kahin baahar nahin jaane dena chahiye, kissi se milne nahin dena chahiye, wo nahinchahta tha ke main koyi aur weisa kadam uthaaun. Wo samajhta tha ke main Gaurav se pyar karti hoon aur usske saath kabhi bhaag jaungi, mujhko bahot sunata tha wo aksar… aur meri aadat thi hi nahin kissi bade ko jawaab dena aur wo pita ki tarah hi the to main khamosh rehti thi, magar mumy aur wo mujhko aise treat karte the jaise main ek bahot bada gunehgaar hoon.

Aur main khud ko guhengaar samajhne lagi thi, main khud dab kar rehna passand karne lagi thi, main samajhti thi ke mujhko jo gunah hua hai usski wohi saza thi keg har walon ke baton ko maanun aur wohi karun jo wo log kahe….

Aap se milne se pehle main pichle 6/7 saalon tak mummy aur Mehboob ke saare baton ko maanti ayi thi. Main teenager se adult ho bhi gayi tab bhi unn donon ke baton ko maanti thi. Wo sab karti thi jo weh log kehte the…. Jab main ne silaayi seekhna chaha to Mehbob nahin razi tha ke main jaun uss sheher mein silaayi seekhne… ussne mummy se kaha tha main phir bhatak jaungi, kuch ghalat karungi….

Magar mummy khud mujhe lekar gayi thi pehli baar udhar aur udhar ka supermarket wala chacha ke jaan pehchaan wali thi silaayi seekhane wali aur ussko mujh par nazar rakhne ko kaha gaya tha…..

Mehboob bhi bus driver/owner tha to aksar ussi ke bus se aati jaati thi aur himmat bhi nahin hoti ke kissi aur ke taraf dekhun ya kissi se baat karun…. Main unn logon ke vishwaas jeetna chahti thi kuch ghalat nah karke iss liye seedha silaayi seekhne jaati aur seedha ghar wapas aati….

Jiss din aap ne pucha tha ke kidhar silaayi seekhne jaati hoon to aap ko bataate bataate ruk gayi thi usska reason yehi tha.. ke agar aap ko bata diya to kissi din aap mujhse milne ajaate aur idhar sabko pata chalta to Mehboob aur mummy kehte ke dekho firse wohi tamasha kar rahi hai Ruhi!! Buss issi liye aap ko nahin bataya tha ke kidhar jaati thi silaayi seekhne Abhi. Ab aap batao agar main bataati aap ko to aap mujhse milne aate nah hai ke nahin? Pakka aate aap mujhe pata hai!..... magar aap ke chale jaane ke baad 5th January ke baad main sochne lagi kaash main ne aap ko bata diya hota, to aap uss date ke baad mujhse milne to aate…. Kyunke uss date ke baad sirf aur 3 Saturdays ko gayi thi wahan phir jaana chorr diya!!

Haan to jab mummy nani ke yahan se wapas aayi thi uss roz wo seedhe Mehboob se mili aur kaha ke udhar Amit ne phone kiya tha nani ke ghar aur mere baare mein pucha tha, kaha tha ke 4 mahine baad wapas araha hai aur mujhse shaadi karke lejayega mujhko apne saath!

Mehboob aur mummy ne mujhko bahot sunaya uss raat ko…. Din mein aap se mili aur jitna khush thi utna hi royi uss raat ko mummy ke aane ke baad. Mehboob aur mummy ne milkar mujhko samjhaya ke mujhko ab aap se door rehna chahiye aur Amit ke saath shaadi karke chale jaana chahiye….

To be continued…. (2306 words)
Boht badhiya ,to akhir mahboob or us ki Maa ne alag kr dia 2 piyar kerne wali ko
 

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Aur papa aya… ussi raat ko sab phir nani ke ghar gaye the yaad hai nah? phir wohi baat… wahan iss liye gaye the ke papa se wo log ab kahe ke mujhe aap se door rakhe aap ki proposal ko wo accept nah kare… papa to thehre yes man wo kia kaarta jo kuch ussko bolne ko kaha gaya wohi kaha ussne….

Aur aap ki kaam ki last day aane wala tha.. to nani ke yahan sabne mummy aur papa se kaha ke mujhko wahan se hatta diya jaaye taake last day ko main wahan rahun hi nahin aur aap kuch keh nah sake kissi se…. mujhko to pata tha ke aap papa se mera haath mangne wale ho, magar nani ke ghar yeh bhi pata chal gaya tha ke papa aap ko refuse karega kyunke nani ke ghar se ussko yehi order mila…..

To uss din ko main jaane wali thi issi liye farzina se khabar bheja tha aap ke paas ke main jaane wali hoon apni behen ke saath…. Mujhe pata tha mere jaane se pehle aap zaroor baat karne aoge mujhse… aur jab main kanghi kar rahi thi to aap ko khidki se issi liye dekh rahi thi jaane ke liye ke aap ko pata chala bhi ke nahin…. Aur aap aaye the khidki ke paas jaise main expect kar rahi thi…..

Uss roz main bahot ajeeb thi nah? yehi likha hai aap ne apni diary mein… padha main ne….. haan main thi bahot strange… apne dil par yun samajh lijiye ke main ne ek pahaad rakha hua tha aap se uss tarah se behave karne ke liye…. Ghar par mujhko maa, papa, didi, Mehboob, mere behnoy sab mujh par chadh rahe the ke main bilkool nah rowun aur aap se bold pesh aaun, yeh dikhaun ke aap se bilkool pyar nahin karti…. Magar sabko, didi aur bro in law ko bhi pata tha ke main aap se kitna pyar karne lagi thi… main bahot royi thi uss din jaane se pehle… didi se puchna…. Main itni royi thi ke mere dum ghutne lage the, main saans nahin le paa rahi thi yahan tak ke brother in law ne kaha tha ke meri aur aap ki shaadi kar diya jaaye…

Jab aap khidki se baat kar rahe the, to ek aadmi tha jiska dil ro raha tha aap ko dekh kar wo meri didi ka husband tha…. wo aap ke pyar ko samajhta tha.. sab wahan milkar aap ko discourage karne ke liye aaye hue the…. Jab aap ne papa ko bulwaya to ussne kaha ke wo mujhe lekar apne sath lejaane wale hein mujhko pata tha ke aap ko bilkool bhi yakeen nahin tha aap ko pata tha ke wo jhoot tha, mujhe sab pata tha, phir bhi mujhko wohi bolna pada tha kyunke papa wohi kehne wala tha aap se.. aur jab aap ne kaha tha ke aap mera intezaar akroge aur didi ne pucha ke kab tak wait karoge to aap ne kaha tha zindagi bhar mujhe itna zor se rone ka mann kiya tha uss waqt ke samajh mein nahin aya tha ke kia karun….. tab papa ne aap se kaha tha ke Amit ko zubaan de chuke hein matlab aap ko kissi kimat par yeh kehna tha ke NAHIN -NO. NAHIN HO SAKTA AAP KI SHAADI RUHI SE….. yehi kehna aur batana tha aap ko…. AAP KA DIL TODNA THA, AAP KE DIL PAR EK KHANJAR CHALAANA THA, AAP KE DIL SE KHOON BAHANA THA…AUR SAARE ILZAAM MUJHKO APNE UPAR LENA THA…. AAP KE DIL KE TUKDE MAIN NE KIYE, AAP KO DHOKA MAIN NE DIYA, AAP SE DAGHA MEIN NE KIYA…SAB MUJHKO APNE UPAR LEKAR WAHAN SE JAANA THA AUR WAPAS TAB ANA THA JAB AAP YAHAN HONGE HI NAHIN…..AAP SE MAAFI MAANGNE KA BHI ADHIKAAR NAHIN THA MERE PAAS…. Samajhlo ke mere kaandhe par bandook rakh kar aap ke dil par seinron goliyan chalaya gaya tha aur mujhe sab dekhte hue hanssna tha…. yehi kiya gaya tha aap ke saath uss din Abhi aur haan main sab dekhti rahi unn sab ka saath deti rahi main bhi……

Iss sab ka gehra ehsaas mujhe tab hua jiss din aap Shweta ke ghar ro rahe the meri chachi se sab kehte hue….. main khamoshi se ro rahi thi aap ko sunte hue…. Phir bhi main ne aap ko nahin roka chachi ka khayal karte hue ke wo aap ke saamne jhooti nah kehlaaye….

Aur haan uss roz jab main jaa rahi thi aur aap bus ke piche ke darwaaze se kud kar mujhko baahon mein bhar ke kiss karne aaye the uss ek pal ko main bhool gayi thi ke main main hoon…. Main ro rahi thi aap ki haalat dekh kar bus mein…. Mujhe aap ko chorr kar jaane ko bilkool bhi mann nahi tha, mujhe pata tha ke uss din ke baad uss aangan mein aap phir kabhi nahin dikhoge… mujhe yakeen tha ke uss raat ko aap ne kissi bhi time ko kaam end kiya mujhse zaroor miloge, mujhe uss waqt ka intezaar tha, magar main khud aap ko chorr kar jaa rahi thi…. To jis waqt aap ne mujhko baahon mein thaama main bilkool pighal gayi aur sab kuch bhool kar aap ke kiss ko respond kiya, goli maar diya tha sabko main ne uss ek pal ko Abhi kyunke ek last kiss aap ko karna banta tha…. aap ko yaad hai maa ko main ne kaise jawaab diya tha ke haan shooting chal rahi hai film ki….. I did not care at all at that moment… mujh mein ek ajib si shakti aayi thi jiss pal ko aap ne mujhko baahon mein liya tha sabke saamne open mein…. Aap ki daring ki daat deri hoon Abhi. You are a TRUE MAN!.... magar jab main jaane lagi thi aap ko tut kar niche baith kar rote hue dekh kar mera kaleja fatt raha tha Abhi, mujhko turant laut kar wapas aane ka mann kar raha tha, didi ne mera haath pakar kar khiincha tha mujhe chalne ke liye….. aur main chali gayi thi Abhi aap ko ussi haal mein chorr kar…..

Wahan se didi ke ghar jaane tak 22 kms hein main unn 22 kms tak roti gayi…. Roti rahi raat bhar aap ko yaad karte hue…. Kab nendh aayi pata hi nahin chala…..

Phir aayi wo din jab aap meri chachi ke ghar aaye aur main ghar wapas aayi thi 29th ya 30th ko… aap ka new year card mila tha jiss mein aap ne kaha ha ke aap 3, 4 ya 5th ko aoge…. Mujhe ek sukoon sa feel hua tha….. aap ko bhool nahin paa rahi thi.. mera aangan suna tha, aap ki seeti sunne ko kaan taras rahe the main baar baar kitchen se uss jagah dekh rahi thi jahan buss hua karta tha, jiss jiss jagah aap dikhaayi dete the main unn jagahon par dekhti rehti iss umeed se ke aap ek baar dikh jao mujhe…. Mere aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjhte hue sunaayi deta tha ab unta hi sannata hua karta tha…. kuch bhi acha nahin lagta tha… main washing stone par kapde dhoti to aap feel hote the lagta tha aap achanak piche se ajaoge, aap ki aahat ka ehsaas hota tha, kitab padhti khidki se tek lagaaye to aap nazar aate the baahar… kabhi kabhi lagta meri aankhen mujhko dkhoka de rahe hein, aap ko aisa feel karti ke aap ke saanson ka bhi ehsaas hone lagta mujhe…. Abhi TAB MUJHE EHSAAS HUA KE MAIN AAP SE KITNA PYAR KARTI HOON AUR AAP KO KITNA MISS KAR RAHI HOON…. Aap ne jo khat likha tha new year card ke saath uss mein mujhe ek bahot bada umeed dikhaayi diya… aap ne uss mein likha tha ke aap mujhse, mere papa se phir haath mange aoge phir uske baad apne parents ke saath aoge mujhe dekhne tab mangni tey hogi….. par main ne tab bhi ek bahot badi ghalati kar diya tha abhi…. Main ne mummy ko wo sab bata diya tha… mujhe mummy ko nahin batana chahiye tha, tab wo mujhe nahin rokti mera munh nahin dabaati, main achanak uss din aap ke saamne aajati aur papa ke saamne kehti ke haan mujhe aap Manzoor ho to papa kabhi inkaar nahin karta…..

Aap ne kayi baar uss khat mein kaha tha mujhe ke aap ko mera saath chahiye, mujhe wahan maujood hona chahiye, mujhko bhi baat karna chahite apne papa se, mujhe kehna chahiye ke haan main aap se pyar karti hoon…. Abhi MAIN NE WOHI NAHIN KIYA ABHI…..

Baaki main aap ko bata chuki hoon ke uss roz kia hua tha main kyun nahin nikal paayi thi……

Jab aap ko nikala gaya tha ghar se phir kia kiya tha main ne wo bata chuki hoon aap ko…..

Tab realise hua ke kho diya main ne aap ko, tab pata chala aur ehsaas hua aap ka pyar kitna keemti tha, tab samajh mein aya kia khoya hai main ne aur faisla kiya ke sabko sabak dekar rahungi, aur jo taakat mujh mein tab nahin thi jab aap yahan the wo taaqat tab aayi mujh mein inn sab ke saamna karne ki.

Main ek jwala ban chuki thi, mujhe rokne ko tab kissi mein himmat nahin thi, nah maa nah baap nah Mehboob nah Manoj. Main ne manoj ko kayi thapad mara tha yeh nahin bataya tha aap ko. Tabhi se uss se baat karna bandh kiya tha aur 5 saal baad usske shadi ke din uss se baad karna dobara shuru kiya tha wo bhi kabhi kabhi.

Aap ki dairy padh kar pata chala uss roz, 5th January ko ussi bus stop par aap ne apne tute hue dil se kaha tha ke kutte ki maut naseeb nah ho jaye ussko ussi jagah aur exactly wohi hua tha usske saath ussi jagah mara tha wo.

Maa aur Mehboob ko kia sazaa mili thi wo aap ko zubaani bataungi jab diary lene aoge tab.

Ek maze ki baat bata doon aap ko ke Amit aane wala tha mere nani, mama aur mamiyon ke saath mujhe dekhne April mein ussi saal jiss saal mein aap ko ghar sen ikala gaya tha…. sirf 3 mahine guzre the mere bawaal machaane ke baad aur sab darr rahe the mujhko batana ke wo aane wala hai…. Ek din pehle ek mama aya mujhko samjhane ke ussko receive kar liya jaaye… mujhe aap ka badla lena tha ghar walon se to main ne mama se kaha thik hai aane do Amit ko.

Wo aya bhi to kiss din Abhi? Aap ke birthday ke din aya wo mujhe dekhne aur haath maange uss se shaadi ke liye. 12th April tha, main aap ki yaad mein doobi thi jab nani, mama, aur do mamiyan aye hamare ghar, ussi jagah jahan se aap ko nikala gaya tha. sab ghar par the kyunke wo ane wala tha. papa wapas nahin gaye the tab tak ussi ke liye.

Abhi ussko main ne wo sunaya, wo haal kiya, aise aise galiyan diye ussko, bilkool jo aap ke saath kiya tha Manoj ne, Manoj ke saamne ussi tarah dhitkaar kar nikala unn sabko main ne ghar se….. nani aur mama mamiyan ko bhi sunaya aur kaha ke khabardaar phir kabhi mere liye kissi ko bhi iss dwar par laya to kutte ki tarah maar ke nikalungi…… Amit aisa gaya ke aaj tak usske baare mein khabar nahin mili,aur uss din ke baad main aaj tak nani ke ghar nahin gayi, marr bhi gayi wo bhi aur unn mein se ek mama bhi aur ek mami bhi…..

Here you go Abhi jo kehna tha keh diya aap ko, ab samajh mein nahin ata kia kehne ko bhooli hoon…. Jo miss kiya aap ko bataane ko wo aap puch lena jab miloge to bata dungi….

Mujhe pata hai wo din wapas nahin aane wale, weh pal nahin laut kar aane wale, buss aap dobara mile isske liye apni taqdeer ka shuriya ada karti hoon, yeh sab kehna tha aap se keh diya dil ka ek bojh halka hua, aap ko jo kehna tha, jo likha tha aap ne unn dinon wo mujh tak pahunchana tha wo aap ne bhi kar diya aap ka bhi bojh halka hua hoga.

Ab araam se mar sakungi marne ka time aega to, saare shikwe gile door hue umeed hai aap ko aur koyi shikaayat nahin rahega ab.baaki jo bhi kiya aap ke saath unn sab ke liye maafi maangti hoon, aap ke sacha pyar ko thukraya usski sazaa bhugat chuki hoon aur bhugat rahi bhi hoon, agar aap ne kahin mujhko bhi bad duah diye ho to wapas le lena please mujh par rehem karna Abhi bahot seh chuki hon aur nahin seh paungi.

Thank you very much for coming in my life and teaching me what is TRUE LOVE. I LEARNED THAT FROM YOU ONLY ABHI. AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING THOSE TWO AND A HALF MONTHS YOU WORKED HERE TO BE MEMORABLE FOR ME WHICH I WILL CHERISH ALL MY LIFE. WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE DAYS. I STILL REMEMBER EACH AND EVERY MOMENT AS YOU HAVE WRITTEN IN YOUR DIARIES…. I COPIED ALMOST ALL THOSE MOMENTS BACK IN A NEW COPYBOOK FROM YOUR DIARY TO KEEP FOR MYSELF. I LOVED YOU LATE BUT DID LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ABHI. MUCH LATER I REALISED HOW MUCH I HAD ALWAYS LOVED YOU. I KNOW ITS TOO LATE NOW. YOU LOVED ME FROM YOUR SOUL, YOU ONCE WROTE OUR SOULS WERE CONNECTED, YOU WERE RIGHT BUT I WAS WRONG NOT TO RECOGNISE MY OWN SOULT AT THE RIGHT TIME.

Signed:

Ruhi Nunhuck.

To be continued….
(6505 words from both updates)
Excellent birrilant fantastic good update

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Aur papa aya… ussi raat ko sab phir nani ke ghar gaye the yaad hai nah? phir wohi baat… wahan iss liye gaye the ke papa se wo log ab kahe ke mujhe aap se door rakhe aap ki proposal ko wo accept nah kare… papa to thehre yes man wo kia kaarta jo kuch ussko bolne ko kaha gaya wohi kaha ussne….

Aur aap ki kaam ki last day aane wala tha.. to nani ke yahan sabne mummy aur papa se kaha ke mujhko wahan se hatta diya jaaye taake last day ko main wahan rahun hi nahin aur aap kuch keh nah sake kissi se…. mujhko to pata tha ke aap papa se mera haath mangne wale ho, magar nani ke ghar yeh bhi pata chal gaya tha ke papa aap ko refuse karega kyunke nani ke ghar se ussko yehi order mila…..

To uss din ko main jaane wali thi issi liye farzina se khabar bheja tha aap ke paas ke main jaane wali hoon apni behen ke saath…. Mujhe pata tha mere jaane se pehle aap zaroor baat karne aoge mujhse… aur jab main kanghi kar rahi thi to aap ko khidki se issi liye dekh rahi thi jaane ke liye ke aap ko pata chala bhi ke nahin…. Aur aap aaye the khidki ke paas jaise main expect kar rahi thi…..

Uss roz main bahot ajeeb thi nah? yehi likha hai aap ne apni diary mein… padha main ne….. haan main thi bahot strange… apne dil par yun samajh lijiye ke main ne ek pahaad rakha hua tha aap se uss tarah se behave karne ke liye…. Ghar par mujhko maa, papa, didi, Mehboob, mere behnoy sab mujh par chadh rahe the ke main bilkool nah rowun aur aap se bold pesh aaun, yeh dikhaun ke aap se bilkool pyar nahin karti…. Magar sabko, didi aur bro in law ko bhi pata tha ke main aap se kitna pyar karne lagi thi… main bahot royi thi uss din jaane se pehle… didi se puchna…. Main itni royi thi ke mere dum ghutne lage the, main saans nahin le paa rahi thi yahan tak ke brother in law ne kaha tha ke meri aur aap ki shaadi kar diya jaaye…

Jab aap khidki se baat kar rahe the, to ek aadmi tha jiska dil ro raha tha aap ko dekh kar wo meri didi ka husband tha…. wo aap ke pyar ko samajhta tha.. sab wahan milkar aap ko discourage karne ke liye aaye hue the…. Jab aap ne papa ko bulwaya to ussne kaha ke wo mujhe lekar apne sath lejaane wale hein mujhko pata tha ke aap ko bilkool bhi yakeen nahin tha aap ko pata tha ke wo jhoot tha, mujhe sab pata tha, phir bhi mujhko wohi bolna pada tha kyunke papa wohi kehne wala tha aap se.. aur jab aap ne kaha tha ke aap mera intezaar akroge aur didi ne pucha ke kab tak wait karoge to aap ne kaha tha zindagi bhar mujhe itna zor se rone ka mann kiya tha uss waqt ke samajh mein nahin aya tha ke kia karun….. tab papa ne aap se kaha tha ke Amit ko zubaan de chuke hein matlab aap ko kissi kimat par yeh kehna tha ke NAHIN -NO. NAHIN HO SAKTA AAP KI SHAADI RUHI SE….. yehi kehna aur batana tha aap ko…. AAP KA DIL TODNA THA, AAP KE DIL PAR EK KHANJAR CHALAANA THA, AAP KE DIL SE KHOON BAHANA THA…AUR SAARE ILZAAM MUJHKO APNE UPAR LENA THA…. AAP KE DIL KE TUKDE MAIN NE KIYE, AAP KO DHOKA MAIN NE DIYA, AAP SE DAGHA MEIN NE KIYA…SAB MUJHKO APNE UPAR LEKAR WAHAN SE JAANA THA AUR WAPAS TAB ANA THA JAB AAP YAHAN HONGE HI NAHIN…..AAP SE MAAFI MAANGNE KA BHI ADHIKAAR NAHIN THA MERE PAAS…. Samajhlo ke mere kaandhe par bandook rakh kar aap ke dil par seinron goliyan chalaya gaya tha aur mujhe sab dekhte hue hanssna tha…. yehi kiya gaya tha aap ke saath uss din Abhi aur haan main sab dekhti rahi unn sab ka saath deti rahi main bhi……

Iss sab ka gehra ehsaas mujhe tab hua jiss din aap Shweta ke ghar ro rahe the meri chachi se sab kehte hue….. main khamoshi se ro rahi thi aap ko sunte hue…. Phir bhi main ne aap ko nahin roka chachi ka khayal karte hue ke wo aap ke saamne jhooti nah kehlaaye….

Aur haan uss roz jab main jaa rahi thi aur aap bus ke piche ke darwaaze se kud kar mujhko baahon mein bhar ke kiss karne aaye the uss ek pal ko main bhool gayi thi ke main main hoon…. Main ro rahi thi aap ki haalat dekh kar bus mein…. Mujhe aap ko chorr kar jaane ko bilkool bhi mann nahi tha, mujhe pata tha ke uss din ke baad uss aangan mein aap phir kabhi nahin dikhoge… mujhe yakeen tha ke uss raat ko aap ne kissi bhi time ko kaam end kiya mujhse zaroor miloge, mujhe uss waqt ka intezaar tha, magar main khud aap ko chorr kar jaa rahi thi…. To jis waqt aap ne mujhko baahon mein thaama main bilkool pighal gayi aur sab kuch bhool kar aap ke kiss ko respond kiya, goli maar diya tha sabko main ne uss ek pal ko Abhi kyunke ek last kiss aap ko karna banta tha…. aap ko yaad hai maa ko main ne kaise jawaab diya tha ke haan shooting chal rahi hai film ki….. I did not care at all at that moment… mujh mein ek ajib si shakti aayi thi jiss pal ko aap ne mujhko baahon mein liya tha sabke saamne open mein…. Aap ki daring ki daat deri hoon Abhi. You are a TRUE MAN!.... magar jab main jaane lagi thi aap ko tut kar niche baith kar rote hue dekh kar mera kaleja fatt raha tha Abhi, mujhko turant laut kar wapas aane ka mann kar raha tha, didi ne mera haath pakar kar khiincha tha mujhe chalne ke liye….. aur main chali gayi thi Abhi aap ko ussi haal mein chorr kar…..

Wahan se didi ke ghar jaane tak 22 kms hein main unn 22 kms tak roti gayi…. Roti rahi raat bhar aap ko yaad karte hue…. Kab nendh aayi pata hi nahin chala…..

Phir aayi wo din jab aap meri chachi ke ghar aaye aur main ghar wapas aayi thi 29th ya 30th ko… aap ka new year card mila tha jiss mein aap ne kaha ha ke aap 3, 4 ya 5th ko aoge…. Mujhe ek sukoon sa feel hua tha….. aap ko bhool nahin paa rahi thi.. mera aangan suna tha, aap ki seeti sunne ko kaan taras rahe the main baar baar kitchen se uss jagah dekh rahi thi jahan buss hua karta tha, jiss jiss jagah aap dikhaayi dete the main unn jagahon par dekhti rehti iss umeed se ke aap ek baar dikh jao mujhe…. Mere aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjhte hue sunaayi deta tha ab unta hi sannata hua karta tha…. kuch bhi acha nahin lagta tha… main washing stone par kapde dhoti to aap feel hote the lagta tha aap achanak piche se ajaoge, aap ki aahat ka ehsaas hota tha, kitab padhti khidki se tek lagaaye to aap nazar aate the baahar… kabhi kabhi lagta meri aankhen mujhko dkhoka de rahe hein, aap ko aisa feel karti ke aap ke saanson ka bhi ehsaas hone lagta mujhe…. Abhi TAB MUJHE EHSAAS HUA KE MAIN AAP SE KITNA PYAR KARTI HOON AUR AAP KO KITNA MISS KAR RAHI HOON…. Aap ne jo khat likha tha new year card ke saath uss mein mujhe ek bahot bada umeed dikhaayi diya… aap ne uss mein likha tha ke aap mujhse, mere papa se phir haath mange aoge phir uske baad apne parents ke saath aoge mujhe dekhne tab mangni tey hogi….. par main ne tab bhi ek bahot badi ghalati kar diya tha abhi…. Main ne mummy ko wo sab bata diya tha… mujhe mummy ko nahin batana chahiye tha, tab wo mujhe nahin rokti mera munh nahin dabaati, main achanak uss din aap ke saamne aajati aur papa ke saamne kehti ke haan mujhe aap Manzoor ho to papa kabhi inkaar nahin karta…..

Aap ne kayi baar uss khat mein kaha tha mujhe ke aap ko mera saath chahiye, mujhe wahan maujood hona chahiye, mujhko bhi baat karna chahite apne papa se, mujhe kehna chahiye ke haan main aap se pyar karti hoon…. Abhi MAIN NE WOHI NAHIN KIYA ABHI…..

Baaki main aap ko bata chuki hoon ke uss roz kia hua tha main kyun nahin nikal paayi thi……

Jab aap ko nikala gaya tha ghar se phir kia kiya tha main ne wo bata chuki hoon aap ko…..

Tab realise hua ke kho diya main ne aap ko, tab pata chala aur ehsaas hua aap ka pyar kitna keemti tha, tab samajh mein aya kia khoya hai main ne aur faisla kiya ke sabko sabak dekar rahungi, aur jo taakat mujh mein tab nahin thi jab aap yahan the wo taaqat tab aayi mujh mein inn sab ke saamna karne ki.

Main ek jwala ban chuki thi, mujhe rokne ko tab kissi mein himmat nahin thi, nah maa nah baap nah Mehboob nah Manoj. Main ne manoj ko kayi thapad mara tha yeh nahin bataya tha aap ko. Tabhi se uss se baat karna bandh kiya tha aur 5 saal baad usske shadi ke din uss se baad karna dobara shuru kiya tha wo bhi kabhi kabhi.

Aap ki dairy padh kar pata chala uss roz, 5th January ko ussi bus stop par aap ne apne tute hue dil se kaha tha ke kutte ki maut naseeb nah ho jaye ussko ussi jagah aur exactly wohi hua tha usske saath ussi jagah mara tha wo.

Maa aur Mehboob ko kia sazaa mili thi wo aap ko zubaani bataungi jab diary lene aoge tab.

Ek maze ki baat bata doon aap ko ke Amit aane wala tha mere nani, mama aur mamiyon ke saath mujhe dekhne April mein ussi saal jiss saal mein aap ko ghar sen ikala gaya tha…. sirf 3 mahine guzre the mere bawaal machaane ke baad aur sab darr rahe the mujhko batana ke wo aane wala hai…. Ek din pehle ek mama aya mujhko samjhane ke ussko receive kar liya jaaye… mujhe aap ka badla lena tha ghar walon se to main ne mama se kaha thik hai aane do Amit ko.

Wo aya bhi to kiss din Abhi? Aap ke birthday ke din aya wo mujhe dekhne aur haath maange uss se shaadi ke liye. 12th April tha, main aap ki yaad mein doobi thi jab nani, mama, aur do mamiyan aye hamare ghar, ussi jagah jahan se aap ko nikala gaya tha. sab ghar par the kyunke wo ane wala tha. papa wapas nahin gaye the tab tak ussi ke liye.

Abhi ussko main ne wo sunaya, wo haal kiya, aise aise galiyan diye ussko, bilkool jo aap ke saath kiya tha Manoj ne, Manoj ke saamne ussi tarah dhitkaar kar nikala unn sabko main ne ghar se….. nani aur mama mamiyan ko bhi sunaya aur kaha ke khabardaar phir kabhi mere liye kissi ko bhi iss dwar par laya to kutte ki tarah maar ke nikalungi…… Amit aisa gaya ke aaj tak usske baare mein khabar nahin mili,aur uss din ke baad main aaj tak nani ke ghar nahin gayi, marr bhi gayi wo bhi aur unn mein se ek mama bhi aur ek mami bhi…..

Here you go Abhi jo kehna tha keh diya aap ko, ab samajh mein nahin ata kia kehne ko bhooli hoon…. Jo miss kiya aap ko bataane ko wo aap puch lena jab miloge to bata dungi….

Mujhe pata hai wo din wapas nahin aane wale, weh pal nahin laut kar aane wale, buss aap dobara mile isske liye apni taqdeer ka shuriya ada karti hoon, yeh sab kehna tha aap se keh diya dil ka ek bojh halka hua, aap ko jo kehna tha, jo likha tha aap ne unn dinon wo mujh tak pahunchana tha wo aap ne bhi kar diya aap ka bhi bojh halka hua hoga.

Ab araam se mar sakungi marne ka time aega to, saare shikwe gile door hue umeed hai aap ko aur koyi shikaayat nahin rahega ab.baaki jo bhi kiya aap ke saath unn sab ke liye maafi maangti hoon, aap ke sacha pyar ko thukraya usski sazaa bhugat chuki hoon aur bhugat rahi bhi hoon, agar aap ne kahin mujhko bhi bad duah diye ho to wapas le lena please mujh par rehem karna Abhi bahot seh chuki hon aur nahin seh paungi.

Thank you very much for coming in my life and teaching me what is TRUE LOVE. I LEARNED THAT FROM YOU ONLY ABHI. AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING THOSE TWO AND A HALF MONTHS YOU WORKED HERE TO BE MEMORABLE FOR ME WHICH I WILL CHERISH ALL MY LIFE. WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE DAYS. I STILL REMEMBER EACH AND EVERY MOMENT AS YOU HAVE WRITTEN IN YOUR DIARIES…. I COPIED ALMOST ALL THOSE MOMENTS BACK IN A NEW COPYBOOK FROM YOUR DIARY TO KEEP FOR MYSELF. I LOVED YOU LATE BUT DID LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ABHI. MUCH LATER I REALISED HOW MUCH I HAD ALWAYS LOVED YOU. I KNOW ITS TOO LATE NOW. YOU LOVED ME FROM YOUR SOUL, YOU ONCE WROTE OUR SOULS WERE CONNECTED, YOU WERE RIGHT BUT I WAS WRONG NOT TO RECOGNISE MY OWN SOULT AT THE RIGHT TIME.

Signed:

Ruhi Nunhuck.

To be continued….
(6505 words from both updates)
Excellent birrilant fantastic good update

Jawab nahi ap ka
Update 75 Abhi Meets Ruhi Again

Jiss din ko Abhi ko Ruhi ke ghar jaana tha ussne Navina ko bata diya ke wo Ruhi se mil chuka hai ussko diaries bhi de diya hai aur ab wapas lene jaa raha hai. Navina heyraan hui kyunke ussko bhi Ruhi se milna tha to Navina ne sawaal kiye ke kab mile kaise mile etc aur Abhi ne sab bataya jiss din ussko university nahin lene aya tha wahin se baat kiya tha aur tab Shweta se milne gaya tha uss se puchne ke kyun ussne nahin bataya ke wo Ruhi ko beti thi.

Matlab ab Navina ko bhi sab confirmation mil gayi ke Shweta Ruhi ki hi beti hai jaise ussne socha tha.

Navina ne Abhi se ek ajeeb baat kaha. Navina ne pehle Abhi ko baithne ko kaha kyunke ussko kuch important baat karni thi. Donon lounge mein sofe par baith aur Navina ne kaha,

“Aap ko Shweta se shaadi kar lena chahiye!”

Abhi chahunk kar khada ho gaya zor se “WHAT” kehte hue.

Navina ne ussko dobara baithne ko kaha, aur ussko samjhaya,

“Dekho, wo akeli hai, aap donon ke bich sexual relationship to ho hi rahe hein jisska mujhe koyi problem nahin, to shaadi hi kyun nahin kar lete? Main yeh Aruhi ke liye keh rahi hoon… wo badi hoti jaegi to sochegi ke tum kaise usske pita ho aur kyun do gharon mein rehte ho, inn sabka uss par ghalat assar ho sakta hai…. Shaadi kar loge Shweta se to kum se kum Aruhi ko itna to pata hoga ke usski papa ke do wives hein aur iss liye usski do mothers hein…. Haan shaadi kehne ko keh rahi hoon iss ghar mein laane ko nahin…. Usske liye alag ghar banwa lo, aur jab chaho wahan rehna jab chaho yahan! Jaise Aruhi inn do gharon mein pali badhegi ussi tarah tum bhi udhar idhar aate jaate rehna. Kabhi Aruhi ko mere paas rehne dena ekaat din aur tum Shweta ke yahan reh jana……”

Abhi ka yeh sab sunkar jaise dimaagh blank ho gaya. Ussko pata tha ke Shweta to bahot hi khush hogi agar uss se abhi ne shaadi kiya to….. magar abhi ab ruhi ke baare mein sochne laga tha aur Navina se kaha;

“Tum ek important chiz bilkool bhool gayi ho….. usske baare mein nahin socha tumne?!”

Navina heyraan hote hue pucha,

“what? Kia bhuli hoon?!”

Abhi: “Ruhi! Ussko nahin pata chalega ke main ne usski beti se shaadi kiya hai? Wo usski maa hai… aur wo meri premika THI!!”

Navina: “Abhi shukar hai tumhare aur Ruhi ke beech koyi sexual relationship nahin hua tha kabhi varna tumko Shweta se shaadi karna bilkool bhi allowed nahin hota, magar abhi ho sakta hai, moral values par bhi normal hai, legally bhi allowed hai…. Sunon ek kaam karo, mujhko kab Ruhi se milwaoge, kaha tha nah aap se ke kabhi uss se milo to mujhe milwana uss se? Ussko thanks Karna hai mujhe.”

Abhi: “Tum ne yeh shaadi wali baat kehkar mere dimaagh ko sun kar diya…. Dekho mera dil zoron se dhadakne laga hai…. Shweta to bahot khush hogi magar Ruhi kia sochegi…. Main to ussko yeh surprise dene wala hoon ke main ne Aruhi ko adopt kiya hai….. ab shaadi ki baat suni ussne to??!! Oh no, It’s not okay I feel!!”

Navina: “agar ussko pata hi nah chale to? Aur jab ussko pata chalega ke aap ne usske poti ko goad liya to ussko shak to hoga hi ke tum donon ke beech kuch zaroor hai…..!”

Abhi: “do you think so? Ussko shak hoga? Kaise?!”

Navina: “uss se kia kahoge ke kyun aap ne Aruhi ko Adopt kiya? Shweta kaise mili aap ko, kab se donon itne close hue ke Aruhi ko adopt bhi kar liya aap ne?!”

Abhi: “main yehi surprise to dunga nah Ruhi ko ke main pichle 7 saalon se Shweta se mil chuka hoon aur Aruhi ko bhi jaanta hoon ussko badhte hue dekha hai main ne…..”

Navina: “Tabhi Ruhi ko sab samajh mein ajaega Abhi, she is a woman who loved you nah? But where is she? She is not married? She must have her husband and kids nah?!”

Tab Abhi ne Ruhi ke baare mein sab kuch jitna jaanta tha bataya Navina ko. Ussko bahot afsos hua Ruhi ke baare mein jaan ke. Usske baad Navina ne ziada kuch nahin kaha buss itna kaha ke Shweta se ussko shadi karni hi chahiye.

Abhi chala gaya Ruhi se milne. Jaane se pehle phone karke bata diya Ruhi ko ke wo araha hai diaries lene. Ruhi ne Abhi ke taang khinchte hue kaha,

“Acha aap sirf diaries wapas lene aa rahe ho mujhse milne nahin?!”

Wahan pahunchne par kehne ki zaroorat nahin donon ke rona dhona phir shuru hua…. Abhi Ruhi ke jawaab padhte hue rone laga, aur Ruhi Abhi ko rote dekh kar rone lagi…. Ghanton baad donon chhup hue….

Abhi ne kaha,

“Bahot ro liye hum ne…. ab rona bandh… jitna jiss jiss ko jhelna tha jhel liye donon ne hai nah? Tum assal mein mujhse se ziada takliff mein rahi dekh sakta hoon samajh sakta hoon…. Tum akeli rahi, mujhe to Navina mil gayi mujhe sambhaalne ke liye, mera dekh bhaal karne ke liye, wo nahin aati meri zindagi mein to pata nahin main aaj kia hota….”

Ruhi ne kaha,

“Abhi jaise ek bojh utar gaya seene se nah? kia aap ko bhi weisa feel ho raha hai?”

Abhi: “Exactly yes!! Itne dinon se main khud se kehta raha ke kab yeh donon diaries tum tak pahuncha paunga, kab padhogi ke main tumse kitna pyar karta tha, kab tum sab samajh paogi…. Main marne se pehle tumko donon diaries dena hi dena chahta tha…. aur aaj ek sukoon feel hua sach mein…. Ek bojh utar gaya seene se yes you are right…. Yes true!”

Donon kuch der khamosh rah ek dusre ko dekhte hue aur Abhi ne pucha,

“Tum apni mummy aur Mehboob ke baare mein kuch kehne wali thi nah?”

Ruhi ne tab kaha,

“Hold me please Abhi”

Abhi ne turant Ruhi ko apne baahon mein bhar liya. Bahot kaske liya Ruhi ussne apne baahon mein, aur usske seene se lag kar Ruhi ne kaha,

“Itni mazbut baahein mili thi mujhe aur main ne innko thukraya, kitni bewakuf thi main Abhi? Kitne baar aap ne mujhe aise baahon mein liya tha phir bhi mujhe kyun tab pehchaan nahin hui thi ke yehi wo baahein hein jinn mein main apni umar guzaar sakti hoon, yehi wo baahein hein jo mujhe umar bhar araam de sakte the, yehi wo seena hai jiss par main zindagi bhar apna sar rakh kar araam haasil kar sakti thi, tab kyun mujhko isska ehsaas nahin hua tha Abhi?!”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke sar par haath ferrte hue jawaab diya,

“Yehi ghalati to kiya tha tumne nah, ke Amit aur wahan ke chaka chaund aur amiri ko socha tha aur upar se tumko tumhari maa aur Mehboob influence karte rehte the, issi liye tumne mujhko paa kar bhi kho diya…. Ghalati tumhari hai bhi aur nahin bhi… Uss waqt agar tumne mujhko sab bata diya hota to main pakka tumko convince kar leta, main tumhare iss bheje mein baat achchi tarah se daal deta ke hum donon ek dusre ke liye bane hein, hamaare rooh ek dusre se judh chuke the magar ussko alag tum ne kia Ruhi aur kissi ne nahin, tum wo bold decision nahin le paayi jab lena chahiye tha… tumne decision tab liya jab tumne dekha mujhko kaise zalil karke yahan se nikaala gaya… tab tumne decide kiya sabko sabak seekhaane ki…. Magar tab bhi tum mujhko approach kar sakti thi, mujhko ek khat likh deti main dauda chala aata tumhaare paas….

Main uss din yahan se jaane ke baad kayi mahinon tak tadapta raha tumhare liye, tabhi diaries ko likha apne daily diaries se inn par sab copy kiya aur Rahima ko dene aaya…… tab bhi tum agar chahti to mujhse mil sakti thi… tum uss din ghar mein hi thi nah? tumhare papa ne mujh se haath uthaya tha, shaayad wo samjha tha main tumhare liye aya hoon phir se….. mere chale jaane ke baad aayi thi tum diaries lene Rahima se, to jiss waqt main Rahima ke yahan tha tabhi kyun nahin nikli thi tum? Ussi waqt ussi taxi mein mere saath chali aati… tumne tab to sab se munh ferr hi liya tha nah? Manoj se baat nahin karti thi nah? ghar mein kuch nahin karti thi nah tab? Apni maa ko bhi sunaati rehti thi nah tab? To at least tab kyun nahin nikli thi tum Ruhi?!”

Ruhi rone lagi, aur rote hue Abhi ke seene se satt kar kaha,

“Main tab badal gayi thi, ghussa bhara hua tha mujh mein, uss din jab aap aaye the dunya mein aag laga dene ka mann kar raha tha mera, uss din main ne aap ke aane se pehle bahot bahot ghussa kiya tha ghar mein, plate tode the kitchen mein, thik taxi jab aangan mein aaye tab main apni kamre mein kuch kapdon main aag lagaya tha, sab jal rahe the aur mummy papa dhadpadaate aaye the paani daalne unn kapdon par, tabhi taxi ruki thi aur main ne jhanka tha baahar to aap ko dekh kar mere dil ke dhadkanen jaise ruk gaye the… main rone lagi thi, maa ne bhi aap ko Rahima ke ghar jaate hue dekha tha aur uss din mujhse kaha tha,

“jaa wo aya hai jaa chali jaa usske saath, bhaag ja usske saath tab tere kaleje mein thandak padegi”

Aur main ne maa ko jawaab yeh diya tha,

“kyun chali jaun? Main tujhko issi ghar mein rehkar teri kaal banungi, tujhko ahiste ahiste marna dekhna hai mujhe, tujhko dhire dhire saare chizon ka ehesaas dilana hai mujhe tum sab ko abhi aur bahot kuch jhelna hai, mujhe tum sabko bahot kuch dikhana hai abhi… main aur 50 saal iss ghar mein rehkar tadpaane wali hoon tum sab ko? Main kyun jaaun jab ussko aap sab ne beizat karke iss ghar se nikala tha aur main ne kuch nahin kiya tha, kiss munh se usske saamne jaungi main? Mujhe munh chhupana hai uss se, sharam aati hai mujhe ab usske saamne jaane ke liye kaise jaaun main usske saamne kiss munh se jaun usske saamne main?!”

Yeh sab sunke Abhi ne Ruhi ke maathe ko chuma aur Ruhi ne aur kaha,

“main jiss tarah se behave kar rahi thi unn dinon sab samajh rahe the mere upar koyi aatma agayi hai, Ojha ke paas le gaye the mujhe, phir doctor ke paas, doctor ne phsychiatric medecines diye the aur kaha tha ke agar aisi hi rahi to breakdown ho sakta hai paagal ho jaungi sach mein aur mental asylum mein bharrti hona padega…. Mujhko paagal ka tag de diya gaya tha iss ghar mein mere behaviour ki vajah se hihihihihi……. Yeh sab aap ke diaries dene ke 3 mahine baad hua tha….. aur jab doctor ne mujhse wo sab kaha tab main ne socha ke mujhko ab sambhlna chahiye aur control mein rehna chahiye….. ghar mein apne kone mein rehti thi, ek bhi kaam nahin karti, TV dekhti, books read karti aur apni room mein ghussi rehti…. Kayi saalon tak weisi hi rahi… maa baat karti to ussko ghusse mein jawaab deti aur kehti ke mujhse baat nah karen…. Sirf Mahesh se thik se baat karti aur kissi se bhi nahin… maa kapde dhone jaati aur bulaati to ussko gaali deti…. Sirf apne kapdon ko dhoti thi, aur kissi ki nahin, kitchen mein ek kaam bhi nahin karti thi, sab maa karti, main khaati thi hehehehe!! Bahot buri ban gayi thi main…. Saalon tak ghussa bhara hua tha mujh mein…”

“Aur normal kab hue tum?” Abhi ne pucha.

Ruhi: “NAHIN HUI!! UNN LOGON KE SAATH NORMAL HUI HI NAHIN MAIN, KHAAS KAR MAA KE SAATH TO AAJ TAK NAHIN HUI NORMAL…….. Manoj ke liye ladki dekhne gaye sab, main nahin gayi, Manoj binati karte thak gaya mujhe chalne ke liye magar pata hai main ne ussko kia jawaab diya tha? 5 saal baad uss se baat kiya tha uss din aur jawaab mein uss se kaha ‘kitna acha hoga ke tujhe bhi kutte ki tarah wo log ghar se laat maar kar nikaale jaise tumne Abhi ko nikala tha, main kyun jaungi? Kia tum ne mere Abhi ko accept kiya tha? jaise tu ladki dekhne ja raha hai wo bhi aya tha, tab tumne kia kiya tha?!”

Abhi: “kaash jiss din main aya tha tab tumne uss se wo sab kaha hota!!”

Ruhi: “Tab main bahot achchi, obedient beti thi iss ghar ki nah? aap ke jaane ke baad main sabki baap bani thi hehehehe, sab kuch aap ke badaulat hi hua, main strong bhi hui to aap ki vajah se…. meri life mein aap ne bahot changes laaye, positivity bhi laaye buss aap nahin mile mujhe!”

Abhi: “phir kia kehna tha tumhare mummy aur Mehboob ke baare mein?”

“Mummy ko breast cancer hui, papa S.Arabia se wapas aaye phir kabhi nahin gaye. 1994 ki baat hai. Manoj ki shaadi ho chuki thi, uss se ekaat baat kar leti thi, aur usski biwi se banti thi meri. usski biwi ko sab kuch bata diya tha khud manoj ne aap ke aur mere baare mein…. Baad mein Mahesh ki shaadi hui to ussne bhi meri aur aap ki kahani bata diye apni wife ko…. Donon bahuwon ko meri muhabat ki dastaan pata hai…. Iss liye bataaye donon bhaiyon ne kyunke weh sawaal karte nah ke ghar mein ek behen kyu baithi hai bina shaadi kiye…. To manoj ki wife ko bahot hamdardi hui mujhse sab jaan kar aap ke aur mere baare mein aur uss se achi dosti hui… maa ko breast cancer hua tab wo rote hue mujhse maafi maange main ne ussko maaf NAHIN KIYA AUR BAAT BHI NAHIN KI BUSS ITNA KAHA KE WO APNI SAZAA bhugat rahi hai bhagwaan ne ussko sazaa diya hai….

Usski breast ko operate kiya gaya, ek breast nikala gaya 2 mahine tak hospital mein rahi , main ek din bhi ussko dekhne nahin gayi…wapas aayi to roti rahi bed par main bilkool dekhne nahin gai ussko….. main ussko dusre kamre se sunaati yeh sab kehkar,

“paise ki bhooki kitna paisa feinka operation ke liye? Mere papa ke sab paise khaa gayi tu? Ek boob gaya hai aur bhi jaega tu maregi nahin jeeti rahegi magar tadapte hue jiyegi”….. main usski dushman bah gayi thi…. Aur usski cancer aaj tak thik nahin hua… saalon baad dusri boob mein bhi cancer feyla, fir se wohi daudna, chemo therapy, radio therapy… usska dard se tarapna… chillaana, saare baal jhad gaye the phir uge phir jhade….. uss din yahan aayi thi to aap ne notice nahi kiya kitni patli lakdi jaisi ho gayi hai? Thik se chal nahin paati hai… aaj bhi therapy baaki hai usski…kabhi mahinon bhar hospital mein rehti hai.. kissi waqt bhi tapak sakti hai….. usski yehi sazaa milna tha zinda rehna aur sehna…seh rahi hai aur mujhko chain aur sukoon aa raha hai…..”

Abhi ne Ruhi ka sar sehlaate hue kaha,

“chorro jaane do, tumhari maa hai maaf kardo… jaane do ab…. Just forget and forgo!”

Ruhi Abhi ke seene se alag hote hue kaha,

“NEVER ABHI, I WILL NEVER FORGET AND NEVER LET GO…. WO MARR BHI JAYE TO MUJHE KOYI DUKH NAHIN HOGA ABHI!”

Abhi: “Itni karwahat thik bhi nahin sweetheart….. ab bhool bhi jao nah!”

Ruhi: “25 Saal se main iss ghar mein baithi hoon bhool jaun? Aaj mere bache hote aap ke saath. Ek ghar hota, mera pati hota main kitni khush hoti wo sab bhool jaun? Sab kuch usski vajah se hua? Kabhi nahin bhoolungi main Abhi kabhi nahin!!”

Abhi chhup ho gaya….. phir pucha ke Mehboob ko kia hua.

Ruhi zor se hanssi aur kaha,

“hhahahaha kutte ho heart attack aya tha 2 Baar…. Hospitalize hua tha wo bhi… kumzor ho gaya… heart ka operation hua, wo bhi mujhse maafi mangne aya tha main ne maaf nahin kiya ro raha tha main ne kaha jitna Abhi ko aur mujhko rulaya hai uss se hazaar guna ziada tujhe bhi rona hai… usske dil ke andar ek koyi electronic apparatus hai varna wo kabhi bhi tapak sakta hai….. kabhi bhi farfaraane lagta hai sab ussko utha kar jaldi se hospital lejaate hein….. ek din hospital jaate hue hi marega wo kutta!!”

Abhi ko Ruhi ki wo ghussa, wo karwahat un donon ke liye samajh mein araha tha… aur ussne aur kuch nahin kaha Ruhi ko buss ussko aur zor se apne baahon mein bhar ke ussko chuma ussko cool karne ke liye.

Aur kuch der baad Ruhi ne kaha,

“Achah chorro yeh sab Abhi, aap ab mujhe yeh batao kaun sa surprise dene wale the aap mujhe?!

To be continued….
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Update 76 Abhi Tells Ruhi About Shweta

Aur kuch der baad Ruhi ne kaha,

“Achah chorro yeh sab Abhi, aap ab mujhe yeh batao kaun sa surprise dene wale the aap mujhe?!


Navina ki baat yaad karke Abhi sochne par majboor ho gaya ke Ruhi ko bataye ya nahin Shweta ke baare mein. Thoda sochne ke baad ussne socha bata hi dete hein jo hona hai wohi hoga, to Abhi ne Ruhi ke chehre mein muskurate hue dekha aur kaha,

“Tumko zaroor Khushi hogi jaan kar jo main tumko bataane jaa raha hoon, umeed hai ke naraaz nahin hogi tum ke last time aya tha tab kyun nahin bataya….”

Ruhi ne jab Abhi ko muskuraate hue dekha to kaha,

“jab se aaye ho pehli baar aap ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi hoon, jab yahan haam karte the to aap kitne khush dikha karte the, taras gayi thi aap ki muskurahat dekhne ke liye, bahot ro liye aap ne, ab muskurakar kuch kehne wale ho aap to zaroor Khushi ki baat hogi varna aap itne khush nahin dikhte, chaliye bataiye kia baat hai.”

Abhi ne Ruhi ko sofe par bithaya aur kaha,

“baat Shweta ki hai Ruhi!”

Ruhi ke chehre mein donon Khushi aur heyraani ke bhaav dikhe aur Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“Shweta? Kia aap uss se mile ho? koyi buri khabar to nahin nah?!”

Abhi ne halke se hansste hue kaha,

“Are bilkool bhi buri khabar nahin, thehro samjhata hoon tumhein….. main pichle 7 saalon se Shweta se milta aya hoon Ruhi…. Aruhi ko bhi bahot achi tarah se jaanta hoon aur wo bhi mujhe apna maanti hai, bahot pyar hai mujhe Aruhi se bhi….”

Ruhi ne badi badi aankhon se Abhi ko dekhte hue kaha,

“What? Aap mil chuke ho Shweta se? kab kaise? Main ek din soch rahi thi ke aap uss se to mil sakte ho agar mujhse nahin mile to, aap batao nah kaise wo mili ap ko? Kahan?”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke haathon ko apne donon haathon mein lekar, usski aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Ek din achaanak se mil gayi mujhe, main ne ussko pehchana hi nahin, 18 saal baad dekha tha usse. Main kaam ke silsiley mein university gaya tha aur kissi ne mujhe piche se phukara, main ne mudhke dekha to ek ladki mujhko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi, main ne ussko nahin pehchana halaan ke surat thodi jaani pehchaani si lagi, to ussne kaha thehro aap ko phir se weise bulaati hoon jaise bachpan mein bulaati thi aur ussne kaha, ‘Abhiiiiiiiiiii’ to mere sharir kaamp uthe, mere aankhen bhar aaye yeh jaan kar ke wo Shweta hai…… apne baahon ko khol diya aur wo meri baahon mein agayi…… hum donon rone lage ek dusre se 18 saal baad mil kar…..”

Yeh sunkar Ruhi ke aankhen bhi bhar aaye aur rote aur hansste hue ek saath kaha,

“Kaisi thi wo? Aur ab kaisi hai? Mujhse to pichle 10 ya 12 saal se nahin mili, shadi kiya tha tab mujhe Mahesh legaya tha chachi ke ghar, tab dekhi thi ussko…. Wo to jab 18 ki thi thi aur pata chala tha ussko ke main usski janam dene wali maa hoon to aayi mujhse khub ladaayi kiye aur usske baad ek din bhi nahin aayi mujhse milne… kaha tha nah jaise main apni maa ko treat karti hoon waise hi meri beti bhi mujhko treat karti hai, meri taqdeer hi aisi hai, aur ho bhi kyun nah, main hi to nafrat karne lagi thi nah uss se bachpan mein aur ussko sab pata tha….. to ussko bahot thess pahuncha ke main usski real maa hokar uss se nafrat karti rahi to ussne nafrat ke badle mujhko nafrat hi diya wapas….. 2 saal shaadi ke baad suna ke ussne uss doctor se divorce le liya aur chachi ke ghar wapas chali gayi rehne, kaam karne wale ladkiyon ke saath yehi problem hai, paisa kamaane lagte hein to husband acha nahin lagta, freedom chahiye hote hein aaj kal ke ladkiyon ko….. akeli rehti hai aur Aruhi ko paal rahi hai, kamaati hai nah issi liye aisi hogi!”

Abhi: “Chalo tumko yeh sab pata to hai, main ne socha tumko khabar nahin mila hoga usska….. haan main usski divorce se ek saal ya kuch mahine pehle hi mila tha, Aruhi tab shayad 18 mahine ki thi aur tab Shweta shayad 24 ki thi… usske baad hum aksar milne lage the, Navina bhi ussko jaanti hai, aur Aruhi ko bhi….. Dar assal Shweta ek part time course follow kar rahi thi university mein aur Shweta Navina ki student bhi thi…. Ajeeb coincidence hai ke mere aur Navina donon ke taraf se Shweta se milan hue….. hai nah?!”

Ruhi kuch sochne lagi, khush dikh rahi thi, magar soch mein kuch der doobi rahi, tab kaha,

“Wo aap se bahot ziada pyar karti thi, ab bhi karti hogi hai nah? aap ne pichli baar nahin bataya mujhe jab main ne aap se Shweta ke baare mein kaha tha….. kia aap mujhse chhupana chahte the ke ap uss se mil chuke ho?!”

Abhi ne jawaab diya,

“Are nahin kyun chhupana chahta tha? Tum usske khilaaf bol rahi thi nah? iss liye main chhup raha aur tab mujhe kahan pata tha ke wo tumhari beti hai? Mujhko uss ne bhi bilkool 7 saalon mein ek baar bhi nahin bataya tha ke wo tumhari beti hai, iss liye mujhe jhatka laga tha jab tumne wo baat bataayi thi pichli baar… iss liye tumse tab kuch nahin kaha tha….. aur tumse milne ke baad main uss se mila usski ghalat faimi door kiya tumko lekar aur ab main ussko aur Aruhi ko lekar aunga tumse milwane yehi surprise dena hai tumko….. kaho kab laun yahan donon maa beti ko?!”

“Ruhi ke Khushi se aankhen bhar aaye aur pucha,

“Really wo aegi mujhse milne? Aruhi ke saath? Aap ke saath? Wo maan gayi aane ke liye aap ke saath? Chamatkaar ho gayi yeh to! Kaise manaaya aap ne ussko?! Thank you Abhi? Yeh kaise hua? Aap kaise aksar milne lage Abhi batao mujhe wo khush to hai nah? phir se kyun shaadi nahin ki? Aur kyun uss doctor se divorce le liya sab batao nah mujhe Abhi!”

Abhi: “arey mobile ka zamana hai nah jab hum mile to ussne mera number liya main ne usski aur social network par, whatsap par contact mein rahe to milte rahe nah….. iss mein kaun si badi baat hai aaj kal communicate karne ke liye kitne tarike hote hein nah…..”

Ruhi: “haan jab main aap ko jaanti thi tab kahan tha aise technology ke hum ek dusre se communicate kar sakte!! Waqt waqt ki baat hai nah Abhi”

Abhi: “tha comunictae karne ke tarike, tunme nahin communicate kiya tha, mera address tha tumhare paas, unn dinon hum letter writing se communicate karte the to tum agar chahti to mujhko likh sakti thi, tum ne communicate nahin kiya tha mujhe…. Phone lag gaye the nah ek saal hamare bicharne ke baad mujhko phone bhi kar sakti thi, kabhi directory mein mera naam nahin dekha tha kia? Zaroor dekha hoga tumne, main ne phone lagte hi sabse pehle tumhare papa ke naam ka phone number dhunda tha aur mila bhi tha 1987 ye 1988 mein… to tumko bhi mera number dikha hoga kyunke mere ghar ka phone mere hi naam par registered hua tha….!!!

Ruhi: “haan Abhi dekha tha, pata tha… magar haan sahi keh rahe ho main ne hi nahin communicate kiya tha aap ko you are right….”

Abhi ne tab Ruhi ke haathon ko apne haath mein zor se dabaate hue kaha,

“Tumhi kehti rehti ho nah ke Shweta mujhse bachpan se pyar karti thi, to socho jab mujhse mili to kitna khush hui hogi? Kitna acha laga hoga ussko? Ussne jaise ek khoya hua chiz paa liya itni khush thi wo aur mujhse baar baar milna chahti thi…. Haan uss doctor se usski nahin bani, uss se pyar hi nahin karti thi kehti thi mujhe, doctor usska khayal bilkool nahin rakhta tha aur nah bachi ka khayaal rakhta tha usske liye buss usska kaam aur usske patients, yehi usski priority hua karte the, to Shweta tang agayi…. Aur bina mujhe bataaye pata nahin kab divorce le liya, usske bahot mahine baad mujhko bataya ke ab wapas tumhare chachi ke ghar rehti hai, tab mujhe pata chala ke doctor ko chorr diya ussne…..”

Ruhi ghaur se sun rahi thi tab pucha,

“To phir se kyun shaadi nahin kiya ussne? Kitni khubsurat hai, kitni achchi hai, ussko to ladkon ke line lagte honge proposal ke!”

Abhi ka chehre laal hua aur kaha,

“Wo ab tumhi puchna uss se nah! mujhe kia pata kyun nahin ki shaadi ussne, buss itna kaha ke dobara wo experience nahin karna chahti!”

Ruhi ne tab pucha,

“Aur Aruhi, dekha nah mera naam apni beti ke naam ke saath joda hai ussne aur mujhse ladaayi karne aayi thi magar mera naam rakha apni beti ke naam ke saath hahahaha, kaisi dikhti hai Aruhi ab 7/8 saal ki ho gayi hogi nah? aap se banti hai usski aap ne kaha? Khubsurat hogi wo bhi nah? main ne usski bachpan dekha hi nahin aap ne dekha nah? kuch batao to Abhi!”

Abhi: “Bahot cute hai, weise hi jaise Shweta thi bachpan mein, bahot intelligent bhi hai… samajh lo mujhse ussko baap ka pyar mila, mujhe baap hi samajhti hai… bahot pyar karti hai mujhe aur main bhi behad chahta hoon ussko….Navina se bhi khub ghul mil gayi hai ati hai hamare yahan kabhi kabhi….”

Ruhi ne Abhi ke chehre mein, usske aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi aap ka koyi pichle janam ka Rishta hai mujhse kia? Aap meri family se kitna close ho jaate ho? meri beti se aur usski beti ke itna close ho gaye aur mujhse kitne door rahe? Aap ko kudrat ne bheja hai hamare liye kia Abhi? 25 saal pehle aap Shweta se mile the, wo aap se behad pyar karne lagi, jab aap mujhse door hue to wo aap ko miss karti thi, aap ke liye roti thi, jab badi hui to aap se shaadi tak karna chahti thi.... kaise aap ke saath close hui wo Abhi? Wo to aap se behad pyar karti thi, aap ko chahti thi jaise hum donon ek dusre ko chahte the!! Aap ko usski nazron mein pyar nahin dikha apne liye Abhi? Aap ko kabhi nahin laga ke wo aap ko chahti hai?.... wait wait wait…. Abhi ussne kahin aap ki khatir to doctor se divorce to nahin liya nah?! hmm?!”

Abhi hadbadaane laga tha ab…. Ussko dikh gaya ke Ruhi ko shak hone laga to baat ko rokne ke liye Abhi ne bus itna kaha,

“What are you talking now? Kaha nah kyun doctor ko chorra? Aur baaki jo bhi puchna hai tum ussi se puch lena bolo kal lekar aaun donon ko? Weise Navina bhi tumse milna chahti hai…ussko bhi saath lekar aunga, kia khayal hai? Thik rahega kal?!”

Ruhi ne bhare hue aankhon mein kaha,

“Anytime Abhi, any time.. tum buss lekar aao sabko main sab se milna chahti hoon, magar Abhi main nah lunch nah dinner bana paungi…. Inn donon waqt mein mat ana please….”

Abhi: “Are kyun fikar karti ho, inn sab ke liye koyi fikar nahin, tumko bhi lechalunga kabhi apne ghar aur wahan sab lunch ya dinner karenge…. Aur mera yakeen karo ek din tum khud dinner ya lunch paka kar hum sab ko khilaogi!”

Ruhi: “Wo kaise Abhi? I can’t even stand!”

Abhi: “Why? Do you think from the wheelchair you will not be able to cook? You very well can do that…. Just someone must be there to help you or assist you…. Weise hua kia hai tumko? What is your health problem? Kyun nahin chal paati ya khada nahin ho paati ho? wo batao mujhe ab!”

Ruhi: “shuru ek sciatica issue se hua tha , baad mein pata chala spinal issues hein, bahot saare doctaron ke paas gayi, bahot ilaaj karwaya, it remais the same, rather it became worse… main ek laathi se chal paati thi pichle 5 saalon se ab wo bhi nahin kar paati… kamar mein taaqat hi nahin body ko sambhalne ke liye!”

Abhi: “Sirf medical ke taraf checkup karwaya? Ayurvedic massage ya medication kiya kabhi?!

Ruhi: Ayurvedic? No. never, sirf hospital aur physiotherapy kiya kayi saalon tak….”

Abhi: “Okay I will try something to help you I bet ke tum wapas khada ho paogi aur chalogi bhi…. Dekh lena!!”

To be continued……………
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Oh rohi ko Shaq hone laga h Shweta or Abhi ko ly kr

Sala ye piyar bhi ajeeb cheez h na dimagh ka dahi kr Deta h
 

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Update 77 What Abhi Now Feels After Leaving Ruhi

Ab jo main likhne jaa raha hoon iss se shaayad bahot readers iss se raazi nahin honge. Wo hai Abhi ke ab ke aane wale feelings ke baare mein hai.

Jab Abhi ne ne Ruhi se last update wale saare baatein karke ghar jaane laga drive karte hue to ab Abhi ko kuch aur feelings hone laga. Abhi ko ab laga ke wo pyar jo ussko 25 saal pehle Ruhi ke saath tha wo baaki nahin raha. Bilkool wo waale feelings nahin rahe. Abhi ko khud tahjub ho raha tha ke kyun ussko ab weisa feel hone laga tha?

Aisa laga Abhi ko ke itne dinon tak usske dil mein sirf unn diaries ko Ruhi ko dena tha padhne ke liye, sirf Ruhi ko maloom karaana tha ke ussne kitna jhela tha Ruhi ke liye….. jab tak Ruhi ne unn diaries ko nahin padha tha tab tak Abhi ke dil par ek bahot bhaadi bojh jaisa tha, ab Ruhi ne sab padh liye aur apni taraf se saare jawaab de diye to Abhi ko laga jaise usska mission COMPLETE ho gaya ussko buss itna hi karna tha.

Haan magar Rishta bilkool nahin todna tha, Ruhi ke liye Abhi ke dil mein ab ek hamdardi jaisa paida hua…. Ek insaan jissne Abhi ke pyar ki khaatir apni life kurbaan kar diye, khud ki ghalati ki vajah se apni life ko aise jhela jaise khud ko sazaa de rahi thi, usske liye Abhi ke dil mein ab izzat paida hua magar wo pyar jo 25 saal pehle tha, wo junoon jo tha usske liye 1986 mein wo bilkool bhi nahin tha… wo wala feel bilkool bhi nahin araha tha Abhi ke seene mein Ruhi ke liye…. Kia wo dhire dhire marr gaya? Kia insaan ke dil se pyar marrta bhi hai kissi ke liye? Ya aisa tha ke Abhi ab itna pyar baant hi nahin paa raha tha? Navina ke liye pyar tha, Shweta ke liye bahot pyar tha, Aruhi ke liye pyar tha magar Ruhi ke liye wo wala pyar bilkool nahin feel ho raha tha Abhi ko. Haan hamdardi feel ho raha tha, insaaniyat ke naate uss se Rishta barkaraar rakhna tha….. Abhi yeh sab sochte hue drive kiye jaa raha tha, aur apne unn diaries ko dekha, wohi puraane lifaafe mein 25 saal se rakha hua tha diaries ko….. ussko feinkne ka mann kiya usse ab…. Phir socha ghar jaa kar donon diaries ko ab jalaa dega, kyunke jiss ke liye likha tha ussne ab padh liya tha aur jawaab bhi de diya tha..

Abhi sochta gaya ke sala pichle 25 saalon tak jiss kashmakash aur ghum mein raha wo Ruhi ko yaad karke, ussko dekhne ki tamanna karke, itne saalon tak apne dil mein Ruhi ko basaaye rakha ek jhatke mein aaj sab normal lagne laga sirf diaries dekar aur wapas lekar…. Kahin yeh diaries hi to nahin roka hua tha Abhi ko itne dinon tak, kahin inn diaries ne hi to usske dil ke andar Ruhi ke liye chaahat aur yaadein nahin bhare hue the ab tak? Aur jab Ruhi ne sab padh liya to Abhi ko chain aur sukoon haasil hua aur iss liye ab Abhi ko lagne laga ke ab ussne apna kaam tamaan kar liya?! Yeh kia tha aise feelings kyun arahe the Abhi ko khud samajh nahin paaya. Naata to nahin todega kabhi bhi Ruhi se aisa socha Abhi ne, ussko bhulega nahin, usske liye jitna ho sake utna kakrega, uss se milta rahega jab tak Ruhi rahegi, yeh sab tey tha magar dil ke andar wo jazbaa, wo pyar, wo chaahatein baaki nahin rahe the Abhi ke dil ke andar. Ab yeh bhi ho sakta tha ke Abhi ko wo wala pyar Shweta se milne laga tha iss liye aisa tha, kia pata?!

Qurbaaniyan diye Ruhi ne, aur sab kuch khoya kiss ne? Ruhi ne hi…. Jo pyar tha Abhi ke dil mein Ruhi ke liye ab wo pyar bhi kho diya tha Ruhi ne. Magar ussko isska pata bilkool chala hi nahin…. Yeh sirf Abhi ke feelings the jo sirf Abhi ke dil ke andar rahe.

Ghar lautne par Abhi ne Navina ko zor se apne bahon mein bharke ussko utha liya aur kaha,

“Aaj main bahot khush feel kar raha hoon. Muuuuah. Thank you for coming in my life, thank you for being part of my life, thank you for being my wife and thank you for doing all that you did for me. You are my angel. God sent you for me especially”

Navina ne Abhi ko kiss back karke pucha,

“kyun ji? Aisa kia ho gaya? Ruhi ne reply de diya aap ko? Itna khush to once in a blue moon hi dikhte ho aap?!”

Abhi ne Navina ko tab niche utaarte hue kaha,

“Diaries wapas le aya hoon sochta hoon ab ussko jala doon usska kaam ho gaya ab. Diaries ne apna mission complete kar diya, jisske liye likha tha ussne padh liya, jawaab de diya kaam khatam. Jala doon?!”

Navina ne kaha,

“No, not at all? Kyun jalaoge? Wohi sab to apni daily diaries mein bhi likha hai nah? to kia apne diaries ko jalaoge? You have to keep them. Lock them somewhere and never look back at them. They are the past. Now move on….. Ab meri ek baat maanna hoga aap ko!”

Abhi: “Kaun si baat?!”

Navina: “Shweta se shaadi karlo. It is important!”

Abhi ne Navina ko seene se lagaya aur kaha,

“I never wanted to marry neither her nor Ruhi. Because I married you. Tumko main secondary nahin karna chahta…. Shaadi to ek se hoti hai aur wo tum ho. Tumhara darja alag hai. You are at the top of all. I do not want you to get hurt sweetheart. Wo jagah sirf tumhara hai.”

Navina ne muskuraate hue bade hi araam se Abhi ko samjhaya.

“Meri jagah koyi le bhi nahin sakta, main jaanti hoon aap meri jagah kissi ko nahin dena chahte, main jaanti hoon aap chaah kar bhi mujhko alag nahin kar paoge aur nah hi bhool paoge, main jaanti hoon aap ki life mein meri kia ehmiyat hai, magar jab main khud keh rahi hoon aap ko Shweta se shaadi karna chahiye to karna chahiye. Aur wo sirf Aruhi ke liye hai. It is important my love. Uss bachi ko kabhi yeh sawaal nahin uthana chahiye future mein, ussko kabhi yeh kehne ka mauka nahin dena chahiye ke usski maa aap ki rakhel hai, do you want her to tell her mother one day that she is your keep?? Aap ne ussko adopt kar to liya, ab Shweta se shaadi karke uss rishte ko legal kar do, paak kar do. Mujhe Khushi hogi, please do this for me and Aruhi, and of course for Shweta too. I know she really loves you, and she needs you too. She will be very happy and will feel secured…. Aap ko mere baare mein koyi fikar nahin karna hai, mujhe pata hai aap mera hi rahoge, magar main hi chahti hoon ke aap Shweta ke liye bhi raho. Donon khush rahenge. Aap har roz to usske paas nahin rahoge nah? haffte mein 3 din usske paas , 4 din mere paas.. magar main chaahti hoon aap ussko separate ghar mein rakho, jab aap iss ghar mein raho to sirf mere raho aur usske ghar mein raho to sirf usski raho…. It is fine with me”

Abhi Navina ke aankhon ke gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“yaar tum insaan ho ya sach mein farishta ho, koyi wife khud apne husband ko kissi aur se shadi karne ko kehti hai kabhi? Tum kiss chiz ki bani ho?!”

Navina ne muskuraate hue kaha,

“Do it for me please!”

Abhi: “And what about Ruhi? She must be aware one day about it!”

Navina: “She will not be a problem I am sure.”

Abhi ne kaha,

“I will have to think a lot about it, will let you know later.”

Itna kehkar Abhi apne diaries rakhne ja raha tha ke mudhkar achanak Navina se pucha,

“Hello, kia tumse Shweta ne kaha mujhe convince karne ke liye ke uss se shaadi karun?!”

Navina ne chhatt taakte hue kaha,

“Oh my God! Kia ab mujhe kissi ke kehne par ap se kuch kehna chahiye? This is my own and personal thinking and suggestion Abhi!”

Abhi: “Sorry, okay okay I will let you know later!”

Navina: “Mujhko Ruhi ke replies padhne ko nahin doge?”

Abhi: “You want to read that? Not important! Usska rona dhona hai aur guilt ki feelings hai aur khud ko sazaa dekar aaj tak khud se aur apni family se badla leti rahi, she is crippled, in a wheelchair, I will take her for a check-up someday and I am sure she will walk again!”

Navina ne heyraan hote hue pucha,

“What? Itna sab kuch hua usske saath aur aap ne mujhe batana zaroori nahin samjha Abhi? Why?”

Abhi wapas Navina ke paas aya aur kaha,

“You know what? I am feeling relieved and I feel the love that I had for her 25 years back is no longer there now. If I compare her to you she has no value at all. You stay with me, we have shared happy and sad moments together, you have supported me all along in everything, you have been with me in ups and downs…. She did NOTHING for me….. that was not love for me from her side…. Had she really loved me she would have done things for me when I needed her, not now, not by burying herself that she proves that she loved me…. She used that opportunity when I was thrown out of her house to revenge against her family and all others because they had tormented her since she had given birth to Shweta…..

I was just a mean for her to avenge her family members….. I got nothing from all that, she was able to stand against her family due to me, I was only a way for her to help her to be brave and strong…. My love helped her to get strong and brave…. Main ek zarya tha usske liye, ussko apne khilaaf ke logon se ladne ke liye jo mera pyar ka naam aur sahara lekar ussne kiya…. Mere liye to kuch nahin kiya tha Ruhi ne!! Mere dil meijn ab usske liye wo pyar baaki raha hi nahin, ab hamdardi hai usske liye, Insaaniyat ke naate usski madad karunga, haan iss liye ke dil ka Rishta tha usske saath to ek Rishta rakhunga marte dam tak, magar wo pyar baaki nahin raha yaar!!!”

Navina ne sab tawajo se suna aur kaha,

“I see…. Do, mujhko usske jawaab do main padhne ke baad aap ko apna opinion deti hoon!”

Abhi: “okay lo, read it, but mujhe pehle yeh batao ke kia main ne jo abhi kaha sahih ai? Kyun ab mujhe lag raha ke 25 saal pehle wala pyar baaki nah raha? Mujhe bus yeh diaries ussko dena tha, de diya ussne sab padh liya main halka ho gaya aur wo 25 saal wala nah to pyar baaki hai nah junoon , nah kuch?! Aisa kyun feel ho raha ab mujhe!”

Navina ne kaha,

“Ho sakta hai ke aap sirf iss din ke intezaar mein the ke Ruhi tak inn diaries ko pahucha sako, aap ke liye Ruhi ko yeh sab pata hona zaroori tha ke aap kinn haalaaton se guzre the usske liye, usske pyar mein, may be aap chahte the ke Ruhi ko pata chale ke aap ka pyar usske liye kitna sacha tha, aur ab jab Ruhi ko sab pata chal gaya to aap ko araam mila, aur ab Ruhi bhi wo Ruhi to nahin nah jo 25 saal pehle thi? Aap 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi se pyar karte the junoon ki had tak, aaj jiss Ruhi se milkar aaye ho aap wo Ruhi 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi to nahin hai…. Jab koyi kissi ke saath har roz lagaataar rehta hai 25 saal tak to usske apne saamne badhte, ek ek pal usske haav bhaav, usske bure aur bhale saari chizon ko dekhta aur jaante hue 25 saal guzaarta hai to ussko koyi difference nahin dikhta uss mein…. Magar aap ne ussko 25 saal baad dekha to aap ko wo 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi nahin dikhi, to obviously aap ke wo sab feelings same nahin honge…. Mera aisa khayal hai, phir bhi main sab kuch padhne ke baad ap ko ziada deep opinion de paaungi….. Let me read her replies Abhi”

Abhi ne Navina ko Ruhi ke replies dekar nahane chala gaya.

To be continued….
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Hota h esa ,mai navina ki Bato se sehmat ho,i agree,
Jo bhi navina ne kaha Sach kaha
 

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Update 78 Navina Answers Abhi

Navina ne Ruhi ke saare replies read kiya. Abhi naha kar wapas aya tab tak wo padh rahi thi to Abhi chala gaya apne study mein.
Kuch der baad Navina gayi ussko Ruhi ke replies lautaane to Abhi ne pucha,

“What do you think? What’s your opinion?”

Navina: “I have nothing to say regarding her answers. It concerns only you. I do not have to interfere in this. What I have to say is regarding your feelings about her and the love you had for her 25 years ago, jaise ke aap ne kaha ke ab aap ke dil mein wo purana wale pyar ka feeling ab nahin baaki raha.”

Abhi baith gaya aur Navina ko baithne ko kaha aur dilchaspi se ussko sunne ke liye tayyaar hua, Abhi jaanna chahta tha ke Navina ko ab usske feelings ke baare mein kia kehna hai. Navina ek bahot intelligent aurat thi, lecturer thi aur wo sahi opinion de sakti thi Abhi ne socha iss liye usski jawaab Abhi ke liye important tha.

Navina ne pehe Abhi ko muskuraate hue dekha aur kaha,

“Aap kyun ek student ki tarah aise baithne lage jaise mujhe koyi lecture deni hai ab?!”

Abhi: “Ari lecturer sahiba, abhi main ek student hi hoon aap se lessons lena hai mujhe aap mujhe wo lesson do nah main bataab hoon aap ki rae jaanne ke liye!”

Navina ne hansste hue kaha,

“Kuch khaas nahin kehna hai mujhe, buss Ruhi ke replies regarding aap ki diaries ke jawaab mein ussne aap ko wo sab bata diya jo aap jaanna chahte the. Aap ko santushti praapt hue usski replies padh kar, kyunke aap ke dil ke andar ek ghussa tha uske liye, ek naraazgi thi itne saalon se kyunke jiss waqt ussko aap ka sahara banna chahiye tha ussne aap ko akela aur tanha chorr diya tha… aur ab jab aap ne padha ke ussko tab aap ke pyar ke baare mein yakeen hua tab aap jaa chuke the usski life se, iss se aap ko Khushi hui kyunke ussko pachtaawa hua, yahan aap ki jeet hui aur usski haar, to aap ko apni jeet par Khushi hui hai. Ruhi ne sab saaf saaf bata diya aap ko ke jab aap chale gaye jab ussne aap ko kho diya tha tab ussko pachtawa hua, kyunke ussko foreign jaane aur amir desh mein ghumne ki ziada khwahish thi aap ke pyar ko ussne secondary samjha tha uss amit ke badle, unn sab ka ghussa tha aap mein aur Ruhi ki replies paakar aap ko acha laga ke ussne wo nahin paaya aur nah hi aap ko paaya…. Aap ne Ruhi se ek badla liya ussko apni diaries dekar, aur jab aap ko usska jawaab mila to aap ka badla pura hua kyunke aap ki jeet hui Ruhi ke replies ko padh kar. Ruhi ke replies mein sirf usski majbooriyan aur usska pachtawaa hai…. Jinn dinon aap uss se pyar karte the wo aap se pyar nahin karti thi, thodi bahot attraction thi ussko aap se, aap ne kiss vaghaira jab kiya tha ussko, ussko gale se lagaya tha wo sab usske liye ek naya Anubhav tha iss liye shaayd enjoy kar rahi thi kyunke real life mein uskso wo sab mauka nahin mila tha kabhi….

Mehboob aur apni maa ki kehne par aap ke close hone to lagi thi, phir bhi pyar ka ehsaas ussko tab hua jiss din aap usski chachi ke ghaar gaye the aur Shweta ne uss par chillaayi thi… tab ussko laga tha ke ussne kia khoya jab ek bachi ko wo ehsaas ho gaya tha aur ussko nahin….. Aap ki love story mein pyar aap ka tha, pyar aap karte the paagalon ki tarah Ruhi se, tab pyar karte the jab wo aap ke saamne thi, jab aap ussko dekh rahe the usski adaaon se, usski jism ki kushbhoo se, usske baal se usski muskurahat se, uss se….. magar Ruhi ne aap se kab pyar kiya? Jab aap chale gaye tab? Tab aap kahan the usske paas? To kaun sa pyar kiya ussne aap se? aap ki parchaayin se? huh? Aap ki yaadon se? aap to the nahin? Aap ko chhuh bhi nahin sakti? Aap ko feel bhi nahin kar sakti thi?

Magar jab aap uss se pyar karte the, aap ussko, usski wajood ko, usski jism ko usski har ek chizz se pyar karte the… iss liye mere khayal se Ruhi ka pyar ek sapna jaisa tha, asli nahin tha… ek khwab tha usska pyar, aap ka pyar tab real tha….. aur aap ko usske, inn replies ko padh kar yeh pata chal gaya ke wo aap se nahin aap ke parchaayin se pyar karti rahi 25 saalon tak aap se nahin…. Aap ko pata chal gaya ke Ruhi ne aap ke uss pyar ke naam ke sahare se apne parents se badla liya, aap ke pyar ko utilise kiya Ruhi ne apne maa aur Mehboob aur manoj se badla lene ke liye…

Aap samajh gaye ke Ruhi ne aap ke pyar ko sif istemaal kiya aap se sach mein pyar kabhi kiya hi nahin…. Aap ka pyar ek zarya tha Ruhi ke liye apne uss ghutan wali life se nikalne ke liye, jab se ussne Shweta ko janam diya tha tabse lekar aap ke jaane tak Ruhi apni maa aur Mehboob ke niche dabbi rahi… ussko unn dinon se bachne ki aur door bhaagne ka koyi raasta hi nahin mila kabhi, ek mauka mila tha wo the aap aur aap ka pyar…..

Ruhi intelligent hai… Shweta ki maa hai, agar Shweta itni intelligent hai to usski maa bhi hogi nah? Ruhi ne bada game khela aap ke pyar ko istemaal karte hue…. Magar ussko yeh nahin pata tha ke uss khel mein wo aap ko kabhi nahin paegi, ussko pehle se hi pata tha ke ussne aap ko kho diya jiss din manoj ne aap ko ghar se nikala tha, tabhi ussko wo sunehra mauka mikla apni bhadaas nikaalne ke liye… wohi sabse bada mauka tha Ruhi ke liye aap ke uss beizzatti ki aur aap ke pyar ko istemaal karte hue apni khud ki ghuttan aur dabaao se nikalne ki…. Ruhi ne wohi kiya….. agar Ruhi ko aap se sacha pyar hota to ussne aap ko contact kiya hota…ussne aap ko ek phone to kiya hota phone lagne ke baad jabke ussne directory mein aap ka naam dekha tha, ek khat to likha hota aap ko ussne…..

Magar yeh sab nahin kiya kyunke ek to aap ko shakal dikhaane ki himmat nahin thi yeh ussne sahi likha hai, magar yeh nahin likha ke tab aap ke sath aajaati, shaadi kar leti aap se to apne ghar mein sabko wo uss tarah se itne saalon tak dominate nahin kar paati…..itne saalon tak ussne til til, pal pal, apni maa se, manoj se, Mehboob se apna badla liya….. sab aap ki pyar ko istemaal karte hue….. THAT’S IT! Period!”

Abhi hakka bakka reh gaya aur zor se seethe bajaya pheeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww!!! Aur kaha,

“That was a great lecture indeed lecturer Sahiba ppppfffffff!!!”

Navina chhup baith gayi Abhi ke expressions ko dekhte hue ke kahin ussko bura to nahin laga ke ussne Ruhi ke baare mein itna kuch keh diya.

Aur Abhi ne kaha,

“Aur main ne apna bhadaas nikala aaj uss se usski replies aur apne diaries wapas lekar nah? mera bhi bhadaas nikal gaya once jab ussko disries de diya, wo saare khattaapan jo tha itne saalon se sab mit gaye jab ussne sab padh liya, jab main ussko yeh bataane mein kaamyaab hua ke main usske liye kitna kuch jhela tha kitna roya tha etc… mujhe yehi sab pata karaana tha ussko aur aaj sab kar diya to mera bhi bhadaas nikal gaya aisa hi hai nah?!”

Navina: “Mujhko to aisa hi lag raha hai varna aap yeh nah kehte ke ab aap ke dil mein usske liye wo pehle wala feelings baaki nahin rahe!”
Abhi: “main tumhare baton mein se iss baat se bilkool sehmat hoon ke Ruhi ne apni family walon se badla lene ke liye mere pyar aur beizat hone ka faeda uthaya, istemaal kiya uss haalaat ko…. Ussko behtareen mauka mil gaya tha ab uthne ke liye upar jaane ke liye sabke nazron mein upar uthne ke liye wohi mauka tha Ruhi ke liye aur ussne kia khub use kiya uss din ko, 5th January 1986 ko, wah!! Politics kar sakti thi Ruhi to hai nah?!”

Navina: “Full politician hai, honshiyaar hai aap ko askar kehti rehti thi aap bahot tez ho, bahot honshiyaar ho, shayad aap ke hi peintre istemaal kiya ussne bhi hehehehe!”

Abhi: “So? Now what?!”

Navina: “Mujhse kyun puch rahe ho aap? Aur haan aap ko aur iss liye bhi usske liye wo wala pyar nahin feel ho raha kyunke aap ke paas ab usski beti jo hai… same genes, same smell which you loved so much, same body curves which you adored… you have her with you for past 7 years then how will you feel the same for Ruhi now when she is older and you have her younger version with you today? This is another great reason I believe! You lucky man Abhi, my lucky husband….. in fact YOU ARE A VERY LUCKY PERSON REALLY YOU ARE!! THINK ABOUT IT, WHEN YOU LOST RUHI YOU GOT ME, YOU GOT THE GARAGE BACK, YOU GOT GREAT OFFERS FOR YOUR JOB, YOU GOT LAND FROM THE GOVT, YOU GOT OFFERS FROM JAPAN, LATELY YOU GOT SHWETA…. AN YOU ARE LUCKY TO HAVE ME WHO AGREE THAT YOU GET MARRIED TO SHWETA, AND YOU ALSO GOT A DAUGHTER…. ARE YOU NOT A VERY LUCKY PEPRSON ABHI??”

Abhi uth kar Navina ke paas gaya ussko bade zor se baahon mein bharra aur kiss kiya Navina ko, khub pyar kiya ussko aur donon ek dusre ke baahon mein quaid rahe bahot der tak.

To be continued…..
I agree ,Sahi treqe se rohi ki image piyar or us k jazbaat ko describe Kia navina ne

Or kuch had tk ye bhi theek hi kaha k
Shweta us k pass h,ofcorse wo Jawan h us k jism k hr hissa rohi jesa tha ,Jo 25 sal pehle tha
 
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