Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

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Update 77 What Abhi Now Feels After Leaving Ruhi​

Ab jo main likhne jaa raha hoon iss se shaayad bahot readers iss se raazi nahin honge. Wo hai Abhi ke ab ke aane wale feelings ke baare mein hai.

Jab Abhi ne ne Ruhi se last update wale saare baatein karke ghar jaane laga drive karte hue to ab Abhi ko kuch aur feelings hone laga. Abhi ko ab laga ke wo pyar jo ussko 25 saal pehle Ruhi ke saath tha wo baaki nahin raha. Bilkool wo waale feelings nahin rahe. Abhi ko khud tahjub ho raha tha ke kyun ussko ab weisa feel hone laga tha?

Aisa laga Abhi ko ke itne dinon tak usske dil mein sirf unn diaries ko Ruhi ko dena tha padhne ke liye, sirf Ruhi ko maloom karaana tha ke ussne kitna jhela tha Ruhi ke liye….. jab tak Ruhi ne unn diaries ko nahin padha tha tab tak Abhi ke dil par ek bahot bhaadi bojh jaisa tha, ab Ruhi ne sab padh liye aur apni taraf se saare jawaab de diye to Abhi ko laga jaise usska mission COMPLETE ho gaya ussko buss itna hi karna tha.

Haan magar Rishta bilkool nahin todna tha, Ruhi ke liye Abhi ke dil mein ab ek hamdardi jaisa paida hua…. Ek insaan jissne Abhi ke pyar ki khaatir apni life kurbaan kar diye, khud ki ghalati ki vajah se apni life ko aise jhela jaise khud ko sazaa de rahi thi, usske liye Abhi ke dil mein ab izzat paida hua magar wo pyar jo 25 saal pehle tha, wo junoon jo tha usske liye 1986 mein wo bilkool bhi nahin tha… wo wala feel bilkool bhi nahin araha tha Abhi ke seene mein Ruhi ke liye…. Kia wo dhire dhire marr gaya? Kia insaan ke dil se pyar marrta bhi hai kissi ke liye? Ya aisa tha ke Abhi ab itna pyar baant hi nahin paa raha tha? Navina ke liye pyar tha, Shweta ke liye bahot pyar tha, Aruhi ke liye pyar tha magar Ruhi ke liye wo wala pyar bilkool nahin feel ho raha tha Abhi ko. Haan hamdardi feel ho raha tha, insaaniyat ke naate uss se Rishta barkaraar rakhna tha….. Abhi yeh sab sochte hue drive kiye jaa raha tha, aur apne unn diaries ko dekha, wohi puraane lifaafe mein 25 saal se rakha hua tha diaries ko….. ussko feinkne ka mann kiya usse ab…. Phir socha ghar jaa kar donon diaries ko ab jalaa dega, kyunke jiss ke liye likha tha ussne ab padh liya tha aur jawaab bhi de diya tha..

Abhi sochta gaya ke sala pichle 25 saalon tak jiss kashmakash aur ghum mein raha wo Ruhi ko yaad karke, ussko dekhne ki tamanna karke, itne saalon tak apne dil mein Ruhi ko basaaye rakha ek jhatke mein aaj sab normal lagne laga sirf diaries dekar aur wapas lekar…. Kahin yeh diaries hi to nahin roka hua tha Abhi ko itne dinon tak, kahin inn diaries ne hi to usske dil ke andar Ruhi ke liye chaahat aur yaadein nahin bhare hue the ab tak? Aur jab Ruhi ne sab padh liya to Abhi ko chain aur sukoon haasil hua aur iss liye ab Abhi ko lagne laga ke ab ussne apna kaam tamaan kar liya?! Yeh kia tha aise feelings kyun arahe the Abhi ko khud samajh nahin paaya. Naata to nahin todega kabhi bhi Ruhi se aisa socha Abhi ne, ussko bhulega nahin, usske liye jitna ho sake utna kakrega, uss se milta rahega jab tak Ruhi rahegi, yeh sab tey tha magar dil ke andar wo jazbaa, wo pyar, wo chaahatein baaki nahin rahe the Abhi ke dil ke andar. Ab yeh bhi ho sakta tha ke Abhi ko wo wala pyar Shweta se milne laga tha iss liye aisa tha, kia pata?!

Qurbaaniyan diye Ruhi ne, aur sab kuch khoya kiss ne? Ruhi ne hi…. Jo pyar tha Abhi ke dil mein Ruhi ke liye ab wo pyar bhi kho diya tha Ruhi ne. Magar ussko isska pata bilkool chala hi nahin…. Yeh sirf Abhi ke feelings the jo sirf Abhi ke dil ke andar rahe.

Ghar lautne par Abhi ne Navina ko zor se apne bahon mein bharke ussko utha liya aur kaha,

“Aaj main bahot khush feel kar raha hoon. Muuuuah. Thank you for coming in my life, thank you for being part of my life, thank you for being my wife and thank you for doing all that you did for me. You are my angel. God sent you for me especially”

Navina ne Abhi ko kiss back karke pucha,

“kyun ji? Aisa kia ho gaya? Ruhi ne reply de diya aap ko? Itna khush to once in a blue moon hi dikhte ho aap?!”

Abhi ne Navina ko tab niche utaarte hue kaha,

“Diaries wapas le aya hoon sochta hoon ab ussko jala doon usska kaam ho gaya ab. Diaries ne apna mission complete kar diya, jisske liye likha tha ussne padh liya, jawaab de diya kaam khatam. Jala doon?!”

Navina ne kaha,

“No, not at all? Kyun jalaoge? Wohi sab to apni daily diaries mein bhi likha hai nah? to kia apne diaries ko jalaoge? You have to keep them. Lock them somewhere and never look back at them. They are the past. Now move on….. Ab meri ek baat maanna hoga aap ko!”

Abhi: “Kaun si baat?!”

Navina: “Shweta se shaadi karlo. It is important!”

Abhi ne Navina ko seene se lagaya aur kaha,

“I never wanted to marry neither her nor Ruhi. Because I married you. Tumko main secondary nahin karna chahta…. Shaadi to ek se hoti hai aur wo tum ho. Tumhara darja alag hai. You are at the top of all. I do not want you to get hurt sweetheart. Wo jagah sirf tumhara hai.”

Navina ne muskuraate hue bade hi araam se Abhi ko samjhaya.

“Meri jagah koyi le bhi nahin sakta, main jaanti hoon aap meri jagah kissi ko nahin dena chahte, main jaanti hoon aap chaah kar bhi mujhko alag nahin kar paoge aur nah hi bhool paoge, main jaanti hoon aap ki life mein meri kia ehmiyat hai, magar jab main khud keh rahi hoon aap ko Shweta se shaadi karna chahiye to karna chahiye. Aur wo sirf Aruhi ke liye hai. It is important my love. Uss bachi ko kabhi yeh sawaal nahin uthana chahiye future mein, ussko kabhi yeh kehne ka mauka nahin dena chahiye ke usski maa aap ki rakhel hai, do you want her to tell her mother one day that she is your keep?? Aap ne ussko adopt kar to liya, ab Shweta se shaadi karke uss rishte ko legal kar do, paak kar do. Mujhe Khushi hogi, please do this for me and Aruhi, and of course for Shweta too. I know she really loves you, and she needs you too. She will be very happy and will feel secured…. Aap ko mere baare mein koyi fikar nahin karna hai, mujhe pata hai aap mera hi rahoge, magar main hi chahti hoon ke aap Shweta ke liye bhi raho. Donon khush rahenge. Aap har roz to usske paas nahin rahoge nah? haffte mein 3 din usske paas , 4 din mere paas.. magar main chaahti hoon aap ussko separate ghar mein rakho, jab aap iss ghar mein raho to sirf mere raho aur usske ghar mein raho to sirf usski raho…. It is fine with me”

Abhi Navina ke aankhon ke gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“yaar tum insaan ho ya sach mein farishta ho, koyi wife khud apne husband ko kissi aur se shadi karne ko kehti hai kabhi? Tum kiss chiz ki bani ho?!”

Navina ne muskuraate hue kaha,

“Do it for me please!”

Abhi: “And what about Ruhi? She must be aware one day about it!”

Navina: “She will not be a problem I am sure.”

Abhi ne kaha,

“I will have to think a lot about it, will let you know later.”

Itna kehkar Abhi apne diaries rakhne ja raha tha ke mudhkar achanak Navina se pucha,

“Hello, kia tumse Shweta ne kaha mujhe convince karne ke liye ke uss se shaadi karun?!”

Navina ne chhatt taakte hue kaha,

“Oh my God! Kia ab mujhe kissi ke kehne par ap se kuch kehna chahiye? This is my own and personal thinking and suggestion Abhi!”

Abhi: “Sorry, okay okay I will let you know later!”

Navina: “Mujhko Ruhi ke replies padhne ko nahin doge?”

Abhi: “You want to read that? Not important! Usska rona dhona hai aur guilt ki feelings hai aur khud ko sazaa dekar aaj tak khud se aur apni family se badla leti rahi, she is crippled, in a wheelchair, I will take her for a check-up someday and I am sure she will walk again!”

Navina ne heyraan hote hue pucha,

“What? Itna sab kuch hua usske saath aur aap ne mujhe batana zaroori nahin samjha Abhi? Why?”

Abhi wapas Navina ke paas aya aur kaha,

“You know what? I am feeling relieved and I feel the love that I had for her 25 years back is no longer there now. If I compare her to you she has no value at all. You stay with me, we have shared happy and sad moments together, you have supported me all along in everything, you have been with me in ups and downs…. She did NOTHING for me….. that was not love for me from her side…. Had she really loved me she would have done things for me when I needed her, not now, not by burying herself that she proves that she loved me…. She used that opportunity when I was thrown out of her house to revenge against her family and all others because they had tormented her since she had given birth to Shweta…..

I was just a mean for her to avenge her family members….. I got nothing from all that, she was able to stand against her family due to me, I was only a way for her to help her to be brave and strong…. My love helped her to get strong and brave…. Main ek zarya tha usske liye, ussko apne khilaaf ke logon se ladne ke liye jo mera pyar ka naam aur sahara lekar ussne kiya…. Mere liye to kuch nahin kiya tha Ruhi ne!! Mere dil meijn ab usske liye wo pyar baaki raha hi nahin, ab hamdardi hai usske liye, Insaaniyat ke naate usski madad karunga, haan iss liye ke dil ka Rishta tha usske saath to ek Rishta rakhunga marte dam tak, magar wo pyar baaki nahin raha yaar!!!”

Navina ne sab tawajo se suna aur kaha,

“I see…. Do, mujhko usske jawaab do main padhne ke baad aap ko apna opinion deti hoon!”

Abhi: “okay lo, read it, but mujhe pehle yeh batao ke kia main ne jo abhi kaha sahih ai? Kyun ab mujhe lag raha ke 25 saal pehle wala pyar baaki nah raha? Mujhe bus yeh diaries ussko dena tha, de diya ussne sab padh liya main halka ho gaya aur wo 25 saal wala nah to pyar baaki hai nah junoon , nah kuch?! Aisa kyun feel ho raha ab mujhe!”

Navina ne kaha,

“Ho sakta hai ke aap sirf iss din ke intezaar mein the ke Ruhi tak inn diaries ko pahucha sako, aap ke liye Ruhi ko yeh sab pata hona zaroori tha ke aap kinn haalaaton se guzre the usske liye, usske pyar mein, may be aap chahte the ke Ruhi ko pata chale ke aap ka pyar usske liye kitna sacha tha, aur ab jab Ruhi ko sab pata chal gaya to aap ko araam mila, aur ab Ruhi bhi wo Ruhi to nahin nah jo 25 saal pehle thi? Aap 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi se pyar karte the junoon ki had tak, aaj jiss Ruhi se milkar aaye ho aap wo Ruhi 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi to nahin hai…. Jab koyi kissi ke saath har roz lagaataar rehta hai 25 saal tak to usske apne saamne badhte, ek ek pal usske haav bhaav, usske bure aur bhale saari chizon ko dekhta aur jaante hue 25 saal guzaarta hai to ussko koyi difference nahin dikhta uss mein…. Magar aap ne ussko 25 saal baad dekha to aap ko wo 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi nahin dikhi, to obviously aap ke wo sab feelings same nahin honge…. Mera aisa khayal hai, phir bhi main sab kuch padhne ke baad ap ko ziada deep opinion de paaungi….. Let me read her replies Abhi”

Abhi ne Navina ko Ruhi ke replies dekar nahane chala gaya.

To be continued…. (2204 words)

Lol main me ulta socha tha ke Abhi Ruhi se shaadi karega.
Magar yeh baat bhi sahi hai k 25 saal ke baad wo pyar baaki nahin rehta kyunke Abhi ki life mein pyar beshumaar hai.
Navina hai, aur ab Ruhi ko jaisi Shweta hai aur ek cute si beti Aruhi bhi hai. To jaahir hai ke Abhi ke dil mein ab Ruhi ke liye wo pyar jo tha 25 saal pehle ghat gayi hai.
Haan ye bhi Abhi ne sahi kaha Navina se ke ussko shayad sirf diaries dena tha Ruhi ko. Wo de diya, Ruhi ne padh liya Abhi ka maksad pura hua. Aisa hi hu hoga.....
Phir bhi mera sawaal an ye hai ke agar itna gehra aur sacha pyar tha to sawal hai k kia pyar kabhi SACHA tha bhi???

 

[Chinturocky]

I just love this story, the way you proceed this story is just awesome.
Abhi does the right thing to say that all to Navina that how much he loves.

 

[shambhu]

Update 77 What Abhi Now Feels After Leaving Ruhi​

Ab jo main likhne jaa raha hoon iss se shaayad bahot readers iss se raazi nahin honge. Wo hai Abhi ke ab ke aane wale feelings ke baare mein hai.

Jab Abhi ne ne Ruhi se last update wale saare baatein karke ghar jaane laga drive karte hue to ab Abhi ko kuch aur feelings hone laga. Abhi ko ab laga ke wo pyar jo ussko 25 saal pehle Ruhi ke saath tha wo baaki nahin raha. Bilkool wo waale feelings nahin rahe. Abhi ko khud tahjub ho raha tha ke kyun ussko ab weisa feel hone laga tha?

Aisa laga Abhi ko ke itne dinon tak usske dil mein sirf unn diaries ko Ruhi ko dena tha padhne ke liye, sirf Ruhi ko maloom karaana tha ke ussne kitna jhela tha Ruhi ke liye….. jab tak Ruhi ne unn diaries ko nahin padha tha tab tak Abhi ke dil par ek bahot bhaadi bojh jaisa tha, ab Ruhi ne sab padh liye aur apni taraf se saare jawaab de diye to Abhi ko laga jaise usska mission COMPLETE ho gaya ussko buss itna hi karna tha.

Haan magar Rishta bilkool nahin todna tha, Ruhi ke liye Abhi ke dil mein ab ek hamdardi jaisa paida hua…. Ek insaan jissne Abhi ke pyar ki khaatir apni life kurbaan kar diye, khud ki ghalati ki vajah se apni life ko aise jhela jaise khud ko sazaa de rahi thi, usske liye Abhi ke dil mein ab izzat paida hua magar wo pyar jo 25 saal pehle tha, wo junoon jo tha usske liye 1986 mein wo bilkool bhi nahin tha… wo wala feel bilkool bhi nahin araha tha Abhi ke seene mein Ruhi ke liye…. Kia wo dhire dhire marr gaya? Kia insaan ke dil se pyar marrta bhi hai kissi ke liye? Ya aisa tha ke Abhi ab itna pyar baant hi nahin paa raha tha? Navina ke liye pyar tha, Shweta ke liye bahot pyar tha, Aruhi ke liye pyar tha magar Ruhi ke liye wo wala pyar bilkool nahin feel ho raha tha Abhi ko. Haan hamdardi feel ho raha tha, insaaniyat ke naate uss se Rishta barkaraar rakhna tha….. Abhi yeh sab sochte hue drive kiye jaa raha tha, aur apne unn diaries ko dekha, wohi puraane lifaafe mein 25 saal se rakha hua tha diaries ko….. ussko feinkne ka mann kiya usse ab…. Phir socha ghar jaa kar donon diaries ko ab jalaa dega, kyunke jiss ke liye likha tha ussne ab padh liya tha aur jawaab bhi de diya tha..

Abhi sochta gaya ke sala pichle 25 saalon tak jiss kashmakash aur ghum mein raha wo Ruhi ko yaad karke, ussko dekhne ki tamanna karke, itne saalon tak apne dil mein Ruhi ko basaaye rakha ek jhatke mein aaj sab normal lagne laga sirf diaries dekar aur wapas lekar…. Kahin yeh diaries hi to nahin roka hua tha Abhi ko itne dinon tak, kahin inn diaries ne hi to usske dil ke andar Ruhi ke liye chaahat aur yaadein nahin bhare hue the ab tak? Aur jab Ruhi ne sab padh liya to Abhi ko chain aur sukoon haasil hua aur iss liye ab Abhi ko lagne laga ke ab ussne apna kaam tamaan kar liya?! Yeh kia tha aise feelings kyun arahe the Abhi ko khud samajh nahin paaya. Naata to nahin todega kabhi bhi Ruhi se aisa socha Abhi ne, ussko bhulega nahin, usske liye jitna ho sake utna kakrega, uss se milta rahega jab tak Ruhi rahegi, yeh sab tey tha magar dil ke andar wo jazbaa, wo pyar, wo chaahatein baaki nahin rahe the Abhi ke dil ke andar. Ab yeh bhi ho sakta tha ke Abhi ko wo wala pyar Shweta se milne laga tha iss liye aisa tha, kia pata?!

Qurbaaniyan diye Ruhi ne, aur sab kuch khoya kiss ne? Ruhi ne hi…. Jo pyar tha Abhi ke dil mein Ruhi ke liye ab wo pyar bhi kho diya tha Ruhi ne. Magar ussko isska pata bilkool chala hi nahin…. Yeh sirf Abhi ke feelings the jo sirf Abhi ke dil ke andar rahe.

Ghar lautne par Abhi ne Navina ko zor se apne bahon mein bharke ussko utha liya aur kaha,

“Aaj main bahot khush feel kar raha hoon. Muuuuah. Thank you for coming in my life, thank you for being part of my life, thank you for being my wife and thank you for doing all that you did for me. You are my angel. God sent you for me especially”

Navina ne Abhi ko kiss back karke pucha,

“kyun ji? Aisa kia ho gaya? Ruhi ne reply de diya aap ko? Itna khush to once in a blue moon hi dikhte ho aap?!”

Abhi ne Navina ko tab niche utaarte hue kaha,

“Diaries wapas le aya hoon sochta hoon ab ussko jala doon usska kaam ho gaya ab. Diaries ne apna mission complete kar diya, jisske liye likha tha ussne padh liya, jawaab de diya kaam khatam. Jala doon?!”

Navina ne kaha,

“No, not at all? Kyun jalaoge? Wohi sab to apni daily diaries mein bhi likha hai nah? to kia apne diaries ko jalaoge? You have to keep them. Lock them somewhere and never look back at them. They are the past. Now move on….. Ab meri ek baat maanna hoga aap ko!”

Abhi: “Kaun si baat?!”

Navina: “Shweta se shaadi karlo. It is important!”

Abhi ne Navina ko seene se lagaya aur kaha,

“I never wanted to marry neither her nor Ruhi. Because I married you. Tumko main secondary nahin karna chahta…. Shaadi to ek se hoti hai aur wo tum ho. Tumhara darja alag hai. You are at the top of all. I do not want you to get hurt sweetheart. Wo jagah sirf tumhara hai.”

Navina ne muskuraate hue bade hi araam se Abhi ko samjhaya.

“Meri jagah koyi le bhi nahin sakta, main jaanti hoon aap meri jagah kissi ko nahin dena chahte, main jaanti hoon aap chaah kar bhi mujhko alag nahin kar paoge aur nah hi bhool paoge, main jaanti hoon aap ki life mein meri kia ehmiyat hai, magar jab main khud keh rahi hoon aap ko Shweta se shaadi karna chahiye to karna chahiye. Aur wo sirf Aruhi ke liye hai. It is important my love. Uss bachi ko kabhi yeh sawaal nahin uthana chahiye future mein, ussko kabhi yeh kehne ka mauka nahin dena chahiye ke usski maa aap ki rakhel hai, do you want her to tell her mother one day that she is your keep?? Aap ne ussko adopt kar to liya, ab Shweta se shaadi karke uss rishte ko legal kar do, paak kar do. Mujhe Khushi hogi, please do this for me and Aruhi, and of course for Shweta too. I know she really loves you, and she needs you too. She will be very happy and will feel secured…. Aap ko mere baare mein koyi fikar nahin karna hai, mujhe pata hai aap mera hi rahoge, magar main hi chahti hoon ke aap Shweta ke liye bhi raho. Donon khush rahenge. Aap har roz to usske paas nahin rahoge nah? haffte mein 3 din usske paas , 4 din mere paas.. magar main chaahti hoon aap ussko separate ghar mein rakho, jab aap iss ghar mein raho to sirf mere raho aur usske ghar mein raho to sirf usski raho…. It is fine with me”

Abhi Navina ke aankhon ke gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“yaar tum insaan ho ya sach mein farishta ho, koyi wife khud apne husband ko kissi aur se shadi karne ko kehti hai kabhi? Tum kiss chiz ki bani ho?!”

Navina ne muskuraate hue kaha,

“Do it for me please!”

Abhi: “And what about Ruhi? She must be aware one day about it!”

Navina: “She will not be a problem I am sure.”

Abhi ne kaha,

“I will have to think a lot about it, will let you know later.”

Itna kehkar Abhi apne diaries rakhne ja raha tha ke mudhkar achanak Navina se pucha,

“Hello, kia tumse Shweta ne kaha mujhe convince karne ke liye ke uss se shaadi karun?!”

Navina ne chhatt taakte hue kaha,

“Oh my God! Kia ab mujhe kissi ke kehne par ap se kuch kehna chahiye? This is my own and personal thinking and suggestion Abhi!”

Abhi: “Sorry, okay okay I will let you know later!”

Navina: “Mujhko Ruhi ke replies padhne ko nahin doge?”

Abhi: “You want to read that? Not important! Usska rona dhona hai aur guilt ki feelings hai aur khud ko sazaa dekar aaj tak khud se aur apni family se badla leti rahi, she is crippled, in a wheelchair, I will take her for a check-up someday and I am sure she will walk again!”

Navina ne heyraan hote hue pucha,

“What? Itna sab kuch hua usske saath aur aap ne mujhe batana zaroori nahin samjha Abhi? Why?”

Abhi wapas Navina ke paas aya aur kaha,

“You know what? I am feeling relieved and I feel the love that I had for her 25 years back is no longer there now. If I compare her to you she has no value at all. You stay with me, we have shared happy and sad moments together, you have supported me all along in everything, you have been with me in ups and downs…. She did NOTHING for me….. that was not love for me from her side…. Had she really loved me she would have done things for me when I needed her, not now, not by burying herself that she proves that she loved me…. She used that opportunity when I was thrown out of her house to revenge against her family and all others because they had tormented her since she had given birth to Shweta…..

I was just a mean for her to avenge her family members….. I got nothing from all that, she was able to stand against her family due to me, I was only a way for her to help her to be brave and strong…. My love helped her to get strong and brave…. Main ek zarya tha usske liye, ussko apne khilaaf ke logon se ladne ke liye jo mera pyar ka naam aur sahara lekar ussne kiya…. Mere liye to kuch nahin kiya tha Ruhi ne!! Mere dil meijn ab usske liye wo pyar baaki raha hi nahin, ab hamdardi hai usske liye, Insaaniyat ke naate usski madad karunga, haan iss liye ke dil ka Rishta tha usske saath to ek Rishta rakhunga marte dam tak, magar wo pyar baaki nahin raha yaar!!!”

Navina ne sab tawajo se suna aur kaha,

“I see…. Do, mujhko usske jawaab do main padhne ke baad aap ko apna opinion deti hoon!”

Abhi: “okay lo, read it, but mujhe pehle yeh batao ke kia main ne jo abhi kaha sahih ai? Kyun ab mujhe lag raha ke 25 saal pehle wala pyar baaki nah raha? Mujhe bus yeh diaries ussko dena tha, de diya ussne sab padh liya main halka ho gaya aur wo 25 saal wala nah to pyar baaki hai nah junoon , nah kuch?! Aisa kyun feel ho raha ab mujhe!”

Navina ne kaha,

“Ho sakta hai ke aap sirf iss din ke intezaar mein the ke Ruhi tak inn diaries ko pahucha sako, aap ke liye Ruhi ko yeh sab pata hona zaroori tha ke aap kinn haalaaton se guzre the usske liye, usske pyar mein, may be aap chahte the ke Ruhi ko pata chale ke aap ka pyar usske liye kitna sacha tha, aur ab jab Ruhi ko sab pata chal gaya to aap ko araam mila, aur ab Ruhi bhi wo Ruhi to nahin nah jo 25 saal pehle thi? Aap 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi se pyar karte the junoon ki had tak, aaj jiss Ruhi se milkar aaye ho aap wo Ruhi 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi to nahin hai…. Jab koyi kissi ke saath har roz lagaataar rehta hai 25 saal tak to usske apne saamne badhte, ek ek pal usske haav bhaav, usske bure aur bhale saari chizon ko dekhta aur jaante hue 25 saal guzaarta hai to ussko koyi difference nahin dikhta uss mein…. Magar aap ne ussko 25 saal baad dekha to aap ko wo 25 saal pehle wali Ruhi nahin dikhi, to obviously aap ke wo sab feelings same nahin honge…. Mera aisa khayal hai, phir bhi main sab kuch padhne ke baad ap ko ziada deep opinion de paaungi….. Let me read her replies Abhi”

Abhi ne Navina ko Ruhi ke replies dekar nahane chala gaya.

To be continued…. (2204 words)

Meri samajh mein nahin araha ab kia kahun. Abhi k mann mein aise ehsaad aenge socha bhi nah tha. Iss kahani ki shuru se ussne jitni gehraayi dikhaaye apne pyar ke ab lag raha sab behaar the? Jhoot the? Ghalat the kia?
Haan ab samajh sakta hoon k kyun ussko ab waisa feel hone laga.... ye ek badle ki tarah hai. Ab abhi ne apna badla liya Ruhi se. Ussko sab padne ko diya, rulaya, apne tab ki pyar ka ehsaas dilaya....
. ABHI KO KHUSHI HUI, CHAIN AAYA AUR USSKA KAAM TAMAAM HUA. Bhai mujhe to aisa hi laga.

 

[shambhu]

Waiting for next bhai

 

[Jaggu]

Update 42 Abhi Went There A LAST Time​

Abhi jaise ek depression face kar raha tha dusre din subha ko utha to. Naina ne apni mummy se Abhi ko doctor ke paas lejaane ko kaha, magar Abhi ne mana kiya jaane se aur wapas peene gaya.

Kal ki baarish tham gaya tha magar raaste par charon taraf kachde pade hue the, ganda tha pura desh….

Abhi yaad karne laga kiss tarah kal wo ek akela insaan tha raaste par Ruhi ke ilaake mein ek jiv jantu nazar nahin araha tha kahin bhi, ek kutta bhi nahin dikh raha tha Abhi akela bache ki tarah ro raha tha bich sadak par gande kapdon mein, naya saaf suthra kapda ganda ho gaya tha kichadh aur mitti lage hue usske libaas par, to Abhi ne socha shayad usske kismat mein gande kapdon ke saath hi Ruhi ke galiyon mein hamesha nazar ana tha kyunke itne mahinon tak kaam bhi to kiya tha wahan gande kapdon mein issi liye ussko saaf suthre kapde raas nahin aaye the kal wahan par, issi liye ganda hua tha…. bhala kaise aisa ho sakta hai ke ek insaan bhi nahin dikha tha uss dukandar ke ilawa udhar kal? Abhi ko bahot tahjub ho raha tha, wo kiss tarah se chilla kar roya tha ke kissi ne bhi nahin suna tha ussko? Ussko bahot heyraani ho rahi thi uss baat ko soch kar.

Bus mein ghar lautte waqt bhi rota gaya tha bus mein baith kar yeh sochte hue ke Ruhi ek baar bhi nahin aayi thi ussko dekhne, usska bhai Abhi ko itna bura bhala keh raha tha aur Ruhi andar sab sun rahi thi, kia Ruhi par koyi assar nahin hua tha jab Manoj ussko itna kuch suna raha tha? Abhi yeh jaanna chahta tha, samajhna chahta tha ke yeh sab kyun aur kaise hua?

Abhi yaad karne laga kiss tarah Ruhi ne uss se kaha tha ke wo uss se pyar karti hai, kiss tarah jiss din Abhi usske kamre mein gaya tha usski maa ke samne, aur jiss waqt Ruhi ne ussko apni secret batayi thi tab Abhi ne Ruhi se kaha tha wo phir bhi uss se pyar karta hai aur karta rahega aur uss se phir bhi shaadi karega, aur Ruhi se kaha tha ke ussko buss Abhi ko bahot sara pyar dena hoga aur pucha tha Abhi ne ke wo Abhi ko utna pyar de paegi to Ruhi ne kaha tha haan degi…. Aur Abhi ne pucha tha ke matlab ab usske aur Ruhi ke beech ab sab sahi ho gaya aur koyi problem nahin hai to Ruhi ne kaha ke haan ab sab sahi hai baaki jo kuch bhi kaha tha France jaana vaghaira sab jhoot tha….

Abhi ko ab bhi bilkool yakeen nahin ho raha tha ke Ruhi uss se pyar nahin karti, ussko pakka yakeen tha ke Ruhi ki maa ne Ruhi ko andar zabardasti roka hoga… agar Ruhi Abhi se milne bhi chah rahi hogi to usski maa ne Ruhi ko pakar liya hoga…

Magar Abhi phir sochne laga ke wo sirf positive sochta hai kyun nah ab ulta soch kar dekhe ke Ruhi ne usska mazaak banaya, Ruhi usske saath ek khilwaad kar rahi thi itne dinon se! Ruhi ek randi hai bahot sare logon se chudwaati hogi, issi liye Abhi ke pyar ko thukraya kyunke wo Abhi se shaadi nahin kar sakti kyunke ussko seikron mardon ke saath chudwana passand hai….. Magar Abhi ne khud ko kossa eise khayal Ruhi ke liye apne dimaagh mein laane ke liye….. Ruhi se maafi manga apne dil mein ke usske liye bura soch raha hai….. Abhi ko apne nazron par pura bharossa tha, apne khud ki feelings par Abhi ko pakka yakeen tha, Abhi ko yakeen tha ke usska pyar itna gira hua nahin ho sakta ke wo Ruhi ki nazar mein apne liye sacha pyar ko nah pehchaan sake. Abhi ko apne dil par bharossa tha, ke usska dil itni badi ghalaati nahin kar sakta ke Ruhi ka sacha aur jhoota pyar ke beech antar nah dekh sake…. Abhi ko pura dil se yakeen tha ke Ruhi bhi uss se sacha pyar karti thi aur ab bhi karti hai aur shaayad umar bhar karti rahegi, magar Abhi ko yeh bhi pata aur yakeen tha ke Ruhi ki koyi bahut badi majboori hogi jo wo Abhi ko nahin bata paayi thi.

Abhi bahot pee chuka tha….. din ke barah baje the aur wo ladkharaate hue ghar wapas aya….. Naina ussko sambhaal nahin paa rahi thi…. Naina Abhi ko uss haalat mein dekh kar rone lagi aur apni maa ko bulaya Abhi ko andar lejaane ke liye….

Abhi geet gaa raha tha nashe mein sahi “pyar karte hein hum tumhein itna…..” ussko sunkar Naina zor se rone lagi kyunke naina ko pata tha ke Abhi uss geet se juda hua hai Ruhi ke satah, diary mein sab padha hai Naina ne….

Bina khaana khaye Abhi so gaya raat ke 9 baje tak, utha to wapas peene chala gaya aur raat ke barah baje wapas lauta aur ulti kar raha tha… Naina ne hi ussko sambhala aur andar legayi…..

Aisa 5 din tak chala… Abhi ek din bhi kaam par nahin gaya, 3 roz saeed ussko dhundne aya magar Abhi ne jaane se mana kiya yeh kehkar ke usski tabiyat thik nahin hai.. Aur pancho din Abhi ne subha se shaam tak sharaab hi sharaab piye…. Wo sab kuch bhoolna chahta tha, Ruhi ko apne zehen se hamesha ke liye nikaalna chahta tha magar ussko pata nahin tha ke kaise nikaalein….

Aur chhatte din ko Abhi ne nahin pee….. ussne apne diary mein likhna shuru kiya uss din ke vakiye ko… sab kuch jaise guzra tha exactly wohi sab kuch bilkool detail mein likha Abhi ne….. subha se shaam tak Abhi ne likha uss din… Mausam kaisa tha ussko bhi bade detail mein likha aur apne aansoowon ko uss din ki barsaat se jodte hue likha ke aasmaan ro raha tha uss din kyunke Abhi ka dil tut kar Ruhi ke ghar se tudkon mein usske ghar tak bikhre pade the chaaron taraf. Sab likhne ke baad Abhi ne Naina ko padhne ko diya aur Naina ek bachi ki tarah rone lagi sab padhte hue..

Naina ne kaha,

“Bhai yeh sab Ruhi ko padhna chahiye tha!”

Tab Abhi ke mann mein ek khayal aya…. Uss raat ko bhi Abhi ne raat bhar diary mein likha… iss baar aisa likha jaise Ruhi se baat kar raha tha apne diary mein… aur Abhi ne decide kiya ke ab wo diary Ruhi tak pahunchaega… Ruhi ko sab zaroor padhna chahiye, Naina ne ussko bahot acha salah diya….

Agle din Abhi ne taxi liya aur gaya Ruhi ki aangan mein direct. Taxi ko Rahima ke ghar ke paas roka aur taxi ko buss 5 mins wait karne ko kaha….

Ek grey bade se envelope mein Abhi ne do diaries haan diary do ho gaye the jiss din se Ruhi ke baare mein, uss aangan mein kaam karne se likhna shuru kiya tha…. to uss envelope mein Abhi ne donon diaries daale, ek panne ka ek chitti dala aur Ruhi ki perfume jo dena chahta uss din, wo bhi dala aur Rahima ke yahan gaya.

Rahima khush hui Abhi ko dekh kar…. Ab Rahima se baat karte hue Abhi ne ro diya…. Rahima ne kaha,

“Abhi hum sab ko pata hai ke Ruhi bhi aap se pyar karti hai, wo sach mein aap se pyar karti hai bahot pyar karti hai magar usski maa rok rahi hai Ruhi ko, usski maa nahin chahti ke aap uss se shaadi karo, usski maa ek bahot hi buri aurat hai, usski buss chale to Ruhi ghar mein baithe budhi ho jaaye….”

Abhi ne buss Rahima se pucha ke wo yeh parcel Ruhi tak pahuncha sakti hai bina kissi ko bataaye, Abhi ne kaha,

“kissi ko bhi nahin pata chalna chahiye ke main ne aap ko kuch diya ussko dene ke liye varna weh log yeh chhinn lenge uss se…Ruhi ko padhna passand hai to do ghanton mein sab padh legi, buss wo sab padh lein to mujhe sukoon milega….”

Rahima ne promise kiya ke wo Ruhi ki parcel sahi salaamat ussko de degi…. Magar Abhi ne kaha ke usske jaane ke baad, chaahe to shaam ko bulaaye Ruhi ko apne ghar tab ussko parcel dein taake kissi ko pata nah chale ke main aya tha iss liye aap ussko bula rahi ho…. koyi puche ke main kyun aya tha to kehdena mera ek tool reh gaya tha yahan wohi wapas lene aya tha….”

Rahima ne pucha,

“kia kissi ne aap ko mere yahan aate hue dekha?”

Abhi ne kaha,

“mujhe Ruhi ki kitchen mein dekhne ki himmat nahin hui magar koyi tha kitchen mein pata nahin Ruhi thi ya usski maa”

Rhima: “To unn logon ko pata hai ke aap aaye ho yahan, phir to jaise aap wapas jaoge Ruhi ki maa puchne ayegi ke aap kiss liye aye the”

Abhi: “kia aap ko pata hai ke main last week ko jiss din baarish ho rahi thi usske ghar aya tha?!”

Rahima: “haan baad mein bataya gaya mujhe, uske dusre din ko Mehboob ne kaha mujhse, ke aap aaye the aur Manoj ne aap ko wapas jaane ko kaha!”

Abhi: “Aur Ruhi ne kuch nahin kaha aap se? wo to aap ke ghar aksar aati rehti hai nah?”

Rahima: “haan aati to hai magar iss baare mein kuch bhi nahin kaha ussne, bahot udaas thi, lagta hai bahot royi hai pichle kuch din, usske chehre se hanssi ghayab ho gayi hai aur mujhe pata hai ke wo aap se pyar karti hai magar kissi se kehti nahin, usske gharwalon ne aap ko wapas kiya iss liye wo bahot royi hai aur bahot udaas rehti hai aaj kal…”

Yeh sab sun kar Abhi ka mann bhar aya aur usska mann kiya ke Ruhi ke ghar jaakar uss se baat kare….. magar wo yeh nahin kar sakta tha usski khudgarzi ussko rok raha tha uss dwaar par ek baar phir jaane se, jahan se kutte ki tarah dhaka dekar nikala gaya tha Abhi wahan to nahin jaane wala tha, usska vaasta tha sirf Ruhi se uss ghar se nahin, wo Ruhi ko diaries pahunchana chahta tha buss yehi kaafi tha usske liye….

Abhi ne rahima ka shukriya ada kiya aur wapas taxi mein baith gaya… iss baar Abhi ne Ruhi ke kitchen mein ghaur se dekha magar koyi nahin tha…. Ruhi ya koyi ghar ke andar se baahar dekh raha hoga Abhi ko to yeh bilkool nahin pata tha Abhi ko, magar ussko Yakeen tha ke Ruhi aur usski maa zaroor ussko dekh rahe honge…. Ab taxi wapas jaa rahi thi to Abhi left side mein passenger seat par baitha tha nah, to tap one aur Ruhi ki terrase, washing stone sab usske side mein tha, aur ek nazar Abhi ne Ruhi ki khidki ke taraf uthaya dekhne ko to terrace par Ruhi ke pita dikhaayi diye aur ussne apna haath uthaya Abhi se…… Abhi heyraan reh gaya… usske samajh mein nahin aya ke kia karen… Abhi ne haath nahin uthaya buss saamne dekhne laga…. Aur uss din ke baad Abhi uss aangan mein bilkool nahin gaya!!!!! Yeh din tha jab Abhi ne USSKI GALION MEIN JAANA CHORR DIYA.

Great. Abhi ne diaries de diya. Umeed hai k wo diaries safely Ruhi ko mil jaaye.
Good update.

 

[Iron Man]

Waiting for next update

 

[aman rathore]

Waiting casi bhai

 

[Jaggu]

Update 43 Working At Another Place​

Abhi ne ab rona bandh kar diya tha, lagta tha usske saare aansoo ab sukh gaye the.

Wo kuch din baad royal cinema gaya ek movie dekne, aur uss supermarket mein Mahesh ko dekha, Mahesh ne bhi Abhi ko dekha magar ek dusre se kissi ne baat nahin kiye.

Abhi ne ab apne personal diary mein likha,

“My eyes do not cry now but my heart weeps, and when the heart weeps not tears come out but only blood. My heart bleeds and I am bearing it. It is very hard, it aches, it pains, I suffer, but I got to bear. But now I do not cry, let the heart keep crying inside, no one will see that.”

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Agle din Abhi kaam karne gaya aur wo kaam finish kiya aur kal se ussko uss jagah kaam par jana tha jo Ruhi ke ghar se 10 kms ki doori par tha…. Jab Abhi Ruhi ki aangan mein kaam kar raha tha to yeh wala bus owner aya tha Saeed aur Abhi ko kaam karte hue dekhne aur uss ne apne bus ko repair karne ke liye kaha tha…. matlab kal se Abhi ko bus mein Ruhi ke aangan ke saamne se guzarna hoga agle 1 mahine ke liye kyunke wahan ka kaam ek mahine ke liye tha…

Aabhi ko bilkool mann nahin tha uss taraf kaam karne jaane ko aur saeed se kaha bhi magar saeed ne kaha ke uss taraf dehna bhi nahin buss ke dusre side mein baithna…. Kaam to karna hai, tum Ruhi ke aangan mein thoda hi jaa rahe ho!

Aur subha ko jab Abhi wahan se guzra bus mein to kia aalam tha, kia feeling thi, wo bayan karna bahot mushkil hai… Abhi ko turant buss se utarne ka mann kiya…. Ussi bus stop par har subha 6 baje ajata tha nah? To ussko wo nostalgic feel hua… ussko laga ke ussko wahin utarna chahiye tha, aur Ruhi ki aangan mein hi jana chahiye tha…. shukar hai ke sirf 2 mins ke liye bus uss bus stop par ruka koyi utra phir bus aage badhne laga….

Wo jo subha ka fiza hota tha jab har subha ko Abhi aya karta tha subha savere Ruhi ke khidki par uss se baat karne ke liye… wohi atmosphere ab bhi tha kyunke ussi time ko Abhi guzra tha aaj phir bus se…. ussne ek nazar Ruhi ki angan mein dekha bhi jab bus guzra to magar sirf 2 seonds ke liye wo hua, aur sirf aangan aur Ruhi ka ghar nazar aya Abhi ko, aur bagiche mein phool dikhe…. Abhi ne socha ab pura ek mahina weise guzarna hai ussko to ussko umeed tha ke ek din Ruhi zaroor dikhega ussko uss aangan mein ya garden mein ya apni kitchen ki stairs par……

Usski galiyon mein jaan chorr diya Abhi ne magar ab majbooran ek mahine ke liye kaam ke silsile mein jana par gaya Abhi ko…. Phir isske baad bilkool gaya hi nahin uss taraf saalon tak….

Magar iss ek mahine mein kafi kuch dilchasp jaankaari milne wala tha Abhi ko Ruhi se related…. Kyunke jahan ab Abhi kaam karne jaa raha tha wahan bhi George aur Sunil ayenge apne kaam karne ko ussi bus mein!!

Uss jagah kaam karne ke liye har subha aur shaam ko bus Ruhi ki main road se guzarta, aur har din do baar Abhi usske ghar ke taraf dekhta. Halaan ke kuch ab expect nahin karta tha magar ussko yakeen tha ke kissi din to Ruhi ki jhalak zaroor dikhega usse. Shaam ko hamesha Ruhi aur usski maa kitchen ke stairs par hua karte the yeh pichle dhai mahinon mein Abhi ne dekh to liya tha iss liye ussko pata tha ya to kabhi shaam ko ghar lautte waqt ya subha ko Ruhi ko baad mein zaroor dekhega….

Aur hua wohi in 30 dinon mein 5 baar Abhi ne Ruhi ko stairs par dekha, sirf kuch pal ke liye aur 2 din subha ko kaam par jaate waqt baagh mein phool todte hue dekha Abhi ne… usske dil par kia guzra, kaisa feel hua ussko kia bayan karne laayak hai? Nahin. Bilkool bhi nahin. Phir bhi jaan lo ke Abhi ko turant bus se utar kar Ruhi ke paas jaane ko mann kiya uss se sirf ek sawaal karne ka mann kiya ke kyun uss din wo nahin nikli jab Manoj ussko dhitkaar raha tha…..

Pehli baar jab subha ko Abhi ne Ruhi ko dekha to khud se kaha ke ussko bus se utar kar jaana chahiye tha wo sawaal puchne, magar nahin gaya to socha phir kabhi subha ko wo dikhi tab Abhi zaroor utrega bus se aur jaega uss se puchne.

Aur jiss din dusri baar ussne Ruhi ko dekha garden mein to Abhi bus se utra, chal kar usski aangan tak gaya, Ruhi ko dekha, magar turant wapas bus stop par laut gaya….. usse himmat nahin hui uss aangan mein apne kadam rakhne ki…..

Aur ek din subha Abhi kaam par jaate waqt bus ke andar se Manoj ko dekha main road ke kinare khade aangan ke paas, aur Manoj ne bus ke andar dekha aur usski nazar Abhi par pada, bus aage ke bus stop par ruka aur shaayad Manoj ne socha ke Abhi phir wahan araha hai, to wo wait karne laga dekhne ko ke kaun bus se utar raha hai, aur bus ke andar se mudhkar Abhi bhi Manoj ko dekh raha tha, Abhi samajh gaya ke Manoj yehi soch raha hoga ke wo wahin araha hai phir se usski behen se milne ke liye, Manoj ka chehra uss waqt thoda fikarmand lagne laga tha….. magar bus restart hua aur jaane laga aage badhte hue, to Manoj ko pata chala hoga ke Abhi kahin uss taraf kaam kar raha hoga….

Ab Abhi ne dil hi dil mein socha kia pata Manoj ko uss din ke vyohaar ke liye afsos hai aur wo chahta tha ke Abhi phir aye aur wo Abhi se maafi maange aur uskso Ruhi se milaa de…. Kia pata ke Manoj par sab ne milkar chilaaya hoga, kia pata ke Ruhi ne uss se baat karna chorr diya hoga uss din ki vyohaar ki vajah se aur tab Manoj ne Ruhi se kaha hoga ke thik hai Abhi iss baar ayega to uss se maafi mang lunga aur tum mil lena uss se….. Abhi optimist aadmi tha to hamesha bhala hi sochta tha, positive hi sochta tha iss liye usske liye sab sahi ho sakta tha….

Aur unn 30 dinon mein jab Abhi ne us taraf kaam kiya total mein mein 7 baar Ruhi dikhi aur ek baar Farzinah ko bhi dekha Ruhi ki kitchen se nikalte hue magar sab se jiada ek din Ruhi ko tab dekha jab shaam ko jaate waqt ek truck ruka huya tha bus ke aage traffic block the aur bus thik Ruhi ke aangan ke saamne ruka tha koyi 4 mins tak….. Abhi seedha Ruhi ke kitchen ki stairs ko dekh raha tha apne chehre par rumaal rakh kar aur Ruhi ki maa dikhi thi stairs par, phir Mahesh dikha tha aur phir Ruhi dikhi thi stairs par aur wo seedha bus mein hi dekh rahi thi… bus se usski stairs tak ka faasla koyi 12 metres ka hoga…. Ruhi udaas kadhi dekhti rahi Abhi ke taraf, magar pata nahin Ruhi ne Abhi ko bus ke andar pehchaan liya tha ya nahin…. Jiss nigaah se Ruhi dekh rahi thi lagta thar ro padegi, Abhi ne apne chehre ko rumaal se dhankka hua tha, usske khud ke aankhen bhar aaye Ruhi ko dekh kar aur kyunke 4 mins tak mauka mila ek dusre ko dekhne ke liye, to Abhi ke mauke ka faeda uthaate hue ussko dekhta gaya, ab Ruhi ne shayad Abhi baal se, usske peshaani se, usske rang se Abhi ko pehchaan liya tha, issi liye khadi dekhti rahi jab tak bus aage nahin badha… Ruhi stairs par khade hokar apne kaandhe aur sar ko darwaze se tika diya tha bus mein dekhte hue…. Aur jaise usski aadat thi jab bus jaane laga to Ruhi ne aasmaan ko dekha aur… Abhi ko yakeen tha ke usske baad usski aankhen bhar aaye honge kyunke jab bhi wo weisa karti thi usski aankhen bhar aate the….. pata nahin kyun wo weisa karti thi…. Sar upar uthaakar aasmaan ko dekhti aur sar wapas jhukaati to usski aankhen bhare hote…. Pichle dhai mahinon mein Abhi ne Ruhi ko weisa karte 20/25 baar dekha hoga…. Abhi ne jaate hue bus mein socha ke shaayad ab Ruhi iss waqt usse dekh kar unn dinon ko yaad karne lagi thi, aur ho sakta hai Ruhi pray kar rahi hogi ke kaash Abhi bus se utar kar wahan aajaye…hakikat mein Abhi ka mann wohi chahta tha, ussko turant bus se utar kar bhaag kar wahan jaa kar Ruhi ko apne baahon mein jakarne ka maan kar raha tha….

Agar uss din Manoj ne uss tarah se Abhi ko nahin nikala hota, at least ache se araam se baat karke ussko wapas jaane ko kaha hota ya ek dosti banaaye rakhne ko kaha hota to aaj Abhi zaroor Ruhi se as a friend to milne jaata!!

Ye sab sochte hue Abhi uss din Ruhi ki yaad mein ghar pahuncha aur phir se usski yaad mein peene gaya….

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Kaam mein jiss din Sunil se mila Abhi to Abhi uss se baat nahin kar paaya, ro diya Abhi ne usse dekhte hi… aur yehi din tha jab Sunil ne Abhi ko bataya ke uss din Ruhi ki maa ne Sunil se kia kaha tha aur uss din Sunil ussko nahin bata paaya tha kyunke Mehboob wahin tha to Sunil nahin chahta tha ke uss waqt Abhi aur Mehboob mein ladaayi ho. Sunil ko pata tha ke abhi hot tempered hai aur wo bardasht nahin kar paata aur ussi waqt wo Mehboob se lad leta…. Magar ab sab bataate waqt sunil ne kaha,

“Mujhe ussi waqt tumko shayad bata dena chahiye tha, aur sab ussi waqt saamne aajata to shayad aaj Tuhi teri hoti, tu shor machata, ghussa karta Mehbob se ladta magar tab Ruhi aur usski maa ko sab pata chalta to shayad tab Ruhi tumse aur khush hoti ke tum ussko paane ke liye lad baithe the….”

Sunil ne bataya ke uss din Ruhi ki maa ne uss se kaha tha ke Mehboob ne ussko kaha tha ke Abhi Ruhi ke liye thik ladka nahin hai, Abhi kaam nahin karta bekaar hai, Abhi sirf saeed ke kehne par kaam karne aya hai aur yahan sirf Ruhi ki vajah se regularly kaam par araha hai, varna jahan bhi kaam karta hai hafte mein do din kaam karta baaki ke din mauj masti karta hai, upar se gharib hai, bahot gharib hai, Ruhi ko wo khush nahin rakh paega, Ruhi usske ghar mein kabhi khush nahin rahega usski do behnein hein aur 4 bhai, ghar chhota hai kahan rahegi Ruhi ek kamre mein 4 bhaiyon aur do behnon ke beech? Dhang ka kam hi nahin to Ruhi ka kia haal hoga uss ghar mein…..

Aur sunil ne yeh bhi bataya ke Ruhi ke saamne yeh sab kuch kaha tha aur Ruhi se bhi kaha tha ke khabardaar uss se ziada baat kiya ya ussko badhawa diya to…. Abhi se door rehne ko order diya tha Mehboob ne.

Abhi ne sab sunte hue Sunil se pucha,

“bhai itna bata sakte ho ke yeh hua kab tha? kab Mehboob ne yeh sab kaha tha Ruhi aur usski maa se? usski nani ke ghar jaane se pehle ya baad mein?”

Sunil: “yeh to exactly nahin pata bhai, magar yehi sab kaha tha uss din usksi maa ne mujhse jiss din Ruhi tere gale milkar ro rahi thi jab tere ungli mein dawa laga rahi thi”

Abhi: “yaar yeh sab baatein kyun Mehboob ne kaha tha Ruhi aur usski maa se? yeh sab to bilkool JHOOT hai yaar!”

Sunil: “ab sun Abhi aur ek baat hai jo mujhe kehne se daarr lag raha hai, pehle mujhe promise kar ke tu chhup rahega aur kissi ko kuch nahin batayega aur nah kuch kahega… bilkool ek intelligent aadmi ki tarah baat sun aur buss aisa behave karna ke tujhe wo baat bilkool pata hi nahin….”

Abhi ne promise kiya ke chhup rahega aur buss aisa karega ke ussko kuch pata hi nahin, tab sunil ne kaha,

“Abhi yaar, sab tere Saeed ji ka kiya karaya hai…. Ek din Saeed aur usski maa mein baat hui thi. Ruhi ki maa ne saeed se pucha tha ke tu kaisa ladka hai iss liye ke usski beti tujhse pyar karne lagi hai…. Shuru mein Saeed ne kaha tu thik ladka hai magar baat karte hue Saeed ne kaha ke tu kaam nahin karta, bhagta rehta hai kaam se sirf yahan Ruhi ki vajah se har roz kaam par ata hai aur tera ghar chhota hai, tere kitne bhai behen hein aur Ruhi ko utne saare logon ke saath tere ghar mein rehna padega…. Matlab saeed ne Ruhi ki maa ko tere ghar mein beti dene se discourage kiya tha, aur yehi sab batein saeed ne mehboob ko bhi bataya tha… aur donon Mehboob aur saeed ne milkar tera patta kata hai bhai!”

Abhi: “Yaar main har roz wahin rehta tha kab unn logon ne itne saare baatein kar liye the Ruhi ki maa ke saath yaar?!

Sunil: “jab tu lunch time mein Ruhi ke saath hua karta tha ghar ke piche tab teenon udhar aapas mein baat kiya karte the Abhi, wo main ne bhi dekha hua hai!! Unn dinon main samajh raha tha ke sab yehi baat karte the ke tu aur Ruhi chhup chhup kar milte ho etc….”

Abhi rone laga yeh sab sunkar aur aaj Abhi ko sunil ka kaandha mila rone ke liye….

Baad mein sunil ne kaha,

“Mujhe pata chala ke tu gaya tha wahan aur Manoj ne tujhe wapas bheja, sab bataya mujhe usski maa ne yaar bahot afsos hua mujhe…”

Abhi: “usski maa ne tujhse uss din ke baare mein aur kia kaha Sunil mujhko sab sach sach bata please, meri Ruhi kahan thi wo kyun nahin aayi thi yaar?”

Sunil: “bhai detail nahin diya ussne, buss kaha ke tu aya tha aur Manoj ne tujhse buri tarah baat kiye aur tu bina kuch bole chala gaya… kaha ke sab log naraz iss liye the tujhse ke tu usski chachi ke ghar gaya tha baat karne kyunke wo log uss chachi ko bilkool passand nahin karte, uss chachi ne pata nahin kia aag lagaya tha ke Ruhi ki maa, baap aur manoj bhadke hue the, itna pata chala ke uss roz Ruhi bahot ro rahi thi au usski maa ne ussko tujhse milne ko mana kiya tha aur usske pita ne bhi, issi liye pita tujhse milne nahin aya tha kyunke tu usske bhai ke ghar gaya tha….”

Abhi: “kamaal hai yaar khud apni beti ko us chachi ke ghar rehne ko bhejti hai aur ussko passand nahin karti? Ruhi ki maa ne khud mujhe bataya tha ke Ruhi usske ghar rehne gayi hai jaise mujhe Ruhi se milne ka ishara kar rahi thi last day ko…. Khud manoj bekaar hai apne ussi chacha ke supermarket mein kaam karta hai aur ussko passand nahin karte weh log?!”

Sunil: “Abhi yaar hota hai nah family mein, log ek dusre ke tarraki se jalte hein to wo sheher wala chacha aur chachi well off hein to inn logon ka jalta hoga khaas kar Ruhi ki maa ki….”

Abhi: “bhai kia aage kuch ho sakta hai? Tu mere liye kuch kar sakta hai?”

Sunil: “Abhi meri baat maan to tu bilkool bhool ja Ruhi ko, nikaal feink apne dil se ussko, tujhe bahot saari ladkiyan mil jaenge yaar!”

Abhi: “bhool to nahin paunga bhai, pyar bhi karta rahunga umar bhar…. Milna likha hai kismat mein to milegi…. Varna aise hi kaat lenge zindagi ko yaar kaun si badi baat hai….”

Sunil: “haan 4th ko main bhi gaya tha picnic sab ke saath Ruhi bhi thi aur Ruhi se pucha tha main ne kia tujhse sach mein pyar karti hai, haan kaha tha ussne sharmaate hue aur kaha tha ke tumne uss se likha tha ke tu,3,4, ya 5 ko usske ghar ane wala hai, aur ussko fikar thi ke kahin to 4 ko nah jaaye wahan kyunke sab sea side par the… aur Ruhi ne tere baare mein kaafi baaten kiye the George ke saath, mujhe aur George ko pata tha ke tum aur saeed yahan iss bus mein kaam karne ane wale ho to main ne George se kaha ke tu jab yahan uss se milega tab wo tujhe bataaye ke Ruhi ne kia kaha ussko tere baare mein, to kal ya parson George iss bus ki engine ko check karne aaega to wo tujhe bataayega…..”

Abhi: “George se kia baat kiya Ruhi ne mere baare mein? Aur kyun?”

Sunil: “are wo sab dekhti thi nah ke tum kiss kiss ke dost ho? to Ruhi ko zaroor pata tha ke tum George ka acha dost ho issi liye ussne usske saath tere baare mein baat kiya shayad koyi message bhi diya hai George ko tujhe dene ke liye!!”

Abhi ko Khushi bhi hui gham bhi yeh jaan kar ke Ruhi ne koyi message bheja hai George ke saath, magar it’s too late kaha Abhi ne….. agar message 5 tariq se pehle milta to koyi baat hoti ab to bahot der ho chuka hai….

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George mila do din baad to Abhi ne uss se baat kiye.

George ne kaha,

“Ruhi ko pata nahin kaise pata tha ke tum aur hum dost hein, main khud keyraan hua jab picnic wale din ko wo mere paas aayi aur pucha ke kia mujhe pata hai ke Abhi kahan rehta hai….”

Abhi heyraan hua aur George se pucha,

“magar kyun mera pata pucha tumse George?”

George: “are pata nahin pucha, ussne mujhse kaha ke tum ne ussko kaha tha ke 5th tariq ko tu wahan ane wala tha to ussne mujhse kaha ke tum ko bol dun ke 5th ko nahin ane ko wo baad mein bataegi ke kiss din ko ana!”

Abhi: “What? 5th ko nahin ane ko kaha? Are yaar to tu ne mujhe contact kyun nahin kiya kissi tarah se bhi yaar? Mujhko bata dete nah yaar kissi tarah se bhi George?!”

George: “bhai 4th tariq ko der saam ko hum ghar laute picnic se… mujhe iss liye chalne ko kaha tha ke kahin bus ki engine mein koyi problem ho to main bana sakun….. ab raat ko kaise main idhar se tere paas ata? Main ne socha ke 5th ko subha ek dost ki car lekar tere ghar aakar tujhe bataunga, magar itna baarish hone lagi thi ke nikalna namumkin tha yaar!”

Abhi: “yaar George pata nahin kyun aane se mana kiya tha 5th ko?! Kuch to baat hui hogi nah….. to kia tumne uss se kaha tha ke tu mujhe bata dega?”

George: “nahin main ne uss se kaha ke main bahot door rehta hoon, ussne mujhse pehle pucha ke kia main tera ghar jaanta hoon kidhar hai, to main ne kaha ke haan jiss raat ko last din bus complete hue the to hum tujhe chorrne gaye the to tera ghar dekha tha. tab ussne kaha ke kia main ussko madad kar sakta hoon kyunke main tera dost hoon to madad karna padega to main ne kaha ke haan madad karunga….. main ne socha tha ke koyi letter vaghaira degi tujhe dene ke liye, magar jab ussne kaha ke tujhse milkar tujhe batana hoga ke agle din tujhe nahin ane ko wahan to main ne usse bataya ke naamumkin hai, kyun ke kal 5th hai aur aaj 4th to ek din mein kahan se jaa paunga tujhe bataane ko…. To wo samajh gayi ke nahin ho paega…. Phir bhi main ne socha tha ke agle din subha ko main ata tujhe bataane…. Magar baarish ki vajah se nahin aaya.”

Aaur kuch pucha ya kaha tha mere baare mein ussne tujhse George?

George: “hmmm pucha tha ke tera ghar kaisa hai hehehehe!”

Abhi ne muskuraate hue pucha,

“aur tum ne kia kaha?”

George: “main ne kaha raat ke 1 baja tha to thik se nahin dekha”

Abhi: “phir kia boli?”

George: “pucha ke concrete ka ghar hai ya tin aur ladki ka!”

Abhi: “Aur tum ne bola??”

George: “haan main ne bata diya ke concrete ka bada ghar hai aur main road par hai.”

Abhi: “tab kia boli?”

George: “khush dikhi aur muskura diye, tab ussko usski maa ne bula liya.”

Abhi heyraan aur pareshan hua ke aakhir kia baat hui hogi.

Phir kuch der baad George ne kaha,

“Abhi wo ladki tujhe bahot pyar karti hai, ussko dhoka mat dena, tu usske saath bahot khush rahega.”

Abhi: “tujhe nahin pata kia hua hai George?”

Tab sunil ne George ko sab bataya jo 5th tariq ko Abhi ke saat hua…..

George heyraan hua aur yaad karte hue kaha,

“Magar Ruhi ne to mujhse kaha tha ke usska chacha aur chachi against hai magar usske gharwale raazi hai.. aur haan sun Abhi, ek baar wo Reza Ruhi ko kuch bol raha tha to Ruhi ne ussko ghusse mein gali diya tha aur shut up kaha tha uss din.”

Abhi: “chorro yaar ab yeh sab baatein mere kiss kaam ka sab khatam ho gaye hein….”

George ne aur yaad karte hue kaha,

“haan ek baar jab hum wapas arahe the to bus mein Ruhi ne mujhse kaha ke ‘abhi bahot acha ladka hai, nek hai, honshiyaar aur bahot tez hai hai nah?’ to main ne uss se kaha haan sach mein tez hai, intelligent hai, tumhare liye bahot sahi hai, tum donon ki jodi bahot achi rahegi”

Abhi: “tab kia boli?!”

George: “hanssi bahot khush thi aur thank you kaha.”

Abhi: “George to kishton mein kyun bata raha hai sab bata nah aur kia kia kaha tha Ruhi ne tujhe?!”

George: “Buss yehi kuch aur yaad aega to bolunga nah!”

Abhi ko bahot Khushi hui, ussko yakeen tha ke usska pyar kabhi ghalat nahin ho sakta, Abhi ko pura yakeen tha pehle se hi ke Ruhi uss se bahot pyar karti hai….. magar ab kia faeda…..

To be continued….

Bahut badhya likha hai bhai.
Ruhi ne aakhir kyun 5th ko nahin aane ko kaha tha? Kia ussko pata tha pehle se ke wo sab hone wala tha Abhi ke saath?