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Romance Usski Gali Mein Jaana Chorr Diya (Exclusively For XForum) COMPLETED

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REVIEWS ABOUT UPDATE 73 AND 74......


BAAT KARTE HAI DETAILS KI TO........

Mahboob Ruhi ka use kar raha tha.....Abhi se jyada kaam niklawaane mai....ye baat thodi azib hai lekin phir bhi maan lete hai.....

Azib isliye hai ki agar mahboob Ruhi ko Abhi ko lubhaate ke liye na bhi bolta tab bhi....Abhi wanha kaam karta....OR jis speed se wo kaam kar raha tha usme kanhi bhi aisa nahi tha ki wo Ruhi ki wajah se tha....balki agar Ruhi ki wajah se kai bar wo bich bich me kaam chhod deta tha....

Dusri baat Ruhi agar use naa bhi khud ishaare karti tab bhi wo wanha kaam karta or usi lagan or mahnay se karta kyoki agar dono ka scene na bhi baitha hota tab bhi kam se kam Abhi ko ye to hota hee ki use kaam ki jarurat hai or wo jyada na sahi tab bhi kama se kam Ruhi ko dekh to sakta hee hai....wanha par rah kar.....
To mahboob ka ye logic ki Ruhi ke ishaare karne ya lubhaane se Abhi jyada kaam karega ya jaldi kaam karega ye thoda odd hai.....

Mahboob ke kahne par hee Ruhi kitchen me khadi rahti thi....taaki Abhi jaate time use dekh sake.....OR iss baat ke liue Ruhi ko Abhi ne request kiya tha....OK
Lekin jab Ruhi ye sab apni marzi se nahi kar rahi thi...tab use Abhi ne kya request ki hai ye mahboob ko bataane ki kya jarurat thi....jab ki wo na bataati tab bhi kaam chal jata....rijha na sahi kabhi kabhi wo khud bhi Abhi ki I chaha puri kar sakti thi.....OR waise bhi ye silsile jyada nahi chala tha.....

Ye chij mai jaanta tha ki Mahboob bhi Abhi ke wanha first time rukne ke baare mai jaanta hai....Ruhi dhoka dete dete khud hee apne haalat fast gayi....use bhi Abhi pasand aane laga....
Ye thik waisa hee hai jaise Abhi or Navina ki situation thi....Abhi Navina se pyar nahin karta tha lekin bas wo khush rahe isliye use accept kar liya or dhire dhire use uski aadat ho gayi....
Waise hee Ruhi bhi Abhi se pyar nahi karti thi...lekin Ruhi ko bhi dhire dhire Abhi ki achchaiya or pyar ki aadat ho gayi or ye hee aadat pyar mai badal gayi....

Ruhi ne starting mai naatak kiya tha....bhale hee mahboob or apni maa ke kahne se....lekin Wo bhi jaanti hai ki usne Abhi ke saath galat kiya hai....


Ruhi ka baap kaafi data sahma rahne wala shaant rahne wala.....ak suljha hua insaan hai....jise ki logo ki haalat me ha milana or kisi se jyada baat na karna or kisi se argue karna pasand nahi hai.....OK
OR uski isi kamzor I ka faasla uthaya uski maa ne....use dominate kiya....OR ghar ko apne control mai le liya....put it tarah se....


Wo shaant hai.....suljha hua hai.....kisi se argue nahi karta hai....bada hee Sharmila hai....uske pass decision taking power bhi nahi hai...cool bhi hai.....phir bhi uske andar BAAP BAN NE KI TAKAT HAI.....
YA KYA WO KHUD BAAP BAN NE YA KAHLAANE KE LAAYAK HAI.....

Uski itni saari khubiya dikhaati hai ki Ruhi ki maa or mahboob ke bich kuch hai...kuch alag or gahra....

Waise ab mere man mai ak sawaal bhi utha hai....lekin use Abhi nahi....use mai review ke last mai puchunga aapse.....


Foreign- Bhai foreign jana or ghumna kise achcha nahi lagta....OR young age mai to aadmi reality se jyada khwaabo mai Rahta hai....
To Ruhi ko jab Amit ke baare mai bataya gaya... nani or Ruhi ki maa ke dwara to usne bhi khwaab bun ne lagi.....
Kyoki use apni real life mai to kabhi wo Nahi mila jo ki ak teen age ya adult ko mila hota hai....aazadi
OR wo uss foreign ke sapne mai apni aazadi ko dekh rahi thi....taaki wo Mahsoos kar sake....khud ko....apne andar chhupe ak insaan ko apni ak ak khwaahisho ko....

Use laga ki shaayad isi tarah ho khidki ko aazadi kar sakti hai apni maa pr apni past se....

Jise jo nahi mila hota hai...wo usi ke piche bhagta hai....OR ye bilkul bhi galat nahi hai....isme Ruhi bilkul sahi hai....Mere hisaab se....



Shweta- iss baat mai bhi Ruhi galat nahi hai....kisi bhi angle se.....
Itni kam age mai....Ruhi ne ho kuch bhi saha....LOGO ki nafrat....gussa....gaali ya maar....bandishe sab bas ak kaaran se....pr wo hai Shweta.....
Wo baat alag hai ki ak maa ke nazariye se uski baat kuch had tak galat hai.....lekin uss samay uski age kaafi kam thi....OR phir logo ke taaron gaali you or dutkar ko sunte sunte use apni hee beti apni dushman maan ne lagi....OR isme kisi bhi tarah se uski galati nahi that rahi jaa sakti....

Shweta ko dekh kar Ruhi ko gussa Aana ya use se kata kata Rahna ye sab Ruhi ki frustration or apno ke prati gusse ke kaaran tha.....uske apne hee ghar waalo ne use suna suna kar use apna or apne bachche ka dushman bana diya....
Ye thik waisa hee hai jaisa ki maine pahle bhi kai bar kaha hai....ki...agar ak chij ke liye bar bar hame kuch kaha jaaye to hamaare dimaag mai ak na ak bar to ye aa hee jata hai ki ye waise hee hai jaisa ki ise log kah rahe hai....OR ak bar jab dimag me ye baat aa jati hai tab bar bar usi par dhyaan jata hai or hame man ni hee padti hai.....


Ha kuch bachche hote hai jinhe ki kaafi kuch as it is yaad Rahta hai....mai bhi aise bahut se bachchon ko jaanta hu....kuch to mere family aisa hee hai.....

OR ak alag situation bhi hoti hai....jaise ak Bachcha jo bachpan se hee apne brain ya yun kahun lo ki apni sochne ki power ka jyada use karta ho....phir chahe wo kisi bhi wajah se....use jyada chije or events yaad Rahte hai....baki bachchon ki tulna mai....
Isme ham unn bachchon ko le sakte hai jaise ki.....Jo akele rahe ho.....ya orphan....ya phir jin par ki koi assault ya harassment hua ho...ya phir physical violence.....
Aise bachche har chij ko badi asaani or jaldi se samajh jaate hai....jaise koi adult samajhta hai....OR kabhi kabhi to situation ke hisaab se sahi or galat ki pahchan bhi kar lete hai....

Shweta akeli rahi thi...na maa baap ka pyar nahin mila....koi saath khlne wala nahi tha....etc...etc....

Chachi ke ghar Abhi ko rote dekh kar....Shweta ke aansu aana or baad me uska Ruhi par chillana uski samajh or bachpan me hee aane waali maturity ki nishaani the....

Bade hone or apni asli maa ke liye pata chalne par Shweta ne Ruhi se jhagda kiya....OR use kaafi bhala bura kaha bhi...OR ye bhi ki aaj uski jo haalat he wo abhi ko dhoka dene ke kaaran hai....
Ise ham aise dekh sakte hai ki....Shweta ko kisi ja pyar na milna....plus uska Abhi ke liye affection or apni maa ke apne saamne hote hue bhi door Rahna or Ruhi ka jaan bujh kar uss se dur Rahna....ye sab chije hai jinke kaaran ki Shweta ko Ruhi par gussa tha.....

Kuch log ise aise dekhenge ki agar Shweta bachpan se itni intelligent thi.....samajhdar thi....to badi hokar itni na samajh kaise ho gayi or apni maa ki situation ko kaise nahi samajh paayi......

To iska bhi mere pass ak jawaab hai....ki kabhi kabhi gussa had se jyada hone par samajh par bhaaripan padta hai....OR phir Shweta ka gussa to kai saalon ka tha.....

Dusri chij agar ak maa chahe to kya nahi kar sakti....jaisi Ruhi ki maa ko hee dekh lo....usne apna sikka chalaane ya ghar ko apne control me karne ke liye kya kuch nahi kiya.....yanha tak ki apne bachchon ki bhi life spoil ki.....dhyaan rahe yanha mai Ruhi ki maa ko sahi nahi bol raha....
Lekin usne kiya.....
To usi chij ko agar ham Shweta ke nazariye se dekhe to agar Ruhi chahti to lad sakti thi....apni beti ko apne pass rakh sakti thi...legally kuch kar sakti thi.....
Lekin usne aisa nahi kiya....OR YAHI Shweta ke gusse ki wajah hai.....ki Ruhi ne ak maa ka Farzina nahi nibhayaan.....

DEKHA JAAYE TO DONO HEE(RUHI OR SHWETA)APNI APNI JAGAH SAHI HAI.....
NA TO KISI KO GALAT KAHA JAA SAKTA HAI NA HEE SAHI.....



Bachche or sneh waali baat to maine pahle bata hee di thi....to bas Shweta ke liye Abhi same wo hee hai.....OR jaise jaise age badhti gayi waise waise Shweta ka pyar Abhi ke liye badhta gaya....
OR phir Ruhi ke dwara Abhi ko diye gaye dard ke kaaran use Abhi se hamdardi bhi ho gayi jo ki dhire dhire badhti gayi....

Wo hamdardi or pyar milkar Shweta ka abhi ke liye bond....Jo ki kaafi strong hai....


Abhi ka love real tha or use khud par or apne love par bharosa bhi tha....OR usi bharose ke kaaran Ruhi ne wo shart jiti
Uska bhi vishwas tha Abhi par....OR apne liye uske pyar par....

Mahboob ke or Rahima ke khane se hee odd behave kiya tha Ruhi ne....



Mama nana ke ghar par Ruhi ko force kiya gaya....puri tarah se Amit ke baare mai sochne ke liye.....jise ki Ruhi ne brainwash kaha hai.....
Waise kya kisi ko pta hai ki brainwashing kaise hoti hai....??....


Ha to ham nana mama ki baat kar rahe the....to uss samay Abhi ki condition Amit ki position ke saamne kuch bhi nahi thi.....
kyoki Amit videos me rahne wala....kai dekho me ghumne wala....tha jaisa ki Ruhi ne bataya....OR agar aisa tha to paise wala nahi.....kaafi jyada paise wala bhi hoga hee....

OR uss samay par Ruhi ke ghar waale or nana mama sabhi Amit ko better option ke roop mai dekh rahe the.....ya ye kahna jyada thik hoga ki Amit ko hee one and only soch rahe the.....
Unke liye Amit ke saamne Abhi to jaise ak chhoti chinti ki tarah tha.....unn logon ke liye.....

Matlab Ruhi ki maa ko bhi ahsaas thaa Abhi ke pyar ki GAHRAAI ka....lekin jab 2 galat saath ho....OR usme se ak kuch sahi sochta hai to use dusra galat wapas wahi chije sochne ke liye majboor kar deta hai.....
Mahboob or ruhi ki maa ke saath ye sab tha.....





Now for update 74.........

Ruhi ke baap ko nani ke ghar se hee order mila ha ki wo abhi ka proposal reject karega.....OR wo itna jyada order maan ne wala hai ki usne same kiya.....good....

Ha mujhe Abhi tak wo chij yaad hai....Ruhi ne Farzina ko bheja tha....OR maine ye bhi kaha tha ki ye usne jaan bujh kar kiya hai.....OR aaj Ruhi ye khud accept kar rahi hai.....
I can understand ki kitna force kiya hoga Ruhi ko uske ghar waalo ne jis se ki Ruhi ne aisa odd react kiya tha.....Abhi ke saamne....
Kabhi kabhi hame apni khushi or pure pariwar mai se ak chun na padta hai or agar aapke past mai kuch galat hai to ye baat confirm ho jaati hai ki aapko apni khushi chhod ni hee padegi.....
OR uske baawjood haste hue sab ke saath khush hone ka drama karna padega.....

Bhale hee kitna bhi dukh ho.....ya kitna bhi dard khushi ka dikhawa karna hota hai.....



Jis kiss wale moment ki baat Ruhi ne ki he.....that was an extreme moment......for me and for all readers also.....

Har koi uss samay Ruhi ke real love ko Mahsoos kar raha tha.....OR maine bataya bhi tha ki pyar to bahut hai....bas kuch mazburi ya hai.....


Ha ye Ruhi ki mistake.....na na mistake nahi bahut badi galati thi ki usne apni maa ko bata diya tha abhi ke aane ka......Nissan ki faasla Ruhi ki maa ne uthaya....OR use rok liya....samjha bujha kar nahi to force fully....hee...
Dusri chij wo achchi tarah jaanti thi ki abhi agar Ruhi ko le jaane ke liye force use karta hai to wo ya uske ghar ka koi bhi member Abhi ko nahi rok paayega.....
OR upar se dono adults bhi hai....agar abhi Ruhi ko force se le gaya to wo kuch nahi kar paayegi.....

Isliye usne 2 option Chuna.....Ruhi ko Abhi ke aamne aane hee nahi diya.....Jo wo pichle ya Abhi ko dekh kar roye or abhi use kaise bhi le jaane ke liye prerit ho......

Chalo ye himmat to aayi Ruhi me ki Manoj ko mara.....lekin kaafi der se....

Ruhi ki maa or mahboob ki saza Ruhi baad mai bataayegi.....


Amit ke saath thik nahi hua.....OR iska reason jo bhi kiya tha wo Ruhi or uski family ne kiya tha.....Amit ne nahi usne to bas Rishta bheja ha.....Ha ya na karna tha....bas

Wo to Ruhi ke family waale uske piche pade the....OR phir Abhi ke saath jo hua....

Dekha jaaye to Ruhi jitna bhi sunaya ya karna tha wo apne ghar waalo ko kar sakti thi.....ya phir Amit ke samne apne ghar waalo ko suna na chahiye tha.....



And at last Ruhi ne Abhi se apne puri life ke baare mai jo bhi baate thi....sab kah di....

Jo last mai usne baat kahi hai usme kaafi dard hai......AGAR GUSSE MAI KOI BADDUA DI HO TO WAPAS LE LENA.....
Ye uske dukho ko samne ki ati ho jaane ka ishara hai.....

Usne apni saari life sahne mai hee bitaai hai......
Kabhi Gaurav ke kaaran....to kabhi mahboob.....kabhi khud ki maa to kabhi koi or......
Ab usme himmat nahi hai.....na jism me na Ruh mai......

OR Ruhi ki iss baat ko bhi mai achche se samajh sakta hu.....

AND LAST......

SIGNED BY
THE RUHI NUNHUCK.....


THANKS........



MAINE AK SAWAAL CHHOD A THA BICH MAI.......WO AB PUCHTA HU.......

WO KON HAI JISKE KAARAN.....RUHI....SHWETA....ABHI.....YA BAAKI SAB KI LIFE ULAJH GAYI.....OR KISKE KAARAN RUHI KO ITNI TAKLEEF OR GUM DARD JHELNA PADE......??
KAUN???
Answer jaroor dena.....
OR agar koi mera reader saath I bhi jawaab dena chahe to de sakta hai.....


Ha ak or chij mai batata hu aapko.....

MAI RUHI MAI......APNI LIFE KO DEKH SAKTA HU....OR ISI LIYE USKO ACHCHE SE SAMAJHTA BHI HU......
 

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Update 73 Replies Of Ruhi 2

Mehboob aur mummy ne mujhko bahot sunaya uss raat ko…. Din mein aap se mili aur jitna khush thi utna hi royi uss raat ko mummy ke aane ke baad. Mehboob aur mummy ne milkar mujhko samjhaya ke mujhko ab aap se door rehna chahiye aur Amit ke saath shaadi karke chale jaana chahiye….

Ab aaguey….

Ruhi ne llikhna Jaari rakha….

“Abhi magar ek baat thi jo aap ko unn dinon bilkool samajh mein nahin aya tha, wo yeh ke Mehboob mujhko istemaal kar raha tha aap se apne bus ke kaam niklawaane ke liye.

Yaad hai jiss din aap aur Saeed mein ladaayi hui thi, to Mehboob ne hi mujhe aap ko ek taraf lejaane ko kaha tha aap ko shant karne ke liye? That day was our first kiss day. Main aap ko ghar ke piche wale kone mein legayi thi….. Ussi din ko jab aap ghar wapas chale gaye the to Mehbob aya tha hamare yahan aur maa ke samne uss ne mujhe aap se meethi meethi baat karne ko, aap ko apne pyar mein uljhaane ko kaha tha, maa se bhi ussne kaha mujhko aap ke karib jaane dene ke liye, maa bhi mili hui thi Mehboob ke saath aap ko baandhne rakhne ke liye meri muhabat mein, donon ko pata chal chuka tha ke aap ko mujh se pyar ho gaya hai, Saeed ne shayad mehbob se keh diya tha ke aap aksar absent rehte ho, Mondays ho kaam par nahin aate ho to Mehboob ne kaha tha ke usska kaam delay hoga agar aap absent rahe to, kyunke aap sabse fast kaam karte the, Saeed se bhi ziada kaam karte the aap, to Mehboob ko aap ki zaroorat thi to ussne mujhse help maanga tha ke main aap ko lubhaoon, ke aap se baat karun ke main aap ko rijhaun taake aap har roz kaam par aaye!......... Magar Abhi main weisa kuch karna nahin chaahti thi, buss aap se batein karti thi, aap ke karib aati thi aur jiss din pehli bar aap ne mujhse kaha tha ke aap ke jaane ke waqt main kitchen ke chaukath par rahun uss din ko main ne Mehboob se keh diya tha ke aap ne weisa kaha hai, to wo khush hua tha aur uss ne bhi mujhko wohi karne ko kaha, ussne kaha dekho wo jaate hue tumko mudh kar dekhega, aashik hai to khush kardo, yahan khade rehne se tumhara kia jaata hai….

Abhi aap ko lubhaate lubhaate main khud aap se pyar kar baithi thi, aap mein kuch tha jo yahan kissi mein nahin tha, main Mehboob ke liye aap ko nahin rokti thi, main aap ko apne khud ke liye rokne lagi thi, jiss raat ko aap ko rehne ke liye kaha tha wo meri apni marzi thi, wo main chahti thi halaan ke Mehboob ko pata tha ke aap hamare ghar ruke hue ho aur aap samajh rahe the ke ussko nahin pata tha, ussko aur Rahima donon ko pata tha ke aap uss raat ko hamare yahan ruke ho….

Aap ko yeh bhi nahin pata ke Manoj ghussa hua tha aap ke rukne se jab aap nahane chale gaye the… aur ussi waqt Mehboob ne Manoj ko samjhaya tha ke Aap ko kuch nah kahein yeh uss ke kehne se meri maa ne aap ko rukne ko kaha…. Assal mein main ne aap ko roka tha uss raat ko. Dusre din Mehboob aur manoj mein behez hui thi iss baat ko lekar, manoj Mehboob se oonchi awaaz mein baat kiya tha aur ussko kaha tha ke agar aap ko ghar par rokna hai to wo aap ko apne ghar men rokein hamare yahan nahin.

Abhi aap ne yeh likha hai apne diary mein


{“I am waiting for that day when Ruhi will be here on this bed together with me and I will make her read all this. She will then read and know what I was going through the days I worked in her yard. Those were the most beautiful days of my life which I will never forget. I met love, I met the one I was waiting for, I met my soul mate in that yard. And I am grateful to God and my job. If I was not doing this job I would never have gone there, would have never known her, would have never met her….”}

To answer this Abhi I have to say that I have been the most unfortunate person to have lost you and your true love. You loved me so dearly with all your heart, you longed for me, you wanted me, but my love was fake in the beginning, I was playing with you for the sake of Mehboob, I was retaining you, but when I started liking you and wanted to be with you it seemed to be late, still I did try but they were stronger than me; my mother and Mehboob, they were the ones pulling the string, I was a mere puppet! …. You met love, you met your soul mate you have written but I did not deserve your true love Abhi, because YOUR love was sincere and TRUE whereas mine was fake… that is why the God whom you thanked, did not allow that to happen because the God knew I was fake and did not deserve your love!

Mere papa:

Aap ne pucha tha uss din jab papa ka phone aya tha ke wo kaisa inssaan hai. Main ne aap ko bataya tha ke wo makhan hai…. Sach mein wo weisa hi hai… uss ghar mein papa patni hai aur maa pati hai…..

Mere papa ek aisa insaan hai jo bachpan se jhuka raha hai… bahut khamosh, usski awaaz tak thik se sunaayi nahin dete…. Meri dadi ne bataya tha mujhe ke papa to itna Sharmila tha ke shaadi bhi nahin karna chahta tha…. he was too shy a peron.

Baad mein dada dadi ne usski shaadi karwa diye to maa mil gayi ussko aur jald hi maa ko pata chal gaya ke wo kaisa insaan hai so she started dominating papa and she had always been the head of the family not papa… papa was always too cool, silent, never raised his voice and mummy took advantage of his silence to dominate him….. papa was a person who could never take a decision, so his wife always decided and she ruled over him all her life. He is a very nice person indeed, but too cool and silent for a woman like my mother. My mother should never have been his wife.

Abhi jab maa nani ke yahan se wo news lekar aayi ke Amit 4 mahine baad ane wala hai mujh se shaadi karke mujhe apne saath lejaane ke liye, to sach kahun to mujhe wo chaka chaund, foreign desh, France, Paris, plane se safar karna, amir desh mein rehna yeh sab of course bahot assar kiya tha mujh par… aap ke aane se pehle main ussi sapne mein jine lagi thi ke mujhe France jana hai, koyi Amit hai jo mujhe shaadi karke le jaega apne saath. Mujhe laga tha kudrat ne mere liye wohi decide kiya hai, issi liye mujhse wo ghalati hui thi teenage mein kyunke mujhe uss ghalati ko yahan chorr kar chale jana hai….

Shweta:

Aap se ek baat kahun….. jaise jaise Shweta badi hoti gayi mujhe uss se nafrat hone lagi….. main uss se door rehne lagi thi, iss liye ke usski vajah se mere future mein baadha padne lage the.. mujhe koyi proposal nahin aate the, mujhe kissi adher aadmi se shaadi karni padti sirf Shweta ki existence ki vajah se…. baby thi tab uss se lagao tha, jab wo 2 saal ki hui to main uss se bilkool door hone lagi… Shweta se main ne jaan bujh kar cut off kar liya tha, wo aati to thi magar ziada tar meri maa aur Manoj ya Mahesh ke saath rehti thi, bahot kum mere saath kyunke ussko pata chal chuka tha main ussko passand nahin karti….. Shweta ko mujhse koyi sneh ya pyar nahin mila tha kyunke main uss se nafrat jo karne lagi thi aur wo Shweta ko dikhne laga tha…. kabhi kabhi to wo school vacation mein 2 hafton ke liye rehne aati thi aur unn do hafton mein ek din bhi main ne ussko gale nahin lagaya… do hafton mein ek ya do din uss se baat kiye main ne…. sirf jab aap yahan the tab main uss ke saath thoda khelti thi taake aap ko koyi shak nah ho!! varna Shweta se mai hamesha door rahi…… usski ek vajah aur thi, ke main desh chorr kar door jaane wali thi to uss se bichadne par mujhe dukh nah ho iss liye bhi door rahi thi uss se….. shweta ko bachpan se pata tha ke main ussko passand nahin karti thi…. Yeh wo jaanti thi.

Aur jab Shweta 18 ki hui aur ussko pata chala ke ussko janam dene wali maa main hoon to ussne mujhe wo sab yaad dilaya ke main kiss tarah uss se door rehti aur uss se nafrat karti thi… Shweta ek alag hi bachi thi, ussko bachpan ke saare baat yaad hein aaj bhi… ussko aap bhi yaad ho bahot achi tarah, wo kewal unn dinon 6/7 ki thi magar ussko sab bilkool saaf yaad hai… Shweta ki brain ajeeb hai usski intelligence fast kaam karti hai ussko sab kuch yaad rehta hai…. Wo 3 saal ki thi to kia hua tha ussko saaf yaad hai aur bata deti hai… mere sheher wale chaha heyraan tha ek din ussne bataya tha ke shweta ko wo kissi ke ghar legaya tha kissi kaam se jab Shweta 3 saal ki thi, uss aadmi ke ghar mein ek jhumar tha aur ek wall clock jo bajta tha… Shweta jab 12 saal ki thi to ek din uss wall clock aur jhumar ke baare mein puch rahi thhi mere chacha se aur uss aadmi ka hulya bilkool clear describe kiya tha uss ne….. Shweta ko bachpan se adult wale feelings hote the, ussko sab kuch 100% pata chalta tha ke kia ho raha hai……

Pata hai aap ko? Jiss din aap mere chachi ke ghar mujhe dhundte hue aaye the to Shweta wahin thi nah… aap ke jaane ke baad Shweta mujhse naraaz hui thi aur mujhe gandi kaha tha uss ne… ek badi adult ki tarah danta tha mujhko Shweta ne. main dang reh gayi thi. Mujhse kaha tha ke aap kaisa insaan ho, Abhi aap se itna pyar karta hai aur aap yahan andar baithi rahi ussko yahan se chiilla kar jawaab nahin de sakti thi? Wo ro raha tha aap ke liye aur aap ko kuch nahin hua? Aap ke feelings hi nahin hai, stone hearted ho aap. Kaash Abhi mujhse se pyar karta aur main aap ki jagah hota to ussko kabhi nahin jaane deta uss se zaroor shaadi karti main…… ek 6/7 saal ki ladki aise baatein keh sakti hai? Mujhe jhatka laga tha Shweta ki baat se uss roz…..

Aur jab ussko pata chal gaya ke main usski maa hoon, mujhse yahan jhagadne aayi thi tab bhi aap ko mention kiya tha uss ne…. kaha tha ke bhagwaan ne mujhe issi liye sazaa diya kyunke main ne aap ka dil dukhaya tha…..wo sab jo hua tha usske bachpan mein sab yaad tha ussko 18 saal ki hui tab bhi… aap ko bahot passand karti hai usski baton se laga tha mujhe tab bhi keh gayi thi ke aap usse milo to wo aap se shaadi kar legi…. Main ne ussko bataya ke aap shadi shuda ho already to wo maan nahin rahi thi keh rahi thi ke main jhoot bol rahi hoon… aur mujhse kaha ke ussi din se wo aap se pyar karne lagi thi jiss din aap ko mere liye rote dekha tha usske yahan.. aap se sach mein bahot pyar karti hai…. Kyun nah ho aap ho hi pyar ke kaabil… usko aap ka pyar dikh gaya tha Abhi mujhe nahin dikha tha kitni andhi thi main?! January 1987 mein jab wo aayi thi hamare yahan New year ke mauke par to aap ko dhund rahi thi, jab usskko pata chala tha ke aap ab yahan kabhi nahin aoge kaam khatam ho gaya to bahot royi thi, mujhse puchne aayi thi ke ab kaise wo aap se mil paegi? Aap kidhar rehte ho ussko aap ke yahan lejaane ko kaha tha mujhe!!! Mujhe bhi rula diya tha ussne aap ki yaad dila kar…. Main uss se kehne wali thi ke aap 4/5 ya 7th ko aane wale the, magar shukar hai ke nahin kaha kyunke agar wo hoti aur usske saamne Manoj ne aap ko weise nikala hota to kia guzarti uss par?

Magar ussko baad mein sab pata chal hi gaya aakhir…. Kuch mahine baad wo mujhse bahot naraaz hui thi ke kyun main ne aap ko nahin roka tha jab manoj ne aap ko ghar se nikala tha. pata hai Shweta ne kia kaha tha Abhi? Ussne kaha tha ke agar wo Ruhi hoti to ghar se turant bhaag kar aap ke piche jaati aur iss ghar ko chorr kar hamesha ke liye aap ke sath chali jaati…. Uss umar mein Shweta ka wo kehna tha aap ke liye!!! Wo bahot hi intelligent thi. Ek adult wali brain thi usske paas bachpan se hi. Sach pucho to mere dil mein aap ke liye ziada pyar Shweta ne jagaayi thi Abhi…. Ek baat kahuna ap se? jab 18 ki hone ke baad Shweta aap ke liye ro kar mujhse keh rahi thi ke wo aap se shadi karegi to mere dimaagh mein yeh baat ayi tha ke agar aap ne shaadi nahin kiya hota to main aap ko Shweta se shadi karne ko kehti… aap sirf 15 saal uss se bade ho, handsome to ho hi wo 18 ki thi 20 ki hoti tab aap 35 ke hote to ziada farak dikhta hi nahin, kyunke wo aap ko itna chahti thi main ne aap ka Rishta Shweta se bhi soch liya tha….. main jo nahin kar paayi thi, jo kami main ne chorra tha aap ki life mein wo kami apni beti se puri karwati main aap ke liye….. aap bhi ussko bahot passand karte the nah Abhi? Hmmm? Mujhe yaad hai, aap ne kaha tha wo bilkool meri tarah dikhti thi aap ko, aur ek baat kahun? Wo sach mein meri tarah hi hai…. Magar mujhse hazaar guna ziada intelligent, honshiyaar hai, daring hai, aap ki aur usski khub banti… aap ko uss se zaroor milna chahiye, mujhe yakeen hai ke uss se milkar aap bahot khush honge aur wo to uchal padegi…

Main kia keh rahi thi aur kia kehne lagi….. shweta yaad agayi bich mein ….. haan to uss din ke baad mummy aur Mehboob ne ab mujhe aap se doorie rakhne ko kaha kyunke Amit ane wala tha…. issi liye uss din ke baad main aap se distance banaane lagi thi magar ussi din aap ko mujhe apna love letter bhi dena tha jiss ne mujhe pighla diya tha aur main kashmakash mein pad gayi thi ke ab main kia karun!!!

Jiss din shaam ko main Mahesh, Farzina aur ek cousin ke saath baith kar aap ko suna rahi thi ke aap kia samajhte ho ke main aap se shaadi karungi, wo sab aap ko discourage karne ke liye tha, aap ko khud se door karne ke liye tha, aap ke dil mein mere liye nafrat paida karne ke liye tha magar aap ka pyar mazbut tha aur aap mujhse phir bhi aur bhi ziada pyar karte gaye, aap ka pyar ghatta nahin badhta gayaa mere liye aur main bebuss lachaar ulajhti gayi ke kia karun….. Aap aur Amit mein se mujhe ek ko chunna tha main samajh nahin paa rahi thi ke kia karun…. Mummy aur Mehboob ka kehna tha ke aap mujhse nafrat karoge jab aap ko pata chalega ke main ek bachi ki maa hoon…. Tabhi main ne decide kiya ke aap ko ab batana hoga…. Magar sirf itna bata paayi ke I am not a virgin aur aap ne to keh hi diya ke chaahe main ek bachchi ki maa hoon tab bhi aap mujhse shaadi karne ke liye tayaar ho….

Wo kehne se pehle main ne maa aur Mehboob se shart lagaayi thi ke aap mujhse phir bhi nafrat nahin karoge, aur uss roz maa ke saamne jab khidki ke paas aap rone ke karib the aur main aap se ziada rone lagi thi, aur aap ne mummy se piche ka darwaza kholne ko kaha tha, to main ne khola tha…. kia aap ko yaad hai uss roz uss se pehle Mehboob aur Rahima ne aap se kia kaha tha?

Rahima ne kaha tha ke aap hamare yahan rehne wale ho aur Mehboob ne kaha tha ke achchi baat hai subha ko jaldi kaam shuru kar doge? Yaad hai Abhi? Ussi din; din mein meri shart lagi thi mummy aur Mehboob se ke aap mujhse nafrat nahin karoge sab jaanne ke baad bhi…. Aur issi liye Mehboob ko pata tha ke aap se mujhe wo sab kehna hai shart ke anusaar mujhe pata lagana hai ke agar aap ko mere baare mein pata chala to aap kia karoge….

Aur uss raat ko main ne aap ko apne ghar roka tha yeh jaane ke baad ke aap phir bhi mujhse shaadi karoge chahe main ek bachchi ki maa bhi hui…. Mujhe wo kehne ki zaroorat hi nahin padi, aap ne wo keh bhi diya phir bhi main ne aap se stupidly pucha tha ke what if I am not a virgin…. Mujhe yehi kehna tha kyunke main ne wohi puchne ko plan kiya tha….. uss din aap ne mera dil jeet liya tha aur main shart bhi jeet gayi thi…. Mummy tabhi disappoint ho gayi thi issi liye aap ko ghar par rehne diya tha…. jab aap nahane gaye the to meri uss se baat hui thi Manoj se baat hone ke baad. Main ne mummy se kaha tha ke main shart jeet gayi aur Abhi mujhse phir bhi shaadi karne ke liye tayyaar hai chahhe main ek bachchi ki maa bhi hoon tab bhi suna aap ne!..... uss raat ko to mummy ne kuch nahin kaha tha uss raat wo aap ke favour mein thi magar dusre din Mehboob aur ussne phir baat kiye the aur weh donon Amit ke favour mein the.

Abhi uss raat ko main aap se humbistar hona chahti thi…. Pata hai kyun? Iss liye ke aap uss din mujhse wo karna chahte the jiss din lunch karne aaye the tab main ne aap ko mana kiya tha iss liye uss raat ko aap ko compensate karna chahti thi….. jab aap ne mujhe baahon mein bharke kiss kiya tha to meri rooh kaamp gayi thi….. main ne teenage mein jo sex kiya tha tab kuch sexual feeling kuch bhi nahin hua tha, magar uss raat aap ke saath real sexual feeling kia hota hai tab pata chala tha, arousal kia hota hai, envy aur desire kia hota hai tab pata chala tha, usski gehraayi se ehsaas hui thi aur usski zaroorat bhi feel hui thi… aap ne itni badi baat keh diye the ke aap ko apna tan, mann sab dene ka mann kar raha tha mujhe, uss raat ko real love aur sexual pleasure feel karne ko man kar raha tha mera, aap ko chorrne ko bilkool mann nahin kar raha tha, mann kar raha tha ke raat bhar aap mere saath sote. Mere baahon mein rehte raat bhar…. Magar uss raat ko aap ajeeb the, uss raat ko aap wo nahin chahte the jo main chaahti thi….. Abhi agar uss raat ko aap ne mere saath sex kar liya hota to main ussi raat ko decide kar liya tha kabhi bhi Amit ko accept nahin karti, main uss raat ko tan aur mann se aap ki ho jaati….

Magar dusre din ko sab gadbad hone laga tha Abhi…. Main to aap ke liye rehna chahti thi magar mummy aur Mehboob bilkool nahin chahte the… weh donon mujhse tab kehne lage the ke aap ke parents kabhi nahin accept karenge ke bachi wali ladki ke saath apne bete ki shaadi karaayen…. Aap ke parents kabhi nahin accept karte ye sab keh keh kar unn donon ne mere dimaagh chaat liye the ke main bhi tang aagayi thi aur Amit ko priority dene lagi aur aap se dobara doorie rakhne lagi thi….

Issi liye aap ko mere response controversial lage honge ke main ne aap se ek baar kaha tha ke haan Amit hai phir kaha tha ke sab jhoot hai, meri virginity ki vajah se main jhoot bol rahi thi aur phir wapas kaha tha ke haan Amit hai…..

Aur phir mera jana hua ta Nani ke ghar…. Dar assal, nani, maasi aur mama logon ne uss roz mummy se kaha tha mujhe lekar wahan aane ke liye. Aur Abhi jab main wahan gayi thi to mera itna brainwashing kiya gaya tha ke kia bataun… uff…. Mujhe almost paagal bana diya tha sab ne wahan…. Amit ki itni taarif karte the sab ke jaise wo koyi raja maharajah hai… usski sister aur mother ko bulaya gaya tha mujhse milne ke liye, mujhko hausla dilaane ke liye ke Amit mere lite perfect choice hai…. Mujhko Amit ki photis dikhaaye gaye the, France mein Eifel tower ke paas ke usski tasveerein aur Paris mein pata nahin kiss kiss jagah mein usski li hui pics dikhaaye gaye the…. Mujhko jaise force kiya jaa raha tha ke main ussi ko chose karun aap ko nahin…. Waha sabko pata chal chuka tha ke aap mujhko chahte ho aur main duvidha mein hoon ke Amit ko select karun ya aap ko…..

Aur Nani aur mama ne mujhse aur mummy se kayi baar kaha ke wahan par jitney bhi log wo kaam karte hein jo aap karte ho most of the time sab ke sab bekaar rehte hein, unn ke paas kaam nahin hota, to sab kehte ke aap bhi weisa hi rahoge shaadi ke baad aur mera bura haal hoga aap ke saath.. mere 3 mama hein wahan aur 2 maasi… sabke sab mujhe convince kiye ke aap ko drop karun, aap se pyar nah karun aur Amit ko select karun….

Abhi sab bade the, mere apne the, main kia karti? Badon ko sunna padta hai nah…. main nahin kehti ke main ne argue nahin kiya, bahot argue kiya sabse kaha ke aap mujhse tab bhi shaadi karne ko tayyar ho halaan ke meri ek beti hai, aap mujhse sach mein pyar karte ho main khud gawah hoon yeh sab kaha main ne unn sabse…. Maa ne bhi kaha sab se ke aap dhit ho aap mujhko pagalon ki tarah pyar karte ho…. mummy kabhi kabhi aap ka side le rahi thi keh rahi thi ke kaise bhi ho aap to saamne ho, aap dikh rahe ho aur saaf dikhta hai ke aap kitna pyar karte ho mujhse… magar mama logon ne mummy ko danta yeh kehte hue ke apni khud ki beti ko kunwe mein dhakelna chahti ho?

Mujhko wahan se convince karke bheja gaya tha ke main aap se door ho jaun…. Issi liye nani ke ghar se wapas ane ke baad main aap se aur bhi door ho gayi thi….. magar jis din aayi thi ussi din aap ko main ne pehli baar I LOVE YOU kaha tha….wo sirf iss liye ke mujhe pata tha ab wo aap ko kabhi nahin keh paungi, kyunke mujhko to Amit ke saath jana hoga iss liye socha ek baar to keh doon…..

Phir usske baad har roz aap se thoda thoda door hoti gayi mai aap ko ghar ke andar se chhup chhup kar dekhti thi, bahot dukh hota tha aap ki haalat dekh kar, magar aap seeti bajaate, mujhe bulaate, main andar roti dil pat patthar rakh kar roti, kabhi aa bhi jaati thi, magar mummy dantti, Mehboob mujhko mote mote aankhon se dekhti, wapaas andar jaane ko ishara karta wo…. Main ghut ghut ke rehti thi ghar ke andar…..

To be continued immediately in the next post
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Aur papa aya… ussi raat ko sab phir nani ke ghar gaye the yaad hai nah? phir wohi baat… wahan iss liye gaye the ke papa se wo log ab kahe ke mujhe aap se door rakhe aap ki proposal ko wo accept nah kare… papa to thehre yes man wo kia kaarta jo kuch ussko bolne ko kaha gaya wohi kaha ussne….

Aur aap ki kaam ki last day aane wala tha.. to nani ke yahan sabne mummy aur papa se kaha ke mujhko wahan se hatta diya jaaye taake last day ko main wahan rahun hi nahin aur aap kuch keh nah sake kissi se…. mujhko to pata tha ke aap papa se mera haath mangne wale ho, magar nani ke ghar yeh bhi pata chal gaya tha ke papa aap ko refuse karega kyunke nani ke ghar se ussko yehi order mila…..

To uss din ko main jaane wali thi issi liye farzina se khabar bheja tha aap ke paas ke main jaane wali hoon apni behen ke saath…. Mujhe pata tha mere jaane se pehle aap zaroor baat karne aoge mujhse… aur jab main kanghi kar rahi thi to aap ko khidki se issi liye dekh rahi thi jaane ke liye ke aap ko pata chala bhi ke nahin…. Aur aap aaye the khidki ke paas jaise main expect kar rahi thi…..

Uss roz main bahot ajeeb thi nah? yehi likha hai aap ne apni diary mein… padha main ne….. haan main thi bahot strange… apne dil par yun samajh lijiye ke main ne ek pahaad rakha hua tha aap se uss tarah se behave karne ke liye…. Ghar par mujhko maa, papa, didi, Mehboob, mere behnoy sab mujh par chadh rahe the ke main bilkool nah rowun aur aap se bold pesh aaun, yeh dikhaun ke aap se bilkool pyar nahin karti…. Magar sabko, didi aur bro in law ko bhi pata tha ke main aap se kitna pyar karne lagi thi… main bahot royi thi uss din jaane se pehle… didi se puchna…. Main itni royi thi ke mere dum ghutne lage the, main saans nahin le paa rahi thi yahan tak ke brother in law ne kaha tha ke meri aur aap ki shaadi kar diya jaaye…

Jab aap khidki se baat kar rahe the, to ek aadmi tha jiska dil ro raha tha aap ko dekh kar wo meri didi ka husband tha…. wo aap ke pyar ko samajhta tha.. sab wahan milkar aap ko discourage karne ke liye aaye hue the…. Jab aap ne papa ko bulwaya to ussne kaha ke wo mujhe lekar apne sath lejaane wale hein mujhko pata tha ke aap ko bilkool bhi yakeen nahin tha aap ko pata tha ke wo jhoot tha, mujhe sab pata tha, phir bhi mujhko wohi bolna pada tha kyunke papa wohi kehne wala tha aap se.. aur jab aap ne kaha tha ke aap mera intezaar akroge aur didi ne pucha ke kab tak wait karoge to aap ne kaha tha zindagi bhar mujhe itna zor se rone ka mann kiya tha uss waqt ke samajh mein nahin aya tha ke kia karun….. tab papa ne aap se kaha tha ke Amit ko zubaan de chuke hein matlab aap ko kissi kimat par yeh kehna tha ke NAHIN -NO. NAHIN HO SAKTA AAP KI SHAADI RUHI SE….. yehi kehna aur batana tha aap ko…. AAP KA DIL TODNA THA, AAP KE DIL PAR EK KHANJAR CHALAANA THA, AAP KE DIL SE KHOON BAHANA THA…AUR SAARE ILZAAM MUJHKO APNE UPAR LENA THA…. AAP KE DIL KE TUKDE MAIN NE KIYE, AAP KO DHOKA MAIN NE DIYA, AAP SE DAGHA MEIN NE KIYA…SAB MUJHKO APNE UPAR LEKAR WAHAN SE JAANA THA AUR WAPAS TAB ANA THA JAB AAP YAHAN HONGE HI NAHIN…..AAP SE MAAFI MAANGNE KA BHI ADHIKAAR NAHIN THA MERE PAAS…. Samajhlo ke mere kaandhe par bandook rakh kar aap ke dil par seinron goliyan chalaya gaya tha aur mujhe sab dekhte hue hanssna tha…. yehi kiya gaya tha aap ke saath uss din Abhi aur haan main sab dekhti rahi unn sab ka saath deti rahi main bhi……

Iss sab ka gehra ehsaas mujhe tab hua jiss din aap Shweta ke ghar ro rahe the meri chachi se sab kehte hue….. main khamoshi se ro rahi thi aap ko sunte hue…. Phir bhi main ne aap ko nahin roka chachi ka khayal karte hue ke wo aap ke saamne jhooti nah kehlaaye….

Aur haan uss roz jab main jaa rahi thi aur aap bus ke piche ke darwaaze se kud kar mujhko baahon mein bhar ke kiss karne aaye the uss ek pal ko main bhool gayi thi ke main main hoon…. Main ro rahi thi aap ki haalat dekh kar bus mein…. Mujhe aap ko chorr kar jaane ko bilkool bhi mann nahi tha, mujhe pata tha ke uss din ke baad uss aangan mein aap phir kabhi nahin dikhoge… mujhe yakeen tha ke uss raat ko aap ne kissi bhi time ko kaam end kiya mujhse zaroor miloge, mujhe uss waqt ka intezaar tha, magar main khud aap ko chorr kar jaa rahi thi…. To jis waqt aap ne mujhko baahon mein thaama main bilkool pighal gayi aur sab kuch bhool kar aap ke kiss ko respond kiya, goli maar diya tha sabko main ne uss ek pal ko Abhi kyunke ek last kiss aap ko karna banta tha…. aap ko yaad hai maa ko main ne kaise jawaab diya tha ke haan shooting chal rahi hai film ki….. I did not care at all at that moment… mujh mein ek ajib si shakti aayi thi jiss pal ko aap ne mujhko baahon mein liya tha sabke saamne open mein…. Aap ki daring ki daat deri hoon Abhi. You are a TRUE MAN!.... magar jab main jaane lagi thi aap ko tut kar niche baith kar rote hue dekh kar mera kaleja fatt raha tha Abhi, mujhko turant laut kar wapas aane ka mann kar raha tha, didi ne mera haath pakar kar khiincha tha mujhe chalne ke liye….. aur main chali gayi thi Abhi aap ko ussi haal mein chorr kar…..

Wahan se didi ke ghar jaane tak 22 kms hein main unn 22 kms tak roti gayi…. Roti rahi raat bhar aap ko yaad karte hue…. Kab nendh aayi pata hi nahin chala…..

Phir aayi wo din jab aap meri chachi ke ghar aaye aur main ghar wapas aayi thi 29th ya 30th ko… aap ka new year card mila tha jiss mein aap ne kaha ha ke aap 3, 4 ya 5th ko aoge…. Mujhe ek sukoon sa feel hua tha….. aap ko bhool nahin paa rahi thi.. mera aangan suna tha, aap ki seeti sunne ko kaan taras rahe the main baar baar kitchen se uss jagah dekh rahi thi jahan buss hua karta tha, jiss jiss jagah aap dikhaayi dete the main unn jagahon par dekhti rehti iss umeed se ke aap ek baar dikh jao mujhe…. Mere aangan mein jitna Abhi ka naam goonjhte hue sunaayi deta tha ab unta hi sannata hua karta tha…. kuch bhi acha nahin lagta tha… main washing stone par kapde dhoti to aap feel hote the lagta tha aap achanak piche se ajaoge, aap ki aahat ka ehsaas hota tha, kitab padhti khidki se tek lagaaye to aap nazar aate the baahar… kabhi kabhi lagta meri aankhen mujhko dkhoka de rahe hein, aap ko aisa feel karti ke aap ke saanson ka bhi ehsaas hone lagta mujhe…. Abhi TAB MUJHE EHSAAS HUA KE MAIN AAP SE KITNA PYAR KARTI HOON AUR AAP KO KITNA MISS KAR RAHI HOON…. Aap ne jo khat likha tha new year card ke saath uss mein mujhe ek bahot bada umeed dikhaayi diya… aap ne uss mein likha tha ke aap mujhse, mere papa se phir haath mange aoge phir uske baad apne parents ke saath aoge mujhe dekhne tab mangni tey hogi….. par main ne tab bhi ek bahot badi ghalati kar diya tha abhi…. Main ne mummy ko wo sab bata diya tha… mujhe mummy ko nahin batana chahiye tha, tab wo mujhe nahin rokti mera munh nahin dabaati, main achanak uss din aap ke saamne aajati aur papa ke saamne kehti ke haan mujhe aap Manzoor ho to papa kabhi inkaar nahin karta…..

Aap ne kayi baar uss khat mein kaha tha mujhe ke aap ko mera saath chahiye, mujhe wahan maujood hona chahiye, mujhko bhi baat karna chahite apne papa se, mujhe kehna chahiye ke haan main aap se pyar karti hoon…. Abhi MAIN NE WOHI NAHIN KIYA ABHI…..

Baaki main aap ko bata chuki hoon ke uss roz kia hua tha main kyun nahin nikal paayi thi……

Jab aap ko nikala gaya tha ghar se phir kia kiya tha main ne wo bata chuki hoon aap ko…..

Tab realise hua ke kho diya main ne aap ko, tab pata chala aur ehsaas hua aap ka pyar kitna keemti tha, tab samajh mein aya kia khoya hai main ne aur faisla kiya ke sabko sabak dekar rahungi, aur jo taakat mujh mein tab nahin thi jab aap yahan the wo taaqat tab aayi mujh mein inn sab ke saamna karne ki.

Main ek jwala ban chuki thi, mujhe rokne ko tab kissi mein himmat nahin thi, nah maa nah baap nah Mehboob nah Manoj. Main ne manoj ko kayi thapad mara tha yeh nahin bataya tha aap ko. Tabhi se uss se baat karna bandh kiya tha aur 5 saal baad usske shadi ke din uss se baad karna dobara shuru kiya tha wo bhi kabhi kabhi.

Aap ki dairy padh kar pata chala uss roz, 5th January ko ussi bus stop par aap ne apne tute hue dil se kaha tha ke kutte ki maut naseeb nah ho jaye ussko ussi jagah aur exactly wohi hua tha usske saath ussi jagah mara tha wo.

Maa aur Mehboob ko kia sazaa mili thi wo aap ko zubaani bataungi jab diary lene aoge tab.

Ek maze ki baat bata doon aap ko ke Amit aane wala tha mere nani, mama aur mamiyon ke saath mujhe dekhne April mein ussi saal jiss saal mein aap ko ghar sen ikala gaya tha…. sirf 3 mahine guzre the mere bawaal machaane ke baad aur sab darr rahe the mujhko batana ke wo aane wala hai…. Ek din pehle ek mama aya mujhko samjhane ke ussko receive kar liya jaaye… mujhe aap ka badla lena tha ghar walon se to main ne mama se kaha thik hai aane do Amit ko.

Wo aya bhi to kiss din Abhi? Aap ke birthday ke din aya wo mujhe dekhne aur haath maange uss se shaadi ke liye. 12th April tha, main aap ki yaad mein doobi thi jab nani, mama, aur do mamiyan aye hamare ghar, ussi jagah jahan se aap ko nikala gaya tha. sab ghar par the kyunke wo ane wala tha. papa wapas nahin gaye the tab tak ussi ke liye.

Abhi ussko main ne wo sunaya, wo haal kiya, aise aise galiyan diye ussko, bilkool jo aap ke saath kiya tha Manoj ne, Manoj ke saamne ussi tarah dhitkaar kar nikala unn sabko main ne ghar se….. nani aur mama mamiyan ko bhi sunaya aur kaha ke khabardaar phir kabhi mere liye kissi ko bhi iss dwar par laya to kutte ki tarah maar ke nikalungi…… Amit aisa gaya ke aaj tak usske baare mein khabar nahin mili,aur uss din ke baad main aaj tak nani ke ghar nahin gayi, marr bhi gayi wo bhi aur unn mein se ek mama bhi aur ek mami bhi…..

Here you go Abhi jo kehna tha keh diya aap ko, ab samajh mein nahin ata kia kehne ko bhooli hoon…. Jo miss kiya aap ko bataane ko wo aap puch lena jab miloge to bata dungi….

Mujhe pata hai wo din wapas nahin aane wale, weh pal nahin laut kar aane wale, buss aap dobara mile isske liye apni taqdeer ka shuriya ada karti hoon, yeh sab kehna tha aap se keh diya dil ka ek bojh halka hua, aap ko jo kehna tha, jo likha tha aap ne unn dinon wo mujh tak pahunchana tha wo aap ne bhi kar diya aap ka bhi bojh halka hua hoga.

Ab araam se mar sakungi marne ka time aega to, saare shikwe gile door hue umeed hai aap ko aur koyi shikaayat nahin rahega ab.baaki jo bhi kiya aap ke saath unn sab ke liye maafi maangti hoon, aap ke sacha pyar ko thukraya usski sazaa bhugat chuki hoon aur bhugat rahi bhi hoon, agar aap ne kahin mujhko bhi bad duah diye ho to wapas le lena please mujh par rehem karna Abhi bahot seh chuki hon aur nahin seh paungi.

Thank you very much for coming in my life and teaching me what is TRUE LOVE. I LEARNED THAT FROM YOU ONLY ABHI. AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING THOSE TWO AND A HALF MONTHS YOU WORKED HERE TO BE MEMORABLE FOR ME WHICH I WILL CHERISH ALL MY LIFE. WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE DAYS. I STILL REMEMBER EACH AND EVERY MOMENT AS YOU HAVE WRITTEN IN YOUR DIARIES…. I COPIED ALMOST ALL THOSE MOMENTS BACK IN A NEW COPYBOOK FROM YOUR DIARY TO KEEP FOR MYSELF. I LOVED YOU LATE BUT DID LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ABHI. MUCH LATER I REALISED HOW MUCH I HAD ALWAYS LOVED YOU. I KNOW ITS TOO LATE NOW. YOU LOVED ME FROM YOUR SOUL, YOU ONCE WROTE OUR SOULS WERE CONNECTED, YOU WERE RIGHT BUT I WAS WRONG NOT TO RECOGNISE MY OWN SOULT AT THE RIGHT TIME.

Signed:

Ruhi Nunhuck.

To be continued….
(6505 words from both updates)

HA AK SABSE MAIN BAAT.....

WO BACHCHI THI NA KYA NAAM HAI USKA........AAAMMMM
KRITI YA KIRTI JO BHI HAI.....

USE YAAD SE KAH DENA KI.....INN DONO UPDATES KO BADE HEE DHYAAN SE OR PURA CONCENTRATION KE SAATH PADHE......OR SAMJHE....

WARNA WO PHIR SE BACHCHI KI TARAH ZID KAREGI OR BEWAKOOFI SE BHARE SAWAAL KAREGI.....
 
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ye bat sahi hai abhi ki.................ayurved aur yog ....................hi real treatment hain kisi bhi long term health complication ke liye



kyonki ruhi ko shak hone laga aur abhi dar gaya......................
akhirkar pyar aur dar ka sath hamesha rahta hai......................

ram charit manas (jise north india mein log hindi ramayan ke roop mein jante hain) mein bhi goswami tulsi das ji ne maryada purushottam sri ram chandr ji ke dwara kaha hai
"bole ram sakop tab, bhay binu hoy na preet"............ arthat bhay ke bina prem nahin hota



yehi ham me se jyadatar logon ke jeevan ke dukhon ka kaaran hai............ ham apni khushiyon ko jeene ki bajay.........
dusron ko khush karne....unke samne achchhe bane rahne mein hi ................apni jindgi bita dete hain........dukh uthate hain
lekin................................
ap sabhi ko khush kabhi nahin kar sakte............... isliye apni khushiyon ko .............jiyo.............jee bhar ke
Ye baat mai bhi jaanta hu bhai.....ki ak aadmi sabko khush nahi kar sakta....

Lekin aapki galatiyo ka bojh.....bhale hee uske aapka dosh ho ya nahi.....lekin use jeevan bhar uthana padta hai....
 

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Update 40 Abhi Writes And Post A Letter To Ruhi

Kyunke Abhi ne last letter mein aur zubaani bhi keh diya tha Ruhi se ke wo ussko 31st December se pehle ek aur khat post karega, to ab soch liya ke ussi letter mein Ruhi ko yeh sab batayega ke wo usske ghar aega usske papa aur uss se milne.

Ab aaguey….

Abhi subha 8 baje chala gaya apne ilake ke post office Ruhi ki New Year wishing card ke saath wo letter post karne jo usske raat ko likha. 9 pages letter likha tha Abhi ne. Yeh usska teesra khat tha Ruhi ko jo post karne jaa raha tha, 1 ussko haath mein diya tha, dusra postman ne usske aankhon ke saamne Ruhi ko deliver kiya tha aur aaj third letter jaa raha tha Ruhi ke yahan Abhi ke taraf se.

Ab kyunke Abhi ki aadat thi penfriends ko likhna aur post karna to ussko pata tha ke post office ke working system kaisa tha. Ek EXPRESS delivery hoti thi jo subha 8 baje post kar dena chahiye hota tha, aur usske liye paise ziada lagte the, issi liye abhi 8 baje pahunch gaya tha post office aur Ruhi ki khat ko register karwaya as an Express letter jo issi din ko at latest 3 baje deliver ho jaega.

Ghar wapas gaya aur sochne laga kia hoga agar wo khat kissi aur ke haath lagega? To kuch decide kiya Abhi ne. Abhi gaya wahan ek taxi se. Pehle ussne post office jaakar information nikaale ke kahan kahan se wo Express delivery wala van guzar kar Ruhi ke ilake ke post office reach hoga…. Postman wale abhi ko pehchaante the kynke ussko aadat thi wahan hamesha se apne penfriends ke liye letter post karne ki to unn mein ek jawan ladki thi jo Abhi ko penfriendship posting ke liye appreciate karti thi kyunke ussne Abhi se kayi baar pucha tha ke aap ke kitne penfriends hein ke aap itne saare letter aksar post karne aate ho…. to Abhi ne ussi ladki se saare informations nikalwaaye ke express deliveray wala van kahan kahan se guzrega aur kitne baje Ruhi ke ilaake pahunchega… saare information mil gaye to Abhi khush hua aur ek taxi se uss express delivery van ko follow kiya Abhi ne… jiss jiss ilake ke post office ko wo van ruka courier deliver karne ke liye wahan wahan Abhi ne taxi ko rok kar dekha…. Aur jab Ruhi ke ilake ki post office mein delivery hui to Abhi ne taxi ko rukne ko kaha aur jab wahan se postman Ruhi ki letter lekar nikla 3.15 ko to Abhi ne taxi ko uss filling station par park hone ko kaha aur khud piche ke seat par baith kar Abhi ne dekha ke kaun aega Ruhi ki khat lene…. Aur itne dinon ke baad 5 din baad, (magar Abhi ko laga ke 5 saal baad aya tha wahan) Abhi ko Ruhi nazar aayi postman se apna khat lete hue Ruhi apni neeli dress mein thi, baal khule hue the, chehre par wohi massomiyat dikh rahi thi magar usski aakhen udaas the, Abhi ne sab bahot ghaur se dekha aur upar se Ruhi ki smile ghaayab tha…. ….. Abhi ko chain haasil hua ke khud Ruhi ne hi usska khat apne haath mein liya. Taxi se Abhi Ruhi ki expressions ko dekh raha tha…. Ruhi ko lifafa lete hi pata chal gaya ke Abhi ki handwriting hai, aur wo bahot khush nazar aayi aur letter ko apne seene se lagaate hue Ruhi wapas apne kitchen ke stairs ke taraf badhi….. Ruhi khush thi Abhi ke taraf se khat paakar…. Lifaafe se dikhta tha ke ek wishing card hai magar Ruhi ko pehle se hi pata tha ke Abhi sirf card nahin post karega andar letter zaroor hoga….. kyunke Abhi ne Ruhi se pehle keh diya tha ke wo ussko aur ek khat post karega New Year se pehle iss liye shayad Ruhi uss khat ka intezaar bhi kar rahi thi, aisa laga Abhi ko….

Abhi ko kia feel ho raha tha? Ajeeb. Ussko turant taxi se utar kar Ruhi ko jaa kar jakarne ka mann kar raha tha, magar nahin gaya…uss aangan ko Abhi dekh raha tha bilkool ajeeb dikh raha tha, khaali nazar araha tha kyuke wahan bus nahin tha….. Ruhi ko pata bhi nahin chala ke Abhi ussko ek taxi mein baith kar dekh raha hai….. (readers se guzarish hai ke iss baat ko yaad rakhe kyunke iss kahani ke end mein iss vakiah ko yaad kiya jaega aur Ruhi ke taraf se kuch baat kehne ko sunne ko milega jiss waqt postman ne ussko wo khat deliver kiya tha to kuch hua tha….. magar wo din bahot door hai jab wo baat aayegi -saalon baad)

Abhi ghar wapas pahuncha aur apne diary mein khud padhne laga ke Ruhi kia padh rahi hogi khat mein. Abhi ne jo kuch khat mein likha tha Ruhi ko exactly wohi sab apne diary mein copy kiya tha. Matlab do baar sab kuch likha tha, pehle khat likha phir jo kuch khat mein likha tha wohi apne diary mein bhi likha tha ussne. To ab Abhi dobara apne likhe hue khat ko padh raha tha yeh sochte hue ke abhi udhar Ruhi wo sab padh rahi hogi….

Khat mein Abhi ne uss se kaha tha ke wo apne parents ko bata dein ke Abhi usske ghar araha hai 3rd, 4th ya 5th January ko. Inn teen dinon mein se ek din wo Ruhi ke ghar aega, samajh lena ke New Year ke liye aa raha hai aur Ruhi se request kiya tha ke wo bhi ghar par hi rahe inn 3 dinon ko. Isske ilawa Abhi ne apne dil ka hal bayaan kiya tha Ruhi se… kia feel kar raha hai, kitna miss kar raha hi ussko, kitni baar wo ussko dhundne gaya tha uss sheher aur supermarket mein, phir kaise usski chachi ke ghar gaya, Shweta se mila aur usske chachi ne salah diya ke Abhi usske ghar jaakar usske parents se mile iss liye wo araha hai usske ghar…..

To Abhi ko ab tassali thi ke Ruhi ko pata hai ke Abhi 3,4, ya 5th ko wo usske ghar ane wala hai….

Khat mein Abhi ne yeh bhi likha tha ke

“jab main tumhare chachi ke ghar gaya tha mujhe umeed thi ke tum wahin hogi magar ussne kaha ke tum ek din pehle wapas apne ghar chali gayi thi magar jab main ne Shweta se pucha to usski expressions se laga ke tum wahin thi. Mujhe weisa feel bhi ho raha tha ke tum wahin kahin mere aas paas ho… Kia tum wahin thi Ruhi? Kia tumne wo sab kuch suna jo tumhare chachi ne mujhse kaha? Kia tum wahin kissi kamre mein baith kar sab sunn rahi thi? Agar tum wahin thi to tum mere saamne kyun nahin aayi thi Ruhi? Main kitna tadap raha tha tumko dekhne ke liye!!”

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Ab Abhi ne kia socha tha? ke wahan jaega Ruhi ke ghar to kia kahega? Kaise manaega Ruhi ke mummy papa ko?

Abhi ne aisa socha tha ke Ruhi ke papa se kahega ke wo usske ghar aaye, yaane unn logon ko apne ghar invite karega. Taake weh log dekh sake ke Abhi ka ghar kaisa hai, taake wo log dekh sake ke kia Ruhi Abhi ke ghar mein khush rahegi ya nahin….

Abhi unn logon ko yakeen dilaane ke liye wahan jana chahta tha ke Ruhi usske saath bahot khush rahegi… Ruhi ki maa ko Abhi convince karne ke liye jaana chahta tha ke usski beti khush rahegi usske saath… Abhi ne bahot kuch soch liya tha baat karne ke liye Ruhi ke mata pita se….

Aur Abhi ne socha tha ke ab to wahan kaam nahin kar raha hoga to wo Ruhi ke ghar ke andar araam se baith kar baat karega Ruhi ke parents se, aur Ruhi bhi present hogi, Manoj aur Mahesh bhi honge, to kum se kum ek koyi to kahega ke haan thik hai tum donon ek dusre se pyar karte ho hamein pata hai to lets move on, donon ke rishte kar dete hein…. Abhi sab positive soch raha tha ke uss din ko sab sahi ho jaega jab aamne saamne baat karega tab….

Jab bhi Abhi cigarette jalata to Ruhi ko sochta aur khud se kehta ke kab usski sach mein Ruhi se mangni hogi aur wo cigarette peena chorega hamesha ke liye… ussko cigarette chorrne ka mann tha aur sirf issi intezaar mein tha ke Ruhi usski ho jaaye aur wo cigarette peena chorr dega hamesha ke liye. Aur khud se kaha ke sach hai iskh insaan ko badal deta hai….

30th aur 31st December ko Abhi kaam karne gaya Saeed ke saath ek chota sa kaam mila tha ek bus ko repair karna tha kyunke wo bus kissi company ke workers ko carry karta tha aur abhi firm new year ke holiday par tha to bus free tha aur uss mein kaam ho sakta tha….. door ki ek bade sheher mein kaam karne jata tha Abhi… aur sab thik se guzra udhar….

Ab hui baat Mehboob ke 2 lakh jo baaki the dene ko to Saeed ne Abhi se kaha ke Mehboob ne sirf ek laakh diya hai aur kaha ke 1 laakh do mahine baad dega…. Uss 1 lakh mein se saeed ne Abhi ko sirf 25 hazaar rupay diye… Abhi ne kaha ke 50/50 karna chahiye tha to Saeed ne kaha ke agla 1 lakh milega tab wo Abhi ko 75 hazaar dega aur khud sirf 25 hazaar lega. To Abhi maan gaya. Abhi udhar kaam karta to baar baar idhar udhar dekhta, usko aisa lagta ke abhi Ruhi nazar aegi ussko, wo seeti bajata uss gaane ki aur kuch bhi karta bus ke andar to sirf Ruhi ka chehra dikhta…. Ruhi ko bhulana naamumkin tha Abhi ke liye, Ruhi Abhi ke rooh mein bass gayi thi, usske rag rag mein Ruhi samaayi hui thi…. Jo bhi kaam karta, jo bhi tool use karta har ek chiz Ruhi se judi hui lage Abhi ko… jaise bus ki coach building karne ka naam badal kar Ruhi ho gaya ho… har choti choti chiz jo Abhi karta to Ruhi se related tha har ek chiz se…. jaise jab hathoda istemaal karta to Ruhi yaad aati kyunke hathode se Abhi ko lagi thi to Ruhi aayi thi dawa lagaane…. Kissi bus ki shishe ko lagata to Ruhi saamne dikhti kyunke wahan Ruhi shishe ke paas Abhi ko jeeb se chidhaati thi…. Ek tin kaatta Abhi to Ruhi se related wo tin bhi tha kyunke usski aangan mein Abhi Ruhi ke kitchen ke saamne tin kaatta tha… koyi bhi kaam jo bus se related tha sab Ruhi se related tha…. kia Abhi yeh kaam aage chal kar kar paata?

Aur Saeed ne Abhi se kaha ke Mehboob mila tha ussko kal aur Mehboob ne bataya ke Ruhi ke pita ne bataya usse ke Abhi usski sister in law se milne gaya tha usske ghar aur mehbbob naraz tha iss liye ke Abhi Ruhi ke chachi se milne gaya tha usske ghar…

Yeh sunkar Abhi ko jhatka laga….

31st December ko kaam end kia 2 baje. Ghar jaakar naha dho kar Abhi gaya uss sheher jahan Ruhi ke chacha ka supermarket tha….. iss date ko bhid bhade hue the chaaron taraf sheher mein…..

Abhi supermarket reach hua, Ruhi ki chachi thi wahan, donon ek dusre se araam se baat kiye … Shweta mili, chachi ne khud Shweta se kaha Abhi se milne ke liye…. Shweta Abhi ke gale mili, aur Abhi ne ussko happy new year wish kiya aur Shweta ne Abhi ko bhi wish kiya, phir Abhi ne wahan ke baaki sabhi ko wish kiya aur nikal liya wahan se…. Ussne socha tha Ruhi new year ke liye supermarket aayi hogi jaise usski ma ne kaha tha magar Ruhi nahin mili wahan usse…..

Abhi ke liye yeh eve of the new year kuch khaas nahin tha, wo udaas tha aur Ruhi ki yaadon mein dooba hua tha….

Ussne sabke liye new year gifts kharide, Ruhi ke liye wo perfume kharida Abhi ne jissko ek baar Ruhi ne pucha tha ke kaun sa perfume use karta hai aur wo tha Bourgeois ki “Soir De Paris”. Bahot mehnga perfume tha magar Abhi ne kharida wo Ruhi ke liye…. Aur ghar mein sabke liye kuch nah kuch kharida aur raat ke 8 bajne se pehle Abhi wapas ghar agaya tha aur apne diary mein sab kuch likh kar sone gaya! Magar usske sath pehle kabhi aisa nahin hua tha, 1 baje, 2 baje, 3 baje subha ko wo jaaga, neendh tooti, ghutan mehsoos hui, Ruhi sapne mein aayi, ussko uthne ko kaha, uss se pyar kiya, royi, phir muskuraayi, Abhi ko kiss kiya, usske saath kahin chalne ko kaha…. Abhi ke saath aisa kabhi nahin hua tha pehle ussne apni diary mein subha 4 baje likha:

“I was feeling chocking, Ruhi came in my dreams, I was gasping for air… Ruhi!! She will turn me mad this girl!!”

To be continued…..

Fantastic update. Kehna to bahut kuch hai magar mujhko aap k jaisa likhna ata hi nahin bhai.
Abhi ko jitna ghutan feel ho raha wo sab feel kiya main ne bhi kyunke mere saath aisa hua hai life me.
Raat ko jaagna, neend ka tutna, usska sapnon mein ana aankh khule to lage wo saamne hai. Musibat ki ghadi hote hein bhai. Aap ne bahut acha likha hai.
 

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Update 41 - Happy New Year…. & 5 Days After

Abhi music bahut passand karta tha, Sirf Bollywood nahin Western bhi. To iss 1st January ko subha ko ussne apne top ten western songs ko note kiya apne favourite channel par aur wo yeh the, aap log bhi enjoy aur yaad kijiye jinnko weh gaane yaad hein, sab 1986 mein top par the aur 1st January 1987 ko play kiya jaa raha tha. To apne diary mein Abhi ke Top ten list mein yeh gaane likhe hue the:

1. I want to wake up with you by B.Gardiner

2. Lady in Red by Chris de Burg

3. Different corner by George Michael

4. Papa don’t preach by Madonna

5. Say you say me by Lionel Ritchie

6. Lover why by Century

7. Promise you made by Cock Robin

8. Take my breath away by Berlin

9. Jane by Century

10.I just died in your arms by Cutting Crew

Abhi subha se din ke 1 baje tak ghar par hi tha. kahin nahin gaya, ussko kuch acha nahin lag raha tha sirf Ruhi ki yaad arahi thi usse. Ek bharipan sa mehsoos ho raha tha usse. Soch raha tha kia udhar Ruhi bhi ussko weise hi yaad kar rahi hogi? Kia Ruhi bhi Abhi ko miss kar rahi hogi….

Ruhi ko yaad kar hi raha tha ke radion par yeh gana chala jissne Abhi ko rula diya, bahot hi roya wo iss geet ko sunkar kyunke iss gaane ke shabd sab jaise ussi ke liye likhe gaye the, gaana yeh tha:

“Wo beete din yaad hai, Wo pal chin yaad hai

Guzaare tere sang jo, Lagakke ujhe ang jo

Wo muskana tera, wo sharmana tera

December ka samaa, wo bheegi bheegi sardiyan

Wo Mausam kia hua nah jaane kahan kho gaya

Buss yaaadein baaki….”

Yeh gaana unhi dinon ka hai aur Abhi ko laga ke gana specially usske liye aur usske situation ke liye likha gaya hai… khub roya wo issko sunkar aur Ruhi ko yaad kar kar ke.

Kaise nahin rota jab geet mein wohi sab likha hai jo Abhi aur Ruhi ke beech hue the – December ka sama tha, Ruhi ka pyar, ussko ang lagaya tha Abhi ne, Ruhi ka muskana, usska sharmana… sab kuch to hua tha Abhi aur Ruhi ke beech weisa hi, to kaise Abhi nahin rota bhala.

Shaam 2 baje Abhi apne bed par leyta hua tha aur usske dimaagh mein Ruhi leyte hue dikhaayi diya aur wo din yaad aya jab ussne Ruhi ko sote hue dekha ta apni nili dress mein…. Uss din Abhi ko Ruhi ko jakar kar kiss karne ka mann kar raha tha….. sab yaad kar raha tha Abhi….wohi din tha jab Reza bhi Abhi ke piche khada hua tha Ruhi ko dekhne ke liye….. yeh sab kuch Abhi ko paagal bana raha tha….. sab yaadein ussko tadpa raha tha….

Aur weise lete hue Abhi Ruhi ke jism ko sochne laga, uss ke har uss ang ko sochne laga jo usske jism se kabhi chipka tha, Abhi Ruhi ki jism ko sochte hue utejit hone laga ussne socha ke kaash Ruhi iss waqt naye saal ke din usske saath hota to wo kaise usske kapdon ko ek ek karke utaarta, kaise usske jism ke har unn komal hisson ko chumta, apna jeeb ferrta, Ruhi se kehta apne jeeb nikaal kar ussko weise hi chidhaane ko jaise wo kiya karti thi, tab jhat se Abhi usski jeeb ko apne munh mein le leta aur ussko passionately kiss karta aur apne haath se kiss karte hue usski jism ko sehlaate hue ussko bed par leytata….

Abhi Ruhi ko, usski touch ko bahot miss karne laga tha…..

Aur kuch der baad Abhi sochne laga ke 5th ko wahan jaega to kia hoga, kaise kiss se baat karega…….

1st January, 2nd, 3rd 4th ko Abhi buss Ruhi ki yaadon mein khoya raha…. Sirf sochta raha ke 5th ko jab wo wahan jaega to kia hoga. Abhi soch raha tha ke Ruhi ne baar baar khat padhi hogi aur kyunke Abhi ne khat mein likha tha ke 3rd, 4th aur 5th ke bich kissi ek din ko aega to Ruhi usska wait karna 3rd se shuru kar diya hoga. Abhi aisa soch raha tha, ussko pata bilkool bhi nahin tha ke uss taraf kia ho raha tha.

To Abhi jo kabhi bhi negative nahin sochta tha aaj pehli baar negative bhi socha ke kia pata iss liye ke Ruhi ne apni parents ko bata diya hoga ke Abhi in 3 dinon mein ek din ko wahan aane wala hai iss liye Ruhi ke maa baap ne unhi 3 dinon ke liye Ruhi ko usske nani ke ghar bhej diya ho aur jab Abhi wahan jaaye to Ruhi mile hi nahin usse! Yeh soch kar Abhi ghabra raha tha, wo nahin chahta tha ke Ruhi ussko nahin mile wahan aur sirf usske parents se milna pare ussko. Abhi chahta tha ke Ruhi bhi saamne ho jab Abhi usske maa baap se baat karega.

4th January ki raat ko mushladhaar baarish shuru hui pure desh mein. Monday ka din tha aur 3rd aur 4th Weekend the aur Naina aur Abhi ki maa, Abhi ki choti behen apne nani ke ghar chale gaye the New Year ke mauke par. Abhi aur usske pita aur baaki ke bhai ghar par the…. Itni baarish hue raat bhar, phir subha ko Abhi ke ghar se nikalna namumkin tha… Abhi ke ghar ke charon taraf paani bhare hue the jaise usska ghar ek jahaz tha samumdar ke beech. Raaste par paani aise beh rahe the jaise nadi.

Abhi ko phir bhi jana tha Ruhi ke ghar kyun ke ussne socha weh log usska intezaar kar rahe honge….

9.30ko Abhi tayyaar hokar ghar se nikla. Abhi ne naye saal ke mauke par naye kapde kharide the apne liye bhi, wohi pehna tha Ruhi ke ghar jaane ke liye. Jab Abhi ghar se nikal raha tha to usske pita ne uss se kaha ke aise Mausam mein kyun kahin jana hai, bahot tez aur khatarnaak tarike se baarish ho rahi thi pita ne kaha ke baadh bhi aa sakte hein kahin bhi desh mein.

Magar Abhi ko jaana tha chahe toofan aaye ya kayamat ussko Ruhi ke ghar jaana hi jaana tha.

Magar pehle ussne socha ke apne nana ke ghar se hote hue tab jaaye Ruhi ke yahan, uss tarah se wo naina se mil leta aur usski good wishes bhi mil jata usse.

Abhi ne ek bus liya, bus ke saare passengers bheege hue the aur khud Abhi bhi bilkool bheeg gaya sirf ghar se nikal kar bus stop tak jaate hue.

Uss sheher se hokar Abhi ko apne nana ke ghar jana tha jiss sheher mein Ruhi ke chacha ka supermarket hai. Wahan se ek dusra bus lena tha Abhi ko.

Uss sheher mein bhi baarish weisa hi tha aur raaste mein jagah jagah par gadiyan break down dikhaayi dete rahe charon raraf baarish ki vajah se… ek bhi aadmi kahin sukha hua nahin dikh raha tha, chhatri ho ya nahin, sab bheege hue the…. Abhi khud itna bheeg gaya ke usske underwears bhi bheege hue the…..

Apne nana ke ghar pahuche to naina, apni maa aur chhoti behen se mile, nana, mamou maasi sabse bhi mile, aur apne kapde utaar kar de diya naina ko iron se sukhaane ke liye jab tak wo khana kha raha tha.

Aur wahan se 1 ghante baad Abhi nikla Ruhi ke ghar jaane ke liye. Naina aur usski maa ko pata tha ke Abhi Ruhi ke ghar jaa raha hai aur shayad ek ya do hafte baad apne mata pita ko lekar Abhi jata Ruhi ka haath officially mangne shaadi ke liye, sab aaj ki meeting par depend karta ke weh log kia kehte hein Abhi ko. Naina ne Abhi ko good luck wish kiya aur Abhi nikal pada…. Aur wahan bhi buss nana ke ghar se nikal kar bus tak pahuncte hue hi Abhi phir pura bheeg gaya….. tar tar ho gaya andar ke kapde bhi bheeg gaye Abhi ke….

Udhar se ek aur chhota sheher tha jahan se Abhi ko bus lena pada Ruhi ke ghar pahunche ke liye….. Aur ussko bus mein Sunil ka apprentice mila aur uss yeh khabar mili ke kal Mehboob ne sabko apne bus mein lekar picnic ke liye seaside gaya tha, Sunil, George, Reza, usske behnein, Ruhi ka baap, usski maa, Manoj, Mahesh, Rahima, Farzinah, Ruhi ki dusri Cousin, sab gaye the seaside kal…. To Abhi ko tassalli hui ke agar kal seaside gaye the picnic par sab to aaj thakke honge to ghar par zaroor hogi Ruhi araam karne ke liye.

Aur aakhir mein Abhi reach hua aaj Ruhi ki aangan mein daakhil hote hue main road se, mushladhaar baarish mein….. Ruhi ke ghar jaate jaate Abhi ekdum bheeg gaya, usske sar se paon tak sab kuch bheega hua tha… sar ke baal se paani aise beh rahe the jaise Abhi ek nadi se nikla tha….

Ruhi ke ghar ke lounge ke paas terrace par khade hokar Abhi ne darwaza khatkhtaya….. baarish itni tez thi ke ek jiv jantu nazar nahin araha tha nah kahin kissi raaste par, nah udhar Ruhi ki aangan mein…. Wo aangan Abhi ko ab bahot bada dikh raha tha aur saaf suthra tha… New Year ke mauke par Ruhi ne terrace par new floor polish kiya hua tha wo dekh kar Abhi ko pata chal gaya ke Ruhi ghar par hi hai kyunke usske ilawa usski maa wo kaam kabhi nahin karti thi Sirf Ruhi karti thi wo kaam….. jitna der Abhi kadha raha darwaza khatkhataane ke baad utna hi wo aur bheegta raha….. Abhi ke haath mein ek plastic bag tha jiss mein kuch chocolates the Ruhi ke liye, chewing gum ka packet bhi tha aur wo perfume bhi tha, sab Ruhi ke liye.

Abhi apne pocket se apne rumal nikal kar sar ponch raha tha baar baar rumal ko piro kar uss mein se paani nikalte hue….

Der lagaya andar se darwaza kholne ke liye unn logon ne… Abhi expect kar raha tha ke Ruhi hi darwaza kholegi magar Manoj ne khola darwaze ko…..

Abhi ne ussko greet kiya, haath milaya, Manoj ne pucha

“kia chahiye”

To Abhi ne kaha ke usske papa se milna hai, phir Manoj ne kaha “andar aao bulata hoon….”

Aur Abhi andar gaya tab Manoj ghar ke andar gaya apne parents ko bulaane ke liye…. Aur Ruhi ki maa aayi, Abhi ne ussko greet kiya, Wo Abhi se muskuraayi phir Manoj ke piche ghar ke andar chali gayi… Manoj ke chehre mein bilkool Khushi nahin dikha Abhi ko, wo jaise naraaz tha Abhi ko apne dwaar par dekh kar…. Abhi itna bheega hua tha ke ussko unn ke ghar ke sofe par baithna acha nahin laga wo khada wait kar raha tha tab dada ji aaye Abhi se milne… Abhi ne unn se bhi haath milaya, aur dada ji ne Abhi ko baithne ko kaha. Magar Abhi ne kaha ke wo bilkool bheega hua hai nahin baith paega, dada ji zid karta raha to Abhi ne kaha ke sabko ajaane diya jaaye tab baithega. Dada ji ko Abhi ne naye saal ki shubkaamnaayein diye aur Dada ji ne bhi Abhi ko same kaha. To dada ji ne pucha,

“kiss se milne aaye ho?!”

Abhi ne kaha,

“Aap sab se!”

To Dadaji ne hansste hue pucha,

“ya Ruhi ke liye aaye ho hahahaha!”

Abhi ko achcha laga magar usska chehra pata nahin kyun laal ho gaya ussko jaise sharam sa laga… aur Abhi ne dada ji se pucha,

“Yahin hai nah Ruhi?!”

Dada ji ne haan mein sar hillaya aur kaha,

“Aate honge tum se milne sab, Manoj bulaane gaya hai nah!”

Dada ji ne Abhi se pucha kia jidhar wo rehta hai udhar bhi aise hi baarish ho raha hai, to Abhi ne bataya ke pure desh mein aise hi baarish ho rahe hein aur raaste bhar charon taraf cars break down hein aur raaste par jaise nadi mitti aur kichad samet chaaron taraf beh rahe hein….

Koyi nahin araha tha Abhi se milne, ulta Abhi ne socha tha Ruhi dhadpadaati hui daud kar aegi Abhi se milne aur bahot khush dikhegi, sharmaaegi Abhi ko apne ghar mein dekh kar… Abhi apne khayaalon mein har tarah ki drisht bana raha tha Ruhi ko lekar…. Ussne soch liya tha ke Ruhi ko apna gaal dega kiss karne ke liye, kyunke yeh ek tradition tha New Year par weise kiss karke wish karna… to Abhi tayyar tha aur Ruhi ka wait kar raha tha….

5 minats beet chuka tha, dada ji aur Abhi baat kiye ja rahe the, Abhi ab tak khda tha aur Dada ji ussko baithne ke liye kahe ja rahe the magar Abhi keh raha tha ke sab ko aane ka wait karega tab baithega….

Ghar ke andar bhunbhun baatein karte hue sunaayi de raha tha, matlab andar Ruhi ke mata pita, Manoj sab baat kar rahe the…. Abhi soch raha tha ke weh log shayad soch rahe honge ke ab Abhi se sab settle kar lena hai aur ussko apne parents ko saath lekar aane ko kahenge issi liye ghar ke andar sab decide kar rahe the ke Abhi se kia bola jaaye….

Kyunke koyi bhi nahin araha tha to dada ji ne awaaz diya,

“Arey kahan ho tum log ghar mein mehmaan aaye hue hein itni der koyi lagata hai mehmaan ki khatir daari karne ke liye? Ari oh Ruhi aakar dekh to kaun aya hai sun rahi ho?!”

Aur Manoj wapas aya….. aate hi ghusse mein laal baboola hokar Abhi se kaha

“MERA BAAP TUM SE NAHIN MILNA CHAHTA, USSNE KAHA KE WO TUMKO EK BAAR JAWAAB DE CHUKA HAI BAAR BAAR WOHI BAAT NAHIN DOHRAEGA KYUN AAYE HO YAHAN? HUM KIA TUMHARE RISHTEDAAR HAI? WE ARE NOT RELATED TO YOU? HUMKO TUMSE KOYI VAASTA NAHIN HAI. AGAR MEHBOOB SE MILNE AAYE HO TO WO USSKA GHAR HAI MEHBOOB YAHAN NAHIN REHTA. UDHAR JAO. AUR PHIR KABHI BHI IDHAR MAT AANA TUM HAMARE RISHTEDAAR NAHIN HO, AUR SUNON KHABARDAAR AGAR MERE DUSRE RISHTEDAAR KE GHAR GAYE KISSI SE MILNE USS SHEHER MEIN YA SHWETA SE MILNE GAYA TO! AUR YE LO JO LAST KE BUS KE PHOTOS LIYE THE ISSKE PAISE NAHIN CHAHIYE MUJHE LE JAO, CHALO NIKLO BAAHAR MERA GHAR KHARAAB KAR DIYA, PAANI BHAR DIYA CHAARON TARAF – GET OUT!!”

Abhi ka gala sukh gaya, ek lavz bhi nahin nikla balke aankh se aansoo tapke Manoj ki baton ko sunkar…. Usske peyr kaamp uthe, honth tharthara gaye haath kaampne lage ussko laga ke wahin girr padega… sirf Manoj ke chehre mein dekhta raha ussko sunte hue….. itni zillat life mein kabhi nahin jhela tha Abhi ne… ussko laga ke usske gaand mein laat maar ke, dhakke dekar Manoj ne ghar se nikala ussko….wo turant bina kuch kahe apne kadam ko ghar ke baahar nikala…. Dada ji bilkool heyraan Manoj ko dekh raha tha aur khada hua yeh kehte,

“Are Ruhi ko bulado wo usske liye aya hua hai nah?”

Manoj ne oonche awaaz mein Dadaji se kaha,

“aap chhup rehiye kissi ne aap ki raaye nahin mangi hai!”

Tab tak Abhi baahar nikal chuka tha aur dada ji ko yeh kehte hue suna,

“To kyun itne dinon tak Ruhi ko usse badhawa dene diya tha tum logon ne? Ab donon ki shaadi karwa dena chahiye!”

Abhi ke paon nahin uth rahe the chalne ke liye, aankh se aansoo jaari the uss baarish mein mein Abhi ko uss aangan se main road tak chalte hue uss faasla ko tey karne mein laga ussne ek ghanta liya Ruhi ke ghar se main road tak reach hone mein… taaqat nahin baaki raha tha Abhi mein….. main road par aya to raasta khali pada tha… ek bhi insaan nahin dikh raha tha Abhi baith gaya raaste par aur bahot zor se chilla kar rona shuru kiya!!!!!itna zor se chilaaya ke milon ke faasle tak usski awaaz reach hui hogi halaan ke bade zoron ki baarish ho rahe the…..

Abhi life mein kabhi uss tarah se nahin roya tha, thik Ruhi ki aangan aur Main road ke darmiyaan baitha hua tha, paani beh raha tha usske niche jaise ek stream mein baith kar ro raha tha,

“HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”

“HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”

“HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”

Iss tarah se chilaate hue rota gaya koyi 5 minats tak….. filmon mein dekha hoga sab ne, movies mein aate hein aise scene magar yahan sach mein, hakikat mein weisa ho raha tha…magar sunne wala, ya dekhne wala koyi nahin tha… Abhi ne apne sar ko peeta, kuch iss tarah peeta apne sar ko jaise khud ko maar raha tha, khud ko kissi baat ka sazaa de raha tha, jaise uss se koyi gunah ho gayi thi aur uss gunah ke liye Abhi khud ko maarte hue saza de raha tha…..

Abhi ke haath peyr sab kaamp rahe the ussko samajh mein nahin araha tha ke weisa kyun ho raha hai, wo kaamp raha tha… ek bus guzra kuch tez raftaar se aur road ka sara pani kichar sameth bus ke guzarne se Abhi ko 100 gunah aur bhigo diya… Abhi ke naye kapde par kichad lag gaye, safed kamiz tha, aur cream colour ka pant pehna hua tha Abhi ne, maila paani kichad ke saath usske upar andaza lagaiye kaisa dikh raha hoga uss waqt…. uss plastic bag mein jo chocolates aur perfume the wo Abhi ne road par wahin rakha hua tha sab bhig rahe the, plastic bag ke andar paani chala gaya aur wo behne lage the… Abhi ke haathon mein jaise taaqat nahin tha uss plastic bag ko pakarne ke liye… agar ek pathar se wo bag nahin takrata to sab wahin chorr deta abhi….

Abhi ko kissi ke sahare ki zaroorat mehsoos hui uss waqt, ek dost ki, ya koyi bhi aisa insaan jo ussko apna sahara deta, ussko wahan se uthata, ussko sahara dekar bus stop tak pahunchata… apne doston ko soch kar roya Abhi…. Naina ko soch kar roya aur chilla kar kaha ke kaash ussko koyi thoda zeher deta uss waqt to be jhijhak wo pee jata uss zeher ko… ussi pal ko Abhi ko mar jaane ko mann kar raha raha, socha ke ek truck ya bus udhar se aate dikhaayi deta to usske saamne aa jata…. Magar tab raasta bilkool khali tha, sannata tha chaaron taraf baarish ke ilawa aur kuch nahin tha…. Abhi ne aasmaan ke taraf sar utha kar dekha aur aasman se baat kiya,

“Issi liye aaj ro raha hai tu ey aasmaan? Mere aansoowon ko tu bhi baha raha hai, tujhe pata tha mere saath yeh hone wala hai to tum ne pehle se rona shuru kar diya hai….. January 5th 1987 yeh date Abhi kabhi nahin bhulega… usski life ki ek aisi tariq thi yeh jo ussko umar bhar yaad rahega, iss date ko Abhi ne marne ki tamanna ki thi.

15 minats ke baad khud ko sambhaalte hue Abhi wahan se utha, mudh kar piche aangan mein nahin dekha…. Ussko nahin pata tha ke koyi Ruhi ya Mehboob ke ghar se ussko dekh raha hoga ya nahin… waise Mausam itna kharaab tha ke har ghar mein sab log pakode tal kar TV ke saamne baithe honge….

Uss plastic bag ko uthaya Abhi ne uss mein se saare paani ko nikala aur chocolates ko feink diya magar perfume ko sambhaal liya….. kissi tarah bhi Ruhi tak zaroor pahunchana tha ussko wo perfume….. Bus ki photos jo Maanoj ne usse diya tha wo bilkool bheeg gaye the; phir bhi weise hi saare photos ko Abhi ne ussi bheege hue platic bag mein daal diya…

Abhi ne apne dimaagh mein sab soch liya tha ke ab aaguey ussko kia karna hai…..

Wahan se uthte hue, bus top ke paas kade hokar, Abhi ne itna kaha aise hi hawa mein,

“Ghar aaye mehmaan ka aise swagat kiya jata hai Manoj, badduah lagegi mere tute hue dil ka tujhe yaad rakhna, kahin kutte ki maut naseeb nah ho jaaye tujhe ek din issi jagah” Abhi ke zubaan se aise hi yeh alfaz nikal gaya tha, kyunke usska dil buri tarah se tuta hua tha uss waqt… ussko pata bhi nahin tha ke wo kia bol raha hai, magar kia pata ek din yeh bad duah lag jaega Manoj ko? Who knows?

Abhi ke ansso behne lage bina roye yeh soch kar ke Ruhi kyun nahin aayi uss se milne? Manoj Abhi ko itna beizat kar raha tha, ussko dhitkar raha tha aur andar baithi Ruhi sab sun rahi thi? Ussko Abhi se bahot pyar hai isska yakeen tha abhi ko, to Abhi khud se puch raha tha kaisa pyar tha yeh ke mujhko ruswa kiya jaa raha tha, mujhko kutte ki tarah dhake dekar ghar se baahar nikala ja raha tha magar Ruhi ne kuch nahin kaha, kyun wo nahin aayi Abhi se milne, dada ji ne kaha ussko aane ke liye phir bhi nahin aayi kyun?! Aur Abhi ko darr tha ke kahin usske tute hue dil ki bad duha kahin Ruhi ko bhi nah lag jaaye…. Abhi nahin chahta tha ke usski Ruhi ko koyi bhi takliff ho magar usska dil bahot ro raha tha ke Ruhi ne kyun ussko uss tarah se ruswa hone diya!!

Bade beabroo hokar hum tere kuche se nikle…. Khud se kaha Abhi ne… bina awaaz ke, bina roye usske aankhon se darya beh raha tha aasman ke baarish se aansoo dhul rahe the, baarish aur aansoo ke milaap ho rahe the Abhi ke chehre par….


Uss waqt Abhi ne dekha wo dukaan khula hai jahan uss raat ko Abhi ne Ruhi ke liye cakes aur ice creams kharide the… Abhi wahan pahuncha….. dukaan wale ke siwa koyi bhi nahin tha wahan… sirf ek darwaza khula tha dukaan ki, baaki band the barsaat ki vaja se….. Abhi ne sharaab kharida aur piya 1 ghante tak wahan baith kar… Tab bus liya ghar wapas jaane ke liye…

Iss din ke baad Abhi ne USSKI GALI MEIN JAANA CHORR DIYA magar nahin ek baar gaya ek BAHOT HI IMPORTANT kaam ke liye – kissi se mila vila nahin siwae uss ek insaan se jiss se milne gaya tha uss kaam ke liye

Shaam ke 4 baj chuke the aur Abhi ghar wapas aya aur Naina ke gale lag kar itna roya, itna roya ke Naina ke saath usski maa, aur saare bhai sab ro pade…..

To be continued…… (3822 words)

Bahut dard bhara update hai bhai. Aankh se annsoo apnr aap nikal pade.
Itna dukh sehna, dil ka iss tarah se tutna, itna beizzat hokar wahan se nikal aur Abhi ko marne ki khwahish karna... sab bahut hi dardnak hai bhai.
Bada jabardast update hai.
Iss kahani ko nahin padta to bahut afsos hota mujhe. One of the best story I am reading. :bow:
 
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Update 76 Abhi Tells Ruhi About Shweta

Aur kuch der baad Ruhi ne kaha,

“Achah chorro yeh sab Abhi, aap ab mujhe yeh batao kaun sa surprise dene wale the aap mujhe?!


Navina ki baat yaad karke Abhi sochne par majboor ho gaya ke Ruhi ko bataye ya nahin Shweta ke baare mein. Thoda sochne ke baad ussne socha bata hi dete hein jo hona hai wohi hoga, to Abhi ne Ruhi ke chehre mein muskurate hue dekha aur kaha,

“Tumko zaroor Khushi hogi jaan kar jo main tumko bataane jaa raha hoon, umeed hai ke naraaz nahin hogi tum ke last time aya tha tab kyun nahin bataya….”

Ruhi ne jab Abhi ko muskuraate hue dekha to kaha,

“jab se aaye ho pehli baar aap ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi hoon, jab yahan haam karte the to aap kitne khush dikha karte the, taras gayi thi aap ki muskurahat dekhne ke liye, bahot ro liye aap ne, ab muskurakar kuch kehne wale ho aap to zaroor Khushi ki baat hogi varna aap itne khush nahin dikhte, chaliye bataiye kia baat hai.”

Abhi ne Ruhi ko sofe par bithaya aur kaha,

“baat Shweta ki hai Ruhi!”

Ruhi ke chehre mein donon Khushi aur heyraani ke bhaav dikhe aur Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“Shweta? Kia aap uss se mile ho? koyi buri khabar to nahin nah?!”

Abhi ne halke se hansste hue kaha,

“Are bilkool bhi buri khabar nahin, thehro samjhata hoon tumhein….. main pichle 7 saalon se Shweta se milta aya hoon Ruhi…. Aruhi ko bhi bahot achi tarah se jaanta hoon aur wo bhi mujhe apna maanti hai, bahot pyar hai mujhe Aruhi se bhi….”

Ruhi ne badi badi aankhon se Abhi ko dekhte hue kaha,

“What? Aap mil chuke ho Shweta se? kab kaise? Main ek din soch rahi thi ke aap uss se to mil sakte ho agar mujhse nahin mile to, aap batao nah kaise wo mili ap ko? Kahan?”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke haathon ko apne donon haathon mein lekar, usski aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Ek din achaanak se mil gayi mujhe, main ne ussko pehchana hi nahin, 18 saal baad dekha tha usse. Main kaam ke silsiley mein university gaya tha aur kissi ne mujhe piche se phukara, main ne mudhke dekha to ek ladki mujhko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi, main ne ussko nahin pehchana halaan ke surat thodi jaani pehchaani si lagi, to ussne kaha thehro aap ko phir se weise bulaati hoon jaise bachpan mein bulaati thi aur ussne kaha, ‘Abhiiiiiiiiiii’ to mere sharir kaamp uthe, mere aankhen bhar aaye yeh jaan kar ke wo Shweta hai…… apne baahon ko khol diya aur wo meri baahon mein agayi…… hum donon rone lage ek dusre se 18 saal baad mil kar…..”

Yeh sunkar Ruhi ke aankhen bhi bhar aaye aur rote aur hansste hue ek saath kaha,

“Kaisi thi wo? Aur ab kaisi hai? Mujhse to pichle 10 ya 12 saal se nahin mili, shadi kiya tha tab mujhe Mahesh legaya tha chachi ke ghar, tab dekhi thi ussko…. Wo to jab 18 ki thi thi aur pata chala tha ussko ke main usski janam dene wali maa hoon to aayi mujhse khub ladaayi kiye aur usske baad ek din bhi nahin aayi mujhse milne… kaha tha nah jaise main apni maa ko treat karti hoon waise hi meri beti bhi mujhko treat karti hai, meri taqdeer hi aisi hai, aur ho bhi kyun nah, main hi to nafrat karne lagi thi nah uss se bachpan mein aur ussko sab pata tha….. to ussko bahot thess pahuncha ke main usski real maa hokar uss se nafrat karti rahi to ussne nafrat ke badle mujhko nafrat hi diya wapas….. 2 saal shaadi ke baad suna ke ussne uss doctor se divorce le liya aur chachi ke ghar wapas chali gayi rehne, kaam karne wale ladkiyon ke saath yehi problem hai, paisa kamaane lagte hein to husband acha nahin lagta, freedom chahiye hote hein aaj kal ke ladkiyon ko….. akeli rehti hai aur Aruhi ko paal rahi hai, kamaati hai nah issi liye aisi hogi!”

Abhi: “Chalo tumko yeh sab pata to hai, main ne socha tumko khabar nahin mila hoga usska….. haan main usski divorce se ek saal ya kuch mahine pehle hi mila tha, Aruhi tab shayad 18 mahine ki thi aur tab Shweta shayad 24 ki thi… usske baad hum aksar milne lage the, Navina bhi ussko jaanti hai, aur Aruhi ko bhi….. Dar assal Shweta ek part time course follow kar rahi thi university mein aur Shweta Navina ki student bhi thi…. Ajeeb coincidence hai ke mere aur Navina donon ke taraf se Shweta se milan hue….. hai nah?!”

Ruhi kuch sochne lagi, khush dikh rahi thi, magar soch mein kuch der doobi rahi, tab kaha,

“Wo aap se bahot ziada pyar karti thi, ab bhi karti hogi hai nah? aap ne pichli baar nahin bataya mujhe jab main ne aap se Shweta ke baare mein kaha tha….. kia aap mujhse chhupana chahte the ke ap uss se mil chuke ho?!”

Abhi ne jawaab diya,

“Are nahin kyun chhupana chahta tha? Tum usske khilaaf bol rahi thi nah? iss liye main chhup raha aur tab mujhe kahan pata tha ke wo tumhari beti hai? Mujhko uss ne bhi bilkool 7 saalon mein ek baar bhi nahin bataya tha ke wo tumhari beti hai, iss liye mujhe jhatka laga tha jab tumne wo baat bataayi thi pichli baar… iss liye tumse tab kuch nahin kaha tha….. aur tumse milne ke baad main uss se mila usski ghalat faimi door kiya tumko lekar aur ab main ussko aur Aruhi ko lekar aunga tumse milwane yehi surprise dena hai tumko….. kaho kab laun yahan donon maa beti ko?!”

“Ruhi ke Khushi se aankhen bhar aaye aur pucha,

“Really wo aegi mujhse milne? Aruhi ke saath? Aap ke saath? Wo maan gayi aane ke liye aap ke saath? Chamatkaar ho gayi yeh to! Kaise manaaya aap ne ussko?! Thank you Abhi? Yeh kaise hua? Aap kaise aksar milne lage Abhi batao mujhe wo khush to hai nah? phir se kyun shaadi nahin ki? Aur kyun uss doctor se divorce le liya sab batao nah mujhe Abhi!”

Abhi: “arey mobile ka zamana hai nah jab hum mile to ussne mera number liya main ne usski aur social network par, whatsap par contact mein rahe to milte rahe nah….. iss mein kaun si badi baat hai aaj kal communicate karne ke liye kitne tarike hote hein nah…..”

Ruhi: “haan jab main aap ko jaanti thi tab kahan tha aise technology ke hum ek dusre se communicate kar sakte!! Waqt waqt ki baat hai nah Abhi”

Abhi: “tha comunictae karne ke tarike, tunme nahin communicate kiya tha, mera address tha tumhare paas, unn dinon hum letter writing se communicate karte the to tum agar chahti to mujhko likh sakti thi, tum ne communicate nahin kiya tha mujhe…. Phone lag gaye the nah ek saal hamare bicharne ke baad mujhko phone bhi kar sakti thi, kabhi directory mein mera naam nahin dekha tha kia? Zaroor dekha hoga tumne, main ne phone lagte hi sabse pehle tumhare papa ke naam ka phone number dhunda tha aur mila bhi tha 1987 ye 1988 mein… to tumko bhi mera number dikha hoga kyunke mere ghar ka phone mere hi naam par registered hua tha….!!!

Ruhi: “haan Abhi dekha tha, pata tha… magar haan sahi keh rahe ho main ne hi nahin communicate kiya tha aap ko you are right….”

Abhi ne tab Ruhi ke haathon ko apne haath mein zor se dabaate hue kaha,

“Tumhi kehti rehti ho nah ke Shweta mujhse bachpan se pyar karti thi, to socho jab mujhse mili to kitna khush hui hogi? Kitna acha laga hoga ussko? Ussne jaise ek khoya hua chiz paa liya itni khush thi wo aur mujhse baar baar milna chahti thi…. Haan uss doctor se usski nahin bani, uss se pyar hi nahin karti thi kehti thi mujhe, doctor usska khayal bilkool nahin rakhta tha aur nah bachi ka khayaal rakhta tha usske liye buss usska kaam aur usske patients, yehi usski priority hua karte the, to Shweta tang agayi…. Aur bina mujhe bataaye pata nahin kab divorce le liya, usske bahot mahine baad mujhko bataya ke ab wapas tumhare chachi ke ghar rehti hai, tab mujhe pata chala ke doctor ko chorr diya ussne…..”

Ruhi ghaur se sun rahi thi tab pucha,

“To phir se kyun shaadi nahin kiya ussne? Kitni khubsurat hai, kitni achchi hai, ussko to ladkon ke line lagte honge proposal ke!”

Abhi ka chehre laal hua aur kaha,

“Wo ab tumhi puchna uss se nah! mujhe kia pata kyun nahin ki shaadi ussne, buss itna kaha ke dobara wo experience nahin karna chahti!”

Ruhi ne tab pucha,

“Aur Aruhi, dekha nah mera naam apni beti ke naam ke saath joda hai ussne aur mujhse ladaayi karne aayi thi magar mera naam rakha apni beti ke naam ke saath hahahaha, kaisi dikhti hai Aruhi ab 7/8 saal ki ho gayi hogi nah? aap se banti hai usski aap ne kaha? Khubsurat hogi wo bhi nah? main ne usski bachpan dekha hi nahin aap ne dekha nah? kuch batao to Abhi!”

Abhi: “Bahot cute hai, weise hi jaise Shweta thi bachpan mein, bahot intelligent bhi hai… samajh lo mujhse ussko baap ka pyar mila, mujhe baap hi samajhti hai… bahot pyar karti hai mujhe aur main bhi behad chahta hoon ussko….Navina se bhi khub ghul mil gayi hai ati hai hamare yahan kabhi kabhi….”

Ruhi ne Abhi ke chehre mein, usske aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi aap ka koyi pichle janam ka Rishta hai mujhse kia? Aap meri family se kitna close ho jaate ho? meri beti se aur usski beti ke itna close ho gaye aur mujhse kitne door rahe? Aap ko kudrat ne bheja hai hamare liye kia Abhi? 25 saal pehle aap Shweta se mile the, wo aap se behad pyar karne lagi, jab aap mujhse door hue to wo aap ko miss karti thi, aap ke liye roti thi, jab badi hui to aap se shaadi tak karna chahti thi.... kaise aap ke saath close hui wo Abhi? Wo to aap se behad pyar karti thi, aap ko chahti thi jaise hum donon ek dusre ko chahte the!! Aap ko usski nazron mein pyar nahin dikha apne liye Abhi? Aap ko kabhi nahin laga ke wo aap ko chahti hai?.... wait wait wait…. Abhi ussne kahin aap ki khatir to doctor se divorce to nahin liya nah?! hmm?!”

Abhi hadbadaane laga tha ab…. Ussko dikh gaya ke Ruhi ko shak hone laga to baat ko rokne ke liye Abhi ne bus itna kaha,

“What are you talking now? Kaha nah kyun doctor ko chorra? Aur baaki jo bhi puchna hai tum ussi se puch lena bolo kal lekar aaun donon ko? Weise Navina bhi tumse milna chahti hai…ussko bhi saath lekar aunga, kia khayal hai? Thik rahega kal?!”

Ruhi ne bhare hue aankhon mein kaha,

“Anytime Abhi, any time.. tum buss lekar aao sabko main sab se milna chahti hoon, magar Abhi main nah lunch nah dinner bana paungi…. Inn donon waqt mein mat ana please….”

Abhi: “Are kyun fikar karti ho, inn sab ke liye koyi fikar nahin, tumko bhi lechalunga kabhi apne ghar aur wahan sab lunch ya dinner karenge…. Aur mera yakeen karo ek din tum khud dinner ya lunch paka kar hum sab ko khilaogi!”

Ruhi: “Wo kaise Abhi? I can’t even stand!”

Abhi: “Why? Do you think from the wheelchair you will not be able to cook? You very well can do that…. Just someone must be there to help you or assist you…. Weise hua kia hai tumko? What is your health problem? Kyun nahin chal paati ya khada nahin ho paati ho? wo batao mujhe ab!”

Ruhi: “shuru ek sciatica issue se hua tha , baad mein pata chala spinal issues hein, bahot saare doctaron ke paas gayi, bahot ilaaj karwaya, it remais the same, rather it became worse… main ek laathi se chal paati thi pichle 5 saalon se ab wo bhi nahin kar paati… kamar mein taaqat hi nahin body ko sambhalne ke liye!”

Abhi: “Sirf medical ke taraf checkup karwaya? Ayurvedic massage ya medication kiya kabhi?!

Ruhi: Ayurvedic? No. never, sirf hospital aur physiotherapy kiya kayi saalon tak….”

Abhi: “Okay I will try something to help you I bet ke tum wapas khada ho paogi aur chalogi bhi…. Dekh lena!!”

To be continued……………
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Abhi aur Ruhi ke bich ka faasla ab end hua. Donon ke taraf se jitne shikayatein the sab ab tamaam shudh.
Shweta ke bare mein jab Abhi ne bataya Ruhi ko to Ruhi ko heyrani jarur hua hoga aur shak to 100% hua hi hoga.
Maana ka Abhi sachaayi Ruhi ko nahin bata paega magar jab Abhi ye bataega k ussne Aruhi ko adopt kiya hai tab kua Ruhi samajh nahin jaegi sab kuch?
Anyw6 dekhte hein aage kia hota hai. Very good update.
 

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Update 76 Abhi Tells Ruhi About Shweta

Aur kuch der baad Ruhi ne kaha,

“Achah chorro yeh sab Abhi, aap ab mujhe yeh batao kaun sa surprise dene wale the aap mujhe?!


Navina ki baat yaad karke Abhi sochne par majboor ho gaya ke Ruhi ko bataye ya nahin Shweta ke baare mein. Thoda sochne ke baad ussne socha bata hi dete hein jo hona hai wohi hoga, to Abhi ne Ruhi ke chehre mein muskurate hue dekha aur kaha,

“Tumko zaroor Khushi hogi jaan kar jo main tumko bataane jaa raha hoon, umeed hai ke naraaz nahin hogi tum ke last time aya tha tab kyun nahin bataya….”

Ruhi ne jab Abhi ko muskuraate hue dekha to kaha,

“jab se aaye ho pehli baar aap ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi hoon, jab yahan haam karte the to aap kitne khush dikha karte the, taras gayi thi aap ki muskurahat dekhne ke liye, bahot ro liye aap ne, ab muskurakar kuch kehne wale ho aap to zaroor Khushi ki baat hogi varna aap itne khush nahin dikhte, chaliye bataiye kia baat hai.”

Abhi ne Ruhi ko sofe par bithaya aur kaha,

“baat Shweta ki hai Ruhi!”

Ruhi ke chehre mein donon Khushi aur heyraani ke bhaav dikhe aur Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“Shweta? Kia aap uss se mile ho? koyi buri khabar to nahin nah?!”

Abhi ne halke se hansste hue kaha,

“Are bilkool bhi buri khabar nahin, thehro samjhata hoon tumhein….. main pichle 7 saalon se Shweta se milta aya hoon Ruhi…. Aruhi ko bhi bahot achi tarah se jaanta hoon aur wo bhi mujhe apna maanti hai, bahot pyar hai mujhe Aruhi se bhi….”

Ruhi ne badi badi aankhon se Abhi ko dekhte hue kaha,

“What? Aap mil chuke ho Shweta se? kab kaise? Main ek din soch rahi thi ke aap uss se to mil sakte ho agar mujhse nahin mile to, aap batao nah kaise wo mili ap ko? Kahan?”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke haathon ko apne donon haathon mein lekar, usski aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Ek din achaanak se mil gayi mujhe, main ne ussko pehchana hi nahin, 18 saal baad dekha tha usse. Main kaam ke silsiley mein university gaya tha aur kissi ne mujhe piche se phukara, main ne mudhke dekha to ek ladki mujhko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi, main ne ussko nahin pehchana halaan ke surat thodi jaani pehchaani si lagi, to ussne kaha thehro aap ko phir se weise bulaati hoon jaise bachpan mein bulaati thi aur ussne kaha, ‘Abhiiiiiiiiiii’ to mere sharir kaamp uthe, mere aankhen bhar aaye yeh jaan kar ke wo Shweta hai…… apne baahon ko khol diya aur wo meri baahon mein agayi…… hum donon rone lage ek dusre se 18 saal baad mil kar…..”

Yeh sunkar Ruhi ke aankhen bhi bhar aaye aur rote aur hansste hue ek saath kaha,

“Kaisi thi wo? Aur ab kaisi hai? Mujhse to pichle 10 ya 12 saal se nahin mili, shadi kiya tha tab mujhe Mahesh legaya tha chachi ke ghar, tab dekhi thi ussko…. Wo to jab 18 ki thi thi aur pata chala tha ussko ke main usski janam dene wali maa hoon to aayi mujhse khub ladaayi kiye aur usske baad ek din bhi nahin aayi mujhse milne… kaha tha nah jaise main apni maa ko treat karti hoon waise hi meri beti bhi mujhko treat karti hai, meri taqdeer hi aisi hai, aur ho bhi kyun nah, main hi to nafrat karne lagi thi nah uss se bachpan mein aur ussko sab pata tha….. to ussko bahot thess pahuncha ke main usski real maa hokar uss se nafrat karti rahi to ussne nafrat ke badle mujhko nafrat hi diya wapas….. 2 saal shaadi ke baad suna ke ussne uss doctor se divorce le liya aur chachi ke ghar wapas chali gayi rehne, kaam karne wale ladkiyon ke saath yehi problem hai, paisa kamaane lagte hein to husband acha nahin lagta, freedom chahiye hote hein aaj kal ke ladkiyon ko….. akeli rehti hai aur Aruhi ko paal rahi hai, kamaati hai nah issi liye aisi hogi!”

Abhi: “Chalo tumko yeh sab pata to hai, main ne socha tumko khabar nahin mila hoga usska….. haan main usski divorce se ek saal ya kuch mahine pehle hi mila tha, Aruhi tab shayad 18 mahine ki thi aur tab Shweta shayad 24 ki thi… usske baad hum aksar milne lage the, Navina bhi ussko jaanti hai, aur Aruhi ko bhi….. Dar assal Shweta ek part time course follow kar rahi thi university mein aur Shweta Navina ki student bhi thi…. Ajeeb coincidence hai ke mere aur Navina donon ke taraf se Shweta se milan hue….. hai nah?!”

Ruhi kuch sochne lagi, khush dikh rahi thi, magar soch mein kuch der doobi rahi, tab kaha,

“Wo aap se bahot ziada pyar karti thi, ab bhi karti hogi hai nah? aap ne pichli baar nahin bataya mujhe jab main ne aap se Shweta ke baare mein kaha tha….. kia aap mujhse chhupana chahte the ke ap uss se mil chuke ho?!”

Abhi ne jawaab diya,

“Are nahin kyun chhupana chahta tha? Tum usske khilaaf bol rahi thi nah? iss liye main chhup raha aur tab mujhe kahan pata tha ke wo tumhari beti hai? Mujhko uss ne bhi bilkool 7 saalon mein ek baar bhi nahin bataya tha ke wo tumhari beti hai, iss liye mujhe jhatka laga tha jab tumne wo baat bataayi thi pichli baar… iss liye tumse tab kuch nahin kaha tha….. aur tumse milne ke baad main uss se mila usski ghalat faimi door kiya tumko lekar aur ab main ussko aur Aruhi ko lekar aunga tumse milwane yehi surprise dena hai tumko….. kaho kab laun yahan donon maa beti ko?!”

“Ruhi ke Khushi se aankhen bhar aaye aur pucha,

“Really wo aegi mujhse milne? Aruhi ke saath? Aap ke saath? Wo maan gayi aane ke liye aap ke saath? Chamatkaar ho gayi yeh to! Kaise manaaya aap ne ussko?! Thank you Abhi? Yeh kaise hua? Aap kaise aksar milne lage Abhi batao mujhe wo khush to hai nah? phir se kyun shaadi nahin ki? Aur kyun uss doctor se divorce le liya sab batao nah mujhe Abhi!”

Abhi: “arey mobile ka zamana hai nah jab hum mile to ussne mera number liya main ne usski aur social network par, whatsap par contact mein rahe to milte rahe nah….. iss mein kaun si badi baat hai aaj kal communicate karne ke liye kitne tarike hote hein nah…..”

Ruhi: “haan jab main aap ko jaanti thi tab kahan tha aise technology ke hum ek dusre se communicate kar sakte!! Waqt waqt ki baat hai nah Abhi”

Abhi: “tha comunictae karne ke tarike, tunme nahin communicate kiya tha, mera address tha tumhare paas, unn dinon hum letter writing se communicate karte the to tum agar chahti to mujhko likh sakti thi, tum ne communicate nahin kiya tha mujhe…. Phone lag gaye the nah ek saal hamare bicharne ke baad mujhko phone bhi kar sakti thi, kabhi directory mein mera naam nahin dekha tha kia? Zaroor dekha hoga tumne, main ne phone lagte hi sabse pehle tumhare papa ke naam ka phone number dhunda tha aur mila bhi tha 1987 ye 1988 mein… to tumko bhi mera number dikha hoga kyunke mere ghar ka phone mere hi naam par registered hua tha….!!!

Ruhi: “haan Abhi dekha tha, pata tha… magar haan sahi keh rahe ho main ne hi nahin communicate kiya tha aap ko you are right….”

Abhi ne tab Ruhi ke haathon ko apne haath mein zor se dabaate hue kaha,

“Tumhi kehti rehti ho nah ke Shweta mujhse bachpan se pyar karti thi, to socho jab mujhse mili to kitna khush hui hogi? Kitna acha laga hoga ussko? Ussne jaise ek khoya hua chiz paa liya itni khush thi wo aur mujhse baar baar milna chahti thi…. Haan uss doctor se usski nahin bani, uss se pyar hi nahin karti thi kehti thi mujhe, doctor usska khayal bilkool nahin rakhta tha aur nah bachi ka khayaal rakhta tha usske liye buss usska kaam aur usske patients, yehi usski priority hua karte the, to Shweta tang agayi…. Aur bina mujhe bataaye pata nahin kab divorce le liya, usske bahot mahine baad mujhko bataya ke ab wapas tumhare chachi ke ghar rehti hai, tab mujhe pata chala ke doctor ko chorr diya ussne…..”

Ruhi ghaur se sun rahi thi tab pucha,

“To phir se kyun shaadi nahin kiya ussne? Kitni khubsurat hai, kitni achchi hai, ussko to ladkon ke line lagte honge proposal ke!”

Abhi ka chehre laal hua aur kaha,

“Wo ab tumhi puchna uss se nah! mujhe kia pata kyun nahin ki shaadi ussne, buss itna kaha ke dobara wo experience nahin karna chahti!”

Ruhi ne tab pucha,

“Aur Aruhi, dekha nah mera naam apni beti ke naam ke saath joda hai ussne aur mujhse ladaayi karne aayi thi magar mera naam rakha apni beti ke naam ke saath hahahaha, kaisi dikhti hai Aruhi ab 7/8 saal ki ho gayi hogi nah? aap se banti hai usski aap ne kaha? Khubsurat hogi wo bhi nah? main ne usski bachpan dekha hi nahin aap ne dekha nah? kuch batao to Abhi!”

Abhi: “Bahot cute hai, weise hi jaise Shweta thi bachpan mein, bahot intelligent bhi hai… samajh lo mujhse ussko baap ka pyar mila, mujhe baap hi samajhti hai… bahot pyar karti hai mujhe aur main bhi behad chahta hoon ussko….Navina se bhi khub ghul mil gayi hai ati hai hamare yahan kabhi kabhi….”

Ruhi ne Abhi ke chehre mein, usske aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi aap ka koyi pichle janam ka Rishta hai mujhse kia? Aap meri family se kitna close ho jaate ho? meri beti se aur usski beti ke itna close ho gaye aur mujhse kitne door rahe? Aap ko kudrat ne bheja hai hamare liye kia Abhi? 25 saal pehle aap Shweta se mile the, wo aap se behad pyar karne lagi, jab aap mujhse door hue to wo aap ko miss karti thi, aap ke liye roti thi, jab badi hui to aap se shaadi tak karna chahti thi.... kaise aap ke saath close hui wo Abhi? Wo to aap se behad pyar karti thi, aap ko chahti thi jaise hum donon ek dusre ko chahte the!! Aap ko usski nazron mein pyar nahin dikha apne liye Abhi? Aap ko kabhi nahin laga ke wo aap ko chahti hai?.... wait wait wait…. Abhi ussne kahin aap ki khatir to doctor se divorce to nahin liya nah?! hmm?!”

Abhi hadbadaane laga tha ab…. Ussko dikh gaya ke Ruhi ko shak hone laga to baat ko rokne ke liye Abhi ne bus itna kaha,

“What are you talking now? Kaha nah kyun doctor ko chorra? Aur baaki jo bhi puchna hai tum ussi se puch lena bolo kal lekar aaun donon ko? Weise Navina bhi tumse milna chahti hai…ussko bhi saath lekar aunga, kia khayal hai? Thik rahega kal?!”

Ruhi ne bhare hue aankhon mein kaha,

“Anytime Abhi, any time.. tum buss lekar aao sabko main sab se milna chahti hoon, magar Abhi main nah lunch nah dinner bana paungi…. Inn donon waqt mein mat ana please….”

Abhi: “Are kyun fikar karti ho, inn sab ke liye koyi fikar nahin, tumko bhi lechalunga kabhi apne ghar aur wahan sab lunch ya dinner karenge…. Aur mera yakeen karo ek din tum khud dinner ya lunch paka kar hum sab ko khilaogi!”

Ruhi: “Wo kaise Abhi? I can’t even stand!”

Abhi: “Why? Do you think from the wheelchair you will not be able to cook? You very well can do that…. Just someone must be there to help you or assist you…. Weise hua kia hai tumko? What is your health problem? Kyun nahin chal paati ya khada nahin ho paati ho? wo batao mujhe ab!”

Ruhi: “shuru ek sciatica issue se hua tha , baad mein pata chala spinal issues hein, bahot saare doctaron ke paas gayi, bahot ilaaj karwaya, it remais the same, rather it became worse… main ek laathi se chal paati thi pichle 5 saalon se ab wo bhi nahin kar paati… kamar mein taaqat hi nahin body ko sambhalne ke liye!”

Abhi: “Sirf medical ke taraf checkup karwaya? Ayurvedic massage ya medication kiya kabhi?!

Ruhi: Ayurvedic? No. never, sirf hospital aur physiotherapy kiya kayi saalon tak….”

Abhi: “Okay I will try something to help you I bet ke tum wapas khada ho paogi aur chalogi bhi…. Dekh lena!!”

To be continued……………
(2105 words)
badhiya update ruhi ko bahut si baten malum chal gayi akhir ab ruhi ka ilaaj bhi hoga ho sakta wo thoda chalne layak ho jaye ab..awesome update
 

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ye bat sahi hai abhi ki.................ayurved aur yog ....................hi real treatment hain kisi bhi long term health complication ke liye



kyonki ruhi ko shak hone laga aur abhi dar gaya......................
akhirkar pyar aur dar ka sath hamesha rahta hai......................

ram charit manas (jise north india mein log hindi ramayan ke roop mein jante hain) mein bhi goswami tulsi das ji ne maryada purushottam sri ram chandr ji ke dwara kaha hai
"bole ram sakop tab, bhay binu hoy na preet"............ arthat bhay ke bina prem nahin hota


yehi ham me se jyadatar logon ke jeevan ke dukhon ka kaaran hai............ ham apni khushiyon ko jeene ki bajay.........
dusron ko khush karne....unke samne achchhe bane rahne mein hi ................apni jindgi bita dete hain........dukh uthate hain
lekin................................
ap sabhi ko khush kabhi nahin kar sakte............... isliye apni khushiyon ko .............jiyo.............jee bhar ke
Aapki baton se mujhe bada sukun mila hum sabko khus nahi rakh sakte ye baat sahi hai bhai ishiliye jo kho diya use bhulkar jo sath hai use lekar khus raho:dost:achcha laga bhai
 

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Update 76 Abhi Tells Ruhi About Shweta

Aur kuch der baad Ruhi ne kaha,

“Achah chorro yeh sab Abhi, aap ab mujhe yeh batao kaun sa surprise dene wale the aap mujhe?!


Navina ki baat yaad karke Abhi sochne par majboor ho gaya ke Ruhi ko bataye ya nahin Shweta ke baare mein. Thoda sochne ke baad ussne socha bata hi dete hein jo hona hai wohi hoga, to Abhi ne Ruhi ke chehre mein muskurate hue dekha aur kaha,

“Tumko zaroor Khushi hogi jaan kar jo main tumko bataane jaa raha hoon, umeed hai ke naraaz nahin hogi tum ke last time aya tha tab kyun nahin bataya….”

Ruhi ne jab Abhi ko muskuraate hue dekha to kaha,

“jab se aaye ho pehli baar aap ko muskuraate hue dekh rahi hoon, jab yahan haam karte the to aap kitne khush dikha karte the, taras gayi thi aap ki muskurahat dekhne ke liye, bahot ro liye aap ne, ab muskurakar kuch kehne wale ho aap to zaroor Khushi ki baat hogi varna aap itne khush nahin dikhte, chaliye bataiye kia baat hai.”

Abhi ne Ruhi ko sofe par bithaya aur kaha,

“baat Shweta ki hai Ruhi!”

Ruhi ke chehre mein donon Khushi aur heyraani ke bhaav dikhe aur Abhi ke chehre mein dekhte hue pucha,

“Shweta? Kia aap uss se mile ho? koyi buri khabar to nahin nah?!”

Abhi ne halke se hansste hue kaha,

“Are bilkool bhi buri khabar nahin, thehro samjhata hoon tumhein….. main pichle 7 saalon se Shweta se milta aya hoon Ruhi…. Aruhi ko bhi bahot achi tarah se jaanta hoon aur wo bhi mujhe apna maanti hai, bahot pyar hai mujhe Aruhi se bhi….”

Ruhi ne badi badi aankhon se Abhi ko dekhte hue kaha,

“What? Aap mil chuke ho Shweta se? kab kaise? Main ek din soch rahi thi ke aap uss se to mil sakte ho agar mujhse nahin mile to, aap batao nah kaise wo mili ap ko? Kahan?”

Abhi ne Ruhi ke haathon ko apne donon haathon mein lekar, usski aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Ek din achaanak se mil gayi mujhe, main ne ussko pehchana hi nahin, 18 saal baad dekha tha usse. Main kaam ke silsiley mein university gaya tha aur kissi ne mujhe piche se phukara, main ne mudhke dekha to ek ladki mujhko muskuraate hue dekh rahi thi, main ne ussko nahin pehchana halaan ke surat thodi jaani pehchaani si lagi, to ussne kaha thehro aap ko phir se weise bulaati hoon jaise bachpan mein bulaati thi aur ussne kaha, ‘Abhiiiiiiiiiii’ to mere sharir kaamp uthe, mere aankhen bhar aaye yeh jaan kar ke wo Shweta hai…… apne baahon ko khol diya aur wo meri baahon mein agayi…… hum donon rone lage ek dusre se 18 saal baad mil kar…..”

Yeh sunkar Ruhi ke aankhen bhi bhar aaye aur rote aur hansste hue ek saath kaha,

“Kaisi thi wo? Aur ab kaisi hai? Mujhse to pichle 10 ya 12 saal se nahin mili, shadi kiya tha tab mujhe Mahesh legaya tha chachi ke ghar, tab dekhi thi ussko…. Wo to jab 18 ki thi thi aur pata chala tha ussko ke main usski janam dene wali maa hoon to aayi mujhse khub ladaayi kiye aur usske baad ek din bhi nahin aayi mujhse milne… kaha tha nah jaise main apni maa ko treat karti hoon waise hi meri beti bhi mujhko treat karti hai, meri taqdeer hi aisi hai, aur ho bhi kyun nah, main hi to nafrat karne lagi thi nah uss se bachpan mein aur ussko sab pata tha….. to ussko bahot thess pahuncha ke main usski real maa hokar uss se nafrat karti rahi to ussne nafrat ke badle mujhko nafrat hi diya wapas….. 2 saal shaadi ke baad suna ke ussne uss doctor se divorce le liya aur chachi ke ghar wapas chali gayi rehne, kaam karne wale ladkiyon ke saath yehi problem hai, paisa kamaane lagte hein to husband acha nahin lagta, freedom chahiye hote hein aaj kal ke ladkiyon ko….. akeli rehti hai aur Aruhi ko paal rahi hai, kamaati hai nah issi liye aisi hogi!”

Abhi: “Chalo tumko yeh sab pata to hai, main ne socha tumko khabar nahin mila hoga usska….. haan main usski divorce se ek saal ya kuch mahine pehle hi mila tha, Aruhi tab shayad 18 mahine ki thi aur tab Shweta shayad 24 ki thi… usske baad hum aksar milne lage the, Navina bhi ussko jaanti hai, aur Aruhi ko bhi….. Dar assal Shweta ek part time course follow kar rahi thi university mein aur Shweta Navina ki student bhi thi…. Ajeeb coincidence hai ke mere aur Navina donon ke taraf se Shweta se milan hue….. hai nah?!”

Ruhi kuch sochne lagi, khush dikh rahi thi, magar soch mein kuch der doobi rahi, tab kaha,

“Wo aap se bahot ziada pyar karti thi, ab bhi karti hogi hai nah? aap ne pichli baar nahin bataya mujhe jab main ne aap se Shweta ke baare mein kaha tha….. kia aap mujhse chhupana chahte the ke ap uss se mil chuke ho?!”

Abhi ne jawaab diya,

“Are nahin kyun chhupana chahta tha? Tum usske khilaaf bol rahi thi nah? iss liye main chhup raha aur tab mujhe kahan pata tha ke wo tumhari beti hai? Mujhko uss ne bhi bilkool 7 saalon mein ek baar bhi nahin bataya tha ke wo tumhari beti hai, iss liye mujhe jhatka laga tha jab tumne wo baat bataayi thi pichli baar… iss liye tumse tab kuch nahin kaha tha….. aur tumse milne ke baad main uss se mila usski ghalat faimi door kiya tumko lekar aur ab main ussko aur Aruhi ko lekar aunga tumse milwane yehi surprise dena hai tumko….. kaho kab laun yahan donon maa beti ko?!”

“Ruhi ke Khushi se aankhen bhar aaye aur pucha,

“Really wo aegi mujhse milne? Aruhi ke saath? Aap ke saath? Wo maan gayi aane ke liye aap ke saath? Chamatkaar ho gayi yeh to! Kaise manaaya aap ne ussko?! Thank you Abhi? Yeh kaise hua? Aap kaise aksar milne lage Abhi batao mujhe wo khush to hai nah? phir se kyun shaadi nahin ki? Aur kyun uss doctor se divorce le liya sab batao nah mujhe Abhi!”

Abhi: “arey mobile ka zamana hai nah jab hum mile to ussne mera number liya main ne usski aur social network par, whatsap par contact mein rahe to milte rahe nah….. iss mein kaun si badi baat hai aaj kal communicate karne ke liye kitne tarike hote hein nah…..”

Ruhi: “haan jab main aap ko jaanti thi tab kahan tha aise technology ke hum ek dusre se communicate kar sakte!! Waqt waqt ki baat hai nah Abhi”

Abhi: “tha comunictae karne ke tarike, tunme nahin communicate kiya tha, mera address tha tumhare paas, unn dinon hum letter writing se communicate karte the to tum agar chahti to mujhko likh sakti thi, tum ne communicate nahin kiya tha mujhe…. Phone lag gaye the nah ek saal hamare bicharne ke baad mujhko phone bhi kar sakti thi, kabhi directory mein mera naam nahin dekha tha kia? Zaroor dekha hoga tumne, main ne phone lagte hi sabse pehle tumhare papa ke naam ka phone number dhunda tha aur mila bhi tha 1987 ye 1988 mein… to tumko bhi mera number dikha hoga kyunke mere ghar ka phone mere hi naam par registered hua tha….!!!

Ruhi: “haan Abhi dekha tha, pata tha… magar haan sahi keh rahe ho main ne hi nahin communicate kiya tha aap ko you are right….”

Abhi ne tab Ruhi ke haathon ko apne haath mein zor se dabaate hue kaha,

“Tumhi kehti rehti ho nah ke Shweta mujhse bachpan se pyar karti thi, to socho jab mujhse mili to kitna khush hui hogi? Kitna acha laga hoga ussko? Ussne jaise ek khoya hua chiz paa liya itni khush thi wo aur mujhse baar baar milna chahti thi…. Haan uss doctor se usski nahin bani, uss se pyar hi nahin karti thi kehti thi mujhe, doctor usska khayal bilkool nahin rakhta tha aur nah bachi ka khayaal rakhta tha usske liye buss usska kaam aur usske patients, yehi usski priority hua karte the, to Shweta tang agayi…. Aur bina mujhe bataaye pata nahin kab divorce le liya, usske bahot mahine baad mujhko bataya ke ab wapas tumhare chachi ke ghar rehti hai, tab mujhe pata chala ke doctor ko chorr diya ussne…..”

Ruhi ghaur se sun rahi thi tab pucha,

“To phir se kyun shaadi nahin kiya ussne? Kitni khubsurat hai, kitni achchi hai, ussko to ladkon ke line lagte honge proposal ke!”

Abhi ka chehre laal hua aur kaha,

“Wo ab tumhi puchna uss se nah! mujhe kia pata kyun nahin ki shaadi ussne, buss itna kaha ke dobara wo experience nahin karna chahti!”

Ruhi ne tab pucha,

“Aur Aruhi, dekha nah mera naam apni beti ke naam ke saath joda hai ussne aur mujhse ladaayi karne aayi thi magar mera naam rakha apni beti ke naam ke saath hahahaha, kaisi dikhti hai Aruhi ab 7/8 saal ki ho gayi hogi nah? aap se banti hai usski aap ne kaha? Khubsurat hogi wo bhi nah? main ne usski bachpan dekha hi nahin aap ne dekha nah? kuch batao to Abhi!”

Abhi: “Bahot cute hai, weise hi jaise Shweta thi bachpan mein, bahot intelligent bhi hai… samajh lo mujhse ussko baap ka pyar mila, mujhe baap hi samajhti hai… bahot pyar karti hai mujhe aur main bhi behad chahta hoon ussko….Navina se bhi khub ghul mil gayi hai ati hai hamare yahan kabhi kabhi….”

Ruhi ne Abhi ke chehre mein, usske aankhon ki gehraayi mein dekhte hue kaha,

“Abhi aap ka koyi pichle janam ka Rishta hai mujhse kia? Aap meri family se kitna close ho jaate ho? meri beti se aur usski beti ke itna close ho gaye aur mujhse kitne door rahe? Aap ko kudrat ne bheja hai hamare liye kia Abhi? 25 saal pehle aap Shweta se mile the, wo aap se behad pyar karne lagi, jab aap mujhse door hue to wo aap ko miss karti thi, aap ke liye roti thi, jab badi hui to aap se shaadi tak karna chahti thi.... kaise aap ke saath close hui wo Abhi? Wo to aap se behad pyar karti thi, aap ko chahti thi jaise hum donon ek dusre ko chahte the!! Aap ko usski nazron mein pyar nahin dikha apne liye Abhi? Aap ko kabhi nahin laga ke wo aap ko chahti hai?.... wait wait wait…. Abhi ussne kahin aap ki khatir to doctor se divorce to nahin liya nah?! hmm?!”

Abhi hadbadaane laga tha ab…. Ussko dikh gaya ke Ruhi ko shak hone laga to baat ko rokne ke liye Abhi ne bus itna kaha,

“What are you talking now? Kaha nah kyun doctor ko chorra? Aur baaki jo bhi puchna hai tum ussi se puch lena bolo kal lekar aaun donon ko? Weise Navina bhi tumse milna chahti hai…ussko bhi saath lekar aunga, kia khayal hai? Thik rahega kal?!”

Ruhi ne bhare hue aankhon mein kaha,

“Anytime Abhi, any time.. tum buss lekar aao sabko main sab se milna chahti hoon, magar Abhi main nah lunch nah dinner bana paungi…. Inn donon waqt mein mat ana please….”

Abhi: “Are kyun fikar karti ho, inn sab ke liye koyi fikar nahin, tumko bhi lechalunga kabhi apne ghar aur wahan sab lunch ya dinner karenge…. Aur mera yakeen karo ek din tum khud dinner ya lunch paka kar hum sab ko khilaogi!”

Ruhi: “Wo kaise Abhi? I can’t even stand!”

Abhi: “Why? Do you think from the wheelchair you will not be able to cook? You very well can do that…. Just someone must be there to help you or assist you…. Weise hua kia hai tumko? What is your health problem? Kyun nahin chal paati ya khada nahin ho paati ho? wo batao mujhe ab!”

Ruhi: “shuru ek sciatica issue se hua tha , baad mein pata chala spinal issues hein, bahot saare doctaron ke paas gayi, bahot ilaaj karwaya, it remais the same, rather it became worse… main ek laathi se chal paati thi pichle 5 saalon se ab wo bhi nahin kar paati… kamar mein taaqat hi nahin body ko sambhalne ke liye!”

Abhi: “Sirf medical ke taraf checkup karwaya? Ayurvedic massage ya medication kiya kabhi?!

Ruhi: Ayurvedic? No. never, sirf hospital aur physiotherapy kiya kayi saalon tak….”

Abhi: “Okay I will try something to help you I bet ke tum wapas khada ho paogi aur chalogi bhi…. Dekh lena!!”

To be continued…………… (2105 words)

I believe Ruhi is aware of all, i mean she has discovered all that Abi is with Shweta and is hiding it from her
She in love with abhi and she must very well be aware of his expressions, if she found abhi blishing she mush have understood that Abhi is with shweta but is hiding it from Ruhi and ruhi will and must understand why abhi cannot tell her that
very mice update buddy
 
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